Lilith.....................................................................................................................................................................1

George MacDonald ..................................................................................................................................1

I took a walk on Spaulding's Farm the other afternoon. I saw the setting sun lighting up the opposite side of a

stately pine wood. Its golden rays straggled into the aisles of the wood as into some noble hall. I was

impressed as if some ancient and altogether admirable and shining family had settled there in that part of the

land called Concord, unknown to me,to whom the sun was servant, who had not gone into society in the

village,who had not been called on. I saw their park, their pleasureground, beyond through the wood, in

Spaulding's cranberrymeadow. The pines furnished them with gables as they grew. Their house was not

obvious to vision; their trees grew through it. I do not know whether I heard the sounds of a suppressed

hilarity or not. They seemed to recline on the sunbeams. They have sons and daughters. They are quite well.

The farmer's cartpath, which leads directly through their hall, does not in the least put them out,as the

muddy bottom of a pool is sometimes seen through the reflected skies. They never heard of Spaulding, and

do not know that he is their neighbor,notwithstanding I heard him whistle as he drove his team through the

house. Nothing can equal the serenity of their lives. Their coat of arms is simply a lichen. I saw it painted on

the pines and oaks. Their attics were in the tops of the trees. They are of no politics. There was no noise of

labor. I did not perceive that they were weaving or spinning. Yet I did detect, when the wind lulled and

hearing was done away, the finest imaginable sweet musical hum,as of a distant hive in May, which

perchance was the sound of their thinking. They had no idle thoughts, and no one without could see their

But I find it difficult to remember them. They fade irrevocably out of my mind even now while I speak and

endeavor to recall them, and recollect myself. It is only after a long and serious effort to recollect my best

thoughts that I become again aware of their cohabitancy. If it were not for such families as this, I think I

I had just finished my studies at Oxford, and was taking a brief holiday from work before assuming definitely

the management of the estate. My father died when I was yet a child; my mother followed him within a year;

I had made little acquaintance with the history of my ancestors. Almost the only thing I knew concerning

them was, that a notable number of them had been given to study. I had myself so far inherited the tendency

as to devote a good deal of my time, though, I confess, after a somewhat desultory fashion, to the physical

sciences. It was chiefly the wonder they woke that drew me. I was constantly seeing, and on the outlook to

see, strange analogies, not only between the facts of different sciences of the same order, or between physical

and metaphysical facts, but between physical hypotheses and suggestions glimmering out of the metaphysical

dreams into which I was in the habit of falling. I was at the same time much given to a premature indulgence

of the impulse to turn hypothesis into theory. Of my mental peculiarities there is no occasion to say more.

The house as well as the family was of some antiquity, but no description of it is necessary to the

understanding of my narrative. It contained a fine library, whose growth began before the invention of

printing, and had continued to my own time, greatly influenced, of course, by changes of taste and pursuit.

Nothing surely can more impress upon a man the transitory nature of possession than his succeeding to an

ancient property! Like a moving panorama mine has passed from before many eyes, and is now slowly

The library, although duly considered in many alterations of the house and additions to it, had nevertheless,

like an encroaching state, absorbed one room after another until it occupied the greater part of the ground

floor. Its chief room was large, and the walls of it were covered with books almost to the ceiling; the rooms

into which it overflowed were of various sizes and shapes, and communicated in modes as variousby

In the great room I mainly spent my time, reading books of science, old as well as new; for the history of the

human mind in relation to supposed knowledge was what most of all interested me. Ptolemy, Dante, the two

Bacons, and Boyle were even more to me than Darwin or Maxwell, as so much nearer the vanished van

In the evening of a gloomy day of August I was sitting in my usual place, my back to one of the windows,

reading. It had rained the greater part of the morning and afternoon, but just as the sun was setting, the clouds

parted in front of him, and he shone into the room. I rose and looked out of the window. In the centre of the

great lawn the feathering top of the fountain column was filled with his red glory. I turned to resume my seat,

when my eye was caught by the same glory on the one picture in the rooma portrait, in a sort of niche or

little shrine sunk for it in the expanse of bookfilled shelves. I knew it as the likeness of one of my ancestors,

but had never even wondered why it hung there alone, and not in the gallery, or one of the great rooms,

among the other family portraits. The direct sunlight brought out the painting wonderfully; for the first time I

seemed to see it, and for the first time it seemed to respond to my look. With my eyes full of the light

reflected from it, something, I cannot tell what, made me turn and cast a glance to the farther end of the room,

when I saw, or seemed to see, a tall figure reaching up a hand to a bookshelf. The next instant, my vision

apparently rectified by the comparative dusk, I saw no one, and concluded that my optic nerves had been

I resumed my reading, and would doubtless have forgotten the vague, evanescent impression, had it not been

that, having occasion a moment after to consult a certain volume, I found but a gap in the row where it ought

to have stood, and the same instant remembered that just there I had seen, or fancied I saw, the old man in

search of a book. I looked all about the spot but in vain. The next morning, however, there it was, just where I

had thought to find it! I knew of no one in the house likely to be interested in such a book.

In one of the walls was the low, narrow door of a closet, containing some of the oldest and rarest of the

books. It was a very thick door, with a projecting frame, and it had been the fancy of some ancestor to cross it

with shallow shelves, filled with bookbacks only. The harmless trick may be excused by the fact that the

titles on the sham backs were either humorously original, or those of books lost beyond hope of recovery. I

To complete the illusion of it, some inventive workman apparently had shoved in, on the top of one of the

rows, a part of a volume thin enough to lie between it and the bottom of the next shelf: he had cut away

diagonally a considerable portion, and fixed the remnant with one of its open corners projecting beyond the

bookbacks. The binding of the mutilated volume was limp vellum, and one could open the corner far

Happening, as I sat reading, to raise my eyes from the page, my glance fell upon this door, and at once I saw

that the book described, if book it may be called, was gone. Angrier than any worth I knew in it justified, I

rang the bell, and the butler appeared. When I asked him if he knew what had befallen it, he turned pale, and

assured me he did not. I could less easily doubt his word than my own eyes, for he had been all his life in the

family, and a more faithful servant never lived. He left on me the impression, nevertheless, that he could have

In the afternoon I was again reading in the library, and coming to a point which demanded reflection, I

lowered the book and let my eyes go wandering. The same moment I saw the back of a slender old man, in a

long, dark coat, shiny as from much wear, in the act of disappearing through the masked door into the closet

beyond. I darted across the room, found the door shut, pulled it open, looked into the closet, which had no

other issue, and, seeing nobody, concluded, not without uneasiness, that I had had a recurrence of my former

Naturally, however, I could not help feeling a little nervous, and presently glancing up to assure myself that I

was indeed alone, started again to my feet, and ran to the masked doorfor there was the mutilated volume

I was now utterly bewildered. I rang the bell; the butler came; I told him all I had seen, and he told me all he

He had hoped, he said, that the old gentleman was going to be forgotten; it was well no one but myself had

seen him. He had heard a good deal about him when first he served in the house, but by degrees he had

He answered that at one time everybody believed it, but the fact that I had never heard of it seemed to imply

He had never seen him, he said, although he had been in the house from the day my father was eight years

old. My grandfather would never hear a word on the matter, declaring that whoever alluded to it should be

dismissed without a moment's warning: it was nothing but a pretext of the maids, he said, for running into the

arms of the men! but old Sir Ralph believed in nothing he could not see or lay hold of. Not one of the maids

ever said she had seen the apparition, but a footman had left the place because of it.

An ancient woman in the village had told him a legend concerning a Mr. Raven, long time librarian to "that

Sir Upward whose portrait hangs there among the books." Sir Upward was a great reader, she saidnot of

such books only as were wholesome for men to read, but of strange, forbidden, and evil books; and in so

doing, Mr. Raven, who was probably the devil himself, encouraged him. Suddenly they both disappeared, and

Sir Upward was never after seen or heard of, but Mr. Raven continued to show himself at uncertain intervals

in the library. There were some who believed he was not dead; but both he and the old woman held it easier

to believe that a dead man might revisit the world he had left, than that one who went on living for hundreds

He had never heard that Mr. Raven meddled with anything in the house, but be might perhaps consider

himself privileged in regard to the books. How the old woman had learned so much about him he could not

tell; but the description she gave of him corresponded exactly with the figure I had just seen.

"I hope it was but a friendly call on the part of the old gentleman!" he concluded, with a troubled smile.

I told him I had no objection to any number of visits from Mr. Raven, but it would be well he should keep to

his resolution of saying nothing about him to the servants. Then I asked him if he had ever seen the mutilated

volume out of its place; he answered that he never had, and had always thought it a fixture. With that he went

Nothing more happened for some days. I think it was about a week after, when what I have now to tell took

I had often thought of the manuscript fragment, and repeatedly tried to discover some way of releasing it, but

But I had for some time intended a thorough overhauling of the books in the closet, its atmosphere causing

me uneasiness as to their condition. One day the intention suddenly became a resolve, and I was in the act of

rising from my chair to make a beginning, when I saw the old librarian moving from the door of the closet

toward the farther end of the room. I ought rather to say only that I caught sight of something shadowy from

which I received the impression of a slight, stooping man, in a shabby dresscoat reaching almost to his

heels, the tails of which, disparting a little as he walked, revealed thin legs in black stockings, and large feet

At once I followed him: I might be following a shadow, but I never doubted I was following something. He

went out of the library into the hall, and across to the foot of the great staircase, then up the stairs to the first

floor, where lay the chief rooms. Past these rooms, I following close, he continued his way, through a wide

corridor, to the foot of a narrower stair leading to the second floor. Up that he went also, and when I reached

the top, strange as it may seem, I found myself in a region almost unknown to me. I never had brother or

sister to incite to such romps as make children familiar with nook and cranny; I was a mere child when my

guardian took me away; and I had never seen the house again until, about a month before, I returned to take

Through passage after passage we came to a door at the bottom of a winding wooden stair, which we

ascended. Every step creaked under my foot, but I heard no sound from that of my guide. Somewhere in the

middle of the stair I lost sight of him, and from the top of it the shadowy shape was nowhere visible. I could

not even imagine I saw him. The place was full of shadows, but he was not one of them.

I was in the main garret, with huge beams and rafters over my head, great spaces around me, a door here and

there in sight, and long vistas whose gloom was thinned by a few lurking cobwebbed windows and small

dusky skylights. I gazed with a strange mingling of awe and pleasure: the wide expanse of garret was my

In the middle of it stood an unpainted inclosure of rough planks, the door of which was ajar. Thinking Mr.

The small chamber was full of light, but such as dwells in places deserted: it had a dull, disconsolate look, as

if it found itself of no use, and regretted having come. A few rather dim sunrays, marking their track through

the cloud of motes that had just been stirred up, fell upon a tall mirror with a dusty face, oldfashioned and

rather narrowin appearance an ordinary glass. It had an ebony frame, on the top of which stood a black

eagle, with outstretched wings, in his beak a golden chain, from whose end hung a black ball.

I had been looking at rather than into the mirror, when suddenly I became aware that it reflected neither the

chamber nor my own person. I have an impression of having seen the wall melt away, but what followed is

enough to account for any uncertainty:could I have mistaken for a mirror the glass that protected a

I saw before me a wild country, broken and heathy. Desolate hills of no great height, but somehow of strange

appearance, occupied the middle distance; along the horizon stretched the tops of a faroff mountain range;

Being shortsighted, I stepped closer to examine the texture of a stone in the immediate foreground, and in

the act espied, hopping toward me with solemnity, a large and ancient raven, whose purply black was here

and there softened with gray. He seemed looking for worms as he came. Nowise astonished at the appearance

of a live creature in a picture, I took another step forward to see him better, stumbled over

somethingdoubtless the frame of the mirror and stood nose to beak with the bird: I was in the open air,

I turned and looked behind me: all was vague and uncertain, as when one cannot distinguish between fog and

field, between cloud and mountainside. One fact only was plainthat I saw nothing I knew. Imagining

myself involved in a visual illusion, and that touch would correct sight, I stretched my arms and felt about

me, walking in this direction and that, if haply, where I could see nothing, I might yet come in contact with

something; but my search was vain. Instinctively then, as to the only living thing near me, I turned to the

raven, which stood a little way off, regarding me with an expression at once respectful and quizzical. Then

the absurdity of seeking counsel from such a one struck me, and I turned again, overwhelmed with

bewilderment, not unmingled with fear. Had I wandered into a region where both the material and psychical

relations of our world had ceased to hold? Might a man at any moment step beyond the realm of order, and

become the sport of the lawless? Yet I saw the raven, felt the ground under my feet, and heard a sound as of

"How DID I get here?" I saidapparently aloud, for the question was immediately answered.

I looked behind, then all about me, but saw no human shape. The terror that madness might be at hand laid

hold upon me: must I henceforth place no confidence either in my senses or my consciousness? The same

instant I knew it was the raven that had spoken, for he stood looking up at me with an air of waiting. The sun

was not shining, yet the bird seemed to cast a shadow, and the shadow seemed part of himself.

I beg my reader to aid me in the endeavour to make myself intelligibleif here understanding be indeed

possible between us. I was in a world, or call it a state of things, an economy of conditions, an idea of

existence, so little correspondent with the ways and modes of this worldwhich we are apt to think the only

world, that the best choice I can make of word or phrase is but an adumbration of what I would convey. I

begin indeed to fear that I have undertaken an impossibility, undertaken to tell what I cannot tell because no

speech at my command will fit the forms in my mind. Already I have set down statements I would gladly

change did I know how to substitute a truer utterance; but as often as I try to fit the reality with nearer words,

I find myself in danger of losing the things themselves, and feel like one in process of awaking from a dream,

with the thing that seemed familiar gradually yet swiftly changing through a succession of forms until its very

I bethought me that a bird capable of addressing a man must have the right of a man to a civil answer;

A tendency to croak caused a certain roughness in his speech, but his voice was not disagreeable, and what he

"I saw you come through it!saw you with my own ancient eyes!" asserted the raven, positively but not

"Of course not!" he returned; "all the doors you had yet seenand you haven't seen manywere doors in;

here you came upon a door out! The strange thing to you," he went on thoughtfully, "will be, that the more

"That is impossible. You know nothing about whereness. The only way to come to know where you are is to

"Anything; and the sooner you begin the better! for until you are at home, you will find it as difficult to get

"I have, unfortunately, found it too easy to get in; once out I shall not try again!"

"You have stumbled in, and may, possibly, stumble out again. Whether you have got in UNFORTUNATELY

"When I please I do, but not often, or for long. Your world is such a halfbaked sort of place, it is at once so

childish and so selfsatisfiedin fact, it is not sufficiently developed for an old ravenat your service!"

"That is as it may be. We do not waste our intellects in generalising, but take man or bird as we find him.I

"Well answered!" he rejoined. "Tell me, then, who you areif you happen to know."

"If you know you are yourself, you know that you are not somebody else; but do you know that you are

yourself? Are you sure you are not your own father?or, excuse me, your own fool?Who are you, pray?"

I became at once aware that I could give him no notion of who I was. Indeed, who was I? It would be no

answer to say I was who! Then I understood that I did not know myself, did not know what I was, had no

grounds on which to determine that I was one and not another. As for the name I went by in my own world, I

had forgotten it, and did not care to recall it, for it meant nothing, and what it might be was plainly of no

consequence here. I had indeed almost forgotten that there it was a custom for everybody to have a name! So

I held my peace, and it was my wisdom; for what should I say to a creature such as this raven, who saw

As he spoke, he turned his back, and instantly I knew him. He was no longer a raven, but a man above the

middle height with a stoop, very thin, and wearing a long black tailcoat. Again he turned, and I saw him a

"How can you say so from seeing me behind?" he rejoined. "Did you ever see yourself behind? You have

"I humbly beg your pardon," I answered: "I believe you were once the librarian of our house, but more WHO

"Because I took you for a raven," I saidseeing him before me as plainly a raven as bird or man could look.

"You did me no wrong," he returned. "Calling me a raven, or thinking me one, you allowed me existence,

which is the sum of what one can demand of his fellowbeings. Therefore, in return, I will give you a

lesson:No one can say he is himself, until first he knows that he IS, and then what HIMSELF is. In fact,

nobody is himself, and himself is nobody. There is more in it than you can see now, but not more than you

need to see. You have, I fear, got into this region too soon, but none the less you must get to be at home in it;

for home, as you may or may not know, is the only place where you can go out and in. There are places you

can go into, and places you can go out of; but the one place, if you do but find it, where you may go out and

He turned to walk away, and again I saw the librarian. He did not appear to have changed, only to have taken

I gazed after him until I saw him no more; but whether distance hid him, or he disappeared among the

Could it be that I was dead, I thought, and did not know it? Was I in what we used to call the world beyond

the grave? and must I wander about seeking my place in it? How was I to find myself at home? The raven

said I must do something: what could I do here? And would that make me somebody? for now, alas, I was

I took the way Mr. Raven had gone, and went slowly after him. Presently I saw a wood of tall slender

pinetrees, and turned toward it. The odour of it met me on my way, and I made haste to bury myself in it.

Plunged at length in its twilight glooms, I spied before me something with a shine, standing between two of

the stems. It had no colour, but was like the translucent trembling of the hot air that rises, in a radiant summer

noon, from the sunbaked ground, vibrant like the smitten chords of a musical instrument. What it was grew

no plainer as I went nearer, and when I came close up, I ceased to see it, only the form and colour of the trees

beyond seemed strangely uncertain. I would have passed between the stems, but received a slight shock,

stumbled, and fell. When I rose, I saw before me the wooden wall of the garret chamber. I turned, and there

was the mirror, on whose top the black eagle seemed but that moment to have perched.

Terror seized me, and I fled. Outside the chamber the wide garret spaces had an UNCANNY look. They

seemed to have long been waiting for something; it had come, and they were waiting again! A shudder went

through me on the winding stair: the house had grown strange to me! something was about to leap upon me

from behind! I darted down the spiral, struck against the wall and fell, rose and ran. On the next floor I lost

my way, and had gone through several passages a second time ere I found the head of the stair. At the top of

the great stair I had come to myself a little, and in a few moments I sat recovering my breath in the library.

Nothing should ever again make me go up that last terrible stair! The garret at the top of it pervaded the

whole house! It sat upon it, threatening to crush me out of it! The brooding brain of the building, it was full of

mysterious dwellers, one or other of whom might any moment appear in the library where I sat! I was

nowhere safe! I would let, I would sell the dreadful place, in which an a�rial portal stood ever open to

creatures whose life was other than human! I would purchase a crag in Switzerland, and thereon build a

wooden nest of one story with never a garret above it, guarded by some grand old peak that would send down

I knew all the time that my thinking was foolish, and was even aware of a certain undertone of contemptuous

humour in it; but suddenly it was checked, and I seemed again to hear the croak of the raven.

"If I know nothing of my own garret," I thought, "what is there to secure me against my own brain? Can I tell

what it is even now generating?what thought it may present me the next moment, the next month, or a year

away? What is at the heart of my brain? What is behind my THINK? Am I there at all?Who, what am I?"

I could no more answer the question now than when the raven put it to me inat"Where in?where at?"

I started to my feet, hurried across the room to the masked door, where the mutilated volume, sticking out

from the flat of soulless, bodiless, nonexistent books, appeared to beckon me, went down on my knees, and

opened it as far as its position would permit, but could see nothing. I got up again, lighted a taper, and

peeping as into a pair of reluctant jaws, perceived that the manuscript was verse. Further I could not carry

discovery. Beginnings of lines were visible on the lefthand page, and ends of lines on the other; but I could

not, of course, get at the beginning and end of a single line, and was unable, in what I could read, to make any

guess at the sense. The mere words, however, woke in me feelings which to describe was, from their

strangeness, impossible. Some dreams, some poems, some musical phrases, some pictures, wake feelings

such as one never had before, new in colour and formspiritual sensations, as it were, hitherto unproved:

here, some of the phrases, some of the senseless halflines, some even of the individual words affected me in

similar fashionas with the aroma of an idea, rousing in me a great longing to know what the poem or

I copied out a few of the larger shreds attainable, and tried hard to complete some of the lines, but without the

least success. The only thing I gained in the effort was so much weariness that, when I went to bed, I fell

The sun was very bright, but I doubted if the day would long be fine, and looked into the milky sapphire I

wore, to see whether the star in it was clear. It was even less defined than I had expected. I rose from the

breakfasttable, and went to the window to glance at the stone again. There had been heavy rain in the night,

As I was turning my ring about to catch the response of the star to the sun, I spied a keen black eye gazing at

me out of the milky misty blue. The sight startled me so that I dropped the ring, and when I picked it up the

eye was gone from it. The same moment the sun was obscured; a dark vapour covered him, and in a minute

or two the whole sky was clouded. The air had grown sultry, and a gust of wind came suddenly. A moment

more and there was a flash of lightning, with a single sharp thunderclap. Then the rain fell in torrents.

I had opened the window, and stood there looking out at the precipitous rain, when I descried a raven walking

toward me over the grass, with solemn gait, and utter disregard of the falling deluge. Suspecting who he was,

I congratulated myself that I was safe on the groundfloor. At the same time I had a conviction that, if I were

He came nearer and nearer, made a profound bow, and with a sudden winged leap stood on the windowsill.

Then he stepped over the ledge, jumped down into the room, and walked to the door. I thought he was on his

way to the library, and followed him, determined, if he went up the stair, not to take one step after him. He

turned, however, neither toward the library nor the stair, but to a little door that gave upon a grasspatch in a

nook between two portions of the rambling old house. I made haste to open it for him. He stepped out into its

creepercovered porch, and stood looking at the rain, which fell like a huge thin cataract; I stood in the door

behind him. The second flash came, and was followed by a lengthened roll of more distant thunder. He turned

his head over his shoulder and looked at me, as much as to say, "You hear that?" then swivelled it round

again, and anew contemplated the weather, apparently with approbation. So human were his pose and

carriage and the way he kept turning his head, that I remarked almost involuntarily,

"Yes," he answered, in the rather croaky voice I had learned to know, "the ground will be nice for them to get

out and in!It must be a grand time on the steppes of Uranus!" he added, with a glance upward; "I believe it

"Because the animals there are all burrowers," he answered, "like the fieldmice and the moles

"As any one would who had been there to see," he replied. "It is a great sight, until you get used to it, when

the earth gives a heave, and out comes a beast. You might think it a hairy elephant or a deinotheriumbut

none of the animals are the same as we have ever had here. I was almost frightened myself the first time I saw

the drybogserpent come wallowing outsuch a head and mane! and SUCH eyes!but the shower is

A flash came with the words, and in about half a minute the thunder. Then the rain ceased.

"Now we should be going!" said the raven, and stepped to the front of the porch.

"Going where we have to go," he answered. "You did not surely think you had got home? I told you there

"That does not make any differenceat least not much," he answered. "This is the way!"

The sun broke through the clouds, and the raindrops flashed and sparkled on the grass. The raven was

"And mire my beak," he answered, immediately plunging it deep in the sod, and drawing out a great

wriggling red worm. He threw back his head, and tossed it in the air. It spread great wings, gorgeous in red

"Tut! tut!" I exclaimed; "you mistake, Mr. Raven: worms are not the larv� of butterflies!"

"Never mind," he croaked; "it will do for once! I'm not a reading man at present, but sexton at theat a

"I see! you can't keep your spade still: and when you have nothing to bury, you must dig something up! Only

you should mind what it is before you make it fly! No creature should be allowed to forget what and where it

"Where DO the worms come from?" said the raven, as if suddenly grown curious to know.

"Yes, last!" he replied. "But they can't have come from it first for that will never go back to it!" he added,

I looked up also, but could see nothing save a little dark cloud, the edges of which were red, as if with the

"You see what comes of making creatures forget their origin!" I cried with some warmth.

"It is well, surely, if it be to rise higher and grow larger!" he returned. "But indeed I only teach them to find

"That is the business of a sexton. If only the rest of the clergy understood it as well!"

In went his beak again through the soft turf, and out came the wriggling worm. He tossed it in the air, and

I looked behind me, and gave a cry of dismay: I had but that moment declared I would not leave the house,

"What right have you to treat me so, Mr. Raven?" I said with deep offence. "Am I, or am I not, a free agent?"

"A man is as free as he chooses to make himself, never an atom freer," answered the raven.

"If you were an individual I could not, therefore now I do not. You are but beginning to become an

All about me was a pineforest, in which my eyes were already searching deep, in the hope of discovering an

unaccountable glimmer, and so finding my way home. But, alas! how could I any longer call that house

HOME, where every door, every window opened into OUT, and even the garden I could not keep inside!

"Perhaps it may comfort you," said the raven, "to be told that you have not yet left your house, neither has

your house left you. At the same time it cannot contain you, or you inhabit it!"

"In the region of the seven dimensions," he answered, with a curious noise in his throat, and a flutter of his

tail. "You had better follow me carefully now for a moment, lest you should hurt some one!"

"There is nobody to hurt but yourself, Mr. Raven! I confess I should rather like to hurt you!"

"That you see nobody is where the danger lies. But you see that large tree to your left, about thirty yards

"You bother me with your silly questions!" I cried. "I am growing tired of you!"

"That tree stands on the hearth of your kitchen, and grows nearly straight up its chimney," he said.

"Was I making game of you when you discovered me looking out of your starsapphire yesterday?"

"In declining to acknowledge yourself one already. You make yourself such by refusing what is true, and for

"Then, if I walk to the other side of that tree, I shall walk through the kitchen fire?"

"Certainly. You would first, however, walk through the lady at the piano in the breakfastroom. That

"Indeed! Is not your housekeeper a lady? She is counted such in a certain country where all are servants, and

"If you could but hear the music! Those great long heads of wild hyacinth are inside the piano, among the

strings of it, and give that peculiar sweetness to her playing!Pardon me: I forgot your deafness!"

"Can they not? I did not know!I remember now they do teach that with you. It is a great mistakeone of

the greatest ever wiseacre made! No man of the universe, only a man of the world could have said so!"

"You a librarian, and talk such rubbish!" I cried. "Plainly, you did not read many of the books in your

"Oh, yes! I went through all in your libraryat the time, and came out at the other side not much the wiser. I

was a bookworm then, but when I came to know it, I woke among the butterflies. To be sure I have given up

reading for a good many yearsever since I was made sexton.There! I smell Grieg's Wedding March in

I went to the rosebush and listened hard, but could not hear the thinnest ghost of a sound; I only smelt

something I had never before smelt in any rose. It was still roseodour, but with a difference, caused, I

"Mr. Raven," I said, "forgive me for being so rude: I was irritated. Will you kindly show me my way home? I

must go, for I have an appointment with my bailiff. One must not break faith with his servants!"

"I cannot," he returned. "To go back, you must go through yourself, and that way no man can show another."

Entreaty was vain. I must accept my fate! But how was life to be lived in a world of which I had all the laws

to learn? There would, however, be adventure! that held consolation; and whether I found my way home or

I had never yet done anything to justify my existence; my former world was nothing the better for my sojourn

in it: here, however, I must earn, or in some way find, my bread! But I reasoned that, as I was not to blame in

being here, I might expect to be taken care of here as well as there! I had had nothing to do with getting into

the world I had just left, and in it I had found myself heir to a large property! If that world, as I now saw, had

a claim upon me because I had eaten, and could eat again, upon this world I had a claim because I must

"There is no hurry," said the raven, who stood regarding me; "we do not go much by the clock here. Still, the

sooner one begins to do what has to be done, the better! I will take you to my wife."

I followed him deep into the pineforest. Neither of us said much while yet the sacred gloom of it closed us

round. We came to larger and yet larger treesolder, and more individual, some of them grotesque with age.

"It seems indeed an ancient hawthorn; but this is not the season for the hawthorn to blossom!" I objected.

"The season for the hawthorn to blossom," he replied, "is when the hawthorn blossoms. That tree is in the

ruins of the church on your homefarm. You were going to give some directions to the bailiff about its

"I was going to tell him I wanted it turned into a wilderness of rosetrees, and that the plough must never

I listened, and heardwas it the sighing of a faroff musical windor the ghost of a music that had once

"Some of the people who used to pray there, go to the ruins still," he replied. "But they will not go much

"They need help from each other to get their thinking done, and their feelings hatched, so they talk and sing

together; and then, they say, the big thought floats out of their hearts like a great ship out of the river at high

"No; they have found that each can best pray in his own silent heart.Some people are always at their

He pointed right up into the air. A snowwhite pigeon was mounting, with quick and yet quicker wingflap,

the unseen spiral of an ethereal stair. The sunshine flashed quivering from its wings.

"Of course you see a pigeon," rejoined the raven, "for there is the pigeon! I see a prayer on its way.I

wonder now what heart is that dove's mother! Some one may have come awake in my cemetery!"

"How can a pigeon be a prayer?" I said. "I understand, of course, how it should be a fit symbol or likeness for

"Very true! But if you understood any world besides your own, you would understand your own much

better.When a heart is really alive, then it is able to think live things. There is one heart all whose thoughts

are strong, happy creatures, and whose very dreams are lives. When some pray, they lift heavy thoughts from

the ground, only to drop them on it again; others send up their prayers in living shapes, this or that, the

nearest likeness to each. All live things were thoughts to begin with, and are fit therefore to be used by those

that think. When one says to the great Thinker: "Here is one of thy thoughts: I am thinking it now!" that is

a prayera word to the big heart from one of its own little hearts. Look, there is another!"

This time the raven pointed his beak downwardto something at the foot of a block of granite. I looked, and

saw a little flower. I had never seen one like it before, and cannot utter the feeling it woke in me by its

gracious, trusting form, its colour, and its odour as of a new world that was yet the old. I can only say that it

"There is no other such. Not one prayerflower is ever quite like another," he returned.

"By the expression of it," he answered. "More than that I cannot tell you. If you know it, you know it; if you

"I could not. But if I could, what better would you be? you would not know it of YOURSELF and ITself!

Why know the name of a thing when the thing itself you do not know? Whose work is it but your own to

open your eyes? But indeed the business of the universe is to make such a fool of you that you will know

But I did see that the flower was different from any flower I had ever seen before; therefore I knew that I

must be seeing a shadow of the prayer in it; and a great awe came over me to think of the heart listening to

We had been for some time walking over a rocky moorland covered with dry plants and mosses, when I

descried a little cottage in the farthest distance. The sun was not yet down, but he was wrapt in a gray cloud.

The heath looked as if it had never been warm, and the wind blew strangely cold, as if from some region

"Here we are at last!" said the raven. "What a long way it is! In half the time I could have gone to Paradise

and seen my cousinhim, you remember, who never came back to Noah! Dear! dear! it is almost winter!"

"That is because we have travelled so fast," answered the raven. "In your world you cannot pull up the

plumbline you call gravitation, and let the world spin round under your feet! But here is my wife's house!

"But where is your churchyardyour cemeterywhere you make your graves, I mean?" said I, seeing

The raven stretched his neck, held out his beak horizontally, turned it slowly round to all the points of the

I followed the beak with my eyes, and lo, without church or graves, all was a churchyard! Wherever the

dreary wind swept, there was the raven's cemetery! He was sexton of all he surveyed! lord of all that was laid

aside! I stood in the burialground of the universe; its compass the unenclosed heath, its wall the gray

horizon, low and starless! I had left spring and summer, autumn and sunshine behind me, and come to the

winter that waited for me! I had set out in the prime of my youth, and here I was already!But I mistook.

The day might well be long in that region, for it contained the seasons. Winter slept there, the night through,

in his windingsheet of ice; with childlike smile, Spring came awake in the dawn; at noon, Summer blazed

abroad in her gorgeous beauty; with the slowchanging afternoon, old Autumn crept in, and died at the first

As we drew near the cottage, the clouded sun was rushing down the steepest slope of the west, and he sank

while we were yet a few yards from the door. The same instant I was assailed by a cold that seemed almost a

material presence, and I struggled across the threshold as if from the clutches of an icy death. A wind swelled

up on the moor, and rushed at the door as with difficulty I closed it behind me. Then all was still, and I

A candle burned on a deal table in the middle of the room, and the first thing I saw was the lid of a coffin, as I

thought, set up against the wall; but it opened, for it was a door, and a woman entered. She was all in

whiteas white as newfallen snow; and her face was as white as her dress, but not like snow, for at once it

suggested warmth. I thought her features were perfect, but her eyes made me forget them. The life of her face

and her whole person was gathered and concentrated in her eyes, where it became light. It might have been

coming death that made her face luminous, but the eyes had life in them for a nationlarge, and dark with a

darkness ever deepening as I gazed. A whole nightheaven lay condensed in each pupil; all the stars were in

its blackness, and flashed; while round it for a horizon lay coiled an iris of the eternal twilight. What any eye

IS, God only knows: her eyes must have been coming direct out of his own! the still face might be a primeval

"He is welcome," she answered, in a low, rich, gentle voice. Treasures of immortal sound seemed to he

She stood in front of the door by which she had entered, and did not come nearer.

"I do not quite understand you," I said, with an uneasy foreboding as to what she meant, but a vague hope of

I gazed into the white face of the woman, and my heart fluttered. She returned my gaze in silence.

"Let me first go home," I resumed, "and come again after I have found or made, invented, or at least

"He has not yet learned that the day begins with sleep!" said the woman, turning to her husband. "Tell him he

"Men," he answered, "think so much of having done, that they fall asleep upon it. They cannot empty an egg

I saw no raven, but the librarianthe same slender elderly man, in a rusty black coat, large in the body and

long in the tails. I had seen only his back before; now for the first time I saw his face. It was so thin that it

showed the shape of the bones under it, suggesting the skulls his lastclaimed profession must have made

him familiar with. But in truth I had never before seen a face so alive, or a look so keen or so friendly as that

in his pale blue eyes, which yet had a haze about them as if they had done much weeping.

"You saw me do it!But I am still librarian in your house, for I never was dismissed, and never gave up the

"So I am. It is much the same profession. Except you are a true sexton, books are but dead bodies to you, and

A few moments he stood silent. The woman, moveless as a statue, stood silent also by the coffindoor.

"Upon occasion," said the sexton at length, "it is more convenient to put one's birdself in front. Every one,

as you ought to know, has a beastselfand a birdself, and a stupid fishself, ay, and a creeping

serpentself toowhich it takes a deal of crushing to kill! In truth he has also a treeself and a crystalself,

and I don't know how many selves moreall to get into harmony. You can tell what sort a man is by his

He turned to his wife, and I considered him more closely. He was above the ordinary height, and stood more

erect than when last I saw him. His face was, like his wife's, very pale; its nose handsomely encased the beak

that had retired within it; its lips were very thin, and even they had no colour, but their curves were beautiful,

and about them quivered a shadowy smile that had humour in it as well as love and pity.

"We are in want of something to eat and drink, wife," he said; "we have come a long way!"

"Please give me something to eat, Mrs. Raven," I said, "and somethingwhat you willto quench my

"Your thirst must be greater before you can have what will quench it," she replied; "but what I can give you, I

She went to a cupboard in the wall, brought from it bread and wine, and set them on the table.

We sat down to the perfect meal; and as I ate, the bread and wine seemed to go deeper than the hunger and

"I have earned neither food nor sleep, Mrs. Raven," I said, "but you have given me the one freely, and now I

"Sleep is too fine a thing ever to be earned," said the sexton; "it must be given and accepted, for it is a

necessity. But it would be perilous to use this house as a halfway hostelryfor the repose of a night, that is,

A wildlooking little black cat jumped on his knee as he spoke. He patted it as one pats a child to make it go

to sleep: he seemed to me patting down the sod upon a gravepatting it lovingly, with an inward lullaby.

"Here is one of Mara's kittens!" he said to his wife: "will you give it something and put it out? she may want

The woman took it from him gently, gave it a little piece of bread, and went out with it, closing the door

"Because no one anywhere ever wakes of himself. You can wake yourself no more than you can make

"Then perhaps you or Mrs. Raven would kindly call me!" I said, still nowise understanding, but feeling afresh

"If you would have the rest of this house, you must not trouble yourself about waking. You must go to sleep

The sexton sat looking me in the face. His eyes seemed to say, "Will you not trust me?" I returned his gaze,

As we rose, the woman came in. She took up the candle, turned to the inner door, and led the way. I went

The air as of an icehouse met me crossing the threshold. The door fellto behind us. The sexton said

something to his wife that made her turn toward us.What a change had passed upon her! It was as if the

splendour of her eyes had grown too much for them to hold, and, sinking into her countenance, made it flash

with a loveliness like that of Beatrice in the white rose of the redeemed. Life itself, life eternal, immortal,

streamed from it, an unbroken lightning. Even her hands shone with a white radiance, every "pearlshell

helmet" gleaming like a moonstone. Her beauty was overpowering; I was glad when she turned it from me.

But the light of the candle reached such a little way, that at first I could see nothing of the place. Presently,

however, it fell on something that glimmered, a little raised from the floor. Was it a bed? Could live thing

sleep in such a mortal cold? Then surely it was no wonder it should not wake of itself! Beyond that appeared

A few paces brought us to the first; it was a human form under a sheet, straight and stillwhether of man or

I soon perceived that we were walking along an aisle of couches, on almost every one of which, with its head

to the passage, lay something asleep or dead, covered with a sheet white as snow. My soul grew silent with

dread. Through aisle after aisle we went, among couches innumerable. I could see only a few of them at once,

but they were on all sides, vanishing, as it seemed, in the infinite.Was it here lay my choice of a bed? Must

I go to sleep among the unwaking, with no one to rouse me? Was this the sexton's library? were these his

"One of the cellars I am placed to watch!" remarked Mr. Ravenin a low voice, as if fearing to disturb his

silent guests. "Much wine is set here to ripen!But it is dark for a stranger!" he added.

"The moon is rising; she will soon be here," said his wife, and her clear voice, low and sweet, sounded of

Even as she spoke the moon looked in at an opening in the wall, and a thousand gleams of white responded to

her shine. But not yet could I descry beginning or end of the couches. They stretched away and away, as if for

all the disparted world to sleep upon. For along the far receding narrow ways, every couch stood by itself,

and on each slept a lonely sleeper. I thought at first their sleep was death, but I soon saw it was something

The moon rose higher, and shone through other openings, but I could never see enough of the place at once to

know its shape or character; now it would resemble a long cathedral nave, now a huge barn made into a

dwelling of tombs. She looked colder than any moon in the frostiest night of the world, and where she shone

direct upon them, cast a bluish, icy gleam on the white sheets and the pallid countenancesbut it might be

Of such as I could see, all were alike in the brotherhood of death, all unlike in the character and history

recorded upon them. Here lay a man who had diedfor although this was not death, I have no other name to

give itin the prime of manly strength; his dark beard seemed to flow like a liberated stream from the

glacier of his frozen countenance; his forehead was smooth as polished marble; a shadow of pain lingered

about his lips, but only a shadow. On the next couch lay the form of a girl, passing lovely to behold. The

sadness left on her face by parting was not yet absorbed in perfect peace, but absolute submission possessed

the placid features, which bore no sign of wasting disease, of "killing care or grief of heart": if pain had been

there, it was long charmed asleep, never again to wake. Many were the beautiful that there lay very still

some of them mere children; but I did not see one infant. The most beautiful of all was a lady whose white

hair, and that alone, suggested her old when first she fell asleep. On her stately countenance restednot

submission, but a right noble acquiescence, an assurance, firm as the foundations of the universe, that all was

as it should be. On some faces lingered the almost obliterated scars of strife, the marrings of hopeless loss,

the fading shadows of sorrows that had seemed inconsolable: the aurora of the great morning had not yet

quite melted them away; but those faces were few, and every one that bore such brand of pain seemed to

plead, "Pardon me: I died only yesterday!" or, "Pardon me: I died but a century ago!" That some had been

dead for ages I knew, not merely by their unutterable repose, but by something for which I have neither word

We came at last to three empty couches, immediately beyond which lay the form of a beautiful woman, a

little past the prime of life. One of her arms was outside the sheet, and her hand lay with the palm upward, in

its centre a dark spot. Next to her was the stalwart figure of a man of middle age. His arm too was outside the

sheet, the strong hand almost closed, as if clenched on the grip of a sword. I thought he must be a king who

"Will you hold the candle nearer, wife?" whispered the sexton, bending down to examine the woman's hand.

"It heals well," he murmured to himself: "the nail found in her nothing to hurt!"

"I cannot answer you," he replied in a subdued voice. "I almost forget what they mean by DEAD in the old

world. If I said a person was dead, my wife would understand one thing, and you would imagine

another.This is but one of my treasure vaults," he went on, "and all my guests are not laid in vaults: out

there on the moor they lie thick as the leaves of a forest after the first blast of your winterthick, let me say

rather, as if the great white rose of heaven had shed its petals over it. All night the moon reads their faces, and

"Our moon," he answered, "is not like yoursthe old cinder of a burntout world; her beams embalm the

dead, not corrupt them. You observe that here the sexton lays his dead on the earth; be buries very few under

it! In your world he lays huge stones on them, as if to keep them down; I watch for the hour to ring the

resurrectionbell, and wake those that are still asleep. Your sexton looks at the clock to know when to ring

the deadalive to church; I hearken for the cock on the spire to crow; `AWAKE, THOU THAT SLEEPEST,

I began to conclude that the selfstyled sexton was in truth an insane parson: the whole thing was too mad!

But how was I to get away from it? I was helpless! In this world of the dead, the raven and his wife were the

only living I had yet seen: whither should I turn for help? I was lost in a space larger than imagination; for if

here two things, or any parts of them, could occupy the same space, why not twenty or ten thousand?But I

"You seem in your dead to see differences beyond my perception!" I ventured to remark.

"None of those you see," he answered, "are in truth quite dead yet, and some have but just begun to come

alive and die. Others had begun to die, that is to come alive, long before they came to us; and when such are

indeed dead, that instant they will wake and leave us. Almost every night some rise and go. But I will not say

more, for I find my words only mislead you!This is the couch that has been waiting for you," he ended,

"Not much," rejoined the sexton with a smile, "not nearly enough! Blessed be the true life that the pauses

"Do these find it so?" he returned. "They sleep wellor will soon. Of cold they feel not a breath: it heals

their wounds.Do not be a coward, Mr. Vane. Turn your back on fear, and your face to whatever may come.

Give yourself up to the night, and you will rest indeed. Harm will not come to you, but a good you cannot

The sexton and I stood by the side of the couch, his wife, with the candle in her hand, at the foot of it. Her

eyes were full of light, but her face was again of a still whiteness; it was no longer radiant.

"Would they have me make of a charnelhouse my bedchamber?" I cried aloud. "I will not. I will lie abroad

"I will NOT," I cried again; and in the compassing dark, the two gleamed out like spectres that waited on the

"Be of good comfort; we watch the flock of the great shepherd," said the sexton to his wife.

"Didst thou not find the air of the place pure and sweet when thou enteredst it?" he asked.

"Then know," he returned, and his voice was stern, "that thou who callest thyself alive, hast brought into this

chamber the odours of death, and its air will not be wholesome for the sleepers until thou art gone from it!"

They went farther into the great chamber, and I was left alone in the moonlight with the dead.

What a long way I found it back through the dead! At first I was too angry to be afraid, but as I grew calm,

the still shapes grew terrible. At last, with loud offence to the gracious silence, I ran, I fled wildly, and,

I stood in pitchdarkness. Feeling about me, I found a door, opened it, and was aware of the dim light of a

Had I come to myself out of a vision?or lost myself by going back to one? Which was the realwhat I

now saw, or what I had just ceased to see? Could both be real, interpenetrating yet unmingling?

In the library was one small window to the east, through which, at this time of the year, the first rays of the

sun shone upon a mirror whence they were reflected on the masked door: when I woke, there they shone, and

thither they drew my eyes. With the feeling that behind it must lie the boundless chamber I had left by that

door, I sprang to my feet, and opened it. The light, like an eager hound, shot before me into the closet, and

But the gilded edges, reflecting the light a second time, flung it on a nest of drawers in a dark corner, and I

It contained old papers, and seemed more than full, for it would not close. Taking the topmost one out, I

perceived that it was in my father's writing and of some length. The words on which first my eyes fell, at

once made me eager to learn what it contained. I carried it to the library, sat down in one of the western

I am filled with awe of what I have to write. The sun is shining golden above me; the sea lies blue beneath his

gaze; the same world sends its growing things up to the sun, and its flying things into the air which I have

breathed from my infancy; but I know the outspread splendour a passing show, and that at any moment it

Shortly after my father's death, I was seated one morning in the library. I had been, somewhat listlessly,

regarding the portrait that hangs among the books, which I knew only as that of a distant ancestor, and

wishing I could learn something of its original. Then I had taken a book from the shelves and begun to read.

Glancing up from it, I saw coming toward menot between me and the door, but between me and the

portraita thin pale man in rusty black. He looked sharp and eager, and had a notable nose, at once

"Finding myself in your vicinity, Mr. Vane, I have given myself the pleasure of calling," he said, in a peculiar

but not disagreeable voice. "Your honoured grandfather treated meI may say it without presumptionas a

"You nearly hit my name," he rejoined, "which shows the family insight. You have seen me before, but only

I could not be sure that I remembered him, but for a moment I fancied I did, and I begged him to set me right

"There is such a thing as remembering without recognising the memory in it," he remarked. "For my

"I knew him," he answered with a curious smile, "but he did not care about my acquaintance, and we never

met.That gentleman, however," he added, pointing to the portrait,"old Sir Up'ard, his people called

him,was in his day a friend of mine yet more intimate than ever your grandfather became."

Then at length I began to think the interview a strange one. But in truth it was hardly stranger that my visitor

should remember Sir Upward, than that he should have been my greatgrandfather's librarian!

"I owe him much," he continued; "for, although I had read many more books than he, yet, through the special

direction of his studies, he was able to inform me of a certain relation of modes which I should never have

"By no meansas much at least as I am able: there are not such things as wilful secrets," he answeredand

"That closet held his librarya hundred manuscripts or so, for printing was not then invented. One morning I

sat there, working at a catalogue of them, when he looked in at the door, and said, `Come.' I laid down my

pen and followed himacross the great hall, down a steep rough descent, and along an underground passage

to a tower he had lately built, consisting of a stair and a room at the top of it. The door of this room had a

tremendous lock, which he undid with the smallest key I ever saw. I had scarcely crossed the threshold after

him, when, to my eyes, he began to dwindle, and grew less and less. All at once my vision seemed to come

right, and I saw that he was moving swiftly away from me. In a minute more he was the merest speck in the

distance, with the tops of blue mountains beyond him, clear against a sky of paler blue. I recognised the

country, for I had gone there and come again many a time, although I had never known this way to it.

"Many years after, when the tower had long disappeared, I taught one of his descendants what Sir Upward

had taught me; and now and then to this day I use your house when I want to go the nearest way home. I must

indeedwithout your leave, for which I ask your pardonhave by this time well established a right of way

"You would have me then understand, Mr. Raven," I said, "that you go through my house into another world,

"That I go through it is an incontrovertible acknowledgement of space," returned the old librarian.

"Please do not quibble, Mr. Raven," I rejoined. "Please to take my question as you know I mean it."

"There is in your house a door, one step through which carries me into a world very much another than this."

"Not throughout; but so much another that most of its physical, and many of its mental laws are different

from those of this world. As for moral laws, they must everywhere be fundamentally the same."

"I will go out of that door with you if you like: I believe in you enough to risk the attempt."

"The blunder all my children make!" he murmured. "The only door out is the door in!"

I began to think he must be crazy. He sat silent for a moment, his head resting on his hand, his elbow on the

"A book," he said louder, "is a door in, and therefore a door out.I see old Sir Up'ard," he went on, closing

"I grant you so much; but the things in that world are not things to have and to hold."

"Think a little farther," he rejoined: "did anything ever become yours, except by getting into that

world?The thought is beyond you, however, at present!I tell you there are more worlds, and more doors

He rose, left the library, crossed the hall, and went straight up to the garret, familiar evidently with every turn.

I followed, studying his back. His hair hung down long and dark, straight and glossy. His coat was wide and

In the garret a light came through at the edges of the great roofing slabs, and showed us parts where was no

flooring, and we must step from joist to joist: in the middle of one of these spaces rose a partition, with a

door: through it I followed Mr. Raven into a small, obscure chamber, whose top contracted as it rose, and

"That is the door I spoke of," he said, pointing to an oblong mirror that stood on the floor and leaned against

the wall. I went in front of it, and saw our figures dimly reflected in its dusty face. There was something

about it that made me uneasy. It looked oldfashioned and neglected, but, notwithstanding its ordinary

seeming, the eagle, perched with outstretched wings on the top, appeared threatful.

"As a mirror," said the librarian, "it has grown dingy with age; but that is no matter: its doorness depends on

He did not answer me, but began to pull at a little chain on the opposite wall. I heard a creaking: the top of

the chamber was turning slowly round. He ceased pulling, looked at his watch, and began to pull again.

The top went creaking and revolving for a minute or so. Then he pulled two other chains, now this, now that,

and returned to the first. A moment more and the chamber grew much clearer: a patch of sunlight had fallen

upon a mirror on the wall opposite that against which the other leaned, and on the dust I saw the path of the

reflected rays to the mirror on the ground. But from the latter none were returned; they seemed to go clean

"That I cannot tell," returned Mr. Raven; "back, perhaps, to where they came from first. They now belong,

He then talked of the relations of mind to matter, and of senses to qualities, in a way I could only a little

understand, whence he went on to yet stranger things which I could not at all comprehend. He spoke much

about dimensions, telling me that there were many more than three, some of them concerned with powers

which were indeed in us, but of which as yet we knew absolutely nothing. His words, however, I confess,

took little more hold of me than the light did of the mirror, for I thought he hardly knew what he was saying.

Suddenly I was aware that our forms had gone from the mirror, which seemed full of a white mist. As I gazed

I saw, growing gradually visible beyond the mist, the tops of a range of mountains, which became clearer and

clearer. Soon the mist vanished entirely, uncovering the face of a wide heath, on which, at some distance, was

the figure of a man moving swiftly away. I turned to address my companion; he was no longer by my side. I

looked again at the form in the mirror, and recognised the wide coat flying, the black hair lifting in a wind

I laid the manuscript down, consoled to find that my father had had a peep into that mysterious world, and

Then I remembered that I had never heard the cause or any circumstance of my father's death, and began to

believe that he must at last have followed Mr. Raven, and not come back; whereupon I speedily grew

ashamed of my flight. What wondrous facts might I not by this time have gathered concerning life and death,

and wide regions beyond ordinary perception! Assuredly the Ravens were good people, and a night in their

house would nowise have hurt me! They were doubtless strange, but it was faculty in which the one was

peculiar, and beauty in which the other was marvellous! And I had not believed in them! had treated them as

unworthy of my confidence, as harbouring a design against me! The more I thought of my behaviour to them,

the more disgusted I became with myself. Why should I have feared such dead? To share their holy rest was

an honour of which I had proved myself unworthy! What harm could that sleeping king, that lady with the

wound in her palm, have done me? I fell a longing after the sweet and stately stillness of their two

countenances, and wept. Weeping I threw myself on a couch, and suddenly fell asleep.

As suddenly I woke, feeling as if some one had called me. The house was still as an empty church. A

blackbird was singing on the lawn. I said to myself, "I will go and tell them I am ashamed, and will do

whatever they would have me do!" I rose, and went straight up the stairs to the garret.

The wooden chamber was just as when first I saw it, the mirror dimly reflecting everything before it. It was

nearly noon, and the sun would be a little higher than when first I came: I must raise the hood a little, and

adjust the mirrors accordingly! If I had but been in time to see Mr. Raven do it!

I pulled the chains, and let the light fall on the first mirror. I turned then to the other: there were the shapes of

the former visiondistinguishable indeed, but tremulous like a landscape in a pool ruffled by "a small

Suspecting polarisation as the thing required, I shifted and shifted the mirrors, changing their relation, until at

last, in a great degree, so far as I was concerned, by chance, things came right between them, and I saw the

mountains blue and steady and clear. I stepped forward, and my feet were among the heather.

All I knew of the way to the cottage was that we had gone through a pineforest. I passed through many

thickets and several small firwoods, continually fancying afresh that I recognised something of the country;

but I had come upon no forest, and now the sun was near the horizon, and the air had begun to grow chill

with the coming winter, when, to my delight, I saw a little black object coming toward me: it was indeed the

"I beg your pardon, sir, for my rudeness last night," I said. "Will you take me with you now? I heartily

"Ah!" he returned, and looked up. Then, after a brief pause, "My wife does not expect you tonight," he said.

"It is of no use," he answered. "Your night was not come then, or you would not have left us. It is not come

now, and I cannot show you the way. The dead were rejoicing under their daisiesthey all lie among the

roots of the flowers of heavenat the thought of your delight when the winter should be past, and the

morning with its birds come: ere you left them, they shivered in their beds. When the spring of the universe

arrives,but that cannot be for ages yet! how many, I do not knowand do not care to know."

"Tell me one thing, I beg of you, Mr. Raven: is my father with you? Have you seen him since he left the

"Yes; he is with us, fast asleep. That was he you saw with his arm on the coverlet, his hand half closed."

"I doubt it. Had you been ready to lie down, you would have known him!Old Sir Up'ard," he went on, "and

your twice greatgrandfather, both are up and away long ago. Your greatgrandfather has been with us for

many a year; I think he will soon begin to stir. You saw him last night, though of course you did not know

"Because he is so much nearer waking than you. No one who will not sleep can ever wake."

"You turned away, and would not understand!" I held my peace.But if I did not say something, he would

"You will not find him; but you will hardly miss the wood. It is the place where those who will not sleep,

"Naturally not. Neither do I understand you; I can read neither your heart nor your face. When my wife and I

do not understand our children, it is because there is not enough of them to be understood. God alone can

"Then," I said, feeling naked and very worthless, "will you be so good as show me the nearest way home?

"I cannot," answered the raven; "you and I use the same words with different meanings. We are often unable

to tell people what they NEED to know, because they WANT to know something else, and would therefore

only misunderstand what we said. Home is ever so far away in the palm of your hand, and how to get there it

is of no use to tell you. But you will get there; you must get there; you have to get there. Everybody who is

not at home, has to go home. You thought you were at home where I found you: if that had been your home,

you could not have left it. Nobody can leave home. And nobody ever was or ever will be at home without

"Enigma treading on enigma!" I exclaimed. "I did not come here to be asked riddles."

"No; but you came, and found the riddles waiting for you! Indeed you are yourself the only riddle. What you

"And you MUST answer the riddles!" he continued. "They will go on asking themselves until you understand

yourself. The universe is a riddle trying to get out, and you are holding your door hard against it."

He pointed with his beak. I could see nothing but the setting sun, which blinded me.

"Well," I said bitterly, "I cannot help feeling hardly treatedtaken from my home, abandoned in a strange

"You forget," said the raven, "that, when I brought you and you declined my hospitality, you reached what

He turned and walked slowly away, with his beak toward the ground. I stood dazed. It was true I had come of

myself, but had I not come with intent of atonement? My heart was sore, and in my brain was neither quest

nor purpose, hope nor desire. I gazed after the raven, and would have followed him, but felt it useless.

All at once he pounced on a spot, throwing the whole weight of his body on his bill, and for some moments

dug vigorously. Then with a flutter of his wings he threw back his head, and something shot from his bill,

cast high in the air. That moment the sun set, and the air at once grew very dusk, but the something opened

into a soft radiance, and came pulsing toward me like a firefly, but with a much larger and a yellower light.

Here I interrupt my narrative to remark that it involves a constant struggle to say what cannot be said with

even an approach to precision, the things recorded being, in their nature and in that of the creatures concerned

in them, so inexpressibly different from any possible events of this economy, that I can present them only by

giving, in the forms and language of life in this world, the modes in which they affected menot the things

themselves, but the feelings they woke in me. Even this much, however, I do with a continuous and abiding

sense of failure, finding it impossible to present more than one phase of a multitudinously complicated

significance, or one concentric sphere of a graduated embodiment. A single thing would sometimes seem to

be and mean many things, with an uncertain identity at the heart of them, which kept constantly altering their

look. I am indeed often driven to set down what I know to be but a clumsy and doubtful representation of the

mere feeling aimed at, none of the communicating media of this world being fit to convey it, in its peculiar

strangeness, with even an approach to clearness or certainty. Even to one who knew the region better than

myself, I should have no assurance of transmitting the reality of my experience in it. While without a doubt,

for instance, that I was actually regarding a scene of activity, I might be, at the same moment, in my

As the air grew black and the winter closed swiftly around me, the fluttering fire blazed out more luminous,

and arresting its flight, hovered waiting. So soon as I came under its radiance, it flew slowly on, lingering

now and then above spots where the ground was rocky. Every time I looked up, it seemed to have grown

larger, and at length gave me an attendant shadow. Plainly a birdbutterfly, it flew with a certain swallowy

double. Its wings were very large, nearly square, and flashed all the colours of the rainbow. Wondering at

their splendour, I became so absorbed in their beauty that I stumbled over a low rock, and lay stunned. When

I came to myself, the creature was hovering over my head, radiating the whole chord of light, with

multitudinous gradations and some kinds of colour I had never before seen. I rose and went on, but, unable to

take my eyes off the shining thing to look to my steps, I struck my foot against a stone. Fearing then another

fall, I sat down to watch the little glory, and a great longing awoke in me to have it in my hand. To my

unspeakable delight, it began to sink toward me. Slowly at first, then swiftly it sank, growing larger as it

came nearer. I felt as if the treasure of the universe were giving itself to me put out my hand, and had it.

But the instant I took it, its light went out; all was dark as pitch; a dead book with boards outspread lay cold

and heavy in my hand. I threw it in the aironly to hear it fall among the heather. Burying my face in my

But the cold grew so bitter that, fearing to be frozen, I got up. The moment I was on my feet, a faint sense of

light awoke in me. "Is it coming to life?" I cried, and a great pang of hope shot through me. Alas, no! it was

the edge of a moon peering up keen and sharp over a level horizon! She brought me lightbut no guidance!

SHE would not hover over me, would not wait on my faltering steps! She could but offer me an ignorant

With a full face she rose, and I began to see a little about me. Westward of her, and not far from me, a range

But what a night I had to pass ere I reached it! The moon seemed to know something, for she stared at me

oddly. Her look was indeed icycold, but full of interest, or at least curiosity. She was not the same moon I

had known on the earth; her face was strange to me, and her light yet stranger. Perhaps it came from an

unknown sun! Every time I looked up, I found her staring at me with all her might! At first I was annoyed, as

at the rudeness of a fellow creature; but soon I saw or fancied a certain wondering pity in her gaze: why was I

out in her night? Then first I knew what an awful thing it was to be awake in the universe: I WAS, and could

As I walked, my feet lost the heather, and trod a bare spongy soil, something like dry, powdery peat. To my

dismay it gave a momentary heave under me; then presently I saw what seemed the ripple of an earthquake

running on before me, shadowy in the low moon. It passed into the distance; but, while yet I stared after it, a

single wave rose up, and came slowly toward me. A yard or two away it burst, and from it, with a scramble

and a bound, issued an animal like a tiger. About his mouth and ears hung clots of mould, and his eyes

winked and flamed as he rushed at me, showing his white teeth in a soundless snarl. I stood fascinated,

unconscious of either courage or fear. He turned his head to the ground, and plunged into it.

"That moon is affecting my brain," I said as I resumed my journey. "What life can be here but the

phantasmicthe stuff of which dreams are made? I am indeed walking in a vain show!"

Thus I strove to keep my heart above the waters of fear, nor knew that she whom I distrusted was indeed my

defence from the realities I took for phantoms: her light controlled the monsters, else had I scarce taken a

second step on the hideous ground. "I will not be appalled by that which only seems!" I said to myself, yet

felt it a terrible thing to walk on a sea where such fishes disported themselves below. With that, a step or two

from me, the head of a worm began to come slowly out of the earth, as big as that of a polar bear and much

resembling it, with a white mane to its red neck. The drawing wriggles with which its huge length extricated

itself were horrible, yet I dared not turn my eyes from them. The moment its tail was free, it lay as if

"Does it live on the dead," I wondered, "and is it unable to hurt the living? If they scent their prey and come

All the night through as I walked, hideous creatures, no two alike, threatened me. In some of them, beauty of

colour enhanced loathliness of shape: one large serpent was covered from head to distant tail with feathers of

I became at length so accustomed to their hurtless menaces that I fell to beguiling the way with the invention

of monstrosities, never suspecting that I owed each moment of life to the staring moon. Though hers was no

primal radiance, it so hampered the evil things, that I walked in safety. For light is yet light, if but the last of a

countless series of reflections! How swiftly would not my feet have carried me over the restless soil, had I

known that, if still within their range when her lamp ceased to shine on the cursed spot, I should that moment

be at the mercy of such as had no mercy, the centre of a writhing heap of hideousness, every individual of it

as terrible as before it had but seemed! Fool of ignorance, I watched the descent of the weary, solemn,

anxious moon down the widening vault above me, with no worse uneasiness than the dread of losing my

I was drawing near the hills I had made my goal, and she was now not far from their skyline, when the

soundless wallowing ceased, and the burrow lay motionless and bare. Then I saw, slowly walking over the

light soil, the form of a woman. A white mist floated about her, now assuming, now losing to reassume the

shape of a garment, as it gathered to her or was blown from her by a wind that dogged her steps.

She was beautiful, but with such a pride at once and misery on her countenance that I could hardly believe

what yet I saw. Up and down she walked, vainly endeavouring to lay hold of the mist and wrap it around her.

The eyes in the beautiful face were dead, and on her left side was a dark spot, against which she would now

and then press her hand, as if to stifle pain or sickness. Her hair hung nearly to her feet, and sometimes the

wind would so mix it with the mist that I could not distinguish the one from the other; but when it fell

Suddenly pressing both hands on her heart, she fell to the ground, and the mist rose from her and melted in

the air. I ran to her. But she began to writhe in such torture that I stood aghast. A moment more and her legs,

hurrying from her body, sped away serpents. >From her shoulders fled her arms as in terror, serpents also.

Then something flew up from her like a bat, and when I looked again, she was gone. The ground rose like the

I was already on the slope of their base, when the moon sank behind one of their summits, leaving me in its

shadow. Behind me rose a waste and sickening cry, as of frustrate desirethe only sound I had heard since

the fall of the dead butterfly; it made my heart shake like a flag in the wind. I turned, saw many dark objects

bounding after me, and made for the crest of a ridge on which the moon still shone. She seemed to linger

there that I might see to defend myself. Soon I came in sight of her, and climbed the faster.

Crossing the shadow of a rock, I heard the creatures panting at my heels. But just as the foremost threw

himself upon me with a snarl of greedy hate, we rushed into the moon together. She flashed out an angry

light, and he fell from me a bodiless blotch. Strength came to me, and I turned on the rest. But one by one as

they darted into the light, they dropped with a howl; and I saw or fancied a strange smile on the round face

I climbed to the top of the ridge: far away shone the moon, sinking to a low horizon. The air was pure and

strong. I descended a little way, found it warmer, and sat down to wait the dawn.

I fell fast asleep, and when I woke the sun was rising. I went to the top again, and looked back: the hollow I

had crossed in the moonlight lay without sign of life. Could it be that the calm expanse before me swarmed

I turned and looked over the land through which my way must lie. It seemed a wide desert, with a patch of a

different colour in the distance that might be a forest. Sign of presence, human or animal, was nonesmoke

or dust or shadow of cultivation. Not a cloud floated in the clear heaven; no thinnest haze curtained any

I descended, and set out for the imaginable forest: something alive might be there; on this side of it could not

When I reached the plain, I found it, as far as my sight could go, of rock, here flat and channeled, there

humped and pinnacled evidently the wide bed of a vanished river, scored by innumerable waterruns,

without a trace of moisture in them. Some of the channels bore a dry moss, and some of the rocks a few

lichens almost as hard as themselves. The air, once "filled with pleasant noise of waters," was silent as death.

It took me the whole day to reach the patch, which I found indeed a forestbut not a rudiment of brook or

runnel had I crossed! Yet through the glowing noon I seemed haunted by an aural mirage, hearing so plainly

the voice of many waters that I could hardly believe the opposing testimony of my eyes.

The sun was approaching the horizon when I left the riverbed, and entered the forest. Sunk below the

treetops, and sending his rays between their pillarlike boles, he revealed a world of blessed shadows

waiting to receive me. I had expected a pinewood, but here were trees of many sorts, some with strong

resemblances to trees I knew, others with marvellous differences from any I had ever seen. I threw myself

beneath the boughs of what seemed a eucalyptus in blossom: its flowers had a hard calyx much resembling a

skull, the top of which rose like a lid to let the frothlike bloombrain overfoam its cup. From beneath the

shadow of its falchionleaves my eyes went wandering into deep after deep of the forest.

Soon, however, its doors and windows began to close, shutting up aisle and corridor and roomier glade. The

night was about me, and instant and sharp the cold. Again what a night I found it! How shall I make my

The tree under which I lay rose high before it branched, but the boughs of it bent so low that they seemed

ready to shut me in as I leaned against the smooth stem, and let my eyes wander through the brief twilight of

the vanishing forest. Presently, to my listless roving gaze, the varied outlines of the clumpy foliage began to

assume or imitatesay rather SUGGEST other shapes than their own. A light wind began to blow; it set the

boughs of a neighbour tree rocking, and all their branches aswing, every twig and every leaf blending its

individual motion with the sway of its branch and the rock of its bough. Among its leafy shapes was a pack of

wolves that struggled to break from a wizard's leash: greyhounds would not have strained so savagely! I

watched them with an interest that grew as the wind gathered force, and their motions life.

Another mass of foliage, larger and more compact, presented my fancy with a group of horses' heads and

forequarters projecting caparisoned from their stalls. Their necks kept moving up and down, with an

impatience that augmented as the growing wind broke their vertical rhythm with a wilder swaying from side

to side. What heads they were! how gaunt, how strange!several of them bare skullsone with the skin

tight on its bones! One had lost the under jaw and hung low, looking unutterably wearybut now and then

hove high as if to ease the bit. Above them, at the end of a branch, floated erect the form of a woman, waving

her arms in imperious gesture. The definiteness of these and other leaf masses first surprised and then

discomposed me: what if they should overpower my brain with seeming reality? But the twilight became

It was still dark when I began to be aware of a faroff, confused, rushing noise, mingled with faint cries. It

grew and grew until a tumult as of gathering multitudes filled the wood. On all sides at once the sounds drew

nearer; the spot where I lay seemed the centre of a commotion that extended throughout the forest. I scarce

The moon at length approached the forest, and came slowly into it: with her first gleam the noises increased

to a deafening uproar, and I began to see dim shapes about me. As she ascended and grew brighter, the noises

became yet louder, and the shapes clearer. A furious battle was raging around me. Wild cries and roars of

rage, shock of onset, struggle prolonged, all mingled with words articulate, surged in my ears. Curses and

credos, snarls and sneers, laughter and mockery, sacred names and howls of hate, came huddling in chaotic

interpenetration. Skeletons and phantoms fought in maddest confusion. Swords swept through the phantoms:

they only shivered. Maces crashed on the skeletons, shattering them hideously: not one fell or ceased to fight,

so long as a single joint held two bones together. Bones of men and horses lay scattered and heaped; grinding

and crunching them under foot fought the skeletons. Everywhere charged the bonegaunt white steeds;

everywhere on foot or on windblown misty battlehorses, raged and ravened and raved the indestructible

spectres; weapons and hoofs clashed and crushed; while skeleton jaws and phantomthroats swelled the

deafening tumult with the warcry of every opinion, bad or good, that had bred strife, injustice, cruelty in any

world. The holiest words went with the most hating blow. Liedistorted truths flew hurtling in the wind of

javelins and bones. Every moment some one would turn against his comrades, and fight more wildly than

before, THE TRUTH! THE TRUTH! still his cry. One I noted who wheeled ever in a circle, and smote on all

sides. Wearied out, a pair would sit for a minute side by side, then rise and renew the fierce combat. None

The moon shone till the sun rose, and all the night long I had glimpses of a woman moving at her will above

the strifetormented multitude, now on this front now on that, one outstretched arm urging the fight, the other

pressed against her side. "Ye are men: slay one another!" she shouted. I saw her dead eyes and her dark spot,

Just before sunrise, a breeze went through the forest, and a voice cried, "Let the dead bury their dead!" At the

word the contending thousands dropped noiseless, and when the sun looked in, he saw never a bone, but here

I rose and resumed my journey, through as quiet a wood as ever grew out of the quiet earth. For the wind of

the morning had ceased when the sun appeared, and the trees were silent. Not a bird sang, not a squirrel,

mouse, or weasel showed itself, not a belated moth flew athwart my path. But as I went I kept watch over

myself, nor dared let my eyes rest on any forestshape. All the time I seemed to hear faint sounds of mattock

and spade and hurtling bones: any moment my eyes might open on things I would not see! Daylight prudence

muttered that perhaps, to appear, ten thousand phantoms awaited only my consenting fancy. In the middle of

the afternoon I came out of the woodto find before me a second net of dry watercourses. I thought at first

that I had wandered from my attempted line, and reversed my direction; but I soon saw it was not so, and

concluded presently that I had come to another branch of the same riverbed. I began at once to cross it, and

I sat down to await the moon, and growing sleepy, stretched myself on the moss. The moment my head was

down, I heard the sounds of rushing streamsall sorts of sweet watery noises. The veiled melody of the

molten music sang me into a dreamless sleep, and when I woke the sun was already up, and the wrinkled

country widely visible. Covered with shadows it lay striped and mottled like the skin of some wild animal. As

the sun rose the shadows diminished, and it seemed as if the rocks were reabsorbing the darkness that had

Hitherto I had loved my Arab mare and my books more, I fear, than live man or woman; now at length my

soul was athirst for a human presence, and I longed even after those inhabitants of this alien world whom the

raven had so vaguely described as nearest my sort. With heavy yet hoping heart, and mind haunted by a doubt

whether I was going in any direction at all, I kept wearily travelling "northwest and by south."

Coming, in one of the channels, upon what seemed a little shrub, the outlying picket, I trusted, of an army

behind it, I knelt to look at it closer. It bore a small fruit, which, as I did not recognise it, I feared to gather

and eat. Little I thought that I was watched from behind the rocks by hundreds of eyes eager with the question

I came to another plant somewhat bigger, then to another larger still, and at length to clumps of a like sort; by

which time I saw that they were not shrubs but dwarftrees. Before I reached the bank of this second branch

of the riverbed, I found the channels so full of them that it was with difficulty I crossed such as I could not

jump. In one I heard a great rush, as of a multitude of birds from an ivied wall, but saw nothing.

I came next to some large fruitbearing trees, but what they bore looked coarse. They stood on the edge of a

hollow, which evidently had once been the basin of a lake. From the left a forest seemed to flow into and fill

it; but while the trees above were of many sorts, those in the hollow were almost entirely fruitbearing.

I went a few yards down the slope of grass mingled with moss, and stretched myself upon it weary. A little

farther down stood a tiny tree full of rosiest apples no bigger than small cherries, its top close to my hand; I

pulled and ate one of them. Finding it delicious, I was in the act of taking another, when a sudden shouting of

children, mingled with laughter clear and sweet as the music of a brook, startled me with delight.

"He likes our apples! He likes our apples! He's a good giant! He's a good giant!" cried many little voices.

"He IS rather big," assented another, "but littleness isn't everything! It won't keep you from growing big and

I rose on my elbow and stared. Above and about and below me stood a multitude of children, apparently of

all ages, some just able to run alone, and some about twelve or thirteen. Three or four seemed older. They

stood in a small knot, a little apart, and were less excited than the rest. The many were chattering in groups,

declaiming and contradicting, like a crowd of grown people in a city, only with greater merriment, better

I gathered that, by the approach of my hand to a second apple, they knew that I liked the first; but how from

that they argued me good, I did not see, nor wondered that one of them at least should suggest caution. I did

not open my mouth, for I was afraid of frightening them, and sure I should learn more by listening than by

asking questions. For I understood nearly all they saidat which I was not surprised: to understand is not

There came a movement and slight dispersion among them, and presently a sweet, innocentlooking,

lovingly roguish little fellow handed me a huge green apple. Silence fell on the noisy throng; all waited

I sat up, took the apple, smiled thanks, and would have eaten; but the moment I bit into it, I flung it far away.

Again rose a shout of delight; they flung themselves upon me, so as nearly to smother me; they kissed my

face and hands; they laid hold of my legs; they clambered about my arms and shoulders, embracing my head

and neck. I came to the ground at last, overwhelmed with the lovely little goblins.

"Good, good giant!" they cried. "We knew you would come! Oh you dear, good, strong giant!"

The babble of their talk sprang up afresh, and ever the jubilant shout would rise anew from hundreds of clear

Again came a sudden silence. Those around me drew back; those atop of me got off and began trying to set

me on my feet. Upon their sweet faces, concern had taken the place of merriment.

"Get up, good giant!" said a little girl. "Make haste! much haste! He saw you throw his apple away!"

Before she ended, I was on my feet. She stood pointing up the slope. On the brow of it was a clownish,

badlooking fellow, a few inches taller than myself. He looked hostile, but I saw no reason to fear him, for he

He began to descend, and I, in the hope of better footing and position, to go up. He growled like a beast as he

Reaching a more level spot, I stood and waited for him. As he came near, he held out his hand. I would have

taken it in friendly fashion, but he drew it back, threatened a blow, and held it out again. Then I understood

him to claim the apple I had flung away, whereupon I made a grimace of dislike and a gesture of rejection.

He answered with a howl of rage that seemed to say, "Do you dare tell me my apple was not fit to eat?"

Whether he perceived my meaning I cannot tell, but he made a stride nearer, and I stood on my guard. He

delayed his assault, however, until a second giant, much like him, who had been stealing up behind me, was

close enough, when he rushed upon me. I met him with a good blow in the face, but the other struck me on

They dragged me into the wood above the valley, where their tribe livedin wretched huts, built of fallen

branches and a few stones. Into one of these they pushed me, there threw me on the ground, and kicked me. A

I may here mention that during my captivity I hardly learned to distinguish the women from the men, they

differed so little. Often I wondered whether I had not come upon a sort of fungoid people, with just enough

mind to give them motion and the expressions of anger and greed. Their food, which consisted of tubers,

bulbs, and fruits, was to me inexpressibly disagreeable, but nothing offended them so much as to show dislike

to it. I was cuffed by the women and kicked by the men because I would not swallow it.

I lay on the floor that night hardly able to move, but I slept a good deal, and woke a little refreshed. In the

morning they dragged me to the valley, and tying my feet, with a long rope, to a tree, put a flat stone with a

sawlike edge in my left hand. I shifted it to the right; they kicked me, and put it again in the left; gave me to

understand that I was to scrape the bark off every branch that had no fruit on it; kicked me once more, and

I set about the dreary work in the hope that by satisfying them I should be left very much to myselfto make

my observations and choose my time for escape. Happily one of the dwarftrees grew close by me, and every

other minute I plucked and ate a small fruit, which wonderfully refreshed and strengthened me.

I had been at work but a few moments, when I heard small voices near me, and presently the Little Ones, as I

soon found they called themselves, came creeping out from among the tiny trees that like brushwood filled

the spaces between the big ones. In a minute there were scores and scores about me. I made signs that the

giants had but just left me, and were not far off; but they laughed, and told me the wind was quite clean.

"They are too blind to see us," they said, and laughed like a multitude of sheepbells.

"They can scarcely see their own feet!" he rejoined. "Walk with short steps and they will think the rope is all

One of the bigger girls got down on her knees to untie the clumsy knot. I smiled, thinking those pretty fingers

They then made me sit down, and fed me with delicious little fruits; after which the smaller of them began to

play with me in the wildest fashion, so that it was impossible for me to resume my work. When the first grew

tired, others took their places, and this went on until the sun was setting, and heavy steps were heard

approaching. The little people started from me, and I made haste to put the rope round my ankles.

"We must have a care," said the girl who had freed me; "a crush of one of their horrid stumpy feet might kill

"They might see something move; and if the children were in a heap on the top of you, as they were a

moment ago, it would be terrible; for they hate every live thing but themselves.Not that they are much

She whistled like a bird. The next instant not one of them was to be seen or heard, and the girl herself had

It was my master, as doubtless he counted himself, come to take me home. He freed my ankles, and dragged

me to the door of his hut; there he threw me on the ground, again tied my feet, gave me a kick, and left me.

Now I might at once have made my escape; but at length I had friends, and could not think of leaving them.

They were so charming, so full of winsome ways, that I must see more of them! I must know them better!

"Tomorrow," I said to myself with delight, "I shall see them again!" But from the moment there was silence

in the huts until I fell asleep, I heard them whispering all about me, and knew that I was lovingly watched by

I did not come to know the giants at all, and I believe there was scarcely anything in them to know. They

never became in the least friendly, but they were much too stupid to invent cruelties. Often I avoided a bad

kick by catching the foot and giving its owner a fall, upon which he never, on that occasion, renewed his

But the little people were constantly doing and saying things that pleased, often things that surprised me.

Every day I grew more loath to leave them. While I was at work, they would keep coming and going,

amusing and delighting me, and taking all the misery, and much of the weariness out of my monotonous toil.

Very soon I loved them more than I can tell. They did not know much, but they were very wise, and seemed

capable of learning anything. I had no bed save the bare ground, but almost as often as I woke, it was in a

nest of children one or other of them in my arms, though which I seldom could tell until the light came, for

they ordered the succession among themselves. When one crept into my bosom, unconsciously I clasped him

there, and the rest lay close around me, the smaller nearer. It is hardly necessary to say that I did not suffer

much from the nightly cold! The first thing they did in the morning, and the last before sunset, was to bring

One morning I was surprised on waking to find myself alone. As I came to my senses, however, I heard

subdued sounds of approach, and presently the girl already mentioned, the tallest and gravest of the

community, and regarded by all as their mother, appeared from the wood, followed by the multitude in

jubilation manifestbut silent lest they should rouse the sleeping giant at whose door I lay. She carried a

boybaby in her arms: hitherto a girlbaby, apparently about a year old, had been the youngest. Three of the

bigger girls were her nurses, but they shared their treasure with all the rest. Among the Little Ones, dolls were

unknown; the bigger had the smaller, and the smaller the still less, to tend and play with.

Lona came to me and laid the infant in my arms. The baby opened his eyes and looked at me, closed them

"In the wood, of course," she answered, her eyes beaming with delight, "where we always find them. Isn't

he a beauty? We've been out all night looking for him. Sometimes it is not easy to find!"

"I cannot tell," she replied. "Every one makes haste to tell the other, but we never find out who told first.

Sometimes I think one must have said it asleep, and another heard it halfawake. When there is a baby in the

wood, no one can stop to ask questions; and when we have found it, then it is too late."

I had found that to ask precisely the same question twice, made them knit their brows.

She knew where they came from last, and thought nothing else was to be known about their advent.

"Such a happy thing takes all the glad we've got, and we forget the last time. You too are glad to have

"I will show you," she rejoined, and went awayto return directly with two or three ripe little plums. She put

She squeezed a drop to the surface, and again held the fruit to the baby's lips. Without waking he began at

once to suck it, and she went on slowly squeezing until nothing but skin and stone were left.

"There!" she cried, in a tone of gentle triumph. "A bigapple world it would be with nothing for the babies!

"But what if you let the stone into the baby's mouth when you were feeding him?" I said.

I thought what a lovely woman she would grow. But what became of them when they grew up? Where did

"I cannot tell.Some," she added, with a trouble in her voice, "begin to grow after we think they have

She pressed the baby to her bosom with such an anxious look that I dared not further question her.

Before long I began to perceive in two or three of the smaller children some traces of greed and selfishness,

and noted that the bigger girls cast on these a not infrequent glance of anxiety.

None of them put a hand to my work: they would do nothing for the giants! But they never relaxed their

loving ministrations to me. They would sing to me, one after another, for hours; climb the tree to reach my

mouth and pop fruit into it with their dainty little fingers; and they kept constant watch against the approach

Sometimes they would sit and tell me storiesmostly very childish, and often seeming to mean hardly

anything. Now and then they would call a general assembly to amuse me. On one such occasion a moody

little fellow sang me a strange crooning song, with a refrain so pathetic that, although unintelligible to me, it

caused the tears to run down my face. This phenomenon made those who saw it regard me with much

perplexity. Then first I bethought myself that I had not once, in that world, looked on water, falling or lying

or running. Plenty there had been in some long vanished agethat was plain enoughbut the Little Ones

had never seen any before they saw my tears! They had, nevertheless, it seemed, some dim, instinctive

perception of their origin; for a very small child went up to the singer, shook his clenched pud in his face, and

said something like this: "'Ou skeeze ze juice out of ze good giant's seeberries! Bad giant!"

"How is it," I said one day to Lona, as she sat with the baby in her arms at the foot of my tree, "that I never

She stared a little, as if looking in vain for some sense in the question, then replied,

"No; there are never any in the wood for them. They do not love them. If they saw ours, they would stamp

"Is there always the same number of the giants then? I thought, before I had time to know better, that they

"I do not say; I do not understand," she answered. "But we were here and they not. They go from us. I am

"How long have you been here?" I asked, more and more puzzledin the hope of some sidelight on the

"The giants were not made always," she resumed. "If a Little One doesn't care, he grows greedy, and then

lazy, and then big, and then stupid, and then bad. The dull creatures don't know that they come from us. Very

few of them believe we are anywhere. They say NONSENSE!Look at little Blunty: he is eating one of

their apples! He will be the next! Oh! oh! he will soon be big and bad and ugly, and not know it!"

The child stood by himself a little way off, eating an apple nearly as big as his head. I had often thought he

"It is no use," she answered sadly. "We have done all we can, and it is too late! We were afraid he was

growing, for he would not believe anything told him; but when he refused to share his berries, and said he

had gathered them for himself, then we knew it! He is a glutton, and there is no hope of him.It makes me

"Could not some of the boys watch him, and not let him touch the poisonous things?"

"He may have them if he will: it is all oneto eat the apples, and to be a boy that would eat them if he could.

No; he must go to the giants! He belongs to them. You can see how much bigger he is than when first you

"He hates the giants, but he is making himself one all the same: he likes their apples! Oh baby, baby, he was

"He will be like the rest; he will not remember usmost likely will not believe there are Little Ones. He will

"Do tell me how it will come about. I understand your world so little! I come from a world where everything

"I do not know about WORLD. What is it? What more but a word in your beautiful big mouth?That makes

"He will wake one morning and find himself a giantnot like you, good giant, but like any other bad giant.

You will hardly know him, but I will tell you which. He will think he has been a giant always, and will not

know you, or any of us. The giants have lost themselves, Peony says, and that is why they never smile. I

wonder whether they are not glad because they are bad, or bad because they are not glad. But they can't be

"I wish I knew no more about it than you!" I returned. "But I try to be good, and mean to keep on trying."

"Then you do not know where the babies come from into the wood?" I said, making one attempt more.

"There is nothing to know there," she answered. "They are in the wood; they grow there."

"It is a pity the little sillies can't speak till they've forgotten everything they had to tell!" I remarked.

"Little Tolma, the last before this baby, looked as if she had something to tell, when I found her under a

beechtree, sucking her thumb, but she hadn't. She only looked up at meoh, so sweetly! SHE will never go

bad and grow big! When they begin to grow big they care for nothing but bigness; and when they cannot

grow any bigger, they try to grow fatter. The bad giants are very proud of being fat."

"So they are in my world," I said; "only they do not say FAT there, they say RICH."

"In one of their houses," continued Lona, "sits the biggest and fattest of themso proud that nobody can see

him; and the giants go to his house at certain times, and call out to him, and tell him how fat he is, and beg

The rumour at length reached my ears that Blunty had vanished. I saw a few grave faces among the bigger

"Look! look thereby that quincetree: that is the giant that was Blunty!Would you have known him?"

"Never," I answered. "But now you tell me, I could fancy it might be Blunty staring through a fog! He

"He is for ever eating those apples now!" she said. "That is what comes of Little Ones that WON'T be little!"

"They call it growingup in my world!" I said to myself. "If only she would teach me to grow the other way,

I had had the chance, and had flung it from me! Blunty and I were alike! He did not know his loss, and I had

For a time I had no desire save to spend my life with the Little Ones. But soon other thoughts and feelings

began to influence me. First awoke the vague sense that I ought to be doing something; that I was not meant

for the fattening of boors! Then it came to me that I was in a marvellous world, of which it was assuredly my

business to discover the ways and laws; and that, if I would do anything in return for the children's goodness,

I must learn more about them than they could tell me, and to that end must be free. Surely, I thought, no

suppression of their growth can be essential to their loveliness and truth and purity! Not in any world could

the possibility exist of such a discord between constitution and its natural outcome! Life and law cannot be so

at variance that perfection must be gained by thwarting development! But the growth of the Little Ones WAS

arrested! something interfered with it: what was it? Lona seemed the eldest of them, yet not more than fifteen,

and had been long in charge of a multitude, in semblance and mostly in behaviour merest children, who

regarded her as their mother! Were they growing at all? I doubted it. Of time they had scarcely the idea; of

their own age they knew nothing! Lona herself thought she had lived always! Full of wisdom and empty of

knowledge, she was at once their Love and their Law! But what seemed to me her ignorance might in truth be

my own lack of insight! Her one anxiety plainly was, that her Little Ones should not grow, and change into

bad giants! Their "good giant" was bound to do his best for them: without more knowledge of their nature,

and some knowledge of their history, he could do nothing, and must therefore leave them! They would only

be as they were before; they had in no way become dependent on me; they were still my protectors, I was not

theirs; my presence but brought them more in danger of their idiotic neighbours! I longed to teach them many

things: I must first understand more of those I would teach! Knowledge no doubt made bad people worse, but

it must make good people better! I was convinced they would learn mathematics; and might they not be

The conclusion was, that I must rise and continue my travels, in the hope of coming upon some elucidation of

My design, however, would not so soon have passed into action, but for what now occurred.

To prepare them for my temporary absence, I was one day telling them while at work that I would long ago

have left the bad giants, but that I loved the Little Ones so muchwhen, as by one accord, they came rushing

and crowding upon me; they scrambled over each other and up the tree and dropped on my head, until I was

nearly smothered. With three very little ones in my arms, one on each shoulder clinging to my neck, one

standing straight up on my head, four or five holding me fast by the legs, others grappling my body and arms,

and a multitude climbing and descending upon these, I was helpless as one overwhelmed by lava. Absorbed

in the merry struggle, not one of them saw my tyrant coming until he was almost upon me. With just one cry

of "Take care, good giant!" they ran from me like mice, they dropped from me like hedgehogs, they flew

from me up the tree like squirrels, and the same moment, sharp round the stem came the bad giant, and dealt

me such a blow on the head with a stick that I fell to the ground. The children told me afterwards that they

sent him "such a many bumps of big apples and stones" that he was frightened, and ran blundering home.

When I came to myself it was night. Above me were a few pale stars that expected the moon. I thought I was

I turned wearily on my side. The moment my ear touched the ground, I heard the gushing and gurgling of

water, and the soft noises made me groan with longing. At once I was amid a multitude of silent children, and

delicious little fruits began to visit my lips. They came and came until my thirst was gone.

Then I was aware of sounds I had never heard there before; the air was full of little sobs.

I tried to sit up. A pile of small bodies instantly heaped itself at my back. Then I struggled to my feet, with

much pushing and pulling from the Little Ones, who were wonderfully strong for their size.

"You must go away, good giant," they said. "When the bad giants see you hurt, they will all trample on you."

"Indeed you must go at once!" whispered Lona, who had been supporting me, and now knelt beside me.

"I listened at his door," said one of the bigger boys, "and heard the bad giant say to his wife that he had found

you idle, talking to a lot of moles and squirrels, and when he beat you, they tried to kill him. He said you

"I will go at once," I said, "and come back as soon as I have found out what is wanted to make you bigger and

"We don't want to be bigger," they answered, looking very serious. "We WON'T grow bad giants!We are

It was no use holding them out a prospect that had not any attraction for them! I said nothing more, but rose

and moved slowly up the slope of the valley. At once they formed themselves into a long procession; some

led the way, some walked with me helping me, and the rest followed. They kept feeding me as we went.

"You are broken," they said, "and much red juice has run out of you: put some in."

When we reached the edge of the valley, there was the moon just lifting her forehead over the rim of the

I questioned those about me as we walked, and learned there was a great place with a giantgirl for queen.

When I asked if it was a city, they said they did not know. Neither could they tell how far off, or in what

direction it was, or what was the giantgirl's name; all they knew was, that she hated the Little Ones, and

would like to kill them, only she could not find them. I asked how they knew that; Lona answered that she

had always known it. If the giantgirl came to look for them, they must hide hard, she said. When I told them

"No, no! she will kill you, good giant; she will kill you! She is an awful badgiant witch!"

I asked them where I was to go then. They told me that, beyond the babyforest, away where the moon came

from, lay a smooth green country, pleasant to the feet, without rocks or trees. But when I asked how I was to

They were taking me up the second branch of the river bed: when they saw that the moon had reached her

"We have never gone so far from our trees before," they said. "Now mind you watch how you go, that you

"And beware of the giantwoman that lives in the desert," said one of the bigger girls as they were turning, "I

"Then take care not to go near her. She is called the Catwoman. She is awfully uglyAND SCRATCHES."

As soon as the bigger ones stopped, the smaller had begun to run back. The others now looked at me gravely

for a moment, and then walked slowly away. Last to leave me, Lona held up the baby to be kissed, gazed in

my eyes, whispered, "The Catwoman will not hurt YOU," and went without another word. I stood a while,

gazing after them through the moonlight, then turned and, with a heavy heart, began my solitary journey.

Soon the laughter of the Little Ones overtook me, like sheepbells innumerable, rippling the air, and echoing

in the rocks about me. I turned again, and again gazed after them: they went gamboling along, with never a

Once when I suggested that they should leave the country of the bad giants, and go with me to find another,

they answered, "But that would be to NOT ourselves!"so strong in them was the love of place that their

country seemed essential to their very being! Without ambition or fear, discomfort or greed, they had no

motive to desire any change; they knew of nothing amiss; and, except their babies, they had never had a

chance of helping any one but myself:How were they to grow? But again, Why should they grow? In

seeking to improve their conditions, might I not do them harm, and only harm? To enlarge their minds after

the notions of my worldmight it not be to distort and weaken them? Their fear of growth as a possible start

The part of philanthropist is indeed a dangerous one; and the man who would do his neighbour good must

first study how not to do him evil, and must begin by pulling the beam out of his own eye.

I travelled on attended by the moon. As usual she was fullI had never seen her otherand tonight as she

When her under edge was a little below the horizon, there appeared in the middle of her disc, as if it had been

painted upon it, a cottage, through the open door and window of which she shone; and with the sight came

the conviction that I was expected there. Almost immediately the moon was gone, and the cottage had

vanished; the night was rapidly growing dark, and my way being across a close succession of small ravines, I

resolved to remain where I was and expect the morning. I stretched myself, therefore, in a sandy hollow,

made my supper off the fruits the children had given me at parting, and was soon asleep.

I woke suddenly, saw above me constellations unknown to my former world, and had lain for a while gazing

at them, when I became aware of a figure seated on the ground a little way from and above me. I was startled,

as one is on discovering all at once that he is not alone. The figure was between me and the sky, so that I saw

its outline well. From where I lay low in the hollow, it seemed larger than human.

"Will you not come with me?" said a sweet, mellow voice, unmistakably a woman's.

"I thank you," I replied, "but I am not uncomfortable here. Where would you have me go? I like sleeping in

"There is no hurt in the air," she returned; "but the creatures that roam the night in these parts are not such as

"That is very kind of you! How came you to know I was here? Why do you show me such favour?"

"I saw you," she answered, still with her back to me, "in the light of the moon, just as she went down. I see

badly in the day, but at night perfectly. The shadow of my house would have hidden you, but both its doors

were open. I was out on the waste, and saw you go into this hollow. You were asleep, however, before I

could reach you, and I was not willing to disturb you. People are frightened if I come on them suddenly. They

I remembered what the children had told methat she was very ugly, and scratched. But her voice was

"You shall not hear it from me," I answered, "Please tell me what I MAY call you!"

"When you know me, call me by the name that seems to you to fit me," she replied: "that will tell me what

sort you are. People do not often give me the right one. It is well when they do."

"I do. I live there alone, except when I have visitors. It is a poor place, but I do what I can for my guests, and

She rose at once, and without a glance behind her led the way. I could see her just well enough to follow. She

was taller than myself, but not so tall as I had thought her. That she never turned her face to me made me

curiousnowise apprehensive, her voice rang so true. But how was I to fit her with a name who could not

see her? I strove to get alongside of her, but failed: when I quickened my pace she quickened hers, and kept

easily ahead of me. At length I did begin to grow a little afraid. Why was she so careful not to be seen?

Extraordinary ugliness would account for it: she might fear terrifying me! Horror of an inconceivable

monstrosity began to assail me: was I following through the dark an unheard of hideousness? Almost I

"I want to find my way," I said, "to a place I have heard of, but whose name I have not yet learned. Perhaps

"Describe it, then, and I will direct you. The stupid Bags know nothing, and the careless little Lovers forget

"Perhaps so! but hardly any one anywhere knows his own name! It would make many a fine gentleman stare

"What now do you fancy yours?" she went on, as if aware of my thought. "But, pardon me, it is a matter of

I had actually opened my mouth to answer her, when I discovered that my name was gone from me. I could

not even recall the first letter of it! This was the second time I had been asked my name and could not tell it!

"Never mind," she said; "it is not wanted. Your real name, indeed, is written on your forehead, but at present

it whirls about so irregularly that nobody can read it. I will do my part to steady it. Soon it will go slower,

We had left the channels and walked a long time, but no sign of the cottage yet appeared.

"The Little Ones told me," I said at length, "of a smooth green country, pleasant to the feet!"

"They told me too of a girl giantess that was queen somewhere: is that her country?"

"There is a city in that grassy land," she replied, "where a woman is princess. The city is called Bulika. But

certainly the princess is not a girl! She is older than this world, and came to it from yourswith a terrible

history, which is not over yet. She is an evil person, and prevails much with the Prince of the Power of the

Air. The people of Bulika were formerly simple folk, tilling the ground and pasturing sheep. She came among

them, and they received her hospitably. She taught them to dig for diamonds and opals and sell them to

strangers, and made them give up tillage and pasturage and build a city. One day they found a huge snake and

killed it; which so enraged her that she declared herself their princess, and became terrible to them. The name

of the country at that time was THE LAND OF WATERS; for the dry channels, of which you have crossed

so many, were then overflowing with live torrents; and the valley, where now the Bags and the Lovers have

their fruittrees, was a lake that received a great part of them. But the wicked princess gathered up in her lap

what she could of the water over the whole country, closed it in an egg, and carried it away. Her lap,

however, would not hold more than half of it; and the instant she was gone, what she had not yet taken fled

away underground, leaving the country as dry and dusty as her own heart. Were it not for the waters under it,

every living thing would long ago have perished from it. For where no water is, no rain falls; and where no

rain falls, no springs rise. Ever since then, the princess has lived in Bulika, holding the inhabitants in constant

terror, and doing what she can to keep them from multiplying. Yet they boast and believe themselves a

prosperous, and certainly are a selfsatisfied peoplegood at bargaining and buying, good at selling and

cheating; holding well together for a common interest, and utterly treacherous where interests clash; proud of

their princess and her power, and despising every one they get the better of; never doubting themselves the

most honourable of all the nations, and each man counting himself better than any other. The depth of their

worthlessness and height of their vainglory no one can understand who has not been there to see, who has not

"I thank you, madam. And now, if you please, will you tell me something about the Little Onesthe Lovers?

I long heartily to serve them. Who and what are they? and how do they come to be there? Those children are

"In Bulika you may, perhaps, get some light on those matters. There is an ancient poem in the library of the

palace, I am told, which of course no one there can read, but in which it is plainly written that after the Lovers

have gone through great troubles and learned their own name, they will fill the land, and make the giants their

"Yes, they will have grown; yet I think too they will not have grown. It is possible to grow and not to grow,

to grow less and to grow bigger, both at onceyes, even to grow by means of not growing!"

"Your words are strange, madam!" I rejoined. "But I have heard it said that some words, because they mean

"That is true, and such words HAVE to be understood. It were well for the princess of Bulika if she heard

what the very silence of the land is shouting in her ears all day long! But she is far too clever to understand

"Then I suppose, when the little Lovers are grown, their land will have water again?"

"Not exactly so: when they are thirsty enough, they will have water, and when they have water, they will

"I have heard that water twice," I said; "once when I lay down to wait for the moonand when I woke the

sun was shining! and once when I fell, all but killed by the bad giant. Both times came the voices of the

The woman never turned her head, and kept always a little before me, but I could hear every word that left

her lips, and her voice much reminded me of the woman's in the house of death. Much of what she said, I did

not understand, and therefore cannot remember. But I forgot that I had ever been afraid of her.

We went on and on, and crossed yet a wide tract of sand before reaching the cottage. Its foundation stood in

deep sand, but I could see that it was a rock. In character the cottage resembled the sexton's, but had thicker

walls. The door, which was heavy and strong, opened immediately into a large bare room, which had two

little windows opposite each other, without glass. My hostess walked in at the open door out of which the

moon had looked, and going straight to the farthest corner, took a long white cloth from the floor, and wound

it about her head and face. Then she closed the other door, in at which the moon had looked, trimmed a small

"You are very welcome, Mr. Vane!" she said, calling me by the name I had forgotten. "Your entertainment

will be scanty, but, as the night is not far spent, and the day not at hand, it is better you should be indoors.

"I thank you heartily, madam," I replied. "But, seeing you know the name I could not tell you, may I not now

"Some people," she went on, "take me for Lot's wife, lamenting over Sodom; and some think I am Rachel,

"I thank you again, Mara," I said. "May I lie here on your floor till the morning?"

"At the top of that stair," she answered, "you will find a bedon which some have slept better than they

expected, and some have waked all the night and slept all the next day. It is not a very soft one, but it is better

The stair, narrow and steep, led straight up from the room to an unceiled and unpartitioned garret, with one

wide, low dormer window. Close under the sloping roof stood a narrow bed, the sight of which with its white

coverlet made me shiver, so vividly it recalled the couches in the chamber of death. On the table was a dry

loaf, and beside it a cup of cold water. To me, who had tasted nothing but fruit for months, they were a feast.

"I must leave you in the dark," my hostess called from the bottom of the stair. "This lantern is all the light I

"It is of no consequence, thank you, madam," I returned. "To eat and drink, to lie down and sleep, are things

I ate up the loaf, drank the water every drop, and laid myself down. The bed was hard, the covering thin and

scanty, and the night cold: I dreamed that I lay in the chamber of death, between the warrior and the lady with

"Creatures of the desert scenting after me, I suppose!" I said to myself, and, knowing I was safe, would have

gone to sleep again. But that instant a rough purring rose to a howl under my window, and I sprang from my

Before the door of the cottage, in the full radiance of the moon, a tall woman stood, clothed in white, with her

back toward me. She was stooping over a large white animal like a panther, patting and stroking it with one

hand, while with the other she pointed to the moon halfway up the heaven, then drew a perpendicular line to

the horizon. Instantly the creature darted off with amazing swiftness in the direction indicated. For a moment

my eyes followed it, then sought the woman; but she was gone, and not yet had I seen her face! Again I

looked after the animal, but whether I saw or only fancied a white speck in the distance, I could not

tell.What did it mean? What was the monstercat sent off to do? I shuddered, and went back to my bed.

Then I remembered that, when I lay down in the sandy hollow outside, the moon was setting; yet here she

was, a few hours after, shining in all her glory! "Everything is uncertain here," I said to myself, "even the

I learned afterward that there were several moons in the service of this world, but the laws that ruled their

When I went down in the morning, I found bread and water waiting me, the loaf so large that I ate only half

of it. My hostess sat muffled beside me while I broke my fast, and except to greet me when I entered, never

opened her mouth until I asked her to instruct me how to arrive at Bulika. She then told me to go up the bank

of the riverbed until it disappeared; then verge to the right until I came to a forestin which I might spend

a night, but which I must leave with my face to the rising moon. Keeping in the same direction, she said, until

I reached a running stream, I must cross that at right angles, and go straight on until I saw the city on the

I thanked her, and ventured the remark that, looking out of the window in the night, I was astonished to see

her messenger understand her so well, and go so straight and so fast in the direction she had indicated.

"If I had but that animal of yours to guide me" I went on, hoping to learn something of its mission, but she

"They need no teaching. They are all of a certain breed, but not one of the breed is like another. Their origin

"All in this world seem to love mystery!" I said to myself. "Some chance word of mine suggested an

"Then the creature is mine!" I cried. "Not at all!" she answered. "That only can be ours in whose existence

She opened the door, and stood holding it. I rose, taking up the breadbut lingered, much desiring to see her

"I thank you, then, for your hospitality, and bid you farewell!" I said, and turned to go.

"The time will come when you must house with me many days and many nights," she murmured sadly

I said to myself that she was rightI would not willingly be her guest a second time! but immediately my

She stood in the middle of the room; her white garments lay like foamy waves at her feet, and among them

the swathings of her face: it was lovely as a night of stars. Her great gray eyes looked up to heaven; tears

were flowing down her pale cheeks. She reminded me not a little of the sexton's wife, although the one

looked as if she had not wept for thousands of years, and the other as if she wept constantly behind the

wrappings of her beautiful head. Yet something in the very eyes that wept seemed to say, "Weeping may

I had bowed my head for a moment, about to kneel and beg her forgiveness, when, looking up in the act, I

found myself outside a doorless house. I went round and round it, but could find no entrance.

I had stopped under one of the windows, on the point of calling aloud my repentant confession, when a

sudden wailing, howling scream invaded my ears, and my heart stood still. Something sprang from the

window above my head, and lighted beyond me. I turned, and saw a large gray cat, its hair on end, shooting

toward the riverbed. I fell with my face in the sand, and seemed to hear within the house the gentle sobbing

I rose to resume my journey, and walked many a desert mile. How I longed for a mountain, or even a tall

rock, from whose summit I might see across the dismal plain or the driedup channels to some bordering

hope! Yet what could such foresight have availed me? That which is within a man, not that which lies beyond

his vision, is the main factor in what is about to befall him: the operation upon him is the event. Foreseeing is

not understanding, else surely the prophecy latent in man would come oftener to the surface!

The sun was halfway to the horizon when I saw before me a rugged rocky ascent; but ere I reached it my

desire to climb was over, and I longed to lie down. By that time the sun was almost set, and the air had begun

to grow dark. At my feet lay a carpet of softest, greenest moss, couch for a king: I threw myself upon it, and

weariness at once began to ebb, for, the moment my head was down, the third time I heard below me many

waters, playing broken airs and ethereal harmonies with the stones of their buried channels. Loveliest chaos

of musicstuff the harp aquarian kept sending up to my ears! What might not a H�ndel have done with that

everrecurring gurgle and belllike drip, to the mingling and mutually destructive melodies their common

As I lay listening, my eyes went wandering up and down the rocky slope abrupt above me, reading on its face

the record that down there, ages ago, rushed a cataract, filling the channels that had led me to its foot. My

heart swelled at the thought of the splendid tumult, where the waves danced revelling in helpless fall, to mass

their music in one organroar below. But soon the hidden brooks lulled me to sleep, and their lullabies

I woke before the sun, and eagerly climbed to see what lay beyond. Alas, nothing but a desert of finest sand!

Not a trace was left of the river that had plunged adown the rocks! The powdery drift had filled its course to

the level of the dreary expanse! As I looked back I saw that the river had divided into two branches as it fell,

that whose bank I had now followed to the foot of the rocky scaur, and that which first I crossed to the Evil

Wood. The wood I descried between the two on the far horizon. Before me and to the left, the desert stretched

beyond my vision, but far to the right I could see a lift in the skyline, giving hope of the forest to which my

I sat down, and sought in my pocket the halfloaf I had brought with methen first to understand what my

hostess had meant concerning it. Verily the bread was not for the morrow: it had shrunk and hardened to a

About noon I came to a few tamarisk and juniper trees, and then to a few stunted firs. As I went on, closer

thickets and larger firs met me, and at length I was in just such a forest of pines and other trees as that in

which the Little Ones found their babies, and believed I had returned upon a farther portion of the same. But

what mattered WHERE while EVERYWHERE was the same as NOWHERE! I had not yet, by doing

something in it, made ANYWHERE into a place! I was not yet alive; I was only dreaming I lived! I was but a

consciousness with an outlook! Truly I had been nothing else in the world I had left, but now I knew the fact!

I said to myself that if in this forest I should catch the faint gleam of the mirror, I would turn far aside lest it

should entrap me unawares, and give me back to my old existence: here I might learn to be something by

doing something! I could not endure the thought of going back, with so many beginnings and not an end

achieved. The Little Ones would meet what fate was appointed them; the awful witch I should never meet;

the dead would ripen and arise without me; I should but wake to know that I had dreamed, and that all my

The trees were now large, and stood in regular, almost geometric, fashion, with roomy spaces between. There

was little undergrowth, and I could see a long way in every direction. The forest was like a great church,

solemn and silent and empty, for I met nothing on two feet or four that day. Now and then, it is true, some

swift thing, and again some slow thing, would cross the space on which my eye happened that moment to

settle; but it was always at some distance, and only enhanced the sense of wideness and vacancy. I heard a

few birds, and saw plenty of butterflies, some of marvellously gorgeous colouring and combinations of

Coming to a spot where the pines stood farther apart and gave room for flowering shrubs, and hoping it a sign

of some dwelling near, I took the direction where yet more and more roses grew, for I was hungry after the

voice and face of my kindafter any live soul, indeed, human or not, which I might in some measure

understand. What a hell of horror, I thought, to wander alone, a bare existence never going out of itself, never

widening its life in another life, but, bound with the cords of its poor peculiarities, lying an eternal prisoner in

the dungeon of its own being! I began to learn that it was impossible to live for oneself even, save in the

presence of othersthen, alas, fearfully possible! evil was only through good! selfishness but a parasite on

the tree of life! In my own world I had the habit of solitary song; here not a crooning murmur ever parted my

lips! There I sang without thinking; here I thought without singing! there I had never had a bosomfriend;

here the affection of an idiot would be divinely welcome! "If only I had a dog to love!" I sighedand

regarded with wonder my past self, which preferred the company of book or pen to that of man or woman;

which, if the author of a tale I was enjoying appeared, would wish him away that I might return to his story. I

had chosen the dead rather than the living, the thing thought rather than the thing thinking! "Any man," I said

now, "is more than the greatest of books!" I had not cared for my live brothers and sisters, and now I was left

The wood thinned yet more, and the pines grew yet larger, sending up huge stems, like columns eager to

support the heavens. More trees of other kinds appeared; the forest was growing richer! The roses wore now

Suddenly I spied what seemed a great house or castle; but its forms were so strangely indistinct, that I could

not be certain it was more than a chance combination of treeshapes. As I drew nearer, its lines yet held

together, but neither they nor the body of it grew at all more definite; and when at length I stood in front of it,

I remained as doubtful of its nature as before. House or castle habitable, it certainly was not; it might be a

ruin overgrown with ivy and roses! Yet of building hid in the foliage, not the poorest wallremnant could I

discern. Again and again I seemed to descry what must be building, but it always vanished before closer

inspection. Could it be, I pondered, that the ivy had embraced a huge edifice and consumed it, and its

interlaced branches retained the shapes of the walls it had assimilated?I could be sure of nothing

Before me was a rectangular vacancythe ghost of a doorway without a door: I stepped through it, and

found myself in an open space like a great hall, its floor covered with grass and flowers, its walls and roof of

There could be no better place in which to pass the night! I gathered a quantity of withered leaves, laid them

in a corner, and threw myself upon them. A red sunset filled the hall, the night was warm, and my couch

restful; I lay gazing up at the live ceiling, with its tracery of branches and twigs, its clouds of foliage, and

peeping patches of loftier roof. My eyes went wading about as if tangled in it, until the sun was down, and the

sky beginning to grow dark. Then the red roses turned black, and soon the yellow and white alone were

visible. When they vanished, the stars came instead, hanging in the leaves like live topazes, throbbing and

sparkling and flashing many colours: I was canopied with a tree from Aladdin's cave!

Then I discovered that it was full of nests, whence tiny heads, nearly indistinguishable, kept popping out with

a chirp or two, and disappearing again. For a while there were rustlings and stirrings and little prayers; but as

the darkness grew, the small heads became still, and at last every feathered mother had her brood quiet under

her wings, the talk in the little beds was over, and God's birdnursery at rest beneath the waves of sleep.

Once more a few flutterings made me look up: an owl went sailing across. I had only a glimpse of him, but

several times felt the cool wafture of his silent wings. The mother birds did not move again; they saw that he

About midnight I came wide awake, roused by a revelry, whose noises were yet not loud. Neither were they

distant; they were close to me, but attenuate. My eyes were so dazzled, however, that for a while I could see

I was lying on my withered leaves in the corner of a splendid hall. Before me was a crowd of gorgeously

dressed men and gracefully robed women, none of whom seemed to see me. In dance after dance they

vaguely embodied the story of life, its meetings, its passions, its partings. A student of Shakspere, I had

learned something of every dance alluded to in his plays, and hence partially understood several of those I

now sawthe minuet, the pavin, the hey, the coranto, the lavolta. The dancers were attired in fashion as

A moon had risen while I slept, and was shining through the countlesswindowed roof; but her light was

crossed by so many shadows that at first I could distinguish almost nothing of the faces of the multitude; I

could not fail, however, to perceive that there was something odd about them: I sat up to see them

better.Heavens! could I call them faces? They were skull fronts! hard, gleaming bone, bare jaws,

truncated noses, lipless teeth which could no more take part in any smile! Of these, some flashed set and

white and murderous; others were clouded with decay, broken and gapped, coloured of the earth in which

they seemed so long to have lain! Fearfuller yet, the eyesockets were not empty; in each was a lidless living

eye! In those wrecks of faces, glowed or flashed or sparkled eyes of every colour, shape, and expression. The

beautiful, proud eye, dark and lustrous, condescending to whatever it rested upon, was the more terrible; the

lovely, languishing eye, the more repulsive; while the dim, sad eyes, less at variance with their setting, were

sad exceedingly, and drew the heart in spite of the horror out of which they gazed.

I rose and went among the apparitions, eager to understand something of their being and belongings. Were

they souls, or were they and their rhythmic motions but phantasms of what had been? By look nor by gesture,

not by slightest break in the measure, did they show themselves aware of me; I was not present to them: how

much were they in relation to each other? Surely they saw their companions as I saw them! Or was each only

dreaming itself and the rest? Did they know each how they appeared to the othersa death with living eyes?

Had they used their faces, not for communication, not to utter thought and feeling, not to share existence with

their neighbours, but to appear what they wished to appear, and conceal what they were? and, having made

their faces masks, were they therefore deprived of those masks, and condemned to go without faces until they

"How long must they flaunt their facelessness in faceless eyes?" I wondered. "How long will the frightful

punition endure? Have they at length begun to love and be wise? Have they yet yielded to the shame that has

I heard not a word, saw not a movement of one naked mouth. Were they because of lying bereft of speech?

With their eyes they spoke as if longing to be understood: was it truth or was it falsehood that spoke in their

eyes? They seemed to know one another: did they see one skull beautiful, and another plain? Difference must

My body was to theirs no obstacle: was I a body, and were they but forms? or was I but a form, and were they

bodies? The moment one of the dancers came close against me, that moment he or she was on the other side

of me, and I could tell, without seeing, which, whether man or woman, had passed through my house.

On many of the skulls the hair held its place, and however dressed, or in itself however beautiful, to my eyes

looked frightful on the bones of the forehead and temples. In such case, the outer ear often remained also, and

at its tip, the jewel of the ear as Sidney calls it, would hang, glimmering, gleaming, or sparkling, pearl or opal

or diamondunder the night of brown or of raven locks, the sunrise of golden ripples, or the moonshine of

pale, interclouded, fluffy cirrilichenous all on the ivorywhite or dampyellow naked bone. I looked down

and saw the daintily domed instep; I looked up and saw the plump shoulders basing the spring of the round

The music became wilder, the dance faster and faster; eyes flared and flashed, jewels twinkled and glittered,

casting colour and fire on the pallid grins that glode through the hall, weaving a ghastly rhythmic woof in

intricate maze of multitudinous motion, when sudden came a pause, and every eye turned to the same

spot:in the doorway stood a woman, perfect in form, in holding, and in hue, regarding the company as

from the pedestal of a goddess, while the dancers stood "like one forbid," frozen to a new death by the vision

of a life that killed. "Dead things, I live!" said her scornful glance. Then, at once, like leaves in which an

instant wind awakes, they turned each to another, and broke afresh into melodious consorted motion, a new

expression in their eyes, late solitary, now filled with the interchange of a common triumph. "Thou also,"

they seemed to say, "wilt soon become weak as we! thou wilt soon become like unto us!" I turned mine again

She had seen the change in the dead stare; she looked down; she understood the talking eyes; she pressed

both her lovely hands on the shadow, gave a smothered cry, and fled. The birds moved rustling in their nests,

and a flash of joy lit up the eyes of the dancers, when suddenly a warm wind, growing in strength as it swept

through the place, blew out every light. But the low moon yet glimmered on the horizon with "sick assay" to

shine, and a turbid radiance yet gleamed from so many eyes, that I saw well enough what followed. As if

each shape had been but a snowimage, it began to fall to pieces, ruining in the warm wind. In papery flakes

the flesh peeled from its bones, dropping like soiled snow from under its garments; these fell fluttering in

rags and strips, and the whole white skeleton, emerging from garment and flesh together, stood bare and lank

amid the decay that littered the floor. A faint rattling shiver went through the naked company; pair after pair

the lamping eyes went out; and the darkness grew round me with the loneliness. For a moment the leaves

were still swept fluttering all one way; then the wind ceased, and the owl floated silent through the silent

Not for a moment had I been afraid. It is true that whoever would cross the threshold of any world, must

leave fear behind him; but, for myself, I could claim no part in its absence. No conscious courage was operant

in me; simply, I was not afraid. I neither knew why I was not afraid, nor wherefore I might have been afraid. I

I went out into the wood, at once to resume my journey. Another moon was rising, and I turned my face

I had not gone ten paces when I caught sight of a strangelooking object, and went nearer to know what it

might be. I found it a mouldering carriage of ancient form, ruinous but still upright on its heavy wheels. On

each side of the pole, still in its place, lay the skeleton of a horse; from their two grim white heads ascended

the shrivelled reins to the hand of the skeletoncoachman seated on his tattered hammercloth; both doors

Even as I looked, they started awake, and with a cracking rattle of bones, each leaped from the door next it.

One fell and lay; the other stood a moment, its structure shaking perilously; then with difficulty, for its joints

were stiff, crept, holding by the back of the carriage, to the opposite side, the thin legbones seeming hardly

strong enough to carry its weight, where, kneeling by the other, it sought to raise it, almost falling itself again

The prostrate one rose at length, as by a sudden effort, to the sitting posture. For a few moments it turned its

yellowish skull to this side and that; then, heedless of its neighbour, got upon its feet by grasping the spokes

of the hind wheel. Half erected thus, it stood with its back to the other, both hands holding one of its

kneejoints. With little less difficulty and not a few contortions, the kneeling one rose next, and addressed its

"Have you hurt yourself, my lord?" it said, in a voice that sounded faroff, and illarticulated as if blown

"Yes, I have," answered the other, in like but rougher tone. "You would do nothing to help me, and this

"No doubt, my lady, for it was bad! I thought I should never find my feet again!But, bless my soul,

"I have nothing else to be out in," she returned; "and YOU at least cannot complain! But what on earth

"YOU may be dreaming, madamI cannot tell; but this knee of mine forbids me the grateful illusion.Ha!

I too, I perceive, have nothing to walk in but bones!Not so unbecoming to a man, however! I trust to

goodness they are not MY bones! every one aches worse than another, and this loose knee worst of all! The

"What! what!You make me think I too am dreamingaches and all! How do YOU know the title my

roistering bullies give me? I don't remember you!Anyhow, you have no right to take liberties! My name

isI am lordtut, tut! What do you call me when I'mI mean when you are sober? I cannotat the

moment,Why, what IS my name?I must have been VERY drunk when I went to bed! I often am!"

"You come so seldom to mine, that I do not know, my lord; but I may take your word for THAT!"

"I do seem to begin to dream I have met you before, but, upon my oath, there is nothing to know you by! Out

of your clothes, who is to tell who you may not be?One thing I MAY swearthat I never saw you so

"I am glad to hear it: my recollections of you are the less distasteful!Good morning, my lord!"

"You are just as heartless asasany other woman, madam!Where in this hell of a place shall I find my

He turned his bare noddle this way and that on its creaking pivot, still holding his knee with both hands. "I

will be your valet for once, my lord," said the lady, turning once more to him. "What can I do for you? It is

"Tie my leg on, of course, you fool! Can't you see it is all but off? Heigho, my dancing days!"

She looked about with her eyeless sockets and found a piece of fibrous grass, with which she proceeded to

bind together the adjoining parts that had formed the knee. When she had done, he gave one or two carefully

"You used to stamp rather differently, my lord!" she said, as she rose from her knees.

"Naturally, my lord! You hated a good many people!your wife, of course, among the rest!"

"Ah, I begin, I begin ButI must have been a long time somewhere!I really forget!There! your

damned, miserable bit of grass is breaking!We used to get on PRETTY well togethereh?"

"Not that I remember, my lord. The only happy moments I had in your company were scattered over the first

"I wish I could believe it! Why were we sitting there in that carriage together? It wakes apprehension!"

"I am sorry I cannot think of a compliment to pay youwithout lying, that is. To judge by your figure and

complexion you have lived hard since I saw you last! I cannot surely be QUITE so naked as your

ladyship!I beg your pardon, madam! I trust you will take it I am but jesting in a dream! It is of no

consequence, however; dreaming or waking, all's oneall merest appearance! You can't be certain of

anything, and that's as good as knowing there is nothing! Life may teach any fool that!"

"You were not the only fool to do that! Women had a trick of falling in love with me:I had forgotten that

"Ah, there was your mistake, my lady! You should have loved me much, loved me devotedly, loved me

savagelyloved me eternally! Then I should have tired of you the sooner, and not hated you so much

afterward!But let bygones be bygones!WHERE are we? Locality is the question! To be or not to be, is

"Then I'm not like Othello, damned in a fair wife!Oh, I remember my Shakspeare, madam!"

She picked up a broken branch that had fallen into a bush, and steadying herself with it, walked away, tossing

"Not at all, my lord. I mean to keep it," she replied, continuing her slow departure.

"Unfortunately, I think I require it myself!" returned the lady, walking a little quicker, with a sharper cracking

He started to follow her, but nearly fell: his kneegrass had burst, and with an oath he stopped, grasping his

"Come and tie it up properly!" he would have thundered, but he only piped and whistled!

"Swear on, my lord! there is no one here to believe you. But, pray, do not lose your temper, or you will shake

yourself to pieces, and where to find string enough to tie up all your crazy joints, is more than I can tell." She

came back, and knelt once more at his sidefirst, however, laying the stick in dispute beyond his reach and

The instant she had finished retying the joint, he made a grab at her, thinking, apparently, to seize her by the

He gave her arm a vicious twist, but happily her bones were in better condition than his. She stretched her

She brought it round with such a swing that one of the bones of the sounder leg snapped. He fell, choking

"Now you will have to wear splints always!" she said; "such dry bones never mend!"

"At your service, my lord! Shall I fetch you a couple of wheelspokes? Neatbut heavy, I fear!"

He turned his boneface aside, and did not answer, but lay and groaned. I marvelled he had not gone to

pieces when he fell. The lady rose and walked awaynot all ungracefully, I thought.

"What can come of it?" I said to myself. "These are too wretched for any world, and this cannot be hell, for

the Little Ones are in it, and the sleepers too! What can it all mean? Can things ever come right for

"There are words too big for you and me: ALL is one of them, and EVER is another," said a voice near me

"You are not in hell," it resumed. "Neither am I in hell. But those skeletons are in hell!"

Ere he ended I caught sight of the raven on the bough of a beech, right over my head. The same moment he

left it, and alighting on the ground, stood there, the thin old man of the library, with long nose and long coat.

"The male was never a gentleman," he went on, "and in the bony stage of retrogression, with his skeleton

through his skin, and his character outside his manners, does not look like one. The female is less vulgar, and

has a little heart. But, the restraints of society removed, you see them now just as they are and always were!"

"We shall see," he replied. "In their day they were the handsomest couple at court; and now, even in their dry

bones, they seem to regard their former repute as an inalienable possession; to see their faces, however, may

yet do something for them! They felt themselves rich too while they had pockets, but they have already begun

to feel rather pinched! My lord used to regard my lady as a worthless encumbrance, for he was tired of her

beauty and had spent her money; now he needs her to cobble his joints for him! These changes have roots of

hope in them. Besides, they cannot now get far away from each other, and they see none else of their own

kind: they must at last grow weary of their mutual repugnance, and begin to love one another! for love, not

"Of their kind, but not of their sort," he answered. "For many years these will see none such as you saw last

night. Those are centuries in advance of these. You saw that those could even dress themselves a little! It is

true they cannot yet retain their clothes so long as they wouldonly, at present, for a part of the night; but

they are pretty steadily growing more capable, and will by and by develop faces; for every grain of

truthfulness adds a fibre to the show of their humanity. Nothing but truth can appear; and whatever is must

"They are upheld by hope, but they do not in the least know their hope; to understand it, is yet immeasurably

His unexpected appearance had caused me no astonishment. I was like a child, constantly wondering, and

"Not at all," he replied. "I have no anxiety about you. Such as you always come back to us."

"I cannot make my friend the subject of conversation," he answered, with a smile.

"Because he and I would be talking of two persons as if they were one and the same. Your consciousness of

The lapels of his coat flew out, and the lappets lifted, and I thought the metamorphosis of HOMO to

CORVUS was about to take place before my eyes. But the coat closed again in front of him, and he added,

"In this world never trust a person who has once deceived you. Above all, never do anything such a one may

The old man seemed to sink to the ground, and immediately I saw the raven several yards from me, flying

I went walking on, still facing the moon, who, not yet high, was staring straight into the forest. I did not know

what ailed her, but she was dark and dented, like a battered disc of old copper, and looked dispirited and

weary. Not a cloud was nigh to keep her company, and the stars were too bright for her. "Is this going to last

for ever?" she seemed to say. She was going one way and I was going the other, yet through the wood we

went a long way together. We did not commune much, for my eyes were on the ground; but her disconsolate

look was fixed on me: I felt without seeing it. A long time we were together, I and the moon, walking side by

Something on the ground, under a spreading tree, caught my eye with its whiteness, and I turned toward it.

Vague as it was in the shadow of the foliage, it suggested, as I drew nearer, a human body. "Another

skeleton!" I said to myself, kneeling and laying my hand upon it. A body it was, however, and no skeleton,

though as nearly one as body could well be. It lay on its side, and was very cold not cold like a stone, but

cold like that which was once alive, and is alive no more. The closer I looked at it, the oftener I touched it, the

less it seemed possible it should be other than dead. For one bewildered moment, I fancied it one of the wild

dancers, a ghostly Cinderella, perhaps, that had lost her way home, and perished in the strange night of an

outofdoor world! It was quite naked, and so worn that, even in the shadow, I could, peering close, have

counted without touching them, every rib in its side. All its bones, indeed, were as visible as if tightcovered

with only a thin elastic leather. Its beautiful yet terrible teeth, unseemly disclosed by the retracted lips,

gleamed ghastly through the dark. Its hair was longer than itself, thick and very fine to the touch, and black as

It was the body of a tall, probably graceful woman.How had she come there? Not of herself, and already in

such wasted condition, surely! Her strength must have failed her; she had fallen, and lain there until she died

of hunger! But how, even so, could she be thus emaciated? And how came she to be naked? Where were the

savages to strip and leave her? or what wild beasts would have taken her garments? That her body should

I rose to my feet, stood, and considered. I must not, could not let her lie exposed and forsaken! Natural

reverence forbade it. Even the garment of a woman claims respect; her body it were impossible to leave

uncovered! Irreverent eyes might look on it! Brutal claws might toss it about! Years would pass ere the

friendly rains washed it into the soil!But the ground was hard, almost solid with interlacing roots, and I

At first it seemed plain that she had not long been dead: there was not a sign of decay about her! But then

Could she be still alive? Might she not? What if she were! Things went very strangely in this strange world!

Even then there would be little chance of bringing her back, but I must know she was dead before I buried

As I left the foresthall, I had spied in the doorway a bunch of ripe grapes, and brought it with me, eating as I

came: a few were yet left on the stalk, and their juice might possibly revive her! Anyhow it was all I had with

which to attempt her rescue! The mouth was happily a little open; but the head was in such an awkward

position that, to move the body, I passed my arm under the shoulder on which it lay, when I found the

pineneedles beneath it warm: she could not have been any time dead, and MIGHT still be alive, though I

could discern no motion of the heart, or any indication that she breathed! One of her hands was clenched

hard, apparently inclosing something small. I squeezed a grape into her mouth, but no swallowing followed.

To do for her all I could, I spread a thick layer of pineneedles and dry leaves, laid one of my garments over

it, warm from my body, lifted her upon it, and covered her with my clothes and a great heap of leaves: I

would save the little warmth left in her, hoping an increase to it when the sun came back. Then I tried another

"Doubt," I said to myself, "may be a poor encouragement to do anything, but it is a bad reason for doing

I crept into the heap of leaves, got as close to her as I could, and took her in my arms. I had not much heat left

in me, but what I had I would share with her! Thus I spent what remained of the night, sleepless, and longing

for the sun. Her cold seemed to radiate into me, but no heat to pass from me to her.

Had I fled from the beautiful sleepers, I thought, each on her "dim, straight" silver couch, to lie alone with

such a bedfellow! I had refused a lovely privilege: I was given over to an awful duty! Beneath the sad,

The darkness had given way, and the eastern horizon was growing dimly clearer, when I caught sight of a

motion rather than of anything that movednot far from me, and close to the ground. It was the low

undulating of a large snake, which passed me in an unswerving line. Presently appeared, making as it seemed

for the same point, what I took for a roebuckdoe and her calf. Again a while, and two creatures like

bearcubs came, with three or four smaller ones behind them. The light was now growing so rapidly that

when, a few minutes after, a troop of horses went trotting past, I could see that, although the largest of them

were no bigger than the smallest Shetland pony, they must yet be fullgrown, so perfect were they in form,

and so much had they all the ways and action of great horses. They were of many breeds. Some seemed

models of carthorses, others of chargers, hunters, racers. Dwarf cattle and small elephants followed.

"Why are the children not here!" I said to myself. "The moment I am free of this poor woman, I must go back

Where were the creatures going? What drew them? Was this an exodus, or a morning habit? I must wait for

the sun! Till he came I must not leave the woman! I laid my hand on the body, and could not help thinking it

felt a trifle warmer. It might have gained a little of the heat I had lost! it could hardly have generated any!

The forehead of the day began to glow, and soon the sun came peering up, as if to see for the first time what

all this stir of a new world was about. At sight of his great innocent splendour, I rose full of life, strong

against death. Removing the handkerchief I had put to protect the mouth and eyes from the pineneedles, I

looked anxiously to see whether I had found a priceless jewel, or but its empty case.

The body lay motionless as when I found it. Then first, in the morning light, I saw how drawn and hollow

was the face, how sharp were the bones under the skin, how every tooth shaped itself through the lips. The

human garment was indeed worn to its threads, but the bird of heaven might yet be nestling within, might yet

But the sun was shining on her face! I rearranged the handkerchief, laid a few leaves lightly over it, and set

out to follow the creatures. Their main track was well beaten, and must have long been usedlikewise many

of the tracks that, joining it from both sides, merged in, and broadened it. The trees retreated as I went, and

the grass grew thicker. Presently the forest was gone, and a wide expanse of loveliest green stretched away to

the horizon. Through it, along the edge of the forest, flowed a small river, and to this the track led. At sight of

the water a new though undefined hope sprang up in me. The stream looked everywhere deep, and was full to

the brim, but nowhere more than a few yards wide. A bluish mist rose from it, vanishing as it rose. On the

opposite side, in the plentiful grass, many small animals were feeding. Apparently they slept in the forest, and

in the morning sought the plain, swimming the river to reach it. I knelt and would have drunk, but the water

I leapt to my feet: here was the warmth I soughtthe first necessity of life! I sped back to my helpless

Without well considering my solitude, no one will understand what seemed to lie for me in the redemption of

this woman from death. "Prove what she may," I thought with myself, "I shall at least be lonely no more!" I

had found myself such poor company that now first I seemed to know what hope was. This blessed water

I bore her to the stream. Tall as she was, I found her marvellously light, her bones were so delicate, and so

little covered them. I grew yet more hopeful when I found her so far from stiff that I could carry her on one

arm, like a sleeping child, leaning against my shoulder. I went softly, dreading even the wind of my motion,

The water was too hot to lay her at once in it: the shock might scare from her the yet fluttering life! I laid her

on the bank, and dipping one of my garments, began to bathe the pitiful form. So wasted was it that, save

from the plentifulness and blackness of the hair, it was impossible even to conjecture whether she was young

or old. Her eyelids were just not shut, which made her look dead the more: there was a crack in the clouds of

The longer I went on bathing the poor bones, the less grew my hope that they would ever again be clothed

with strength, that ever those eyelids would lift, and a soul look out; still I kept bathing continuously,

allowing no part time to grow cold while I bathed another; and gradually the body became so much warmer,

that at last I ventured to submerge it: I got into the stream and drew it in, holding the face above the water,

and letting the swift, steady current flow all about the rest. I noted, but was able to conclude nothing from the

After about ten minutes, I lifted it out and laid it again on the bank, dried it, and covered it as well as I could,

The grass and soil were dry and warm; and when I returned I thought it had scarcely lost any of the heat the

water had given it. I spread the leaves upon it, and ran for morethen for a third and a fourth freight.

I could now leave it and go to explore, in the hope of discovering some shelter. I ran up the stream toward

When I reached them, I found the river issuing full grown from a rock at the bottom of one of them. To my

fancy it seemed to have run down a stair inside, an eager cataract, at every landing wild to get out, but only at

It did not fill the opening whence it rushed, and I crept through into a little cave, where I learned that, instead

of hurrying tumultuously down a stair, it rose quietly from the ground at the back like the base of a large

column, and ran along one side, nearly filling a deep, rather narrow channel. I considered the place, and saw

that, if I could find a few fallen boughs long enough to lie across the channel, and large enough to bear a little

weight without bending much, I might, with smaller branches and plenty of leaves, make upon them a

comfortable couch, which the stream under would keep constantly warm. Then I ran back to see how my

She was lying as I had left her. The heat had not brought her to life, but neither had it developed anything to

check farther hope. I got a few boulders out of the channel, and arranged them at her feet and on both sides of

Running again to the wood, I had not to search long ere I found some small boughs fit for my

purposemostly of beech, their dry yellow leaves yet clinging to them. With these I had soon laid the floor

of a bridgebed over the torrent. I crossed the boughs with smaller branches, interlaced these with twigs, and

When thus at length, after not a few journeys to the forest, I had completed a warm, dry, soft couch, I took the

body once more, and set out with it for the cave. It was so light that now and then as I went I almost feared

lest, when I laid it down, I should find it a skeleton after all; and when at last I did lay it gently on the

pathless bridge, it was a greater relief to part with that fancy than with the weight. Once more I covered the

body with a thick layer of leaves; and trying again to feed her with a grape, found to my joy that I could open

the mouth a little farther. The grape, indeed, lay in it unheeded, but I hoped some of the juice might find its

After an hour or two on the couch, she was no longer cold. The warmth of the brook had interpenetrated her

frametruly it was but a frame!and she was warm to the touch;not, probably, with the warmth of life,

but with a warmth which rendered it more possible, if she were alive, that she might live. I had read of one in

In that cave, day after day, night after night, seven long days and nights, I sat or lay, now waking now

sleeping, but always watching. Every morning I went out and bathed in the hot stream, and every morning

felt thereupon as if I had eaten and drunkwhich experience gave me courage to lay her in it also every day.

Once as I did so, a shadow of discoloration on her left side gave me a terrible shock, but the next morning it

had vanished, and I continued the treatment every morning, after her bath, putting a fresh grape in her

I too ate of the grapes and other berries I found in the forest; but I believed that, with my daily bath in that

Every time I slept, I dreamed of finding a wounded angel, who, unable to fly, remained with me until at last

she loved me and would not leave me; and every time I woke, it was to see, instead of an angelvisage with

lustrous eyes, the white, motionless, wasted face upon the couch. But Adam himself, when first he saw her

asleep, could not have looked more anxiously for Eve's awaking than I watched for this woman's. Adam

knew nothing of himself, perhaps nothing of his need of another self; I, an alien from my fellows, had learned

to love what I had lost! Were this one wasted shred of womanhood to disappear, I should have nothing in me

but a consuming hunger after life! I forgot even the Little Ones: things were not amiss with them! here lay

what might wake and be a woman! might actually open eyes, and look out of them upon me!

Now first I knew what solitude meantnow that I gazed on one who neither saw nor heard, neither moved

nor spoke. I saw now that a man alone is but a being that may become a manthat he is but a need, and

therefore a possibility. To be enough for himself, a being must be an eternal, selfexistent worm! So superbly

constituted, so simply complicate is man; he rises from and stands upon such a pedestal of lower physical

organisms and spiritual structures, that no atmosphere will comfort or nourish his life, less divine than that

offered by other souls; nowhere but in other lives can he breathe. Only by the reflex of other lives can he

ripen his specialty, develop the idea of himself, the individuality that distinguishes him from every other.

Were all men alike, each would still have an individuality, secured by his personal consciousness, but there

would be small reason why there should be more than two or three such; while, for the development of the

differences which make a large and lofty unity possible, and which alone can make millions into a church, an

endless and measureless influence and reaction are indispensable. A man to be perfectcomplete, that is, in

having reached the spiritual condition of persistent and universal growth, which is the mode wherein he

inherits the infinitude of his Father must have the education of a world of fellowmen. Save for the hope

of the dawn of life in the form beside me, I should have fled for fellowship to the beasts that grazed and did

not speak. Better to go about with theminfinitely betterthan to live alone! But with the faintest prospect

I woke one morning from a profound sleep, with one of my hands very painful. The back of it was much

swollen, and in the centre of the swelling was a triangular wound, like the bite of a leech. As the day went on,

the swelling subsided, and by the evening the hurt was all but healed. I searched the cave, turning over every

stone of any size, but discovered nothing I could imagine capable of injuring me.

Slowly the days passed, and still the body never moved, never opened its eyes. It could not be dead, for

assuredly it manifested no sign of decay, and the air about it was quite pure. Moreover, I could imagine that

the sharpest angles of the bones had begun to disappear, that the form was everywhere a little rounder, and

the skin had less of the parchmentlook: if such change was indeed there, life must be there! the tide which

had ebbed so far toward the infinite, must have begun again to flow! Oh joy to me, if the rising ripples of

life's ocean were indeed burying under lovely shape the bones it had all but forsaken! Twenty times a day I

looked for evidence of progress, and twenty times a day I doubted sometimes even despaired; but the

Several weeks had passed thus, when one night, after lying a long time awake, I rose, thinking to go out and

breathe the cooler air; for, although from the running of the stream it was always fresh in the cave, the heat

was not seldom a little oppressive. The moon outside was full, the air within shadowy clear, and naturally I

cast a lingering look on my treasure ere I went. "Bliss eternal!" I cried aloud, "do I see her eyes?" Great orbs,

dark as if cut from the sphere of a starless night, and luminous by excess of darkness, seemed to shine amid

the glimmering whiteness of her face. I stole nearer, my heart beating so that I feared the noise of it startling

her. I bent over her. Alas, her eyelids were close shut! Hope and Imagination had wrought mutual illusion!

my heart's desire would never be! I turned away, threw myself on the floor of the cave, and wept. Then I

bethought me that her eyes had been a little open, and that now the awful chink out of which nothingness had

peered, was gone: it might be that she had opened them for a moment, and was again asleep!it might be

she was awake and holding them close! In either case, life, less or more, must have shut them! I was

In the morning I searched yet more thoroughly, but again in vain. The wound was of the same character, and,

as before, was nearly well by the evening. I concluded that some large creature of the leech kind came

occasionally from the hot stream. "But, if blood be its object," I said to myself, "so long as I am there, I need

That same morning, when, having peeled a grape as usual and taken away the seeds, I put it in her mouth, her

My hope was now so much stronger that I began to think of some attire for her: she must be able to rise the

moment she wished! I betook myself therefore to the forest, to investigate what material it might afford, and

had hardly begun to look when fibrous skeletons, like those of the leaves of the prickly pear, suggested

themselves as fit for the purpose. I gathered a stock of them, laid them to dry in the sun, pulled apart the

reticulated layers, and of these had soon begun to fashion two loose garments, one to hang from her waist, the

other from her shoulders. With the stilettopoint of an aloeleaf and various filaments, I sewed together three

During the week that followed, there was no farther sign except that she more evidently took the grapes. But

indeed all the signs became surer: plainly she was growing plumper, and her skin fairer. Still she did not open

her eyes; and the horrid fear would at times invade me, that her growth was of some hideous fungoid nature,

Again I was bitten; and now the thing, whatever it was, began to pay me regular visits at intervals of three

days. It now generally bit me in the neck or the arm, invariably with but one bite, always while I slept, and

never, even when I slept, in the daytime. Hour after hour would I lie awake on the watch, but never heard it

coming, or saw sign of its approach. Neither, I believe, did I ever feel it bite me. At length I became so

hopeless of catching it, that I no longer troubled myself either to look for it by day, or lie in wait for it at

night. I knew from my growing weakness that I was losing blood at a dangerous rate, but I cared little for

that: in sight of my eyes death was yielding to life; a soul was gathering strength to save me from loneliness;

The garments were at length finished, and, contemplating my handiwork with no small satisfaction, I

One night I woke suddenly, breathless and faint, and longing after air, and had risen to crawl from the cave,

"I caught the vile thing," said a feeble voice, in my mothertongue; "I caught it in the very act!"

She was alive! she spoke! I dared not yield to my transport lest I should terrify her.

"You have saved my life, perhaps!But how could you touch the horrid thing! How brave of you!" I cried.

"I do not think I could have killed it, even had I known how!I heard you moaning, and got up to see what

disturbed you; saw the frightful thing at your neck, and pulled it away. But I could not hold it, and was hardly

"We'll kill it next time!" I said; but with that I turned faint, sought the open air, but fell.

When I came to myself the sun was up. The lady stood a little way off, looking, even in the clumsy attire I

had fashioned for her, at once grand and graceful. I HAD seen those glorious eyes! Through the night they

had shone! Dark as the darkness primeval, they now outshone the day! She stood erect as a column, regarding

With an expression of pain, mortification, and anger unutterable, she turned from me and stood silent.

Starless night lay profound in the gulfs of her eyes: hate of him who brought it back had slain their splendour.

"Had you failed to rouse me, what would you have done?" she asked suddenly without moving.

"It! What?You would have buried THIS?" she exclaimed, flashing round upon me in a white fury, her

"Nay; that I saw not! That, weary weeks of watching and tending have brought back to you," I

answeredfor with such a woman I must be plain! "Had I seen the smallest sign of decay, I would at once

"Dog of a fool!" she cried, "I was but in a tranceSamoil! what a fate!Go and fetch the shesavage from

"How long have I been insensible?" she demanded. "A woman could not have made that dress in a day!"

"I cannot tell how long you had lain when I found you, but there was nothing left of you save skin and bone:

that is more than three months ago.Your hair was beautiful, nothing else! I have done for it what I could."

"My poor hair!" she said, and brought a great armful of it round from behind her; "it will be more than a

threemonths' care to bring YOU to life again!I suppose I must thank you, although I cannot say I am

"There is no need, madam: I would have done the same for any womanyes, or for any man either!"

"I could not have brought you to life but by bathing you in the hot river every morning."

She gave a shudder of disgust, and stood for a while with her gaze fixed on the hurrying water. Then she

"We must understand each other!" she said. "You have done me the two worst of wrongscompelled me

She raised her left hand, and flung it out as if repelling me. Something icecold struck me on the forehead.

I rose, and looked around me, dazed at heart. For a moment I could not see her: she was gone, and loneliness

had returned like the cloud after the rain! She whom I brought back from the brink of the grave, had fled from

me, and left me with desolation! I dared not one moment remain thus hideously alone. Had I indeed done her

a wrong? I must devote my life to sharing the burden I had compelled her to resume!

I descried her walking swiftly over the grass, away from the river, took one plunge for a farewell restorative,

and set out to follow her. The last visit of the white leech, and the blow of the woman, had enfeebled me, but

"Is this, then, the end?" I said as I went, and my heart brooded a sad song. Her angry, hating eyes haunted me.

I could understand her resentment at my having forced life upon her, but how had I further injured her? Why

should she loathe me? Could modesty itself be indignant with true service? How should the proudest woman,

conscious of my every action, cherish against me the least sense of disgracing wrong? How reverently had I

not touched her! As a father his motherless child, I had borne and tended her! Had all my labour, all my

despairing hope gone to redeem only ingratitude? "No," I answered myself; "beauty must have a heart!

However profoundly hidden, it must be there! The deeper buried, the stronger and truer will it wake at last in

its beautiful grave! To rouse that heart were a better gift to her than the happiest life! It would be to give her a

She was ascending a gentle slope before me, walking straight and steady as one that knew whither, when I

became aware that she was increasing the distance between us. I summoned my strength, and it came in full

tide. My veins filled with fresh life! My body seemed to become ethereal, and, following like an easy wind, I

Not once had she looked behind. Swiftly she moved, like a Greek goddess to rescue, but without haste. I was

within three yards of her, when she turned sharply, yet with grace unbroken, and stood. Fatigue or heat she

showed none. Her paleness was not a pallor, but a pure whiteness; her breathing was slow and deep. Her eyes

seemed to fill the heavens, and give light to the world. It was nearly noon, but the sense was upon me as of a

"Why do you follow me?" she asked, quietly but rather sternly, as if she had never before seen me.

"I have lived so long," I answered, "on the mere hope of your eyes, that I must want to see them again!"

"You WILL not be spared!" she said coldly. "I command you to stop where you stand."

But as she turned she cast on me a glance, and I stood as if run through with a spear. Her scorn had failed: she

She gave no heed. I followed her like a child whose mother pretends to abandon him. "I will be your slave!" I

She turned as if a serpent had bit her. I cowered before the blaze of her eyes, but could not avert my own.

The whole day I followed her. The sun climbed the sky, seemed to pause on its summit, went down the other

side. Not a moment did she pause, not a moment did I cease to follow. She never turned her head, never

The sun went below, and the night came up. I kept close to her: if I lost sight of her for a moment, it would be

All day long we had been walking over thick soft grass: abruptly she stopped, and threw herself upon it.

There was yet light enough to show that she was utterly weary. I stood behind her, and gazed down on her for

Did I love her? I knew she was not good! Did I hate her? I could not leave her! I knelt beside her.

Suddenly they closed about my neck, rigid as those of the torturemaiden. She drew down my face to hers,

and her lips clung to my cheek. A sting of pain shot somewhere through me, and pulsed. I could not stir a

hair's breadth. Gradually the pain ceased. A slumberous weariness, a dreamy pleasure stole over me, and then

All at once I came to myself. The moon was a little way above the horizon, but spread no radiance; she was

but a bright thing set in blackness. My cheek smarted; I put my hand to it, and found a wet spot. My neck

ached: there again was a wet spot! I sighed heavily, and felt very tired. I turned my eyes listlessly around

meand saw what had become of the light of the moon: it was gathered about the lady! she stood in a

"Down!" she cried imperiously, as to a rebellious dog. "Follow me a step if you dare!"

"Set foot within the gates of my city, and my people will stone you: they do not love beggars!"

I was deaf to her words. Weak as water, and half awake, I did not know that I moved, but the distance grew

less between us. She took one step back, raised her left arm, and with the clenched hand seemed to strike me

I sprang to my feet, cold and wet, but clearheaded and strong. Had the blow revived me? it had left neither

wound nor pain!But how came I wet?I could not have lain long, for the moon was no higher!

The lady stood some yards away, her back toward me. She was doing something, I could not distinguish

what. Then by her sudden gleam I knew she had thrown off her garments, and stood white in the dazed moon.

A streak of white shot away in a swiftdrawn line. The same instant the moon recovered herself, shining out

with a full flash, and I saw that the streak was a longbodied thing, rushing in great, lowcurved bounds over

the grass. Dark spots seemed to run like a stream adown its back, as if it had been fleeting along under the

"God of mercy!" I cried, "is the terrible creature speeding to the nightinfolded city?" and I seemed to hear

from afar the sudden burst and spread of outcrying terror, as the pale savage bounded from house to house,

While I gazed after it fearstricken, past me from behind, like a swift, all but noiseless arrow, shot a second

large creature, pure white. Its path was straight for the spot where the lady had fallen, and, as I thought, lay.

My tongue clave to the roof of my mouth. I sprang forward pursuing the beast. But in a moment the spot I

"It was well," I thought, "that I could not cry out: if she had risen, the monster would have been upon her!"

But when I reached the place, no lady was there; only the garments she had dropped lay dusk in the

I stood staring after the second beast. It tore over the ground with yet greater swiftness than the formerin

long, level, skimming leaps, the very embodiment of wasteless speed. It followed the line the other had taken,

and I watched it grow smaller and smaller, until it disappeared in the uncertain distance.

But where was the lady? Had the first beast surprised her, creeping upon her noiselessly? I had heard no

shriek! and there had not been time to devour her! Could it have caught her up as it ran, and borne her away

to its den? So laden it could not have run so fast! and I should have seen that it carried something!

Horrible doubts began to wake in me. After a thorough but fruitless search, I set out in the track of the two

As I hastened along, a cloud came over the moon, and from the gray dark suddenly emerged a white figure,

clasping a child to her bosom, and stooping as she ran. She was on a line parallel with my own, but did not

perceive me as she hurried along, terror and anxiety in every movement of her driven speed.

"She is chased!" I said to myself. "Some prowler of this terrible night is after her!"

To follow would have added to her fright: I stepped into her track to stop her pursuer.

As I stood for a moment looking after her through the dusk, behind me came a swift, softfooted rush, and

ere I could turn, something sprang over my head, struck me sharply on the forehead, and knocked me down. I

was up in an instant, but all I saw of my assailant was a vanishing whiteness. I ran after the beast, with the

blood trickling from my forehead; but had run only a few steps, when a shriek of despair tore the quivering

night. I ran the faster, though I could not but fear it must already be too late.

In a minute or two I spied a low white shape approaching me through the vapourdusted moonlight. It must

be another beast, I thought at first, for it came slowly, almost crawling, with strange, floundering leaps, as of

a creature in agony! I drew aside from its path, and waited. As it neared me, I saw it was going on three legs,

carrying its left forepaw high from the ground. It had many dark, oval spots on a shining white skin, and

was attended by a low rushing sound, as of water falling upon grass. As it went by me, I saw something

"It is blood!" I said to myself, "some readier champion than I has wounded the beast!" But, strange to tell,

such a pity seized me at sight of the suffering creature, that, though an axe had been in my hand I could not

have struck at it. In a broken succession of hobbling leaps it went out of sight, its blood, as it seemed, still

issuing in a small torrent, which kept flowing back softly through the grass beside me. "If it go on bleeding

I went on, for I might yet be useful to the woman, and hoped also to see her deliverer.

I descried her a little way off, seated on the grass, with her child in her lap.

At the sound of my voice she started violently, and would have risen. I threw myself on the ground.

"You need not be frightened," I said. "I was following the beast when happily you found a nearer protector! It

passed me now with its foot bleeding so much that by this time it must be all but dead!"

"There is little hope of that!" she answered, trembling. "Do you not know whose beast she is?"

Now I had certain strange suspicions, but I answered that I knew nothing of the brute, and asked what had

"I pounded her foot with a stoneas hard as I could strike. Did you not hear her cry?"

"I never heard such a sound from the throat of an animal! it was like the scream of a woman in torture!"

"My voice was gone; I could not have shrieked to save my baby! When I saw the horrid mouth at my

"You will soon know about her if you are going to Bulika!" she answered. "Now, I must never go back

"Have a care; you had better not go!But perhaps you are! The princess is a very good, kind woman!"

I heard a little movement. Clouds had by this time gathered so thick over the moon that I could scarcely see

"You are in no danger of any sort from me," I said. "What oath would you like me to take?"

"I know by your speech that you are not of the people of Bulika," she replied; "I will trust you!I am not of

them, either, else I should not be able: they never trust any oneIf only I could see you! But I like your

voice!There, my darling is asleep! The foul beast has not hurt her!Yes: it was my baby she was after!"

she went on, caressing the child. "And then she would have torn her mother to pieces for carrying her

off!Some say the princess has two white leopardesses," she continued: "I know only onewith spots.

Everybody knows HER! If the princess hear of a baby, she sends her immediately to suck its blood, and then

it either dies or grows up an idiot. I would have gone away with my baby, but the princess was from home,

and I thought I might wait until I was a little stronger. But she must have taken the beast with her, and been

on her way home when I left, and come across my track. I heard the SNIFFSNUFF of the leopardess behind

me, and ran;oh, how I ran!But my darling will not die! There is no mark on her!"

"There is an old prophecy that a child will be the death of her. That is why she will listen to no offer of

"She does not care about her country. She sends witches around to teach the women spells that keep babies

away, and give them horrible things to eat. Some say she is in league with the Shadows to put an end to the

race. At night we hear the questing beast, and lie awake and shiver. She can tell at once the house where a

baby is coming, and lies down at the door, watching to get in. There are words that have power to shoo her

away, only they do not always workBut here I sit talking, and the beast may by this time have got home,

"I do not think she will ever get home.Let me carry the baby for you!" I said, as I rose also.

She returned me no answer, and when I would have taken it, only clasped it the closer.

"I cannot think," I said, walking by her side, "how the brute could be bleeding so much!"

"Take my advice, and don't go near the palace," she answered. "There are sounds in it at night as if the dead

She bade me an abrupt farewell. Plainly she did not want more of my company; so I stood still, and heard her

I had lost all notion of my position, and was walking about in pure, helpless impatience, when suddenly I

found myself in the path of the leopardess, wading in the blood from her paw. It ran against my ankles with

the force of a small brook, and I got out of it the more quickly because of an unshaped suspicion in my mind

as to whose blood it might be. But I kept close to the sound of it, walking up the side of the stream, for it

I soon began to reflect, however, that no leopardess, no elephant, no hugest animal that in our world preceded

man, could keep such a torrent flowing, except every artery in its body were open, and its huge system went

on filling its vessels from fields and lakes and forests as fast as they emptied themselves: it could not be

blood! I dipped a finger in it, and at once satisfied myself that it was not. In truth, however it might have

come there, it was a softly murmuring rivulet of water that ran, without channel, over the grass! But sweet as

was its song, I dared not drink of it; I kept walking on, hoping after the light, and listening to the familiar

sound so long unheardfor that of the hot stream was very different. The mere wetting of my feet in it,

however, had so refreshed me, that I went on without fatigue till the darkness began to grow thinner, and I

knew the sun was drawing nigh. A few minutes more, and I could discern, against the pale aurora, the

walltowers of a cityseemingly old as time itself. Then I looked down to get a sight of the brook.

It was gone. I had indeed for a long time noted its sound growing fainter, but at last had ceased to attend to it.

I looked back: the grass in its course lay bent as it had flowed, and here and there glimmered a small pool.

Toward the city, there was no trace of it. Near where I stood, the flow of its fountain must at least have

Around the city were gardens, growing many sorts of vegetables, hardly one of which I recognised. I saw no

water, no flowers, no sign of animals. The gardens came very near the walls, but were separated from them

I went up to the nearest gate, and found it but halfclosed, nowise secured, and without guard or sentinel. To

judge by its hinges, it could not be farther opened or shut closer. Passing through, I looked down a long

ancient street. It was utterly silent, and with scarce an indication in it of life present. Had I come upon a dead

city? I turned and went out again, toiled a long way over the dustheaps, and crossed several roads, each

leading up to a gate: I would not reenter until some of the inhabitants should be stirring.

I must see, if but once more, the woman I had brought to life! I did not desire her society: she had waked in

me frightful suspicions; and friendship, not to say love, was wildly impossible between us! But her presence

had had a strange influence upon me, and in her presence I must resist, and at the same time analyse that

influence! The seemingly inscrutable in her I would fain penetrate: to understand something of her mode of

being would be to look into marvels such as imagination could never have suggested! In this I was too

daring: a man must not, for knowledge, of his own will encounter temptation! On the other hand, I had

reinstated an evil force about to perish, and was, to the extent of my opposing faculty, accountable for what

mischief might ensue! I had learned that she was the enemy of children: the Little Ones might be in her

danger! It was in the hope of finding out something of their history that I had left them; on that I had received

Hearing at length a little stir in the place, I walked through the next gate, and thence along a narrow street of

tall houses to a little square, where I sat down on the base of a pillar with a hideous batlike creature atop.

Ere long, several of the inhabitants came sauntering past. I spoke to one: he gave me a rude stare and ruder

I got up and went through one narrow street after another, gradually filling with idlers, and was not surprised

to see no children. By and by, near one of the gates, I encountered a group of young men who reminded me

not a little of the bad giants. They came about me staring, and presently began to push and hustle me, then to

throw things at me. I bore it as well as I could, wishing not to provoke enmity where wanted to remain for a

while. Oftener than once or twice I appealed to passersby whom I fancied more benevolentlooking, but

none would halt a moment to listen to me. I looked poor, and that was enough: to the citizens of Bulika, as to

housedogs, poverty was an offence! Deformity and sickness were taxed; and no legislation of their princess

I took to my heels at last, and no one followed me beyond the gate. A lumbering fellow, however, who sat by

it eating a hunch of bread, picked up a stone to throw after me, and happily, in his stupid eagerness, threw,

not the stone but the bread. I took it, and he did not dare follow to reclaim it: beyond the walls they were

cowards every one. I went off a few hundred yards, threw myself down, ate the bread, fell asleep, and slept

It was night when I woke. The moon looked down on me in friendly fashion, seeming to claim with me old

acquaintance. She was very bright, and the same moon, I thought, that saw me through the terrors of my first

night in that strange world. A cold wind blew from the gate, bringing with it an evil odour; but it did not chill

me, for the sun had plenished me with warmth. I crept again into the city. There I found the few that were still

I was walking slowly through the long narrow street, when, just before me, a huge white thing bounded

across it, with a single flash in the moonlight, and disappeared. I turned down the next opening, eager to get

It was a narrow lane, almost too narrow to pass through, but it led me into a wider street. The moment I

entered the latter, I saw on the opposite side, in the shadow, the creature I had followed, itself following like a

dog what I took for a man. Over his shoulder, every other moment, he glanced at the animal behind him, but

neither spoke to it, nor attempted to drive it away. At a place where he had to cross a patch of moonlight, I

saw that he cast no shadow, and was himself but a flat superficial shadow, of two dimensions. He was,

nevertheless, an opaque shadow, for he not merely darkened any object on the other side of him, but rendered

it, in fact, invisible. In the shadow he was blacker than the shadow; in the moonlight he looked like one who

had drawn his shadow up about him, for not a suspicion of it moved beside or under him; while the gleaming

animal, which followed so close at his heels as to seem the white shadow of his blackness, and which I now

saw to be a leopardess, drew her own gliding shadow black over the ground by her side. When they passed

together from the shadow into the moonlight, the Shadow deepened in blackness, the animal flashed into

radiance. I was at the moment walking abreast of them on the opposite side, my bare feet sounding on the flat

stones: the leopardess never turned head or twitched ear; the shadow seemed once to look at me, for I lost his

profile, and saw for a second only a sharp upright line. That instant the wind found me and blew through me:

I shuddered from head to foot, and my heart went from wall to wall of my bosom, like a pebble in a child's

I turned aside into an alley, and sought shelter in a small archway. In the mouth of it I stopped, and looked

out at the moonlight which filled the alley. The same instant a woman came gliding in after me, turned,

trembling, and looked out also. A few seconds passed; then a huge leopard, its white skin dappled with many

blots, darted across the archway. The woman pressed close to me, and my heart filled with pity. I put my arm

"Several times," she answered, still trembling. "She is a pet of the princess's. You are a stranger, or you

"She is kept in a cage, her mouth muzzled, and her feet in gloves of crocodile leather. Chained she is too; but

she gets out often, and sucks the blood of any child she can lay hold of. Happily there are not many mothers

"I wish I were at home!" she sobbed. "The princess returned only last night, and there is the leopardess out

already! How am I to get into the house? It is me she is after, I know! She will be lying at my own door,

"All strangers are not bad!" I said. "The beast shall not touch you till she has done with me, and by that time

you will be in. You are happy to have a house to go to! What a terrible wind it is!"

"Take me home safe, and I will give you shelter from it," she rejoined. "But we must wait a little!"

I asked her many questions. She told me the people never did anything except dig for precious stones in their

"Because it is a disgrace to work," she answered. "Everybody in Bulika knows that!"

I asked how they were rich if none of them earned money. She replied that their ancestors had saved for

them, and they never spent. When they wanted money they sold a few of their gems.

"I suppose there must be, but we never think of such people. When one goes poor, we forget him. That is how

"But when you have dug up all your precious stones and sold them, you will have to spend your money, and

"We have so many, and there are so many still in the ground, that that day will never come," she replied.

"No strange people will dare; they are all horribly afraid of our princess. She it is who keeps us safe and free

I asked why her people had such a hatred of strangers. She answered that the presence of a stranger defiled

"Because we are more ancient and noble than any other nation. Therefore," she added, "we always turn

"Such a place would be pulled down, and its owner burned. How is purity to be preserved except by keeping

She told me that their princess had reigned for thousands of years; that she had power over the air and the

water as well as the earth and, she believed, over the fire too; that she could do what she pleased, and was

When at length she was willing to risk the attempt, we took our way through lanes and narrow passages, and

reached her door without having met a single live creature. It was in a wider street, between two tall houses,

at the top of a narrow, steep stair, up which she climbed slowly, and I followed. Ere we reached the top,

however, she seemed to take fright, and darted up the rest of the steps: I arrived just in time to have the door

closed in my face, and stood confounded on the landing, where was about length enough, between the

Weary, and not scrupling to defile Bulika with my presence, I took advantage of the shelter, poor as it was.

At the foot of the stair lay the moonlit street, and I could hear the unwholesome, inhospitable wind blowing

about below. But not a breath of it entered my retreat, and I was composing myself to rest, when suddenly my

eyes opened, and there was the head of the shining creature I had seen following the Shadow, just rising

above the uppermost step! The moment she caught sight of my eyes, she stopped and began to retire, tail

foremost. I sprang up; whereupon, having no room to turn, she threw herself backward, head over tail,

scrambled to her feet, and in a moment was down the stair and gone. I followed her to the bottom, and looked

There were, then, two evil creatures prowling about the city, one with, and one without spots! I was not

inclined to risk much for man or woman in Bulika, but the life of a child might well be worth such a poor one

Presently I heard the latch move, slow, slow: I looked up, and seeing the door halfopen, rose and slid softly

in. Behind it stood, not the woman I had befriended, but the muffled woman of the desert. Without a word

she led me a few steps to an empty stonepaved chamber, and pointed to a rug on the floor. I wrapped myself

in it, and once more lay down. She shut the door of the room, and I heard the outer door open and close again.

As I lay sleepless, I began to hear a stifled moaning. It went on for a good while, and then came the cry of a

child, followed by a terrible shriek. I sprang up and darted into the passage: from another door in it came the

white leopardess with a newborn baby in her mouth, carrying it like a cub of her own. I threw myself upon

her, and compelled her to drop the infant, which fell on the stone slabs with a piteous wail.

At the cry appeared the muffled woman. She stepped over us, the beast and myself, where we lay struggling

in the narrow passage, took up the child, and carried it away. Returning, she lifted me off the animal, opened

"She too has failed me!" thought I; "given me up to the beast to be settled with at her leisure! But we shall

I ran down the stair, fearing she would spring on my back, but she followed me quietly. At the foot I turned to

lay hold of her, but she sprang over my head; and when again I turned to face her, she was crouching at my

feet! I stooped and stroked her lovely white skin; she responded by licking my bare feet with her hard dry

tongue. Then I patted and fondled her, a well of tenderness overflowing in my heart: she might be treacherous

too, but if I turned from every show of love lest it should be feigned, how was I ever to find the real love

A bulky object fell with a heavy squelch in the middle of the street, a few yards from us. I ran to it, and found

a pulpy mass, with just form enough left to show it the body of a woman. It must have been thrown from

some neighbouring window! I looked around me: the Shadow was walking along the other side of the way,

I followed and gained upon them, urging in my heart for the leopardess that probably she was not a free

agent. When I got near them, however, she turned and flew at me with such a hideous snarl, that instinctively

I drew back: instantly she resumed her place behind the Shadow. Again I drew near; again she flew at me, her

eyes flaming like live emeralds. Once more I made the experiment: she snapped at me like a dog, and bit me.

My heart gave way, and I uttered a cry; whereupon the creature looked round with a glance that plainly

I turned away angry with myself: I had been losing my time ever since I entered the place! night as it was I

would go straight to the palace! From the square I had seen ithigh above the heart of the city, compassed

But I found its fortifications, like those of the city, much neglected, and partly ruinous. For centuries, clearly,

they had been of no account! It had great and strong gates, with something like a drawbridge to them over a

rocky chasm; but they stood open, and it was hard to believe that water had ever occupied the hollow before

them. All was so still that sleep seemed to interpenetrate the structure, causing the very moonlight to look

discordantly awake. I must either enter like a thief, or break a silence that rendered frightful the mere thought

Like an outcast dog I was walking about the walls, when I came to a little recess with a stone bench: I took

refuge in it from the wind, lay down, and in spite of the cold fell fast asleep.

I was wakened by something leaping upon me, and licking my face with the rough tongue of a feline animal.

"It is the white leopardess!" I thought. "She is come to suck my blood!and why should she not have it?it

would cost me more to defend than to yield it!" So I lay still, expecting a shoot of pain. But the pang did not

arrive; a pleasant warmth instead began to diffuse itself through me. Stretched at my back, she lay as close to

me as she could lie, the heat of her body slowly penetrating mine, and her breath, which had nothing of the

wild beast in it, swathing my head and face in a genial atmosphere. A full conviction that her intention toward

me was good, gained possession of me. I turned like a sleepy boy, threw my arm over her, and sank into

When I began to come to myself, I fancied I lay warm and soft in my own bed. "Is it possible I am at home?"

I thought. The wellknown scents of the garden seemed to come crowding in. I rubbed my eyes, and looked

I sprang from the bench. Had I indeed had a leopardess for my bedfellow, or had I but dreamed it? She had

I left the recess with a new hope, as strong as it was shapeless. One thing only was clear to me: I must find

the princess! Surely I had some power with her, if not over her! Had I not saved her life, and had she not

prolonged it at the expense of my vitality? The reflection gave me courage to encounter her, be she what she

Making a circuit of the castle, I came again to the open gates, crossed the ravinelike moat, and found myself

in a paved court, planted at regular intervals with towering trees like poplars. In the centre was one taller than

the rest, whose branches, near the top, spread a little and gave it some resemblance to a palm. Between their

great stems I got glimpses of the palace, which was of a style strange to me, but suggested Indian origin. It

was long and low, with lofty towers at the corners, and one huge dome in the middle, rising from the roof to

half the height of the towers. The main entrance was in the centre of the fronta low arch that seemed half

an ellipse. No one was visible, the doors stood wide open, and I went unchallenged into a large hall, in the

form of a longish ellipse. Toward one side stood a cage, in which couched, its head on its paws, a huge

leopardess, chained by a steel collar, with its mouth muzzled and its paws muffled. It was white with dark

oval spots, and lay staring out of wideopen eyes, with canoeshaped pupils, and great green irids. It

appeared to watch me, but not an eyeball, not a foot, not a whisker moved, and its tail stretched out behind it

>From this vestibule two low passages led; I took one of them, and found it branch into many, all narrow and

irregular. At a spot where was scarce room for two to pass, a page ran against me. He started back in terror,

but having scanned me, gathered impudence, puffed himself out, and asked my business.

"A likely thing!" he returned. "I have not seen her highness this morning myself!"

I caught him by the back of the neck, shook him, and said, "Take me to her at once, or I will drag you with

He gave a look at me, and began to pull like a blind man's dog, leading me thus to a large kitchen, where

were many servants, feebly busy, and hardly awake. I expected them to fall upon me and drive me out, but

they stared instead, with wide eyesnot at me, but at something behind me, and grew more ghastly as they

stared. I turned my head, and saw the white leopardess, regarding them in a way that might have feared

Presently, however, one of them, seeing, I suppose, that attack was not imminent, began to recover himself; I

The others continued staringtoo much afraid of her to take their eyes off her. I turned to the graceful

creature, where she stood, her muzzle dropped to my heel, white as milk, a warm splendour in the gloomy

place, and stooped and patted her. She looked up at me; the mere movement of her head was enough to

scatter them in all directions. She rose on her hind legs, and put her paws on my shoulders; I threw my arms

round her. She pricked her ears, broke from me, and was out of sight in a moment.

My heart gave a throb, as if bracing itself to the encounter. I followed him through many passages, and was at

last shown into a room so large and so dark that its walls were invisible. A single spot on the floor reflected a

little light, but around that spot all was black. I looked up, and saw at a great height an oval aperture in the

roof, on the periphery of which appeared the joints between blocks of black marble. The light on the floor

showed close fitting slabs of the same material. I found afterward that the elliptical wall as well was of black

marble, absorbing the little light that reached it. The roof was the long half of an ellipsoid, and the opening in

it was over one of the foci of the ellipse of the floor. I fancied I caught sight of reddish lines, but when I

All at once, a radiant form stood in the centre of the darkness, flashing a splendour on every side. Over a robe

of soft white, her hair streamed in a cataract, black as the marble on which it fell. Her eyes were a luminous

blackness; her arms and feet like warm ivory. She greeted me with the innocent smile of a girland in face,

figure, and motion seemed but now to have stepped over the threshold of womanhood. "Alas," thought I, "ill

did I reckon my danger! Can this be the woman I rescuedshe who struck me, scorned me, left me?" I stood

gazing at her out of the darkness; she stood gazing into it, as if searching for me.

She disappeared. "She will not acknowledge me!" I thought. But the next instant her eyes flashed out of the

"You have found me at last!" she said, laying her hand on my shoulder. "I knew you would!"

My frame quivered with conflicting consciousnesses, to analyse which I had no power. I was simultaneously

I stood silent: she had struck me dumb with beauty; she held me dumb with sweetness.

Taking me by the hand, she drew me to the spot of light, and again flashed upon me. An instant she stood

"I would gladly learn it! The instinct of hospitality is not strong in my people!" She took me again by the

hand, and led me through the darkness many steps to a curtain of black. Beyond it was a white stair, up which

"How you must miss the hot flowing river!" she said. "But there is a bath in the corner with no white leeches

in it! At the foot of your couch you will find a garment. When you come down, I shall be in the room to your

I stood as she left me, accusing my presumption: how was I to treat this lovely woman as a thing of evil, who

behaved to me like a sister?Whence the marvellous change in her? She left me with a blow; she received

me almost with an embrace! She had reviled me; she said she knew I would follow and find her! Did she

know my doubts concerning herhow much I should want explained? COULD she explain all? Could I

believe her if she did? As to her hospitality, I had surely earned and might accept thatat least until I came

Could such beauty as I saw, and such wickedness as I suspected, exist in the same person? If they could,

HOW was it possible? Unable to answer the former question, I must let the latter wait!

Clear as crystal, the water in the great white bath sent a sparkling flash from the corner where it lay sunk in

the marble floor, and seemed to invite me to its embrace. Except the hot stream, two draughts in the cottage

of the veiled woman, and the pools in the track of the wounded leopardess, I had not seen water since leaving

Immediately my brain was filled with an odour strange and delicate, which yet I did not altogether like. It

made me doubt the princess afresh: had she medicated it? had she enchanted it? was she in any way working

on me unlawfully? And how was there water in the palace, and not a drop in the city? I remembered the

What had I been bathing in? Again I saw the fleeing mother, again I heard the howl, again I saw the limping

beast. But what matter whence it flowed? was not the water sweet? Was it not very water the pitcherplant

secreted from its heart, and stored for the weary traveller? Water came from heaven: what mattered the well

where it gathered, or the spring whence it burst? But I did not reenter the bath.

I put on the robe of white wool, embroidered on the neck and hem, that lay ready for me, and went down the

stair to the room whither my hostess had directed me. It was round, all of alabaster, and without a single

window: the light came through everywhere, a soft, pearly shimmer rather than shine. Vague shadowy forms

went flitting about over the walls and low dome, like loose rainclouds over a greyblue sky.

The princess stood waiting me, in a robe embroidered with argentine rings and discs, rectangles and lozenges,

close togethera silver mail. It fell unbroken from her neck and hid her feet, but its long open sleeves left

In the room was a table of ivory, bearing cakes and fruit, an ivory jug of milk, a crystal jug of wine of a pale

"Here we do not kill to eat," she said; "but I think you will like what I can give you."

I told her I could desire nothing better than what I saw. She seated herself on a couch by the table, and made

She poured me out a bowlful of milk, and, handing me the loaf, begged me to break from it such a piece as I

liked. Then she filled from the winejug two silver goblets of grotesquely graceful workmanship.

I drank, and wondered: every flower of Hybla and Hymettus must have sent its ghost to swell the soul of that

"And now that you will be able to listen," she went on, "I must do what I can to make myself intelligible to

you. Our natures, however, are so different, that this may not be easy. Men and women live but to die; we,

that is such as Iwe are but a fewlive to live on. Old age is to you a horror; to me it is a dear desire: the

older we grow, the nearer we are to our perfection. Your perfection is a poor thing, comes soon, and lasts but

a little while; ours is a ceaseless ripening. I am not yet ripe, and have lived thousands of your yearshow

"Many lovers have sought me; I have loved none of them: they sought but to enslave me; they sought me but

as the men of my city seek gems of price.When you found me, I found a man! I put you to the test; you

stood it; your love was genuine!It was, however, far from idealfar from such love as I would have. You

loved me truly, but not with true love. Pity has, but is not love. What woman of any world would return love

for pity? Such love as yours was then, is hateful to me. I knew that, if you saw me as I am, you would love

melike the rest of themto have and to hold: I would none of that either! I would be otherwise loved! I

would have a love that outlived hopelessness, outmeasured indifference, hate, scorn! Therefore did I put on

cruelty, despite, ingratitude. When I left you, I had shown myself such as you could at least no longer follow

from pity: I was no longer in need of you! But you must satisfy my desire or set me freeprove yourself

priceless or worthless! To satisfy the hunger of my love, you must follow me, looking for nothing, not

gratitude, not even pity in return!follow and find me, and be content with merest presence, with scantest

She looked at me tenderly, and hid her face in her hands. But I had caught a flash and a sparkle behind the

tenderness, and did not believe her. She laid herself out to secure and enslave me; she only fascinated me!

"Beautiful princess," I said, "let me understand how you came to be found in such evil plight."

"There are things I cannot explain," she replied, "until you have become capable of understanding

themwhich can only be when love is grown perfect. There are many things so hidden from you that you

cannot even wish to know them; but any question you can put, I can in some measure answer.

"I had set out to visit a part of my dominions occupied by a savage dwarfpeople, strong and fierce, enemies

to law and order, opposed to every kind of progressan evil race. I went alone, fearing nothing, unaware of

the least necessity for precaution. I did not know that upon the hot stream beside which you found me, a

certain woman, by no means so powerful as myself, not being immortal, had cast what you call a

spellwhich is merely the setting in motion of a force as natural as any other, but operating primarily in a

A shadow of embarrassment darkened her cheek: I understood it, but showed no sign. Checked for the merest

"you know what a step it is in parts!But in the very act, an indescribable cold invaded me. I recognised

at once the nature of the assault, and knew it could affect me but temporarily. By sheer force of will I dragged

myself to the woodnor knew anything more until I saw you asleep, and the horrible worm at your neck. I

crept out, dragged the monster from you, and laid my lips to the wound. You began to wake; I buried myself

She rose, her eyes flashing as never human eyes flashed, and threw her arms high over her head.

"What you have made me is yours!" she cried. "I will repay you as never yet did woman! My power, my

She dropt kneeling beside me, laid her arms across my knees, and looked up in my face.

Then first I noted on her left hand a large clumsy glove. In my mind's eye I saw hair and claws under it, but I

knew it was a hand shut hardperhaps badly bruised. I glanced at the other: it was lovely as hand could be,

and I felt that, if I did less than loathe her, I should love her. Not to dally with usurping emotions, I turned my

"To me she may be true!" said my vanity. For a moment I was tempted to love a lie.

An odour, rather than the gentlest of airy pulses, was fanning me. I glanced up. She stood erect before me,

A frightful roar made my heart rebound against the walls of its cage. The alabaster trembled as if it would

"My wine was too strong for you!" she said, in a quavering voice; "I ought not to have let you take a full

draught! Go and sleep now, and when you wake ask me what you please.I will go with you: come."

"I do not wonder that roar startled you!" she said. "It startled me, I confess: for a moment I feared she had

The roar seemed to me, howeverI could not tell whyto come from the WHITE leopardess, and to be

With a smile she left me at the door of my room, but as she turned I read anxiety on her beautiful face.

I threw myself on the bed, and began to turn over in my mind the tale she had told me. She had forgotten

herself, and, by a single incautious word, removed one perplexity as to the condition in which I found her in

the forest! The leopardess BOUNDED over; the princess lay prostrate on the bank: the running stream had

dissolved her selfenchantment! Her own account of the object of her journey revealed the danger of the

I had but reached this conclusion when I fell asleep. The lovely wine may not have been quite innocent.

When I opened my eyes, it was night. A lamp, suspended from the ceiling, cast a clear, although soft light

through the chamber. A delicious languor infolded me. I seemed floating, far from land, upon the bosom of a

twilight sea. Existence was in itself pleasure. I had no pain. Surely I was dying!

No pain!ah, what a shoot of mortal pain was that! what a sickening sting! It went right through my heart!

Again! That was sharpness itself!and so sickening! I could not move my hand to lay it on my heart;

The pain was dying away, but my whole body seemed paralysed. Some evil thing was upon me!something

hateful! I would have struggled, but could not reach a struggle. My will agonised, but in vain, to assert itself.

I desisted, and lay passive. Then I became aware of a soft hand on my face, pressing my head into the pillow,

I began to breathe more freely; the weight was gone from my chest; I opened my eyes.

The princess was standing above me on the bed, looking out into the room, with the air of one who dreamed.

Her great eyes were clear and calm. Her mouth wore a look of satisfied passion; she wiped from it a streak of

She caught my gaze, bent down, and struck me on the eyes with the handkerchief in her hand: it was like

I heard a dull heavy sound, as of a large softfooted animal alighting from a little jump. I opened my eyes,

and saw the great swing of a long tail as it disappeared through the halfopen doorway. I sprang after it.

The creature had vanished quite. I shot down the stair, and into the hall of alabaster. The moon was high, and

the place like the inside of a faint, sunblanched moon. The princess was not there. I must find her: in her

presence I might protect myself; out of it I could not! I was a tame animal for her to feed upon; a human

fountain for a thirst demoniac! She showed me favour the more easily to use me! My waking eyes did not

fear her, but they would close, and she would come! Not seeing her, I felt her everywhere, for she might be

anywheremight even now be waiting me in some secret cavern of sleep! Only with my eyes upon her

Outside the alabaster hall it was pitchdark, and I had to grope my way along with hands and feet. At last I

felt a curtain, put it aside, and entered the black hall. There I found a great silent assembly. How it was visible

I neither saw nor could imagine, for the walls, the floor, the roof, were shrouded in what seemed an infinite

blackness, blacker than the blackest of moonless, starless nights; yet my eyes could separate, although

vaguely, not a few of the individuals in the mass interpenetrated and divided, as well as surrounded, by the

darkness. It seemed as if my eyes would never come quite to themselves. I pressed their balls and looked and

looked again, but what I saw would not grow distinct. Blackness mingled with form, silence and undefined

motion possessed the wide space. All was a dim, confused dance, filled with recurrent glimpses of shapes not

unknown to me. Now appeared a woman, with glorious eyes looking out of a skull; now an armed figure on a

skeleton horse; now one now another of the hideous burrowing phantasms. I could trace no order and little

relation in the mingling and crossing currents and eddies. If I seemed to catch the shape and rhythm of a

dance, it was but to see it break, and confusion prevail. With the shifting colours of the seemingly more solid

shapes, mingled a multitude of shadows, independent apparently of originals, each moving after its own free

shadowwill. I looked everywhere for the princess, but throughout the wildly changing kaleidoscopic scene,

could not see her nor discover indication of her presence. Where was she? What might she not be doing? No

one took the least notice of me as I wandered hither and thither seeking her. At length losing hope, I turned

away to look elsewhere. Finding the wall, and keeping to it with my hand, for even then I could not see it, I

Dimly moonlighted, the cage of the leopardess was the arena of what seemed a desperate although silent

struggle. Two vastly differing forms, human and bestial, with entangled confusion of mingling bodies and

limbs, writhed and wrestled in closest embrace. It had lasted but an instant when I saw the leopardess out of

the cage, walking quietly to the open door. As I hastened after her I threw a glance behind me: there was the

The moon, halfway up the sky, was shining round and clear; the bodiless shadow I had seen the night

before, was walking through the trees toward the gate; and after him went the leopardess, swinging her tail. I

followed, a little way off, as silently as they, and neither of them once looked round. Through the open gate

we went down to the city, lying quiet as the moonshine upon it. The face of the moon was very still, and its

The Shadow took his way straight to the stair at the top of which I had lain the night before. Without a pause

he went up, and the leopardess followed. I quickened my pace, but, a moment after, heard a cry of horror.

Then came the fall of something soft and heavy between me and the stair, and at my feet lay a body,

frightfully blackened and crushed, but still recognisable as that of the woman who had led me home and shut

me out. As I stood petrified, the spotted leopardess came bounding down the stair with a baby in her mouth. I

darted to seize her ere she could turn at the foot; but that instant, from behind me, the white leopardess, like a

great bar of glowing silver, shot through the moonlight, and had her by the neck. She dropped the child; I

What a sight it wasnow the one, now the other uppermost, both too intent for any noise beyond a low

growl, a whimpered cry, or a snarl of hatefollowed by a quicker scrambling of claws, as each, worrying

and pushing and dragging, struggled for foothold on the pavement! The spotted leopardess was larger than

the white, and I was anxious for my friend; but I soon saw that, though neither stronger nor more active, the

white leopardess had the greater endurance. Not once did she lose her hold on the neck of the other. From the

spotted throat at length issued a howl of agony, changing, by swiftcrowded gradations, into the longdrawn

CRESCENDO of a woman's uttermost wail. The white one relaxed her jaws; the spotted one drew herself

away, and rose on her hind legs. Erect in the moonlight stood the princess, a confused rush of shadows

careering over her whitenessthe spots of the leopard crowding, hurrying, fleeing to the refuge of her eyes,

where merging they vanished. The last few, outsped and belated, mingled with the cloud of her streamy hair,

leaving her radiant as the moon when a legion of little vapours has flown, windhunted, off her silvery

discsave that, adown the white column of her throat, a thread of blood still trickled from every wound of

her adversary's terrible teeth. She turned away, took a few steps with the gait of a Hecate, fell, covered afresh

The white leopardess turned also, sprang upon me, pulled my arms asunder, caught the baby as it fell, and

I turned and followed the spotted leopardess, catching but one glimpse of her as she tore up the brow of the

hill to the gate of the palace. When I reached the entrancehall, the princess was just throwing the robe

around her which she had left on the floor. The blood had ceased to flow from her wounds, and had dried in

When she saw me, a flash of anger crossed her face, and she turned her head aside. Then, with an attempted

"I have met with a small accident! Happening to hear that the catwoman was again in the city, I went down

to send her away. But she had one of her horrid creatures with her: it sprang upon me, and had its claws in my

She gave a shiver, and I could not help pitying her, although I knew she lied, for her wounds were real, and

her face reminded me of how she looked in the cave. My heart began to reproach me that I had let her fight

"Child of folly!" she said, with another attempted smile, "not crying, surely!Wait for me here; I am

going into the black hall for a moment. I want you to get me something for my scratches."

The instant the princess entered, I heard a buzzing sound as of many low voices, and, one portion after

another, the assembly began to be shiftingly illuminated, as by a ray that went travelling from spot to spot.

Group after group would shine out for a space, then sink back into the general vagueness, while another part

Some of the actions going on when thus illuminated, were not unknown to me; I had been in them, or had

looked on them, and so had the princess: present with every one of them I now saw her. The skullheaded

dancers footed the grass in the foresthall: there was the princess looking in at the door! The fight went on in

the Evil Wood: there was the princess urging it! Yet I was close behind her all the time, she standing

motionless, her head sunk on her bosom. The confused murmur continued, the confused commotion of

colours and shapes; and still the ray went shifting and showing. It settled at last on the hollow in the heath,

and there was the princess, walking up and down, and trying in vain to wrap the vapour around her! Then

first I was startled at what I saw: the old librarian walked up to her, and stood for a moment regarding her;

A wild shriek rang through the echoing place, and with the fall of her eidolon, the princess herself, till then

standing like a statue in front of me, fell heavily, and lay still. I turned at once and went out: not again would

I seek to restore her! As I stood trembling beside the cage, I knew that in the black ellipsoid I had been in the

While still endeavouring to compose myself, I heard the voice of the princess beside me.

The moon was near the zenith, and her present silver seemed brighter than the gold of the absent sun. She

brought me through the trees to the tallest of them, the one in the centre. It was not quite like the rest, for its

branches, drawing their ends together at the top, made a clump that looked from beneath like a fircone. The

"On the summit of that tree grows a tiny blossom which would at once heal my scratches! I might be a dove

for a moment and fetch it, but I see a little snake in the leaves whose bite would be worse to a dove than the

The smile vanished with the brief question, and her face changed to a look of sadness and suffering. I ought

to have left her to suffer, but the way she put her hand to her wounded neck went to my heart.

I considered the tree. All the way up to the branches, were projections on the stem like the remnants on a

In my haste to follow the leopardess disappearing, I had left my sandals in my room.

Again I looked at the tree, and my eyes went wandering up the stem until my sight lost itself in the branches.

The moon shone like silvery foam here and there on the rugged bole, and a little rush of wind went through

the top with a murmurous sound as of water falling softly into water. I approached the tree to begin my ascent

"I cannot let you attempt it with your feet bare!" she insisted. "A fall from the top would kill you!"

"So would a bite from the snake!" I answerednot believing, I confess, that there was any snake.

She tore from her garment the two wide borders that met in front, and kneeling on one knee, made me put

first my left foot, then my right on the other, and bound them about with the thick embroidered strips.

"I have nothing to cut them off with; but they are not long enough to get entangled," she replied.

Now in Bulika the cold after sundown was not so great as in certain other parts of the countryespecially

about the sexton's cottage; yet when I had climbed a little way, I began to feel very cold, grew still colder as I

ascended, and became coldest of all when I got among the branches. Then I shivered, and seemed to have lost

There was hardly any wind, and the branches did not sway in the least, yet, as I approached the summit, I

became aware of a peculiar unsteadiness: every branch on which I placed foot or laid hold, seemed on the

point of giving way. When my head rose above the branches near the top, and in the open moonlight I began

to look about for the blossom, that instant I found myself drenched from head to foot. The next, as if plunged

in a stormy water, I was flung about wildly, and felt myself sinking. Tossed up and down, tossed this way and

tossed that way, rolled over and over, checked, rolled the other way and tossed up again, I was sinking lower

and lower. Gasping and gurgling and choking, I fell at last upon a solid bottom.

I rubbed the water out of my eyes, and saw the raven on the edge of a huge stone basin. With the cold light of

the dawn reflected from his glossy plumage, he stood calmly looking down upon me. I lay on my back in

water, above which, leaning on my elbows, I just lifted my face. I was in the basin of the large fountain

constructed by my father in the middle of the lawn. High over me glimmered the thick, steelshiny stalk,

shooting, with a torrent uprush, a hundred feet into the air, to spread in a blossom of foam.

"You will not forget the consequences of having forgotten it!" replied Mr. Raven, who stood leaning over the

"You must change your clothes at once!" he said. "A wetting does not signify where you come fromthough

He was again a raven, walking, with something stately in his step, toward the house, the door of which stood

"I have not much to change!" I laughed; for I had flung aside my robe to climb the tree.

In the house no one seemed awake. I went to my room, found a dressinggown, and descended to the library.

As I entered, the librarian came from the closet. I threw myself on a couch. Mr. Raven drew a chair to my

side and sat down. For a minute or two neither spoke. I was the first to break the silence.

"A good question!" he rejoined: "nobody knows what anything is; a man can learn only what a thing means!

"Not much; but you know the fact, and that is something! Most people take more than a lifetime to learn that

they have learned nothing, and done less! At least you have not been without the desire to be of use!"

"I am ready to believe whatever you tell meas soon as I understand what it means."

"Had you accepted our invitation, you would have known the right way. When a man will not act where he is,

"Indeed I have gone far, and got nowhere, for I have not found my work! I left the children to learn how to

"When you were with them, you were where you could help them: you left your work to look for it! It takes a

"Do you mean, sir, I could have done something for the Little Ones by staying with them?"

"No; but how could I teach them? I did not know how to begin. Besides, they were far ahead of me!"

"That is true. But you were not a rod to measure them with! Certainly, if they knew what you know, not to

say what you might have known, they would be ahead of youout of sight ahead! but you saw they were not

growingor growing so slowly that they had not yet developed the idea of growing! they were even afraid

"What are they? I do not know them. I did think perhaps it was the want of water!"

"No doubt you wouldthe aim of all stupid philanthropists! Why, Mr. Vane, but for the weeping in it, your

world would never have become worth saving! You confess you thought it might be water they wanted: why

"I believe it did once. But I was afraid of the giants for them. That was what made me bear so much from the

"Indeed you almost taught the noble little creatures to be afraid of the stupid Bags! While they fed and

comforted and worshipped you, all the time you submitted to be the slave of bestial men! You gave the

darlings a seeming coward for their hero! A worse wrong you could hardly have done them. They gave you

their hearts; you owed them your soul!You might by this time have made the Bags hewers of wood and

"I fear what you say is true, Mr. Raven! But indeed I was afraid that more knowledge might prove an injury

"That is one of the pet falsehoods of your world! Is man's greatest knowledge more than a little? or is it

therefore dangerous? The fancy that knowledge is in itself a great thing, would make any degree of

knowledge more dangerous than any amount of ignorance. To know all things would not be greatness."

"At least it was for love of them, not from cowardice that I served the giants!"

"Granted. But you ought to have served the Little Ones, not the giants! You ought to have given the Little

Ones water; then they would soon have taught the giants their true position. In the meantime you could

yourself have made the giants cut down twothirds of their coarse fruittrees to give room to the little

delicate ones! You lost your chance with the Lovers, Mr. Vane! You speculated about them instead of

I sat in silence and shame. What he said was true: I had not been a wise neighbour to the Little Ones!

"You wronged at the same time the stupid creatures themselves. For them slavery would have been progress.

To them a few such lessons as you could have given them with a stick from one of their own trees, would

"What difference does that make? The man who grounds his action on another's cowardice, is essentially a

coward himself.I fear worse will come of it! By this time the Little Ones might have been able to protect

themselves from the princess, not to say the giantsthey were always fit enough for that; as it was they

"Not even to her have you been faithful!But hush! we were followed from the fountain, I fear!"

"No living creature did I see!except a disreputablelooking cat that bolted into the shrubbery."

"It was a magnificent Persianso wet and draggled, though, as to look what she wasworse than

"What do you mean, Mr. Raven?" I cried, a fresh horror taking me by the throat. "There was a beautiful

blue Persian about the house, but she fled at the very sound of water!Could she have been after the

"We shall see!" returned the librarian. "I know a little about cats of several sorts, and there is that in the room

He rose, went to the door of the closet, brought from it the mutilated volume, and sat down again beside me. I

I held my peace. A single question more would have been a plunge into a bottomless sea, and there might be

"Listen," he said: "I am going to read a stanza or two. There is one present who, I imagine, will hardly enjoy

He opened the vellum cover, and turned a leaf or two. The parchment was discoloured with age, and one leaf

showed a dark stain over twothirds of it. He slowly turned this also, and seemed looking for a certain

passage in what appeared a continuous poem. Somewhere about the middle of the book he began to read.

But what follows representsnot what he read, only the impression it made upon me. The poem seemed in a

language I had never before heard, which yet I understood perfectly, although I could not write the words, or

give their meaning save in poor approximation. These fragments, then, are the shapes which those he read

"But if I found a man that could believe In what he saw not, felt not, and yet knew, From him I should take

substance, and receive Firmness and form relate to touch and view; Then should I clothe me in the likeness

"In me was every woman. I had power Over the soul of every living man, Such as no woman ever had in

dower Could what no woman ever could, or can; All women, I, the woman, still outran, Outsoared,

"For I, though me he neither saw nor heard, Nor with his hand could touch finger of mine, Although not once

my breath had ever stirred A hair of him, could trammel brain and spine With rooted bonds which Death

"For by his side I lay, a bodiless thing; I breathed not, saw not, felt not, only thought, And made him love

mewith a hungering After he knew not whatif it was aught Or but a nameless something that was

"A song that had no sound into his soul; I lay a heartless thing against his heart, Giving him nothing where he

gave his whole Being to clothe me human, every part: That I at last into his sense might dart, Thus first into

"Ah, who was ever conquering Love but I! Who else did ever throne in heart of man! To visible being, with a

A strange, repulsive feline wail arose somewhere in the room. I started up on my elbow and stared about me,

"Sudden I woke, nor knew the ghastly fear That held menot like serpent coiled about, But like a vapour

moist, corrupt, and drear, Filling heart, soul, and breast and brain throughout; My being lay motionless in

"My past entire I knew, but not my now; I understood nor what I was, nor where; I knew what I had been:

still on my brow I felt the touch of what no more was there! I was a fainting, dead, yet live Despair; A life

"That I was a queen I knew right well, And sometimes wore a splendour on my head Whose flashing even

dead darkness could not quell The like on neck and arms and girdlestead; And men declared a light my

Again I heard the ugly cry of feline pain. Again I looked, but saw neither shape nor motion. Mr. Raven

"Hideously wet, my hair of golden hue Fouled my fair hands: to have it swiftly shorn I had given my rubies,

all for me dug new No eyes had seen, and such no waist had worn! For a draught of water from a drinking

"Nay, I had given my opals for a smock, A peasantmaiden's garment, coarse and clean: My shroud was

rotting! Once I heard a cock Lustily crow upon the hillock green Over my coffin. Dulled by space between,

"I thought some foul thing was in the room!" said the librarian, casting a glance around him; but instantly he

"For I had bathed in milk and honeydew, In rain from roses shook, that ne'er touched earth, And ointed me

with nard of amber hue; Never had spot me spotted from my birth, Or mole, or scar of hurt, or fret of dearth;

"Fleeing cold whiteness, I would sit alone Not in the sunI feared his bronzing light, But in his radiance

back around me thrown By fulgent mirrors tempering his might; Thus bathing in a moonbath not too bright,

"But now, all round was dark, dark all within! My eyes not even gave out a phantomflash; My fingers sank

in pulp through pulpy skin; My body lay deathweltered in a mash Of slimy horrors"

With a fearsome yell, her clammy fur staring in clumps, her tail thick as a cable, her eyes flashing green as a

chrysoprase, her distended claws entangling themselves so that she floundered across the carpet, a huge white

cat rushed from somewhere, and made for the chimney. Quick as thought the librarian threw the manuscript

between her and the hearth. She crouched instantly, her eyes fixed on the book. But his voice went on as if

"Ah, the two worlds! so strangely are they one, And yet so measurelessly wide apart! Oh, had I lived the

bodiless alone And from defiling sense held safe my heart, Then had I scaped the canker and the smart,

At these words such a howling, such a prolonged yell of agony burst from the cat, that we both stopped our

ears. When it ceased, Mr. Raven walked to the fireplace, took up the book, and, standing between the

creature and the chimney, pointed his finger at her for a moment. She lay perfectly still. He took a halfburnt

stick from the hearth, drew with it some sign on the floor, put the manuscript back in its place, with a look

that seemed to say, "Now we have her, I think!" and, returning to the cat, stood over her and said, in a still,

"Lilith, when you came here on the way to your evil will, you little thought into whose hands you were

delivering yourself! Mr. Vane, when God created me,not out of Nothing, as say the unwise, but out of

His own endless gloryHe brought me an angelic splendour to be my wife: there she lies! For her first

thought was POWER; she counted it slavery to be one with me, and bear children for Him who gave her

being. One child, indeed, she bore; then, puffed with the fancy that she had created her, would have me fall

down and worship her! Finding, however, that I would but love and honour, never obey and worship her, she

poured out her blood to escape me, fled to the army of the aliens, and soon had so ensnared the heart of the

great Shadow, that he became her slave, wrought her will, and made her queen of Hell. How it is with her

now, she best knows, but I know also. The one child of her body she fears and hates, and would kill, asserting

a right, which is a lie, over what God sent through her into His new world. Of creating, she knows no more

than the crystal that takes its allotted shape, or the worm that makes two worms when it is cloven asunder.

Vilest of God's creatures, she lives by the blood and lives and souls of men. She consumes and slays, but is

The animal lay motionless, its beryl eyes fixed flaming on the man: his eyes on hers held them fixed that they

"Then God gave me another wifenot an angel but a womanwho is to this as light is to darkness."

The cat gave a horrible screech, and began to grow bigger. She went on growing and growing. At last the

spotted leopardess uttered a roar that made the house tremble. I sprang to my feet. I do not think Mr. Raven

"It is but her jealousy that speaks," he said, "jealousy selfkindled, foiled and fruitless; for here I am, her

master now whom she, would not have for her husband! while my beautiful Eve yet lives, hoping

immortally! Her hated daughter lives also, but beyond her evil ken, one day to be what she counts her

destructionfor even Lilith shall be saved by her childbearing. Meanwhile she exults that my human wife

plunged herself and me in despair, and has borne me a countless race of miserables; but my Eve repented, and

is now beautiful as never was woman or angel, while her groaning, travailing world is the nursery of our

Father's children. I too have repented, and am blessed.Thou, Lilith, hast not yet repented; but thou

must.Tell me, is the great Shadow beautiful? Knowest thou how long thou wilt thyself remain

Then at last I understood that Mr. Raven was indeed Adam, the old and the new man; and that his wife,

ministering in the house of the dead, was Eve, the mother of us all, the lady of the New Jerusalem.

The leopardess reared; the flickering and fleeing of her spots began; the princess at length stood radiant in her

"As a bush that burns, and is consumed," answered he who had been her husband. "What is that under thy

"It is but a leopardspot that lingers! it will quickly follow those I have dismissed," she answered.

"Thou art beautiful because God created thee, but thou art the slave of sin: take thy hand from thy side."

Her hand sank away, and as it dropt she looked him in the eyes with a quailing fierceness that had in it no

"It is not on the leopard; it is in the woman!" he said. "Nor will it leave thee until it hath eaten to thy heart,

"Lilith," said Adam, and his tone had changed to a tender beseeching, "hear me, and repent, and He who

Her hand returned quivering to her side. Her face grew dark. She gave the cry of one from whom hope is

vanishing. The cry passed into a howl. She lay writhing on the floor, a leopardess covered with spots.

"The evil thou meditatest," Adam resumed, "thou shalt never compass, Lilith, for Good and not Evil is the

Universe. The battle between them may last for countless ages, but it must end: how will it fare with thee

when Time hath vanished in the dawn of the eternal morn? Repent, I beseech thee; repent, and be again an

"I will not repent. I will drink the blood of thy child." My eyes were fastened on the princess; but when Adam

spoke, I turned to him: he stood towering above her; the form of his visage was altered, and his voice was

She flung herself on the floor, dwindled and dwindled, and was again a gray cat. Adam caught her up by the

skin of her neck, bore her to the closet, and threw her in. He described a strange figure on the threshold, and

Then he returned to my side the old librarian, looking sad and worn, and furtively wiping tears from his eyes.

"We must be on our guard," he said, "or she will again outwit us. She would befool the very elect!"

"Every way," he answered. "She fears, therefore hates her child, and is in this house on her way to destroy

her. The birth of children is in her eyes the death of their parents, and every new generation the enemy of the

last. Her daughter appears to her an open channel through which her immortalitywhich yet she counts

selfinherentis flowing fast away: to fill it up, almost from her birth she has pursued her with an utter

enmity. But the result of her machinations hitherto is, that in the region she claims as her own, has appeared a

colony of children, to which that daughter is heart and head and sheltering wings. My Eve longed after the

child, and would have been to her as a mother to her firstborn, but we were then unfit to train her: she was

carried into the wilderness, and for ages we knew nothing of her fate. But she was divinely fostered, and had

young angels for her playmates; nor did she ever know care until she found a baby in the wood, and the

motherheart in her awoke. One by one she has found many children since, and that heart is not yet full. Her

family is her absorbing charge, and never children were better mothered. Her authority over them is without

appeal, but it is unknown to herself, and never comes to the surface except in watchfulness and service. She

has forgotten the time when she lived without them, and thinks she came herself from the wood, the first of

"You have saved the life of her and their enemy; therefore your life belongs to her and them. The princess

was on her way to destroy them, but as she crossed that stream, vengeance overtook her, and she would have

died had you not come to her aid. You did; and ere now she would have been raging among the Little Ones,

had she dared again cross the stream. But there was yet a way to the blessed little colony through the world of

the three dimensions; only, from that, by the slaying of her former body, she had excluded herself, and except

in personal contact with one belonging to it, could not reenter it. You provided the opportunity: never, in all

her long years, had she had one before. Her hand, with lightest touch, was on one or other of your muffled

feet, every step as you climbed. In that little chamber, she is now watching to leave it as soon as ever she

"She cannot know anything about the door!she cannot at least know how to open it!" I said; but my heart

"Hush, hush!" whispered the librarian, with uplifted hand; "she can hear through anything!You must go at

once, and make your way to my wife's cottage. I will remain to keep guard over her."

His advice did not recommend itself: why haste to encounter measureless delay? If not to protect the children,

why go at all? Alas, even now I believed him only enough to ask him questions, not to obey him!

"Tell me first, Mr. Raven," I said, "why, of all places, you have shut her up there! The night I ran from your

"The closet is no nearer our cottage, and no farther from it, than any or every other place."

"But," I returned, hard to persuade where I could not understand, "how is it then that, when you please, you

take from that same door a whole book where I saw and felt only a part of one? The other part, you have just

told me, stuck through into your library: when you put it again on the shelf, will it not again stick through

into that? Must not then the two places, in which parts of the same volume can at the same moment exist, lie

close together? Or can one part of the book be in space, or SOMEWHERE, and the other out of space, or

"I am sorry I cannot explain the thing to you," he answered; "but there is no provision in you for

understanding it. Not merely, therefore, is the phenomenon inexplicable to you, but the very nature of it is

inapprehensible by you. Indeed I but partially apprehend it myself. At the same time you are constantly

experiencing things which you not only do not, but cannot understand. You think you understand them, but

your understanding of them is only your being used to them, and therefore not surprised at them. You accept

them, not because you understand them, but because you must accept them: they are there, and have

unavoidable relations with you! The fact is, no man understands anything; when he knows he does not

understand, that is his first tottering stepnot toward understanding, but toward the capability of one day

understanding. To such things as these you are not used, therefore you do not fancy you understand them.

Neither I nor any man can here help you to understand; but I may, perhaps, help you a little to believe!"

He went to the door of the closet, gave a low whistle, and stood listening. A moment after, I heard, or seemed

to hear, a soft whir of wings, and, looking up, saw a white dove perch for an instant on the top of the shelves

over the portrait, thence drop to Mr. Raven's shoulder, and lay her head against his cheek. Only by the

motions of their two heads could I tell that they were talking together; I heard nothing. Neither had I moved

my eyes from them, when suddenly she was not there, and Mr. Raven came back to his seat.

"You are right," he answered. "I whistled that you might know I called her. Not the whistle, but what the

"You will sleep tonight at my hostelry!" he saidnot as a question, but in a tone of mild authority.

"I do insist. You can otherwise effect nothing.I will go with you as far as the mirror, and see you off."

He rose. There came a sudden shock in the closet. Apparently the leopardess had flung herself against the

Ere we reached the door of the library, a howling yell came after us, mingled with the noise of claws that

"Nothing will ever close that wound," he answered, with a sigh. "It must eat into her heart! Annihilation itself

is no death to evil. Only good where evil was, is evil dead. An evil thing must live with its evil until it

"Make haste!" he rejoined. "I shall hurry down the moment you are gone, and I have disarranged the

We ran, and reached the wooden chamber breathless. Mr. Raven seized the chains and adjusted the hood.

Then he set the mirrors in their proper relation, and came beside me in front of the standing one. Already I

Between us, wedging us asunder, darted, with the yell of a demon, the huge bulk of the spotted leopardess.

She leaped through the mirror as through an open window, and settled at once into a low, even, swift gallop.

I cast a look of dismay at my companion, and sprang through to follow her. He came after me leisurely.

"We must do what we can!" I said, and ran on, but sickening as I saw her dwindle in the distance, stopped,

"Doubtless we must," he answered. "But my wife has warned Mara, and she will do her part; you must sleep

"Nor do I mean to break it. But surely sleep is not the first thing! Surely, surely, action takes precedence of

"A man can do nothing he is not fit to do.See! did I not tell you Mara would do her part?"

I looked whither he pointed, and saw a white spot moving at an acute angle with the line taken by the

"There she is!" he cried. "The spotted leopardess is strong, but the white is stronger!"

"How should such eyes tell which have never slept? The princess did not confess herself beatenthat she

never doesbut she fled! When she confesses her last hope gone, that it is indeed hard to kick against the

goad, then will her day begin to dawn! Come; come! He who cannot act must make haste to sleep!"

I stood and watched the last gleam of the white leopardess melt away, then turned to follow my guidebut

reluctantly. What had I to do with sleep? Surely reason was the same in every world, and what reason could

there be in going to sleep with the dead, when the hour was calling the live man? Besides, no one would wake

me, and how could I be certain of waking earlyof waking at all?the sleepers in that house let morning

glide into noon, and noon into night, nor ever stirred! I murmured, but followed, for I knew not what else to

The librarian walked on in silence, and I walked silent as he. Time and space glided past us. The sun set; it

began to grow dark, and I felt in the air the spreading cold of the chamber of death. My heart sank lower and

lower. I began to lose sight of the lean, longcoated figure, and at length could no more hear his swishing

stride through the heather. But then I heard instead the slowflapping wings of the raven; and, at intervals,

"You are tired, are you not, Mr. Vane?" said the raven, alighting on a stone. "You must make acquaintance

He gave a strange whistle through his long black beak. A spot appeared on the face of the halfrisen moon.

To my ears came presently the drumming of swift, softgalloping hoofs, and in a minute or two, out of the

very disc of the moon, lowthundered the terrible horse. His mane flowed away behind him like the crest of a

windfighting wave, torn seaward in hoary spray, and the whisk of his tail kept blinding the eye of the moon.

Nineteen hands he seemed, huge of bone, tight of skin, hard of musclea steed the holy Death himself might

choose on which to ride abroad and slay! The moon seemed to regard him with awe; in her scary light he

looked a very skeleton, loosely roped together. Terrifically large, he moved with the lightness of a winged

insect. As he drew near, his speed slackened, and his mane and tail drifted about him settling.

Now I was not merely a lover of horses, but I loved every horse I saw. I had never spent money except upon

horses, and had never sold a horse. The sight of this mighty one, terrible to look at, woke in me longing to

possess him. It was pure greed, nay, rank covetousness, an evil thing in all the worlds. I do not mean that I

could have stolen him, but that, regardless of his proper place, I would have bought him if I could. I laid my

hands on him, and stroked the protuberant bones that humped a hide smooth and thin, and shiny as satinso

shiny that the very shape of the moon was reflected in it; I fondled his sharppointed ears, whispered words

in them, and breathed into his red nostrils the breath of a man's life. He in return breathed into mine the

breath of a horse's life, and we loved one another. What eyes he had! Bluefilmy like the eyes of the dead,

behind each was a glowing coal! The raven, with wings half extended, looked on pleased at my lovemaking

"That is well! be friends with him," he said: "he will carry you all the better tomorrow!Now we must

The horse bent his head over my shoulder lovingly. I twisted my hands in his mane and scrambled onto his

"Not that way at night," answered the raven; "the road is difficult. But come; loss now will be gain then!

To wait is harder than to run, and its meed is the fuller. Go on, my sonstraight to the cottage. I shall be

there as soon as you. It will rejoice my wife's heart to see son of hers on that horse!"

"I long so much to ride after the leopardess," I answered, "that I can scarce restrain myself!"

"My debt to the Little Ones appears, I confess, a greater thing than my bond to you."

"Yield to the temptation and you will bring mischief upon themand on yourself also."

Eyes flashed through the darkness, and I knew that Adam stood in his own shape beside me. I knew also by

"Mr. Vane," he said, "do you not know why you have not yet done anything worth doing?"

"Nay, now you talk foolishly! You could not have done otherwise than you did, not knowing she was

"Be persuaded, and go home with me," he continued gently. "The mostnearly the only foolish thing you

I pressed the horse's ribs, and he was off like a sudden wind. I gave him a pat on the side of the neck, and he

went about in a sharpdriven curve, "close to the ground, like a cat when scratchingly she wheels about after

Through the dark I heard the wings of the raven. Five quick flaps I heard, and he perched on the horse's head.

"Mr. Vane," croaked the raven, "think what you are doing! Twice already has evil befallen youonce from

"The Little Ones are in frightful peril, and I brought it upon them!" I cried. "But indeed I will not break my

word to you. I will return, and spend in your house what nightswhat dayswhat years you please."

"I tell you once more you will do them other than good if you go tonight," he insisted.

But a false sense of power, a sense which had no root and was merely vibrated into me from the strength of

"Would you take from me my last chance of reparation?" I cried. "This time there shall be no shirking! It is

"Go, then, foolish boy!" he returned, with anger in his croak. "Take the horse, and ride to failure! May it be to

He turned his head this way and that, snuffing the air; then started, and went a few paces in a slow, undecided

walk. Suddenly he quickened his walk; broke into a trot; began to gallop, and in a few moments his speed

was tremendous. He seemed to see in the dark; never stumbled, not once faltered, not once hesitated. I sat as

on the ridge of a wave. I felt under me the play of each individual muscle: his joints were so elastic, and his

every movement glided so into the next, that not once did he jar me. His growing swiftness bore him along

Across the evil hollow we sped like a bolt from an arblast. No monster lifted its neck; all knew the hoofs that

thundered over their heads! We rushed up the hills, we shot down their farther slopes; from the rocky chasms

of the riverbed he did not swerve; he held on over them his fierce, terrible gallop. The moon, halfway up

the heaven, gazed with a solemn trouble in her pale countenance. Rejoicing in the power of my steed and in

We were near the middle of the many channels, my horse every other moment clearing one, sometimes two

in his stride, and now and then gathering himself for a great bounding leap, when the moon reached the

keystone of her arch. Then came a wonder and a terror: she began to descend rolling like the nave of

Fortune's wheel bowled by the gods, and went faster and faster. Like our own moon, this one had a human

face, and now the broad forehead now the chin was uppermost as she rolled. I gazed aghast.

Across the ravines came the howling of wolves. An ugly fear began to invade the hollow places of my heart;

my confidence was on the wane! The horse maintained his headlong swiftness, with ears pricked forward,

and thirsty nostrils exulting in the wind his career created. But there was the moon jolting like an old

chariotwheel down the hill of heaven, with awful boding! She rolled at last over the horizonedge and

The mighty steed was in the act of clearing a wide shallow channel when we were caught in the net of the

darkness. His head dropped; its impetus carried his helpless bulk across, but he fell in a heap on the margin,

and where he fell he lay. I got up, kneeled beside him, and felt him all over. Not a bone could I find broken,

but he was a horse no more. I sat down on the body, and buried my face in my hands.

Bitterly cold grew the night. The body froze under me. The cry of the wolves came nearer; I heard their feet

softpadding on the rocky ground; their quick panting filled the air. Through the darkness I saw the many

glowing eyes; their halfcircle contracted around me. My time was come! I sprang to my feet.Alas, I had

They came in a rush, their eyes flashing with fury of greed, their black throats agape to devour me. I stood

With a sound of swiftness all but silence, a cloud of green eyes came down on their flank. The heads that bore

them flew at the wolves with a cry feebler yet fiercer than their howling snarl, and by the cry I knew them:

they were cats, led by a huge gray one. I could see nothing of him but his eyes, yet I knew himand so knew

his colour and bigness. A terrific battle followed, whose tale alone came to me through the night. I would

have fled, for surely it was but a fight which should have me!only where was the use? my first step would

All at once I missed the howling, and the caterwauling grew wilder. Then came the soft padding, and I knew

it meant flight: the cats had defeated the wolves! In a moment the sharpest of sharp teeth were in my legs; a

moment more and the cats were all over me in a live cataract, biting wherever they could bite, furiously

scratching me anywhere and everywhere. A multitude clung to my body; I could not flee. Madly I fell on the

hateful swarm, every finger instinct with destruction. I tore them off me, I throttled at them in vain: when I

would have flung them from me, they clung to my hands like limpets. I trampled them under my feet, thrust

my fingers in their eyes, caught them in jaws stronger than theirs, but could not rid myself of one. Without

cease they kept discovering upon me space for fresh mouthfuls; they hauled at my skin with the widespread,

horribly curved pincers of clutching claws; they hissed and spat in my facebut never touched it until, in my

despair, I threw myself on the ground, when they forsook my body, and darted at my face. I rose, and

immediately they left it, the more to occupy themselves with my legs. In an agony I broke from them and ran,

careless whither, cleaving the solid dark. They accompanied me in a surrounding torrent, now rubbing, now

leaping up against me, but tormenting me no more. When I fell, which was often, they gave me time to rise;

when from fear of falling I slackened my pace, they flew afresh at my legs. All that miserable night they kept

me runningbut they drove me by a comparatively smooth path, for I tumbled into no gully, and passing the

Evil Wood without seeing it, left it behind in the dark. When at length the morning appeared, I was beyond

the channels, and on the verge of the orchard valley. In my joy I would have made friends with my

persecutors, but not a cat was to be seen. I threw myself on the moss, and fell fast asleep.

I was waked by a kick, to find myself bound hand and foot, once more the thrall of the giants!

"What fitter?" I said to myself; "to whom else should I belong?" and I laughed in the triumph of selfdisgust.

A second kick stopped my false merriment; and thus recurrently assisted by my captors, I succeeded at length

Six of them were about me. They undid the rope that tied my legs together, attached a rope to each of them,

and dragged me away. I walked as well as I could, but, as they frequently pulled both ropes at once, I fell

repeatedly, whereupon they always kicked me up again. Straight to my old labour they took me, tied my

legropes to a tree, undid my arms, and put the hateful flint in my left hand. Then they lay down and pelted

me with fallen fruit and stones, but seldom hit me. If I could have freed my legs, and got hold of a stick I

spied a couple of yards from me, I would have fallen upon all six of them! "But the Little Ones will come at

All day I worked hard. When the darkness came, they tied my hands, and left me fast to the tree. I slept a

good deal, but woke often, and every time from a dream of lying in the heart of a heap of children. With the

It was about noon, and I was nearly failing from fatigue and hunger, when I heard a sudden commotion in the

brushwood, followed by a burst of the belllike laughter so dear to my heart. I gave a loud cry of delight and

welcome. Immediately rose a trumpeting as of babyelephants, a neighing as of foals, and a bellowing as of

calves, and through the bushes came a crowd of Little Ones, on diminutive horses, on small elephants, on

little bears; but the noises came from the riders, not the animals. Mingled with the mounted ones walked the

bigger of the boys and girls, among the latter a woman with a baby crowing in her arms. The giants sprang to

their lumbering feet, but were instantly saluted with a storm of sharp stones; the horses charged their legs; the

bears rose and hugged them at the waist; the elephants threw their trunks round their necks, pulled them

down, and gave them such a trampling as they had sometimes given, but never received before. In a moment

my ropes were undone, and I was in the arms, seemingly innumerable, of the Little Ones. For some time I

They made me sit down, and my Lona came, and without a word began to feed me with the loveliest red and

yellow fruits. I sat and ate, the whole colony mounting guard until I had done. Then they brought up two of

the largest of their elephants, and having placed them side by side, hooked their trunks and tied their tails

together. The docile creatures could have untied their tails with a single shake, and unhooked their trunks by

forgetting them; but tails and trunks remained as their little masters had arranged them, and it was clear the

elephants understood that they must keep their bodies parallel. I got up, and laid myself in the hollow

between their two backs; when the wise animals, counteracting the weight that pushed them apart, leaned

against each other, and made for me a most comfortable litter. My feet, it is true, projected beyond their tails,

but my head lay pillowed on an ear of each. Then some of the smaller children, mounting for a bodyguard,

ranged themselves in a row along the back of each of my bearers; the whole assembly formed itself in train;

Whither they were carrying me, I did not try to conjecture; I yielded myself to their pleasure, almost as happy

as they. Chattering and laughing and playing glad tricks innumerable at first, the moment they saw I was

We were travelling through the forest in which they found the babies, and which, as I had suspected,

A tiny girl sat with her little feet close to my face, and looked down at me coaxingly for a while, then spoke,

I closed my eyes, and kept them close. The elephants stood still. I heard a soft scurry, a little rustle, and then a

"Open eyes!" twenty voices a little way off shouted at once; but when I obeyed, not a creature was visible

except the elephants that bore me. I knew the children marvellously quick in getting out of the waythe

giants had taught them that; but when I raised myself, and looking about in the open shrubless forest, could

The sun was set, and it was fast getting dark, yet presently a multitude of birds began to sing. I lay down to

listen, pretty sure that, if I left them alone, the hiders would soon come out again.

The singing grew to a little storm of birdvoices. "Surely the children must have something to do with

it!And yet how could they set the birds singing?" I said to myself as I lay and listened. Soon, however,

happening to look up into the tree under which my elephants stood, I thought I spied a little motion among

the leaves, and looked more keenly. Sudden white spots appeared in the dark foliage, the music died down, a

gale of childish laughter rippled the air, and white spots came out in every direction: the trees were full of

children! In the wildest merriment they began to descend, some dropping from bough to bough so rapidly that

I could scarce believe they had not fallen. I left my litter, and was instantly surroundeda mark for all the

artillery of their jubilant fun. With stately composure the elephants walked away to bed.

"But," said I, when their uproarious gladness had had scope for a while, "how is it that I never before heard

you sing like the birds? Even when I thought it must be you, I could hardly believe it!"

"Ah," said one of the wildest, "but we were not birds then! We were runcreatures, not flycreatures! We had

our hideplaces in the bushes then; but when we came to nobushes, only trees, we had to build nests! When

we built nests, we grew birds, and when we were birds, we had to do birds! We asked them to teach us their

noises, and they taught us, and now we are real birds!Come and see my nest. It's not big enough for king,

I told him I could not get up a tree without the sun to show me the way; when he came, I would try.

"King! king!" cried one, "oo knows none of us hasn't no wingsfoolis feddery tings! Arms and legs is

"That is true. I can get up without wingsand carry straws in my mouth too, to build my nest with!"

A moment after, I heard him calling out of his nest, a great way up a walnut tree of enormous size,

I lay down by a tree, and one and one or in little groups, the children left me and climbed to their nests. They

were always so tired at night and so rested in the morning, that they were equally glad to go to sleep and to

get up again. I, although tired also, lay awake: Lona had not bid me good night, and I was sure she would

I had been struck, the moment I saw her again, with her resemblance to the princess, and could not doubt her

the daughter of whom Adam had told me; but in Lona the dazzling beauty of Lilith was softened by

childlikeness, and deepened by the sense of motherhood. "She is occupied probably," I said to myself, "with

the child of the woman I met fleeing!" who, she had already told me, was not half mother enough.

She came at length, sat down beside me, and after a few moments of silent delight, expressed mainly by

stroking my face and hands, began to tell me everything that had befallen since I went. The moon appeared as

we talked, and now and then, through the leaves, lighted for a quivering moment her beautiful facefull of

thought, and a care whose love redeemed and glorified it. How such a child should have been born of such a

mothersuch a woman of such a princess, was hard to understand; but then, happily, she had two

parentssay rather, three! She drew my heart by what in me was likest herself, and I loved her as one who,

grow to what perfection she might, could only become the more a child. I knew now that I loved her when I

left her, and that the hope of seeing her again had been my main comfort. Every word she spoke seemed to go

She told me that after I left the orchard valley, the giants began to believe a little more in the actual existence

of their neighbours, and became in consequence more hostile to them. Sometimes the Little Ones would see

them trampling furiously, perceiving or imagining some indication of their presence, while they indeed stood

beside, and laughed at their foolish rage. By and by, however, their animosity assumed a more practical

shape: they began to destroy the trees on whose fruit the Little Ones lived. This drove the mother of them all

to meditate counteraction. Setting the sharpest of them to listen at night, she learned that the giants thought I

was hidden somewhere near, intending, as soon as I recovered my strength, to come in the dark and kill them

sleeping. Thereupon she concluded that the only way to stop the destruction was to give them ground for

believing that they had abandoned the place. The Little Ones must remove into the forestbeyond the range

of the giants, but within reach of their own trees, which they must visit by night! The main objection to the

plan was, that the forest had little or no undergrowth to shelteror conceal them if necessary.

But she reflected that where birds, there the Little Ones could find habitation. They had eager sympathies

with all modes of life, and could learn of the wildest creatures: why should they not take refuge from the cold

and their enemies in the treetops? why not, having lain in the low brushwood, seek now the lofty foliage?

why not build nests where it would not serve to scoop hollows? All that the birds could do, the Little Ones

She spoke to them on the subject, and they heard with approval. They could already climb the trees, and they

had often watched the birds building their nests! The trees of the forest, although large, did not look bad!

They went up much nearer the sky than those of the giants, and spread out their armssome even stretched

them downas if inviting them to come and live with them! Perhaps, in the top of the tallest, they might find

that bird that laid the babyeggs, and sat upon them till they were ripe, then tumbled them down to let the

little ones out! Yes; they would build sleephouses in the trees, where no giant would see them, for never by

any chance did one throw back his dull head to look up! Then the bad giants would be sure they had left the

country, and the Little Ones would gather their own apples and pears and figs and mesples and peaches when

Thus reasoned the Lovers, and eagerly adopted Lona's suggestionwith the result that they were soon as

much at home in the treetops as the birds themselves, and that the giants came ere long to the conclusion

that they had frightened them out of the countrywhereupon they forgot their trees, and again almost ceased

Lona asked me whether I had not observed that many of the children were grown. I answered I had not, but

could readily believe it. She assured me it was so, but said the certain evidence that their minds too had

grown since their migration upward, had gone far in mitigation of the alarm the discovery had occasioned

In the last of the short twilight, and later when the moon was shining, they went down to the valley, and

gathered fruit enough to serve them the next day; for the giants never went out in the twilight: that to them

was darkness; and they hated the moon: had they been able, they would have extinguished her. But soon the

Little Ones found that fruit gathered in the night was not altogether good the next day; so the question arose

whether it would not be better, instead of pretending to have left the country, to make the bad giants

They had already, she said, in exploring the forest, made acquaintance with the animals in it, and with most

of them personally. Knowing therefore how strong as well as wise and docile some of them were, and how

swift as well as manageable many others, they now set themselves to secure their aid against the giants, and

with loving, playful approaches, had soon made more than friends of most of them, from the first addressing

horse or elephant as Brother or Sister Elephant, Brother or Sister Horse, until before long they had an

individual name for each. It was some little time longer before they said Brother or Sister Bear, but that came

next, and the other day she had heard one little fellow cry, "Ah, Sister Serpent!" to a snake that bit him as he

played with it too roughly. Most of them would have nothing to do with a caterpillar, except watch it through

its changes; but when at length it came from its retirement with wings, all would immediately address it as

Sister Butterfly, congratulating it on its metamorphosisfor which they used a word that meant something

One moonlit evening, as they were going to gather their fruit, they came upon a woman seated on the ground

with a baby in her lapthe woman I had met on my way to Bulika. They took her for a giantess that had

stolen one of their babies, for they regarded all babies as their property. Filled with anger they fell upon her

multitudinously, beating her after a childish, yet sufficiently bewildering fashion. She would have fled, but a

boy threw himself down and held her by the feet. Recovering her wits, she recognised in her assailants the

children whose hospitality she sought, and at once yielded the baby. Lona appeared, and carried it away in

But while the woman noted that in striking her they were careful not to hurt the child, the Little Ones noted

that, as she surrendered her, she hugged and kissed her just as they wanted to do, and came to the conclusion

that she must be a giantess of the same kind as the good giant. The moment Lona had the baby, therefore,

they brought the mother fruit, and began to show her every sort of childish attention.

Now the woman had been in perplexity whither to betake herself, not daring to go back to the city, because

the princess was certain to find out who had lamed her leopardess: delighted with the friendliness of the little

people, she resolved to remain with them for the present: she would have no trouble with her infant, and

might find some way of returning to her husband, who was rich in money and gems, and very seldom unkind

Here I must supplement, partly from conjecture, what Lona told me about the woman. With the rest of the

inhabitants of Bulika, she was aware of the tradition that the princess lived in terror of the birth of an infant

destined to her destruction. They were all unacquainted, however, with the frightful means by which she

preserved her youth and beauty; and her deteriorating physical condition requiring a larger use of those

means, they took the apparent increase of her hostility to children for a sign that she saw her doom

approaching. This, although no one dreamed of any attempt against her, nourished in them hopes of change.

Now arose in the mind of the woman the idea of furthering the fulfilment of the shadowy prediction, or of

using the myth at least for her own restoration to her husband. For what seemed more probable than that the

fate foretold lay with these very children? They were marvellously brave, and the Bulikans cowards, in abject

terror of animals! If she could rouse in the Little Ones the ambition of taking the city, then in the confusion of

the attack, she would escape from the little army, reach her house unrecognised, and there lying hidden, await

Should the children now succeed in expelling the giants, she would begin at once, while they were yet

flushed with victory, to suggest the loftier aim! By disposition, indeed, they were unfit for warfare; they

hardly ever quarrelled, and never fought; loved every live thing, and hated either to hurt or to suffer. Still,

they were easily influenced, and could certainly be taught any exercise within their strength!At once she

set some of the smaller ones throwing stones at a mark; and soon they were all engrossed with the new game,

The first practical result was their use of stones in my rescue. While gathering fruit, they found me asleep,

went home, held a council, came the next day with their elephants and horses, overwhelmed the few giants

watching me, and carried me off. Jubilant over their victory, the smaller boys were childishly boastful, the

bigger boys less ostentatious, while the girls, although their eyes flashed more, were not so talkative as usual.

We talked the greater part of the night, chiefly about the growth of the children, and what it might indicate.

With Lona's power of recognising truth I had long been familiar; now I began to be astonished at her practical

wisdom. Probably, had I been more of a child myself, I should have wondered less.

It was yet far from morning when I became aware of a slight fluttering and scrambling. I rose on my elbow,

and looking about me, saw many Little Ones descend from their nests. They disappeared, and in a few

"They think," answered Lona, "that, stupid as they are, the giants will search the wood, and they are gone to

gather stones with which to receive them. Stones are not plentiful in the forest, and they have to scatter far to

find enow. They will carry them to their nests, and from the trees attack the giants as they come within reach.

Knowing their habits, they do not expect them before the morning. If they do come, it will be the opening of

a war of expulsion: one or the other people must go. The result, however, is hardly doubtful. We do not mean

to kill them; indeed, their skulls are so thick that I do not think we could!not that killing would do them

much harm; they are so little alive! If one were killed, his giantess would not remember him beyond three

"Wait till you see them!" she answered, with a touch of pride. "But I have not yet told you," she went on,

"of a strange thing that happened the night before last!We had come home from gathering our fruit, and

were asleep in our nests, when we were roused by the horrid noises of beasts fighting. The moon was bright,

and in a moment our trees glittered with staring little eyes, watching two huge leopardesses, one perfectly

white, the other covered with black spots, which worried and tore each other with I do not know how many

teeth and claws. To judge by her back, the spotted creature must have been climbing a tree when the other

sprang upon her. When first I saw them, they were just under my own tree, rolling over and over each other. I

got down on the lowest branch, and saw them perfectly. The children enjoyed the spectacle, siding some with

this one, some with that, for we had never seen such beasts before, and thought they were only at play. But by

degrees their roaring and growling almost ceased, and I saw that they were in deadly earnest, and heartily

wished neither might be left able to climb a tree. But when the children saw the blood pouring from their

flanks and throats, what do you think they did? They scurried down to comfort them, and gathering in a great

crowd about the terrible creatures, began to pat and stroke them. Then I got down as well, for they were much

too absorbed to heed my calling to them; but before I could reach them, the white one stopped fighting, and

sprang among them with such a hideous yell that they flew up into the trees like birds. Before I got back into

mine, the wicked beasts were at it again tooth and claw. Then Whitey had the best of it; Spotty ran away as

fast as she could run, and Whitey came and lay down at the foot of my tree. But in a minute or two she was

up again, and walking about as if she thought Spotty might be lurking somewhere. I waked often, and every

"I know both the beasts," I said. "Spotty is a bad beast. She hates the children, and would kill every one of

them. But Whitey loves them. She ran at them only to frighten them away, lest Spotty should get hold of any

By this time the Little Ones were coming back, and with much noise, for they had no care to keep quiet now

that they were at open war with the giants, and laden with good stones. They mounted to their nests again,

though with difficulty because of their burdens, and in a minute were fast asleep. Lona retired to her tree. I

lay where I was, and slept the better that I thought most likely the white leopardess was still somewhere in the

I woke soon after the sun, and lay pondering. Two hours passed, and then in truth the giants began to appear,

in straggling companies of three and four, until I counted over a hundred of them. The children were still

asleep, and to call them would draw the attention of the giants: I would keep quiet so long as they did not

discover me. But by and by one came blundering upon me, stumbled, fell, and rose again. I thought he would

pass heedless, but he began to search about. I sprang to my feet, and struck him in the middle of his huge

body. The roar he gave roused the children, and a storm as of hail instantly came on, of which not a stone

struck me, and not one missed the giant. He fell and lay. Others drew near, and the storm extended, each

purblind creature becoming, as he entered the range of a garrisoned tree, a target for converging stones. In a

short time almost every giant was prostrate, and a jubilant p�an of birdsong rose from the tops of fifty trees.

Many elephants came hurrying up, and the children descending the trees like monkeys, in a moment every

elephant had three or four of them on his back, and thus loaded, began to walk over the giants, who lay and

roared. Losing patience at length with their noise, the elephants gave them a few blows of their trunks, and

Until night the bad giants remained where they had fallen, silent and motionless. The next morning they had

disappeared every one, and the children saw no more of them. They removed to the other end of the orchard

Victory thus gained, the woman of Bulika began to speak about the city, and talked much of its defenceless

condition, of the wickedness of its princess, of the cowardice of its inhabitants. In a few days the children

chattered of nothing but Bulika, although indeed they had not the least notion of what a city was. Then first I

The idea of taking possession of the place, recommended itself greatly to Lonaand to me also. The

children were now so rapidly developing faculty, that I could see no serious obstacle to the success of the

enterprise. For the terrible Lilithwoman or leopardess, I knew her one vulnerable point, her doom through

her daughter, and the influence the ancient prophecy had upon the citizens: surely whatever in the enterprise

could be called risk, was worth taking! Successful,and who could doubt their success?must not the

Little Ones, from a crowd of children, speedily become a youthful people, whose government and influence

would be all for righteousness? Ruling the wicked with a rod of iron, would they not be the redemption of the

At the same time, I have to confess that I was not without views of personal advantage, not without ambition

in the undertaking. It was just, it seemed to me, that Lona should take her seat on the throne that had been her

mother's, and natural that she should make of me her consort and minister. For me, I would spend my life in

her service; and between us, what might we not do, with such a core to it as the Little Ones, for the

I confess also to an altogether foolish dream of opening a commerce in gems between the two

Calling to mind the appeal of Adam, I suggested to Lona that to find them water might perhaps expedite the

growth of the Little Ones. She judged it prudent, however, to leave that alone for the present, as we did not

know what its first consequences might be; while, in the course of time, it would almost certainly subject

"They are what they are without it!" she said: "when we have the city, we will search for water!"

We began, therefore, and pushed forward our preparations, constantly reviewing the merry troops and

companies. Lona gave her attention chiefly to the commissariat, while I drilled the little soldiers, exercised

them in stonethrowing, taught them the use of some other weapons, and did all I could to make warriors of

them. The main difficulty was to get them to rally to their flag the instant the call was sounded. Most of them

were armed with slings, some of the bigger boys with bows and arrows. The bigger girls carried aloespikes,

strong as steel and sharp as needles, fitted to longish shaftsrather formidable weapons. Their sole duty was

Lona had herself grown a good deal, but did not seem aware of it: she had always been, as she still was, the

tallest! Her hair was much longer, and she was become almost a woman, but not one beauty of childhood had

she outgrown. When first we met after our long separation, she laid down her infant, put her arms round my

neck, and clung to me silent, her face glowing with gladness: the child whimpered; she sprang to him, and

had him in her bosom instantly. To see her with any thoughtless, obstinate, or irritable little one, was to think

of a tender grandmother. I seemed to have known her for agesfor alwaysfrom before time began! I

hardly remembered my mother, but in my mind's eye she now looked like Lona; and if I imagined sister or

child, invariably she had the face of Lona! My every imagination flew to her; she was my heart's wife! She

hardly ever sought me, but was almost always within sound of my voice. What I did or thought, I referred

constantly to her, and rejoiced to believe that, while doing her work in absolute independence, she was most

at home by my side. Never for me did she neglect the smallest child, and my love only quickened my sense of

duty. To love her and to do my duty, seemed, not indeed one, but inseparable. She might suggest something I

should do; she might ask me what she ought to do; but she never seemed to suppose that I, any more than she,

would like to do, or could care about anything except what must be done. Her love overflowed upon menot

in caresses, but in a closeness of recognition which I can compare to nothing but the devotion of a divine

The wood was full of birds, the splendour of whose plumage, while it took nothing from their song, seemed

almost to make up for the lack of flowerswhich, apparently, could not grow without water. Their glorious

feathers being everywhere about in the forest, it came into my heart to make from them a garment for Lona.

While I gathered, and bound them in overlapping rows, she watched me with evident appreciation of my

choice and arrangement, never asking what I was fashioning, but evidently waiting expectant the result of my

work. In a week or two it was finisheda long loose mantle, to fasten at the throat and waist, with openings

I rose and put it on her. She rose, took it off, and laid it at my feetI imagine from a sense of propriety. I put

it again on her shoulders, and showed her where to put her arms through. She smiled, looked at the feathers a

little and stroked themagain took it off and laid it down, this time by her side. When she left me, she

carried it with her, and I saw no more of it for some days. At length she came to me one morning wearing it,

and carrying another garment which she had fashioned similarly, but of the dried leaves of a tough evergreen.

It had the strength almost of leather, and the appearance of scalearmour. I put it on at once, and we always

For, on the outskirts of the forest, had appeared one day a troop of fullgrown horses, with which, as they

were nowise alarmed at creatures of a shape so different from their own, I had soon made friends, and two of

the finest I had trained for Lona and myself. Already accustomed to ride a small one, her delight was great

when first she looked down from the back of an animal of the giant kind; and the horse showed himself proud

of the burden he bore. We exercised them every day until they had such confidence in us as to obey instantly

The undertaking did indeed at times appear to me a foolhardy one, but the confidence of the woman of

Bulika, real or simulated, always overcame my hesitancy. The princess's magic, she insisted, would prove

powerless against the children; and as to any force she might muster, our animalallies alone would assure

our superiority: she was herself, she said, ready, with a good stick, to encounter any two men of Bulika. She

confessed to not a little fear of the leopardess, but I was myself ready for her. I shrank, however, from

"Would it not be better," I said, "that you remained in the forest with your baby and the smallest of the Little

She answered that she greatly relied on the impression the sight of them would make on the women,

"When they see the darlings," she said, "their hearts will be taken by storm; and I must be there encouraging

them to make a stand! If there be a remnant of hardihood in the place, it will be found among the women!"

"YOU must not encumber yourself," I said to Lona, "with any of the children; you will be wanted

For there were two babies besides the woman's, and even on horseback she had almost always one in her

"I do not remember ever being without a child to take care of," she answered; "but when we reach the city, it

Her confidence in one who had failed so unworthily, shamed me. But neither had I initiated the movement,

nor had I any ground for opposing it; I had no choice, but must give it the best help I could! For myself, I was

ready to live or die with Lona. Her humility as well as her trust humbled me, and I gave myself heartily to her

Our way lying across a grassy plain, there was no need to take food for the horses, or the two cows which

would accompany us for the infants; but the elephants had to be provided for. True, the grass was as good for

them as for those other animals, but it was short, and with their onefingered long noses, they could not pick

enough for a single meal. We had, therefore, set the whole colony to gather grass and make hay, of which the

elephants themselves could carry a quantity sufficient to last them several days, with the supplement of what

we would gather fresh every time we halted. For the bears we stored nuts, and for ourselves dried plenty of

fruits. We had caught and tamed several more of the big horses, and now having loaded them and the

Then Lona and I held a general review, and I made them a little speech. I began by telling them that I had

learned a good deal about them, and knew now where they came from. "We did not come from anywhere,"

I told them that every one of them had a mother of his own, like the mother of the last baby; that I believed

they had all been brought from Bulika when they were so small that they could not now remember it; that the

wicked princess there was so afraid of babies, and so determined to destroy them, that their mothers had to

carry them away and leave them where she could not find them; and that now we were going to Bulika, to

"But I must tell you," I continued, "that there is danger before us, for, as you know, we may have to fight

"Yes, you can," I returned, "and I know you will: mothers are worth fighting for! Only mind, you must all

"Yes, yes; we'll take care of each other," they answered. "Nobody shall touch one of us but his own mother!"

"Another thing you must not forget," I went on: "when you strike, be sure you make it a downright swinging

blow; when you shoot an arrow, draw it to the head; when you sling a stone, sling it strong and straight."

"I don't mind being killed!" cried one of the finest of the smaller boys: he rode a beautiful little bull, which

Then Lona, queen and mother and sister of them all, spoke from her big horse by my side:

"I would give my life," she said, "to have my mother! She might kill me if she liked! I should just kiss her

A pang went through my heart.But I could not draw back; it would be moral ruin to the Little Ones!

It was early in the morning when we set out, making, between the blue sky and the green grass, a gallant

show on the wide plain. We would travel all the morning, and rest the afternoon; then go on at night, rest the

next day, and start again in the short twilight. The latter part of our journey we would endeavour so to divide

as to arrive at the city with the first of the morning, and be already inside the gates when discovered.

It seemed as if all the inhabitants of the forest would migrate with us. A multitude of birds flew in front,

imagining themselves, no doubt, the leading division; great companies of butterflies and other insects played

about our heads; and a crowd of fourfooted creatures followed us. These last, when night came, left us

almost all; but the birds and the butterflies, the wasps and the dragonflies, went with us to the very gates of

We halted and slept soundly through the afternoon: it was our first real march, but none were tired. In the

night we went faster, because it was cold. Many fell asleep on the backs of their beasts, and woke in the

morning quite fresh. None tumbled off. Some rode shaggy, shambling bears, which yet made speed enough,

going as fast as the elephants. Others were mounted on different kinds of deer, and would have been racing

all the way had I not prevented it. Those atop of the hay on the elephants, unable to see the animals below

them, would keep talking to them as long as they were awake. Once, when we had halted to feed, I heard a

little fellow, as he drew out the hay to give him, commune thus with his "darling beast":

"Nosy dear, I am digging you out of the mountain, and shall soon get down to you: be patient; I'm a coming!

Very soon now you'll send up your nose to look for me, and then we'll kiss like good elephants, we will!"

The same night there burst out such a tumult of elephanttrumpeting, horseneighing, and childimitation,

ringing far over the silent levels, that, uncertain how near the city might not be, I quickly stilled the uproar

Suddenly, one morning, the sun and the city rose, as it seemed, together. To the children the walls appeared

only a great mass of rock, but when I told them the inside was full of nests of stone, I saw apprehension and

dislike at once invade their hearts: for the first time in their lives, I believemany of them long little

livesthey knew fear. The place looked to them bad: how were they to find mothers in such a place? But

they went on bravely, for they had confidence in Lonaand in me too, little as I deserved it.

We rode through the sounding archway. Sure never had such a drumming of hoofs, such a padding of paws

and feet been heard on its old pavement! The horses started and looked scared at the echo of their own steps;

some halted a moment, some plunged wildly and wheeled about; but they were soon quieted, and went on.

Some of the Little Ones shivered, and all were still as death. The three girls held closer the infants they

On the countenance of the woman lay a dark anxiety; nor was I myself unaffected by the general dread, for

the whole army was on my hands and on my conscience: I had brought it up to the danger whose shadow was

now making itself felt! But I was supported by the thought of the coming kingdom of the Little Ones, with

the bad giants its slaves, and the animals its loving, obedient friends! Alas, I who dreamed thus, had not

myself learned to obey! Untrusting, unfaithful obstinacy had set me at the head of that army of innocents! I

was myself but a slave, like any king in the world I had left who does or would do only what pleases him!

But Lona rode beside me a child indeed, therefore a free womancalm, silent, watchful, not a whit afraid!

We were nearly in the heart of the city before any of its inhabitants became aware of our presence. But now

windows began to open, and sleepy heads to look out. Every face wore at first a dull stare of wonderless

astonishment, which, as soon as the starers perceived the animals, changed to one of consternation. In spite of

their fear, however, when they saw that their invaders were almost all children, the women came running into

the streets, and the men followed. But for a time all of them kept close to the houses, leaving open the middle

At length a boy, who looked about five years old, and was full of the idea of his mother, spying in the crowd

a woman whose face attracted him, threw himself upon her from his antelope, and clung about her neck; nor

was she slow to return his embrace and kisses. But the hand of a man came over her shoulder, and seized him

by the neck. Instantly a girl ran her sharp spear into the fellow's arm. He sent forth a savage howl, and

"They are just bad giants!" said Lona, her eyes flashing as she drove her horse against one of unusual height

who, having stirred up the little manhood in him, stood barring her way with a club. He dared not abide the

shock, but slunk aside, and the next moment went down, struck by several stones. Another huge fellow,

avoiding my charger, stepped suddenly, with a speech whose rudeness alone was intelligible, between me and

the boy who rode behind me. The boy told him to address the king; the giant struck his little horse on the

head with a hammer, and he fell. Before the brute could strike again, however, one of the elephants behind

laid him prostrate, and trampled on him so that he did not attempt to get up until hundreds of feet had walked

But at sight of the women what a dismay clouded the face of Lona! Hardly one of them was even pleasant to

Hardly had we halted in the central square, when two girls rode up in anxious haste, with the tidings that two

of the boys had been hurried away by some women. We turned at once, and then first discovered that the

But at the same moment we descried a white leopardess come bounding toward us down a narrow lane that

led from the square to the palace. The Little Ones had not forgotten the fight of the two leopardesses in the

forest: some of them looked terrified, and their ranks began to waver; but they remembered the order I had

We stopped to see the result; when suddenly a small boy, called Odu, remarkable for his speed and courage,

who had heard me speak of the goodness of the white leopardess, leaped from the back of his bear, which

went shambling after him, and ran to meet her. The leopardess, to avoid knocking him down, pulled herself

up so suddenly that she went rolling over and over: when she recovered her feet she found the child on her

back. Who could doubt the subjugation of a people which saw an urchin of the enemy bestride an animal of

which they lived in daily terror? Confident of the effect on the whole army, we rode on.

As we stopped at the house to which our guides led us, we heard a scream; I sprang down, and thundered at

the door. My horse came and pushed me away with his nose, turned about, and had begun to batter the door

with his heels, when up came little Odu on the leopardess, and at sight of her he stood still, trembling. But

she too had heard the cry, and forgetting the child on her back, threw herself at the door; the boy was dashed

against it, and fell senseless. Before I could reach him, Lona had him in her arms, and as soon as he came to

When the leopardess threw herself the third time against the door, it gave way, and she darted in. We

followed, but she had already vanished. We sprang up a stair, and went all over the house, to find no one.

Darting down again, we spied a door under the stair, and got into a labyrinth of excavations. We had not gone

far, however, when we met the leopardess with the child we sought across her back.

He told us that the woman he took for his mother threw him into a hole, saying she would give him to the

Following in search of the other boy, we got into the next house more easily, but to find, alas, that we were

too late: one of the savages had just killed the little captive! It consoled Lona, however, to learn which he

was, for she had been expecting him to grow a bad giant, from which worst of fates death had saved him. The

leopardess sprang upon his murderer, took him by the throat, dragged him into the street, and followed Lona

"Let us leave the horrible place," said Lona; "there are no mothers here! This people is not worth delivering."

The leopardess dropped her burden, and charged into the crowd, this way and that, wherever it was thickest.

When we got back to the army, we found it as we had left it, standing in order and ready.

But I was far from easy: the princess gave no sign, and what she might be plotting we did not know! Watch

The Little Ones were such hardy creatures that they could repose anywhere: we told them to lie down with

their animals where they were, and sleep till they were called. In one moment they were down, and in another

lapt in the music of their sleep, a sound as of water over grass, or a soft wind among leaves. Their animals

slept more lightly, ever on the edge of waking. The bigger boys and girls walked softly hither and thither

among the dreaming multitude. All was still; the whole wicked place appeared at rest.

Lona was so disgusted with the people, and especially with the women, that she wished to abandon the place

as soon as possible; I, on the contrary, felt very strongly that to do so would be to fail wilfully where success

was possible; and, far worse, to weaken the hearts of the Little Ones, and so bring them into much greater

danger. If we retreated, it was certain the princess would not leave us unassailed! if we encountered her, the

hope of the prophecy went with us! Mother and daughter must meet: it might be that Lona's loveliness would

take Lilith's heart by storm! if she threatened violence, I should be there between them! If I found that I had

no other power over her, I was ready, for the sake of my Lona, to strike her pitilessly on the closed hand! I

knew she was doomed: most likely it was decreed that her doom should now be brought to pass through us!

Still without hint of the relation in which she stood to the princess, I stated the case to Lona as it appeared to

>From the top of one of its great towers, the princess had, in the early morning, while the city yet slept,

descried the approach of the army of the Little Ones. The sight awoke in her an overmastering terror: she

had failed in her endeavour to destroy them, and they were upon her! The prophecy was about to be fulfilled!

When she came to herself, she descended to the black hall, and seated herself in the north focus of the ellipse,

For she must think! Now what she called THINKING required a clear consciousness of herself, not as she

was, but as she chose to believe herself; and to aid her in the realisation of this consciousness, she had

suspended, a little way from and above her, itself invisible in the darkness of the hall, a mirror to receive the

full sunlight reflected from her person. For the resulting vision of herself in the splendour of her beauty, she

Many a shadow moved about her in the darkness, but as often as, with a certain inner eye which she had, she

caught sight of one, she refused to regard it. Close under the mirror stood the Shadow which attended her

The city was taken; the inhabitants were cowering in terror; the Little Ones and their strange cavalry were

encamped in the square; the sun shone upon the princess, and for a few minutes she saw herself glorious. The

vision passed, but she sat on. The night was now come, and darkness clothed and filled the glass, yet she did

not move. A gloom that swarmed with shadows, wallowed in the palace; the servants shivered and shook, but

dared not leave it because of the beasts of the Little Ones; all night long the princess sat motionless: she must

see her beauty again! she must try again to think! But courage and will had grown weary of her, and would

In the morning we chose twelve of the tallest and bravest of the boys to go with us to the palace. We rode our

The princess sat waiting the sun to give her the joy of her own presence. The tide of the light was creeping up

the shore of the sky, but until the sun stood overhead, not a ray could enter the black hall.

He rose to our eyes, and swiftly ascended. As we climbed the steep way to the palace, he climbed the dome

of its great hall. He looked in at the eye of itand with sudden radiance the princess flashed upon her own

sight. But she sprang to her feet with a cry of despair: alas her whiteness! the spot covered half her side, and

was black as the marble around her! She clutched her robe, and fell back in her chair. The Shadow glided out,

We found the gate open as usual, passed through the paved grove up to the palace door, and entered the

vestibule. There in her cage lay the spotted leopardess, apparently asleep or lifeless. The Little Ones paused a

moment to look at her. She leaped up rampant against the cage. The horses reared and plunged; the elephants

retreated a step. The next instant she fell supine, writhed in quivering spasms, and lay motionless. We rode

The princess yet leaned back in her chair in the shaft of sunlight, when from the stones of the court came to

her ears the noise of the horses' hoofs. She started, listened, and shook: never had such sound been heard in

her palace! She pressed her hand to her side, and gasped. The trampling came nearer and nearer; it entered the

hall itself; moving figures that were not shadows approached her through the darkness!

For us, we saw a splendour, a glorious woman centring the dark. Lona sprang from her horse, and bounded to

The princess shivered; her face grew almost black with hate, her eyebrows met on her forehead. She rose to

"Mother! mother!" cried Lona again, as she leaped on the da�s, and flung her arms around the princess.

An instant more and I should have reached them!in that instant I saw Lona lifted high, and dashed on the

marble floor. Oh, the horrible sound of her fall! At my feet she fell, and lay still. The princess sat down with

I dropped on my knees beside Lona, raised her from the stones, and pressed her to my bosom. With indignant

hate I glanced at the princess; she answered me with her sweetest smile. I would have sprung upon her, taken

her by the throat, and strangled her, but love of the child was stronger than hate of the mother, and I clasped

closer my precious burden. Her arms hung helpless; her blood trickled over my hands, and fell on the floor

The horses scented itmine first, then the small ones. Mine reared, shivering and wildeyed, went about,

and thundered blindly down the dark hall, with the little horses after him. Lona's stood gazing down at his

mistress, and trembling all over. The boys flung themselves from their horses' backs, and they, not seeing the

black wall before them, dashed themselves, with mine, to pieces against it. The elephants came on to the foot

of the da�s, and stopped, wildly trumpeting; the Little Ones sprang upon it, and stood horrified; the princess

lay back in her seat, her face that of a corpse, her eyes alone alive, wickedly flaming. She was again withered

and wasted to what I found in the wood, and her side was as if a great branding hand had been laid upon it.

I carried her into the court: the sun shone upon a white face, and the pitiful shadow of a ghostly smile. Her

I forgot the Little Ones, forgot the murdering princess, forgot the body in my arms, and wandered away,

looking for my Lona. The doors and windows were crowded with brutefaces jeering at me, but not daring to

speak, for they saw the white leopardess behind me, hanging her head close at my heel. I spurned her with my

I reached the square: the little army was gone! Its emptiness roused me. Where were the Little Ones, HER

Little Ones? I had lost her children! I stared helpless about me, staggered to the pillar, and sank upon its base.

But as I sat gazing on the still countenance, it seemed to smile a live momentary smile. I never doubted it an

illusion, yet believed what it said: I should yet see her alive! It was not she, it was I who was lost, and she

I rose to go after the Little Ones, and instinctively sought the gate by which we had entered. I looked around

The street was rapidly filling with a fierce crowd. They saw me encumbered with my dead, but for a time

dared not assail me. Ere I reached the gate, however, they had gathered courage. The women began to hustle

me; I held on heedless. A man pushed against my sacred burden: with a kick I sent him away howling. But

the crowd pressed upon me, and fearing for the dead that was beyond hurt, I clasped my treasure closer, and

freed my right arm. That instant, however, a commotion arose in the street behind me; the crowd broke; and

through it came the Little Ones I had left in the palace. Ten of them were upon four of the elephants; on the

two other elephants lay the princess, bound hand and foot, and quite still, save that her eyes rolled in their

ghastly sockets. The two other Little Ones rode behind her on Lona's horse. Every now and then the wise

I walked on in front, and out of the city. What an end to the hopes with which I entered the evil place! We

had captured the bad princess, and lost our allbeloved queen! My life was bare! my heart was empty!

A murmur of pleasure from my companions roused me: they had caught sight of their fellows in the distance!

The two on Lona's horse rode on to join them. They were greeted with a wavering shoutwhich

immediately died away. As we drew near, the sound of their sobs reached us like the breaking of tiny billows.

When I came among them, I saw that something dire had befallen them: on their childish faces was the

haggard look left by some strange terror. No possible grief could have wrought the change. A few of them

came slowly round me, and held out their arms to take my burden. I yielded it; the tender hopelessness of the

smile with which they received it, made my heart swell with pity in the midst of its own desolation. In vain

were their sobs over their motherqueen; in vain they sought to entice from her some recognition of their

love; in vain they kissed and fondled her as they bore her away: she would not wake! On each side one

carried an arm, gently stroking it; as many as could get near, put their arms under her body; those who could

not, crowded around the bearers. On a spot where the grass grew thicker and softer they laid her down, and

Outside the crowd stood the elephants, and I near them, gazing at my Lona over the many little heads

between. Those next me caught sight of the princess, and stared trembling. Odu was the first to speak.

"I have seen that woman before!" he whispered to his next neighbour. "It was she who fought the white

"Look at her eyes!" insisted Odu. "I know she is a bad giantess, but she is a wild beast all the same. I know

"Don't look at her!" he cried, shrinking away, yet fascinated by the hatefilled longing in her eyes. "She

"He came down the hill very black, walking like a bad giant, but spread flat. He was nothing but blackness.

We were frightened the moment we saw him, but we did not run away; we stood and watched him. He came

on as if he would walk over us. But before he reached us, he began to spread and spread, and grew bigger end

bigger, till at last he was so big that he went out of our sight, and we saw him no more, and then he was upon

"He was all black through between us, and we could not see one another; and then he was inside us."

"He did me quite different. I felt like bad. I was not Odu any morenot the Odu I knew. I wanted to tear

"It wasn't me, Sozo," he sobbed. "Really, deep down, it was Odu, loving you always! And Odu came up, and

knocked Naughty away. I grew sick, and thought I must kill myself to get out of the black. Then came a

horrible laugh that had heard my think, and it set the air trembling about me. And then I suppose I ran away,

but I did not know I had run away until I found myself running, fast as could, and all the rest running too. I

would have stopped, but I never thought of it until I was out of the gate among the grass. Then I knew that I

had run away from a shadow that wanted to be me and wasn't, and that I was the Odu that loved Sozo. It was

the shadow that got into me, and hated him from inside me; it was not my own self me! And now I know that

I ought not to have run away! But indeed I did not quite know what I was doing until it was done! My legs

did it, I think: they grew frightened, and forgot me, and ran away! Naughty legs! There! and there!"

"I do not know," he answered. "I suppose he went home into the night where there is no moon."

I fell a wondering where Lona was gone, and dropping on the grass, took the dead thing in my lap, and

whispered in its ear, "Where are you, Lona? I love you!" But its lips gave no answer. I kissed them, not quite

cold, laid the body down again, and appointing a guard over it, rose to provide for the safety of Lona's people

Before the sun went down, I had set a watch over the princess outside the camp, and sentinels round it:

intending to walk about it myself all night long, I told the rest of the army to go to sleep. They threw

When the moon rose I caught a glimpse of something white; it was the leopardess. She swept silently round

the sleeping camp, and I saw her pass three times between the princess and the Little Ones. Thereupon I made

the watch lie down with the others, and stretched myself beside the body of Lona.

In the morning we set out, and made for the forest as fast as we could. I rode Lona's horse, and carried her

body. I would take it to her father: he would give it a couch in the chamber of his dead! or, if he would not,

seeing she had not come of herself, I would watch it in the desert until it mouldered away! But I believed he

would, for surely she had died long ago! Alas, how bitterly must I not humble myself before him!

To Adam I must take Lilith also. I had no power to make her repent! I had hardly a right to slay hermuch

less a right to let her loose in the world! and surely I scarce merited being made for ever her gaoler!

Again and again, on the way, I offered her food; but she answered only with a look of hungering hate. Her

fiery eyes kept rolling to and fro, nor ever closed, I believe, until we reached the other side of the hot stream.

One evening, as we were camping for the night, I saw a little girl go up to her, and ran to prevent mischief.

But ere I could reach them, the child had put something to the lips of the princess, and given a scream of pain.

"Well now!" she cried, and a minute after was holding a second fruit to a mouth greedy of other fare. But this

time she snatched her hand quickly away, and the fruit fell to the ground. The child's name was Luva.

The next day we crossed the hot stream. Again on their own ground, the Little Ones were jubilant. But their

nests were still at a great distance, and that day we went no farther than the ivyhall, where, because of its

grapes, I had resolved to spend the night. When they saw the great clusters, at once they knew them good,

rushed upon them, ate eagerly, and in a few minutes were all fast asleep on the green floor and in the forest

around the hall. Hoping again to see the dance, and expecting the Little Ones to sleep through it, I had made

them leave a wide space in the middle. I lay down among them, with Lona by my side, but did not sleep.

The night came, and suddenly the company was there. I was wondering with myself whether, night after

night, they would thus go on dancing to all eternity, and whether I should not one day have to join them

because of my stiffneckedness, when the eyes of the children came open, and they sprang to their feet, wide

awake. Immediately every one caught hold of a dancer, and away they went, bounding and skipping. The

spectres seemed to see and welcome them: perhaps they knew all about the Little Ones, for they had

themselves long been on their way back to childhood! Anyhow, their innocent gambols must, I thought, bring

refreshment to weary souls who, their present taken from them and their future dark, had no life save the

shadow of their vanished past. Many a merry but never a rude prank did the children play; and if they did at

times cause a momentary jar in the rhythm of the dance, the poor spectres, who had nothing to smile withal,

Just ere the morning began to break, I started to see the skeletonprincess in the doorway, her eyes open and

glowing, the fearful spot black on her side. She stood for a moment, then came gliding in, as if she would join

the dance. I sprang to my feet. A cry of repugnant fear broke from the children, and the lights vanished. But

the low moon looked in, and I saw them clinging to each other. The ghosts were goneat least they were no

longer visible. The princess too had disappeared. I darted to the spot where I had left her: she lay with her

eyes closed, as if she had never moved. I returned to the hall. The Little Ones were already on the floor,

The next morning, as we started, we spied, a little way from us, two skeletons moving about in a thicket. The

Little Ones broke their ranks, and ran to them. I followed; and, although now walking at ease, without splint

or ligature, I was able to recognise the pair I had before seen in that neighbourhood. The children at once

made friends with them, laying hold of their arms, and stroking the bones of their long fingers; and it was

plain the poor creatures took their attentions kindly. The two seemed on excellent terms with each other.

Their common deprivation had drawn them together! the loss of everything had been the beginning of a new

Perceiving that they had gathered handfuls of herbs, and were looking for morepresumably to rub their

bones with, for in what other way could nourishment reach their system so rudimentary?the Little Ones,

having keenly examined those they held, gathered of the same sorts, and filled the hands the skeletons held

out to receive them. Then they bid them goodbye, promising to come and see them again, and resumed their

journey, saying to each other they had not known there were such nice people living in the same forest.

When we came to the nestvillage, I remained there a night with them, to see them resettled; for Lona still

The princess had eaten nothing, and her eyes remained shut: fearing she might die ere we reached the end of

our journey, I went to her in the night, and laid my bare arm upon her lips. She bit into it so fiercely that I

cried out. How I got away from her I do not know, but I came to myself lying beyond her reach. It was then

Choosing twelve Little Ones, not of the biggest and strongest, but of the sweetest and merriest, I mounted

them on six elephants, and took two more of the wise CLUMSIES, as the children called them, to bear the

princess. I still rode Lona's horse, and carried her body wrapt in her cloak before me. As nearly as I could

judge I took the direct way, across the left branch of the riverbed, to the House of Bitterness, where I hoped

to learn how best to cross the broader and rougher branch, and how to avoid the basin of monsters: I dreaded

I had one terrible night on the waythe third, passed in the desert between the two branches of the dead

We had stopped the elephants in a sheltered place, and there let the princess slip down between them, to lie

on the sand until the morning. She seemed quite dead, but I did not think she was. I laid myself a little way

from her, with the body of Lona by my other side, thus to keep watch at once over the dead and the

dangerous. The moon was halfway down the west, a pale, thoughtful moon, mottling the desert with

shadows. Of a sudden she was eclipsed, remaining visible, but sending forth no light: a thick, diaphanous

film covered her patient beauty, and she looked troubled. The film swept a little aside, and I saw the edge of

it against her clearnessthe jagged outline of a batlike wing, torn and hooked. Came a cold wind with a

burning stingand Lilith was upon me. Her hands were still bound, but with her teeth she pulled from my

shoulder the cloak Lona made for me, and fixed them in my flesh. I lay as one paralysed.

Already the very life seemed flowing from me into her, when I remembered, and struck her on the hand. She

raised her head with a gurgling shriek, and I felt her shiver. I flung her from me, and sprang to my feet.

She was on her knees, and rocked herself to and fro. A second blast of hotstinging cold enveloped us; the

"Where are you taking me?" she asked, with the voice of a dull echo from a sepulchre.

"Loose my hands for pity's sake!" she groaned. "I am in torture. The cords are sunk in my flesh."

The rest of the night passed in peace, and in the morning she again seemed dead.

Before evening we came in sight of the House of Bitterness, and the next moment one of the elephants came

"Please, king, you are not going to that place?" whispered the Little One who rode on his neck.

"Nobody ever sees her: she has lost her face! Her head is back and side all round."

"She hides her face from dull, discontented people!Who taught you to call her the catwoman?"

"But she MAY have claws to her toes! You might see her feet, and her claws be folded up inside their

"Then why do you believe them about her? I know the lady is good; she cannot have claws."

"The beasts frightened us sometimes at first, but they never hurt us!" answered one.

"Just so!" I answered. "When you see the woman in that cottage, you will know that she is good. You may

wonder at what she does, but she will always be good. I know her better than you know me. She will not hurt

"I'm not afraid of being hurta little!a good deal!" cried Odu. "But I should not like scratches in the dark!

"Little Tumbledown is a friend of the princess," I answered; "so is Luva: I saw them both, more than once,

"Will the catwomanI mean the woman that isn't the catwoman, and has no claws to her toesgive her

"That is just why.A friend is one who gives us what we need, and the princess is sorely in need of a

"If any of you are afraid," I said, "you may go home; I shall not prevent you. But I cannot take one with me

who believes the giants rather than me, or one who will call a good lady the catwoman!"

"My boy," I answered, "there is no harm in being afraid. The only harm is in doing what Fear tells you. Fear

"There she isin the door waiting for us!" cried one, and put his hands over his eyes.

"She has a very beautiful face. I saw it once.It is indeed as beautiful as Lona's!" I added with a sigh.

"You cannot like, and you ought not to dislike what you have never seen.Once more, you must not call her

"That is a pretty name!" said a girl; "I will call her `lady Mara'; then perhaps she will show me her beautiful

Mara, drest and muffled in white, was indeed standing in the doorway to receive us.

"At last!" she said. "Lilith's hour has been long on the way, but it is come! Everything comes. Thousands of

She came to me, took my treasure from my arms, carried it into the house, and returning, took the princess.

Lilith shuddered, but made no resistance. The beasts lay down by the door. We followed our hostess, the

Little Ones looking very grave. She laid the princess on a rough settle at one side of the room, unbound her,

"Mr. Vane," she said, "and you, Little Ones, I thank you! This woman would not yield to gentler measures;

"Will you hurt her very much, lady Mara?" said the girl I have just mentioned, putting her warm little hand in

"Yes; I am afraid I must; I fear she will make me!" answered Mara. "It would be cruel to hurt her too little. It

"No, my child. She loves no one, therefore she cannot be WITH any one. There is One who will be with her,

"The great Shadow will be in her, I fear, but he cannot be WITH her, or with any one. She will know I am

"Will you scratch her very deep?" asked Odu, going near, and putting his hand in hers. "Please, don't make

She caught him up, turned her back to the rest of us, drew the muffling down from her face, and held him at

As if his face had been a mirror, I saw in it what he saw. For one moment he stared, his little mouth open;

then a divine wonder arose in his countenance, and swiftly changed to intense delight. For a minute he gazed

entranced, then she set him down. Yet a moment he stood looking up at her, lost in contemplationthen ran

to us with the face of a prophet that knows a bliss he cannot tell. Mara rearranged her mufflings, and turned to

"You must eat and drink before you go to sleep," she said; "you have had a long journey!"

She set the bread of her house before them, and a jug of cold water. They had never seen bread before, and

this was hard and dry, but they ate it without sign of distaste. They had never seen water before, but they

drank without demur, one after the other looking up from the draught with a face of glad astonishment. Then

she led away the smallest, and the rest went trooping after her. With her own gentle hands, they told me, she

Their night was a troubled one, and they brought a strange report of it into the day. Whether the fear of their

sleep came out into their waking, or their waking fear sank with them into their dreams, awake or asleep they

were never at rest from it. All night something seemed going on in the housesomething silent, something

terrible, something they were not to know. Never a sound awoke; the darkness was one with the silence, and

Once, a frightful wind filled the house, and shook its inside, they said, so that it quivered and trembled like a

horse shaking himself; but it was a silent wind that made not even a moan in their chamber, and passed away

They fell asleep. But they woke again with a great start. They thought the house was filling with water such

as they had been drinking. It came from below, and swelled up until the garret was full of it to the very roof.

But it made no more sound than the wind, and when it sank away, they fell asleep dry and warm.

The next time they woke, all the air, they said, inside and out, was full of cats. They swarmedup and down,

along and across, everywhere about the room. They felt their claws trying to get through the nightgowns

lady Mara had put on them, but they could not; and in the morning not one of them had a scratch. Through

the dark suddenly, came the only sound they heard the night longthe faroff howl of the huge

greatgrandmothercat in the desert: she must have been calling her little ones, they thought, for that instant

the cats stopped, and all was still. Once more they fell fast asleep, and did not wake till the sun was rising.

Such was the account the children gave of their experiences. But I was with the veiled woman and the

princess all through the night: something of what took place I saw; much I only felt; and there was more

As soon as Mara left the room with the children, my eyes fell on the white leopardess: I thought we had left

her behind us, but there she was, cowering in a corner. Apparently she was in mortal terror of what she might

see. A lamp stood on the high chimneypiece, and sometimes the room seemed full of lampshadows,

sometimes of cloudy forms. The princess lay on the settle by the wall, and seemed never to have moved hand

When Mara returned, she drew the settle with Lilith upon it to the middle of the room, then sat down opposite

Something terrible was on its way! The cloudy presences flickered and shook. A silvery creature like a

slowworm came crawling out from among them, slowly crossed the clay floor, and crept into the fire. We sat

But the hours passed, midnight drew nigh, and there was no change. The night was very still. Not a sound

broke the silence, not a rustle from the fire, not a crack from board or beam. Now and again I felt a sort of

heave, but whether in the earth or in the air or in the waters under the earth, whether in my own body or in

my soulwhether it was anywhere, I could not tell. A dread sense of judgment was upon me. But I was not

Suddenly it was midnight. The muffled woman rose, turned toward the settle, and slowly unwound the long

swathes that hid her face: they dropped on the ground, and she stepped over them. The feet of the princess

were toward the hearth; Mara went to her head, and turning, stood behind it. Then I saw her face. It was

lovely beyond speechwhite and sad, heartandsoul sad, but not unhappy, and I knew it never could be

unhappy. Great tears were running down her cheeks: she wiped them away with her robe; her countenance

grew very still, and she wept no more. But for the pity in every line of her expression, she would have

seemed severe. She laid her hand on the head of the princesson the hair that grew low on the forehead, and

"Will you turn away from the wicked things you have been doing so long?" said Mara gently.

The princess did not answer. Mara put the question again, in the same soft, inviting tone.

Then the seeming corpse opened its mouth and answered, its words appearing to frame themselves of

something else than sound.I cannot shape the thing further: sounds they were not, yet they were words to

"If you were restored, would you not make what amends you could for the misery you have caused?"

"So long as I feel myself what it pleases me to think myself, I care not. I am content to be to myself what I

would be. What I choose to seem to myself makes me what I am. My own thought makes me me; my own

"But another has made you, and can compel you to see what you have made yourself. You will not be able

much longer to look to yourself anything but what he sees you! You will not much longer have satisfaction in

"No one ever made me. I defy that Power to unmake me from a free woman! You are his slave, and I defy

you! You may be able to torture meI do not know, but you shall not compel me to anything against my

"Such a compulsion would be without value. But there is a light that goes deeper than the will, a light that

lights up the darkness behind it: that light can change your will, can make it truly yours and not

another'snot the Shadow's. Into the created can pour itself the creating will, and so redeem it!"

"I am no slave, for I love that light, and will with the deeper will which created mine. There is no slave but

the creature that wills against its creator. Who is a slave but her who cries, `I am free,' yet cannot cease to

"You speak foolishness from a cowering heart! You imagine me given over to you: I defy you! I hold myself

against you! What I choose to be, you cannot change. I will not be what you think mewhat you say I am!"

"She alone is free who would make free; she loves not freedom who would enslave: she is herself a slave.

Every life, every will, every heart that came within your ken, you have sought to subdue: you are the slave of

every slave you have madesuch a slave that you do not know it!See your own self!"

She took her hand from the head of the princess, and went two backward paces from her.

A soundless presence as of roaring flame possessed the house the same, I presume, that was to the children

a silent wind. Involuntarily I turned to the hearth: its fire was a still small moveless glow. But I saw the

wormthing come creeping out, whitehot, vivid as incandescent silver, the live heart of essential fire. Along

the floor it crawled toward the settle, going very slow. Yet more slowly it crept up on it, and laid itself, as

unwilling to go further, at the feet of the princess. I rose and stole nearer. Mara stood motionless, as one that

waits an event foreknown. The shining thing crawled on to a bare bony foot: it showed no suffering, neither

was the settle scorched where the worm had lain. Slowly, very slowly, it crept along her robe until it reached

The face of the princess lay stonily calm, the eyelids closed as over dead eyes; and for some minutes nothing

followed. At length, on the dry, parchmentlike skin, began to appear drops as of the finest dew: in a moment

they were as large as seedpearls, ran together, and began to pour down in streams. I darted forward to snatch

the worm from the poor withered bosom, and crush it with my foot. But Mara, Mother of Sorrow, stepped

between, and drew aside the closed edges of the robe: no serpent was thereno searing trail; the creature had

passed in by the centre of the black spot, and was piercing through the joints and marrow to the thoughts and

intents of the heart. The princess gave one writhing, contorted shudder, and I knew the worm was in her

"She is seeing herself!" said Mara; and laying her hand on my arm, she drew me three paces from the settle.

Of a sudden the princess bent her body upward in an arch, then sprang to the floor, and stood erect. The

horror in her face made me tremble lest her eyes should open, and the sight of them overwhelm me. Her

bosom heaved and sank, but no breath issued. Her hair hung and dripped; then it stood out from her head and

emitted sparks; again hung down, and poured the sweat of her torture on the floor.

"You cannot go near her," she said. "She is far away from us, afar in the hell of her selfconsciousness. The

central fire of the universe is radiating into her the knowledge of good and evil, the knowledge of what she is.

She sees at last the good she is not, the evil she is. She knows that she is herself the fire in which she is

burning, but she does not know that the Light of Life is the heart of that fire. Her torment is that she is what

she is. Do not fear for her; she is not forsaken. No gentler way to help her was left. Wait and watch."

It may have been five minutes or five years that she stood thusI cannot tell; but at last she flung herself on

Mara went to her, and stood looking down upon her. Large tears fell from her eyes on the woman who had

"Why did he make me such?" gasped Lilith. "I would have made myselfoh, so different! I am glad it was

he that made me and not I myself! He alone is to blame for what I am! Never would I have made such a

worthless thing! He meant me such that I might know it and be miserable! I will not be made any longer!"

"Alas, I cannot! You know it, and mock me! How often have I not agonised to cease, but the tyrant keeps me

"Had he not made you," said Mara, gently and slowly, "you could not even hate him. But he did not make

you such. You have made yourself what you are.Be of better cheer: he can remake you."

A wind seemed to wake inside the house, blowing without sound or impact; and a water began to rise that had

no lap in its ripples, no sob in its swell. It was cold, but it did not benumb. Unseen and noiseless it came. It

smote no sense in me, yet I knew it rising. I saw it lift at last and float her. Gently it bore her, unable to resist,

The strife of thought, accusing and excusing, began afresh, and gathered fierceness. The soul of Lilith lay

naked to the torture of pure interpenetrating inward light. She began to moan, and sigh deep sighs, then

murmur as holding colloquy with a dividual self: her queendom was no longer whole; it was divided against

itself. One moment she would exult as over her worst enemy, and weep; the next she would writhe as in the

embrace of a friend whom her soul hated, and laugh like a demon. At length she began what seemed a tale

about herself, in a language so strange, and in forms so shadowy, that I could but here and there understand a

little. Yet the language seemed the primeval shape of one I knew well, and the forms to belong to dreams

which had once been mine, but refused to be recalled. The tale appeared now and then to touch upon things

that Adam had read from the disparted manuscript, and often to make allusion to influences and

She ceased, and again came the horror in her hair, the sparkling and flowing alternate. I sent a beseeching

"Those, alas, are not the tears of repentance!" she said. "The true tears gather in the eyes. Those are far more

bitter, and not so good. Selfloathing is not sorrow. Yet it is good, for it marks a step in the way home, and in

the father's arms the prodigal forgets the self he abominates. Once with his father, he is to himself of no more

"I have taken nothing," answered the princess, forcing out the words in spite of pain, "that I had not the right

Gradually my soul grew aware of an invisible darkness, a something more terrible than aught that had yet

made itself felt. A horrible Nothingness, a Negation positive infolded her; the border of its being that was yet

no being, touched me, and for one ghastly instant I seemed alone with Death Absolute! It was not the absence

of everything I felt, but the presence of Nothing. The princess dashed herself from the settle to the floor with

an exceeding great and bitter cry. It was the recoil of Being from Annihilation.

With that there fell upon her, and upon us also who watched with her, the perfect calm as of a summer night.

Suffering had all but reached the brim of her life's cup, and a hand had emptied it! She raised her head, half

rose, and looked around her. A moment more, and she stood erect, with the air of a conqueror: she had won

the battle! Dareful she had met her spiritual foes; they had withdrawn defeated! She raised her withered arm

above her head, a p�an of unholy triumph in her throatwhen suddenly her eyes fixed in a ghastly

I looked, and saw: before her, cast from unseen heavenly mirror, stood the reflection of herself, and beside it

a form of splendent beauty, She trembled, and sank again on the floor helpless. She knew the one what God

With the gray dawn growing in the room, she rose, turned to Mara, and said, in prideful humility, "You have

Mara saw that her submission was not feigned, neither was it real. She looked at her a moment, and returned:

"I know not how," she repliedwith the look of one who foresaw and feared the answer.

She held out the offending hand. It was more a paw than a hand. It seemed to me plain that she could not

"You can if you willnot indeed at once, but by persistent effort. What you have done, you do not yet wish

"You think so, I dare say," rejoined the princess with a flash of insolence, "but I KNOW that I cannot open

"I know you better than you know yourself, and I know you can. You have often opened it a little way.

Without trouble and pain you cannot open it quite, but you CAN open it. At worst you could beat it open! I

Defiance reappeared on the face of the princess. She turned her back on Mara, saying, "I know what you have

been tormenting me for! You have not succeeded, nor shall you succeed! You shall yet find me stronger than

you think! I will yet be mistress of myself! I am still what I have always known myselfqueen of Hell, and

Then came the most fearful thing of all. I did not know what it was; I knew myself unable to imagine it; I

knew only that if it came near me I should die of terror! I now know that it was LIFE IN DEATHlife dead,

yet existent; and I knew that Lilith had had glimpses, but only glimpses of it before: it had never been with

She stood as she had turned. Mara went and sat down by the fire. Fearing to stand alone with the princess, I

went also and sat again by the hearth. Something began to depart from me. A sense of cold, yet not what we

call cold, crept, not into, but out of my being, and pervaded it. The lamp of life and the eternal fire seemed

dying together, and I about to be left with naught but the consciousness that I had been alive. Mercifully,

Something was taking place in her which we did not know. We knew we did not feel what she felt, but we

knew we felt something of the misery it caused her. The thing itself was in her, not in us; its reflex, her

misery, reached us, and was again reflected in us: she was in the outer darkness, we present with her who was

in it! We were not in the outer darkness; had we been, we could not have been WITH her; we should have

been timelessly, spacelessly, absolutely apart. The darkness knows neither the light nor itself; only the light

Something was gone from her, which then first, by its absence, she knew to have been with her every

moment of her wicked years. The source of life had withdrawn itself; all that was left her of conscious being

She stood rigid. Mara buried her head in her hands. I gazed on the face of one who knew existence but not

loveknew nor life, nor joy, nor good; with my eyes I saw the face of a live death! She knew life only to

know that it was dead, and that, in her, death lived. It was not merely that life had ceased in her, but that she

was consciously a dead thing. She had killed her life, and was deadand knew it. She must DEATH IT for

ever and ever! She had tried her hardest to unmake herself, and could not! she was a dead life! she could not

cease! she must BE! In her face I saw and read beyond its miserysaw in its dismay that the dismay behind

it was more than it could manifest. It sent out a livid gloom; the light that was in her was darkness, and after

its kind it shone. She was what God could not have created. She had usurped beyond her share in

selfcreation, and her part had undone His! She saw now what she had made, and behold, it was not good!

She was as a conscious corpse, whose coffin would never come to pieces, never set her free! Her bodily eyes

stood wide open, as if gazing into the heart of horror essentialher own indestructible evil. Her right hand

Without change of look, without sign of purpose, Lilith walked toward Mara. She felt her coming, and rose to

"I yield," said the princess. "I cannot hold out. I am defeated. Not the less, I cannot open my hand."

"I will take you to my father. You have wronged him worst of the created, therefore he best of the created can

"Ah, if he would but help me to cease! Not even that am I capable of! I have no power over myself; I am a

"A slave thou art that shall one day be a child!" answered Mara."Verily, thou shalt die, but not as thou

thinkest. Thou shalt die out of death into life. Now is the Life for, that never was against thee!"

Like her mother, in whom lay the motherhood of all the world, Mara put her arms around Lilith, and kissed

her on the forehead. The fierycold misery went out of her eyes, and their fountains filled. She lifted, and

bore her to her own bed in a corner of the room, laid her softly upon it, and closed her eyes with caressing

Morn, with the Spring in her arms, waited outside. Softly they stole in at the opened door, with a gentle wind

in the skirts of their garments. It flowed and flowed about Lilith, rippling the unknown, upwaking sea of her

life eternal; rippling and to ripple it, until at length she who had been but as a weed cast on the dry sandy

shore to wither, should know herself an inlet of the everlasting ocean, henceforth to flow into her for ever,

and ebb no more. She answered the morning wind with reviving breath, and began to listen. For in the skirts

of the wind had come the rainthe soft rain that heals the mown, the manywounded grasssoothing it

with the sweetness of all music, the hush that lives between music and silence. It bedewed the desert places

around the cottage, and the sands of Lilith's heart heard it, and drank it in. When Mara returned to sit by her

The Mother of Sorrows rose, muffled her face, and went to call the Little Ones. They slept as if all the night

they had not moved, but the moment she spoke they sprang to their feet, fresh as if newmade. Merrily down

the stair they followed her, and she brought them where the princess lay, her tears yet flowing as she slept.

Their glad faces grew grave. They looked from the princess out on the rain, then back at the princess.

"The white juice is running out of the princess!" cried another, with an awed look.

"Is it rivers?" asked Odu, gazing at the little streams that flowed adown her hollow cheeks.

"I thought rivers was bigger, and rushed, like a lot of Little Ones, making loud noises!" he returned, looking

"Look at the rivers of the sky!" said Mara. "See how they come down to wake up the waters under the earth!

Soon will the rivers be flowing everywhere, merry and loud, like thousands and thousands of happy children.

Oh, how glad they will make you, Little Ones! You have never seen any, and do not know how lovely is the

"That will be the glad of the ground that the princess is grown good," said Odu. "See the glad of the sky!"

"Are the rivers the glad of the princess?" asked Luva. "They are not her juice, for they are not red!"

"No; she will never do that again," replied Mara. "But now we must take her nearer home."

"It is the biggest room in all this world.But I think it is going to be pulled down: it will soon be too full of

"We shall be ready in a minute," said Odu, and ran out, followed by all except Luva.

"But her rivers are running so fast!" said Luva, who stood by her side and seemed unable to take her eyes

"They won't mind it," answered Mara. "Those rivers are so clean that they make the whole world clean."

I had fallen asleep by the fire, but for some time had been awake and listening, and now rose.

"Tell me, please," I said, "is there not a way by which to avoid the channels and the den of monsters?"

"There is an easy way across the riverbed, which I will show you," she answered; "but you must pass once

We left the cottage. The beasts stood waiting about the door. Odu was already on the neck of one of the two

that were to carry the princess. I mounted Lona's horse; Mara brought her body, and gave it me in my arms.

When she came out again with the princess, a cry of delight arose from the children: she was no longer

muffled! Gazing at her, and entranced with her loveliness, the boys forgot to receive the princess from her;

but the elephants took Lilith tenderly with their trunks, one round her body and one round her knees, and,

"Why does the princess want to go?" asked a small boy. "She would keep good if she staid here!"

"She wants to go, and she does not want to go: we are helping her," answered Mara. "She will not keep good

"To go where she will get more helphelp to open her hand, which has been closed for a thousand years."

"Please, lady Mara, may we have some of your very dry bread before we go?" said Luva.

"I think," remarked one of them, "it must be elephantjuice! It makes me so strong!"

We set out, the Lady of Sorrow walking with us, more beautiful than the sun, and the white leopardess

following her. I thought she meant but to put us in the path across the channels, but I soon found she was

going with us all the way. Then I would have dismounted that she might ride, but she would not let me.

It was the loveliest of mornings; the sun shone his brightest, and the wind blew his sweetest, but they did not

We crossed the channels without difficulty, the children gamboling about Mara all the way, but did not reach

the top of the ridge over the bad burrow until the sun was already in the act of disappearing. Then I made the

Little Ones mount their elephants, for the moon might be late, and I could not help some anxiety about them.

The Lady of Sorrow now led the way by my side; the elephants followedthe two that bore the princess in

the centre; the leopardess brought up the rear; and just as we reached the frightful margin, the moon looked

up and showed the shallow basin lying before us untroubled. Mara stepped into it; not a movement answered

her tread or the feet of my horse. But the moment that the elephants carrying the princess touched it, the

seemingly solid earth began to heave and boil, and the whole dread brood of the hellish nest was commoved.

Monsters uprose on all sides, every neck at full length, every beak and claw outstretched, every mouth agape.

Longbilled heads, horribly jawed faces, knotty tentacles innumerable, went out after Lilith. She lay in an

agony of fear, nor dared stir a finger. Whether the hideous things even saw the children, I doubt; certainly not

one of them touched a child; not one loathly member passed the live rampart of her bodyguard, to lay hold

"Little Ones," I cried, "keep your elephants close about the princess. Be brave; they will not touch you."

"What will not touch us? We don't know what to be brave at!" they answered; and I perceived they were

They were panoplied in their blindness! Incapacity to see was their safety. What they could nowise be aware

But the hideous forms I saw that night! Mara was a few paces in front of me when a solitary, bodiless head

bounced on the path between us. The leopardess came rushing under the elephants from behind, and would

have seized it, but, with frightful contortions of visage and a loathsome howl, it gave itself a rapid rotatory

twist, sprang from her, and buried itself in the ground. The death in my arms assoiling me from fear, I

regarded them all unmoved, although never, sure, was elsewhere beheld such a crew accursed!

Mara still went in front of me, and the leopardess now walked close behind her, shivering often, for it was

very cold, when suddenly the ground before me to my left began to heave, and a low wave of earth came

slinking toward us. It rose higher as it drew hear; out of it slouched a dreadful head with fleshy tubes for hair,

and opening a great oval mouth, snapped at me. The leopardess sprang, but fell baffled beyond it.

Almost under our feet, shot up the head of an enormous snake, with a lamping wallowing glare in its eyes.

Again the leopardess rushed to the attack, but found nothing. At a third monster she darted with like fury, and

like failurethen sullenly ceased to heed the phantomhorde. But I understood the peril and hastened the

crossingthe rather that the moon was carrying herself strangely. Even as she rose she seemed ready to drop

and give up the attempt as hopeless; and since, I saw her sink back once fully her own breadth. The arc she

We were almost over, when, between us and the border of the basin, arose a long neck, on the top of which,

like the blossom of some Stygian lily, sat what seemed the head of a corpse, its mouth half open, and full of

canine teeth. I went on; it retreated, then drew aside. The lady stepped on the firm land, but the leopardess

between us, roused once more, turned, and flew at the throat of the terror. I remained where I was to see the

elephants, with the princess and the children, safe on the bank. Then I turned to look after the leopardess.

That moment the moon went down, For an instant I saw the leopardess and the snakemonster convolved in a

cloud of dust; then darkness hid them. Trembling with fright, my horse wheeled, and in three bounds

As we came up with them, a shapeless jelly dropped on the princess. A white dove dropped immediately on

the jelly, stabbing it with its beak. It made a squelching, sucking sound, and fell off. Then I heard the voice of

"I will send and find her," answered the mother. "But why, Mara, shouldst thou at all fear for her or for any

"I shall miss her sorely; she is good and wise. Yet I would not have her live beyond her hour!"

"She has gone down with the wicked; she will rise with the righteous. We shall see her again ere very long."

"Mother," I said, although I did not see her, "we come to you many, but most of us are Little Ones. Will you

"You are welcome every one," she answered. "Sooner or later all will be little ones, for all must sleep in my

house! It is well with those that go to sleep young and willing!My husband is even now preparing her

couch for Lilith. She is neither young nor quite willing, but it is well indeed that she is come."

I heard no more. Mother and daughter had gone away together through the dark. But we saw a light in the

Adam stood in the door, holding the candle to guide us, and talking with his wife, who, behind him, laid

"Happy children," I heard her say, "to have looked already on the face of my daughter! Surely it is the

When we reached the door, Adam welcomed us almost merrily. He set the candle on the threshold, and going

to the elephants, would have taken the princess to carry her in; but she repulsed him, and pushing her

elephants asunder, stood erect between them. They walked from beside her, and left her with him who had

been her husbandashamed indeed of her gaunt uncomeliness, but unsubmissive. He stood with a welcome

"Your children are no longer in her danger," said Mara; "she has turned from evil."

"Trust her not hastily, Mara," answered her mother; "she has deceived a multitude!"

"But you will open to her the mirror of the Law of Liberty, mother, that she may go into it, and abide in it!

She consents to open her hand and restore: will not the great Father restore her to inheritance with His other

"I will go back whence I came!" she cried, and turned, wringing her hands, to depart.

"That is indeed what I would have thee do, where I would have thee goto Him from whom thou camest! In

"Death is even now on his way to lead thee to Him. Thou knowest neither Death nor the Life that dwells in

Death! Both befriend thee. I am dead, and would see thee dead, for I live and love thee. Thou art weary and

heavyladen: art thou not ashamed? Is not the being thou hast corrupted become to thee at length an evil

thing? Wouldst thou yet live on in disgrace eternal? Cease thou canst not: wilt thou not be restored and BE?"

"Father," said Mara, "take her in thine arms, and carry her to her couch. There she will open her hand, and die

Adam turned and led the way. The princess walked feebly after him into the cottage.

Then Eve came out to me where I sat with Lona in my bosom. She reached up her arms, took her from me,

and carried her in. I dismounted, and the children also. The horse and the elephants stood shivering; Mara

patted and stroked them every one; they lay down and fell asleep. She led us into the cottage, and gave the

Little Ones of the bread and wine on the table. Adam and Lilith were standing there together, but silent both.

Eve came from the chamber of death, where she had laid Lona down, and offered of the bread and wine to the

"Thy beauty slays me! It is death I would have, not food!" said Lilith, and turned from her.

"If thou wilt nor eat nor drink, Lilith," said Adam, "come and see the place where thou shalt lie in peace."

He led the way through the door of death, and she followed submissive. But when her foot crossed the

threshold she drew it back, and pressed her hand to her bosom, struck through with the cold immortal.

A wild blast fell roaring on the roof, and died away in a moan. She stood ghastly with terror.

"Here he cannot enter," said Adam. "Here he can hurt no one. Over him also is power given me."

"Are the children in the house?" asked Lilith, and at the word the heart of Eve began to love her.

"He never dared touch a child," she said. "Nor have you either ever hurt a child. Your own daughter you have

but sent into the loveliest sleep, for she was already a long time dead when you slew her. And now Death

"Wife," said Adam, "let us first put the children to bed, that she may see them safe!"

He came back to fetch them. As soon as he was gone, the princess knelt to Eve, clasped her knees, and said,

"Beautiful Eve, persuade your husband to kill me: to you he will listen! Indeed I would but cannot open my

"You cannot die without opening it. To kill you would not serve you," answered Eve. "But indeed he cannot!

no one can kill you but the Shadow; and whom he kills never knows she is dead, but lives to do his will, and

"Show me then to my grave; I am so weary I can live no longer. I must go to the Shadowyet I would not!"

She struggled to rise, but fell at the feet of Eve. The Mother lifted, and carried her inward.

I followed Adam and Mara and the children into the chamber of death. We passed Eve with Lilith in her

"You shall not go to the Shadow," I heard Eve say, as we passed them. "Even now is his head under my

The dim light in Adam's hand glimmered on the sleeping faces, and as he went on, the darkness closed over

them. The very air seemed dead: was it because none of the sleepers breathed it? Profoundest sleep filled the

wide place. It was as if not one had waked since last I was there, for the forms I had then noted lay there still.

My father was just as I had left him, save that he seemed yet nearer to a perfect peace. The woman beside

The darkness, the cold, the silence, the still air, the faces of the lovely dead, made the hearts of the children

"What a curious place to sleep in!" said one, "I would rather be in my nest!" "It is SO cold!" said another.

"Where are our nests?" asked more than one, looking round and seeing no couch unoccupied.

Instantly they scattered, advancing fearlessly beyond the light, but we still heard their gentle voices, and it

"Oh," cried one, "here is such a beautiful lady!may I sleep beside her? I will creep in quietly, and not wake

"Yes, you may," answered the voice of Eve behind us; and we came to the couch while the little fellow was

yet creeping slowly and softly under the sheet. He laid his head beside the lady's, looked up at us, and was

We went a little farther, and there was another who had climbed up on the couch of a woman.

"Mother! mother!" he cried, kneeling over her, his face close to hers. "She's so cold she can't speak," he

He lay down, and pressing close to her, put his little arm over her. In an instant he too was asleep, smiling an

We came to a third Little One; it was Luva. She stood on tiptoe, leaning over the edge of a couch.

Receiving no reply, she looked up at Eve. The great mother lifted her to the couch, and she got at once under

Each of the Little Ones had by this time, except three of the boys, found at least an unobjecting bedfellow,

and lay still and white beside a still, white woman. The little orphans had adopted mothers! One tiny girl had

chosen a father to sleep with, and that was mine. A boy lay by the side of the beautiful matron with the

slowhealing hand. On the middle one of the three couches hitherto unoccupied, lay Lona.

Eve set Lilith down beside it. Adam pointed to the vacant couch on Lona's right hand, and said,

She glanced at her daughter lying before her like a statue carved in semitransparent alabaster, and shuddered

"More alive than you know, or are able to understand. I was scarce alive when first you knew me. Now I have

"I fear that child," she said, pointing to Lona: "she will rise and terrify me!"

"He at sight of whom the horses of heaven start and rear, dares not disturb one dream in this quiet chamber!"

"That I cannot tell, but none HE can enter into. When the Shadow comes here, it will be to lie down and sleep

The princess lay down, drew the sheet over her, stretched herself out straight, and lay still with open eyes.

"Lilith," said Mara, "you will not sleep, if you lie there a thousand years, until you have opened your hand,

"I cannot," she answered. "I would if I could, and gladly, for I am weary, and the shadows of death are

"They will gather and gather, but they cannot infold you while yet your hand remains unopened. You may

think you are dead, but it will be only a dream; you may think you have come awake, but it will still be only a

"I pray you put forth the strength of your will. For the love of life, draw together your forces and break its

"I have struggled in vain; I can do no more. I am very weary, and sleep lies heavy upon my lids."

A tinge of colour arose in the parchmentlike face; the contorted hand trembled with agonised effort. Mara

"There was a sword I once saw in your husband's hands," she murmured. "I fled when I saw it. I heard him

In a few minutes Adam returned with an ancient weapon in his hand. The scabbard looked like vellum grown

dark with years, but the hilt shone like gold that nothing could tarnish. He drew out the blade. It flashed like a

pale blue northern streamer, and the light of it made the princess open her eyes. She saw the sword,

shuddered, and held out her hand. Adam took it. The sword gleamed once, there was one little gush of blood,

and he laid the severed hand in Mara's lap. Lilith had given one moan, and was already fast asleep. Mara

"A wound from that sword," answered Adam, "needs no dressing. It is healing and not hurt."

"Where the dead deformity clung," replied Mara, "the true, lovely hand is already growing."

We heard a childish voice behind us, and turned again. The candle in Eve's hand shone on the sleeping face

of Lilith, and the waking faces of the three Little Ones, grouped on the other side of her couch. "How

"Poor princess!" said another; "I will sleep with her. She will not bite any more!"

As he spoke he climbed into her bed, and was immediately fast asleep. Eve covered him with the sheet.

"I will go on her other side," said the third. "She shall have two to kiss her when she wakes!"

We turned once more to go back to the cottage. I was very sad, for no one had offered me a place in the house

of the dead. Eve joined us as we went, and walked on before with her husband. Mara by my side carried the

The door stood open; two elephanttrunks came through it out of the night beyond.

"I sent them with the lantern," she went on to her husband, "to look for Mara's leopardess: they have brought

I followed Adam to the door, and between us we took the white creature from the elephants, and carried her

to the chamber we had just left, the women preceding us, Eve with the light, and Mara still carrying the hand.

There we laid the beauty across the feet of the princess, her forepaws outstretched, and her head couching

"Mother, one couch next to Lona is empty: I know I am unworthy, but may I not sleep this night in your

chamber with my dead? Will you not pardon both my cowardice and my selfconfidence, and take me in? I

"The couch next to Lona is the one already prepared for you," she answered; "but something waits to be done

As we went, again arose a sudden stormful blast, mingled with a great flapping on the roof, but it died away

When the door of the deathchamber was closed behind us, Adam seated himself, and I stood before him.

"You will remember," he said, "how, after leaving my daughter's house, you came to a dry rock, bearing the

marks of an ancient cataract; you climbed that rock, and found a sandy desert: go to that rock now, and from

its summit walk deep into the desert. But go not many steps ere you lie down, and listen with your head on

the sand. If you hear the murmur of water beneath, go a little farther, and listen again. If you still hear the

sound, you are in the right direction. Every few yards you must stop, lie down, and hearken. If, listening thus,

at any time you hear no sound of water, you are out of the way, and must hearken in every direction until you

hear it again. Keeping with the sound, and careful not to retrace your steps, you will soon hear it louder, and

the growing sound will lead you to where it is loudest: that is the spot you seek. There dig with the spade I

will give you, and dig until you come to moisture: in it lay the hand, cover it to the level of the desert, and

come home.But give good heed, and carry the hand with care. Never lay it down, in what place of seeming

safety soever; let nothing touch it; stop nor turn aside for any attempt to bar your way; never look behind you;

speak to no one, answer no one, walk straight on.It is yet dark, and the morning is far distant, but you must

"This is my gardening spade," he said; "with it I have brought many a lovely thing to the sun."

It was very cold, and pitchdark. To fall would be a dread thing, and the way I had to go was a difficult one

even in the broad sunlight! But I had not set myself the task, and the minute I started I learned that I was left

to no chance: a pale light broke from the ground at every step, and showed me where next to set my foot.

Through the heather and the low rocks I walked without once even stumbling. I found the bad burrow quite

A moon came, and herself showed me the easy way: toward morning I was almost over the dry channels of

The moon was very low, and the sun not yet up, when I saw before me in the path, here narrowed by rocks, a

figure covered from head to foot as with a veil of moonlit mist. I kept on my way as if I saw nothing. The

"You meant then to leave me in that horrible sepulchre! Do you not yet understand that where I please to be,

I was on the point of saying, "Give me your left hand," but bethought myself, held my peace, and steadily

"Give me my hand," she suddenly shrieked, "or I will tear you in pieces: you are mine!"

She flung herself upon me. I shuddered, but did not falter. Nothing touched me, and I saw her no more.

With measured tread along the path, filling it for some distance, came a body of armed men. I walked through

themnor know whether they gave way to me, or were bodiless things. But they turned and followed me; I

heard and felt their march at my very heels; but I cast no look behind, and the sound of their steps and the

A little farther on, the moon being now close to the horizon and the way in deep shadow, I descried, seated

where the path was so narrow that I could not pass her, a woman with muffled face.

"Ah," she said, "you are come at last! I have waited here for you an hour or more! You have done well! Your

trial is over. My father sent me to meet you that you might have a little rest on the way. Give me your charge,

and lay your head in my lap; I will take good care of both until the sun is well risen. I am not bitterness

Her words were terrible with temptation, for I was very weary. And what more likely to be true! If I were,

through slavish obedience to the letter of the command and lack of pure insight, to trample under my feet the

very person of the Lady of Sorrow! My heart grew faint at the thought, then beat as if it would burst my

Nevertheless my will hardened itself against my heart, and my step did not falter. I took my tongue between

my teeth lest I should unawares answer, and kept on my way. If Adam had sent her, he could not complain

that I would not heed her! Nor would the Lady of Sorrow love me the less that even she had not been able to

Just ere I reached the phantom, she pulled the covering from her face: great indeed was her loveliness, but

those were not Mara's eyes! no lie could truly or for long imitate them! I advanced as if the thing were not

I had almost reached the other side when a ShadowI think it was The Shadow, barred my way. He seemed

to have a helmet upon his head, but as I drew closer I perceived it was the head itself I sawso distorted as

to bear but a doubtful resemblance to the human. A cold wind smote me, dank and sickeningrepulsive as

the air of a charnelhouse; firmness forsook my joints, and my limbs trembled as if they would drop in a

helpless heap. I seemed to pass through him, but I think now that he passed through me: for a moment I was

as one of the damned. Then a soft wind like the first breath of a newborn spring greeted me, and before me

My way now led me past the door of Mara's cottage. It stood wide open, and upon the table I saw a loaf of

bread and a pitcher of water. In or around the cottage was neither howl nor wail.

I came to the precipice that testified to the vanished river. I climbed its worn face, and went on into the

desert. There at last, after much listening to and fro, I determined the spot where the hidden water was

loudest, hung Lilith's hand about my neck, and began to dig. It was a long labour, for I had to make a large

hole because of the looseness of the sand; but at length I threw up a damp spadeful. I flung the sextontool on

the verge, and laid down the hand. A little water was already oozing from under its fingers. I sprang out, and

made haste to fill the grave. Then, utterly fatigued, I dropped beside it, and fell asleep.

When I woke, the ground was moist about me, and my track to the grave was growing a quicksand. In its

ancient course the river was swelling, and had begun to shove at its burden. Soon it would be roaring down

the precipice, and, divided in its fall, rushing with one branch to resubmerge the orchard valley, with the

other to drown perhaps the monster horde, and between them to isle the Evil Wood. I set out at once on my

When I came to the precipice, I took my way betwixt the branches, for I would pass again by the cottage of

Mara, lest she should have returned: I longed to see her once more ere I went to sleep; and now I knew where

to cross the channels, even if the river should have overtaken me and filled them. But when I reached it, the

door stood open still; the bread and the water were still on the table; and deep silence was within and around

it. I stopped and called aloud at the door, but no voice replied, and I went my way.

"I weep," he answered, "because they will not let me die. I have been to the house of death, and its mistress,

notwithstanding my years, refuses me. Intercede for me, sir, if you know her, I pray you."

"Nay, sir," I replied, "that I cannot; for she refuses none whom it is lawful for her to receive."

"How know you this of her? You have never sought death! you are much too young to desire it!"

"I fear your words may indicate that, were you young again, neither would you desire it."

"I may not be old enough to desire to die, but I am young enough to desire to live indeed! Therefore I go now

to learn if she will at length take me in. You wish to die because you do not care to live: she will not open her

"It ill becomes your youth to mock a friendless old man. Pray, cease your riddles!"

"Ah, then, sir," I rejoined, "it is but too plain you have not yet learned to die, and I am heartily grieved for

you. Such had I too been but for the Lady of Sorrow. I am indeed young, but I have wept many tears; pardon

me, therefore, if I presume to offer counsel:Go to the Lady of Sorrow, and `take with both hands'* what

she will give you. Yonder lies her cottage. She is not in it now, but her door stands open, and there is bread

and water on her table. Go in; sit down; eat of the bread; drink of the water; and wait there until she appear.

He fell to weeping afresh, and I left him weeping. What I said, I fear he did not heed. But Mara would find

The sun was down, and the moon unrisen, when I reached the abode of the monsters, but it was still as a stone

till I passed over. Then I heard a noise of many waters, and a great cry behind me, but I did not turn my head.

Ere I reached the house of death, the cold was bitter and the darkness dense; and the cold and the darkness

were one, and entered into my bones together. But the candle of Eve, shining from the window, guided me,

And as I sat, there grew in me such a sense of loneliness as never yet in my wanderings had I felt. Thousands

were near me, not one was with me! True, it was I who was dead, not they; but, whether by their life or by

my death, we were divided! They were alive, but I was not dead enough even to know them alive: doubt

WOULD come. They were, at best, far from me, and helpers I had none to lay me beside them!

Never before had I known, or truly imagined desolation! In vain I took myself to task, saying the solitude was

but a seeming: I was awake, and they sleptthat was all! it was only that they lay so still and did not speak!

I dropped Adam's old spade, and the dull sound of its fall on the clay floor seemed reverberated from the

chamber beyond: a childish terror seized me; I sat and stared at the coffindoor.But father Adam, mother

Eve, sister Mara would soon come to me, and then welcome the cold world and the white neighbours! I

Something did move in the chamber of the dead! There came from it what was LIKE a dim, faroff sound,

yet was not what I knew as sound. My soul sprang into my ears. Was it a mere thrill of the dead air, too slight

to be heard, but quivering in every spiritual sense? I KNEW without hearing, without feeling it!

The something was coming! it drew nearer! In the bosom of my desertion awoke an infant hope. The

The door began to movewith a low, soft creaking of its hinges. It was opening! I ceased to listen, and

It opened a little way, and a face came into the opening. It was Lona's. Its eyes were closed, but the face itself

was upon me, and seemed to see me. It was white as Eve's, white as Mara's, but did not shine like their faces.

"Are you coming, king?" it said. "I cannot rest until you are with me, gliding down the river to the great sea,

and the beautiful dreamland. The sleepiness is full of lovely things: come and see them."

She lay on my bosomcold as ice frozen to marble. She threw her arms, so white, feebly about me, and

I bore her to the deathchamber, holding her tight lest she should dissolve out of my arms. Unaware that I

"Lay me down," she said, "and cover me from the warm air; it hurtsa little. Your bed is there, next to mine.

She was already asleep. I threw myself on my couchblessed as never was man on the eve of his wedding.

But there came instead a glimmer of light in the chamber, and I saw the face of Adam approaching. He had

not the candle, yet I saw him. At the side of Lona's couch, he looked down on her with a questioning smile,

"We have been to the top of the hill to hear the waters on their way," he said. "They will be in the den of the

"She was asleep all the time!" he insisted. "She was perhaps dreaming about youand came to you?"

"If you had looked ere you laid her down, you would have seen her asleep on the couch."

"Dear father," I said, "how is it that I am not sleepy? I thought I should go to sleep like the Little Ones the

"Ah, I ought not to have lain down without your leave, for I cannot sleep without your help! I will get up at

"There is no need: we will serve you here," he answered. "You do not feel cold, do you?"

He came to the side of my couch, bent over me, and breathed on my heart. At once I was warm.

As he left me, I heard a voice, and knew it was the Mother's. She was singing, and her song was sweet and

soft and low, and I thought she sat by my bed in the dark; but ere it ceased, her song soared aloft, and seemed

to come from the throat of a womanangel, high above all the region of larks, higher than man had ever yet

"Many a wrong, and its curing song; Many a road, and many an inn; Room to roam, but only one home For

Then the three came to my couch together, bringing me bread and wine, and I sat up to partake of it. Adam

"You are good indeed, father Adam, mother Eve, sister Mara," I said, "to receive me! In my soul I am

"Because here was I, born to look after my brothers and sisters!" answered Mara with a smile.

"Every creature must one night yield himself and lie down," answered Adam: "he was made for liberty, and

"There is no early or late here," he rejoined. "For him the true time then first begins who lays himself down.

Men are not coming home fast; women are coming faster. A desert, wide and dreary, parts him who lies

down to die from him who lies down to live. The former may well make haste, but here is no haste."

"To our eyes," said Eve, "you were coming all the time: we knew Mara would find you, and you must come!"

"I have told you that years are of no consequence in this house," answered Adam; "we do not heed them.

Your father will wake when his morning comes. Your mother, next to whom you are lying,"

"Yesshe with the wounded hand," he assented; "she will be up and away long ere your morning is ripe."

"It is indeed a sight for God, a sight that makes her Maker glad! He sees of the travail of His soul, and is

"She IS much younger," he replied. "Even Lilith already begins to look younger!"

"But when you see your mother again," he continued, "you will not at first know her. She will go on steadily

growing younger until she reaches the perfection of her womanhooda splendour beyond foresight. Then

she will open her eyes, behold on one side her husband, on the other her sonand rise and leave them to go

I heard as one in a dream. I was very cold, but already the cold caused me no suffering. I felt them put on me

the white garment of the dead. Then I forgot everything. The night about me was pale with sleeping faces, but

I grew aware of existence, aware also of the profound, the infinite cold. I was intensely blessedmore

blessed, I know, than my heart, imagining, can now recall. I could not think of warmth with the least

suggestion of pleasure. I knew that I had enjoyed it, but could not remember how. The cold had soothed

every care, dissolved every pain, comforted every sorrow. COMFORTED? Nay; sorrow was swallowed up in

the life drawing nigh to restore every good and lovely thing a hundredfold! I lay at peace, full of the quietest

expectation, breathing the damp odours of Earth's bountiful bosom, aware of the souls of primroses, daisies

How convey the delight of that frozen, yet conscious sleep! I had no more to stand up! had only to lie

stretched out and still! How cold I was, words cannot tell; yet I grew colder and colderand welcomed the

cold yet more and more. I grew continuously less conscious of myself, continuously more conscious of bliss,

unimaginable yet felt. I had neither made it nor prayed for it: it was mine in virtue of existence! and existence

Then the dreams began to arriveand came crowding.I lay naked on a snowy peak. The white mist

heaved below me like a billowy sea. The cold moon was in the air with me, and above the moon and me the

colder sky, in which the moon and I dwelt. I was Adam, waiting for God to breathe into my nostrils the

breath of life.I was not Adam, but a child in the bosom of a mother white with a radiant whiteness. I was a

youth on a white horse, leaping from cloud to cloud of a blue heaven, hasting calmly to some blessed goal.

For centuries I dreamedor was it chiliads? or only one long night?But why ask? for time had nothing to

do with me; I was in the land of thoughtfarther in, higher up than the seven dimensions, the ten senses: I

think I was where I amin the heart of God.I dreamed away dim cycles in the centre of a melting glacier,

the spectral moon drawing nearer and nearer, the wind and the welter of a torrent growing in my ears. I lay

and heard them: the wind and the water and the moon sang a peaceful waiting for a redemption drawing nigh.

I dreamed cycles, I say, but, for aught I knew or can tell, they were the solemn, �onian march of a second,

Then, of a sudden, but not once troubling my conscious bliss, all the wrongs I had ever done, from far beyond

my earthly memory down to the present moment, were with me. Fully in every wrong lived the conscious I,

confessing, abjuring, lamenting the dead, making atonement with each person I had injured, hurt, or offended.

Every human soul to which I had caused a troubled thought, was now grown unspeakably dear to me, and I

humbled myself before it, agonising to cast from between us the clinging offence. I wept at the feet of the

mother whose commands I had slighted; with bitter shame I confessed to my father that I had told him two

lies, and long forgotten them: now for long had remembered them, and kept them in memory to crush at last

at his feet. I was the eager slave of all whom I had thus or anyhow wronged. Countless services I devised to

render them! For this one I would build such a house as had never grown from the ground! for that one I

would train such horses as had never yet been seen in any world! For a third I would make such a garden as

had never bloomed, haunted with still pools, and alive with running waters! I would write songs to make their

hearts swell, and tales to make them glow! I would turn the forces of the world into such channels of

invention as to make them laugh with the joy of wonder! Love possessed me! Love was my life! Love was to

Suddenly I found myself in a solid blackness, upon which the ghost of light that dwells in the caverns of the

eyes could not cast one fancied glimmer. But my heart, which feared nothing and hoped infinitely, was full of

peace. I lay imagining what the light would be when it came, and what new creation it would bring with

The moon was looking in at the lowest, horizontal, cryptlike windows of the deathchamber, her long light

slanting, I thought, across the fallen, but still ripening sheaves of the harvest of the great husbandman.But

no; that harvest was gone! Gathered in, or swept away by chaotic storm, not a sacred sheaf was there! My

dead were gone! I was alone!In desolation dread lay depths yet deeper than I had hitherto known!Had

there never been any ripening dead? Had I but dreamed them and their loveliness? Why then these walls?

why the empty couches? No; they were all up! they were all abroad in the new eternal day, and had forgotten

me! They had left me behind, and alone! Tenfold more terrible was the tomb its inhabitants away! The quiet

ones had made me quiet with their presencehad pervaded my mind with their blissful peace; now I had no

friend, and my lovers were far from me! A moment I sat and stared horrorstricken. I had been alone with the

moon on a mountain top in the sky; now I was alone with her in a huge cenotaph: she too was staring about,

seeking her dead with ghastly gaze! I sprang to my feet, and staggered from the fearful place.

No moon was there! Even as I left the chamber, a cloudy rampart had risen and covered her. But a broad

shimmer came from far over the heath, mingled with a ghostly murmuring music, as if the moon were raining

a light that plashed as it fell. I ran stumbling across the moor, and found a lovely lake, margined with reeds

and rushes: the moon behind the cloud was gazing upon the monsters' den, full of clearest, brightest water,

and very still.But the musical murmur went on, filling the quiet air, and drawing me after it.

I walked round the border of the little mere, and climbed the range of hills. What a sight rose to my eyes! The

whole expanse where, with hot, aching feet, I had crossed and recrossed the deepscored channels and

ravines of the dry riverbed, was alive with streams, with torrents, with still pools"a river deep and wide"!

How the moon flashed on the water! how the water answered the moon with flashes of its ownwhite

flashes breaking everywhere from its rockencountered flow! And a great jubilant song arose from its bosom,

the song of newborn liberty. I stood a moment gazing, and my heart also began to exult: my life was not all

a failure! I had helped to set this river free!My dead were not lost! I had but to go after and find them! I

would follow and follow until I came whither they had gone! Our meeting might be thousands of years away,

but at lastAT LAST I should hold them! Wherefore else did the floods clap their hands?

I hurried down the hill: my pilgrimage was begun! In what direction to turn my steps I knew not, but I must

go and go till I found my living dead! A torrent ran swift and wide at the foot of the range: I rushed in, it laid

no hold upon me; I waded through it. The next I sprang across; the third I swam; the next I waded again.

I stopped to gaze on the wondrous loveliness of the ceaseless flash and flow, and to hearken to the

multitudinous broken music. Every now and then some incipient air would seem about to draw itself clear of

the dulcet confusion, only to merge again in the consorted roar. At moments the world of waters would

invade as if to overwhelm menot with the force of its seaward rush, or the shouting of its liberated throng,

As I stood lost in delight, a hand was laid on my shoulder. I turned, and saw a man in the prime of strength,

beautiful as if fresh from the heart of the glad creator, young like him who cannot grow old. I looked: it was

Adam. He stood large and grand, clothed in a white robe, with the moon in his hair.

"Father," I cried, "where is she? Where are the dead? Is the great resurrection come and gone? The terror of

my loneliness was upon me; I could not sleep without my dead; I ran from the desolate chamber. Whither

"You mistake, my son," he answered, in a voice whose very breath was consolation. "You are still in the

chamber of death, still upon your couch, asleep and dreaming, with the dead around you."

"Alas! when I but dream how am I to know it? The dream best dreamed is the likest to the waking truth!"

"When you are quite dead, you will dream no false dream. The soul that is true can generate nothing that is

"But, sir," I faltered, "how am I to distinguish betwixt the true and the false where both alike seem real?"

"Do you not understand?" he returned, with a smile that might have slain all the sorrows of all his children.

"You CANNOT perfectly distinguish between the true and the false while you are not yet quite dead; neither

indeed will you when you are quite deadthat is, quite alive, for then the false will never present itself. At

"I am trying hard to believe you, father. I do indeed believe you, although I can neither see nor feel the truth

"You are not to blame that you cannot. And because even in a dream you believe me, I will help you.Put

forth your left hand open, and close it gently: it will clasp the hand of your Lona, who lies asleep where you

I put forth my hand: it closed on the hand of Lona, firm and soft and deathless.

"Your hand is as warm to hers. Cold is a thing unknown in our country. Neither she nor you are yet in the

"Father," I said, "forgive me, but how am I to know surely that this also is not a part of the lovely dream in

"Thou doubtest because thou lovest the truth. Some would willingly believe life but a phantasm, if only it

might for ever afford them a world of pleasant dreams: thou art not of such! Be content for a while not to

know surely. The hour will come, and that ere long, when, being true, thou shalt behold the very truth, and

doubt will be for ever dead. Scarce, then, wilt thou be able to recall the features of the phantom. Thou wilt

then know that which thou canst not now dream. Thou hast not yet looked the Truth in the face, hast as yet at

best but seen him through a cloud. That which thou seest not, and never didst see save in a glass darklythat

which, indeed, never can be known save by its innate splendour shining straight into pure eyesthat thou

canst not but doubt, and art blameless in doubting until thou seest it face to face, when thou wilt no longer be

able to doubt it. But to him who has once seen even a shadow only of the truth, and, even but hoping he has

seen it when it is present no longer, tries to obey itto him the real vision, the Truth himself, will come, and

"Then remember, and recall. Trials yet await thee, heavy, of a nature thou knowest not now. Remember the

things thou hast seen. Truly thou knowest not those things, but thou knowest what they have seemed, what

they have meant to thee! Remember also the things thou shalt yet see. Truth is all in all; and the truth of

"How can that be, father?" I said, and raised my eyes with the question; for I had been listening with

He was gone; in my ears was nought but the sounding silence of the swiftflowing waters. I stretched forth

my hands to find him, but no answering touch met their seeking. I was alonealone in the land of dreams!

To myself I seemed wide awake, but I believed I was in a dream, because he had told me so.

Even in a dream, however, the dreamer must do something! he cannot sit down and refuse to stir until the

Many channels I crossed, and came to a wider space of rock; there, dreaming I was weary, I laid myself

I was about to rise and resume my journey, when I discovered that I lay beside a pit in the rock, whose mouth

Now in the dreams of my childhood I had found that a fall invariably woke me, and would, therefore, when

desiring to discontinue a dream, seek some eminence whence to cast myself down that I might wake: with

one glance at the peaceful heavens, and one at the rushing waters, I rolled myself over the edge of the pit.

For a moment consciousness left me. When it returned, I stood in the garret of my own house, in the little

Unspeakable despair, hopelessness blank and dreary, invaded me with the knowledge: between me and my

Lona lay an abyss impassable! stretched a distance no chain could measure! Space and Time and Mode of

Being, as with walls of adamant unscalable, impenetrable, shut me in from that gulf! True, it might yet be in

my power to pass again through the door of light, and journey back to the chamber of the dead; and if so, I

was parted from that chamber only by a wide heath, and by the pale, starry night betwixt me and the sun,

which alone could open for me the mirrordoor, and was now far away on the other side of the world! but an

immeasurably wider gulf sank between us in thisthat she was asleep and I was awake! that I was no longer

worthy to share with her that sleep, and could no longer hope to awake from it with her! For truly I was much

to blame: I had fled from my dream! The dream was not of my making, any more than was my life: I ought to

have seen it to the end! and in fleeing from it, I had left the holy sleep itself behind me!I would go back to

I rose, and listlessly sought the library. On the way I met no one; the house seemed dead. I sat down with a

book to await the noontide: not a sentence could I understand! The mutilated manuscript offered itself from

the masked door: the sight of it sickened me; what to me was the princess with her devilry!

I rose and looked out of a window. It was a brilliant morning. With a great rush the fountain shot high, and

fell roaring back. The sun sat in its feathery top. Not a bird sang, not a creature was to be seen. Raven nor

librarian came near me. The world was dead about me. I took another book, sat down again, and went on

Noon was near. I went up the stairs to the dumb, shadowy roof. I closed behind me the door into the wooden

I left the chamber with a heart of stone. Do what I might, all was fruitless. I pulled the chains; adjusted and

readjusted the hood; arranged and rearranged the mirrors; no result followed. I waited and waited to give

the vision time; it would not come; the mirror stood blank; nothing lay in its dim old depth but the mirror

I went back to the library. There the books were hateful to mefor I had once loved them.

That night I lay awake from downlying to uprising, and the next day renewed my endeavours with the

mystic door. But all was yet in vain. How the hours went I cannot think. No one came nigh me; not a sound

from the house below entered my ears. Not once did I feel wearyonly desolate, drearily desolate.

I passed a second sleepless night. In the morning I went for the last time to the chamber in the roof, and for

the last time sought an open door: there was none. My heart died within me. I had lost my Lona!

Was she anywhere? had she ever been, save in the mouldering cells of my brain? "I must die one day," I

thought, "and then, straight from my deathbed, I will set out to find her! If she is not, I will go to the Father

The fourth night I seemed to fall asleep, and that night woke indeed. I opened my eyes and knew, although all

was dark around me, that I lay in the house of death, and that every moment since there I fell asleep I had

been dreaming, and now first was awake. "At last!" I said to my heart, and it leaped for joy. I turned my eyes;

Lona stood by my couch, waiting for me! I had never lost her!only for a little time lost the sight of her!

It was dark, as I say, but I saw her: SHE was not dark! Her eyes shone with the radiance of the Mother's, and

the same light issued from her facenor from her face only, for her deathdress, filled with the light of her

body now tenfold awake in the power of its resurrection, was white as snow and glistering. She fell asleep a

girl; she awoke a woman, ripe with the loveliness of the life essential. I folded her in my arms, and knew that

The candle came floating toward us through the dark, and in a few moments Adam and Eve and Mara were

with us. They greeted us with a quiet goodmorning and a smile: they were used to such wakings!

"He is at least clothedupon with Death, which is the radiant garment of Life," said Adam.

He embraced Lona his child, put an arm around me, looked a moment or two inquiringly at the princess, and

"I think we shall meet you two again before long," he said, looking first at Lona, then at me.

"No," he answered, with a smile like the Mother's; "you have died into life, and will die no more; you have

only to keep dead. Once dying as we die here, all the dying is over. Now you have only to live, and that you

must, with all your blessed might. The more you live, the stronger you become to live."

"But shall I not grow weary with living so strong?" I said. "What if I cease to live with all my might?"

"It needs but the will, and the strength is there!" said the Mother. "Pure life has no weakness to grow weary

withal. THE Life keeps generating ours.Those who will not die, die many times, die constantly, keep

dying deeper, never have done dying; here all is upwardness and love and gladness."

She ceased with a smile and a look that seemed to say, "We are mother and son; we understand each other!

"I told you, brother, all would be well!When next you would comfort, say, `What will be well, is even now

She gave a little sigh, and I thought it meant, "But they will not believe you!"

"I know you!" I answered: "you are the voice that cried in the wilderness before ever the Baptist came! you

are the shepherd whose wolves hunt the wandering sheep home ere the shadow rise and the night grow dark!"

"My work will one day be over," she said, "and then I shall be glad with the gladness of the great shepherd

"The Shadow is hovering," replied Adam: "there is one here whom he counts his own! But ours once, never

I turned to look on the faces of my father and mother, and kiss them ere we went: their couches were empty

save of the Little Ones who had with love's boldness appropriated their hospitality! For an instant that awful

"They are up and away long ago," said Adam. "They kissed you ere they went, and whispered, `Come soon.'"

"How could youfar away in your dreary old house! You thought the dreadful place had you once more!

Now go and find them.Your parents, my child," he added, turning to Lona, "must come and find you!"

The hour of our departure was at hand. Lona went to the couch of the mother who had slain her, and kissed

I kneeled and humbly thanked the three for helping me to die. Lona knelt beside me, and they all breathed

I listened: he was coming with the rush as of a thousand times ten thousand faroff wings, with the roar of a

molten and flaming world millions upon millions of miles away. His approach was a crescendo chord of a

The three looked at each other and smiled, and that smile went floating heavenward a threepetaled flower,

the family's morning thanksgiving. From their mouths and their faces it spread over their bodies and shone

through their garments. Ere I could say, "Lo, they change!" Adam and Eve stood before me the angels of the

resurrection, and Mara was the Magdalene with them at the sepulchre. The countenance of Adam was like

lightning, and Eve held a napkin that flung flakes of splendour about the place.

"You hear his wings now!" said Adam; and I knew he did not mean the wings of the morning.

"It is the great Shadow stirring to depart," he went on. "Wretched creature, he has himself within him, and

"Without a substance," he answered, "a shadow cannot beyea, or without a light behind the substance!"

He listened for a moment, then called out, with a glad smile, "Hark to the golden cock! Silent and motionless

for millions of years has he stood on the clock of the universe; now at last he is flapping his wings! now will

he begin to crow! and at intervals will men hear him until the dawn of the day eternal."

I listened. Far awayas in the heart of an �onian silence, I heard the clear jubilant outcry of the golden

throat. It hurled defiance at death and the dark; sang infinite hope, and coming calm. It was the "expectation

of the creature" finding at last a voice; the cry of a chaos that would be a kingdom!

"Amen, golden cock, bird of God!" cried Adam, and the words rang through the house of silence, and went

At his AMENlike doves arising on wings of silver from among the potsherds, up sprang the Little Ones to

"Crow! crow again, golden cock!"as if they had both seen and heard him in their dreams.

Then each turned and looked at the sleeping bedfellow, gazed a moment with loving eyes, kissed the silent

companion of the night, and sprang from the couch. The Little Ones who had lain down beside my father and

mother gazed blank and sad for a moment at their empty places, then slid slowly to the floor. There they fell

each into the other's arms, as if then first, each by the other's eyes, assured they were alive and awake.

Suddenly spying Lona, they came running, radiant with bliss, to embrace her. Odu, catching sight of the

leopardess on the feet of the princess, bounded to her next, and throwing an arm over the great sleeping head,

"She has slept herself cold!" he said to Mara, with an upcast look of appealing consternation.

Odu looked at the princess, and saw beside her, still asleep, two of his companions. He flew at them.

"Her wake is not ripe yet," he said: "she is busy forgetting. When she has forgotten enough to remember

"But the golden cock has crown!" argued the child, and fell again upon his companions.

"Peter! Peter! Crispy!" he cried. "Wake up, Peter! wake up, Crispy! We are all awake but you two! The gold

"Let them sleep, darling!" said Adam. "You would not like the princess to wake and find nobody? They are

He was comforted, and wiped his eyes as if he had been all his life used to weeping and wiping, though now

We followed Eve to the cottage. There she offered us neither bread nor wine, but stood radiantly desiring our

departure. So, with never a word of farewell, we went out. The horse and the elephants were at the door,

It had ceased to be dark; we walked in a dim twilight, breathing through the dimness the breath of the spring.

A wondrous change had passed upon the worldor was it not rather that a change more marvellous had

taken place in us? Without light enough in the sky or the air to reveal anything, every heatherbush, every

small shrub, every blade of grass was perfectly visibleeither by light that went out from it, as fire from the

bush Moses saw in the desert, or by light that went out of our eyes. Nothing cast a shadow; all things

interchanged a little light. Every growing thing showed me, by its shape and colour, its indwelling ideathe

informing thought, that is, which was its being, and sent it out. My bare feet seemed to love every plant they

trod upon. The world and my being, its life and mine, were one. The microcosm and macrocosm were at

length atoned, at length in harmony! I lived in everything; everything entered and lived in me. To be aware of

a thing, was to know its life at once and mine, to know whence we came, and where we were at homewas

to know that we are all what we are, because Another is what he is! Sense after sense, hitherto asleep, awoke

in mesense after sense indescribable, because no correspondent words, no likenesses or imaginations exist,

wherewithal to describe them. Full indeedyet ever expanding, ever making room to receivewas the

conscious being where things kept entering by so many open doors! When a little breeze brushing a bush of

heather set its purple bells a ringing, I was myself in the joy of the bells, myself in the joy of the breeze to

which responded their sweet TINTINNING**, myself in the joy of the sense, and of the soul that received

all the joys together. To everything glad I lent the hall of my being wherein to revel. I was a peaceful ocean

upon which the groundswell of a living joy was continually lifting new waves; yet was the joy ever the

same joy, the eternal joy, with tens of thousands of changing forms. Life was a cosmic holiday.

Now I knew that life and truth were one; that life mere and pure is in itself bliss; that where being is not bliss,

it is not life, but lifeindeath. Every inspiration of the dark wind that blew where it listed, went out a sigh of

thanksgiving. At last I was! I lived, and nothing could touch my life! My darling walked beside me, and we

So much was ours ere ever the first sun rose upon our freedom: what must not the eternal day bring with it!

We came to the fearful hollow where once had wallowed the monsters of the earth: it was indeed, as I had

beheld it in my dream, a lovely lake. I gazed into its pellucid depths. A whirlpool had swept out the soil in

which the abortions burrowed, and at the bottom lay visible the whole horrid brood: a dim greenish light

pervaded the crystalline water, and revealed every hideous form beneath it. Coiled in spires, folded in layers,

knotted on themselves, or "extended long and large," they weltered in motionless heapsshapes more

fantastic in ghoulish, blasting dismay, than ever winesodden brain of exhausted poet fevered into misbeing.

He who dived in the swirling Maelstrom saw none to compare with them in horror: tentacular convolutions,

tumid bulges, glaring orbs of sepian deformity, would have looked to him innocence beside such incarnations

of hatefulnessevery head the wicked flower that, bursting from an abominable stalk, perfected its evil

Not one of them moved as we passed. But they were not dead. So long as exist men and women of

But hark the herald of the sun, the auroral wind, softly trumpeting his approach! The masterminister of the

human tabernacle is at hand! Heaping before his prow a huge ripplefretted wave of crimson and gold, he

rushes aloft, as if new launched from the urging hand of his maker into the upper seapauses, and looks

down on the world. Whiteraving storm of molten metals, he is but a coal from the altar of the Father's

neverending sacrifice to his children. See every little flower straighten its stalk, lift up its neck, and with

outstretched head stand expectant: something more than the sun, greater than the light, is coming, is

comingnone the less surely coming that it is long upon the road! What matters today, or tomorrow, or

ten thousand years to Life himself, to Love himself! He is coming, is coming, and the necks of all humanity

are stretched out to see him come! Every morning will they thus outstretch themselves, every evening will

they droop and waituntil he comes. Is this but an airdrawn vision? When he comes, will he indeed find

It was a glorious resurrectionmorning. The night had been spent in preparing it!

The children went gamboling before, and the beasts came after us. Fluttering butterflies, darting dragonflies

hovered or shot hither and thither about our heads, a cloud of colours and flashes, now descending upon us

like a snowstorm of rainbow flakes, now rising into the humid air like a rolling vapour of embodied odours.

It was a summerday more like itself, that is, more ideal, than ever man that had not died found summerday

in any world. I walked on the new earth, under the new heaven, and found them the same as the old, save that

now they opened their minds to me, and I saw into them. Now, the soul of everything I met came out to greet

me and make friends with me, telling me we came from the same, and meant the same. I was going to him,

they said, with whom they always were, and whom they always meant; they were, they said, lightnings that

took shape as they flashed from him to his. The dark rocks drank like sponges the rays that showered upon

them; the great world soaked up the light, and sent out the living. Two joyfires were Lona and I. Earth

breathed heavenward her sweetsavoured smoke; we breathed homeward our longing desires. For

We came to the channels, once so dry and wearyful: they ran and flashed and foamed with living water that

shouted in its gladness! Far as the eye could see, all was a rushing, roaring, dashing river of water made vocal

We did not cross it, but "walked in glory and in joy" up its right bank, until we reached the great cataract at

the foot of the sandy desert, where, roaring and swirling and dropping sheer, the river divided into its two

branches. There we climbed the heightand found no desert: through grassy plains, between grassy banks,

flowed the deep, wide, silent river full to the brim. Then first to the Little Ones was revealed the glory of God

in the limpid flow of water. Instinctively they plunged and swam, and the beasts followed them.

The desert rejoiced and blossomed as the rose. Wide forests had sprung up, their whole undergrowth

flowering shrubs peopled with songbirds. Every thicket gave birth to a rivulet, and every rivulet to its

The place of the buried hand gave no sign. Beyond and still beyond, the river came in full volume from afar.

Up and up we went, now along grassy margin, and now through forest of gracious trees. The grass grew

sweeter and its flowers more lovely and various as we went; the trees grew larger, and the wind fuller of

We came at length to a forest whose trees were greater, grander, and more beautiful than any we had yet seen.

Their live pillars upheaved a thick embowed roof, betwixt whose leaves and blossoms hardly a sunbeam

filtered. Into the rafters of this aerial vault the children climbed, and through them went scrambling and

leaping in a land of bloom, shouting to the unseen elephants below, and hearing them trumpet their replies.

The conversations between them Lona understood while I but guessed at them blunderingly. The Little Ones

chased the squirrels, and the squirrels, frolicking, drew them onalways at length allowing themselves to be

caught and petted. Often would some bird, lovely in plumage and form, light upon one of them, sing a song

Lona and I, who walked below, heard at last a great shout overhead, and in a moment or two the Little Ones

began to come dropping down from the foliage with the news that, climbing to the top of a tree yet taller than

the rest, they had descried, far across the plain, a curious something on the side of a solitary

mountainwhich mountain, they said, rose and rose, until the sky gathered thick to keep it down, and

I went up to look, and saw a great city, ascending into blue clouds, where I could not distinguish mountain

from sky and cloud, or rocks from dwellings. Cloud and mountain and sky, palace and precipice mingled in a

I descended, the Little Ones came with me, and together we sped on faster. They grew yet merrier as they

went, leading the way, and never looking behind them. The river grew lovelier and lovelier, until I knew that

By and by we could from the plain see the city among the blue clouds. But other clouds were gathering

around a lofty toweror was it a rock?that stood above the city, nearer the crest of the mountain. Gray,

and dark gray, and purple, they writhed in confused, contrariant motions, and tossed up a vaporous foam,

while spots in them gyrated like whirlpools. At length issued a dazzling flash, which seemed for a moment to

play about the Little Ones in front of us. Blinding darkness followed, but through it we heard their voices,

I had seen the lightning, but heard no words; Lona saw and heard with the children. A second flash came, and

my eyes, though not my ears, were opened. The great quivering light was compact of angelfaces. They

Once more the cloud flashedall kinds of creatureshorses and elephants, lions and dogsoh, such

beasts! And such birds!great birds whose wings gleamed singly every colour gathered in sunset or

rainbow! little birds whose feathers sparkled as with all the precious stones of the hoarding earth!silvery

cranes; red flamingoes; opal pigeons; peacocks gorgeous in gold and green and blue; jewelly humming

birds!greatwinged butterflies; lithevolumed creeping thingsall in one heavenly flash!

"I see that serpents grow birds here, as caterpillars used to grow butterflies!" remarked Lona.

"I saw my white pony, that died when I was a child.I needn't have been so sorry; I should just have

Thunder, clap or roll, there had been none. And now came a sweet rain, filling the atmosphere with a

caressing coolness. We breathed deep, and stepped out with stronger strides. The falling drops flashed the

colours of all the waked up gems of the earth, and a mighty rainbow spanned the city.

The blue clouds gathered thicker; the rain fell in torrents; the children exulted and ran; it was all we could do

With silent, radiant roll, the river swept onward, filling to the margin its smooth, soft, yielding channel. For,

instead of rock or shingle or sand, it flowed over grass in which grew primroses and daisies, crocuses and

narcissi, pimpernels and anemones, a starry multitude, large and bright through the brilliant water. The river

had gathered no turbid cloudiness from the rain, not even a tinge of yellow or brown; the delicate mass shone

Drawing nearer to the mountain, we saw that the river came from its very peak, and rushed in full volume

through the main street of the city. It descended to the gate by a stair of deep and wide steps, mingled of

porphyry and serpentine, which continued to the foot of the mountain. There arriving we found shallower

steps on both banks, leading up to the gate, and along the ascending street. Without the briefest halt, the Little

Outside, on the landing, sat the portress, a womanangel of dark visage, leaning her shadowed brow on her

idle hand. The children rushed upon her, covering her with caresses, and ere she understood, they had taken

heaven by surprise, and were already in the city, still mounting the stair by the side of the descending torrent.

A great angel, attended by a company of shining ones, came down to meet and receive them, but merrily

evading them all, up still they ran. In merry dance, however, a group of womanangels descended upon them,

and in a moment they were fettered in heavenly arms. The radiants carried them away, and I saw them no

"Ah!" said the mighty angel, continuing his descent to meet us who were now almost at the gate and within

hearing of his words, "this is well! these are soldiers to take heaven itself by storm!I hear of a horde of

"Take those animals to the royal stables," he added; "there tend them; then turn them into the king's forest."

Immediately he turned and led the way higher. The scales of his armour flashed like flakes of lightning.

Thought cannot form itself to tell what I felt, thus received by the officers of heaven***. All I wanted and

We stood for a moment at the gate whence issued roaring the radiant river. I know not whence came the

stones that fashioned it, but among them I saw the prototypes of all the gems I had loved on earthfar more

beautiful than they, for these were living stones such in which I saw, not the intent alone, but the intender

too; not the idea alone, but the imbodier present, the operant outsender: nothing in this kingdom was dead;

We went up through the city and passed out. There was no wall on the upper side, but a huge pile of broken

rocks, upsloping like the moraine of an eternal glacier; and through the openings between the rocks, the river

came billowing out. On their top I could dimly discern what seemed three or four great steps of a stair,

disappearing in a cloud white as snow; and above the steps I saw, but with my mind's eye only, as it were a

grand old chair, the throne of the Ancient of Days. Over and under and between those steps issued,

My heart beating with hope and desire, I held faster the hand of my Lona, and we began to climb; but soon

we let each other go, to use hands as well as feet in the toilsome ascent of the huge stones. At length we drew

near the cloud, which hung down the steps like the borders of a garment, passed through the fringe, and

entered the deep folds. A hand, warm and strong, laid hold of mine, and drew me to a little door with a

golden lock. The door opened; the hand let mine go, and pushed me gently through. I turned quickly, and saw

the board of a large book in the act of closing behind me. I stood alone in my library.

As yet I have not found Lona, but Mara is much with me. She has taught me many things, and is teaching me

Can it be that that last waking also was in the dream? that I am still in the chamber of death, asleep and

dreaming, not yet ripe enough to wake? Or can it be that I did not go to sleep outright and heartily, and so

have come awake too soon? If that waking was itself but a dream, surely it was a dream of a better waking

yet to come, and I have not been the sport of a false vision! Such a dream must have yet lovelier truth at the

"Say rather," suggests Hope, "thy brain was the violin whence it issued, and the fever in thy blood the bow

that drew it forth.But who made the violin? and who guided the bow across its strings? Say rather,

againwho set the song birds each on its bough in the tree of life, and startled each in its order from its

perch? Whence came the fantasia? and whence the life that danced thereto? Didst THOU say, in the dark of

thy own unconscious self, `Let beauty be; let truth seem!' and straightway beauty was, and truth but seemed?"

When a man dreams his own dream, he is the sport of his dream; when Another gives it him, that Other is

I have never again sought the mirror. The hand sent me back: I will not go out again by that door! "All the

Now and then, when I look round on my books, they seem to waver as if a wind rippled their solid mass, and

another world were about to break through. Sometimes when I am abroad, a like thing takes place; the

heavens and the earth, the trees and the grass appear for a moment to shake as if about to pass away; then, lo,

they have settled again into the old familiar face! At times I seem to hear whisperings around me, as if some

that loved me were talking of me; but when I would distinguish the words, they cease, and all is very still. I

know not whether these things rise in my brain, or enter it from without. I do not seek them; they come, and I

Strange dim memories, which will not abide identification, often, through misty windows of the past, look

out upon me in the broad daylight, but I never dream now. It may be, notwithstanding, that, when most

awake, I am only dreaming the more! But when I wake at last into that life which, as a mother her child,

carries this life in its bosom, I shall know that I wake, and shall doubt no more.

Novalis says, "Our life is no dream, but it should and will perhaps become one."

**Chapter 45: Tin tin sonando con s� dolce nota Che 'l ben disposto spirito d' amor turge. DEL PARADISO,