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The Friendly Road; New Adventures in Contentment
David Grayson
CHAPTER I. I LEAVE MY FARM
CHAPTER II. I WHISTLE
CHAPTER III. THE HOUSE BY THE SIDE OF THE ROAD
CHAPTER IV. I AM THE SPECTATOR OF A MIGHTY BATTLE, IN WHICH CHRISTIAN MEETS
APPOLLYON
CHAPTER V. I PLAY THE PART OF A SPECTACLE PEDDLER
CHAPTER VI. AN EXPERIMENT IN HUMAN NATURE
CHAPTER VII. THE UNDISCOVERED COUNTRY
CHAPTER VIII. THE HEDGE
CHAPTER IX. THE MAN POSSESSED
CHAPTER X. I AM CAUGHT UP INTO LIFE
CHAPTER XI. I COME TO GRAPPLE WITH THE CITY
CHAPTER XII. THE RETURN
"Surely it is good to be alive at a time like this."
A WORD TO HIM WHO OPENS THIS BOOK
I did not plan when I began writing these chapters to make an entire book, but only to put down the more or
less unusual impressions, the events and adventures, of certain quiet pilgrimages in country roads. But when I
had written down all of these things, I found I had material in plenty.
"What shall I call it now that I have written it?" I asked myself.
At first I thought I should call it "Adventures on the Road," or "The Country Road," or something equally
simple, for I would not have the title arouse any appetite which the book itself could not satisfy. One pleasant
evening I was sitting on my porch with my dog sleeping near me, and Harriet not far away rocking and
sewing, and as I looked out across the quiet fields I could see in the distance a curving bit of the town road. I
could see the valley below it and the green hill beyond, and my mind went out swiftly along the country road
which I had so recently travelled on foot, and I thought with deep satisfaction of all the people I had met on
my pilgrimagesthe Country Minister with his problems, the buoyant Stanleys, Bill Hahn the Socialist, the
Vedders in their garden, the Brush Peddler. I thought of the Wonderful City, and of how for a time I had been
caught up into its life. I thought of the men I met at the livery stable, especially Healy, the wit, and of that
strange Girl of the Street. And it was good to think of them all living around me, not so very far away,
connected with me through darkness and space by a certain mysterious human cord. Most of all I love that
which I cannot see beyond the hill.
"Harriet," I said aloud, "it grows more wonderful every year how full the world is of friendly people!"
So I got up quickly and came in here to my room, and taking a fresh sheet of paper I wrote down the title of
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my new book:
"The Friendly Road."
I invite you to travel with me upon this friendly road. You may find, as I did, something which will cause you
for a time, to forget yourself into contentment. But if you chance to be a truly serious person, put down my
book. Let nothing stay your hurried steps, nor keep you from your way.
As for those of us who remain, we will loiter as much as ever we please. We'll take toll of these spring days,
we'll stop wherever evening overtakes us, we'll eat the food of hospitalityand make friends for life!
DAVID GRAYSON.
CONTENTS
Preface
I. I Leave My Farm
II. I Whistle
III. The House by the Side of the Road
IV. I Am the Spectator of a Mighty Battle, in which Christian Meets Apollyon
V. I Play the Part of a Spectacle Peddler
VI. An Experiment in Human Nature
VII. The Undiscovered Country
VIII. The Hedge
IX. The Man Possessed
X. I Am Caught Up Into Life
XI. I Come to Grapple with the City
XII. The Return
CHAPTER I. I LEAVE MY FARM
"Is it so small a thing
To have enjoyed the sun,
To have lived light in spring?"
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It is eight o'clock of a sunny spring morning. I have been on the road for almost three hours. At five I left the
town of Holt, before six I had crossed the railroad at a place called Martin's Landing, and an hour ago, at
seven, I could see in the distance the spires of Nortontown. And all the morning as I came tramping along the
fine country roads with my packstrap resting warmly on my shoulder, and a song in my throatjust
nameless words to a nameless tuneand all the birds singing, and all the brooks bright under their little
bridges, I knew that I must soon step aside and put down, if I could, some faint impression of the feeling of
this time and place. I cannot hope to convey any adequate sense of it allof the feeling of lightness, strength,
clearness, I have as I sit here under this maple treebut I am going to write as long as ever I am happy at it,
and when I am no longer happy at it, why, here at my very hand lies the pleasant country road, stretching
away toward newer hills and richer scenes.
Until today I have not really been quite clear in my own mind as to the step I have taken. My sober friend,
have you ever tried to do anything that the world at large considers not quite sensible, not quite sane? Try it!
It is easier to commit a thundering crime. A friend of mine delights in walking to town bareheaded, and I
fully believe the neighbourhood is more disquieted thereby than it would be if my friend came home drunken
or failed to pay his debts.
Here I am then, a farmer, forty miles from home in planting time, taking his ease under a maple tree and
writing in a little book held on his knee! Is not that the height of absurdity? Of all my friends the Scotch
Preacher was the only one who seemed to understand why it was that I must go away for a time. Oh, I am a
sinful and revolutionary person!
When I left home last week, if you could have had a truthful picture of mefor is there not a photography so
delicate that it will catch the dim thoughtshapes which attend upon our lives?if you could have had such a
truthful picture of me, you would have seen, besides a farmer named Grayson with a gray bag hanging from
his shoulder, a strange company following close upon his steps. Among this crew you would have made out
easily:
Two fine cows.
Four Berkshire pigs.
One team of gray horses, the old mare a little lame in her right
foreleg.
About fifty hens, four cockerels, and a number of ducks and
geese.
More than thisI shall offer no explanation in these writings of any miracles that may appearyou would
have seen an entirely respectable old farmhouse bumping and hobbling along as best it might in the rear. And
in the doorway, Harriet Grayson, in her immaculate white apron, with the veritable look in her eyes which
she wears when I am not comporting myself with quite the proper decorum.
Oh, they would not let me go! How they all followed clamoring after me. My thoughts coursed backward
faster than ever I could run away. If you could have heard that motley crew of the barnyard as I did the
hens all cackling, the ducks quacking, the pigs grunting, and the old mare neighing and stamping, you would
have thought it a miracle that I escaped at all.
So often we think in a superior and lordly manner of our possessions, when, as a matter of fact, we do not
really possess them, they possess us. For ten years I have been the humble servant, attending upon the
commonest daily needs of sundry hens, ducks, geese, pigs, bees, and of a fussy and exacting old gray mare.
And the habit of servitude, I find, has worn deep scars upon me. I am almost like the life prisoner who finds
the door of his cell suddenly open, and fears to escape. Why, I had almost become ALL farmer.
On the first morning after I left home I awoke as usual about five o'clock with the irresistible feeling that I
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must do the milking. So well disciplined had I become in my servitude that I instinctively thrust my leg out of
bedbut pulled it quickly back in again, turned over, drew a long, luxurious breath, and said to myself:
"Avaunt cows! Get thee behind me, swine! Shoo, hens!"
Instantly the clatter of mastery to which I had responded so quickly for so many years grew perceptibly
fainter, the hens cackled less domineeringly, the pigs squealed less insistently, and as for the strutting
cockerel, that lordly and despotic bird stopped fairly in the middle of a crow, and his voice gurgled away in a
spasm of astonishment. As for the old farmhouse, it grew so dim I could scarcely see it at all! Having thus
published abroad my Declaration of Independence, nailed my defiance to the door, and otherwise established
myself as a free person, I turned over in my bed and took another delicious nap.
Do you know, friend, we can be free of many things that dominate our lives by merely crying out a rebellious
"Avaunt!"
But in spite of this bold beginning, I assure you it required several days to break the habit of cows and hens.
The second morning I awakened again at five o'clock, but my leg did not make for the side of the bed; the
third morning I was only partially awakened, and on the fourth morning I slept like a millionaire (or at least I
slept as a millionaire is supposed to sleep!) until the clock struck seven.
For some days after I left homeand I walked out as casually that morning as though I were going to the
barnI scarcely thought or tried to think of anything but the Road. Such an unrestrained sense of liberty,
such an exaltation of freedom, I have not known since I was a lad. When I came to my farm from the city
many years ago it was as one bound, as one who had lost out in the World's battle and was seeking to get hold
again somewhere upon the realities of life. I have related elsewhere how I thus came creeping like one sore
wounded from the field of battle, and how, among our hills, in the hard, steady labour in the soil of the fields,
with new and simple friends around me, I found a sort of rebirth or resurrection. I that was worn out,
bankrupt both physically and morally, learned to live again. I have achieved something of high happiness in
these years, something I know of pure contentment; and I have learned two or three deep and simple things
about life: I have learned that happiness is not to be had for the seeking, but comes quietly to him who pauses
at his difficult task and looks upward. I have learned that friendship is very simple, and, more than all else, I
have learned the lesson of being quiet, of looking out across the meadows and hills, and of trusting a little in
God.
And now, for the moment, I am regaining another of the joys of youththat of the sense of perfect freedom.
I made no plans when I left home, I scarcely chose the direction in which I was to travel, but drifted out, as a
boy might, into the great busy world. Oh, I have dreamed of that! It seems almost as though, after ten years, I
might again really touch the highest joys of adventure!
So I took the Road as it came, as a man takes a woman, for better or worseI took the Road, and the farms
along it, and the sleepy little villages, and the streams from the hillsidesall with high enjoyment. They
were good coin in my purse! And when I had passed the narrow horizon of my acquaintanceship, and reached
country new to me, it seemed as though every sense I had began to awaken. I must have grown dull,
unconsciously, in the last years there on my farm. I cannot describe the eagerness of discovery I felt at
climbing each new hill, nor the long breath I took at the top of it as I surveyed new stretches of pleasant
countryside.
Assuredly this is one of the royal moments of all the yearfine, cool, sparkling spring weather. I think I
never saw the meadows richer and greenerand the lilacs are still blooming, and the catbirds and orioles are
here. The oaks are not yet in full leaf, but the maples have nearly reached their full mantle of verdurethey
are very beautiful and charming to see.
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It is curious how at this moment of the year all the world seems astir. I suppose there is no moment in any of
the seasons when the whole army of agriculture, regulars and reserves, is so fully drafted for service in the
fields. And all the doors and windows, both in the little villages and on the farms, stand wide open to the
sunshine, and all the women and girls are busy in the yards and gardens. Such a fine, active, gossipy,
adventurous world as it is at this moment of the year!
It is the time, too, when all sorts of travelling people are afoot. People who have been mewed up in the cities
for the winter now take to the open roadall the peddlers and agents and umbrellamenders, all the nursery
salesmen and fertilizer agents, all the tramps and scientists and poetsall abroad in the wide sunny roads.
They, too, know well this hospitable moment of the spring; they, too, know that doors and hearts are open
and that even into dull lives creeps a bit of the spirit of adventure. Why, a farmer will buy a corn planter, feed
a tramp, or listen to a poet twice as easily at this time of year as at any other!
For several days I found myself so fully occupied with the bustling life of the Road that I scarcely spoke to a
living soul, but strode straight ahead. The spring has been late and cold: most of the corn and some of the
potatoes are not yet in, and the tobacco lands are still bare and brown. Occasionally I stopped to watch some
ploughman in the fields: I saw with a curious, deep satisfaction how the moist furrows, freshly turned,
glistened in the warm sunshine. There seemed to be something right and fit about it, as well as human and
beautiful. Or at evening I would stop to watch a ploughman driving homeward across his new brown fields,
raising a cloud of fine dust from the fast drying furrow crests. The low sun shining through the dust and
glorifying it, the wearystepping horses, the man all sombrecoloured like the earth itself and knit into the
scene as though a part of it, made a picture exquisitely fine to see.
And what a joy I had also of the lilacs blooming in many a dooryard, the odour often trailing after me for a
long distance in the road, and of the pungent scent at evening in the cool hollows of burning brush heaps and
the smell of barnyards as I went bynot unpleasant, not offensiveand above all, the deep, earthy, moist
odour of newploughed fields.
And then, at evening, to hear the sound of voices from the dooryards as I pass quite unseen; no words, but
just pleasant, quiet intonations of human voices, borne through the still air, or the low sounds of cattle in the
barnyards, quieting down for the night, and often, if near a village, the distant, slumbrous sound of a church
bell, or even the rumble of a trainhow good all these sounds are! They have all come to me again this week
with renewed freshness and impressiveness. I am living deep again!
It was not, indeed, until last Wednesday that I began to get my fill, temporarily, of the outward satisfaction of
the Roadthe primeval takings of the sensesthe mere joys of seeing, hearing, smelling, touching. But on
that day I began to wake up; I began to have a desire to know something of all the strange and interesting
people who are working in their fields, or standing invitingly in their doorways, or so busily afoot in the
country roads. Let me add, also, for this is one of the most important parts of my present experience, that this
new desire was far from being wholly esoteric. I had also begun to have cravings which would not in the least
be satisfied by landscapes or dulled by the sights and sounds of the road. A whiff here and there from a
doorway at mealtime had made me long for my own home, for the sight of Harriet calling from the steps:
"Dinner, David."
But I had covenanted with myself long before starting that I would literally "live light in spring." It was the
one and primary condition I made with myselfand made with serious purposeand when I came away I
had only enough money in my pocket and sandwiches in my pack to see me through the first three or four
days. Any man may brutally pay his way anywhere, but it is quite another thing to be accepted by your
humankind not as a paid lodger but as a friend. Always, it seems to me, I have wanted to submit myself, and
indeed submit the stranger, to that test. Moreover, how can any man look for true adventure in life if he
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always knows to a certainty where his next meal is coming from? In a world so completely dominated by
goods, by things, by possessions, and smothered by security, what fine adventure is left to a man of spirit
save the adventure of poverty?
I do not mean by this the adventure of involuntary poverty, for I maintain that involuntary poverty, like
involuntary riches, is a credit to no man. It is only as we dominate life that we really live. What I mean here,
if I may so express it, is an adventure in achieved poverty. In the lives of such true men as Francis of Assisi
and Tolstoi, that which draws the world to them in secret sympathy is not that they lived lives of poverty, but
rather, having riches at their hands, or for the very asking, that they chose poverty as the better way of life.
As for me, I do not in the least pretend to have accepted the final logic of an achieved poverty. I have merely
abolished temporarily from my life a few hens and cows, a comfortable old farmhouse, andcertain other
emoluments and hereditamentsbut remain the slave of sundry cloth upon my back and sundry articles in
my gray bagincluding a fat pocket volume or so, and a tin whistle. Let them pass now. Tomorrow I may
wish to attempt life with still less. I might survive without my battered copy of "Montaigne" or even submit
to existence without that sense of distant companionship symbolized by a postagestamp, and as for
trousers
In this deceptive world, how difficult of attainment is perfection!
No, I expect I shall continue for a long time to owe the worm his silk, the beast his hide, the sheep his wool,
and the cat his perfume! What I am seeking is something as simple and as quiet as the trees or the hills just
to look out around me at the pleasant countryside, to enjoy a little of this show, to meet (and to help a little if
I may) a few human beings, and thus to get nearly into the sweet kernel of human life). My friend, you may
or may not think this a worthy object; if you do not, stop here, go no further with me; but if you do, why,
we'll exchange great words on the road; we'll look up at the sky together, we'll see and hear the finest things
in this world! We'll enjoy the sun! We'll live light in spring!
Until last Tuesday, then, I was carried easily and comfortably onward by the corn, the eggs, and the honey of
my past labours, and before Wednesday noon I began to experience in certain vital centres recognizable
symptoms of a variety of discomfort anciently familiar to man. And it was all the sharper because I did not
know how or where I could assuage it. In all my life, in spite of various ups and downs in a fat world, I don't
think I was ever before genuinely hungry. Oh, I've been hungry in a reasonable, civilized way, but I have
always known where in an hour or so I could get all I wanted to eata condition accountable, in this world, I
am convinced, for no end of stupidity. But to be both physically and, let us say, psychologically hungry, and
not to know where or how to get anything to eat, adds something to the zest of life.
By noon on Wednesday, then, I was reduced quite to a point of necessity. But where was I to begin, and how?
I know from long experience the suspicion with which the ordinary farmer meets the Man of the Road the
man who appears to wish to enjoy the fruits of the earth without working for them with his hands. It is a
distrust deepseated and ages old. Nor can the Man of the Road ever quite understand the Man of the Fields.
And here was I, for so long the stationary Man of the Fields, essaying the role of the Man of the Road. I
experienced a sudden sense of the enlivenment of the faculties: I must now depend upon wit or cunning or
human nature to win my way, not upon mere skill of the hand or strength in the bent back. Whereas in my
former life, when I was assailed by a Man of the Road, whether tramp or peddler or poet, I had only to stand
stockstill within my fences and say nothingthough indeed I never could do that, being far too much
interested in every one who came my wayand the invader was soon repelled. There is nothing so resistant
as the dull security of possession the stolidity of ownership!
Many times that day I stopped by a field side or at the end of a lane, or at a housegate, and considered the
possibilities of making an attack. Oh, I measured the houses and barns I saw with a new eye! The kind of
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country I had known so long and familiarly became a new and foreign land, full of strange possibilities. I
spied out the men in the fields and did not fail, also, to see what I could of the commissary department of
each farmstead as I passed. I walked for miles looking thus for a favourable openingand with a sensation
of embarrassment at once disagreeable and pleasurable. As the afternoon began to deepen I saw that I must
absolutely do something: a whole day tramping in the open air without a bite to eat is an irresistible
argument.
Presently I saw from the road a farmer and his son planting potatoes in a sloping field. There was no house at
all in view. At the bars stood a light wagon half filled with bags of seed potatoes, and the horse which had
drawn it stood quietly, not far off, tied to the fence. The man and the boy, each with a basket on his arm, were
at the farther end of the field, dropping potatoes. I stood quietly watching them. They stepped quickly and
kept their eyes on the furrows: good workers. I liked the looks of them. I liked also the straight, clean
furrows; I liked the appearance of the horse.
"I will stop here," I said to myself.
I cannot at all convey the sense of high adventure I had as I stood there. Though I had not the slightest idea of
what I should do or say, yet I was determined upon the attack.
Neither father nor son saw me until they had nearly reached the end of the field.
"Step lively, Ben," I heard the man say with some impatience; "we've got to finish this field today."
"I AM steppin' lively, dad," responded the boy, "but it's awful hot. We can't possibly finish today. It's too
much."
"We've got to get through here today," the man replied grimly; "we're already two weeks late."
I know just how the man felt; for I knew well the difficulty a farmer has in getting help in planting time. The
spring waits for no man. My heart went out to the man and boy struggling there in the heat of their field. For
this is the real warfare of the common life.
"Why," I said to myself with a curious lift of the heart, "they have need of a fellow just like me."
At that moment the boy saw me and, missing a step in the rhythm of the planting, the father also looked up
and saw me. But neither said a word until the furrows were finished, and the planters came to refill their
baskets.
"Fine afternoon," I said, sparring for an opening.
"Fine," responded the man rather shortly, glancing up from his work. I recalled the scores of times I had been
exactly in his place, and had glanced up to see the stranger in the road.
"Got another basket handy?" I asked.
"There is one somewhere around here," he answered not too cordially. The boy said nothing at all, but eyed
me with absorbing interest. The gloomy look had already gone from his face.
I slipped my gray bag from my shoulder, took off my coat, and put them both down inside the fence. Then I
found the basket and began to fill it from one of the bags. Both man and boy looked up at me questioningly. I
enjoyed the situation immensely.
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"I heard you say to your son," I said, "that you'd have to hurry in order to get in your potatoes today. I can
see that for myself. Let me take a hand for a row or two."
The unmistakable shrewd look of the bargainer came suddenly into the man's face, but when I went about my
business without hesitation or questioning, he said nothing at all. As for the boy, the change in his
countenance was marvellous to see. Something new and astonishing had come into the world. Oh, I know
what a thing it is to be a boy and to work in trouting time!
"How near are you planting, Ben?" I asked.
"About fourteen inches."
So we began in fine spirits. I was delighted with the favourable beginning of my enterprise; there is nothing
which so draws men together as their employment at a common task.
Ben was a lad some fifteen years oldvery stout and stocky, with a fine open countenance and a frank blue
eyeall boy. His nose was as freckled as the belly of a trout. The whole situation, including the prospect of
help in finishing a tiresome job, pleased him hugely. He stole a glimpse from time to time at me then at his
father. Finally he said:
"Say, you'll have to step lively to keep up with dad."
"I'll show you," I said, "how we used to drop potatoes when I was a boy."
And with that I began to step ahead more quickly and make the pieces fairly fly.
"We old fellows," I said to the father, "must give these young sprouts a lesson once in a while."
"You will, will you?" responded the boy, and instantly began to drop the potatoes at a prodigious speed. The
father followed with more dignity, but with evident amusement, and so we all came with a rush to the end of
the row.
"I guess that beats the record across THIS field!" remarked the lad, puffing and wiping his forehead. "Say,
but you're a good one!"
It gave me a peculiar thrill of pleasure; there is nothing more pleasing than the frank admiration of a boy.
We paused a moment and I said to the man: "This looks like fine potato land."
"The' ain't any better in these parts," he replied with some pride in his voice.
And so we went at the planting again: and as we planted we had great talk of seed potatoes and the
advantages and disadvantages of mechanical planters, of cultivating and spraying, and all the lore of prices
and profits. Once we stopped at the lower end of the field to get a drink from a jug of water set in the shade of
a fence corner, and once we set the horse in the thills and moved the seed farther up the field. And tired and
hungry as I felt I really enjoyed the work; I really enjoyed talking with this busy father and son, and I
wondered what their home life was like and what were their real ambitions and hopes. Thus the sun sank
lower and lower, the long shadows began to creep into the valleys, and we came finally toward the end of the
field. Suddenly the boy Ben cried out:
"There's Sis!"
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I glanced up and saw standing near the gateway a slim, bright girl of about twelve in a fresh gingham dress.
"We're coming!" roared Ben, exultantly.
While we were hitching up the horse, the man said to me:
"You'll come down with us and have some supper."
"Indeed I will," I replied, trying not to make my response too eager.
"Did mother make gingerbread today?" I heard the boy whisper audibly.
"Shh" replied the girl, "who is that man?"
"_I_ don't know" with a great accent of mystery"and dad don't know. Did mother make gingerbread?"
"Shhhe'll hear you."
"Gee! but he can plant potatoes. He dropped down on us out of a clear sky."
"What is he?" she asked. "A tramp?"
"Nope, not a tramp. He works. But, Sis, did mother make gingerbread?"
So we all got into the light wagon and drove briskly out along the shady country road. The evening was
coming on, and the air was full of the scent of blossoms. We turned finally into a lane and thus came
promptly, for the horse was as eager as we, to the capacious farmyard. A motherly woman came out from the
house, spoke to her son, and nodded pleasantly to me. There was no especial introduction. I said merely, "My
name is Grayson," and I was accepted without a word.
I waited to help the man, whose name I had now learnedit was Stanleywith his horse and wagon, and
then we came up to the house. Near the back door there was a pump, with a bench and basin set just within a
little cleanly swept, open shed. Rolling back my collar and baring my arms I washed myself in the cool water,
dashing it over my head until I gasped, and then stepping back, breathless and refreshed, I found the slim girl,
Mary, at my elbow with a clean soft towel. As I stood wiping quietly I could smell the ambrosial odours from
the kitchen. In all my life I never enjoyed a moment more than that, I think.
"Come in now," said the motherly Mrs. Stanley.
So we filed into the roomy kitchen, where an older girl, called Kate, was flying about placing steaming dishes
upon the table. There was also an older son, who had been at the farm chores. It was altogether a fine,
vigorous, independent American family. So we all sat down and drew up our chairs. Then we paused a
moment, and the father, bowing his head, said in a low voice:
"For all Thy good gifts, Lord, we thank Thee. Preserve us and keep us through another night."
I suppose it was a very ordinary farm meal, but it seems to me I never tasted a better one. The huge piles of
new baked bread, the sweet farm butter, already delicious with the flavour of new grass, the bacon and eggs,
the potatoes, the rhubarb sauce, the great plates of new, hot gingerbread and, at the last, the custard piea
great wedge of it, with fresh cheese. After the first ravenous appetite of hardworking men was satisfied, there
came to be a good deal of lively conversation. The girls had some joke between them which Ben was trying
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in vain to fathom. The older son told how much milk a certain Alderney cow had given, and Mr. Stanley,
quite changed now as he sat at his own table from the rather grim farmer of the afternoon, revealed a capacity
for a husky sort of fun, joking Ben about his potatoplanting and telling in a lively way of his race with me.
As for Mrs. Stanley, she sat smiling behind her tall coffee pot, radiating good cheer and hospitality. They
asked me no questions at all, and I was so hungry and tired that I volunteered no information.
After supper we went out for half or three quarters of an hour to do some final chores, and Mr. Stanley and I
stopped in the cattle yard and looked over the cows, and talked learnedly about the pigs, and I admired his
spring calves to his hearts content, for they really were a fine lot. When we came in again the lamps had been
lighted in the sittingroom and the older daughter was at the telephone exchanging the news of the day with
some neighbourand with great laughter and enjoyment. Occasionally she would turn and repeat some bit of
gossip to the family, and Mrs. Stanley would claim:
"Do tell!"
"Can't we have a bit of music tonight?" inquired Mr. Stanley.
Instantly Ben and the slim girl, Mary, made a wild dive for the front roomthe parlourand came out with
a firstrate phonograph which they placed on the table.
"Something lively now," said Mr. Stanley.
So they put on a rollicking negro song called. "My Georgia Belle," which, besides the tuneful voices,
introduced a steamboat whistle and a musical clangour of bells. When it wound up with a bang, Mr. Stanley
took his big comfortable pipe out of his mouth and cried out:
"Fine, fine!"
We had further music of the same sort and with one record the older daughter, Kate, broke into the song with
a full, strong though uncultivated voicewhich pleased us all very much indeed.
Presently Mrs. Stanley, who was sitting under the lamp with a basket of socks to mend, began to nod.
"Mother's giving the signal," said the older son.
"No, no, I'm not a bit sleepy," exclaimed Mrs. Stanley.
But with further joking and laughing the family began to move about. The older daughter gave me a hand
lamp and showed me the way upstairs to a little room at the end of the house.
"I think," she said with pleasant dignity, "you will find everything you need."
I cannot tell with what solid pleasure I rolled into bed or how soundly and sweetly I slept.
This was the first day of my real adventures.
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CHAPTER II. I WHISTLE
When I was a boy I learned after many discouragements to play on a tin whistle. There was a wandering old
fellow in our town who would sit for hours on the shady side of a certain ancient hotelbarn, and with his
little whistle to his lips, and gently swaying his head to his tune and tapping one foot in the gravel, he would
produce the most wonderful and beguiling melodies. His favourite selections were very lively; he played, I
remember, "Old Dan Tucker," and "Money Musk," and the tune of a rollicking old song, now no doubt long
forgotten, called "Wait for the Wagon." I can see him yet, with his jolly eyes half closed, his lips puckered
around the whistle, and his fingers curiously and stiffly poised over the stops. I am sure I shall never forget
the thrill which his music gave to the heart of a certain barefoot boy.
At length, by means I have long since forgotten, I secured a tin whistle exactly like Old Tom Madison's and
began diligently to practise such tunes as I knew. I am quite sure now that I must have made a nuisance of
myself, for it soon appeared to be the set purpose of every member of the family to break up my efforts.
Whenever my father saw me with the whistle to my lips, he would instantly set me at some useful work (oh,
he was an adept in discovering useful work to dofor a boy!). And at the very sight of my stern aunt I would
instantly secrete my whistle in my blouse and fly for the garret or cellar, like a cat caught in the cream. Such
are the early tribulations of musical genius!
At last I discovered a remote spot on a beam in the haybarn where, lighted by a ray of sunlight which came
through a crack in the eaves and pointed a dusty golden finger into that hayscented interior, I practised
rapturously and to my heart's content upon my tin whistle. I learned "Money Musk" until I could play it in
Old Tom Madison's best styleeven to the last nod and final foottap. I turned a certain church hymn called
"Yield Not to Temptation" into something quite inspiriting, and I played "Marching Through Georgia" until
all the "happy hills of hay" were to the fervid eye of a boy's imagination full of tramping soldiers. Oh, I shall
never forget the joys of those hours in the haybarn, nor the music of that secret tin whistle! I can hear yet the
crooning of the pigeons in the eaves, and the slatey sound of their wings as they flew across the open spaces
in the great barn; I can smell yet the odour of the hay.
But with years, and the city, and the shame of youth, I put aside and almost forgot the art of whistling. When
I was preparing for the present pilgrimage, however, it came to me with a sudden thrill of pleasure that
nothing in the wide world now prevented me from getting a whistle and seeing whether I had forgotten my
early cunning. At the very first goodsized town I came to I was delighted to find at a little candy and toy
shop just the sort of whistle I wanted, at the extravagant price of ten cents. I bought it and put it in the bottom
of my knapsack.
"Am I not old enough now," I said to myself, "to be as youthful as I choose?"
Isn't it the strangest thing in the world how long it takes us to learn to accept the joys of simple
pleasures?and some of us never learn at all. "Boo!" says the neighbourhood, and we are instantly
frightened into doing a thousand unnecessary and unpleasant things, or prevented from doing a thousand
beguiling things.
For the first few days I was on the road I thought often with pleasure of the whistle lying there in my bag, but
it was not until after I left the Stanleys' that I felt exactly in the mood to try it.
The fact is, my adventures on the Stanley farm had left me in a very cheerful frame of mind. They convinced
me that some of the great things I had expected of my pilgrimage were realizable possibilities. Why, I had
walked right into the heart of as fine a family as I have seen these many days.
I remained with them the entire day following the potatoplanting. We were out at five o'clock in the
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morning, and after helping with the chores, and eating a prodigious breakfast, we went again to the
potatofield, and part of the time I helped plant a few remaining rows, and part of the time I drove a team
attached to a wingplow to cover the planting of the previous day.
In the afternoon a slashing spring rain set in, and Mr. Stanley, who was a forehanded worker, found a job for
all of us in the barn. Ben, the younger son, and I sharpened mowerblades and a scythe or so, Ben turning the
grindstone and I holding the blades and telling him stories into the bargain. Mr. Stanley and his stout older
son overhauled the workharness and tinkered the cornplanter. The doors at both ends of the barn stood
wide open, and through one of them, framed like a picture, we could see the scudding floods descend upon
the meadows, and through the other, across a fine stretch of open country, we could see all the roads
glistening and the treetops moving under the rain.
"Fine, fine!" exclaimed Mr. Stanley, looking out from time to time, "we got in our potatoes just in the nick of
time."
After supper that evening I told them of my plan to leave them on the following morning.
"Don't do that," said Mrs. Stanley heartily; "stay on with us."
"Yes," said Mr. Stanley, "we're shorthanded, and I'd be glad to have a man like you all summer. There ain't
any one around here will pay a good man more'n I will, nor treat 'im better."
"I'm sure of it, Mr. Stanley," I said, "but I can't stay with you."
At that the tide of curiosity which I had seen rising ever since I came began to break through. Oh, I know
how difficult it is to let the wanderer get by without taking toll of him! There are not so many people here in
the country that we can afford to neglect them. And as I had nothing in the world to conceal, and, indeed,
loved nothing better than the give and take of getting acquainted, we were soon at it in good earnest.
But it was not enough to tell them that my name was David Grayson and where my farm was located, and
how many acres there were, and how much stock I had, and what I raised. The great particular "Why?" as I
knew it would beconcerned my strange presence on the road at this season of the year and the reason why I
should turn in by chance, as I had done, to help at their planting. If a man is stationary, it seems quite
impossible for him to imagine why any one should care to wander; and as for the wanderer it is inconceivable
to him how any one can remain permanently at home.
We were all sitting comfortably around the table in the livingroom. The lamps were lighted, and Mr.
Stanley, in slippers, was smoking his pipe and Mrs. Stanley was darning socks over a mendinggourd, and
the two young Stanleys were whispering and giggling about some matter of supreme consequence to youth.
The windows were open, and we could smell the sweet scent of the lilacs from the yard and hear the
drumming of the rain as it fell on the roof of the porch.
"It's easy to explain," I said. "The fact is, it got to the point on my farm that I wasn't quite sure whether I
owned it or it owned me. And I made up my mind I'd get away for a while from my own horses and cattle
and see what the world was like. I wanted to see how people lived up here, and what they are thinking about,
and how they do their farming."
As I talked of my plans and of the duty one had, as I saw it, to be a good broad man as well as a good farmer,
I grew more and more interested and enthusiastic. Mr. Stanley took his pipe slowly from his mouth, held it
poised until it finally went out, and sat looking at me with a rapt expression. I never had a better audience.
Finally, Mr. Stanley said very earnestly:
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"And you have felt that way, too?"
"Why, father!" exclaimed Mrs. Stanley, in astonishment.
Mr. Stanley hastily put his pipe back into his mouth and confusedly searched in his pockets for a match; but I
knew I had struck down deep into a common experience. Here was this brisk and prosperous farmer having
his dreams toodreams that even his wife did not know!
So I continued my talk with even greater fervour. I don't think that the boy Ben understood all that I said, for
I was dealing with experiences common mostly to older men, but he somehow seemed to get the spirit of it,
for quite unconsciously he began to hitch his chair toward me, then he laid his hand on my chairarm and
finally and quite simply he rested his arm against mine and looked at me with all his eyes. I keep learning that
there is nothing which reaches men's hearts like talking straight out the convictions and emotions of your
innermost soul. Those who hear you may not agree with you, or they may not understand you fully, but
something incalculable, something vital, passes. And as for a boy or girl it is one of the sorriest of mistakes to
talk down to them; almost always your lad of fifteen thinks more simply, more fundamentally, than you do;
and what he accepts as good coin is not facts or precepts, but feelings and convictionsLIFE. And why
shouldn't we speak out?
"I long ago decided," I said, "to try to be fully what I am and not to be anything or anybody else."
"That's right, that's right," exclaimed Mr. Stanley, nodding his head vigorously.
"It's about the oldest wisdom there is," I said, and with that I thought of the volume I carried in my pocket,
and straightway I pulled it out and after a moment's search found the passage I wanted.
"Listen," I said, "to what this old Roman philosopher said"and I held the book up to the lamp and read
aloud:
"'You can be invincible if you enter into no contest in which it is not in your power to conquer. Take care,
then, when you observe a man honoured before others or possessed of great power, or highly esteemed for
any reason, not to suppose him happy and be not carried away by the appearance. For if the nature of the
good is in our power, neither envy nor jealousy will have a place in us. But you yourself will not wish to be a
general or a senator or consul, but a free man, and there is only one way to do this, to care not for the things
which are not in our power.'"
"That," said Mr. Stanley, "is exactly what I've always said, but I didn't know it was in any book. I always said
I didn't want to be a senator or a legislator, or any other sort of officeholder. It's good enough for me right
here on this farm."
At that moment I glanced down into Ben's shining eyes.
"But I want to be a senator orsomethingwhen I grow up," he said eagerly.
At this the older brother, who was sitting not far off, broke into a laugh, and the boy, who for a moment had
been drawn out of his reserve, shrank back again and coloured to the hair.
"Well, Ben," said I, putting my hand on his knee, "don't you let anything stop you. I'll back you up; I'll vote
for you."
After breakfast the next morning Mr. Stanley drew me aside and said:
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"Now I want to pay you for your help yesterday and the day before."
"No," I said. "I've had more than value received. You've taken me in like a friend and brother. I've enjoyed
it."
So Mrs. Stanley half filled my knapsack with the finest luncheon I've seen in many a day, and thus, with as
pleasant a farewell as if I'd been a near relative, I set off up the country road. I was a little distressed in
parting to see nothing of the boy Ben, for I had formed a genuine liking for him, but upon reaching a clump
of trees which hid the house from the road I saw him standing in the moist grass of a fence corner.
"I want to say goodbye," he said in the gruff voice of embarrassment.
"Ben," I said, "I missed you, and I'd have hated to go off without seeing you again. Walk a bit with me."
So we walked side by side, talking quietly and when at last I shook his hand I said:
"Ben, don't you ever be afraid of acting up to the very best thoughts you have in your heart."
He said nothing for a moment, and then: "Gee! I'm sorry you're goin' away!"
"Gee!" I responded, "I'm sorry, too!"
With that we both laughed, but when I reached the top of the hill, and looked back, I saw him still standing
there barefooted in the road looking after me. I waved my hand and he waved his: and I saw him no more.
No country, after all, produces any better crop than its inhabitants. And as I travelled onward I liked to think
of these brave, temperate, industrious, Godfriendly American people. I have no fear of the country while so
many of them are still to be found upon the farms and in the towns of this land.
So I tramped onward full of cheerfulness. The rain had ceased, but all the world was moist and very green
and still. I walked for more than two hours with the greatest pleasure. About ten o'clock in the morning I
stopped near a brook to drink and rest, for I was warm and tired. And it was then that I bethought me of the
little tin pipe in my knapsack, and straightway I got it out, and, sitting down at the foot of a tree near the
brook, I put it to my lips and felt for the stops with unaccustomed fingers. At first I made the saddest sort of
work of it, and was not a little disappointed, indeed, with the sound of the whistle itself. It was nothing to my
memory of it! It seemed thin and tinny.
However, I persevered at it, and soon produced a recognizable imitation of Tom Madison's "Old Dan
Tucker." My success quite pleased me, and I became so absorbed that I quite lost account of the time and
place. There was no one to hear me save a bluejay which for an hour or more kept me company. He sat on a
twig just across the brook, cocking his head at me, and saucily wagging his tail. Occasionally he would dart
off among the trees crying shrilly; but his curiosity would always get the better of him and back he would
come again to try to solve the mystery of this rival whistling, which I'm sure was as shrill and as harsh as his
own.
Presently, quite to my astonishment, I saw a man standing near the brookside not a dozen paces away from
me. How long he had been there I don't know, for I had heard nothing of his coming. Beyond him in the town
road I could see the head of his horse and the top of his buggy. I said not a word, but continued with my
practising. Why shouldn't I? But it gave me quite a thrill for the moment; and at once I began to think of the
possibilities of the situation. What a thing it was have so many unexpected and interesting situations
developing! So I nodded my head and tapped my foot, and blew into my whistle all the more energetically. I
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knew my visitor could not possibly keep away. And he could not; presently he came nearer and said:
"What are you doing, neighbour?"
I continued a moment with my playing, but commanded him with my eye.
Oh, I assure you I assumed all the airs of a virtuoso. When I had finished my tune I removed my whistle
deliberately and wiped my lips.
"Why, enjoying myself," I replied with greatest good humour. "What are you doing?"
"Why," he said, "watching you enjoy yourself. I heard you playing as I passed in the road, and couldn't
imagine what it could be."
I told him I thought it might still be difficult, having heard me near at hand, to imagine what it could beand
thus, tossing the ball of goodhumoured repartee back and forth, we walked down to the road together. He
had a quiet old horse and a curious top buggy with the unmistakable box of an agent or peddler built on
behind.
"My name," he said, "is Canfield. I fight dust."
"And mine," I said, "is Grayson. I whistle."
I discovered that he was an agent for brushes, and he opened his box and showed me the greatest assortment
of big and little brushes: bristle brushes, broom brushes, yarn brushes, wire brushes, brushes for man and
brushes for beast, brushes of every conceivable size and shape that ever I saw in all my life. He had out one
of his especial petshe called it his "leader"and feeling it familiarly in his hand he instinctively began the
jargon of wellhandled and voiceworn phrases which went with that particular brush. It was just as though
some one had touched a button and had started him going. It was amazing to me that any one in the world
should be so much interested in mere brushesuntil he actually began to make me feel that brushes were as
interesting as anything else!
What a strange, little, driedup old fellow he was, with his balls of muttonchop sidewhiskers, his thick
eyebrows, and his lively blue eyes!a man evidently not readily turned aside by rebuffs. He had already
shown that his wit as a talker had been sharpened by long and varied contact with a world of reluctant
purchasers. I was really curious to know more of him, so I said finally:
"See here, Mr. Canfield, it's just noon. Why not sit down here with me and have a bit of luncheon?"
"Why not?" he responded with alacrity. "As the fellow said, why not?"
He unhitched his horse, gave him a drink from the brook, and then tethered him where he could nip the
roadside grass. I opened my bag and explored the wonders of Mrs. Stanley's luncheon. I cannot describe the
absolutely carefree feeling I had. Always at home, when I would have liked to stop at the roadside with a
stranger, I felt the nudge of a conscience troubled with cows and corn, but here I could stop where I liked, or
go on when I liked, and talk with whom I pleased, as long as I pleased.
So we sat there, the brushpeddler and I, under the trees, and ate Mrs. Stanley's fine luncheon, drank the clear
water from the brook, and talked great talk. Compared with Mr. Canfield I was a babe at wanderingand
equally at talking. Was there any business he had not been in, or any place in the country he had not visited?
He had sold everything from flypaper to threshingmachines, he had picked up a large working knowledge
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of the weaknesses of human nature, and had arrived at the age of sixtysix with just enough available cash to
pay the manufacturer for a new supply of brushes. In strict confidence, I drew certain conclusions from the
colour of his nose! He had once had a family, but dropped them somewhere along the road. Most of our brisk
neighbours would have put him down as a failurean old man, and nothing laid by! But I wonderI
wonder. One thing I am coming to learn in this world, and that is to let people haggle along with their lives as
I haggle along with mine.
We both made tremendous inroads on the luncheon, and I presume we might have sat there talking all the
afternoon if I had not suddenly bethought myself with a not unpleasant thrill that my restingplace for the
night was still gloriously undecided.
"Friend," I said, "I've got to be up and going. I haven't so much as a penny in my pocket, and I've got to find a
place to sleep."
The effect of this remark upon Mr. Canfield was magical. He threw up both his hands and cried out:
"You're that way, are you?"as though for the first time he really understood. We were at last on common
ground.
"Partner," said he, "you needn't tell nothin' about it. I've been right there myself."
At once he began to bustle about with great enthusiasm. He was for taking complete charge of me, and I
think, if I had permitted it, would instantly have made a brushagent of me. At least he would have carried
me along with him in his buggy; but when he suggested it I felt very much, I think, as some old monk must
have who had taken a vow to do some particular thing in some particular way. With great difficulty I
convinced him finally that my way was different from histhough he was regally impartial as to what road
he took nextand, finally, with some reluctance, he started to climb into his buggy.
A thought, however, struck him suddenly, and he stepped down again, ran around to the box at the back of
his buggy, opened it with a mysterious and smiling look at me, and took out a small broombrush with which
he instantly began brushing off my coat and trousersin the liveliest and most exuberant way. When he had
finished this occupation, he quickly handed the brush to me.
"A token of esteem," he said, "from a fellow traveller."
I tried in vain to thank him, but he held up his hand, scrambled quickly into his buggy, and was for driving
off instantly, but paused and beckoned me toward him. When I approached the buggy, he took hold of one
the lapels of my coat, bent over, and said with the utmost seriousness:
"No man ought to take the road without a brush. A good broombrush is the world's greatest civilizer. Are
you looking seedy or dusty?why, this here brush will instantly make you a respectable citizen. Take my
word for it, friend, never go into any strange house without stoppin' and brushin' off. It's money in your
purse! You can get along without dinner sometimes, or even without a shirt, but without a brush never!
There's nothin' in the world so necessary to rich AN' poor, old AN' young as a good brush!"
And with a final burst of enthusiasm the brushpeddler drove off up the hill. I stood watching him and when
he turned around I waved the brush high over my head in token of a grateful farewell.
It was a good, serviceable, friendly brush. I carried it throughout my wanderings; and as I sit here writing in
my study, at this moment, I can see it hanging on a hook at the side of my fireplace.
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CHAPTER III. THE HOUSE BY THE SIDE OF THE ROAD
"Everyone," remarks Tristram Shandy, "will speak of the fair as his own market has gone in it."
It came near being a sorry fair for me on the afternoon following my parting with the amiable brushpeddler.
The plain fact is, my success at the Stanleys', and the easy manner in which I had fallen in with Mr. Canfield,
gave me so much confidence in myself as a sort of Master of the Road that I proceeded with altogether too
much assurance.
I am firmly convinced that the prime quality to be cultivated by the pilgrim is humility of spirit; he must be
willing to accept Adventure in whatever garb she chooses to present herself. He must be able to see the
shining form of the unusual through the dull garments of the normal.
The fact is, I walked that afternoon with my head in air and passed many a pleasant farmstead where men
were working in the fields, and many an open doorway, and a mill or two, and a townalways looking for
some Great Adventure.
Somewhere upon this road, I thought to myself, I shall fall in with a Great Person, or become a part of a Great
Incident. I recalled with keen pleasure the experience of that young Spanish student of Carlyle writes in one
of his volumes, who, riding out from Madrid one day, came unexpectedly upon the greatest man in the world.
This great man, of whom Carlyle observes (I have looked up the passage since I came home), "a kindlier,
meeker, braver heart has seldom looked upon the sky in this world," had ridden out from the city for the last
time in his life "to take one other look at the azure firmament and green mosaic pavements and the strange
carpentry and arras work of this noble palace of a world."
As the old story has it, the young student "came pricking on hastily, complaining that they went at such a
pace as gave him little chance of keeping up with them. One of the party made answer that the blame lay with
the horse of Don Miguel de Cervantes, whose trot was of the speediest. He had hardly pronounced the name
when the student dismounted and, touching the hem of Cervantes' left sleeve, said, 'Yes, yes, it is indeed the
maimed perfection, the allfamous, the delightful writer, the joy and darling of the Muses! You are that brave
Miguel.'"
It may seem absurd to some in this cool and calculating twentieth century that any one should indulge in such
vain imaginings as I have describedand yet, why not? All things are as we see them. I once heard a
mana modern man, living todaytell with a hush in his voice, and a peculiar light in his eye, how,
walking in the outskirts of an unromantic town in New Jersey, he came suddenly upon a vigorous, bearded,
rather roughlooking man swinging his stick as he walked, and stopping often at the roadside and often
looking up at the sky. I shall never forget the curious thrill in his voice as he said:
"And THAT was Walt Whitman."
And thus quite absurdly intoxicated by the possibilities of the road, I let the big full afternoon slip byI let
slip the rich possibilities of half a hundred farms and scores of travelling peopleand as evening began to
fall I came to a stretch of wilder country with wooded hills and a dashing stream by the roadside. It was a fine
and beautiful countryto look atbut the farms, and with them the chances of dinner, and a friendly place
to sleep, grew momentarily scarcer. Upon the hills here and there, indeed, were to be seen the pretentious
summer homes of rich dwellers from the cities, but I looked upon them with no great hopefulness.
"Of all places in the world," I said to myself, "surely none could be more unfriendly to a man like me."
But I amused myself with conjectures as to what might happen (until the adventure seemed almost worth
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trying) if a dusty man with a bag on his back should appear at the door of one of those wellgroomed
establishments. It came to me, indeed, with a sudden deep sense of understanding, that I should probably find
there, as everywhere else, just men and women. And with that I fell into a sort of Socratic dialogue with
myself:
ME: Having decided that the people in these houses are, after all, merely men and women, what is the best
way of reaching them?
MYSELF: Undoubtedly by giving them something they want and have not.
ME: But these are rich people from the city; what can they want that they have not?
MYSELF: Believe me, of all people in the world those who want the most are those who have the most.
These people are also consumed with desires.
ME: And what, pray, do you suppose they desire?
MYSELF: They want what they have not got; they want the unattainable: they want chiefly the rarest and
most precious of all thingsa little mystery in their lives.
"That's it!" I said aloud; "that's it! Mysterythe things of the spirit, the things above ordinary livingis not
that the essential thing for which the world is sighing, and groaning, and longingconsciously, or
unconsciously?"
I have always believed that men in their innermost souls desire the highest, bravest, finest things they can
hear, or see, or feel in all the world. Tell a man how he can increase his income and he will be grateful to you
and soon forget you; but show him the highest, most mysterious things in his own soul and give him the word
which will convince him that the finest things are really attainable, and he will love and follow you always.
I now began to look with much excitement to a visit at one of the houses on the hill, but to my
disappointment I found the next two that I approached still closed up, for the spring was not yet far enough
advanced to attract the owners to the country. I walked rapidly onward through the gathering twilight, but
with increasing uneasiness as to the prospects for the night, and thus came suddenly upon the scene of an odd
adventure.
From some distance I had seen a veritable palace set high among the trees and overlooking a wonderful green
valleyand, drawing nearer, I saw evidences of wellkept roadways and a visible effort to make invisible
the attempt to preserve the wild beauty of the place. I saw, or thought I saw, people on the wide veranda, and
I was sure I heard the snort of a climbing motorcar, but I had scarcely decided to make my way up to the
house when I came, at the turning of the country road, upon a bit of open land laid out neatly as a garden,
near the edge of which, nestling among the trees, stood a small cottage. It seemed somehow to belong to the
great estate above it, and I concluded, at the first glance, that it was the home of some caretaker or gardener.
It was a charming place to see, and especially the plantation of trees and shrubs. My eye fell instantly upon a
fine magnoliarare in this countrywhich had not yet cast all its blossoms, and I paused for a moment to
look at it more closely. I myself have tried to raise magnolias near my house, and I know how difficult it is.
As I approached nearer to the cottage, I could see a man and woman sitting on the porch in the twilight and
swaying back and forth in rockingchairs. I fancied it may have been only a fancythat when I first saw
them their hands were clasped as they rocked side by side.
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It was indeed a charming little cottage. Crimson ramblers, giving promise of the bloom that was yet to come,
climbed over one end of the porch, and there were fine darkleaved lilacbushes near the doorway: oh, a
pleasant, friendly, quiet place!
I opened the front gate and walked straight in, as though I had at last reached my destination. I cannot give
any idea of the lift of the heart with which I entered upon this new adventure. Without the premeditation and
not knowing what I should say or do, I realized that everything dependedupon a few sentences spoken within
the next minute or two. Believe me, this experience to a man who does not know where his next meal is
coming from, nor where he is to spend the night, is well worth having. It is a marvellous sharpener of the
facts.
I knew, of course, just how these people of the cottage would ordinarily regard an intruder whose bag and
clothing must infallibly class him as a follower of the road. And so many followers of the road arewell
As I came nearer, the man and woman stopped rocking, but said nothing. An old dog that had been sleeping
on the top step rose slowly and stood there.
"As I passed your garden," I said, grasping desperately for a way of approach, "I saw your beautiful specimen
of the magnolia treethe one still in blossom. I myself have tried to grow magnoliasbut with small
successand I'm making bold to inquire what variety you are so successful with."
It was a shot in the airbut I knew from what I had seen that they must be enthusiastic gardeners. The man
glanced around at the magnolia with evident pride, and was about to answer when the woman rose and with a
pleasant, quiet cordiality said:
"Won't you step up and have a chair?"
I swung my bag from my shoulder and took the proffered seat. As I did so I saw, on the table just behind me
a number magazines and booksbooks of unusual sizes and shapes, indicating that they were not mere
summer novels.
"They like books!" I said to myself, with a sudden rise of spirits.
"I have tried magnolias, too," said the man, "but this is the only one that has been really successful. It is a
Chinese white magnolia."
"The one Downing describes?" I asked.
This was also a random shot, but I conjectured that if they loved both books gardens they would know
DowningBible of the gardener. And if they did, we belonged to the same church.
"The very same," exclaimed the woman; "it was Downing's enthusiasm for the Chinese magnolia which led
us first to try it."
With that, like true disciples, we fell into great talk of Downing, at first all in praise of him, and laterfor
may not the faithful be permitted latitude in their comments so long as it is all within the cloister?we
indulged in a bit of higher criticism.
"It won't do," said the man, "to follow too slavishly every detail of practice as recommended by Downing.
We have learned a good many things since the forties."
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"The fact is," I said, "no literalminded man should be trusted with Downing."
"Any more than with the Holy Scriptures," exclaimed the woman.
"Exactly!" I responded with the greatest enthusiasm; "exactly! We go to him for inspiration, for fundamental
teachings, for the great literature and poetry of the art. Do you remember," I asked, "that passage in which
Downing quotes from some old Chinaman upon the true secret of the pleasures of a garden?"
"Do we?" exclaimed the man, jumping up instantly; "do we? Just let me get the book"
With that he went into the house and came back immediately bringing a lamp in one handfor it had grown
pretty darkand a familiar, portly, bluebound book in the other. While he was gone the woman said:
"You have touched Mr. Vedder in his weakest spot."
"I know of no combination in this world," said I, "so certain to produce a happy heart as good books and a
farm or garden."
Mr. Vedder, having returned, slipped on his spectacles, sat forward on the edge of his rockingchair, and
opened the book with pious hands.
"I'll find it," he said. "I can put my finger right on it."
"You'll find it," said Mrs. Vedder, "in the chapter on 'Hedges.'"
"You are wrong, my dear," he responded, "it is in 'Mistakes of Citizens in Country Life.'"
He turned the leaves eagerly.
"No," he said, "here it is in 'Rural Taste.' Let me read you the passage, Mr."
"Grayson."
"Mr. Grayson. The Chinaman's name was Lieutscheu. 'What is it,' asks this old Chinaman, 'that we seek
in the pleasure of a garden? It has always been agreed that these plantations should make men amends for
living at a distance from what would be their more congenial and agreeable dwellingplacein the midst of
nature, free and unrestrained.'"
"That's it," I exclaimed, "and the old Chinaman was right! A garden excuses civilization."
"It's what brought us here," said Mrs. Vedder.
With that we fell into the liveliest discussion of gardening and farming and country life in all their phases,
resolving that while there were bugs and blights, and droughts and floods, yet upon the whole there was no
life so completely satisfying as life in which one may watch daily the unfolding of natural life.
A hundred things we talked about freely that had often risen dimly in my own mind almost to the pointbut
not quiteof spilling over into articulate form. The marvellous thing about good conversation is that it
brings to birth so many halfrealized thoughts of our ownbesides sowing the seed of innumerable other
thoughtplants. How they enjoyed their garden, those two, and not only the garden itself, but all the lore and
poetry of gardening!
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We had been talking thus an hour or more when, quite unexpectedly, I had what was certainly one of the
most amusing adventures of my whole life. I can scarcely think of it now without a thrill of pleasure. I have
had pay for my work in many but never such a reward as this.
"By the way," said Mr. Vedder, "I have recently come across a book which is full of the spirit of the garden
as we have long known it, although the author is not treating directly of gardens, but of farming and of human
nature."
"It is really all one subject," I interrupted.
"Certainly," said Mr. Vedder, "but many gardeners are nothing but gardeners. Well, the book to which I refer
is called 'Adventures in Contentment,' and is byWhy, a man of your own name!"
With that Mr. Vedder reached for a booka familiarlooking bookon the table, but Mrs. Vedder looked
at me. I give you my word, my heart turned entirely over, and in a most remarkable way righted itself again;
and I saw Roman candles and Fourth of July rockets in front of my eyes. Never in all my experience was I so
completely bowled over. I felt like a small boy who has been caught in the pantry with one hand in the
jampotand plenty of jam on his nose. And like that small boy I enjoyed the jam, but did not like being
caught at it.
Mr. Vedder had no sooner got the book in his hand than I saw Mrs. Vedder rising as though she had seen a
spectre, and pointing dramatically at me, she exclaimed:
"You are David Grayson!"
I can say truthfully now that I know how the prisoner at the bar must feel when the judge, leaning over his
desk, looks at him sternly and says:
"I declare you guilty of the offence as charged, and sentence you" and so on, and so on.
Mr. Vedder stiffened up, and I can see him yet looking at me through his glasses. I must have looked as
foolishly guilty as any man ever looked, for Mr. Vedder said promptly:
"Let me take you by the hand, sir. We know you, and have known you for a long time."
I shall not attempt to relate the conversation which followed, nor tell of the keen joy I had in itafter the
first cold plunge. We found that we had a thousand common interests and enthusiasms. I had to tell them of
my farm, and why I had left it temporarily, and of the experiences on the road. No sooner had I related what
had befallen me at the Stanleys' than Mrs. Vedder disappeared into the house and came out again presently
with a tray loaded with cold meat, bread, a pitcher of fine milk, and other good things.
"I shall not offer any excuses," said I, "I'm hungry," and with that I laid in, Mr. Vedder helping with the milk,
and all three of us talking as fast as ever we could.
It was nearly midnight when at last Mr. Vedder led the way to the immaculate little bedroom where I spent
the night.
The next morning I awoke early, and quietly dressing, slipped down to the garden and walked about among
the trees and the shrubs and the flowerbeds. The sun was just coming up over the hill, the air was full of the
fresh odours of morning, and the orioles and catbirds were singing.
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In the back of the garden I found a charming rustic arbour with seats around a little table. And here I sat down
to listen to the morning concert, and I saw, cut or carved upon the table, this verse, which so pleased me that I
copied it in my book:
A garden is a lovesome thing, God wot! Rose plot, Fringed pool, Ferned grot The veriest school of peace;
and yet the fool Contends that God is not Not God! in gardens? when the even is cool? Nay, but I have a
sign, 'Tis very sure God walks in mine.
I looked about after copying this verse, and said aloud:
"I like this garden: I like these Vedders."
And with that I had a moment of wild enthusiasm.
"I will come," I said, "and buy a little garden next them, and bring Harriet, and we will live here always.
What's a farm compared with a friend?"
But with that I thought of the Scotch preacher, and of Horace, and Mr. and Mrs. Starkweather, and I knew I
could never leave the friends at home.
"It's astonishing how many fine people there are in this world," I said aloud; "one can't escape them!"
"Good morning, David Grayson," I heard some one saying, and glancing up I saw Mrs. Vedder at the
doorway. "Are you hungry?"
"I am always hungry," I said.
Mr. Vedder came out and linking his arm in mine and pointing out various spireas and Japanese barberries, of
which he was very proud, we walked into the house together.
I did not think of it especially at timeHarriet says I never see anything really worth while, by which she
means dishes, dresses, doilies, and such like but as I remembered afterward the table that Mrs. Vedder set
was wonderfully daintydainty not merely with flowers (with which it was loaded), but with the quality of
the china and silver. It was plainly the table of no ordinary gardener or caretakerbut this conclusion did not
come to me until afterward, for as I remember it, we were in a deep discussion of fertilizers.
Mrs. Vedder cooked and served breakfast herself, and did it with a skill almost equal to Harriet'sso
skillfully that the talk went on and we never once heard the machinery of service.
After breakfast we all went out into the garden, Mrs. Vedder in an old straw hat and a big apron, and Mr.
Vedder in a pair of old brown overalls. Two men had appeared from somewhere, and were digging in the
vegetable garden. After giving them certain directions Mr. Vedder and I both found fivetined forks and went
into the rose garden and began turning over the rich soil, while Mrs. Vedder, with pruningshears, kept near
us, cutting out the dead wood.
It was one of the charming forenoons of my life. This pleasant work, spiced with the most interesting
conversation and interrupted by a hundred little excursions into other parts of the garden, to see this or that
wonder of vegetation, brought us to dinnertime before we fairly knew it.
About the middle of the afternoon I made the next discovery. I heard first the choking cough of a big
motorcar in the country road, and a moment later it stopped at our gate. I thought I saw the Vedders
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exchanging significant glances. A number of merry young people tumbled out, and an especially pretty girl of
about twenty came running through the garden.
"Mother," she exclaimed, "you MUST come with us!"
"I can't, I can't," said Mrs. Vedder, "the roses MUST be prunedand see! The azaleas are coming into
bloom."
With that she presented me to her daughter.
And, then, shortly, for it could no longer be concealed, I learned that Mr. and Mrs. Vedder were not the
caretakers but the owners of the estate and of the great house I had seen on the hill. That evening, with an air
almost of apology, they explained to me how it all came about.
"We first came out here," said Mrs. Vedder, "nearly twenty years ago, and built the big house on the hill. But
the more we came to know of country life the more we wanted to get down into it. We found it impossible up
thereso many unnecessary things to see to and care forand we couldn'twe didn't see"
"The fact is," Mr. Vedder put in, "we were losing touch with each other."
"There is nothing like a big house," said Mrs. Vedder, "to separate a man and his wife."
"So we came down here," said Mr. Vedder, "built this little cottage, and developed this garden mostly with
our own hands. We would have sold the big house long ago if it hadn't been for our friends. They like it."
"I have never heard a more truly romantic story," said I.
And it WAS romantic: these fine people escaping from too many possessions, too much property, to the
peace and quietude of a garden where they could be lovers again.
"It seems, sometimes," said Mrs. Vedder, "that I never really believed in God until we came down here"
"I saw the verse on the table in the arbour," said I.
"And it is true," said Mr. Vedder. "We got a long, long way from God for many years: here we seem to get
back to Him."
I had fully intended to take the road again that afternoon, but how could any one leave such people as those?
We talked again late that night, but the next morning, at the leisurely Sunday breakfast, I set my hour of
departure with all the firmness I could command. I left them, indeed, before ten o'clock that forenoon. I shall
never forget the parting. They walked with me to the top of the hill, and there we stopped and looked back.
We could see the cottage half hidden among the trees, and the little opening that the precious garden made.
For a time we stood there quite silent.
"Do you remember," I said presently, "that character in Homer who was a friend of men and lived in a house
by the side of the road? I shall always think of you as friends of menyou took in a dusty traveller. And I
shall never forget your house by the side of the road."
"The House by the Side of the Roadyou have christened it anew, David Grayson," exclaimed Mrs. Vedder.
And so we parted like old friends, and I left them to return to their garden, where "'tis very sure God walks."
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CHAPTER IV. I AM THE SPECTATOR OF A MIGHTY BATTLE, IN WHICH
CHRISTIAN MEETS APPOLLYON
It is one of the prime joys of the long road that no two days are ever remotely alikeno two hours even; and
sometimes a day that begins calmly will end with the most stirring events.
It was thus, indeed, with that perfect spring Sunday, when I left my friends, the Vedders, and turned my face
again to the open country. It began as quietly as any Sabbath morning of my life, but what an end it had! I
would have travelled a thousand miles for the adventures which a bounteous road that day spilled carelessly
into my willing hands.
I can give no adequate reason why it should be so, but there are Sunday mornings in the springat least in
our country which seem to put on, like a Sabbath garment, an atmosphere of divine quietude. Warm, soft,
clear, but, above all, immeasurably serene.
Such was that Sunday morning; and I was no sooner well afoot than I yielded to the ingratiating mood of the
day. Usually I am an active walker, loving the sense of quick motion and the stir it imparts to both body and
mind, but that morning I found myself loitering, looking widely about me, and enjoying the lesser and quieter
aspects of nature. It was a fine wooded country in which I found myself, and I soon struck off the beaten road
and took to the forest and the fields. In places the ground was almost covered with meadowrue, like green
shadows on the hillsides, not yet in seed, but richly umbrageous. In the long green grass of the meadows
shone the yellow starflowers, and the sweetflags were blooming along the marshy edges of the ponds. The
violets had disappeared, but they were succeeded by wild geraniums and rankgrowing vetches.
I remember that I kept thinking from time to time, all the forenoon, as my mind went back swiftly and
warmly to the two fine friends from whom I had so recently parted:
How the Vedders would enjoy this! Or, I must tell the Vedders that. And two or three times I found myself in
animated conversations with them in which I generously supplied all three parts. It may be true for some
natures, as Leonardo said, that "if you are alone you belong wholly to yourself; if you have a companion, you
belong only half to yourself"; but it is certainly not so with me. With me friendship never divides: it
multiplies. A friend always makes me more than I am, better than I am, bigger than I am. We two make four,
or fifteen, or forty.
Well, I loitered through the fields and woods for a long time that Sunday forenoon, not knowing in the least
that Chance held me close by the hand and was leading me onward to great events. I knew, of course,that I
had yet to find a place for the night, and that this might be difficult on Sunday, and yet I spent that forenoon
as a man spends his immortal youthwith a glorious disregard for the future.
Some time after noonfor the sun was high and the day was growing much warmer I turned from the
road, climbed an inviting little hill, and chose a spot in an old meadow in the shade of an apple tree and there
I lay down on the grass, and looked up into the dusky shadows of the branches above me. I could feel the soft
airs on my face; I could hear the buzzing of bees in the meadow flowers, and by turning my head just a little I
could see the slow fleecy clouds, high up, drifting across the perfect blue of the sky. And the scent of the
fields in spring!he who has known it, even once, may indeed die happy.
Men worship God in various ways: it seemed to me that Sabbath morning, as I lay quietly there in the warm
silence of midday, that I was truly worshipping God. That Sunday morning everything about me seemed
somehow to be a miraclea miracle gratefully accepted and explainable only by the presence of God. There
was another strange, deep feeling which I had that morning, which I have had a few other times in my life at
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the rare heights of experienceI hesitate always when I try to put down the deep, deep things of the human
hearta feeling immeasurably real, that if I should turn my head quickly I should indeed SEE that Immanent
Presence. . . .
One of the few birds I know that sings through the long midday is the vireo. The vireo sings when otherwise
the woods are still. You do not see him; you cannot find him; but you know he is there. And his singing is
wild, and shy, and mystical. Often it haunts you like the memory of some former happiness. That day I heard
the vireo singing. . . .
I don't know how long I lay there under the tree in the meadow, but presently I heard, from no great distance,
the sound of a churchbell. It was ringing for the afternoon service which among the farmers of this part of
the country often takes the place, in summer, of both morning and evening services.
"I believe I'll go," I said, thinking first of all, I confess, of the interesting people I might meet there.
But when I sat up and looked about me the desire faded, and rummaging in my bag I came across my tin
whistle. Immediately I began practising a tune called "Sweet Afton," which I had learned when a boy; and, as
I played, my mood changed swiftly, and I began to smile at myself as a tragically serious person, and to think
of pat phrases with which to characterize the execrableness of my attempts upon the tin whistle. I should have
liked some one near to joke with.
Long ago I made a motto about boys: Look for a boy anywhere. Never be surprised when you shake a cherry
tree if a boy drops out of it; never be disturbed when you think yourself in complete solitude if you discover a
boy peering out at you from a fence corner.
I had not been playing long before I saw two boys looking at me from out of a thicket by the roadside; and a
moment later two others appeared.
Instantly I switched into "Marching Through Georgia," and began to nod my head and tap my toe in the
liveliest fashion. Presently one boy climbed up on the fence, then another, then a third. I continued to play.
The fourth boy, a little chap, ventured to climb up on the fence.
They were brightfaced, towheaded lads, all in Sunday clothes.
"It's hard luck," said I, taking my whistle from my lips, "to have to wear shoes and stockings on a warm
Sunday like this."
"You bet it is!" said the bold leader.
"In that case," said I, "I will play 'Yankee Doodle.'"
I played. All the boys, including the little chap, came up around me, and two of them sat down quite
familiarly on the grass. I never had a more devoted audience. I don't know what interesting event might have
happened next, for the bold leader, who stood nearest, was becoming dangerously inflated with questionsI
don't know what might have happened had we not been interrupted by the appearance of a Spectre in Black.
It appeared before us there in the broad daylight in the middle of a sunny afternoon while we were playing
"Yankee Doodle." First I saw the top of a black hat rising over the rim of the hill. This was followed quickly
by a black tie, a long black coat, black trousers, and, finally, black shoes. I admit I was shaken, but being a
person of iron nerve in facing such phenomena, I continued to play "Yankee Doodle." In spite of this
counterattraction, toward which all four boys turned uneasy glances, I held my audience. The Black Spectre,
with a black book under its arm, drew nearer. Still I continued to play and nod my head and tap my toe. I felt
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like some modern Pied Piper piping away the children of these modern hillspiping them away from older
people who could not understand them.
I could see an accusing look on the Spectre's face. I don't know what put it into my head, and I had no sooner
said it than I was sorry for my levity, but the figure with the sad garments there in the matchless and
triumphant spring day affected me with a curious, sharp impatience. Had any one the right to look out so
dolefully upon such a day and such a scene of simple happiness as this? So I took my whistle from my lips
and asked:
"Is God dead?"
I shall never forget the indescribable look of horror and astonishment that swept over the young man's face.
"What do you mean, sir?" he asked with an air of stern authority which surprised me. His calling for the
moment lifted him above himself: it was the Church which spoke.
I was on my feet in an instant, regretting the pain I had given him; and yet it seemed worth while now, having
made my inadvertent remark, to show him frankly what lay in my mind. Such things sometimes help men.
"I meant no offence, sir," I said, "and I apologize for my flummery, but when I saw you coming up the hill,
looking so gloomy and disconsolate on this bright day, as though you disapproved of God's world, the
question slipped out before I knew it."
My words evidently struck deep down into some disturbed inner consciousness, for he askedand his words
seemed to slip out before he thought:
"Is THAT the way I impressed you?"
I found my heart going out strongly toward him. "Here," I thought to myself, "is a man in trouble."
I took a good long look at him. He still a young man, though wornlookingand sad as I now saw it, rather
than gloomywith the sensitive lips and the unworldly look one sees sometimes in the faces of saints. His
black coat was immaculately neat, but the worn buttoncovers and the shiny lapels told their own eloquent
story. Oh, it seemed to me I knew him as well as if every incident of his life were written plainly upon his
high, pale forehead! I have lived long in a country neighbourhood, and I knew himpoor flagellant of the
rural churchI knew how he groaned under the sins of a Community too comfortably willing to cast all its
burdens on the Lord, or on the Lord's accredited local representative. I inferred also the usual large family
and the low salary (scandalously unpaid) and the frequent moves from place to place.
Unconsciously heaving a sigh the young man turned partly aside and said to me in a low, gentle voice:
"You are detaining my boys from church."
"I am very sorry," I said, "and I will detain them no longer," and with that I put aside my whistle, took up my
bag and moved down the hill with them.
"The fact is," I said, "when I heard your bell I thought of going to church myself."
"Did you?" he asked eagerly. "Did you?"
I could see that my proposal of going to church had instantly affected his spirits. Then he hesitated abruptly
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with a sidelong glance at my bag and rusty clothing. I could see exactly what was passing in his mind.
"No," I said, smiling, as though answering a spoken question, "I am not exactly what you would call a
tramp."
He flushed.
"I didn't meanI WANT you to come. That's what a church is for. If I thought"
But he did not tell me what he thought; and, though he walked quietly at my side, he was evidently deeply
disturbed. Something of his discouragement I sensed even then, and I don't think I was ever sorrier for a man
in my life than I was for him at that moment. Talk about the suffering sinners! I wonder if they are to be
compared with the trials of the saints?
So we approached the little white church, and caused, I am certain, a tremendous sensation. Nowhere does
the unpredictable, the unusual, excite such confusion as in that settled institutionthe church.
I left my bag in the vestibule, where I have no doubt it was the object of much inquiring and suspicious
scrutiny, and took my place in a convenient pew. It was a small church with an odd air of domesticity, and
the proportion of old ladies and children in the audience was pathetically large. As a ruddy, vigorous,
outofdoor person, with the dust of life upon him, I felt distinctly out of place.
I could pick out easily the Deacon, the Old Lady Who Brought Flowers, the President of the Sewing Circle,
and, above all, the Chief Pharisee, sitting in his high place. The Chief Phariseehis name I learned was
Nash, Mr. J. H. Nash (I did not know then that I was soon to make his acquaintance)the Chief Pharisee
looked as hard as nails, a middleaged man with stiff chinwhiskers, small round, sharp eyes, and a
pugnacious jaw.
"That man," said I to myself, "runs this church," and instantly I found myself looking upon him as a sort of
personification of the troubles I had seen in the minister's eyes.
I shall not attempt to describe the service in detail. There was a discouraging droop and quaver in the singing,
and the mournfullooking deacon who passed the collectionplate seemed inured to disappointment. The
prayer had in it a note of despairing appeal which fell like a cold hand upon one's living soul. It gave one the
impression that this was indeed a miserable, dark, despairing world, which deserved to be wrathfully
destroyed, and that this miserable world was full of equally miserable, broken, sinful, sickly people.
The sermon was a little better, for somewhere hidden within him this pale young man had a spark of the
divine fire, but it was so dampened by the atmosphere of the church that it never rose above a pale
luminosity.
I found the service indescribably depressing. I had an impulse to rise up and cry outalmost anything to
shock these people into opening their eyes upon real life. Indeed, though I hesitate about setting it down here,
I was filled for some time with the liveliest imaginings of the following seriocomic enterprise:
I would step up the aisle, take my place in front of the Chief Pharisee, wag my finger under his nose, and tell
him a thing or two about the condition of the church.
"The only live thing here," I would tell him, "is the spark in that pale minister's soul; and you're doing your
best to smother that."
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And I fully made up my mind that when he answered back in his chiefpharisaical way I would gentlybut
firmly remove him from his seat, shake him vigorously two or three times (men's souls have often been saved
with less!), deposit him flat in the aisle, and yesstand on him while I elucidated the situation to the
audience at large. While I confined this amusing and interesting project to the humours of the imagination I
am still convinced that something of the sort would have helped enormously in clearing up the religious and
moral atmosphere of the place.
I had a wonderful sensation of relief when at last I stepped out again into the clear afternoon sunshine and got
a reviving glimpse of the smiling green hills and the quiet fields and the sincere treesand felt the welcome
of the friendly road.
I would have made straight for the hills, but the thought of that pale minister held me back; and I waited
quietly there under the trees till he came out. He was plainly looking for me, and asked me to wait and walk
along with him, at which his four boys, whose acquaintance I had made under such thrilling circumstances
earlier in the day, seemed highly delighted, and waited with me under the tree and told me a hundred
important things about a certain calf, a pig, a kite, and other things at home.
Arriving at the minister's gate, I was invited in with a wholeheartedness that was altogether charming. The
minister's wife, a fadedlooking woman who had once possessed a delicate sort of prettiness, was waiting for
us on the steps with a fine chubby baby on her armnumber five.
The home was much the sort of place I had imagineda small house undesirably located (but cheap!), with a
few straggling acres of garden and meadow upon which the minister and his boys were trying with
inexperienced hands to piece out their inadequate living. At the very first glimpse of the garden I wanted to
throw off my coat and go at it.
And yetand yetwhat a wonderful thing love is! There was, after all, something incalculable, something
pervasively beautiful about this poor household. The moment the minister stepped inside his own door he
became a different and livelier person. Something boyish crept into his manner, and a new look came into the
eyes of his faded wife that made her almost pretty again. And the fat, comfortable baby rolled and gurgled
about on the floor as happily as though there had been two nurses and a governess to look after him. As for
the four boys, I have never seen healthier or happier ones.
I sat with them at their Sundayevening luncheon. As the minister bowed his head to say grace I felt him
clasp my hand on one side while the oldest boy clasped my hand on the other, and thus, linked together, and
accepting the stranger utterly, the family looked up to God.
There was a fine, modest gayety about the meal. In front of Mrs. Minister stood a very large yellow bowl
filled with what she called ruska preparation unfamiliar to me, made by browning and crushing the crusts
of bread and then rolling them down into a coarse meal. A bowl of this, with sweet, rich, yellow milk (for
they kept their own cow), made one of the most appetizing dishes that ever I ate. It was downright good: it
gave one the unalloyed aroma of the sweet new milk and the satisfying taste of the crisp bread.
Nor have I ever enjoyed a more perfect hospitality. I have been in many a richer home where there was not a
hundredth part of the true gentilitythe gentility of unapologizing simplicity and kindness.
And after it was over and cleared awaythe minister himself donning a long apron and helping his
wifeand the chubby baby put to bed, we all sat around the table in the gathering twilight.
I think men perish sometimes from sheer untalked talk. For lack of a creative listener they gradually fill up
with unexpressed emotion. Presently this emotion begins to ferment, and finallybang!they blow up,
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burst, disappear in thin air. In all that community I suppose there was no one but the little faded wife to
whom the minister dared open his heart, and I think he found me a godsend. All I really did was to look from
one to the other and put in here and there an inciting comment or ask an understanding question. After he had
told me his situation and the difficulties which confronted him and his small church, he exclaimed suddenly:
"A minister should by rights be a leader, not only inside of his church, but outside it in the community."
"You are right," I exclaimed with great earnestness; "you are right."
And with that I told him of our own Scotch preacher and how he led and moulded our community; and as I
talked I could see him actually growing, unfolding, under my eyes.
"Why," said I, "you not only ought to be the moral leader of this community, but you are!"
"That's what I tell him," exclaimed his wife.
"But he persists in thinking, doesn't he, that he is a poor sinner?"
"He thinks it too much," she laughed.
"Yes, yes," he said, as much to himself as to us, "a minister ought to be a fighter!"
It was beautiful, the boyish flush which now came into his face and the light that came into his eyes. I should
never have identified him with the Black Spectre of the afternoon.
"Why," said I, "you ARE a fighter; you're fighting the greatest battle in the world todaythe only real
battlethe battle for the spiritual view of life."
Oh, I knew exactly what was the trouble with his religionat least the religion which, under the pressure of
that church he felt obliged to preach! It was the old, groaning, denying, resisting religion. It was the sort of
religion which sets a man apart and assures him that the entire universe in the guise of the Powers of
Darkness is leagued against him. What he needed was a reviving draught of the new faith which affirms,
accepts, rejoices, which feels the universe triumphantly behind it. And so whenever the minister told me what
he ought to befor he too sensed the new impulseI merely told him he was just that. He needed only this
little encouragement to unfold.
"Yes," said he again, "I am the real moral leader here."
At this I saw Mrs. Minister nodding her head vigorously.
"It's you," she said, "and not Mr. Nash, who should lead this community."
How a woman loves concrete applications. She is your only true pragmatist. If a philosophy will not work,
says she, why bother with it?
The minister rose quickly from his chair, threw back his head, and strode quickly up and down the room.
"You are right," said he; "and I WILL lead it. I'll have my farmers' meetings as I planned."
It may have been the effect of the lamplight, but it seemed to me that little Mrs. Minister, as she glanced up at
him, looked actually pretty.
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The minister continued to stride up and down the room with his chin in the air.
"Mr. Nash," said she in a low voice to me, "is always trying to hold him down and keep him back. My
husband WANTS to do the great things"wistfully.
"By every right," the minister was repeating, quite oblivious of our presence, "I should lead these people."
"He sees the weakness of the church," she continued, "as well as any one, and he wants to start some vigorous
community workhave agricultural meetings and boys' clubs, and lots of things like thatbut Mr. Nash
says it is no part of a minister's work: that it cheapens religion. He says that when a parsonMr. Nash
always calls him parson, and I just LOATHE that name has preached, and prayed, and visited the sick,
that's enough for HIM."
At this very moment a step sounded upon the walk, and an instant later a figure appeared in the doorway.
"Why, Mr. Nash," exclaimed little Mrs. Minister, exhibiting that astonishing gift of swift recovery which is
the possession of even the simplest women, "come right in."
It was some seconds before the minister could come down from the heights and greet Mr. Nash. As for me, I
was never more interested in my life.
"Now," said I to myself, "we shall see Christian meet Apollyon."
As soon as Mrs. Minister lighted the lamp I was introduced to the great man. He looked at me sharply with
his small, round eyes, and said:
"Oh, you are thethe man who was in church this afternoon."
I admitted it, and he looked around at the minister with an accusing expression. He evidently did not approve
of me, nor could I wholly blame him, for I knew well how he, as a rich farmer, must look upon a rusty man of
the road like me. I should have liked dearly to cross swords with him myself, but greater events were
imminent.
In no time at all the discussion, which had evidently been broken off at some previous meeting, concerning
the proposed farmers' assembly at the church, had taken on a really lively tone. Mr. Nash was evidently in the
somewhat irritable mood with which important people may sometimes indulge themselves, for he bit off his
words in a way that was calculated to make any but an unusually meek and saintly man exceedingly
uncomfortable. But the minister, with the fine, high humility of those whose passion is for great or true
things, was quite oblivious to the harsh words. Borne along by an irresistible enthusiasm, he told in glowing
terms what his plan would mean to the community, how the people needed a new social and civic spirita
"neighbourhood religious feeling" he called it. And as he talked his face flushed, and his eyes shone with the
pure fire of a great purpose. But I could see that all this enthusiasm impressed the practical Mr. Nash as mere
moonshine. He grew more and more uneasy. Finally he brought his hand down with a resounding thwack
upon his knee, and said in a high, cutting voice:
"I don't believe in any such newfangled nonsense. It ain't none of a parson's business what the community
does. You're hired, ain't you, an' paid to run the church? That's the end of it. We ain't goin' to have any mixin'
of religion an' farmin' in THIS neighbourhood."
My eyes were on the pale man of God. I felt as though a human soul were being weighed in the balance.
What would he do now? What was he worth REALLY as a man as well as a minister?
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He paused a moment with downcast eyes. I saw little Mrs. Minister glance at himoncewistfully. He rose
from his place, drew himself up to his full heightI shall not soon forget the look on his faceand uttered
these amazing words:
"Martha, bring the gingerjar."
Mrs. Minister, without a word, went to a little cupboard on the farther side of the room and took down a
brown earthenware jar, which she brought over and placed on the table, Mr. Nash following her movements
with astonished eyes. No one spoke.
The minister took the jar in his hands as he might the communioncup just before saying the prayer of the
sacrament.
"Mr. Nash," said he in a loud voice, "I've decided to hold that farmers' meeting."
Before Mr. Nash could reply the minister seated himself and was pouring out the contents of the jar upon the
tablea clatter of dimes, nickels, pennies, a few quarters and half dollars, and a very few bills.
"Martha, just how much money is there?"
"Twentyfour dollars and sixteen cents."
The minister put his hand into his pocket and, after counting out certain coins, said:
"Here's one dollar and eightyfour cents more. That makes twentysix dollars. Now, Mr. Nash, you're the
largest contributor to my salary in this neighbourhood. You gave twentysix dollars last yearfifty cents a
week. It is a generous contribution, but I cannot take it any longer. It is fortunate that my wife has saved up
this money to buy a sewingmachine, so that we can pay back your contribution in full."
He paused; no one of us spoke a word.
"Mr. Nash," he continued, and his face was good to see, "I am the minister here. I am convinced that what the
community needs is more of a religious and social spirit, and I am going about getting it in the way the Lord
leads me."
At this I saw Mrs. Minister look up at her husband with such a light in her eyes as any man might well barter
his life forI could not keep my own eyes from pure beauty of it.
I knew too what this defiance meant. It meant that this little family was placing its all upon the altareven
the pitiful coins for which they had skimped and saved for months for a particular purpose. Talk of the
heroism of the men who charged with Pickett at Gettysburg! Here was a courage higher and whiter than that;
here was a courage that dared to fight alone.
As for Mr. Nash, the face of that Chief Pharisee was a study. Nothing is so paralyzing to a rich man as to find
suddenly that his money will no longer command him any advantage. Like all hardshelled, practical people,
Mr. Nash could only dominate in a world which recognized the same material supremacy that he recognized.
Any one who insisted upon flying was lost to Mr. Nash.
The minister pushed the little pile of coins toward him.
"Take it, Mr. Nash," said he.
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At that Mr. Nash rose hastily.
"I will not," he said gruffly.
He paused, and looked at the minister with a strange expression in his small round eyeswas it anger, or
was it fear, or could it have been admiration?
"If you want to waste your time on fiddlin' farmers' meetingsa man that knows as little of farmin' as you
dowhy go ahead for all o' me. But don't count me in."
He turned, reached for his hat, and then went out of the door into the darkness.
For a moment we all sat perfectly silent, then the minister rose, and said solemnly:
"Martha, let's sing something."
Martha crossed the room to the cottage organ and seated herself on the stool.
"What shall we sing?" said she.
"Something with fight in it, Martha," he responded; "something with plenty of fight in it."
So we sang "Onward, Christian Soldier, Marching as to War," and followed up with:
Awake, my soul, stretch every nerve And press with rigour on; A heavenly race demands thy zeal And an
immortal crown.
When we had finished, and as Martha rose from her seat, the minister impulsively put his hands on her
shoulders, and said:
"Martha, this is the greatest night of my life."
He took a turn up and down the room, and then with an exultant boyish laugh said:
"We'll go to town tomorrow and pick out that sewingmachine!"
I remained with them that night and part of the following day, taking a hand with them in the garden, but of
the events of that day I shall speak in another chapter.
CHAPTER V. I PLAY THE PART OF A SPECTACLE PEDDLER
Yesterday was exactly the sort of a day I love besta spicy, unexpected, amusing daycrowned with a
droll adventure.
I cannot account for it, but it seems to me I take the road each morning with a livelier mind and keener
curiosity. If you were to watch me narrowly these days you would see I am slowly shedding my years. I
suspect that some one of the clear hill streams from which I have been drinking (lying prone on my face) was
in reality the fountain of eternal youth. I shall not go back to see.
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It seems to me, when I feel like this, that in every least thing upon the roadside, or upon the hill, lurks the
stuff of adventure. What a world it is! A mile south of here I shall find all that Stanley found in the jungles of
Africa; a mile north I am Peary at the Pole!
You there, brownclad farmer on the tall seat of your wagon, driving townward with a red heifer for sale, I
can show you that life your lifeis not all a gray smudge, as you think it is, but crammed, packed, loaded
with miraculous things. I can show you wonders past belief in your own soul. I can easily convince you that
you are in reality a poet, a hero, a true lover, a saint.
It is because we are not humble enough in the presence of the divine daily fact that adventure knocks so
rarely at our door. A thousand times I have had to learn this truth (what lesson so hard to learn as the lesson
of humility!) and I suppose I shall have to learn it a thousand times more. This very day, straining my eyes to
see the distant wonders of the mountains, I nearly missed a miracle by the roadside.
Soon after leaving the minister and his familyI worked with them in their garden with great delight most of
the forenoonI came, within a mileto the wide white turnpikethe Great Road.
Now, I usually prefer the little roads, the little, unexpected, curving, leisurely country roads. The sharp hills,
the pleasant deep valleys, the bridges not too well kept, the verdure deep grown along old fences, the houses
opening hospitably at the very roadside, all these things I love. They come to me with the same sort of charm
and flavour, only vastly magnified, which I find often in the essays of the older writersthose leisurely old
fellows who took time to write, REALLY write. The important thing to me about a road, as about lifeand
literature, is not that it goes anywhere, but that it is livable while it goes. For if I were to arriveand who
knows that I ever shall arrive?I think I should be no happier than I am here.
Thus I have commonly avoided the Great White Roadthe broad, smooth turnpikerockbottomed and
rolled by a Statewithout so much as a loitering curve to whet one's curiosity, nor a thank youma'am to
laugh over, nor a sinful hill to test your endurancenot so much as a dreamy valley! It pursues its hard,
unshaded, practical way directly from some particular place to some other particular place and from time to
time a motorcar shoots in at one end of it and out at the other, leaving its dust to settle upon quiet travellers
like me.
Thus today when I came to the turnpike I was at first for making straight across it and taking to the hills
beyond, but at that very moment a motorcar whirled past me as I stood there and a girl with a merry face
waved her hand at me. I lifted my hat in returnand as I watched them out of sight I felt a curious new sense
of warmth and friendliness there in the Great Road.
"These are just people, too," I said aloud "and maybe they really like it!"
And with that I began laughing at myself, and at the whole, big, amazing, interesting world. Here was I
pitying them for their benighted state, and there were they, no doubt, pitying me for mine!
And with that pleasant and satisfactory thought in my mind and a song in my throat I swung into the Great
Road.
"It doesn't matter in the least," said I to myself, "whether a man takes hold of life by the great road or the little
ones so long as he takes hold."
And oh, it was a wonderful day! A day with movement in it; a day that flowed! In every field the farmers
were at work, the cattle fed widely in the meadows, and the Great Road itself was alive with a hundred varied
sorts of activity. Light winds stirred the treetops and rippled in the new grass; and from the thickets I heard
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the blackbirds crying. Everything animate and inanimate, that morning, seemed to have its own clear voice
and to cry out at me for my interest, or curiosity, or sympathy. Under such circumstances it could not have
been longnor was it longbefore I came plump upon the first of a series of odd adventures.
A great many people, I know, abominate the roadside sign. It seems to them a desecration of nature, the
intrusion of rude commercialism upon the perfection of natural beauty. But not I. I have no such feeling. Oh,
the signs in themselves are often rude and unbeautiful, and I never wished my own barn or fences to sing the
praises of swamp root or sarsaparillaand yet there is something wonderfully human about these painted
and pasted vociferations of the roadside signs; and I don't know why they are less "natural" in their way than
a house or barn or a planted field of corn. They also tell us about life. How eagerly they cry out at us, "Buy
me, buy me!" What enthusiasm they have in their own concerns, what boundless faith in themselves! How
they speak of the enormous energy, activity, resourcefulness of human kind!
Indeed, I like all kinds of signs. The autocratic warnings of the road, the musts and the mustnots of traffic, I
observe in passing; and I often stand long at the crossings and look up at the fingerposts, and consider my
limitless wealth as a traveller. By this road I may, at my own pleasure, reach the Great City; by thatwho
knows?the far wonders of Cathay. And I respond always to the appeal which the devoted pilgrim paints on
the rocks at the roadside: "Repent ye, for the kingdom of God is at hand," and though I am certain that the
kingdom of God is already here, I stop always and repentjust a littleknowing that there is always room
for it. At the entrance of the little towns, also, or in the squares of the villages, I stop often to read the signs of
taxes assessed, or of political meetings; I see the evidences of homes broken up in the notices of auction
sales, and of families bereaved in the dry and formal publications of the probate court. I pause, too, before the
signs of amusements flaming red and yellow on the barns (boys, the circus is coming to town!), and I pause
also, but no longer, to read the silent signs carved in stone in the little cemeteries as I pass. Symbols, you say?
Why, they're the very stuff of life. If you cannot see life here in the wide road, you will never see it at all.
Well, I saw a sign yesterday at the roadside that I never saw anywhere before. It was not a large signindeed
rather inconspicuousconsisting of a single word rather crudely painted in black (as by an amateur) upon a
white board. It was nailed to a tree where those in swift passing cars could not avoid seeing it:
[ REST ]
I cannot describe the odd sense of enlivenment, of pleasure I had when I saw this new sign.
"Rest!" I exclaimed aloud. "Indeed I will," and I sat down on a stone not far away.
"Rest!"
What a sign for this very spot! Here in the midst of the haste and hurry of the Great Road a quiet voice was
saying,"Rest." Some one with imagination, I thought, evidently put that up; some quietist offering this mild
protest against the breathless progress of the age. How often I have felt the same way myselfas though I
were being swept onward through life faster than I could well enjoy it. For nature passes the dishes far more
rapidly than we can help ourselves.
Or perhaps, thought I, eagerly speculating, this may be only some cunning advertiser with rest for sale (in
these days even rest has its price), thus piquing the curiosity of the traveller for the disclosure which he will
make a mile or so farther on. Or else some humourist wasting his wit upon the Fraternity of the Road, too
willing (like me, perhaps) to accept his ironical advice. But it would be well worth while should I find him, to
see him chuckle behind his hand.
So I sat there very much interested, for a long time, even framing a rather amusing picture in my own mind of
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the sort of person who painted these signs, deciding finally that he must be a zealot rather than a trader or
humourist. (Confidentially, I could not make a picture of him in which he was not endowed with plentiful
long hair). As I walked onward again, I decided that in any guise I should like to see him, and I enjoyed
thinking what I should say if I met him. A mile farther up the road I saw another sign exactly like the first.
"Here he is again," I said exultantly, and that sign being somewhat nearer the ground I was able to examine it
carefully front and back, but it bore no evidence of its origin.
In the next few miles I saw two other signs with nothing on them but the word "Rest."
Now this excellent admonitionlike much of the excellent admonitions in this world affected me
perversely: it made me more restless than ever. I felt that I could not rest properly until I found out who
wanted me to rest, and why. It opened indeed a limitless vista for new adventure.
Presently, away ahead of me in the road, I saw a man standing near a onehorse wagon. He seemed to be
engaged in some activity near the roadside, but I could not tell exactly what. As I hastened nearer I
discovered that he was a short, strongly built, sunbronzed man in workingclothesand with the shortest
of short hair. I saw him take a shovel from the wagon and begin digging. He was the roadworker.
I asked the roadworker if he had seen the curious signs. He looked up at me with a broad smile (he had
goodhumoured, very bright blue eyes).
"Yes," he said, "but they ain't for me."
"Then you don't follow the advice they give?"
"Not with a section like mine," said he, and he straightened up and looked first one way of the road and then
the other. "I have from Grabow Brook, but not the bridge, to the top o' Sullivan Hill, and all the culverts
between, though two of 'em are by rights bridges. And I claim that's a job for any fullgrown man."
He began shovelling again in the road as if to prove how busy he was. There had been a small landslide from
an open cut on one side and a mass of gravel and small boulders lay scattered on the smooth macadam. I
watched him for a moment. I love to watch the motions of vigorous men at work, the easy play of the
muscles, the swing of the shoulders, the vigour of stoutly planted legs. He evidently considered the
conversation closed, and I, aswell, as a dusty man of the roadeasily dismissed. (You have no idea, until
you try it, what a weight of prejudice the man of the road has to surmount before he is accepted on easy terms
by the ordinary members of the human race.)
A few other wellintentioned observations on my part having elicited nothing but monosyllabic replies, I put
my bag down by the roadside and, going up to the wagon, got out a shovel, and without a word took my place
at the other end of the landslide and began to shovel for all I was worth.
I said not a word to the husky roadworker and pretended not to look at him, but I saw him well enough out
of the corner of my eye. He was evidently astonished and interested, as I knew he would be: it was something
entirely new on the road. He didn't quite know whether to be angry, or amused, or sociable. I caught him
looking over at me several times, but I offered no response; then he cleared his throat and said:
"Where you from?"
I answered with a monosyllable which I knew he could not quite catch. Silence again for some time, during
which I shovelled valiantly and with great inward amusement. Oh, there is nothing like cracking a hard
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human nut! I decided at that moment, to have him invite me to supper.
Finally, when I showed no signs of stopping my work, he himself paused and leaned on his shovel. I kept
right on.
"Say, partner," said he, finally, "did YOU read those signs as you come up the road?"
"Yes," I said, "but they weren't for me, either. My section's a long one, too."
"Say, you ain't a roadworker, are you?" he asked eagerly.
"Yes," said I, with a sudden inspiration, "that's exactly what I ama roadworker."
"Put her there, then, partner," he said, with a broad smile on his bronzed face.
He and I struck hands, rested on our shovels (like old hands at it), and looked with understanding into each
other's eyes. We both knew the trade and the tricks of the trade; all bars were down between us. The fact is,
we had both seen and profited by the peculiar signs at the roadside.
"Where's your section?" he asked easily.
"Well," I responded after considering the question, "I have a very long and hard section. It begins at a place
called Prosy Commondo you know it?and reaches to the top of Clear Hill. There are several bad spots
on the way, I can tell you."
"Don't know it," said the husky roadworker; "'tain't round here, is it? In the town of Sheldon, maybe?"
Just at this moment, perhaps fortunately, for there is nothing so difficult to satisfy as the appetite of people
for specific information, a motorcar whizzed past, the driver holding up his hand in greeting, and the
roadworker and I responding in accordance with the etiquette of the Great Road.
"There he goes in the ruts again," said the husky roadworker. "Why is it, I'd like to know, that every one
wants to run in the same identical track when they've got the whole wide road before 'em?"
"That's what has long puzzled me, too," I said. "Why WILL people continue to run in ruts?"
"It don't seem to do no good to put up signs," said the roadworker.
"Very little indeed," said I. "The fact is, people have got to be bumped out of the ruts they get into."
"You're right," said he enthusiastically, and his voice dropped into the tone of one speaking to a member of
the inner guild. "I know how to get 'em."
"How?" I asked in an equally mysterious voice.
"I put a stone or two in the ruts!"
"Do you?" I exclaimed. "I've done that very thing myselfmany a time! Just place a good hard truI mean
stone, with a bit of common dust sprinkled over it, in the middle of the rut, and they'll look out for THAT rut
for some time to come."
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"Ain't it gorgeous," said the husky roadworker, chuckling joyfully, "to see 'em bump?"
"It is," said I"gorgeous."
After that, shovelling part of the time in a leisurely way, and part of the time responding to the urgent request
of the signs by the roadside (it pays to advertise!), the husky roadworker and I discussed many great and
important subjects, all, however, curiously related to roads. Working all day long with his old horse,
removing obstructions, draining out the culverts, filling ruts and holes with new stone, and repairing the
damage of rain and storm, the roadworker was filled with a world of practical information covering roads
and roadmaking. And having learned that I was of the same calling, we exchanged views with the greatest
enthusiasm. It was astonishing to see how nearly in agreement we were as to what constituted an ideal road.
"Almost everything," said he, "depends on depth. If you get a good solid foundation, the' ain't anything that
can break up your road."
"Exactly what I have discovered," I responded. "Get down to bedrock and do an honest job of building."
"And don't have too many sharp turns."
"No," said I, "long, leisurely curves are bestall through life. You have observed that nearly all the
accidents on the road are due to sharp turnings."
"Right you are!" he exclaimed.
"A man who tries to turn too sharply on his way nearly always skids."
"Or else turns turtle in the ditch."
But it was not until we reached the subject of oiling that we mounted to the real summit of enthusiastic
agreement. Of all things on the road, or above the road, or in the waters under the road, there is nothing that
the roadworker dislikes more than oil.
"It's all right," said he, "to use oil for surfacin' and to keep down the dust. You don't need much and it ain't
messy. But sometimes when you see oil pumped on a road, you know that either the contractor has been
jobbin', or else the road's worn out and ought to be rebuilt."
"That's exactly what I've found," said I. "Let a road become almost impassable with ruts and rocks and dust,
and immediately some man says, 'Oh, it's all rightput on a little oil'"
"That's what our supervisor is always sayin'," said the roadworker.
"Yes," I responded, "it usually is the supervisor. He lives by it. He wants to smooth over the defects, he wants
to lay the dust that every passerby kicks up, he tries to smear over the truth regarding conditions with messy
and illsmelling oil. Above everything, he doesn't want the road dug up and rebuiltsays it will interfere
with traffic, injure business, and even set people to talking about changing the route entirely! Oh, haven't I
seen it in religion, where they are doing their best to oil up roads that are entirely worn outand as for
politics, is not the cry of the partyroadster and the harmonyoilers abroad in the land?"
In the excited interest with which this idea now bore me along I had entirely forgotten the existence of my
companion, and as I now glanced at him I saw him standing with a curious look of astonishment and
suspicion on his face. I saw that I had unintentionally gone a little too far. So I said abruptly:
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"Partner, let's get a drink. I'm thirsty."
He followed me, I thought a bit reluctantly, to a little brook not far up the road where we had been once
before. As we were drinking, silently, I looked at the stout young fellow standing there, and I thought to
myself:
What a good, straightforward young fellow he is anyway, and how thoroughly he knows his job. I thought
how well he was equipped with unilluminated knowledge, and it came to me whimsically, that here was a
fine bit of roadmending for me to do.
Most people have sight, but few have insight; and as I looked into the clear blue eyes of my friend I had a
sudden swift inspiration, and before I could repent of it I had said to him in the most serious voice that I
could command:
"Friend, I am in reality a spectaclepeddler"
His glance shifted uncomfortably to my gray bag.
"And I want to sell you a pair of spectacles," I said. "I see that you are nearly blind."
"Me blind!"
It would be utterly impossible to describe the expression on his face. His hand went involuntarily to his eyes,
and he glanced quickly, somewhat fearfully, about.
"Yes, nearly blind," said I. "I saw it when I first met you. You don't know it yourself yet, but I can assure you
it is a bad case."
I paused, and shook my head slowly. If I had not been so much in earnest, I think I should have been tempted
to laugh outright. I had begun my talk with him half jestingly, with the amusing idea of breaking through his
shell, but I now found myself tremendously engrossed, and desired nothing in the world (at that moment) so
much as to make him see what I saw. I felt as though I held a live human soul in my hand.
"Say, partner," said the roadworker, "are you sure you aren't" He tapped his forehead and began to edge
away.
I did not answer his question at all, but continued, with my eyes fixed on him:
"It is a peculiar sort of blindness. Apparently, as you look about, you see everything there is to see, but as a
matter of fact you see nothing in the world but this road"
"It's time that I was seein' it again then," said he, making as if to turn back to work, but remaining with a
disturbed expression on his countenance.
"The Spectacles I have to sell," said I, "are powerful magnifiers"he glanced again at the gray bag. "When
you put them on you will see a thousand wonderful things besides the road"
"Then you ain't roadworker after all!" he said, evidently trying to be bluff and outright with me.
Now your substantial, sober, practical American will stand only about so much verbal foolery; and there is
nothing in the world that makes him more uncomfortableyes, downright mad! than to feel that he is
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being played with. I could see that I had nearly reached the limit with him, and that if I held him now it must
be by driving the truth straight home. So I stepped over toward him and said very earnestly:
"My friend, don't think I am merely joking you. I was never more in earnest in all my life. When I told you I
was a roadworker I meant it, but I had in mind the mending of other kinds of roads than this."
I laid my hand on his arm, and explained to him as directly and simply as English words could do it, how,
when he had spoken of oil for his roads, I thought of another sort of oil for another sort of roads, and when he
spoke of curves in his roads I was thinking of curves in the roads I dealt with, and I explained to him what my
roads were. I have never seen a man more intensely interested: he neither moved nor took his eyes from my
face.
"And when I spoke of selling you a pair of spectacles," said I, "it was only a way of telling you how much I
wanted to make you see my kinds of roads as well as your own."
I paused, wondering if, after all, he could be made to see. I know now how the surgeon must feel at the
crucial moment of his accomplished operation. Will the patient live or die?
The roadworker drew a long breath as he came out from under the anesthetic.
"I guess, partner," said he, "you're trying to put a stone or two in my ruts!"
I had him!
"Exactly," I exclaimed eagerly.
We both paused. He was the first to speakwith some embarrassment:
"Say, you're just like a preacher I used to know when I was a kid. He was always sayin' things that meant
something else and when you found out what he was drivin' at you always felt kind of queer in your insides."
I laughed.
"It's a mighty good sign," I said, "when a man begins to feel queer in the insides. It shows that something is
happening to him."
With that we walked back to the road, feeling very close and friendlyand shovelling again, not saying
much. After quite a time, when we had nearly cleaned up the landslide, I heard the husky roadworker
chuckling to himself; finally, straightening up, he said:
"Say, there's more things in a road than ever I dreamt of."
"I see," said I, "that the new spectacles are a good fit."
The roadworker laughed long and loud.
"You're a good one, all right," he said. "I see what YOU mean. I catch your point."
"And now that you've got them on," said I, "and they are serving you so well, I'm not going to sell them to
you at all. I'm going to present them to youfor I haven't seen anybody in a long time that I've enjoyed
meeting more than I have you."
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We nurse a fiction that people love to cover up their feelings; but I have learned that if the feeling is real and
deep they love far better to find a way to uncover it.
"Same here," said the roadworker simply, but with a world of genuine feeling in his voice.
Well, when it came time to stop work the roadworker insisted that I get in and go home with him.
"I want you to see my wife and kids," said he.
The upshot of it was that I not only remained for supperand a good supper it wasbut I spent the night in
his little home, close at the side of the road near the foot of a fine hill. And from time to time all night long, it
seemed to me, I could hear the rush of cars going by in the smooth road outside, and sometimes their lights
flashed in at my window, and sometimes I heard them sound their brassy horns.
I wish I could tell more of what I saw there, of the garden back of the house, and of all the roadworker and
his wife told me of their simple historybut, the road calls!
When I set forth early this morning the roadworker followed me out to the smooth macadam (his wife
standing in the doorway with her hands rolled in her apron) and said to me, a bit shyly:
"I'll be more sort o'sort o' interested in roads since I've seen you."
"I'll be along again some of these days," said I, laughing, "and I'll stop in and show you my new stock of
spectacles. Maybe I can sell you another pair!"
"Maybe you kin," and he smiled a broad, understanding smile.
Nothing brings men together like having a joke in common.
So I walked off down the roadin the best of spiritsready for the events of another day.
It will surely be a great adventure, one of these days, to come this way againand to visit the Stanleys, and
the Vedders, and the Minister, and drop in and sell another pair of specs to the Roadworker. It seems to me I
have a wonderfully rosy future ahead of me!
P. S.I have not yet found out who painted the curious signs; but I am not as uneasy about it as I was. I have
seen two more of them already this morningand find they exert quite a psychological influence.
CHAPTER VI. AN EXPERIMENT IN HUMAN NATURE
In the early morning after I left the husky roadmender (wearing his new spectacles), I remained steadfastly
on the Great Road or near it. It was a prime spring day, just a little hazy, as though promising rain, but soft
and warm.
"They will be working in the garden at home," I thought, "and there will be worlds of rhubarb and
asparagus." Then I remembered how the morning sunshine would look on the little vineclad back porch
(reaching halfway up the weathered door) of my own house among the hills.
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It was the first time since my pilgrimage began that I had thought with any emotion of my farmor of
Harriet.
And then the road claimed me again, and I began to look out for some further explanation of the curious sign,
the single word "Rest," which had interested me so keenly on the preceding day. It may seem absurd to some
who read these linessome practical people!but I cannot convey the pleasure I had in the very
elusiveness and mystery of the sign, nor how I wished I might at the next turn come upon the poet himself. I
decided that no one but a poet could have contented himself with a lyric in one word, unless it might have
been a humourist, to whom sometimes a single small word is more blessed than all the verbal riches of
Webster himself. For it is nothing short of genius that uses one word when twenty will say the same thing!
Or, would he, after all, turn out to be only a more than ordinarily alluring advertiser? I confess my heart went
into my throat that morning, when I first saw the sign, lest it read:
[ RESTaurant 2 miles east ]
nor should I have been surprised if it had.
I caught a vicarious glimpse of the signman today, through the eyes of a young farmer. Yes, he s'posed
he'd seen him, he said; wore a slouch hat, couldn't tell whether he was young or old. Drove into the bushes
(just down there beyond the brook) and, standin' on the seat of his buggy, nailed something to a tree. A day or
two laterthe dull wonder of mankind!the young farmer, passing that way to town, had seen the odd sign
"Rest" on the tree: he s'posed the fellow put it there.
"What does it mean?"
"Well, naow, I hadn't thought," said the young farmer.
"Did the fellow by any chance have long hair?"
"Well, naow, I didn't notice," said he.
"Are you sure he wore a slouch hat?"
"Yeesor it may abeen straw," replied the observant young farmer.
So I tramped that morning; and as I tramped I let my mind go out warmly to the people living all about on the
farms or in the hills. It is pleasant at times to feel life, as it were, in general terms: no specific Mr. Smith or
concrete Mr. Jones, but just human life. I love to think of people all around going out busily in the morning to
their work and returning at night, weary, to rest. I like to think of them growing up, growing old, loving,
achieving, sinning, failingin short, living.
In such a liveminded mood as this it often happens that the most ordinary things appear charged with new
significance. I suppose I had seen a thousand ruralmail boxes along country roads before that day, but I had
seen them as the young farmer saw the signman. They were mere inert objects of iron and wood.
But as I tramped, thinking of the people in the hills, I came quite unexpectedly upon a sandy byroad that
came out through a thicket of scrub oaks and hazelbrush, like some shy countryman, to join the turnpike.
As I stood looking into itfor it seemed peculiarly invitingI saw at the entrance a familiar group of
ruralmail boxes. And I saw them not as dead things, but for the momentthe illusion was
overpoweringthey were living, eager hands outstretched to the passing throng I could feel, hear, see the
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farmers up there in the hills reaching out to me, to all the world, for a thousand inexpressible things, for more
life, more companionship, more comforts, more money.
It occurred to me at that moment, whimsically and yet somehow seriously, that I might respond to the appeal
of the shy country road and the outstretched hands. At first I did not think of anything I could dosave to go
up and eat dinner with one of the hill farmers, which might not be an unmixed blessing!and then it came to
me.
"I will write a letter!"
Straightway and with the liveliest amusement I began to formulate in my mind what I should say:
Dear Friend: You do not know me. I am a passerby in the road. My name is David Grayson. You do not
know me, and it may seem odd to you to receive a letter from an entire stranger. But I am something of a
farmer myself, and as I went by I could not help thinking of you and your family and your farm. The fact is, I
should like to look you up, and talk with you about many things. I myself cultivate a number of curious
fields, and raise many kinds of crops
At this interesting point my inspiration suddenly collapsed, for I had a vision, at once amusing and
disconcerting, of my hill farmer (and his practical wife!) receiving such a letter (along with the country paper,
a circular advertising a cure for catarrh, and the most recent catalogue of the largest mailorder house in
creation). I could see them standing there in their doorway, the man with his coat off, doubtfully scratching
his head as he read my letter, the woman wiping her hands on her apron and looking over his shoulder, and a
youngster squeezing between the two and demanding, "What is it, Paw?"
I found myself wondering how they would receive such an unusual letter, what they would take it to mean.
And in spite of all I could do, I could imagine no expression on their faces save one of incredulity and
suspicion. I could fairly see the shrewd worldly wise look come into the farmer's face; I could hear him say:
"Ha, guess he thinks we ain't cut our eyeteeth!" And he would instantly begin speculating as to whether this
was a new scheme for selling him secondrate nursery stock, or the smooth introduction of another
sewingmachine agent.
Strange world, strange world! Sometimes it seems to me that the hardest thing of all to believe in is simple
friendship. Is it not a comment upon our civilization that it is so often easier to believe that a man is a
friendforprofit, or even a cheat, than that he is frankly a wellwisher of his neighbours?
These reflections put such a damper upon my enthusiasm that I was on the point of taking again to the road,
when it came to me powerfully: Why not try the experiment? Why not?
"Friendship," I said aloud, "is the greatest thing in the world. There is no door it will not unlock, no problem
it will not solve. It is, after all, the only real thing in this world."
The sound of my own voice brought me suddenly to myself, and I found that I was standing there in the
middle of the public road, one clenched fist absurdly raised in air, delivering an oration to a congregation of
ruralmail boxes!
And yet, in spite of the humorous aspects of the idea, it still appeared to me that such an experiment would
not only fit in with the true object of my journeying, but that it might be full of amusing and interesting
adventures. Straightway I got my notebook out of my bag and, sitting down near the roadside, wrote my
letter. I wrote it as though my life depended upon it, with the intent of making some one household there in
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the hills feel at least a little wave of warmth and sympathy from the great world that was passing in the road
below. I tried to prove the validity of a kindly thought with no selling device attached to it; I tried to make it
such a word of frank companionship as I myself, working in my own fields, would like to receive.
Among the letterboxes in the group was one that stood a little detached and behind the others, as though
shrinking from such prosperous company. It was made of unpainted wood, with leather hinges, and looked
shabby in comparison with the jaunty red, green, and gray paint of some of the other boxes (with their cocky
little metallic flags upraised). It bore the good American name of ClarkT. N. Clarkand it seemed to me
that I could tell something of the Clarks by the box at the crossing.
"I think they need a friendly word," I said to myself.
So I wrote the name T. N. Clark on my envelope and put the letter in his box.
It was with a sense of joyous adventure that I now turned aside into the sandy road and climbed the hill. My
mind busied itself with thinking how I should carry out my experiment, how I should approach these Clarks,
and how and what they were. A thousand ways I pictured to myself the receipt of the letter: it would at least
be something new for them, something just a little disturbing, and I was curious to see whether it might open
the rift of wonder wide enough to let me slip into their lives.
I have often wondered why it is that men should be so fearful of new ventures in social relationships, when I
have found them so fertile, so enjoyable. Most of us fear (actually fear) people who differ from ourselves,
either up or down the scale. Your Edison pries fearlessly into the intimate secrets of matter; your Marconi
employs the mysterious properties of the "jellied ether," but let a man seek to experiment with the laws of
that singular electricity which connects you and me (though you be a millionaire and I a ditchdigger), and
we think him a wild visionary, an academic person. I think sometimes that the science of humanity today is
in about the state of darkness that the natural sciences were when Linneus and Cuvier and Lamarck began
groping for the great laws of natural unity. Most of the human race is still groaning under the belief that each
of us is a special and unrelated creation, just as men for ages saw no relationships between the fowls of the
air, the beasts of the field, and the fish of the sea. But, thank God, we are beginning to learn that unity is as
much a law of life as selfish struggle, and love a more vital force than avarice or lust of power or place. A
Wandering Carpenter knew it, and taught it, twenty centuries ago.
"The next house beyond the ridge," said the toothless old woman, pointing with a long finger, "is the Clarks'.
You can't miss it," and I thought she looked at me oddly.
I had been walking briskly for some three miles, and it was with keen expectation that I now mounted the
ridge and saw the farm for which I was looking, lying there in the valley before me. It was altogether a wild
and beautiful bit of countrystunted cedars on the knolls of the rolling hills, a brook trailing its way among
alders and willows down a long valley, and shaggy old fields smiling in the sun. As I came nearer I could see
that the only disharmony in the valley was the work (or idleness) of men. A broken mowingmachine stood
in the field where it had been left the summer before, rusty and forlorn, and dead weeds marked the edges of
a field wherein the spring ploughing was now only half done. The whole farmstead, indeed, looked tired. As
for the house and barn, they had reached that final stage of decay in which the best thing that could be said of
them was that they were picturesque. Everything was as different from the farm of the energetic and joyous
Stanleys, whose work I had shared only a few days before, as anything that could be imagined.
Now, my usual way of getting into step with people is simplicity itself. I take off my coat and go to work
with them and the first thing I know we have become firstrate friends. One doesn't dream of the possibilities
of companionship in labour until he has tried it.
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But how shall one get into step with a man who is not stepping?
On the porch of the farmhouse, there in the midafternoon, a man sat idly; and children were at play in the
yard. I went in at the gate, not knowing in the least what I should say or do, but determined to get hold of the
problem somewhere. As I approached the step, I swung my bag from my shoulder.
"Don't want to buy nothin'," said the man.
"Well," said I, "that is fortunate, for I have nothing to sell. But you've got something I want."
He looked at me dully.
"What's that?"
"A drink of water."
Scarcely moving his head, he called to a shy older girl who had just appeared in the doorway.
"Mandy, bring a dipper of water."
As I stood there the children gathered curiously around me, and the man continued to sit in his chair, saying
absolutely nothing, a picture of dull discouragement.
"How they need something to stir them up," I thought.
When I had emptied the dipper, I sat down on the top step of the porch, and, without saying a word to the
man, placed my bag beside me and began to open it. The shy girl paused, dipper in hand, the children stood
on tiptoe, and even the man showed signs of curiosity. With studied deliberation I took out two books I had
with me and put them on the porch; then I proceeded to rummage for a long time in the bottom of the bag as
though I could not find what I wanted. Every eye was glued upon me, and I even heard the step of Mrs. Clark
as she came to the but I did not look up or speak. Finally I pulled out my tin whistle and, leaning back against
the porch column, placed it to my lips, and began playing in Tom Madison's best style (eyes half closed, one
toe tapping to the music, head nodding, fingers lifted high from the stops), I began playing "Money Musk,"
and "Old Dan Tucker." Oh, I put vim into it, I can tell you! And bad as my playing was, I had from the start
an absorption of attention from my audience that Paderewski himself might have envied. I wound up with a
lively trill in the high notes and took my whistle from my lips with a hearty laugh, for the whole thing had
been downright good fun, the playing itself, the makebelieve which went with it, the surprise and interest in
the children's faces, the slowbreaking smile of the little girl with the dipper.
"I'll warrant you, madam," I said to the woman who now stood frankly in the doorway with her hands
wrapped in her apron, "you haven't heard those tunes since you were a girl and danced to 'em."
"You're right," she responded heartily.
"I'll give you another jolly one," I said, and, replacing my whistle, I began with even greater zest to play
"Yankee Doodle."
When I had gone through it half a dozen times with such added variations and trills as I could command, and
had two of the children hopping about in the yard, and the forlorn man tapping his toe to the tune, and a smile
on the face of the forlorn woman, I wound up with a rush and then, as if I could hold myself in no longer (and
I couldn't either!), I suddenly burst out:
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Yankee doodle dandy! Yankee doodle dandy! Mind the music and the step, And with the girls be handy.
It may seem surprising, but I think I can understand why it waswhen I looked up at the woman in the
doorway there were tears in her eyes!
"Do you know 'John Brown's Body'?" eagerly inquired the little girl with the dipper, and then, as if she had
done something quite bold and improper, she blushed and edged toward the doorway.
"How does it go?" I asked, and one of the bold lads in the yard instantly puckered his lips to show me, and
immediately they were all trying it.
"Here goes," said I, and for the next few minutes, and in my very best style, I hung Jeff Davis on the sour
appletree, and I sent the soul of John Brown marching onward with an altogether unnecessary number of
hallelujahs.
I think sometimes that peoplewhole families of 'emliterally perish for want of a good, hearty,
wholesouled, mouthopening, throatstretching, sideaching laugh. They begin to think themselves the
abused of creation, they begin to advise with their livers and to hate their neighbours, and the whole world
becomes a miserable dark blue place quite unfit for human habitation. Well, all this is often only the result of
a neglect to exercise properly those muscles of the body (and of the soul) which have to do with honest
laughter.
I've never supposed I was an especially amusing person, but before I got through with it I had the Clark
family well loosened up with laughter, although I wasn't quite sure some of the time whether Mrs. Clark was
laughing or crying. I had them all laughing and talking, asking questions and answering them as though I
were an old and valued neighbour.
Isn't it odd how unconvinced we often are by the crises in the lives of other people? They seem to us trivial or
unimportant; but the fact is, the crises in the life of a boy, for example, or of a poor man, are as commanding
as the crises in the life of the greatest statesman or millionaire, for they involve equally the whole personality,
the entire prospects.
The Clark family, I soon learned, had lost its pig. A trivial matter, you say? I wonder if anything is ever
trivial. A year of poor crops, sickness, low prices, discouragement and, at the end of it, on top of it all, the
cherished pig had died!
From all accounts (and the man on the porch quite lost his apathy in telling me about it) it must have been a
pig of remarkable virtues and attainments, a paragon of pigs in whom had been bound up the many
possibilities of new shoes for the children, a hat for the lady, a new pair of overalls for the gentleman, and I
know not what other kindred luxuries. I do not think, indeed, I ever had the portrait of a pig drawn for me
with quite such ardent enthusiasm of detail, and the more questions I asked the more eager the story, until
finally it became necessary for me to go to the barn, the cattlepen, the pigpen and the chickenhouse, that I
might visualize more clearly the scene of the tragedy. The whole family trooped after us like a classic chorus,
but Mr. Clark himself kept the centre of the stage.
How plainly I could read upon the face of the land the story of this hill farmer and his meagre existencehis
illdirected effort to wring a poor living for his family from these upland fields, his poverty, and, above all,
his evident lack of knowledge of his own calling. Added to these things, and perhaps the most depressing of
all his difficulties, was the utter loneliness of the task, the feeling that it mattered little to any one whether the
Clark family worked or not, or indeed whether they lived or died. A perfectly good American family was
here being wasted, with the precious land they lived on, because no one had taken the trouble to make them
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feel that they were a part of this Great American Job.
As we went back to the house, a frecklednosed neighbour's boy came in at the gate.
"A letter for you, Mr. Clark," said he. "I brought it up with our mail."
"A letter!" exclaimed Mrs. Clark.
"A letter!" echoed at least three of the children in unison.
"Probably a dun from Brewster," said Mr. Clark discouragingly.
I felt a curious sensation about the heart, and an eagerness of interest I have rarely experienced. I had no idea
what a mere lettera mere unopened unread letterwould mean to a family like this.
"It has no stamp on it!" exclaimed the older girl.
Mrs. Clark turned it over wonderingly in her hands. Mr. Clark hastily put on a pair of steelbowed spectacles.
"Let me see it," he said, and when he also had inspected it minutely he solemnly tore open the envelope and
drew forth my letter.
'I assure you I never awaited the reading of any writing of mine with such breathless interest. How would
they take it? Would they catch the meaning that I meant to convey? And would they suspect me of having
written it?
Mr. Clark sat on the porch and read the letter slowly through to the end, turned the sheet over and examined it
carefully, and then began reading it again to himself, Mrs. Clark leaning over his shoulder.
"What does it mean?" asked Mr. Clark.
"It's too good to be true," said Mrs. Clark with a sigh.
I don't know how long the discussion might have continuedprobably for days or weekshad not the older
girl, now flushed of face and rather pretty, looked at me and said breathlessly (she was as sharp as a briar):
"You wrote it."
I stood the battery of all their eyes for a moment, smiling and rather excited.
"Yes," I said earnestly, "I wrote it, and I mean every word of it."
I had anticipated some shock of suspicion and inquiry, but to my surprise it was accepted as simply as a
neighbourly good morning. I suppose the mystery of it was eclipsed by my astonishing presence there upon
the scene with my tin whistle.
At any rate, it was a changed, eager, interested family which now occupied the porch of that dilapidated
farmhouse. And immediately we fell into a lively discussion of crops and farming, and indeed the whole farm
question, in which I found both the man and his wife singularly acutesharpened upon the stone of hard
experience.
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Indeed, I found right here, as I have many times found among our American farmers, an intelligence (a
literacy growing out of what I believe to be improper education) which was better able to discuss the
problems of rural life than to grapple with and solve them. A dull, illiterate Polish farmer, I have found, will
sometimes succeed much better at the job of life than his American neighbour.
Talk with almost any man for half an hour, and you will find that his conversation, like an oldfashioned
song, has a regularly recurrent chorus. I soon discovered Mr. Clark's chorus.
"Now, if only I had a little cash," he sang, or, "If I had a few dollars, I could do so and so."
Why, he was as helplessly, dependent upon money as any softhanded millionairess. He considered himself
poor and helpless because he lacked dollars, whereas people are really poor and helpless only when they lack
courage and faith.
We were so much absorbed in our talk that I was greatly surprised to hear Mrs. Clark's voice at the doorway.
"Won't you come in to supper?"
After we had eaten, there was a great demand for more of my tin whistle (oh, I know how Caruso must feel!),
and I played over every blessed tune I knew, and some I didn't, four or five times, and after that we told
stories and cracked jokes in a way that must have been utterly astonishing in that household. After the
children had been, yes, driven to bed, Mr. Clark seemed about to drop back into his lamentations over his
condition (which I have no doubt had come to give him a sort of pleasure), but I turned to Mrs. Clark, whom I
had come to respect very highly, and began to talk about the little garden she had started, which was about
the most enterprising thing about the place.
"Isn't it one of the finest things in this world," said I, "to go out into a good garden in the summer days and
bring in loaded baskets filled with beets and cabbages and potatoes, just for the gathering?"
I knew from the expression on Mrs. Clark's face that I had touched a sounding note.
"Opening the green corn a little at the top to see if it is ready and then stripping it off and tearing away the
moist white husks"
"And picking tomatoes?" said Mrs. Clark. "And knuckling the watermelons to see if they are ripe? Oh, I tell
you there are thousands of people in this country who'd like to be able to pick their dinner in the garden!"
"It's fine!" said Mrs. Clark with amused enthusiasm, "but I like best to hear the hens cackling in the barnyard
in the morning after they've laid, and to go and bring in the eggs."
"Just like a daily present!" I said.
"Yees," responded the soundly practical Mrs. Clark, thinking, no doubt, that there were other aspects of the
garden and chicken problem.
"I'll tell you another thing I like about a farmer's life," said I, "that's the smell in the house in the summer
when there are preserves, or sweet pickles, or jam, or whatever it is, simmering on the stove. No matter where
you are, up in the garret or down cellar, it's cinnamon, and allspice, and cloves, and every sort of sugary
odour. Now, that gets me where I live!"
"It IS good!" said Mrs. Clark with a laugh that could certainly be called nothing if not girlish.
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All this time I had been keeping one eye on Mr. Clark. It was amusing to see him struggling against a
cheerful view of life. He now broke into the conversation.
"Well, but" he began.
Instantly I headed him off.
"And think," said I, "of living a life in which you are beholden to no man. It's a free life, the farmer's life. No
one can discharge you because you are sick, or tired, or old, or because you are a Democrat or a Baptist!"
"Well, but"
"And think of having to pay no rent, nor of having to live upstairs in a tenement!"
"Well, but"
"Or getting run over by a streetcar, or having the children play in the gutters."
"I never did like to think of what my children would do if we went to town," said Mrs. Clark.
"I guess not!" I exclaimed.
The fact is, most people don't think half enough of themselves and of their jobs; but before we went to bed
that night I had the forlorn T. N. Clark talking about the virtues of his farm in quite a surprising way.
I even saw him eying me two or three times with a shrewd look in his eyes (your American is an irrepressible
trader) as though I might possibly be some wouldbe purchaser in disguise.
(I shall write some time a dissertation on the advantages, of wearing shabby clothing.)
The farm really had many good points. One of them was a shaggy old orchard of good and thriving but
utterly neglected appletrees.
"Man alive," I said, when we went out to see it in the morning, "you've got a gold mine here!" And I told him
how in our neighbourhood we were renovating the old orchards, pruning them back, spraying, and bringing
them into bearing again.
He had never, since he owned the place, had a salable crop of fruit. When we came in to breakfast I quite
stirred the practical Mrs. Clark with my enthusiasm, and she promised at once to send for a bulletin on
appletree renovation, published by the state experiment station. I am sure I was no more earnest in my
advice than the conditions warranted.
After breakfast we went into the field, and I suggested that instead of ploughing any more landfor the
season was already latewe get out all the accumulations of rotted manure from around the barn and strew it
on the land already ploughed and harrow it in.
"A good job on a little piece of land," I said, "is far more profitable than a poor job on a big piece of land."
Without more ado we got his old team hitched up and began loading, and hauling out the manure, and spent
all day long at it. Indeed, such was the height of enthusiasm which T. N. Clark now reached (for his was a
temperament that must either soar in the clouds or grovel in the mire), that he did not wish to stop when Mrs.
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Clark called us in to supper. In that one day his crop of corn, in perspective, overflowed his crib, he could not
find boxes and barrels for his apples, his shed would not hold all his tobacco, and his barn was already being
enlarged to accommodate a couple more cows! He was also keeping bees and growing ginseng.
But it was fine, that evening, to see Mrs. Clark's face, the renewed hope and courage in it. I thought as I
looked at her (for she was the strong and steady one in that house):
"If you can keep the enthusiasm up, if you can make that husband of yours grow corn, and cows, and apples
as you raise chickens and make garden, there is victory yet in this valley."
That night it rained, but in spite of the moist earth we spent almost all of the following day hard at work in
the field, and all the time talking over ways and means for the future, but the next morning, early, I swung my
bag on my back and left them.
I shall not attempt to describe the friendliness of our parting. Mrs. Clark followed me wistfully to the gate.
"I can't tell you" she began, with the tears starting in her eyes.
"Then don't try" said I, smiling.
And so I swung off down the country road, without looking back.
CHAPTER VII. THE UNDISCOVERED COUNTRY
In some strange deep way there is no experience of my whole pilgrimage that I look back upon with so much
wistful affection as I do upon the events of the daythe day and the wonderful nightwhich followed my
long visit with the forlorn Clark family upon their hill farm. At first I hesitated about including an account of
it here because it contains so little of what may be called thrilling or amusing incident.
"They want only the lively stories of my adventures," I said to myself, and I was at the point of pushing my
notes to the edge of the table where (had I let go) they would have fallen into the convenient oblivion of the
wastebasket. But something held me back.
"No," said I, "I'll tell it; if it means so much to me, it may mean something to the friends who are following
these lines."
For, after all, it is not what goes on outside of a man, the clash and clatter of superficial events, that arouses
our deepest interest, but what goes on inside. Consider then that in this narrative I shall open a little door in
my heart and let you look in, if you care to, upon the experiences of a day and a night in which I was
supremely happy.
If you had chanced to be passing, that crisp spring morning, you would have seen a traveller on foot with a
gray bag on his shoulder, swinging along the country road; and you might have been astonished to see him
lift his hat at you and wish you a good morning. You might have turned to look back at him, as you passed,
and found him turning also to look back at youand wishing he might know you. But you would not have
known what he was chanting under his breath as he tramped (how little we know of a man by the shabby coat
he wears), nor how keenly he was enjoying the light airs and the warm sunshine of that fine spring morning.
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After leaving the hill farm he had walked five miles up the valley, had crossed the ridge at a place called the
Little Notch, where all the world lay stretched before him like the open palm of his hand, and had come thus
to the boundaries of the Undiscovered Country. He had been for days troubled with the deep problems of
other people, and it seemed to him this morning as though a great stone had been rolled from the door of his
heart, and that he was entering upon a new worlda wonderful, high, free world. And, as he tramped, certain
lines of a stanza long ago caught up in his memory from some forgotten page came up to his lips, and these
were the words (you did not know as you passed) that he was chanting under his breath as he tramped, for
they seem charged with the spirit of the hour:
I've bartered my sheets for a starlit bed; I've traded my meat for a crust of bread; I've changed my book for a
sapling cane, And I'm off to the end of the world again.
In the Undiscovered Country that morning it was wonderful how fresh the spring woods were, and how the
birds sang in the trees, and how the brook sparkled and murmured at the roadside. The recent rain had washed
the atmosphere until it was as clear and sparkling and heady as new wine, and the footing was firm and hard.
As one tramped he could scarcely keep from singing or shouting aloud for the very joy of the day.
"I think," I said to myself, "I've never been in a better country," and it did not seem to me I cared to know
where the gray road ran, nor how far away the blue hills were.
"It is wonderful enough anywhere here," I said.
And presently I turned from the road and climbed a gently sloping hillside among oak and chestnut trees. The
earth was well carpeted for my feet, and here and there upon the hillside, where the sun came through the
green roof of foliage, were warm splashes Of yellow light, and here and there, on shadier slopes, the new
ferns were spread upon the earth like some lacy coverlet. I finally sat down at the foot of a tree where through
a rift in the foliage in the valley below I could catch a glimpse in the distance of the meadows and the misty
blue hills. I was glad to rest, just rest, for the two previous days of hard labour, the labour and the tramping,
had wearied me, and I sat for a long time quietly looking about me, scarcely thinking at all, but seeing,
hearing, smellingfeeling the spring morning, and the woods and the hills, and the patch of sky I could see.
For a long, long time I sat thus, but finally my mind began to flow again, and I thought how fine it would be
if I had some good friend there with me to enjoy the perfect surroundingssome friend who would
understand. And I thought of the Vedders with whom I had so recently spent a wonderful day; and I wished
that they might be with me; there were so many things to be saidto be left unsaid. Upon this it occurred to
me, suddenly, whimsically, and I exclaimed aloud:
"Why, I'll just call them up."
Half turning to the trunk of the tree where I sat, I placed one hand to my ear and the other to my lips and said:
"Hello, Central, give me Mr. Vedder."
I waited a moment, smiling a little at my own absurdity and yet quite captivated by the enterprise.
"Is this Mr. Vedder? Oh, Mrs. Vedder! Well, this is David Grayson." . . . .
"Yes, the very same. A bad penny, a rolling stone." . . . .
"Yes. I want you both to come here as quickly as you can. I have the most important news for you. The
mountain laurels are blooming, and the wild strawberries are setting their fruit. Yes, yes, and in the
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fieldsall around here, today there are wonderful white patches of daisies, and from where I sit I can see
an old meadow as yellow as gold with buttercups. And the bobolinks are hovering over the low spots. Oh, but
it is fine here and we are not together!" . . . .
"No; I cannot give exact directions. But take the Long Road and turn at the turning by the tuliptree, and you
will find me at home. Come right in without knocking."
I hung up the receiver. For a single instant it had seemed almost true, and indeed I believeI wonder
Some day, I thought, just a bit sadly, for I shall probably not be here thensome day, we shall be able to call
our friends through space and time. Some day we shall discover that marvellously simple coherer by which
we may better utilize the mysterious ether of love.
For a time I was sad with thoughts of the unaccomplished future, and then I reflected that if I could not call
up the Vedders so informally I could at least write down a few paragraphs which would give them some faint
impression of that time and place. But I had no sooner taken out my notebook and put down a sentence or
two than I stuck fast. How foolish and feeble written words are anyway! With what glib facility they
describe, but how inadequately they convey. A thousand times I have thought to myself, " If only I could
WRITE!"
Not being able to write I turned, as I have so often turned before, to some good old book, trusting that I might
find in the writing of another man what I lacked in my own. I took out my battered copy of Montaigne and,
opening it at random, as I love to do, came, as luck would have it, upon a chapter devoted to coaches, in
which there is much curious (and worthless) information, darkened with Latin quotations. This reading had
an unexpected effect upon me.
I could not seem to keep my mind down upon the printed page; it kept bounding away at the sight of the
distant hills, at the sound of a woodpecker on a dead stub which stood near me, and at the thousand and one
faint rustlings, creepings, murmurings, tappings, which animate the mystery of the forest. How dull indeed
appeared the printed page in comparison with the book of life, how shutin its atmosphere, how tinkling and
distant the sound of its voices. Suddenly I shut my book with a snap.
"Musty coaches and Latin quotations!" I exclaimed. "Montaigne's no writer for the open air. He belongs at a
study fire on a quiet evening!"
I had anticipated, when I started out, many a pleasant hour by the roadside or in the woods with my books,
but this was almost the first opportunity I had found for reading (as it was almost the last), so full was the
present world of stirring events. As for poor old Montaigne, I have been out of harmony with him ever since,
nor have I wanted him in the intimate case at my elbow.
After a long time in the forest, and the sun having reached the high heavens, I gathered up my pack and set
forth again along the slope of the hillsnot hurrying, just drifting and enjoying every sight and sound. And
thus walking I came in sight, through the trees, of a glistening pool of water and made my way straight
toward it.
A more charming spot I have rarely seen. In some former time an old mill had stood at the foot of the little
valley, and a ruinous stone dam still held the water in a deep, quiet pond between two round hills. Above it a
brook ran down through the woods, and below, with a pleasant musical sound, the water dripped over the
mossy stone lips of the dam and fell into the rocky pool below. Nature had long ago healed the wounds of
men; she had halfcovered the ruined mill with verdure, had softened the stone walls of the dam with mosses
and lichens, and had crept down the steep hillside and was now leaning so far out over the pool that she could
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see her reflection in the quiet water.
Near the upper end of the pond I found a clear white sandbank, where no doubt a thousand fishermen had
stood, half hidden by the willows, to cast for trout in the pool below. I intended merely to drink and moisten
my face, but as I knelt by the pool and saw my reflection in the clear water wanted something more than that!
In a moment I had thrown aside my bag and clothes and found myself wading naked into the water.
It was cold! I stood a moment there in the sunny air, the great world open around me, shuddering, for I
dreaded the plungeand then with a run, a shout and a splash I took the deep water. Oh, but it was fine!
With long, deep strokes I carried myself fairly to the middle of the pond. The first chill was succeeded by a
tingling glow, and I can convey no idea whatever of the glorious sense of exhilaration I had. I swam with the
broad front stroke, I swam on my side, head half submerged, with a deep under stroke, and I rolled over on
my back and swam with the water lapping my chin. Thus I came to the end of the pool near the old dam,
touched my feet on the bottom, gave a primeval whoop, and dove back into the water again. I have rarely
experienced keener physical joy. After swimming thus boisterously for a time, I quieted down to long,
leisurely strokes, conscious of the water playing across my shoulders and singing at my ears, and finally,
reaching the centre of the pond, I turned over on my back and, paddling lazily, watched the slow procession
of light clouds across the sunlit openings of the trees above me. Away up in the sky I could see a hawk slowly
swimming about (in his element as I was in mine), and nearer at hand, indeed fairly in the thicket about the
pond, I could hear a woodthrush singing.
And so, shaking the water out of my hair and swimming with long and leisurely strokes, I returned to the
sandbank, and there, standing in a spot of warm sunshine, I dried myself with the towel from my bag. And I
said to myself:
"Surely it is good to be alive at a time like this!"
Slowly I drew on my clothes, idling there in the sand, and afterward I found an inviting spot in an old
meadow where I threw myself down on the grass under an appletree and looked up into the shadowy places
in the foliage above me. I felt a delicious sense of physical wellbeing, and I was pleasantly tired.
So I lay thereand the next thing I knew, I turned over, feeling cold and stiff, and opened my eyes upon the
dusky shadows of late evening. I had been sleeping for hours!
The next few minutes (or was it an hour or eternity?), I recall as containing some of the most exciting and,
when all is said, amusing incidents in my whole life. And I got quite a new glimpse of that sometimes
bumptious person known as David Grayson.
The first sensation I had was one of complete panic. What was I to do? Where was I to go?
Hastily seizing my bagand before I was half awakeI started rapidly across the meadow, in my
excitement tripping and falling several times in the first hundred yards. In daylight I have no doubt that I
should easily have seen a gateway or at least an opening from the old meadow, but in the fastgathering
darkness it seemed to me that the open field was surrounded on every side by impenetrable forests. Absurd as
it may seem, for no one knows what his mind will do at such a moment, I recalled vividly a passage from
Stanley's story of his search for Livingstone, in which he relates how he escaped from a difficult place in the
jungle by KEEPING STRAIGHT AHEAD.
I print these words in capitals because they seemed written that night upon the sky. KEEPING STRAIGHT
AHEAD, I entered the forest on one side of the meadow (with quite a heroic sense of adventure), but scraped
my shin on a fallen log and ran into a tree with bark on it that felt like a gigantic currycomband stopped!
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Up to this point I think I was still partly asleep. Now, however, I waked up.
"All you need," said I to myself in my most matteroffact tone, "is a little cool sense. Be quiet now and
reason it out."
So I stood there for some moments reasoning it out, with the result that I turned back and found the meadow
again.
"What a fool I've been!" I said. "Isn't it perfectly plain that I should have gone down to the pond, crossed over
the inlet, and reached the road by the way I came?"
Having thus settled my problem, and congratulating myself on my perspicacity, I started straight for the
millpond, but to my utter amazement, in the few short hours while I had been asleep, that entire body of
water had evaporated, the dam had disappeared, and the stream had dried up. I must certainly present the
facts in this remarkable case to some learned society.
I then decided to return to the old appletree where I had slept, which now seemed quite like home, but,
strange to relate, the appletree had also completely vanished from the enchanted meadow. At that I began to
suspect that in coming out of the forest I had somehow got into another and somewhat similar old field. I
have never had a more confused or eerie sensation; not fear, but a sort of helplessness in which for an instant
I actually began to doubt whether it was I myself, David Grayson, who stood there in the dark meadow, or
whether I was the victim of a peculiarly bad dream. I suppose many other people have had these sensations
under similar conditions, but they were new to me.
I turned slowly around and looked for a light; I think I never wanted so much to see some sign of human
habitation as I did at that moment.
What a coddled world we live in, truly. That being out after dark in a meadow should so disturb the very
centre of our being! In all my life, indeed, and I suppose the same is true of ninetynine out of a hundred of
the people in America today, I had never before found myself where nothing stood between nature and me,
where I had no place to sleep, no shelter for the nightnor any prospect of finding one. I was infinitely less
resourceful at that moment than a rabbit, or a partridge, or a gray squirrel.
Presently I sat down on the ground where I had been standing, with a vague fear (absurd to look back upon)
that it, too, in some manner might slip away from under me. And as I sat there I began to have familiar
gnawings at the pit of my stomach, and I remembered that, save for a couple of Mrs. Clark's doughnuts eaten
while I was sitting on the hillside, ages ago, I had had nothing since my early breakfast.
With this thought of my predicamentand the glimpse I had of myself "hungry and homeless"the humour
of the whole situation suddenly came over me, and, beginning with a chuckle, I wound up, as my mind dwelt
upon my recent adventures, with a long, loud, hearty laugh.
As I laughedand what a roar it made in that darkness!I got up on my feet and looked up at the sky. One
bright star shone out over the woods, and in high heavens I could see dimly the white path of the Milky Way.
And all at once I seemed again to be in command of myself and of the world. I felt a sudden lift and thrill of
the spirits, a warm sense that this too was part of the great adventurethe Thing Itself.
"This is the light," I said looking up again at the sky and the single bright star, "which is set for me tonight. I
will make my bed by it."
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I can hope to make no one understand (unless he understands already) with what joy of adventure I now crept
through the meadow toward the wood. It was an unknown, unexplored world I was in, and I, the fortunate
discoverer, had here to shift for himself, make his home under the stars! Marquette on the wild shores of the
Mississippi, or Stanley in Africa, had no joy that I did not know at that moment.
I crept along the meadow and came at last to the wood. Here I chose a somewhat sheltered spot at the foot of
a large treeand yet a spot not so obscured that I could not look out over the open spaces of the meadow and
see the sky. Here, groping in the darkness, like some primitive creature, I raked together a pile of leaves with
my fingers, and found dead twigs and branches of trees; but in that moist forest (where the rain had fallen
only the day before) my efforts to kindle a fire were unavailing. Upon this, I considered using some pages
from my notebook, but another alternative suggested itself:
"Why not Montaigne?"
With that I groped for the familiar volume, and with a curious sensation of satisfaction I tore out a handful of
pages from the back.
"Better Montaigne than Grayson," I said, with a chuckle. It was amazing how Montaigne sparkled and
crackled when he was well lighted.
"There goes a bundle of quotations from Vergil," I said, "and there's his observations on the eating of fish.
There are more uses than one for the classics."
So I ripped out a good part of another chapter, and thus, by coaxing, got my fire to going. It was not difficult
after that to find enough fuel to make it blaze up warmly.
I opened my bag and took out the remnants of the luncheon which Mrs. Clark had given me that morning;
and I was surprised and delighted to find, among the other things, a small bottle of coffee. This suggested all
sorts of pleasing possibilities and, the spirit of invention being now awakened, I got out my tin cup, split a
sapling stick so I could fit it into the handle, and set the cup, full of coffee, on the coals at the edge of the fire.
It was soon heated, and although I spilled some of it in getting it off, and although it was well spiced with
ashes, I enjoyed it, with Mrs. Clark's doughnuts and sandwiches (some of which I toasted with a sapling fork)
as thoroughly, I think, as ever I enjoyed any meal.
How little we knowwe who dread lifehow much there is in life!
My activities around the fire had warmed me to the bone, and after I was well through with my meal I
gathered a plentiful supply of wood and placed it near at hand, I got out my waterproof cape and put it on,
and, finally piling more sticks on the fire, I sat down comfortably at the foot of the tree.
I wish I could convey the mystery and the beauty of that night. Did you ever sit by a campfire and watch the
flames dance, and the sparks fly upward into the cool dark air? Did you ever see the fitful light among the
treedepths, at one moment opening vast shadowy vistas into the forest, at the next dying downward and
leaving it all in sombre mystery? It came to me that night with the wonderful vividness of a fresh experience.
And what a friendly and companionable thing a campfire is! How generous and outright it is! It plays for you
when you wish so be lively, and it glows for you when you wish to be reflective.
After a while, for I did not feel in the least sleepy, I stepped out of the woods to the edge of the pasture. All
around me lay the dark and silent earth, and above the blue bowl of the sky, all glorious with the blaze of a
million worlds. Sometimes I have been oppressed by this spectacle of utter space, of infinite distance, of
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forces too great for me to grasp or understand, but that night it came upon me with fresh wonder and power,
and with a sense of great humility that I belonged here too, that I was a part of it alland would not be
neglected or forgotten. It seemed to me I never had a moment of greater faith than that.
And so, with a sense of satisfaction and peace, I returned to my fire. As I sat there I could hear the curious
noises of the woods, the little droppings, cracklings, rustlings which seemed to make all the world alive. I
even fancied I could see small bright eyes looking out at my fire, and once or twice I was almost sure I heard
voiceswhisperingperhaps the voices of the woods.
Occasionally I added, with some amusement, a few dry pages of Montaigne to the fire, and watched the
cheerful blaze that followed.
"No," said I, "Montaigne is not for the open spaces and the stars. Without a roof over his head Montaigne
wouldwell, die of sneezing."
So I sat all night long there by the tree. Occasionally I dropped into a light sleep, and then, as my fire died
down, I grew chilly and awakened, to build up the fire and doze again. I saw the first faint gray streaks of
dawn above the trees, I saw the pink glow in the east before the sunrise, and I watched the sun himself rise
upon a new day
When I walked out into the meadow by daylight and looked about me curiously, I saw, not forty rods away,
the back of a barn.
"Be you the fellow that was daown in my cowpasture all night?" asked the sturdy farmer.
"I'm that fellow," I said.
"Why didn't you come right up to the house?"
"Well" I said, and then paused.
"Well . . ." said I.
CHAPTER VIII. THE HEDGE
Strange, strange, how small the big world is!
"Why didn't you come right into the house?" the sturdy farmer had asked me when I came out of the meadow
where I had spent the night under the stars.
"Well," I said, turning the question as adroitly as I could, "I'll make it up by going into the house now."
So I went with him into his fine, comfortable house.
"This is my wife," said he.
A woman stood there facing me. "Oh!" she exclaimed, "Mr. Grayson!"
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I recalled swiftly a childa child she seemed thenwith braids down her back, whom I had known when I
first came to my farm. She had grown up, married, and had borne three children, while I had been looking the
other way for a minute or two. She had not been in our neighborhood for several years.
"And how is your sister and Doctor McAlway?"
Well, we had quite a wonderful visit, she made breakfast for me, asking and talking eagerly as I ate.
"We've just had news that old Mr. Toombs is dead."
"Dead!" I exclaimed, dropping my fork; "old Nathan Toombs!"
"Yes, he was my uncle. Did you know him?"
"I knew Nathan Toombs," I said.
I spent two days there with the Ransomes, for they would not hear of my leaving, and half of our spare time, I
think, was spent in discussing Nathan Toombs. I was not able to get him out of my mind for days, for his
death was one of those events which prove so much and leave so much unproven.
I can recall vividly my astonishment at the first evidence I ever had of the strange old man or of his work. It
was not very long after I came to my farm to live. I had taken to spending my spare eveningsthe long
evenings of summerin exploring the country roads for miles around, getting acquainted with each
farmstead, each bit of grove and meadow and marsh, making my best bow to each unfamiliar hill, and taking
everywhere that toll of pleasure which comes of quiet discovery.
One evening, having walked farther than usual, I came quite suddenly around a turn in the road and saw
stretching away before me an extraordinary sight.
I feel that I am conveying no adequate impression of what I beheld by giving it any such prim and decorous
name asa Hedge. It was a menagerie, a living, green menagerie! I had no sooner seen it than I began
puzzling my brain as to whether one of the curious ornaments into which the upper part of the hedge had
been clipped and trimmed was made to represent the head of a horse, or a camel, or an Egyptian sphinx.
The hedge was of arbor vitae and as high as a man's waist. At more or less regular intervals the trees in it had
been allowed to grow much taller and had been wonderfully pruned into the similitude of towers, pinnacles,
bells, and many other strange designs. Here and there the hedge held up a spindling umbrella of greenery,
sometimes a double umbrellaa little one above the big oneand over the gateway at the centre; as a sort
of final triumph, rose a grandiose arch of interlaced branches upon which the artist had outdone himself in
marvels of ornamentation.
I shall never forget the sensation of delight I had over this discovery, or of how I walked, tiptoe, along the
road in front, studying each of the marvellous adornments. How eagerly, too, I looked over at the house
beyonda rather bare, bleak house set on a slight knoll or elevation and guarded at one corner by a dark
spruce tree. At some distance behind I saw a number of huge barns, a cattle yard and a siloall the
evidences of prosperitywith wellnurtured fields, now yellowing with the summer crops, spreading
pleasantly away on every hand.
It was nearly dark before I left that bit of roadside, and I shall never forget the eerie impression I had as I
turned back to take a final look at the hedge, the strange, grotesque aspect it presented there in the half light
with the bare, lonely house rising from the knoll behind.
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It was not until some weeks later that I met the owner of the wonderful hedge. By that time, however, having
learned of my interest, I found the whole countryside alive with stories about it and about Old Nathan
Toombs, its owner. It was as though I had struck the rock of refreshment in a weary land.
I remember distinctly how puzzled was by the stories I heard. The neighbourhood portraitand ours is really
a friendly neighbourhoodwas by no means flattering. Old Toombs was apparently of that type of
hardshelled, grasping, selfreliant, oldfashioned farmer not unfamiliar to many country neighbourhoods.
He had come of tough old American stock and he was a worker, a saver, and thus he had grown rich, the
richest farmer in the whole neighbourhood. He was a regular individualistic American.
"A dour man," said the Scotch Preacher, "but justyou must admit that he is just."
There was no man living about whom the Scotch Preacher could not find something good to say.
"Yes, just," replied Horace, "but hardhard, and as mean as pusley."
This portrait was true enough in itself, for I knew just the sort of an aggressive, undoubtedly irritable old
fellow it pictured, but somehow, try as I would, I could not see any such old fellow wasting his moneyed
hours clipping bells, umbrellas, and camel's heads on his ornamental greenery. It left just that incongruity
which is at once the lure, the humour, and the perplexity of human life. Instead of satisfying my curiosity I
was more anxious than ever to see Old Toombs with my own eyes.
But the weeks passed and somehow I did not meet him. He was a lonely, unneighbourly old fellow. He had
apparently come to fit into the community without ever really becoming a part of it. His neighbours accepted
him as they accepted a hard hill in the town road. From time to time he would foreclose a mortgage where he
had loaned money to some less thrifty farmer, or he would extend his acres by purchase, hard cash down, or
he would build a bigger barn. When any of these things happened the community would crowd over a little,
as it were, to give him more room. It is a curious thing, and tragic, too, when you come to think of it, how the
world lets alone those people who appear to want to be let alone. "I can live to myself," says the
unneighbourly one. "Well, live to yourself, then," cheerfully responds the world, and it goes about its more or
less amusing affairs and lets the unneighbourly one cut himself off.
So our small community had let Old Toombs go his way with all his money, his acres, his hedge, and his
reputation for being a just man.
Not meeting him, therefore, in the familiar and friendly life of the neighbourhood, I took to walking out
toward his farm, looking freshly at the wonderful hedge and musing upon that most fascinating of all
subjectshow men come to be what they are. And at last I was rewarded.
One day I had scarcely reached the end of the hedge when I saw Old Toombs himself, moving toward me
down the country road. Though I had never seen him before, I was at no loss to identify him. The first and
vital impression he gave me, if I can compress it into a single word, was, I think, forceforce. He came
stubbing down the country road with a brown hickory stick in his hand which at every step he set vigorously
into the soft earth. Though not tall, he gave the impression of being enormously strong. He was thick, solid,
firmthick through the body, thick through the thighs; and his shoulderswhat shoulders they
were!round like a maple log; and his great head with its thatching of coarse irongray hair, though thrust
slightly forward, seemed set immovably upon them,
He presented such a forbidding appearance that I was of two minds about addressing him. Dour he was
indeed! Nor shall I ever forget how he looked when I spoke to him. He stopped short there in the road. On his
big square nose he wore a pair of curious springbowed glasses with black rims. For a moment he looked at
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me through these glasses, raising his chin a little, and then, deliberately wrinkling his nose, they fell off and
dangled at the length of the faded cord by which they were hung. There was something almost uncanny about
this peculiar habit of his and of the way in which, afterward, he looked at me from under his bushy gray
brows. This was in truth the very man of the neighbourhood portrait.
"I am a new settler here," I said, "and I've been interested in looking at your wonderful hedge."
The old man's eyes rested upon me a moment with a mingled look of suspicion and hostility.
"So you've heard o' me," he said in a highpitched voice, "and you've heard o' my hedge."
Again he paused and looked me over. "Well," he said, with an indescribably harsh, cackling laugh, "I warrant
you've heard nothing good o' me down there. I'm a skinflint, ain't I? I'm a hard citizen, ain't I? I grind the
faces o' the poor, don't I?"
At first his words were marked by a sort of bitter humour, but as he continued to speak his voice rose higher
and higher until it was positively menacing.
There were just two things I could dohaul down the flag and retreat ingloriously, or face the music. With a
sudden sense of rising spiritsfor such things do not often happen to a man in a quiet country roadI
paused a moment, looking him square in the eye.
"Yes," I said, with great deliberation, "you've given me just about the neighborhood picture of yourself as I
have had it. They do say you are a skinflint, yes, and a hard man. They say that you are rich and friendless;
they say that while you are a just man, you do not know mercy. These are terrible things to say of any man if
they are true."
I paused. The old man looked for a moment as though he were going to strike me with his stick, but he
neither stirred nor spoke. It was evidently a wholly new experience for him.
"Yes," I said, "you are not popular in this community, but what do you suppose I care about that? I'm
interested in your hedge. What I'm curious to knowand I might as well tell you franklyis how such a
man as you are reputed to be could grow such an extraordinary hedge. You must have been at it a very long
time."
I was surprised at the effect of my words. The old man turned partly aside and looked for a moment along the
proud and flaunting embattlements of the green marvel before us. Then he said in a moderate voice:
"It's a putty good hedge, a putty good hedge."
"I've got him," I thought exultantly, "I've got him!"
"How long ago did you start it?" I pursued my advantage eagerly.
"Thirtytwo years come spring," said he.
"Thirtytwo years!" I repeated; "you've been at it a long time."
With that I plied him with questions in the liveliest manner, and in five minutes I had the gruff old fellow
stumping along at my side and pointing out the various notablefeatures of his wonderful creation. His
suppressed excitement was quite wonderful to see. He would point his hickory stick with a poking motion,
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and, when he looked up, instead of throwing back his big, rough head, he bent at the hips, thus imparting an
impression of astonishing solidity.
"It took me all o' ten years to get that bell right," he said, and, "Take a look at that arch: now what is your
opinion o' that?"
Once, in the midst of our conversation, he checked himself abruptly and looked around at me with a sudden
dark expression of suspicion. I saw exactly what lay in his mind, but I continued my questioning as though I
perceived no change in him. It was only momentary, however, and he was soon as much interested as before.
He talked as though he had not had such an opportunity before in yearsand I doubt whether he had. It was
plain to see that if any one ever loved anything in this world, Old Toombs loved that hedge of his. Think of it,
indeed! He had lived with it, nurtured it, clipped it, groomed itfor thirtytwo years.
So we walked down the sloping field within the hedge, and it seemed as though one of the deep mysteries of
human nature was opening there before me. What strange things men set their hearts upon!
Thus, presently, we came nearly to the farther end of the hedge. Here the old man stopped and turned around,
facing me.
"Do you see that valley?" he asked. "Do you see that slopin' valley up through the meadow?"
His voice rose suddenly to a sort of highpitched violence.
"That' passel o' hounds up there," he said, "want to build a road down my valley."
He drew his breath fiercely.
"They want to build a road through my land. They want to ruin my farmthey want to cut down my hedge.
I'll fight 'em. I'll fight 'em. I'll show 'em yet!"
It was appalling. His face grew purple, his eyes narrowed to pin points and grew red and angrylike the
eyes of an infuriated boar. His hands shook. Suddenly he turned upon me, poising his stick in his hand, and
said violently.
"And who are you? Who are you? Are you one of these surveyor fellows?"
"My name," I answered as quietly as I could, "is Grayson. I live on the old Mather farm. I am not in the least
interested in any of your road troubles."
He looked at me a moment more, and then seemed to shake himself or shudder, his eyes dropped away and
he began walking toward his house. He had taken only a few steps, however, before he turned, and, without
looking at me, asked if I would like to see the tools he used for trimming his hedge. When I hesitated, for I
was decidedly uncomfortable, he came up to me and laid his hand awkwardly on my arm.
"You'll see something, I warrant, you never see before."
It was so evident that he regretted his outbreak that I followed him, and he showed me an odd double ladder
set on low wheels which he said he used in trimming the higher parts of his hedge.
"It's my own invention," he said with pride.
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"And that"he pointed as we came out of the tool shed"is my housea good house. I planned it all
myself. I never needed to take lessons of any carpenter I ever see. And there's my barns. What do you think o'
my barns? Ever see any bigger ones? They ain't any bigger in this country than Old Toombs's barns. They
don't like Old Toombs, but they ain't any of one of 'em can ekal his barns!"
He followed me down to the roadside now quite loquacious. Even after I had thanked him and started to go
he called after me.
When I stopped he came forward hesitatinglyand I had the impressions, suddenly, and for the first time
that he was an old man. It may have been the result of his sudden fierce explosion of anger, but his hand
shook, his face was pale, and he seemed somehow broken.
"Youyou like my hedge?" he asked.
"It is certainly wonderful hedge," I said. "I never have seen anything like it?"
"The' AIN'T nothing like it," he responded, quickly. "The' ain't nothing like it anywhere."
In the twilight as I passed onward I saw the lonely figure of the old man moving with his hickory stick up the
pathway to his lonely house. The poor rich old man!
"He thinks he can live wholly to himself," I said aloud.
I thought, as I tramped homeward, of our friendly and kindly community, of how we often come together of
an evening with skylarking and laughter, of how we weep with one another, of how we join in making better
roads and better schools, and building up the Scotch Preacher's friendly little church. And in all these things
Old Toombs has never had a part. He is not even missed.
As a matter of fact, I reflected, and this is a strange, deep thing, no man is in reality more dependent upon the
community which he despises and holds at arm's length than this same Old Nathan Toombs. Everything he
has, everything he does, gives evidence of it. And I don't mean this in any mere material sense, though of
course his wealth and his farm would mean no more than the stones in his hills to him if he did not have us
here around him. Without our work, our buying, our selling, our governing, his dollars would be dust. But we
are still more necessary to him in other ways: the unfriendly man is usually the one who demands most from
his neighbours. Thus, if he have not people's love or confidence, then he will smite them until they fear him,
or admire him, or hate him. Oh, no man, however may try, can hold himself aloof!
I came home deeply stirred from my visit with Old Toombs and lost no time in making further inquiries. I
learned, speedily, that there was indeed something in the old man's dread of a road being built through his
farm. The case was already in the courts. His farm was a very old one and extensive, and of recent years a
large settlement of small farmers had been developing the rougher lands in the upper part of the townships
called the Swan Hill district. Their only way to reach the railroad was by a rocky, winding road among the
'hills,' while their outlet was down a gently sloping valley through Old Toombs's farm. They were now so
numerous and politically important that they had stirred up the town authorities. A proposition had been
made to Old Toombs for a rightofway; they argued with him that it was a good thing for the whole
country, that it would enhance the values of his own upper lands, and that they would pay him far more for a
rightofway than the land was actually worth, but he had spurned themI can imagine with what
vehemence.
"Let 'em drive round," he said. "Didn't they know what they'd have to do when they settled up there? What a
passel o' curs! They can keep off o' my land, or I'll have the law on 'em."
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And thus the matter came to the courts with the town attempting to condemn the land for a road through Old
Toombs's farm.
"What can we do?" asked the Scotch Preacher, who was deeply distressed by the bitterness of feeling
displayed. "There is no getting to the man. He will listen to no one."
At one time I thought of going over and talking with Old Toombs myself, for it seemed that I had been able
to get nearer to him than any one had in a long time. But I dreaded it. I kept dallyingfor what, indeed,
could I have said to him? If he had been suspicious of me before, how much more hostile he might be when I
expressed an interest in his difficulties. As to reaching the Swan Hill settlers, they were now aroused to an
implacable state of bitterness; and they had the people of the whole community with them, for no one liked
Old Toombs.
Thus while I hesitated time passed and my next meeting with Old Toombs, instead of being premeditated,
came about quite unexpectedly. I was walking in the town road late one afternoon when I heard a wagon
rattling behind me, and then, quite suddenly, a shouted, "Whoa."
Looking around, I saw Old Toombs, his great solid figure mounted high on the wagon seat, the reins held fast
in the fingers of one hand. I was struck by the strange expression in his facea sort of grim exaltation. As I
stepped aside he burst out in a loud, shrill, cackling laugh:
"Hehehehehehe"
I was too astonished to speak at once. Ordinarily when I meet any one in the town road it is in my heart to cry
out to him,
"Good morning, friend," or, "How are you, brother?" but I had no such prompting that day.
"Git in, Grayson," he said; "git in, git in."
I climbed up beside him, and he slapped me on the knee with another burst of shrill laughter.
"They thought they had the old man," he said, starting up his horses. "They thought there weren't no law left
in Israel. I showed 'em."
I cannot convey the bitter triumphancy of his voice.
"You mean the road case?" I asked.
"Road case!" he exploded, "they wan't no road case; they didn't have no road case. I beat 'em. I says to 'em,
'What right hev any o' you on my property? Go round with you,' I says. Oh, I beat 'em. If they'd had their
way, they'd 'a' cut through my hedgethe hounds!"
When he set me down at my door, I had said hardly a word. There seemed nothing that could be said. I
remember I stood for some time watching the old man as he rode away, his wagon jolting in the country road,
his stout figure perched firmly in the seat. I went in with a sense of heaviness at the heart.
"Harriet," I said, "there are some things in this world beyond human remedy."
Two evenings later I was surprised to see the Scotch Preacher drive up to my gate and hastily tie his horse.
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"David," said he, "there's bad business afoot. A lot of the young fellows in Swan Hill are planning a raid on
Old Toombs's hedge. They are coming down tonight."
I got my hat and jumped in with him. We drove up the hilly road and out around Old Toombs's farm and thus
came, near to the settlement. I had no conception of the bitterness that the lawsuit had engendered.
"Where once you start men hating one another," said the Scotch Preacher, "there's utterly no end of it."
I have seen our Scotch Preacher in many difficult places, but never have I seen him rise to greater heights
than he did that night. It is not in his preaching that Doctor McAlway excels, but what a power he is among
men! He was like some stern old giant, standing there and holding up the portals of civilization. I saw men
melt under his words like wax; I saw wild young fellows subdued into quietude; I saw unwise old men set to
thinking.
"Man, man," he'd say, lapsing in his earnestness into the broad Scotch accent of his youth, "you canna' mean
plunder, and destruction, and riot! You canna! Not in this neighbourhood!"
"What about Old Toombs?" shouted one of the boys.
I never shall forget how Doctor McAlway drew himself up nor the majesty that looked from his eye.
"Old Toombs!" he said in a voice that thrilled one to the bone, "Old Toombs! Have you no faith, that you
stand in the place of Almighty God and measure punishments?"
Before we left it was past midnight and we drove home, almost silent, in the darkness.
"Doctor McAlway," I said, "if Old Toombs could know the history of this night it might change his point of
view."
"I doot it," said the Scotch Preacher. "I doot it."
The night passed serenely; the morning saw Old Toombs's hedge standing as gorgeous as ever. The
community had again stepped aside and let Old Toombs have his way: they had let him alone, with all his
great barns, his wide acres and his wonderful hedge. He probably never even knew what had threatened him
that night, nor how the forces of religion, of social order, of neighbourliness in the community which he
despised had, after all, held him safe. There is a supreme faith among common peopleit is, indeed, the very
taproot of democracythat although the unfriendly one may persist long in his power and arrogance, there is
a moving Force which commands events.
I suppose if I were writing a mere story I should tell how Old Toombs was miraculously softened at the age
of sixtyeight years, and came into new relationships with his neighbours, or else I should relate how the
mills of God, grinding slowly, had crushed the recalcitrant human atom into dust.
Either of these results conceivably might have happenedall things are possibleand being ingeniously
related would somehow have answered a need in the human soul that the logic of events be constantly and
conclusively demonstrated in the lives of individual men and women.
But as a matter of fact, neither of these things did happen in this quiet community of ours. There exists,
assuredly, a logic of events, oh, a terrible, irresistible logic of events, but it is careless of the span of any one
man's life. We would like to have each man enjoy the sweets of his own virtues and suffer the lash of his own
misdeedsbut it rarely so happens in life. No, it is the community which lives or dies, is regenerated or
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marred by the deeds of men.
So Old Toombs continued to live. So he continued to buy more land, raise more cattle, collect more interest,
and the wonderful hedge continued to flaunt its marvels still more notably upon the country road. To what
end? Who knows? Who knows?
I saw him afterward from time to time, tried to maintain some sort of friendly relations with him; but it
seemed as the years passed that he grew ever lonelier and more bitter, and not only more friendless, but
seemingly more incapable of friendliness. In times past I have seen what men call tragediesI saw once a
perfect young man die in his strengthbut it seems to me I never knew anything more tragic than the life
and death of Old Toombs. If it cannot be said of a man when he dies that either his nation, his state, his
neighborhood, his family, or at least his wife or child, is better for his having lived, what CAN be said for
him?
Old Toombs is dead. Like Jehoram, King of Judah, of whom it is terribly said in the Book of Chronicles, "he
departed without being desired."
Of this story of Nathan Toombs we talked much and long there in the Ransome home. I was with them, as I
said, about two dayskept inside most of the time by a driving spring rain which filled the valley with a pale
gray mist and turned all the country roads into running streams. One morning, the weather having cleared, I
swung my bag to my shoulder, and with much warmth of parting I set my face again to the free road and the
open country.
CHAPTER IX. THE MAN POSSESSED
I suppose I was predestined (and likewise foreordained) to reach the city sooner or later. My fate in that
respect was settled for me when I placed my trust in the vagrant road. I thought for a time that I was more
than a match for the Road, but I soon learned that the Road was more than a match for me. Sly? There's no
name for it. Alluring, lovable, mysteriousas the heart of a woman. Many a time I followed the Road where
it led through innocent meadows or climbed leisurely hill slopes only to find that it had crept around slyly
and led me before I knew it into the back door of some busy town.
Mostly in this country the towns squat low in the valleys, they lie in wait by the rivers, and often I scarcely
know of their presence until I am so close upon them that I can smell the breath of their heated nostrils and
hear their low growlings and grumblings.
My fear of these lesser towns has never been profound. I have even been bold enough, when I came across
one of them, to hasten straight through as though assured that Cerberus was securely chained; but I found,
after a time, what I might indeed have guessed, that the Road, also led irresistibly to the lair of the Old
Monster himself, the Heone of the species, where he lies upon the plain, lolling under his soiled gray
blanket of smoke.
It is wonderful to be safe at home again, to watch the tender, reddish brown shoots of the Virginia creeper
reaching in at my study window, to see the green of my own quiet fields, to hear the peaceful clucking of the
hens in the sunny dooryardand Harriet humming at her work in the kitchen.
When I left the Ransomes that fine spring morning, I had not the slightest presentiment of what the world
held in store for me. After being a prisoner of the weather for so long, I took to the Road with fresh joy. All
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the fields were of a misty greenness and there were pools still shining in the road, but the air was deliciously
clear, clean, and soft. I came through the hill country for three or four miles, even running down some of the
steeper places for the very joy the motion gave me, the feel of the air on my face.
Thus I came finally to the Great Road, and stood for a moment looking first this way, then that.
"Where now?" I asked aloud.
With an amusing sense of the possibilities that lay open before me, I closed my eyes, turned slowly around
several times and then stopped. When I opened my eyes I was facing nearly southward: and that way I set
out, not knowing in the least what Fortune had presided at that turning. If I had gone the other way
I walked vigorously for two or three hours, meeting or passing many people upon the busy road. Automobiles
there were in plenty, and loaded wagons, and jolly families off for town, and a herdsman driving sheep, and
small boys on their way to school with their dinner pails, and a gypsy wagon with lean, led horses following
behind, and even a Jewish peddler with a crinkly black beard, whom I was on the very point of stopping.
"I should like sometime to know a Jew," I said to myself.
As I travelled, feeling like one who possesses hidden riches, I came quite without warning upon the
beginning of my great adventure. I had been looking for a certain thing all the morning, first on one side of
the road, then the other, and finally I was rewarded. There it was, nailed high upon tree, the curious, familiar
sign:
[ REST ]
I stopped instantly. It seemed like an old friend.
"Well," said I. "I'm not at all tired, but I want to be agreeable."
With that I sat down on a convenient stone, took off my hat, wiped my forehead, and looked about me with
satisfaction, for it was a pleasant country.
I had not been sitting there above two minutes when my eyes fell upon one of the oddest specimens of
humanity (I thought then) that ever I saw. He had been standing near the roadside, just under the tree upon
which I had seen the sign, "Rest." My heart dotted and carried one.
"The sign man himself!" I exclaimed.
I arose instantly and walked down the road toward him.
"A man has only to stop anywhere here," I said exultantly, "and things happen.
The stranger's appearance was indeed extraordinary. He seemed at first glimpse to be about twice as large
around the hips as he was at the shoulders, but this I soon discovered to be due to no natural avoirdupois but
to the prodigious number of soiled newspapers and magazines with which the lowhanging pockets of his
overcoat were stuffed. For he was still wearing an old shabby overcoat though the weather was warm and
brightand on his head was an odd and outlandish hat. It was of fur, flat at the top, flat as a pie tin, with the
motheaten earlaps turned up at the sides and looking exactly like small furry ears. These, with the round
steel spectacles which he worethe only distinctive feature of his countenancegave him an indescribably
droll appearance.
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"A fox!" I thought.
Then I looked at him more closely.
"No," said I, "an owl, an owl!"
The stranger stepped out into the road and evidently awaited my approach. My first vivid impression of his
faceI remember it afterward shining with a strange inward illuminationwas not favourable. It was a
deeplined, scarred, wornlooking face, insignificant if not indeed ugly in its features, and yet, even at the
first glance, revealing something inexplainableincalculable
"Good day, friend," I said heartily.
Without replying to my greeting, he asked:
"Is this the road to Kilburn?"with a faint flavour of foreignness in his words.
"I think it is," I replied, and I noticed as he lifted his hand to thank me that one finger was missing and that
the hand itself was cruelly twisted and scarred.
The stranger instantly set off up the Road without giving me much more attention than he would have given
any other signpost. I stood a moment looking after himthe wings of his overcoat beating about his legs and
the small furry ears on his cap wagging gently.
"There," said I aloud, "is a man who is actually going somewhere."
So many men in this world are going nowhere in particular that when one comes alongeven though he be
amusing and insignificantwho is really (and passionately) going somewhere, what a stir he communicates
to a dull world! We catch sparks of electricity from the very friction of his passage.
It was so with this odd stranger. Though at one moment I could not help smiling at him, at the next I was
following him.
"It may be," said I to myself, "that this is really the sign man!"
I felt like Captain Kidd under full sail to capture a treasure ship; and as I approached I was much agitated as
to the best method of grappling and boarding. I finally decided, being a lover of bold methods, to let go my
largest gun firstfor moral effect.
"So," said I, as I ran alongside, "you are the man who puts up the signs."
He stopped and looked at me.
"What signs?"
"Why the sign 'Rest' along this road."
He paused for some seconds with a perplexed expression on his face.
"Then you are not the sign man?" I said.
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"No," he replied, "I ain't any sign man."
I was not a little disappointed, but having made my attack, I determined to see if there was any treasure
aboardwhich, I suppose, should be the procedure of any wellregulated pirate.
"I'm going this way myself," I said, "and if you have no objections"
He stood looking at me curiously, indeed suspiciously, through his round spectacles.
"Have you got the passport?" he asked finally.
"The passport!" I exclaimed, mystified in my turn.
"Yes," said he, "the passport. Let me see your hand."
When I held out my hand he looked at it closely for a moment, and then took it with a quick warm pressure in
one of his, and gave it a little shake, in a way not quite American.
"You are one of us," said he, "you work."
I thought at first that it was a bit of pleasantry, and I was about to return it in kind when I saw plainly in his
face a look of solemn intent.
"So," he said, "we shall travel like comrades."
He thrust his scarred hand through my arm, and we walked up the road side by side, his bulging pockets
beating first against his legs and then against mine, quite impartially.
"I think," said the stranger, "that we shall be arrested at Kilburn."
"We shall!" I exclaimed with something, I admit, of a shock.
"Yes," he said, "but it is all in the day's work."
"How is that?"
He stopped in the road and faced me. Throwing back his overcoat he pointed to a small red button on his coat
lapel.
"They don't want me in Kilburn," said he, "the mill men are strikin' there, and the bosses have got armed men
on every corner. Oh, the capitalists are watchin' for me, all right."
I cannot convey the strange excitement I felt. It seemed as though these words suddenly opened a whole new
world around mea world I had heard about for years, but never entered. And the tone in which he had used
the word "capitalist!" I had almost to glance around to make sure that there were no ravening capitalists
hiding behind the trees.
"So you are a Socialist," I said.
"Yes," he answered. "I'm one of those dangerous persons."
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First and last I have read much of Socialism, and thought about it, too, from the quiet angle of my farm
among the hills, but this was the first time I had ever had a live Socialist on my arm. I could not have been
more surprised if the stranger had said, "Yes, I am Theodore Roosevelt."
One of the discoveries we keep making all our life long (provided we remain humble) is the humorous
discovery of the ordinariness of the extraordinary. Here was this disrupter of society, this man of the red
flaghere he was with his mild spectacled eyes and his furry ears wagging as he walked. It was
unbelievable!and the sun shining on him quite as impartially as it shone on me.
Coming at last to a pleasant bit of woodland, where a stream ran under the roadway, I said:
"Stranger, let's sit down and have a bite of luncheon."
He began to expostulate, said he was expected in Kilburn.
"Oh, I've plenty for two," I said, "and I can say, at least, that I am a firm believer in cooperation.
Without more urging he followed me into the woods, where we sat down comfortably under a tree.
Now, when I take a fine thick sandwich out of my bag, I always feel like making it a polite bow, and before I
bite into a big brown doughnut, I am tempted to say, "By your leave, madam," and as for MINCE
PIEBeau Brummel himself could not outdo me in respectful consideration. But Bill Hahn neither saw,
nor smelled, nor, I think, tasted Mrs. Ransome's cookery. As soon as we sat down he began talking. From
time to time he would reach out for another sandwich or doughnut or pickle (without knowing in the least
which he was getting), and when that was gone some reflex impulse caused him to reach out for some more.
When the last crumb of our lunch had disappeared Bill Hahn still reached out. His hand groped absently
about, and coming in contact with no more doughnuts or pickles he withdrew itand did not know, I think,
that the meal was finished. (Confidentially, I have speculated on what might have happened if the supply had
been unlimited!)
But that was Bill Hahn. Once started on his talk, he never thought of food or clothing or shelter; but his eyes
glowed, his face lighted up with a strange effulgence, and he quite lost himself upon the tide of his own
oratory. I saw him afterward by a flarelight at the centre of a great crowd of men and womenbut that is
getting ahead of my story.
His talk bristled with such words as "capitalism," "proletariat," "classconsciousness"and he spoke with
fluency of "economic determinism" and "syndicalism." It was quite wonderful! And from time to time, he
would bring in a smashing quotation from Aristotle, Napoleon, Karl Marx, or Eugene V. Debs, giving them
all equal value, and he cited statistics!oh, marvellous statistics, that never were on sea or land.
Once he was so swept away by his own eloquence that he sprang to his feet and, raising one hand high above
his head (quite unconscious that he was holding up a dill pickle), he worked through one of his most thrilling
periods.
Yes, I laughed, and yet there was so brave a simplicity about this odd, absurd little man that what I laughed at
was only his outward appearance (and that he himself had no care for), and all the time I felt a growing
respect and admiration for him. He was not only sincere, but he was genuinely simplea much higher virtue,
as Fenelon says. For while sincere people do not aim at appearing anything but what they are, they are always
in fear of passing for something they are not. They are forever thinking about themselves, weighing all their
words and thoughts and dwelling upon what they have done, in the fear of having done too much or too little,
whereas simplicity, as Fenelon says, is an uprightness of soul which has ceased wholly to dwell upon itself or
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its actions. Thus there are plenty of sincere folk in the world but few who are simple.
Well, the longer he talked, the less interested I was in what he said and the more fascinated I became in what
he was. I felt a wistful interest in him: and I wanted to know what way he took to purge himself of himself. I
think if I had been in that group nineteen hundred years ago, which surrounded the beggar who was born
blind, but whose anointed eyes now looked out upon glories of the world, I should have been among the
questioners:
"What did he to thee? How opened he thine eyes?"
I tried ineffectually several times to break the swift current of his oratory and finally succeeded (when he
paused a moment to finish off a bit of pie crust).
"You must have seen some hard experiences in your life," I said.
"That I have," responded Bill Hahn, "the capitalistic system"
"Did you ever work in the mills yourself?" I interrupted hastily.
"Boy and man," said Bill Hahn, "I worked in that hell for thirtytwo yearsThe classconscious proletariat
have only to exert themselves"
"And your wife, did she work tooand your sons and daughters?"
A spasm of pain crossed his face.
"My daughter?" he said. "They killed her in the mills."
It was appallingthe dead level of the tone in which he uttered those wordsthe monotone of an emotion
long ago burned out, and yet leaving frightful scars.
"My friend!" I exclaimed, and I could not help laying my hand on his arm.
I had the feeling I often have with troubled childrenan indescribable pity that they have had to pass
through the valley of the shadow, and I not there to take them by the hand.
"And was thisyour daughterwhat brought you to your present belief?"
"No," said he, "oh, no. I was a Socialist, as you might say, from youth up. That is, I called myself a Socialist,
but, comrade, I've learned this here truth: that it ain't of so much importance that you possess a belief, as that
the belief possess you. Do you understand?"
"I think," said I, "that I understand."
Well, he told me his story, mostly in a curious, dull, detached wayas though he were speaking of some
third person in whom he felt only a brotherly interest, but from time to time some incident or observation
would flame up out of the narrative, like the opening of the door of a molten pitso that the glare hurt
one!and then the story would die back again into quiet narrative.
Like most working people he had never lived in the twentieth century at all. He was still in the feudal age,
and his whole life had been a blind and ceaseless struggle for the bare necessaries of life, broken from time to
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time by fierce irregular wars called strikes. He had never known anything of a real selfgoverning
commonwealth, and such progress as he and his kind had made was never the result of their citizenship, of
their powers as voters, but grew out of the explosive and ragged upheavals, of their own halforganized
societies and unions.
It was against the "black people" he said, that he was first on strike back in the early nineties. He told me all
about it, how he had been working in the mills pretty comfortablyhe was young and strong then; with a
fine growing family and a small home of his own.
"It was as pretty a place as you would want to see," he said; "we grew cabbages and onions and
turnipseverything grew fine!in the garden behind the house."
And then the "black people" began to come in, little by little at first, and then by the carload. By the "black
people" he meant the people from Southern Europe, he called them "hordes""hordes and hordes of
'em"Italians mostly, and they began getting into the mills and underbidding for the jobs, so that wages
slowly went down and at the same time the machines were speeded up. It seems that many of these "black
people" were single men or vigorous young married people with only themselves to support, while the old
American workers were men with families and little homes to pay for, and plenty of old grandfathers and
mothers, to say nothing of babies, depending upon them.
"There wasn't a living for a decent family left," he said.
So they struckand he told me in his dull monotone of the long bitterness of that strike, the empty
cupboards, the approach of winter with no coal for the stoves and no warm clothing for the children. He told
me that many of the old workers began to leave the town (some bound for the larger cities, some for the Far
West).
"But," said he with a sudden outburst of emotion, "I couldn't leave. I had the woman and the children!"
And presently the strike collapsed, and the workers rushed helter skelter back to the mills to get their old jobs.
"Begging like whipped dogs," he said bitterly.
Many of them found their places taken by the eager "black people," and many had to go to work at lower
wages in poorer placespunished for the fight they had made.
But he got along somehow, he said"the woman was a good manager" until one day he had the
misfortune to get his hand caught in the machinery. It was a place which should have been protected with
guards, but was not. He was laid up for several weeks, and the company, claiming that the accident was due
to his own stupidity and carelessness, refused even to pay his wages while he was idle. Well, the family had
to live somehow, and the woman and the daughter"she was a little thing," he said, "and frail"the woman
and the daughter went into the mill. But even with this new source of income they began to fall behind.
Money which should have gone toward making the last payments on their home (already long delayed by the
strike) had now to go to the doctor and the grocer.
"We had to live," said Bill Hahn.
Again and again he used this same phrase, "We had to live!" as a sort of bedrock explanation for all the woes
of life.
After a time, with one finger gone and a frightfully scarred handhe held it up for me to seehe went back
into the mill.
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"But it kept getting worse and worse," said he, "and finally I couldn't stand it any longer."
He and a group of friends got together secretly and tried to organize a union, tried to get the workmen
together to improve their own condition; but in some way ("they had spies everywhere," he said) the manager
learned of the attempt and one morning when he reported at the mill he was handed a slip asking him to call
for his wages, that his help was no longer required.
"I'd been with that one company for twenty years and four months," he said bitterly, "I'd helped in my small
way to build it up, make it a big concern payin' 28 per cent. dividends every year; I'd given part of my right
hand in doin' itand they threw me out like an old shoe."
He said he would have pulled up and gone away, but he still had the little home and the garden, and his wife
and daughter were still at work, so he hung on grimly, trying to get some other job. "But what good is a man
for any other sort of work," he said, "when he has been trained to the mills for thirtytwo years!"
It was not very long after that when the "great strike" beganindeed, it grew out of the organization which
he had tried to launchedand Bill Hahn threw himself into it with all his strength. He was one of the leaders.
I shall not attempt to repeat here his description of the bitter struggle, the coming of the soldiery, the street
riots, the long lists of arrests ("some," said he, "got into jail on purpose, so that they could at least have
enough to eat!"), the late meetings of strikers, the wild turmoil and excitement.
Of all this he told me, and then he stopped suddenly, and after a long pause he said in a low voice:
"Comrade, did ye ever see your wife and your sickly daughter and your kids sufferin' for bread to eat?"
He paused again with a hard, dry sob in his voice.
"Did ye ever see that?"
"No," said I, very humbly, "I have never seen anything like that."
He turned on me suddenly, and I shall never forget the look on his face, nor the blaze in his eyes:
"Then what can you know about workingmen?"
What could I answer?
A moment passed and then he said, as if a little remorseful at having turned thus on me:
"Comrade, I tell you, the iron entered my soulthem days."
It seems that the leaders of the strike were mostly old employees like Bill Hahn, and the company had
conceived the idea that if these men could be eliminated the organization would collapse, and the strikers be
forced back to work. One day Bill Hahn found that proceedings had been started to turn him out of his home,
upon which he had not been able to keep up his payments, and at the same time the merchant, of whom he
had been a respected customer for years, refused to give him any further credit.
"But we lived somehow," he said, "we lived and we fought."
It was then that he began to see clearly what it all meant. He said he made a great discovery: that the "black
people" against whom they had struck in 1894 were not to blame!
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"I tell you," said he, "we found when we got started that them black peoplewe used to call 'em
dagoeswere just workin' people like usand in hell with us. They were good soldiers, them Eyetalians
and Poles and Syrians, they fought with us to the end."
I shall not soon forget the intensely dramatic but perfectly simple way in which he told me how he came, as
he said, "to see the true light." Holding up his maimed right hand (that trembled a little), he pointed one
finger upward.
"I seen the big hand in the sky," he said, "I seen it as clear as daylight."
He said he saw at last what Socialism meant. One day he went home from a strikers' meetingone of the
last, for the men were worn out with their long struggle. It was a bitter cold day, and he was completely
discouraged. When he reached his own street he saw a pile of household goods on the sidewalk in front of his
home. He saw his wife there wringing her hands and crying. He said he could not take a step further, but sat
down on a neighbour's porch and looked and looked. "It was curious," he said, "but the only thing I could see
or think about was our old family clock which they had stuck on top of the pile, half tipped over. It looked
odd and I wanted to set it up straight. It was the clock we bought when we were married, and we'd had it
about twenty years on the mantel in the livin'room. It was a good clock," he said.
He paused and then smiled a little.
"I never have figured it out why I should have been able to think of nothing but that clock," he said, "but so it
was."
When he got home, he found his frail daughter just coming out of the empty house, "coughing as though she
was dyin'." Something, he said, seemed to stop inside him. Those were his words: "Something seemed to stop
inside 'o me."
He turned away without saying a word, walked back to strike headquarters, borrowed a revolver from a
friend, and started out along the main road which led into the better part of the town.
"Did you ever hear o' Robert Winter?" he asked.
"No," said I.
"Well, Robert Winter was the biggest gun of 'em all. He owned the mills there and the largest store and the
newspaper he pretty nearly owned the town."
He told me much more about Robert Winter which betrayed still a curious sort of feudal admiration for him,
and for his great place and power; but I need not dwell on it here. He told me how he climbed through a
hemlock hedge (for the stone gateway was guarded) and walked through the snow toward the great house.
"An' all the time I seemed to be seein' my daughter Margy right there before my eyes coughing as though she
was dyin'."
It was just nightfall and all the windows were alight. He crept up to a clump of bushes under a window and
waited there a moment while he drew out and cocked his revolver. Then he slowly reached upward until his
head cleared the sill and he could look into the room. "A big, warm room," he described it.
"Comrade," said he, "I had murder in my heart that night."
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So he stood there looking in with the revolver ready cocked in his hand.
"And what do you think I seen there?" he asked.
"I cannot guess," I said.
"Well," said Bill Hahn, "I seen the great Robert Winter that we had been fighting for five long monthsand
he was down on his hands and knees on the carpethe had his little daughter on his backand he was
creepin' about with heran' she was laughin'."
Bill Hahn paused.
"I had a bead on him," he said, "but I couldn't do itI just couldn't do it."
He came away all weak and trembling and cold, and, "Comrade," he said, "I was cryin' like a baby, and didn't
know why."
The next day the strike collapsed and there was the familiar stampede for work but Bill Hahn did not go
back. He knew it would be useless. A week later his frail daughter died and was buried in the paupers field.
"She was as truly killed," he said, "as though some one had fired a bullet at her through a window."
"And what did you do after that?" I asked, when he had paused for a long time with his chin on his breast.
"Well," said he, "I did a lot of thinking them days, and I says to myself: 'This thing is wrong, and I will go out
and stop itI will go out and stop it.'"
As he uttered these words, I looked at him curiouslyhis absurd flat fur hat with the motheaten ears, the
old bulging overcoat, the round spectacles, the scarred, insignificant facehe seemed somehow transformed,
a person elevated above himself, the tool of some vast incalculable force.
I shall never forget the phrase he used to describe his own feelings when he had reached this astonishing
decision to go out and stop the wrongs of the World. He said he "began to feel all clean inside."
"I see it didn't matter what become o' me, and I began to feel all clean inside."
It seemed, he explained, as though something big and strong had got hold of him, and he began to be happy.
"Since then," he said in a low voice, "I've been happier than I ever was before in all my life. I ain't got any
family, nor any homerightly speakin'nor any money, but, comrade, you see here in front of you, a happy
man."
When he had finished his story we sat quiet for some time.
"Well," said he, finally, "I must be goin'. The committee will wonder what's become o' me."
I followed him out to the road. There I put my hand on his shoulder, and said:
"Bill Hahn, you are a better man than I am."
He smiled, a beautiful smile, and we walked off together down the road.
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I wish I had gone on with him at that time into the city, but somehow I could not do it. I stopped near the top
of the hill where one can see in the distance that smoky huddle of buildings which is known as Kilburn, and
though he urged me, I turned aside and sat down in the edge of a meadow. There were many things I wanted
to think about, to get clear in my mind.
As I sat looking out toward that great city, I saw three men walking in the white road. As I watched them, I
could see them coming quickly, eagerly. Presently they threw up their hands and evidently began to shout,
though I could not hear what they said. At that moment I saw my friend Bill Hahn running in the road, his
coat skirts flapping heavily about his legs. When they met they almost fell into another's arms.
I suppose it was so that the early Christians, those who hid in the Roman catacombs, were wont to greet one
another.
So I sat thinking.
"A man," I said to myself, "who can regard himself as a function, not an end of creation, has arrived."
After a time I got up and walked down the hillsome strange force carrying me onwardand came thus to
the city of Kilburn.
CHAPTER X. I AM CAUGHT UP INTO LIFE
I can scarcely convey in written words the whirling emotions I felt when I entered the city of Kilburn. Every
sight, every sound, recalled vividly and painfully the unhappy years I had once spent in another and greater
city. Every mingled odour of the streetsand there is nothing that will so surely recreate (for me) the inner
emotion of a time or place as a remembered odourbrought back to me the incidents of that immemorial
existence.
For a time, I confess it frankly here, I felt afraid. More than once I stopped short in the street where I was
walking, and considered turning about and making again for the open country. Some there may be who will
feel that I am exaggerating my sensations and impressions, but they do not know of my memories of a former
life, nor of how, many years ago, I left the city quite defeated, glad indeed that I was escaping, and thinking
(as I have related elsewhere) that I should never again set foot upon a paved street. These things went deep
with me. Only the other day, when a friend asked me how old I was, I responded instantlyour
unpremeditated words are usually truestwith the date of my arrival at this farm.
"Then you are only ten years old!" he exclaimed with a laugh, thinking I was joking.
"Well," I said, "I am counting only the years worth living."
No; I existed, but I never really lived until I was reborn, that wonderful summer here among these hills.
I said I felt afraid in the streets of Kilburn, but it was no physical fear. Who could be safer in a city than the
man who has not a penny in his pockets? It was rather a strange, deep, spiritual shrinking. There seemed
something so irresistible about this life of the city, so utterly overpowering. I had a sense of being smaller
than I had previously felt myself, that in some way my personality, all that was strong or interesting or
original about me, was being smudged over, rubbed out. In the country I had in some measure come to
command life, but here, it seemed to me, life was commanding me and crushing me down. It is a difficult
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thing to describe: I never felt just that way before.
I stopped at last on the main street of Kilburn in the very heart of the town. I stopped because it seemed
necessary to me, like a man in a flood, to touch bottom, to get hold upon something immovable and stable. It
was just at that hour of evening when the stores and shops are pouring forth their rivulets of humanity to join
the vast flood of the streets. I stepped quickly aside into a niche near the corner of an immense building of
brick and steel and glass, and there I stood with my back to the wall, and I watched the restless, whirling,
torrential tide of the streets. I felt again, as I had not felt it before in years, the mysterious urge of the
citythe sense of unending, overpowering movement.
There was another strange, indeed uncanny, sensation that began to creep over me as I stood there. Though
hundreds upon hundreds of men and women were passing me every minute, not one of them seemed to see
me. Most of them did not even look in my direction, and those who did turn their eyes toward me see me to
glance through me to the building behind. I wonder if this is at all a common experience, or whether I was
unduly sensitive that day, unduly wrought up? I began to feel like one clad in garments of invisibility. I could
see, but was not seen. I could feel, but was not felt. In the country there are few who would not stop to speak
to me, or at least appraise me with their eyes; but here I was a wraith, a ghostnot a palpable human being at
all. For a moment I felt unutterably lonely.
It is this way with me. When I have reached the very depths of any serious situation or tragic emotion,
something within me seems at last to stophow shall I describe it?and I rebound suddenly and see the
world, as it were, doublesee that my condition instead of being serious or tragic is in reality amusingand
I usually came out of it with an utterly absurd or whimsical idea. It was so upon this occasion. I think it was
the image of my robust self as a wraith that did it.
"After all," I said aloud taking a firm hold on the good hard flesh of one of my legs, "this is positively David
Grayson."
I looked out again into that tide of facesinteresting, tired, passive, smiling, sad, but above all, preoccupied
faces.
"No one," I thought, "seems to know that David Grayson has come to town."
I had the sudden, almost irresistible notion of climbing up a step near me, holding up one hand, and crying
out:
"Here I am, my friends. I am David Grayson. I am real and solid and opaque; I have plenty of red blood
running in my veins. I assure you that I am a person well worth knowing."
I should really have enjoyed some such outlandish enterprise, and I am not at all sure yet that it would not
have brought me adventures and made me friends worth while. We fail far more often by underdaring than
by overdaring.
But this imaginary object had the result, at least, of giving me a new grip on things. I began to look out upon
the amazing spectacle before me in a different mood. It was exactly like some enormous anthill into which an
idle traveller had thrust his cane. Everywhere the ants were running out of their tunnels and burrows, many
carrying burdens and giving one strangely the impression that while they were intensely alive and active, not
more than half of them had any clear idea of where they were going. And serious, deadly serious, in their
haste! I felt a strong inclination to stop a few of them and say:
"Friends, cheer up. It isn't half as bad as you think it is. Cheer up!"
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After a time the severity of the human flood began to abate, and here and there at the bottom of that gulch of
a street, which had begun to fill with soft, bluishgray shadows, the evening lights a appeared. The air had
grown cooler; in the distance around a corner I heard a street organ break suddenly and joyously into the
lively strains of "The Wearin' o' the Green."
I stepped out into the street with quite a new feeling of adventure. And as if to testify that I was now a visible
person a sharpeyed newsboy discovered methe first human being in Kilburn who had actually seen me
and came up with a paper in his hand.
"Herald, boss?"
I was interested in the shrewd, worldwise, humorous look in the urchin's eyes.
"No," I began, with the full intent of bantering him into some sort of acquaintance; but he evidently measured
my purchasing capacity quite accurately, for he turned like a flash to another customer. "Herald, boss?"
"You'll have to step lively, David Grayson," I said to myself, "if you get aboard in this city."
A slouchy negro with a cigarette in his fingers glanced at me in passing and then, hesitating, turned quickly
toward me.
"Got a match, boss?"
I gave him a match.
"Thank you, boss," and he passed on down the street.
"I seem to be 'boss' around here," I said.
This contact, slight as it was, gave me a feeling of warmth, removed a little the sensation of aloofness I had
felt, and I strolled slowly down the street, looking in at the gay windows, now ablaze with lights, and
watching the really wonderful procession of vehicles of all shapes and sizes that rattled by on the pavement.
Even at that hour of the day I think there were more of them in one minute than I see in a whole month at my
farm.
It's a great thing to wear shabby clothes and an old hat. Some of the best things I have ever known, like these
experiences of the streets, have resulted from coming up to life from underneath; of being taken for less than
I am rather than for more than I am.
I did not always believe in this doctrine. For many yearsthe years before I was rightly born into this
alluring worldI tried quite the opposite course. I was constantly attempting to come down to life from
above. Instead of being content to carry through life a sufficiently wonderful being named David Grayson I
tried desperately to set up and support a sort of dummy creature which, so clad, so housed, so fed, should
appear to be what I thought David Grayson ought to appear in the eyes of the world. Oh, I spent quite a
lifetime trying to satisfy other people!
Once I remember staying at home, in bed, reading "Huckleberry Finn," while I sent my trousers out to be
mended.
Well, that dummy Grayson perished in a cornfield. His empty coat served well for a scarecrow. A wisp of
straw stuck out through a hole in his finest hat.
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And Ithe man withinI escaped, and have been out freely upon the great adventure of life.
If a shabby coat (and I speak here also symbolically, not forgetful of spiritual significances) lets you into the
adventurous world of those who are poor it does not on the other hand rob you of any true friendship among
those who are rich or mighty. I say true friendship, for unless a man who is rich and mighty is able to see
through my shabby coat (as I see through his fine one), I shall gain nothing by knowing him.
I've permitted myself all this digressionleft myself walking alone there in the streets of Kilburn while I
philosophized upon the ways and means of lifenot without design, for I could have had no such
experiences as I did have in Kilburn if I had worn a better coat or carried upon me the evidences of security
in life.
I think I have already remarked upon the extraordinary enlivenment of wits which comes to the man who has
been without a meal or so and does not know when or where he is again to break his fast. Try it, friend and
see! It was already getting along in the evening, and I knew or supposed I knew no one in Kilburn save only
Bill Hahn, Socialist who was little better off than I was.
In this emergency my mind began to work swiftly. A score of fascinating plans for getting my supper and a
bed to sleep in flashed through my mind.
"Why," said I, "when I come to think of it, I'm comparatively rich. I'll warrant there are plenty of places in
Kilburn, and good ones, too, where I could barter a chapter of Montaigne and a little good conversation for a
firstrate supper, and I've no doubt that I could whistle up a bed almost anywhere!"
I thought of a little motto I often repeat to myself:
TO KNOW LIFE, BEGIN ANYWHERE!
There were several people on the streets of Kilburn that night who don't know yet how very near they were to
being boarded by a somewhat shabby looking farmer who would have offered them, let us say, a notable
musical production called "Old Dan Tucker," exquisitely performed on a tin whistle, in exchange for a good
honest supper.
There was one man in particulara fine, pompous citizen who came down the street swinging his cane and
looking as though the universe was a sort of Christmas turkey, lying all brown and sizzling before him ready
to be carveda fine pompous citizen who never realized how nearly Fate with a battered volume of
Montaigne in one hand and a tin whistle in the othercame to pouncing upon him that evening! And I am
firmly convinced that if I had attacked him with the Great Particular Word he would have carved me off a
juicy slice of the white breast meat.
"I'm getting hungry," I said; "I must find Bill Hahn!"
I had turned down a side street, and seeing there in front of a building a number of lounging men with two or
three cabs or carriages standing nearby in the street I walked up to them. It was a livery barn.
Now I like all sorts of outofdoor people: I seem to be related to them through horses and cattle and cold
winds and sunshine. I like them and understand them, and they seem to like me and understand me. So I
walked up to the group of jolly drivers and stablemen intending to ask my directions. The talking died out
and they all turned to look at me. I suppose I was not altogether a familiar type there in the city streets. My
bag, especially, seemed to set me apart as a curious person.
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"Friends," I said, "I am a farmer"
They all broke out laughing; they seemed to know it already! I was just a little taken aback, but I laughed,
too, knowing that there was a way of getting at them if only I could find it.
"It may surprise you," I said, but this is the first time in some dozen years that I've been in a big city like
this."
"You hadn't 'ave told us, partner!" said one of them, evidently the wit of the group, in a rich Irish brogue.
"Well," I responded, laughing with the best of them, "you've been living right here all the time, and don't
realize how amusing and curious the city looks to me. Why, I feel as though I had been away sleeping for
twenty years, like Rip Van Winkle. When I left the city there was scarcely an automobile to be seen
anywhereand now look at them snorting through the streets. I counted twentytwo passing that corner up
there in five minutes by the clock."
This was a fortunate remark, for I found instantly that the invasion of the automobile was a matter of
tremendous import to such Knights of Bucephalus as these.
At first the wit interrupted me with amusing remarks, as wits will, but I soon had him as quiet as the others.
For I have found the things that chiefly interest people are the things they already know aboutprovided you
show them that these common things are still mysterious, still miraculous, as indeed they are.
After a time some one pushed me a stable stool and I sat down among them, and we had quite a conversation,
which finally developed into an amusing comparison (I wish I had room to repeat it here) between the city
and the country. I told them something about my farm, how much I enjoyed it, and what a wonderful free life
one had in the country. In this I was really taking an unfair advantage of them, for I was trading on the fact
that every man, down deep in his heart, has more or less of an instinct to get back to the soilat least all
outdoor men have. And when I described the simplest things about my barn, and the cattle and pigs, and the
beesand the good things we have to eatI had every one of them leaning forward and hanging on my
words.
Harriet sometimes laughs at me for the way I celebrate farm life. She says all my apples are the size of
Hubbard squashes, my eggs all doubleyolked, and my cornfields tropical jungles. Practical Harriet! My
apples may not ALL be the size of Hubbard squashes, but they are good, sizable apples, and as for
flavourall the spices of Arcady! And I believe, I KNOW, from my own experience that these fields and
hills are capable of healing men's souls. And when I see people wandering around a lonesome city like
Kilburn, with never a soft bit of soil to put their heels into, nor a green thing to cultivate, nor any corn or
apples or honey to harvest, I feelwell, that they are wasting their time.
(It's a fact, Harriet!)
Indeed I had the most curious experience with my friend the withis name I soon learned was Healya
jolly, round, rednosed, outdoor chap with fists that looked like smallsized hams, and a rich, warm Irish
voice. At first he was inclined to use me as the ready butt of his lively mind, but presently he became so
much interested in what I was saying that he sat squarely in front of me with both his jolly eyes and his
smiling mouth wide open.
"If ever you pass my way," I said to him, "just drop in and I'll give you a dinner of baked beans"and I
smacked"and home made bread" and I smacked again"and pumpkin pie"and I smacked a third
time"that will make your mouth water."
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All this smacking and the description of baked beans and pumpkin pie had an odd counter effect upon ME;
for I suddenly recalled my own tragic state. So I jumped up quickly and asked directions for getting down to
the mill neighbourhood, where I hoped to find Bill Hahn. My friend Healy instantly volunteered the
information.
"And now," I said, "I want to ask a small favour of you. I'm looking for a friend, and I'd like to leave my bag
here for the night."
"Sure, sure," said the Irishman heartily. "Put it there in the officeon top o' the desk. It'll be all right."
So I put it in the office and was about to say goodbye, when my friend said to me:
"Come in, partner, and have a drink before you go"and he pointed to a nearby saloon.
"Thank you," I answered heartily, for I knew it was as fine a bit of hospitality as he could offer me, "thank
you, but I must find my friend before it gets too late."
"Aw, come on now," he cried, taking my arm. "Sure you'll be better off for a bit o' warmth inside."
I had hard work to get away from them, and I am as sure as can be that they would have found supper and a
bed for me if they had known I needed either.
"Come agin," Healy shouted after me, "we're glad to see a farmer any toime."
My way led me quickly out of the wellgroomed and glittering main streets of the town. I passed first
through several blocks of quiet residences, and then came to a street near the river which was garishly
lighted, and crowded with small, poor shops and stores, with a saloon on nearly every corner. I passed a huge,
dark, silent box of a mill, and I saw what I never saw before in a city, armed men guarding the streets.
Although it was growing lateit was after nine o'clockcrowds of people were still parading the streets,
and there was something intangibly restless, something tense, in the very atmosphere of the neighbourhood. It
was very plain that I had reached the strike district. I was about to make some further inquiries for the
headquarters of the mill men or for Bill Hahn personally, when I saw, not far ahead of me, a black crowd of
people reaching out into the street. Drawing nearer I saw that an open space or block between two rows of
houses was literally black with human beings, and in the centre on a raised platform, under a gasolene flare, I
beheld my friend of the road, Bill Hahn. The overcoat and the hat with the furry ears had disappeared, and the
little man stood there bareheaded, before that great audience.
My experience in the world is limited, but I have never heard anything like that speech for sheer power. It
was as unruly and powerful and resistless as life itself. It was not like any other speech I ever heard, for it was
no mere giving out by the orator of ideas and thoughts and feelings of his own. It seemed ratherhow shall I
describe it?as though the speaker was looking into the very hearts of that vast gathering of poor men and
poor women and merely telling them what they themselves felt, but could not tell. And I shall never forget
the breathless hush of the people or the quality of their responses to the orator's words. It was as though they
said, "Yes, yes" with a feeling of vast relief"Yes, yesat last our own hopes and fears and desires are
being utteredyes, yes."
As for the orator himself, he held up one maimed hand and leaned over the edge of the platform, and his
undistinguished face glowed with the white light of a great passion within. The man had utterly forgotten
himself.
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I confess, among those eager working people, clad in their poor garments, I confess I was profoundly moved.
Faith is not so bounteous a commodity in this world that we can afford to treat even its unfamiliar
manifestations with contempt. And when a movement is hot with life, when it stirs common men to their
depths, look out! look out!
Up to that time I had never known much of the practical workings of Socialism; and the main contention of
its philosophy has never accorded wholly with my experience in life.
But the Socialism of today is no mere abstractionas it was, perhaps, in the days of Brook Farm. It is a
mode of action. Men whose view of life is perfectly balanced rarely soil themselves with the dust of battle.
The heat necessary to produce social conflict (and social progresswho knows?) is generated by a supreme
faith that certain principles are universal in their application when in reality they are only local or temporary.
Thus while one may not accept the philosophy of Socialism as a final explanation of human life, he may yet
look upon Socialism in action as a powerful method of stimulating human progress. The world has been
lagging behind in its sense of brotherhood, and we now have the Socialists knit together in a fighting
friendship as fierce and narrow in its motives as Calvinism, pricking us to reform, asking the cogent question:
"Are we not all brothers?"
Oh, we are going a long way with these Socialists, we are going to discover a new world of social
relationshipsand then, and then, like a mighty wave; will flow in upon us a renewed and more wonderful
sense of the worth of the individual human soul. A new individualism, bringing with it, perhaps, some faint
realization of our dreams of a race of Supermen, lies just beyond! Its prophets, girded with rude garments and
feeding upon the wild honey of poverty, are already crying in the wilderness.
I think I could have remained there at the Socialist meeting all night long: there was something about it that
brought a hard, dry twist to my throat. But after a time my friend Bill Hahn, evidently quite worn out, yielded
his place to another and far less clairvoyant speaker, and the crowd, among whom I now discovered quite a
number of policemen, began to thin out.
I made my way forward and saw Bill Hahn and several other men just leaving the platform. I stepped up to
him, but it was not until I called him by name (I knew how absent minded he was!) that he recognized me.
"Well, well," he said; "you came after all!"
He seized me by both arms and introduced me to several of his companions as "Brother Grayson." They all
shook hands with me warmly.
Although he was perspiring, Bill put on his overcoat and the old fur hat with the ears, and as he now took my
arm I could feel one of his bulging pockets beating against my leg. I had not the slightest idea where they
were going, but Bill held me by the arm and presently we came, a block or so distant, to a dark, narrow
stairway leading up from the street. I recall the stumbling sound of steps on the wooden boards, a laugh or
two, the high voice of a woman asserting and denying. Feeling our way along the wall, we came to the top
and went into a long, low, rather dimly lighted room set about with tables and chairsa sort of restaurant. A
number of men and a few women had already gathered there. Among them my eyes instantly singled out a
huge, roughlooking man who stood at the centre of an animated group. He had thick, shaggy hair, and one
side of his face over the cheekbone was of a dull blueblack and raked and scarred, where it had been burned
in a Powder blast. He had been a miner. His gray eyes, which had a surprisingly youthful and even humorous
expression, looked out from under coarse, thick, gray brows. A very remarkable face and figure he presented.
I soon learned that he was R D, the leader of whom I had often heard, and heard no good thing. He
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was quite a different type from Bill Hahn: he was the man of authority, the organizer, the diplomatas Bill
was the prophet, preaching a holy war.
How wonderful human nature is! Only a short time before I had been thrilled by the intensity of the passion
of the throng, but here the mood suddenly changed to one of friendly gayety. Fully a third of those present
were women, some of them plainly from the mills and some of them curiously differentwomen from other
walks in life who had thrown themselves heart and soul into the strike. Without ceremony but with much
laughing and joking, they found their places around the tables. A cook, who appeared in a dim doorway was
greeted with a shout, to which he responded with a wide smile, waving the long spoon which he held in his
hand.
I shall not attempt to give any complete description of the gathering or of what they said or did. I think I
could devote a dozen pages to the single man who was placed next to me. I was interested in him from the
outset. The first thing that struck me about him was an air of neatness, even fastidiousness, about his
personthough he wore no stiff collar, only a soft woollen shirt without a necktie. He had the long sensitive,
beautiful hands of an artist, but his face was thin and marked with the pallor peculiar to the indoor worker. I
soon learned that he was a weaver in the mills, an Englishman by birth, and we had not talked two minutes
before I found that, while he had never had any education in the schools, he had been a gluttonous reader of
books all kind of booksand, what is more, had thought about them and was ready with vigorous (and
narrow) opinions about this author or that. And he knew more about economics and sociology, I firmly
believe, than half the college professors. A truly remarkable man.
It was an Italian restaurant, and I remember how, in my hunger, I assailed the generous dishes of boiled meat
and spaghetti. A red wine was served in large bottles which circulated rapidly around the table, and almost
immediately the room began to fill with tobacco smoke. Every one seemed to be talking and laughing at
once, in the liveliest spirit of good fellowship. They joked from table to table, and sometimes the whole room
would quiet down while some one told a joke, which invariably wound up with a roar of laughter.
"Why," I said, "these people have a whole life, a whole society, of their own!"
In the midst of this jollity the clear voice of a girl rang out with the first lines of a song. Instantly the room
was hushed:
Arise, ye prisoners of starvation, Arise, ye wretched of the earth, For justice thunders condemnation A better
world's in birth.
These were the words she sang, and when the clear, sweet voice died down the whole company, as though by
a common impulse, arose from their chairs, and joined in a great swelling chorus:
It is the final conflict, Let each stand in his place, The Brotherhood of Man Shall be the human race.
It was beyond belief, to me, the spirit with which these words were sung. In no sense with jollityall that
seemed to have been dropped when they came to their feetbut with an unmistakable fervour of faith. Some
of the things I had thought and dreamed about secretly among the hills of my farm all these years, dreamed
about as being something far off and as unrealizable as the millennium, were here being sung abroad with
jaunty faith by these weavers of Kilburn, these weavers and workers whom I had schooled myself to regard
with a sort of distant pity.
Hardly had the company sat down again, with a renewal of the flow of jolly conversation When I heard a
rapping on one of the tables. I saw the great form of R D slowly rising.
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"Brothers and sisters," he said, "a word of caution. The authorities will lose no chance of putting us in the
wrong. Above all we must comport ourselves here and in the strike with great care. We are fighting a great
battle, bigger than we are"
At this instant the door from the dark hallway suddenly opened and a man in a policeman's uniform stepped
in. There fell an instant's dead silencean explosive silence. Every person there seemed to be petrified in the
position in which his attention was attracted. Every eye was fixed on the figure at the door. For an instant no
one said a word; then I heard a woman's shrill voice, like a rifleshot:
"Assassin!"
I cannot imagine what might have happened next, for the feeling in the room, as in the city itself, was at the
tensest, had not the leader suddenly brought the goblet which he held in his hand down with a bang upon the
table.
"As I was saying," he continued in a steady, clear voice, "we are fighting today the greatest of battles, and
we cannot permit trivial incidents, or personal bitterness, or small persecutions, to turn us from the great work
we have in hand. However our opponents may comport themselves, we must be calm, steady, sure, patient,
for we know that our cause is just and will prevail."
"You're right," shouted a voice back in the room.
Instantly the tension relaxed, conversation started again and every one turned away from the policeman at the
door. In a few minutes, he disappeared without having said a word.
There was no regular speaking, and about midnight the party began to break up. I leaned over and said to my
friend Bill Hahn:
"Can you find me a place to sleep tonight?"
"Certainly I can," he said heartily.
There was to be a brief conference of the leaders after the supper, and those present soon departed. I went
down the long, dark stairway and out into the almost deserted street. Looking up between the buildings I
could see the clear blue sky and the stars. And I walked slowly up and down awaiting my friend and trying,
vainly to calm my whirling emotions.
He came at last and I went with him. That night I slept scarcely at all, but lay looking up into the darkness.
And it seemed as though, as I lay there, listening, that I could hear the city moving in its restless sleep and
sighing as with heavy pain. All night long I lay there thinking.
CHAPTER XI. I COME TO GRAPPLE WITH THE CITY
I have laughed heartily many times since I came home to think of the Figure of Tragedy I felt myself that
morning in the city of Kilburn. I had not slept well, had not slept at all, I think, and the experiences and
emotions of the previous night still lay heavy upon me. Not before in many years had I felt such a depression
of the spirits.
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It was all so different from the things I love! Not so much as a spear of grass or a leafy tree to comfort the
eye, or a bird to sing; no quiet hills, no sight of the sun coming up in the morning over dewy fields, no sound
of cattle in the lane, no cheerful cackling of fowls, nor buzzing of bees! That morning, I remember, when I
first went out into those squalid streets and saw everywhere the evidences of poverty, dirt, and
ignoranceand the sweet, clean country not two miles awaythe thought of my own home among the hills
(with Harriet there in the doorway) came upon me with incredible longing.
"I must go home; I must go home!" I caught myself saying aloud.
I remember how glad I was when I found that my friend Bill Hahn and other leaders of the strike were to be
engaged in conferences during the forenoon, for I wanted to be alone, to try to get a few things straightened
out in my mind.
But I soon found that a city is a poor place for reflection or contemplation. It bombards one with an infinite
variety of new impressions and new adventures; and I could not escape the impression made by crowded
houses, and illsmelling streets, and dirty sidewalks, and swarming human beings. For a time the burden of
these things rested upon my breast like a leaden weight; they all seemed so utterly wrong to me, so
unnecessary; so unjust! I sometimes think of religion as only a high sense of good order; and it seemed to me
that morning as though the very existence of this disorderly mill district was a challenge to religion, and an
offence to the Orderer of an Orderly Universe. I don't now how such conditions may affect other people, but
for a time I felt a sharp sense of impatienceyes, angerwith it all. I had an impulse to take off my coat
then and there and go at the job of setting things to rights. Oh, I never was more serious in my life: I was
quite prepared to change the entire scheme of things to my way of thinking whether the people who lived
there liked it or not. It seemed to me for a few glorious moments that I had only to tell them of the wonders in
our country, the pleasant, quiet roads, the comfortable farmhouses, the fertile fields, and the wooded
hillsand, poof! all this crowded poverty would dissolve and disappear, and they would all come to the
country and be as happy as I was.
I remember how, once in my life, I wasted untold energy trying to make over my dearest friends. There was
Harriet, for example, dear, serious, practical Harriet. I used to be fretted by the way she was forever trying to
clip my wing feathersI suppose to keep me close to the quiet and friendly and unadventurous roost! We
come by such a long, long road, sometimes, to the acceptance of our nearest friends for exactly what they are.
Because we are so fond of them we try to make them over to suit some curious ideal of perfection of our
ownuntil one day we suddenly laugh aloud at our own absurdity (knowing that they are probably trying as
hard to reconstruct us as we are to reconstruct them) and thereafter we try no more to change them, we just
love 'em and enjoy 'em!
Some such psychological process went on in my consciousness that morning. As I walked briskly through the
streets I began to look out more broadly around me. It was really a perfect spring morning, the air crisp, fresh,
and sunny, and the streets full of life and activity. I looked into the faces of the people I met, and it began to
strike me that most of them seemed oblivious of the fact that they should, by good rights, be looking
downcast and dispirited. They had cheered their approval the night before when the speakers had told them
how miserable they were (even acknowledging that they were slaves), and yet here they were this morning
looking positively goodhumoured, cheerful, some of them even gay. I warrant if I had stepped up to one of
them that morning and intimated that he was a slave he would havewell, I should have had serious trouble
with him! There was a degree of sociability in those back streets, a visiting from window to window, gossipy
gatherings in front areaways, a sort of pavement domesticity, that I had never seen before. Being a lover
myself of such friendly intercourse I could actually feel the hum and warmth of that neighbourhood.
A group of brightly clad girl strikers gathered on a corner were chatting and laughing, and children in plenty
ran and shouted at their play in the street. I saw a group of them dancing merrily around an Italian
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handorgan man who was filling the air with jolly music. I recall what a sinking sensation I had at the pit of
my reformer's stomach when it suddenly occurred to me that these people some of them, anyway, might
actually LIKE this crowded, sociable neighbourhood! "They might even HATE the country," I exclaimed.
It is surely one of the fundamental humours of life to see absurdly serious little human beings (like D. G. for
example) trying to stand in the place of the Almighty. We are so confoundedly infallible in our judgments, so
sure of what is good for our neighbour, so eager to force upon him our particular doctors or our particular
remedies; we are so willing to put our childish fingers into the machinery of creationand we howl so lustily
when we get them pinched!
"Why!" I exclaimed, for it came to me like a new discovery, "it's exactly the same here as it is in the country!
I haven't got to make over the universe: I've only got to do my own small job, and to look up often at the trees
and the hills and the sky and be friendly with all men."
I cannot express the sense of comfort, and of trust, which this reflection brought me. I recall stopping just
then at the corner of a small green city square, for I had now reached the better part of the city, and of seeing
with keen pleasure the green of the grass and the bright colour of a bed of flowers, and two or three clean
nursemaids with clean baby cabs, and a flock of pigeons pluming themselves near a stone fountain, and an
old tired horse sleeping in the sun with his nose buried in a feed bag.
"Why," I said, "all this, too, is beautiful!" So I continued my walk with quite a new feeling in my heart,
prepared again for any adventure life might have to offer me.
I supposed I knew no living soul in Kilburn but Bill the Socialist. What was my astonishment and pleasure,
then in one of the business streets to discover a familiar face and figure. A man was just stepping from an
automobile to the sidewalk. For an instant; in that unusual environment, I could not place him, then I stepped
up quickly and said:
"Well, well, Friend Vedder."
He looked around with astonishment at the man in the shabby clothesbut it was only for an instant.
"David Grayson!" he exclaimed, "and how did YOU get into the city?"
"Walked," I said.
"But I thought you were an incurable and irreproachable countryman! Why are you here?"
"Love o' life," I said; "love o' life."
"Where are you stopping?" I waved my hand.
"Where the road leaves me," I said. "Last night I left my bag with some good friends I made in front of a
livery stable and I spent the night in the mill district with a Socialist named Bill Hahn."
"Bill Hahn!" The effect upon Mr. Vedder was magical.
"Why, yes," I said, "and a remarkable man he is, too."
I discovered immediately that my friend was quite as much interested in the strike as Bill Hahn, but on the
other side. He was, indeed, one of the directors of the greatest mill in Kilburnthe very one which I had
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seen the night before surrounded by armed sentinels. It was thrilling to me, this knowledge, for it seemed to
plump me down at once in the middle of thingsand soon, indeed, brought me nearer to the brink of great
events than ever I was before in all my days.
I could see that Mr. Vedder considered Bill Hahn as a sort of devouring monster, a wholly incendiary and
dangerous person. So terrible, indeed, was the warning he gave me (considering me, I suppose an
unsophisticated person) that I couldn't help laughing outright.
"I assure you" he began, apparently much offended.
But I interrupted him.
"I'm sorry I laughed," I said, "but as you were talking about Bill Hahn, I couldn't help thinking of him as I
first saw him." And I gave Mr. Vedder as lively a description as I could of the little man with his bulging coat
tails, his furry ears, his odd round spectacles. He was greatly interested in what I said and began to ask many
questions. I told him with all the earnestness I could command of Bill's history and of his conversion to his
present beliefs. I found that Mr. Vedder had known Robert Winter very well indeed, and was amazed at the
incident which I narrated of Bill Hahn's attempt upon his life.
I have always believed that if men could be made to understand one another they would necessarily be
friendly, so I did my best to explain Bill Hahn to Mr. Vedder.
"I'm tremendously interested in what you say," he said, "and we must have more talk about it."
He told me that he had now to put in an appearance at his office, and wanted me to go with him; but upon my
objection he pressed me to take luncheon with him a little later, an invitation which I accepted with real
pleasure.
"We haven't had a word about gardens," he said, "and there are no end of things that Mrs. Vedder and I found
that we wanted to talk with you about after you had left us."
"Well!" I said, much delighted, "let's have a regular oldfashioned country talk."
So we parted for the time being, and I set off in the highest spirits to see something more of Kilburn.
A city, after all, is a very wonderful place. One thing, I recall, impressed me powerfully that morningthe
way in which every one was working, apparently without any common agreement or any common purpose,
and yet with a high sort of understanding. The first hearing of a difficult piece of music (to an uncultivated
ear like mine) often yields nothing but a confused sense of unrelated motives, but later and deeper hearings
reveal the harmony which ran so clear in the master's soul.
Something of this sort happened to me in looking out upon the life of that great city of Kilburn. All about on
the streets, in the buildings, under ground and above ground, men were walking, running, creeping, crawling,
climbing, lifting, digging, driving, buying, selling, sweating, swearing, praying, loving, hating, struggling,
failing, sinning, repentingall working and living according to a vast harmony, which sometimes we can
catch clearly and sometimes miss entirely. I think, that morning, for a time, I heard the true music of the
spheres, the stars singing together.
Mr. Vedder took me to a quiet restaurant where we had a snug alcove all to ourselves. I shall remember it
always as one of the truly pleasant experiences of my pilgrimage.
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I could see that my friend was sorely troubled, that the strike rested heavy upon him, and so I led the
conversation to the hills and the roads and the fields we both love so much. I plied him with a thousand
questions about his garden. I told him in the liveliest way of my adventures after leaving his home, how I had
telephoned him from the hills, how I had taken a swim in the millpond, and especially how I had lost myself
in the old cowpasture, with an account of all my absurd and laughable adventures and emotions.
Well, before we had finished our luncheon I had every line ironed from the brow of that poor plagued rich
man, I had brought jolly crinkles to the corners of his eyes, and once or twice I had him chuckling down deep
inside (Where chuckles are truly effective). Talk about cheering up the poor: I think the rich are usually far
more in need of it!
But I couldn't keep the conversation in these delightful channels. Evidently the strike and all that it meant lay
heavy upon Mr. Vedder's consciousness, for he pushed back his coffee and began talking about it, almost in a
tone of apology. He told me how kind he had tried to make the mill management in its dealings with its men.
"I would not speak of it save in explanation of our true attitude of helpfulness; but we have really given our
men many advantages"and he told me of the readingroom the company had established, of the visiting
nurse they had employed, and of several other excellent enterprises, which gave only another proof of what I
knew already of Mr. Vedder's sincere kindness of heart.
"But," he said, "we find they don't appreciate what we try to do for them."
I laughed outright.
"Why," I exclaimed, "you are having the same trouble I have had!"
"How's that?" he inquired, I thought a little sharply. Men don't like to have their seriousness trifled with.
"No longer ago than this morning," I said, "I had exactly that idea of giving them advantages; but I found that
the difficulty lies not with the ability to give, but with the inability or unwillingness to take. You see I have a
great deal of surplus wealth myself"
Mr. Vedder's eyes flickered up at me.
"Yes," I said. "I've got immense accumulations of the wealth of the agesingots of Emerson and Whitman,
for example, gems of Voltaire, and I can't tell what other superfluous coinage!" (And I waved my hand in the
most grandiloquent manner.) "I've also quite a store of knowledge of corn and calves and cucumbers, and I've
a boundless domain of exceedingly valuable landscapes. I am prepared to give bountifully of all these varied
riches (for I shall still have plenty remaining), but the fact is that this generation of vipers doesn't appreciate
what I am trying to do for them. I'm really getting frightened, lest they permit me to perish from undistributed
riches!"
Mr. Vedder was still smiling.
"Oh," I said, warming up to my idea, "I'm a regular multimillionaire. I've got so much wealth that I'm afraid I
shall not be as fortunate as jolly Andy Carnegie, for I don't see how I can possibly die poor!"
"Why not found a university or so?" asked Mr. Vedder.
"Well, I had thought of that. It's a good idea. Let's join our forces and establish a university where truly
serious people can take courses in laughter."
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"Fine idea!" exclaimed Mr. Vedder; "but wouldn't it require an enormous endowment to accommodate all the
applicants? You must remember that this is a very benighted and illiterate world, laughingly speaking."
"It is, indeed," I said, "but you must remember that many people, for a long time, will be too serious to apply.
I wonder sometimes if any one ever learns to laugh really laugh much before he is forty."
"But," said Mr. Vedder anxiously, "do you think such an institution would be accepted by the proletariat of
the seriousminded?"
"Ah, that's the trouble," said I, "that's the trouble. The proletariat doesn't appreciate what we are trying to do
for them! They don't want your readingrooms nor my Emerson and cucumbers. The seat of the difficulty
seems to be that what seems wealth to us isn't necessarily wealth for the other fellow."
I cannot tell with what delight we fenced our way through this foolery (which was not all foolery, either). I
never met a man more quickly responsive than Mr. Vedder. But he now paused for some moments, evidently
ruminating.
"Well, David," he said seriously, "what are we going to do about this obstreperous other fellow?"
"Why not try the experiment," I suggested, "of giving him what he considers wealth, instead of what you
consider wealth?"
"But what does he consider wealth?"
"Equality," said I.
Mr. Vedder threw up his hands.
"So you're a Socialist, too!"
"That," I said, "is another story."
"Well, supposing we did or could give him this equality you speak ofwhat would become of us? What
would we get out of it?"
"Why, equality, too!" I said.
Mr. Vedder threw up his hands up with a gesture of mock resignation.
"Come," said he, "let's get down out of Utopia!"
We had some further goodhumoured fencing and then returned to the inevitable problem of the strike.
While we were discussing the meeting of the night before which, I learned, had been luridly reported in the
morning papers, Mr. Vedder suddenly turned to me and asked earnestly:
"Are you really a Socialist?"
"Well," said I, "I'm sure of one thing. I'm not ALL Socialist, Bill Hahn believes with his whole soul (and his
faith has made him a remarkable man) that if only another class of peoplehis classcould come into the
control of material property, that all the ills that man is heir to would be speedily cured. But I wonder if when
men own property collectivelyas they are going to one of these daysthey will quarrel and hate one
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another any less than they do now. It is not the ownership of material property that interests me so much as
the independence of it. When I started out from my farm on this pilgrimage it seemed to me the most blessed
thing in the world to get away from property and possession."
"What are you then, anyway?" asked Mr. Vedder, smiling.
"Well, I've thought of a name I would like to have applied to me sometimes," I said. "You see I'm
tremendously fond of this world exactly as it is now. Mr. Vedder, it's a wonderful and beautiful place! I've
never seen a better one. I confess I could not possibly live in the rarefied atmosphere of a final solution. I
want to live right here and now for all I'm worth. The other day a man asked me what I thought was the best
time of life. 'Why,' I answered without a thought, 'Now.' It has always seemed to me that if a man can't make
a go of it, yes, and be happy at this moment, he can't be at the next moment. But most of all, it seems to me, I
want to get close to people, to look into their hearts, and be friendly with them. Mr. Vedder, do you know
what I'd like to be called?"
"I cannot imagine," said he.
"Well, I'd like to be called an Introducer. My friend, Mr. Blacksmith, let me introduce you to my friend, Mr.
Plutocrat. I could almost swear that you were brothers, so near alike are you! You'll find each other
wonderfully interesting once you get over the awkwardness of the introduction. And Mr. White Man, let me
present you particularly to my good friend, Mr. Negro. You will see if you sit down to it that this colour of
the face is only skin deep."
"It's a good name!" said Mr. Vedder, laughing.
"It's a wonderful name," said I, "and it's about the biggest and finest work in the worldto know human
beings just as they are, and to make them acquainted with one another just as they are. Why, it's the
foundation of all the democracy there is, or ever will be. Sometimes I think that friendliness is the only
achievement of life worth whileand unfriendliness the only tragedy."
I have since felt ashamed of myself when I thought how I lectured my unprotected host that day at luncheon;
but it seemed to boil out of me irresistibly. The experiences of the past two days had stirred me to the very
depths, and it seemed to me I must explain to somebody how it all impressed meand to whom better than
to my good friend Vedder?
As we were leaving the table an idea flashed across my mind which seemed, at first, so wonderful that it quite
turned me dizzy.
"See here, Mr. Vedder," I exclaimed, "let me follow my occupation practically. I know Bill Hahn and I know
you. Let me introduce you. If you could only get together, if you could only understand what good fellows
you both are, it might go far toward solving these difficulties."
I had some trouble persuading him, but finally he consented, said he wanted to leave no stone unturned, and
that he would meet Bill Hahn and some of the other leaders, if proper arrangements could be made.
I left him, therefore, in excitement, feeling that I was at the point of playing a part in a very great event.
"Once get these men together," I thought, "and they MUST come to an understanding."
So I rushed out to the mill district, saying to myself over and over (I have smiled about it since!): "We'll settle
this strike: we'll settle this strike: we'll settle this strike." After some searching I found my friend Bill in the
little room over a saloon that served as strike headquarters. A dozen or more of the leaders were there, faintly
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distinguishable through clouds of tobacco smoke. Among them sat the great R D, his burly figure
looming up at one end of the table, and his strong, rough, ironjawed face turning first toward this speaker
and then toward that. The discussion, which had evidently been lively, died down soon after I appeared at the
door, and Bill Hahn came out to me and we sat down together in the adjoining room. Here I broke eagerly
into an account of the happenings of the day, described my chance meeting with Mr. Vedderwho was well
known to Bill by reputationand finally asked him squarely whether he would meet him. I think my
enthusiasm quite carried him away.
"Sure, I will," said Bill Hahn heartily.
"When and where?" I asked, "and will any of the other men join you?"
Bill was all enthusiasm at once, for that was the essence of his temperament, but he said that he must first
refer it to the committee. I waited, in a tense state of impatience, for what seemed to me a very long time; but
finally the door opened and Bill Hahn came out bringing R D himself with him. We all sat down
together, and R D began to ask questions (he was evidently suspicious as to who and what I was); but
I think, after I talked with them for some time that I made them see the possibilities and the importance of
such a meeting. I was greatly impressed with R D, the calmness and steadiness of the man, his
evident shrewdness. "A real general," I said to myself. "I should like to know him better."
After a long talk they returned to the other room, closing the door behind them, and I waited again, still more
impatiently.
It seems rather absurd now, but at that moment I felt firmly convinced that I was on the way to the permanent
settlement of a struggle which had occupied the best brains of Kilburn for many weeks.
While I was waiting in that dingy anteroom, the other door slowly opened and a boy stuck his head in.
"Is David Grayson here?" he asked.
"Here he is," said I, greatly astonished that any one in Kilburn should be inquiring for me, or should know
where I was.
The boy came in, looked at me with jolly round eyes for a moment, and dug a letter out of his pocket. I
opened it at once, and glancing at the signature discovered that it was from Mr. Vedder.
"He said I'd probably find you at strike headquarters," remarked the boy.
This was the letter: marked "Confidential."
My Dear Grayson: I think you must be something of a hypnotist. After you left me I began to think of the
project you mentioned, and I have talked it over with one or two of my associates. I would gladly hold this
conference, but it does not now seem wise for us to do so. The interests we represent are too important to be
jeopardized. In theory you are undoubtedly right, but in this case I think you will agree with me (when you
think it over), we must not show any weakness. Come and stop with us tonight: Mrs. Vedder will be
overjoyed to see you and we'll have another fine talk.
I confess I was a good deal cast down as I read this letter.
"What interests are so important?" I asked myself, "that they should keep friends apart?"
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But I was given only a moment for reflection for the door opened and my friend Bill, together with R
Dand several other members of the committee, came out. I put the letter in my pocket, and for a moment
my brain never worked under higher pressure. What should I say to them now? How could I explain myself ?
Bill Hahn was evidently labouring under considerable excitement, but R D was as calm as a judge.
He sat down in the chair opposite and said to me:
"We've been figuring out this proposition of Mr. Vedder's. Your idea is all right, and it would be a fine thing
if we could really get together as you suggest upon terms of common understanding and friendship."
"Just what Mr. Vedder said," I exclaimed.
"Yes," he continued, "it's all right in theory; but in this case it simply won't work. Don't you see it's got to be
war? Your friend and I could probably understand each otherbut this is a class war. It's all or nothing with
us, and your friend Vedder knows it as well as we do."
After some further argument and explanation, I said:
"I see: and this is Socialism."
"Yes," said the great R D, "this is Socialism."
"And it's force you would use," I said.
"It's force THEY use," he replied.
After I left the strike headquarters that eveningfor it was almost dark before I parted with the
committeeI walked straight out through the crowded streets, so absorbed in my thoughts that I did not
know in the least where I was going. The street lights came out, the crowds began to thin away, I heard a
strident song from a phonograph at the entrance to a picture show, and as I passed again in front of the great,
dark, manywindowed mill which had made my friend Vedder a rich man I saw a sentinel turn slowly at the
corner. The light glinted on the steel of his bayonet. He had a fresh, fine, boyish face.
"We have some distance yet to go in this world," I said to myself, "no man need repine for lack of good work
ahead."
It was only a little way beyond this mill that an incident occurred which occupied probably not ten minutes of
time, and yet I have thought about it since I came home as much as I have thought about any other incident of
my pilgrimage. I have thought how I might have acted differently under the circumstances, how I could have
said this or how I ought to have done thatall, of course, now to no purpose whatever. But I shall not
attempt to tell what I ought to have done or said, but what I actually did do and say on the spur of the
moment.
It was in a narrow, dark street which opened off the brightly lighted main thoroughfare of that mill
neighbourhood. A girl standing in the shadows between two buildings said to me as I passed:
"Good evening."
I stopped instantly, it was such a pleasant, friendly voice.
"Good evening," I said, lifting my hat and wondering that there should be any one here in this back street
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who knew me.
"Where are you going?" she asked.
I stepped over quickly toward her, hat in hand. She was a mere slip of a girl, rather comely, I thought, with
small childish features and a halftimid, halfbold look in her eyes. I could not remember having seen her
before.
She smiled at meand then I knew!
Well, if some one had struck me a brutal blow in the face I could not have been more astonished.
We know of things!and yet how little we know until they are presented to us in concrete form. Just such a
little school girl as I have seen a thousand times in the country, the pathetic childish curve of the chin, a small
rebellious curl hanging low on her temple.
I could not say a word. The girl evidently saw in my face that something was the matter, for she turned and
began to move quickly away. Such a wave of compassion (and anger, too) swept over me as I cannot well
describe. I stepped after her and asked in a low voice:
"Do you work in the mills?"
"Yes, when there's work."
"What is your name?"
"Maggie"
"Well, Maggie," I said, "let's be friends."
She looked around at me curiously, questioningly.
"And friends," I said, "should know something about each other. You see I am a farmer from the country. I
used to live in a city myself, a good many years ago, but I got tired and sick and hopeless. There was so much
that was wrong about it. I tried to keep the pace and could not. I wish I could tell you what the country has
done for me."
We were walking along slowly, side by side, the girl perfectly passive but glancing around at me from time to
time with a wondering look. I don't know in the least now what prompted me to do it, but I began telling in a
quiet, low voicefor, after all, she was only a childI began telling her about our chickens at the farm and
how Harriet had named them all, and one was Frances E. Willard, and one, a speckled one, was Martha
Washington, and I told her of the curious antics of Martha Washington and of the number of eggs she laid,
and of the sweet new milk we had to drink, and the honey right out of our own hives, and of the things
growing in the garden.
Once she smiled a little, and once she looked around at me with a curious, timid, halfwistful expression in
her eyes.
"Maggie," I said, "I wish you could go to the country."
"I wish to God I could," she replied.
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We walked for a moment in silence. My head was whirling with thoughts: again I had that feeling of
helplessness, of inadequacy, which I had felt so sharply on the previous evening. What could I do?
When we reached the corner, I said:
"Maggie, I will see you safely home."
She laugheda hard, bitter laugh.
"Oh, I don't need any one to show me around these streets!"
"I will see you home," I said.
So we walked quickly along the street together.
"Here it is," she said finally, pointing to a dark, meanlooking, onestory house, set in a dingy, barren
areaway.
"Well, good night, Maggie," I said, "and good luck to you."
"Good night," she said faintly.
When I had walked to the corner, I stopped and looked back. She was standing stockstill just where I had
left hera figure I shall never forget.
I have hesitated about telling of a further strange thing that happened to me that nightbut have decided at
last to put it in. I did not accept Mr. Vedder's invitation: I could not; but I returned to the room in the
tenement where I had spent the previous night with Bill Hahn the Socialist. It was a small, dark, noisy room,
but I was so weary that I fell almost immediately into a heavy sleep. An hour or more later I don't know how
long indeedI was suddenly awakened and found myself sitting bolt upright in bed. It was close and dark
and warm there in the room, and from without came the muffled sounds of the city. For an instant I waited,
rigid with expectancy. And then I heard as clearly and plainly as ever I heard anything:
"David! David!" in my sister Harriet's voice.
It was exactly the voice in which she has called me a thousand times. Without an instant's hesitation, I
stepped out of bed and called out:
"I'm coming, Harriet! I'm coming!"
"What's the matter?" inquired Bill Hahn sleepily.
"Nothing," I replied, and crept back into bed.
It may have been the result of the strain and excitement of the previous two days. I don't explain itI can
only tell what happened.
Before I went to sleep again I determined to start straight for home in the morning: and having decided, I
turned over, drew a long, comfortable breath and did not stir again, I think, until long after the morning sun
shone in at the window.
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CHAPTER XII. THE RETURN
"Everything divine runs with light feet."
Surely the chief delight of going away from home is the joy of getting back again. I shall never forget that
spring morning when I walked from the city of Kilburn into the open country, my bag on my back, a song in
my throat, and the gray road stretching straight before me. I remember how eagerly I looked out across the
fields and meadows and rested my eyes upon the distant hills. How roomy it all was! I looked up into the
clear blue of the sky. There was space here to breathe, and distances in which the spirit might spread its
wings. As the old prophet says, it was a place where a man might be placed alone in the midst of the earth.
I was strangely glad that morning of every little stream that ran under the bridges, I was glad of the trees I
passed, glad of every bird and squirrel in the branches, glad of the cattle grazing in the fields, glad of the jolly
boys I saw on their way to school with their dinner pails, glad of the bluff, redfaced teamster I met, and of
the snug farmer who waved his hand at me and wished me a friendly good morning. It seemed to me that I
liked every one I saw, and that every one liked me.
So I walked onward that morning, nor ever have had such a sense of relief and escape, nor ever such a feeling
of gayety.
"Here is where I belong," I said. "This is my own country. Those hills are mine, and all the fields, and the
trees and the sky and the road here belongs to me as much as it does to any one."
Coming presently to a small house near the side of the road, I saw a woman working with a trowel in her
sunny garden. It was good to see her turn over the warm brown soil; it was good to see the plump green rows
of lettuce and the thin green rows of onions, and the nasturtiums and sweet peas; it was goodafter so many
days in that desert of a cityto get a whiff of blossoming things. I stood for a moment looking quietly over
the fence before the woman saw me. When at last she turned and looked up, I said:
"Good morning."
She paused, trowel in hand.
"Good morning," she replied; "you look happy."
I wasn't conscious that I was smiling outwardly.
"Well, I am," I said; "I'm going home."
"Then you OUGHT to be happy," said she.
"And I'm glad to escape THAT," and I pointed toward the city.
"What?"
"Why, that old monster lying there in the valley."
I could see that she was surprised and even a little alarmed. So I began intently to admire her young cabbages
and comment on the perfection of her geraniums. But I caught her eying me from time to time as I leaned
there on the fence, and I knew that she would come back sooner or later to my remark about the monster.
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Having shocked your friend (not too unpleasantly), abide your time, and he will want to be shocked again. So
I was not at all surprised to hear her ask:
"Have you travelled far?"
"I should say so!" I replied. "I've been on a very long journey. I've seen many strange sights and met many
wonderful people."
"You may have been in California, then. I have a daughter in California."
"No," said I, "I was never in California."
"You've been a long time from home, you say?"
"A very long time from home."
"How long?"
"Three weeks."
"Three weeks! And how far did you say you had travelled?"
"At the farthest point, I should say sixty miles from home."
"But how can you say that in travelling only sixty miles and being gone three weeks that you have seen so
many strange places and people?"
"Why," I exclaimed, "haven't you seen anything strange around here?'"
"Why, no" glancing quickly around her.
"Well, I'm strange, am I not?"
"Well"
"And you're strange."
She looked at me with the utmost amazement. I could scarcely keep from laughing.
"I assure you," I said, "that if you travel a thousand miles you will find no one stranger than I amor you
arenor anything more wonderful than all this" and I waved my hand.
This time she looked really alarmed, glancing quickly toward the house, so that I began to laugh.
"Madam," I said, "good morning!"
So I left her standing there by the fence looking after me, and I went on down the road.
"Well," I said, "she'll have something new to talk about. It may add a month to her life. Was there ever such
an amusing world!"
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About noon that day I had an adventure that I have to laugh over every time I think of it. It was unusual, too,
as being almost the only incident of my journey which was of itself in the least thrilling or out of the
ordinary. Why, this might have made an item in the country paper!
For the first time on my trip I saw a man that I really felt like calling a trampa tramp in the generally
accepted sense of the term. When I left home I imagined I should meet many tramps, and perhaps learn from
them odd and curious things about life; but when I actually came into contact with the shabby men of the
road, I began to be puzzled. What was a tramp, anyway?
I found them all strangely different, each with his own distinctive history, and each accounting for himself as
logically as I could for myself. And save for the fact that in none of them I met were the outward graces and
virtues too prominently displayed, I have come back quite uncertain as to what a scientist might call
typecharacteristics. I had thought of following Emerson in his delightfully optimistic definition of a weed. A
weed, he says, is a plant whose virtues have not been discovered. A tramp, then, is a man whose virtues have
not been discovered. Or, I might follow my old friend the Professor (who dearly loves all growing things) in
his even kindlier definition of a weed. He says that it is merely a plant misplaced. The virility of this
definition has often impressed me when I have tried to grub the excellent and useful horseradish plants out of
my asparagus bed! Let it be thena tramp is a misplaced man, whose virtues have not been discovered.
Whether this is an adequate definition or not, it fitted admirably the man I overtook that morning on the road.
He was certainly misplaced, and during my brief but exciting experience with him I discovered no virtues
whatever.
In one way he was quite different from the traditional tramp. He walked with far too lively a step, too
jauntily, and he had with him a small, shaggy, nondescript dog, a dog as shabby as he, trotting close at his
heels. He carried a light stick, which he occasionally twirled over in his hand. As I drew nearer I could hear
him whistling and even, from time to time, breaking into a lively bit of song. What a devilmaycare chap he
seemed, anyway! I was greatly interested.
When at length I drew alongside he did not seem in the least surprised. He turned, glanced at me with his
bold black eyes, and broke out again into the song he was singing. And these were the words of his songat
least, all I can remember of them:
Oh, I'm so fine and gay, I'm so fine and gay, I have to take a dog along, To kape the gairls away.
What droll zest he put into it! He had a red nose, a globular red nose set on his face like an overgrown
strawberry, and from under the worst derby hat in the world burst his thick curly hair.
"Oh, I'm so fine and gay," he sang, stepping to the rhythm of his song, and looking the very image of
goodhumoured impudence. I can't tell how amused and pleased I wasthough if I had known what was to
happen later I might not have been quite so friendlyyes, I would too!
We fell into conversation, and it wasn't long before I suggested that we stop for luncheon together somewhere
along the road. He cast a quick appraising eye at my bag, and assented with alacrity. We climbed a fence and
found a quiet spot near a little brook.
I was much astonished to observe the resources of my jovial companion. Although he carried neither bag nor
pack and appeared to have nothing whatever in his pockets, he proceeded, like a professional prestidigitator,
to produce from his shabby clothing an extraordinary number of curious thingsa black tin can with a wire
handle, a small box of matches, a soiled package which I soon learned contained tea, a miraculously big dry
sausage wrapped in an old newspaper, and a claspknife. I watched him with breathless interest.
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He cut a couple of crotched sticks to hang the pail on and in two or three minutes had a little fire, no larger
than a man's hand, burning brightly under it. ("Big fires," said he wisely, "are not for us.") This he fed with
dry twigs, and in a very few minutes he had a pot of tea from which he offered me the first drink. This, with
my luncheon and part of his sausage, made up a very good meal.
While we were eating, the little dog sat sedately by the fire. From time to time his master would say, "Speak,
Jimmy."
Jimmy would sit up on his haunches, his two front paws hanging limp, turn his head to one side in the
drollest way imaginable and give a yelp. His master would toss him a bit of sausage or bread and he would
catch it with a snap.
"Fine dog!" commented my companion.
"So he seems," said I.
After the meal was over my companion proceeded to produce other surprises from his pocketsa bag of
tobacco, a brier pipe (which he kindly offered to me and which I kindly refused), and a soiled packet of
cigarette papers. Having rolled a cigarette with practised facility, he leaned up against a tree, took off his hat,
lighted the cigarette and, having taken a long draw at it, blew the smoke before him with an incredible air of
satisfaction.
"Solid comfort this herehey!" he exclaimed.
We had some further talk, but for so jovial a specimen he was surprisingly uncommunicative. Indeed, I think
he soon decided that I somehow did not belong to the fraternity, that I was a "farmer"in the most
opprobrious senseand he soon began to drowse, rousing himself once or twice to roll another cigarette, but
finally dropping (apparently, at least) fast asleep.
I was glad enough of the rest and quiet after the strenuous experience of the last two daysand I, too, soon
began to drowse. It didn't seem to me then that I lost consciousness at all, but I suppose I must have done so,
for when I suddenly opened my eyes and sat up my companion had vanished. How he succeeded in gathering
up his pail and packages so noiselessly and getting away so quickly is a mystery to me.
"Well," I said, "that's odd."
Rousing myself deliberately I put on my hat and was about to take up my bag when I suddenly discovered
that it was open. My raincape was missing! It wasn't a very good raincape, but it was missing.
At first I was inclined to be angry, but when I thought of my jovial companion and the cunning way in which
he had tricked me, I couldn't help laughing. At the same time I jumped up quickly and ran down the road.
"I may get him yet," I said.
Just as I stepped out of the woods I caught a glimpse of a man some hundreds of yards away, turning quickly
from the main road into a lane or bypath. I wasn't altogether sure that he was my man, but I ran across the
road and climbed the fence. I had formed the plan instantly of cutting across the field and so striking the
byroad farther up the hill. I had a curious sense of amused exultation, the very spirit of the chase, and my
mind dwelt with the liveliest excitement on what I should say or do if I really caught that jolly spark of
impudence
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So I came by way of a thicket along an old stone fence to the byroad, and there, sure enough, only a little
way ahead of me, was my man with the shaggy little dog close at his heels. He was making pretty good time,
but I skirted swiftly along the edge of the road until I had nearly overtaken him. Then I slowed down to a
walk and stepped out into the middle of the road. I confess my heart was pounding at a lively rate. The next
time he looked behind himguiltily enough, too!I said in the calmest voice I could command:
"Well, brother, you almost left me behind."
He stopped and I stepped up to him.
I wish I could describe the look in his facemingled astonishment, fear, and defiance.
"My friend," I said, "I'm disappointed in you."
He made no reply.
"Yes, I'm disappointed. You did such a very poor job."
"Poor job!" he exclaimed.
"Yes," I said, and I slipped my bag off my shoulder and began to rummage inside. My companion watched
me silently and suspiciously.
"You should not have left the rubbers."
With that I handed him my old rubbers. A peculiar expression came into the man's face.
"Say, pardner, what you drivin' at?"
"Well," I said, "I don't like to see such evidences of haste and inefficiency."
He stood staring at me helplessly, holding my old rubbers at arm's length.
"Come on now," I said, "that's over. We'll walk along together."
I was about to take his arm, but quick as a flash he dodged, cast both rubbers and raincape away from him,
and ran down the road for all he was worth, the little dog, looking exactly like a rolling ball of fur, pelting
after him. He never once glanced back, but ran for his life. I stood there and laughed until the tears came, and
ever since then, at the thought of the expression on the jolly rover's face when I gave him my rubbers, I've
had to smile. I put the raincape and rubbers back into my bag and turned again to the road.
Before the afternoon was nearly spent I found myself very tired, for my two days' experience in the city had
been more exhausting for me, I think, than a whole month of hard labour on my farm. I found haven with a
friendly farmer, whom I joined while he was driving his cows in from the pasture. I helped him with his
milking both that night and the next morning, and found his situation and family most interestingbut I shall
not here enlarge upon that experience.
It was late afternoon when I finally surmounted the hill from which I knew well enough I could catch the first
glimpse of my farm. For a moment after I reached the top I could not raise my eyes, and when finally I was
able to raise them I could not see.
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"There is a spot in Arcadya spot in Arcadya spot in Arcady" So runs the old song.
There IS a spot in Arcady, and at the centre of it there is a weatherworn old house, and not far away a
perfect oak tree, and green fields all about, and a pleasant stream fringed with alders in the little valley. And
out of the chimney into the sweet, still evening air rises the slow white smoke of the supperfire.
I turned from the main road, and climbed the fence and walked across my upper field to the old wood lane.
The air was heavy and sweet with clover blossoms, and along the fences I could see that the raspberry bushes
were ripening their fruit.
So I came down the lane and heard the comfortable grunting of pigs in the pasture lot and saw the calves
licking one another as they stood at the gate.
"How they've grown!" I said.
I stopped at the corner of the barn for a moment. From within I heard the rattling of milk in a pail (a fine
sound), and heard a man's voice saying:
"Whoa, there! Stiddy now!"
"Dick's milking," I said.
So I stepped in at the doorway.
"Lord, Mr. Grayson!" exclaimed Dick, rising instantly and clasping my hand like a longlost brother.
"I'm glad to see you!"
"I'm glad to see YOU!"
The warm smell of the new milk, the pleasant sound of animals stepping about in the stable, the old mare
reaching her long head over the stanchion to welcome me, and nipping at my fingers when I rubbed her
nose
And there was the old house with the late sun upon it, the vines hanging green over the porch, Harriet's trim
flower bedI crept along quietly to the corner. The kitchen door stood open.
"Well, Harriet!" I said, stepping inside.
"Mercy! David!"
I have rarely known Harriet to be in quite such a reckless mood. She kept thinking of a new kind of sauce or
jam for supper (I think there were seven, or were there twelve? on the table before I got through). And there
was a new rhubarb pie such as only Harriet can make, just brown enough on top, and not too brown, with just
the right sort of hills and hummocks in the crust, and here and there little sugary bubbles where a suggestion
of the goodness came throughsuch a pie! and such an appetite to go with it!
"Harriet," I said, "you're spoiling me. Haven't you heard how dangerous it is to set such a supper as this
before a man who is perishing with hunger? Have you no mercy for me?"
This remark produced the most extraordinary effect. Harriet was at that moment standing in the corner near
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the pump. Her shoulders suddenly began to shake convulsively.
"She's so glad I'm home that she can't help laughing," I thought, which shows how penetrating I really am.
She was crying.
"Why, Harriet!" I exclaimed.
"Hungry!" she burst out, "and jjoking about it!"
I couldn't say a single word; somethingit must have been a piece of the rhubarb piestuck in my throat.
So I sat there and watched her moving quietly about in that immaculate kitchen. After a time I walked over to
where she stood by the table and put my arm around her quickly. She half turned her head, in her quick,
businesslike way. I noted how firm and clean and sweet her face was.
"Harriet," I said, "you grow younger every year."
No response.
"Harriet," I said, "I haven't seen a single person anywhere on my journey that I like as much as I do you."
The quick blood came up.
"TherethereDavid!" she said.
So I stepped away.
"And as for rhubarb pie, Harriet"
When I first came to my farm years ago there were mornings when I woke up with the strong impression that
I had just been hearing the most exquisite sounds of music. I don't know whether this is at all a common
experience, but in those days (and farther back in my early boyhood) I had it frequently. It did not seem
exactly like music either, but was rather a sense of harmony, so wonderful, so pervasive that it cannot be
described. I have not had it so often in recent years, but on the morning after I reached home it came to me as
I awakened with a strange depth and sweetness. I lay for a moment there in my clean bed. The morning sun
was up and coming in cheerfully through the vines at the window; a gentle breeze stirred the clean white
curtains, and I could smell even there the odours of the garden.
I wish I had room to tell, but I cannot, of all the crowded experiences of that daythe renewal of
acquaintance with the fields, the cattle, the fowls, the bees, of my long talks with Harriet and Dick Sheridan,
who had cared for my work while I was away; of the wonderful visit of the Scotch Preacher, of Horace's
shrewd and whimsical comments upon the general absurdity of the head of the Grayson familyoh, of a
thousand thingsand how when I went into my study and took up the nearest book in my favourite caseit
chanced to be "The Bible in Spain"it opened of itself at one of my favourite passages, the one beginning:
"Mistos amande, I am content"
So it's all over! It has been a great experience; and it seems to me now that I have a firmer grip on life, and a
firmer trust in that Power which orders the ages. In a book I read not long ago, called "A Modern Utopia," the
writer provides in his imaginary perfect state of society a class of leaders known as Samurai. And, from time
to time, it is the custom of these Samurai to cut themselves loose from the crowding world of men, and with
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packs on their backs go away alone to far places in the deserts or on Arctic ice caps. I am convinced that
every man needs some such change as this, an opportunity to think things out, to get a new grip on life, and a
new hold on God. But not for me the Arctic ice cap or the desert! I choose the Friendly Roadand all the
common people who travel in it or live along itI choose even the busy city at the end of it.
I assure you, friend, that it is a wonderful thing for a man to cast himself freely for a time upon the world, not
knowing where his next meal is coming from, nor where he is going to sleep for the night. It is a surprising
readjuster of values. I paid my way, I think, throughout my pilgrimage; but I discovered that stamped metal is
far from being the world's only true coin. As a matter of fact, there are many things that men prize more
highlybecause they are rarer and more precious.
My friend, if you should chance yourself some day to follow the Friendly Road, you may catch a fleeting
glimpse of a man in a rusty hat, carrying a gray bag, and sometimes humming a little song under his breath
for the joy of being there. And it may actually happen, if you stop him, that he will take a tin whistle from his
bag and play for you, "Money Musk," or "Old Dan Tucker," or he may produce a battered old volume of
Montaigne from which he will read you a passage. If such an adventure should befall you, know that you
have met
Your friend,
David Grayson.
P. S. Harriet bemoans most of all the unsolved mystery of the sign man. But it doesn't bother me in the
least. I'm glad now I never found him. The poet sings his song and goes his way. If we sought him out how
horribly disappointed we might be! We might find him shaving, or eating sausage, or drinking a bottle of
beer. We might find him shaggy and unkempt where we imagined him beautiful, weak where we thought him
strong, dull where we thought him brilliant. Take then the vintage of his heart and let him go. As for me, I'm
glad some mystery is left in this world. A thousand signs on my roadways are still as unexplainable, as
mysterious, and as beguiling as this. And I can close my narrative with no better motto for tired spirits than
that of the country roadside:
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