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Table of Contents
Miss Billie's Decision ...........................................................................................................................................1
Eleanor H. Porter.....................................................................................................................................1
CHAPTER I. CALDERWELL DOES SOME TALKING ......................................................................1
CHAPTER II. AUNT HANNAH GETS A LETTER.............................................................................8
CHAPTER III. BILLY AND BERTRAM .............................................................................................12
CHAPTER IV. FOR MARY JANE......................................................................................................18
CHAPTER V. MARIE SPEAKS HER MIND ......................................................................................20
CHAPTER VI. AT THE SIGN OF THE PINK....................................................................................23
CHAPTER VII. OLD FRIENDS AND NEW.......................................................................................28
CHAPTER VIII. M. J. OPENS THE GAME........................................................................................32
CHAPTER IX. A RUG, A PICTURE, AND A GIRL AFRAID..........................................................38
CHAPTER X. A JOB FOR PETEAND FOR BERTRAM ...............................................................45
CHAPTER XI. A CLOCK AND AUNT HANNAH .............................................................................54
CHAPTER XII. SISTER KATE ............................................................................................................58
CHAPTER XIII. CYRIL AND A WEDDING ......................................................................................62
CHAPTER XIV. M. J. MAKES ANOTHER MOVE...........................................................................69
CHAPTER XV. ``MR. BILLY'' AND ``MISS MARY JANE'' .............................................................74
CHAPTER XVI. A GIRL AND A BIT OF LOWESTOFT..................................................................77
CHAPTER XVII. ONLY A LOVE SONG, BUT .............................................................................83
CHAPTER XVIII. SUGARPLUMS ......................................................................................................85
CHAPTER XIX. ALICE GREGGORY................................................................................................88
CHAPTER XX. ARKWRIGHT TELLS A STORY.............................................................................93
CHAPTER XXI. A MATTER OF STRAIGHT BUSINESS................................................................96
CHAPTER XXII. PLANS AND PLOTTINGS ...................................................................................100
CHAPTER XXIII. THE CAUSE AND BERTRAM ...........................................................................105
CHAPTER XXIV. THE ARTIST AND HIS ART.............................................................................109
CHAPTER XXV. THE OPERETTA..................................................................................................111
CHAPTER XXVI. ARKWRIGHT TELLS ANOTHER STORY .......................................................114
CHAPTER XXVII. THE THING THAT WAS THE TRUTH...........................................................119
CHAPTER XXVIII. BILLY TAKES HER TURN.............................................................................123
CHAPTER XXIX. KATE WRITES A LETTER ................................................................................125
CHAPTER XXX. ``I'VE HINDERED HIM'' ......................................................................................128
CHAPTER XXXI. FLIGHT................................................................................................................132
CHAPTER XXXII. PETE TO THE RESCUE ....................................................................................139
CHAPTER XXXIII. BERTRAM TAKES THE REINS.....................................................................141
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Miss Billie's Decision
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I. CALDERWELL DOES SOME TALKING
II. AUNT HANNAH GETS A LETTER
III. BILLY AND BERTRAM
IV. FOR MARY JANE
V. MARIE SPEAKS HER MIND
VI. AT THE SIGN OF THE PINK
VII. OLD FRIENDS AND NEW
VIII. M. J. OPENS THE GAME
IX. A RUG, A PICTURE, AND A GIRL AFRAID
X. A JOB FOR PETEAND FOR BERTRAM
XI. A CLOCK AND AUNT HANNAH
XII. SISTER KATE
XIII. CYRIL AND A WEDDING
XIV. M. J. MAKES ANOTHER MOVE
XV. ``MR. BILLY'' AND ``MISS MARY JANE''
XVI. A GIRL AND A BIT OF LOWESTOFT
XVII. ONLY A LOVE SONG, BUT
XVIII. SUGARPLUMS
XIX. ALICE GREGGORY
XX. ARKWRIGHT TELLS A STORY
XXI. A MATTER OF STRAIGHT BUSINESS
XXII. PLANS AND PLOTTINGS
XXIII. THE CAUSE AND BERTRAM
XXIV. THE ARTIST AND HIS ART
XXV. THE OPERETTA
XXVI. ARKWRIGHT TELLS ANOTHER STORY
XXVII. THE THING THAT WAS THE TRUTH
XXVIII. BILLY TAKES HER TURN
XXIX. KATE WRITES A LETTER
XXX. ``I'VE HINDERED HIM''
XXXI. FLIGHT
XXXII. PETE TO THE RESCUE
XXXIII. BERTRAM TAKES THE REINS
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My Cousin Helen
CHAPTER I. CALDERWELL DOES SOME TALKING
Calderwell had met Mr. M. J. Arkwright in London through a common friend; since then they had tramped
half over Europe together in a comradeship that was as delightful as it was unusual. As Calderwell put it in a
letter to his sister, Belle:
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``We smoke the same cigar and drink the same tea (he's just as much of an old woman on that subject as I
am!), and we agree beautifully on all necessary points of living, from tipping to late sleeping in the morning;
while as for politics and religionwe disagree in those just enough to lend spice to an otherwise tame
existence.''
Farther along in this same letter Calderwell touched upon his new friend again.
``I admit, however, I would like to know his name. To find out what that mysterious `M. J.' stands for has got
to be pretty nearly an obsession with me. I am about ready to pick his pocket or rifle his trunk in search of
some lurking `Martin' or `John' that will set me at peace. As it is, I confess that I have ogled his incoming
mail and his outgoing baggage shamelessly, only to be slapped in the face always and everlastingly by that
bland `M. J.' I've got my revenge, now, though. To myself I call him `Mary Jane' and his
broadshouldered, brownbearded six feet of muscular manhood would so like to be called `Mary Jane'! By
the way, Belle, if you ever hear of murder and sudden death in my direction, better set the sleuths on the trail
of Arkwright. Six to one you'll find I called him `Mary Jane' to his face!''
Calderwell was thinking of that letter now, as he sat at a small table in a Paris caf. Opposite him was the six
feet of muscular manhood, broad shoulders, pointed brown beard, and alland he had just addressed it,
inadvertently, as ``Mary Jane.''
During the brief, sickening moment of silence after the name had left his lips, Calderwell was conscious of a
whimsical realization of the lights, music, and laughter all about him.
``Well, I chose as safe a place as I could!'' he was thinking. Then Arkwright spoke.
``How long since you've been in correspondence with members of my family?''
``Eh?''
Arkwright laughed grimly.
``Perhaps you thought of it yourself, then I'll admit you're capable of it,'' he nodded, reaching for a cigar.
``But it so happens you hit upon my family's favorite name for me.''
``_Mary Jane!_ You mean they actually _call_ you that?''
``Yes,'' bowed the big fellow, calmly, as he struck a light. ``Appropriate!don't you think?''
Calderwell did not answer. He thought he could not.
``Well, silence gives consent, they say,'' laughed the other. ``Anyhow, you must have had _some_ reason for
calling me that.''
``Arkwright, what _does_ `M. J.' stand for?'' demanded Calderwell.
``Oh, is that it?'' smiled the man opposite. ``Well, I'll own those initials have been something of a puzzle to
people. One man declares they're `Merely Jokes'; but another, not so friendly, says they stand for `Mostly
Jealousy' of more fortunate chaps who have real names for a handle. My small brothers and sisters,
discovering, with the usual perspicacity of one's family on such matters, that I never signed, or called myself
anything but `M. J.,' dubbed me `Mary Jane.' And there you have it.''
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``Mary Jane! You!''
Arkwright smiled oddly.
``Oh, well, what's the difference? Would you deprive them of their innocent amusement? And they do so love
that `Mary Jane'! Besides, what's in a name, anyway?'' he went on, eyeing the glowing tip of the cigar
between his fingers. `` `A rose by any other name'you've heard that, probably. Names don't always
signify, my dear fellow. For instance, I know a `Billy'but he's a girl.''
Calderwell gave a sudden start.
``You don't mean BillyNeilson?''
The other turned sharply.
``Do _you_ know Billy Neilson?''
Calderwell gave his friend a glance from scornful eyes.
``Do I know Billy Neilson?'' he cried. ``Does a fellow usually know the girl he's proposed to regularly once in
three months? Oh, I know I'm telling tales out of school, of course,'' he went on, in response to the look that
had come into the brown eyes opposite. ``But what's the use? Everybody knows itthat knows us. Billy
herself got so she took it as a matter of courseand refused as a matter of course, too; just as she would
refuse a serving of apple pie at dinner, if she hadn't wanted it.''
``Apple pie!'' scouted Arkwright.
Calderwell shrugged his shoulders.
``My dear fellow, you don't seem to realize it, but for the last six months you have been assisting at the
obsequies of a dead romance.''
``Indeed! And is itburied, yet?''
``Oh, no,'' sighed Calderwell, cheerfully. ``I shall go back one of these days, I'll warrant, and begin the same
old game again; though I will acknowledge that the last refusal was so very decided that it's been a year,
almost, since I received it. I think I was really convinced, for a while, thatthat she didn't want that apple
pie,'' he finished with a whimsical lightness that did not quite coincide with the stern lines that had come to
his mouth.
For a moment there was silence, then Calderwell spoke again.
``Where did you knowMiss Billy?''
``Oh, I don't know her at all. I know of her through Aunt Hannah.''
Calderwell sat suddenly erect.
``Aunt Hannah! Is she your aunt, too? Jove! This _is_ a little old world, after all; isn't it?''
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``She isn't my aunt. She's my mother's third cousin. None of us have seen her for years, but she writes to
mother occasionally; and, of course, for some time now, her letters have been running over full of Billy. She
lives with her, I believe; doesn't she?''
``She does,'' rejoined Calderwell, with an unexpected chuckle. ``I wonder if you know how she happened to
live with her, at first.''
``Why, no, I reckon not. What do you mean?''
Calderwell chuckled again.
``Well, I'll tell you. You, being a `Mary Jane,' ought to appreciate it. You see, Billy was named for one
William Henshaw, her father's chum, who promptly forgot all about her. At eighteen, Billy, being left quite
alone in the world, wrote to `Uncle William' and asked to come and live with him.''
``Well?''
``But it wasn't well. William was a fortyyear old widower who lived with two younger brothers, an old
butler, and a Chinese cook in one of those funny old Beacon Street houses in Boston. `The Strata,' Bertram
called it. Bright boyBertram!''
``The Strata!''
``Yes. I wish you could see that house, Arkwright. It's a regular layer cake. Cyrilhe's the second brother;
must be thirtyfour or five nowlives on the top floor in a rugless, curtainless, musicmad existencejust
a plain crank. Below him comes William. William collects things everything from tenpenny nails to
teapots, I should say, and they're all there in his rooms. Farther down somewhere comes Bertram. He's _the_
Bertram Henshaw, you understand; the artist.''
``Not the `FaceofaGirl' Henshaw?''
``The same; only of course four years ago he wasn't quite so well known as he is now. Well, to resume and go
on. It was into this house, this masculine paradise ruled over by Pete and Dong Ling in the kitchen, that
Billy's nave request for a home came.''
``Great Scott!'' breathed Arkwright, appreciatively.
``Yes. Well, the letter was signed `Billy.' They took her for a boy, naturally, and after something of a struggle
they agreed to let `him' come. For his particular delectation they fixed up a room next to Bertram with guns
and fishing rods, and such ladylike specialties; and William went to the station to meet the boy.''
``With never a suspicion?''
``With never a suspicion.''
``Gorry!''
``Well, `he' came, and `she' conquered. I guess things were lively for a while, though. Oh, there was a kitten,
too, I believe, `Spunk,' who added to the gayety of nations.''
``But what did the Henshaws do?''
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``Well, I wasn't there, of course; but Bertram says they spun around like tops gone mad for a time, but finally
quieted down enough to summon a married sister for immediate propriety, and to establish Aunt Hannah for
permanency the next day.''
``So that's how it happened! Well, by George!'' cried Arkwright.
``Yes,'' nodded the other. ``So you see there are untold possibilities just in a name. Remember that. Just
suppose _you_, as Mary Jane, should beg a home in a feminine householdsay in Miss Billy's, for
instance!''
``I'd like to,'' retorted Arkwright, with sudden warmth.
Calderwell stared a little.
The other laughed shamefacedly.
``Oh, it's only that I happen to have a devouring curiosity to meet that special young lady. I sing her songs
(you know she's written some dandies!), I've heard a lot about her, and I've seen her picture.'' (He did not add
that he had also purloined that same picture from his mother's bureauthe picture being a gift from Aunt
Hannah.) ``So you see I would, indeed, like to occupy a corner in the fair Miss Billy's household. I could
write to Aunt Hannah and beg a home with her, you know; eh?''
``Of course! Why don't you`Mary Jane'?'' laughed Calderwell. ``Billy'd take you all right. She's had a little
Miss Hawthorn, a music teacher, there for months. She's always doing stunts of that sort. Belle writes me that
she's had a dozen forlornites there all this last summer, two or three at a timetired widows, lonesome old
maids, and crippled kidsjust to give them a royal good time. So you see she'd take you, without a doubt.
Jove! what a pair you'd make: Miss Billy and Mr. Mary Jane! You'd drive the suffragettes into conniption
fitsjust by the sound of you!''
Arkwright laughed quietly; then he frowned.
``But how about it?'' he asked. ``I thought she was keeping house with Aunt Hannah. Didn't she stay at all
with the Henshaws?''
``Oh, yes, a few months. I never knew just why she did leave, but I fancied, from something Billy herself said
once, that she discovered she was creating rather too much of an upheaval in the Strata. So she took herself
off. She went to school, and travelled considerably. She was over here when I met her first. After that she was
with us all one summer on the yacht. A couple of years ago, or so, she went back to Boston, bought a house
and settled down with Aunt Hannah.''
``And she's not marriedor even engaged?''
``Wasn't the last I heard. I haven't seen her since December, and I've heard from her only indirectly. She
corresponds with my sister, and so do Iintermittently. I heard a month ago from Belle, and _she_ had a
letter from Billy in August. But I heard nothing of any engagement.''
``How about the Henshaws? I should think there might be a chance there for a romance a charming girl,
and three unattached men.''
Calderwell gave a slow shake of the head.
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``I don't think so. William islet me see nearly fortyfive, I guess, by this time; and he isn't a marrying
man. He buried his heart with his wife and baby years ago. Cyril, according to Bertram, `hates women and all
other confusion,' so that ought to let him out. As for Bertram himselfBertram is `only Bertram.' He's
always been that. Bertram loves girlsto paint; but I can't imagine him making serious love to any one. It
would always be the tilt of a chin or the turn of a cheek that he was admiringto paint.
No, there's no chance for a romance there, I'll warrant.''
``But there'syourself.''
Calderwell's eyebrows rose the fraction of an inch.
``Oh, of course. I presume January or February will find me back there,'' he admitted with a sigh and a shrug.
Then, a little bitterly, he added: ``No, Arkwright. I shall keep away if I can. I _know_ there's no chance for
menow.''
``Then you'll leave me a clear field?'' bantered the other.
``Of course`Mary Jane,' '' retorted Calderwell, with equal lightness.
``Thank you.''
``Oh, you needn't,'' laughed Calderwell. ``My giving you the right of way doesn't insure you a thoroughfare
for yourselfthere are others, you know. Billy Neilson has had sighing swains about I her, I imagine, since
she could walk and talk. She is a wonderfully fascinating little bit of femininity, and she has a heart of pure
gold. All is, I envy the man who wins itfor the man who wins that, wins her.''
There was no answer. Arkwright sat with his eyes on the moving throng outside the window near them.
Perhaps he had not heard. At all events, when he spoke some time later, it was of a matter far removed from
Miss Billy Neilson, or the way to her heart. Nor was the young lady mentioned between them again that day.
Long hours later, just before parting for the night, Arkwright said:
``Calderwell, I'm sorry, but I believe, after all, I can't take that trip to the lakes with you. I I'm going home
next week.''
``Home! Hang it, Arkwright! I'd counted on you. Isn't this rather sudden?''
``Yes, and no. I'll own I've been drifting about with you contentedly enough for the last six months to make
you think mountainclimbing and boatpaddling were the end and aim of my existence. But they aren't, you
know, really.''
``Nonsense! At heart you're as much of a vagabond as I am; and you know it.''
``Perhaps. But unfortunately I don't happen to carry your pocketbook.''
``You may, if you like. I'll hand it over any time,'' grinned Calderwell.
``Thanks. You know well enough what I mean,'' shrugged the other.
There was a moment's silence; then Calderwell queried:
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``Arkwright, how old are you?''
``Twentyfour.''
``Good! Then you're merely travelling to supplement your education, see?''
``Oh, yes, I see. But something besides my education has got to be supplemented now, I reckon.''
``What are you going to do?''
There was an almost imperceptible hesitation; then, a little shortly, came the answer:
``Hit the trail for Grand Opera, and bring up, probablyin vaudeville.''
Calderwell smiled appreciatively.
``You _can_ sing like the devil,'' he admitted.
``Thanks,'' returned his friend, with uplifted eyebrows. ``Do you mind calling it `an angel' just for this
occasion?''
``Oh, the matinegirls will do that fast enough. But, I say, Arkwright, what are you going to do with those
initials then?''
``Let 'em alone.''
``Oh, no, you won't. And you won't be `Mary Jane,' either. Imagine a Mary Jane in Grand Opera! I know
what you'll be. You'll be `Seor Martini Johnini Arkwrightino'! By the way, you didn't say what that `M. J.'
really did stand for,'' hinted Calderwell, shamelessly
`` `Merely Jokes'in your estimation, evidently,'' shrugged the other. ``But my going isn't a joke,
Calderwell. I'm really going. And I'm going to work.''
``Buthow shall you manage?''
``Time will tell.''
Calderwell frowned and stirred restlessly in his chair.
``But, honestly, now, toto follow that trail of yours will take money. Ander'' a faint red stole to his
forehead``don't they have erpatrons for these young and budding geniuses? Why can't I have a hand
in this trail, too or maybe you'd call it a foot, eh? I'd be no end glad to, Arkwright.''
``Thanks, old man.'' The red was duplicated this time above the brown silky beard. ``That was mighty kind of
you, and I appreciate it; but it won't be necessary. A generous, but perhaps misguided bachelor uncle left me
a few thousands a year or so ago; and I'm going to put them all down my throator rather, _into_ itbefore
I give up.''
``Where you going to study? New York?''
Again there was an almost imperceptible hesitation before the answer came.
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``I'm not quite prepared to say.''
``Why not try it here?''
Arkwright shook his head.
``I did plan to, when I came over but I've changed my mind. I believe I'd rather work while longer in
America.''
``Hmm,'' murmured Calderwell.
There was a brief silence, followed by other questions and other answers; after which the friends said good
night.
In his own room, as he was dropping off to sleep, Calderwell muttered drowsily:
``By George! I haven't found out yet what that blamed `M. J.' stands for!''
CHAPTER II. AUNT HANNAH GETS A LETTER
In the cozy livingroom at Hillside, Billy Neilson's pretty home on Corey Hill, Billy herself sat writing at the
desk. Her pen had just traced the date, ``October twentyfifth,'' when Mrs. Stetson entered with a letter in her
hand.
``Writing, my dear? Then don't let me disturb you.'' She turned as if to go.
Billy dropped her pen, sprang to her feet, flew to the little woman's side and whirled her half across the room.
``There!'' she exclaimed, as she plumped the breathless and scandalized Aunt Hannah into the biggest easy
chair. ``I feel better. I just had to let off steam some way. It's so lovely you came in just when you did!''
``Indeed! II'm not so sure of that,'' stammered the lady, dropping the letter into her lap, and patting with
agitated fingers her cap, her curls, the two shawls about her shoulders, and the lace at her throat. ``My grief
and conscience, Billy! Wors't you _ever_ grow up?''
``Hope not,'' purred Billy cheerfully, dropping herself on to a low hassock at Aunt Hannah's feet.
``But, my dear, youyou're engaged!''
Billy bubbled into a chuckling laugh.
``As if I didn't know that, when I've just written a dozen notes to announce it! And, oh, Aunt Hannah, such a
time as I've had, telling what a dear Bertram is, and how I love, love, _love_ him, and what beautiful eyes he
has, and _such_ a nose, and''
``Billy!'' Aunt Hannah was sitting erect in pale horror.
``Eh?'' Billy's eyes were roguish.
``You didn't write that in those notes!''
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``Write it? Oh, no! That's only what I _wanted_ to write,'' chuckled Billy. ``What I really did write was as
staid and proper ashere, let me show you,'' she broke off, springing to her feet and running over to her
desk. ``There! this is about what I wrote to them all,'' she finished, whipping a note out of one of the unsealed
envelopes on the desk and spreading it open before Aunt Hannah's suspicious eyes.
``Hmm; that is very goodfor you,'' admitted the lady.
``Well, I like that!after all my stern self control and selfsacrifice to keep out all those things I _wanted_
to write,'' bridled Billy. ``Besides, they'd have been ever so much more interesting reading than these will be,''
she pouted, as she took the note from her companion's hand.
``I don't doubt it,'' observed Aunt Hannah, dryly.
Billy laughed, and tossed the note back on the desk.
``I'm writing to Belle Calderwell, now,'' she announced musingly, dropping herself again on the hassock. ``I
suppose she'll tell Hugh.''
``Poor boy! He'll be disappointed.''
Billy sighed, but she uptilted her chin a little.
``He ought not to be. I told him long, long ago, the very first time, thatthat I couldn't.''
``I know, dear; butthey don't always understand.'' Aunt Hannah sighed in sympathy with the faraway
Hugh Calderwell, as she looked down at the bright young face near her.
There was a moment's silence; then Billy gave a little laugh.
``He _will_ be surprised,'' she said. ``He told me once that Bertram wouldn't ever care for any girl except to
paint. To paint, indeed! As if Bertram didn't love mejust _me!_if he never saw another tube of paint!''
``I think he does, my dear.''
Again there was silence; then, from Billy's lips there came softly:
``Just think; we've been engaged almost four weeksand tomorrow it'll be announced. I'm so glad I didn't
ever announce the other two!''
``The other _two!_'' cried Aunt Hannah.
Billy laughed.
``Oh, I forgot. You didn't know about Cyril.''
``Cyril!''
``Oh, there didn't anybody know it, either not even Cyril himself,'' dimpled Billy, mischievously. ``I just
engaged myself to him in imagination, you know, to see how I'd like it. I didn't like it. But it didn't last,
anyhow, very long just three weeks, I believe. Then I broke it off,'' she finished, with unsmiling mouth, but
dancing eyes.
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``Billy!'' protested Aunt Hannah, feebly.
``But I _am_ glad only the family knew about my engagement to Uncle Williamoh, Aunt Hannah, you
don't know how good it does seem to call him `Uncle' again. It was always slipping out, anyhow, all the time
we were engaged; and of course it was awful then.''
``That only goes to prove, my dear, how entirely unsuitable it was, from the start.''
A bright color flooded Billy's face.
``I know; but if a girl _will_ think a man is asking for a wife when all he wants is a daughter, and if she
blandly says `Yes, thank you, I'll marry you,' I don't know what you can expect!''
``You can expect just what you gotmisery, and almost a tragedy,'' retorted Aunt Hannah, severely.
A tender light came into Billy's eyes.
``Dear Uncle William! What a jewel he was, all the way through! And he'd have marched straight to the altar,
too, with never a flicker of an eyelid, I knowselfsacrificing martyr that he was!''
``Martyr!'' bristled Aunt Hannah, with extraordinary violence for her. ``I'm thinking that term belonged
somewhere else. A month ago, Billy Neilson, you did not look as if you'd live out half your days. But I
suppose _you'd_ have gone to the altar, too, with never a flicker of an eyelid!''
``But I thought I had to,'' protested Billy. ``I couldn't grieve Uncle William so, after Mrs. Hartwell had said
how hehe wanted me.''
Aunt Hannah's lips grew stern at the corners.
``There are times whenwhen I think it would be wiser if Mrs. Kate Hartwell would attend to her own
affairs!'' Aunt Hannah's voice fairly shook with wrath.
``WhyAunt Hannah!'' reproved Billy in mischievous horror. ``I'm shocked at you!''
Aunt Hannah flushed miserably.
``There, there, child, forget I said it. I ought not to have said it, of course,'' she murmured agitatedly.
Billy laughed.
``You should have heard what Uncle William said! But never mind. We all found out the mistake before it
was too late, and everything is lovely now, even to Cyril and Marie. Did you ever see anything so beatifically
happy as that couple are? Bertram says he hasn't heard a dirge from Cyril's rooms for three weeks; and that if
anybody else played the kind of music he's been playing, it would be just common garden ragtime!''
``Music! Oh, my grief and conscience! That makes me think, Billy. If I'm not actually forgetting what I came
in here for,'' cried Aunt Hannah, fumbling in the folds of her dress for the letter that had slipped from her lap.
``I've had word from a young niece. She's going to study music in Boston.''
``A niece?''
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``Well, not really, you know. She calls me `Aunt,' just as you and the Henshaw boys do. But I really am
related to _her_, for her mother and I are third cousins, while it was my husband who was distantly related to
the Henshaw family.''
``What's her name?''
`` `Mary Jane Arkwright.' Where is that letter?''
``Here it is, on the floor,'' reported Billy. ``Were you going to read it to me?'' she asked, as she picked it up.
``Yesif you don't mind.''
``I'd love to hear it.''
``Then I'll read it. Itit rather annoys me in some ways. I thought the whole family understood that I wasn't
living by myself any longer that I was living with you. I'm sure I thought I wrote them that, long ago. But
this sounds almost as if they didn't understand itat least, as if this girl didn't.''
``How old is she?''
``I don't know; but she must be some old, to be coming here to Boston to study music, alone singing, I
think she said.''
``You don't remember her, then?''
Aunt Hannah frowned and paused, the letter half withdrawn from its envelope.
``Nobut that isn't strange. They live West. I haven't seen any of them for years. I know there are several
childrenand I suppose I've been told their names. I know there's a boythe eldest, I thinkwho is quite a
singer, and there's a girl who paints, I believe; but I don't seem to remember a `Mary Jane.' ''
``Never mind! Suppose we let Mary Jane speak for herself,'' suggested Billy, dropping her chin into the small
pink cup of her hand, and settling herself to listen.
``Very well,'' sighed Aunt Hannah; and she opened the letter and began to read.
``DEAR AUNT HANNAH:This is to tell you that I'm coming to Boston to study singing in the school for
Grand Opera, and I'm planning to look you up. Do you object? I said to a friend the other day that I'd half a
mind to write to Aunt Hannah and beg a home with her; and my friend retorted: `Why don't you, Mary Jane?'
But that, of course, I should not think of doing.
``But I know I shall be lonesome, Aunt Hannah, and I hope you'll let me see you once in a while, anyway. I
plan now to come next week I've already got as far as New York, as you see by the addressand I shall
hope to see you soon.
``All the family would send love, I know. ``M. J. ARKWRIGHT.''
``Grand Opera! Oh, how perfectly lovely,'' cried Billy.
``Yes, but Billy, do you think she is expecting me to invite her to make her home with me? I shall have to
write and explain that I can't if she does, of course.''
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Billy frowned and hesitated.
``Why, it soundeda littlethat way; but'' Suddenly her face cleared. ``Aunt Hannah, I've thought of the
very thing. We _will_ take her!''
``Oh, Billy, I couldn't think of letting you do that,'' demurred Aunt Hannah. ``You're very kindbut, oh, no;
not that!''
``Why not? I think it would be lovely; and we can just as well as not. After Marie is married in December,
she can have that room. Until then she can have the little blue room next to me.''
``Butbutwe don't know anything about her.''
``We know she's your niece, and she's lonesome; and we know she's musical. I shall love her for every one of
those things. Of course we'll take her!''
``ButI don't know anything about her age.''
``All the more reason why she should be looked out for, then,'' retorted Billy, promptly. ``Why, Aunt Hannah,
just as if you didn't want to give this lonesome, unprotected young girl a home!''
``Oh, I do, of course; but''
``Then it's all settled,'' interposed Billy, springing to her feet.
``But what if wewe shouldn't like her?''
``Nonsense! What if she shouldn't like us?'' laughed Billy. ``However, if you'd feel better, just ask her to
come and stay with us a month. We shall keep her all right, afterwards. See if we don't!''
Slowly Aunt Hannah got to her feet.
``Very well, dear. I'll write, of course, as you tell me to; and it's lovely of you to do it. Now I'll leave you to
your letters. I've hindered you far too long, as it is.''
``You've rested me,'' declared Billy, flinging wide her arms.
Aunt Hannah, fearing a second dizzying whirl impelled by those same young arms, drew her shawls about
her shoulders and backed hastily toward the hall door.
Billy laughed.
``Oh, I won't againtoday,'' she promised merrily. Then, as the lady reached the arched doorway: ``Tell
Mary Jane to let us know the day and train and we'll meet her. Oh, and Aunt Hannah, tell her to wear a
pinka white pink; and tell her we will, too,'' she finished gayly.
CHAPTER III. BILLY AND BERTRAM
Bertram called that evening. Before the open fire in the livingroom he found a pensive Billy awaiting
hima Billy who let herself be kissed, it is true, and who even kissed back, shyly, adorably; but a Billy who
looked at him with wide, almost frightened eyes.
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``Why, darling, what's the matter?'' he demanded, his own eyes growing wide and frightened.
``Bertram, it'sdone!''
``What's done? What do you mean?''
``Our engagement. It'sannounced. I wrote stacks of notes today, and even now there are some left for
tomorrow. And then there'sthe newspapers. Bertram, right away, now, _everybody_ will know it.'' Her
voice was tragic.
Bertram relaxed visibly. A tender light came to his eyes.
``Well, didn't you expect everybody would know it, my dear?''
``Yyes; but''
At her hesitation, the tender light changed to a quick fear.
``Billy, you aren'tsorry?''
The pink glory that suffused her face answered him before her words did.
``Sorry! Oh, never, Bertram! It's only that it won't be ours any longerthat is, it won't belong to just our two
selves. Everybody will know it. And they'll bow and smile and say `How lovely!' to our faces, and `Did you
ever?' to our backs. Oh, no, I'm not sorry, Bertram; but I amafraid.''
``_Afraid_Billy!''
``Yes.''
Billy sighed, and gazed with pensive eyes into the fire.
Across Bertram's face swept surprise, consternation, and dismay. Bertram had thought he knew Billy in all
her moods and fancies; but he did not know her in this one.
``Why, Billy!'' he breathed.
Billy drew another sigh. It seemed to come from the very bottoms of her small, satinslippered feet.
``Well, I am. You're _the_ Bertram Henshaw. You know lots and lots of people that I never even saw. And
they'll come and stand around and stare and lift their lorgnettes and say: `Is that the one? Dear me!' ''
Bertram gave a relieved laugh.
``Nonsense, sweetheart! I should think you were a picture I'd painted and hung on a wall.''
``I shall feel as if I werewith all those friends of yours. Bertram, what if they don't like it?'' Her voice had
grown tragic again.
``_Like_ it!''
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``Yes. The pictureme, I mean.''
``They can't help liking it,'' he retorted, with the prompt certainty of an adoring lover.
Billy shook her head. Her eyes had gone back to the fire.
``Oh, yes, they can. I can hear them. `What, _she_Bertram Henshaw's wife?a frivolous, inconsequential
``Billy'' like that?' Bertram!'' Billy turned fiercely despairing eyes on her lover``Bertram, sometimes I
wish my name were `Clarissa Cordelia,' or `Arabella Maud,' or `Hannah Jane'anything that's feminine and
proper!''
Bertram's ringing laugh brought a faint smile to Billy's lips. But the words that followed the laugh, and the
caressing touch of the man's hands sent a flood of shy color to her face.
`` `Hannah Jane,' indeed! As if I'd exchange my Billy for her or any Clarissa or Arabella that ever grew! I
adore Billyflame, nature, and''
``And naughtiness?'' put in Billy herself.
``Yesif there be any,'' laughed Bertram, fondly. ``But, see,'' he added, taking a tiny box from his pocket,
``see what I've brought for this same Billy to wear. She'd have had it long ago if she hadn't insisted on
waiting for this announcement business.''
``Oh, Bertram, what a beauty!'' dimpled Billy, as the flawless diamond in Bertram's fingers caught the light
and sent it back in a flash of flame and crimson.
``Now you are minereally mine, sweetheart!'' The man's voice and hand shook as he slipped the ring on
Billy's outstretched finger.
Billy caught her breath with almost a sob.
``And I'm so glad to beyours, dear,'' she murmured brokenly. ``Andand I'll make you proud that I am
yours, even if I am just `Billy,' '' she choked. ``Oh, I know I'll write such beautiful, beautiful songs now.''
The man drew her into a close embrace.
``As if I cared for that,'' he scoffed lovingly.
Billy looked up in quick horror.
``Why, Bertram, you don't mean you don't care?''
He laughed lightly, and took the dismayed little face between his two hands.
``Care, darling? of course I care! You know how I love your music. I care about everything that concerns
you. I meant that I'm proud of you _now_just you. I love _you_, you know.''
There was a moment's pause. Billy's eyes, as they looked at him, carried a curious intentness in their dark
depths.
``You mean, you likethe turn of my head and the tilt of my chin?'' she asked a little breathlessly.
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``I adore them!'' came the prompt answer.
To Bertram's utter amazement, Billy drew back with a sharp cry.
``No, nonot that!''
``Why, _Billy!_''
Billy laughed unexpectedly; then she sighed.
``Oh, it's all right, of course,'' she assured him hastily. ``It's only'' Billy stopped and blushed. Billy was
thinking of what Hugh Calderwell had once said to her: that Bertram Henshaw would never love any girl
seriously; that it would always be the turn of her head or the tilt of her chin that he lovedto paint.
``Well; only what?'' demanded Bertram.
Billy blushed the more deeply, but she gave a light laugh.
``Nothing, only something Hugh Calderwell said to me once. You see, Bertram, I don't think Hugh ever
thought you wouldmarry.''
``Oh, didn't he?'' bridled Bertram. ``Well, that only goes to show how much he knows about it. Erdid you
announce itto him?'' Bertram's voice was almost savage now.
Billy smiled.
``No; but I did to his sister, and she'll tell him. Oh, Bertram, such a time as I had over those notes,'' went on
Billy, with a chuckle. Her eyes were dancing, and she was seeming more like her usual self, Bertram thought.
``You see there were such a lot of things I wanted to say, about what a dear you were, and how much II
liked you, and that you had such lovely eyes, and a nose''
``Billy!'' This time it was Bertram who was sitting erect in pale horror.
Billy threw him a roguish glance.
``Goosey! You are as bad as Aunt Hannah! I said that was what I _wanted_ to say. What I really said
wasquite another matter,'' she finished with a saucy uptilting of her chin.
Bertram relaxed with a laugh.
``You witch!'' His admiring eyes still lingered on her face. ``Billy, I'm going to paint you sometime in just
that pose. You're adorable!''
``Pooh! Just another face of a girl,'' teased the adorable one.
Bertram gave a sudden exclamation.
``There! And I haven't told you, yet. Guess what my next commission is.''
``To paint a portrait?''
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``Yes.''
``Can't. Who is it?''
``J. G. Winthrop's daughter.''
``Not _the_ J. G. Winthrop?''
``The same.''
``Oh, Bertram, how splendid!''
``Isn't it? And then the girl herself! Have you seen her? But you haven't, I know, unless you met her abroad.
She hasn't been in Boston for years until now.''
``No, I haven't seen her. Is she so _very_ beautiful?'' Billy spoke a little soberly.
``Yesand no.'' The artist lifted his head alertly. What Billy called his ``painting look'' came to his face. ``It
isn't that her features are so regularthough her mouth and chin are perfect. But her face has so much
character, and there's an elusive something about her eyes Jove! If I can only catch it, it'll be the best thing
yet that I've ever done, Billy.''
``Will it? I'm so gladand you'll get it, I know you will,'' claimed Billy, clearing her throat a little nervously.
``I wish I felt so sure,'' sighed Bertram. ``But it'll be a great thing if I do get itJ. G. Winthrop's daughter,
you know, besides the merit of the likeness itself.''
``Yes; yes, indeed!'' Billy cleared her throat again. ``You've seen her, of course, lately?''
``Oh, yes. I was there half the morning discussing the detailssittings and costume, and deciding on the
pose.''
``Did you find oneto suit?''
``Find one!'' The artist made a despairing gesture. ``I found a dozen that I wanted. The trouble was to tell
which I wanted the most.''
Billy gave a nervous little laugh.
``Isn't thatunusual?'' she asked.
Bertram lifted his eyebrows with a quizzical smile.
``Well, they aren't all Marguerite Winthrops,'' he reminded her.
``Marguerite!'' cried Billy. ``Oh, is her name Marguerite? I do think Marguerite is the dearest name!'' Billy's
eyes and voice were wistful.
``I don'tnot the _dearest_. Oh, it's all well enough, of course, but it can't be compared for a moment
towell, say, `Billy'!''
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Billy smiled, but she shook her head.
``I'm afraid you're not a good judge of names,'' she objected.
``Yes, I am; though, for that matter, I should love your name, no matter what it was.''
``Even if 'twas `Mary Jane,' eh?'' bantered Billy. ``Well, you'll have a chance to find out how you like that
name pretty quick, sir. We're going to have one here.''
``You're going to have a Mary Jane here? Do you mean that Rosa's going away?''
``Mercy! I hope not,'' shuddered Billy. ``You don't find a Rosa in every kitchenand never in employment
agencies! My Mary Jane is a niece of Aunt Hannah's,or rather, a cousin. She's coming to Boston to study
music, and I've invited her here. We've asked her for a month, though I presume we shall keep her right
along.''
Bertram frowned.
``Well, of course, that's very nice for_Mary Jane_,'' he sighed with meaning emphasis.
Billy laughed.
``Don't worry, dear. She won't bother us any.''
``Oh, yes, she will,'' sighed Bertram. ``She'll be 'roundlots; you see if she isn't. Billy, I think sometimes
you're almost too kindto other folks.''
``Never!'' laughed Billy. Besides, what would you have me do when a lonesome young girl was coming to
Boston? Anyhow, _you're_ not the one to talk, young man. I've known _you_ to take in a lonesome girl and
give her a home,'' she flashed merrily.
Bertram chuckled.
``Jove! What a time that was!'' he exclaimed, regarding his companion with fond eyes. ``And Spunk, too! Is
she going to bring a Spunk?''
``Not that I've heard,'' smiled Billy; ``but she _is_ going to wear a pink.''
``Not really, Billy?''
``Of course she is! I told her to. How do you suppose we could know her when we saw her, if she didn't?''
demanded the girl, indignantly. ``And what is more, sir, there will be _two_ pinks worn this time. _I_ sha'n't
do as Uncle William did, and leave off my pink. Only think what long minutes that seemed hours of
miseryI spent waiting there in that trainshed, just because I didn't know which man was my Uncle
William!''
Bertram laughed and shrugged his shoulders.
``Well, your Mary Jane won't probably turn out to be quite such a bombshell as our Billy didunless she
should prove to be a boy,'' he added whimsically. ``Oh, but Billy, she _can't_ turn out to be such a dear
treasure,'' finished the man. And at the adoring look in his eyes Billy blushed deeplyand promptly forgot
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all about Mary Jane and her pink.
CHAPTER IV. FOR MARY JANE
``I have a letter here from Mary Jane, my dear,'' announced Aunt Hannah at the luncheon table one day.
``Have you?'' Billy raised interested eyes from her own letters. ``What does she say?''
``She will be here Thursday. Her train is due at the South Station at fourthirty. She seems to be very grateful
to you for your offer to let her come right here for a month; but she says she's afraid you don't realize,
perhaps, just what you are doingto take her in like that, with her singing, and all.''
``Nonsense! She doesn't refuse, does she?''
``Oh, no; she doesn't refusebut she doesn't accept either, exactly, as I can see. I've read the letter over
twice, too. I'll let you judge for yourself by and by, when you have time to read it.''
Billy laughed.
``Never mind. I don't want to read it. She's just a little shy about coming, that's all. She'll stay all right, when
we come to meet her. What time did you say it was, Thursday?''
``Half past four, South Station.''
``Thursday, at half past four. Let me see that's the day of the Carletons' `At Home,' isn't it?''
``Oh, my grief and conscience, yes! But I had forgotten it. What shall we do?''
``Oh, that will be easy. We'll just go to the Carletons' early and have John wait, then take us from there to the
South Station. Meanwhile we'll make sure that the little blue room is all ready for her. I put in my white
enamel workbasket yesterday, and that pretty little blue case for hairpins and curling tongs that I bought at
the fair. I want the room to look homey to her, you know.''
``As if it could look any other way, if _you_ had anything to do with it,'' sighed Aunt Hannah, admiringly.
Billy laughed.
``If we get stranded we might ask the Henshaw boys to help us out, Aunt Hannah. They'd probably suggest
guns and swords. That's the way they fixed up _my_ room.''
Aunt Hannah raised shocked hands of protest.
``As if we would! Mercy, what a time that was!''
Billy laughed again.
``I never shall forget, _never_, my first glimpse of that room when Mrs. Hartwell switched on the lights. Oh,
Aunt Hannah, I wish you could have seen it before they took out those guns and spiders!''
``As if I didn't see quite enough when I saw William's face that morning he came for me!'' retorted Aunt
Hannah, spiritedly.
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``Dear Uncle William! What an old saint he has been all the way through,'' mused Billy aloud. ``And
Cyrilwho would ever have believed that the day would come when Cyril would say to me, as he did last
night, that he felt as if Marie had been gone a month. It's been just seven days, you know.''
``I know. She comes tomorrow, doesn't she?''
``Yes, and I'm glad. I shall tell Marie she needn't leave Cyril on _my_ hands again. Bertram says that at home
Cyril hasn't played a dirge since his engagement; but I notice that up here where Marie might be, but
isn'this tunes would never be mistaken for ragtime. By the way,'' she added, as she rose from the table,
``that's another surprise in store for Hugh Calderwell. He always declared that Cyril wasn't a marrying man,
either, any more than Bertram. You know he said Bertram only cared for girls to paint; but'' She stopped
and looked inquiringly at Rosa, who had appeared at that moment in the hall doorway.
``It's the telephone, Miss Neilson. Mr. Bertram Henshaw wants you.''
A few minutes later Aunt Hannah heard Billy at the piano. For fifteen, twenty, thirty minutes the brilliant
scales and arpeggios rippled through the rooms and up the stairs to Aunt Hannah, who knew, by the very
sound of them, that some unusual nervousness was being worked off at the finger tips that played them. At
the end of forty five minutes Aunt Hannah went downstairs.
``Billy, my dear, excuse me, but have you forgotten what time it is? Weren't you going out with Bertram?''
Billy stopped playing at once, but she did not turn her head. Her fingers busied themselves with some music
on the piano.
``We aren't going, Aunt Hannah,'' she said.
``Bertram can't.''
``_Can't!_''
``Well, he didn't want toso of course I said not to. He's been painting this morning on a new portrait, and
she said he might stay to luncheon and keep right on for a while this afternoon, if he liked. Andhe did like,
so he stayed.''
``Why, howhow'' Aunt Hannah stopped helplessly.
``Oh, no, not at all,'' interposed Billy, lightly. ``He told me all about it the other night. It's going to be a very
wonderful portrait; and, of course, I wouldn't want to interfere withhis work!'' And again a brilliant scale
rippled from Billy's fingers after a crashing chord in the bass.
Slowly Aunt Hannah turned and went upstairs. Her eyes were troubled. Not since Billy's engagement had
she heard Billy play like that.
Bertram did not find a pensive Billy awaiting him that evening. He found a brighteyed, flushedcheeked
Billy, who let herself be kissed oncebut who did not kiss back; a blithe, elusive Billy, who played
tripping little melodies, and sang jolly little songs, instead of sitting before the fire and talking; a Billy who at
last turned, and asked tranquilly:
``Well, how did the picture go?''
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Bertram rose then, crossed the room, and took Billy very gently into his arms.
``Sweetheart, you were a dear this noon to let me off like that,'' he began in a voice shaken with emotion.
``You don't know, perhaps, exactly what you did. You see, I was nearly wild between wanting to be with you,
and wanting to go on with my work. And I was just at that point where one little word from you, one hint that
you wanted me to come anywayand I should have come. But you didn't say it, nor hint it. Like the brave
little bit of inspiration that you are, you bade me stay and go on with my work.''
The ``inspiration's'' head drooped a little lower, but this only brought a wealth of soft bronze hair to just
where Bertram could lay his cheek against itand Bertram promptly took advantage of his opportunity.
``And so I stayed, Billy, and I did good work; I know I did good work. Why, Billy,''Bertram stepped back
now, and held Billy by the shoulders at arms' length``Billy, that's going to be the best work I've ever done.
I can see it coming even now, under my fingers.''
Billy lifted her head and looked into her lover's face. His eyes were glowing. His cheeks were flushed. His
whole countenance was aflame with the soul of the artist who sees his vision taking shape before him. And
Billy, looking at him, felt suddenlyashamed.
``Oh, Bertram, I'm proud, proud, _proud_ of you!'' she breathed. ``Come, let's go over to the fireand talk!''
CHAPTER V. MARIE SPEAKS HER MIND
Billy with John and Peggy met Marie Hawthorn at the station. ``Peggy'' was short for ``Pegasus,'' and was
what Billy always called her luxurious, sevenseated touring car.
``I simply won't call it `automobile,' '' she had declared when she bought it. ``In the first place, it takes too
long to say it, and in the second place, I don't want to add one more to the nineteen different ways to
pronounce it that I hear all around me every day now. As for calling it my `car,' or my `motor car'I should
expect to see a Pullman or one of those huge black trucks before my door, if I ordered it by either of those
names. Neither will I insult the beautiful thing by calling it a `machine.' Its name is Pegasus. I shall call it
`Peggy.' ''
And ``Peggy'' she called it. John sniffed his disdain, and Billy's friends made no secret of their amused
tolerance; but, in an astonishingly short time, half the automobile owners of her acquaintance were calling
their own cars ``Peggy''; and even the dignified John himself was heard to order ``some gasoline for Peggy,''
quite as a matter of course.
When Marie Hawthorn stepped from the train at the North Station she greeted Billy with affectionate warmth,
though at once her blue eyes swept the space beyond expectantly and eagerly.
Billy's lips curved in a mischievous smile.
``No, he didn't come,'' she said. ``He didn't want toa little bit.''
Marie grew actually pale.
``Didn't _want_ to!'' she stammered.
Billy gave her a spasmodic hug.
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``Goosey! No, he didn'ta _little_ bit; but he did a great _big_ bit. As if you didn't know he was dying to
come, Marie! But he simply couldn'tsomething about his concert Monday night. He told me over the
telephone; but between his joy that you were coming, and his rage that he couldn't see you the first minute
you did come, I couldn't quite make out what was the trouble. But he's coming to dinner tonight, so he'll
doubtless tell you all about it.''
Marie sighed her relief.
``Oh, that's all right then. I was afraid he was sickwhen I didn't see him.''
Billy laughed softly.
``No, he isn't sick, Marie; but you needn't go away again before the weddingnot to leave him on my hands.
I wouldn't have believed Cyril Henshaw, confirmed old bachelor and avowed womanhater, could have acted
the part of a lovesick boy as he has the last week or two.''
The roseflush on Marie's cheek spread to the roots of her fine yellow hair.
``Billy, dear, hehe didn't!''
``Marie, dearhehe did!''
Marie laughed. She did not say anything, but the roseflush deepened as she occupied herself very busily in
getting her trunkcheck from the little hand bag she carried.
Cyril was not mentioned again until the two girls, veils tied and coats buttoned, were snugly ensconced in the
tonneau, and Peggy's nose was turned toward home. Then Billy asked:
``Have you settled on where you're going to live?''
``Not quite. We're going to talk of that tonight; but we _do_ know that we aren't going to live at the Strata.''
``Marie!''
Marie stirred uneasily at the obvious disappointment and reproach in her friend's voice.
``But, dear, it wouldn't be wise, I'm sure,'' she argued hastily. ``There will be you and Bertram''
``We sha'n't be there for a year, nearly,'' cut in Billy, with swift promptness. ``Besides, I think it would be
lovelyall together.''
Marie smiled, but she shook her head.
``Lovelybut not practical, dear.''
Billy laughed ruefully.
``I know; you're worrying about those puddings of yours. You're afraid somebody is going to interfere with
your making quite so many as you want to; and Cyril is worrying for fear there'll be somebody else in the
circle of his shaded lamp besides his little Marie with the light on her hair, and the mending basket by her
side.''
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``Billy, what are you talking about?''
Billy threw a roguish glance into her friend's amazed blue eyes.
``Oh, just a little picture Cyril drew once for me of what home meant for him: a room with a table and a
shaded lamp, and a little woman beside it with the light on her hair and a great basket of sewing by her side.''
Marie's eyes softened.
``Did he saythat?''
``Yes. Oh, he declared he shouldn't want her to sit under that lamp all the time, of course; but he hoped she'd
like that sort of thing.''
Marie threw a quick glance at the stolid back of John beyond the two empty seats in front of them. Although
she knew he could not hear her words, instinctively she lowered her voice.
``Did you knowthenaboutme?'' she asked, with heightened color.
``No, only that there was a girl somewhere who, he hoped, would sit under the lamp some day. And when I
asked him if the girl did like that sort of thing, he said yes, he thought so; for she had told him once that the
things she liked best of all to do were to mend stockings and make puddings. Then I knew, of course, 'twas
you, for I'd heard you say the same thing. So I sent him right along out to you in the summer house.''
The pink flush on Marie's face grew to a red one. Her blue eyes turned again to John's broad back, then
drifted to the long, imposing line of windowed walls and doorways on the right. The automobile was passing
smoothly along Beacon Street now with the Public Garden just behind them on the left. After a moment
Marie turned to Billy again.
``I'm so glad he wantsjust puddings and stockings,'' she began a little breathlessly. ``You see, for so long I
supposed he _wouldn't_ want anything but a very brilliant, talented wife who could play and sing beautifully;
a wife he'd be proud oflike you.''
``Me? Nonsense!'' laughed Billy. ``Cyril never wanted me, and I never wanted himonly once for a few
minutes, so to speak, when I thought, I did. In spite of our music, we aren't a mite congenial. I like people
around; he doesn't. I like to go to plays; he doesn't. He likes rainy days, and I abhor them. Mercy! Life with
me for him would be one long jangling discord, my love, while with you it'll be one long sweet song!''
Marie drew a deep breath. Her eyes were fixed on a point far ahead up the curveless street.
``I hope it will, indeed!'' she breathed.
Not until they were almost home did Billy say suddenly:
``Oh, did Cyril write you? A young relative of Aunt Hannah's is coming tomorrow to stay a while at the
house.''
``Eryes, Cyril told me,'' admitted Marie.
Billy smiled.
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``Didn't like it, I suppose; eh?'' she queried shrewdly.
``Nno, I'm afraid he didn'tvery well . He said she'd beone more to be around.''
``There, what did I tell you?'' dimpled Billy. ``You can see what you're coming to when you do get that
shaded lamp and the mending basket!''
A moment later, coming in sight of the house, Billy saw a tall, smoothshaven man standing on the porch.
The man lifted his hat and waved it gayly, baring a slightly bald head to the sun.
``It's Uncle Williambless his heart!'' cried Billy. ``They're all coming to dinner, then he and Aunt Hannah
and Bertram and I are going down to the Hollis Street Theatre and let you and Cyril have a taste of what that
shaded lamp is going to be. I hope you won't be lonesome,'' she finished mischievously, as the car drew up
before the door.
CHAPTER VI. AT THE SIGN OF THE PINK
After a week of beautiful autumn weather, Thursday dawned raw and cold. By noon an east wind had made
the temperature still more uncomfortable.
At two o'clock Aunt Hannah tapped at Billy's chamber door. She showed a troubled face to the girl who
answered her knock.
``Billy, _would_ you mind very much if I asked you to go alone to the Carletons' and to meet Mary Jane?''
she inquired anxiously.
``Why, nothat is, of course I should _mind_, dear, because I always like to have you go to places with me.
But it isn't necessary. You aren't sick; are you?''
``Nno, not exactly; but I have been sneezing all the morning, and taking camphor and sugar to break it
upif it is a cold. But it is so raw and Novemberish out, that''
``Why, of course you sha'n't go, you poor dear! Mercy! don't get one of those dreadful colds on to you before
the wedding! Have you felt a draft? Where's another shawl?'' Billy turned and cast searching eyes about the
roomBilly always kept shawls everywhere for Aunt Hannah's shoulders and feet. Bertram had been known
to say, indeed, that a room, according to Aunt Hannah, was not fully furnished unless it contained from one to
four shawls, assorted as to size and warmth. Shawls, certainly, did seem to be a necessity with Aunt Hannah,
as she usually wore from one to three at the same timewhich again caused Bertram to declare that he
always counted Aunt Hannah's shawls when he wished to know what the thermometer was.
``No, I'm not cold, and I haven't felt a draft,'' said Aunt Hannah now. ``I put on my thickest gray shawl this
morning with the little pink one for downstairs, and the blue one for breakfast; so you see I've been very
careful. But I _have_ sneezed six times, so I think 'twould be safer not to go out in this east wind. You were
going to stop for Mrs. Granger, anyway, weren't you? So you'll have her with you for the tea.''
``Yes, dear, don't worry. I'll take your cards and explain to Mrs. Carleton and her daughters.''
``And, of course, as far as Mary Jane is concerned, I don't know her any more than you do; so I couldn't be
any help there,'' sighed Aunt Hannah.
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``Not a bit,'' smiled Billy, cheerily. ``Don't give it another thought, my dear. I sha'n't have a bit of trouble. All
I'll have to do is to look for a girl alone with a pink. Of course I'll have mine on, too, and she'll be watching
for me. So just run along and take your nap, dear, and be all rested and ready to welcome her when she
comes,'' finished Billy, stooping to give the soft, faintly pink cheek a warm kiss.
``Well, thank you, my dear; perhaps I will,'' sighed Aunt Hannah, drawing the gray shawl about her as she
turned away contentedly.
Mrs. Carleton's tea that afternoon was, for Billy, not an occasion of unalloyed joy. It was the first time she
had appeared at a gathering of any size since the announcement of her engagement; and, as she dolefully told
Bertram afterwards, she had very much the feeling of the picture hung on the wall.
``And they _did_ put up their lorgnettes and say, `Is _that_ the one?' '' she declared; ``and I know some of
them finished with `Did you ever?' too,'' she sighed.
But Billy did not stay long in Mrs. Carleton's softlylighted, flowerperfumed rooms. At ten minutes past
four she was saying goodby to a group of friends who were vainly urging her to remain longer.
``I can'tI really can't,'' she declared. ``I'm due at the South Station at half past four to meet a Miss
Arkwright, a young cousin of Aunt Hannah's, whom I've never seen before. We're to meet at the sign of the
pink,'' she explained smilingly, just touching the single flower she wore.
Her hostess gave a sudden laugh.
``Let me see, my dear; if I remember rightly, you've had experience before, meeting at this sign of the pink.
At least, I have a very vivid recollection of Mr. William Henshaw's going once to meet a _boy_ with a pink,
who turned out to be a girl. Now, to even things up, your girl should turn out to be a boy!''
Billy smiled and reddened.
``Perhapsbut I don't think today will strike the balance,'' she retorted, backing toward the door. ``This
young lady's name is `Mary Jane'; and I'll leave it to you to find anything very masculine in that!''
It was a short drive from Mrs. Carleton's Commonwealth Avenue home to the South Station, and Peggy made
as quick work of it as the narrow, congested cross streets would allow. In ample time Billy found herself in
the great waitingroom, with John saying respectfully in her ear:
``The man says the train comes in on Track Fourteen, Miss, an' it's on time.''
At twentynine minutes past four Billy left her seat and walked down the trainshed platform to Track
Number Fourteen. She had pinned the pink now to the outside of her long coat, and it made an attractive dash
of white against the darkblue velvet. Billy was looking particularly lovely today. Framing her face was the
big darkblue velvet picture hat with its becoming white plumes.
During the brief minutes' wait before the clanging locomotive puffed into view far down the long track,
Billy's thoughts involuntarily went back to that other watcher beside a train gate not quite five years before.
``Dear Uncle William!'' she murmured tenderly. Then suddenly she laughedso nearly aloud that a man
behind her gave her a covert glance from curious eyes. ``My! but what a jolt I must have been to Uncle
William!'' Billy was thinking.
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The next minute she drew nearer the gate and regarded with absorbed attention the long line of passengers
already sweeping up the narrow aisle between the cars.
Hurrying men came first, with long strides, and eyes that looked straight ahead. These Billy let pass with a
mere glance. The next group showed a sprinkling of womenwomen whose trig hats and linen collars
spelled promptness as well as certainty of aim and accomplishment. To these, also, Billy paid scant attention.
Couples came nextthe men anxiouseyed, and usually walking two steps ahead of their companions; the
women plainly flustered and hurried, and invariably buttoning gloves or gathering up trailing ends of scarfs
or boas.
The crowd was thickening fast, now, and Billy's eyes were alert. Children were appearing, and young women
walking alone. One of these wore a bunch of violets. Billy gave her a second glance. Then she saw a
pinkbut it was on the coat lapel of a tall young fellow with a brown beard; so with a slight frown she
looked beyond down the line.
Old men came now, and old women; fleshy women, and women with small children and babies. Couples
came, toodawdling couples, plainly newly married: the men were not two steps ahead, and the women's
gloves were buttoned and their furs in place.
Gradually the line thinned, and soon there were left only an old man with a cane, and a young woman with
three children. Yet nowhere had Billy seen a girl wearing a white carnation, and walking alone.
With a deeper frown on her face Billy turned and looked about her. She thought that somewhere in the crowd
she had missed Mary Jane, and that she would find her now, standing near. But there was no one standing
near except the goodlooking young fellow with the little pointed brown beard, who, as Billy noticed a
second time, was wearing a white carnation.
As she glanced toward him, their eyes met. Then, to Billy's unbounded amazement, the man advanced with
uplifted hat.
``I beg your pardon, but is not thisMiss Neilson?''
Billy drew back with just a touch of hauteur.
``Yyes,'' she murmured.
``I thought soyet I was expecting to see you with Aunt Hannah. I am M. J. Arkwright, Miss Neilson.''
For a brief instant Billy stared dazedly.
``You don't meanMary Jane?'' she gasped.
``I'm afraid I do.'' His lips twitched.
``But I thoughtwe were expecting'' She stopped helplessly. For one more brief instant she stared; then,
suddenly, a swift change came to her face. Her eyes danced.
``Ohoh!'' she chuckled. ``How perfectly funny! You _have_ evened things up, after all. To think that Mary
Jane should be a'' She paused and flashed almost angrily suspicious eyes into his face. ``But mine _was_
`Billy,' '' she cried. ``Your name isn't reallyMary Jane'?''
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``I am often called that.'' His brown eyes twinkled, but they did not swerve from their direct gaze into her
own.
``But'' Billy hesitated, and turned her eyes away. She saw then that many curious glances were already
being flung in her direction. The color in her cheeks deepened. With an odd little gesture she seemed to toss
something aside. ``Never mind,'' she laughed a little hysterically. ``If you'll pick up your bag, please, Mr.
Mary Jane, and come with me. John and Peggy are waiting. OrI forgotyou have a trunk, of course?''
The man raised a protesting hand.
``Thank you; but, Miss Neilson, reallyI couldn't think of trespassing on your hospitality now, you
know.''
``But wewe invited you,'' stammered Billy.
He shook his head.
``You invited _Miss_ Mary Jane.''
Billy bubbled into low laughter.
``I beg your pardon, but it _is_ funny,'' she sighed. ``You see _I_ came once just the same way, and now to
have the tables turned like this! What will Aunt Hannah saywhat will everybody say? Come, I want them
to beginto say it,'' she chuckled irrepressibly.
``Thank you, but I shall go to a hotel, of course. Later, if you'll be so good as to let me call, and explain!''
``But I'm afraid Aunt Hannah will think'' Billy stopped abruptly. Some distance away she saw John
coming toward them. She turned hurriedly to the man at her side. Her eyes still danced, but her voice was
mockingly serious. ``Really, Mr. Mary Jane, I'm afraid you'll have to come to dinner; then you can settle the
rest with Aunt Hannah. John is almost upon us and _I_ don't want to make explanations. Do you?''
``John,'' she said airily to the somewhat dazed chauffeur (who had been told he was to meet a young woman),
``take Mr. Arkwright's bag, please, and show him where Peggy is waiting. It will be five minutes, perhaps,
before I can come if you'll kindly excuse me,'' she added to Arkwright, with a flashing glance from merry
eyes. ``I have sometelephoning to do.''
All the way to the telephone booth Billy was trying to bring order out of the chaos of her mind; but all the
way, too, she was chuckling.
``To think that this thing should have happened to _me!_'' she said, almost aloud. ``And here I am
telephoning just like Uncle WilliamBertram said Uncle William _did_ telephone about _me!_''
In due course Billy had Aunt Hannah at the other end of the wire.
``Aunt Hannah, listen. I'd never have believed it, but it's happened. Mary Jane isa man.''
Billy heard a dismayed gasp and a muttered ``Oh, my grief and conscience!'' then a shaking ``Whaat?''
``I say, Mary Jane is a man.'' Billy was enjoying herself hugely.
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``A _maan!_''
``Yes; a great big man with a brown beard. He's waiting now with John and I must go.''
``But, Billy, I don't understand,'' chattered an agitated voice over the line. ``Hehe called himself `Mary
Jane.' He hasn't any business to be a big man with a brown beard! What shall we do? We don't want a big
man with a brown beardhere!''
Billy laughed roguishly.
``I don't know. _You_ asked him! How he will like that little blue roomAunt Hannah!'' Billy's voice turned
suddenly tragic. ``For pity's sake take out those curling tongs and hairpins, and the workbasket. I'd _never_
hear the last of it if he saw those, I know. He's just that kind!''
A half stifled groan came over the wire.
``Billy, he can't stay here.''
Billy laughed again.
``No, no, dear; he won't, I know. He says he's going to a hotel. But I had to bring him home to dinner; there
was no other way, under the circumstances. He won't stay. Don't you worry. But goodby. I must go.
_Remember those curling tongs!_'' And the receiver clicked sharply against the hook.
In the automobile some minutes later, Billy and Mr. M. J. Arkwright were speeding toward Corey Hill. It was
during a slight pause in the conversation that Billy turned to her companion with a demure:
``I telephoned Aunt Hannah, Mr. Arkwright. I thought she ought to bewarned.''
``You are very kind. What did she say?if I may ask.''
There was a brief moment of hesitation before Billy answered.
``She said you called yourself `Mary Jane,' and that you hadn't any business to be a big man with a brown
beard.''
Arkwright laughed.
``I'm afraid I owe Aunt Hannah an apology,'' he said. He hesitated, glanced admiringly at the glowing,
halfaverted face near him, then went on decisively. He wore the air of a man who has set the match to his
bridges. ``I signed both letters `M. J. Arkwright,' but in the first one I quoted a remark of a friend, and in that
remark I was addressed as `Mary Jane.' I did not know but Aunt Hannah knew of the nickname.'' (Arkwright
was speaking a little slowly now, as if weighing his words.) ``But when she answered, I saw that she did not;
for, from something she said, I realized that she thought I was a real Mary Jane. For the joke of the thing I let
it pass. Butif she noticed my letter carefully, she saw that I did not accept your kind invitation to give
`Mary Jane' a home.''
``Yes, we noticed that,'' nodded Billy, merrily. ``But we didn't think you meant it. You see we pictured you as
a shy young thing. But, really,'' she went on with a low laugh, ``you see your coming as a masculine `Mary
Jane' was particularly funnyfor me; for, though perhaps you didn't know it, I came once to this very same
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city, wearing a pink, and was expected to be Billy, a boy. And only today a lady warned me that your
coming might even things up. But I didn't believe it woulda Mary Jane!''
Arkwright laughed. Again he hesitated, and seemed to be weighing his words.
``Yes, I heard about that coming of yours. I might almost saythat's why Ilet the mistake pass in Aunt
Hannah's letter,'' he said.
Billy turned with reproachful eyes.
``Oh, how couldyou? But thenit was a temptation!'' She laughed suddenly. ``What sinful joy you must
have had watching me hunt for `Mary Jane.' ''
``I didn't,'' acknowledged the other, with unexpected candor. ``I feltashamed. And when I saw you were
there alone without Aunt Hannah, I came very near not speaking at alluntil I realized that that would be
even worse, under the circumstances.''
``Of course it would,'' smiled Billy, brightly; ``so I don't see but I shall have to forgive you, after all. And
here we are at home, Mr. Mary Jane. By the way, what did you say that `M. J.' did stand for?'' she asked, as
the car came to a stop.
The man did not seem to hear; at least he did not answer. He was helping his hostess to alight. A moment
later a plainly agitated Aunt Hannah her gray shawl topped with a huge black one opened the door of
the house.
CHAPTER VII. OLD FRIENDS AND NEW
At ten minutes before six on the afternoon of Arkwright's arrival, Billy came into the living room to
welcome the three Henshaw brothers, who, as was frequently the case, were dining at Hillside.
Bertram thought Billy had never looked prettier than she did this afternoon with the bronze sheen of her
pretty house gown bringing out the bronze lights in her dark eyes and in the soft waves of her beautiful hair.
Her countenance, too, carried a peculiar something that the artist's eye was quick to detect, and that the artist's
fingers tingled to put on canvas.
``Jove! Billy,'' he said low in her ear, as he greeted her, ``I wish I had a brush in my hand this minute. I'd have
a `Face of a Girl' that would be worth while!''
Billy laughed and dimpled her appreciation; but down in her heart she was conscious of a vague unrest. Billy
wished, sometimes, that she did not so often seem to Bertrama picture.
She turned to Cyril with outstretched hand.
``Oh, yes, Marie's coming,'' she smiled in answer to the quick shifting of Cyril's eyes to the hall doorway.
``And Aunt Hannah, too. They're upstairs.''
``And Mary Jane?'' demanded William, a little anxiously
``Will's getting nervous,'' volunteered Bertram, airily. ``He wants to see Mary Jane. You see we've told him
that we shall expect him to see that she doesn't bother us four too much, you know. He's expected always to
remove her quietly but effectually, whenever he sees that she is likely to interrupt a ttette. Naturally, then,
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Will wants to see Mary Jane.''
Billy began to laugh hysterically. She dropped into a chair and raised both her hands, palms outward.
``Don't, don'tplease don't!'' she choked, ``or I shall die. I've had all I can stand, already.''
``All you can stand?''
``What do you mean?''
``Is she soimpossible?'' This last was from Bertram, spoken softly, and with a hurried glance toward the
hall.
Billy dropped her hands and lifted her head. By heroic effort she pulled her face into sobriety all but her
eyesand announced:
``Mary Jane isa man.''
``Whaat?''
``A _man!_''
``Billy!''
Three masculine forms sat suddenly erect.
``Yes. Oh, Uncle William, I know now just how you feltI know, I know,'' gurgled Billy, incoherently.
``There he stood with his pink just as I didonly he had a brown beard, and he didn't have Spunkand I
had to telephone to prepare folks, just as you did. And the room the room! I fixed the room, too,'' she
babbled breathlessly, ``only I had curling tongs and hair pins in it instead of guns and spiders!''
``Child, child! what _are_ you talking about?'' William's face was red.
``A _man!__Mary Jane!_'' Cyril was merely cross.
``Billy, what does this mean?'' Bertram had grown a little white.
Billy began to laugh again, yet she was plainly trying to control herself.
``I'll tell you. I must tell you. Aunt Hannah is keeping him upstairs so I can tell you,'' she panted. ``But it
was so funny, when I expected a girl, you know, to see him with his brown beard, and he was so tall and big!
And, of course, it made me think how _I_ came, and was a girl when you expected a boy; and Mrs. Carleton
had just said today that maybe this girl would even things up. Oh, it was so funny!''
``Billy, mymy dear,'' remonstrated Uncle William, mildly.
``But what _is_ his name?'' demanded Cyril.
``Did the creature sign himself `Mary Jane'?'' exploded Bertram.
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``I don't know his name, except that it's `M. J.'and that's how he signed the letters. But he _is_ called
`Mary Jane' sometimes, and in the letter he quoted somebody's speechI've forgotten just howbut in it he
was called `Mary Jane,' and, of course, Aunt Hannah took him for a girl,'' explained Billy, grown a little more
coherent now.
``Didn't he write again?'' asked William.
``Yes.''
``Well, why didn't he correct the mistake, then?'' demanded Bertram.
Billy chuckled.
``He didn't want to, I guess. He thought it was too good a joke.''
``Joke!'' scoffed Cyril.
``But, see here, Billy, he isn't going to live here now?'' Bertram's voice was almost savage.
``Oh, no, he isn't going to live herenow,'' interposed smooth tones from the doorway.
``Mr.Arkwright!'' breathed Billy, confusedly.
Three crimsonfaced men sprang to their feet. The situation, for a moment, threatened embarrassed misery
for all concerned; but Arkwright, with a cheery smile, advanced straight toward Bertram, and held out a
friendly hand.
``The proverbial fate of listeners,'' he said easily; ``but I don't blame you at all. No, `he' isn't going to live
here,'' he went on, grasping each brother's hand in turn, as Billy murmured faint introductions; ``and what is
more, he hereby asks everybody's pardon for the annoyance his little joke has caused. He might add that he's
heartilyashamed of himself, as well; but if any of you'' Arkwright turned to the three tall men still
standing by their chairs ``if any of you had suffered what he has at the hands of a swarm of youngsters for
that name's sake, you wouldn't blame him for being tempted to get what fun he could out of Mary Janeif
there ever came a chance!''
Naturally, after this, there could be nothing stiff or embarrassing. Billy laughed in relief, and motioned Mr.
Arkwright to a seat near her. William said ``Of course, of course!'' and shook hands again. Bertram and Cyril
laughed shamefacedly and sat down. Somebody said: ``But what does the `M. J.' stand for, anyhow?'' Nobody
answered this, however; perhaps because Aunt Hannah and Marie appeared just then in the doorway.
Dinner proved to be a lively meal. In the newcomer, Bertram met his match for wit and satire; and ``Mr.
Mary Jane,'' as he was promptly called by every one but Aunt Hannah, was found to be a most entertaining
guest.
After dinner somebody suggested music.
Cyril frowned, and got up abruptly. Still frowning, he turned to a bookcase near him and began to take down
and examine some of the books.
Bertram twinkled and glanced at Billy.
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``Which is it, Cyril?'' he called with cheerful impertinence; ``stool, piano, or audience that is the matter
tonight?''
Only a shrug from Cyril answered.
``You see,'' explained Bertram, jauntily, to Arkwright, whose eyes were slightly puzzled, ``Cyril never plays
unless the piano and the pedals and the weather and your ears and my watch and his fingers are just right!''
``Nonsense!'' scorned Cyril, dropping his book and walking back to his chair. ``I don't feel like playing
tonight; that's all.''
``You see,'' nodded Bertram again.
``I see,'' bowed Arkwright with quiet amusement.
``I believeMr. Mary Janesings,'' observed Billy, at this point, demurely.
``Why, yes, of course, ' chimed in Aunt Hannah with some nervousness. ``That's what sheI mean hewas
coming to Boston forto study music.''
Everybody laughed.
``Won't you sing, please?'' asked Billy. ``Can youwithout your notes? I have lots of songs if you want
them.''
For a momentbut only a momentArkwright hesitated; then he rose and went to the piano.
With the easy sureness of the trained musician his fingers dropped to the keys and slid into preliminary
chords and arpeggios to test the touch of the piano; then, with a sweetness and purity that made every listener
turn in amazed delight, a welltrained tenor began the ``Thro' the leaves the night winds moving,'' of
Schubert's Serenade.
Cyril's chin had lifted at the first tone. He was listening now with very obvious pleasure. Bertram, too, was
showing by his attitude the keenest appreciation. William and Aunt Hannah, resting back in their chairs, were
contentedly nodding their approval to each other. Marie in her corner was motionless with rapture. As to
BillyBilly was plainly oblivious of everything but the song and the singer. She seemed scarcely to move or
to breathe till the song's completion; then there came a low ``Oh, how beautiful!'' through her parted lips.
Bertram, looking at her, was conscious of a vague irritation.
``Arkwright, you're a lucky dog,'' he declared almost crossly. ``I wish I could sing like that!''
``I wish I could paint a `Face of a Girl,' '' smiled the tenor as he turned from the piano.
``Oh, but, Mr. Arkwright, don't stop,'' objected Billy, springing to her feet and going to her music cabinet by
the piano. ``There's a little song of Nevin's I want you to sing. There, here it is. Just let me play it for you.''
And she slipped into the place the singer had just left.
It was the beginning of the end. After Nevin came De Koven, and after De Koven, Gounod. Then came
Nevin again, Billy still playing the accompaniment. Next followed a duet. Billy did not consider herself much
of a singer, but her voice was sweet and true, and not without training. It blended very prettily with the clear,
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pure tenor.
William and Aunt Hannah still smiled contentedly in their chairs, though Aunt Hannah had reached for the
pink shawl near herthe music had sent little shivers down her spine. Cyril, with Marie, had slipped into the
little reception room across the hall, ostensibly to look at some plans for a house, althoughas everybody
knewthey were not intending to build for a year.
Bertram, still sitting stiffly erect in his chair, was not conscious of a vague irritation now. He was conscious
of a very real, and a very decided onean irritation that was directed against himself, against Billy, and
against this man, Arkwright; but chiefly against music, _#per se_. He hated music. He wished he could sing.
He wondered how long it took to teach a man to sing, anyhow; and he wondered if a man could sing who
never had sung.
At this point the duet came to an end, and Billy and her guest left the piano. Almost at once, after this,
Arkwright made his very graceful adieus, and went off with his suitcase to the hotel where, as he had
informed Aunt Hannah, his room was already engaged.
William went home then, and Aunt Hannah went upstairs. Cyril and Marie withdrew into a still more
secluded corner to look at their plans, and Bertram found himself at last alone with Billy. He forgot, then, in
the blissful hour he spent with her before the open fire, how he hated music; though he did say, just before he
went home that night:
``Billy, how long does it taketo learn to sing?''
``Why, I don't know, I'm sure,'' replied Billy, abstractedly; then, with sudden fervor: ``Oh, Bertram, hasn't
Mr. Mary Jane a beautiful voice?''
Bertram wished then he had not asked the question; but all he said was:
`` `Mr. Mary Jane,' indeed! What an absurd name!''
``But doesn't he sing beautifully?''
``Eh? Oh, yes, he sings all right,'' said Bertram's tongue. Bertram's manner said: ``Oh, yes, anybody can sing.''
CHAPTER VIII. M. J. OPENS THE GAME
On the morning after Cyril's first concert of the season, Billy sat sewing with Aunt Hannah in the little
sittingroom at the end of the hall upstairs. Aunt Hannah wore only one shawl this morning,which meant
that she was feeling unusually well.
``Marie ought to be here to mend these stockings,'' remarked Billy, as she critically examined a tiny break in
the black silk mesh stretched across the darningegg in her hand; ``only she'd want a bigger hole. She does so
love to make a beautiful black latticework bridge across a yawning white china seaand you'd think the
safety of an army depended on the way each plank was laid, too,'' she concluded.
Aunt Hannah smiled tranquilly, but she did not speak.
``I suppose you don't happen to know if Cyril does wear big holes in his socks,'' resumed Billy, after a
moment's silence. ``If you'll believe it, that thought popped into my head last night when Cyril was playing
that concerto so superbly. It did, actuallyright in the middle of the adagio movement, too. And in spite of
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my joy and pride in the music I had all I could do to keep from nudging Marie right there and then and asking
her whether or not the dear man was hard on his hose.''
``Billy!'' gasped the shocked Aunt Hannah; but the gasp broke at once into whatin Aunt Hannahpassed
for a chuckle. ``If I remember rightly, when I was there at the house with you at first, my dear, William told
me that Cyril wouldn't wear any sock after it came to mending.''
``Horrors!'' Billy waved her stocking in mock despair. ``That will never do in the world. It would break
Marie's heart. You know how she dotes on darning.''
``Yes, I know,'' smiled Aunt Hannah. ``By the way, where is she this morning?''
Billy raised her eyebrows quizzically.
``Gone to look at an apartment in Cambridge, I believe. Really, Aunt Hannah, between her home hunting in
the morning, and her furnitureand rug hunting in the afternoon, and her poring over houseplans in the
evening, I can't get her to attend to her clothes at all. Never did I see a bride so utterly indifferent to her
trousseau as Marie Hawthornand her wedding less than a month away!''
``But she's been shopping with you once or twice, since she came back, hasn't she? And she said it was for
her trousseau.''
Billy laughed.
``Her trousseau! Oh, yes, it was. I'll tell you what she got for her trousseau that first day. We started out to
buy two hats, some lace for her wedding gown, some crpe de Chine and net for a little dinner frock, and some
silk for a couple of waists to go with her tailored suit; and what did we get? We purchased a newstyle
eggbeater and a set of cake tins. Marie got into the kitchen department and I simply couldn't get her out of
it. But the next day I was not to be inveigled below stairs by any plaintive prayer for a nutmeg grater or a
soda spoon. She _shopped_ that day, and to some purpose. We accomplished lots.''
Aunt Hannah looked a little concerned.
``But she must have _some_ things started!''
``Oh, she has'most everything now. _I've_ seen to that. Of course her outfit is very simple, anyway. Marie
hasn't much money, you know, and she simply won't let me do half what I want to. Still, she had saved up
some money, and I've finally convinced her that a trousseau doesn't consist of eggbeaters and cake tins, and
that Cyril would want her to look pretty. That name will fetch her every time, and I've learned to use it
beautifully. I think if I told her Cyril approved of short hair and nearsightedness she'd I cut off her golden
locks and don spectacles on the spot.''
Aunt Hannah laughed softly.
``What a child you are, Billy! Besides, just as if Marie were the only one in the house who is ruled by a magic
name!''
The color deepened in Billy's cheeks.
``Well, of course, any girlcares something for the man she loves. Just as if I wouldn't do anything in the
world I could for Bertram!''
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``Oh, that makes me think; who was that young woman Bertram was talking with last evening just after he
left us, I mean?''
``Miss WinthropMiss Marguerite Winthrop. Bertram isis painting her portrait, you know.''
``Oh, is that the one?'' murmured Aunt Hannah. ``Hmm; well, she has a beautiful face.''
``Yes, she has.'' Billy spoke very cheerfully. She even hummed a little tune as she carefully selected a needle
from the cushion in her basket.
``There's a peculiar something in her face,'' mused Aunt Hannah, aloud.
The little tune stopped abruptly, ending in a nervous laugh.
``Dear me! I wonder how it feels to have a peculiar something in your face. Bertram, too, says she has it. He's
trying to `catch it,' he says. I wonder nowif he does catch it, does she lose it?'' Flippant as were the words,
the voice that uttered them shook a little.
Aunt Hannah smiled indulgentlyAunt Hannah had heard only the flippancy, not the shake.
``I don't know, my dear. You might ask him this afternoon.''
Billy made a sudden movement. The china egg in her lap rolled to the floor.
``Oh, but I don't see him this afternoon,'' she said lightly, as she stooped to pick up the egg.
``Why, I'm sure he told me'' Aunt Hannah's sentence ended in a questioning pause.
``Yes, I know,'' nodded Billy, brightly; ``but he's told me something since. He isn't going. He telephoned me
this morning. Miss Winthrop wanted the sitting changed from tomorrow to this afternoon. He said he knew
I'd understand.''
``Why, yes; but'' Aunt Hannah did not finish her sentence. The whir of an electric bell had sounded
through the house. A few moments later Rosa appeared in the open doorway.
``It,'s Mr. Arkwright, Miss. He said as how he had brought the music,'' she announced.
``Tell him I'll be down at once,'' directed the mistress of Hillside.
As the maid disappeared, Billy put aside her work and sprang lightly to her feet.
``Now wasn't that nice of him? We were talking last night about some duets he had, and he said he'd bring
them over. I didn't know he'd come so soon, though.''
Billy had almost reached the bottom of the stairway, when a low, familiar strain of music drifted out from the
livingroom. Billy caught her breath, and held her foot suspended. The next moment the familiar strain of
music had become a lullaby one of Billy's ownand sung now by a melting tenor voice that lingered
caressingly and understandingly on every tender cadence.
Motionless and almost breathless, Billy waited until the last low ``lullaby'' vibrated into silence; then with
shining eyes and outstretched hands she entered the livingroom.
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``Oh, that wasbeautiful,'' she breathed.
Arkwright was on his feet instantly. His eyes, too, were alight.
``I could not resist singing it just once here,'' he said a little unsteadily, as their hands met.
``But to hear my little song sung like that! I couldn't believe it was mine,'' choked Billy, still plainly very
much moved. ``You sang it as I've never heard it sung before.''
Arkwright shook his head slowly.
``The inspiration of the roomthat is all,'', he said. ``It is a beautiful song. All of your songs are beautiful.''
Billy blushed rosily.
``Thank you. You knowmore of them, then?''
``I think I know them allunless you have some new ones out. Have you some new ones, lately?''
Billy shook her head.
``No; I haven't written anything since last spring.''
``But you're going to?''
She drew a long sigh.
``Yes, oh, yes. I know that _now_'' With a swift biting of her lower lip Billy caught herself up in time. As
if she could tell this man, this stranger, what she had told Bertram that night by the firethat she knew that
now, _now_ she would write beautiful songs, with his love, and his pride in her, as incentives. ``Oh, yes, I
think I shall write more one of these days,'' she finished lightly. ``But come, this isn't singing duets! I want to
see the music you brought.''
They sang then, one after another of the duets. To Billy, the music was new and interesting. To Billy, too, it
was new (and interesting) to hear her own voice blending with another's so perfectly to feel herself a part
of such exquisite harmony.
``Oh, oh!'' she breathed ecstatically, after the last note of a particularly beautiful phrase. ``I never knew before
how lovely it was to sing duets.''
``Nor I,'' replied Arkwright in a voice that was not quite steady.
Arkwright's eyes were on the enraptured face of the girl so near him. It was well, perhaps, that Billy did not
happen to turn and catch their expression. Still, it might have been better if she had turned, after all. But
Billy's eyes were on the music before her. Her fingers were busy with the fluttering pages, searching for
another duet.
``Didn't you?'' she murmured abstractedly. ``I supposed _you'd_ sung them before; but you see I never
diduntil the other night. There, let's try this one!''
``This one'' was followed by another and another. Then Billy drew a long breath.
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``There! that must positively be the last,'' she declared reluctantly. ``I'm so hoarse now I can scarcely croak.
You see, I don't pretend to sing, really.''
``Don't you? You sing far better than some who do, anyhow,''retorted the man, warmly.
``Thank you,'' smiled Billy; ``that was nice of you to say sofor my sakeand the others aren't here to care.
But tell me of yourself. I haven't had a chance to ask you yet; andI think you said Mary Jane was going to
study for Grand Opera.''
Arkwright laughed and shrugged his shoulders.
``She is; but, as I told Calderwell, she's quite likely to bring up in vaudeville.''
``Calderwell! Do you meanHugh Calderwell?'' Billy's cheeks showed a deeper color.
The man gave an embarrassed little laugh. He had not meant to let that name slip out just yet.
``Yes.'' He hesitated, then plunged on recklessly. ``We tramped half over Europe together last summer.''
``Did you?'' Billy left her seat at the piano for one nearer the fire. ``But this isn't telling me about your own
plans,'' she hurried on a little precipitately. ``You've studied before, of course. Your voice shows that.''
``Oh, yes; I've studied singing several years, and I've had a year or two of church work, besides a little
concert practice of a mild sort.''
``Have you begun here, yet?''
``Yyes, I've had my voice tried.''
Billy sat erect with eager interest.
``They liked it, of course?''
Arkwright laughed.
``I'm not saying that.''
``No, but I am,'' declared Billy, with conviction. ``They couldn't help liking it.''
Arkwright laughed again. Just how well they had ``liked it'' he did not intend to say. Their remarks had been
quite too flattering to repeat even to this very plainly interested young woman delightful and
heartwarming as was this same show of interest, to himself.
``Thank you,'' was all he said.
Billy gave an excited little bounce in her chair.
``And you'll begin to learn rles right away?''
``I already have, someafter a fashionbefore I came here.''
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``Really? How splendid! Why, then you'll be acting them next right on the Boston Opera House stage, and
we'll all go to hear you. How perfectly lovely! I can hardly wait.''
Arkwright laughedbut his eyes glowed with pleasure.
``Aren't you hurrying things a little?'' he ventured.
``But they do let the students appear,'' argued Billy. ``I knew a girl last year who went on
in `Aida,' and she was a pupil at the School. She sang first in a Sunday concert, then they put her in the bill
for a Saturday night. She did splendidlyso well that they gave her a chance later at a subscription
performance. Oh, you'll be thereand soon, too!''
``Thank you! I only wish the powers that could put me there had your flattering enthusiasm on the matter,'' he
smiled.
``I don't worry any,'' nodded Billy, ``only please don't `arrive' too soonnot before the wedding, you know,''
she added jokingly. ``We shall be too busy to give you proper attention until after that.''
A peculiar look crossed Arkwright's face.
``The_wedding?_'' he asked, a little faintly.
``Yes. Didn't you know? My friend, Miss Hawthorn, is to marry Mr. Cyril Henshaw next month.''
The man opposite relaxed visibly.
``Oh, _Miss Hawthorn!_ No, I didn't know,'' he murmured; then, with sudden astonishment he added: ``And
to Mr. Cyril, the musician, did you say?''
``Yes. You seem surprised.''
``I am.'' Arkwright paused, then went on almost defiantly. ``You see, Calderwell was telling me only last
September how very unmarriageable all the Henshaw brothers were. So I am surprisednaturally,'' finished
Arkwright, as he rose to take his leave.
A swift crimson stained Billy's face.
``But surely you must know thatthat''
``That he has a right to change his mind, of course,'' supplemented Arkwright smilingly, coming to her rescue
in the evident confusion that would not let her finish her sentence. ``But Calderwell made it so emphatic, you
see, about all the brothers. He said that William had lost his heart long ago; that Cyril hadn't any to lose; and
that Bertram''
``But, Mr. Arkwright, Bertram isis'' Billy had moistened her lips, and plunged hurriedly in to prevent
Arkwright's next words. But again was she unable to finish her sentence, and again was she forced to listen to
a very different completion from the smiling lips of the man at her side.
``Is an artist, of course,'' said Arkwright. ``That's what Calderwell declaredthat it would always be the tilt
of a chin or the curve of a cheek that the artist lovedto paint.''
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Billy drew back suddenly. Her face paled. As if _now_ she could tell this man that Bertram Henshaw was
engaged to her! He would find it out soon, of course, for himself; and perhaps he, like Hugh Calderwell,
would think it was the curve of _her_ cheek, or the tilt of _her_ chin
Billy lifted her chin very defiantly now as she held out her hand in goodby.
CHAPTER IX. A RUG, A PICTURE, AND A GIRL AFRAID
Thanksgiving came. Once again the Henshaw brothers invited Billy and Aunt Hannah to spend the day with
them. This time, however, there was to be an additional guest present in the person of Marie Hawthorn.
And what a day it was, for everything and everybody concerned! First the Strata itself: from Dong Ling's
kitchen in the basement to Cyril's domain on the top floor, the house was as spick andspan as Pete's eager
old hands could make it. In the drawingroom and in Bertram's den and studio, great clusters of pink roses
perfumed the air, and brightened the sombre richness of the oldtime furnishings. Before the open fire in the
den a sleek gray catadorned with a huge ribbon bow the exact shade of the roses (Bertram had seen to
that!)winked and blinked sleepy yellow eyes. In Bertram's studio the latest ``Face of a Girl'' had made way
for a group of canvases and plaques, every one of which showed Billy Neilson in one pose or another.
Upstairs, where William's chaos of treasures filled shelves and cabinets, the place of honor was given to a
small black velvet square on which rested a pair of quaint Battersea enamel mirror knobs. In Cyril's
roomsusually so austerely barea handsome Oriental rug and several curtaindraped chairs hinted at
purchases made at the instigation of a taste other than his own.
When the doorbell rang Pete admitted the ladies with a promptness that was suggestive of surreptitious
watching at some window. On Pete's face the dignity of his high office and the delight of the moment were
fighting for mastery. The dignity held firmly through Mrs. Stetson's friendly greeting; but it fled in defeat
when Billy Neilson stepped over the threshold with a cheery ``Good morning, Pete.''
``Laws! But it's good to be seein' you here again,'' stammered the man,delight now in sole possession.
``She'll be coming to stay, one of these days, Pete,'' smiled the eldest Henshaw, hurrying forward.
``I wish she had now,'' whispered Bertram, who, in spite of William's quick stride, had reached Billy's side
first.
From the stairway came the patter of a man's slippered feet.
``The rug has come, and the curtains, too,'' called a ``householder'' sort of voice that few would have
recognized as belonging to Cyril Henshaw. ``You must all come upstairs and see them after dinner.'' The
voice, apparently, spoke to everybody; but the eyes of the owner of the voice plainly saw only the fairhaired
young woman who stood a little in the shadow behind Billy, and who was looking about her now as at
something a little fearsome, but very dear.
``You knowI've never beenwhere you livebefore,'' explained Marie Hawthorn in a low, vibrant tone,
when Cyril bent over her to take the furs from her shoulders.
In Bertram's den a little later, as hosts and guests advanced toward the fire, the sleek gray cat rose, stretched
lazily, and turned her head with majestic condescension.
``Well, Spunkie, come here,'' commanded Billy, snapping her fingers at the slowmoving creature on the
hearthrug. ``Spunkie, when I am your mistress, you'll have to change either your name or your nature. As if I
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were going to have such a bunch of independent moderation as you masquerading as an understudy to my
frisky little Spunk!''
Everybody laughed. William regarded his namesake with fond eyes as he said:
``Spunkie doesn't seem to be worrying.'' The cat had jumped into Billy's lap with a matter ofcourse air that
was unmistakableand to Bertram, adorable. Bertram's eyes, as they rested on Billy, were even fonder than
were his brother's.
``I don't think any one is_worrying_,'' he said with quiet emphasis.
Billy smiled.
``I should think they might be,'' she answered. ``Only think how dreadfully upsetting I was in the first place!''
William's beaming face grew a little stern.
``Nobody knew it but Kateand she didn't _know_ it; she only imagined it,'' he said tersely.
Billy shook her head.
``I'm not so sure,'' she demurred. ``As I look back at it now, I think I can discern a few evidences
myselfthat I was upsetting. I was a bother to Bertram in his painting, I am sure.''
``You were an inspiration,'' corrected Bertram. ``Think of the posing you did for me.''
A swift something like a shadow crossed Billy's face; but before her lover could question its meaning, it was
gone.
``And I know I was a torment to Cyril.'' Billy had turned to the musician now.
``Well, I admit you were a littleupsetting, at times,'' retorted that individual, with something of his old
imperturbable rudeness.
``Nonsense!'' cut in William, sharply. ``You were never anything but a comfort in the house, Billy, my
dearand you never will be.''
``Thank you,'' murmured Billy, demurely. ``I'll remember thatwhen Pete and I disagree about the table
decorations, and Dong Ling doesn't like the way I want my soup seasoned.''
An anxious frown showed on Bertram's face.
``Billy,'' he said in a low voice, as the others laughed at her sally, ``you needn't have Pete nor Dong Ling here
if you don't want them.''
``Don't want them!'' echoed Billy, indignantly. ``Of course I want them!''
``ButPete _is_ old, and''
``Yes; and where's he grown old? For whom has he worked the last fifty years, while he's been growing old?
I wonder if you think I'd let Pete leave this house as long as he _wants_ to stay! As for Dong Ling''
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A sudden movement of Bertram's hand arrested her words. She looked up to find Pete in the doorway.
``Dinner is served, sir,'' announced the old butler, his eyes on his master's face.
William rose with alacrity, and gave his arm to Aunt Hannah.
``Well, I'm sure we're ready for dinner,'' he declared.
It was a good dinner, and it was well served. It could scarcely have been otherwise with Dong Ling in the
kitchen and Pete in the diningroom doing their utmost to please. But even had the turkey been tough instead
of tender, and even had the pies been filled with sawdust instead of with delicious mincemeat, it is doubtful if
four at the table would have known the difference: Cyril and Marie at one end were discussing where to put
their new sideboard in their diningroom, and Bertram and Billy at the other were talking of the next
Thanksgiving, when, according to Bertram, the Strata would have the ``dearest little mistress that ever was
born.'' As if, under these circumstances, the tenderness of the turkey or the toothsomeness of the mince pie
mattered! To Aunt Hannah and William, in the centre of the table, however, it did matter; so it was well, of
course, that the dinner was a good one.
``And now,'' said Cyril, when dinner was over, ``suppose you come up and see the rug.''
In compliance with this suggestion, the six trailed up the long flights of stairs then, Billy carrying an extra
shawl for Aunt Hannah Cyril's rooms were always cool.
``Oh, yes, I knew we should need it,'' she nodded to Bertram, as she picked up the shawl from the hall stand
where she had left it when she came in. ``That's why I brought it.''
``Oh, my grief and conscience, Cyril, how _can_ you stand it?to climb stairs like this,'' panted Aunt
Hannah, as she reached the top of the last flight and dropped breathlessly into the nearest chairfrom which
Marie had rescued a curtain just in time.
``Well, I'm not sure I couldif I were always to eat a Thanksgiving dinner just before,'' laughed Cyril.
``Maybe I ought to have waited and let you rest an hour or two.''
``But 'twould have been too dark, then, to see the rug,'' objected Marie. ``It's a genuine Persian a Kirman,
you know; and I'm so proud of it,'' she added, turning to the others. ``I wanted you to see the colors by
daylight. Cyril likes it better, anyhow, in the daytime.''
``Fancy Cyril _liking_ any sort of a rug at any time,'' chuckled Bertram, his eyes on the rich, softly blended
colors of the rug before him. ``Honestly, Miss Marie,'' he added, turning to the little bride elect, ``how did
you ever manage to get him to buy _any_ rug? He won't have so much as a ravelling on the floor up here to
walk on.''
A startled dismay came into Marie's blue eyes.
``Why, I thought he wanted rugs,'' she faltered. ``I'm sure he said''
``Of course I want rugs,'' interrupted Cyril, irritably. ``I want them everywhere except in my own especial
den. You don't suppose I want to hear other people clattering over bare floors all day, do you?''
``Of course not!'' Bertram's face was preternaturally grave as he turned to the little music teacher. ``I hope,
Miss Marie, that you wear rubber heels on your shoes,'' he observed solicitously.
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Even Cyril laughed at this, though all he said was:
``Come, come, I got you up here to look at the rug.''
Bertram, however, was not to be silenced.
``And another thing, Miss Marie,'' he resumed, with the air of a true and tried adviser. ``Just let me give you a
pointer. I've lived with your future husband a good many years, and I know what I'm talking about.''
``Bertram, be still,'' growled Cyril.
Bertram refused to be still.
``Whenever you want to know anything about Cyril, listen to his playing. For instance: if, after dinner, you
hear a dreamy waltz or a sleepy nocturne, you may know that all is well. But if on your ears there falls
anything like a dirge, or the wail of a lost spirit gone mad, better look to your soup and see if it hasn't been
scorched, or taste of your pudding and see if you didn't put in salt instead of sugar.''
``Bertram, will you be still?'' cut in Cyril, testily, again.
``After all, judging from what Billy tells me,'' resumed Bertram, cheerfully, ``what I've said won't be so
important to you, for you aren't the kind that scorches soups or uses salt for sugar. So maybe I'd better put it
to you this way: if you want a new sealskin coat or an extra diamond tiara, tackle him when he plays like
this!'' And with a swift turn Bertram dropped himself to the piano stool and dashed into a rollicking melody
that half the newsboys of Boston were whistling.
What happened next was a surprise to every one. Bertram, very much as if he were a naughty little boy, was
jerked by a wrathful brother's hand off the piano stool. The next moment the wrathful brother himself sat at
the piano, and there burst on five pairs of astonished ears a crashing dissonance which was but the prelude to
music such as few of the party often heard.
Spellbound they listened while rippling runs and sonorous harmonies filled the room to overflowing, as if
under the fingers of the player there werenot the keyboard of a pianobut the violins, flutes, cornets,
trombones, bass viols and kettledrums of a full orchestra.
Billy, perhaps, of them all, best understood. She knew that in those tripping melodies and crashing chords
were Cyril's joy at the presence of Marie, his wrath at the flippancy of Bertram, his ecstasy at that for which
the rug and curtains stoodthe little woman sewing in the radiant circle of a shaded lamp. Billy knew that all
this and more were finding voice at Cyril's finger tips. The others, too, understood in a way; but they, unlike
Billy, were not in the habit of finding on a few score bits of wood and ivory a vent for their moods and
fancies.
The music was softer now. The resounding chords and purling runs had become a belllike melody that
wound itself in and out of a maze of exquisite harmonies, now hiding, now coming out clear and unafraid,
like a mountain stream emerging into a sunlit meadow from the leafy shadows of its forest home.
In a breathless hush the melody quivered into silence. It was Bertram who broke the pause with a
longdrawn:
``By George!'' Then, a little unsteadily: ``If it's I that set you going like that, old chap, I'll come up and play
ragtime every day!''
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Cyril shrugged his shoulders and got to his feet.
``If you've seen all you want of the rug we'll go downstairs,'' he said nonchalantly.
``But we haven't!'' chorussed several indignant voices. And for the next few minutes not even the owner of
the beautiful Kirman could find any fault with the quantity or the quality of the attention bestowed on his new
possession. But Billy, under cover of the chatter, said reproachfully in his ear:
``Oh, Cyril, to think you can play like that and won'ton demand!''
``I can'ton demand,'' shrugged Cyril again.
On the way downstairs they stopped at William's rooms.
``I want you to see a couple of Batterseas I got last week,'' cried the collector eagerly, as he led the way to the
black velvet square. ``They're fineand I think she looks like you,'' he finished, turning to Billy, and holding
out one of the knobs, on which was a beautifully executed miniature of a young girl with dark, dreamy eyes.
``Oh, how pretty!'' exclaimed Marie, over Billy's shoulder. ``But what are they?''
The collector turned, his face alight.
``Mirror knobs. I've got lots of them. Would you like to see themreally? They're right here.''
The next minute Marie found herself looking into a cabinet where lay a score or more of round and oval discs
of glass, porcelain, and metal, framed in silver, gilt, and brass, and mounted on long spikes.
``Oh, how pretty,'' cried Marie again; ``but howhow queer! Tell me about them, please.''
William drew a long breath. His eyes glistened. William loved to talkwhen he had a curio and a listener.
``I will. Our greatgrandmothers used them, you know, to support their mirrors, or to fasten back their
curtains,'' he explained ardently. ``Now here's another Battersea enamel, but it isn't so good as my new
onesthat face is almost a caricature.''
``But what a beautiful shipon that round one!'' exclaimed Marie. ``And what's this one? glass?''
``Yes; but that's not so rare as the others. Still, it's pretty enough. Did you notice this one, with the bright red
and blue and green on the white background?regular Chinese mode of decoration, that is.''
``Erany time, William,'' began Bertram, mischievously; but William did not seem to hear.
``Now in this corner,'' he went on, warming to his subject, ``are the enamelled porcelains. They were
probably made at the Worcester works England, you know; and I think many of them are quite as pretty as
the Batterseas. You see it was at Worcester that they invented that variation of the transfer printing process
that they called bat printing, where they used oil instead of ink, and gelatine instead of paper. Now
engravings for that kind of printing were usually in stipple workdots, you knowso the prints on these
knobs can easily be distinguished from those of the transfer printing. See? Now, this one is''
``Er, of course, William, any time'' interposed Bertram again, his eyes twinkling.
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William stopped with a laugh.
``Yes, I know. 'Tis time I talked of something else, Bertram,'' he conceded.
``But 'twas lovely, and I _was_ interested, really,'' claimed Marie. ``Besides, there are such a lot of things
here that I'd like to see,'' she finished, turning slowly about.
``These are what he was collecting last year,'' murmured Billy, hovering over a small cabinet where were
some beautiful specimens of antique jewelry brooches, necklaces, armlets, Rajah rings, and anklets, gorgeous
in color and exquisite in workmanship.
``Well, here is something you _will_ enjoy,'' declared Bertram, with an airy flourish. ``Do you see those
teapots? Well, we can have tea every day in the year, and not use one of them but five times. I've counted.
There are exactly seventythree,'' he concluded, as he laughingly led the way from the room.
``How about leap year?'' quizzed Billy.
``Ho! Trust Will to find another `Old Blue' or a `perfect treasure of a black basalt' by that time,'' shrugged
Bertram.
Below William's rooms was the floor once Bertram's, but afterwards given over to the use of Billy and Aunt
Hannah. The rooms were open today, and were bright with sunshine and roses; but they were very plainly
unoccupied.
``And you don't use them yet?'' remonstrated Billy, as she paused at an open door.
``No. These are Mrs. Bertram Henshaw's rooms,'' said the youngest Henshaw brother in a voice that made
Billy hurry away with a dimpling blush.
``They were Billy'sand they can never seem any one's but Billy's, now,'' declared William to Marie, as they
went down the stairs.
``And now for the den and some good stories before the fire,'' proposed Bertram, as the six reached the first
floor again.
``But we haven't seen your pictures, yet,'' objected Billy.
Bertram made a deprecatory gesture.
``There's nothing much'' he began; but he stopped at once, with an odd laugh. ``Well, I sha'n't say _that_,''
he finished, flinging open the door of his studio, and pressing a button that flooded the room with light. The
next moment, as they stood before those plaques and panels and canvaseson each of which was a pictured
``Billy''they understood the change in his sentence, and they laughed appreciatively.
`` `Much,' indeed!'' exclaimed William.
``Oh, how lovely!'' breathed Marie.
``My grief and conscience, Bertram! All these and of Billy? I knew you had a good many, but'' Aunt
Hannah paused impotently, her eyes going from Bertram's face to the pictures again.
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``But howwhen did you do them?'' queried Marie.
``Some of them from memory. More of them from life. A lot of them were just sketches that I did when she
was here in the house four or five years ago,'' answered Bertram; ``like this, for instance.'' And he pulled into
a better light a picture of a laughing, darkeyed girl holding against her cheek a small gray kitten, with alert,
bright eyes. ``The original and only Spunk,'' he announced.
``What a dear little cat!'' cried Marie.
``You should have seen itin the flesh,'' remarked Cyril, dryly. ``No paint nor painter could imprison that
untamed bit of Satanic mischief on any canvas that ever grew!''
Everybody laughedeverybody but Billy. Billy, indeed, of them all, had been strangely silent ever since
they entered the studio. She stood now a little apart. Her eyes were wide, and a bit frightened. Her fingers
were twisting the corners of her handkerchief nervously. She was looking to the right and to the left, and
everywhere she sawherself.
Sometimes it was her full face, sometimes her profile; sometimes there were only her eyes peeping from
above a fan, or peering from out brown shadows of nothingness. Once it was merely the back of her head
showing the mass of waving hair with its high lights of burnished bronze. Again it was still the back of her
head with below it the bare, slender neck and the scarf draped shoulders. In this picture the curve of a
halfturned cheek showed plainly, and in the background was visible a hand holding four playing cards, at
which the pictured girl was evidently looking. Sometimes it was a merry Billy with dancing eyes; sometimes
a demure Billy with long lashes caressing a flushed cheek. Sometimes it was a wistful Billy with eyes that
looked straight into yours with peculiar appeal. But always it wasBilly.
``There, I think the tilt of this chin is perfect.'' It was Bertram speaking.
Billy gave a sudden cry. Her face whitened. She stumbled forward.
``No, no, Bertram, youyou didn't mean thethe tilt of the chin,'' she faltered wildly.
The man turned in amazement.
``WhyBilly!'' he stammered. ``Billy, what is it?''
The girl fell back at once. She tried to laugh lightly. She had seen the dismayed questioning in her lover's
eyes, and in the eyes of William and the others.
``Nnothing,'' she gesticulated hurriedly. ``It was nothing at all, truly.''
``But, Billy, it _was_ something.'' Bertram's eyes were still troubled. ``Was it the picture? I thought you liked
this picture.''
Billy laughed againthis time more naturally.
``Bertram, I'm ashamed of youexpecting me to say I `like' any of this,'' she scolded, with a wave of her
hands toward the omnipresent Billy. ``Why, I feel as if I were in a room with a thousand mirrors, and that I'd
been discovered putting rouge on my cheeks and lampblack on my eyebrows!''
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William laughed fondly. Aunt Hannah and Marie gave an indulgent smile. Cyril actually chuckled. Bertram
only still wore a puzzled expression as he laid aside the canvas in his hands.
Billy examined intently a sketch she had found with its back to the wall. It was not a pretty sketch; it was not
even a finished one, and Billy did not in the least care what it was. But her lips cried interestedly:
``Oh, Bertram, what is this?''
There was no answer. Bertram was still engaged, apparently, in putting away some sketches. Over by the
doorway leading to the den Marie and Aunt Hannah, followed by William and Cyril, were just disappearing
behind a huge easel. In another minute the merry chatter of their voices came from the room beyond. Bertram
hurried then straight across the studio to the girl still bending over the sketch in the corner.
``Bertram!'' gasped Billy, as a kiss brushed her cheek.
``Pooh! They're gone. Besides, what if they did see? Billy, what was the matter with the tilt of that chin?''
Billy gave an hysterical little laughat least, Bertram tried to assure himself that it was a laugh, though it
had sounded almost like a sob.
``Bertram, if you say another word about about the tilt of that chin, I shall _scream!_'' she panted.
``Why, Billy!''
With a nervous little movement Billy turned and began to reverse the canvases nearest her.
``Come, sir,'' she commanded gayly. ``Billy has been on exhibition quite long enough. It is high time she was
turned face to the wall to meditate, and grow more modest.''
Bertram did not answer. Neither did he make a move to assist her. His ardent gray eyes were following her
slim, graceful figure admiringly.
``Billy, it doesn't seem true, yet, that you're really mine,'' he said at last, in a low voice shaken with emotion.
Billy turned abruptly. A peculiar radiance shone in her eyes and glorified her face. As she stood, she was
close to a picture on an easel and full in the soft glow of the shaded lights above it.
``Then you _do_ want me,'' she began, ``just _me!_not to'' she stopped short. The man opposite had
taken an eager step toward her. On his face was the look she knew so well, the look she had come almost to
dreadthe ``painting look.''
``Billy, stand just as you are,'' he was saying. ``Don't move. Jove! But that effect is perfect with those dark
shadows beyond, and just your hair and face and throat showing. I declare, I've half a mind to sketch'' But
Billy, with a little cry, was gone.
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The early days in December were busy ones, certainly, in the little house on Corey Hill. Marie was to be
married the twelfth. It was to be a home wedding, and a very simple oneaccording to Billy, and according
to what Marie had said it was to be. Billy still serenely spoke of it as a ``simple affair,'' but Marie was
beginning to be fearful. As the days passed, bringing with them more and more frequent evidences either
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tangible or intangible of orders to stationers, caterers, and florists, her fears found voice in a protest.
``But Billy, it was to be a _simple_ wedding,'' she cried.
``And so it is.''
``But what is this I hear about a breakfast?''
Billy's chin assumed its most stubborn squareness.
``I don't know, I'm sure, what you did hear,'' she retorted calmly.
``Billy!''
Billy laughed. The chin was just as stubborn, but the smiling lips above it graced it with an air of charming
concession.
``There, there, dear,'' coaxed the mistress of Hillside, ``don't fret. Besides, I'm sure I should think you, of all
people, would want your guests _fed!_''
``But this is so elaborate, from what I hear.''
``Nonsense! Not a bit of it.''
``Rosa says there'll be salads and cakes and icesand I don't know what all.''
Billy looked concerned.
``Well, of course, Marie, if you'd _rather_ have oatmeal and doughnuts,'' she began with kind solicitude; but
she got no farther.
``Billy!'' besought the bride elect. ``Won't you be serious? And there's the cake in wedding boxes, too.''
``I know, but boxes are so much easier and cleaner thanjust fingers,'' apologized an anxiously serious
voice.
Marie answered with an indignant, grieved glance and hurried on.
``And the flowersroses, dozens of them, in December! Billy, I can't let you do all this for me.''
``Nonsense, dear!'' laughed Billy. ``Why, I love to do it. Besides, when you're gone, just think how lonesome
I'll be! I shall have to adopt somebody else thennow that Mary Jane has proved to be nothing but a
disappointing man instead of a nice little girl like you,'' she finished whimsically.
Marie did not smile. The frown still lay between her delicate brows.
``And for my trousseauthere were so many things that you simply would buy!''
``I didn't get one of the eggbeaters,'' Billy reminded her anxiously.
Marie smiled now, but she shook her head, too.
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``Billy, I cannot have you do all this for me.''
``Why not?''
At the unexpectedly direct question, Marie fell back a little.
``Why, because II can't,'' she stammered. ``I can't get them for myself, andand''
``Don't you love me?''
A pink flush stole to Marie's face.
``Indeed I do, dearly.''
``Don't I love you?''
The flush deepened.
``II hope so.''
``Then why won't you let me do what I want to, and be happy in it? Money, just money, isn't any good unless
you can exchange it for something you want. And just now I want pink roses and ice cream and lace flounces
for you. Marie,'' Billy's voice trembled a little``I never had a sister till I had you, and I have had such a
good time buying things that I thought you wanted! But, of course, if you don't want them'' The words
ended in a choking sob, and down went Billy's head into her folded arms on the desk before her.
Marie sprang to her feet and cuddled the bowed head in a loving embrace.
``But I do want them, dear; I want them all every single one,'' she urged. ``Now promise me promise me
that you'll do them all, just as you'd planned! You will, won't you?''
There was the briefest of hesitations, then came the muffled reply:
``Yesif you really want them.''
``I do, dearindeed I do. I love pretty weddings, and II always hoped that I could have oneif I ever
married. So you must know, dear, how I really do want all those things,'' declared Marie, fervently. ``And
now I must go. I promised to meet Cyril at Park Street at three o'clock.'' And she hurried from the roomand
not until she was halfway to her destination did it suddenly occur to her that she had been urging, actually
urging Miss Billy Neilson to buy for her pink roses, ice cream, and lace flounces.
Her cheeks burned with shame then. But almost at once she smiled.
``Now wasn't that just like Billy?'' she was saying to herself, with a tender glow in her eyes.
It was early in December that Pete came one day with a package for Marie from Cyril. Marie was not at
home, and Billy herself went downstairs to take the package from the old man's hands.
``Mr. Cyril said to give it to Miss Hawthorn,'' stammered the old servant, his face lighting up as Billy entered
the room; ``but I'm sure he wouldn't mind _your_ taking it.''
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``I'm afraid I'll have to take it, Pete, unless you want to carry it back with you,'' she smiled. ``I'll see that Miss
Hawthorn has it the very first moment she comes in.''
``Thank you, Miss. It does my old eyes good to see your bright face.'' He hesitated, then turned slowly.
``Good day, Miss Billy.''
Billy laid the package on the table. Her eyes were thoughtful as she looked after the old man, who was now
almost to the door. Something in his bowed form appealed to her strangely. She took a quick step toward
him.
``You'll miss Mr. Cyril, Pete,'' she said pleasantly.
The old man stopped at once and turned. He lifted his head a little proudly.
``Yes, Miss. II was there when he was born. Mr. Cyril's a fine man.''
``Indeed he is. Perhaps it's your good care that's helped, someto make him so,'' smiled the girl, vaguely
wishing that she could say something that would drive the wistful look from the dim old eyes before her.
For a moment Billy thought she had succeeded. The old servant drew himself stiffly erect. In his eyes shone
the loyal pride of more than fifty years' honest service. Almost at once, however, the pride died away, and the
wistfulness returned.
``Thank ye, Miss; but I don't lay no claim to that, of course,'' he said. ``Mr. Cyril's a fine man, and we shall
miss him; butI cal'late changes must cometo all of us.''
Billy's brown eyes grew a little misty.
``I suppose they must,'' she admitted.
The old man hesitated; then, as if impelled by some hidden force, he plunged on:
``Yes; and they'll be comin' to you one of these days, Miss, and that's what I was wantin' to speak to ye about.
I understand, of course, that when you get there you'll be wantin' younger blood to serve ye. My feet ain't so
spry as they once was, and my old hands blunder sometimes, in spite of what my head bids 'em do. So I
wanted to tell yethat of course I shouldn't expect to stay. I'd go.''
As he said the words, Pete stood with head and shoulders erect, his eyes looking straight forward but not at
Billy.
``Don't you _want_ to stay?'' The girlish voice was a little reproachful.
Pete's head drooped.
``Not ifI'm not wanted,'' came the husky reply.
With an impulsive movement Billy came straight to the old man's side and held out her hand.
``Pete!''
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Amazement, incredulity, and a look that was almost terror crossed the old man's face; then a flood of dull red
blotted them all out and left only worshipful rapture. With a choking cry he took the slim little hand in both
his rough and twisted ones much as if he were possessing himself of a treasured bit of eggshell china.
``Miss Billy!''
``Pete, there aren't a pair of feet in Boston, nor a pair of hands, either, that I'd rather have serve me than
yours, no matter if they stumble and blunder all day! I shall love stumbles and blundersif you make them.
Now run home, and don't ever let me hear another syllable about your leaving!''
They were not the words Billy had intended to say. She had meant to speak of his long, faithful service, and
of how much they appreciated it; but, to her surprise, Billy found her own eyes wet and her own voice
trembling, and the words that she would have said she found fast shut in her throat. So there was nothing to
do but to stammer out somethinganything, that would help to keep her from yielding to that absurd and
awful desire to fall on the old servant's neck and cry.
``Not another syllable!'' she repeated sternly.
``Miss Billy!'' choked Pete again. Then he turned and fled with anything but his usual dignity.
Bertram called that evening. When Billy came to him in the livingroom, her slender self was almost hidden
behind the swirls of damask linen in her arms.
Bertram's eyes grew mutinous.
``Do you expect me to hug all that?'' he demanded.
Billy flashed him a mischievous glance.
``Of course not! You don't _have_ to hug anything, you know.''
For answer he impetuously swept the offending linen into the nearest chair and drew the girl into his arms.
``Oh! And see how you've crushed poor Marie's tablecloth!'' she cried, with reproachful eyes.
Bertram sniffed imperturbably.
``I'm not sure but I'd like to crush Marie,'' he alleged.
``Bertram!''
``I can't help it. See here, Billy.'' He loosened his clasp and held the girl off at arm's length, regarding her with
stormy eyes. ``It's Marie, Marie, Mariealways. If I telephone in the morning, you've gone shopping with
Marie. If I want you in the afternoon for something, you're at the dressmaker's with Marie. If I call in the
evening''
``I'm here,'' interrupted Billy, with decision.
``Oh, yes, you're here,'' admitted Bertram, aggrievedly, ``and so are dozens of napkins, miles of tablecloths,
and yards upon yards of lace and flummydiddles you call `doilies.' They all belong to Marie, and they fill
your arms and your thoughts full, until there isn't an inch of room for me. Billy, when is this thing going to
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end?''
Billy laughed softly. Her eyes danced.
``The twelfth;that is, there'll be apause, then.''
``Well, I'm thankful ifeh?'' broke off the man, with a sudden change of manner. ``What do you mean by `a
pause'?''
Billy cast down her eyes demurely.
``Well, of course _this_ ends the twelfth with Marie's wedding; but I've sort of regarded it as anunderstudy
for one that's coming next October, you see.''
``Billy, you darling!'' breathed a supremely happy voice in a shelllike earBilly was not at arm's length
now.
Billy smiled, but she drew away with gentle firmness.
``And now I must go back to my sewing,'' she said.
Bertram's arms did not loosen. His eyes had grown mutinous again.
``That is,'' she amended, ``I must be practising my part ofthe understudy, you know.''
``You darling!'' breathed Bertram again; this time, however, he let her go.
``But, honestly, is it all necessary?'' he sighed despairingly, as she seated herself and gathered the tablecloth
into her lap. ``Do you have to do so much of it all?''
``I do,'' smiled Billy, ``unless you want your brother to run the risk of leading his bride to the altar and
finding her robed in a kitchen apron with an eggbeater in her hand for a bouquet.''
Bertram laughed.
``Is it so bad as that?''
``No, of course notquite. But never have I seen a bride so utterly oblivious to clothes as Marie was till one
day in despair I told her that Cyril never could bear a dowdy woman.''
``As if Cyril, in the old days, ever could bear any sort of woman!'' scoffed Bertram, merrily.
``I know; but I didn't mention that part,'' smiled Billy. ``I just singled out the dowdy one.''
``Did it work?''
Billy made a gesture of despair.
``Did it work! It worked too well. Marie gave me one horrified look, then at once and immediately she
became possessed with the idea that she _was_ a dowdy woman. And from that day to this she has pursued
every lurking wrinkle and every fold awry, until her dressmaker's life isn't worth the living; and I'm
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beginning to think mine isn't, either, for I have to assure her at least four times every day now that she is
_not_ a dowdy woman.''
``You poor dear,'' laughed Bertram. ``No wonder you don't have time to give to me!''
A peculiar expression crossed Billy's face.
``Oh, but I'm not the _only_ one who, at times, is otherwise engaged, sir,'' she reminded him.
``What do you mean?''
``There was yesterday, and last Monday, and last week Wednesday, and''
``Oh, but you _let_ me off, then,'' argued Bertram, anxiously. ``And you said''
``That I didn't wish to interfere with your workwhich was quite true,'' interrupted Billy in her turn,
smoothly. ``By the way,''Billy was examining her stitches very closely now ``how is Miss Winthrop's
portrait coming on?''
``Splendidly!that is, it _was_, until she began to put off the sittings for her pink teas and folderols. She's
going to Washington next week, too, to be gone nearly a fortnight,'' finished Bertram, gloomily.
``Aren't you putting more work than usual into this oneand more sittings?''
``Well, yes,'' laughed Bertram, a little shortly. ``You see, she's changed the pose twice already.''
``Changed it!''
``Yes. Wasn't satisfied. Fancied she wanted it different.''
``But can't youdon't you have something to say about it?''
``Oh, yes, of course; and she claims she'll yield to my judgment, anyhow. But what's the use? She's been a
spoiled darling all her life, and in the habit of having her own way about everything. Naturally, under those
circumstances, I can't expect to get a satisfactory portrait, if she's out of tune with the pose. Besides, I will
own, so far her suggestions have made for improvementprobably because she's been happy in making
them, so her expression has been good.''
Billy wet her lips.
``I saw her the other night,'' she said lightly. (If the lightness was a little artificial Bertram did not seem to
notice it.) ``She is certainlyvery beautiful.''
``Yes.'' Bertram got to his feet and began to walk up and down the little room. His eyes were alight. On his
face the ``painting look'' was king. ``It's going to mean a lot to methis picture, Billy. In the first place I'm
just at the point in my career where a big success would mean a lot and where a big failure would mean
more. And this portrait is bound to be one or the other from the very nature of the thing.''
``Iis it?'' Billy's voice was a little faint.
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``Yes. First, because of who the sitter is, and secondly because of what she is. She is, of course, the most
famous subject I've had, and half the artistic world knows by this time that Marguerite Winthrop is being
done by Henshaw. You can see what it'll beif I fail.''
``But you won't fail, Bertram!''
The artist lifted his chin and threw back his shoulders.
``No, of course not; but'' He hesitated, frowned, and dropped himself into a chair. His eyes studied the fire
moodily. ``You see,'' he resumed, after a moment, ``there's a peculiar, elusive something about her
expression'' (Billy stirred restlessly and gave her thread so savage a jerk that it broke)``a something that
isn't easily caught by the brush. Anderson and Fullambig fellows, both of themdidn't catch it. At least,
I've understood that neither her family nor her friends are satisfied with _their_ portraits. And to succeed
where Anderson and Fullam failedJove! Billy, a chance like that doesn't come to a fellow twice in a
lifetime!'' Bertram was out of his chair, again, tramping up and down the little room.
Billy tossed her work aside and sprang to her feet. Her eyes, too, were alight, now.
``But you aren't going to fail, dear,'' she cried, holding out both her hands. ``You're going to succeed!''
Bertram caught the hands and kissed first one then the other of their soft little palms.
``Of course I am,'' he agreed passionately, leading her to the sofa, and seating himself at her side.
``Yes, but you must really _feel_ it,'' she urged; ``feel the `_sure_' in yourself. You have to!to doing things.
That's what I told Mary Jane yesterday, when he was running on about what _he_ wanted to doin his
singing, you know.''
Bertram stiffened a little. A quick frown came to his face.
``Mary Jane, indeed! Of all the absurd names to give a fullgrown, sixfoot man! Billy, do, for pity's sake,
call him by his nameif he's got one.''
Billy broke into a rippling laugh.
``I wish I could, dear,'' she sighed ingenuously.
``Honestly, it bothers me because I _can't_ think of him as anything but `Mary Jane.' It seems so silly!''
``It certainly doeswhen one remembers his beard.''
``Oh, he's shaved that off now. He looks rather better, too.''
Bertram turned a little sharply.
``Do you see the fellowoften?''
Billy laughed merrily.
``No. He's about as disgruntled as you are over the way the wedding monopolizes everything. He's been up
once or twice to see Aunt Hannah and to get acquainted, as he expresses it, and once he brought up some
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music and we sang; but he declares the wedding hasn't given him half a show.''
``Indeed! Well, that's a pity, I'm sure,'' rejoined Bertram, icily.
Billy turned in slight surprise.
``Why, Bertram, don't you like Mary Jane?''
``Billy, for heaven's sake! _Hasn't_ he got any name but that?''
Billy clapped her hands together suddenly.
``There, that makes me think. He told Aunt Hannah and me to guess what his name was, and we never hit it
once. What do you think it is? The initials are M. J.''
``I couldn't say, I'm sure. What is it?''
``Oh, he didn't tell us. You see he left us to guess it.''
``Did he?''
``Yes,'' mused Billy, abstractedly, her eyes on the dancing fire. The next minute she stirred and settled herself
more comfortably in the curve of her lover's arm. ``But there! who cares what his name is? I'm sure I don't.''
``Nor I,'' echoed Bertram in a voice that he tried to make not too fervent. He had not forgotten Billy's
surprised: ``Why, Bertram, don't you like Mary Jane?'' and he did not like to call forth a repetition of it.
Abruptly, therefore, he changed the subject. ``By the way, what did you do to Pete today?'' he asked
laughingly. ``He came home in a seventh heaven of happiness babbling of what an angel straight from the sky
Miss Billy was. Naturally I agreed with him on that point. But what did you do to him?''
Billy smiled.
``Nothingonly engaged him for our butler for life.''
``Oh, I see. That was dear of you, Billy.''
``As if I'd do anything else! And now for Dong Ling, I suppose, some day.''
Bertram chuckled.
``Well, maybe I can help you there,'' he hinted. ``You see, his Celestial Majesty came to me himself the other
day, and said, after sundry and various preliminaries, that he should be `velly much glad' when the `Little
Missee' came to live with me, for then he could go back to China with a heart at rest, as he had money `velly
much plenty' and didn't wish to be `Melican man' any longer.''
``Dear me,'' smiled Billy, ``what a happy state of affairsfor him. But for youdo you realize, young man,
what that means for you? A new wife and a new cook all at once? And you know I'm not Marie!''
``Ho! I'm not worrying,'' retorted Bertram with a contented smile; ``besides, as perhaps you noticed, it wasn't
Marie that I askedto marry me!''
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Mrs. Kate Hartwell, the Henshaw brothers' sister from the West, was expected on the tenth. Her husband
could not come, she had written, but she would bring with her, little Kate, the youngest child. The boys, Paul
and Egbert, would stay with their father.
Billy received the news of little Kate's coming with outspoken delight.
``The very thing!'' she cried. ``We'll have her for a flower girl. She was a dear little creature, as I remember
her.''
Aunt Hannah gave a sudden low laugh.
``Yes, I remember,'' she observed. ``Kate told me, after you spent the first day with her, that you graciously
informed her that little Kate was almost as nice as Spunk. Kate did not fully appreciate the compliment, I
fear.''
Billy made a wry face.
``Did I say that? Dear me! I _was_ a terror in those days, wasn't I? But then,'' and she laughed softly, ``really,
Aunt Hannah, that was the prettiest thing I knew how to say, for I considered Spunk the topnotch of
desirability.''
``I think I should have liked to know Spunk,'' smiled Marie from the other side of the sewing table.
``He was a dear,'' declared Billy. ``I had another 'most as good when I first came to Hillside, but he got lost.
For a time it seemed as if I never wanted another, but I've about come to the conclusion now that I do, and
I've told Bertram to find one for me if he can. You see I shall be lonesome after you're gone, Marie, and I'll
have to have _something_,'' she finished mischievously.
``Oh, I don't mind the inferenceas long as I know your admiration of cats,'' laughed Marie.
``Let me see; Kate writes she is coming the tenth,'' murmured Aunt Hannah, going back to the letter in her
hand.
``Good!'' nodded Billy. ``That will give time to put little Kate through her paces as flower girl.''
``Yes, and it will give Big Kate time to _try_ to make your breakfast a supper, and your roses pinksor
sunflowers,'' cut in a new voice, dryly.
``Cyril!'' chorussed the three ladies in horror, adoration, and amusementaccording to whether the voice
belonged to Aunt Hannah, Marie, or Billy.
Cyril shrugged his shoulders and smiled.
``I beg your pardon,'' he apologized; ``but Rosa said you were in here sewing, and I told her not to bother. I'd
announce myself. Just as I got to the door I chanced to hear Billy's speech, and I couldn't resist making the
amendment. Maybe you've forgotten Kate's love of managingbut I haven't,'' he finished, as he sauntered
over to the chair nearest Marie.
``No, I haven'tforgotten,'' observed Billy, meaningly.
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``Nor Inor anybody else,'' declared a severe voiceboth the words and the severity being most
extraordinary as coming from the usually gentle Aunt Hannah.
``Oh, well, never mind,'' spoke up Billy, quickly. ``Everything's all right now, so let's forget it. She always
meant it for kindness, I'm sure.''
``Even when she told you in the first place what aertorment you were to us?'' quizzed Cyril.
``Yes,'' flashed Billy. ``She was being kind to _you_, then.''
``Humph!'' vouchsafed Cyril.
For a moment no one spoke. Cyril's eyes were on Marie, who was nervously trying to smooth back a few
fluffy wisps of hair that had escaped from restraining combs and pins.
``What's the matter with the hair, little girl?'' asked Cyril in a voice that was caressingly irritable. ``You've
been fussing with that long suffering curl for the last five minutes!''
Marie's delicate face flushed painfully.
``It's got loosemy hair,'' she stammered, ``and it looks so dowdy that way!''
Billy dropped her thread suddenly. She sprang for it at once, before Cyril could make a move to get it. She
had to dive far under a chair to capture itwhich may explain why her face was so very red when she finally
reached her seat again.
On the morning of the tenth, Billy, Marie, and Aunt Hannah were once more sewing together, this time in the
little sittingroom at the end of the hall upstairs.
Billy's fingers, in particular, were flying very fast.
``I told John to have Peggy at the door at eleven,'' she said, after a time; ``but I think I can finish running in
this ribbon before then. I haven't much to do to get ready to go.''
``I hope Kate's train won't be late,'' worried Aunt Hannah.
``I hope not,'' replied Billy; ``but I told Rosa to delay luncheon, anyway, till we get here. I'' She stopped
abruptly and turned a listening ear toward the door of Aunt Hannah's room, which was open. A clock was
striking. ``Mercy! that can't be eleven now,'' she cried. ``But it must beit was ten before I came upstairs.''
She got to her feet hurriedly.
Aunt Hannah put out a restraining hand.
``No, no, dear, that's halfpast ten.''
``But it struck eleven.''
``Yes, I know. It doesat halfpast ten.''
``Why, the little wretch,'' laughed Billy, dropping back into her chair and picking up her work again. ``The
idea of its telling fibs like that and frightening people half out of their lives! I'll have it fixed right away.
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Maybe John can do it he's always so handy about such things.''
``But I don't want it fixed,'' demurred Aunt Hannah.
Billy stared a little.
``You don't want it fixed! Maybe you like to have it strike eleven when it's halfpast ten!'' Billy's voice was
merrily sarcastic.
``Yyes, I do,'' stammered the lady, apologetically. ``You see, II worked very hard to fix it so it would
strike that way.''
``_Aunt Hannah!_''
``Well, I did,'' retorted the lady, with unexpected spirit. ``I wanted to know what time it was in the nightI'm
awake such a lot.''
``But I don't see.'' Billy's eyes were perplexed. ``Why must you make it tell fibs in order toto find out the
truth?'' she laughed.
Aunt Hannah elevated her chin a little.
``Because that clock was always striking one.''
``One!''
``Yeshalfpast, you know; and I never knew which halfpast it was.''
``But it must strike halfpast now, just the same!''
``It does.'' There was the triumphant ring of the conqueror in Aunt Hannah's voice. ``But now it strikes
halfpast _on the hour_, and the clock in the hall tells me _then_ what time it is, so I don't care.''
For one more brief minute Billy stared, before a sudden light of understanding illumined her face. Then her
laugh rang out gleefully.
``Oh, Aunt Hannah, Aunt Hannah,'' she gurgled. ``If Bertram wouldn't call you the limit making a clock
strike eleven so you'll know it's halfpast ten!''
Aunt Hannah colored a little, but she stood her ground.
``Well, there's only half an hour, anyway, now, that I don't know what time it is,'' she maintained, ``for one or
the other of those clocks strikes the hour every thirty minutes. Even during those neverending three ones
that strike one after the other in the middle of the night, I can tell now, for the hall clock has a different sound
for the halfhours, you know, so I can tell whether it's one or a halfpast.''
``Of course,'' chuckled Billy.
``I'm sure I think it's a splendid idea,'' chimed in Marie, valiantly; ``and I'm going to write it to mother's
Cousin Jane right away. She's an invalid, and she's always lying awake nights wondering what time it is. The
doctor says actually he believes she'd get well if he could find some way of letting her know the time at night,
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so she'd get some sleep; for she simply can't go to sleep till she knows. She can't bear a light in the room, and
it wakes her all up to turn an electric switch, or anything of that kind.''
``Why doesn't she have one of those phosphorous things?'' questioned Billy.
Marie laughed quietly.
``She did. I sent her one,and she stood it just one night.''
``Stood it!''
``Yes. She declared it gave her the creeps, and that she wouldn't have the spooky thing staring at her all night
like that. So it's got to be something she can hear, and I'm going to tell her Mrs. Stetson's plan right away.''
``Well, I'm sure I wish you would,'' cried that lady, with prompt interest; ``and she'll like it, I'm sure. And tell
her if she can hear a _town_ clock strike, it's just the same, and even better; for there aren't any halfhours at
all to think of there.''
``I willand I think it's lovely,'' declared Marie.
``Of course it's lovely,'' smiled Billy, rising; ``but I fancy I'd better go and get ready to meet Mrs. Hartwell, or
the `lovely' thing will be telling me that it's halfpast eleven!'' And she tripped laughingly from the room.
Promptly at the appointed time John with Peggy drew up before the door, and Billy, muffled in furs, stepped
into the car, which, with its protecting top and sides and glass windshield, was in its winter dress.
``Yes'm, 'tis a little chilly, Miss,'' said John, in answer to her greeting, as he tucked the heavy robes about her.
``Oh, well, I shall be very comfortable, I'm sure,'' smiled Billy. ``Just don't drive too rapidly, specially coming
home. I shall have to get a limousine, I think, when my ship comes in, John.''
John's grizzled old face twitched. So evident were the words that were not spoken that Billy asked
laughingly:
``Well, John, what is it?''
John reddened furiously.
``Nothing, Miss. I was only thinkin' that if you didn't 'tend ter haulin' in so many other folks's ships, yours
might get in sooner.''
``Why, John! Nonsense! II love to haul in other folks's ships,'' laughed the girl, embarrassedly.
``Yes, Miss; I know you do,'' grunted John.
Billy colored.
``No, nothat is, I meanI don't do it very much,'' she stammered.
John did not answer apparently; but Billy was sure she caught a lowmuttered, indignant ``much!'' as he
snapped the door shut and took his place at the wheel.
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To herself she laughed softly. She thought she possessed the secret now of some of John's disapproving
glances toward her humble guests of the summer before.
CHAPTER XII. SISTER KATE
At the station Mrs. Hartwell's train was found to be gratifyingly on time; and in due course Billy was
extending a cordial welcome to a tall, handsome woman who carried herself with an unmistakable air of
assured competence. Accompanying her was a little girl with big blue eyes and yellow curls.
``I am very glad to see you both,'' smiled Billy, holding out a friendly hand to Mrs. Hartwell, and stooping to
kiss the round cheek of the little girl.
``Thank you, you are very kind,'' murmured the lady; ``butare you alone, Billy? Where are the boys?''
``Uncle William is out of town, and Cyril is rushed to death and sent his excuses. Bertram did mean to come,
but he telephoned this morning that he couldn't, after all. I'm sorry, but I'm afraid you'll have to make the best
of just me,'' condoled Billy. ``They'll be out to the house this evening, of courseall but Uncle William. He
doesn't return until tomorrow.''
``Oh, doesn't he?'' murmured the lady, reaching for her daughter's hand.
Billy looked down with a smile.
``And this is little Kate, I suppose,'' she said, ``whom I haven't seen for such a long, long time. Let me see,
you are how old now?''
``I'm eight. I've been eight six weeks.''
Billy's eyes twinkled.
``And you don't remember me, I suppose.''
The little girl shook her head.
``No; but I know who you are,'' she added, with shy eagerness. ``You're going to be my Aunt Billy, and
you're going to marry my Uncle WilliamI mean, my Uncle Bertram.''
Billy's face changed color. Mrs. Hartwell gave a despairing gesture.
``Kate, my dear, I told you to be sure and remember that it was your Uncle Bertram now. You see,'' she added
in a discouraged aside to Billy, ``she can't seem to forget the first one. But then, what can you expect?''
laughed Mrs. Hartwell, a little disagreeably. ``Such abrupt changes from one brother to another are somewhat
disconcerting, you know.''
Billy bit her lip. For a moment she said nothing, then, a little constrainedly, she rejoined:
``Perhaps. Stilllet us hope we have the right one, now.''
Mrs. Hartwell raised her eyebrows.
``Well, my dear, I'm not so confident of that. _My_ choice has been and always will beWilliam.''
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Billy bit her lip again. This time her brown eyes flashed a little.
``Is that so? But you see, after all, _you_ aren't making thethe choice.'' Billy spoke lightly, gayly; and she
ended with a bright little laugh, as if to hide any intended impertinence.
It was Mrs. Hartwell's turn to bite her lip and she did it.
``So it seems,'' she rejoined frigidly, after the briefest of pauses.
It was not until they were on their way to Corey Hill some time later that Mrs. Hartwell turned with the
question:
``Cyril is to be married in church, I suppose?''
``No. They both preferred a home wedding.''
``Oh, what a pity! Church weddings are so attractive!''
``To those who like them,'' amended Billy in spite of herself.
``To every one, I think,'' corrected Mrs. Hartwell, positively.
Billy laughed. She was beginning to discern that it did not do much harmnor much good to disagree
with her guest.
``It's in the evening, then, of course?'' pursued Mrs. Hartwell.
``No; at noon.''
``Oh, how could you let them?''
``But they preferred it, Mrs. Hartwell.''
``What if they did?'' retorted the lady, sharply. ``Can't you do as you please in your own home? Evening
weddings are so much prettier! We can't change now, of course, with the guests all invited. That is, I suppose
you do have guests!''
Mrs. Hartwell's voice was aggrievedly despairing.
``Oh, yes,'' smiled Billy, demurely. ``We have guests invitedand I'm afraid we can't change the time.''
``No, of course not; but it's too bad. I conclude there are announcements only, as I got no cards.
``Announcements only,'' bowed Billy.
``I wish Cyril had consulted _me_, a little, about this affair.''
Billy did not answer. She could not trust herself to speak just then. Cyril's words of two days before were in
her ears: ``Yes, and it will give Big Kate time to try to make your breakfast supper, and your roses pinksor
sunflowers.''
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In a moment Mrs. Hartwell spoke again.
``Of course a noon wedding is quite pretty if you darken the rooms and have lightsyou're going to do that,
I suppose?''
Billy shook her head slowly.
``I'm afraid not, Mrs. Hartwell. That isn't the plan, now.''
``Not darken the rooms!'' exclaimed Mrs. Hartwell. ``Why, it won't'' She stopped suddenly, and fell back in
her seat. The look of annoyed disappointment gave way to one of confident relief. ``But then, _that can_ be
changed,'' she finished serenely.
Billy opened her lips, but she shut them without speaking. After a minute she opened them again.
``You might consultCyrilabout that,'' she said in a quiet voice.
``Yes, I will,'' nodded Mrs. Hartwell, brightly. She was looking pleased and happy again. ``I love weddings.
Don't you? You can _do_ so much with them!''
``Can you?'' laughed Billy, irrepressibly.
``Yes. Cyril is happy, of course. Still, I can't imagine _him_ in love with any woman.''
``I think Marie can.''
``I suppose so. I don't seem to remember her much; still, I think I saw her once or twice when I was on last
June. Music teacher, wasn't she?''
``Yes. She is a very sweet girl.''
``Hmm; I suppose so. Still, I think 'twould have been better if Cyril could have selected some one that
_wasn't_ musicalsay a more domestic wife. He's so terribly unpractical himself about household matters.''
Billy gave a ringing laugh and stood up. The car had come to a stop before her own door.
``Do you? Just you wait till you see Marie's trousseau ofeggbeaters and cake tins,'' she chuckled.
Mrs. Hartwell looked blank.
``Whatever in the world do you mean, Billy?'' she demanded fretfully, as she followed her hostess from the
car. ``I declare! aren't you ever going to grow beyond making those absurd remarks of yours?''
``Maybesometime,'' laughed Billy, as she took little Kate's hand and led the way up the steps.
Luncheon in the cozy diningroom at Hillside that day was not entirely a success. At least there were not
present exactly the harmony and tranquillity that are conceded to be the best sauce for one's food. The
wedding, of course, was the allabsorbing topic of conversation; and Billy, between Aunt Hannah's attempts
to be polite, Marie's to be sweettempered, Mrs. Hartwell's to be dictatorial, and her own to be pacifying as
well as firm, had a hard time of it. If it had not been for two or three diversions created by little Kate, the
meal would have been, indeed, a dismal failure.
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But little Katemost of the time the personification of proper littlegirlhoodhad a disconcerting faculty
of occasionally dropping a word here, or a question there, with startling effect. As, for instance, when she
asked Billy ``Who's going to boss your wedding?'' and again when she calmly informed her mother that when
_she_ was married she was not going to have any wedding at all to bother with, anyhow. She was going to
elope, and she should choose somebody's chauffeur, because he'd know how to go the farthest and fastest so
her mother couldn't catch up with her and tell her how she ought to have done it.
After luncheon Aunt Hannah went upstairs for rest and recuperation. Marie took little Kate and went for a
brisk walkfor the same purpose. This left Billy alone with her guest.
``Perhaps you would like a nap, too, Mrs. Hartwell,'' suggested Billy, as they passed into the livingroom.
There was a curious note of almost hopefulness in her voice.
Mrs. Hartwell scorned naps, and she said so very emphatically. She said something else, too.
``Billy, why do you always call me `Mrs. Hartwell' in that stiff, formal fashion? You used to call me `Aunt
Kate.' ''
``But I was very young then.'' Billy's voice was troubled. Billy had been trying so hard for the last two hours
to be the graciously cordial hostess to this womanBertram's sister.
``Very true. Then why not `Kate' now?''
Billy hesitated. She was wondering why it seemed so hard to call Mrs. Hartwell ``Kate.''
``Of course,'' resumed the lady, ``when you're Bertram's wife and my sister''
``Why, of course,'' cried Billy, in a sudden flood of understanding. Curiously enough, she had never before
thought of Mrs. Hartwell as _her_ sister. ``I shall be glad to call you `Kate'if you like.''
``Thank you. I shall like it very much, Billy,'' nodded the other cordially. ``Indeed, my dear, I'm very fond of
you, and I was delighted to hear you were to be my sister. If onlyit could have stayed William instead of
Bertram.''
``But it couldn't,'' smiled Billy. ``It wasn't Williamthat I loved.''
``But _Bertram!_it's so absurd.''
``Absurd!'' The smile was gone now.
``Yes. Forgive me, Billy, but I was about as much surprised to hear of Bertram's engagement as I was of
Cyril's.''
Billy grew a little white.
``But Bertram was never an avowedwoman hater, like Cyril, was he?''
`` `Womanhater'dear me, no! He was a womanlover, always. As if his eternal `Face of a Girl' didn't
prove that! Bertram has always loved womento paint. But as for his ever taking them seriouslywhy,
Billy, what's the matter?''
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Billy had risen suddenly.
``If you'll excuse me, please, just a few minutes,'' Billy said very quietly. ``I want to speak to Rosa in the
kitchen. I'll be backsoon.''
In the kitchen Billy spoke to Rosashe wondered afterwards what she said. Certainly she did not stay in the
kitchen long enough to say much. In her own room a minute later, with the door fast closed, she took from
her table the photograph of Bertram and held it in her two hands, talking to it softly, but a little wildly.
``I didn't listen! I didn't stay! Do you hear? I came to you. She shall not say anything that will make trouble
between you and me. I've suffered enough through her already! And she doesn't _know_she didn't know
before, and she doesn't now. She's only imagining. I will not not_not_ believe that you love mejust to
paint. No matter what they sayall of them! I _will not!_''
Billy put the photograph back on the table then, and went downstairs to her guest. She smiled brightly,
though her face was a little pale.
``I wondered if perhaps you wouldn't like some music,'' she said pleasantly, going straight to the piano.
``Indeed I would!'' agreed Mrs. Hartwell.
Billy sat down then and playedplayed as Mrs. Hartwell had never heard her play before.
``Why, Billy, you amaze me,'' she cried, when the pianist stopped and whirled about. ``I had no idea you
could play like that!''
Billy smiled enigmatically. Billy was thinking that Mrs. Hartwell would, indeed, have been surprised if she
had known that in that playing were herself, the ride home, the luncheon, Bertram, and the girlwhom
Bertram _did not love only to paint!_
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The twelfth was a beautiful day. Clear, frosty air set the blood to tingling and the eyes to sparkling, even if it
were not your wedding day; while if it were
It _was_ Marie Hawthorn's wedding day, and certainly her eyes sparkled and her blood tingled as she threw
open the window of her room and breathed long and deep of the fresh morning air before going down to
breakfast.
``They say `Happy is the bride that the sun shines on,' '' she whispered softly to an English sparrow that
cocked his eye at her from a neighboring tree branch. ``As if a bride wouldn't be happy, sun or no sun,'' she
scoffed tenderly, as she turned to go downstairs.
As it happens, however, tingling blood and sparkling eyes are a matter of more than weather, or even
weddings, as was proved a little later when the telephone bell rang.
Kate answered the ring.
``Hullo, is that you, Kate?'' called a despairing voice.
``Yes. Good morning, Bertram. Isn't this a fine day for the wedding?''
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``Fine! Oh, yes, I suppose so, though I must confess I haven't noticed itand you wouldn't, if you had a
lunatic on your hands.''
``A lunatic!''
``Yes. Maybe you have, though. Is Marie rampaging around the house like a wild creature, and asking ten
questions and making twenty threats to the minute?''
``Certainly not! Don't be absurd, Bertram. What do you mean?''
``See here, Kate, that show comes off at twelve sharp, doesn't it?''
``Show, indeed!'' retorted Kate, indignantly. ``The _wedding_ is at noon sharpas the best man should know
very well.''
``All right; then tell Billy, please, to see that it is sharp, or I won't answer for the consequences.''
``What do you mean? What is the matter?''
``Cyril. He's broken loose at last. I've been expecting it all along. I've simply marvelled at the meekness with
which he has submitted himself to be tied up with white ribbons and topped with roses.''
``Nonsense, Bertram!''
``Well, it amounts to that. Anyhow, he thinks it does, and he's wild. I wish you could have heard the
thunderous performance on his piano with which he woke me up this morning. Billy says he plays
everythinghis past, present, and future. All is, if he was playing his future this morning, I pity the girl
who's got to live it with him.''
``Bertram!''
Bertram chuckled remorselessly.
``Well, I do. But I'll warrant he wasn't playing his future this morning. He was playing his presentthe
wedding. You see, he's just waked up to the fact that it'll be a perfect orgy of women and other confusion, and
he doesn't like it. All the samee,{sic} I've had to assure him just fourteen times this morning that the ring, the
license, the carriage, the minister's fee, and my sanity are all O. K. When he isn't asking questions he's
making threats to snake the parson up there an hour ahead of time and be off with Marie before a soul
comes.''
``What an absurd idea!''
``Cyril doesn't think so. Indeed, Kate, I've had a hard struggle to convince him that the guests wouldn't think
it the most delightful experience of their lives if they should come and find the ceremony over with and the
bride gone.''
``Well, you remind Cyril, please, that there are other people besides himself concerned in this wedding,''
observed Kate, icily.
``I have,'' purred Bertram, ``and he says all right, let them have it, then. He's gone now to look up proxy
marriages, I believe.''
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``Proxy marriages, indeed! Come, come, Bertram, I've got something to do this morning besides to stand here
listening to your nonsense. See that you and Cyril get here on timethat's all!'' And she hung up the receiver
with an impatient jerk.
She turned to confront the startled eyes of the bride elect.
``What is it? Is anything wrongwith Cyril?'' faltered Marie.
Kate laughed and raised her eyebrows slightly.
``Nothing but a little stage fright, my dear.''
``Stage fright!''
``Yes. Bertram says he's trying to find some one to play his rle, I believe, in the ceremony.''
``_Mrs. Hartwell!_''
At the look of dismayed terror that came into Marie's face, Mrs. Hartwell laughed reassuringly.
``There, there, dear child, don't look so horror stricken. There probably never was a man yet who wouldn't
have fled from the wedding part of his marriage if he could; and you know how Cyril hates fuss and feathers.
The wonder to me is that he's stood it as long as he has. I thought I saw it coming, last night at the
rehearsaland now I know I did.''
Marie still looked distressed.
``But he never saidI thought'' She stopped helplessly.
``Of course he didn't, child. He never said anything but that he loved you, and he never thought anything but
that you were going to be his. Men never dotill the wedding day. Then they never think of anything but a
place to run,'' she finished laughingly, as she began to arrange on a stand the quantity of little white boxes
waiting for her.
``But if he'd told mein time, I wouldn't have had a thingbut the minister,'' faltered Marie.
``And when you think so much of a pretty wedding, too? Nonsense! It isn't good for a man, to give up to his
whims like that!''
Marie's cheeks grew a deeper pink. Her nostrils dilated a little.
``It wouldn't be a `whim,' Mrs. Hartwell, and I should be _glad_ to give up,'' she said with decision.
Mrs. Hartwell laughed again, her amused eyes on Marie's face.
``Dear me, child! don't you know that if men had their way, they'dwell, if men married men there'd never
be such a thing in the world as a shower bouquet or a piece of wedding cake!''
There was no reply. A little precipitately Marie turned and hurried away. A moment later she was laying a
restraining hand on Billy, who was filling tall vases with superb longstemmed roses in the kitchen.
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``Billy, please,'' she panted, ``couldn't we do without those? Couldn't we send them to somesome
hospital?and the wedding cake, too, and''
``The wedding caketo some _hospital!_''
``No, of course notto the hospital. It would make them sick to eat it, wouldn't it?'' That there was no
shadow of a smile on Marie's face showed how desperate, indeed, was her state of mind. ``I only meant that I
didn't want them myself, nor the shower bouquet, nor the rooms darkened, nor little Kate as the flower
girland would you mind very much if I asked you not to be my maid of honor?''
``_Marie!_''
Marie covered her face with her hands then and began to sob brokenly; so there was nothing for Billy to do
but to take her into her arms with soothing little murmurs and pettings. By degrees, then, the whole story
came out.
Billy almost laughedbut she almost cried, too. Then she said:
``Dearie, I don't believe Cyril feels or acts half so bad as Bertram and Kate make out, and, anyhow, if he did,
it's too late now toto send the wedding cake to the hospital, or make any other of the little changes you
suggest.'' Billy's lips puckered into a halfsmile, but her eyes were grave. ``Besides, there are your music
pupils trimming the livingroom this minute with evergreen, there's little Kate making her flowergirl
wreath, and Mrs. Hartwell stacking cake boxes in the hall, to say nothing of Rosa gloating over the best china
in the diningroom, and Aunt Hannah putting purple bows into the new lace cap she's counting on wearing.
Only think how disappointed they'd all be if I should say: `Never mindstop that. Marie's just going to have
a minister. No fuss, no feathers!' Why, dearie, even the roses are hanging their heads for grief,'' she went on
mistily, lifting with gentle fingers one of the fullpetalled pink beauties near her. ``Besides, there's
yourguests.''
``Oh, of course, I knew I couldn'treally,'' sighed Marie, as she turned to go upstairs, all the light and joy
gone from her face.
Billy, once assured that Marie was out of hearing, ran to the telephone.
Bertram answered.
``Bertram, tell Cyril I want to speak to him, please.''
``All right, dear, but go easy. Better strike up your tuning fork to find his pitch today. You'll discover it's a
high one, all right.''
A moment later Cyril's tersely nervous ``Good morning, Billy,'' came across the line.
Billy drew in her breath and cast a hurriedly apprehensive glance over her shoulder to make sure Marie was
not near.
``Cyril,'' she called in a low voice, ``if you care a shred for Marie, for heaven's sake call her up and tell her
that you dote on pink roses, and pink ribbons, and pink breakfastsand pink wedding cake!''
``But I don't.''
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``Oh, yes, you dotoday! You wouldif you could see Marie now.''
``What do you mean?''
``Nothing, only she overheard part of Bertram's nonsensical talk with Kate a little while ago, and she's ready
to cast the last ravelling of white satin and conventionality behind her, and go with you to the justice of the
peace.''
``Sensible girl!''
``Yes, but she can't, you know, with fifty guests coming to the wedding, and twice as many more to the
reception. Honestly, Cyril, she's brokenhearted. You must do something. She's coming!'' And the receiver
clicked sharply into place.
Five minutes later Marie was called to the telephone. Dejectedly, wistfuleyed, she went. Just what were the
words that hummed across the wire into the pink little ear of the bridetobe, Billy never knew; but a Marie
that was anything but wistfuleyed and dejected left the telephone a little later, and was heard very soon in
the room above trilling merry snatches of a little song. Contentedly, then, Billy went back to her roses.
It was a pretty wedding, a very pretty wedding. Every one said that. The pink and green of the decorations,
the soft lights (Kate had had her way about darkening the rooms), the pretty frocks and smiling faces of the
guests all helped. Then there were the dainty flower girl, little Kate, the charming maid of honor, Billy, the
stalwart, handsome best man, Bertram, to say nothing of the delicately beautiful bride, who looked like some
fairy visitor from another world in the floating shimmer of her gossamer silk and tulle. There was, too, not
quite unnoticed, the bridegroom; tall, of distinguished bearing, and with features that were clear cut
andtodayrather pale.
Then came the receptionthe ``women and confusion ``of Cyril's fearsfollowed by the going away of the
bride and groom with its merry warfare of confetti and old shoes.
At four o'clock, however, with only William and Bertram remaining for guests, something like quiet
descended at last on the little house.
``Well, it's over,'' sighed Billy, dropping exhaustedly into a big chair in the livingroom.
``And _well_ over,'' supplemented Aunt Hannah, covering her white shawl with a warmer blue one.
``Yes, I think it was,'' nodded Kate. ``It was really a very pretty wedding.''
``With your help, Kateeh?'' teased William.
``Well, I flatter myself I did do some good,'' bridled Kate, as she turned to help little Kate take the flower
wreath from her head.
``Even if you did hurry into my room and scare me into conniption fits telling me I'd be late,'' laughed Billy.
Kate tossed her head.
``Well, how was I to know that Aunt Hannah's clock only meant halfpast eleven when it struck twelve?'' she
retorted.
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Everybody laughed.
``Oh, well, it was a pretty wedding,'' declared William, with a long sigh.
``It'll dofor an understudy,'' said Bertram softly, for Billy's ears alone.
Only the added color and the swift glance showed that Billy heard, for when she spoke she said:
``And didn't Cyril behave beautifully? 'Most every time I looked at him he was talking to some woman.''
``Oh, no, he wasn'tbegging your pardon, my dear,'' objected Bertram. ``I watched him, too, even more
closely than you did, and it was always the _woman_ who was talking to _Cyril!_''
Billy laughed.
``Well, anyhow,'' she maintained, ``he listened. He didn't run away.''
``As if a bridegroom could!'' cried Kate.
``I'm going to,'' avowed Bertram, his nose in the air.
``Pooh!'' scoffed Kate. Then she added eagerly: ``You must be married in church, Billy, and in the evening.''
Bertram's nose came suddenly out of the air. His eyes met Kate's squarely.
``Billy hasn't decided yet how _she_ does want to be married,'' he said with unnecessary emphasis.
Billy laughed and interposed a quick change of subject.
``I think people had a pretty good time, too, for a wedding, don't you?'' she asked. ``I was sorry Mary Jane
couldn't be here'twould have been such a good chance for him to meet our friends.''
``As_Mary Jane?_'' asked Bertram, a little stiffly.
``Really, my dear,'' murmured Aunt Hannah, ``I think it _would_ be more respectful to call him by his name.''
``By the way, what is his name?'' questioned William.
``That's what we don't know,'' laughed Billy.
``Well, you know the `Arkwright,' don't you?'' put in Bertram. Bertram, too, laughed, but it was a little
forcedly. ``I suppose if you knew his name was `Methuselah,' you wouldn't call him thatyet, would you?''
Billy clapped her hands, and threw a merry glance at Aunt Hannah.
``There! we never thought of `Methuselah,' '' she gurgled gleefully. ``Maybe it _is_ `Methuselah,'
now`Methuselah John'! You see, he's told us to try to guess it,'' she explained, turning to William; ``but,
honestly, I don't believe, whatever it is, I'll ever think of him as anything but `Mary Jane.' ''
``Well, as far as I can judge, he has nobody but himself to thank for that, so he can't do any complaining,''
smiled William, as he rose to go. ``Well, how about it, Bertram? I suppose you're going to stay a while to
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comfort the lonelyeh, boy?''
``Of course he isand so are you, too, Uncle William,'' spoke up Billy, with affectionate cordiality. ``As if
I'd let you go back to a forlorn dinner in that great house tonight! Indeed, no!''
William smiled, hesitated, and sat down.
``Well, of course'' he began.
``Yes, of course,'' finished Billy, quickly. ``I'll telephone Pete that you'll stay hereboth of you.''
It was at this point that little Kate, who had been turning interested eyes from one brother to the other,
interposed a clear, highpitched question.
``Uncle William, didn't you _want_ to marry my goingtobeAunt Billy?''
``Kate!'' gasped her mother, ``didn't I tell you'' Her voice trailed into an incoherent murmur of
remonstrance.
Billy blushed. Bertram said a low word under his breath. Aunt Hannah's ``Oh, my grief and conscience!'' was
almost a groan.
William laughed lightly.
``Well, my little lady,'' he suggested, ``let us put it the other way and say that quite probably she didn't want
to marry me.''
``Does she want to marry Uncle Bertram?'' ``Kate!'' gasped Billy and Mrs. Hartwell together this time, fearful
of what might be coming next.
``We'll hope so,'' nodded Uncle William, speaking in a cheerfully matteroffact voice, intended to
discourage curiosity.
The little girl frowned and pondered. Her elders cast about in their minds for a speedy change of subject; but
their somewhat scattered wits were not quick enough. It was little Kate who spoke next.
``Uncle William, would she have got Uncle Cyril if Aunt Marie hadn't nabbed him first?''
``Kate!'' The word was a chorus of dismay this time.
Mrs. Hartwell struggled to her feet.
``Come, come, Kate, we must go upstairsto bed,'' she stammered.
The little girl drew back indignantly.
``To bed? Why, mama, I haven't had my supper yet!''
``What? Oh, sure enoughthe lights! I forgot. Well, then, come upto change your dress,'' finished Mrs.
Hartwell, as with a despairing look and gesture she led her young daughter from the room.
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Billy came downstairs on the thirteenth of December to find everywhere the peculiar flatness that always
follows a day which for weeks has been the focus of one's aims and thoughts and labor.
``It's just as if everything had stopped at Marie's wedding, and there wasn't anything more to do,'' she
complained to Aunt Hannah at the breakfast table. ``Everything seems soqueer!''
``It won'tlong, dear,'' smiled Aunt Hannah, tranquilly, as she buttered her roll, ``specially after Bertram
comes back. How long does he stay in New York?''
``Only three days; but I'm just sure it's going to seem three weeks, now,'' sighed Billy. ``But he simply had to
goelse he wouldn't have gone.''
``I've no doubt of it,'' observed Aunt Hannah. And at the meaning emphasis of her words, Billy laughed a
little. After a minute she said aggrievedly:
``I had supposed that I could at least have a sort of `after the ball' celebration this morning picking up and
straightening things around. But John and Rosa have done it all. There isn't so much as a rose leaf anywhere
on the floor. Of course most of the flowers went to the hospital last night, anyway. As for Marie's roomit
looks as spickandspan as if it had never seen a scrap of ribbon or an inch of tulle.''
``Butthe wedding presents?''
``All carried down to the kitchen and half packed now, ready to go over to the new home. John says he'll take
them over in Peggy this afternoon, after he takes Mrs. Hartwell's trunk to Uncle William's.''
``Well, you can at least go over to the apartment and work,'' suggested Aunt Hannah, hopefully.
``Humph! Can I?'' scoffed Billy. ``As if I couldwhen Marie left strict orders that not one thing was to be
touched till she got here. They arranged everything but the presents before the wedding, anyway; and Marie
wants to fix those herself after she gets back. Mercy! Aunt Hannah, if I should so much as move a plate one
inch in the china closet, Marie would know it and change it when she got home,'' laughed Billy, as she rose
from the table. ``No, I can't go to work over there.''
``But there's your music, my dear. You said you were going to write some new songs after the wedding.''
``I was,'' sighed Billy, walking to the window, and looking listlessly at the bare, brown world outside; ``but I
can't write songswhen there aren't any songs in my head to write.''
``No, of course not; but they'll come, dear, in time. You're tired, now,'' soothed Aunt Hannah, as she turned to
leave the room.
``It's the reaction, of course,'' murmured Aunt Hannah to herself, on the way upstairs. ``She's had the whole
thing on her handsdear child!''
A few minutes later, from the livingroom, came a plaintive little minor melody. Billy was at the piano.
Kate and little Kate had, the night before, gone home with William. It had been a sudden decision, brought
about by the realization that Bertram's trip to New York would leave William alone. Her trunk was to be
carried there today, and she would leave for home from there, at the end of a two or three days' visit.
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It began to snow at twelve o'clock. All the morning the sky had been gray and threatening; and the threats
took visible shape at noon in myriads of white snow feathers that filled the air to the blinding point, and
turned the brown, bare world into a thing of fairylike beauty. Billy, however, with a rare frown upon her face,
looked out upon it with disapproving eyes.
``I _was_ going in townand I believe I'll go now,'' she cried.
``Don't, dear, please don't,'' begged Aunt Hannah. ``See, the flakes are smaller now, and the wind is coming
up. We're in for a blizzard I'm sure we are. And you know you have some cold, already.''
``All right,'' sighed Billy. ``Then it's me for the knitting work and the fire, I suppose,'' she finished, with a
whimsicality that did not hide the wistful disappointment of her voice.
She was not knitting, however, she was sewing with Aunt Hannah when at four o'clock Rosa brought in the
card.
Billy glanced at the name, then sprang to her feet with a glad little cry.
``It's Mary Jane!'' she exclaimed, as Rosa disappeared. ``Now wasn't he a dear to think to come today?
You'll be down, won't you?''
Aunt Hannah smiled even while she frowned.
``Oh, Billy!'' she remonstrated. ``Yes, I'll come down, of course, a little later, and I'm glad _Mr. Arkwright_
came,'' she said with reproving emphasis.
Billy laughed and threw a mischievous glance over her shoulder.
``All right,'' she nodded. ``I'll go and tell _Mr. Arkwright_ you'll be down directly.''
In the livingroom Billy greeted her visitor with a frankly cordial hand.
``How did you know, Mr. Arkwright, that I was feeling specially restless and lonesome to day?'' she
demanded.
A glad light sprang to the man's dark eyes.
``I didn't know it,'' he rejoined. ``I only knew that I was specially restless and lonesome myself.''
Arkwright's voice was not quite steady. The unmistakable friendliness in the girl's words and manner had sent
a quick throb of joy to his heart. Her evident delight in his coming had filled him with rapture. He could not
know that it was only the chill of the snowstorm that had given warmth to her handclasp, the dreariness of the
day that had made her greeting so cordial, the loneliness of a maiden whose lover is away that had made his
presence so welcome.
``Well, I'm glad you came, anyway,'' sighed Billy, contentedly; ``though I suppose I ought to be sorry that
you were lonesomebut I'm afraid I'm not, for now you'll know just how I felt, so you won't mind if I'm a
little wild and erratic. You see, the tension has snapped,'' she added laughingly, as she seated herself.
``Tension?''
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``The wedding, you know. For so many weeks we've been seeing just December twelfth, that we'd apparently
forgotten all about the thirteenth that came after it; so when I got up this morning I felt just as you do when
the clock has stopped ticking. But it was a lovely wedding, Mr. Arkwright. I'm sorry you could not be here.''
``Thank you; so am Ithough usually, I will confess, I'm not much good at attending `functions' and meeting
strangers. As perhaps you've guessed, Miss Neilson, I'm not particularly a society chap.''
``Of course you aren't! People who are doing thingsreal thingsseldom are. But we aren't the society kind
ourselves, you knownot the capital S kind. We like sociability, which is vastly different from liking
Society. Oh, we have friends, to be sure, who dote on `pink teas and purple pageants,' as Cyril calls them; and
we even go ourselves sometimes. But if you had been here yesterday, Mr. Arkwright, you'd have met lots like
yourself, men and women who are doing things: singing, playing, painting, illustrating, writing. Why, we
even had a poet, sironly he didn't have long hair, so he didn't look the part a bit,'' she finished laughingly.
``Is long hairnecessaryfor poets?'' Arkwright's smile was quizzical.
``Dear me, no; not now. But it used to be, didn't it? And for painters, too. But now they look just
likefolks.''
Arkwright laughed.
``It isn't possible that you are sighing for the velvet coats and flowing ties of the past, is it, Miss Neilson?''
``I'm afraid it is,'' dimpled Billy. ``I _love_ velvet coats and flowing ties!''
``May singers wear them? I shall don them at once, anyhow, at a venture,'' declared the man, promptly.
Billy smiled and shook her head.
``I don't think you will. You all like your horrid fuzzy tweeds and worsteds too well!''
``You speak with feeling. One would almost suspect that you already had tried to bring about a reformand
failed. Perhaps Mr. Cyril, now, or Mr. Bertram'' Arkwright stopped with a whimsical smile.
Billy flushed a little. As it happened, she had, indeed, had a merry tilt with Bertram on that very subject, and
he had laughingly promised that his wedding present to her would be a velvet house coat for himself. It was
on the point of Billy's tongue now to say this to Arkwright; but another glance at the provoking smile on his
lips drove the words back in angry confusion. For the second time, in the presence of this man, Billy found
herself unable to refer to her engagement to Bertram Henshawthough this time she did not in the least
doubt that Arkwright already knew of it.
With a little gesture of playful scorn she rose and went to the piano.
``Come, let us try some duets,'' she suggested. ``That's lots nicer than quarrelling over velvet coats; and Aunt
Hannah will be down presently to hear us sing.''
Before she had ceased speaking, Arkwright was at her side with an exclamation of eager acquiescence.
It was after the second duet that Arkwright asked, a little diffidently.
``Have you written any new songs lately?''
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``No.''
``You're going to?''
``Perhapsif I find one to write.''
``You meanyou have no words?''
``Yesand no. I have some words, both of my own and other people's; but I haven't found in any one of
them, yeta melody.''
Arkwright hesitated. His right hand went almost to his inner coat pocketthen fell back at his side. The next
moment he picked up a sheet of music.
``Are you too tired to try this?'' he asked.
A puzzled frown appeared on Billy's face.
``Why, no, but''
``Well, children, I've come down to hear the music,'' announced Aunt Hannah, smilingly, from the doorway;
``onlyBilly, _will_ you run up and get my pink shawl, too? This room _is_ colder than I thought, and
there's only the white one down here.''
``Of course,'' cried Billy, rising at once. ``You shall have a dozen shawls, if you like,'' she laughed, as she left
the room.
What a cozy time it wasthe hour that followed, after Billy returned with the pink shawl! Outside, the wind
howled at the windows and flung the snow against the glass in sleety crashes. Inside, the man and the girl
sang duets until they were tired; then, with Aunt Hannah, they feasted royally on the buttered toast, tea, and
frosted cakes that Rosa served on a little table before the roaring fire. It was then that Arkwright talked of
himself, telling them something of his studies, and of the life he was living.
``After all, you see there's just this difference between my friends and yours,'' he said, at last. ``Your friends
_are_ doing things. They've succeeded. Mine haven't, yetthey're only _trying_.''
``But they will succeed,'' cried Billy.
``Some of them,'' amended the man.
``Notall of them?'' Billy looked a little troubled.
Arkwright shook his head slowly.
``No. They couldn'tall of them, you know. Some haven't the talent, some haven't the perseverance, and
some haven't the money.''
``But all that seems such a pitywhen they've tried,'' grieved Billy.
``It is a pity, Miss Neilson. Disappointed hopes are always a pity, aren't they?''
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``Yyes,'' sighed the girl. ``Butif there were only something one could do tohelp!''
Arkwright's eyes grew deep with feeling, but his voice, when he spoke, was purposely light.
``I'm afraid that would be quite too big a contract for even your generosity, Miss Neilson to mend all the
broken hopes in the world,'' he prophesied.
``I have known great good to come from great disappointments, ``remarked Aunt Hannah, a bit didactically.
``So have I,'' laughed Arkwright, still determined to drive the troubled shadow from the face he was watching
so intently. ``For instance: a fellow I know was feeling all cut up last Friday because he was just too late to
get into Symphony Hall on the twentyfivecent admission. Half an hour afterwards his disappointment was
turned to joya friend who had an orchestra chair couldn't use his ticket that day, and so handed it over to
him.''
Billy turned interestedly.
``What are those twentyfivecent tickets to the Symphony?''
``Thenyou don't know?''
``Not exactly. I've heard of them, in a vague fashion.''
``Then you've missed one of the sights of Boston if you haven't ever seen that long line of patient waiters at
the door of Symphony Hall of a Friday morning.''
``Morning! But the concert isn't till afternoon!''
``No, but the waiting is,'' retorted Arkwright. ``You see, those admissions are limitedfive hundred and five,
I believeand they're rush seats, at that. First come, first served; and if you're too late you aren't served at
all. So the first arrival comes bright and early. I've heard that he has been known to come at peep of day when
there's a Paderewski or a Melba for a drawing card. But I've got my doubts of that. Anyhow, I never saw
them there much before halfpast eight. But many's the cold, stormy day I've seen those steps in front of the
Hall packed for hours, and a long line reaching away up the avenue.''
Billy's eyes widened.
``And they'll stand all that time and wait?''
``To be sure they will. You see, each pays twentyfive cents at the door, until the limit is reached, then the
rest are turned away. Naturally they don't want to be turned away, so they try to get there early enough to be
among the fortunate five hundred and five. Besides, the earlier you are, the better seat you are likely to get.''
``But only think of _standing_ all that time!''
``Oh, they bring camp chairs, sometimes, I've heard, and then there are the steps. You don't know what a
really fine seat a stone step isif you have a _big_ enough bundle of newspapers to cushion it with! They
bring their luncheons, too, with books, papers, and knitting work for fine days, I've been toldsome of them.
All the comforts of home, you see,'' smiled Arkwright.
``Why, howhow dreadful!'' stammered Billy.
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``Oh, but they don't think it's dreadful at all,'' corrected Arkwright, quickly. ``For twenty five cents they can
hear all that you hear down in your orchestra chair, for which you've paid so high a premium.''
``But whowho are they? Where do they come from? Who _would_ go and stand hours like that to get a
twentyfivecent seat?'' questioned Billy.
``Who are they? Anybody, everybody, from anywhere? everywhere; people who have the music hunger but
not the money to satisfy it,'' he rejoined. ``Students, teachers, a little milliner from South Boston, a little
dressmaker from Chelsea, a housewife from Cambridge, a stranger from the uttermost parts of the earth;
maybe a widow who used to sit downstairs, or a professor who has seen better days. Really to know that
line, you should see it for yourself, Miss Neilson,'' smiled Arkwright, as he reluctantly rose to go. ``Some
Friday, however, before you take your seat, just glance up at that packed top balcony and judge by the faces
you see there whether their owners think they're getting their twentyfivecents' worth, or not.''
``I will,'' nodded Billy, with a smile; but the smile came from her lips only, not her eyes: Billy was wishing,
at that moment, that she owned the whole of Symphony Hallto give away. But that was like Billy. When
she was seven years old she had proposed to her Aunt Ella that they take all the thirtyfive orphans from the
Hampden Falls Orphan Asylum to live with them, so that little Sallie Cook and the other orphans might have
ice cream every day, if they wanted it. Since then Billy had always been tryingin a wayto give ice cream
to some one who wanted it.
Arkwright was almost at the door when he turned abruptly. His face was an abashed red. From his pocket he
had taken a small folded paper.
``Do you supposein thisyou might find that melody?'' he stammered in a low voice. The next moment
he was gone, having left in Billy's fingers a paper upon which was written in a clearcut, masculine hand six
fourline stanzas.
Billy read them at once, hurriedly, then more carefully.
``Why, they're beautiful,'' she breathed, ``just beautiful! Where did he get them, I wonder? It's a love
songand such a pretty one! I believe there _is_ a melody in it,'' she exulted, pausing to hum a line or two.
``There isI know there is; and I'll write itfor Bertram,'' she finished, crossing joyously to the piano.
Halfway down Corey Hill at that moment, Arkwright was buffeting the wind and snow. He, too, was
thinking joyously of those stanzas joyously, yet at the same time fearfully. Arkwright himself had written
those linesthough not for Bertram.
CHAPTER XV. ``MR. BILLY'' AND ``MISS MARY JANE''
On the fourteenth of December Billy came downstairs alert, interested, and happy. She had received a dear
letter from Bertram (mailed on the way to New York), the sun was shining, and her fingers were fairly
tingling to put on paper the little melody that was now surging riotously through her brain. Emphatically, the
restlessness of the day before was gone now. Once more Billy's ``clock'' had ``begun to tick.''
After breakfast Billy went straight to the telephone and called up Arkwright. Even one side of the
conversation Aunt Hannah did not hear very clearly; but in five minutes a radiant faced Billy danced into
the room.
``Aunt Hannah, just listen! Only think Mary Jane wrote the words himself, so of course I can use them!''
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``Billy, dear, _can't_ you say `Mr. Arkwright'?'' pleaded Aunt Hannah.
Billy laughed and gave the anxiouseyed little old lady an impulsive hug.
``Of course! I'll say `His Majesty' if you like, dear,'' she chuckled. ``But did you heardid you realize?
They're his own words, so there's no question of rights or permission, or anything. And he's coming up this
afternoon to hear my melody, and to make a few little changes in the words, maybe. Oh, Aunt Hannah, you
don't know how good it seems to get into my music again!''
``Yes, yes, dear, of course; but'' Aunt Hannah's sentence ended in a vaguely troubled pause.
Billy turned in surprise.
``Why, Aunt Hannah, aren't you glad? You _said_ you'd be glad!''
``Yes, dear; and I amvery glad. It's only if it doesn't take too much timeand if Bertram doesn't mind.''
Billy flushed. She laughed a little bitterly.
``No, it won't take too much time, I fancy, andso far as Bertram is concernedif what Sister Kate says is
true, Aunt Hannah, he'll be glad to have me occupy a little of my time with something besides himself.''
``Fiddlededee!'' bristled Aunt Hannah.
``What did she mean by that?''
Billy smiled ruefully.
``Well, probably I did need it. She said it night before last just before she went home with Uncle William.
She declared that I seemed to forget entirely that Bertram belonged to his Art first, before he belonged to me;
and that it was exactly as she had supposed it would bea perfect absurdity for Bertram to think of marrying
anybody.''
``Fiddlededee!'' ejaculated the irate Aunt Hannah, even more sharply. ``I hope you have too much good sense
to mind what Kate says, Billy.''
``Yes, I know,'' sighed the girl; ``but of course I can see some things for myself, and I suppose I did makea
little fuss about his going to New York the other night. And I will own that I've had a real struggle with
myself sometimes, lately, not to mindhis giving so much time to his portrait painting. And of course both
of those are very reprehensiblein an artist's wife,'' she finished, a little tremulously.
``Humph! Well, I don't think I should worry about that,'' observed Aunt Hannah with grim positiveness.
``No, I don't mean to,'' smiled Billy, wistfully. ``I only told you so you'd understand that it was just as well if
I did have something to take up my mindbesides Bertram. And of course music would be the most natural
thing.''
``Yes, of course,'' agreed Aunt Hannah.
``And it seems actually almost providential that MaryI mean Mr. Arkwright is here to help me, now that
Cyril is gone,'' went on Billy, still a little wistfully.
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``Yes, of course. He isn't likea stranger,'' murmured Aunt Hannah. Aunt Hannah's voice sounded as if she
were trying to convince herself of something.
``No, indeed! He seems just like one of the family to me, almost as if he were reallyyour niece, Mary
Jane,'' laughed Billy.
Aunt Hannah moved restlessly.
``Billy,'' she hazarded, ``he knows, of course, of your engagement?''
``Why, of course he does, Aunt Hannah everybody does!'' Billy's eyes were plainly surprised.
``Yes, yes, of coursehe must,'' subsided Aunt Hannah, confusedly, hoping that Billy would not divine the
hidden reason behind her question. She was relieved when Billy's next words showed that she had not divined
it.
``I told you, didn't I? He's coming up this afternoon. He can't get here till five, though; but he's so interested!
He's about as crazy over the thing as I am. And it's going to be fine, Aunt Hannah, when it's done. You just
wait and see!'' she finished gayly, as she tripped from the room.
Left to herself, Aunt Hannah drew a long breath.
``I'm glad she didn't suspect,'' she was thinking. ``I believe she'd consider even the _question_ disloyal to
Bertramdear child! And of course Mary''Aunt Hannah corrected herself with cheeks aflame``I mean
Mr. Arkwright does know.''
It was just here, however, that Aunt Hannah was mistaken. Mr. Arkwright did notknow. He had not
reached Boston when the engagement was announced. He knew none of Billy's friends in town save the
Henshaw brothers. He had not heard from Calderwell since he came to Boston. The very evident intimacy of
Billy with the Henshaw brothers he accepted as a matter of course, knowing the history of their acquaintance,
and the fact that Billy was Mr. William Henshaw's namesake. As to Bertram being Billy's lover that idea
had long ago been killed at birth by Calderwell's emphatic assertion that the artist would never care for any
girlexcept to paint. Since coming to Boston, Arkwright had seen little of the two together. His work, his
friends, and his general mode of life precluded that. Because of all this, therefore, Arkwright did not know;
which was a pityfor Arkwright, and for some others.
Promptly at five o'clock that afternoon, Arkwright rang Billy's doorbell, and was admitted by Rosa to the
livingroom, where Billy was at the piano.
Billy sprang to her feet with a joyous word of greeting.
``I'm so glad you've come,'' she sighed happily. ``I want you to hear the melody your pretty words have sung
to me. Though, maybe, after all, you won't like it, you know,'' she finished with arch wistfulness.
``As if I could help liking it,'' smiled the man, trying to keep from his voice the ecstatic delight that the touch
of her hand had brought him.
Billy shook her head and seated herself again at the piano.
``The words are lovely,'' she declared, sorting out two or three sheets of manuscript music from the quantity
on the rack before her. ``But there's one placethe rhythm, you knowif you could change it. There!but
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listen. First I'm going to play it straight through to you.'' And she dropped her fingers to the keyboard. The
next moment a tenderly sweet melodywith only a chord now and then for accompanimentfilled
Arkwright's soul with rapture. Then Billy began to sing, very softly, the words!
No wonder Arkwright's soul was filled with rapture. They were his words, wrung straight from his heart; and
they were being sung by the girl for whom they were written. They were being sung with feeling, tooso
evident a feeling that the man's pulse quickened, and his eyes flashed a sudden fire. Arkwright could not
know, of course, that Billy, in her own mind, was singing that songto Bertram Henshaw.
The fire was still in Arkwright's eyes when the song was ended; but Billy very plainly did not see it. With a
frowning sigh and a murmured ``There!'' she began to talk of ``rhythm'' and ``accent'' and ``cadence''; and to
point out with anxious care why three syllables instead of two were needed at the end of a certain line. From
this she passed eagerly to the accompaniment, and Arkwright at once found himself lost in a maze of ``minor
thirds'' and ``diminished sevenths,'' until he was forced to turn from the singer to the song. Still, watching her
a little later, he noticed her absorbed face and eager enthusiasm, her earnest pursuance of an elusive harmony,
and he wondered: did she, or did she not sing that song with feeling a little while before?
Arkwright had not settled this question to his own satisfaction when Aunt Hannah came in at halfpast five,
and he was conscious of a vague disappointment as he rose to greet her. Billy, however, turned an untroubled
face to the newcomer.
``We're doing finely, Aunt Hannah,'' she cried. Then, suddenly, she flung a laughing question to the man.
``How about it, sir? Are we going to put on the titlepage: `Words by Mary Jane Arkwright'or will you
unveil the mystery for us now?''
``Have you guessed it?'' he bantered.
``Nounless it's `Methuselah John.' We did think of that the other day.''
``Wrong again!'' he laughed.
``Then it'll have to be `Mary Jane,' '' retorted Billy, with calm naughtiness, refusing to meet Aunt Hannah's
beseechingly reproving eyes. Then suddenly she chuckled. ``It would be a combination, wouldn't it? `Words
by Mary Jane Arkwright. Music by Billy Neilson'! We'd have sighing swains writing to `Dear Miss
Arkwright,' telling how touching were _her_ words; and lovelorn damsels thanking _Mr_. Neilson for _his_
soulinspiring music!''
``Billy, my dear!'' remonstrated Aunt Hannah, faintly.
``Yes, yes, I know; that was badand I won't again, truly,'' promised Billy. But her eyes danced, and the
next moment she had whirled about on the piano stool and dashed into a Chopin waltz. The room itself, then,
seemed to be full of the twinkling feet of elves.
CHAPTER XVI. A GIRL AND A BIT OF LOWESTOFT
Immediately after breakfast the next morning, Billy was summoned to the telephone.
``Oh, good morning, Uncle William,'' she called, in answer to the masculine voice that replied to her ``Hullo.''
``Billy, are you very busy this morning?''
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``No, indeednot if you want me.''
``Well, I do, my dear.'' Uncle William's voice was troubled. ``I want you to go with me, if you can, to see a
Mrs. Greggory. She's got a teapot I want. It's a genuine Lowestoft, Harlow says. Will you go?''
``Of course I will! What time?''
``Eleven if you can, at Park Street. She's at the West End. I don't dare to put it off for fear I'll lose it. Harlow
says others will have to know of it, of course. You see, she's just made up her mind to sell it, and asked him
to find a customer. I wouldn't trouble you, but he says they're peculiarthe daughter, especiallyand may
need some careful handling. That's why I wanted youthough I wanted you to see the teapot, too,it'll be
yours some day, you know.''
Billy, all alone at her end of the line, blushed. That she was one day to be mistress of the Strata and all it
contained was still anything but ``common'' to her.
``I'd love to see it, and I'll come gladly; but I'm afraid I won't be much help, Uncle William,'' she worried.
``I'll take the risk of that. You see, Harlow says that about half the time she isn't sure she wants to sell it, after
all.''
``Why, how funny! Well, I'll come. At eleven, you say, at Park Street?''
``Yes; and thank you, my dear. I tried to get Kate to go, too; but she wouldn't. By the way, I'm going to bring
you home to luncheon. Kate leaves this afternoon, you know, and it's been so snowy she hasn't thought best
to try to get over to the house. Maybe Aunt Hannah would come, too, for luncheon. Would she?''
``I'm afraid not,'' returned Billy, with a rueful laugh. ``She's got _three_ shawls on this morning, and you
know that always means that she's felt a draft somewherepoor dear. I'll tell her, though, and I'll see you at
eleven,'' finished Billy, as she hung up the receiver.
Promptly at the appointed time Billy met Uncle William at Park Street, and together they set out for the West
End street named on the paper in his pocket. But when the shabby house on the narrow little street was
reached, the man looked about him with a troubled frown.
``I declare, Billy, I'm not sure but we'd better turn back,'' he fretted. ``I didn't mean to take you to such a place
as this.''
Billy shivered a little; but after one glance at the man's disappointed face she lifted a determined chin.
``Nonsense, Uncle William! Of course you won't turn back. I don't mindfor myself; but only think of the
people whose _homes_ are here,'' she finished, just above her breath.
Mrs. Greggory was found to be living in two back rooms at the top of four flights of stairs, up which William
Henshaw toiled with increasing weariness and dismay, punctuating each flight with a despairing: ``Billy,
really, I think we should turn back!''
But Billy would not turn back, and at last they found themselves in the presence of a white haired,
sweetfaced woman who said yes, she was Mrs. Greggory; yes, she was. Even as she uttered the words,
however, she looked fearfully over her shoulders as if expecting to hear from the hall behind them a voice
denying her assertion.
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Mrs. Greggory was a cripple. Her slender little body was poised on two oncecostly crutches. Both the worn
places on the crutches, and the skill with which the little woman swung herself about the room testified that
the crippled condition was not a new one.
Billy's eyes were brimming with pity and dismay. Mechanically she had taken the chair toward which Mrs.
Greggory had motioned her. She had tried not to seem to look about her; but there was not one detail of the
bare little room, from its faded rug to the patched but spotless tablecloth, that was not stamped on her brain.
Mrs. Greggory had seated herself now, and William Henshaw had cleared his throat nervously. Billy did not
know whether she herself were the more distressed or the more relieved to hear him stammer:
``WeerI came from Harlow, Mrs. Greggory. He gave me to understand you had an erteapot
thater'' With his eyes on the cracked white crockery pitcher on the table, William Henshaw came to a
helpless pause.
A curious expression, or rather, series of expressions crossed Mrs. Greggory's face. Terror, joy, dismay, and
relief seemed, one after the other to fight for supremacy. Relief in the end conquered, though even yet there
was a second hurriedly apprehensive glance toward the door before she spoke.
``The Lowestoft! Yes, I'm so glad!that is, of course I must be glad. I'll get it.'' Her voice broke as she
pulled herself from her chair. There was only despairing sorrow on her face now.
The man rose at once.
``But, madam, perhapsdon't let me'' I he began stammeringly. ``Of courseBilly!'' he broke off in an
entirely different voice. ``Jove! What a beauty!''
Mrs. Greggory had thrown open the door of a small cupboard near the collector's chair, disclosing on one of
the shelves a beautifully shaped teapot, creamy in tint, and exquisitely decorated in a rose design. Near it set a
traylike plate of the same ware and decoration.
``If you'll lift it down, please, yourself,'' motioned Mrs. Greggory. ``I don't like towith these,'' she
explained, tapping the crutches at her side.
With fingers that were almost reverent in their appreciation, the collector reached for the teapot. His eyes
sparkled.
``Billy, look, what a beauty! And it's a Lowestoft, too, the real thingthe genuine, true soft paste! And
there's the traydid you notice?'' he exulted, turning back to the shelf. ``You _don't_ see that every day!
They get separated, most generally, you know.''
``These pieces have been in our family for generations,'' said Mrs. Greggory with an accent of pride. ``You'll
find them quite perfect, I think.''
``Perfect! I should say they were,'' cried the man.
``They are, thenvaluable?'' Mrs. Greggory's voice shook.
``Indeed they are! But you must know that.''
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``I have been told so. Yet to me their chief value, of course, lies in their association. My mother and my
grandmother owned that teapot, sir.'' Again her voice broke.
William Henshaw cleared his throat.
``But, madam, if you do not wish to sell'' He stopped abruptly. His longing eyes had gone back to the
enticing bit of china.
Mrs. Greggory gave a low cry.
``But I dothat is, I must. Mr. Harlow says that it is valuable, and that it will bring in money; and we
needmoney.'' She threw a quick glance toward the hall door, though she did not pause in her remarks. ``I
can't do much at work that pays. I sew'' she nodded toward the machine by the window'' but with only
one foot to make it go You see, the other isis inclined to shirk a little,'' she finished with a wistful
whimsicality.
Billy turned away sharply. There was a lump in her throat and a smart in her eyes. She was conscious
suddenly of a fierce anger against she did not know what, exactly; but she fancied it was against the teapot,
or against Uncle William for wanting the teapot, or for _not_ wanting itif he did not buy it.
``And so you see, I do very much wish to sell,''
Mrs. Greggory said then. ``Perhaps you will tell me what it would be worth to you,'' she concluded
tremulously.
The collector's eyes glowed. He picked up the teapot with careful rapture and examined it. Then he turned to
the tray. After a moment he spoke.
``I have only one other in my collection as rare,'' he said. ``I paid a hundred dollars for that. I shall be glad to
give you the same for this, madam.''
Mrs. Greggory started visibly.
``A hundred dollars? So much as that?'' she cried almost joyously. ``Why, nothing else that we've had has
brought Of course, if it's worth that to you'' She paused suddenly. A quick step had sounded in the hall
outside. The next moment the door flew open and a young woman, who looked to be about twentythree or
twenty four years old, burst into the room.
``Mother, only think, I've'' She stopped, and drew back a little. Her startled eyes went from one face to
another, then dropped to the Lowestoft teapot in the man's hands. Her expression changed at once. She shut
the door quickly and hurried forward.
``Mother, what is it? Who are these people?'' she asked sharply.
Billy lifted her chin the least bit. She was conscious of a feeling which she could not name: Billy was not
used to being called ``these people'' in precisely that tone of voice. William Henshaw, too, raised his chin.
He, also, was not in the habit of being referred to as ``these people.''
``My name is Henshaw, MissGreggory, I presume,'' he said quietly. ``I was sent here by Mr. Harlow.''
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``About the teapot, my dear, you know,'' stammered Mrs. Greggory, wetting her lips with an air of hurried
apology and conciliation. ``This gentleman says he will be glad to buy it. Er my daughter, Alice, Mr.
Henshaw,'' she hastened on, in embarrassed introduction; ``and Miss''
``Neilson,'' supplied the man, as she looked at Billy, and hesitated.
A swift red stained Alice Greggory's face. With barely an acknowledgment of the introductions she turned to
her mother.
``Yes, dear, but that won't be necessary now. As I started to tell you when I came in, I have two new pupils;
and so''turning to the man again ``I thank you for your offer, but we have decided not to sell the teapot at
present.'' As she finished her sentence she stepped one side as if to make room for the strangers to reach the
door.
William Henshaw frowned angrilythat was the man; but his eyesthe collector's eyes sought the teapot
longingly. Before either the man or the collector could speak, however; Mrs. Greggory interposed quick
words of remonstrance.
``But, Alice, my dear,'' she almost sobbed. ``You didn't wait to let me tell you. Mr. Henshaw says it is worth a
hundred dollars to him. He will give usa hundred dollars.''
``A hundred dollars!'' echoed the girl, faintly.
It was plain to be seen that she was wavering. Billy, watching the little scene, with mingled emotions, saw the
glance with which the girl swept the bare little room; and she knew that there was not a patch or darn or
poverty spot in sight, or out of sight, which that glance did not encompass.
Billy was wondering which she herself desired morethat Uncle William should buy the Lowestoft, or that
he should not. She knew she wished Mrs. Greggory to have the hundred dollars. There was no doubt on that
point. Then Uncle William spoke. His words carried the righteous indignation of the man who thinks he has
been unjustly treated, and the final plea of the collector who sees a coveted treasure slipping from his grasp.
``I am very sorry, of course, if my offer has annoyed you,'' he said stiffly. ``I certainly should not have made
it had I not had Mrs. Greggory's assurance that she wished to sell the teapot.''
Alice Greggory turned as if stung.
``_Wished to sell!_'' She repeated the words with superb disdain. She was plainly very angry. Her bluegray
eyes gleamed with scorn, and her whole face was suffused with a red that had swept to the roots of her soft
hair. ``Do you think a woman _wishes_ to sell a thing that she's treasured all her life, a thing that is perhaps
the last visible reminder of the days when she was livingnot merely existing?''
``Alice, Alice, my love!'' protested the sweet faced cripple, agitatedly.
``I can't help it,'' stormed the girl, hotly. ``I know how much you think of that teapot that was grandmother's. I
know what it cost you to make up your mind to sell it at all. And then to hear these people talk about your
_wishing_ to sell it! Perhaps they think, too, we _wish_ to live in a place like this; that we _wish_ to have
rugs that are darned, and chairs that are broken, and garments that are patches instead of clothes!''
``Alice!'' gasped Mrs. Greggory in dismayed horror.
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With a little outward fling of her two hands Alice Greggory stepped back. Her face had grown white again.
``I beg your pardon, of course,'' she said in a voice that was bitterly quiet. ``I should not have spoken so. You
are very kind, Mr. Henshaw, but I do not think we care to sell the Lowestoft today.''
Both words and manner were obviously a dismissal; and with a puzzled sigh William Henshaw picked up his
hat. His face showed very clearly that he did not know what to do, or what to say; but it showed, too, as
clearly, that he longed to do something, or say something. During the brief minute that he hesitated, however,
Billy sprang forward.
``Mrs. Greggory, please, won't you let _me_ buy the teapot? And thenwon't you keep it for mehere? I
haven't the hundred dollars with me, but I'll send it right away. You will let me do it, won't you?''
It was an impulsive speech, and a foolish one, of course, from the standpoint of sense and logic and
reasonableness; but it was one that might be expected, perhaps, from Billy.
Mrs. Greggory must have divined, in a way, the spirit that prompted it, for her eyes grew wet, and with a
choking ``Dear child!'' she reached out and caught Billy's hand in both her own even while she shook her
head in denial.
Not so her daughter. Alice Greggory flushed scarlet. She drew herself proudly erect.
``Thank you,'' she said with crisp coldness; ``but, distasteful as darns and patches are to us, we prefer them,
infinitely, tocharity!''
``Oh, but, please, I didn't meanyou didn't understand,'' faltered Billy.
For answer Alice Greggory walked deliberately to the door and held it open.
``Oh, Alice, my dear,'' pleaded Mrs. Greggory again, feebly.
``Come, Billy! We'll bid you good morning, ladies,'' said William Henshaw then, decisively. And Billy, with
a little wistful pat on Mrs. Greggory's clasped hands, went.
Once down the long four flights of stairs and out on the sidewalk, William Henshaw drew a long breath.
``Well, by Jove! Billy, the next time I take you curio hunting, it won't be to this place,'' he fumed.
``Wasn't it awful!'' choked Billy.
``Awful! The girl was the most stubborn, unreasonable, vixenish little puss I ever saw. I didn't want her old
Lowestoft if she didn't want to sell it! But to practically invite me there, and then treat me like that!'' scolded
the collector, his face growing red with anger. ``Still, I was sorry for the poor little old lady. I wish,
somehow, she could have that hundred dollars!'' It was the man who said this, not the collector.
``So do I,'' rejoined Billy, dolefully. ``But that girl was soso queer!'' she sighed, with a frown. Billy was
puzzled. For the first time, perhaps, in her life, she knew what it was to have her proffered ``ice cream''
disdainfully refused.
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CHAPTER XVII. ONLY A LOVE SONG, BUT
Kate and little Kate left for the West on the afternoon of the fifteenth, and Bertram arrived from New York
that evening. Notwithstanding the confusion of all this, Billy still had time to give some thought to her
experience of the morning with Uncle William. The forlorn little room with its povertystricken furnishings
and its crippled mistress was very vivid in Billy's memory. Equally vivid were the flashing eyes of Alice
Greggory as she had opened the door at the last.
``For,'' as Billy explained to Bertram that evening, after she had told him the story of the morning's adventure,
``you see, dear, I had never been really _turned out_ of a house before!''
``I should think not,'' scowled her lover, indignantly; ``and it's safe to say you never will again. The
impertinence of it! But then, you won't see them any more, sweetheart, so we'll just forget it.''
``Forget it! Why, Bertram, I couldn't! You couldn't, if you'd been there. Besides, of course I shall see them
again!''
Bertram's jaw dropped.
``Why, Billy, you don't mean that Will, or you either, would try again for that trumpery teapot!''
``Of course not,'' flashed Billy, heatedly. ``It isn't the teapotit's that dear little Mrs. Greggory. Why, dearie,
you don't know how poor they are! Everything in sight is so old and thin and worn it's enough to break your
heart. The rug isn't anything but darns, nor the tablecloth, eitherexcept patches. It's awful, Bertram!''
``I know, darling; but _you_ don't expect to buy them new rugs and new tablecloths, do you?''
Billy gave one of her unexpected laughs.
``Mercy!'' she chuckled. ``Only picture Miss Alice's face if I _should_ try to buy them rugs and tablecloths!
No, dear,'' she went on more seriously, ``I sha'n't do that, of coursethough I'd like to; but I shall try to see
Mrs. Greggory again, if it's nothing more than a rose or a book or a new magazine that I can take to her.''
``Or a smilewhich I fancy will be the best gift of the lot,'' amended Bertram, fondly.
Billy dimpled and shook her head.
``Smilesmy smilesare not so valuable, I'm afraidexcept to you, perhaps,'' she laughed.
``Selfevident facts need no proving,'' retorted Bertram. ``Well, and what else has happened in all these ages
I've been away?''
Billy brought her hands together with a sudden cry.
``Oh, and I haven't told you!'' she exclaimed. ``I'm writing a new songa love song. Mary Jane wrote the
words. They're beautiful.''
Bertram stiffened.
``Indeed! And isMary Jane a poet, with all the rest?'' he asked, with affected lightness.
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``Oh, no, of course not,'' smiled Billy; ``but these words _are_ pretty. And they just sang themselves into the
dearest little melody right away. So I'm writing the music for them.''
``Lucky Mary Jane!'' murmured Bertram, still with a lightness that he hoped would pass for indifference.
(Bertram was ashamed of himself, but deep within him was a growing consciousness that he knew the
meaning of the vague irritation that he always felt at the mere mention of Arkwright's name.) ``And will the
titlepage say, `Words by Mary Jane Arkwright'?'' he finished.
``That's what I asked him,'' laughed Billy.
``I even suggested `Methuselah John' for a change. Oh, but, dearie,'' she broke off with shy eagerness, ``I just
want you to hear a little of what I've done with it. You see, really, all the time, I suspect, I've been singing
itto you,'' she confessed with an endearing blush, as she sprang lightly to her feet and hurried to the piano.
It was a bad ten minutes that Bertram Henshaw spent then. How he could love a song and hate it at the same
time he did not understand; but he knew that he was doing exactly that. To hear Billy carol ``Sweetheart, my
sweetheart!'' with that joyous tenderness was bliss unspeakable until he remembered that Arkwright wrote
the ``Sweetheart, my sweetheart!'' then it was (Even in his thoughts Bertram bit the word off short. He was
not a swearing man.) When he looked at Billy now at the piano, and thought of her singingas she said she
had sungthat song to him all through the last three days, his heart glowed. But when he looked at her and
thought of Arkwright, who had made possible that singing, his heart froze with terror.
From the very first it had been music that Bertram had feared. He could not forget that Billy herself had once
told him that never would she love any man better than she loved her music; that she was not going to marry.
All this had been at the firstthe very first. He had boldly scorned the idea then, and had said:
``So it's musica cold, senseless thing of spidery marks on clean white paperthat is my only rival!''
He had said, too, that he was going to win. And he had wonbut not until after long weeks of fearing,
hoping, striving, and despairingthis last when Kate's blundering had nearly made her William's wife. Then,
on that memorable day in September, Billy had walked straight into his arms; and he knew that he had,
indeed, won. That is, he had supposed that he knewuntil Arkwright came.
Very sharply now, as he listened to Billy's singing, Bertram told himself to be reasonable, to be sensible; that
Billy did, indeed, love him. Was she not, according to her own dear assertion, singing that song to him? But it
was Arkwright's song. He remembered that, tooand grew faint at the thought. True, he had won when his
rival, music, had been a ``cold, senseless thing of spidery marks'' on paper; but would that winning stand
when ``music'' had become a thing of flesh and blooda man of undeniable charm, good looks, and
winsomeness; a man whose thoughts, aims, and words were the personification of the thing Billy, in the long
ago, had declared she loved best of allmusic?
Bertram shivered as with a sudden chill; then Billy rose from the piano.
``There!'' she breathed, her face shyly radiant with the glory of the song. ``Did youlike it?''
Bertram did his best; but, in his state of mind, the very radiance of her face was only an added torture, and his
tongue stumbled over the words of praise and appreciation that he tried to say. He saw, then, the happy light
in Billy's eyes change to troubled questioning and grieved disappointment; and he hated himself for a jealous
brute. More earnestly than ever, now, he tried to force the ring of sincerity into his voice; but he knew that he
had miserably failed when he heard her falter:
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``Of course, dear, II haven't got it nearly perfected yet. It'll be much better, later.''
``But it s{sic} fine, now, sweetheartindeed it is,'' protested Bertram, hurriedly.
``Well, of course I'm gladif you like it,'' murmured Billy; but the glow did not come back to her face.
CHAPTER XVIII. SUGARPLUMS
Those short December days after Bertram's return from New York were busy ones for everybody. Miss
Winthrop was not in town to give sittings for her portrait, it is true; but her absence only afforded Bertram
time and opportunity to attend to other work that had been more or less delayed and neglected. He was often
at Hillside, however, and the lovers managed to snatch many an hour of quiet happiness from the rush and
confusion of the Christmas preparations.
Bertram was assuring himself now that his jealous fears of Arkwright were groundless. Billy seldom
mentioned the man, and, as the days passed, she spoke only once of his being at the house. The song, too, she
said little of; and Bertramthough he was ashamed to own it to himselfbreathed more freely.
The real facts of the case were that Billy had told Arkwright that she should have no time to give attention to
the song until after Christmas; and her manner had so plainly shown him that she considered himself
synonymous with the song, that he had reluctantly taken the hint and kept away.
``I'll make her care for me sometimefor something besides a song,'' he told himself with fierce
consolationbut Billy did not know this.
Aside from Bertram, Christmas filled all of Billy's thoughts these days. There were such a lot of things she
wished to do.
``But, after all, they're only sugarplums, you know, that I'm giving, dear,'' she declared to Bertram one day,
when he had remonstrated with with her for so taxing her time and strength. ``I can't really do much.''
``Much!'' scoffed Bertram.
``But it isn't much,, honestlycompared to what there is to do,'' argued Billy. ``You see, dear, it's just this,''
she went on, her bright face sobering a little. ``There are such a lot of people in the world who aren't really
poor. That is, they have bread, and probably meat, to eat, and enough clothes to keep them warm. But when
you've said that, you've said it all. Books, music, fun, and frosting on their cake they know nothing
aboutexcept to long for them.''
``But there are the churches and the charities, and all those longnamed SocietiesI thought that was what
they were for,'' declared Bertram, still a little aggrievedly, his worried eyes on Billy's tired face.
``Oh, but the churches and charities don't frost cakes nor give sugarplums,'' smiled Billy. ``And it's right that
they shouldn't, too,'' she added quickly. ``They have more than they can do now with the roast beef and coal
and flannel petticoats that are really necessary.''
``And so it's just frosting and sugarplums, is itthese books and magazines and concert tickets and lace
collars for the crippled boy, the spinster lady, the little widow, and all the rest of those people who were here
last summer?''
Billy turned in confused surprise.
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``Why, Bertram, however in the world did you find out about allthat?''
``I didn't. I just guessed itand it seems `the boy guessed right the very first time,' '' laughed Bertram,
teasingly, but with a tender light in his eyes. ``Oh, and I suppose you'll be sending a frosted cake to the
Lowestoft lady, too, eh?''
Billy's chin rose to a defiant stubbornness.
``I'm going to try toif I can find out what kind of frosting she likes.''
``How about the Alice ladyor perhaps I should say, the Lady Alice?'' smiled the man.
Billy relaxed visibly.
``Yes, I know,'' she sighed. ``There isthe Lady Alice. But, anyhow, she can't call a Christmas present
`charity'not if it's only a little bit of frosting!'' Billy's chin came up again.
``And you're going to, really, dare to send her something?''
``Yes,'' avowed Billy. ``I'm going down there one of these days, in the morning''
``You're going down there! Billynot alone?''
``Yes. Why not?''
``But, dearie, you mustn't. It was a horrid place, Will says.''
``So it was horridto live in. It was everything that was cheap and mean and forlorn. But it was quiet and
respectable. 'Tisn't as if I didn't know the way, Bertram; and I'm sure that where that poor crippled woman
and daughter are safe, I shall be. Mrs. Greggory is a lady, Bertram, well born and wellbred, I'm sureand
that's the pity of it, to have to live in a place like that! They have seen better days, I know. Those pitiful little
worn crutches of hers were mahogany, I'm sure, Bertram, and they were silver mounted.''
Bertram made a restless movement.
``I know, dear; but if you had some one with you! It wouldn't do for Will, of course, nor me under the
circumstances. But there's Aunt Hannah'' He paused hopefully.
Billy chuckled.
``Bless your dear heart! Aunt Hannah would call for a dozen shawls in that placeif she had breath enough
to call for any after she got to the top of those four flights!''
``Yes, I suppose so,'' rejoined Bertram, with an unwilling smile. ``Stillwell, you _can_ take Rosa,'' he
concluded decisively.
``How Miss Alice would like thatto catch me going `slumming' with my maid!'' cried Billy, righteous
indignation in her voice. ``Honestly, Bertram, I think even gentle Mrs. Greggory wouldn't stand for that.''
``Then leave Rosa outside in the hall,'' planned Bertram, promptly; and after a few more arguments, Billy
finally agreed to this.
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It was with Rosa, therefore, that she set out the next morning for the little room up four flights on the narrow
West End street.
Leaving the maid on the top stair of the fourth flight, Billy tapped at Mrs. Greggory's door. To her joy Mrs.
Greggory herself answered the knock.
``Oh! Whywhy, good morning,'' murmured the lady, in evident embarrassment. ``Won't youcome m?''
``Thank you. May I?just a minute?'' smiled Billy, brightly.
As she entered the room, Billy threw a hasty look about her. There was no one but themselves present. With a
sigh of satisfaction, therefore, the girl took the chair Mrs. Greggory offered, and began to speak.
``I was down this waythat is, I came this way this morning,'' she began a little hastily; ``and I wanted just
to come up and tell you how sorry I was aboutabout that teapot the other day. We didn't want it, of
courseif you didn't want us to have it.''
A swift change crossed Mrs. Greggory's perturbed face.
``Oh, then you didn't come for it againto day,'' she said. ``I'm so glad! I didn't want to refuse_you_.''
``Indeed I didn't come for itand we sha'n't again. Don't worry about that, please.''
Mrs. Greggory sighed.
``I'm afraid you thought me very rude andand impossible the other day,'' she stammered. ``And please let
me take this opportunity right now to apologize for my daughter. She was overwrought and excited. She
didn't know what she was saying or doing, I'm sure. She was ashamed, I think after you left.''
Billy raised a quick hand of protest.
``Don't, please don't, Mrs. Greggory,'' she begged.
``But it was our fault that you came. We _asked_ you to comethrough Mr. Harlow,'' rejoined the other,
hurriedly. ``And Mr. Henshaw was that his name?was so kind in every way. I'm glad of this chance to
tell you how much we really did appreciate itand _your_ offer, too, which we could not, of course, accept,''
she finished, the bright color flooding her delicate face.
Again Billy raised a protesting hand; but the little woman in the opposite chair hurried on. There was still
more, evidently, that she wished to say.
``I hope Mr. Henshaw did not feel too disappointedabout the Lowestoft. We didn't want to let it go if we
could help it; and we hope now to keep it.''
``Of course,'' murmured Billy, sympathetically.
``My daughter knew, you see, how much I have always thought of it, and she was determined that I should
not give it up. She said I should have that much left, anyway. You seemy daughter is very unreconciled,
still, to things as they are; and no wonder, perhaps. They are so different from what they were!'' Her voice
broke a little.
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``Of course,'' said Billy again, and this time the words were tinged with impatient indignation. ``If only there
were something one could do to help!''
``Thank you, my dear, but there isn'tindeed there isn't,'' rejoined the other, quickly; and Billy, looking into
the proudly lifted face, realized suddenly that daughter Alice had perhaps inherited some traits from mother.
``We shall get along very well, I am sure. My daughter has still another pupil. She will be home soon to tell
you herself, perhaps.''
Billy rose with a haste so marked it was almost impolite, as she murmured:
``Will she? I'm afraid, though, that I sha'n't see her, after all, for I must go. And may I leave these, please?''
she added, hurriedly unpinning the bunch of white carnations from her coat. ``It seems a pity to let them wilt,
when you can put them in water right here.'' Her studiously casual voice gave no hint that those particular
pinks had been bought less than half an hour before of a Park Street florist so that Mrs. Greggory _might_ put
them in waterright there.
``Oh, oh, how lovely!'' breathed Mrs. Greggory, her face deep in the feathery bed of sweetness. Before she
could half say ``Thank you,'' however? she found herself alone.
CHAPTER XIX. ALICE GREGGORY
Christmas came and went; and in a flurry of snow and sleet January arrived. The holidays over, matters and
things seemed to settle down to the winter routine.
Miss Winthrop had prolonged her visit in Washington until after Christmas, but she had returned to Boston
nowand with her she had brought a brandnew idea for her portrait; an idea that caused her to sweep aside
with superb disdain all poses and costumes and sketches to date, and announce herself with disarming
winsomeness as ``all ready now to really begin!''
Bertram Henshaw was vexed, but helpless. Decidedly he wished to paint Miss Marguerite Winthrop's
portrait; but to attempt to paint it when all matters were not to the lady's liking were worse than useless,
unless he wished to hang this portrait in the gallery of failures along with Anderson's and Fullam'sand that
was not the goal he had set for it. As to the sordid money part of the affairthe great J. G. Winthrop himself
had come to the artist, and in one terse sentence had doubled the original price and expressed himself as
hopeful that Henshaw would put up with ``the child's notions.'' It was the old financier's next sentence,
however, that put the zest of real determination into Bertram, for because of it, the artist saw what this
portrait was going to mean to the stern old man, and how dear was the original of it to a heart that was
commonly reported ``on the street'' to be made of stone.
Obviously, then, indeed, there was nothing for Bertram Henshaw to do but to begin the new portrait. And he
began itthough still, it must be confessed, with inward questionings. Before a week had passed, however,
every trace of irritation had fled, and he was once again the absorbed artist who sees the vision of his desire
taking palpable shape at the end of his brush.
``It's all right,'' he said to Billy then, one evening. ``I'm glad she changed. It's going to be the best, the very
best thing I've ever doneI think! by the sketches.''
``I'm so glad!'' exclaimed Billy. ``I'm so glad!'' The repetition was so vehement that it sounded almost as if
she were trying to convince herself as well as Bertram of something that was not true.
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But it was trueBilly told herself very indignantly that it was; indeed it was! Yet the very fact that she had
to tell herself this, caused her to know how perilously near she was to being actually jealous of that portrait of
Marguerite Winthrop. And it shamed her.
Very sternly these days Billy reminded herself of what Kate had said about Bertram's belonging first to his
Art. She thought with mortification, too, that it _did_ look as if she were not the proper wife for an artist if
she were going to feel like thisalways. Very resolutely, then, Billy turned to her music. This was all the
more easily done, for, not only did she have her usual concerts and the opera to enjoy, but she had become
interested in an operetta her club was about to give; also she had taken up the new song again. Christmas
being over, Mr. Arkwright had been to the house several times. He had changed some of the words and she
had improved the melody. The work on the accompaniment was progressing finely now, and Billy was so
glad!when she was absorbed in her music she forgot sometimes that she was ever so unfit an artist's
sweetheart as to bejealous of a portrait.
It was quite early in the month that the usually expected ``January thaw'' came, and it was on a comparatively
mild Friday at this time that a matter of business took Billy into the neighborhood of Symphony Hall at about
eleven o'clock in the morning. Dismissing John and the car upon her arrival, she said that she would later
walk to the home of a friend near by, where she would remain until it was time for the Symphony Concert.
This friend was a girl whom Billy had known at school. She was studying now at the Conservatory of Music;
and she had often urged Billy to come and have luncheon with her in her tiny apartment, which she shared
with three other girls and a widowed aunt for housekeeper. On this particular Friday it had occurred to Billy
that, owing to her business appointment at eleven and the Symphony Concert at halfpast two, the
intervening time would give her just the opportunity she had been seeking to enable her to accept her friend's
invitation. A question asked, and enthusiastically answered in the affirmative, over the telephone that
morning, therefore, had speedily completed arrangements, and she had agreed to be at her friend's door by
twelve o'clock, or before.
As it happened, business did not take quite so long as she had expected, and halfpast eleven found her well
on her way to Miss Henderson's home.
In spite of the warm sunshine and the slushy snow in the streets, there was a cold, raw wind, and Billy was
beginning to feel thankful that she had not far to go when she rounded a corner and came upon a long line of
humanity that curved itself back and forth on the wide expanse of steps before Symphony Hall and then
stretched itself far up the Avenue.
``Why, what'' she began under her breath; then suddenly she understood. It was Friday. A worldfamous
pianist was to play with the Symphony Orchestra that afternoon. This must be the line of patient waiters for
the twentyfive cent balcony seats that Mr. Arkwright had told about. With sympathetic, interested eyes,
then, Billy stepped one side to watch the line, for a moment.
Almost at once two girls brushed by her, and one was saying:
``What a shame!and after all our struggles to get here! If only we hadn't lost that other train!''
``We're too lateyou no need to hurry!'' the other wailed shrilly to a third girl who was hastening toward
them. ``The line is 'way beyond the Children's Hospital and around the corner nowand the ones there
_never_ get in!''
At the look of tragic disappointment that crossed the third girl's face, Billy's heart ached. Her first impulse, of
course, was to pull her own symphony ticket from her muff and hurry forward with a ``Here, take mine!'' But
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that _would_ hardly do, she knewthough she would like to see Aunt Hannah's aghast face if this girl in the
red sweater and white tamo'shanter should suddenly emerge from among the sumptuous satins and furs
and plumes that afternoon and claim the adjacent orchestra chair. But it was out of the question, of course.
There was only one seat, and there were three girls, besides all those others. With a sigh, then, Billy turned
her eyes back to those othersthose many others that made up the long line stretching its weary length up
the Avenue.
There were more women than men, yet the men were there: jolly young men who were plainly students; older
men whose refined faces and threadbare overcoats hinted at cultured minds and starved bodies; other men
who showed no hollows in their cheeks nor nearholes in their garments. It seemed to Billy that women of
almost all sorts were there, young, old, and middleaged; students in tailored suits, widows in crape and veil;
girls that were members of a merry party, women that were plainly forlorn and alone.
Some in the line shuffled restlessly; some stood rigidly quiet. One had brought a camp stool; many were
seated on the steps. Beyond, where the line passed an open lot, a wooden fence afforded a convenient prop.
One read a book, another a paper. Three were studying what was probably the score of the symphony or of
the concerto they expected to hear that afternoon.
A few did not appear to mind the biting wind, but most of them, by turnedup coatcollars or bent heads,
testified to the contrary. Not far from Billy a woman nibbled a sandwich furtively, while beyond her a group
of girls were hilariously merry over four triangles of pie which they held up where all might see.
Many of the faces were youthful, happy, and alert with anticipation; but others carried a wistfulness and a
weariness that made Billy's heart ache. Her eyes, indeed, filled with quick tears. Later she turned to go, and it
was then that she saw in the line a face that she knewa face that drooped with such a white misery of spent
strength that she hurried straight toward it with a low cry.
``Miss Greggory!'' she exclaimed, when she reached the girl. ``You look actually ill. Are you ill?''
For a brief second only dazed questioning stared from the girl's bluegray eyes. Billy knew when the
recognition came, for she saw the painful color stain the white face red.
``Thank you, no. I am not ill, Miss Neilson,'' said the girl, coldly.
``But you look so tired out!''
``I have been standing here some time; that is all.''
Billy threw a hurried glance down the far reaching line that she knew had formed since the girl's two tired
feet had taken their first position.
``But you must have comeso early! It isn't twelve o'clock yet,'' she faltered.
A slight smile curved Alice Greggory's lips.
``Yes, it was early,'' she rejoined a little bitterly; ``but it had to be, you know. I wanted to hear the music; and
with this soloist, and this weather, I knew that many otherswould want to hear the music, too.''
``But you look so white! How much longer when will they let you in?'' demanded Billy, raising indignant
eyes to the huge, graypillared building before her, much as if she would pull down the walls if she could,
and make way for this tired girl at her side.
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Miss Greggory's thin shoulders rose and fell in an expressive shrug.
``Halfpast one.''
Billy gave a dismayed cry.
``Halfpast onealmost two hours more! But, Miss Greggory, you can'thow can you stand it till then?
You've shivered three times since I came, and you look as if you were going to faint away.''
Miss Greggory shook her head.
``It is nothing, really,'' she insisted. ``I am quite well. It is onlyI didn't happen to feel like eating much
breakfast this morning; and that, with no luncheon'' She let a gesture finish her sentence.
``No luncheon! Whyoh, you couldn't leave your place, of course,'' frowned Billy.
``No, and''Alice Greggory lifted her head a little proudly``I do not care to eat here.'' Her scornful eyes
were on one of the pieces of pie down the lineno longer a triangle.
``Of course not,'' agreed Billy, promptly. She paused, frowned, and bit her lip. Suddenly her face cleared.
``There! the very thing,'' she exulted. ``You shall have my ticket this afternoon, Miss Greggory, then you
won't have to stay here another minute. Meanwhile, there is an excellent restaurant''
``Thank youno. I couldn't do that,'' cut in the other, sharply, but in a low voice.
``But you'll take my ticket,'' begged Billy.
Miss Greggory shook her head.
``Certainly not.''
``But I want you to, please. I shall be very unhappy if you don't,'' grieved Billy.
The other made a peremptory gesture.
``_I_ should be very unhappy if I did,'' she said with cold emphasis. ``Really, Miss Neilson,'' she went on in a
low voice, throwing an apprehensive glance at the man ahead, who was apparently absorbed in his
newspaper, ``I'm afraid I shall have to ask you to let me go on in my own way. You are very kind, but there is
nothing you can do; nothing. You were very kind, too, of course, to send the book and the flowers to mother
at Christmas; but''
``Never mind that, please,'' interrupted Billy, hurriedly. Billy's head was lifted now. Her eyes were no longer
pleading. Her round little chin looked square and determined. ``If you simply will not take my ticket this
afternoon, you _must_ do this. Go to some restaurant near here and get a good luncheonsomething that
will sustain you. I will take your place here.''
``_Miss Neilson!_''
Billy smiled radiantly. It was the first time she had ever seen Alice Greggory's haughtily cold reserve break
into anything like naturalness the astonished incredulity of that ``Miss Neilson!'' was plainly straight from
the heart; so, too, were the amazed words that followed.
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``_You_will stand _here?_''
``Certainly; I will keep your place. Don't worry. You sha'n't lose it.'' Billy spoke with a smiling indifference
that was meant to convey the impression that standing in line for a twenty fivecent seat was a daily habit of
hers. ``There's a restaurant only a little wayright down there,'' she finished. And before the dazed Alice
Greggory knew quite what was happening she found herself outside the line, and the other in her place.
``But, Miss Neilson, I can'tyou mustn't'' she stammered; then, because of something in the
unyieldingness of the square young chin above the sealskin coat, and because she could not (she knew) use
actual force to drag the owner of that chin out of the line, she bowed her head in acquiescence.
``Well, thenI will, long enough for some coffee and maybe a sandwich. Andthank you,'' she choked, as
she turned and hurried away.
Billy drew the deep breath of one who has triumphed after long strugglesbut the breath broke off short in a
gasp of dismay: coming straight up the Avenue toward her was the one person in the world Billy wished least
to see at that momentBertram Henshaw. Billy remembered then that she had twice lately heard her lover
speak of calling at the Boston Opera House concerning a commission to paint an ideal head to represent
``Music'' for some decorative purpose. The Opera House was only a short distance up the Avenue. Doubtless
he was on his way there now.
He was very near by this time, and Billy held her breath suspended. There was a chance, of course, that he
might not notice her; and Billy was counting on that chanceuntil a gust of wind whirled a loose halfsheet
of newspaper from the hands of the man in front of her, and naturally attracted Bertram's eyes to its
vicinityand to hers. The next moment he was at her side and his dumfounded but softlybreathed
``_Billy!_'' was in her ears.
Billy bubbled into low laughterthere were such a lot of funny situations in the world, and of them all this
one was about the drollest, she thought.
``Yes, I know,'' she gurgled. ``You don't have to say ityour face is saying even more than your tongue
_could!_ This is just for a girl I know. I'm keeping her place.''
Bertram frowned. He looked as if he were meditating picking Billy up and walking off with her.
``But, Billy,'' he protested just above his breath, ``this isn't sugarplums nor frosting; it's plain
suicidestanding out in this wind like this! Besides'' He stopped with an angrily despairing glance at her
surroundings.
``Yes, I know,'' she nodded, a little soberly, understanding the look and answering that first; ``it isn't pleasant
nor comfortable, in lots of waysbut _she's_ had it all the morning. As for the coldI'm as warm as toast.
It won't be long, anyway; she's just gone to get something to eat. Then I'm going to May Henderson's for
luncheon.''
Bertram sighed impatiently and opened his lipsonly to close them with the words unsaid. There was
nothing he could do, and he had already said too much, he thought, with a savage glance at the man ahead
who still had enough of his paper left to serve for a pretence at reading. As Bertram could see, however, the
man was not reading a word he was too acutely conscious of the handsome young woman in the long
sealskin coat behind him. Billy was already the cynosure of dozens of eyes, and Bertram knew that his own
arrival on the scene had not lessened the interest of the owners of those eyes. He only hoped devoutly that no
one in the line knew him ar Billy, and that no one quite knew what had happened. He did not wish to see
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himself and his fiance the subject of inchhigh headlines in some evening paper figuring as:
``Talented young composer and her famous artist lover take poor girl's place in a twentyfive cent ticket
line.''
He shivered at the thought.
``Are you cold?'' worried Billy. ``If you are, don't stand here, please!''
He shook his head silently. His eyes were searching the street for the only one whose coming could bring him
relief.
It must have been but a coffeeandsandwich luncheon for the girl, for soon she came. The man surmised
that it was she, as soon as he saw her, and stepped back at once. He had no wish for introductions. A moment
later the girl was in Billy's place, and Billy herself was at his side.
``That was Alice Greggory, Bertram,'' she told him, as they walked on swiftly; ``and Bertram, she was
actually almost _crying_ when she took my place.''
``Humph! Well, I should think she'd better be,'' growled Bertram, perversely.
``Pooh! It didn't hurt me any, dearie,'' laughed Billy with a conciliatory pat on his arm as they turned down
the street upon which her friend lived. ``And now can you come in and see May a minute?''
``I'm afraid not,'' regretted Bertram. ``I wish I could, but I'm busier than busy today and I was
_supposed_ to be already late when I saw you. Jove, Billy, I just couldn't believe my eyes!''
``You looked it,'' twinkled Billy. ``It was worth a farm just to see your face!''
``I'd want the farmif I was going through that again,'' retorted the man, grimlyBertram was still seeing
that newspaper heading.
But Billy only laughed again.
CHAPTER XX. ARKWRIGHT TELLS A STORY
Arkwright called Monday afternoon by appointment; and together he and Billy put the finishing touches to
the new song.
It was when, with Aunt Hannah, they were having tea before the fire a little later, that Billy told of her
adventure the preceding Friday afternoon in front of Symphony Hall.
``You knew the girl, of courseI think you said you knew the girl,'' ventured Arkwright.
``Oh, yes. She was Alice Greggory. I met her with Uncle William first, over a Lowestoft teapot. Maybe you'd
like to know _how_ I met her,'' smiled Billy.
``Alice Greggory?'' Arkwright's eyes showed a sudden interest. ``I used to know an Alice Greggory, but it
isn't the same one, probably. Her mother was a cripple.''
Billy gave a little cry.
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``Why, it isit must be! _My_ Alice Greggory's mother is a cripple. Oh, do you know them, really?''
``Well, it does look like it,'' rejoined Arkwright, showing even deeper interest. ``I haven't seen them for four
or five years. They used to live in our town. The mother was a little sweet faced woman with young eyes
and prematurely white hair.''
``That describes my Mrs. Greggory exactly,'' cried Billy's eager voice. ``And the daughter?''
``Alice? Whyas I said, it's been four years since I've seen her.'' A touch of constraint had come into
Arkwright's voice which Billy's keen ear was quick to detect. ``She was nineteen then and very pretty.''
``About my height, and with lightbrown hair and big bluegray eyes that look steely cold when she's
angry?'' questioned Billy.
``I reckon that's about it,'' acknowledged the man, with a faint smile.
``Then they _are_ the ones,'' declared the girl, plainly excited. ``Isn't that splendid? Now we can know them,
and perhaps do something for them. I love that dear little mother already, and I think I should the
daughterif she didn't put out so many prickers that I couldn't get near her! But tell us about them. How did
they come here? Why didn't you know they were here?''
``Are you good at answering a dozen questions at once?'' asked Aunt Hannah, turning smiling eyes from Billy
to the man at her side.
``Well, I can try,'' he offered. ``To begin with, they are Judge Greggory's widow and daughter. They belong
to fine families on both sides, and they used to be well offreally wealthy, for a small town. But the judge
was better at moneymaking than he was at moneykeeping, and when he came to die his income stopped, of
course, and his estate was found to be in bad shape through reckless loans and worthless investments. That
was eight years ago. Things went from bad to worse then, until there was almost nothing left.''
``I knew there was some such story as that back of them,'' declared Billy. ``But how do you suppose they
came here?''
``To get away fromeverybody, I suspect,'' replied Arkwright. ``That would be like them. They were very
proud; and it isn't easy, you know, to be nobody where you've been somebody. It doesn't hurt quite so
hardto be nobody where you've never been anything but nobody.''
``I suppose so,'' sighed Billy. ``Stillthey must have had friends.''
``They did, of course; but when the love of one's friends becomes _too_ highly seasoned with pity, it doesn't
make a pleasant morsel to swallow, specially if you don't like the taste of the pity and there are people who
don't, you know. The Greggorys were that kind. They were morbidly so. From their cheap little cottage,
where they did their own work, they stepped out in their shabby garments and oldfashioned hats with heads
even more proudly erect than in the old days when their home and their gowns and their doings were the
admiration and envy of the town. You see, they didn't wantthat pity.''
``I _do_ see,'' cried Billy, her face aglow with sudden understanding; ``and I don't believe pity would
benice!'' Her own chin was held high as she spoke.
``It must have been hard, indeed,'' murmured Aunt Hannah with a sigh, as she set down her teacup.
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``It was,'' nodded Arkwright. ``Of course Mrs. Greggory, with her crippled foot, could do nothing to bring in
any money except to sew a little. It all depended on Alice; and when matters got to their worst she began to
teach. She was fond of music, and could play the piano well; and of course she had had the best instruction
she could get from city teachers only twenty miles away from our home town. Young as she was about
seventeen when she began to teach, I think she got a few beginners right away, and in two years she had
worked up quite a class, meanwhile keeping on with her own studies, herself.
``They might have carried the thing through, maybe,'' continued Arkwright, ``and never _apparently_ known
that the `pity' existed, if it hadn't been for some ugly rumors that suddenly arose attacking the Judge's honesty
in an old matter that somebody raked up. That was too much. Under this last straw their courage broke
utterly. Alice dismissed every pupil, sold almost all their remaining goodsthey had lots of quite valuable
heirlooms; I suspect that's where your Lowestoft teapot came inand with the money thus gained they left
town. Until they could go, they scarcely showed themselves once on the street, they were never at home to
callers, and they left without telling one soul where they were going, so far as we could ever learn.''
``Why, the poor dears!'' cried Billy. ``How they must have suffered! But things will be different now. You'll
go to see them, of course, and'' At the look that came into Arkwright's face, she stopped in surprise.
``You forget; they wouldn't wish to see me,'' demurred the man. And again Billy noticed the odd constraint in
his voice.
``But they wouldn't mind _youhere_,'' argued Billy.
``I'm afraid they would. In fact, I'm sure they'd refuse entirely to see me.''
Billy's eyes grew determined.
``But they can't refuseif I bring about a meeting just casually, you know,'' she challenged.
Arkwright laughed.
``Well, I won't pretend to say as to the consequences of that,'' he rejoined, rising to his feet; ``but they might
be disastrous. Wasn't it you yourself who were telling me a few minutes ago how steely cold Miss Alice's
eyes got when she was angry?''
Billy knew by the way the man spoke that, for some reason, he did not wish to prolong the subject of his
meeting the Greggorys. She made a quick shift, therefore, to another phase of the matter.
``But tell me, please, before you go, how did those rumors come outabout Judge Greggory's honesty, I
mean?''
``Why, I never knew, exactly,'' frowned Arkwright, musingly. ``Yet it seems, too, that mother did say in one
letter, while I was in Paris, that some of the accusations had been found to be false, and that there was a
prospect that the Judge's good name might be saved, after all.''
``Oh, I wish it might,'' sighed Billy. ``Think what it would mean to those women!''
``'Twould mean everything,'' cried Arkwright, warmly; ``and I'll write to mother tonight, I will, and find out
just what there is to itif anything. Then you can tell them,'' he finished a little stiffly.
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``Yesor you,'' nodded Billy, lightly. And because she began at once to speak of something else, the first
part of her sentence passed without comment.
The door had scarcely closed behind Arkwright when Billy turned to Aunt Hannah a beaming face.
``Aunt Hannah, did you notice?'' she cried, ``how Mary Jane looked and acted whenever Alice Greggory was
spoken of? There was something between themI'm sure there was; and they quarrelled, probably.''
``Why, no, dear; I didn't see anything unusual,'' murmured the elder lady.
``Well, I did. And I'm going to be the fairy godmother that straightens everything all out, too. See if I'm not!
They'd make a splendid couple, Aunt Hannah. I'm going right down there tomorrow.''
``Billy, my dear!'' exclaimed the more conservative old lady, ``aren't you taking things a little too much for
granted? Maybe they don't wish forfor a fairy godmother!''
``Oh, _they_ won't know I'm a fairy godmother not one of them; and of course I wouldn't mention even a
hint to anybody,'' laughed Billy. ``I'm just going down to get acquainted with the Greggorys; that's all. Only
think, Aunt Hannah, what they must have suffered! And look at the place they're living in
nowgentlewomen like them!''
``Yes, yes, poor things, poor things!'' sighed Aunt Hannah.
``I hope I'll find out that she's really goodat teaching, I meanthe daughter,'' resumed Billy, after a
moment's pause. ``If she is, there's one thing I can do to help, anyhow. I can get some of Marie's old pupils
for her. I _know_ some of them haven't begun with a new teacher, yet; and Mrs. Carleton told me last Friday
that neither she nor her sister was at all satisfied with the one their girls _have_ taken. They'd change, I know,
in a minute, at my recommendationthat is, of course, if I can _give_ the recommendation,'' continued Billy,
with a troubled frown. ``Anyhow, I'm going down to begin operations tomorrow.''
CHAPTER XXI. A MATTER OF STRAIGHT BUSINESS
True to her assertion, Billy went down to the Greggorys' the next day. This time she did not take Rosa with
her. Even Aunt Hannah conceded that it would not be necessary. She had not been gone ten minutes,
however, when the telephone bell rang, and Rosa came to say that Mr. Bertram Henshaw wanted to speak
with Mrs. Stetson.
``Rosa says that Billy's not there,'' called Bertram's aggrieved voice, when Aunt Hannah had said, ``Good
morning, my boy.''
``Dear me, no, Bertram. She's in a fever of excitement this morning. She'll probably tell you all about it when
you come out here tonight. You _are_ coming out tonight, aren't you?''
``Yes; oh, yes! But what is it? Where's she gone?''
Aunt Hannah laughed softly.
``Well, she's gone down to the Greggorys'.''
``The Greggorys'! Whatagain?''
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``Oh, you might as well get used to it, Bertram,'' bantered Aunt Hannah, ``for there'll be a good many
`agains,' I fancy.''
``Why, Aunt Hannah, what do you mean?'' Bertram's voice was not quite pleased.
``Oh, she'll tell you. It's only that the Greggorys have turned out to be old friends of Mr. Arkwright's.''
``_Friends_ of Arkwright's!'' Bertram's voice was decidedly displeased now.
``Yes; and there's quite a story to it all, as well. Billy is wildly excited, as you'd know she would be. You'll
hear all about it tonight, of course.''
``Yes, of course,'' echoed Bertram. But there was no ring of enthusiasm in his voice, neither then, nor when
he said goodby a moment later.
Billy, meanwhile, on her way to the Greggory home, was, as Aunt Hannah had said, ``wildly excited.'' It
seemed so strange and wonderful and delightfulthe whole affair: that she should have found them because
of a Lowestoft teapot, that Arkwright should know them, and that there should be the chance now that she
might help themin some way; though this last, she knew, could be accomplished only through the exercise
of the greatest tact and delicacy. She had not forgotten that Arkwright had told her of their hatred of pity.
In the sober second thought of the morning, Billy was not sure now of a possible romance in connection with
Arkwright and the daughter, Alice; but she had by no means abandoned the idea, and she meant to keep her
eyes openand if there should be a chance to bring such a thing about! Meanwhile, of course, she should
not mention the matter, even to Bertram.
Just what would be her method of procedure this first morning, Billy had not determined. The pretty potted
azalea in her hand would be excuse for her entrance into the room. After that, circumstances must decide for
themselves.
Mrs. Greggory was found to be alone at home as before, and Billy was glad. She would rather begin with one
than two, she thought. The little woman greeted her cordially, gave mistyeyed thanks for the beautiful plant,
and also for Billy's kind thoughtfulness Friday afternoon. From that she was very skilfully led to talk more of
the daughter; and soon Billy was getting just the information she wantedinformation concerning the
character, aims, and daily life of Alice Greggory.
``You see, we have some moneya very little,'' explained Mrs. Greggory, after a time; ``though to get it we
have had to sell all our treasures but the Lowestoft, ``with a quick glance into Billy's eyes. ``We need not,
perhaps, live in quite so poor a place; but we preferjust now to spend the little money we have for
something other than imitation comfortlessons, for instance, and an occasional concert. My daughter is
studying even while she is teaching. She hopes to train herself for an accompanist, and for a teacher. She does
not aspire to concert solo work. She understands her limitations.''
``But she is probablyvery goodat teaching.'' Billy hesitated a little.
``She is; very good. She has the best of recommendations.'' A little proudly Mrs. Greggory gave the names of
two Boston pianistsnames that would carry weight anywhere.
Unconsciously Billy relaxed. She did not know until that moment how she had worried for fear she could not,
conscientiously, recommend this Alice Greggory.
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``Of course,'' resumed the mother, ``Alice's pupils are few, and they pay low prices; but she is gaining. She
goes to the houses, of course. She herself practises two hours a day at a house up on Pinckney Street. She
gives lessons to a little girl in return.''
``I see,'' nodded Billy, brightly; ``and I've been thinking, Mrs. Greggorymaybe I know of some pupils she
could get. I have a friend who has just given hers up, owing to her marriage. Sometime, soon, I'm going to
talk to your daughter, if I may, and''
``And here she is right now,'' interposed Mrs. Greggory, as the door opened under a hurried hand.
Billy flushed and bit her lip. She was disturbed and disappointed. She did not particularly wish to see Alice
Greggory just then. She wished even less to see her when she noted the swift change that came to the girl's
face at sight of herself.
``Oh! Whygood morning, Miss Neilson,'' murmured Miss Greggory with a smile so forced that her mother
hurriedly looked to the azalea in search of a possible peacemaker.
``My dear, see,'' she stammered, ``what Miss Neilson has brought me. And it's so full of blossoms, too! And
she says it'll remain so for a long, long timeif we'll only keep it wet.''
Alice Greggory murmured a low something a something that she tried, evidently, very hard to make
politely appropriate and appreciative. Yet her manner, as she took off her hat and coat and sat down, so
plainly said: ``You are very kind, of course, but I wish you would keep yourself and your plants at home!''
that Mrs. Greggory began a hurried apology, much as if the words had indeed been spoken.
``My daughter is really ill this morning. You mustn't mindthat is, I'm afraid you'll think you see, she
took cold last week; a bad cold and she isn't over it, yet,'' finished the little woman in painful
embarrassment.
``Of course she took coldstanding all those hours in that horrid wind, Friday!'' cried Billy, indignantly.
A quick red flew to Alice Greggory's face. Billy saw it at once and fervently wished she had spoken of
anything but that Friday afternoon. It looked almost as if she were _reminding_ them of what she had done
that day. In her confusion, and in her anxiety to say somethinganything that would get their minds off that
ideashe uttered now the first words that came into her head. As it happened, they were the last words that
sober second thought would have told her to say.
``Never mind, Mrs. Greggory. We'll have her all well and strong soon; never fear! Just wait till I send Peggy
and Mary Jane to take her out for a drive one of these mild, sunny days. You have no idea how much good it
will do her!''
Alice Greggory got suddenly to her feet. Her face was very white now. Her eyes had the steely coldness that
Billy knew so well. Her voice, when she spoke, was low and sternly controlled.
``Miss Neilson, you will think me rude, of course, especially after your great kindness to me the other day;
but I can't help it. It seems to me best to speak now before it goes any further.''
``Alice, dear,'' remonstrated Mrs. Greggory, extending a frightened hand.
The girl did not turn her head nor hesitate; but she caught the extended hand and held it warmly in both her
own, with gentle little pats, while she went on speaking.
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``I'm sure mother agrees with me that it is best, for the present, that we keep quite to ourselves. I cannot
question your kindness, of course, after your somewhat unusual favor the other day; but I am very sure that
your friends, Miss Peggy, and Miss Mary Jane, have no real desire to make my acquaintance, norif you'll
pardon mehave I, under the circumstances, any wish to make theirs.''
``Oh, Alice, Alice,'' began the little mother, in dismay; but a rippling laugh from their visitor brought an
angry flush even to her gentle face.
Billy understood the flush, and struggled for selfcontrol.
``Pleaseplease, forgive me!'' she choked. ``But you seeyou couldn't, of course, know that Mary Jane and
Peggy aren't _girls_. They're just a man and an automobile!''
An unwilling smile trembled on Alice Greggory's lips; but she still stood her ground.
``After all, girls, or men and automobiles, Miss Neilsonit makes little difference. They're charity. And
it's not so long that we've been objects of charity that we quite really enjoy it yet.''
There was a moment's hush. Billy's eyes had filled with tears.
``I never even _thought_charity,'' said Billy, so gently that a faint red stole into the white cheeks opposite.
For a tense minute Alice Greggory held herself erect; then, with a complete change of manner and voice, she
released her mother's hand, dropped into her own chair again, and said wearily:
``I know you didn't, Miss Neilson. It's all my foolish pride, of course. It's only that I was thinking how dearly
I would love to meet girls againjust as _girls!_ ButI no longer have any business with pride, of course. I
shall be pleased, I'm sure,'' she went on dully, ``to accept anything you may do for us, from automobile rides
toto red flannel petticoats.''
Billy almostbut not quitelaughed. Still, the laugh would have been near to a sob, had it been given.
Surprising as was the quick transition in the girl's manner, and absurd as was the juxtaposition of automobiles
and red flannel petticoats, the white misery of Alice Greggory's face and the weary despair of her attitude
were tragic specially to one who knew her story as did Billy Neilson. And it was because Billy did know
her story that she did not make the mistake now of offering pity. Instead, she said with a bright smile, and a
casual manner that gave no hint of studied labor:
``Well, as it happens, Miss Greggory, what I want today has nothing whatever to do with automobiles or red
flannel petticoats. It's a matter of straight business.'' (How Billy blessed the thought that had so suddenly
come to her!) ``Your mother tells me you play accompaniments. Now a girls' club, of which I am a member,
is getting up an operetta for charity, and we need an accompanist. There is no one in the club who is able, and
at the same time willing, to spend the amount of time necessary for practice and rehearsals. So we had
decided to hire one outside, and I have been given the task of finding one. It has occurred to me that perhaps
you would be willing to undertake it for us. Would you?''
Billy knew, at once, from the quick change in the other's face and manner, that she had taken exactly the right
course to relieve the strain of the situation. Despair and lassitude fell away from Alice Greggory almost like a
garment. Her countenance became alert and interested.
``Indeed I would! I should be glad to do it.''
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``Good! Then can you come out to my home sometime tomorrow, and go over the music with me?
Rehearsals will not begin until next week; but I can give you the music, and tell you something of what we
are planning to do.''
``Yes. I could come at ten in the morning for an hour, or at three in the afternoon for two hours or more,''
replied Miss Greggory, after a moment's hesitation.
``Suppose we call it in the afternoon, then,'' smiled Billy, as she rose to her feet. ``And now I must goand
here's my address,'' she finished, taking out her card and laying it on the table near her.
For reasons of her own Billy went away that morning without saying anything more about the proposed new
pupils. New pupils were not automobile rides nor petticoats, to be surebut she did not care to risk
disturbing the present interested happiness of Alice Greggory's face by mentioning anything that might be
construed as too officious an assistance.
On the whole, Billy felt well pleased with her morning's work. To Aunt Hannah, upon her return, she
expressed herself thus:
``It's splendideven better than I hoped. I shall have a chance tomorrow, of course, to see for myself just
how well she plays, and all that. I'm pretty sure, though, from what I hear, that that part will be all right. Then
the operetta will give us a chance to see a good deal of her, and to bring about a natural meeting between her
and Mary Jane. Oh, Aunt Hannah, I couldn't have _planned_ it betterand there the whole thing just
tumbled into my hands! I knew it had the minute I remembered about the operetta. You know I'm chairman,
and they left me to get the accompanist; and like a flash it came to me, when I was wondering _what_ to say
or do to get her out of that awful state she was in`Ask her to be your accompanist.' And I did. And I'm so
glad I did! Oh, Aunt Hannah, it's coming out lovely!I know it is.''
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To Billy, Alice Greggory's first visit to Hillside was in every way a delight and a satisfaction. To Alice, it was
even more than that. For the first time in years she found herself welcomed into a home of wealth, culture,
and refinement as an equal; and the frank cordiality and naturalness of her hostess's evident expectation of
meeting a congenial companion was like balm to a sensitive soul rendered morbid by long years of
superciliousness and snubbing.
No wonder that under the cheery friendliness of it all, Alice Greggory's cold reserve vanished, and that in its
place came something very like her old ease and charm of manner. By the time Aunt Hannahaccording to
previous agreement came into the room, the two girls were laughing and chatting over the operetta as if
they had known each other for years.
Much to Billy's delight, Alice Greggory, as a musician, proved to be eminently satisfactory. She was quick at
sight reading, and accurate. She played easily, and with good expression. Particularly was she a good
accompanist, possessing to a marked degree that happy faculty of _accompanying_ a singer: which means
that she neither led the way nor lagged behind, being always exactly in sympathetic stepthan which
nothing is more soulsatisfying to the singer.
It was after the music for the operetta had been wellpractised and discussed that Alice Greggory chanced to
see one of Billy's own songs lying near her. With a pleased smile she picked it up.
``Oh, you know this, too!'' she cried. ``I played it for a lady only the other day. It's so pretty, I thinkall of
hers are, that I have seen. Billy Neilson is a girl, you know, they say, in spite of``She stopped abruptly. Her
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eyes grew wide and questioning. ``Miss Neilsonit can't beyou don't meanis your nameit
_isyou!_'' she finished joyously, as the telltale color dyed Billy's face. The next moment her own cheeks
burned scarlet. ``And to think of my letting _you_ stand in line for a twentyfivecent admission!'' she
scorned.
``Nonsense!'' laughed Billy. ``It didn't hurt me any more than it did you. Come!''in looking about for a
quick something to take her guest's attention, Billy's eyes fell on the manuscript copy of her new song,
bearing Arkwright's name. Yielding to a daring impulse, she drew it hastily forward. ``Here's a new onea
brand new one, not even printed yet. Don't you think the words are pretty?'' she asked.
As she had hoped, Alice Greggory's eyes, after they had glanced halfway through the first page, sought the
name at the left side below the title.
`` `Words by M. J.' ''there was a visible start, and a pause before the `` `Arkwright' '' was uttered in a
slightly different tone.
Billy noted both the start and the pauseand gloried in them.
``Yes; the words are by M. J. Arkwright,'' she said with smooth unconcern, but with a covert glance at the
other's face. ``Ever hear of him?''
Alice Greggory gave a short little laugh.
``Probably notthis one. I used to know an M. J. Arkwright, long ago; but he wasn'ta poet, so far as I
know,'' she finished, with a little catch in her breath that made Billy long to take her into a warm embrace.
Alice Greggory turned then to the music. She had much to say of thisvery much; but she had nothing more
whatever to say of Mr. M. J. Arkwright in spite of the tempting conversation bait that Billy dropped so freely.
After that, Rosa brought in tea and toast, and the little frosted cakes that were always such a favorite with
Billy's guests. Then Alice Greggory said goodbyher eyes full of tears that Billy pretended not to see.
``There!'' breathed Billy, as soon as she had Aunt Hannah to herself again. ``What did I tell you? Did you see
Miss Greggory's start and blush and hear her sigh just over the _name_ of M. J. Arkwright? Just as if!
Now I want them to meet; only it must be casual, Aunt Hannah casual! And I'd rather wait till Mary Jane
hears from his mother, if possible, so if there _is_ anything good to tell the poor girl, he can tell it.''
``Yes, of course. Dear child!I hope he can,'' murmured Aunt Hannah. (Aunt Hannah had ceased now trying
to make Billy refrain from the reprehensible ``Mary Jane.'' In fact, if the truth were known, Aunt Hannah
herself in her thoughts and sometimes in her wordscalled him ``Mary Jane.'') ``But, indeed, my dear, I
didn't see anything stiff, oror repelling about Miss Greggory, as you said there was.''
``There wasn'ttoday,'' smiled Billy. ``Honestly, Aunt Hannah, I should never have known her for the
same girlwho showed me the door that first morning,'' she finished merrily, as she turned to go upstairs.
It was the next day that Cyril and Marie came home from their honeymoon. They went directly to their pretty
little apartment on Beacon Street, Brookline, within easy walking distance of Billy's own cozy home.
Cyril intended to build in a year or two. Meanwhile they had a very pretty, convenient home which was,
according to Bertram, ``electrified to within an inch of its life, and equipped with everything that was fireless,
smokeless, dustless, and laborless.'' In it Marie had a spotlessly white kitchen where she might make
puddings to her heart's content.
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Marie hadagain according to Bertram ``a visiting acquaintance with a maid.'' In other words, a stout
woman was engaged to come two days in the week to wash, iron, and scrub; also to come in each night to
wash the dinner dishes, thus leaving Marie's evenings free``for the shaded lamp,'' Billy said.
Marie had not arrived at thisto her, delightful arrangement of a ``visiting acquaintance'' without some
opposition from her friends. Even Billy had stood somewhat aghast.
``But, my dear, won't it be hard for you, to do so much?'' she argued one day. ``You know you aren't very
strong.''
``I know; but it won't be hard, as I've planned it,'' replied Marie, ``specially when I've been longing for years
to do this very thing. Why, Billy, if I had to stand by and watch a maid do all these things I want to do
myself, I should feel just like like a hungry man who sees another man eating up his dinner! Oh, of
course,'' she added plaintively, after Billy's laughter had subsided, ``I sha'n't do it always. I don't expect to. Of
course, when we have a houseI'm not sure, then, though, that I sha'n't dress up the maid and order her to
receive the calls and go to the pink teas, while I make her puddings,'' she finished saucily, as Billy began to
laugh again.
The bride and groom, as was proper, were, soon after their arrival, invited to dine at both William's and
Billy's. Then, until Marie's ``At Homes'' should begin, the devoted couple settled down to quiet days by
themselves, with only occasional visits from the family to interrupt``interrupt'' was Bertram's word, not
Marie's. Though it is safe to say it was not far different from the one Cyril usedin his thoughts.
Bertram himself, these days, was more than busy. Besides working on Miss Winthrop's portrait, and on two
or three other commissions, he was putting the finishing touches to four pictures which he was to show in the
exhibition soon to be held by a prominent Art Club of which he was the acknowledged ``star'' member.
Naturally, therefore, his time was well occupied. Naturally, too, Billy, knowing this, lashed herself more
sternly than ever into a daily reminder of Kate's assertion that he belonged first to his Art.
In pursuance of this idea, Billy was careful to see that no engagement with herself should in any way interfere
with the artist's work, and that no word of hers should attempt to keep him at her side when ART called.
(Billy always spelled that word now in her mind with tall, black letters the way it had sounded when it fell
from Kate's lips.) That these tactics on her part were beginning to fill her lover with vague alarm and a very
definite unrest, she did not once suspect. Eagerly, therefore,even with conscientious delight she
welcomed the new songwords that Arkwright broughtthey would give her something else to take up her
time and attention. She welcomed them, also, for another reason: they would bring Arkwright more often to
the house, and this would, of course, lead to that ``casual meeting'' between him and Alice Greggory when
the rehearsals for the operetta should commence which would be very soon now. And Billy did so long to
bring about that meeting!
To Billy, all this was but ``occupying her mind,'' and playing Cupid's assistant to a worthy young couple torn
cruelly apart by an unfeeling fate. To Bertramto Bertram it was terror, and woe, and all manner of torture;
for in it Bertram saw only a growing fondness on the part of Billy for Arkwright, Arkwright's music,
Arkwright's words, and Arkwright's friends.
The first rehearsal for the operetta came on Wednesday evening. There would be another on Thursday
afternoon. Billy had told Alice Greggory to arrange her pupils so that she could stay Wednesday night at
Hillside, if the crippled mother could get along aloneand she could, Alice had said. Thursday forenoon,
therefore, Alice Greggory would, in all probability, be at Hillside, specially as there would doubtless be an
appointment or two for private rehearsal with some nervous soloist whose part was not progressing well.
Such being the case, Billy had a plan she meant to carry out. She was highly pleased, therefore, when
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Thursday morning came, and everything, apparently, was working exactly to her mind.
Alice was there. She had an appointment at quarter of eleven with the leading tenor, and another later with
the alto. After breakfast, therefore, Billy said decisively:
``Now, if you please, Miss Greggory, I'm going to put you upstairs on the couch in the sewing room for a
nap.''
``But I've just got up,'' remonstrated Miss Greggory.
``I know you have,'' smiled Billy; ``but you were very late to bed last night, and you've got a hard day before
you. I insist upon your resting. You will be absolutely undisturbed there, and you must shut the door and not
come downstairs till I send for you. Mr. Johnson isn't due till quarter of eleven, is he?''
``Nno.''
``Then come with me,'' directed Billy, leading the way upstairs. ``There, now, don't come down till I call
you,'' she went on, when they had reached the little room at the end of the hall. ``I'm going to leave Aunt
Hannah's door open, so you'll have good airshe isn't in there. She's writing letters in my room, Now here's
a book, and you _may_ read, but I should prefer you to sleep,'' she nodded brightly as she went out and shut
the door quietly. Then, like the guilty conspirator she was, she went downstairs to wait for Arkwright.
It was a fine plan. Arkwright was due at ten o'clockBilly had specially asked him to come at that hour. He
would not know, of course, that Alice Greggory was in the house; but soon after his arrival Billy meant to
excuse herself for a moment, slip upstairs and send Alice Greggory down for a book, a pair of scissors, a
shawl for Aunt Hannahanything would do for a pretext, anything so that the girl might walk into the
livingroom and find Arkwright waiting for her alone. And then What happened next was, in Billy's mind,
very vague, but very attractive as a nucleus for one's thoughts, nevertheless.
All this was, indeed, a fine plan; but (If only fine plans would not so often have a ``but''!) In Billy's case
the ``but'' had to do with things so apparently unrelated as were Aunt Hannah's clock and a negro's coal
wagon. The clock struck eleven at halfpast ten, and the wagon dumped itself to destruction directly in front
of a trolley car in which sat Mr. M. J. Arkwright, hurrying to keep his appointment with Miss Billy Neilson.
It was almost halfpast ten when Arkwright finally rang the bell at Hillside. Billy greeted him so eagerly, and
at the same time with such evident disappointment at his late arrival, that Arkwright's heart sang with joy.
``But there's a rehearsal at quarter of eleven,'' exclaimed Billy, in answer to his hurried explanation of the
delay; ``and this gives so little time forforso little time, you know,'' she finished in confusion, casting
frantically about in her mind for an excuse to hurry upstairs and send Alice Greggory down before it should
be quite too late.
No wonder that Arkwright, noting the sparkle in her eye, the agitation in her manner, and the embarrassed red
in her cheek, took new courage. For so long had this girl held him at the end of a major third or a diminished
seventh; for so long had she blithely accepted his every word and act as devotion to music, not herselffor
so long had she done all this that he had come to fear that never would she do anything else. No wonder then,
that now, in the soft radiance of the strange, new light on her face, his own face glowed ardently, and that he
leaned forward with an impetuous rush of eager words.
``But there is time, Miss Billyif you'd give me leaveto say''
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``I'm afraid I kept you waiting,'' interrupted the hurried voice of Alice Greggory from the hall doorway. ``I
was asleep, I think, when a clock somewhere, striking eleven Why, Mr.Arkwright!''
Not until Alice Greggory had nearly crossed the room did she see that the man standing by her hostess
wasnot the tenor she had expected to findbut an old acquaintance. Then it was that the tremulous
``Mr.Arkwright!'' fell from her lips.
Billy and Arkwright had turned at her first words. At her last, Arkwright, with a half despairing,
halfreproachful glance at Billy, stepped forward.
``Miss Greggory!you _are_ Miss Alice Greggory, I am sure,'' he said pleasantly.
At the first opportunity Billy murmured a hasty excuse and left the room. To Aunt Hannah she flew with a
woebegone face.
``Oh, Aunt Hannah, Aunt Hannah,'' she wailed, half laughing, half crying; ``that wretched little fibteller of a
clock of yours spoiled it all!''
``Spoiled it! Spoiled what, child?''
``My first meeting between Mary Jane and Miss Greggory. I had it all arranged that they were to have it
_alone_; but that miserable little fibber upstairs struck eleven at halfpast ten, and Miss Greggory heard it
and thought she was fifteen minutes late. So down she hurried, half awake, and spoiled all my plans. Now
she's sitting in there with him, in chairs the length of the room apart, discussing the snowstorm last night or
the moonrise this morningor some other such silly thing. And I had it so beautifully planned!''
``Well, well, dear, I'm sorry, I'm sure,'' smiled Aunt Hannah; ``but I can't think any real harm is done. Did
Mary Jane have anything to tell herabout her father, I mean?''
Only the faintest flicker of Billy's eyelid testified that the everyday accustomedness of that ``Mary Jane'' on
Aunt Hannah's lips had not escaped her.
``No, nothing definite. Yet there was a little. Friends are still trying to clear his name, and I believe are
meeting with increasing success. I don't know, of course, whether he'll say anything about it today_now_.
To think I had to be right round under foot like that when they met!'' went on Billy, indignantly. ``I shouldn't
have been, in a minute more, though. I was just trying to think up an excuse to come up and send down Miss
Greggory, when Mary Jane began to tell me somethingI haven't the faintest idea what then _she_
appeared, and it was all over. And there's the doorbell, and the tenor, I suppose; so of course it's all over
now,'' she sighed, rising to go downstairs.
As it chanced, however, it was not the tenor, but a message from hima message that brought dire
consternation to the Chairman of the Committee of Arrangements. The tenor had thrown up his part. He
could not take it; it was too difficult. He felt that this should be toldat once rather than to worry along for
another week or two, and then give up. So he had told it.
``But what shall we do, Miss Greggory?'' appealed Billy. ``It _is_ a hard part, you know; but if Mr. Tobey
can't take it, I don't know who can. We don't want to hire a singer for it, if we can help it. The profits are to
go to the Home for Crippled Children, you know,'' she explained, turning to Arkwright, ``and we decided to
hire only the accompanist.''
An odd expression flitted across Miss Greggory's face.
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``Mr. Arkwright used to singtenor,'' she observed quietly.
``As if he didn't nowa perfectly glorious tenor,'' retorted Billy. ``But as if _he_ would take _this!_''
For only a brief moment did Arkwright hesitate; then blandly he suggested:
``Suppose you try him, and see.''
Billy sat suddenly erect.
``Would you, really? _Could_ youtake the time, and all?'' she cried.
``Yes, I think I wouldunder the circumstances,'' he smiled. ``I think I could, too, though I might not be able
to attend all the rehearsals. Still, if I find I have to ask permission, I'll endeavor to convince the
powersthatbe that singing in this operetta will be just the stepping stone I need to success in Grand
Opera.''
``Oh, if you only would take it,'' breathed Billy, ``we'd be so glad!''
``Well,'' said Arkwright, his eyes on Billy's frankly delighted face, ``as I said beforeunder the
circumstances I think I would.''
``Thank you! Then it's all beautifully settled,'' rejoiced Billy, with a happy sigh; and unconsciously she gave
Alice Greggory's hand near her a little pat.
In Billy's mind the ``circumstances'' of Arkwright's acceptance of the part were Alice Greggory and her
position as accompanist, of course. Billy would have been surprised indeedand dismayedhad she known
that in Arkwright's mind the ``circumstances'' were herself, and the fact that she, too, had a part in the
operetta, necessitating her presence at rehearsals, and hinting at a delightful comradeship impossible, perhaps,
otherwise.
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February came The operetta, for which Billy was working so hard, was to be given the twentieth. The Art
Exhibition, for which Bertram was preparing his four pictures, was to open the sixteenth, with a private view
for specially invited friends the evening before.
On the eleventh day of February Mrs. Greggory and her daughter arrived at Hillside for a ten days' visit. Not
until after a great deal of pleading and argument, however, had Billy been able to bring this about.
``But, my dears, both of you,'' Billy had at last said to them; ``just listen. We shall have numberless rehearsals
during those last ten days before the thing comes off. They will be at all hours, and of all lengths. You, Miss
Greggory, will have to be on hand for them all, of course, and will have to stay all night several times,
probably. You, Mrs. Greggory, ought not to be alone down here. There is no sensible, valid reason why you
should not both come out to the house for those ten days; and I shall feel seriously hurt and offended if you
do not consent to do it.''
``Butmy pupils,'' Alice Greggory had demurred.
``You can go in town from my home at any time to give your lessons, and a little shifting about and arranging
for those ten days will enable you to set the hours conveniently one after another, I am sure, so you can attend
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to several on one trip. Meanwhile your mother will be having a lovely time teaching Aunt Hannah how to
knit a new shawl; so you won't have to be worrying about her.''
After all, it had been the great good and pleasure which the visit would bring to Mrs. Greggory that had been
the final straw to tip the scales. On the eleventh of February, therefore, in the company of the once scorned
``Peggy and Mary Jane,'' Alice Greggory and her mother had arrived at Hillside.
Ever since the first meeting of Alice Greggory and Arkwright, Billy had been sorely troubled by the conduct
of the two young people. She had, as she mournfully told herself, been able to make nothing of it. The two
were civility itself to each other, but very plainly they were not at ease in each other's company; and Billy,
much to her surprise, had to admit that Arkwright did not appear to appreciate the ``circumstances'' now that
he had them. The pair called each other, ceremoniously, ``Mr. Arkwright,'' and ``Miss Greggory''but then,
that, of course, did not ``signify,'' Billy declared to herself.
``I suppose you don't ever call him `Mary Jane,' '' she said to the girl, a little mischievously, one day.
`` `Mary Jane'? Mr. Arkwright? No, I don't,'' rejoined Miss Greggory, with an odd smile. Then, after a
moment, she added: ``I believe his brothers and sisters used to, however.''
``Yes, I know,'' laughed Billy. ``We thought he was a real Mary Jane, once.'' And she told the story of his
arrival. ``So you see,'' she finished, when Alice Greggory had done laughing over the tale, ``he always will be
`Mary Jane' to us. By the way, what is his name?''
Miss Greggory looked up in surprise.
``Why, it's'' She stopped short, her eyes questioning. ``Why, hasn't he ever told you?'' she queried.
Billy lifted her chin.
``No. He told us to guess it, and we have guessed everything we can think of, even up to `Methuselah John';
but he says we haven't hit it yet.''
`` `Methuselah John,' indeed!'' laughed the other, merrily.
``Well, I'm sure that's a nice, solid name,'' defended Billy, her chin still at a challenging tilt. ``If it isn't
`Methuselah John,' what is it, then?''
But Alice Greggory shook her head. She, too, it seemed, could be firm, on occasion. And though she smiled
brightly, all she would say, was:
``If he hasn't told you, I sha'n't. You'll have to go to him.''
``Oh, well, I can still call him `Mary Jane,' '' retorted Billy, with airy disdain.
All this, however, so far as Billy could see, was not in the least helping along the cause that had become so
dear to herthe reuniting of a pair of lovers. It occurred to her then, one day, that perhaps, after all, they
were not lovers, and did not wish to be reunited. At this disquieting thought Billy decided, suddenly, to go
almost to headquarters. She would speak to Mrs. Greggory if ever the opportunity offered. Great was her joy,
therefore, when, a day or two after the Greggorys arrived at the house, Mrs. Greggory's chance reference to
Arkwright and her daughter gave Billy the opportunity she sought.
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``They used to know each other long ago, Mr. Arkwright tells me,'' Billy began warily.
``Yes.''
The quietly polite monosyllable was not very encouraging, to be sure; but Billy, secure in her conviction that
her cause was a righteous one, refused to be daunted.
``I think it was so romantictheir running across each other like this, Mrs. Greggory,'' she murmured. ``And
there _was_ a romance, wasn't there? I have just felt in my bones that there wasa romance!''
Billy held her breath. It was what she had meant to say, but now that she had said it, the words seemed very
fearsome indeedto say to Mrs. Greggory. Then Billy remembered her Cause, and took heartBilly was
spelling it now with a capital C.
For a long minute Mrs. Greggory did not answerfor so long a minute that Billy's breath dropped into a
fluttering sigh, and her Cause became suddenly ``IMPERTINENCE'' spelled in black capitals. Then Mrs.
Greggory spoke slowly, a little sadly.
``I don't mind saying to you that I did hope, once, that there would be a romance there. They were the best of
friends, and they were well suited to each other in tastes and temperament. I think, indeed, that the romance
was well under way (though there was never an engagement) when'' Mrs. Greggory paused and wet her
lips. Her voice, when she resumed, carried the stern note so familiar to Billy in her first acquaintance with
this woman and her daughter. ``As I presume Mr. Arkwright has told you, we have met with many changes in
our lifechanges which necessitated a new home and a new mode of living. Naturally, under those
circumstances, old friendsand old romancesmust change, too.''
``But, Mrs. Greggory,'' stammered Billy, ``I'm sure Mr. Arkwright would want'' An up lifted hand
silenced her peremptorily.
``Mr. Arkwright was very kind, and a gentleman, always,'' interposed the lady, coldly; ``but Judge Greggory's
daughter would not allow herself to be placed where apologies for her father would be necessary_ever!_
There, please, dear Miss Neilson, let us not talk of it any more,'' begged Mrs. Greggory, brokenly.
``No, indeed, of course not!'' cried Billy; but her heart rejoiced.
She understood it all now. Arkwright and Alice Greggory had been almost lovers when the charges against
the Judge's honor had plunged the family into despairing humiliation. Then had come the time when,
according to Arkwright's own story, the two women had shut themselves indoors, refused to see their friends,
and left town as soon as possible. Thus had come the breaking of whatever tie there was between Alice
Greggory and Arkwright. Not to have broken it would have meant, for Alice, the placing of herself in a
position where, sometime, apologies must be made for her father. This was what Mrs. Greggory had
meantand again, as Billy thought of it, Billy's heart rejoiced.
Was not her way clear now before her? Did she not have it in her power, possiblyeven probablyto bring
happiness where only sadness was before? As if it would not be a simple thing to rekindle the old flameto
make these two estranged hearts beat as one again!
Not now was the Cause an IMPERTINENCE in tall black letters. It was, instead, a shining beacon in letters
of flame guiding straight to victory.
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Billy went to sleep that night making plans for Alice Greggory and Arkwright to be thrown together
naturally``just as a matter of course, you know,'' she said drowsily to herself, all in the dark.
Some three or four miles away down Beacon Street at that moment Bertram Henshaw, in the Strata, was, as it
happened, not falling asleep. He was lying broadly and unhappily awake Bertram very frequently lay broadly
and unhappily awake these daysor rather nights. He told himself, on these occasions, that it was perfectly
naturalindeed it was!that Billy should be with Arkwright and his friends, the Greggorys, so much. There
were the new songs, and the operetta with its rehearsals as a cause for it all. At the same time, deep within his
fearful soul was the consciousness that Arkwright, the Greggorys, and the operetta were but MusicMusic,
the spectre that from the first had dogged his footsteps.
With Billy's behavior toward himself, Bertram could find no fault. She was always her sweet, loyal, lovable
self, eager to hear of his work, earnestly solicitous that it should be a success. She evenas he sometimes
halfirritably rememberedhad once told him that she realized he belonged to Art before he did to himself;
and when he had indignantly denied this, she had only laughed and thrown a kiss at him, with the remark that
he ought to hear his sister Kate's opinion of that matter. As if he wanted Kate's opinion on that or anything
else that concerned him and Billy!
Once, torn by jealousy, and exasperated at the frequent interruptions of their quiet hours together, he had
complained openly.
``Actually, Billy, it's worse than Marie's wedding,'' he declared, ``_Then_ it was tablecloths and napkins that
could be dumped in a chair. _Now_ it's a girl who wants to rehearse, or a woman that wants a different wig,
or a telephone message that the sopranos have quarrelled again. I loathe that operetta!''
Billy laughed, but she frowned, too.
``I know, dear; I don't like that part. I wish they _would_ let me alone when I'm with you! But as for the
operetta, it is really a good thing, dear, and you'll say so when you see it. It's going to be a great successI
can say that because my part is only a small one, you know. We shall make lots of money for the Home, too,
I'm sure.''
``But you're wearing yourself all out with it, dear,'' scowled Bertram.
``Nonsense! I like it; besides, when I'm doing this I'm not telephoning you to come and amuse me. Just think
what a lot of extra time you have for your work!''
``Don't want it,'' avowed Bertram.
``But the _work_ may,'' retorted Billy, showing all her dimples. ``Never mind, though; it'll all be over after
the twentieth. _This_ isn't an understudy like Marie's wedding, you know,'' she finished demurely.
``Thank heaven for that!'' Bertram had breathed fervently. But even as he said the words he grew sick with
fear. What if, after all, this _were_ an understudy to what was to come later when Music, his rival, had really
conquered?
Bertram knew that however secure might seem Billy's affection for himself, there was still in his own mind a
horrid fear lest underneath that security were an unconscious, growing fondness for something he could not
give, for some one that he was nota fondness that would one day cause Billy to awake. As Bertram, in his
morbid fancy pictured it, he realized only too well what that awakening would mean to himself.
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CHAPTER XXIV. THE ARTIST AND HIS ART
The private view of the paintings and drawings of the Brush and Pencil Club on the evening of the fifteenth
was a great success. Society sent its fairest women in frocks that were pictures in themselves. Art sent its
severest critics and its most ardent devotees. The Press sent reporters that the World might know what Art
and Society were doing, and how they did it.
Before the canvases signed with Bertram Henshaw's name there was always to be found an admiring group
representing both Art and Society with the Press on the outskirts to report. William Henshaw, coming
unobserved upon one such group, paused a moment to smile at the various more or less disconnected
comments.
``What a lovely blue!''
``Marvellous color sense!''
``Now those shadows are''
``He gets his high lights so''
``I declare, she looks just like Blanche Payton!''
``Every line there is full of meaning.''
``I suppose it's very fine, but''
``Now, I say, Henshaw is''
``Is this by the man that's painting Margy Winthrop's portrait?''
``It's idealism, man, idealism!''
``I'm going to have a dress just that shade of blue.''
``Isn't that just too sweet!''
``Now for realism, I consider Henshaw''
``There aren't many with his sensitive, brilliant touch.''
``Oh, what a pretty picture!''
William moved on then.
Billy was rapturously proud of Bertram that evening. He was, of course, the centre of congratulations and
hearty praise. At his side, Billy, with sparkling eyes, welcomed each smiling congratulation and gloried in
every commendatory word she heard.
``Oh, Bertram, isn't it splendid! I'm so proud of you,'' she whispered softly, when a moment's lull gave her
opportunity.
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``They're all words, words, idle words,'' he laughed; but his eyes shone.
``Just as if they weren't all true!'' she bridled, turning to greet William, who came up at that moment. ``Isn't it
fine, Uncle William?'' she beamed. ``And aren't we proud of him?''
``We are, indeed,'' smiled the man. ``But if you and Bertram want to get the real opinion of this crowd, you
should go and stand near one of his pictures five minutes. As a sort of crazy quilt criticism it can't be beat.''
``I know,'' laughed Bertram. ``I've done it, in days long gone.''
``Bertram, not really?'' cried Billy.
``Sure! As if every young artist at the first didn't don goggles or a false mustache and study the pictures on
either side of his own till he could paint them with his eyes shut!''
``And what did you hear?'' demanded the girl.
``What didn't I hear?'' laughed her lover. ``But I didn't do it but once or twice. I lost my head one day and
began to argue the question of perspective with a couple of old codgers who were criticizing a bit of
foreshortening that was my special pet. I forgot my goggles and sailed in. The game was up then, of course;
and I never put them on again. But it was worth a farm to see their faces when I stood `discovered' as the
stagefolk say.''
``Serves you right, sirlistening like that,'' scolded Billy.
Bertram laughed and shrugged his shoulders.
``Well, it cured me, anyhow. I haven't done it since,'' he declared.
It was some time later, on the way home, that Bertram said:
``It was gratifying, of course, Billy, and I liked it. It would be absurd to say I didn't like the many pleasant
words of apparently sincere appreciation I heard tonight. But I couldn't help thinking of the next
timealways the next time.''
``The next time?'' Billy's eyes were slightly puzzled.
``That I exhibit, I mean. The Bohemian Ten hold their exhibition next month, you know. I shall show just one
picturethe portrait of Miss Winthrop.''
``Oh, Bertram!''
``It'll be `Oh, Bertram!' then, dear, if it isn't a success,'' he sighed. ``I don't believe you realize yet what that
thing is going to mean for me.''
``Well, I should think I might,'' retorted Billy, a little tremulously, ``after all I've heard about it. I should think
_everybody_ knew you were doing it, Bertram. Actually, I'm not sure Marie's scrublady won't ask me some
day how Mr. Bertram's picture is coming on!''
``That's the dickens of it, in a way,'' sighed Bertram, with a faint smile. ``I am amazed and a little
frightened, I'll admitat the universality of the interest. You see, the Winthrops have been pleased to spread
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it, for one reason or another, and of course many already know of the failures of Anderson and Fullam. That's
why, if I should fail''
``But you aren't going to fail,'' interposed the girl, resolutely.
``No, I know I'm not. I only said `if,' '' fenced the man, his voice not quite steady.
``There isn't going to be any `if,' '' settled Billy. ``Now tell me, when is the exhibition?''
``March twentieththe private view. Mr. Winthrop is not only willing, but anxious, that I show it. I wasn't
sure that he'd want me to in an exhibition. But it seems he does. His daughter says he has every confidence
in the portrait and wants everybody to see it.''
``That's where he shows his good sense,'' declared Billy. Then, with just a touch of constraint, she asked:
``And how is the new, latest pose coming on?''
``Very well, I think,'' answered Bertram, a little hesitatingly. ``We've had so many, many interruptions,
though, that it is surprising how slow it is moving. In the first place, Miss Winthrop is gone more than half
the time (she goes again tomorrow for a week!), and in this portrait I'm not painting a stroke without my
model before me. I mean to take no chances, you see; and Miss Winthrop is perfectly willing to give me all
the sittings I wish for. Of course, if she hadn't changed the pose and costume so many times, it would have
been done long agoand she knows it.''
``Of courseshe knows it,'' murmured Billy, a little faintly, but with a peculiar intonation in her voice.
``And so you see,'' sighed Bertram, ``what the twentieth of March is going to mean for me.''
``It's going to mean a splendid triumph!'' asserted Billy; and this time her voice was not faint, and it carried
only a ring of loyal confidence.
``You blessed comforter!'' murmured Bertram, giving with his eyes the caress that his lips would so much
have preferred to giveunder more propitious circumstances.
CHAPTER XXV. THE OPERETTA
The sixteenth, seventeenth, and eighteenth of February were, for Billy, and for all concerned in the success of
the operetta, days of hurry, worry, and feverish excitement, as was to be expected, of course. Each afternoon
and every evening saw rehearsals in whole, or in parts. A friend of the Clubpresident's sisterinlawa
woman whose husband was stage manager of a Boston theatrehad consented to come and ``coach'' the
performers. At her appearance the performerspromptly thrown into nervous spasms by this fearsome
nearness to the ``real thing''forgot half their cues, and conducted themselves generally like frightened
school children on ``piece day,'' much to their own and every one else's despair. Then, on the evening of the
nineteenth, came the final dress rehearsal on the stage of the pretty little hall that had been engaged for the
performance of the operetta.
The dress rehearsal, like most of its kind, was, for every one, nothing but a nightmare of discord,
discouragement, and disaster. Everybody's nerves were on edge, everybody was sure the thing would be a
``flat failure.'' The soprano sang off the key, the alto forgot to shriek ``Beware, beware!'' until it was so late
there was nothing to beware of; the basso stepped on Billy's trailing frock and tore it; even the tenor,
Arkwright himself, seemed to have lost every bit of vim from his acting. The chorus sang ``Oh, be joyful!''
with dirgelike solemnity, and danced as if legs and feet were made of wood. The lovers, after the fashion of
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amateur actors from time immemorial, ``made love like sticks.''
Billy, when the dismal thing had dragged its way through the final note, sat ``down front,'' crying softly in the
semidarkness while she was waiting for Alice Greggory to ``run it through just once more'' with a pair of
tiredfaced, fluffy skirted fairies who could _not_ learn that a duet meant a _duet_not two solos,
independently hurried or retarded as one's fancy for the moment dictated.
To Billy, just then, life did not look to be even half worth the living. Her head ached, her throat was
goingtobesore, her shoe hurt, and her dress the trailing frock that had been under the basso's
footcould not possibly be decently repaired before tomorrow night, she was sure.
Bad as these things were, however, they were only the intimate, immediate woes. Beyond and around them
lay others many others. To be sure, Bertram and happiness were supposed to be somewhere in the dim and
uncertain future; but between her and them lay all these other woes, chief of which was the unutterable
tragedy of tomorrow night.
It was to be a failure, of course. Billy had calmly made up her mind to that, now. But then, she was used to
failures, she told herself. Was she not plainly failing every day of her life to bring about even friendship
between Alice Greggory and Arkwright? Did they not emphatically and systematically refuse to be ``thrown
together,'' either naturally, or unnaturally? And yet whenever again could she expect such opportunities to
further her Cause as had been hers the past few weeks, through the operetta and its rehearsals? Certainly,
never again! It had been a failure like all the rest; like the operetta, in particular.
Billy did not mean that any one should know she was crying. She supposed that all the performers except
herself and the two earthbound fairies by the piano with Alice Greggory were gone. She knew that John
with Peggy was probably waiting at the door outside, and she hoped that soon the fairies would decide to go
home and go to bed, and let other people do the same. For her part, she did not see why they were struggling
so hard, anyway. Why needn't they go ahead and sing their duet like two solos if they wanted to? As if a little
thing like that could make a feather's weight of difference in the grand total of tomorrow night's
wretchedness when the final curtain should have been rung down on their shame!
``Miss Neilson, you aren'tcrying!'' exclaimed a low voice; and Billy turned to find Arkwright standing by
her side in the dim light.
``Oh, noyeswell, maybe I was, a little,'' stammered Billy, trying to speak very unconcernedly. ``How
warm it is in here! Do you think it's going to rain?that is, outdoors, of course, I mean.''
Arkwright dropped into the seat behind Billy and leaned forward, his eyes striving to read the girl's
halfaverted face. If Billy had turned, she would have seen that Arkwright's own face showed white and a
little drawnlooking in the feeble rays from the light by the piano. But Billy did not turn. She kept her eyes
steadily averted; and she went on speakingairy, inconsequential words.
``Dear me, if those girls _would_ only pull together! But then, what's the difference? I supposed you had
gone home long ago, Mr. Arkwright.''
``Miss Neilson, you _are_ crying!'' Arkwright's voice was low and vibrant. ``As if anything or anybody in the
world _could_ make _you_ cry! Please you have only to command me, and I will sally forth at once to
slay the offender.'' His words were light, but his voice still shook with emotion.
Billy gave an hysterical little giggle. Angrily she brushed the persistent tears from her eyes.
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``All right, then; I'll dub you my Sir Knight,'' she faltered. ``But I'll warn youyou'll have your hands full.
You'll have to slay my headache, and my throatache, and my shoe that hurts, and the man who stepped on
my dress, andand everybody in the operetta, including myself.''
``Everybodyin the operetta!'' Arkwright did look a little startled, at this wholesale slaughter.
``Yes. Did you ever see such an awful, awful thing as that was tonight?'' moaned the girl.
Arkwright's face relaxed.
``Oh, so _that's_ what it is!'' he laughed lightly. ``Then it's only a bogy of fear that I've got to slay, after all;
and I'll despatch that right now with a single blow. Dress rehearsals always go like that tonight. I've been in
a dozen, and I never yet saw one go half decent. Don't you worry. The worse the rehearsal, the better the
performance, every time!''
Billy blinked off the tears and essayed a smile as she retorted:
``Well, if that's so, then ours tomorrow night ought to be aa''
``A corker,'' helped out Arkwright, promptly; ``and it will be, too. You poor child, you're worn out; and no
wonder! But don't worry another bit about the operetta. Now is there anything else I can do for you?
Anything else I can slay?''
Billy laughed tremulously.
``Nno, thank you; not that you canslay, I fancy,'' she sighed. ``That isnot that you _will_,'' she
amended wistfully, with a sudden remembrance of the Cause, for which he might do so muchif he only
would.
Arkwright bent a little nearer. His breath stirred the loose, curling hair behind Billy's ear. His eyes had
flashed into sudden fire.
``But you don't know what I'd do if I could,'' he murmured unsteadily. ``If you'd let me tell youif you only
knew the wish that has lain closest to my heart for''
``Miss Neilson, please,'' called the despairing voice of one of the earthbound fairies; ``Miss Neilson, you
_are_ there, aren't you?''
``Yes, I'm right here,'' answered Billy, wearily. Arkwright answered, too, but not aloudwhich was wise.
``Oh dear! you're tired, I know,'' wailed the fairy, ``but if you would please come and help us just a minute!
Could you?''
``Why, yes, of course.'' Billy rose to her feet, still wearily.
Arkwright touched her arm. She turned and saw his face. It was very whiteso white that her eyes widened
in surprised questioning.
As if answering the unspoken words, the man shook his head.
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``I can't, now, of course,'' he said. ``But there _is_ something I want to saya story I want to tell youafter
tomorrow, perhaps. May I?''
To Billy, the tremor of his voice, the suffering in his eyes, and the ``story'' he was begging to tell could have
but one interpretation: Alice Greggory. Her face, therefore, was a glory of tender sympathy as she reached
out her hand in farewell.
``Of course you may,'' she cried. ``Come any time after tomorrow night, please,'' she smiled encouragingly,
as she turned toward the stage.
Behind her, Arkwright stumbled twice as he walked up the incline toward the outer door stumbled, not
because of the semidarkness of the little theatre, but because of the blinding radiance of a girl's illumined
face which he had, a moment before, read all unknowingly exactly wrong.
A little more than twentyfour hours later, Billy Neilson, in her own room, drew a long breath of relief. It
was twelve o'clock on the night of the twentieth, and the operetta was over.
To Billy, life was eminently worth living to night. Her head did not ache, her throat was not sore, her shoe
did not hurt, her dress had been mended so successfully by Aunt Hannah, and with such comforting celerity,
that long before night one would never have suspected the filmy thing had known the devastating tread of any
man's foot. Better yet, the soprano had sung exactly to key, the alto had shrieked ``Beware!'' to thrilling
purpose, Arkwright had shown all his old charm and vim, and the chorus had been prodigies of joyousness
and marvels of lightness. Even the lovers had lost their stiffness, while the two earthbound fairies of the
night before had found so amiable a meeting point that their solos sounded, to the uninitiated, very like,
indeed, a duet. The operetta was, in short, a glorious and gratifying success, both artistically and financially.
Nor was this all that, to Billy, made life worth the living: Arkwright had begged permission that evening to
come up the following afternoon to tell her his ``story''; and Billy, who was so joyously confident that this
story meant the final crowning of her Cause with victory, had given happy consent.
Bertram was to come up in the evening, and Billy was anticipating that, too, particularly: it had been so long
since they had known a really free, comfortable evening together, with nothing to interrupt. Doubtless, too,
after Arkwright's visit of the afternoon, she would be in a position to tell Bertram the story of the suspended
romance between Arkwright and Miss Greggory, and perhaps something, also, of her own efforts to bring the
couple together again. On the whole, life did, indeed, look decidedly worth the living as Billy, with a
contented sigh, turned over to go to sleep.
CHAPTER XXVI. ARKWRIGHT TELLS ANOTHER STORY
Promptly at the suggested hour on the day after the operetta, Arkwright rang Billy Neilson's doorbell.
Promptly, too, Billy herself came into the livingroom to greet him.
Billy was in white todaya soft, creamy white wool with a touch of black velvet at her throat and in her
hair. The man thought she had never looked so lovely: Arkwright was still under the spell wrought by the soft
radiance of Billy's face the two times he had mentioned his ``story.''
Until the night before the operetta Arkwright had been more than doubtful of the way that story would be
received, should he ever summon the courage to tell it. Since then his fears had been changed to rapturous
hopes. It was very eagerly, therefore, that he turned now to greet Billy as she came into the room.
``Suppose we don't have any music today. Suppose we give the whole time up to the story,'' she smiled
brightly, as she held out her hand.
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Arkwright's heart leaped; but almost at once it throbbed with a vague uneasiness. He would have preferred to
see her blush and be a little shy over that story. Stillthere was a chance, of course, that she did not know
what the story was. But if that were the case, what of the radiance in her face? What of Finding himself in
a tangled labyrinth that led apparently only to disappointment and disaster, Arkwright pulled himself up with
a firm hand.
``You are very kind,'' he murmured, as he relinquished her fingers and seated himself near her. ``You are
sure, then, that you wish to hear the story?''
``Very sure,'' smiled Billy.
Arkwright hesitated. Again he longed to see a little embarrassment in the bright face opposite. Suddenly it
came to him, however, that if Billy knew what he was about to say, it would manifestly not be her part to act
as if she knew! With a lighter heart, then, he began his story.
``You want it from the beginning?''
``By all means! I never dip into books, nor peek at the ending. I don't think it's fair to the author.''
``Then I will, indeed, begin at the beginning,'' smiled Arkwright, ``for I'm specially anxious that you shall
beeven more than `fair' to me.'' His voice shook a little, but he hurried on. ``There's agirlin it; a very
dear, lovely girl.''
``Of courseif it's a nice story,'' twinkled Billy.
``Andthere's a man, too. It's a love story, you see.''
``Again of courseif it's interesting.'' Billy laughed mischievously, but she flushed a little.
``Still, the man doesn't amount to much, after all, perhaps. I might as well own up at the beginningI'm the
man.''
``That will do for you to say, as long as you're telling the story,'' smiled Billy. ``We'll let it pass for proper
modesty on your part. But I shall saythe personal touch only adds to the interest.''
Arkwright drew in his breath.
``We'll hopeit'll really be so,'' he murmured.
There was a moment's silence. Arkwright seemed to be hesitating what to say.
``Well?'' prompted Billy, with a smile. ``We have the hero and the heroine; now what happens next? Do you
know,'' she added, ``I have always thought that part must bother the story writersto get the couple to
doing interesting things, after they'd got them introduced.''
Arkwright sighed.
``Perhapson paper; but, you see, my story has been _lived_, so far. So it's quite different.''
``Very well, thenwhat did happen?'' smiled Billy.
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``I was trying to thinkof the first thing. You see it began with a picture, a photograph of the girl. Mother
had it. I saw it, and wanted it, and'' Arkwright had started to say ``and took it.'' But he stopped with the last
two words unsaid. It was not time, yet, he deemed, to tell this girl how much that picture had been to him for
so many months past. He hurried on a little precipitately. ``You see, I had heard about this girl a lot; and I
likedwhat I heard.''
``You meanyou didn't know herat the first?'' Billy's eyes were surprised. Billy had supposed that
Arkwright had always known Alice Greggory.
``No, I didn't know the girltill afterwards. Before that I was always dreaming and wondering what she
would be like.''
``Oh!'' Billy subsided into her chair, still with the puzzled questioning in her eyes.
``Then I met her.''
``Yes?''
``And she was everything and more than I had pictured her.''
``And you fell in love at once?'' Billy's voice had grown confident again.
``Oh, I was already in love,'' sighed Arkwright. ``I simply sank deeper.''
``Ohh!'' breathed Billy, sympathetically. ``And the girl?''
``She didn't careor knowfor a long time. I'm not really sure she caresor knowseven now.''
Arkwright's eyes were wistfully fixed on Billy's face.
``Oh, but you can't tell, always, about girls,'' murmured Billy, hurriedly. A faint pink had stolen to her
forehead. She was thinking of Alice Greggory, and wondering if, indeed, Alice did care; and if she, Billy,
might dare to assure this manwhat she believed to be truethat his sweetheart was only waiting for him to
come to her and tell her that he loved her.
Arkwright saw the color sweep to Billy's forehead, and took sudden courage. He leaned forward eagerly. A
tender light came to his eyes. The expression on his face was unmistakable.
``Billy, do you mean, really, that there is hope for me?'' he begged brokenly.
Billy gave a visible start. A quick something like shocked terror came to her eyes. She drew back and would
have risen to her feet had the thought not come to her that twice before she had supposed a man was making
love to her, when subsequent events proved that she had been mortifyingly mistaken: once when Cyril had
told her of his love for Marie; and again when William had asked her to come back as a daughter to the house
she had left desolate.
Telling herself sternly now not to be for the third time a ``foolish little simpleton,'' she summoned all her
wits, forced a cheery smile to her lips, and said:
``Well, really, Mr. Arkwright, of course I can't answer for the girl, so I'm not the one to give hope; and''
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``But you are the one,'' interrupted the man, passionately. ``You're the only one! As if from the very first I
hadn't loved you, and''
``No, no, not thatnot that! I'm mistaken! I'm not understanding what you mean,'' pleaded a horrorstricken
voice. Billy was on her feet now, holding up two protesting hands, palms outward.
``Miss Neilson, you don't meanthat you haven't knownall this timethat it was you?'' The man, now,
was on his feet, his eyes hurt and unbelieving, looking into hers.
Billy paled. She began slowly to back away. Her eyes, still fixed on his, carried the shrinking terror of one
who sees a horrid vision.
``But you knowyou _must_ know that I am not yours to win!'' she reproached him sharply. ``I'm to be
Bertram Henshaw's_wife_.'' From Billy's shocked young lips the word dropped with a ringing force that
was at once accusatory and prohibitive. It was as if, by the mere utterance of the word, wife, she had drawn a
sacred circle about her and placed herself in sanctuary.
From the blazing accusation in her eyes Arkwright fell back.
``Wife! You are to be Bertram Henshaw's wife!'' he exclaimed. There was no mistaking the amazed
incredulity on his face.
Billy caught her breath. The righteous indignation in her eyes fled, and a terrified appeal took its place.
``You don't mean that you _didn'tknow?_'' she faltered.
There was a moment's silence. A power quite outside herself kept Billy's eyes on Arkwright's face, and forced
her to watch the change there from unbelief to belief, and from belief to set misery.
``No, I did not know,'' said the man then, dully, as he turned, rested his arm on the mantel behind him, and
half shielded his face with his hand.
Billy sank into a low chair. Her fingers fluttered nervously to her throat. Her piteous, beseeching eyes were
on the broad back and bent head of the man before her.
``But II don't see how you could have helpedknowing,'' she stammered at last. ``I don't see how such a
thing could have happened that you shouldn't know!''
``I've been trying to think, myself,'' returned the man, still in a dull, emotionless voice.
``It's been soso much a matter of course. I supposed everybody knew it,'' maintained Billy.
``Perhaps that's just itthat it wasso much a matter of course,'' rejoined the man. ``You see, I know very
few of your friends, anyway who would be apt to mention it to me.''
``But the announcementsoh, you weren't here then,'' moaned Billy. ``But you must have known thatthat
he came here a good deal that we were together so much!''
``To a certain extent, yes,'' sighed Arkwright. ``But I took your friendship with him and his brothers asas a
matter of course. _That_ was _my_ `matter of course,' you see,'' he went on bitterly. ``I knew you were Mr.
William Henshaw's namesake, and Calderwell had told me the story of your coming to them when you were
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left alone in the world. Calderwell had said, too, that'' Arkwright paused, then hurried on a little
constrainedly``well, he said something that led me to think Mr. Bertram Henshaw was not a marrying
man, anyway.''
Billy winced and changed color. She had noticed the pause, and she knew very well what it was that
Calderwell had said to occasion that pause. Must _always_ she be reminded that no one expected Bertram
Henshaw to love any girl except to paint?
``Butbut Mr. Calderwell must know about the engagementnow,'' she stammered.
``Very likely, but I have not happened to hear from him since my arrival in Boston. We do not correspond.''
There was a long silence, then Arkwright spoke again.
``I think I understand nowmany things. I wonder I did not see them before; but I never thought of Bertram
Henshaw's being If Calderwell hadn't said'' Again Arkwright stopped with his sentence half complete,
and again Billy winced. ``I've been a blind fool. I was so intent on my own I've been a blind fool; that's
all,'' repeated Arkwright, with a break in his voice.
Billy tried to speak, but instead of words, there came only a choking sob.
Arkwright turned sharply.
``Miss Neilson, don'tplease,'' he begged. ``There is no need that you should suffertoo.''
``But I am so ashamed that such a thing _could_ happen,'' she faltered. ``I'm sure, some way, I must be to
blame. But I never thought. I was blind, too. I was wrapped up in my own affairs. I never suspected. I never
even _thought_ to suspect! I thought of course you knew. It was just the music that brought us together, I
supposed; and you were just like one of the family, anyway. I always thought of you as Aunt Hannah's''
She stopped with a vivid blush.
``As Aunt Hannah's niece, Mary Jane, of course,'' supplied Arkwright, bitterly, turning back to his old
position. ``And that was my own fault, too. My name, Miss Neilson, is Michael Jeremiah,'' he went on
wearily, after a moment's hesitation, his voice showing his utter abandonment to despair. ``When a boy at
school I got heartily sick of the `Mike' and the `Jerry' and the even worse `Tom and Jerry' that my young
friends delighted in; so as soon as possible I sought obscurity and peace in `M. J.' Much to my surprise and
annoyance the initials proved to be little better, for they became at once the biggest sort of whet to people's
curiosity. Naturally, the more determined persistent inquirers were to know the name, the more determined I
became that they shouldn't. All very silly and very foolish, of course. Certainly it seems so now,'' he finished.
Billy was silent. She was trying to find something, _anything_, to say, when Arkwright began speaking
again, still in that dull, hopeless voice that Billy thought would break her heart.
``As for the `Mary Jane'that was another foolishness, of course. My small brothers and sisters originated it;
others followed, on occasion, even Calderwell. Perhaps you did not know, but he was the friend who, by his
laughing question, `Why don't you, Mary Jane?' put into my head the crazy scheme of writing to Aunt
Hannah and letting her think I was a real Mary Jane. You see what I stooped to do, Miss Neilson, for the
chance of meeting and knowing you.''
Billy gave a low cry. She had suddenly remembered the beginning of Arkwright's story. For the first time she
realized that he had been talking then about herself, not Alice Greggory.
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``But you don't mean that youcared that I was the'' She could not finish.
Arkwright turned from the mantel with a gesture of utter despair.
``Yes, I cared then. I had heard of you. I had sung your songs. I was determined to meet you. So I cameand
met you. After that I was more determined than ever to win you. Perhaps you see, now, why I was so blind
toto any other possibility. But it doesn't do any goodto talk like this. I understand now. Only, please,
don't blame yourself,'' he begged as he saw her eyes fill with tears. The next moment he was gone.
Billy had turned away and was crying softly, so she did not see him go.
CHAPTER XXVII. THE THING THAT WAS THE TRUTH
Bertram called that evening. Billy had no story now to tellnothing of the interrupted romance between
Alice Greggory and Arkwright. Billy carefully, indeed, avoided mentioning Arkwright's name.
Ever since the man's departure that afternoon, Billy had been frantically trying to assure herself that she was
not to blame; that she would not be supposed to know he cared for her; that it had all been as he said it
washis foolish blindness. But even when she had partially comforted herself by these assertions, she could
not by any means escape the haunting vision of the man's sternset, suffering face as she had seen it that
afternoon; nor could she keep from weeping at the memory of the words he had said, and at the thought that
never again could their pleasant friendship be quite the sameif, indeed, there could be any friendship at all
between them.
But if Billy expected that her red eyes, pale cheeks, and generally troubled appearance and unquiet manner
were to be passed unnoticed by her lover's keen eyes that evening, she found herself much mistaken.
``Sweetheart, what _is_ the matter?'' demanded Bertram resolutely, at last, when his more indirect questions
had been evasively turned aside. ``You can't make me think there isn't something the trouble, because I know
there is!''
``Well, then, there is, dear,'' smiled Billy, tearfully; ``but please just don't let us talk of it. II want to forget
it. Truly I do.''
``But I want to know so _I_ can forget it,'' persisted Bertram. ``What is it? Maybe I could help.''
She shook her head with a little frightened cry.
``No, noyou can't helpreally.''
``But, sweetheart, you don't know. Perhaps I could. Won't you _tell_ me about it?''
Billy looked distressed.
``I can't, deartruly. You see, it isn't quite mineto tell.''
``Not yours!''
``Notentirely.''
``But it makes you feel bad?''
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``Yesvery.''
``Then can't I know that part?''
``Oh, nono, indeed, no! You seeit wouldn't be fairto the other.''
Bertram stared a little. Then his mouth set into stern lines.
``Billy, what are you talking about? Seems to me I have a right to know.''
Billy hesitated. To her mind, a girl who would tell of the unrequited love of a man for herself, was
unspeakably base. To tell Bertram Arkwright's love story was therefore impossible. Yet, in some way, she
must set Bertram's mind at rest.
``Dearest,'' she began slowly, her eyes wistfully pleading, ``just what it is, I can't tell you. In a way it's
another's secret, and I don't feel that I have the right to tell it. It's just something that I learned this afternoon.''
``But it has made you cry!''
``Yes. It made me feel very unhappy.''
``Thenit was something you couldn't help?''
To Bertram's surprise, the face he was watching so intently flushed scarlet.
``No, I couldn't help itnow; though I might haveonce.'' Billy spoke this last just above her breath. Then
she went on, beseechingly: ``Bertram, please, please don't talk of it any more. Itit's just spoiling our happy
evening together!''
Bertram bit his lip, and drew a long sigh.
``All right, dear; you know best, of course since I don't know _anything_ about it,'' he finished a little
stiffly.
Billy began to talk then very brightly of Aunt Hannah and her shawls, and of a visit she had made to Cyril
and Marie that morning.
``And, do you know? Aunt Hannah's clock _has_ done a good turn, at last, and justified its existence. Listen,''
she cried gayly. ``Marie had a letter from her mother's Cousin Jane. Cousin Jane couldn't sleep nights,
because she was always lying awake to find out just what time it was; so Marie had written her about Aunt
Hannah's clock. And now this Cousin Jane has fixed _her_ clock, and she sleeps like a top, just because she
knows there'll never be but half an hour that she doesn't know what time it is!''
Bertram smiled, and murmured a polite ``Well, I'm sure that's fine!''; but the words were plainly abstracted,
and the frown had not left his brow. Nor did it quite leave till some time later, when Billy, in answer to a
question of his about another operetta, cried, with a shudder:
``Mercy, I hope not, dear! I don't want to _hear_ the word `operetta' again for a year!''
Bertram smiled, then, broadly. He, too, would be quite satisfied not to hear the word ``operetta'' for a year.
Operetta, to Bertram, meant interruptions, interferences, and the constant presence of Arkwright, the
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Greggorys, and innumerable creatures who wished to rehearse or to change wigsall of which Bertram
abhorred. No wonder, therefore, that he smiled, and that the frown disappeared from his brow. He thought he
saw, ahead, serene, blissful days for Billy and himself.
As the days, however, began to pass, one by one, Bertram Henshaw found them to be anything but serene and
blissful. The operetta, with its rehearsals and its interruptions, was gone, certainly; but he was becoming
seriously troubled about Billy.
Billy did not act natural. Sometimes she seemed like her old self; and he breathed more freely, telling himself
that his fears were groundless. Then would come the haunting shadow to her eyes, the droop to her mouth,
and the nervousness to her manner that he so dreaded. Worse yet, all this seemed to be connected in some
strange way with Arkwright. He found this out by accident one day. She had been talking and laughing
brightly about something, when he chanced to introduce Arkwright's name.
``By the way, where is Mary Jane these days?'' he asked then.
``I don't know, I'm sure. He hasn't been here lately,'' murmured Billy, reaching for a book on the table.
At a peculiar something in her voice, he had looked up quickly, only to find, to his great surprise, that her
face showed a painful flush as she bent over the book in her hand.
He had said nothing more at the time, but he had not forgotten. Several times, after that, he had introduced
the man's name, and never had it failed to bring a rush of color, a biting of the lip, or a quick change of
position followed always by the troubled eyes and nervous manner that he had learned to dread. He noticed
then that never, of her own free will, did she herself mention the man; never did she speak of him with the old
frank lightness as ``Mary Jane.''
By casual questions asked from time to time, Bertram had learned that Arkwright never came there now, and
that the songwriting together had been given up. Curiously enough, this discovery, which would once have
filled Bertram with joy, served now only to deepen his distress. That there was anything inconsistent in the
fact that he was more frightened now at the man's absence than he had been before at his presence, did not
occur to him. He knew only that he was frightened, and badly frightened.
Bertram had not forgotten the evening after the operetta, and Billy's tearstained face on that occasion. He
dated the whole thing, in fact, from that evening. He fell to wondering one day if that, too, had anything to do
with Arkwright. He determined then to find out. Shamelessly for the good of the causehe set a trap for
Billy's unwary feet.
Very adroitly one day he led the talk straight to Arkwright; then he asked abruptly:
``Where is the chap, I wonder! Why, he hasn't shown up once since the operetta, has he?''
Billy, always truthful,and just now always embarrassed when Arkwright's name was mentioned, walked
straight into the trap.
``Oh, yes; well, he was here oncethe day after the operetta. I haven't seen him since.''
Bertram answered a light something, but his face grew a little white. Now that the trap had been sprung and
the victim caught, he almost wished that he had not set any trap at all.
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He knew now it was true. Arkwright had been with Billy the day after the operetta, and her tears and her
distress that evening had been caused by something Arkwright had said. It was Arkwright's secret that she
could not tell. It was Arkwright to whom she must be fair. It was Arkwright's sorrow that she ``could not
helpnow.''
Naturally, with these tools in his hands, and aided by days of brooding and nights of sleeplessness, it did not
take Bertram long to fashion The Thing that finally loomed before him as The Truth.
He understood it all now. Music had conquered. Billy and Arkwright had found that they loved each other.
On the day after the operetta, they had met, and had had some sort of scene together doubtless Arkwright
had declared his love. That was the ``secret'' that Billy could not tell and be ``fair.'' Billy, of course,loyal
little soul that she was,had sent him away at once. Was her hand not already pledged? That was why she
could not ``help itnow.'' (Bertram writhed in agony at the thought.) Since that meeting Arkwright had not
been near the house. Billy had found, however, that her heart had gone with Arkwright; hence the shadow in
her eyes, the nervousness in her manner, and the embarrassment that she always showed at the mention of his
name.
That Billy was still outwardly loyal to himself, and that she still kept to her engagement, did not surprise
Bertram in the least. That was like Billy. Bertram had not forgotten how, less than a year before, this same
Billy had held herself loyal and true to an engagement with William, because a wretched mistake all around
had caused her to give her promise to be William's wife under the impression that she was carrying out
William's dearest wish. Bertram remembered her face as it had looked all those long summer days while her
heart was being slowly broken; and he thought he could see that same look in her eyes now. All of which
only goes to prove with what woeful skill Bertram had fashioned this Thing that was looming before him as
The Truth.
The exhibition of ``The Bohemian Ten'' was to open with a private view on the evening of the twentieth of
March. Bertram Henshaw's one contribution was to be his portrait of Miss Marguerite Winthropthe piece
of work that had come to mean so much to him; the piece of work upon which already he felt the focus of
multitudes of eyes.
Miss Winthrop was in Boston now, and it was during these early March days that Bertram was supposed to
be putting in his best work on the portrait; but, unfortunately, it was during these same early March days that
he was engaged, also, in fashioning The Thingand the two did not harmonize.
The Thing, indeed, was a jealous creature, and would brook no rival. She filled his eyes with horrid visions,
and his brain with sickening thoughts. Between him and his model she flung a veil of fear; and she set his
hand to trembling, and his brush to making blunders with the paints on his palette.
Bertram saw The Thing, and saw, too, the grievous result of her presence. Despairingly he fought against her
and her work; but The Thing had become full grown now, and was The Truth. Hence she was not to be
banished. She even, in a taunting way, seemed sometimes to be justifying her presence, for she reminded
him:
``After all, what's the difference? What do you care for this, or anything again if Billy is lost to you?''
But the artist told himself fiercely that he did carethat he must carefor his work; and he struggledhow
he struggled!to ignore the horrid visions and the sickening thoughts, and to pierce the veil of fear so that
his hand might be steady and his brush regain its skill.
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And so he worked. Sometimes he let his work remain. Sometimes one hour saw only the erasing of what the
hour before had wrought. Sometimes the elusive something in Marguerite Winthrop's face seemed right at the
tip of his brushon the canvas, even. He saw success then so plainly that for a moment it almostbut not
quite blotted out The Thing. At other times that elusive something on the highbred face of his model was
a veritable willo'thewisp, refusing to be caught and held, even in his eye. The artist knew then that his
picture would be hung with Anderson's and Fullam's.
But the portrait was, irrefutably, nearing completion, and it was to be exhibited the twentieth of the month.
Bertram knew these for facts.
CHAPTER XXVIII. BILLY TAKES HER TURN
If for Billy those first twenty days of March did not carry quite the tragedy they contained for Bertram, they
were, nevertheless, not really happy ones. She was vaguely troubled by a curious something in Bertram's
behavior that she could not name; she was grieved over Arkwright's sorrow, and she was constantly probing
her own past conduct to see if anywhere she could find that she was to blame for that sorrow. She missed,
too, undeniably, Arkwright's cheery presence, and the charm and inspiration of his music. Nor was she
finding it easy to give satisfactory answers to the questions Aunt Hannah, William, and Bertram so often
asked her as to where Mary Jane was.
Even her music was little comfort to her these days. She was not writing anything. There was no song in her
heart to tempt her to write. Arkwright's new words that he had brought her were out of the question, of
course. They had been put away with the manuscript of the completed song, which had not, fortunately, gone
to the publishers. Billy had waited, intending to send them together. She was so glad, now, that she had
waited. Just once, since Arkwright's last call, she had tried to sing that song. But she had stopped at the end of
the first two lines. The full meaning of those words, as coming from Arkwright, had swept over her then, and
she had snatched up the manuscript and hidden it under the bottom pile of music in her cabinet . . . And she
had presumed to sing that love song to Bertram!
Arkwright had written Billy oncea kind, courteous, manly note that had made her cry. He had begged her
again not to blame herself, and he had said that he hoped he should be strong enough sometime to wish to call
occasionally if she were willingand renew their pleasant hours with their music; but, for the present, he
knew there was nothing for him to do but to stay away. He had signed himself ``Michael Jeremiah
Arkwright''; and to Billy that was the most pathetic thing in the letterit sounded so hopeless and dreary to
one who knew the jaunty ``M. J.''
Alice Greggory, Billy saw frequently. Billy and Aunt Hannah were great friends with the Greggorys now,
and had been ever since the Greggorys' tendays' visit at Hillside. The cheery little cripple, with the gentle
tap, tap, tap of her crutches, had won everybody's heart the very first day; and Alice was scarcely less of a
favorite, after the sunny friendliness of Hillside had thawed her stiff reserve into naturalness.
Billy had little to say to Alice Greggory of Arkwright. Billy was no longer trying to play Cupid's assistant.
The Cause, for which she had so valiantly worked, had been felled by Arkwright's own handbut that there
were still some faint stirrings of life in it was evidenced by Billy's secret delight when one day Alice
Greggory chanced to mention that Arkwright had called the night before upon her and her mother.
``He brought us news of our old home,'' she explained a little hurriedly, to Billy. ``He had heard from his
mother, and he thought some things she said would be interesting to us.''
``Of course,'' murmured Billy, carefully excluding from her voice any hint of the delight she felt, but hoping,
all the while, that Alice would continue the subject.
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Alice, however, had nothing more to say; and Billy was left in entire ignorance of what the news was that
Arkwright had brought. She suspected, though, that it had something to do with Alice's fathercertainly she
hoped that it had; for if Arkwright had called to tell it, it must be good.
Billy had found a new home for the Greggorys; although at first they had drawn sensitively back, and had
said that they preferred to remain where they were, they had later gratefully accepted it. A little couple from
South Boston, to whom Billy had given a two weeks' outing the summer before, had moved into town and
taken a flat in the South End. They had two extra rooms which they had told Billy they would like to let for
light house keeping, if only they knew just the right people to take into such close quarters with themselves.
Billy at once thought of the Greggorys, and spoke of them. The little couple were delighted, and the
Greggorys were scarcely less so when they at last became convinced that only a very little more money than
they were already paying would give themselves a much pleasanter home, and would at the same time be a
real boon to two young people who were trying to meet expenses. So the change was made, and general
happiness all round had resultedso much so, that Bertram had said to Billy, when he heard of it:
``It looks as if this was a case where your cake is frosted on both sides.''
``Nonsense! This isn't frostingit's business,'' Billy had laughed.
``And the new pupils you have found for Miss Alicethey're business, too, I suppose?''
``Certainly,'' retorted Billy, with decision. Then she had given a low laugh and said: ``Mercy! If Alice
Greggory thought it was anything _but_ business, I verily believe she would refuse every one of the new
pupils, and begin tonight to carry back the tables and chairs herself to those wretched rooms she left last
month!''
Bertram had smiled, but the smile had been a fleeting one, and the brooding look of gloom that Billy had
noticed so frequently, of late, had come back to his eyes.
Billy was not a little disturbed over Bertram these days. He did not seem to be his natural, cheery self at all.
He talked little, and what he did say seldom showed a trace of his usually whimsical way of putting things.
He was kindness itself to her, and seemed particularly anxious to please her in every way; but she frequently
found his eyes fixed on her with a sombre questioning that almost frightened her. The more she thought of it,
the more she wondered what the question was, that he did not dare to ask; and whether it was of herself or
himself that he would ask itif he did dare. Then, with benumbing force, one day, a possible solution of the
mystery came to her, he had found out that it was true (what all his friends had declared of him)he did not
really love any girl, except to paint!
The minute this thought came to her, Billy thrust it indignantly away. It was disloyal to Bertram and
unworthy of herself, even to think such a thing. She told herself then that it was only the portrait of Miss
Winthrop that was troubling him. She knew that he was worried over that. He had confessed to her that
actually sometimes he was beginning to fear his hand had lost its cunning. As if that were not enough to bring
the gloom to any man's faceto any artist's!
No sooner, however, had Billy arrived at this point in her mental argument, than a new element enteredher
old lurking jealousy, of which she was heartily ashamed, but which she had never yet been able quite to
subdue; her jealousy of the beautiful girl with the beautiful name (not Billy), whose portrait had needed so
much time and so many sittings to finish. What if Bertram had found that he loved _her?_ What if that were
why his hand had lost its cunningbecause, though loving her, he realized that he was bound to another,
Billy herself?
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This thought, too, Billy cast from her at once as again disloyal and unworthy. But both thoughts, having once
entered her brain, had made for themselves roads over which the second passing was much easier than the
firstas Billy found to her sorrow. Certainly, as the days went by, and as Bertram's face and manner became
more and more a tragedy of suffering, Billy found it increasingly difficult to keep those thoughts from
wearing their roads of suspicion into horrid deep ruts of certainty.
Only with William and Marie, now, could Billy escape from it all. With William she sought new curios and
catalogued the old. With Marie she beat eggs and whipped cream in the shining kitchen, and tried to think
that nothing in the world mattered except that the cake in the oven should not fall.
CHAPTER XXIX. KATE WRITES A LETTER
Bertram feared that he knew, before the portrait was hung, that it was a failure. He was sure that he knew it
on the evening of the twentieth when he encountered the swiftly averted eyes of some of his artist friends,
and saw the perplexed frown on the faces of others. But he knew, afterwards, that he did not really know
ittill he read the newspapers during the next few days.
There was praiseoh, yes; the faint praise that kills. There was some adverse criticism, too; but it was of the
light, insincere variety that is given to mediocre work by unimportant artists. Then, here and there, appeared
the signed critiques of the men whose opinion counted and Bertram knew that he had failed. Neither as a
work of art, nor as a likeness, was the portrait the success that Henshaw's former work would seem to
indicate that it should have been. Indeed, as one caustic pen put it, if this were to be taken as a sample of what
was to followthen the famous originator of ``The Face of a Girl'' had ``a most distinguished future behind
him.''
Seldom, if ever before, had an exhibited portrait attracted so much attention. As Bertram had said, uncounted
eyes were watching for it before it was hung, because it was a portrait of the noted beauty, Marguerite
Winthrop, and because two other wellknown artists had failed where he, Bertram Henshaw, was hoping to
succeed. After it was hung, and the uncounted eyes had seen iteither literally, or through the eyes of the
criticsinterest seemed rather to grow than to lessen, for other uncounted eyes wanted to see what all the
fuss was about, anyway. And when these eyes had seen, their owners talked. Nor did they, by any means, all
talk against the portrait. Some were as loud in its praise as were others in its condemnation; all of which, of
course, but helped to attract more eyes to the cause of it all.
For Bertram and his friends these days were, naturally, trying ones. William finally dreaded to open his
newspaper. (It had become the fashion, when murders and divorces were scarce, occasionally to ``feature''
somebody's opinion of the Henshaw portrait, on the first pagesomething that had almost never been known
to happen before.) Cyril, according to Marie, played ``perfectly awful things on his piano every day, now.''
Aunt Hannah had said ``Oh, my grief and conscience!'' so many times that it melted now into a wordless
groan whenever a new unfriendly criticism of the portrait met her indignant eyes.
Of all Bertram's friends, Billy, perhaps not unnaturally, was the angriest. Not only did she, after a time, refuse
to read the papers, but she refused even to allow certain ones to be brought into the house, foolish and
unreasonable as she knew this to be.
As to the artist himself, Bertram's face showed drawn lines and his eyes sombre shadows, but his words and
manner carried a stolid indifference that to Billy was at once heartbreaking and maddening.
``But, Bertram, why don't you do something? Why don't you say something? Why don't you act something?''
she burst out one day.
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The artist shrugged his shoulders.
``But, my dear, what can I say, or do, or act?'' he asked.
``I don't know, of course,'' sighed Billy. ``But I know what I'd like to do. I should like to go out andfight
somebody!''
So fierce were words and manner, coupled as they were with a pair of gentle eyes ablaze and two soft little
hands doubled into menacing fists, that Bertram laughed.
``What a fiery little champion it is, to be sure,'' he said tenderly. ``But as if fighting could do any goodin
this case!''
Billy's tense muscles relaxed. Her eyes filled with tears.
``No, I don't suppose it would,'' she choked, beginning to cry, so that Bertram had to turn comforter.
``Come, come, dear,'' he begged; ``don't take it so to heart. It's not so bad, after all. I've still my good right
hand left, and we'll hope there's something in it yetthat'll be worth while.''
``But _this_ one isn't bad,'' stormed Billy. ``It's splendid! I'm sure, I think it's a bbeautiful portrait, and I
don't see _what_ people mean by talking so about it!''
Bertram shook his head. His eyes grew sombre again.
``Thank you, dear. But I knowand you know, reallythat it isn't a splendid portrait. I've done lots better
work than that.''
``Then why don't they look at those, and let this alone?'' wailed Billy, with indignation.
``Because I deliberately put up this for them to see,'' smiled the artist, wearily.
Billy sighed, and twisted in her chair.
``What doesMr. Winthrop say?'' she asked at last, in a faint voice.
Bertram lifted his head.
``Mr. Winthrop's been a trump all through, dear. He's already insisted on paying for this and he's ordered
another.''
``Another!''
``Yes. The old fellow never minces his words, as you may know. He came to me one day, put his hand on my
shoulder, and said tersely: `Will you give me another, same terms? Go in, boy, and win. Show 'em! I lost the
first ten thousand I made. I didn't the next!' That's all he said. Before I could even choke out an answer he
was gone. Gorry! talk about his having a `heart of stone'! I don't believe another man in the country would
have done thatand done it in the way he didin the face of all this talk,'' finished Bertram, his eyes
luminous with feeling.
Billy hesitated.
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``Perhapshis daughterinfluenced himsome.''
``Perhaps,'' nodded Bertram. ``She, too, has been very kind, all the way through.''
Billy hesitated again.
``But I thoughtit was going so splendidly,'' she faltered, in a halfstifled voice.
``So it wasat the first.''
``Then whatailed it, at the last, do you suppose?'' Billy was holding her breath till he should answer.
The man got to his feet.
``Billy, don'tdon't ask me,'' he begged. ``Please don't let's talk of it any more. It can't do any good! I just
flunkedthat's all. My hand failed me. Maybe I tried too hard. Maybe I was tired. Maybe
somethingtroubled me. Never mind, dear, what it was. It can do no good even to think of thatnow. So
just let's drop it, please, dear,'' he finished, his face working with emotion.
And Billy dropped itso far as words were concerned; but she could not drop it from her
thoughtsspecially after Kate's letter came.
Kate's letter was addressed to Billy, and it said, after speaking of various other matters:
``And now about poor Bertram's failure.'' (Billy frowned. In Billy's presence no one was allowed to say
``Bertram's failure''; but a letter has a most annoying privilege of saying what it pleases without let or
hindrance, unless one tears it upand a letter destroyed unread remains always such a tantalizing mystery of
possibilities! So Billy let the letter talk.) ``Of course we have heard of it away out here. I do wish if Bertram
_must_ paint such famous people, he would manage to flatter them upin the painting, I mean, of
courseenough so that it might pass for a success!
``The technical part of all this criticism I don't pretend to understand in the least; but from what I hear and
read, he must, indeed, have made a terrible mess of it, and of course I'm very sorry and some surprised,
too, for usually he paints such pretty pictures!
``Still, on the other hand, Billy, I'm not surprised. William says that Bertram has been completely out of fix
over something, and as gloomy as an owl, for weeks past; and of course, under those circumstances, the poor
boy could not be expected to do good work. Now William, being a man, is not supposed to understand what
the trouble is. But I, being a woman, can see through a pane of glass when it's held right up before me; and I
can guess, of course, that a woman is at the bottom of itshe always is!and that you, being his special
fancy at the moment'' (Billy almost did tear the letter nowbut not quite), ``are that woman.
``Now, Billy, you don't like such frank talk, of course; but, on the other hand, I know you do not want to ruin
the dear boy's career. So, for heaven's sake, if you two have been having one of those quarrels that lovers so
delight indo, please, for the good of the cause, make up quick, or else quarrel harder and break it off
entirelywhich, honestly, would be the better way, I think, all around.
``There, there, my dear child, don't bristle up! I am very fond of you, and would dearly love to have you for a
sisterif you'd only take William, as you should! But, as you very well know, I never did approve of this
last match at all, for either of your sakes.
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``He can't make you happy, my dear, and you can't make him happy. Bertram never was and never will
bea marrying man. He's too temperamentaltoo thoroughly wrapped up in his Art. Girls have never
meant anything to him but a beautiful picture to paint. And they never will. They can't. He's made that way.
Listen! I can prove it to you. Up to this winter he's always been a carefree, happy, jolly fellow, and you
_know_ what beautiful work he has done. Never before has he tied himself to any one girl till last fall. Then
you two entered into this absurd engagement.
``Now what has it been since? William wrote me himself not a fortnight ago that he'd been worried to death
over Bertram for weeks past, he's been so moody, so irritable, so fretted over his work, so unlike himself.
And his picture has _failed_ dismally. Of course William doesn't understand; but I do. I know you've
probably quarrelled, or something. You know how flighty and unreliable you can be sometimes, Billy, and I
don't say that to mean anything against you, either that's _your_ way. You're just as temperamental in your
art, music, as Bertram is in his. You're utterly unsuited to him. If Bertram is to marry _anybody_, it should be
some quiet, staid, sensible girl who would be a _help_ to him. But when I think of you two flyaway
flutterbudgets marrying!
``Now, for heaven's sake, Billy, _do_ make up or somethingand do it now. Don't, for pity's sake, let
Bertram ever put out another such a piece of work to shame us all like this. Do you want to ruin his career?
``Faithfully yours, ``KATE HARTWELL.
``P. S. _I_ think William's the one for you. He's devoted to you, and his quiet, sensible affection is just what
your temperament needs. I _always_ thought William was the one for you. Think it over.
``P. S. No. 2. You can see by the above that it isn't you I'm objecting to, my dear. It's just _you
andBertram_. ``K.''
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Billy was shaking with anger and terror by the time she had finished reading Kate's letter. Anger was
uppermost at the moment, and with one sweeping wrench of her trembling fingers she tore the closely written
sheets straight through the middle, and flung them into the little wicker basket by her desk. Then she went
downstairs and played her noisiest, merriest Tarantella, and tried to see how fast she could make her fingers
fly.
But Billy could not, of course, play tarantellas all day; and even while she did play them she could not forget
that wastebasket upstairs, and the horror it contained. The anger was still uppermost, but the terror was
prodding her at every turn, and demanding to know just what it was that Kate had written in that letter,
anyway. It is not strange then, perhaps, that before two hours passed, Billy went upstairs, took the letter
from the basket, matched together the torn halfsheets and forced her shrinking eyes to read every word
againjust to satisfy that terror which would not be silenced.
At the end of the second reading, Billy reminded herself with stern calmness that it was only Kate, after all;
that nobody ought to mind what Kate said; that certainly _she_, Billy, ought notafter the experience she
had already had with her unpleasant interference! Kate did not know what she was talking about, anyway.
This was only another case of her trying ``to manage.'' She did so love to manageeverything!
At this point Billy got out her pen and paper and wrote to Kate.
It was a formal, cold little letter, not at all the sort that Billy's friends usually received. It thanked Kate for her
advice, and for her ``kind willingness'' to have Billy for a sister; but it hinted that perhaps Kate did not realize
that as long as Billy was the one who would have to _live_ with the chosen man, it would be pleasanter to
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take the one Billy loved, which happened in this case to be Bertramnot William. As for any ``quarrel''
being the cause of whatever fancied trouble there was with the new picture the letter scouted that idea in
no uncertain terms. There had been no suggestion of a quarrel even once since the engagement.
Then Billy signed her name and took the letter out to post immediately.
For the first few minutes after the letter had been dropped into the green box at the corner, Billy held her head
high, and told herself that the matter was now closed. She had sent Kate a courteous, dignified, conclusive,
effectual answer, and she thought with much satisfaction of the things she had said.
Very soon, however, she began to thinknot so much of what _she_ had saidbut of what Kate had said.
Many of Kate's sentences were unpleasantly vivid in her mind. They seemed, indeed, to stand out in letters of
flame, and they began to burn, and burn, and burn. These were some of them:
``William says that Bertram has been completely out of fix over something, and as gloomy as an owl for
weeks past.''
``A woman is at the bottom of it. . . you are that woman.''
``You can't make him happy.''
``Bertram never wasand never will bea marrying man.''
``Girls have never meant anything to him but a beautiful picture to paint. And they never will.''
``Up to this winter he's always been a carefree, happy, jolly fellow, and you _know_ what beautiful work he
has done. Never before has he tied himself to any one girl until last fall.''
``Now what has it been since?''
``He's been so moody, so irritable, so fretted over his work, so unlike himself; and his picture has failed,
dismally.''
``Do you want to ruin his career?''
Billy began to see now that she had not really answered Kate's letter at all. The matter was not closed. Her
reply had been, perhaps, courteous and dignifiedbut it had not been conclusive nor effectual.
Billy had reached home now, and she was crying. Bertram _had_ acted strangely, of late. Bertram _had_
seemed troubled over something. His picture _had_ With a little shudder Billy tossed aside these thoughts,
and dug at her teary eyes with a determined hand. Fiercely she told herself that the matter _was_ settled. Very
scornfully she declared that it was ``only Kate,'' after all, and that she _would not_ let Kate make her unhappy
again! Forthwith she picked up a current magazine and began to read.
As it chanced, however, even here Billy found no peace; for the first article she opened to was headed in huge
black type:
``MARRIAGE AND THE ARTISTIC TEMPERAMENT.''
With a little cry Billy flung the magazine far from her, and picked up another. But even ``The Elusiveness of
Chopin,'' which she found here, could not keep her thoughts nor her eyes from wandering to the discarded
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thing in the corner, lying ignominiously face down with crumpled, outflung leaves.
Billy knew that in the end she should go over and pick that magazine up, and read that article from beginning
to end. She was not surprised, therefore, when she did itbut she was not any the happier for having done it.
The writer of the article did not approve of marriage and the artistic temperament. He said the artist belonged
to his Art, and to posterity through his Art. The essay fairly bristled with manylettered words and
highsounding phrases, few of which Billy really understood. She did understand enough, however, to feel,
guiltily, when the thing was finished, that already she had married Bertram, and by so doing had committed a
Crime. She had slain Art, stifled Ambition, destroyed Inspiration, and been a nuisance generally. In
consequence of which Bertram would henceforth and forevermore be doomed to Littleness.
Naturally, in this state of mind, and with this vision before her, Billy was anything but her bright, easy self
when she met Bertram an hour or two later. Naturally, too, Bertram, still the tormented victim of the bugaboo
his jealous fears had fashioned, was just in the mood to place the worst possible construction on his
sweetheart's very evident unhappiness. With sighs, unspoken questions, and frequently averted eyes,
therefore, the wretched evening passed, a pitiful misery to them both.
During the days that followed, Billy thought that the world itself must be in league with Kate, so often did
she encounter Kate's letter masquerading under some thin disguise. She did not stop to realize that because
she was so afraid she _would_ find it, she _did_ find it. In the books she read, in the plays she saw, in the
chance words she heard spoken by friend or stranger always there was something to feed her fears in one
way or another. Even in a yellowed newspaper that had covered the top shelf in her closet she found one day
a symposium on whether or not an artist's wife should be an artist; and she shudderedbut she read every
opinion given.
Some writers said no, and some, yes; and some said it all dependedon the artist and his wife. Billy found
much food for thought, some for amusement, and a little that made for peace of mind. On the whole it opened
up a new phase of the matter, perhaps. At all events, upon finishing it she almost sobbed:
``One would think that just because I write a song now and then, I was going to let Bertram starve, and go
with holes in his socks and no buttons on his clothes!''
It was that afternoon that Billy went to see Marie; but even there she did not escape, for the gentle Marie all
unknowingly added her mite to the woeful whole.
Billy found Marie in tears.
``Why, Marie!'' she cried in dismay.
``Shh!'' warned Marie, turning agonized eyes toward the closed door of Cyril's den.
``But, dear, what is it?'' begged Billy, with no less dismay, but with greater caution.
``Shh!'' admonished Marie again.
On tiptoe, then, she led the way to a room at the other end of the tiny apartment. Once there; she explained in
a more natural tone of voice:
``Cyril's at work on a new piece for the piano.''
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``Well, what if he is?'' demanded Billy. ``That needn't make you cry, need it?''
``Oh, nono, indeed,'' demurred Marie, in a shocked voice.
``Well, then, what is it?''
Marie hesitated; then, with the abandon of a hurt child that longs for sympathy, she sobbed:
``Itit's just that I'm afraid, after all, that I'm not good enough for Cyril.''
Billy stared frankly.
``Not _good_ enough, Marie Henshaw! Whatever in the world do you mean?''
``Well, not good _for_ him, then. Listen! Today, I know, in lots of ways I must have disappointed him.
First, he put on some socks that I'd darned. They were the first since our marriage that I'd found to darn, and
I'd been so proud andand happy while I _was_ darning them. Butbut he took 'em off right after
breakfast and threw 'em in a corner. Then he put on a new pair, and said that II needn't darn any more; that
it madebunches. Billy, _my darnsbunches!_'' Marie's face and voice were tragic.
``Nonsense, dear! Don't let that fret you,'' comforted Billy, promptly, trying not to laugh too hard. ``It wasn't
_your_ darns; it was just darnsanybody's darns. Cyril won't wear darned socks. Aunt Hannah told me so
long ago, and I said then there'd be a tragedy when _you_ found it out. So don't worry over that.''
``Oh, but that isn't all,'' moaned Marie. ``Listen! You know how quiet he must have everything when he's
composingand he ought to have it, too! But I forgot, this morning, and put on some old shoes that didn't
have any rubber heels, and I ran the carpet sweeper, and I rattled tins in the kitchen. But I never thought a
thing until he opened his door and asked me _please_ to change my shoes and let thethe confounded dirt
go, and didn't I have any dishes in the house but what were made of that abominable tin sstuff,'' she finished
in a wail of misery.
Billy burst into a ringing laugh, but Marie's aghast face and upraised hand speedily reduced it to a convulsive
giggle.
``You dear child! Cyril's always like that when he's composing,'' soothed Billy. ``I supposed you knew it,
dear. Don't you fret! Run along and make him his favorite pudding, and by night both of you will have
forgotten there ever were such things in the world as tins and shoes and carpet sweepers that clatter.''
Marie shook her head. Her dismal face did not relax.
``You don't understand,'' she moaned. ``It's myself. I've _hindered_ him!'' She brought out the word with an
agony of slow horror. ``And only today I readhere, look!'' she faltered, going to the table and picking up
with shaking hands a magazine.
Billy recognized it by the cover at onceanother like it had been flung not so long ago by her own hand into
the corner. She was not surprised, therefore, to see very soon at the end of Marie's trembling finger:
``Marriage and the Artistic Temperament.''
Billy did not give a ringing laugh this time. She gave an involuntary little shudder, though she tried valiantly
to turn it all off with a light word of scorn, and a cheery pat on Marie's heaving shoulders. But she went home
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very soon; and it was plain to be seen that her visit to Marie had not brought her peace.
Billy knew Kate's letter, by heart, now, both in the original, and in its different versions, and she knew that,
despite her struggles, she was being forced straight toward Kate's own verdict: that she, Billy, _was_ the
cause, in some way, of the deplorable change in Bertram's appearance, manner, and work. Before she would
quite surrender to this heartsickening belief, however, she determined to ask Bertram himself. Falteringly,
but resolutely, therefore, one day, she questioned him.
``Bertram, once you hinted that the picture did not go right because you were troubled over something; and
I've been wonderingwas it about me, in any way, that you were troubled?''
Billy had her answer before the man spoke. She had it in the quick terror that sprang to his eyes, and the dull
red that swept from his neck to his forehead. His reply, so far as words went did not count, for it evaded
everything and told nothing. But Billy knew without words. She knew, too, what she must do. For the time
being she took Bertram's evasive answer as he so evidently wished it to be taken; but that evening, after he
had gone, she wrote him a little note and broke the engagement. So heartbroken was sheand so fearful was
she that he should suspect thisthat her note, when completed, was a cold little thing of few words, which
carried no hint that its very coldness was but the heartbreak in the disguise of pride.
This was like Billy in all ways. Billy, had she lived in the days of the Christian martyrs, would have been the
first to walk with head erect into the Arena of Sacrifice. The arena now was just everyday living, the lions
were her own devouring misery, and the cause was Bertram's best good.
From Bertram's own self she had it nowthat she had been the cause of his being troubled; so she could
doubt no longer. The only part that was uncertain was the reason why he had been troubled. Whether his
bond to her had become irksome because of his love for another, or because of his love for no girlexcept to
paint, Billy did not know. But that it was irksome she did not doubt now. Besides, as if she were going to slay
his Art, stifle his Ambition, destroy his Inspiration, and be a nuisance generally just so that _she_ might be
happy! Indeed, no! Hence she broke the engagement.
This was the letter:
``DEAR BERTRAM:You won't make the move, so I must. I knew, from the way you spoke today, that it
_was_ about me that you were troubled, even though you generously tried to make me think it was not. And
so the picture did not go well.
``Now, dear, we have not been happy together lately. You have seen it; so have I. I fear our engagement was
a mistake, so I'm going to send back your ring tomorrow, and I'm writing this letter tonight. Please don't
try to see me just yet. You _know_ what I am doing is bestall round. ``Always your friend, ``BILLY.''
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Billy feared if she did not mail the letter at once she would not have the courage to mail it at all. So she
slipped downstairs very quietly and went herself to the post box a little way down the street; then she came
back and sobbed herself to sleep though not until after she had sobbed awake for long hours of
wretchedness.
When she awoke in the morning, heavyeyed and unrested, there came to her first the vague horror of some
shadow hanging over her, then the sickening consciousness of what that shadow was. For one wild minute
Billy felt that she must run to the telephone, summon Bertram, and beseech him to return unread the letter he
would receive from her that day. Then there came to her the memory of Bertram's face as it had looked the
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night before when she had asked him if she were the cause of his being troubled. There came, too, the
memory of Kate's scathing ``Do you want to ruin his career?'' Even the hated magazine article and Marie's
tragic ``I've _hindered_ him!'' added their mite; and Billy knew that she should not go to the telephone, nor
summon Bertram.
The one fatal mistake now would be to let Bertram see her own distress. If once he should suspect how she
suffered in doing this thing, there would be a scene that Billy felt she had not the courage to face. She must,
therefore, manage in some way not to see Bertramnot to let him see her until she felt more sure of her
selfcontrol no matter what he said. The easiest way to do this was, of course, to go away. But where? How?
She must think. Meanwhile, for these first few hours, she would not tell any one, even Aunt Hannah, what
had happened. There must _no one_ speak to her of it, yet. That she could not endure. Aunt Hannah would, of
course, shiver, groan ``Oh, my grief and conscience!'' and call for another shawl; and Billy just now felt as if
she should scream if she heard Aunt Hannah say ``Oh, my grief and conscience!''over that. Billy went
down to breakfast, therefore, with a determination to act exactly as usual, so that Aunt Hannah should not
knowyet.
When people try to ``act exactly as usual,'' they generally end in acting quite the opposite; and Billy was no
exception to the rule. Hence her attempted cheerfulness became flippantness, and her laughter giggles that
rang too frequently to be quite sincerethough from Aunt Hannah it all elicited only an affectionate smile at
``the dear child's high spirits.''
A little later, when Aunt Hannah was glancing over the morning papernow no longer barred from the
doorshe gave a sudden cry.
``Billy, just listen to this!'' she exclaimed, reading from the paper in her hand. `` `A new tenor in ``The Girl of
the Golden West.'' Appearance of Mr. M. J. Arkwright at the Boston Opera House tonight. Owing to the
sudden illness of Dubassi, who was to have taken the part of Johnson tonight, an exceptional opportunity has
come to a young tenor singer, one of the most promising pupils at the Conservatory school. Arkwright is said
to have a fine voice, a particularly good stage presence, and a purity of tone and smoothness of execution that
few of his age and experience can show. Only a short time ago he appeared as the duke at one of the
popularpriced Saturday night performances of ``Rigoletto''; and his extraordinary success on that occasion,
coupled with his familiarity with, and fitness for the part of Johnson in ``The Girl of the Golden West,'' led to
his being chosen to take Dubassi's place tonight. His performance is awaited with the greatest of interest.'
Now isn't that splendid for Mary Jane? I'm so glad!'' beamed Aunt Hannah.
``Of course we're glad!'' cried Billy. ``And didn't it come just in time? This is the last week of opera, anyway,
you know.''
``But it says he sang beforeon a Saturday night,'' declared Aunt Hannah, going back to the paper in her
hand. ``Now wouldn't you have thought we'd have heard of it, or read of it? And wouldn't you have thought
he'd have told us?''
``Oh, well, maybe he didn't happen to see us so he could tell us,'' returned Billy with elaborate carelessness.
``I know it; but it's so funny he _hasn't_ seen us,'' contended Aunt Hannah, frowning. ``You know how much
he used to be here.''
Billy colored, and hurried into the fray.
``Oh, but he must have been so busy, with all this, you know. And of course we didn't see it in the
paperbecause we didn't have any paper at that time, probably. Oh, yes, that's my fault, I know,'' she
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laughed; ``and I was silly, I'll own. But we'll make up for it now. We'll go, of course, I wish it had been on
our regular seasonticket night, but I fancy we can get seats somewhere; and I'm going to ask Alice Greggory
and her mother, too. I'll go down there this morning to tell them, and to get the tickets. I've got it all planned.''
Billy had, indeed, ``got it all planned.'' She had been longing for something that would take her away from
the houseand if possible away from herself. This would do the one easily, and might help on the other. She
rose at once.
``I'll go right away,'' she said.
``But, my dear,'' frowned Aunt Hannah, anxiously, ``I don't believe I can go tonightthough I'd love to,
dearly.''
``But why not?''
``I'm tired and half sick with a headache this morning. I didn't sleep, and I've taken cold somewhere,'' sighed
the lady, pulling the top shawl a little higher about her throat.
``Why, you poor dear, what a shame!''
``Won't Bertram go?'' asked Aunt Hannah.
Billy shook her headbut she did not meet Aunt Hannah's eyes.
``Oh, no. I sha'n't even ask him. He said last night he had a banquet on for tonightone of his art clubs, I
believe.'' Billy's voice was casualness itself.
``But you'll have the Greggorysthat is, Mrs. Greggory _can_ go, can't she?'' inquired Aunt Hannah.
``Oh, yes; I'm sure she can,'' nodded Billy. ``You know she went to the operetta, and this is just the
sameonly bigger.''
``Yes, yes, I know,'' murmured Aunt Hannah.
``Dear me! How can she get about so on those two wretched little sticks? She's a perfect marvel to me.''
``She is to me, too,'' sighed Billy, as she hurried from the room.
Billy was, indeed, in a hurry. To herself she said she wanted to get awayaway! And she got away as soon
as she could.
She had her plans all made. She would go first to the Greggorys' and invite them to attend the opera with her
that evening. Then she would get the tickets. Just what she would do with the rest of the day she did not
know. She knew only that she would not go home until time to dress for dinner and the opera. She did not tell
Aunt Hannah this, however, when she left the house. She planned to telephone it from somewhere down
town, later. She told herself that she _could not_ stay all day under the sharp eyes of Aunt Hannah but she
managed, nevertheless, to bid that lady a particularly blithe and brightfaced goodby.
Billy had not been long gone when the telephone bell rang. Aunt Hannah answered it.
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``Why, Bertram, is that you?'' she called, in answer to the words that came to her across the wire. ``Why, I
hardly knew your voice!''
``Didn't you? Well, isis Billy there?''
``No, she isn't. She's gone down to see Alice Greggory.''
``Oh!'' So evident was the disappointment in the voice that Aunt Hannah added hastily:
``I'm so sorry! She hasn't been gone ten minutes. Butis there any message?''
``No, thank you. There's nomessage.'' The voice hesitated, then went on a little constrainedly.
``Howhow is Billy this morning? Sheshe's all right, isn't she?''
Aunt Hannah laughed in obvious amusement.
``Bless your dear heart, yes, my boy! Has it been such a _long_ time since last eveningwhen you saw her
yourself? Yes, she's all right. In fact, I was thinking at the breakfast table how pretty she looked with her pink
cheeks and her bright eyes. She seemed to be in such high spirits.''
An inarticulate something that Aunt Hannah could not quite catch came across the line; then a somewhat
hurried ``All right. Thank you. Goodby.''
The next time Aunt Hannah was called to the telephone, Billy spoke to her.
``Aunt Hannah, don't wait luncheon for me, please. I shall get it in town. And don't expect me till five
o'clock. I have some shopping to do.''
``All right, dear,'' replied Aunt Hannah. ``Did you get the tickets?''
``Yes, and the Greggorys will go. Oh, and Aunt Hannah!''
``Yes, dear.''
``Please tell John to bring Peggy around early enough tonight so we can go down and get the Greggorys. I
told them we'd call for them.''
``Very well, dear. I'll tell him.''
``Thank you. How's the poor head?''
``Better, a little, I think.''
``That's good. Won't you repent and go, too?''
``Nooh, no, indeed!''
``All right, then; goodby. I'm sorry!''
``So'm I. Goodby,'' sighed Aunt Hannah, as she hung up the receiver and turned away.
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It was after five o'clock when Billy got home, and so hurried were the dressing and the dinner that Aunt
Hannah forgot to mention Bertram's telephone call till just as Billy was ready to start for the Greggorys'.
``There! and I forgot,'' she confessed. ``Bertram called you up just after you left this morning, my dear.''
``Did he?'' Billy's face was turned away, but Aunt Hannah did not notice that.
``Yes. Oh, he didn't want anything special,'' smiled the lady, ``onlywell, he did ask if you were all right
this morning,'' she finished with quiet mischief.
``Did he?'' murmured Billy again. This time there was a little sound after the words, which Aunt Hannah
would have taken for a sob if she had not known that it must have been a laugh.
Then Billy was gone.
At eight o'clock the doorbell rang, and a minute later Rosa came up to say that Mr. Bertram Henshaw was
downstairs and wished to see Mrs. Stetson.
Mrs. Stetson went down at once.
``Why, my dear boy,'' she exclaimed, as she entered the room; ``Billy said you had a banquet on for
tonight!''
``Yes, I know; butI didn't go.'' Bertram's face was pale and drawn. His voice did not sound natural.
``Why, Bertram, you look ill! _Are_ you ill?'' The man made an impatient gesture.
``No, no, I'm not illI'm not ill at all. Rosa saysBilly's not here.''
``No; she's gone to the opera with the Greggorys.''
``The _opera!_'' There was a grieved hurt in Bertram's voice that Aunt Hannah quite misunderstood. She
hastened to give an apologetic explanation.
``Yes. She would have told youshe would have asked you to join them, I'm sure, but she said you were
going to a banquet. I'm _sure_ she said so.''
``Yes, I did tell her solast night,'' nodded Bertram, dully.
Aunt Hannah frowned a little. Still more anxiously she endeavored to explain to this disappointed lover why
his sweetheart was not at home to greet him.
``Well, then, of course, my boy, she'd never think of your coming here tonight; and when she found Mr.
Arkwright was going to sing''
``Arkwright!'' There was no listlessness in Bertram's voice or manner now.
``Yes. Didn't you see it in the paper? Such a splendid chance for him! His picture was there, too.''
``No. I didn't see it.''
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``Then you don't know about it, of course,'' smiled Aunt Hannah. ``But he's to take the part of Johnson in
`The Girl of the Golden West.' Isn't that splendid? I'm so glad! And Billy was, too. She hurried right off this
morning to get the tickets and to ask the Greggorys.''
``Oh!'' Bertram got to his feet a little abruptly, and held out his hand. ``Well, then, I might as well say
goodby then, I suppose,'' he suggested with a laugh that Aunt Hannah thought was a bit forced. Before she
could remind him again, though, that Billy was really not to blame for not being there to welcome him, he
was gone. And Aunt Hannah could only go upstairs and meditate on the unreasonableness of lovers in
general, and of Bertram in particular.
Aunt Hannah had gone to bed, but she was still awake, when Billy came home, so she heard the automobile
come to a stop before the door, and she called to Billy when the girl came upstairs.
``Billy, dear, come in here. I'm awake! I want to hear about it. Was it good?''
Billy stopped in the doorway. The light from the hall struck her face. There was no brightness in her eyes
now, no pink in her cheeks.
``Oh, yes, it was goodvery good,'' she replied listlessly.
``Why, Billy, how queer you answer! What was the matter? Wasn't Mary Janeall right?''
``Mary Jane? Oh!oh, yes; he was very good, Aunt Hannah.''
`` `Very good,' indeed!'' echoed the lady, indignantly. ``He must have been!when you speak as if you'd
actually forgotten that he sang at all, anyway!''
Billy had forgottenalmost. Billy had found that, in spite of her getting away from the house, she had not
got away from herself once, all day. She tried now, however, to summon her acting powers of the morning.
``But it was splendid, really, Aunt Hannah,'' she cried, with some show of animation. ``And they clapped and
cheered and gave him any number of curtain calls. We were so proud of him! But you see, I _am_ tired,'' she
broke off wearily.
``You poor child, of course you are, and you look like a ghost! I won't keep you another minute. Run along to
bed. OhBertram didn't go to that banquet, after all. He came here,'' she added, as Billy turned to go.
``Bertram!'' The girl wheeled sharply.
``Yes. He wanted you, of course. I found I didn't do, at all,'' chuckled Aunt Hannah. ``Did you suppose I
would?''
There was no answer. Billy had gone.
In the long night watches Billy fought it out with herself. (Billy had always fought things out with herself.)
She must go away. She knew that. Already Bertram had telephoned, and called. He evidently meant to see
herand she could not see him. She dared not. If she didBilly knew now how pitifully little it would take
to make her actually _willing_ to slay Bertram's Art, stifle his Ambition, destroy his Inspiration, and be a
nuisance generallyif only she could have Bertram while she was doing it all. Sternly then she asked herself
if she had no pride; if she had forgotten that it was because of her that the Winthrop portrait had not been a
successbecause of her, either for the reason that he loved now Miss Winthrop, or else that he loved no
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girlexcept to paint.
Very early in the morning a whitefaced, red eyed Billy appeared at Aunt Hannah's bedside.
``Billy!'' exclaimed Aunt Hannah, plainly appalled.
Billy sat down on the edge of the bed.
``Aunt Hannah,'' she began in a monotonous voice as if she were reciting a lesson she had learned by heart,
``please listen, and please try not to be too surprised. You were saying the other day that you would like to
visit your old home town. Well, I think that's a very nice idea. If you don't mind we'll go today.''
Aunt Hannah pulled herself half erect in bed.
``_Today_child?''
``Yes,'' nodded Billy, unsmilingly. ``We shall have to go somewhere today, and I thought you would like
that place best.''
``ButBilly !what does this mean?''
Billy sighed heavily.
``Yes, I understand. You'll have to know the rest, of course. I've broken my engagement. I don't want to see
Bertram. That's why I'm going away.''
Aunt Hannah fell nervelessly back on the pillow. Her teeth fairly chattered.
``Oh, my grief and conscience_Billy!_ Won't you please pull up that blanket,'' she moaned. ``Billy, what
do you mean?''
Billy shook her head and got to her feet.
``I can't tell any more now, really, Aunt Hannah. Please don't ask me; and don'ttalk. You _will_go with
me, won't you?'' And Aunt Hannah, with her terrified eyes on Billy's piteously agitated face, nodded her head
and choked:
``Why, of course I'll goanywherewith you, Billy; butwhy did you do it, why did you do it?''
A little later, Billy, in her own room, wrote this note to Bertram:
``DEAR BERTRAM:I'm going away today. That'll be best all around. You'll agree to that, I'm sure.
Please don't try to see me, and please don't write. It wouldn't make either one of us any happier. You must
know that. ``As ever your friend, ``BILLY.''
Bertram, when he read it, grew only a shade more white, a degree more sick at heart. Then he kissed the letter
gently and put it away with the other.
To Bertram, the thing was very clear. Billy had come now to the conclusion that it would be wrong to give
herself where she could not give her heart. And in this he agreed with herbitter as it was for him. Certainly
he did not want Billy, if Billy did not want him, he told himself. He would now, of course, accede to her
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request. He would not write to herand make her suffer more. But to Bertram, at that moment, it seemed
that the very sun in the heavens had gone out.
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One by one the weeks passed and became a month. Then other weeks became other months. It was July when
Billy, homesick and weary, came back to Hillside with Aunt Hannah.
Home looked wonderfully good to Billy, in spite of the fact that she had so dreaded to see it. Billy had made
up her mind, however, that, come sometime she must. She could not, of course, stay always away. Perhaps,
too, it would be just as easy at home as it was away. Certainly it could not be any harder. She was convinced
of that. Besides, she did not want Bertram to think
Billy had received only meagre news from Boston since she went away. Bertram had not written at all.
William had written twicehurt, grieved, puzzled, questioning letters that were very hard to answer. From
Marie, too, had come letters of much the same sort. By far the cheeriest epistles had come from Alice
Greggory. They contained, indeed, about the only comfort Billy had known for weeks, for they showed very
plainly to Billy that Arkwright's heart had been caught on the rebound; and that in Alice Greggory he was
finding the sweetest sort of balm for his wounded feelings. From these letters Billy learned, too, that Judge
Greggory's honor had been wholly vindicated; and, as Billy told Aunt Hannah, ``anybody could put two and
two together and make four, now.''
It was eight o'clock on a rainy July evening that Billy and Aunt Hannah arrived at Hillside; and it was only a
little past eight that Aunt Hannah was summoned to the telephone. When she came back to Billy she was
crying and wringing her hands.
Billy sprang to her feet.
``Why, Aunt Hannah, what is it? What's the matter?'' she demanded.
Aunt Hannah sank into a chair, still wringing her hands.
``Oh, Billy, Billy, how can I tell you, how can I tell you?'' she moaned.
``You must tell me! Aunt Hannah, what is it?''
``Ohohoh! Billy, I can'tI can't!''
``But you'll have to! What is it, Aunt Hannah?''
``It'sBBertram!''
``Bertram!'' Billy's face grew ashen. ``Quick, quickwhat do you mean?''
For answer, Aunt Hannah covered her face with her hands and began to sob aloud. Billy, almost beside
herself now with terror and anxiety, dropped on her knees and tried to pull away the shaking hands.
``Aunt Hannah, you must tell me! You must you must!''
``I can't, Billy. It's Bertram. He's_hurt!_'' choked Aunt Hannah, hysterically.
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``Hurt! How?''
``I don't know. Pete told me.''
``Pete!''
``Yes. Rosa had told him we were coming, and he called me up. He said maybe I could do something. So he
told me.''
``Yes, yes! But told you what?''
``That he was hurt.''
``How?''
``I couldn't hear all, but I think 'twas an accidentautomobile. And, Billy, BillyPete says it's his armhis
right armand that maybe he can't ever ppaint again!''
``Ohh!'' Billy fell back as if the words had been a blow. ``Not that, Aunt Hannahnot that!''
``That's what Pete said. I couldn't get all of it, but I got that. And, Billy, he's been out of his headthough he
isn't now, Pete saysand andand he's been calling for you.''
``For_me?_'' A swift change came to Billy's face.
``Yes. Over and over again he called for you while he was crazy, you know. That's why Pete told me. He
said he didn't rightly understand what the trouble was, but he didn't believe there was any trouble, _really_,
between you two; anyway, that you wouldn't think there was, if you could hear him, and know how he
wanted you, andwhy, Billy!''
Billy was on her feet now. Her fingers were on the electric pushbutton that would summon Rosa. Her face
was illumined. The next moment Rosa appeared.
``Tell John to bring Peggy to the door at once, please,'' directed her mistress.
``Billy!'' gasped Aunt Hannah again, as the maid disappeared. Billy was tremblingly putting on the hat she
had but just taken off. ``Billy, what are you going to do?''
Billy turned in obvious surprise.
``Why, I'm going to Bertram, of course.''
``To Bertram! But it's nearly halfpast eight, child, and it rains, and everything!''
``But Bertram _wants_ me!'' exclaimed Billy. ``As if I'd mind rain, or time, or anything else, _now!_''
``Butbutoh, my grief and conscience!'' groaned Aunt Hannah, beginning to wring her hands again.
Billy reached for her coat. Aunt Hannah stirred into sudden action.
``But, Billy, if you'd only wait till tomorrow,'' she quavered, putting out a feebly restraining hand.
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``Tomorrow!'' The young voice rang with supreme scorn. ``Do you think I'd wait till to morrowafter all
this? I say Bertram _wants_ me.'' Billy picked up her gloves.
``But you broke it off, dearyou said you did; and to go down there tonightlike this''
Billy lifted her head. Her eyes shone. Her whole face was a glory of love and pride.
``That was before. I didn't know. He _wants_ me, Aunt Hannah. Did you hear? He _wants_ me! And now I
won't evenhinder him, if he can't ppaint again!'' Billy's voice broke. The glory left her face. Her eyes
brimmed with tears, but her head was still bravely uplifted. ``I'm going to Bertram!''
Blindly Aunt Hannah got to her feet. Still more blindly she reached for her bonnet and cloak on the chair near
her.
``Oh, will you go, too?'' asked Billy, abstractedly, hurrying to the window to look for the motor car.
``Will I go, too!'' burst out Aunt Hannah's indignant voice. ``Do you think I'd let you go alone, and at this
time of night, on such a wild goose chase as this?''
``I don't know, I'm sure,'' murmured Billy, still abstractedly, peering out into the rain.
``Don't know, indeed! Oh, my grief and conscience!'' groaned Aunt Hannah, setting her bonnet hopelessly
askew on top of her agitated head.
But Billy did not even answer now. Her face was pressed hard against the windowpane.
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With stiffly pompous dignity Pete opened the door. The next moment he fell back in amazement before the
impetuous rush of a starryeyed, flushedcheeked young woman who demanded:
``Where is he, Pete?''
``Miss Billy!'' gasped the old man. Then he saw Aunt HannahAunt Hannah with her bonnet askew, her
neckbow awry, one hand bare, and the other half covered with a glove wrong side out. Aunt Hannah's
cheeks, too, were flushed, and her eyes starry, but with dismay and anger the last because she did not like
the way Pete had said Miss Billy's name. It was one matter for her to object to this thing Billy was
doingbut quite another for Pete to do it.
``Of course it's she!'' retorted Aunt Hannah, testily. ``As if you yourself didn't bring her here with your crazy
messages at this time of night!''
``Pete, where is he?'' interposed Billy. ``Tell Mr. Bertram I am hereor, wait! I'll go right in and surprise
him.''
``_Billy!_'' This time it was Aunt Hannah who gasped her name.
Pete had recovered himself by now, but he did not even glance toward Aunt Hannah. His face was beaming,
and his old eyes were shining.
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``Miss Billy, Miss Billy, you're an angel straight from heaven, you areyou are! Oh, I'm so glad you came!
It'll be all right nowall right! He's in the den, Miss Billy.''
Billy turned eagerly, but before she could take so much as one step toward the door at the end of the hall,
Aunt Hannah's indignant voice arrested her.
``Billystop! You're not an angel; you're a young womanand a crazy one, at that! Whatever angels do,
young women don't go unannounced and unchaperoned into young men's rooms! Pete, go tell your master
that _we_ are here, and ask if he will receive _us_.''
Pete's lips twitched. The emphatic ``we'' and ``us'' were not lost on him. But his face was preternaturally
grave when he spoke.
``Mr. Bertram is up and dressed, ma'am. He's in the den. I'll speak to him.''
Pete, once again the punctilious butler, stalked to the door of Bertram's den and threw it wide open.
Opposite the door, on a low couch, lay Bertram, his head bandaged, and his right arm in a sling. His face was
turned toward the door, but his eyes were closed. He looked very white, and his features were pitifully drawn
with suffering.
``Mr. Bertram,'' began Petebut he got no further. A flying figure brushed by him and fell on its knees by
the couch, with a low cry.
Bertram's eyes flew open. Across his face swept such a radiant look of unearthly joy that Pete sobbed audibly
and fled to the kitchen. Dong Ling found him there a minute later polishing a silver teaspoon with a fringed
napkin that had been spread over Bertram's tray. In the hall above Aunt Hannah was crying into William's
gray linen duster that hung on the hallrackAunt Hannah's handkerchief was on the floor back at Hillside.
In the den neither Billy nor Bertram knew or cared what had become of Aunt Hannah and Pete. There were
just two people in their worldtwo people, and unutterable, incredible, overwhelming rapture and peace.
Then, very gradually it dawned over them that there was, after all, something strange and unexplained in it
all.
``But, dearest, what does it meanyou here like this?'' asked Bertram then. As if to make sure that she was
``here, like this,'' he drew her even closerBertram was so thankful that he did have one arm that was
usable.
Billy, on her knees by the couch, snuggled into the curve of the one arm with a contented little sigh.
``Well, you see, just as soon as I found out to night that you wanted me, I came,'' she said.
``You darling! That was'' Bertram stopped suddenly. A puzzled frown showed below the fantastic bandage
about his head. `` `As soon as,' '' he quoted then scornfully. ``Were you ever by any possible chance thinking
I _didn't_ want you?''
Billy's eyes widened a little.
``Why, Bertram, dear, don't you see? When you were so troubled that the picture didn't go well, and I found
out it was about me you were troubledI''
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``Well?'' Bertram's voice was a little strained.
``Why, ofof course,'' stammered Billy, ``I couldn't help thinking that maybe you had found out you
_didn't_ want me.''
``_Didn't want you!_'' groaned Bertram, his tense muscles relaxing. ``May I ask why?''
Billy blushed.
``I wasn't quite sure why,'' she faltered; ``only, of course, I thought ofof Miss Winthrop, you know, or that
maybe it was because you didn't care for _any_ girl, only to paintoh, oh, Bertram! Pete told us,'' she broke
off wildly, beginning to sob.
``Pete told you that I didn't care for any girl, only to paint?'' demanded Bertram, angry and mystified.
``No, no,'' sobbed Billy, ``not that. It was all the others that told me that! Pete told Aunt Hannah about the
accident, you know, and he said he said Oh, Bertram, I _can't_ say it! But that's one of the things that
made me know I _could_ come now, you see, because II wouldn't hinder you, nor slay your Art, nor any
other of those dreadful things ifif you couldn't everppaint again,'' finished Billy in an uncontrollable
burst of grief.
``There, there, dear,'' comforted Bertram, patting the bronzegold head on his breast. ``I haven't the faintest
idea what you're talking about except the last; but I know there _can't_ be anything that ought to make you
cry like that. As for my not painting againyou didn't understand Pete, dearie. That was what they were
afraid of at firstthat I'd lose my arm; but that danger is all past now. I'm loads better. Of course I'm going
to paint againand better than ever before_now!_''
Billy lifted her head. A look that was almost terror came to her eyes. She pulled herself half away from
Bertram's encircling arm.
``Why, Billy,'' cried the man, in pained surprise. ``You don't mean to say you're _sorry_ I'm going to paint
again!''
``No, no! Oh, no, Bertramnever that!'' she faltered, still regarding him with fearful eyes. ``It's onlyfor
_me_, you know. I _can't_ go back now, and not have youafter this!even if I do hinder you, and''
``_Hinder me!_ What are you talking about, Billy?''
Billy drew a quivering sigh.
``Well, to begin with, Kate said''
``Good heavens! Is Kate in _this_, too?'' Bertram's voice was savage now.
``Well, she wrote a letter.''
``I'll warrant she did! Great Scott, Billy! Don't you know Kate by this time?''
``Yyes, I said so, too. But, Bertram, what she wrote was true. I found it everywhere, afterwards in
magazines and papers, and even in Marie.''
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``Humph! Well, dearie, I don't know yet what you found, but I do know you wouldn't have found it at all if it
hadn't been for Kateand I wish I had her here this minute!''
Billy giggled hysterically.
``I don'tnot _right_ here,'' she cooed, nestling comfortably against her lover's arm. ``But you see, dear, she
never _has_ approved of the marriage.''
``Well, who's doing the marryingshe, or I?'' ``That's what I said, tooonly in another way,'' sighed Billy.
``But she called us flyaway flutterbudgets, and she said I'd ruin your career, if I did marry you.''
``Well, I can tell you right now, Billy, you will ruin it if you don't!'' declared Bertram. ``That's what ailed me
all the time I was painting that miserable portrait. I was so worriedfor fear I'd lose you.''
``Lose me! Why, Bertram Henshaw, what do you mean?''
A shamed red crept to the man's forehead.
``Well, I suppose I might as well own up now as any time. I was scared blue, Billy, with jealousy
ofArkwright.''
Billy laughed gaylybut she shifted her position and did not meet her lover's eyes.
``Arkwright? Nonsense!'' she cried. ``Why, he's going to marry Alice Greggory. I know he is! I can see it as
plain as day in her letters. He's there a lot.''
``And you never did think for a minute, Billy, that you cared for him?'' Bertram's gaze searched Billy's face a
little fearfully. He had not been slow to mark that swift lowering of her eyelids. But Billy looked him now
straight in the face it was a level, frank gaze of absolute truth.
``Never, dear,'' she said firmly. (Billy was so glad Bertram had turned the question on _her_ love instead of
Arkwright's!) ``There has never really been any one but you.''
``Thank God for that,'' breathed Bertram, as he drew the bright head nearer and held it close.
After a minute Billy stirred and sighed happily.
``Aren't lovers the beat'em for imagining things?'' she murmured.
``They certainly are.''
``You seeI wasn't in love with Mr. Arkwright.''
``I seeI hope.''
`` Andand you didn't care _specially_ forfor Miss Winthrop?''
``Eh? Well, no!'' exploded Bertram. ``Do you mean to say you really''
Billy put a soft finger on his lips.
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``Er`people who live in _glass houses_,' you know,'' she reminded him, with roguish eyes.
Bertram kissed the finger and subsided.
``Humph!'' he commented.
There was a long silence; then, a little breathlessly, Billy asked:
``And you don'tafter all, love mejust to paint?''
``Well, what is that? Is that Kate, too?'' demanded Bertram, grimly.
Billy laughed.
``Nooh, she said it, all right, but, you see, _everybody_ said that to me, Bertram; and that's what made me
soso worried sometimes when you talked about the tilt of my chin, and all that.''
``Well, by Jove!'' breathed Bertram.
There was another silence. Then, suddenly, Bertram stirred.
``Billy, I'm going to marry you tomorrow,'' he announced decisively.
Billy lifted her head and sat back in palpitating dismay.
``Bertram! What an absurd idea!''
``Well, I am. I don't _know_ as I can trust you out of my sight till _then!_ You'll read something, or hear
something, or get a letter from Kate after breakfast tomorrow morning, that will set you `saving me' again;
and I don't want to be saved that way. I'm going to marry you tomorrow. I'll get'' He stopped short,
with a sudden frown. ``Confound that law! I forgot. Great Scott, Billy, I'll have to trust you five days, after
all! There's a new law about the license. We've _got_ to wait five daysand maybe more, counting in the
notice, and all.''
Billy laughed softly.
``Five days, indeed, sir! I wonder if you think I can get ready to be married in five days.''
``Don't want you to get ready,'' retorted Bertram, promptly. ``I saw Marie get ready, and I had all I wanted of
it. If you really must have all those miles of tablecloths and napkins and doilies and lace rufflings we'll do it
afterwards,not before.''
``But''
``Besides, I _need_ you to take care of me,'' cut in Bertram, craftily.
``Bertram, do youreally?''
The tender glow on Billy's face told its own story, and Bertram's eager eyes were not slow to read it.
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``Sweetheart, see here, dear,'' he cried softly, tightening his good left arm. And forthwith he began to tell her
how much he did, indeed, need her.
``Billy, my dear!'' It was Aunt Hannah's plaintive voice at the doorway, a little later. ``We must go home; and
William is here, too, and wants to see you.''
Billy rose at once as Aunt Hannah entered the room.
``Yes, Aunt Hannah, I'll come; besides'' she glanced at Bertram mischievously'' I shall need all the time
I've got to prepare formy wedding.'',
``Your wedding! You mean it'll be before October?'' Aunt Hannah glanced from one to the other
uncertainly. Something in their smiling faces sent a quick suspicion to her eyes.
``Yes,'' nodded Billy, demurely. ``It's next Tuesday, you see.''
``Next Tuesday! But that's only a week away,'' gasped Aunt Hannah.
``Yes, a week.''
``But, child, your trousseauthe wedding thethea week!'' Aunt Hannah could not articulate further.
``Yes, I know; that is a good while,'' cut in Bertram, airily. ``We wanted it tomorrow, but we had to wait, on
account of the new license law. Otherwise it wouldn't have been so long, and''
But Aunt Hannah was gone. With a low breathed ``Long! Oh, my grief and conscience _William!_'' she
had fled through the hall door.
``Well, it _is_ long,'' maintained Bertram, with tender eyes, as he reached out his hand to say goodnight.
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5. CHAPTER II. AUNT HANNAH GETS A LETTER, page = 11
6. CHAPTER III. BILLY AND BERTRAM, page = 15
7. CHAPTER IV. FOR MARY JANE, page = 21
8. CHAPTER V. MARIE SPEAKS HER MIND, page = 23
9. CHAPTER VI. AT THE SIGN OF THE PINK, page = 26
10. CHAPTER VII. OLD FRIENDS AND NEW, page = 31
11. CHAPTER VIII. M. J. OPENS THE GAME, page = 35
12. CHAPTER IX. A RUG, A PICTURE, AND A GIRL AFRAID, page = 41
13. CHAPTER X. A JOB FOR PETE--AND FOR BERTRAM, page = 48
14. CHAPTER XI. A CLOCK AND AUNT HANNAH, page = 57
15. CHAPTER XII. SISTER KATE, page = 61
16. CHAPTER XIII. CYRIL AND A WEDDING, page = 65
17. CHAPTER XIV. M. J. MAKES ANOTHER MOVE, page = 72
18. CHAPTER XV. ``MR. BILLY'' AND ``MISS MARY JANE'', page = 77
19. CHAPTER XVI. A GIRL AND A BIT OF LOWESTOFT, page = 80
20. CHAPTER XVII. ONLY A LOVE SONG, BUT--, page = 86
21. CHAPTER XVIII. SUGARPLUMS, page = 88
22. CHAPTER XIX. ALICE GREGGORY, page = 91
23. CHAPTER XX. ARKWRIGHT TELLS A STORY, page = 96
24. CHAPTER XXI. A MATTER OF STRAIGHT BUSINESS, page = 99
25. CHAPTER XXII. PLANS AND PLOTTINGS, page = 103
26. CHAPTER XXIII. THE CAUSE AND BERTRAM, page = 108
27. CHAPTER XXIV. THE ARTIST AND HIS ART, page = 112
28. CHAPTER XXV. THE OPERETTA, page = 114
29. CHAPTER XXVI. ARKWRIGHT TELLS ANOTHER STORY, page = 117
30. CHAPTER XXVII. THE THING THAT WAS THE TRUTH, page = 122
31. CHAPTER XXVIII. BILLY TAKES HER TURN, page = 126
32. CHAPTER XXIX. KATE WRITES A LETTER, page = 128
33. CHAPTER XXX. ``I'VE HINDERED HIM'', page = 131
34. CHAPTER XXXI. FLIGHT, page = 135
35. CHAPTER XXXII. PETE TO THE RESCUE, page = 142
36. CHAPTER XXXIII. BERTRAM TAKES THE REINS, page = 144