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The Soul of Nicholas Snyders

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THE SOUL OF NICHOLAS SNYDERS, OR THE MISER OF ZANDAM

Once upon a time in Zandam, which is by the Zuider Zee, there lived a  wicked man named Nicholas Snyders.

He was mean and hard and cruel,  and loved but one thing in the world, and that was gold.  And even  that not

for its own sake.  He loved the power gold gave himthe  power to tyrannize and to oppress, the power to

cause suffering at his  will.  They said he had no soul, but there they were wrong.  All men  ownor, to speak

more correctly, are owned bya soul; and the soul  of Nicholas Snyders was an evil soul.  He lived in the old

windmill  which still is standing on the quay, with only little Christina to  wait upon him and keep house for

him.  Christina was an orphan whose  parents had died in debt.  Nicholas, to Christina's everlasting  gratitude,

had cleared their memoryit cost but a few hundred  florinsin consideration that Christina should work for

him without  wages.  Christina formed his entire household, and only one willing  visitor ever darkened his

door, the widow Toelast.  Dame Toelast was  rich and almost as great a miser as Nicholas himself.  "Why

should not  we two marry?" Nicholas had once croaked to the widow Toelast.  "Together we should be masters

of all Zandam."  Dame Toelast had  answered with a cackling laugh; but Nicholas was never in haste. 

One afternoon Nicholas Snyders sat alone at his desk in the centre of  the great semicircular room that took

up half the ground floor of the  windmill, and that served him for an office, and there came a knocking  at the

outer door. 

"Come in!" cried Nicholas Snyders.  He spoke in a tone quite kind for  Nicholas Snyders.  He felt so sure it was

Jan knocking at the  doorJan Van der Voort, the young sailor, now master of his own ship,  come to demand

of him the hand of little Christina.  In anticipation,  Nicholas Snyders tasted the joy of dashing Jan's hopes to

the ground;  of hearing him plead, then rave; of watching the growing pallor that  would overspread Jan's

handsome face as Nicholas would, point by  point, explain to him the consequences of defiancehow, firstly,

Jan's old mother should be turned out of her home, his old father put  into prison for debt; how, secondly, Jan

himself should be pursued  without remorse, his ship be bought over his head before he could  complete the

purchase.  The interview would afford to Nicholas Snyders  sport after his own soul.  Since Jan's return the day

before, he had  been looking forward to it.  Therefore, feeling sure it was Jan, he  cried "Come in!" quite

cheerily. 

But it was not Jan.  It was somebody Nicholas Snyders had never set  eyes on before.  And neither, after that

one visit, did Nicholas  Snyders ever set eyes upon him again.  The light was fading, and  Nicholas Snyders

was not the man to light candles before they were  needed, so that he was never able to describe with any

precision the  stranger's appearance.  Nicholas thought he seemed an old man, but  alert in all his movements;

while his eyesthe one thing about him  Nicholas saw with any clearnesswere curiously bright and

piercing. 

"Who are you?" asked Nicholas Snyders, taking no pains to disguise his  disappointment. 

"I am a pedlar," answered the stranger.  His voice was clear and not  unmusical, with just the suspicion of

roguishness behind. 

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"Not wanting anything," answered Nicholas Snyders drily.  "Shut the  door and be careful of the step." 

But instead the stranger took a chair and drew it nearer, and, himself  in shadow, looked straight into Nicholas

Snyders' face and laughed. 

"Are you quite sure, Nicholas Snyders?  Are you quite sure there is  nothing you require?" 

"Nothing," growled Nicholas Snyders"except the sight of your back."  The stranger bent forward, and with

his long, lean hand touched  Nicholas Snyders  playfully  upon  the  knee.  "Wouldn't you like a  soul, Nicholas

Snyders?" he asked. 

"Think of it," continued the strange pedlar, before Nicholas could  recover power of speech.  "For forty years

you have drunk the joy of  being mean and cruel.  Are you not tired of the taste, Nicholas  Snyders?  Wouldn't

you like a change?  Think of it, Nicholas  Snydersthe joy of being loved, of hearing yourself blessed,

instead  of cursed!  Wouldn't it be good fun, Nicholas Snydersjust by way of  a change?  If you don't like it,

you can return and be yourself  again." 

What Nicholas Snyders, recalling all things afterwards, could never  understand was why he sat there,

listening in patience to the  stranger's talk; for, at the time, it seemed to him the jesting of a  wandering fool.

But something about the stranger had impressed him. 

"I have it with me," continued the odd pedlar; "and as for price"  The stranger made a gesture indicating

dismissal of all sordid  details.  "I look for my reward in watching the result of the  experiment.  I am something

of a philosopher.  I take an interest in  these matters.  See."  The stranger dived between his legs and  produced

from his pack a silver flask of cunning workmanship and laid  it on the table. 

"Its flavour is not unpleasant," explained the stranger.  "A little  bitter; but one does not drink it by the goblet:

a wineglassful, such  as one would of old Tokay, while the mind of both is fixed on the same  thought:  'May

my soul pass into him, may his pass into me!'  The  operation is quite simple:  the secret lies within the drug."

The  stranger patted the quaint flask as though it had been some little  dog. 

"You will say:  'Who will exchange souls with Nicholas Snyders?'"  The  stranger appeared to have come

prepared with an answer to all  questions.  "My friend, you are rich; you need not fear.  It is the  possession men

value the least of all they have.  Choose your soul and  drive your bargain.  I leave that to you with one word of

counsel  only:  you will find the young readier than the oldthe young, to  whom the world promises all things

for gold.  Choose you a fine, fair,  fresh, young soul, Nicholas Snyders; and choose it quickly.  Your hair  is

somewhat grey, my friend.  Taste, before you die, the joy of  living." 

The strange pedlar laughed and, rising, closed his pack.  Nicholas  Snyders neither moved nor spoke, until with

the soft clanging of the  massive door his senses returned to him.  Then, seizing the flask the  stranger had left

behind him, he sprang from his chair, meaning to  fling it after him into the street.  But the flashing of the

firelight  on its burnished surface stayed his hand. 

"After all, the case is of value," Nicholas chuckled, and put the  flask aside and, lighting the two tall candles,

buried himself again  in his greenbound ledger.  Yet still from time to time Nicholas  Snyders' eye would

wander to where the silver flask remained half  hidden among dusty papers.  And later there came again a

knocking at  the door, and this time it really was young Jan who entered. 

Jan held out his great hand across the littered desk. 


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"We parted in anger, Nicholas Snyders.  It was my fault.  You were in  the right.  I ask you to forgive me.  I was

poor.  It was selfish of  me to wish the little maid to share with me my poverty.  But now I am  no longer poor." 

"Sit down," responded Nicholas in kindly tone.  "I have heard of it.  So now you are master and the owner of

your shipyour very own." 

"My very own after one more voyage," laughed Jan.  "I have Burgomaster  Allart's promise." 

"A promise is not a performance," hinted Nicholas.  "Burgomaster  Allart is not a rich man; a higher bid might

tempt him.  Another might  step in between you and become the owner." 

Jan only laughed.  "Why, that would be the work of an enemy, which,  God be praised, I do not think that I

possess." 

"Lucky lad!" commented Nicholas; "so few of us are without enemies.  And your parents, Jan, will they live

with you?" 

"We wished it," answered Jan, "both Christina and I.  But the mother  is feeble.  The old mill has grown into

her life." 

"I can understand," agreed Nicholas.  "The old vine torn from the old  wall withers.  And your father, Jan;

people will gossip.  The mill is  paying?" 

Jan shook his head.  "It never will again; and the debts haunt him.  But all that, as I tell him, is a thing of the

past.  His creditors  have agreed to look to me and wait." 

"All of them?" queried Nicholas. 

"All of them I could discover," laughed Jan. 

Nicholas Snyders pushed back his chair and looked at Jan with a smile  upon his wrinkled face.  "And so you

and Christina have arranged it  all?" 

"With your consent, sir," answered Jan. 

"You will wait for that?" asked Nicholas. 

"We should like to have it, sir."  Jan smiled, but the tone of his  voice fell agreeably on Nicholas Snyders' ear.

Nicholas Snyders loved  best beating the dog that, growled and showed its teeth. 

"Better not wait for that," said Nicholas Snyders.  "You might have to  wait long." 

Jan rose, an angry flush upon his face.  "So nothing changes you,  Nicholas Snyders.  Have it your own way,

then." 

"You will marry her in spite of me?" 

"In spite of you and of your friends the fiends, and of your master  the Devil!" flung out Jan.  For Jan had a

soul that was generous and  brave and tender and excessively shorttempered.  Even the best of  souls have

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"I am sorry," said old Nicholas. 

"I am glad to hear it," answered Jan. 

"I am sorry for your mother," explained Nicholas.  "The poor dame, I  fear, will be homeless in her old age.

The mortgage shall be  foreclosed, Jan, on your weddingday.  I am sorry for your father,  Jan.  His creditors,

Janyou have overlooked just one.  I am sorry  for him, Jan.  Prison has always been his dread.  I am sorry

even for  you, my young friend.  You will have to begin life over again.  Burgomaster Allart is in the hollow of

my hand.  I have but to say the  word, your ship is mine.  I wish you joy of your bride, my young  friend.  You

must love her very dearlyyou will be paying a high  price for her." 

It was Nicholas Snyders' grin that maddened Jan.  He sought for  something that, thrown straight at the wicked

mouth, should silence  it, and by chance his hand lighted on the pedlar's silver flask.  In  the same instance

Nicholas Snyders' hand had closed upon it also.  The  grin had died away. 

"Sit down," commanded Nicholas Snyders.  "Let us talk further."  And  there was that in his voice that

compelled the younger man's  obedience. 

"You wonder, Jan, why I seek always anger and hatred.  I wonder at  times myself.  Why do generous thoughts

never come to me, as to other  men!  Listen, Jan; I am in a whimsical mood.  Such things cannot be,  but it is a

whim of mine to think it might have been.  Sell me your  soul, Jan, sell me your soul, that I, too, may taste this

love and  gladness that I hear about.  For a little while, Jan, only for a  little while, and I will give you all you

desire." 

The old man seized his pen and wrote. 

"See, Jan, the ship is yours beyond mishap; the mill goes free; your  father may hold up his head again.  And

all I ask, Jan, is that you  drink to me, willing the while that your soul may go from you and  become the soul

of old Nicholas Snydersfor a little while, Jan, only  for a little while." 

With feverish hands the old man had drawn the stopper from the  pedlar's flagon, had poured the wine into

twin glasses.  Jan's  inclination was to laugh, but the old man's eagerness was almost  frenzy.  Surely he was

mad; but that would not make less binding the  paper he had signed.  A true man does not jest with his soul,

but the  face of Christina was shining down on Jan from out the gloom. 

"You will mean it?" whispered Nicholas Snyders. 

"May my soul pass from me and enter into Nicholas Snyders!" answered  Jan, replacing his empty glass upon

the table.  And the two stood  looking for a moment into one another's eyes. 

And the high candles on the littered desk flickered and went out, as  though a breath had blown them, first one

and then the other. 

"I must be getting home," came the voice of Jan from the darkness.  "Why did you blow out the candles?" 

"We can light them again from the fire," answered Nicholas.  He did  not add that he had meant to ask that

same question of Jan.  He thrust  them among the glowing logs, first one and then the other; and the  shadows

crept back into their corners. 

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"Not tonight," answered Jan. 

"The paper that I signed," Nicholas reminded him"you have it?" 

"I had forgotten it," Jan answered. 

The old man took it from the desk and handed it to him.  Jan thrust it  into his pocket and went out.  Nicholas

bolted the door behind him and  returned to his desk; sat long there, his elbow resting on the open  ledger. 

Nicholas pushed the ledger aside and laughed.  "What foolery!  As if  such things could be!  The fellow must

have bewitched me." 

Nicholas crossed to the fire and warmed his hands before the blaze.  "Still, I am glad he is going to marry the

little lass.  A good lad, a  good lad." 

Nicholas must have fallen asleep before the fire.  When he opened his  eyes, it was to meet the grey dawn.  He

felt cold, stiff, hungry, and  decidedly cross.  Why had not Christina woke him up and given him his  supper.

Did she think he had intended to pass the night on a wooden  chair?  The girl was an idiot.  He would go

upstairs and tell her  through the door just what he thought of her. 

His way upstairs led through the kitchen.  To his astonishment, there  sat Christina, asleep before the burntout

grate. 

"Upon my word," muttered Nicholas to himself, "people in this house  don't seem to know what beds are for!" 

But it was not Christina, so Nicholas told himself.  Christina had the  look of a frightened rabbit:  it had always

irritated him.  This girl,  even in her sleep, wore an impertinent expressiona delightfully  impertinent

expression.  Besides, this girl was prettymarvellously  pretty.  Indeed, so pretty a girl Nicholas had never

seen in all his  life before.  Why had the girls, when Nicholas was young, been so  entirely different!  A sudden

bitterness seized Nicholas:  it was as  though he had just learnt that long ago, without knowing it, he had  been

robbed. 

The child must be cold.  Nicholas fetched his furlined cloak and  wrapped it about her. 

There was something else he ought to do.  The idea came to him while  drawing the cloak around her

shoulders, very gently, not to disturb  hersomething he wanted to do, if only he could think what it was.

The girl's lips were parted.  She appeared to be speaking to him,  asking him to do this thingor telling him

not to do it.  Nicholas  could not be sure which.  Half a dozen times he turned away, and half  a dozen times

stole back to where she sat sleeping with that  delightfully impertinent expression on her face, her lips parted.

But  what she wanted, or what it was he wanted, Nicholas could not think. 

Perhaps Christina would know.  Perhaps Christina would know who she  was and how she got there.  Nicholas

climbed the stairs, swearing at  them for creaking. 

Christina's door was open.  No one was in the room; the bed had not  been slept upon.  Nicholas descended the

creaking stairs. 

The girl was still asleep.  Could it be Christina herself?  Nicholas  examined the delicious features one by one.

Never before, so far as  he could recollect, had he seen the girl; yet around her  neckNicholas had not

noticed it beforelay Christina's locket,  rising and falling as she breathed.  Nicholas knew it well; the one

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defied him.  She would never have  parted with that locket.  It must be Christina herself.  But what had

happened to her?  Or to himself.  Remembrance rushed in upon him.  The  odd pedlar!  The scene with Jan!  But

surely all that had been a  dream?  Yet there upon the littered desk still stood the pedlar's  silver flask, together

with the twin stained glasses. 

Nicholas tried to think, but his brain was in a whirl.  A ray of  sunshine streaming through the window fell

across the dusty room.  Nicholas had never seen the sun, that he could recollect.  Involuntarily he stretched his

hands towards it, felt a pang of grief  when it vanished, leaving only the grey light.  He drew the rusty  bolts,

flung open the great door.  A strange world lay before him, a  new world of lights and shadows, that wooed

him with their beautya  world of low, soft voices that called to him.  There came to him again  that bitter

sense of having been robbed. 

"I could have been so happy all these years," murmured old Nicholas to  himself.  "It is just the little town I

could have lovedso quaint,  so quiet, so homelike.  I might have had friends, old cronies,  children of my

own maybe" 

A vision of the sleeping Christina flashed before his eyes.  She had  come to him a child, feeling only gratitude

towards him.  Had he had  eyes with which to see her, all things might have been different. 

Was it too late?  He is not so oldnot so very old.  New life is in  his veins.  She still loves Jan, but that was

the Jan of yesterday.  In the future, Jan's every word and deed will be prompted by the evil  soul that was once

the soul of Nicholas Snydersthat Nicholas Snyders  remembers well.  Can any woman love that, let the case

be as handsome  as you will? 

Ought he, as an honest man, to keep the soul he had won from Jan by  what might be called a trick?  Yes, it

had been a fair bargain, and  Jan had taken his price.  Besides, it was not as if Jan had fashioned  his own soul;

these things are chance.  Why should one man be given  gold, and another be given parched peas?  He has as

much right to  Jan's soul as Jan ever had.  He is wiser, he can do more good with it.  It was Jan's soul that loved

Christina; let Jan's soul win her if it  can.  And Jan's soul, listening to the argument, could not think of a  word

to offer in opposition. 

Christina was still asleep when Nicholas reentered the kitchen.  He  lighted the fire and cooked the breakfast

and then aroused her gently.  There was no doubt it was Christina.  The moment her eyes rested on  old

Nicholas, there came back to her the frightened rabbit look that  had always irritated him.  It irritated him now,

but the irritation  was against himself. 

"You were sleeping so soundly when I came in last night" Christina  commenced. 

"And you were afraid to wake me," Nicholas interrupted her.  "You  thought the old curmudgeon would be

cross.  Listen, Christina.  You  paid off yesterday the last debt your father owed.  It was to an old  sailorI had

not been able to find him before.  Not a cent more do  you owe, and there remains to you, out of your wages, a

hundred  florins.  It is yours whenever you like to ask me for it." 

Christina could not understand, neither then nor during the days that  followed; nor did Nicholas enlighten

her.  For the soul of Jan had  entered into a very wise old man, who knew that the best way to live  down the

past is to live boldly the present.  All that Christina could  be sure of was that the old Nicholas Snyders had

mysteriously  vanished, that in his place remained a new Nicholas, who looked at her  with kindly eyesfrank

and honest, compelling confidence.  Though  Nicholas never said so, it came to Christina that she herself, her

sweet example, her ennobling influence it was that had wrought this  wondrous change.  And to Christina the

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The sight of his littered desk was hateful to him.  Starting early in  the morning, Nicholas would disappear for

the entire day, returning in  the evening tired but cheerful, bringing with him flowers that  Christina laughed at,

telling him they were weeds.  But what mattered  names?  To Nicholas they were beautiful.  In Zandam the

children ran  from him, the dogs barked after him.  So Nicholas, escaping through  byways, would wander far

into the country.  Children in the villages  around came to know a kind old fellow who loved to linger, his

hands  resting on his staff, watching their play, listening to their  laughter; whose ample pockets were

storehouses of good things.  Their  elders, passing by, would whisper to one another how like he was in

features to wicked old Nick, the miser of Zandam, and would wonder  where he came from.  Nor was it only

the faces of the children that  taught his lips to smile.  It troubled him at first to find the world  so full of

marvellously pretty girlsof pretty women also, all more  or less lovable.  It bewildered him.  Until he found

that,  notwithstanding, Christina remained always in his thoughts the  prettiest, the most lovable of them all.

Then every pretty face  rejoiced him:  it reminded him of Christina. 

On his return the second day, Christina had met him with sadness in  her eyes.  Farmer Beerstraater, an old

friend of her father's, had  called to see Nicholas; not finding Nicholas, had talked a little with  Christina.  A

hardhearted creditor was turning him out of his farm.  Christina pretended not to know that the creditor was

Nicholas  himself, but marvelled that such wicked men could be.  Nicholas said  nothing, but the next day

Farmer Beerstraater had called again, all  smiles, blessings, and great wonder. 

"But what can have come to him?" repeated Farmer Beerstraater over and  over. 

Christina had smiled and answered that perhaps the good God had  touched his heart; but thought to herself

that perhaps it had been the  good influence of another.  The tale flew.  Christina found herself  besieged on

every hand, and, finding her intercessions invariably  successful, grew day by day more pleased with herself,

and by  consequence more pleased with Nicholas Snyders.  For Nicholas was a  cunning old gentleman.  Jan's

soul in him took delight in undoing the  evil the soul of Nicholas had wrought.  But the brain of Nicholas

Snyders that remained to him whispered:  "Let the little maid think it  is all her doing." 

The news reached the ears of Dame Toelast.  The same evening saw her  seated in the inglenook opposite

Nicholas Snyders, who smoked and  seemed bored. 

"You are making a fool of yourself, Nicholas Snyders," the Dame told  him.  "Everybody is laughing at you." 

"I had rather they laughed than cursed me," growled Nicholas. 

"Have you forgotten all that has passed between us?" demanded the  Dame. 

"Wish I could," sighed Nicholas. 

"At your age" commenced the Dame. 

"I am feeling younger than I ever felt in all my life," Nicholas  interrupted her. 

"You don't look it," commented the Dame. 

"What do looks matter?" snapped Nicholas.  "It is the soul of a man  that is the real man." 

"They count for something, as the world goes," explained the Dame.  "Why, if I liked to follow your example

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"Don't let me stand in your way," interposed Nicholas quickly.  "As  you say, I am old and I have a devil of a

temper.  There must be many  better men than I am, men more worthy of you." 

"I don't say there are not," returned the Dame:  "but nobody more  suitable.  Girls for boys, and old women for

old men.  I haven't lost  my wits, Nicholas Snyders, if you have.  When you are yourself  again" 

Nicholas Snyders sprang to his feet.  "I am myself," he cried, "and  intend to remain myself!  Who dares say I

am not myself?" 

"I do," retorted the Dame with exasperating coolness."  Nicholas  Snyders is not himself when at the bidding

of a prettyfaced doll he  flings his money out of the window with both hands.  He is a creature  bewitched, and

I am sorry for him.  She'll fool you for the sake of  her friends till you haven't a cent left, and then she'll laugh

at  you.  When you are yourself, Nicholas Snyders, you will be crazy with  yourselfremember that."  And

Dame Toelast marched out and slammed  the door behind her. 

"Girls for boys, and old women for old men."  The phrase kept ringing  in his ears.  Hitherto his newfound

happiness had filled his life,  leaving no room for thought.  But the old Dame's words had sown the  seed of

reflection. 

Was Christina fooling him?  The thought was impossible.  Never once  had she pleaded for herself, never once

for Jan.  The evil thought was  the creature of Dame Toelast's evil mind.  Christina loved him.  Her  face

brightened at his coming.  The fear of him had gone out of her; a  pretty tyranny had replaced it.  But was it the

love that he sought?  Jan's soul in old Nick's body was young and ardent.  It desired  Christina not as a

daughter, but as a wife.  Could it win her in spite  of old Nick's body?  The soul of Jan was an impatient soul.

Better to  know than to doubt. 

"Do not light the candles; let us talk a little by the light of the  fire only," said Nicholas.  And Christina,

smiling, drew her chair  towards the blaze.  But Nicholas sat in the shadow. 

"You grow more beautiful every day, Christina," said Nicholas  "sweeter and more womanly.  He will be a

happy man who calls you  wife." 

The smile passed from Christina's face.  "I shall never marry," she  answered.  "Never is a long word, little

one." 

"A true woman does not marry the man she does not love." 

"But may she not marry the man she does?" smiled Nicholas. 

"Sometimes she may not," Christina explained. 

"And when is that?" 

Christina's face was turned away.  "When  he  has  ceased  to  love  her." 

The soul in old Nick's body leapt with joy.  "He is not worthy of you,  Christina.  His new fortune has changed

him.  Is it not so?  He thinks  only of money.  It is as though the soul of a miser had entered into  him.  He would

marry even Dame Toelast for the sake of her goldbags  and her broad lands and her many mills, if only she

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"I shall never forget him.  I shall never love another man.  I try to  hide it; and often I am content to find there is

so much in the world  that I can do.  But my heart is breaking."  She rose and, kneeling  beside him, clasped her

hands around him.  "I am glad you have let me  tell you," she said.  "But for you I could not have borne it.  You

are  so good to me." 

For answer he stroked with his withered hand the golden hair that fell  disordered about his withered knees.

She raised her eyes to him; they  were filled with tears, but smiling. 

"I cannot understand," she said.  "I think sometimes that you and he  must have changed souls.  He is hard and

mean and cruel, as you used  to be."  She laughed, and the arms around him tightened for a moment.  "And now

you are kind and tender and great, as once he was.  It is as  if the good God had taken away my lover from me

to give to me a  father." 

"Listen to me, Christina," he said.  "It is the soul that is the man,  not the body.  Could you not love me for my

new soul?" 

"But I do love you," answered Christina, smiling through her tears. 

"Could you as a husband?"  The firelight fell upon her face.  Nicholas, holding it between his withered hands,

looked into it long  and hard; and reading what he read there, laid it back against his  breast and soothed it with

his withered hand. 

"I was jesting, little one," he said.  "Girls for boys, and old women  for old men.  And so, in spite of all, you

still love Jan?" 

"I love him," answered Christina.  "I cannot help it." 

"And if he would, you would marry him, let his soul be what it may?" 

"I love him," answered Christina.  "I cannot help it." 

Old Nicholas sat alone before the dying fire.  Is it the soul or the  body that is the real man?  The answer was

not so simple as he had  thought it. 

"Christina loved Jan"so Nicholas mumbled to the dying fire"when he  had the soul of Jan.  She loves him

still, though he has the soul of  Nicholas Snyders.  When I asked her if she could love me, it was  terror I read

in her eyes, though Jan's soul is now in me; she divined  it.  It must be the body that is the real Jan, the real

Nicholas.  If  the soul of Christina entered into the body of Dame Toelast, should I  turn from Christina, from

her golden hair, her fathomless eyes, her  asking lips, to desire the shrivelled carcass of Dame Toelast?  No; I

should still shudder at the thought of her.  Yet when I had the soul  of Nicholas Snyders, I did not loathe her,

while Christina was naught  to me.  It must be with the soul that we love, else Jan would still  love Christina

and I should be Miser Nick.  Yet here am I loving  Christina, using Nicholas Snyders' brain and gold to thwart

Nicholas  Snyders' every scheme, doing everything that I know will make him mad  when he comes back into

his own body; while Jan cares no longer for  Christina, would marry Dame Toelast for her broad lands, her

many  mills.  Clearly it is the soul that is the real man.  Then ought I not  to be glad, thinking I am going back

into my own body, knowing that I  shall wed Christina?  But I am not glad; I am very miserable.  I shall  not go

with Jan's soul, I feel it; my own soul will come back to me.  I shall be again the hard, cruel, mean old man I

was before, only now  I shall be poor and helpless.  The folks will laugh at me, and I shall  curse them,

powerless to do them evil.  Even Dame Toelast will not  want me when she learns all.  And yet I must do this

thing.  So long  as Jan's soul is in me, I love Christina better than myself.  I must  do this for her sake.  I love

herI cannot help it." 


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Old Nicholas rose, took from the place, where a month before he had  hidden it, the silver flask of cunning

workmanship. 

"Just two more glassfuls left," mused Nicholas, as he gently shook the  flask against his ear.  He laid it on the

desk before him, then opened  once again the old green ledger, for there still remained work to be  done. 

He woke Christina early.  "Take these letters, Christina," he  commanded.  "When you have delivered them all,

but not before, go to  Jan; tell him I am waiting here to see him on a matter of business."  He kissed her and

seemed loth to let her go. 

"I shall only be a little while," smiled Christina. 

"All partings take but a little while," he answered. 

Old Nicholas had foreseen the trouble he would have.  Jan was content,  had no desire to be again a

sentimental young fool, eager to saddle  himself with a penniless wife.  Jan had other dreams. 

"Drink, man, drink!" cried Nicholas impatiently, "before I am tempted  to change my mind.  Christina,

provided you marry her, is the richest  bride in Zandam.  There is the deed; read it; and read quickly." 

Then Jan consented, and the two men drank.  And there passed a breath  between them as before; and Jan with

his hands covered his eyes a  moment. 

It was a pity, perhaps, that he did so, for in that moment Nicholas  snatched at the deed that lay beside Jan on

the desk.  The next  instant it was blazing in the fire. 

"Not so poor as you thought!" came the croaking voice of Nicholas.  "Not so poor as you thought!  I can build

again, I can build again!"  And the creature, laughing hideously, danced with its withered arms  spread out

before the blaze, lest Jan should seek to rescue  Christina's burning dowry before it was destroyed. 

Jan did not tell Christina.  In spite of all Jan could say, she would  go back.  Nicholas Snyders drove her from

the door with curses.  She  could not understand.  The only thing clear was that Jan had come back  to her. 

"'Twas a strange madness that seized upon me," Jan explained.  "Let  the good sea breezes bring us health." 

So from the deck of Jan's ship they watched old Zandam till it  vanished into air. 

Christina cried a little at the thought of never seeing it again; but  Jan comforted her and later new faces hid

the old. 

And old Nicholas married Dame Toelast, but, happily, lived to do evil  only for a few years longer. 

Long after, Jan told Christina the whole story, but it sounded very  improbable, and Christinathough, of

course, she did not say sodid  not quite believe it, but thought Jan was trying to explain away that  strange

month of his life during which he had wooed Dame Toelast.  Yet  it certainly was strange that Nicholas, for the

same short month, had  been so different from his usual self. 

"Perhaps," thought Christina, "if I had not told him I loved Jan, he  would not have gone back to his old ways.

Poor old gentleman!  No  doubt it was despair." 


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