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Table of Contents

Rachel Ray ...........................................................................................................................................................1

Anthony Trollope .....................................................................................................................................1

THE RAY FAMILY ................................................................................................................................1

THE YOUNG MAN FROM THE BREWERY......................................................................................7

THE ARM IN THE CLOUDS ...............................................................................................................13

WHAT SHALL BE DONE ABOUT IT?..............................................................................................22

MR COMFORT GIVES HIS ADVICE .................................................................................................28

PREPARATIONS FOR MRS TAPPITT'S PARTY.............................................................................34

AN ACCOUNT OF MRS TAPPITT'S BALLCOMMENCED ........................................................41

AN ACCOUNT OF MRS TAPPITT'S BALLCONCLUDED.........................................................49

MR PRONG AT HOME ........................................................................................................................58

LUKE ROWAN DECLARES HIS PLANS AS TO THE BREWERY................................................65

LUKE ROWAN TAKES HIS TEA QUITE LIKE A STEADY YOUNG MAN.................................71

RACHEL RAY THINKS ``SHE DOES LIKE HIM''...........................................................................78

MR TAPPITT IN HIS COUNTINGHOUSE......................................................................................85

LUKE ROWAN PAYS A SECOND VISIT TO BRAGG'S END ........................................................92

MATERNAL ELOQUENCE..............................................................................................................101

RACHEL RAY'S FIRST LOVELETTER........................................................................................108

ELECTIONEERING...........................................................................................................................113

DR HARFORD ....................................................................................................................................121

MR COMFORT CALLS AT THE COTTAGE..................................................................................129

SHOWING WHAT RACHEL THOUGHT WHEN SHE SAT ON THE STILE, AND HOW 

SHE WROTE HER LETTER AFTERWARDS .................................................................................136

MRS RAY GOES TO EXETER AND MEETS A FRIEND..............................................................144

DOMESTIC POLITICS AT THE BREWERY ...................................................................................152

MRS RAYS PENITENCE ...................................................................................................................159

THE ELECTION AT BASLEHURST................................................................................................168

``THE BASLEHURST GAZETTE''; ...................................................................................................175

CORNBURY GRANGE ......................................................................................................................180

IN WHICH THE QUESTION OF THE BREWERY IS SETTLED ...................................................187

WHAT TOOK PLACE AT BRAGG'S END FARM ..........................................................................196

MRS PRIME READS HER RECANTATION...................................................................................204

CONCLUSION ....................................................................................................................................210


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Rachel Ray

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THE RAY FAMILY 

THE YOUNG MAN FROM THE BREWERY 

THE ARM IN THE CLOUDS 

WHAT SHALL BE DONE ABOUT IT? 

MR COMFORT GIVES HIS ADVICE 

PREPARATIONS FOR MRS TAPPITT'S PARTY 

AN ACCOUNT OF MRS TAPPITT'S BALLCOMMENCED 

AN ACCOUNT OF MRS TAPPITT'S BALLCONCLUDED 

MR PRONG AT HOME 

LUKE ROWAN DECLARES HIS PLANS AS TO THE BREWERY 

LUKE ROWAN TAKES HIS TEA QUITE LIKE A STEADY YOUNG MAN 

RACHEL RAY THINKS ``SHE DOES LIKE HIM'' 

MR TAPPITT IN HIS COUNTINGHOUSE 

LUKE ROWAN PAYS A SECOND VISIT TO BRAGG'S END 

MATERNAL ELOQUENCE 

RACHEL RAY'S FIRST LOVELETTER 

ELECTIONEERING 

DR HARFORD 

MR COMFORT CALLS AT THE COTTAGE 

SHOWING WHAT RACHEL THOUGHT WHEN SHE SAT ON THE STILE, AND HOW SHE WROTE

HER LETTER AFTERWARDS



MRS RAY GOES TO EXETER AND MEETS A FRIEND 

DOMESTIC POLITICS AT THE BREWERY 

MRS RAYS PENITENCE 

THE ELECTION AT BASLEHURST 

``THE BASLEHURST GAZETTE''; 

CORNBURY GRANGE 

IN WHICH THE QUESTION OF THE BREWERY IS SETTLED 

WHAT TOOK PLACE AT BRAGG'S END FARM 

MRS PRIME READS HER RECANTATION 

CONCLUSION  

THE RAY FAMILY

There are women who cannot grow alone as standard treesfor whom the support and warmth of some wall,

some paling, some post, is absolutely necessarywho, in their growth, will bend and incline themselves

towards some such prop for their life, creeping with their tendrils along the ground till they reach it when the

circumstances of life have brought no such prop within their natural and immediate reach. Of most women it

may be said that it would be well for them that they should marryas indeed of most men also, seeing that

man and wife will each lend the other strength, and yet in lending lose none; but to the women of whom I

now speak some kind of marriage is quite indispensable, and by them some kind of marriage is always made,

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though the union is often unnatural. A woman in want of a wall against which to nail herself will swear

conjugal obedience sometimes to her cook, sometimes to her grandchild, sometimes to her lawyer. Any

standing corner, post, or stump, strong enough to bear her weight will suffice; but to some standing corner,

post, or stump, she will find her way and attach herself, and there will she be married.

Such a woman was our Mrs Ray. As her name imports, she had been married in the way most popular among

ladies, with bell, book, and parson. She had been like a young peach tree that, in its early days, is carefully

taught to grow against a propitious southern wall. Her natural prop had been found for her, and all had been

well. But her heaven had been made black with storms; the heavy winds had come, and the warm sheltering

covert against which she had felt herself so safe had been torn away from her branches as they were

spreading themselves forth to the fullness of life. She had been married at eighteen, and then, after ten years

of wedded security, she had become a widow.

Her husband had been some years older than herselfa steady, sober, hardworking, earnest man, well fitted

to act as a protecting screen to such a woman as he had chosen. They had lived in Exeter, both of them

having belonged to Devonshire from their birth; and Mr Ray, though not a clergyman himself, had been

employed in matters ecclesiastical. He was a lawyerbut a lawyer of that sort that is so nearly akin to the

sacerdotal profession, as to make him quite clerical and almost a clergyman. He managed the property of the

dean and chapter, and knew what were the rights, and also what were the wrongs, of prebendaries and minor

canonsof vicars choral, and even of choristers. But he had been dead many years before our story

commences, and so much as this is now said of him simply to explain under what circumstances Mrs Ray had

received the first tinge of that colouring which was given to her life by church matters.

They had been married somewhat over ten years when he died, and she was left with two surviving

daughters, the eldest and the youngest of the children she had borne. The eldest, Dorothea, was then more

than nine years old, and as she took much after her father, being stern, sober, and steady, Mrs Ray

immediately married herself to her eldest child. Dorothea became the prop against which she would

henceforth grow. And against Dorothea she had grown ever since, with the exception of one short year. In

that year Dorothea had taken a husband to herself and had lost himso that there were two widows in the

same house. She, like her mother, had married early, having joined her lot to that of a young clergyman near

Baslehurst; but he had lived but a few months, and Mrs Ray's eldest child had come back to her mother's

cottage, black, and stiff, and stern, in widow's weedsMrs Prime by name. Black, and stiff, and stern, in

widow's weeds, she had remained since, for nine years following, and those nine years will bring us to the

beginning of our story.

As regards Mrs Ray herself, I think it was well that poor Mr Prime had died. It assured to her the support

which she needed. It must, however, be acknowledged that Mrs Prime was a harder taskmaster than Dorothea

Ray had been, and that the mother might have undergone a gentler ruling had the daughter never become a

wife. I think there was much in the hardness of the weeds she wore. It seemed as though Mrs Prime in

selecting her crape, her bombazine, and the models of her caps, had resolved to repress all ideas of feminine

softnessas though she had sworn to herself, with a great oath, that man should never again look on her with

gratified eyes. The materials she wore have made other widows very pleasant to be seenwith a sad

thoughtful pleasantness indeed, but still very pleasant. There was nothing of that with Mrs Prime. When she

came back to her mother's cottage near Baslehurst she was not yet twenty years old, but she was rough with

weeds. Her caps were lumpy, heavy, full of woe, and clean only as decency might requirenot nicely clean

with feminine care. The very stuff of which they were made was brown, rather than white, and her dress was

always the same. It was rough, and black, and clingingdisagreeable to the eye in its shape, as will always

be the dress of any woman which is worn day after day through all hours. By nature and education Mrs Prime

was a prim, tidy woman, but it seemed that her peculiar ideas of duty required her to militate against her

nature and education, at any rate in appearance. And this was her lot in life before she had yet reached her

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Dorothea Ray had not been wanting in some feminine attraction. She had ever been brown and homely, but

her features had been wellformed, and her eyes had been bright. Now, as she approached to thirty years of

age, she might have been as welllooking as at any earlier period of her life if it had been her wish to possess

good looks. But she had had no such wish. On the contrary, her desire had been to be ugly, forbidding,

unattractive, almost repulsive; so that, in very truth, she might be known to be a widow indeed. And here I

must not be misunderstood. There was nothing hypocritical about Mrs Prime, nor did she make any attempt

to appear before men to be weighted with a deeper sorrow than that which she truly bore; hypocrisy was by

no means her fault. Her fault was this: that she had taught herself to believe that cheerfulness was a sin, and

that the more she became morose, the nearer would she be to the fruition of those hopes of future happiness

on which her heart was set. In all her words and thoughts she was genuine; but, then, in so very many of them

she was mistaken! This was the wall against which Mrs Ray had allowed herself to be fastened for many

years past, and though the support was strong it must be admitted that it could hardly have been at all times

pleasant.

Mrs Ray had become a widow before she was thirty; and she had grieved for her husband with truest sorrow,

pouring herself out at first in tears, and afterwards expending herself in long hours of vain regrets. But she

had never been rough or hard in her widowhood. It had ever been her nature to be soft. She was a woman all

over, and had about her so much of a woman's prettiness, that she had not altogether divested herself of it,

even when her weepers had been of the broadest. To obtain favour in men's eyes had never been in her mind

since she had first obtained favour in the eyes of him who had been her lord; but yet she had never absolutely

divested herself of her womanly charms, of that look, half retreating, half beseeching, which had won the

heart of the ecclesiastical lawyer. Gradually her weeds and her deep heavy crapes had fallen away from her,

and then, without much thought on the matter, she dressed herself much as did other women of forty or

fortyfivebeing driven, however, on certain occasions by her daughter to a degree of dinginess, not by any

means rivalling that of the daughter herself, but which she would not have achieved had she been left to her

own devices. She was a sweettempered, goodhumoured, loving, timid woman, ever listening and believing

and learning, with a certain aptitude for gentle mirth at her heart which, however, was always being repressed

and controlled by the circumstances of her life. She could gossip over a cup of tea, and enjoy buttered toast

and hot cake very thoroughly, if only there was no one near her to whisper into her ear that any such

enjoyment was wicked. In spite of the sorrows she had suffered she would have taught herself to believe this

world to be a pleasant place, were it not so often preached into her ears that it is a vale of tribulation in which

no satisfaction can abide. And it may be said of Mrs Ray that her religion, though it sufficed her, tormented

her grievously. It sufficed her; and if on such a subject I may venture to give an opinion, I think it was of a

nature to suffice her in that great strait for which it had been prepared. But in this world it tormented her,

carrying her hither and thither, and leaving her in grievous doubt, not as to its own truth in any of its details,

but as to her own conduct under its injunctions, and also as to her own mode of believing it. In truth she

believed too much. She could never divide the minister from the Biblenay, the very clerk in the church was

sacred to her while exercising his functions therein. It never occurred to her to question any word that was

said to her. If a linendraper were to tell her that one coloured calico was better for her than another, she

would take that point as settled by the man's word, and for the time would be free from all doubt on that

heading. So also when the clergyman in his sermon told her that she should live simply and altogether for

heaven, that all thoughts as to this world were wicked thoughts, and that nothing belonging to this world

could be other than painful, full of sorrow and vexations, she would go home believing him absolutely, and

with tearladen eyes would bethink herself how utterly she was a castaway, because of that tea, and cake, and

innocent tittletattle with which the hours of her Saturday evening had been beguiled. She would weakly

resolve that she would laugh no more, and that she would live in truth in a valley of tears. But then as the

bright sun came upon her, and the birds sang around her, and someone that she loved would cling to her and

kiss her, she would be happy in her own despite, and would laugh with a low musical sweet tone, forgetting

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And then that very clergyman himself would torment herhe that told her from the pulpit on Sundays how

frightfully vain were all attempts at worldly happiness. He would come to her on the Monday with a

goodnatured, rather rubicund face, and would ask after all her little worldly belongingsfor he knew of her

history and her meansand he would joke with her, and tell her comfortably of his grown sons and

daughters, who were prospering in worldly matters, and express the fondest solicitude as to their worldly

advancement. Twice or thrice a year Mrs Ray would go to the parsonage, and such evenings would be by no

means hours of wailing. Tea and buttered toast on such occasions would be very manifestly in the ascendant.

Mrs Ray never questioned the propriety of her clergyman's life, nor taught herself to see a discrepancy

between his doctrine and his conduct. But she believed in both, and was unconsciously troubled at having her

belief so varied. She never thought about it, or discovered that her friend allowed himself to be carried away

in his sermons by his zeal, and that he condemned this world in all things, hoping that he might thereby teach

his hearers to condemn it in some things. Mrs Ray would allow herself the privilege of no such argument as

that. It was all gospel to her. The parson in the church, and the parson out of the church, were alike gospels to

her sweet, white, credulous mind; but these differing gospels troubled her and tormented her.

Of that particular clergyman, I may as well here say that he was the Rev. Charles Comfort, and that he was

rector of Cawston, a parish in Devonshire, about two miles out of Baslehurst. Mr Prime had for a year or two

been his curate, and during that term of curacy he had married Dorothea Ray. Then he had died, and his

widow had returned from the house her husband had occupied near the church to her mother's cottage. Mr

Prime had been possessed of some property, and when he died he left his widow in the uncontrolled

possession of two hundred a year. As it was well known that Mrs Ray's income was considerably less than

this, the people of Baslehurst and Cawston had declared how comfortable for Mrs Ray would be this

accession of wealth to the family. But Mrs Ray had not become much the richer. Mrs Prime did no doubt pay

her fair quota towards the maintenance of the humble cottage at Bragg's End, for such was the name of the

spot at which Mrs Ray lived. But she did not do more than this. She established a Dorcas society at

Baslehurst, of which she became permanent president, and spent her money in carrying on this institution in

the manner most pleasing to herself. I fear that Mrs Prime liked to be more powerful at these charitable

meetings than her sister labourers in the same vineyard, and that she achieved this power by the means of her

money. I do not bring this as a heavy accusation against her. In such institutions there is generally need of a

strong, stirring, leading mind. If someone would not assume power, the power needed would not be

exercised. Such a one as Mrs Prime is often necessary. But we all have our own pet temptations, and I think

that Mrs Prime's temptation was a love of power.

It will be understood that Baslehurst is a towna town with a market, and hotels, and a big brewery, and a

square, and street; whereas Cawston is a village, or rather a rural parish, three miles out of Baslehurst north of

it, lying on the river Avon. But Bragg's End, though within the parish of Cawston, lies about a mile and a half

from the Church and village, on the road to Baslehurst, and partakes therefore almost as much of the

township of Baslehurst as it does of the rusticity of Cawston. How Bragg came to such an end, or why this

corner of the parish came to be thus united for ever to Bragg's name, no one in the parish knew. The place

consisted of a little green, and a little wooden bridge, over a little stream that trickled away into the Avon.

Here were clustered half a dozen labourers' cottages, and a beer or cider shop. Standing back from the green

was the house and homestead of Farmer Sturt, and close upon the green, with its garden hedge running down

to the bridge, was the pretty cottage of Mrs Ray. Mr Comfort had known her husband, and he had found for

her this quiet home. It was a pretty place, with one small sittingroom opening back upon the little garden,

and with another somewhat larger fronting towards the road and the green. In the front room Mrs Ray lived,

looking out upon so much of the world as Bragg's End green afforded to her view. The other seemed to be

kept with some faint expectation of company that never came. Many of the widow's neatest belongings were

here preserved in most perfect order; but one may say that they were altogether thrown awayunless indeed

they afforded solace to their owner in the very act of dusting them. Here there were four or five books,

prettily bound, with gilt leaves, arranged in shapes on the small round table. Here also was deposited a

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care and time in its manufacture, but was, I should say, but of little efficacy either for domestic use or

domestic ornament. There were shells on the chimneypiece, and two or three china figures. There was a

birdcage hung in the window but without a bird. It was all very clean, but the room conveyed at first glance

an overpowering idea of its own absolute inutility and vanity. It was capable of answering no purpose for

which men and women use rooms; but he who could have said so to Mrs Ray must have been a cruel and a

hardhearted man.

The other room which looked out upon the green was snug enough, and sufficed for all the widow's wants.

There was a little bookcase laden with books. There was the family table at which they ate their meals; and

there was the little table near the window at which Mrs Ray worked. There was an old sofa, and an old

armchair; and there was, also, a carpet, alas, so old that the poor woman had become painfully aware that she

must soon have either no carpet or a new one. A word or two had already been said between her and Mrs

Prime on that matter, but the word or two had not as yet been comfortable. Then, over the fire, there was an

old round mirror; and, having told of that, I believe I need not further describe the furniture of the

sittingroom at Bragg's End.

But I have not as yet described the whole of Mrs Ray's family. Had I done so, her life would indeed have

been sour, and sorrowful, for she was a woman who especially needed companionship. Though I have

hitherto spoken but of one daughter, I have said that two had been left with her when her husband died. She

had one whom she feared and obeyed, seeing that a master was necessary to her; but she had another whom

she loved and caressed, and I may declare, that some such object for her tenderness was as necessary to her as

the master. She could not have lived without something to kiss, something to tend, something to which she

might speak in short, loving, pet terms of affection. This youngest girl, Rachel, had been only two years old

when her father died, and now, at the time of this story, was not yet quite twenty. Her sister was, in truth,

only seven years her senior, but in all the facts and ways of life she seemed to be the elder by at least half a

century. Rachel indeed, at the time, felt herself to be much nearer of an age with her mother. With her mother

she could laugh and talk, ay, and form little wicked whispered schemes behind the tyrant's back, during some

of those Dorcas hours, in which Mrs Prime would be employed at Baslehurst; schemes, however, for the final

perpetration of which the courage of the elder widow would too frequently be found insufficient.

Rachel Ray was a fairhaired, wellgrown, comely girlvery like her mother in all but this, that whereas

about the mother's eyes there was always a look of weakness, there was a shadowing of coming strength of

character round those of the daughter. On her brow there was written a capacity for sustained purpose which

was wanting to Mrs Ray. Not that the reader is to suppose that she was masterful like her sister. She had been

brought up under Mrs Prime's directions, and had not, as yet, learned to rebel. Nor was she in anyway prone

to domineer. A little wickedness now and then, to the extent, perhaps, of a vain walk into Baslehurst on a

summer evening, a little obstinacy in refusing to explain whither she had been and whom she had seen, a

yawn in church, or a word of complaint as to the length of the second Sunday sermonthese were her sins;

and when rebuked for them by her sister, she would of late toss her head, and look slyly across to her mother,

with an eye that was not penitent. Then Mrs Prime would become black and angry, and would foretell hard

things for her sister, denouncing her as fashioning herself wilfully in the world's ways. On such occasions

Mrs Ray would become very unhappy, believing first in the one child and then in the other. She would defend

Rachel, till her weak defence would be knocked to shivers, and her poor vacillating words taken from out of

her mouth. Then, when forced to acknowledge that Rachel was in danger of backsliding, she would kiss her

and cry over her, and beg her to listen to the sermons. Rachel hitherto had never rebelled. She had never

declared that a walk into Baslehurst was better than a sermon. She had never said out boldly that she liked the

world and its wickedness. But an observer of physiognomy, had such observer been there, might have seen

that the days of such rebellion were coming.

She was a fairhaired girl, with hair, not flaxen, but of lightbrown tintthick, and full, and glossy, so that

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made, being tall and straight, with great appearance of health and strength. She walked as though the motion

were pleasant to her, and easyas though the very act of walking were a pleasure. She was bright too, and

clever in their little cottage, striving hard with her needle to make things look well, and not sparing her

strength in giving household assistance. One little maiden Mrs Ray employed, and a gardener came to her for

half a day once a weekbut I doubt whether the maiden in the house, or the gardener out of the house, did as

much hard work as Rachel. How she had toiled over that carpet, patching it and piecing it! Even Dorothea

could not accuse her of idleness. Therefore Dorothea accused her of profitless industry, because she would

not attend more frequently at those Dorcas meetings.

``But, Dolly, how on earth am I to make my own things, and look after mamma's? Charity begins at home.''

Then had Dorothea put down her huge Dorcas basket, and explained to her sister, at considerable length, her

reading of that text of Scripture. ``One's own clothes must be made all the same,'' Rachel said when the

female preacher had finished. ``And I don't suppose even you would like mamma to go to church without a

decent gown.'' Then Dorothea had seized up her huge basket angrily, and had trudged off into Baslehurst at a

quick paceat a pace much too quick when the summer's heat is consideredand as she went, unhappy

thoughts filled her mind. A coloured dress belonging to Rachel herself had met her eye, and she had heard

tidings ofa young man!

Such tidings, to her ears, were tidings of iniquity, of vanity, of terrible sin; they were tidings which hardly

admitted of being discussed with decency, and which had to be spoken of below the breath. A young man!

Could it be that such disgrace had fallen upon her sister! She had not as yet mentioned the subject to Rachel,

but she had given a dark hint to their afflicted mother.

``No, I didn't see it myself, but I heard it from Miss Pucker.''

``She that was to have been married to William Whitecoat, the baker's son, only he went away to Torquay

and picked up with somebody else. People said he did it because she does squint so dreadfully.''

``Mother!'and Dorothea spoke very sternly as she answered``What does it matter to us about William

Whitecoat, or Miss Pucker's squint? She is a woman eager in doing good.''

``It's only since he left Baslehurst, my dear.''

``Mother!does that matter to Rachel? Will that save her if she be in danger? I tell you that Miss Pucker saw

her walking with that young man from the brewery!''

Though Mrs Ray had been strongly inclined to throw what odium she could upon Miss Pucker, and though

she hated Miss Pucker in her heartat this special momentfor having carried tales against her darling, she

could not deny, even to herself, that a terrible state of things had arrived if it were really true that Rachel had

been seen walking with a young man. She was not bitter on the subject as was Mrs Prime and poor Miss

Pucker, but she was filled full of indefinite horror with regard to young men in general. They were all

regarded by her as wolvesas wolves, either with or without sheep's clothing. I doubt whether she ever

brought it home to herself that those whom she now recognised as the established and wellcredited lords of

the creation had ever been young men themselves. When she heard of a weddingwhen she learned that

some struggling son of Adam had taken to himself a wife, and had settled himself down to the sober work of

the world, she rejoiced greatly, thinking that the son of Adam had done well to get himself married. But

whenever it was whispered into her ear that any young man was looking after a young womanthat he was

taking the only step by which he could hope to find a wife for himselfshe was instantly shocked at the

wickedness of the world, and prayed inwardly that the girl at least might be saved like a brand from the

burning. A young man, in her estimation, was a wicked wild beast, seeking after young women to devour

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some other idea on any special occasion were put into her head. When young Butler Cornbury, the eldest son

of the neighbouring squire, came to Cawston after pretty Patty Comfortfor Patty Comfort was said to have

been the prettiest girl in Devonshireand when Patty Comfort had been allowed to go to the assemblies at

Torquay almost on purpose to meet him, Mrs Ray had thought it all right, because it had been presented to

her mind as all right by the Rector. Butler Cornbury had married Patty Comfort and it was all right. But had

she heard of Patty's dancings without the assistance of a few hints from Mr Comfort himself, her mind would

have worked in a different way.

She certainly desired that her own child Rachel should some day find a husband, and Rachel was already

older than she had been when she married; or than Mrs Prime had been at her wedding; but, nevertheless,

there was something terrible in the very thought ofa young man; and she, though she would fain have

defended her child, hardly knew how to do so otherwise than by discrediting the words of Miss Pucker. ``She

always was very illnatured, you know,'' Mrs Ray ventured to hint.

``Mother!'' said Mrs Prime, in that peculiarly stern voice of hers. ``There can be no reason for supposing that

Miss Pucker wishes to malign the child. It is my belief that Rachel will be in Baslehurst this evening. If so,

she probably intends to meet him again.''

``I know she is going into Baslehurst after tea,'' said Mrs Ray, ``because she has promised to walk with the

Miss Tappitts. She told me so.''

``Exactlywith the brewery girls! Oh, mother!'' Now it is certainly true that the three Miss Tappitts were the

daughters of Bungall and Tappitt, the oldestablished brewers of Baslehurst. They were, at least, the actual

children of Mr Tappitt, who was the sole surviving partner in the brewery. The name of Bungall had for many

years been used merely to give solidity and standing to the Tappitt family. The Miss Tappitts certainly came

from the brewery, and Miss Pucker had said that the young man came from the same quarter. There was

ground in this for much suspicion, and Mrs Ray became uneasy. This conversation between the two widows

had occurred before dinner at the cottage on a Saturdayand it was after dinner that the elder sister had

endeavoured to persuade the younger one to accompany her to the Dorcas workshopbut had endeavoured

in vain.

THE YOUNG MAN FROM THE BREWERY

There were during the summer months four Dorcas afternoons held weekly in Baslehurst, at all of which Mrs

Prime presided. It was her custom to start soon after dinner, so as to reach the working room before three

o'clock, and there she would remain till nine, or as long as the daylight remained. The meeting was held in a

sittingroom belonging to Miss Pucker, for the use of which the Institution paid some moderate rent. The

other ladies, all belonging to Baslehurst, were accustomed to go home to tea in the middle of their labours;

but, as Mrs Prime could not do this because of the distance, she remained with Miss Pucker, paying for such

refreshment as she needed. In this way there came to be a great friendship between Mrs Prime and Miss

Puckeror rather, perhaps, Mrs Prime thus obtained the services of a most obedient minister.

Rachel had on various occasions gone with her sister to the Dorcas meetings, and once or twice had remained

at Miss Pucker's house, drinking tea there. But this she greatly disliked. She was aware, when she did so, that

her sister paid for her, and she thought that Dorothea showed by her behaviour that she was mistress of the

entertainment. And then Rachel greatly disliked Miss Pucker. She disliked that lady's squint, she disliked the

tone of her voice, she disliked her subservience to Mrs Prime, and she especially disliked the vehemence of

her objection toyoung men. When Rachel had last left Miss Pucker's room she had resolved that she would

never again drink tea there. She had not said to herself positively that she would attend no more of the Dorcas

meetingsbut as regarded their summer arrangement this resolve against the teadrinking amounted almost

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It was on this account, I protest, and by no means on account of that young man from the brewery, that

Rachel had with determination opposed her sister's request on this special Saturday. And the refusal had been

made in an unaccustomed manner, owing to the request also having been pressed with unusual vigour.

``Rachel, I particularly wish it, and I think that you ought to come,'' Dorothea had said.

``I had rather not come, Dolly.''

``That means'', continued Mrs Prime, ``that you prefer your pleasure to your dutythat you boldly declare

yourself determined to neglect that which you know you ought to do.''

``I don't know any such thing,'' said Rachel.

``If you think of it you will know it,'' said Mrs Prime.

``At any rate I don't mean to go to Miss Pucker's this afternoon.'' Then Rachel left the room.

It was immediately after this conversation that Mrs Prime uttered to Mrs Ray that terrible hint about the

young man; and at the same time uttered another hint by which she strove to impress upon her mother that

Rachel ought to be kept in subordinationin fact, that the power should not belong to Rachel of choosing

whether she would or would not go to Dorcas meetings. In all such matters, according to Dorothea's view of

the case, Rachel should do as she was bidden. But then how was Rachel to be made to do as she was bidden?

How was her sister to enforce her attendance? Obedience in this world depends as frequently on the weakness

of him who is governed as on the strength of him who governs. That man who was going to the left is ordered

by you with some voice of command to go to the right. When he hesitates you put more command into your

voice, more command into your eyesand then he obeys. Mrs Prime had tried this, but Rachel had not

turned to the right. When Mrs Prime applied for aid to their mother, it was a sign that the power of command

was going from herself. After dinner the elder sister made another little futile attempt, and then, when she had

again failed, she trudged off with her basket.

Mrs Ray and Rachel were left sitting at the open window, looking out upon the mignonette. It was now in

July, when the summer sun is at the hottestand in those southern parts of Devonshire the summer sun in

July is very hot. There is no other part of England like it. The lanes are low and narrow, and not a breath of

air stirs through them. The ground rises in hills on all sides, so that every spot is a sheltered nook. The rich

red earth drinks in the heat and holds it, and no breezes come up from the southern torpid sea. Of all counties

in England Devonshire is the fairest to the eye; but, having known it in its summer glory, I must confess that

those southern regions are not fitted for much noonday summer walking.

``I'm afraid she'll find it very hot with that big basket,'' said Mrs Ray, after a short pause. It must not be

supposed that either she or Rachel were idle because they remained at home. They both had their needles in

their hands, and Rachel was at work, not on that coloured frock of her own which had roused her sister's

suspicion, but on needful aid to her mother's Sunday gown.

``She might have left it in Baslehurst if she liked,'' said Rachel, ``or I would have carried it for her as far as

the bridge, only that she was so angry with me when she went.''

``I don't think she was exactly angry, Rachel.''

``Oh, but she was, mammavery angry. I know by her way of flinging out of the house.''

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``But I don't like going there, mamma. I don't like that Miss Pucker. I can't go without staying to tea, and I

don't like drinking tea there.'' Then there was a little pause. ``You don't want me to godo you, mamma?

How would the things get done here? and you can't like having your tea alone.''

``No; I don't like that at all,'' said Mrs Ray. But she hardly thought of what she was saying. Her mind was

away, working on the subject of that young man. She felt that it was her duty to say something to Rachel, and

yet she did not know what to say. Was she to quote Miss Pucker? It went, moreover, sorely against the grain

with her to disturb the comfort of their present happy moments by any disagreeable allusion. The world gave

her nothing better than those hours in which Rachel was alone with herin which Rachel tended her and

comforted her. No word had been said on a subject so wicked and full of vanity, but Mrs Ray knew that her

evening meal would be brought in at half past five in the shape of a little feasta feast which would not be

spread if Mrs Prime had remained at home. At five o'clock Rachel would slip away and make hot toast, and

would run over the Green to Farmer Sturt's wife for a little thick cream, and there would be a batter cake, and

so there would be a feast. Rachel was excellent at the preparation of such banquets, knowing how to coax the

teapot into a good drawing humour, and being very clever in little comforts; and she would hover about her

mother, in a way very delightful to that lady, making the widow feel for the time that there was a gleam of

sunshine in the valley of tribulation. All that must be over for this afternoon if she spoke of Miss Pucker and

the young man. Yes; and must it not be over for many an afternoon to come? If there were to be distrust

between her and Rachel what would her life be worth to her?

But yet there was her duty! As she sat there looking out into the garden indistinct ideas of what were a

mother's duties to her child lay heavy on her mindideas which were very indistinct, but which were not on

that account the less powerful in their operation. She knew that it behoved her to sacrifice everything to her

child's welfare, but she did not know what special sacrifice she was at this moment called upon to make.

Would it be well that she should leave this matter altogether in the hands of Mrs Prime, and thus, as it were,

abdicate her own authority? Mrs Prime would undertake such a task with much more skill and power of

language than she could use. But then would this be fair to Rachel, and would Rachel obey her sister? Any

explicit direction from herselfif only she could bring herself to give anyRachel would, she thought,

obey. In this way she resolved that she would break the ice and do her duty.

``Are you going into Baslehurst this evening, dear?'' she said.

``Yes, mamma; I shall walk in after teathat is if you don't want me. I told the Miss Tappitts I would meet

them.''

``No; I shan't want you. But, Rachel''

``Well, mamma?''

Mrs Ray did not know how to do it. The matter was surrounded with difficulties. How was she to begin, so as

to introduce the subject of the young man without shocking her child and showing an amount of distrust

which she did not feel? ``Do you like those Miss Tappitts?'' she said.

``Yesin a sort of a way. They are very goodnatured, and one likes to know somebody. I think they are

nicer than Miss Pucker.''

``Oh, yesI never did like Miss Pucker myself. But, Rachel''

``What is it, mamma? I know you've something to say, and that you don't half like to say it. Dolly has been

telling tales about me, and you want to lecture me, only you haven't got the heart. Isn't that it, mamma?'' Then

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``You want to scold me, and you haven't got the heart to do it.''

``My darling, my darling,'' said the mother, stroking her child's soft smooth hair. ``I don't want to scold

youI never want to scold you. I hate scolding anybody.''

``I know you do, mamma.''

``But they have told me something which has frightened me.''

``They! who are they?''

``Your sister told me, and Miss Pucker told her.''

``Oh, Miss Pucker! What business has Miss Pucker with me? If she is to come between us all our happiness

will be over.'' Then Rachel rose from her knees and began to look angry, whereupon her mother was more

frightened than ever. ``But let me hear it, mamma. I've no doubt it is something very awful.''

Mrs Ray looked at her daughter with beseeching eyes, as though praying to be forgiven for having introduced

a subject so disagreeable. ``Dorothea says that on Wednesday evening you were walking under the

churchyard elms withthat young man from the brewery.''

At any rate everything had been said now. The extent of the depravity with which Rachel was to be charged

had been made known to her in the very plainest terms. Mrs Ray as she uttered the terrible words turned first

pale and then redpale with fear and red with shame. As soon as she had spoken them she wished the words

unsaid. Her dislike to Miss Pucker amounted almost to hatred. She felt bitterly even towards her own eldest

daughter. She looked timidly into Rachel's face and unconsciously construed into their true meaning those

lines which formed themselves on the girl's brow and over her eyes.

``Well, mamma; and what else?'' said Rachel.

``Dorothea thinks that perhaps you are going into Baslehurst to meet him again.''

``And suppose I am?''

From the tone in which this question was asked it was clear to Mrs Ray that she was expected to answer it.

And yet what answer could she make?

It had never occurred to her that her child would take upon herself to defend such conduct as that imputed to

her, or that any question would be raised as to the propriety or impropriety of the proceeding. She was by no

means prepared to show why it was so very terrible and iniquitous. She regarded it as a sinknown to be a

sin generallyas is stealing or lying. ``Suppose I am going to walk with him again? what then?''

``Oh, Rachel, who is he? I don't even know his name. I didn't believe it, when Dorothea told me; only as she

did tell me I thought I ought to mention it. Oh dear, oh dear! I hope there is nothing wrong. You were always

so goodI can't believe anything wrong of you.''

``No, mammadon't. Don't think evil of me.''

``I never did, my darling.''

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``I don't know, my dear; I never heard the young man's name.''

``It is Mr Rowan. I did walk with him along the churchyard path when that woman with her sharp squinting

eyes saw me. He does belong to the brewery. He is related in some way to the Tappitts, and was a nephew of

old Mrs Bungall's. He is there as a clerk, and they, say he is to be a partneronly I don't think he ever will,

for he quarrels with Mr Tappitt.''

``Dear, dear!'' said Mrs Ray.

``And now, mamma, you know as much about him as I do; only this, that he went to Exeter this morning, and

does not come back till Monday, so that it is impossible that I should meet him in Baslehurst this

eveningand it was very unkind of Dolly to say so; very unkind indeed.'' Then Rachel gave way and began

to cry.

It certainly did seem to Mrs Ray that Rachel knew a good deal about Mr Rowan. She knew of his kith and

kin, she knew of his prospects and what was like to mar his prospects, and she knew also of his immediate

proceedings, whereabouts, and intentions. Mrs Ray did not logically draw any conclusion from these

premises, but she became uncomfortably assured that there did exist a considerable intimacy between Mr

Rowan and her daughter. And how had it come to pass that this had been allowed to form itself without any

knowledge on her part? Miss Pucker might be odious and disagreeableMrs Ray was inclined to think that

the lady in question was very odious and disagreeablebut must it not be admitted that her little story about

the young man had proved itself to be true?

``I never will go to those nasty rag meetings any more.''

``Oh, Rachel, don't speak in that way.''

``But I won't. I will never put my foot in that woman's room again. They talk nothing but scandal all the time

they are there, and speak any ill they can of the poor young girls whom they talk about. If you don't mind my

knowing Mr Rowan, what is it to them?''

But this was assuming a great deal. Mrs Ray was by no means prepared to say that she did not object to her

daughter's acquaintance with Mr Rowan. ``But I don't know anything about him, my dear. I never heard his

name before.''

``No, mamma; you never did. And I know very little of him; so little that there has been nothing to tellat

least next to nothing, I don't want to have any secrets from you, mamma.''

``But, Rachelhe isn't, is he? I mean there isn't anything particular between him and you? How was it

you were walking with him alone?''

``I wasn't walking with him aloneat least only for a little way. He had been out with his cousins and we

had all been together, and when they went in, of course I was obliged to come home. I couldn't help his

coming along the churchyard path with me. And what if he did, mamma? He couldn't bite me.''

``But, my dear''

``Oh, mammadon't be afraid of me.'' Then she came across, and again knelt at her mother's feet. ``If you'll

trust me I'll tell you everything.''


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Upon hearing this assurance, Mrs Ray of course promised Rachel that she would trust her and expected in

return to be told everything then, at the moment. But she perceived that her daughter did not mean to tell her

anything further at that time. Rachel, when she had received her mother's promise, embraced her warmly,

caressing her and petting her as was her custom, and then after a while she resumed her work. Mrs Ray was

delighted to have the evil thing over, but she could not but feel that the conversation had not terminated as it

should have done.

Soon after that the hour arrived for their little feast, and Rachel went about her work just as merrily and

kindly as though there had been no words about the young man. She went across for the cream, and stayed

gossiping for some few minutes with Mrs Sturt. Then she bustled about the kitchen making the tea and

toasting the bread. She had never been more anxious to make everything comfortable for her mother, and

never more eager in her coaxing way of doing honour to the good things which she had prepared; but,

through it all, her mother was aware that everything was not right; there was something in Rachel's voice

which betrayed inward uneasinesssomething in the vivacity of her movements that was not quite true to

her usual nature. Mrs Ray felt that it was so, and could not therefore be altogether at her ease. She pretended

to enjoy herselfbut Rachel knew that her joy was not real. Nothing further, however, was said, either

regarding that evening's walk into Baslehurst, or touching that other walk as to which Miss Pucker's tale had

been told. Mrs Ray had done as much as her courage enabled her to attempt on that occasion.

When the teadrinking was over, and the cups and spoons had been tidily put away, Rachel prepared herself

for her walk. She had been very careful that nothing should be hurriedthat there should be no apparent

anxiety on her part to leave her mother quickly. And even when all was done, she would not go without some

assurance of her mother's goodwill. ``If you have any wish that I should stay, mamma, I don't care in the least

about going.''

``No, my dear; I don't want you to stay at all.''

``Your dress is finished.''

``Thank you, my dear; you have been very good.''

``I haven't been good at all; but I will be good if you'll trust me.''

``I will trust you.''

``At any rate you need not be afraid tonight, for I am only going to take a walk with these three girls across

the church meadows. They're always very civil, and I don't like to turn my back upon them.''

``I don't wish you to turn your back upon them.''

``It's stupid not to know anybody; isn't it?''

``I dare say it is,'' said Mrs Ray. Then Rachel had finished tying on her hat, and she walked forth.

For more than two hours after that the widow sat alone, thinking of her children. As regarded Mrs Prime,

there was at any rate no cause for trembling, timid thoughts. She might be regarded as being safe from the

world's wicked allurements. She was founded like a strong rock, and was, with her steadfast earnestness, a

staff on which her weaker mother might lean with security. But then she was so sternand her very strength

was so oppressive! Rachel was weaker, more worldly, given terribly to vain desires and thoughts that were

almost wicked; but then it was so pleasant to live with her! And Rachel, though weak and worldly and almost

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all, the world was so very bad a place, and whether the wickedness of tea and toast, and of other creature

comforts, could be so very great. ``I wonder what sort of a young man he is,'' she said to herself.

Mrs Prime's return was always timed with the regularity of clockwork. At this period of the year she

invariably came in exactly at half past nine. Mrs Ray was very anxious that Rachel should come in first, so

that nothing should be said of her walk on this evening, she had been unwilling to imply distrust by making

any special request on this occasion, and had therefore said nothing on the subject as Rachel went; but she

had carefully watched the clock, and had become uneasy as the time came round for Mrs Prime's appearance.

Exactly at half past nine she entered the house, bringing with her the heavy basket laden with work, and

bringing with her also a face full of the deepest displeasure, she said nothing as she seated herself wearily on

a chair against the wall; but her manner was such as to make it impossible that her mother should not notice

it, ``Is there anything wrong, Dorothea?'' she said.

``Rachel has not come home yet, of course?'' said Mrs Prime.

``No; not yet. She is with the Miss Tappitts.''

``No, mother, she is not with the Miss Tappitts:'' and her voice, as she said these words, was dreadful to the

mother's ears.

``Isn't she? I thought she was. Do you know where she is?''

``Who is to say where she is? Half an hour since I saw her alone with''

``With whom? Not with that young man from the brewery, for he is at Exeter.''

``Mother, he is herein Baslehurst! Half an hour since he and Rachel were standing alone together beneath

the elms in the churchyard. I saw them with my own eyes.''

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There was plenty of time for full inquiry and full reply between Mrs Ray and Mrs Prime before Rachel

opened the cottage door and interrupted them. It was then nearly half past ten. Rachel had never been so late

before. The last streak of the sun's reflection in the east had vanished, the last ruddy line of evening light had

gone, and the darkness of the coming night was upon them. The hour was late for any girl such as Rachel Ray

to be out alone.

There had been a long discussion between the mother and the elder daughter; and Mrs Ray, believing

implicitly in the last announcements made to her, was full of fears for her child. The utmost rigour of

selfdenying propriety should have been exercised by Rachel, whereas her conduct had been too dreadful

almost to be described. Two or three hours since, Mrs Ray had fondly promised that she would trust her

younger daughter, and had let her forth alone, proud in seeing her so comely as she went. An idea had almost

entered her mind that if the young man was very steady, such an acquaintance might perhaps be not

altogether wicked. But everything was changed now. All the happiness of her trust was gone. All her sweet

hopes were crushed. Her heart was filled with fear, and her face was pale with sorrow.

``Why should she know where he was to be?'' Dorothea had asked. ``But he is not at Exeterhe is here, and

she was with him.'' Then the two had sat gloomily together till Rachel returned. As she came in there was a

little forced laugh upon her face. ``I am late; am I not?'' she said. ``Oh, Rachel, very late!'' said her mother.

``It is half past ten,'' said Mrs Prime. ``Oh, Dolly, don't speak with that terrible voice, as though the world

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fight.

But it may be as well to say a few words about the firm of Messrs Bungall and Tappitt, about the Tappitt

family generally, and about Mr Luke Rowan, before any further portion of the history of that evening is

written.

Why there should have been any brewery at all at Baslehurst, seeing that everybody in that part of the world

drinks cider, or how, under such circumstances, Messrs Bungall and Tappitt had managed to live upon the

proceeds of their trade, I cannot pretend to say. Baslehurst is in the heart of the Devonshire cider country. It is

surrounded by orchards, and farmers talk there of their apples as they do of their cheese in Cheshire, of their

wheat in Essex, or their sheep in Lincolnshire. Men drink cider by the gallonby the gallon daily; cider

presses are to be found at every squire's house, at every parsonage, and every farm homestead. The trade of a

brewer at Baslehurst would seem to be as profitless as that of a breechesmaker in the Highlands, or a

shoemaker in Connaughtbut nevertheless Bungall and Tappitt had been brewers in Baslehurst for the last

fifty years and had managed to live out of their brewery.

It is not to be supposed that they were great men like the mighty men of beer known of oldsuch as Barclay

and Perkins, or Reid and Co. Nor were they new, and pink, and prosperous, going into Parliament for this

borough and that, just as they pleased, like the modern heroes of the bitter cask. When the student at Oxford

was asked what man had most benefited humanity, and when he answered ``Bass,'' I think that he should not

have been plucked. It was a fair average answer. But no student at any university could have said as much for

Bungall and Tappitt without deserving utter disgrace, and whatever penance an outraged examiner could

inflict. It was a sour and muddy stream that flowed from their vats; a beverage disagreeable to the palate, and

very cold and uncomfortable to the stomach. Who drank it I could never learn. It was to be found at no

respectable inn. It was admitted at no private gentleman's table. The farmers knew nothing of it. The

labourers drenched themselves habitually with cider. Nevertheless the brewery of Messrs Bungall and Tappitt

was kept going, and the large ugly square brick house in which the Tappitt family lived was warm and

comfortable. There is something in the very name of beer that makes money.

Old Bungall, he who first established the house, was still remembered by the seniors of Baslehurst, but he

had been dead more than twenty years before the period of my story. He had been a short, fat old man, not

much above five feet high, very silent, very hard, and very ignorant. But he had understood business, and had

established the firm on a solid foundation. Late in life he had taken into partnership his nephew Tappitt, and

during his life had been a severe taskmaster to his partner. Indeed the firm had only assumed its present name

on the demise of Bungall. As long as he had lived it had been Bungall's brewery. When the days of mourning

were over, thenand not till thenMr Tappitt had put up a board with the joint names of the firm as at

present called.

It was believed in Baslehurst that Mr Bungall had not bequeathed his undivided interest in the concern to his

nephew. Indeed people went so far as to say that he had left away from Mr Tappitt all that he could leave.

The truth in that respect may as well be told at once. His widow had possessed a third of the profits of the

concern, in lieu of her right to a full half share in the concern, which would have carried with it the onus of a

full half share of the work. That third and those rights she had left to her nephewor rather to her

greatnephew, Luke Rowan. It was not, however, in this young man's power to walk into the brewery and

claim a seat there as a partner. It was not in his power to do so, even if such should be his wish. When old

Mrs Bungall died at Dawlish at the very advanced age of ninetyseven, there came to be, as was natural,

some little dispute between Mr Tappitt and his distant connection, Luke Rowan. Mr Tappitt suggested that

Luke should take a thousand pounds down, and walk forth free from all contamination of malt and hops.

Luke's attorney asked for ten thousand. Luke Rowan at the time was articled to a lawyer in London, and as

the dinginess of the chambers which he frequented in Lincoln's Inn Fields appeared to him less attractive than

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should place himself there as a clerk for twelve months, drawing a certain moderate income out of the

concern; and that if at the end of the year he should show himself to be able, and feel himself to be willing, to

act as a partner, the firm should be changed to Tappitt and Rowan, and he should be established permanently

as a Baslehurst brewer. Some information, however, beyond this has already been given to the reader

respecting Mr Rowan's prospects. ``I don't think he ever will be a partner,'' Rachel had said to her mother,

``because he quarrels with Mr Tappitt.'' She had been very accurate in her statement. Mr Rowan had now

been three months at Baslehurst, and had not altogether found the ways of his relative pleasant. Mr Tappitt

wished to treat him as a clerk, whereas he wished to be treated as a partner. And Mr Tappitt had by no means

found the ways of the young man to be pleasant. Young Rowan was not idle, nor did he lack intelligence;

indeed he possessed more energy and cleverness than, in Tappitt's opinion, were necessary to the position of

a brewer in Baslehurst; but he was by no means willing to use these good gifts in the manner indicated by the

sole existing owner of the concern. Mr Tappitt wished that Rowan should learn brewing on a stool, and that

the lessons should be purely arithmetical. Luke was instructed as to the use of certain dull, dingy,

disagreeable ledgers, and informed that in them lay the natural work of a brewer. But he desired to learn the

chemical action of malt and hops upon each other, and had not been a fortnight in the concern before he

suggested to Mr Tappitt that by a salutary process, which he described, the liquor might be made less muddy.

``Let us brew good beer,'' he had said; and then Tappitt had known that it would not do. ``Yes,'' said Tappitt,

``and sell for twopence a pint what will cost you threepence to make!'' ``That's what we've got to look to,''

said Rowan. ``I believe it can be done for the moneyonly one must learn how to do it.'' ``I've been at it all

my life,'' Tappitt said. ``Yes, Mr Tappitt; but it is only now that men are beginning to appreciate all that

chemistry can do for them. If you'll allow me I'll make an experiment on a small scale.'' After that Mr Tappitt

had declared emphatically to his wife that Luke Rowan should never become a partner of his. ``He would

ruin any business in the world,'' said Tappitt. ``And as to conceit!'' It is true that Rowan was conceited, and

perhaps true also that he would have ruined the brewery had he been allowed to have his own way.

But Mrs Tappitt by no means held him in such aversion as did her husband. He was a wellgrown,

goodlooking young man for whom his friends had made comfortable provision, and Mrs Tappitt had three

marriageable daughters. Her ideas on the subject of young men in general were by no means identical with

those held by Mrs Ray. She was aware how frequently it happened that a young partner would marry a

daughter of the senior in the house, and it seemed to her that special provision for such an arrangement was

made in this case. Young Rowan was living in her house, and was naturally thrown into great intimacy with

her girls. It was clear to her quick eye that he was of a susceptible disposition, fond of ladies' society, and

altogether prone to those pleasant prematrimonial conversations, from the effects of which it is so difficult for

an inexperienced young man to make his escape. Mrs Tappitt was minded to devote to him Augusta, the

second of her flockbut not so minded with any obstinacy of resolution. If Luke should prefer Martha, the

elder, or Cherry, the younger girl, Mrs Tappitt would make no objection; but she expected that he should do

his duty by taking one of them. ``Laws, T., don't be so foolish,'' she said to her husband, when he made his

complaint to her. She always called her husband T., unless when the solemnity of some special occasion

justified her in addressing him as Mr Tappitt. To have called him Tom or Thomas, would, in her estimation,

have been very vulgar. ``Don't be so foolish. Did you never have to do with a young man before? Those

tantrums will all blow off when he gets himself into harness.'' The tantrums spoken of were Rowan's insane

desire to brew good beer, but they were of so fatal a nature that Tappitt was determined not to submit himself

to them. Luke Rowan should never be partner of hisnot though he had twenty daughters waiting to be

married!

Rachel had been acquainted with the Tappitts before young Rowan had come to Baslehurst, and had been

made known to him by them all collectively. Had they shared their mother's prudence they would probably

not have done anything so rash. Rachel was betterlooking than either of themthough that fact perhaps

might not have been known to them. But in justice to them all I must say that they lacked their mother's

prudence, They were goodhumoured, laughing, ordinary girlsvery much alike, with long brown curls,

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her mother's eyes, the beauty. But the girls themselves, when their distant cousin had come amongst them,

had not thought of appropriating him. When, after the first day, they became intimate with him, they

promised to introduce him to the beauties of the neighbourhood, and Cherry had declared her conviction that

he would fall in love with Rachel Ray directly he saw her. ``She is tall, you know,'' said Cherry, ``a great deal

taller than us.'' ``Then I'm sure I shan't like her,'' Luke had said. ``Oh, but you must like her, because she is a

friend of ours,'' Cherry had answered; ``and I shouldn't be a bit surprised if you fell violently in love with

her.'' Mrs Tappitt did not hear all this, but, nevertheless, she began to entertain a dislike to Rachel. It must not

be supposed that she admitted her daughter Augusta to any participation in her plans. Mrs Tappitt could

scheme for her child, but she could not teach her child to scheme. As regarded the girl, it must all fall out

after the natural, pleasant, everyday fashion of such things; but Mrs Tappitt considered that her own natural

advantages were so great that she could make the thing fall out as she wished. When she was informed about

a fortnight after Rowan's arrival in Baslehurst that Rachel Ray had been walking with the party from the

brewery, she could not prevent herself from saying an illnatured word or two. ``Rachel Ray is all very well,''

she said, ``but she is not the person whom you should show off to a stranger as your particular friend.''

``Why not, mamma?'' said Cherry.

``Why not, my dear! There are reasons why not, Mrs Ray is very well in her way, but''

``Her husband was a gentleman,'' said Martha, ``and a great friend of Mr Comfort's.''

``My dear, I have nothing to say against her,'' said the mother, ``only this; that she does not go among the

people we know. There is Mrs Prime, the other daughter; her great friend is Miss Pucker. I don't suppose you

want to be very intimate with Miss Pucker.'' The brewer's wife had a position in Baslehurst and wished that

her daughters should maintain it,

It will now be understood in what way Rachel had formed her acquaintance with Luke Rowan, and I think it

may certainly be admitted that she had been guilty of no great improprietyunless, indeed, she had been

wrong in saying nothing of the acquaintance to her mother. Previous to those illnatured tidings brought

home as to the first churchyard meeting Rachel had seen him but twice. On the first occasion she had thought

but little of itbut little of Luke himself or of her acquaintance with him. In simple truth the matter had

passed from her mind, and therefore she had not spoken of it. When they met the second time, Luke had

walked much of the way home with herwith her alonehaving joined himself to her when the Tappitt

girls went into their house as Rachel had afterwards described to her mother. In all that she had said she had

spoken absolutely the truth; but it cannot be pleaded on her behalf that after this second meeting with Mr

Rowan she had said nothing of him because she had thought nothing. She had indeed thought much, but it

had seemed well to her to keep her thoughts to herself.

The Tappitt girls had by no means given up their friend because their mother had objected to Miss Pucker;

and when Rachel met them on that Saturday eveningthat fatal Saturdaythey were very gracious to her.

The brewery at Baslehurst stood on the outskirts of the town, in a narrow lane which led from the church into

the High Street. This laneBrewery Lane, as it was calledwas not the main approach to the church; but

from the lane there was a stile into the churchyard, and a gate, opened on Sundays, by which people on that

side reached the church. From the opposite side of the churchyard a road led away to the foot of the High

Street, and out towards the bridge which divided the town from the parish of Cawston. Along one side of this

road there was a double row of elms, having a footpath beneath them. This old avenue began within the

churchyard, running across the lower end of it, and was continued for some two hundred yards beyond its

precincts. This, then, would be the way which Rachel would naturally take in going home, after leaving the

Miss Tappitts at their door; but it was by no means the way which was the nearest for Mrs Prime after leaving

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And it must also be explained that there was a third path out of the churchyard, not leading into any road but

going right away across the fields. The church stood rather high, so that the land sloped away from it towards

the west, and the view there was very pretty. The path led down through a small field, with high hedgerows,

and by orchards, to two little hamlets belonging to Baslehurst, and this was a favourite walk with the people

of the town. It was here that Rachel had walked with the Miss Tappitts on that evening when Luke Rowan

had first accompanied her as far as Cawston Bridge, and it was here that they agreed to walk again on the

Saturday when Rowan was supposed to be away at Exeter. Rachel was to come along under the elms, and

was to meet her friends there, or in the churchyard, or, if not so, then she was to call for them at the brewery.

She found the three girls leaning against the rails near the churchyard stile. ``We have been waiting ever so

long,'' said Cherry, who was more specially Rachel's friend.

``Oh, but I said you were not to wait,'' said Rachel, ``for I never am quite sure whether I can come,''

``We knew you'd come,'' said Augusta, ``because''

``Because what?'' asked Rachel.

``Because nothing,'' said Cherry. ``She's only joking.''

Rachel said nothing more, not having understood the point of the joke. The joke was thisthat Luke Rowan

had come back from Exeter, and that Rachel was supposed to have heard of his return, and therefore that her

coming for the walk was certain. But Augusta had not intended to be illnatured, and had not really believed

what she had been about to insinuate. ``The fact is'', said Martha, ``that Mr Rowan has come home; but I don't

suppose we shall see anything of him this evening as he is busy with papa.''

Rachel for a few minutes became silent and thoughtful. Her mind had not yet freed itself from the effects of

her conversation with her mother, and she had been thinking of this young man during the whole of the

solitary walk into town. But she had been thinking of him as we think of matters which need not put us to any

immediate trouble. He was away at Exeter, and she would have time to decide whether or no she would admit

his proffered intimacy before she should see him again. ``I do so hope we shall be friends,'' he had said to her

as he gave her his hand when they parted on Cawston Bridge. And then he had muttered something, which

she had not quite caught, as to Baslehurst being altogether another place to him since he had seen her. She

had hurried home on that occasion with a feeling half pleasant and half painful, that something out of the

usual course had occurred to her. But, after all, it amounted to nothing. What was there that she could tell her

mother? She had no special tale to tell, and yet she could not speak of young Rowan as she would have

spoken of a chance acquaintance. Was she not conscious that he had pressed her hand warmly as he parted

from her?

Rachel herself entertained much of that indefinite fear of young men which so strongly pervaded her mother's

mind, and which, as regarded her sister, had altogether ceased to be indefinite. Rachel knew that they were

the natural enemies of her special class, and that any kind of friendship might be allowed to her except a

friendship with any of them. And as she was a good girl, loving her mother, anxious to do well, guided by

pure thoughts, she felt aware that Mr Rowan should be shunned. Had it not been that he himself had told her

that he was to be in Exeter, she would not have come out to walk with the brewery girls on that evening.

What she might hereafter decide upon doing, how these affairs might be made to arrange themselves, she by

no means could foreseebut on that evening she had thought she would be safe, and therefore she had come

out to walk.

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``It won't be till the week after,'' said Augusta.

``At any rate, we are going to have a party, and you must come. You'll get a regular invite, you know, when

they're sent out. Mr Rowan's mother and sister are coming down on a visit to us for a few days, and so we're

going to be quite smart.''

``I don't know about going to a party. I suppose it is for a dance?''

``Of course it is for a dance,'' said Martha.

``And of course you'll come and dance with Luke Rowan,'' said Cherry. Nothing could be more imprudent

than Cherry Tappitt, and Augusta was beginning to be aware of this, though she had not been allowed to

participate in her mother's schemes. After that, there was much talking about the party, but the conversation

was chiefly kept up by the Tappitt girls. Rachel was almost sure that her mother would not like her to go to a

dance, and was quite sure that her sister would oppose such iniquity with all her power; therefore she made

no promise. But she listened as the list was repeated of those who were expected to come, and asked some

few questions as to Mrs Rowan and her daughter. Then, at a sudden turn of a lane, a lane that led back to the

town by another route, they met Luke Rowan himself.

He was a cousin of the Tappitts, and therefore, though the relationship was not near, he had already assumed

the privilege of calling them by their Christian names; and Martha, who was nearly thirty years old, and four

years his senior, had taught herself to call him Luke; with the other two he was as yet Mr Rowan. The

greeting was of course very friendly, and he returned with them on their path. To Rachel he raised his hat,

and then offered his hand. She had felt herself to be confused the moment she saw himso confused that she

was not able to ask him how he was with ordinary composure. She was very angry with herself, and heartily

wished that she was seated with the Dorcas women at Miss Pucker's. Any position would have been better for

her than this, in which she was disgracing herself and showing that she could not bear herself before this

young man as though he were no more than an ordinary acquaintance. Her mind would revert to that

handsqueezing, to those muttered words and to her mother's caution. When he remarked to her that he had

come back earlier than he expected, she could not take his words as though they signified nothing. His

sudden return was a momentous fact to her, putting her out of her usual quiet mode of thought, she said little

or nothing, and he, at any rate, did not observe that she was confused; but she was herself so conscious of it,

that it seemed to her that all of them must have seen it.

Thus they sauntered along, back to the outskirts of the town, and so into the brewery lane, by a route opposite

to that of the churchyard. The whole way they talked of nothing but the party. Was Miss Rowan fond of

dancing? Then by degrees the girls called her Mary, declaring that as she was a cousin they intended so to do.

And Luke said that he ought to be called by his Christian name; and the two younger girls agreed that he was

entitled to the privilege, only they would ask mamma first; and in this way they were becoming very intimate.

Rachel said but little, and perhaps not much that was said was addressed specially to her, but she seemed to

feel that she was included in the friendliness of the gathering. Every now and then Luke Rowan would

address her, and his voice was pleasant to her ears. He had made an effort to walk next to heran attempt

almost too slight to be called an effort, which she had, almost unconsciously, frustrated, by so placing herself

that Augusta should be between them. Augusta was not quite in a good humour, and said one or two words

which were slightly snubbing in their tendency; but this was more than atoned for by Cherry's high good

humour.

When they reached the brewery they all declared themselves to be very much astonished on learning that it

was already past nine, Rachel's surprise, at any rate, was real. ``I must go home at once,'' she said; ``I don't

know what mamma will think of me.'' And then, wishing them all goodbye, without further delay she hurried

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``I'll see you safe through the ghosts, at any rate,'' said Rowan.

``I'm not a bit afraid of churchyard ghosts,'' said Rachel, moving on. But Rowan followed her.

``I've got to go into town to meet your father,'' said he to the other girls, ``and I'll be back with him.''

Augusta saw with some annoyance that he had overtaken Rachel before she had passed over the stile, and

stood lingering at the door long enough to be aware that Luke was over first. ``That girl is a flirt, after all,''

she said to her sister Martha.

Luke was over the stile first, and then turned round to assist Miss Ray. She could not refuse him her hand in

such a position; or if she could have done so she lacked the presence of mind that was necessary for such a

refusal. ``You must let me walk home with you,'' he said.

``Indeed I will do no such thing. You told Augusta that you were going to her papa in the town.''

``So I am, but I will see you first as far as the bridge; you can't refuse me that.''

``Indeed I can, and indeed I will. I beg you won't come, I am sure you would not wish to annoy me.''

``Look,'' said he, pointing to the west; ``did you ever see such a setting sun as that? Did you ever see such

bloodred colour?'' The light was very wonderful, for the sun had just gone down and all the western heavens

were Crimson with its departing glory. In the few moments that they stood there gazing it might almost have

been believed that some portentous miracle had happened, so deep and dark, and yet so bright, were the hues

of the horizon. It seemed as though the lands below the hill were bathed in blood. The elm trees interrupted

their view, so that they could only look out through the spaces between their trunks. ``Come to the stile,'' said

he. ``If you were to live a thousand years you might never again see such a sunset as that. You would never

forgive yourself if you missed it, just that you might save three minutes.''

Rachel stepped with him towards the stile; but it was not solely his entreaty that made her do so. As he spoke

of the sun's glory her sharp ear caught the sound of a woman's foot close to the stile over which she had

passed, and knowing that she could not escape at once from Luke Rowan, she had left the main path through

the churchyard, in order that the newcomer might not see her there talking to him. So she accompanied him

on till they stood between the trees, and then they remained encompassed as it were in the full light of the

sun's rays. But if her ears had been sharp, so were the eyes of this newcomer. And while she stood there with

Rowan beneath the elms, her sister stood a while also on the churchyard path and recognised the figures of

them both.

``Rachel,'' said he, after they had remained there in silence for a moment, ``live as long as you may, never on

God's earth will you look on any sight more lovely than that. Ah! do you see the man's arm, as it were; the

deep purple cloud, like a huge hand stretched out from some other world to take you? Do you see it?''

The sound of his voice was very pleasant. His words to her young ears seemed full of poetry and sweet

mysterious romance. He spoke to her as no oneno man or womanhad ever spoken to her before. She had

a feeling, as painful as it was delicious, that the man's words were sweet with a sweetness which she had

known in her dreams. He had asked her a question, and repeated it, so that she was all but driven to answer

him; but still she was full of the one great fact that he had called her Rachel, and that he must be rebuked for

so calling her. But how could she rebuke a man who had bid her look at god's beautiful works in such

language as he had used?

``Yes, I see it; it is very grand; but''


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``There were the fingers, but you see how they are melting away. The arm is there still, but the hand is gone.

You and I can trace it because we saw it when it was clear, but we could not now show it to another. I wonder

whether anyone else saw that hand and arm, or only you and I. I should like to think that it was shown to us,

and us only.''

It was impossible for her now to go back upon that word Rachel. She must pass it by as though she had not

heard it. ``All the world might have seen it had they looked,'' said she.

``Perhaps not. Do you think that all eyes can see alike?''

``Well, yes; I suppose so.''

``All eyes will see a loaf of bread alike, or a churchyard stile, but all eyes will not see the clouds alike. Do

you not often find worlds among the clouds? I do.''

``Worlds!'' she said, amazed at his energy; and then she bethought herself that he was right. She would never

have seen that hand and arm had he not been there to show it her. So she gazed down upon the changing

colours of the horizon, and almost forgot that she should not have lingered there a moment.

And yet there was a strong feeling upon her that she was sinkingsinkingsinking away into iniquity. She

ought not to have stood there an instant, she ought not to have been there with him at alland yet she

lingered. Now that she was there she hardly knew how to move herself away.

``Yes; worlds among the clouds,'' he continued; but before he did so there had been silence between them for

a minute or two. ``Do you never feel that you look into other worlds beyond this one in which you eat, and

drink, and sleep? Have you no other worlds in your dreams?'' Yes; such dreams she had known, and now, she

almost thought that she could remember to have seen strange forms in the clouds. She knew that henceforth

she would watch the clouds and find them there. She looked down into the flood of light beneath her, with a

full consciousness that he was close to her, touching her; with a full consciousness that every moment that

she lingered there was a new sin; with a full consciousness, too, that the beauty of those fading colours seen

thus in his presence possessed a charm, a sense of soft delight, which she had never known before. At last she

uttered a long sigh.

``Why, what ails you?'' said he.

``Oh, I must go; I have been so wrong to stand here. Goodbye; pray do not come with me.''

``But you will shake hands with me.'' Then he got her hand, and held it. ``Why should it be wrong for you to

stand and look at the sunset? Am I an ogre? Have I done anything that should make you afraid of me?''

``Do not hold me. Mr Rowan, I did not think you would behave like that.'' The gloom of the evening was now

coming on, and though but a few minutes had passed since Mrs Prime had walked through the churchyard,

she would not have been able to recognise them had she walked there now. ``It is getting dark, and I must go

instantly.''

``Let me go with you, then, as far as the bridge.''

``No, no, no, pray do not vex me.''

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``I am not afraid of youat leastyou know what I mean.''

``I wonderI wonder whetheryou dislike me.''

``I don't dislike anybody. Goodnight.''

He had however again got her hand. ``I'll tell you why I askbecause I like you so much, so very much!

Why should we not be friends? Well; there. I will not trouble you now. I will not stir from here till you are

out of sight. But mind remember this; I intend that you shall like me.''

She was gone from him, fleeing away along the path in a run while the last words were being spoken; and

yet, though they were spoken in a low voice, she heard and remembered every syllable. What did the man

mean by saying that he intended that she should like him? Like him! How could she fail of liking him? Only

was it not incumbent on her to take some steps which might save her from ever seeing him again? Like him,

indeed! What was the meaning of the word? Had he intended to ask her to love him? And if so, what answer

must she make?

How beautiful had been those clouds! As soon as she was beyond the church wall, so that she could look

again to the west, she gazed with all her eyes to see if there were still a remnant left of that arm. No; it had all

melted into a monstrous shape, indistinct and gloomy, partaking of the darkness of night. The brightness of

the vision was gone. But he bade her look into the clouds for new worlds, and she seemed to feel that there

was a hidden meaning in his words. As she looked out into the coming darkness, a mystery crept over her, a

sense of something wonderful that was out there, awayof something so full of mystery that she could not

tell whether she was thinking of the hidden distances of the horizon, or of the distances of her own future life,

which were still further off and more closely hidden. She found herself trembling, sighing, almost sobbing,

and then she ran again. He had wrapped her in his influence, and filled her full of the magnetism of his own

being. Her woman's weaknessthe peculiar susceptibility of her nature, had never before been touched, she

had now heard the first word of romance that had ever reached her ears, and it had fallen upon her with so

great a power that she was overwhelmed.

Words of romance! Words direct from the Evil One, Mrs Prime would have called them! And in saying so

she would have spoken the belief of many a good woman and many a good man. She herself was a good

womana sincere, honest, hardworking, selfdenying woman; a woman who struggled hard to do her duty

as she believed it had been taught to her. She, as she walked through the churchyardhaving come down the

brewery lane with some inkling that her sister might be therehad been struck with horror at seeing Rachel

standing with that man. What should she do? She paused a moment to ask herself whether she would return

for her; but she said to herself that her sister was obstinate, that a scene would be occasioned, that she would

do no goodand so she passed on. Words of romance, indeed! Must not all such words be words from the

Father of Lies, seeing that they are words of falseness? Some such thoughts passed, through her mind as she

walked home, thing of her sister's iniquity, of her sister who must be saved, like a brand from the fire, but

whose saving could now be effected only by the sternest of discipline. The hours at the Dorcas meetings must

be made longer, and Rachel must always be there.

In the mean time Rachel hurried home with her spirits all atremble. Of her immediately coming encounter

with her mother and her sister she hardly thought much before she reached the door. She thought only of him,

how beautiful he was, how grandand how dangerous; of him and his words how beautiful they were, how

grand, and how terribly dangerous! She knew that it was very late and she hurried her steps. She knew that

her mother must be appeased, and her sister must be opposedbut neither to her mother nor to her sister was

given the depth of her thoughts. She was still thinking of him, and of the man's arm in the clouds, when she

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WHAT SHALL BE DONE ABOUT IT?

Rachel was still thinking of Luke Rowan and of the man's arm when she opened the cottage door, but the

sight of her sister's face, and the tone of her sister's voice, soon brought her back to a full consciousness of

her immediate present position. ``Oh, Dolly, do not speak with that terrible voice, as though the world were

coming to an end,'' she said, in answer to the first note of objurgation that was uttered; but the notes that came

afterwards were so much more terrible, so much more severe, that Rachel found herself quite unable to stop

them by any wouldbe joking tone.

Mrs Prime was desirous that her mother should speak the words of censure that must be spoken. She would

have preferred herself to remain silent, knowing that she could be as severe in her silence as in her speech, if

only her mother would use the occasion as it should be used. Mrs Ray had been made to feel how great was

the necessity for outspoken severity; but when the moment came, and her dear beautiful child stood there

before her, she could not utter the words with which she had been already prompted. ``Oh, Rachel,'' she said,

``Dorothea tells me'' and then she stopped.

``What has Dorothea told you?'' asked Rachel.

``I have told her'', said Mrs Prime, now speaking out, ``that I saw you standing alone an hour since with that

young manin the churchyard. And yet you had said that he was to have been away in Exeter!''

Rachel's cheeks and forehead were now suffused with red. We used to think, when we pretended to read the

faces of our neighbours, that a rising blush betrayed a conscious falsehood. For the most part we know better

now, and have learned to decipher more accurately the outward signs which are given by the impulses of the

heart. An unmerited accusation of untruth will ever bring the blood to the face of the young and innocent. But

Mrs Ray was among the ignorant in this matter, and she groaned inwardly when she saw her child's

confusion.

``Oh, Rachel, is it true?'' she said.

``Is what true, mamma? It is true that Mr Rowan spoke to me in the churchyard, though I did not know that

Dorothea was acting as a spy on me.''

``Rachel, Rachel!'' said the mother.

``It is very necessary that someone should act the spy on you,'' said the sister. ``A spy, indeed! You think to

anger me by using such a word, but I will not be angered by any words. I went there to look after you, fearing

that there was occasionfearing it, but hardly thinking it. Now we know that there was occasion.''

``There was no occasion,'' said Rachel, looking into her sister's face with eyes of which the incipient strength

was becoming manifest. ``There was no occasion. Oh, mamma, you do not think there was an occasion for

watching me?''

``Why did you say that that young man was at Exeter?'' asked Mrs Prime.

``Because he had told me that he would be therehe had told us all so, as we were walking together. He

came today instead of coming tomorrow. What would you say if I questioned you in that way about your

friends?'' Then, when the words had passed from her lips, she remembered that she should not have called Mr

Rowan her friend. She had never called him so, in thinking of him, to herself. She had never admitted that she

had any regard for him. She had acknowledged to herself that it would be very dangerous to entertain

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``Friend, Rachel!'' said Mrs Prime. ``If you look for such friendship as that, who can say what will come to

you?''

``I haven't looked for it. I haven't looked for anything. People do get to know each other without any looking,

and they can't help it.''

Then Mrs Prime took off her bonnet and her shawl, and Rachel laid down her hat and her little light summer

cloak; but it must not be supposed that the war was suspended during these operations. Mrs Prime was aware

that a great deal more must be said, but she was very anxious that her mother should say it. Rachel also knew

that much more would be said, and she was by no means anxious that the subject should be dropped if only

she could talk her mother over to her side.

``If mother thinks it right,'' exclaimed Mrs Prime, ``that you should be standing alone with a young man after

nightfall in the churchyard, then I have done. In that case I will say no more. But I must tell her, and I must

tell you also, that if it is to be so, I cannot remain at the cottage any longer.''

``Oh, Dorothea!'' said Mrs Ray.

``Indeed, mother, I cannot. If Rachel is not hindered from such meetings by her own sense of what is right,

she must be hindered by the authority of those older than herself.''

``Hinderedhindered from what?'' said Rachel, who felt that her tears were coming, but struggled hard to

retain them. ``Mamma, I have done nothing that was wrong. Mamma, you will believe me, will you not?''

Mrs Ray did not know what to say. She strove to believe both of them, though the words of one were directly

at variance with the words of the other.

``Do you mean to claim it as your right'', said Mrs Prime, ``to be standing out there alone at any hour of the

night, with any young man that you please? If so, you cannot be my sister.''

``I do not want to be your sister if you think such hard things,'' said Rachel, whose tears now could no longer

be restrained. Honi soit qui mal y pense. She did not, at the moment, remember the words to speak them, but

they contain exactly the purport for her thought. And now, having become conscious of her own weakness by

reason of these tears which would overwhelm her, she determined that she would say nothing further till she

pleaded her cause before her mother alone. How could she describe before her sister the way in which that

interview at the churchyard stile had been brought about? But she could kneel at her mother's feet and tell her

everythingshe thought, at least, that she could tell her mother everything. She occupied generally the same

bedroom as her sister; but, on certain occasionsif her mother was unwell or the likeshe would sleep in

her mother's room. ``Mamma,'' she said, ``you will let me sleep with you tonight. I will go now, and when

you come I will tell you everything. Good night to you, Dolly.''

``Good night, Rachel;'' and the voice of Mrs Prime, as she bade her sister adieu for the evening, sounded as

the voice of the ravens.

The two widows sat in silence for a while, each waiting for the other to speak. Then Mrs Prime got up and

folded her shawl very carefully, and carefully put her bonnet and gloves down upon it. It was her habit to be

very careful with her clothes, but in her anger she had almost thrown them upon the little sofa. ``Will you

have anything before you go to bed, Dorothea?'' said Mrs Ray. ``Nothing, thank you,'' said Mrs Prime; and

her voice was very like the voice of the ravens. Then Mrs Ray began to think it possible that she might escape

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``Mother,'' said Mrs Prime, ``something must be done about this.''

``Yes, my dear; she will talk to me tonight, and tell it me all.''

``But will she tell you the truth?''

``She never told me a falsehood yet, Dorothea. I'm sure she didn't know that the young man was to be here.

You know if he did come back from Exeter before he said he would she couldn't help it.''

``And do you mean that she couldn't help being with him thereall alone? Mother, what would you think of

any other girl of whom you heard such a thing?''

Mrs Ray shuddered; and then some thought, some shadow perhaps of a remembrance, flitted across her mind,

which seemed to have the effect of palliating her child's iniquity. ``Suppose'' she said. ``Suppose what?''

said Mrs Prime, sternly. But Mrs Ray did not dare to go on with her supposition. She did not dare to suggest

that Mr Rowan might perhaps be a very proper young man, and that the two young people might be growing

fond of each other in a proper sort of way. She hardly believed in any such propriety herself, and she knew

that her daughter would scout it to the winds. ``Suppose what?'' said Mrs Prime again, more sternly than

before. ``If the other girls left her and went away to the brewery, perhaps she could not have helped it,'' said

Mrs Ray.

``But she was not walking with him. Her face was not turned towards home even. They were standing

together under the trees; and, judging from the time at which I got home, they must have remained together

for nearly half an hour afterwards. And this with a perfect stranger, mothera man whose name she had

never mentioned to us till she was told how Miss Pucker had seen them together! You cannot suppose that I

want to make her out worse than she is. She is your child, and my sister; and we are bound together for weal

or for woe.''

``You talked about going away and leaving us,'' said Mrs Ray, speaking in soreness rather than in anger.

``So I did; and so I must, unless something be done. It could not be right that I should remain here, seeing

such things, if my voice is not allowed to be heard. But though I did go, she would still be my sister. I should

still share the sorrowand the shame.''

``Oh, Dorothea, do not say such words.''

``But they must be said, mother. Is it not from such meetings that shame comesshame, and sorrow and sin?

You love her dearly, and so do I; and are we therefore to allow her to be a castaway? Those whom you love

you must chastise. I have no authority over heras she has told me, more than once alreadyand therefore

I say again, that unless all this be stopped, I must leave the cottage. Good night, now, mother. I hope you will

speak to her in earnest.'' Then Mrs Prime took her candle and went her way.

For ten minutes the mother sat herself down, thinking of the condition of her youngest daughter, and trying to

think what words she would use when she found herself in her daughter's presence. Sorrow, and Shame, and

Sin! Her child a castaway! What terrible words they were! And yet there had been nothing that she could

allege in answer to them. That comfortable idea of a decent husband for her child had been banished from her

mind almost before it had been entertained. Then she thought of Rachel's eyes, and knew that she would not

be able to assume a perfect mastery over the girl. When the ten minutes were over she had made up her mind

to nothing, and then she also took up her candle and went to her room. When she first entered it she did not

see Rachel. She had silently closed the door and come some steps within the chamber before her child

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Whereupon Mrs Ray put down the candle, and Rachel took hold of both her arms. ``Mamma, you do not

believe ill of me; do you? You do not think of me the things that Dorothea says? Say that you do not, or I

shall die.''

``My darling, I have never thought anything bad of you before.''

``And do you think bad of me now? Did you not tell me before I went out that you would trust me, and have

you so soon forgotten your trust? Look at me, mamma. What have I ever done that you should think me to be

such as she says?''

``I do not think that you have done anything; but you are very young. Rachel.''

``Young, mamma! I am older than you were when you married, and older than Dolly was. I am old enough to

know what is wrong. Shall I tell you what happened this evening? He came and met us all in the fields. I

knew before that he had come back, for the girls had said so, but I thought that he was in Exeter when I left

here. Had I not believed that, I should not have gone. I think I should not have gone.''

``Then you are afraid of him?''

``No, mamma; I am not afraid of him. But he says such strange things to me; and I would not purposely have

gone out to meet him. He came to us in the fields, and then we returned up the lane to the brewery, and there

we left the girls. As I went through the churchyard he came there too, and then the sun was setting, and he

stopped me to look at it; I did stop with himfor a few moments, and I felt ashamed of myself; but how was

I to help it? Mamma, if I could remember them I would tell you every word he said to me, and every look of

his face. He asked me to be his friend. Mamma, if you will believe in me I will tell you everything. I will

never deceive you.''

She was still holding her mother's arms while she spoke. Now she held her very close and nestled in against

her bosom, and gradually got her cheek against her mother's cheek, and her lips against her mother's neck.

How could any mother refuse such a caress as that, or remain hard and stern against such signs of love? Mrs

Ray, at any rate, was not possessed of strength to do so. She was vanquished, and put her arm round her girl

and embraced her. She spoke soft words, and told Rachel that she was her dear, dear, dearest darling. She was

still awed and dismayed by the tidings which she had heard of the young man; she still thought there was

some terrible danger against which it behoved them all to be on their guard. But she no longer felt herself

divided from her child, and had ceased to believe in the necessity of those terrible words which Mrs Prime

had used.

``You will believe me? said Rachel. ``You will not think that I am making up stories to deceive you?'' Then

the mother assured the daughter with many kisses that she would believe her.

After that they sat long into the night, discussing all that Luke Rowan had said, and the discussion certainly

took place after a fashion that would not have been considered satisfactory by Mrs Prime had she heard it.

Mrs Ray was soon led into talking about Mr Rowan as though he were not a wolfas though he might

possibly be neither a wolf ravenous with his native wolfish fur and open wolfish greed; or, worse than that, a

wolf, more ravenous still, in sheep's clothing. There was no word spoken of him as a lover; but Rachel told

her mother that the man had called her by her Christian name, and Mrs Ray had fully understood the sign.

``My darling, you mustn't let him do that.'' ``No, mamma; I won't. But he went on talking so fast that I had

not time to stop him, and after that it was not worthwhile.'' The project of the party was also told to Mrs Ray,

and Rachel, sitting now with her head upon her mother's lap, owned that she would like to go to it. ``Parties

are not always wicked, mamma,'' she said. To this assertion Mrs Ray expressed an undecided assent, but

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that,'' said Mrs Ray. ``Yet I was taught dancing at school,'' said Rachel. When the matter had gone so far as

this it must be acknowledged that Rachel had done much towards securing her share of mastery over her

another: ``He will be there, of course,'' said Mrs Ray. ``Oh, yes; lie will be there,'' said Rachel. ``But why

should I be afraid of him? Why should I live as though I were afraid to meet him? Dolly thinks that I should

be shut up close, to be taken care of; but you do not think of me like that. If I was minded to be bad, shutting

me up would not keep me from it.'' Such arguments as these from Rachel's mouth sounded, at first, very

terrible to Mrs Ray, but yet she yielded to them.

On the next morning Rachel was down first, and was found by her sister fast engaged on the usual work of

the house, as though nothing out of the way had occurred on the previous evening. ``Good morning, Dolly,''

she said, and then went on arranging the things on the breakfasttable. ``Good morning, Rachel,'' said Mrs

Prime, still speaking like a raven. There was not a word said between them about the young man or the

churchyard, and at nine o'clock Mrs Ray came down to them, dressed ready for church. They seated

themselves and ate their breakfast together, and still not a word was said.

It was Mrs Prime's custom to go to morning service at one of the churches in Baslehurst; not at the old parish

church which stood in the churchyard near the brewery, but at a new church which had been built as auxiliary

to the other, and at which the Rev Samuel Prong was the ministering clergyman. As we shall have occasion to

know Mr Prong it may be as well to explain here that he was not simply a curate to old Dr Harford, the rector

of Baslehurst. He had a separate district of his own, which had been divided from the old parish, not exactly

in accordance with the rector's good pleasure. Dr Harford had held the living for more than forty years; he

had held it for nearly forty years before the division had been made, and he had thought that the parish should

remain a parish entiremore especially as the presentation to the new benefice was not conceded to him.

Therefore Dr Harford did not love Mr Prong.

But Mrs Prime did love himwith that sort of love which devout women bestow upon the church minister of

their choice. Mr Prong was an energetic, severe, hardworking, and, I fear, intolerant young man, who

bestowed very much laudable care upon his sermons. The care and industry were laudable, but not so the

pride with which he thought of them and their results. He spoke much of preaching the Gospel, and was

sincere beyond all doubt in his desire to do so; but he allowed himself to be led away into a belief that his

brethren in the ministry around him did not preach the Gospelthat they were careless shepherds, or

shepherds' dogs indifferent to the wolf, and in this way he had made himself unpopular among the clergy and

gentry of the neighbourhood. It may be well understood that such a man coming down upon a district cut out

almost from the centre of Dr Harford's parish, would be a thorn in the side of that old man. But Mr Prong had

his circle of friends, of very ardent friends, and among them Mrs Prime was one of the most ardent. For the

last year or two she had always attended morning service at his church, and very frequently had gone there

twice in the day, though the walk was long and tedious, taking her the whole length of the town of

Baslehurst. And there had been some little uneasiness between Mrs Ray and Mrs Prime on the matter of this

church attendance. Mrs Prime had wished her mother and sister to have the benefit of Mr Prong's eloquence;

but Mrs Ray, though she was weak in morals, was strong in her determination to adhere to Mr Comfort of

Cawston. It had been matter of great sorrow to her that her daughter should leave Mr Comfort's church, and

she had positively declined to be taken out of her own parish. Rachel had, of course, stuck to her mother in

this controversy, and had said some sharp things about Mr Prong. She declared that Mr Prong had been

educated at Islington, and that sometimes he forgot his ``h's''. When such things were said Mrs Prime would

wax very angry, and would declare that no one could be saved by the perfection of Dr Harford's

pronunciation. But there was no question as to Dr Harford, and no justification for the introduction of his

name into the dispute. Mrs Prime, however, did not choose to say anything against Mr Comfort, with whom

her husband had been curate, and who, in her younger days, had been a light to her own feet. Mr Comfort was

by no means such a one as Dr Harford, though the two old men were friends. Mr Comfort had been regarded

as a Calvinist when he was young, as Evangelical in middle life, and was still known as a Low Churchman in

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lukewarm but not absolutely stone cold, like the old rector at Baslehurst. So said Mrs Prime. Old men would

become lukewarm, and therefore she could pardon Mr Comfort. But Dr Harford had never been warm at

allhad never been warm with the warmth which she valued. Therefore she scorned him and sneered at him.

In return for which Rachel scorned Mr Prong and sneered at him.

But though it was Mrs Prime's custom to go to church at Baslehurst, on this special Sunday she declared her

intention of accompanying her mother to Cawston. Not a word had been said about the young man, and they

all started off on their walk together in silence and gloom. With such thoughts as they had in their mind it was

impossible that they should make the journey pleasantly. Rachel had counted on the walk with her mother,

and had determined that everything should be pleasant. She would have said a word or two about Luke

Rowan, and would have gradually reconciled her mother to his name. But as it was she said nothing; and it

may be feared that her mind, during the period of her worship, was not at charity with her sister. Mr Comfort

preached his halfhour as usual, and then they all walked home. Dr Harford never exceeded twenty minutes,

and had often been known to finish his discourse within ten. What might be the length of a sermon of Mr

Prong's no man or woman could foretell, but he never spared himself or his congregation much under an

hour.

They all walked home gloomily to their dinner, and ate their cold mutton and potatoes in sorrow and sadness.

It seemed as though no sort of conversation was open to them. They could not talk of their usual Sunday

subjects. Their minds were full of one matter, and it seemed that that matter was by common consent to be

banished from their lips for the day. In the evening, after tea, the two sisters again went up to Cawston

Church, leaving their mother with her Biblebut hardly a word was spoken between them, and in the same

silence they sat till bedtime. To Mrs Ray and to Rachel it had been one of the saddest, dreariest days that

either of them had ever known. I doubt whether the suffering of Mrs Prime was so great. She was kept up by

the excitement of feeling that some great crisis was at hand. If Rachel were not made amenable to authority

she would leave the cottage.

When Rachel had run with hurrying steps from the stile in the churchyard, she left Luke Rowan still standing

there. He watched her till she crossed into the lane, and then he turned and again looked out upon the still

ruddy line of the horizon. The blaze of light was gone, but there were left, high up in the heavens, those

wonderful hues which tinge with softlychanging colour the edges of the clouds when the brightness of some

glorious sunset has passed away. He sat himself on the wooden rail, watching till all of it should be over, and

thinking, with lazy halfformed thoughts, of Rachel Ray. He did not ask himself what he meant by assuring

her of his friendship, and by claiming hers, but he declared to himself that she was very lovelymore lovely

than beautiful, and then smiled inwardly at the prettiness of her perturbed split. He remembered well that he

had called her Rachel, and that she had allowed his doing so to pass by without notice; but he understood also

how and why she had done so. He knew that she had been flurried, and that she had skipped the thing because

she had not known the moment at which to make her stand. He gave himself credit for no undue triumph, nor

her discredit for any undue easiness. ``What a woman she is!'' he said to himself; ``so womanly in

everything.'' Then his mind rambled away to other subjects, possibly to the practicability of making good beer

instead of bad.

He was a young man, by no means of a bad sort, meaning to do well, with high hopes in life, one who had

never wronged a woman, or been untrue to a friend, full of energy and hope and pride. But he was conceited,

prone to sarcasm, sometimes cynical, and perhaps sometimes affected. It may be that he was not altogether

devoid of that Byronic weakness ``which was so much more prevalent among young men twenty years since

than it is now. His two trades had been those of an attorney and a brewer, and yet he dabbled in romance, and

probably wrote poetry in his bedroom. Nevertheless, there were worse young men about Baslehurst than

Luke Rowan.

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Mrs Tappitt was very full of her party. It had grown in her mind as those things do grow, till it had come to

assume almost the dimensions of a ball. When Mrs Tappitt first consulted her husband and obtained his

permission for the gathering, it was simply intended that a few of her daughters' friends should be brought

together to make the visit cheerful for Miss Rowan; but the mistress of the house had become ambitious; two

fiddles, with a German horn; were to be introduced because the piano would be troublesome; the

drawingroom carpet was to be taken up, and there was to be a supper in the diningroom. The thing in its

altered shape loomed large by degrees upon Mr Tappitt, and he found himself unable to stop its growth. The

word ball would have been fatal; but Mrs Tappitt was too good a general, and the girls were too judicious as

lieutenants, to commit themselves by the presumption of any such term. It was still Mrs Tappitt's evening

teaparty, but it was understood in Baslehurst that Mrs Tappitt's evening teaparty was to be something

considerable.

A great success had attended this lady at the onset of her scheme. Mrs Butler Cornbury had called at the

brewery, and had promised that she would come, and that she would bring some of the Cornbury family.

Now Mr Butler Cornbury was the eldest son of the most puissant squire within five miles of Baslehurst, and

was indeed almost as good as Squire himself, his father being a very old man. Mrs Butler Cornbury had, it is

true, not been esteemed as holding any very high rank while shining as a beauty under the name of Patty

Comfort; but she had taken kindly to her new honours, and was now reckoned as a considerable magnate in

that part of the country. She did not customarily join in the festivities of the town, and held herself aloof from

people even of higher standing than the Tappitts. But she was an ambitious woman, and had inspired her lord

with the desire of representing Baslehurst in Parliament. There would be an election at Baslehurst in the

coming autumn, and Mrs Cornbury was already preparing for the fight. Hence had arisen her visit at the

brewery, and hence also her ready acquiescence in Mrs Tappitt's halfpronounced request.

The party was to be celebrated on a TuesdayTuesday week after that Sunday which was passed so

uncomfortably at Bragg's End; and on the Monday Mrs Tappitt and her daughters sat conning over the list of

their expected guests, and preparing their invitations. It must be understood that the Rowan family had

somewhat grown upon them in estimation since Luke had been living with them. They had not known much

of him till he came among them, and had been prepared to patronise him; but they found him a young man

not to be patronised by any means, and imperceptibly they learned to feel that his mother and sister would

have to be esteemed by them rather as great ladies. Luke was in nowise given to boasting, and had no

intention of magnifying his mother and sister; but things had been said which made the Tappitts feel that Mrs

Rowan must have the best bedroom, and that Mary Rowan must be provided with the best partners.

``And what shall we do about Rachel Ray?'' said Martha, who was sitting with the list before her. Augusta,

who was leaning over her sister, puckered up her mouth and said nothing. She had watched from the house

door on that Saturday evening, and had been perfectly aware that Luke Rowan had taken Rachel off towards

the stile under the trees. She could not bring herself to say anything against Rachel, but she certainly wished

that she might be excluded.

``Of course she must be asked,'' said Cherry. Cherry was sitting opposite to the other girls writing on a lot of

envelopes the addresses of the notes which were afterwards to be prepared. ``We told her we should ask her.''

And as she spoke she addressed a cover to ``Miss Ray, Bragg's End Cottage, Cawston''.

``Stop a moment, my dear,'' said Mrs Tappitt from the corner of the sofa on which she was sitting. ``Put that

aside, Cherry. Rachel Ray is all very well, but considering all things I am not sure that she will quite do for

Tuesday might. It's not quite in her line, I think.''

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``Of course we did,'' said Cherry. ``It would be the meanest thing in the world not to ask her now!''

``I am not at all sure that Mrs Rowan would like it,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``And I don't think that Rachel is quite up to what Mary has been used to,'' said Augusta.

``If she had half a mind to flirt with Luke already,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``I ought not to encourage it.''

``That is such nonsense, mamma,'' said Cherry. ``If he likes her he'll find her somewhere if he doesn't find her

here.''

``My dear, you shouldn't say that what I say is nonsense,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``But, mamma, when we have already asked her! Besides, she is a lady,'' said Cherry.

``I can't say that I think Mrs Butler Cornbury would wish to meet her,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``Mrs Butler Cornbury's father is their particular friend,'' said Martha. ``Mrs Ray always goes to Mr

Comfort's parties.''

In this way the matter was discussed, and at last Cherry's eagerness and Martha's sense of justice carried the

day. The envelope which Cherry had addressed was brought into use, and the note to Rachel was deposited in

the post with all those other notes, the destination of which was too far to be reached by the brewery boy

without detrimental interference with the brewery work. We will continue our story by following the note

which was delivered by the Cawston postman at Bragg's End about seven o'clock on the Tuesday morning. It

was delivered into Rachel's own hand, and read by her as she stood by the kitchen dresser before either her

mother or Mrs Prime had come down from their rooms. There was still sadness and gloom at Bragg's End.

During all the Monday there had been no comfort in the house, and Rachel had continued to share her

mother's bedroom. At intervals, when Rachel had been away, much had been said between Mrs Ray and Mrs

Prime; but no conclusion had been reached; no line of conduct had received their joint adhesion; and the

threat remained that Mrs Prime would leave the cottage. Mrs Ray, while listening to her elder daughter's

words, still continued to fear that evil spirits were hovering around them; but yet she would not consent to

order Rachel to become a devout attendant at the Dorcas meetings. Monday had not been a Dorcas day, and

therefore it had been very dull and very tedious.

Rachel stood a while with the note in her hand, fearing that the contest must be brought on again and fought

out to an end before she could send her answer to it. She had told her mother that she was to be invited, and

Mrs Ray had lacked the courage at the moment which would have been necessary for an absolute and

immediate rejection of the proposition. If Mrs Prime had not been with them in the house, Rachel little

doubted but that she might have gone to the party. If Mrs Prime had not been there, Rachel, as she was now

gradually becoming aware, might have had her own way almost in everything. Without the support which

Mrs Prime gave her, Mrs Ray would have gradually slid down from that stern code of morals which she had

been induced to adopt by the teaching of those around her, and would have entered upon a new school of

teaching under Rachel's tutelage. But Mrs Prime was still there, and Rachel herself was not inclined to fight,

if fighting could be avoided. So she put the note into her pocket, and neither answered it nor spoke of it till

Mrs Prime had started on her afterdinner walk into Baslehurst. Then she brought it forth and read it to her

mother. ``I suppose I ought to answer it by the post this evening, mamma?''

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``It can be put off till tomorrow if there's any good in putting it off,'' said Rachel. Mrs Ray seemed to think

that there might be good in putting it off, or rather that there would be harm in doing it at once.

``Do you particularly want to go, my dear?'' Mrs Ray said, after a pause.

``Yes, mamma; I should like to go.'' Then Mrs Ray uttered a little sound which betokened uneasiness, and

was again silent for a while.

``I can't understand why you want to go to this placeso particularly. You never used to care about such

things. You know your sister won't like it, and I'm not at all sure that you ought to go.''

``I'll tell you why I wish it particularly, only''

``Well, my dear?''

``I don't know whether I can make you understand just what I mean.''

``If you tell me I shall understand, I suppose.''

Rachel considered her words for a moment or two before she spoke, and then she endeavoured to explain

herself. ``It isn't that I care for this party especially, mamma, though I own that, after what the girls have said,

I should like to be there; but I feel''

``You feel what, my dear?''

``It is this, mamma. Dolly and I do not agree about these things, and I don't intend to let her manage me just

in the way she thinks right.''

``Oh, Rachel!''

``Well, mamma, would you wish it? If you could tell me that you really think it wrong to go to parties, I

would give them up. Indeed it wouldn't be very much to give up, for I don't often get the chance. But you

don't say so. You only say that I had better not go, because Dolly doesn't like it. Now, I won't be ruled by her.

Don't look at me in that way, mamma. Is it right that I should be?''

``You have heard what she says about going away.''

``I shall be very sorry if she goes, and I hope she won't; but I can't think that her threatening you in that way

ought to make any difference. AndI'll tell you more; I do particularly wish to go to Mrs Tappitt's, because

of all that Dolly has said aboutabout Mr Rowan. I wish to show her and you that I am not afraid to meet

him. Why should I be afraid of anyone?''

``You should be afraid of doing wrong.''

``Yes; and if it were wrong to meet any other young man I ought not to go; but there is nothing specially

wrong in my meeting him. She has said very unkind things about it, and I intend that she shall know that I

will not notice them.'' As Rachel spoke Mrs Ray looked up at her, and was surprised by the expression of

unrelenting purpose which she saw there. There had come over her face that motion in her eyes and that

arching of her brows which Mrs Ray had seen before, but which hitherto she had hardly construed in their

true meaning. Now she was beginning to construe these signs aright, and to understand that there would be

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The conversation ended in an undertaking on Rachel's part that she would not answer the note till the

following day. ``Of course that means'', said Rachel, ``that I am to answer it just as Dolly thinks fit.'' But she

repented of these words as soon as they were spoken, and repented of them almost in ashes when her mother

declared with tears in her eyes, that it was not her intention to be guided by Dorothea in this matter. ``You

ought not to say such things as that, Rachel,'' she said. ``No, mamma, I ought not; for there is no one so good

as you are; and if you'll say that you think I ought not to go, I'll write to Cherry, and explain it to her at once.

I don't care a bit about the partyas far as the party is concerned.'' But Mrs Ray would not now pronounce

any injunction on the matter. She had made up her mind as to what she would do. She would call upon Mr

Comfort at the parsonage, explain the whole thing to him, and be guided altogether by his counsel.

Not a word was said in the cottage about the invitation when Mrs Prime came back in the evening, nor was a

word said on the following morning. Mrs Ray had declared her intention of going up to the parsonage, and

neither of her daughters had asked her why she was going. Rachel had no need to ask, for she well

understood her mother's purpose. As to Mrs Prime, she was in these days black and full of gloom, asking but

few questions, watching the progress of events with the eyes of an evilsinging prophetess, but keeping back

her words till the moment should come in which she would be driven by her inner impulses to speak them

forth with terrible strength. When the breakfast was over, Mrs Ray took her bonnet and started forth to the

parsonage.

I do not know that a widow, circumstanced as was Mrs Ray, could do better than go to her clergyman for

advice, but nevertheless, when she got to Mr Comfort's gate she felt that the task of explaining her purpose

would not be without difficulty. It would be necessary to tell everything; how Rachel had become suddenly

an object of interest to Mr Luke Rowan, how Dorothea suspected terrible things, and how Rachel was

anxious for the world's vanities. The more she thought over it, the more sure she felt that Mr Comfort would

put an embargo upon the party. It seemed but yesterday that he had been telling her, with all his pulpit

unction, that the pleasures of this world should never be allowed to creep near the heart. With doubting feet

and doubting heart she walked up to the parsonage door, and almost immediately found herself in the

presence of her husband's old friend.

Whatever faults there might be in Mr Comfort's character, he was at any rate goodnatured and patient. That

he was sincere, too, no one who knew him well had ever doubtedsincere, that is, as far as his intentions

went. When he endeavoured to teach his flock that they should despise money, he thought that he despised it

himself. When he told the little children that this world should be as nothing to them, he did not remember

that he himself enjoyed keenly the good things of this world. If he had a fault it was perhaps thisthat he

was a hard man at a bargain. He liked to have all his temporalities, and make them go as far as they could be

stretched. There was the less excuse for this, seeing that his children were well, and even richly, settled in

life, and that his wife, should she ever be left a widow, would have ample provision for her few remaining

years. He had given his daughter a considerable fortune, without which perhaps the Cornbury Grange people

would not have welcomed her so kindly as they had done, and now, as he was still growing rich, it was

supposed that he would leave her more.

He listened to Mrs Ray with the greatest attention, having first begged her to recruit her strength with a glass

of wine. As she continued to tell her story he interrupted her from time to time with goodnatured little

words, and then, when she had done, he asked after Luke Rowan's worldly means. ``The young man has got

something, I suppose,'' said he.

``Got something!'' repeated Mrs Ray, not exactly catching his meaning.

``He has some share in the brewery, hasn't he?''

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``Yesyes; I've heard of him before. If Tappitt doesn't take him into the concern he'll have to give him a

very serious bit of money. There's no doubt about the young man having means. Well, Mrs Ray, I don't

suppose Rachel could do better than take him.''

``Take him!''

``Yeswhy not? Between you and me, Rachel is growing into a very handsome girla very handsome girl

indeed. I'd no idea she'd be so tall, and carry herself so well.''

``Oh, Mr Comfort, good looks are very dangerous for a young woman.''

``Well, yes; indeed they are. But still, you know, handsome girls very often do very well; and if this young

man fancies Miss Rachel''

``But, Mr Comfort, there hasn't been anything of that. I don't suppose he has ever thought of it, and I'm sure

she hasn't.''

``But young people get to think of it. I shouldn't be disposed to prevent their coming together in a proper sort

of way. I don't like night walkings in churchyards, certainly, but I really think that was only an accident.''

``I'm sure Rachel didn't mean it.''

``I'm quite sure she didn't mean anything improper. And as for him, if he admires her, it was natural enough

that he should go after her. If you ask my advice, Mrs Ray, I should just tell her to be cautious, but I shouldn't

be especially careful to separate them. Marriage is the happiest condition for a young woman, and for a

young man, too. And how are young people to get married if they are not allowed to see each other?''

``And about the party, Mr Comfort?''

``Oh, let her go; there'll be no harm. And I'll tell you what, Mrs Ray; my daughter, Mrs Cornbury, is going

from here, and she shall pick her up and bring her home. It's always well for a young girl to go with a married

woman.'' Then Mrs Ray did take her glass of sherry, and walked back to Bragg's End, wondering a good deal,

and not altogether at ease in her mind as to that great questionwhat line of moral conduct might best befit a

devout Christian.

Something also had been said at the interview about Mrs Prime. Mrs Ray had intimated that Mrs Prime

would separate herself from her mother and her sister unless her views were allowed to prevail in this

question regarding the young man from the brewery. But Mr Comfort, in what few words he had said on this

part of the subject, had shown no consideration whatever for Mrs Prime. ``Then she'll behave very wickedly,''

he had said. ``But I'm afraid Mrs Prime has learned to think too much of her own opinion lately. If that's what

she has got by going to Mr Prong she had better have remained in her own parish.'' After that, nothing more

was said about Mrs Prime.

``Oh, let her go; there'll be no harm.'' That had been Mr Comfort's dictum about the evening party. Such as it

was, Mrs Ray felt herself bound to be guided by it. She had told Rachel that she would ask the clergyman's

advice, and take it, whatever it might be. Nevertheless she did not find herself to be easy as she walked home.

Mr Comfort's latter teachings tended to upset all the convictions of her life. According to his teaching, as

uttered in the sanctum of his own study, young men were not to be regarded as ravening wolves. And that

meeting in the churchyard, which had utterly overwhelmed Dorothea by the weight of its iniquity, and which

even to her had been very terrible, was a mere nothinga venial accident on Rachel's part, and the most

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could understand; but she was now told that the lamb might go out and meet the wolf without any danger!

And then those questions about Rowan's share in the brewery, and Mr Comfort's ready assertion that the

young wolfman or wolf, as the case might bewas well to do in the world! In fact Mrs Ray's interview

with her clergyman had not gone exactly as she had expected, and she was bewildered; and the path into

evilif it was a path into evilwas made so easy and pleasant! Mrs Ray had already considered the

difficult question of Rachel's journey to the party, and journey home again; but provision was now made for

all that in a way that was indeed very comfortable, but which might make Rachel very vain. She was to be

ushered into Mrs Tappitt's drawingroom under the wing of the most august lady of the neighbourhood. After

that, for the remaining halfhour of her walk home, Mrs Ray gave her mind up to the consideration of what

dress Rachel should wear.

When Mrs Ray reached her own gate, Rachel was in the garden waiting for her. ``Well, mamma?'' she said.

``Is Dorothea at home?'' Mrs Ray asked, and on being informed that Dorothea was at work within, she desired

Rachel to follow her up to her bedroom. When there she told her budget of newsnot stinting her child of

the gratification which it was sure to give. She said nothing about Luke Rowan and his means, keeping that

portion of Mr Comfort's recommendation to herself; but she declared it out as a fact, that Rachel was to

accept the invitation, and to be carried to the party by Mrs Butler Cornbury. ``Oh, mamma! Dear mamma!''

said Rachel, who was leaning against the side of the bed. Then she gave a long sigh, and a bright colour came

over her facealmost as though she were blushing. But she said no more at the moment, but allowed her

mind to run off and revel in its own thoughts. She had indeed longed to go to this party, though she had

taught herself to believe that she could bear being told that she was not to go without disappointment. ``And

now we must let Dorothea know,'' said Mrs Ray. ``Yeswe must let her know,'' said Rachel; but her mind

was away, straying, I fear, under the churchyard elms with Luke Rowan, and looking at the arm amidst the

clouds. He had said that it was stretched out as though to take her; and she had never shaken off from her

imagination the idea that it was his arm on which she had been bidden to lookthe arm which had

afterwards held her when she strove to go.

It was teatime before courage was mustered for telling the facts to Mrs Prime. Mrs Prime, after dinner, had

gone into Baslehurst; but the meeting at Miss Pucker's had not been a regular full gathering, and Mrs Prime

had come back to tea. There was no hot toast, and no clotted cream. It may appear selfish on the part of Mrs

Ray and Rachel that they should have kept such good things only for their little private banquets, but, in truth,

such delicacies did not suit Mrs Prime. Nice things aggravated her spirits and made her fretful. She liked the

tea to be stringy and bitter, and she liked the bread to be staleas she preferred also that her weeds should be

battered and old. She was approaching that stage of discipline at which ashes become pleasant eating, and

sackcloth is grateful to the skin. The selfindulgences of the saints in this respect often exceed anything that

is done by the sinners.

``Dorothea,'' said Mrs Ray, and she looked down upon the dark dingy fluid in her cup as she spoke, ``I have

been up to Mr Comfort's today.''

``Yes; I heard you say you were going there.''

``I went to ask him for advice.''

``Oh.''

``As I was in much doubt, I thought it right to go to the clergyman of my parish.''

``I don't think much about parishes myself. Mr Comfort is an old man now, and I fear he does not give

himself up to the gospel as he used to do. If people were called upon to bind themselves down to parishes,

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``Dr Harford is a very good man, I believe,'' said Rachel, ``and he keeps two curates.''

``I'm afraid, Rachel, you know but little about it. He does keep two curatesbut what are they? They go to

cricket matches, and among young women with bows and arrows! If you had really wanted advice, mamma, I

would sooner have heard that you had gone to Mr Prong.''

``But I didn't go to Mr Prong, my dearand I don't mean. Mr Prong is all very well, I dare say, but I've

known Mr Comfort for nearly thirty years, and I don't like sudden changes.'' Then Mrs Ray stirred her tea

with rather a quick motion of her hand. Rachel said not a word, but her mother's sharp speech and spirited

manner was very pleasant to her. She was quite contented now that Mr Comfort should be regarded as the

family counsellor. She remembered how well she had loved Mr Comfort always, and thought of days when

Patty Comfort had been very goodnatured to her as a child.

``Oh, very well,'' said Mrs Prime. ``Of course, mamma, you must judge for yourself.''

``Yes, my dear, I must; or rather, as I didn't wish to trust my own judgement, I went to Mr Comfort for

advice. He says that he sees no harm in Rachel going to this party.''

``Party! what party?'' almost screamed Mrs Prime. Mrs Ray had forgotten that nothing had as yet been said to

Dorothea about the invitation.

``Mrs Tappitt is going to give a party at the brewery,'' said Rachel, in her very softest voice, ``and she has

asked me.''

``And you are going? You mean to let her go?'' Mrs Prime had asked two questions, and she received two

answers. ``Yes,'' said Rachel; ``I suppose I shall go, as mamma says so.'' ``Mr Comfort says there is no harm

in it,'' said Mrs Ray; ``and Mrs Butler Cornbury is to come from the parsonage to take her up.'' All question as

to Dorcas discipline to be inflicted daily upon Rachel on account of that sin of which she had been guilty in

standing under the elms with a young man was utterly lost in this terrible proposition! Instead of being sent to

Miss Pucker in her oldest merino dress, Rachel was to be decked in muslin and finery, and sent out to a

dancing party at which this young man was to be the hero! It was altogether too much for Dorothea Prime.

She slowly wiped the crumbs from off her dingy crape, and with creaking noise pushed back her chair.

``Mother.'' she said, ``I couldn't have believed it! I could not have believed it!'' Then she withdrew to her own

chamber.

Mrs Ray was much afflicted; but not the less did Rachel look out for the returning postman, on his road into

Baslehurst, that she might send her little note to Mrs Tappitt, signifying her acceptance of that lady's kind

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I am disposed to think that Mrs Butler Cornbury did Mrs Tappitt an injury when she with so much ready

good nature accepted the invitation for the party, and that Mrs Tappitt was aware of this before the night of

the party arrived. She was put on her mettle in a way that was disagreeable to her, and forced into an amount

of submissive supplication to Mr Tappitt for funds, which was vexatious to her spirit. Mrs Tappitt was a good

wife, who never ran her husband into debt, and kept nothing secret from him in the management of her

householdnothing at least which it behoved him to know. But she understood the privileges of her position,

and could it have been possible for her to have carried through this party without extra household moneys, or

without any violent departure from her usual customs of life, she could have snubbed her husband's

objections comfortably, and have put him into the background for the occasion without any inconvenience to

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fiddles and horn had become a fact to be accomplished, when Mrs Rowan and Mary began to loom large on

her imagination and a regular supper was projected, then Mrs Tappitt felt the necessity of superior aid, and

found herself called upon to reconcile her lord.

And this work was the more difficult and the more disagreeable to her feelings because she had already

poohpoohed her husband when he asked a question about the party. ``Just a few friends got together by the

girls,'' she had said. ``Leave it all to them, my dear. It's not very often they see anybody at home.''

``I believe I see my friends as often as most people in Baslehurst,'' Mr Tappitt had replied indignantly, ``and I

suppose my friends are their friends.'' So there had been a little soreness which made the lady's submission

the more disagreeable to her.

``Butler Cornbury! He's a puppy. I don't want to see him, and what's more, I won't vote for him.''

``You need not tell her so, my dear; and he's not coming. I suppose you like your girls to hold their heads up

in the place; and if they show that they've respectable people with them at home respectable people will be

glad to notice them.''

``Respectable! If our girls are to be made respectable by giving grand dances, I'd rather not have them

respectable. How much is the whole thing to cost?''

``Well, very little, T.; not much more than one of your Christmas dinner parties. There'll be just the music,

and the lights, and a bit of something to eat. What people drink at such times comes to nothingjust a little

negus and lemonade. We might possibly have a bottle or two of champagne at the suppertable, for the look

of the thing.''

``Champagne!'' exclaimed the brewer. He had never yet incurred the cost of a bottle of champagne within his

own house, though he thought nothing of it at public dinners. The idea was too much for him; and Mrs

Tappitt, feeling how the ground lay, gave that upat any rate for the present. She gave up the champagne;

but in abandoning that, she obtained the marital sanction, a quasi sanction which he was too honourable as a

husband afterwards to repudiate, for the music and the eatables. Mrs Tappitt knew that she had done well, and

prepared for his dinner that day a beefsteak pie, made with her own hands. Tappitt was not altogether a dull

man, and understood these little signs. ``Ah,'' said he, ``I wonder how much that pie is to cost me?''

``Oh, T., how can you say such things! As if you didn't have beefsteak pie as often as it's good for you.'' The

pie, however, had its effect, as also did the exceeding ``boilishness'' of the water which was brought in for his

gin toddy that night; and it was known throughout the establishment that papa was in a good humour, and that

mamma had been very clever.

``The girls must have had new dresses anyway before the month was out,'' Mrs Tappitt said to her husband

the next morning before he had left the conjugal chamber.

``Do you mean to say that they're to have gowns made on purpose for this party?'' said the brewer; and it

seemed by the tone of his voice that the hot gin and water had lost its kindly effects.

``My dear, they must be dressed, you know. I'm sure no girls in Baslehurst cost less in the way of finery. In

the ordinary way they'd have had new frocks almost immediately.''

``Bother!'' Mr Tappitt was shaving just a moment, and dashed aside his razor for a moment to utter this one

word. He intended to signify how perfectly well he was aware that a muslin frock prepared for an evening

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``Well, my dear, I'm sure the girls ain't unreasonable; nor am I. Fiveandthirty shillings apiece for them

would do it all. And I shan't want anything myself this year in September.'' Now Mr Tappitt, who was a man

of sentiment, always gave his wife some costly article of raiment on the first of September, calling her his

partridge and his birdfor on that day they had been married. Mrs Tappitt had frequently offered to intromit

the ceremony when calling upon his generosity for other purposes, but the September gift had always been

forthcoming.

``Will thirtyfive shillings apiece do it?'' said he, turning round with his face all covered with lather. Then

again he went to work with his razor just under his right ear.

``Well, yes; I think it will. Two pounds each for the three shall do it, anyway.''

Mr Tappitt gave a little jump at this increased demand for fifteen shillings, and not being in a good position

for jumping, encountered an unpleasant accident, and uttered a somewhat vehement exclamation. ``There,''

said he, ``now I've cut myself, and it's your fault. Oh dear; oh dear! When I cut myself there it never stops.

It's no good doing that, Margaret; it only makes it worse. There; now you've got the soap and blood all down

inside my shirt.''

Mrs Tappitt on this occasion was subjected to some trouble, for the wound on Mr Tappitt's cheekbone

declined to be stanched at once; but she gained her object, and got the dresses for her daughters. It was not

taken by them as a drawback on their happiness that they had to make the dresses themselves, for they were

accustomed to such work; but this necessity joined to all other preparations for the party made them very

busy. Till twelve at night on three evenings they sat with their smart new things in their laps and their needles

in their hands; but they did not begrudge this, as Mrs Butler Cornbury was coming to the brewery. They were

very anxious to get the heavy part of the work done before the Rowans should arrive, doubting whether they

would become sufficiently intimate with Mary to tell her all their little domestic secrets, and do their work in

the presence of their new friend during the first day of her sojourn in the house. So they toiled like slaves on

the Wednesday and Thursday in order that they might walk about like ladies on the Friday and Saturday.

But the list of their guests gave them more trouble than aught else. Whom should they get to meet Mrs Butler

Cornbury? At one time Mrs Tappitt had proposed to word certain of her invitations with a special view to this

end. Had her idea been carried out people who might not otherwise have come were to be tempted by a

notification that they were especially asked to meet Mrs Butler Cornbury. But Martha had said that this she

thought would not do for a dance.

``People do do it, my dear,'' Mrs Tappitt had pleaded.

``Not for dancing, mamma,'' said Martha. ``Besides, she would be sure to hear of it, and perhaps she might

not like it.''

``Well, I don't know,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``It would show that we appreciated her kindness.'' The plan,

however, was abandoned.

Of the Baslehurst folk there were so few that were fitted to meet Mrs Butler Cornbury! There was old Miss

Harford, the rector's daughter. She was fit to meet anybody in the county, and, as she was goodnatured,

might probably come. But she was an old maid, and was never very bright in her attire. ``Perhaps Captain

Gordon's lady would come,'' Mrs Tappitt suggested. But at this proposition all the girls shook their heads.

Captain Gordon had lately taken a villa close to Baslehurst, but had shown himself averse to any intercourse

with the townspeople. Mrs Tappitt had called on his ``lady'', and the call had not even been returned, a card

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``It would be no good, mamma,'' said Martha, ``and she would only make us uncomfortable if she did come.''

``She is always awfully stuck up in church,'' said Augusta.

``And her nose is red at the end,'' said Cherry.

Therefore no invitation was sent to Captain Gordon's house.

``If we could only get the Fawcetts,'' said Augusta. The Fawcetts were a large family living in the centre of

Baslehurst, in which there were four daughters, all noted for dancing, and noted also for being the merriest,

nicest, and most popular girls in Devonshire. There was a fat goodnatured mother, and a thin goodnatured

father who had once been a banker at Exeter. Everybody desired to know the Fawcetts, and they were the

especial favourites of Mrs Butler Cornbury. But then Mrs Fawcett did not visit Mrs Tappitt. The girls and the

mothers had a bowing acquaintance, and were always very gracious to each other. Old Fawcett and old

Tappitt saw each other in town daily, and knew each other as well as they knew the cross in the Butter

Market; but none of the two families ever went into each other's houses. It had been tacitly admitted among

them that the Fawcetts were above the Tappitts, and so the matter had rested. But now, if anything could be

done? ``Mrs Butler Cornbury is all very well, of course,'' said Augusta, ``but it would be so nice for Mary

Rowan to see the Miss Fawcetts dancing here.''

Martha shook her head, but at last she did write a note in the mother's name. ``My girls are having a little

dance, to welcome a friend from London, and they would feel so much obliged if your young ladies would

come. Mrs Butler Cornbury has been kind enough to say that she would join us, Mrs Tappitt and Augusta

were in a seventh heaven of happiness when Mrs Fawcett wrote to say that three of her girls would be

delighted to accept the invitation; and even the discreet Martha and the less ambitious Cherry were well

pleased.

``I declare I think we've been very fortunate,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``Only the Miss Fawcetts will get all the best partners,'' said Cherry.

``I'm not so sure of that,'' said Augusta, holding up her head.

But there had been yet another trouble. It was difficult for them to get people proper to meet Mrs Butler

Cornbury; but what must they do as to those people who must come and who were by no means proper to

meet her? There were the Griggses, for instance, who lived out of town in a wonderfully red brick house, the

family of a retired Baslehurst grocer. They had been asked before Mrs Cornbury's call had been made, or, I

fear, their chance of coming to the party would have been small. There was one young Griggs, a man very

terrible in his vulgarity, loud, rampant, conspicuous with villainous jewellery, and odious with the worst

abominations of perfumery. He was loathsome even to the Tappitt girls; but then the Griggses and the

Tappitts had known each other for half a century, and among their ordinary acquaintances Adolphus Griggs

might have been endured. But what should they do when he asked to be introduced to Josceline Fawcett? Of

all men he was the most unconscious of his own defects. He had once shown some symptoms of admiration

for Cherry, by whom he was hated with an intensity of dislike that had amounted to a passion. She had

begged that he might be omitted from the list; but Mrs Tappitt had been afraid of angering their father.

The Rules also would be much in the way. Old Joshua Rule was a maltster, living in Cawston, and his wife

and daughter had been asked before the accession of the Butler Cornbury dignity. Old Rule had supplied the

brewery with malt almost ever since it had been a brewery; and no more harmless people than Mrs Rule and

her daughter existed in the neighbourhoodbut they were close neighbours of the Comforts, of Mrs

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Rules. The Rules never expected such a thing, and therefore lived on very good terms with the clergyman.

``I'm afraid she won't like meeting Mrs Rule,'' Augusta had said to her mother; and then the mother had

shaken her head.

Early in the week, before Rachel had accepted the invitation, Cherry had written to her friend. ``Of course

you'll come'', Cherry had said; ``and as you may have some difficulty in getting here and home again, I'll ask

old Mrs Rule to call for you. I know she'll have a place in the fly, and she's very goodnatured.'' In answer to

this Rachel had written a separate note to Cherry, telling her friend in the least boastful words which she

could use that provision had been already made for her coming and going. ``Mamma was up at Mr Comfort's

yesterday,'' Rachel wrote, ``and he was so kind as to say that Mrs Butler Cobury would take me and bring me

back. I am very much obliged to you all the same, and to Mrs Rule.''

``What do you think?'' said Cherry, who had received her note in the midst of one of the family conferences;

``Augusta said that Mrs Butler Cornbury would not like to meet Rachel Ray; but she is going to bring her in

her own carriage.''

``I never said anything of the kind,'' said Augusta.

``Oh, but you did, Augusta; or mamma did, or somebody. How nice for Rachel to be chaperoned by Mrs

Butler Cornbury!''

``I wonder what she'll wear,'' said Mrs Tappitt, who had on that morning achieved her victory over the

wounded brewer in the matter of the three dresses.

On the Friday morning Mrs Rowan came with her daughter, Luke having met them at Exeter on the

Thursday. Mrs Rowan was a somewhat stately lady, slow in her movements and careful in her speech, so that

the girls were at first very glad that they had valiantly worked up their finery before her coming. But Mary

was by no means stately; she was younger than them, very willing to be pleased, with pleasant round eager

eyes, and a kindly voice. Before she had been three hours in the house Cherry had claimed Mary for her own,

had told her all about the party, all about the dresses, all about Mrs Butler Cornbury and the Miss Fawcetts,

and a word or two also about Rachel Ray. ``I can tell you somebody that's almost in love with her.'' ``You

don't mean Luke? said Mary. ``Yes, but I do,'' said Cherry; ``but of course I'm only in fun.'' On the Saturday

Mary was hard at work herself assisting in the decoration of the drawingroom, and before the allimportant

Tuesday came even Mrs Rowan and Mrs Tappitt were confidential. Mrs Rowan perceived at once that Mrs

Tappitt was provincialas she told her son, but she was a good motherly woman, and on the whole Mrs

Rowan condescended to be gracious to her.

At Bragg's End the preparations for the party required almost as much thought as did those at the brewery,

and involved perhaps deeper care. It may be remembered that Mrs Prime, when her ears were first astounded

by that unexpected revelation, wiped the crumbs from out of her lap and walked off, wounded in spirit, to her

own room. On that evening Rachel saw no more of her sister. Mrs Ray went up to her daughter's bedroom,

but stayed there only a minute or two. ``What does she say?'' asked Rachel, almost in a whisper. ``She is very

unhappy. She says that unless I can be made to think better of this she must leave the cottage. I told her what

Mr Comfort says, but she only sneers at Mr Comfort. I'm sure I'm endeavouring to do the best I can.''

``It wouldn't do, mamma, to say that she should manage everything, otherwise I'm sure I'd give up the party.''

``No, my dear; I don't want you to do thatnot after what Mr Comfort says.'' Mrs Ray had in truth gone to

the clergyman feeling sure that he would have given his word against the party, and that, so strengthened, she

could have taken a course that would have been offensive to neither of her daughters. She had expected, too,

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quieted Rachel and have satisfied Dorothea. But in all this she had beenI may hardly say

disappointedbut dismayed and bewildered by advice the very opposite to that which she had expected. It

was perplexing, but she seemed to be aware that she had no alternative now but to fight the battle on Rachel's

side. She had cut herself off from all anchorage except that given by Mr Comfort, and therefore it behoved

her to cling to that with absolute tenacity. Rachel must go to the party, even though Dorothea should carry

out her threat. On that night nothing more was said about Dorothea, and Mrs Ray allowed herself to be

gradually drawn into a mild discussion about Rachel's dress.

But there was nearly a week left to them of this sort of life. Early on the following morning Mrs Prime left

the cottage, saying that she should dine with Miss Pucker, and betook herself at once to a small house in a

back street of the town, behind the new church, in which lived Mr Prong. Have I as yet said that Mr Prong

was a bachelor? Such was the fact; and there were not wanting those in Baslehurst who declared that he

would amend the fault by marrying Mrs Prime. But this rumour, if it ever reached her, had no effect upon her.

The world would be nothing to her if she were to be debarred by the wickedness of loose tongues from

visiting the clergyman of her choice. She went, therefore, in her present difficulty to Mr Prong.

Mr Samuel Prong was a little man, over thirty, with scanty, lightbrown hair, with a small, rather upturned

nose, with eyes by no means deficient in light and expression, but with a mean mouth. His forehead was

good, and had it not been for his mouth his face would have been expressive of intellect and of some

firmness. But there was about his lips an assumption of character and dignity which his countenance and

body generally failed to maintain; and there was a something in the carriage of his head and in the occasional

projection of his chin, which was intended to add to his dignity, but which did, I think, only make the failure

more palpable. He was a devout, good man; not selfindulgent; perhaps not more selfambitious than it

becomes a man to be; sincere, hardworking, sufficiently intelligent, true in most things to the instincts of his

callingbut deficient in one vital qualification for a clergyman of the Church of England; he was not a

gentleman. May I not call it a necessary qualification for a clergyman of any church? He was not a

gentleman. I do not mean to say that he was a thief or a liar; nor do I mean hereby to complain that he picked

his teeth with his fork and misplaced his ``h's''. I am by no means prepared to define what I do

meanthinking, however, that most men and most women will understand me. Nor do I speak of this

deficiency in his clerical aptitudes as being injurious to him simplyor even chieflyamong folk who are

themselves gentle; but that his efficiency for clerical purposes was marred altogether, among high and low,

by his misfortune in this respect. It is not the owner of a good coat that sees and admires its beauty. It is not

even they who have good coats themselves who recognise the article on the back of another. They who have

not good coats themselves have the keenest eyes for the coats of their betterclad neighbours. As it is with

coats, so it is with that which we call gentility. It is caught at a word, it is seen at a glance, it is appreciated

unconsciously at a touch by those who have none of it themselves. It is the greatest of all aids to the doctor,

the lawyer, the member of Parliamentthough in that position a man may perhaps prosper without itand

to the statesman; but to the clergyman, it is a vital necessity. Now Mr Prong was not a gentleman.

Mrs Prime told her tale to Mr Prong, as Mrs Ray had told hers to Mr Comfort. It need not be told again here.

I fear that she made the most of her sister's imprudence, but she did not do so with intentional injustice. She

declared her conviction that Rachel might still be made to go in a straight course, if only she could be guided

by a hand sufficiently strict and armed with absolute power. Then she went on to tell Mr Prong how Mrs Ray

had gone off to Mr Comfort, as she herself had now come to him. It was hardwas it not?for poor Rachel

that the story of her few minutes' whispering under the elm tree should thus be bruited about among the

ecclesiastical councillors of the locality. Mr Prong sat with patient face and with mild demeanour while the

simple story of Rachel's conduct was being told; but when to this was added the iniquity of Mr Comfort's

advice, the mouth assumed the wouldbe grandeur, the chin came out, and to anyone less infatuated than Mrs

Prime it would have been apparent that the purse was not made of silk, but that a coarser material had come

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``What shall the sheep do'', said Mr Prong, ``when the shepherd slumbers in the folds?'' Then he shook his

head and puckered up his mouth.

``Ah!'' said Mrs Prime; ``it is well for the sheep that there are still left a few who do not run from their work,

even in the heat of the noonday sun.''

Mr Prong closed his eyes and bowed his head, and then reassumed that peculiarly disagreeable look about his

mouth by which he thought to assert his dignity, intending thereby to signify that he would willingly reject

the compliment as unnecessary, were he not forced to accept it as being true. He knew himself to be a

shepherd who did not fear the noonday heat; but he was wrong in thisthat he suspected all other shepherds

of stinting their work. It appeared to him that no sheep could nibble his grass in wholesome content, unless

some shepherd were at work at him constantly with his crook. It was for the shepherd, as he thought, to know

what tufts of grass were rank, and in what spots the herbage might be bitten down to the bare ground. A

shepherd who would allow his flock to feed at large under his eye, merely watching his fences and folding his

ewes and lambs at night, was a truant who feared the noonday sun. Such a one had Mr Comfort become, and

therefore Mr Prong despised him in his heart. All sheep will not endure such ardent shepherding as that

practised by Mr Prong, and therefore he was driven to seek out for himself a peculiar flock. These to him

were the elect of Baslehurst, and of his elect, Mrs Prime was the most elect. Now this fault is not uncommon

among young ardent clergymen.

I will not repeat the conversation that took place between the two, because they used holy words and spoke

on holy subjects. In doing so they were both sincere, and not, as regarded their language, fairly subject to

ridicule. In their judgement I think they were defective. He sustained Mrs Prime in her resolution to quit the

cottage unless she could induce her mother to put a stop to that great iniquity of the brewery. ``The Tappitts,''

he said, ``were worldly peoplevery worldly people; utterly unfit to be the associates of the sister of his

friend. As to the `young man', he thought that nothing further should be said at present, but that Rachel

should be closely watchedvery closely watched.'' Mrs Prime asked him to call upon her mother and explain

his views, but he declined to do this. ``He would have been most willingso willing! but he could not force

himself where he would be unwelcome!'' Mrs Prime was, if necessary, to quit the cottage and take up her

temporary residence with Miss Pucker; but Mr Prong was inclined to think, knowing something of Mrs Ray's

customary softness of character, that if Mrs Prime were firm, things would not be driven to such a pass as

that. Mrs Prime said that she would be firm, and she looked as though she intended to keep her word.

Mr Prong's manner as he bade adieu to his favourite sheep was certainly of a nature to justify that rumour to

which allusion has been made. He pressed Mrs Prime's hand very closely, and invoked a blessing on her head

in a warm whisper. But such signs among such people do not bear the meaning which they have in the outer

world. These people are demonstrative and unctuouswhereas the outer world is reticent and dry. They are

perhaps too free with their love, but the fault is better than that other fault of no love at all. Mr Prong was a

little free with his love, but Mrs Prime took it all good part, and answered him with an equal fervour. ``If I

can help you, dear friend,'and he still held her hand in his``come to me always. You can never come too

often.''

``You can help me, and I will come; always,'' she said, returning his pressure with mutual warmth. But there

was no touch of earthly affection in her pressure; and if there was any in his at its close, there had, at any rate,

been none at its commencement.

While Mrs Prime was thus employed, Rachel and her mother became warm upon the subject of the dress, and

when the younger widow returned home to the cottage, the elder widow was actually engaged in Baslehurst

on the purchase of trappings and vanities. Her little hoard was opened, and some pretty piece of muslin was

purchased by aid of which, with the needful ribbons, Rachel might be made, not fit, indeed, for Mrs Butler

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her presence need not be a disgrace. And it was pretty to see how Mrs Ray revelled in these little gauds for

her daughter now that the barrier of her religious awe was broken down, and that the waters of the world had

made their way in upon her. She still had a feeling that she was being drowned, but she confessed that such

drowning was very pleasant. She almost felt that such drowning was good for her. At any rate it had been

ordered by Mr Comfort, and if things went astray Mr Comfort must bear the blame. When the bright muslin

was laid out on the counter before her, she looked at it with a pleased eye and touched it with a willing hand.

She held the ribbon against the muslin, leaning her head on one side, and enjoyed herself. Now and again she

would turn her face upon Rachel's figure, and she would almost indulge a wish that this young man might

like her child in the new dress. Ah!that was surely wicked. But if so, how wicked are most mothers in this

Christian land!

The morning had gone very comfortably with them during Dorothea's absence. Mrs Prime had hardly taken

her departure before a note came from Mrs Butler Cornbury, confirming Mr Comfort's offer as to the

carriage. ``Oh, papa, what have you done?'she had said when her father first told her. ``Now I must stay

there all the night, for of course she'll want to go on to the last dance!'' But, like her father, she was

goodnatured, and therefore, though she would hardly have chosen the task, she resolved, when her first

groans were over, to do it well. She wrote a kind note, saying how happy she should be, naming her

hourand saying that Rachel should name the hour for her return.

``It will be very nice,'' said Rachel, rejoicing more than she should have done in thinking of the comfortable

grandeur of Mrs Butler Cornbury's carriage.

``And are you determined?'' Mrs Prime asked her mother that evening.

``It is too late to go back now, Dorothea,'' said Mrs Ray, almost crying.

``Then I cannot remain in the house,'' said Dorothea. ``I shall go to Miss Pucker'sbut not till that morning;

so that if you think better of it, all may be prevented yet.''

But Mrs Ray would not think better of it, and it was thus that the preparations were made for Mrs

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Mrs Butler Cornbury was a very pretty woman. She possessed that peculiar prettiness which is so often seen

in England, and which is rarely seen anywhere else. She was bright, wellfeatured, with speaking lustrous

eyes, with perfect complexion, and full bust, with head of glorious shape and figure like a Junoand yet

with all her beauty she had ever about her an air of homeliness which made the sweetness of her womanhood

almost more attractive than the loveliness of her personal charms. I have seen in Italy and in America women

perhaps as beautiful as any that I have seen in England, but in neither country does it seem that such beauty is

intended for domestic use. In Italy the beauty is soft, and of the flesh. In America it is hard, and of the mind.

Here it is of the heart, I think, and as such is the happiest of the three. I do not say that Mrs Butler Cornbury

was a woman of very strong feeling; but her strongest feelings were home feelings. She was going to Mrs

Tappitt's party because it might serve her husband's purposes; she was going to burden herself with Rachel

Ray because her father had asked her; and her greatest ambition was to improve the worldly position of the

Squires of Cornbury Grange. She was already calculating whether it might not some day be brought about

that her little Butler should sit in Parliament for his county.

At nine o'clock exactly on that much to be remembered Tuesday the Cornbury carriage stopped at the gate of

the cottage at Bragg's End, and Rachel, ready dressed, blushing, nervous, but yet happy, came out, and

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dear,'' said Mrs Cornbury; ``you can't crush me. Or rather I always make myself crushable on such occasions

as this. I suppose we are going to have a great crowd?'' Rachel merely said that she didn't know. She

supposed there would be a good many persons. Then she tried to thank Mrs Cornbury for being so good to

her, and of course broke down. ``I'm delightedquite delighted,'' said Mrs Cornbury ``It's so good of you to

come with me. Now that I don't dance myself, there's nothing I like so much as taking out girls that do.''

``And don't you dance at all?''

``I stand up for a quadrille sometimes. When a woman has five children I don't think she ought to do more

than that.''

``Oh, I shall not do more than that, Mrs Cornbury.''

``You mean to say you won't waltz?''

``Mamma never said anything about it, but I'm sure she would not like it. Besides''

``Well''

``I don't think I know how. I did learn once, when I was very little; but I've forgotten.''

``It will soon come again to you if you like to try. I was very fond of waltzing before I was married.'' And this

was the daughter of Mr Comfort, the clergyman who preached with such strenuous eloquence against worldly

vanities! Even Rachel was a little puzzled, and was almost afraid that her head was sinking beneath the

waters.

There was a great fuss made when Mrs Butler Corbury's carriage drove up to the brewery door, and Rachel

almost felt that she could have made her way up to the drawingroom more comfortably under Mrs Rule's

mild protection. All the servants seemed to rush at her, and when she found herself in the hall and was

conducted into some inner room, she was not allowed to shake herself into shape without the aid of a

maidservant. Mrs Cornburywho took everything as a matter of course and was ready in a minutehad

turned the maid over to the young lady with a kind idea that the young lady's toilet was more important than

that of the married woman. Rachel was losing her head and knew that she was doing so. When she was again

taken into the hall she hardly remembered where she was, and when Mrs Cornbury took her by the arm and

began to walk upstairs with her, her strongest feeling was a wish that she was at home again. On the first

landingfor the dancingroom was upstairsthey encountered Mr Tappitt, conspicuous in a blue satin

waistcoat; and on the second landing they found Mrs Tappitt, magnificent in a green Irish poplin. ``Oh, Mrs

Cornbury, we are so delighted. The Miss Fawcetts are here; they are just come. How kind of you to bring

Rachel Ray. How do you do, Rachel?'' Then Mrs Cornbury moved easily on into the drawingroom, and

Rachel still found herself carried with her. She was half afraid that she ought to have slunk away from her

magnificent chaperon as soon as she was conveyed safely within the house, and that she was encroaching as

she thus went on; but still she could not find the moment in which to take herself off. In the

drawingroomthe room from which the carpets had been takenthey were at once encountered by the

Tappitt girls, with whom the Fawcett girls on the present occasion were so intermingled that Rachel hardly

knew who was who. Mrs Butler Cornbury was soon surrounded, and a clatter of words went on. Rachel was

in the middle of the fray, and some voices were addressed also to her; but her presence of mind was gone, and

she never could remember what she said on the occasion.

There had already been a dancethe commencing operation of the night's worka thin quadrille, in which

the early comers had taken part without much animation, and to which they had been driven up unwillingly.

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was beginning again. What had been as yet done was but the tuning of the fiddles before the commencement

of the opera. No one likes to be in at the tuning, but there are those who never are able to avoid this

annoyance. As it was, Rachel, under Mrs Cornbury's care, had been brought upon the scene just at the right

moment. As soon as the great clatter had ceased, she found herself taken by the hand by Cherry, and led a

little on one side. ``You must have a card, you know,'' said Cherry handing her a ticket on which was printed

the dances as they were to succeed each other. ``That first one is over. Such a dull thing. I danced with

Adolphus Griggs, just because I couldn't escape him for one quadrille.'' Rachel took the card, but never

having seen such a thing before did not in the least understand its object. ``As you get engaged for the dances

you must put down their names in this way, you see,'and Cherry showed her card, which already bore the

designations of several cavaliers, scrawled in hieroglyphics which were intelligible to herself. ``Haven't you

got a pencil? Well, you can come to me. I have one hanging here, you know.'' Rachel was beginning to

understand, and to think that she should not have very much need for the pencil, when Mrs Cornbury returned

to her, bringing a young man in her wake. ``I want to introduce my cousin to you, Walter Cornbury,'' said

she. Mrs Cornbury was a woman who knew her duty as a chaperon, and who would not neglect it. ``He

waltzes delightfully,'' said Mrs Cornbury, whispering, ``and you needn't be afraid of being a little astray with

him at first. He always does what I tell him.'' Then the introduction was made; but Rachel had no opportunity

of repeating her fears, or of saying again that she thought she had better not waltz. What to say to Mr Walter

Cornbury she hardly knew; but before she had really said anything he had pricked her down for two

dancesfor the first waltz, which was just going to begin, and some not long future quadrille. ``She is very

pretty,'' Mrs Butler Cornbury had said to her cousin, ``and I want to be kind to her.'' ``I'll take her in hand and

pull her through,'' said Walter. ``What a tribe of people they've got here, haven't they?'' ``Yes, and you must

dance with them all. Every time you stand up may be as good as a vote.'' ``Oh,'' said Walter, ``I'm not

particularI'll dance as long as they keep the house open.'' Then he went back to Rachel, who had already

been at work with Cherry's pencil.

``If there isn't Rachel Ray going to waltz with Walter Cornbury,'' said Augusta to her mother. Augusta had

just refused the odious Griggs, and was about to stand up with a clerk in the brewery, who was almost as

odious.

``It's because she came in the carriage,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``but I don't think she can waltz.'' Then she hurried

off to welcome other comers.

Rachel had hardly been left alone for a minute, and had been so much bewildered by the lights and crowd and

strangeness of everything around her, that she had been unable to turn her thoughts to the one subject on

which during the last week her mind had rested constantly. She had not even looked round the room for Luke

Rowan. She had just seen Mary Rowan in the crowd, but had not spoken to her. She had only known her

from the manner in which Cherry Tappitt had spoken to her, and it must be explained that Rachel had not

seen young Rowan since that parting under the elmtrees. Indeed, since then she had seen none of the Tappitt

family. Her mother had said no word to her, cautioning her that she had better not seek them in her evening

walks; but she had felt herself debarred from going into Baslehurst by all that her sister had said, and in

avoiding Luke Rowan she had avoided the whole party from the brewery.

Now the room was partially cleared, the nondancers being pressed back into a border round the walls, and

the music began. Rachel, with her heart in her mouth, was claimed by her partner, and was carried forward

towards the ground for dancing, tacitly assenting to her fate because she lacked words in which to explain to

Mr Cornbury how very much she would have preferred to be left in obscurity behind the wall of crinoline.

``Pray wait a minute or two,'' said she, almost panting.

``Oh, certainly. There's no hurry, only we'll stand where we can get our place when we like it. You need not

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There was something very goodnatured in his voice, and she almost felt that she could ask him to let her sit

down.

``I don't think I can,'' she said.

``Oh yes; come, we'll try!'' Then he took her by the waist, and away they went. Twice round the room he took

her, very gently, as he thought; but her head had gone from her instantly in a whirl of amazement! Of her feet

and their movements she had known nothing; though she had followed the music with fair accuracy, she had

done so unconsciously, and when he allowed her to stop she did not know which way she had been going, or

at which end of the room she stood. And yet she had liked it, and felt some little triumph as a conviction

came upon her that she had not conspicuously disgraced herself.

``That's charming,'' said he. She essayed to speak a word in answer, but her want of breath did not as yet

permit it.

``Charming!'' he went on. ``The music's perhaps a little slow, but we'll hurry them up presently.'' Slow! It

seemed to her that she had been carried round in a vortex, of which the rapidity, though pleasant, had been

almost frightful. ``Come; we'll have another start,'' said he; and she was carried away again before she had

spoken a word. ``I'd no idea that girl could waltz,'' said Mrs Tappitt to old Mrs Rule. ``I don't think her

mother would like it if she saw it,'' said Mrs Rule. ``And what would Mrs Prime say?'' said Mrs Tappitt.

However the ice was broken, and Rachel, when she was given to understand that that dance was done, felt

herself to be aware that the world of waltzing was open to her, at any rate for that night. Was it very wicked?

she had her doubts. If anybody had suggested to her, before Mrs Cornbury's carriage had called for her, that

she would waltz on that evening, she would have repudiated the idea almost with horror. How easy is the path

down the shores of the Avernus! but thenwas she going down the shores of the Avernus?

She was still walking through the crowd, leaning on her partner's arm, and answering his goodnatured

questions almost in monosyllables, when she was gently touched on the arm by a fan, and on turning found

herself confronted by Luke Rowan and his sister. ``I've been trying to get at you so long,'' said he, making

some sort of half apology to Cornbury, ``and haven't been able; though once I very nearly danced you down

without your knowing it.''

``We're so much obliged to you for letting us escape,'' said Cornbury; ``are we not. Miss Ray?''

``We carried heavy metal, I can tell you,'' said Rowan. ``But I must introduce you to my sister. Where on

earth have you been for these ten days?'' Then the introduction was made, and young Cornbury, finding that

his partner was in the hands of another lady, slipped away.

``I have heard a great deal about you, Miss Ray,'' said Mary Rowan.

``Have you? I don't know who should say much about me.'' The words sounded uncivil, but she did not know

what words to choose.

``Oh, from Cherry especiallyandand from my brother.''

``I'm very glad to make your acquaintance,'' said Rachel.

``He told me that you would have been sure to come and walk with us, and we have all been saying that you

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``I have been kept at home,'' said Rachel, who could not help remembering all the words of the churchyard

interview, and feeling them down to her fingernails. He must have known why she had not again joined the

girls from the brewery in their walks. Or had he forgotten that he had called her Rachel, and held her fast by

the hand? Perhaps he did these things so often to other girls that he thought nothing of them!

``You have been keeping yourself up for the ball,'' said Rowan. ``Precious people are right to make

themselves scarce. And now what vacancies have you got for me?''

``Vacancies!'' said Rachel.

``You don't mean to say you've got none. Look here, I've kept all these on purpose for you, although twenty

girls have begged me to dispose of them in their favour.'',

``Oh Luke, how can you tell such fibs?'' said his sister.

``Wellhere they are,'' and he showed his card.

``I'm not engaged to anybody,'' said Rachel; ``except for one quadrille to Mr Cornburythat gentleman who

just went away.''

``Then you've no excuse for not filling up my vacancieskept on purpose for you, mind.'' And immediately

her name was put down for she knew not what dances. Then he took her card and scrawled his own name on

it in various places. She knew that she was weak to let him thus have his way in everything; but he was

strong and she could not hinder him.

She was soon left with Mary Rowran, as Luke went off to fulfil the first of his numerous engagements. ``Do

you like my brother?'' said she. ``But of course I don't mean you to answer that question. We all think him so

very clever.''

``I'm sure he is very clever.''

``A great deal too clever to be a brewer. But you mustn't say that I said so. I wanted him to go into the army.''

``I shouldn't at all like that for my brotherif I had one.''

``And what would you like?''

``Oh, I don't know. I never had a brotherperhaps to be a clergyman.''

``Yes; that would be very nice; but Luke would never be a clergyman. He was going to be an attorney, but he

didn't like that at all. He says there's a great deal of poetry in brewing beer; but of course he's only quizzing

us. Oh, here's my partner. I do so hope I shall see you very often while I' m at Baslehurst.'' Then Rachel was

alone, but Mrs Tappitt came up to her in a minute. ``My dear,'' said she, ``Mr Griggs desires the honour of

your hand for a quadrille.'' And thus Rachel found herself standing up with the odious Mr Griggs. ``I do so

pity you,'' said Cherry, coming behind her for a moment. ``Remember, you need not do it more than once. I

don't mean to do it again.''

After that she was allowed to sit still while a polka was being performed. Mrs Cornbury came to her saying a

word or two; but she did not stay with her long, so that Rachel could think about Luke Rowan, and try to

make up her mind as to what words she should say to him. She furtively looked down upon her card and

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evening. It was quite impossible that she should dance five dances with him, so she thought that she would

mark out two with her nail. The very next was one of them, and during that she would explain to him what

she had done. The whole thing loomed large in her thoughts and made her feel anxious. She would have been

unhappy if he had not come to her at all, and now she was unhappy because he had thrust himself upon her so

violentlyor if not unhappy, she was at any rate uneasy. And what should she say about the elmtrees?

Nothing, unless he spoke to her about them. She fancied that he would say something about the arm in the

cloud, and if so, she must endeavour to make him understand thatthatthatShe did not know how to fix

her thoughts. Would it be possible to make him understand that he ought not to have called her Rachel?

While she was thinking of all this Mr Tappitt came and sat beside her. ``Very pretty; isn't it?'' said he. ``Very

pretty indeed, I call it.''

``Oh yes, very pretty. I had no idea it would be so nice.'' To Mr Tappitt in his blue waistcoat she could speak

without hesitation. Ah me! It is the young men who receive all the reverence that the world has to payall

the reverence that is worth receiving. When a man is turned forty and has become fat, anybody can speak to

him without awe!

``Yes, it is nice,'' said Mr Tappitt, who, however, was not quite easy in his mind. He had been into the supper

room, and had found the waiter handling longnecked bottles, arranging them in rows, apparently by the

dozen. ``What's that?'' said he, sharply. ``The champagne, sir! there should have been ice, sir, but I suppose

they forgot it.'' Where had Mrs T. procured all that wine? It was very plain to him that she had got the better

of him by some deceit. He would smile, and smile, and smile during the evening; but he would have it out

with Mrs Tappitt before he would allow that lady to have any rest. He lingered in the room, pretending that

he was overlooking the arrangements, but in truth he was counting the bottles. After all there was but a

dozen. He knew that at Griggs's they sold it for six shillings. ``Three pounds!'' he said to himself. ``Three

pounds more; dear, dear!''

``Yes, it is nice!'' he said to Rachel. ``Mind you get a glass of champagne when you go in to supper. By the

by, shall I get a partner for you? Here, Buckett, come and dance the next dance with Miss Ray.'' Buckett was

the clerk in the brewery. Rachel had nothing to say for herself; so Buckett's name was put down on the card,

though she would rather not have danced with Buckett. A week or two ago, before she had been taken up into

Mrs Cornbury's carriage, or had waltzed with Mrs Cornbury's cousin, or had looked at the setting sun with

Luke Rowan, she would have been sufficiently contented to dance with Mr Buckettif in those days she had

ever dreamed of dancing with anyone. Then Mrs Cornbury came to her again, bringing other cavaliers, and

Rachel's card began to be filled. ``The quadrille before supper you dance with me,'' said Walter Cornbury.

``That's settled, you know.'' Oh, what a new world it was, and so different from the Dorcas meetings at Miss

Pucker's rooms!

Then came the moment of the evening which, of all the moments, was the most trying to her. Luke Rowan

came to claim her hand for the next quadrille. She had already spoken to himor rather he to her; but that

had been in the presence of a third person, when, of course, nothing could be said about the sunset and the

cloudsnothing about that promise of friendship. But now she would have to stand again with him in

solitudea solitude of another kindin a solitude which was authorised, during which he might whisper

what words he pleased to her, and from which she could not even run away. It had been thought to be a great

sin on her part to have remained a moment with him by the stile; but now she was to stand up with him

beneath the glare of the lights, dressed in her best, on purpose that he might whisper to her what words he

pleased. But she was sureshe thought that she was sure, that he would utter no words so sweet, so full of

meaning, as those in which he bade her watch the arm in the clouds.

Till the first figure was over for them he hardly spoke to her. ``Tell me,'' said he then, ``why has nobody seen

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``I have been at home.''

``Ah; but tell me the truth. Remember what we said as we partedabout being friends. One tells one's friend

the real truth. But I suppose you do not remember what we said?''

``I don't think I said anything, Mr Rowan.''

``Did you not? Then I must have been dreaming. I thought you promised me your friendship.'' He pause for

her answer, but she said nothing. She could not declare to him that she would not be his friend. ``But you

have not told me yet why it was that you remained at home. Comeanswer me a fair question fairly. Had I

offended you?'' Again she paused and made him no reply. It seemed to her that the room was going round

her, and that the music made her dizzy. If she told him that he had not offended her would she not thereby

justify him in having called her Rachel?

``Then I did offend you?'' said he.

``Oh, Mr Rowannever mind now; you must go on with the figure,'' and thus for a moment she was saved

from her difficulty. When he had done his work of dancing, she began hers, and as she placed both her hands

in his to make the final turn, she flattered herself that he would not go back to the subject.

Nor did he while the quadrille lasted. As they continued to dance he said very little to her, and before the last

figure was over she had almost settled down to enjoyment. He merely spoke a word or two about Mrs

Cornbury's dress, and another word about the singular arrangement of Mr Griggs's jewellery, at which word

she almost laughed outright, and then a third word laudatory of the Tappitt girls. ``As for Cherry,'' said he,

``I'm quite in love with her for her pure goodnature and hearty manners; and of all living female human

beings Martha is the most honest and just.''

``Oh! I'll tell her that,'' said Rachel. ``She will so like it.''

``No, you mustn't. You mustn't repeat any of the things I tell you in confidence.'' That word confidence again

silenced her, and nothing more was said till he had offered her his arm at the end of the dance.

``Come away and have some negus on the stairs,'' he said. ``The reason I like these sort of parties is, that one

is allowed to go into such queer places. You see that little room with the door open. That's where Mr Tappitt

keeps his old boots and the whip with which he drives his grey horse. There are four men playing cards there

now, and one is seated on the end of an upturned portmanteau.''

``And where are the old boots?''

``Packed away on the top of Mrs Tappitt's bed. I helped to put them there. Some are stuck under the grate

because there are no fires now. Look here; there's a seat in the window.'' Then he placed her in the enclosure

of an old window on the staircase landing, and brought her lemonade, and when she had drunk it he sat down

beside her.

``Hadn't we better go back to the dancing?''

``They won't begin for a few minutes. They're only tuning up again. You should always escape from the hot

air for a moment or two. Besides, you must answer me that question. Did I offend you?''

``Please don't talk of it. Please don't. It's all over now.''


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``Ah, but it is not all over. I knew you were angry with me becauseshall I say why?''

``No, Mr Rowan, don't say anything about it.''

``At any rate, I may think that you have forgiven me. But what if I offend in the same way again? What if I

ask permission to do it, so that it may be no offence? Only think; if I am to live here in Baslehurst all my life,

is it not reasonable that I should wish you to be my friend? Are you going to separate yourself from Cherry

Tappitt because you are afraid of me?''

``Oh, no.''

``But is not that what you have done during the last week, Miss Rayif it must be Miss Ray?'' Then he

paused, but still she said nothing. ``Rachel is such a pretty name.''

``Oh, I think it so ugly.''

``It's the prettiest name in the Bible, and the name most fit for poetic use. Who does not remember Rachel

weeping for her children?''

``That's the idea, and not the name. Ruth is twice prettier, and Mary the sweetest of all.''

``I never knew anybody before called Rachel,'' said he.

``And I never knew anybody called Luke.''

``That's a coincidence, is it not?a coincidence that ought to make us friends. I may call you Rachel, then?''

``Oh, no; please don't. What would people think?''

``Perhaps they would imagine that I called you so because I liked you. But perhaps they might think also that

you let me do so because you liked me. People do make such mistakes.''

At this moment up came to them, with flushed face, Mr Buckett``I have been looking for you everywhere,''

said he to Rachel. ``It's nearly over now.''

``I am so sorry,'' said Rachel, ``but I quite forgot.'' ``So I presume,'' said Mr Buckett angrily, but at the same

time he gave his arm to Rachel and led her away. The fag end of some waltz remained, and he might get a

turn with her. People in his hearing had spoken of her as the belle of the room, and he did not like to lose his

chance. ``Oh, Mr Rowan,'' said Rachel, looking back as she was being led away. ``I must speak one word to

Mr Rowan.'' Then she separated herself, and returning a step or two almost whispered to her late

partner``You have put me down for ever so many dances. You must scratch out two or three of them.''

``Not one,'' said he. ``An engagement is an engagement.''

``Oh, but I really can't.''

``Of course I cannot make you, but I will scratch out nothingand forget nothing.''

Then she rejoined Mr Buckett, and was told by him that young Rowan was not liked in the brewery at all.

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It came to be voted by public acclamation that Rachel Ray was the belle of the evening. I think this was

brought about quite as much by Mrs Butler Cornbury's powerful influence as by Rachel's beauty. Mrs Butler

Cornbury having begun the work of chaperon carried it on heartily, and talked her young friend up to the top

of the tree. Long before supper her card was quite full, but filled in a manner that was not comfortable to

herselffor she knew that she had made mistakes. As to those spaces on which the letter R was written, she

kept them very sacred. She was quite resolved that she would not stand up with him on all those

occasionsthat she would omit at any rate two; but she would accept no one else for those two dances, not

choosing to select any special period for throwing him over. She endeavoured to explain this when she

waltzed with him, shortly before supper; but her explanation did not come easy, and she wanted all her

attention for the immediate work she had in hand. ``If you'd only give yourself to it a little more eagerly,'' he

said, ``you'd waltz beautifully.''

``I shall never do it well,'' she answered. ``I don't suppose I shall ever try again.''

``But you like it?''

``Oh yes; I like it excessively. But one can't do everything that one likes.''

``No; I can't. You won't let me do what I like.''

``Don't talk in that way, Mr Rowan. If you do you'll destroy all my pleasure. You should let me enjoy it while

it lasts.'' In this way she was becoming intimate with him.

``How very nicely your house does for a dance,'' said Mrs Cornbury to Mrs Tappitt.

``Oh dearI don't think so. Our rooms are so small. But it's very kind of you to say so. Indeed, I never can

be sufficiently obliged''

``By the by,'' said Mrs Cornbury, ``what a nice girl Rachel Ray has grown.''

``Yes, indeed,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``And dances so well! I'd no idea of it. The young men seem rather taken with her. Don't you think so?''

``I declare I think they are. I always fancy that is rather a misfortune to a young girlparticularly when it

must mean nothing, as of course it can't with poor Rachel.''

``I don't see that at all.''

``Her mother, you know, Mrs Cornburythey are not in the way of seeing any company. It was so kind of

you to bring her here, and really she does look very nice. My girls are very goodnatured to her. I only hope

her head won't be turned. Here's Mr Tappitt. You must go down, Mrs Cornbury, and eat a little bit of supper.''

Then Mr Tappitt in his blue waistcoat led Mrs Cornbury away.

``I am a very bad hand at supper,'' said the lady.

``You must take just one glass of champagne,'' said the gentleman. Now that the wine was there, Mr Tappitt

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For the last dance before supperor that which was intended to be the lastRachel had by long agreement

been the partner of Walter Cornbury. But now that it was over, the majority of the performers could not go

into the supperroom because of the crowd. Young Cornbury therefore proposed that they should loiter about

till their time came. He was very well inclined for such loitering with Rachel.

``You're flirting with that girl, Master Walter,'' said Mrs Cornbury,

``I suppose that's what she came for,'' said the cousin.

``By no means, and she's under my care; therefore I be you'll talk no nonsense to her.''

Walter Cornbury probably did talk a little nonsense to her, but it was very innocent nonsense. Most of such

flirtations if they were done out loud would be very innocent. Young men are not nearly so pointed in their

compliments as their elders, and generally confine themselves to remarks of which neither mothers nor

grandmothers could disapprove if they heard them. The romance lies rather in the thoughts than in the words

of those concerned. Walter Cornbury believed that he was flirting and felt himself to be happy, but he had

uttered nothing warmer to Rachel than a hope that he might meet her at the next Torquay ball.

``I never go to public balls,'' said Rachel.

``But why not, Miss Ray?'' said Walter.

``I never went to a dance of any description before this.''

``But now that you've begun of course you'll go on.'' Mr Cornbury's flirtation never reached a higher pitch

than that.

When he had got as far as that Luke Rowan played him a trickan inhospitable trick, seeing that he, Rowan,

was in some sort at home, and that the people about him were bound to obey him. He desired the musicians

to strike up again while the elders were eating their supperand then claimed Rachel's hand, so that he

might have the pleasure of serving her with cold chicken and champagne.

``Miss Ray is going into supper with me,'' said Cornbury.

``But supper is not ready,'' said Rowan, ``and Miss Ray is engaged to dance with me.''

``Quite a mistake on your part,'' said Cornbury.

``No mistake at all,'' said Rowan.

``Indeed it is. Come, Miss Ray, we'll take a turn down into the hall, and see if places are ready for us.''

Cornbury rather despised Rowan, as being a brewer and mechanical; and probably he showed that he did so.

``Places are not ready, so you need not trouble Miss Ray to go down as yet. But a couple is wanted for a

quadrille, and therefore I'm sure she'll stand up.''

``Come along, Rachel,'' said Cherry. ``We just want you. This will be the nicest of all, because we shall have

room.''

Rachel had become unhappy seeing that the two men were in earnest. Had not Cherry spoken she would have

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and she gave her arm to young Rowan, moving away with slow, hesitating step.

``Of course Miss Ray will do as she pleases,'' said Cornbury.

``Of course she will,'' said Rowan.

``I am so sorry,'' said Rachel, ``but I was engaged, and it seems I am really wanted.'' Walter Cornbury bowed

very stiffly, and there was an end of his flirtation. ``That's the sort of thing that always happens when a fellow

comes among this sort of people!'' It was thus he consoled himself as he went down solitary to his supper.

``That's all right,'' said Rowan; ``now we've Cherry for our visˆvis, and after that we'll go down to supper

comfortably.''

``But I said I'd go with him.''

``You can't now, for he has gone without you. What a brick Cherry is! Do you know what she said of you?''

``No; do tell me.''

``I won't. It will make you vain.''

``Oh, dear no; but I want Cherry to like me, because I am so fond of her.''

``She says you're by farBut I won't tell you. I hate compliments, and that would look like one. Come,

who's forgetting the figure now? I shouldn't wonder if young Cornbury went into the brewery and drowned

himself in one of the vats.''

It was very nicevery nice indeed. This was her third dance with Luke Rowan, and she was beginning to

think that the other two might perhaps come off without any marked impropriety on her part. She was a little

unhappy about Mr Cornburyon his cousin's account rather than on his own. Mrs Cornbury had been so

kind to her that she ought to have remained with Walter when he desired it. So she told herselfbut yet she

liked being taken down to supper by Luke Rowan. She had one other cause of uneasiness. She constantly

caught Mrs Tappitt's eye fixed upon herself, and whenever she did so Mrs Tappitt's eye seemed to look

unkindly at her. She had also an instinctive feeling that Augusta did not regard her with favour, and that this

disfavour arose from Mr Rowan's attentions. It was all very nice; but still she felt that there was danger

around her, and sometimes she would pause a moment in her happiness, and almost tremble as she thought of

things. She was dividing herself poles asunder from Mrs Prime.

``And now we'll go to supper,'' said Rowan. ``Come, Cherry; do you and Boyd go on first.'' Boyd was a friend

of Rowan's. ``Do you know, I've done such a clever trick? This is my second descent among the eatables. As

I belong in a manner to the house I took down Miss Harford, and hovered about her for five minutes. Then I

managed to lose myself in the crowd, and coming up here got the music up. The fellows were just going off.

We've plenty of time now, because they're in the kitchen eating and drinking. I contrived all that dodge that I

might give you this glass of wine with my own hands.''

``Oh, Mr Rowan, it was very wrong!''

``And that's my reward! I don't care about its being wrong as long as it's pleasant.''

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``All is fair inWell, never mind, you'll own it is pleasant.''

``Oh, yes; it's very pleasant.''

``Then I'm contented, and will leave the moral of it for Mr Cornbury. I'll tell you something further if you'll

let me.''

``Pray don't tell me anything that you ought not.''

``I've done all I could to get up this party on purpose that we might have you here.''

``Nonsense.''

``But I have. I have cared about it just because it would enable me to say one word to youand now I'm

afraid to say it.''

She was sitting there close to him, and she couldn't go away. She couldn't run as she had done from the stile.

She couldn't show any feeling of offence before all those who were around her; and yetwas it not her duty

to do something to stop him? ``Pray don't say such things,'' she whispered.

``I tell you that I'm afraid to say it. Here; give me some wine. You'll take some more. No? Well; shall we go?

I am afraid to say it.'' They were now out in the hall, standing idly there, with their backs to another door. ``I

wonder what answer you would make me!''

``We had better go upstairs. Indeed we had.''

``Stop a moment, Miss Ray. Why is it that you are so unwilling even to stay a moment with me?''

``I'm not unwilling. Only we had better go now.''

``Do you remember when I held your arm at the stile?''

``No; I don't remember anything about it. You ought not to have done it. Do you know, I think you are very

cruel?'' As she made the accusation, she looked down upon the floor, and spoke in a low, trembling voice that

almost convinced him that she was in earnest.

``Cruel!'' said he. ``That's hard too.''

``Or you wouldn't prevent me enjoying myself while I am here, by saying things which you ought to know I

don't like.''

``I have hardly thought whether you would like what I say or not; but I know this: I would give anything in

the world to make myself sure that you would ever look back upon this evening as a happy one.''

``I will if you'll come upstairs, and''

``And what?''

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``Ah, but I do mind you. Rachelno; you shall not go for a minute. Listen to me for one moment.'' Then he

tried to stand before her, but she was off from him, and ran upstairs by herself. What was it that he wished to

say to her? She knew that she would have liked to have heard itnay, that she was longing to hear it. But she

was startled and afraid of him, and as she gently crept in at the door of the dancingroom, she determined

that she would tell Mrs Cornbury that she was quite ready for the carriage. It was impossible that she should

go through these other two dances with Luke Rowan; and as for her other engagements, they must be allowed

to shift for themselves. One had been made early in the evening with Mr Griggs. It would be a great thing to

escape dancing with Mr Griggs. She would ask Cherry to make her apologies to everybody. As she entered

the room she felt ashamed of herself, and unable to take any place. She was oppressed by an idea that she

ought not to be walking about without some gentleman with her, and that people would observe her. She was

still very near the door when she perceived that Mr Rowan was also coming in. She determined to avoid him

if she could, feeling sure that she could not stop him in anything that he might say, while so many people

would be close around them. And yet she felt almost disappointment when she heard his voice as he talked

merrily with someone at the door. At that moment Mrs Cornbury came up to her, walking across the room on

purpose to join her.

``What, all alone! I thought your hand was promised for every dance up to five o'clock.''

``I believe I'm engaged to someone now, but I declare I don't know who it is. I dare say he has forgotten.''

``Ah, yes; people do get confused a little just about this time. Will you come and sit down?''

``Thank you, I should like that. But, Mrs Cornbury, when you're ready to go away, I amquite ready.''

``Go away! Why I thought you intended to dance at least for the next two hours.''

In answer to this, Rachel declared that she was tired. ``And, Mrs Cornbury, I want to avoid that man,'' and she

pointed out Mr Griggs by a glance of her eye. ``I think he'll say I'm engaged to him for the next waltz, andI

don't like him.''

``Poor man; he doesn't look very nice, certainly; but if that's all I'll get you out of the scrape without running

away.'' Then Mr Griggs came up, and, with a very low bow, struck out the point of his elbow towards Rachel,

expecting her immediately to put her hand within it.

``I'm afraid, sir, you must excuse Miss Ray just at present. She's too tired to dance immediately.''

Mr Griggs looked at his card, then looked at Rachel, then looked at Mrs Cornbury, and stood twiddling the

bunch of little gilt playthings that hung from his chain. ``That is too hard,'' said he; ``deuced hard.''

``I'm very sorry,'' said Rachel.

``So shall I beuncommon. Really, Mrs Cornbury, I think a turn or two would do her good. Don't you?''

``I can't say I do. She says she would rather not, and of course you won't press her.''

``I don't see it in that lightI really don't. A gentleman has his rights you know, Mrs Cornbury. Miss Ray

won't deny''

``Miss Ray will deny that she intends to stand up for this dance. And one of the rights of a gentleman is to

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``Really, Mrs Cornbury, you are down upon one so hard.''

``Rachel,'' said she, ``would you mind coming across the room with me? There are seats on the sofa on the

other side.'' Then Mrs Cornbury sailed across the floor, and Rachel crept after her more dismayed than ever.

Mr Griggs the while stood transfixed to his place, stroking his moustache with his hand, and showing plainly

by his countenance that he didn't know what he ought to do next. ``Well, that's cool,'' said he; ``confounded

cool!''

``Anything wrong, Griggs, my boy?'' said a bank clerk, slapping him on the back.

``I call it very wrong; very wrong, indeed,'' said Griggs; ``but people do give themselves such airs! Miss

Cherry, may I have the honour of waltzing with you!''

``Certainly not,'' said Cherry, who was passing by. Then Mr Griggs made his way back to the door.

Rachel felt that things were going wrong with her. It had so happened that she had parted on bad terms with

three gentlemen. She had offended Mr Cornbury and Mr Griggs, and had done her best to make Mr Rowan

understand that he had offended her! She conceived that all the room would know of it, and that Mr Cornbury

would become ashamed of her. That Mrs Tappitt was already very angry with her she was quite sure. She

wished she had not come to the ball, and began to think that perhaps her sister might be right. It almost

seemed to herself that she had not known how to behave herself. For a short time she had been happyvery

happy; but she feared that she had in some way committed herself during the moments of her happiness. ``I

hope you are not angry with me'', she said, ``about Mr Griggs?'' appealing to her friend in a plaintive voice.

``Angry!oh dear, no. Why should I be angry with you? I should be angry with that man, only I'm a person

that never gets angry with anybody. You were quite right not to dance with him. Never be made to dance

with any man you don't like; and remember that a young lady should always have her own way in a ballroom.

She doesn't get much of it anywhere else; does she, my dear? And now I'll go whenever you like it, but I'm

not the least in a hurry. You're the young lady, and you're to have your own way. If you're quite in earnest, I'll

get someone to order the carriage.'' Rachel said that she was quite in earnest, and then Walter was called. ``So

you're going, are you?'' said he. ``Miss Ray has illtreated me so dreadfully that I can't express my regret.''

``Illtreated you, too, has she? Upon my word, my dear, you've shown yourself quite great upon the occasion.

When I was a girl, there was nothing I liked so much as offending all my partners.'' But Rachel was red with

dismay, and wretched that such an accusation should be made against her. ``Oh, Mrs Cornbury, I didn't mean

to offend him! I'll explain it all in the carriage. What will you think of me?'' ``Think, my dear?why, I shall

think that you are going to turn all the young men's heads in Baslehurst. But I shall hear all about it from

Walter tomorrow. He tells me of all his loves and all his disappointments.''

While the carriage was being brought round, Rachel kept close to her chaperon; but every now and again her

eyes, in spite of herself, would wander away to Mr Rowan. Was he in any way affected by her leaving him,

or was it all a joke to him? He was dancing now with Cherry Tappitt, and Rachel was sure that all of it was a

joke. But it was a cruel jokecruel because it exposed her to so much illnatured remark. With him she

would quarrelquarrel really. She would let him know that he should not call her by her Christian name just

when it suited him to do so, and then take himself off to play with others in the same way. She would tell

Cherry, and make Cherry understand that all walks and visiting and friendly intercommunication must be

abandoned because this young man would take advantage of her position to annoy her! He should be made to

understand that she was not in his power! Then, as she thought of this, she caught his eye as he made a

sudden stop in the dance close to her, and all her hard thoughts died away. Ah, dear, what was it that she

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At that moment they got up to go away. Such a person as Mrs Butler Cornbury could not, of course, escape

without a parade of adieux. Mr Tappitt was searched up from the little room in which the cardparty held

their meeting in order that he might hand the guest that had honoured him down to her carriage; and Mrs

Tappitt fluttered about, profuse in her acknowledgments for the favour done to them. ``And we do so hope

Mr Cornbury will be successful,'' she said, as she bade her last farewell. This was spoken close to Mr

Tappitt's ear; and Mrs Cornbury flattered herself that after that Mr Tappitt's vote would be secure. Mr Tappitt

said nothing about his vote, but handed the lady downstairs in solemn silence.

The Tappitt girls came and clustered about Rachel as she was going. ``I can't conceive why you are off so

early,'' said Martha. ``No, indeed,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``Only of course it would be very wrong to keep Mrs

Cornbury waiting when she has been so excessively kind to you.'' ``The naughty girl! It isn't that at all,'' said

Cherry. ``It's she that is hurrying Mrs Cornbury away.'' ``Goodnight,'' said Augusta very coldly. ``And,

Rachel,'' said Cherry, ``mind you come up tomorrow and talk it all over; we shall have so much to say.'' Then

Rachel turned to go, and found Luke Rowan at her elbow waiting to take her down. She had no

alternativeshe must take his arm; and these they walked downstairs into the hall together.

``You'll come up here tomorrow,'' said he.

``No, no; tell Cherry that I shall not come.''

``Then I shall go to Bragg's End. Will your mother let me call?''

``No, don't come. Pray don't.''

``I certainly shallcertainly, certainly! What things have you got? Let me put your shawl on for you. If you

do not come up to the girls, I shall certainly go down to you. Now goodnight. Goodnight, Mrs Cornbury.''

And Luke, getting hold of Rachel's reluctant hand, pressed it with all his warmth.

``I don't want to ask indiscreet questions,'' said Mrs Cornbury; ``but that young man seems rather smitten, I

think.''

``Oh, no,'' said Rachel, not knowing what to say.

``But, I sayoh, yes; a nice goodlooking man he is too, and a gentleman, which is more than I can say for

all of them there. What an escape you had of Mr Griggs, my dear!''

``Yes, I had. But I was so sorry that you should have to speak to him.''

``Of course I spoke to him. I was there to fight your battles for you. That's why married ladies go to balls.

You were quite right not to dance with him. A girl should always avoid any intimacy with such men as that.

It is not that he would have done you any harm; but they stand in the way of your satisfaction and

contentment. Balls are given specially for young ladies; and it is my theory that they are to make themselves

happy while they are there, and not sacrifice themselves to men whom they don't wish to know. You can't

always refuse when you're asked, but you can always get out of an engagement afterwards if you know what

you're about. That was my way when I was a girl.'' And this was the daughter of Mr Comfort, whose

somewhat melancholy discourses against the world's pleasures and vanities had so often filled Rachel's

bosom with awe!

Rachel sat silent, thinking of what had occurred at Mrs Tappitt's; and thinking also that she ought to make

some little speech to her friend, thanking her for all that she had done. Ought she not also to apologise in

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after a few moments.

``I hope I wasn't to blame,'' said Rachel. ``But''

``But what? Of course you weren't to blameunless it was in being run after by so many gentlemen at once.''

``He was going to take me down to supperand it was so kind of him. And then while we were waiting

because the room downstairs was full, there was another quadrille, and I was engaged to Mr Rowan.''

``Ah, yes; I understand. And so Master Walter got thrown once. His wrath in such matters never lasts very

long. Here we are at Bragg's End. I've been so glad to have you with me, and I hope I may take you again

with me somewhere before long. Remember me kindly to your mother. There she is at the door waiting for

you.'' Then Rachel jumped out of the carriage, and ran across the little gravel path into the house.

Mrs Ray had been waiting up for her daughter, and had been listening eagerly for the wheels of the carriage.

It was not yet two o'clock, and by ballgoing people the hour of Rachel's return would have been considered

early; but to Mrs Ray anything after midnight was very late. She was not, however, angry, or even vexed, but

simply pleased that her girl had at last come back to her. ``Oh, mamma, I'm afraid it has been very hard upon

you, waiting for me!'' said Rachel; ``but I did come away as soon as I could.'' Mrs Ray declared that she had

not found it at all hard, and thenwith a laudable curiosity, seeing how little she had known about

ballsdesired to have an immediate account of Rachel's doings.

``And did you get anybody to dance with you?'' asked the mother, feeling a mother's ambition that her

daughter should have been ``respectit like the lave''.

``Oh, yes; plenty of people asked me to dance.''

``And did you find it come easy?''

``Quite easy. I was frightened about the waltzing, at first.''

``Do you mean that you waltzed, Rachel?''

``Yes, mamma. Everybody did it. Mrs Cornbury said she always waltzed when she was a girl; and as the

things turned out I could not help myself. I began with her cousin. I didn't mean to do it, but I got so ashamed

of myself that I couldn't refuse.''

Mrs Ray still was not angry; but she was surprised, and perhaps a little dismayed. ``And did you like it?''

``Yes, mamma.''

``Were they all kind to you?''

``Yes, mamma.''

``You seem to have very little to say about it; but I suppose you're tired.''

``I am tired, but it isn't that. It seems that there is so much to think about. I'll tell you everything tomorrow,

when I get quiet again. Not that there is much to tell.''

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``Goodnight, mamma. Mrs Cornbury was so kindyou can have no idea how goodnatured she is.''

``She always was a good creature.''

``If I'd been her sister she couldn't have done more for me. I feel as though I were really quite fond of her.

But she isn't a bit like what I expected. She chooses to have her own way; but then she is so goodhumoured!

And when I got into any little trouble she''

``Well, what else did she do; and what trouble had you?''

``I can't quite describe what I mean. She seemed to make so much of mejust as she might have done if I'd

been some grand young lady down from London, or any, anyYou know what I mean.''

Mrs Ray sat with her candle in her hand, receiving great comfort from the knowledge that her daughter had

been ``respectit''. She knew well what Rachel meant, and reflected, with perhaps a pardonable pride, that she

herself had ``come of decent people''. The Tappitts were higher than her in the world, and so were the

Griggses. But she knew that her forbears had been gentlefolk, when there were, so to speak, no Griggses and

no Tappitts in existence. It was pleasant to her to think that her daughter had been treated as a lady.

``And she did do me such a kindness. That horrid Mr Griggs was going to dance with me, and she wouldn't

let him.''

``I don't like that young man at all.''

``Poor Cherry! you should hear her talk of him! And she would have stayed ever so much longer if I had not

pressed her to go; and then she has such a nice way of saying things.''

``She always had that, when she was quite a young girl.''

``I declare I feel that I quite love her. And there was such a grand supper. Champagne!''

``No!''

``I got some cold turkey. Mr Rowan took me down to supper.'' These last words were spoken very mildly,

and Rachel, as she uttered them, did not dare to look into her mother's face.

``Did you dance with him?''

``Yes, mamma, three times. I should have stayed later only I was engaged to dance with him twice more; and

I didn't choose to do so.''

``Was he? Did he?''

``Oh, mamma; I can't tell you. I don't know how to tell you. I wish you knew it all without my saying

anything. He says he shall come here tomorrow if I don't go up to the brewery; and I can't possibly go there

now, after that.''

``Did he say anything more than that, Rachel?''

``He calls me Rachel, and speaksI can't tell you how he speaks. If you think it wrong, mamma, I won't ever

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Mrs Ray didn't know whether she ought to think it wrong or not. She was inclined to wish that it was right

and to believe that it was wrong. A few minutes ago Rachel was unable to open her mouth, and was anxious

to escape to bed; but, now that the ice was broken between her and her mother, they sat up for more than an

hour talking about Luke Rowan.

``I wonder whether he will really come?'' Rachel said to herself, as she laid her head upon her pillow``and

why does he want to come?''

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Mrs Tappitt's ball was celebrated on a Tuesday, and on the preceding Monday Mrs Prime moved herself off,

bag and baggage, to Miss Pucker's lodgings. Miss Pucker had been elated with a dismal joy when the

proposition was first made to her. ``Oh, yes; it was very dreadful. She would do anythingof course she

would give up the front bedroom upstairs to Mrs Prime, and get a stretcher for herself in the little room

behind, which looked out on the tiles of Griggs's sugar warehouse. She hadn't thought such a thing would

have been possible; she really had not. A ball! Mrs Prime couldn't help coming awayof course not. And

there would be plenty of room for all her boxes in the small room behind the shop. Mrs Ray's daughter go to

a ball!'' And then some threatening words were said as to the destiny of wicked people, which shall not be

repeated here.

That flitting had been a very dismal affair. An old man out of Baslehurst had come for Mrs Prime's things

with a donkeycart, and the old man, assisted by the girl, had carried them out together. Rachel had remained

secluded in her mother's room. The two sisters had met at the same table at breakfast, but had not spoken over

their tea and bread and butter. As Rachel was taking the cloth away Mrs Prime had asked her solemnly

whether she still persisted in bringing perdition upon herself and her mother. ``You have no right to ask me

such a question,'' Rachel had answered, and taking herself upstairs had secluded herself till the old man with

the donkey, followed by Mrs Prime, had taken himself away from Bragg's End. Mrs Ray, as her eldest

daughter was leaving her, stood at the door of her house with her handkerchief to her eyes. ``It makes me

very unhappy, Dorothy; so it does.'' ``And it makes me very unhappy, too, mother. Perhaps my sorrow in the

matter is deeper than yours. But I must do my duty.'' Then the two widows kissed each other with a cold

unloving kiss, and Mrs Prime had taken her departure from Bragg's End Cottage. ``It will make a great

difference in the housekeeping,'' Mrs Ray said to Rachel, and then she went to work at her little accounts.

It was Dorcasday at Miss Pucker's, and as the work of the meeting began soon after Mrs Prime had

unpacked her boxes in the front bedroom and had made her little domestic arrangements with her friend, that

first day passed by without much tedium. Mrs Prime was used to Miss Pucker, and was not therefore

grievously troubled by the ways and habits of that lady much as they were unlike those to which she had been

accustomed at Bragg's End; but on the next morning, as she was sitting with her companion after breakfast,

an idea did come into her head that Miss Pucker would not be a pleasant companion for life. She would talk

incessantly of the wickednesses of the cottage, and ask repeated questions about Rachel and the young man.

Mrs Prime was undoubtedly very angry with her mother, and much shocked at her sister, but she did not

relish the outspoken sympathy of her confidential friend. ``He'll never marry her, you know. He don't think of

such a thing,'' said Miss Pucker over and over again. Mrs Prime did not find this pleasant when spoken of her

sister. ``And the young men, I'm told, goes on anyhow, as they pleases at them dances,'' said Miss Pucker,

who in the warmth of her intimacy forgot some of those little restrictions in speech with which she had

burdened herself when first striving to acquire the friendship of Mrs Prime. Before dinner was over Mrs

Prime had made up her mind that she must soon move her staff again, and establish herself somewhere in

solitude.

After tea she took herself out for a walk, having managed to decline Miss Pucker's attendance, and as she

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would tell her in what way she had better live. He would tell her also whether it was impossible that she

should ever return to the cottage, for already her heart was becoming somewhat more soft than was its wont.

And as she walked she met Mr Prong himself, intent on his pastoral business. ``I was thinking of coming to

you tomorrow,'' she said, after their first salutation was over.

``Do,'' said he; ``do; come earlybefore the toil of the day's work commences. I also am specially anxious to

see you. Will nine be too earlyor, if you have not concluded your morning meal by that time, half past

nine.

Mrs Prime assured him that her morning meal was always concluded before nine o'clock, and promised to be

with him by that hour. Then as she slowly paced up the High Street to the Cawston Bridge and back again,

she wondered within herself as to the matter on which Mr Prong could specially want to see her. He might

probably desire to claim her services for some woman's work in his sheepfold. He should have them

willingly, for she had begun to feel that she would sooner cooperate with Mr Prong than with Miss Pucker.

As she returned down the High Street, and came near to her own door, she saw the cause of all her family

troubles standing at the entrance to Griggs's winestore. He was talking to the shopman within, and as she

passed she frowned grimly beneath her widow's bonnet. ``Send them to the brewery at once,'' said Luke

Rowan to the man. ``They are wanted this evening.''

``I understand,'' said the man.

``And tell your fellow to take them round to the back door.''

``All right,'' said the man, winking with one eye. He understood very well that young Rowan was ordering the

champagne for Mrs Tappitt's supper, and that it was thought desirable that Mr Tappitt shouldn't see the

bottles going into the house.

Miss Pucker possessed at any rate the virtue of being early, so that Mrs Prime had no difficulty in concluding

her ``morning meal'', and being at Mr Prong's house punctually at nine o'clock. Mr Prong, it seemed, had not

been quite so steadfast to his purpose, for his teapot was still upon the table, together with the debris of a

large dish of shrimps, the eating of small shellfish being an innocent enjoyment to which he was much

addicted.

``Dear me; so it is; just nine. We'll have these things away in a minute. Mrs Mudge! Mrs Mudge!.''

Whereupon Mrs Mudge came forth, and between the three the table was soon cleared. ``I wish you hadn't

caught me so late,'' said Mr Prong; ``it looks as though I hadn't been thinking of you.'' Then he picked up the

stray shell of a shrimp, and in order that he might get rid of it, put it into his mouth. Mrs Prime said she hoped

she didn't trouble him, and that of course she didn't expect him to be thinking about her particularly. Then Mr

Prong looked at her in a way that was very particular out of the corner of his eyes, and assured her that he had

been thinking of her all night. After that Mrs Prime sat down on a horsehairseated chair, and Mr Prong sat

on another opposite to her, leaning back, with his eyes nearly closed, and his hands folded upon his lap.

``I don't think Miss Pucker's will quite do for me,'' said Mrs Prime, beginning her story first.

``I never thought it would, my friend,'' said Mr Prong, with his eyes still nearly closed.

``She's a very good womanan excellent woman, and her heart is full of love and charity. But''

``I quite understand it, my friend. She is not in all things the companion you desire.''

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``Ah!'' sighed Mr Prong, shaking his head, but still keeping his eyes closed.

``I think I would rather be alone, if I do not return to them at the cottage. I would fain return if only they''

``If only they would return too. Yes! That would be a glorious end to the struggle you have made, if you can

bring them back with you from following after the Evil One! But you cannot return to them now, if you are to

countenance by your presence dancings, and lovemakings in the open air,'why worse in the open air than

in a close little parlour in a back street, Mr Prong did not say``and loud revellings, and the absence of all

good works, and rebellion against the spirit.'' Mr Prong was becoming energetic in his language, and at one

time had raised himself in his chair, and opened his eyes. But he closed them at once, and again fell back.

``No, my friend,'' said he, ``no. It must not be so. They must be rescued from the burning; but not sonot

so.'' After that for a minute or two they both sat still in silence.

``I think I shall get two small rooms for myself in one of the quiet streets, near the new church,'' said she.

``Ah, yes, perhaps sofor a time.''

``Till I may be able to go back to mother. It's a sad thing families being divided, Mr Prong.''

``Yes, it is sadunless it tends to the doing of the Lord's work.''

``But I hopeI do hope, that all this may be changed. Rachel, I know, is obstinate, but mother means well,

Mr Prong. She means to do her duty, if only she had good teaching near her.''

``I hope she may, I hope she may. I trust that they may both be brought to see the true light. We will wrestle

for themyou and me. We will wrestle for themtogether. Mrs Prime, my friend, if you are prepared to

hear me with attention, I have a proposition to make which I think you will acknowledge to be one of

importance.'' Then suddenly he sat bolt upright, opened his eyes wide, and dressed his mouth with all the

solemn dignity of which he was the master. ``Are you prepared to listen to me, Mrs Prime?''

Mrs Prime, who was somewhat astonished, said in a low voice that she was prepared to listen.

``Because I must beg you to hear me out. I shall fail altogether in reaching your intelligencewhatever

effect I might possibly have upon your heartunless you will hear me to the end.''

``I will hear you certainly, Mr Prong.''

``Yes, my friend, for it will be necessary. If I could convey to your mind all that is now passing through my

own, without any spoken word, how glad should I be! The words of men, when taken at the best, how weak

they are! They often tell a tale quite different from that which the creature means who uses them. Every

minister has felt that in addressing his flock from the pulpit. I feel it myself sadly, but I never felt it so sadly

as I do now.''

Mrs Prime did not quite understand him, but she assured him again that she would give his words her best

attention, and that she would endeavour to gather from them no other meaning than that which seemed to be

his. ``Ahseemed!'' said he. ``There is so much of seeming in this deceitful world. But you will believe this

of me, that whatever I do, I do as tending to the strengthening of my hands in the ministry.'' Mrs Prime said

that she would believe so much; and then as she looked into her companion's face, she became aware that

there was something of weakness displayed in that assuring mouth. She did not argue about it within her own

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``My friend,'' said heand as he spoke he drew his chair across the rug, so as to bring it very near to that on

which Mrs Prime was sitting``our destinies in this world, yours and mine, are in many things alike. We are

both alone. We both of us have our hands full of work, and of work which in many respects is the same. We

are devoted to the same cause: is it not so?'' Mrs Prime, who had been told that she was to listen and not to

speak, did not at first make any answer. But she was pressed by a repetition of the question. ``Is it not so, Mrs

Prime?''

``I can never make my work equal to that of a minister of the Gospel,'' said she.

``But you can share the work of such a minister. You understand me now. And let me assure you of this; that

in making this proposition to you, I am not selfseeking. It is not my own worldly comfort and happiness to

which I am chiefly looking.''

``Ah,'' said Mrs Prime, ``I suppose not.'' Perhaps there was in her voice the slightest touch of soreness.

``Nonot chiefly to that. I want assistance, confidential intercourse, sympathy, a congenial mind, support

when I am like to faint, counsel when I am pressing on, aid when the toil is too heavy for me, a kind word

when the day's work is over. And youdo you not desire the same? Are we not alike in that, and would it

not be well that we should come together?'' Mr Prong, as he spoke had put out his hand, and rested it on the

table with the palm upwards, as though expecting that she would put hers within it; and he had tilted his chair

so as to bring his body closer to hers, and had dropped from his face his assumed look of dignity. He was

quite in earnest, and being so had fallen away into his natural dispositions of body.

``I do not quite understand you,'' said Mrs Prime. She did however understand him perfectly, but thought it

expedient that he should be required to speak a little further before she answered him. She wanted time also

to arrange her reply. As yet she had not made up her mind whether she would say yes or no.

``Mrs Prime, I am offering to make you my wife. I have said nothing of love, of that human affection which

one of God's creatures entertains for anothernot, I can assure you, because I do not feel it, but because I

think that you and I should be governed in our conduct by a sense of duty, rather than by the poor

creaturelongings of the heart.''

``The heart is very deceitful,'' said Mrs Prime.

``That is truevery true; but my heart, in this matter, is not deceitful. I entertain for you all that deep love

which a man should feel for her who is to be the wife of his bosom.''

``But, Mr Prong''

``Let me finish before you give me your answer. I have thought much of this, as you may believe; and by

only one consideration have I been made to doubt the propriety of taking this step. People will say that I am

marrying you forfor your money, in short. It is an insinuation which would give me much pain, but I have

resolved within my own mind, that it is my duty to bear it. If my motives are pure,'here he paused a

moment for a word or two of encouragement, but received none``and if the thing itself be good, I ought

not to be deterred by any fear of what the wicked may say. Do you not agree with me in that?''

Mrs Prime still did not answer. She felt that any word of assent, though given by her to a minor proposition,

might be taken as involving some amount of assent towards the major proposition. Mr Prong had enjoyed the

advantage of thinking over his matrimonial prospects in undisturbed solitude, but she had as yet possessed no

such advantage. As the idea had never before presented itself to her, she did not feel inclined to commit

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``And as regards money,'' he continued.

``Well,'' said Mrs Prime, looking down demurely upon the ground, for Mr Prong had not at once gone on to

say what were his ideas about money.

``And as regards moneyneed I hardly declare that my motives are pure and disinterested? I am aware that

in worldly affairs you are at present better off than I am. My professional income from the pewrents is about

a hundred and thirty pounds a year.'It must be admitted that it was very hard work. By this time Mr Prong

had withdrawn his hand from the table, finding that attempt to be hopeless, and had resettled his chair upon

its four feet. He had commenced by requesting Mrs Prime to hear him patiently, but he had probably not

calculated that she would have listened with a patience so cruel and unrelenting. She did not even speak a

word when he communicated to her the amount of his income. ``That is what I receive here,'' he continued,

``and you are probably aware that I have no private means of my own.''

``I didn't know,'' said Mrs Prime.

``No; none. But what then?''

``Oh dear, no.''

``Money is but dross. Who feels that more strongly than you do?''

Mr Prong in all that he was saying intended to be honest, and in asserting, that money was dross, he believed

that he spoke his true mind. He thought also that he was passing a just eulogium on Mrs Prime, in declaring

that she was of the same opinion. But he was not quite correct in this, either as regarded himself, or as

regarded her. He did not covet money, but he valued it very highly; and as for Mrs Prime, she had an almost

unbounded satisfaction in her own independence. She had, after all, but two hundred a year, out of which she

gave very much in charity. But this giving in charity was her luxury. Fine raiment and dainty food tempted

her not at all; but nevertheless she was not free from temptations, and did not perhaps always resist them. To

be mistress of her money, and to superintend the gifts, not only of herself but of others; to be great among the

poor, and esteemed as a personage in her districtthat was her ambition. When Mr Prong told her that

money in her sight was dross, she merely shook her head. Why was it that she wrote those terribly caustic

notes to the agent in Exeter if her quarterly payments were ever late by a single week? ``Defend me from a

lone widow,'' the agent used to say, ``and especially if she's evangelical.'' Mrs Prime delighted in the sight of

the bit of paper which conveyed to her the possession of her periodical wealth. To her money certainly was

not dross, and I doubt if it was truly so regarded by Mr Prong himself.

``Any arrangements that you choose as to settlements or the like of that, could of course be made.'' Mr Prong

when he began, or rather when he made up his mind to begin, had determined that he would use all his best

power of language in pressing his suit; but the work had been so hard that his fine language had got itself lost

in the struggle. I doubt whether this made much difference with Mrs Prime; or it may be, that he had

sustained the propriety of his words as long as such propriety was needful and salutary to his purpose. Had he

spoken of the ``like of that'' at the opening of the negotiation, he might have shocked his hearer; but now she

was too deeply engaged in solid serious considerations to care much for the words which were used. ``A

hundred and thirty from pewrents,'' she said to herself, as he endeavoured, unsuccessfully, to look under her

bonnet into her face.

``I think I have said it all now,'' he continued. ``If you will trust yourself into my keeping I will endeavour,

with God's assistance, to do my duty by you. I have said but little personally of myself or of my feelings,

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``Oh, quite so,'' said she.

``I have spoken rather of those duties which we should undertake together in sweet companionship, if you

will, consent tototo be Mrs Prong, in short.'' Then he waited for an answer.

As she sat in her widow's weeds, there was not, to the eye, the promise in her of much sweet companionship.

Her old crape bonnet had been lugged and battered aboutnot out of all shape, as hats and bonnets are

sometimes battered by young ladies, in which guise, if the young ladies themselves be pretty, the battered

hats and bonnets are often more becoming than ever they were in the proper shapesbut so as closely to fit

her head, and almost hide her face. Her dress was so made, and so put on, as to give to her the appearance of

almost greater age than her mother's. She had studied to divest herself of all outward show of sweet

companionship; but perhaps she was not the less, on that account, gratified to find that she had not altogether

succeeded.

``I have done with the world, and all the world's vanities and cares,'' she said, shaking her head.

``No one can have done with the world as long as there is work in it for him or her to do. The monks and

nuns tried that, and you know what they came to.''

``But I am a widow.''

``Yes, my friend; and have shown yourself very willing to do your part. But do you not know that you could

be more active and more useful as a clergyman's wife than you can be as a solitary woman?''

``But my heart is buried, Mr Prong.''

``No; not so. While the body remains in this vale of tears, the heart must remain with it.'' Mrs Prime shook

her head; but in an anatomical point of view, Mr Prong was no doubt strictly correct. ``Other hopes

ariseand perhaps, too, other cares, but they will be sources of gentle happiness.''

Mrs Prime understood him as alluding to a small family, and again shook her head at the allusion.

``What I have said may probably have taken you by surprise.''

``Yes, it has, Mr Prongvery much.''

``And if so, it may be that you would wish time for consideration before you give me an answer.''

``Perhaps that will be best, Mr Prong.''

``Let it be so. On what day shall we say? Will Friday suit you? If I come to you on Friday morning, perhaps

Miss Pucker will be there.''

``Yes, she will.''

``And in the afternoon.''

``We shall be at the Dorcas meeting.''

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Mrs Prime herself felt that there was a difficulty. Hitherto she had entertained no objection to calling on Mr

Prong at his own house. His little sittingroom had been as holy ground to heralmost as part of the church,

and she had taken herself there without scruple. But things had now been put on a different footing. It might

be that that room would become her own peculiar property, but she could never again regard it in a simply

clerical light. It had become as it were a bower of love, and she could not take her steps thither with the

express object of assenting to the proposition made to heror even with that of dissenting from it.

``Perhaps'', said she, ``you could call at ten on Saturday. Miss Pucker will be out marketing.'' To this Mr

Prong agreed, and then Mrs Prime got up and took her leave. How fearfully wicked would Rachel have been

in her eyes, had Rachel made an appointment with a young man at some hour and some place in which she

might be found alone! But then it is so easy to trust oneself, and so easy also to distrust others.

``Good morning,'' said Mrs Prime; and as she went she gave her hand as a matter of course to her lover.

``Goodbye,'' said he; ``and think well of this if you can do so. If you believe that you will be more useful as

my wife than you can be in your present positionthen''

``You think it would be my duty to''

``Well, I will leave that for you to decide. I merely wish to put the matter before you. But, pray, understand

this; money need be no hindrance.'' Then, having said that last word, he let her go.

She walked away very slowly, and did not return by the most direct road to Miss Pucker's rooms. There was

much to be considered in the offer that had been made to her. Her lot in life would be very lonely if this

separation from her mother and sister should become permanent. She had already made up her mind that a

continued residence with Miss Pucker would not suit her; and although, on that very morning, she had felt

that there would be much comfort in living by herself, now, as she looked forward to that loneliness, it had

for her very little attraction. Might it not be true, also, that she could do more good as a clergyman's wife than

could possibly come within her reach as a single woman? She had tried that life once already, but then she

had been very young. As that memory came upon her, she looked back to her early life, and thought of the

hopes which had been hers as she stood at the altar, now so many years ago. How different had everything

been with her then! She remembered the sort of love she had felt in her heart, and told herself that there could

be no repetition of such love on Mr Prong's behalf. She had come round in her walk to that very churchyard

stile at which she had seen Rachel standing with Luke Rowan, and as she remembered some passages in her

own girlish days, she almost felt inclined to forgive her sister. But then, on a sudden, she drew herself up

almost with a gasp, and went on quickly with her walk. Had she not herself in those days walked in darkness,

and had it not since that been vouchsafed to her to see the light? In her few months of married happiness it

had been given to her to do but little of that work which might now be possible to her. Then she had been

married in the flesh; now she would be married in the spiritshe would be married in the spirit, if it should,

on final consideration, seem good to her to accept Mr Prong's offer in that light. Then unconsciously, she

began to reflect on the rights of a married woman with regard to moneyand also on the wrongs. She was

not sure as to the law, and asked herself whether it would be possible for her to consult an attorney. Finally,

she thought it would not be practicable to do so before giving her answer to Mr Prong.

And she could not even ask her mother. As to that, too, she questioned herself, and resolved that she could

not so far lower herself under existing circumstances. There was no one to whom she could go for advice. But

we may say this of herlet her have asked whom she would, she would at least have been guided by her

own judgement. If only she could have obtained some slight amount of legal information, how useful it

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LUKE ROWAN DECLARES HIS PLANS AS TO THE BREWERY

``The truth is, T., there was some joking among the young people about the wine, and then Rowan went and

ordered it.'' This was Mrs Tappitt's explanation about the champagne, made to her husband on the night of the

ball, before she was allowed to go to sleep. But this by no means satisfied him. He did not choose, as he

declared, that any young man should order whatever he might think necessary for his house. Then Mrs

Tappitt made it worse. ``To tell the truth, T., I think it was intended as a present to the girls. We are doing a

great deal to make him comfortable, and I fancy he thought it right to make them this little return.'' She

should have known her husband better. It was true that he grudged the cost of the wine; but he would have

preferred to endure that to the feeling that his table had been supplied by another manby a young man

whom he wished to regard as subject to himself, but who would not be subject, and at whom he was

beginning to look with very unfavourable eyes. ``A present to the girls? I tell you I won't have such presents.

And if it was so, I think he has been very impertinentvery impertinent indeed. I shall tell him soand I

shall insist on paying for the wine. And I must say, you ought not to have taken it.''

``Oh dear, T., I have been working so hard all night; and I do think you ought to let me go to sleep now,

instead of scolding me.''

On the following morning the party was of course discussed in the Tappitt family under various

circumstances. At the breakfasttable Mrs Rowan, with her son and daughter, were present; and then a song

of triumph was sung. Everything had gone off with honour and glory, and the brewery had been immortalised

for years to come. Mrs Butler Cornbury's praises were spokenwith some little drawback of a sneer on

them, because ``she had made such a fuss with that girl Rachel Ray'; and then the girls had told of their

partners, and Luke had declared it all to have been superb. But when the Rowans' backs were turned, and the

Tappitts were alone together, others besides old Tappitt himself had words to say in dispraise of Luke. Mrs

Tappitt had been much inclined to make little of her husband's objections to the young man while she hoped

that he might possibly become her soninlaw. He might have been a thorn in the brewery, among the vats,

but he would have been a flourishing young baytree in the outer world of Baslehurst. She had, however, no

wish to encourage the growth of a thorn within her own premises, in order that Rachel Ray, or such as she,

might have the advantage of the baytree. Luke Rowan had behaved very badly at her party. Not only had he

failed to distinguish either of her own girls, but he had, as Mrs Tappitt said, made himself so conspicuous

with that foolish girl, that all the world had been remarking it.

``Mrs Butler Cornbury seemed to think it all right,'' said Cherry.

``Mrs Butler Cornbury is not everybody,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``I didn't think it right, I can assure youand

what's more, your papa didn't think it right.''

``And he was going on all the evening as though he were quite master in the house,'' said Augusta. ``He was

ordering the musicians to do this and that all the evening.''

``He'll find that he's not master. Your papa is going to speak to him this very day.''

``What!about Rachel?'' asked Cherry, in dismay.

``About things in general,'' said Mrs Tappitt. Then Mary Rowan returned to the room, and they all went back

upon the glories of the ball. ``I think it was nice,'' said Mrs Tappitt, simpering. ``I'm sure there was no trouble

sparednor yet expense.'' She knew that she ought not to have uttered the last word, and she would have

refrained if it had been possible to herbut it was not possible. The man who tells you how much his wine

costs a dozen, knows that he is wrong while the words are in his mouth; but they are in his mouth, and he

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Mr Tappitt was not about to lecture Luke Rowan as to his conduct in regard to Rachel Ray. He found some

difficulty in speaking to his wouldbe partner, even on matters of business, in a proper tone, and with,

becoming authority. As he was so much the senior, and Rowan so much the junior, some such tone of

superiority was, as he thought, indispensable. But he had great difficulty in assuming it. Rowan had a way

with him that was not exactly a way of submission, and Tappitt would certainly not have dared to encounter

him on any such matter as his behaviour in a drawingroom. When the time came he had not even the

courage to allude to those champagne bottles, and it may be as well explained that Rowan paid the little bill

at Griggs's, without further reference to the matter. But the question of the brewery management was a matter

vital to Tappitt. There, among the vats, he had reigned supreme since Bungall ceased to be king, and for

continual mastery there it was worth his while to make a fight. That he was under difficulties even in that

fight he had already begun to know. He could not talk Luke Rowan down, and make him go about his work

in an orderly, everyday, businesslike fashion. Luke Rowan would not be talked down, nor would he be

orderlynot according to Mr Tappitt's orders. No doubt Mr Tappitt, under these circumstances, could

decline the partnership; and this he was disposed to do; but he had been consulting lawyers, consulting

papers, and looking into old accounts, and he had reason to fear that, under Bungall's will, Luke Rowan

would have the power of exacting from him much more than he was inclined to give.

``You'd better take him into the concern,'' the lawyer had said. ``A young head is always useful.''

``Not when the young head wants to be master,'' Tappitt had answered. ``If I'm to do that the whole thing will

go to the dogs.'' He did not exactly explain to the lawyer that Rowan had carried his infatuation so far as to be

desirous of brewing good beer, but he did make it very clear that such a partner would; in his eyes, be

anything but desirable.

``Then, upon my word, I think you'll have to give him the ten thousand pounds. I don't even know but what

the demand is moderate.''

This was very bad news to Tappitt. ``But suppose I haven't got ten thousand pounds!'' Now it was very well

known that the property and the business were worth money, and the lawyer suggested that Rowan might

take steps to have the whole concern sold. ``Probably he might buy it himself and undertake to pay you so

much a year,'' suggested the lawyer. But this view of the matter was not at all in accordance with Mr Tappitt's

ideas. He had been brewer in Baslehurst for nearly thirty years, and still wished to remain so. Mrs Tappitt had

been of opinion that all difficulties might be overcome if only Luke would fall in love with one of her girls.

Mrs Rowan had been invited to Baslehurst specially with a view to some such arrangement. But Luke

Rowan, as it seemed to them both now, was an obstinate young man, who, in matters of beer as well as in

matters of love, would not be guided by those who best knew how to guide him. Mrs Tappitt had watched

him closely at the ball, and had now given him up altogether. He had danced only once with Augusta, and

then had left her the moment the dance was over. ``I should offer him a hundred and fifty pounds a year out

of the concern, and if he didn't like that let him lump it,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``Lump it!'' said Mr Tappitt. ``That

means going to a London lawyer.'' He felt the difficulties of his position as he prepared to speak his mind to

young Rowan on the morning after the party; but on that occasion his strongest feeling was in favour of

expelling the intruder. Any lot in life would be preferable to working in the brewery with such a partner as

Luke Rowan.

``I suppose your head's hardly cool enough for business,'' he said, as Luke came in and took a stool in his

office. Tappitt was sitting in his customary chair, with his arm resting on a large oldfashioned

leathercovered table, which was strewed with his papers, and which had never been reduced to cleanliness

or order within the memory of anyone connected with the establishment. He had turned his chair round from

its accustomed place so as to face Rowan, who had perched himself on a stool which was commonly

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``My head not cool!'' said Rowan. ``It's as cool as a cucumber. I wasn't drinking last night.''

``I thought you might be tired with the dancing.'' Then Tappitt's mind flew off to the champagne, and he

determined that the young man before him was too disagreeable to be endured.

``Oh, dear, no. Those things never tire me. I was across here with the men before eight this morning. Do you

know, I'm sure we could save a third of the fuel by altering the flues? I never saw such contrivances. They

must have been put in by the coalmerchants, for the sake of wasting coal.''

``If you please, we won't mind the flues at present.''

``I only tell you; it's for your sake much more than my own. If you won't believe me, do you ask Newman to

look at them the first time you see him in Baslehurst.''

``I don't care a straw for Newman.''

``He's got the best concerns in Devonshire, and knows what he's about better than any man in these parts.''

``I dare say. But now, if you please, we won't mind him. The concerns, as I have managed them, have done

very well for me for the last thirty yearsvery well I may say also for your uncle, who understood what he

was doing. I'm not very keen for so many changes. They cost a great deal of money, and as far as I can see

don't often lead to much profit.''

``If we don't go on with the world,'' said Rowan, ``the world will leave us behind. Look at the new machinery

they're introducing everywhere. People don't do it because they like to spend their money. It's competition;

and there's competition in beer as well as in other things.''

For a minute or two Mr Tappitt sat in silence collecting his thoughts, and then he began his speech. ``I'll tell

you what it is, Rowan, I don't like these newfangled ways. They're very well for you, I dare say. You are

young, and perhaps you may see your way. I'm old, and I don't see mine among all these changes. It's clear to

me that you and I could not go on together as partners in the same concern. I should expect to have my own

wayfirst because I've a deal of experience, and next because my share in the concern would be so much the

greatest.''

``Stop a moment, Mr Tappitt; I'm not quite sure that it would be much the greatest. I don't want to say

anything about that now; only if I were to let your remark pass without notice it would seem that I had

assented.''

``Ah; very well. I can only say that I hope you'll find yourself mistaken. I've been over thirty years in the

concern, and it would be odd if I with my large family were to find myself only equal with you, who have

never been in the business at all, and ain't even married yet.''

``I don't see what being married has to do with it.''

``Don't you? You'll find that's the way we look at these things down in these parts. You're not in London

here, Mr Rowan.''

``Certainly not; but I suppose the laws are the same. This is an affair of capital.''

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``Bungall did, and I'm here as his representative. But you'd better let that pass by just at present. If we can

agree as to the management of the business, you won't find me a hard man to deal with as to our relative

shares.'' Hereupon Tappitt scratched his head, and tried to think. ``But I don't see how we are to agree about

the management,'' he continued. ``You won't be led by anybody.''

``I don't know about that. I certainly want to improve the concern.''

``Ah, yes; and to ruin it. Whereas I've been making money out of it these thirty years. You and I won't do

together; that's the long of it and the short of it.''

``It would be a putting of new wine into old bottles, you think?'' suggested Rowan.

``I'm not saying anything about wine; but I do think that I ought to know something about beer.''

``And I'm to understand'', said Rowan, ``that you have definitely determined not to carry on the old concern

in conjunction with me as your partner.''

``Yes; I think I have.''

``But it will be as well to be sure. One can't allow oneself to depend upon thinking.''

``Well, I am sure; I've made up my mind. I've no doubt you're a very clever young man, but I am quite sure

we should not do together; and to tell you the truth, Rowan, I don't think you'll ever make your fortune by

brewing.''

``You think not?''

``No; never.''

``I'm sorry for that.''

``I don't know that you need be sorry. You'll have a nice income for a single man to begin the world with, and

there's other businesses besides brewingand a deal better.''

``Ah! But I've made up my mind to be a brewer. I like it. There's opportunity for chemical experiments, and

room for philosophical inquiry, which gives the trade a charm in my eyes. I dare say it seems odd to you, but

I like being a brewer.''

Tappitt only scratched his head, and stared at him. ``I do indeed,'' continued Rowan. ``Now a man can't do

anything to improve his own trade as a lawyer. A great deal will be done; but I've made up my mind that all

that must come from the outside. All trades want improving; but I like a trade in which I can do the

improvements myselffrom the inside. Do you understand me, Mr Tappitt?'' Mr Tappitt did not understand

himwas very far indeed from understanding him.

``With such ideas as those I don't think Baslehurst is the ground for you,'' said Mr Tappitt.

``The very ground!'' said Rowan. ``That's just itit's the very place I want. Brewing, as I take it, is at a lower

ebb here than in any other part of England,''this at any rate was not complimentary to the brewer of thirty

years' standing``than in any other part of England. The people swill themselves with the nasty juice of the

apple because sound malt and hops have never been brought within their reach. I think Devonshire is the very

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there's a more fitting town than Baslehurst.''

Mr Tappitt was dumbfounded. Did this young man mean him to understand that it was his intention to open a

rival establishment under his nose; to set up with Bungall's money another brewery in opposition to Bungall's

brewery? Could such ingratitude as that be in the mind of anyone? ``Oh,'' said Tappitt; ``I don't quite

understand, but I don't doubt but what you say is all very fine.''

``I don't think that it's fine at all, Mr Tappitt, but I believe that it's true. I represent Mr Bungall's interest here

in Baslehurst, and I intend to carry on Mr Bungall's business in the town in which he established it.''

``This is Mr Bungall's businessthis here, where I'm sitting, and it is in my hands.''

``The use of these premises depends on you certainly.''

``Yes; and the name of the firm, and thethetheIn point of fact, this is the old establishment. I never

heard of such a thing in all my life.''

``Quite true; it is the old establishment; and if I should set up another brewery here, as I think it probable I

may, I shall not make use of Bungall's name. In the first place it would hardly be fair; and in the next place,

by all accounts, he brewed such very bad beer that it would not be a credit to me. If you'll tell me what your

plan is, then I'll tell you mine. You'll find that everything shall be aboveboard, Mr Tappitt.''

``My plan? I've got no plan. I mean to go on here as I've always done.''

``But I suppose you intend to come to some arrangement with me. My claims are these: I will either come

into this establishment on an equal footing with yourself, as regards share and management, or else I shall

look to you to give me the sum of money to which my lawyers tell me I am entitled. In fact, you must either

take me in or buy me out.''

``I was thinking of a settled income.''

``No; it wouldn't suit me. I have told you what are my intentions, and to carry them out I must either have a

concern of my own, or a share in a concern. A settled income would do me no good.''

``Two hundred a year,'' suggested Tappitt.

``Psha! Three per cent would give me three hundred.''

``Ten thousand pounds is out of the question, you know.''

``Very well, Mr Tappitt. I can't say anything fairer than I have done. It will suit my own views much the best

to start alone, but I do not wish to oppose you if I can help it. Start alone I certainly will, if I cannot come in

here on my own terms.''

After that there was nothing more said. Tappitt turned round, pretending to read his letters, and Rowan

descending from his seat walked out into the yard of the brewery. His intention had been, ever since he had

looked around him in Baslehurst, to be master of the place, or if not of that, to be master of some other. ``It

would break my heart to be sending out such stuff as that all my life,'' he said to himself, as he watched the

muddy stream run out of the shallow coolers. He had resolved that he would brew good beer. As to that

ambition of putting down the consumption of cider, I myself am inclined to think that the habits of the

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He had now, for the first time, spoken openly of his purpose to Mr Tappitt; but, having done so, he resolved

that there should be no more delay. ``I'll give him till Saturday for an answer,'' he said. ``If he isn't ready with

one by that time I'll manage it through the lawyers.'' After that he turned his mind to Rachel Ray and the

events of the past evening. He had told Rachel that he would go out to Bragg's End if she did not come into

town, and he was quite resolved that he would do so. He knew well that she would not come in,

understanding exactly those feelings of hers which would prevent it. Therefore his walk to Bragg's End on

that afternoon was a settled thing with him. They were to dine at the brewery at three, and he would go

almost immediately after dinner. But what would he say to her when he got there, and what would he say to

her mother? He had not even yet made up his mind that he would positively ask her on that day to be his

wife, and yet he felt that if he found her at home he would undoubtedly do so. ``I'll arrange it all'', said he,

``as I'm walking over.'' Then he threw away the end of his cigar, and wandered about for the next halfhour

among the vats and tubs and furnaces.

Mr Tappitt took himself into the house as soon as he found himself able to do so without being seen by young

Rowan. He took himself into the house in order that he might consult with his wife as to this unexpected

revelation that had been made to him; or rather that he might have an opportunity of saying to someone all

the hard things which were now crowding themselves upon his mind with reference to this outrageous young

man. Had anything ever been known, or heard, or told, equal in enormity to this wickedness! He was to be

called upon to find capital for the establishment of a rival in his own town, or else he was to bind himself in a

partnership with a youth who knew nothing of his business, but was nevertheless resolved to constitute

himself the chief manager of it! He who had been so true to Bungall in his young days was now to be

sacrificed in his old age to Bungall's audacious representative! In the first of his anger he declared to his wife

that he would pay no money and admit of no partnership. If Rowan did not choose to take his income as old

Mrs Bungall had taken hers he might seek what redress the law would give him. It was in vain that Mrs

Tappitt suggested that they would all be ruined. ``Then we will be ruined,'' said Tappitt hot with indignation;

``but all Baslehurstall Devonshire shall know why.'' Pernicious young man! He could not explainhe

could not even quite understand in what the atrocity of Rowan's proposed scheme consisted, but he was

possessed by a full conviction that it was atrocious. He had admitted this man into his house; he was even

now entertaining as his guests the man's mother and sister; he had allowed him to have the run of the

brewery, so that he had seen both the nakedness and the fat of the land; and this was to be his reward! ``If I

were to tell it at the readingroom,'' said Tappitt, ``he would never be able to show himself again in the High

Street.''

Mrs Tappitt, who was anxious but not enraged, did not see the matter quite in the same light, but she was not

able to oppose her husband in his indignation. When she suggested that it might be well for them to raise

money and pay off their enemy's claim, merely stipulating that a rival brewery should not be established in

Baslehurst, he swore an oath that he would raise no money for such a purpose. He would have no dealings

with so foul a traitor except through his lawyer, Honyman. ``But Honyman thinks you'd better settle with

him,'' pleaded Mrs T. ``Then I'll go to another lawyer,'' said Tappitt. ``If Honyman won't stand to me I'll go to

Sharpit and Longfite. They won't give way as long as there's a leg to stand on.'' For the time Mrs Tappitt let

this pass. She knew how useless it would be to tell her husband at the present moment that Sharpit and

Longfite would be the only winners in such a contest as that of which he spoke. At the present moment Mr

Tappitt felt a pride in his anger, and was almost happy in the fury of his wrath; but Mrs Tappitt was very

wretched. If that nasty girl, Rachel Ray, had not come in the way all might have been well.

``He shan't eat another meal in this house,'' said Tappitt. ``I don't care,'' he went on, when his wife pleaded

that Luke Rowan must be admitted to their table because of Mrs Rowan and Mary. ``You can say what you

like to them. They're welcome to stay if they like it, or welcome to go; but he shan't put his feet under my

mahogany again.'' On this point, however, he was brought to relent before the hour of dinner. Baslehurst, his

wife told him, would be against him if he turned his guests away from his house hungry. If a fight was

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therefore arranged that Mrs Tappitt should have a conversation with Mrs Rowan after dinner, while the young

people were out in the evening. ``He shan't sleep in this house tomorrow,'' said Tappitt, riveting his assertion

with very strong language; and Mrs Tappitt understood that her communications were to be carried on upon

that basis.

At three o'clock the Tappitts and Rowans all sat down to dinner. Mr Tappitt ate his meal in absolute silence;

but the young people were full of the ball, and the elder ladies were very gracious to each other. At such

entertainments Paterfamilias is simply required to find the provender and to carve it. If he does that

satisfactorily, silence on his part is not regarded as a great evil. Mrs Tappitt knew that her husband's mood

was not happy, and Martha may have remarked that all was not right with her father. To the others I am

inclined to think his ill humour was a matter of indifference.

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It was the custom of the Miss Tappitts, during these long midsummer days, to start upon their evening walk

at about seven o'clock, the hour for the family gathering round the teatable being fixed at six. But, in

accordance with the same custom, dinner at the brewery was usually eaten at one. At this immediate time

with which we are now dealing, dinner had been postponed till three, out of compliment to Mrs Rowan, Mrs

Tappitt considering three o'clock more fashionable than one; and consequently the afternoon habits of the

family were disarranged. Half past seven, it was thought, would be a becoming hour for tea, and therefore the

young ladies were driven to go out at five o'clock, while the sun was still hot in the heavens.

``No,'' said Luke, in answer to his sister's invitation; ``I don't think I will mind walking today: you are all

going so early.'' He was sitting at the moment after dinner with his glass of brewery portwine before him.

``The young ladies must be very unhappy that their hours can't be made to suit you,'' said Mrs Tappitt, and

the tone of her voice was sarcastic and acid.

``I think we can do without him,'' said Cherry, laughing.

``Of course we can,'' said Augusta, who was not laughing.

``But you might as well come all the same,'' said Mary.

``There's metal more attractive somewhere else,'' said Augusta.

``I cannot bear to see so much fuss made with the young men,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``We never did it when I

was young. Did we, Mrs Rowan?''

``I don't think there's much change,'' said Mrs Rowan; ``we used to be very glad to get the young men when

we could, and to do without them when we couldn't.''

``And that's just the way with us,'' said Cherry.

``Speak for yourself,'' said Augusta.

During all this time Mr Tappitt spoke never a word. He also sipped his glass of wine, and as he sipped it he

brooded over his wrath. Who were these Rowans that they should have come about his house and premises,

and forced everything out of its proper shape and position? The young man sat there as though he were lord

of everythingso Tappitt declared to himself; and his own wife was snubbed in her own parlour as soon as

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pervaded them all, and made even the girls feel that things were going wrong.

Mrs Tappitt rose from her chair, and made a stiff bow across the table to her guests, understanding that that

was the proper way in which to effect a retreat into the drawingroom; whereupon Luke opened the door, and

the ladies went. ``Thank you, sir,'' said Mrs Tappitt very solemnly as she passed by him. Mrs Rowan, going

first, had given him a loving little nod of recognition, and Mary had pinched his arm. Martha uttered a word

of thanks, intended for conciliation; Augusta passed him in silence with her nose in the air; and Cherry, as she

went by, turned upon him a look of dismay. He returned Cherry's look with a shake of his head, and both of

them understood that things were going wrong.

``I don't think I'll take any more wine, sir,'' said Rowan.

``Do as you like,'' said Tappitt. ``It's there if you choose to take it.''

``It seems to me, Mr Tappitt, that you want to quarrel with me,'' said Luke.

``You can form your own opinion about that. I'm not bound to tell my mind to everybody.''

``Oh, no; certainly not. But it's very unpleasant going on in that way in the same house. I'm thinking

particularly of Mrs Tappitt and the girls.''

``You needn't trouble yourself about them at all. You may leave me to take care of them.''

Luke had not sat down since the ladies left the room, and now determined that he had better not do so. ``I

think I'll say good afternoon,'' said Rowan.

``Good day to you,'' said Tappitt, with his face turned away, and his eyes fixed upon one of the open

windows.

``Well, Mr Tappitt, if I have to say goodbye to you in that way in your own house, of course it must be for the

last time. I have not meant to offend you, and I don't think I've given you ground for offence.''

``You don't, don't you?''

``Certainly not. If, unfortunately, there must be any disagreement between us about matters of business, I

don't see why that should be brought into private life.''

``Look here, young man,'' said Tappitt, turning upon him. ``You lectured me in my countinghouse this

morning, and I don't intend that you shall lecture me here also. I'm drinking my own wine in my own parlour,

and choose to drink it in peace and quietness.''

``Very well, sir; I will not disturb you much longer. Perhaps you will make my apologies to Mrs Tappitt, and

tell her how much obliged I am by her hospitality, but that I will not trespass upon it any longer. I'll get a bed

at the ``Dragon,'' and I'll write a line to my mother or sister.'' Then Luke left the room, took his hat up from

the hall, and made his way out of the house.

He had much to occupy his mind at the present moment. He felt that he was being turned out of Mr Tappitt's

house, but would not much have regarded that if no one was concerned in it but Mr Tappitt himself. He had,

however, been on very intimate terms with all the ladies of the family; even for Mrs Tappitt he had felt a

friendship; and for the girlsespecially for Cherryhe had learned to entertain an easy brotherly affection,

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annoyance. He had acknowledged to himself, as soon as he found himself among them, that the Tappitts did

not possess, in their ways and habits of life, quite all that he should desire in his dearest and most intimate

friends. I do not know that he had thought much of this; but he had felt it. Nevertheless he had determined

that he would like them. He intended to make his way in life as a tradesman, and boldly resolved that he

would not be above his trade. His mother sometimes reminded him, with perhaps not the truest pride, that he

was a gentleman. In answer to this he had once or twice begged her to define the word, and then there had

been some slight, very slight, disagreement between them. In the end the mother always gave way to the son;

as to whom she believed that the sun shone with more special brilliancy for him than for any other of God's

creatures. Now, as he left the brewery house, he remembered how intimate he had been with them all but a

few hours since, arranging matters for their ball, and giving orders about the place as though he had belonged

to the family. He had allowed himself to be at home with them, and to be one of them. He was by nature

impulsive, and had thus fallen instantly into the intimacy which had been permitted to him. Now he was

turned out of the house; and as he walked across the churchyard to bespeak a bed for himself at the inn, and

write the necessary note to his sister, he was melancholy and almost unhappy. He felt sure that he was right in

his views regarding the business, and could not accuse himself of any fault in his manner of making them

known to Mr Tappitt; but, nevertheless, he was ill at ease with himself in that he had given offence. And with

all these thoughts were mingled other thoughts as to Rachel Ray. He did not in the least imagine that any of

the anger felt towards him at the brewery had been caused by his open admiration of Rachel. It had never

occurred to him that Mrs Tappitt had regarded him as a possible soninlaw, or that, having so regarded him,

she could hold him in displeasure because he had failed to fall into her views. He had never regarded himself

as being of value as a possible future husband, or entertained the idea that he was a prize. He had taken hold

in good faith of the Tappitt right hand which had been stretched out to him, and was now grieved that that

hand should be suddenly withdrawn.

But as he was impulsive, so also was he lighthearted, and when he had chosen his bedroom and written the

note to Mary, in which he desired her to pack up his belongings and send them to him, he was almost at ease

as regarded that matter. Old Tappitt was, as he said to himself, an old ass, and if he chose to make that

brewery business a cause of quarrel no one could help it. Mary was bidden in the note to say very civil things

to Mrs Tappitt; but, at the same time, to speak out the truth boldly. ``Tell her'', said he, ``that I am constrained

to leave the house because Mr Tappitt and I cannot agree at the present moment about matters of business.''

When this was done he looked at his watch, and started off on his walk to Bragg's End.

It has been said that Rowan had not made up his mind to ask Rachel to be his wifethat he had not made up

his mind on this matter, although he was going to Bragg's End in a mood which would very probably bring

him to such a conclusion. It will, I fear, be thought from this that he was light in purpose as well as light in

heart; but I am not sure that he was open to any special animadversion of that nature. It is the way of men to

carry on such affairs without any complete arrangement of their own plans or even wishes. He knew that he

admired Rachel and liked her. I doubt whether he had ever yet declared to himself that he loved her. I doubt

whether he had done so when he started on that walkthinking it probable, however, that he had persuaded

himself of the fact before he reached the cottage door. He had already, as we know, said words to Rachel

which he should not have said unless he intended to seek her as his wifehe had spoken words and done

things of that nature, being by no means perfect in all his ways. But he had so spoken and so acted without

premeditation, and now was about to follow up those little words and little acts to their natural

consequencealso without much premeditation.

Rachel had told her mother, on her return from the ball, that Luke Rowan had promised to call; and had

offered to take herself off from the cottage for the whole afternoon, if her mother thought it wrong that she

should see him. Mrs Ray had never felt herself to be in greater difficulty.

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Rachel said at once that if her absence were desirable she would find whither to betake herself. ``I'd stay

upstairs in my bedroom, for the matter of that, mamma.''

``He'd be sure to know it,'' said Mrs Ray, speaking of the young man as though he were much to be

fearedas indeed he was much feared by her.

``If you don't think I ought to go, perhaps it would be best that I should stay,'' said Rachel, at last, speaking in

a very low tone, but still with some firmness in her voice.

``I'm sure I don't know what I'm to say to him,'' said Mrs Ray.

``That must depend upon what he says to you, mamma,'' said Rachel.

After that there was no further talk of running away; but the morning did not pass with them lightly or

pleasantly. They made an effort to sit quietly at their work, and to talk over the doings at Mrs Tappitt's ball;

but this coming of the young man threw its shadow, more or less, over everything. They could not talk, or

even look at each other, as they would have talked and looked had no such advent been expected. They dined

at one, as was their custom, and after dinner I think it probable that each of them stood before her glass with

more care than she would have done on ordinary days. It was no ordinary day, and Mrs Ray certainly put on a

clean cap.

``Will that collar do?'' she said to Rachel.

``Oh, yes, mamma,'' said Rachel, almost angrily. She also had taken her little precautions, but she could not

endure to have such precautions acknowledged, even by a word.

The afternoon was very tedious. I don't know why Luke should have been expected exactly at three; but Mrs

Ray had, I think, made up her mind that he might be looked for at that time with the greatest certainty. But at

three he was sitting down to dinner, and even at half past five had not as yet left his room at the ``Dragon.''

``I suppose that we can't have tea till he's been,'' said Mrs Ray, just at that hour; ``that is, if he does come at

all.''

Rachel felt that her mother was vexed, because she suspected that Mr Rowan was not about to keep his word.

``Don't let his coming make any difference, mamma,'' said Rachel. ``I will go and get tea.''

``Wait a few minutes longer, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray.

It was all very well for Rachel to beg that it might make ``no difference''. It did make a very great deal of

difference.

``I think I'll go over and see Mrs Sturt for a few minutes,'' said Rachel, getting up.

``Pray don't, my dearpray don't; I should never know what to say to him if he should come while you were

away.''

So Rachel again sat down.

She had just, for the second time, declared her intention of getting tea, having now resolved that no weakness

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coming over the green. He was walking very slowly, swinging a big stick as he came, and had taken himself

altogether away from the road, almost to the verge of Mrs Sturt's farmyard. ``There he is,'' said Mrs Ray, with

a little start. Rachel, who was struggling hard to retain her composure, could not resist her impulse to jump up

and look out upon the green from behind her mother's shoulder. But she did this from some little distance

inside the room, so that no one might possibly see her from the green. ``Yes; there he is, certainly,'' and,

having thus identified their visitor, she immediately sat down again. ``He's talking to Farmer Sturt's

ploughboy,'' said Mrs Ray. ``He's asking where we live,'' said Rachel; ``he's never been here before.''

Rowan, having completed his conversation with the ploughboy, which by the way seemed to Mrs Ray to

have been longer than was necessary for its alleged purpose, came boldly across the green, and without

pausing for a moment made his way through the cottage gate. Mrs Ray caught her breath, and could not keep

herself quite steady in her chair. Rachel, feeling that something must be done, got up from her seat and went

quickly out into the passage. She knew that the front door was open, and she was prepared to meet Rowan in

the hall.

``I told you I should call,'' said he. ``I hope you'll let me come in.''

``Mamma will be very glad to see you,'' she said. Then she brought him up and introduced him. Mrs Ray rose

from her chair and curtseyed, muttering something as to its being a long way for him to walk out there to the

cottage.

``I said I should come, Mrs Ray, if Miss Ray did not make her appearance at the brewery in the morning. We

had such a nice party, and of course one wants to talk it over.''

``I hope Mrs Tappitt is quite well after itand the girls,'' said Rachel.

``Oh, yes. You know we kept it up two hours after you were gone. I can't say Mr Tappitt is quite right this

morning.''

``Is he ill?'' asked Mrs Ray.

``Well, no; not ill, I think, but I fancy that the party put him out a little. Middleaged gentlemen don't like to

have all their things poked away anywhere. Ladies don't mind it, I fancy.''

``Ladies know where to find them, as it is they who do the poking away,'' said Rachel. ``But I'm sorry about

Mr Tappitt.''

``I'm sorry, too, for he's a goodnatured sort of a man when he's not put out. I say, Mrs Ray, what a very

pretty place you have got here.''

``We think so because we're proud of our flowers.''

``I do almost all the gardening myself,'' said Rachel.

``There's nothing I like so much as a garden, only I never can remember the names of the flowers. They've

got such grand names down here. When I was a boy, in Warwickshire, they used to have nothing but roses

and sweet williams. One could remember them.''

``We haven't got anything very grand here,'' said Rachel. Soon after that they were sauntering out among the

little paths and Rachel was picking flowers for him. She felt no difficulty in doing it, as her mother stood by

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``I wonder whether Mr Rowan would come in and have some tea,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Oh, wouldn't I,'' said Rowan, ``if I were asked?''

Rachel was highly delighted with her mother, not so much on account of her courtesy to their guest, as that

she had shown herself equal to the occasion, and had behaved, in an unabashed manner, as a mistress of a

house should do. Mrs Ray had been in such dread of the young man's coming, that Rachel had feared she

would be speechless. Now the ice was broken, and she would do very well. The merit, however, did not

belong to Mrs Ray, but to Rowan. He had the gift of making himself at home with people, and had done

much towards winning the widow's heart, when, after an interval of ten minutes, they two followed Rachel

into the house. Rachel then had her hat on, and was about to go over the green to the farmer's house.

``Mamma, I'll just run over to Mrs Sturt's for some cream,'' said she.

``Mayn't I go with you?'' said Rowan.

``Certainly not,'' said Rachel. ``You'd frighten Mrs Sturt out of all her composure, and we should never get

the cream.'' Then Rachel went off, and Rowan was again left with her mother.

He had seated himself at her request in an armchair, and there for a minute or two he sat silent. Mrs Ray was

busy with the teathings, but she suddenly felt that she was oppressed by the stranger's presence. While

Rachel had been there, and even when they had been walking among the flowerbeds, she had been quite

comfortable; but now the knowledge that he was there, in the room with her, as he sat silent in the chair, was

becoming alarming. Had she been right to ask him to stay for tea? He looked and spoke like a sheep; but then,

was it not known to all the world that wolves dressed themselves often in that guise, so that they might carry

out their wicked purposes? Had she not been imprudent? And then there was the immediate trouble of his

silence. What was she to say to him to break it? That trouble, however, was soon brought to an end by Rowan

himself. ``Mrs Ray,'' said he, ``I think your daughter is the nicest girl I ever saw in my life.''

Mrs Ray instantly put down the teacaddy which she had in her hand, and started, with a slight gasp in her

throat, as though cold water had been thrown over her. At the instant she said nothing. What was she to say in

answer to so violent a proposition?

``Upon my word I do,'' said Luke, who was too closely engaged with his own thoughts and his own feelings

to pay much immediate attention to Mrs Ray. ``It isn't only that she's goodlooking, but there's somethingI

don't know what it isbut she's just the sort of person I like. I told her I should come today, and I have come

on purpose to say this to you. I hope you won't be angry with me.''

``Pray, sir, don't say anything to her to turn her head.''

``If I understand her, Mrs Ray, it wouldn't be very easy to turn her head. But suppose she has turned mine?''

``Ah, no. Young gentlemen like you are in no danger of that sort of thing. But for a poor girl''

``I don't think you quite understand me, Mrs Ray. I didn't mean anything about danger. My danger would be

that she shouldn't care twopence for me; and I don't suppose she ever will. But what I want to know is

whether you would object to my coming over here and seeing her. I don't doubt but she might do much

better.''

``Oh dear no,'' said Mrs Ray.

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``You've not said anything to her yet, Mr Rowan?''

``Well, no; I can't say I have. I meant to do so last night at the party, but she wouldn't stay and hear me. I

don't think she cares very much about me, but I'll take my chance if you'll let me.''

``Here she is,'' said Mrs Ray. Then she again went to work with the teacaddy, so that Rachel might be led to

believe that nothing special had occurred in her absence. Nevertheless, had Rowan been away, every word

would have been told to her.

``I hope you like clotted cream,'' said Rachel, taking off her hat. Luke declared that it was the one thing in all

the world that he liked best, and that he had come into Devonshire with the express object of feasting upon it

all his life. ``Other Devonshire dainties were not'', he said, ``so much to his taste. He had another object in

life. He intended to put down cider.''

``I beg you won't do anything of the kind,'' said Mrs Ray, ``for I always drink it at dinner.'' Then Rowan

explained how that he was a brewer, and that he looked upon it as his duty to put down so poor a beverage as

cider. The people of Devonshire, he averred, knew nothing of beer, and it was his ambition to teach them.

Mrs Ray grew eager in the defence of cider, and then they again became comfortable and happy. ``I never

heard of such a thing in my life,'' said Mrs Ray. ``What are the farmers to do with all their apple trees? It

would be the ruin of the whole country.''

``I don't suppose it can be done all at once,'' said Luke.

``Not even by Mr Rowan,'' said Rachel.

He sat there for an hour after their tea, and Mrs Ray had in truth become fond of him. When he spoke to

Rachel he did so with the utmost respect, and he seemed to be much more intimate with the mother than with

the daughter. Mrs Ray's mind was laden with the burden of what he had said in Rachel's absence, and with

the knowledge that she would have to discuss it when Rowan was gone; but she felt herself to be happy while

he remained, and had begun to hope that he would not go quite yet. Rachel also was perfectly happy. She said

very little, but thought much of her different meetings with himof the arm in the clouds, of the promise of

his friendship, of her first dance, of the little fraud by which he has secured her company at supper, and then

of those words he had spoken when he detained her after supper in the hall. She knew that she liked him well,

but had feared that such liking might not be encouraged. But what could be nicer than thisto sit and listen

to him in her mother's presence? Now she was not afraid of him. Now she feared no one's eyes. Now she was

disturbed by no dread lest she might be sinning against rules of propriety. There was no Mrs Tappitt by, to

rebuke her with an angry look.

``Oh, Mr Rowan, I'm sure you need not go yet,'' she said, when he got up and sought his hat.

``Mr Rowan, my dear, has got other things to do besides talking to us.''

``Oh no, he has not. He can't go and brew after eight o'clock.''

``When my brewery is really going, I mean to brew all night; but just at present I'm the idlest man in

Baslehurst. When I go away I shall sit upon Cawston Bridge and smoke for an hour, till some of the Briggses

of the town come and drive me away. But I won't trouble you any longer. Good night, Mrs Ray.''

``Good night, Mr Rowan.''

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Mrs Ray was silent. ``I'm sure mamma will be very happy,'' said Rachel.

``I want to hear her say so herself,'' said Luke.

Poor woman! She felt that she was driven into a position from which any safe escape was quite impossible.

She could not tell her guest that he would not be welcome. She could not even pretend to speak to him with

cold words after having chatted with him so pleasantly, and with such cordial good humour; and yet, were

she to tell him that he might come, she would be granting him permission to appear there as Rachel's lover. If

Rachel had been away, she would have appealed to his mercy, and have thrown herself, in the spirit, on her

knees before him. But she could not do this in Rachel's presence.

``I suppose business will prevent your coming so far out of town again very soon.''

It was a foolish subterfuge; a vain, silly attempt.

``Oh dear no,'' said he; ``I always walk somewhere every day, and you shall see me again before long.'' Then

he turned to Rachel. ``Shall you be at Mr Tappitt's tomorrow?''

``I don't quite know,'' said Rachel.

``I suppose I might as well tell you the truth and have done with it,'' said Luke, laughing. ``I hate secrets

among friends. The fact is Mr Tappitt has turned me out of his house.''

``Turned you out?'' said Mrs Ray.

``Oh, Mr Rowan!'' said Rachel.

``That's the truth,'' said Rowan. ``It's about that horrid brewery. He means to be honest, and so do I. But in

such matters it is so hard to know what the right of each party really is. I fear we shall have to go to law. But

there's a lady coming in, so I'll tell you the rest of it tomorrow. I want you to know it all, Mrs Ray, and to

understand it too.''

``A lady!'' said Mrs Ray, looking out through the open window. ``Oh dear, if here isn't Dorothea!''

Then Rowan shook hands with them both, pressing Rachel's very warmly, close under her mother's eyes; and

as he went out of the house into the garden, he passed Mrs Prime on the walk, and took off his hat to her with

great composure.

RACHEL RAY THINKS ``SHE DOES LIKE HIM''

Luke Rowan's appearance at Mrs Ray's teatable, as described in the last chapter, took place on Wednesday

evening, and it may be remembered that on the morning of that same day Mrs Prime had been closeted with

Mr Prong in that gentleman's parlour. She had promised to give Mr Prong an answer to his proposal on

Saturday, and had consequently settled herself down steadily to think of all that was good and all that might

be evil in such an arrangement as that suggested to her. She wished much for legal advice, but she made up

her mind that that was beyond her reach, was beyond her reach as a preliminary assistance. She knew enough

of the laws of her country to enable her to be sure that, though she might accept the offer, her own money

could be so tied up on her behalf that her husband could not touch the principal of her wealth; but she did not

know whether things could be so settled that she might have in her own hands the spending of her income.

By three o'clock on that day she thought that she would accept Mr Prong, if she could be satisfied on that

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company of Miss Pucker was distasteful. Solitude was not charming to her. And then, could she not work

harder as a married woman than in the position which she now held?and also, could she not so work with

increased power and increased perseverance? At three o'clock she had almost made up her mind, but still she

was sadly in need of counsel and information. Then it occurred to her that her mother might have some

knowledge in this matter. In most respects her mother was not a woman of the world; but it was just possible

that in this difficulty her mother might assist her. Her mother might at any rate ask of others, and there was no

one else whom she could trust to seek such information for her. And if she did this thing she must tell her

mother. It is true that she had quarrelled with them both at Bragg's End; but there are affairs in life which will

ride over family quarrels and trample them out, unless they be deeper and of longer standing than that

between Mrs Prime and Mrs Ray. Therefore it was that she appeared at the cottage at Bragg's End just as

Luke Rowan was leaving it.

She had entered upon the green with something of the olivebranch in her spirit, and before she reached the

gate had determined that, as far as was within her power, all unkindness should be buried on the present

occasion; but when she saw Luke Rowan coming out of her mother's door, she was startled out of all her

good feeling. She had taught herself to look on Rowan as the personification of mischief, as the very mischief

itself in regard to Rachel. She had lifted up her voice against him. She had left her home and torn herself from

her family because it was not compatible with the rigour of her principles that anyone known to her should be

known to him also! But she had hardly left her mother's house when this most pernicious cause of war was

admitted to all the freedom of family intercourse! It almost seemed to her that her mother must be a

hypocrite. It was but the other day that Mrs Ray could not hear Luke Rowan's name mentioned without

wholesome horror. But where was that wholesome horror now? On Monday, Mrs Prime had left the cottage;

on Tuesday, Rachel had gone to a ball, expressly to meet the young man! and on Wednesday the young man

was drinking tea at Bragg's End cottage! Mrs Prime would have gone away without speaking a word to her

mother or sister, had such retreat been possible.

Stately and solemn was the recognition which she accorded to Luke's salutation, and then she walked on into

the house.

``Oh, Dorothea!'' said her mother, and there was a tone almost of shame in Mrs Ray's voice.

``We're so glad to see you, Dolly,'' said Rachel, and in Rachel's voice there was no tone of shame. It was all

just as it should not be!

``I did not mean to disturb you, mother, while you were entertaining company.''

Mrs Ray said nothingnothing at the moment; but Rachel took upon herself to answer her sister. ``You

wouldn't have disturbed us at all, even if you had come a little sooner. But you are not too late for tea, if

you'll have some.''

``I've taken tea, thank you, two hours ago;'' and she spoke as though there were much virtue in the distance of

time at which she had eaten and drunk, as compared with the existing rakish and dissipated appearance of her

mother's teatable. Teathings about at eight o'clock! It was all of a piece together.

``We are very glad to see you, at any rate,'' said Mrs Ray; ``I was afraid you would not have come out to us at

all.''

``Perhaps it would have been better if I had not come.''

``I don't see that,'' said Rachel. ``I think it's much better. I hate quarrelling, and I hope you're going to stay

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``No, Rachel, I'm not going to stay. Mother, it is impossible I should see that young man walking out of your

house in that way without speaking of it; although I'm well aware that my voice here goes for nothing now.''

``That was Mr Luke Rowan,'' said Mrs Ray.

``I know very well who it was,'' said Mrs Prime, shaking her head. ``Rachel will remember that I've seen him

before.''

``And you'll be likely to see him again if you stay here, Dolly,'' said Rachel. This she said out of pure

mischiefthat sort of mischief which her sister's rebuke was sure to engender.

``I dare say,'' said Mrs Prime; ``whenever he pleases, no doubt. But I shall not see him. If you approve of it,

mother, of course I can say nothing furthernothing further than this, that I don't approve of such things.''

``But what ails him that he shouldn't be a very good young man?'' says Mrs Ray. ``And if it was so that he

was growing fond of Rachel, why shouldn't he? And if Rachel was to like him, I don't see why she shouldn't

like somebody some day as well as other girls.'' Mrs Ray had been a little put beside herself or she would

hardly have said so much in Rachel's presence. She had forgotten, probably, that Rachel had not as yet been

made acquainted with the nature of Rowan's proposal.

``Mamma, don't talk in that way. There's nothing of that kind,'' said Rachel.

``I don't believe there is,'' said Mrs Prime.

``I say there is then,'' said Mrs Ray; ``and it's very illnatured in you, Dorothea, to speak and think in that

way of your sister.''

``Oh, very well. I see that I had better go back to Baslehurst at once.''

``So it is, very illnatured. I can't bear to have these sort of quarrels; but I must speak out for her. I believe

he's a very good young man, with nothing bad about him at all, and he is welcome to come here whenever he

pleases. And as for Rachel, I believe she knows how to mind herself as well as you did when you were her

age; only poor Mr Prime was come and gone at that time. And as for his not intending, he came out here just

because he did intend, and only to ask my permission. I didn't at first tell him he might because Rachel was

over at the farm getting the cream, and I thought she ought to be consulted first; and if that's not

straightforward and proper, I'm sure I don't know what is; and he having a business of his own, too, and able

to maintain a wife tomorrow! And if a young man isn't to be allowed to ask leave to see a young woman

when he thinks he likes her, I for one don't know how young people are to get married at all.'' Then Mrs Ray

sat down, put her apron up to her eyes, and had a great cry.

It was a most eloquent speech, and I cannot say which of her daughters was the most surprised by it. As to

Rachel, it must be remembered that very much was communicated to her of which she had hitherto known

nothing. Very much indeed, we may say, so much that it was of a nature to alter the whole tone and tenor of

her life. This young man of whom she had thought so much, and of whom she had been so much in

dreadfearing that her many thoughts of him were becoming dangerousthis young man who had

interested her so warmly, had come out to Bragg's End simply to get her mother's leave to pay his court to

her. And he had done this without saying a word to herself! There was something in this infinitely sweeter to

her than would have been any number of pretty speeches from himself. She had hitherto been angry with him,

though liking him well; she had been angry with though almost loving him. She had not known why it was

so, but the cause had been thisthat he had seemed in their intercourse together, to have been deficient in

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the meaning of her mother's words sank into her heart, and as she came to understand her mother's

declaration that Luke Rowan should be welcome to the cottage as her lover, her eyes became full of tears, and

the spirit of her animosity against her sister was quenched by the waters of her happiness.

And Mrs Prime was almost equally surprised, but was by no means equally delighted. Had the whole thing

fallen out in a different way, she would probably have looked on a marriage with Luke Rowan as good and

salutary for her sister. At any rate, seeing that the world is as it is, and that all men cannot be hardworking

ministers of the Gospel, nor all women the wives of such or their assistants in godly ministrations, she would

not have taken upon herself to oppose such a marriage. But as it was, she had resolved that Luke Rowan was

a black sheep; that he was pitch, not to be touched without defilement; that he was, in short, a man to be

regarded by religious people as anathemaa thing accursed; and of that idea she was not able to divest

herself suddenly. Why had the young man walked about under the churchyard elms at night? Why, if he were

not wicked and abandoned, did he wear that jaunty lookthat look which was so worldly? And, moreover,

he went to balls, and tempted others to do the like! In a word, he was a young man manifestly of that class

which was esteemed by Mrs Prime more dangerous than roaring lions. It was not possible that she should

give up her opinion merely because this roaring lion had come out to her mother with a plausible story. Upon

her at that moment fell the necessity of forming a judgement to which it would be necessary that she should

hereafter abide. She must either at once give in her adherence to the Rowan alliance; or else, if she opposed

it, she must be prepared to cling to that opposition. She was aware that some such decision was now required,

and paused for a moment before she declared herself. But that moment only strengthened her verdict against

Rachel's lover. Could any serious young man have taken off his hat with the flippancy which had marked that

action on his part? Would not any serious young man, properly intent on matrimonial prospects, have been

subdued at such a moment to a more solemn deportment? Mrs Prime's verdict was still against him, and that

verdict she proceeded to pronounce.

``Oh, very well; then of course I shall interfere no further. I shouldn't have thought that Rachel's seeing him

twice, in such a way as that, toohiding under the churchyard trees!''

``I wasn't hiding,'' said Rachel, ``and you've no business to say so.'' Her tears, however, prevented her from

fighting her own battle manfully, or with her usual courage.

``It looked very much like it, Rachel, at any rate. I should have thought that mother would have wished you to

have known a great deal more about any young man before she encouraged you to regard him in that way,

than you can possibly know of Mr Rowan.''

``But how are they to know each other, Dorothea, if they mustn't see one another?'' said Mrs Ray.

``I have no doubt he knows how to dance very cleverly. As Rachel is being taught to live now, that may

perhaps be the chief thing necessary.''

This blow did reach poor Mrs Ray, who a week or two since would certainly have agreed with her elder

daughter in thinking that dancing was sinful. Into this difficulty, however, she had been brought by Mr

Comfort's advice. ``But what else can she know of him?'' continued Mrs Prime. ``He is able to maintain a

wife you sayand is that all that is necessary to consider in the choice of a husband, or is that the chief

thing? Oh, mother, you should think of your responsibility at such a time as this. It may be very pleasant for

Rachel to have this young man as her lover, very pleasant while it lasts. But whatwhatwhat?'' Then Mrs

Prime was so much oppressed by the black weight of her own thoughts, that she was unable further to express

them.

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``And have you concluded that in this way you can best secure Rachel's welfare? Oh, mother!''

``He always goes to church on Sundays,'' said Rachel. ``I don't know why you are to make him out so bad.''

This she said with her eyes fixed upon her mother, for it seemed to her that her mother was almost about to

yield.

A good deal might be said in excuse for Mrs Prime. She was not only acting for the best in accordance with

her own lights, but the doctrine which she now preached was the doctrine which had been held by the

inhabitants of the cottage at Bragg's End. The fault, if fault there was, had been in the teaching under which

had lived both Mrs Prime and her mother. In their desire to live in accordance with that teaching, they had

agreed to regard all the outer world, that is all the world except their world, as wicked and dangerous. They

had never conceived that in forming this judgement they were deficient in charity; nor, indeed, were they

conscious that they had formed any such judgement. In works of charity they had striven to be abundant, but

had taken simply the Dorcas view of that virtue. The younger and more energetic woman had become sour in

her temper under the r gime of this life, while the elder and weaker had retained her own sweetness partly

because of her weakness. But who can say that either of them were other than good womengood according

to such lights as had been lit for their guidance? But now the younger was stanch to her old lessons while the

elder was leaving them. The elder was leaving them, not by force of her own reason, but under the necessity

of coming in contact with the world which was brought upon her by the vitality and instincts of her younger

child. This difficulty she had sought to master, once and for ever, by a reference to her clergyman. What had

been the result of that reference the reader already knows.

``Mother,'' said Mrs Prime, very solemnly, ``is this young man such a one as you would have chosen for

Rachel's husband six months ago?''

``I never wished to choose any man for her husband,'' said Mrs Ray. ``I don't think you ought to talk to me in

that way, Dorothea.''

``I don't know in what other way a talk to you. I cannot be indifferent on such a subject as this. When you tell

me, and that before Rachel herself, that you have given this young man leave to come and see her whenever

he pleases.''

``I never said anything of the kind, Dorothea.''

``Did you not, mother? I am sure I understood you so.''

``I said he had come to ask leave, and that I should be glad to see him when he did come, but I didn't say

anything of having told him so. I didn't tell him anything of the kind; did I, Rachel? But I know he will come,

and I don't see why he shouldn't. And if he does, I can't turn him out. He took his tea here quite like a steady

young man. He drank three large cups; and if, as Rachel says, he always goes to church regularly, I don't

know why we are to judge him and say that he's anything out of the way.''

``I have not judged him, mother.''

Then Rachel spoke out, and we may say that it was needful that she should do so. This offering of her heart

had been discussed in her presence in a manner that had been very painful to her, though the persons

discussing it had been her own mother and her own sister. But in truth she had been so much affected by what

had been said, there had been so much in it that was first joyful and then painful to her, that she had not

hitherto been able to repress her emotions so as to acquire the power of much speech. But she had struggled,

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``I don't know, mamma, why anybody should judge him yet; and as to what he has said to me, I'm sure no

one has a right to judge him unkindly. Dolly has been very angry with me because she saw me speaking to

him in the churchyard, and has said that I washiding.''

``I meant that he was hiding.''

``Neither of us were hiding, and it was an unkind word, not like a sister. I have never had to hide from

anybody. And as forforfor liking Mr Rowan after such words as that, I will not say anything about it to

anybody, except to mamma. If he were to ask me to behis wife, I don't know what answer I should

makenot yet. But I shall never listen to anyone while mamma lives, if she wishes me not.'' Then she turned

to her mother, and Mrs Ray, who had before been driven to doubt by Mrs Prime's words, now again became

strong in her resolution to cherish Rachel's lover.

``I don't believe she'll ever do anything to make me think that I oughtn't to have trusted her,'' said Mrs Ray,

embracing Rachel and speaking with her own eyes full of tears.

It now seemed to Mrs Prime that there was nothing left for her but to go. In her eagerness about her sister's

affairs, she had for a while forgotten her own; and now, as she again remembered the cause that had brought

her on the present occasion to Bragg's End, she felt that she must return without accomplishing her object.

After having said so much in reprobation of her sister's loveaffair, it was hardly possible that she should tell

the tale of her own. And yet her need was urgent. She had pledged herself to give Mr Prong an answer on

Friday, and she could hardly bring herself to accept that gentleman's offer without first communicating with

her mother on the subject. Any such communication at the present moment was quite out of the question.

``Perhaps it would be better that I should go and leave you,'' she said. ``If I can do no good, I certainly don't

want to do any harm. I wish that Rachel would have taken to what I think a better course of life.''

``Why, what have I done?'' said Rachel, turning round sharply.

``I mean about the Dorcas meetings.''

``I don't like the women therethat's why I haven't gone.''

``I believe them to be good, praiseworthy, godly women. But it is useless to talk about that now. Goodnight,

Rachel,'' and she gave her hand coldly to her sister. ``Goodnight, mother; I wish I could see you alone

tomorrow.''

``Come here for your dinner,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Nobut if you would come to me in the morning I should take it kindly.'' This Mrs Ray promised to do,

and then Mrs Prime walked back to Baslehurst.

Rachel, when her sister was gone, felt that there was much to be said between her and her mother. Mrs Ray

herself was so inconsequent in her mental workings, so shandypated if I may say so, that it did not occur to

her that an entirely new view of Luke Rowan's purposes had been exposed to Rachel during this visit of Mrs

Prime's, or that anything had been said, which made a further explanation necessary. She had, as it were,

authorised Rachel to regard Rowan as her lover, and yet was not aware that she had done so. But Rachel had

remembered every word. She had resolved that she would permit herself to form no special intimacy with

Luke Rowan without her mother's leave; but she was also beginning to resolve that with her mother's leave,

such intimacy would be very pleasant. Of this she was quite sure within her own heartthat it should not be

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``Mamma,'' she said, ``I did not know that he had spoken to you in that way.''

``In what way, Rachel?'' Mrs Ray's voice was not quite pleasant. Now that Mrs Prime was gone, she would

have been glad to have had the dangerous subject abandoned for a while.

``That he had asked you to let him come here, and that he had said that about me.''

``He did thenwhile you were away at Mrs Sturt's.''

``And what answer did you give him?''

``I didn't give him any answer. You came back, and I'm sure I was very glad that you did, for I shouldn't have

known what to say to him.''

``But what was it that he did say, mamma?that is, if you don't think, it wrong to tell me.''

``I hardly know; but I don't suppose it can be wrong, for no young man could have spoken nicer; and it made

me happy to hear himso it did, for the moment.''

``Oh, mamma, do tell me!'' and Rachel kneeled down before her.

``Wellhe said you were the nicest girl he had ever seen.''

``Did he, mamma?'' And the girl clung closer to her mother as she heard the pleasant words.

``But I oughtn't to tell you such nonsense as that; and then he said that he wanted to come out here and see

you, andandandIt is simply this, that he meant to ask you to be his sweetheart, if I would let him.''

``And what did you say, mamma?''

``I couldn't say anything because you came back.'' ``But you told Dolly that you would be glad to see him

whenever he might choose to come here.''

``Did I?''

``Yes; you said he was welcome to come whenever he pleased, and that you believed him to be a very good

young man.''

``And so I do. Why should he be anything else?''

``I don't say that he's anything else; but, mamma''

``Well, my dear.''

``What shall I say to him if he does ask me that question? He has called me by my name two or three times,

and spoken to me as though he wanted me to like him. If he does say anything to me like that, what shall I

answer?''

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``Yes, of course I must.'' Then Rachel was silent for a minute or two. She had not as yet received the full

answer which she desired. In such an alternative as that which her mother had suggested, we may say that she

would have known how to frame her answer to the young man without any advice from her mother. But there

was another alternative as to which she thought it well that she should has her mother's judgement and

opinion. ``But, mamma, I think I do like him,'' said Rachel, burying her face.

``I'm sure I don't wonder at it'' said Mrs Ray, ``for I like him very much. He has a way with him so much

nicer than most of the young men now; and then, he's very well off, which, after all, must count for

something. A young woman should never fall in love with a man who can't earn his bread, not if he was ever

so religious or steady. And he's very goodlooking, too. Good looks are only skindeep I know, and they

won't bring much comfort when sorrow comes; but I do own I love to look on a young fellow with a sonsy

face and a quick lively step. Mr Comfort seemed to think it would do very well if there was to be any such

thing; and if he's not able to tell, I'm sure I don't know who ought to be. And nothing could be fairer than his

coming out here and telling me first. There's so many of them are sly; but there was nothing sly about that.''

In this way, with many more rambling words, with many kisses also, and with some tears, Rachel Ray

received from her mother permission to regard Luke Rowan as her lover.

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Luke Rowan, when he left the cottage, walked quickly back across the green towards Baslehurst. He had

sauntered out slowly on his road from the brewery to Bragg's End, being in doubt as to what he would do

when he reached his destination; but there was no longer room for doubt now; he had said that to Rachel's

mother which made any further doubt impossible, and he was resolved that he would ask Rachel to be his

wife. He had spoken to Mrs Ray of his intention in that respect as though he thought that such an offer on his

part might probably be rejected, and in so speaking had at the time spoken the truth; but he was eager,

sanguine, and selfconfident by nature, and though he was by no means disposed to regard himself as a

conquering hero by whom any young lady would only be too happy to find herself beloved, he did not at the

present moment look forward to his future fate with despair. He walked quickly home along the dusty road,

picturing to himself a happy prosperous future in Baslehurst, with Rachel as his wife, and the Tappitts living

in some neighbouring village on an income paid to old Tappitt by him out of the proceeds of the brewery.

That was his present solution of the brewery difficulty. Tappitt was growing old, and it might be quite as well

not only for himself, but for the cause of humanity in Devonshire, that he should pass the remainder of his

life in that dignity which comfortable retirement from business affords. He did not desire Tappitt for a partner

any more than Tappitt desired him. Nevertheless he was determined to brew beer, and was anxious to do so if

possible on the spot where his greatuncle Bungall had commenced operations in that line.

It may be well to explain here that Rowan was not without good standingground in his dispute with Tappitt.

Old Bungall's will had somewhat confused matters, as it is in the nature of wills to do; but it had been

Bungall's desire that his full share in the brewery should go to his nephew after his widow's death, should he

on dying leave a widow. Now it had happened that he had left a widow, and that the widow had contrived to

live longer than the nephew. She had drawn an income of five hundred a year from the concern, by agreement

between her and her lawyer and Tappitt and his lawyer; and Tappitt, when the elder Rowan, Bungall's

nephew, died, had taught himself to believe that all the affairs of the brewery must now remain for ever in his

own hands, unless he himself might choose to make other provision. He knew that some property in the

concern would pass away from him when the old lady died, but he had not acknowledged to himself that

young Rowan would inherit from his father all the rights which old Rowan would have possessed had he

lived. Luke's father had gone into other walks of life, and had lived prosperously, leaving behind him money

for his widow, and money also for his children; and Tappitt, when he found that there was a young man with

a claim to a partnership in his business, had been not only much annoyed, but surprised also. He had been, as

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young man. He had thought that he might manage a young man from London who knew nothing of beer; and

his wife had thought that the young man might probably like to take a wife as well as an income out of the

concern; but, as we have seen, they had both been wrong in their hopes. Luke chose to manage the brewery

instead of being managed; and had foolishly fallen in love with Rachel Ray instead of taking Augusta Tappitt

to himself as he should have done.

There was much certainly of harshness and cruelty in that idea of an opposition brewery in Baslehurst to be

established in enmity to Bungall and Tappitt, and to be so established with Bungall's money, and by Bungall's

heir. But Luke, as he walked back to Baslehurst, thinking now of his beer and now of his love, declared to

himself that he wanted only his own. Let Tappitt deal justly with him in that matter of the partnership, and he

would deal even generously with Tappitt. The concern gave an income of some fifteen hundred pounds, out

of which Mrs Bungall, as taking no share of the responsibility or work, had been allowed to have a third. He

was informed by his lawyer that he was entitled to claim onehalf of the whole concern. If Tappitt would

give in his adhesion to that villa arrangement, he should still have his thousand a year for life, and Mrs

Tappitt afterwards should have due provision, and the girls should have all that could fairly be claimed for

them. Or, if the villa scheme could not be carried out quite at present, he, Rowan, would do two shares of the

work, and allow Tappitt to take two shares of the pay; but then, in that case, he must be allowed scope for his

improvements. Good beer should be brewed for the people of Baslehurst, and the eyes of Devonshire should

be opened. Pondering over all this, and resolving that he would speak out his mind openly to Rachel on the

morrow, Luke Rowan reached his inn.

``There's a lady, sir, upstairs, as wishes to speak to you,'' said the waiter.

``A lady?''

``Quite elderly, sir,'' said the waiter, intending to put an end to any excitement on Rowan's part.

``It's the gentleman's own mother,'' said the chambermaid, in a tone of reproof, ``and she's in number two

sittingroom, private.'' So Luke went to number two sittingroom, private, and there he found his mother

waiting for him.

``This is very sad,'' she said, when their first greetings were over.

``About old Tappitt? yes, it is; but what could I do, mother? He's a stupid old man, and pigheaded. He would

quarrel with me, so that I was obliged to leave the house. If you and Mary like to come into lodgings while

you stay here, I can get rooms for you.''

But Mrs Rowan explained that she herself did not wish to come to any absolute or immediate rupture with

Mrs Tappitt. Of course their visit would be shortened, but Mrs Tappitt was disposed to be very civil, as were

the girls. Then Mrs Rowan suggested whether there might not be a reconciliation between Luke and the

brewery family.

``But, mother, I have not quarrelled with the family.''

``It comes to the same thing, Luke; does it not? Don't you think you could say something civil to Mr Tappitt,

so as toto bring him round again? He's older than you are, you know, Luke.''

Rowan perceived at once that his mother was ranging herself on the Tappitt side in the contest, and was

therefore ready to fight with so much the more vigour. He was accustomed to yield to his mother in all little

things, Mrs Rowan being a woman who liked such yielding; but for some time past he had held his own

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her admiration for him was so genuine, and her love so strong, that this vexation never endured, and Luke

had been taught to think that his judgement was to be held supreme in all their joint concerns. ``Yes, mother,

he is older than I am; but I do not know that I can say anything particularly civil to himthat is, more civil

than what I have said. The civility which he wants is the surrender of my rights. I can't be so civil as that.''

``No, Luke, I should be the last to ask you to surrender any of your rights; you must be sure of that. Butoh.

Luke, if what I hear is true I shall be so unhappy!''

``And what have you heard, mother?''

``I am afraid all this is not about the brewery altogether.''

``But it is about the brewery altogetherabout that and about nothing else to any smallest extent. I don't at

all know what you mean.''

``Luke, is there no young lady in the case?''

``Young lady! in what casein the case of my quarrel with old Tappittwhether he and I have had a

difference about a young lady?''

``No. Luke; you know I don't mean that.''

``But what do you mean, mother?''

``I'm afraid that you know too well. Is there not a young lady whom you've met at Mrs Tappitt's, and whom

youyou pretend to admire?''

``And suppose there isfor the sake of the argumentwhat has that to do with my difference with Mr

Tappitt?'' As Rowan asked this question some slight conception of the truth flashed across his mind; some

faint idea came home to him of the connecting link between his admiration for Rachel Ray and Mr Tappitt's

animosity.

``But is it so, Luke?'' asked the anxious mother. ``I care much more about that than I do about all the brewery

put together. Nothing would make me so wretched as to see you make a marriage that was beneath you.''

``I don't think I shall ever make you wretched in that way.''

``And you tell me that there is nothing in this that I have heardnothing at all?''

``No, by heavens!I tell you no such thing. I do not know what you may have heard. That you have heard

falsehood and calumny I guess by your speaking of a marriage that would be beneath me. But, as you think it

right to ask me, I will not deceive you by any subterfuge. It is my purpose to ask a girl here in Baslehurst to

be my wife.''

``Then you have not asked her yet?''

``You are crossexamining me very closely, mother. If I have not asked her I am bound to do so; not that any

binding is necessaryfor without being bound I certainly should do so.''

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``Yes, it is Miss Ray.''

``Oh, Luke, then indeed I shall be very wretched.''

``Why so, mother? Have you heard anything against her?''

``Against her! well; I will not say that, for I do not wish to say anything against any young woman. But do

you know who she is, Luke; and who her mother is? They are quite poor people.''

``And is that against them?''

``Not against their moral character certainly, but it is against them in considering the expediency of a

connection with them. You would hardly wish to marry out of your own station. I am told that the mother

lives in a little cottage, quite in a humble sphere, and that the sister''

``I intend to marry neither the mother nor the sister; but Rachel Ray I do intend to marryif she will have

me. If I had been left to myself I should not have told you of this till I had found myself to be successful; as

you have asked me I have not liked to deceive you. But, mother, do not speak against her if you can say

nothing worse of her than that she is poor.''

``You misunderstand me. Luke.''

``I hope so. I do not like to think that that objection should be made by you.''

``Of course it is an objection, but it is not the one which I meant to make. There may be many a young lady

whom it would be quite fitting that you should wish to marry even though she had not got a shilling. It would

be much pleasanter of course that the lady should have something, though I should never think of making any

serious objection about that. But what I should chiefly look to would be the young lady herself, and her

position in life.''

``The young lady herself would certainly be the main thing,'' said Luke.

``That's what I saythe young lady herself and her position in life. Have you made any inquiries?''

``Yes, I haveand am almost ashamed of myself for doing so.''

``I have no doubt Mrs Ray is very respectable, but the sort of people who are her friends are not your friends.

Their most particular friends are the farmer's family that lives near them.''

``How was it then that Mrs Cornbury took her to the party?''

``Ah, yes; I can explain that. And Mrs Tappitt has told me how sorry she is that people should have been

deceived by what has occurred.'' Luke Rowan's brow grew black as Mrs Tappitt's name was mentioned, but

he said nothing and his mother continued her speech. ``Her girls have been very kind to Miss Ray, inviting

her to walk with them and all that sort of thing, because of her being so much alone without any companions

of her own.''

``Oh, that has been it, has it? I thought she had the farmer's family out near where she lived.''

``If you choose to listen to me, Luke, I shall be obliged to you, but if you take me up at every word in that

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``It was in that way that she came to know the Miss Tappitts, and then one of them, the youngest I think,

asked her to come to the party. It was very indiscreet; but Mrs Tappitt did not like to go back from her

daughter's word, and so the girl was allowed to come.''

``And to make the blunder pass off easily, Mrs Cornbury was induced to take her?''

``Mrs Cornbury happened to be staying with her father, in whose parish they had lived for many years, and it

certainly was very kind of her. But it has been an unfortunate mistake altogether. The poor girl has for a

moment been lifted out of her proper sphere, andas you must have seen yourself.hardly knew how to

behave herself. It made Mrs Tappitt very unhappy.''

This was more than Luke Rowan was able to bear. His anger was not against his own mother, but against the

mistress of the brewery. It was manifest that she had been maligning Rachel, and instigating his mother to

take up the cudgels against her. And he was vexed also that his mother had not perceived that Rachel held, or

was entitled to hold, among women a much higher position than could be fairly accorded to Mrs Tappitt. ``I

do not care one straw for Mrs Tappitt's unhappiness,'' he said; ``and as to Miss Ray's conduct at her house, I

do not think that there was anything in it that did not become her. I do not know what you mean, the least in

the world; and I think you would have no such idea yourself, if Mrs Tappitt had not put it into your head.''

``You should not speak in that way to your mother, Luke.''

``I must speak strongly when I am defending my wifeas I hope she will be. I never heard of anything in my

life so little as this woman's conduct! It is mean, paltry jealousy, and nothing else. You, as my mother, may

think it better that I should not marry.''

``But, my dear, I want you to marry.''

``Then I will do as you want. Or you may think that I should find someone with money, or with grand

friends, or with a better connection. It is natural that you should think like this. But why should she want to

belittle a young girl like Rachel Raya girl that her own daughters call their friend? I'll tell you why,

mother. Because Rachel Ray was admired and they were not.''

``Is there anybody in Baslehurst that will say that she is your equal?''

``I am not disposed to ask anyone in Baslehurst just at present: and I would not advise anyone in Baslehurst

to volunteer an opinion to me on the subject. I intend that she shall be my equalmy equal in every respect,

if I can make her so. I shall certainly ask her to be my wife; and, mother, as my mind is positively made up on

that pointas nothing on earth will alter me.I hope you will teach yourself to think kindly of her. I should

be very unhappy if my house could not be your home when you may choose to make it so.''

But Mrs Rowan, much as she was accustomed to yield to her son, could not bring herself to yield in this

matteror, at least, not to yield with grace. She felt that the truth and wisdom all lay on her side in the

argument, though she knew that she had lacked words in which to carry it on. She declared to herself that she

was not at all inclined to despise anybody for living in a small cottage, or for being poor. She would have

been delighted to be very civil to Mrs Ray herself, and could have patronised Rachel quite as kindly, though

perhaps not so graciously, as Mrs Cornbury had done. But it was a different thing when her son came to think

of making this young woman his wife! Old Mrs Cornbury would have been very sorry to see either of her

sons make such an alliance. When anything so serious as marriage was to be considered, it was only proper to

remember that Mrs Ray lived in a cottage, and that farmer Sturt was her friend and neighbour. But to all this

prudence and wisdom Luke would not listen at all, and at last Mrs Rowan left him in dudgeon. Foolish and

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had been worsted. ``I have done my duty,'' said she, going away. ``I have warned you. Of course you are your

own master and can do as you please.'' Then she left him, refusing his escort, and in the last fading light of

the long summer evening, made her way back to the brewery.

Luke's first impulse was to start off instantly to the cottage, and settle the matter out of hand, but before he

had taken up his hat for this purpose he remembered that he could not very well call at Bragg's End on such a

mission at eleven o'clock at night; so he threw himself back on the hotel sofa, and gave vent to his feelings

against the Tappitt family. He would make them understand that they were not going to master him. He had

come down there disposed to do them all manner of kindnessto the extent even of greatly improving their

fortunes by improving the brewing businessand they had taken upon themselves to treat him as though he

were a dependent. He did not tell himself that a plot had been made to catch him for one of the girls; but he

accused them of jealousy, meanness, selfishness, and all those sins and abominations by which such a plot

would be engendered. When, about an hour afterwards, he took himself off to bed, he was full of wrath, and

determined to display his wrath early on the morrow. As he prayed for forgiveness on condition that he

forgave others, his conscience troubled him; but he gulped it down, and went on with his angry feelings till

sleep came upon him.

But in the morning some of this bitterness had worn away. His last resolve overnight had been to go to the

brewery before breakfast, at which period of the day Mr Tappitt was always to be found for half an hour in

his countinghouse, and curtly tell the brewer that all further negotiations between them must he made by

their respective lawyers; but as he was dressing, be reflected that Mr Tappitt's position was certainly one of

difficulty, that amicable arrangements would still be best if amicable arrangements were possible, and that

something was due to the man who had for so many years been his uncle's partner. Mr Tappitt, moreover,

was not responsible for any of those evil things which had been said about Rachel by Mrs Tappitt. Therefore,

priding himself somewhat on his charity, he entered Mr Tappitt's office without the display of any anger on

his face.

The brewer was standing with his back to the empty fireplace, with his hands behind the tails of his coat, and

his eyes fixed upon a letter which he had just read and which lay open upon his desk. Rowan advanced with

his hand out, and Tappitt, hesitating a little as he obeyed the summons, put out his own and just touched that

of his visitor; then hastily he resumed his position, with his arm behind his coattail.

``I have come down.'' said Rowan, ``because I thought it might be well to have a little chat with you before

breakfast.''

The letter which lay open on the desk was from Rowan's lawyer in London, and contained that offer on

Rowan's part of a thousand a year and retirement, to which Luke still looked as the most comfortable

termination of all their difficulties. Luke had almost forgotten that he had, ten days since, absolutely

instructed his lawyer to make the offer; but there was the offer made, and lying on Tappitt's table. Tappitt had

been considering it for the last five minutes, and every additional moment had added to the enmity which he

felt against Rowan. Rowan, at twentyfive, no doubt regarded Tappitt, who was nearer sixty than fifty, as a

very old man; but men of fiftyfive do not like to be so regarded, and are not anxious to be laid upon shelves

by their juniors. And, moreover, where was Tappitt to find his security for the thousand a yearas he had

not failed to remark to himself on his first glance over the lawyer's letter? Buy him out, indeed, and lay him

on one side! He hated Rowan with all his heartand his hatred was much more bitter in its nature than that

which Rowan was capable of feeling for him. He remembered the champagne; he remembered the young

man's busy calling for things in his own house; he remembered the sneers against the beer, and the want of

respect with which his experience in the craft had been treated. Buy him out! No; not as long as he had a

fivepound note to spend, or a leg to stand upon. He was strong in his resolution now, and capable of

strength, for Mrs Tappitt was also on his side. Mrs Rowan had not quite kept her secret as to what had

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morning that he would fight it out to the last, Mrs T. applauded his courage.

``Oh! a little chat, is it?'' said Tappitt. ``About this letter that I've just got, I suppose,'' and he gave a

contemptuous poke to the epistle with one of his hands.

``What letter?'' asked Rowan.

``Come now, young man don't let us have any humbug and trickery, whatever we may do. If there's anything

I do hate, it's deceit.''

All Rowan's wrath returned upon him instantly, redoubled and trebled in its energy. ``What do you mean,

sir?'' said he. ``Who is trying to deceive anybody? How dare you speak to me in such language as that?''

``Now, look here, Mr Rowan. This letter comes from your man in Craven Street, as of course you know very

well. You have chosen to put our business in the hands of the lawyers, and in the hands of the lawyers it shall

remain. I have been very wrong in attempting to have any dealings with you. I should have known what sort

of a man you were before I let you put your foot in the concern. But I know enough of you now, and, if you

please, you'll keep yourself on the other side of those gates for the future. D'ye hear me? Unless you wish to

be turned out by the men, don't you put your feet inside the brewery premises any more.'' And Tappitt's face

as he uttered these words was a face very unpleasant to behold.

Luke was so astounded that he could not bethink himself at the moment of the most becoming words in

which to answer his enemy. His first idea had prompted him to repudiate all present knowledge of the

lawyer's letter, seeing that the lawyer's letter had been the ground of that charge against him of deceit. But

having been thus kicked outkicked out as far as words could kick him, and threatened with personal

violence should those words not be obeyed, he found himself unable to go back to the lawyer's letter. ``I

should like to see any one of your men dare to touch me,'' said he.

``You shall see it very soon if you don't take yourself off,'' said Tappitt. Luckily the men were gone to

breakfast, and opportunity for violence was wanting.

Luke looked round, and then remembered that he and Tappitt were probably alone in the place. ``Mr Tappitt,''

said he, ``you're a very foolish man.''

``I dare say,'' said Tappitt; ``very foolish not to give up my own bread, and my wife's and children's bread, to

an adventurer like you.''

``I have endeavoured to treat you with kindness and also with honesty, and because you differ from me, as of

course you have a right to do, you think it best to insult me with all the Billingsgate you can muster.''

``If you don't go out of my countinghouse, young man, I'll see if I can't put you out myself;'' and Tappitt, in

spite of his fiftyfive years, absolutely put his hand down upon the poker.

There is no personal encounter in which a young man is so sure to come by the worst as in that with a much

older man. This is so surely the case that it ought to be considered cowardly in an old man to attack a young

one. If an old man hit a young man over the head with a walkingstick, what can the young man do, except

run away to avoid a second blow? Then the old man, if he be a wicked old man, as so many are, tells all his

friends that he has licked the young man. Tappitt would certainly have acted in this way if the weapon in his

hand had been a stick instead of a poker. But Tappitt, when he saw his own poker in his own hand, was afraid

of it. If a woman attack a man with a knife, the man will be held to have fought fairly, though he shall have

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world will refuse to him the advantage of his grey hairs. Some such an idea as this came upon Tappittby

instinct, and thus, though he still held the poker, he refrained his hand.

``The man must be mad this morning,'' said Rowan, standing firmly before him, with his two hands fixed

upon his hips.

``Am I to send for the police?'' said Tappitt.

``For a maddoctor, I should think,'' said Rowan. Then Tappitt turned round and rang a bell very violently.

But as the bell was intended to summon some brewery servant who was now away at his breakfast, it

produced no result.

``But I have no intention of staying here against your wish, Mr Tappitt, whether you're mad or only foolish.

This matter must of course be settled by the lawyers now, and I shall not again come on to these premises

unless I acquire a legal right to do so as the owner of them.'' And then, having so spoken, Luke Rowan

walked off.

Growling inwardly Tappitt deposited the poker within the upright fender, and thrusting his hands into his

trouserpockets stood scowling at the door through which his enemy had gone. He knew that he had been

wrong; he knew that he had been very foolish. He was a man who had made his way upwards through the

world with fair success, and had walked his way not without prudence. He had not been a man of violence, or

prone to an illicit use of pokers. He had never been in difficulty for an assault; and had on his conscience not

even the blood of a bloody nose, or the crime of a blackened eye. He was hardworking and peaceable; had

been churchwarden three times, and mayor of Baslehurst once. He was poorlaw guardian and waywarden,

and filled customarily the various offices of a steady good citizen. What had he to do with pokers, unless it

were to extract heat from his coals? He was ashamed of himself as he stood scowling at the door. One fault

he perhaps had; and of that fault he had been ruthlessly told by lips that should have been sealed for ever on

such a subject. He brewed bad beer; and by whom had this been thrown in his teeth? By Bungall's

nephewby Bungall's heirby him who claimed to stand in Bungall's shoes within that establishment!

Who had taught him to brew beerbad or good? Had it not been Bungall? And now, because in his old age

he would not change these things, and ruin himself in a vain attempt to make some beverage that should look

bright to the eye, he was to be turned out of his place by this chip from the Bungall block, this stave out of

one of Bungall's vats! `` Ruat coelum, fiat justitia,'' he said, as he walked forth to his own breakfast. He spoke

to himself in other language, indeed, though the Roman's sentiment was his own. ``I'll stand on my rights,

though I have to go into the poorhouse.''

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Early after breakfast on that morningthat morning on which Tappitt had for a moment thought of braining

Luke Rowan with the pokerMrs Ray started from the cottage on her mission into Baslehurst. She was

going to see her daughter, Mrs Prime, at Miss Pucker's lodgings, and felt sure that the object of her visit was

to be a further discourse on the danger of admitting that wolf Rowan into the sheepfold at Bragg's End. She

would willingly have avoided the conference had she been able to do so, knowing well that Mrs Prime would

get the better of her in words when called upon to talk without having Rachel at her back. And indeed she

was not happy in her mind. It had been conceded at the cottage as an understood thing that Rachel was to

have this man as her lover; but what, if after all, the man didn't mean to be a lover in the proper sense; and

what, if so meaning, he should still turn out to be a lover of a bad sorta worldly, goodfornothing, rakish

lover? ``I wonder'', says the wicked man in the play, ``I wonder any man alive, would ever rear a daughter!''

Mrs Ray knew nothing of the play, and had she done so, she would not have repeated such a line. But the

hardness of the task which Providence had allotted to her struck her very forcibly on this morning. Rachel

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Rachel's presence, and sweet smile, and winning caresses was the chief delight of her excellence.

Nevertheless, in these days the possession of Rachel was hardly a blessing to her. The responsibility was so

great; and, worse than that as regarded her own comfort, the doubts were so numerous; and then, they

recurred over and over again, as often as they were settled!

``I'm sure I don't know what she can have to say to me.'' Mrs Ray, as she spoke, was tying on her bonnet, and

Rachel was standing close to her with her light summer shawl.

``It will be the old story, mamma, I'm afraid; my terrible iniquity and backslidings, because I went to the ball,

and because I won't go to Miss Pucker's. She'll want you to say that I shall go, or else be sent to bed without

my supper.''

``That's nonsense, Rachel. Dorothea knows very well that I can't make you go.'' Mrs Ray was wont to become

mildly petulant when things went against her.

``But, mamma, you don't want me to go?''

``I don't suppose it's about Miss Pucker at all. It's about that other thing.''

``You mean Mr Rowan.''

``Yes, my dear. I'm sure I don't know what's for the best. When she gets me to herself she does say such

terrible things to me that it quite puts me in a heat to have to go to her. I don't think anybody ought to say

those sort of things to me except a clergyman, or a person's parents, or a schoolmaster, or masters and

mistresses, or such like.'' Rachel thought so toothought that at any rate a daughter should not so speak to

such a mother as was her mother; but on that subject she said nothing.

``And I don't like going to that Miss Pucker's house,'' continued Mrs Ray. ``I'm sure I don't want her to come

here. I wouldn't go, only I said that I would.''

``I would go now, if I were you, mamma.''

``Of course I shall go; haven't I got myself ready?''

``But I would not let her go on in that way.''

``That's very easy said, Rachel; but how am I to help it? I can't tell her to hold her tongue; and if I did, she

wouldn't. If I am to go I might as well start. I suppose there's cold lamb enough for dinner?''

``Plenty, I should think.''

``And if I find poultry cheap, I can bring a chicken home in my basket, can't I?'' And so saying, with her mind

full of various cares, Mrs Ray walked off to Baslehurst.

``I wonder when he'll come.'' Rachel, as she said or thought these words, stood at the open door of the cottage

looking after her mother as she made her way across the green. It was a delicious midsummer day, warm with

the heat of the morning sun, but not yet oppressed with the full blaze of its noonday rays. The air was alive

with the notes of birds, and the flowers were in their brightest beauty. ``I wonder when he'll come.'' None of

those doubts which so harassed her mother troubled her mind. Other doubts there were. Could it be possible

that he would like her well enough to wish to make her his own? Could it be that anyone so bright, so

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her as his wifetake her from their little cottage and lowly ways of life? When he had first said that he

would come to Bragg's End, she declared to herself that it would be well that he should see in how humble a

way they lived. He would not call her Rachel after that, she said to herself; or, if he did, he should learn from

her that she knew how to rebuke a man who dared to take advantage of the humility of her position. He had

come, and he had not called her Rachel. He had come, and taking advantage of her momentary absence, had

spoken of her behind her back as a lover speaks, and had told his love honestly to her mother. In Rachel's

view of the matter no lover could have carried himself with better decorum or with a sweeter grace; but

because he had so done, she would not hold him to be bound to her. He had been carried away by his feelings

too rapidly, and had not as yet known how poor and lowly they were. He should still have opened to him a

clear path backwards. Then if the path backwards were not to his mind, then in that caseI am not sure that

Rachel ever declared to herself in plain terms what in such case would happen; but she stood at the door as

though she was minded to stand there till he should appear upon the green.

``I wonder when he'll come.'' She had watched her mother's figure disappear along the lane, and had plucked

a flower or two to pieces before she returned within the house. He will not come till the evening, she

determinedtill the evening, when his day's work in the brewery would be over. Then she thought of the

quarrel between him and Tappitt, and wondered what it might be. She was quite sure that Tappitt was wrong,

and thought of him at once as an obstinate, foolish, pigheaded old man. Yes; he would come to her, and she

would take care to be provided, in that article of cream which he pretended to love so well. She would not

have to run away again. But how lucky on that previous evening had been that necessity, seeing that it had

given opportunity for that great display of a lover's excellence on Rowan's part. Having settled all this in her

mind, she went into the house, and was beginning to think of her household work, when she heard a man's

steps in the passage. She went at once out from the sittingroom, and encountered Luke Rowan at the door.

``How d'ye do?'' said he. ``Is Mrs Ray at home?''

``Mamma?no, You must have met her on the road if you've come from Baslehurst.''

``But I could not meet her on the road, because I've come across the fields.''

``Oh!that accounts for it.''

``And she's away in Baslehurst, is she?''

``She's gone in to see my sister, Mrs Prime.'' Rachel, still standing at the door of the sittingroom, made no

attempt of asking Rowan into the parlour.

``And mayn't I come in?'' he said. Rachel was absolutely ignorant whether, under such circumstances, she

ought to allow him to enter. But there he was, in the house, and at any rate she could not turn him out.

``I'm afraid you'll have to wait a long time if you wait for mamma,'' she said, slightly making way, so that he

obtained admittance. Was she not a hypocrite? Did she not know that Mrs Ray's absence would be esteemed

by him as a great gain, and not a loss? Why did she thus falsely talk of his waiting a long time? Dogs fight

with their teeth, and horses with their heels; swans with their wings, and cats with their clawsso also do

women use such weapons as nature has provided for them.

``I came specially to see you,'' said he; ``not but what I should be very glad to see your mother, too, if she

comes back before I am gone. But I don't suppose she will, for you won't let me stay so long as that.''

``Well, now you mention it, I don't think I shall, for I have got ever so many things to dothe dinner to get

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lifeaccording to the plan which she had arranged for her own guidance.

He had come into the room, had put down his hat, and had got himself up to the window, so that his back was

turned to her. ``Rachel,'' he said, turning round quickly, and speaking almost suddenly. Now he had called her

Rachel again, but she could find at the moment no better way of answering him than by the same plaintive

objection which she had made before. ``You shouldn't call me by my name in that way, Mr Rowan; you

know you shouldn't.''

``Did your mother tell you what I said to her yesterday?'' he asked.

``What you said yesterday?''

``Yes, when you were away across the green.''

``What you said to mamma?''

``Yes; I know she told you. I see it in your face. And I am glad she did so. May I not call you Rachel now?''

As they were placed the table was still between them, so that he was debarred from making any outward sign

of his presence as a lover. He could not take her hand and press it. She stood perfectly silent, looking down

upon the table on which she leaned, and gave no answer to his question. ``May I not call you Rachel now?''

he said, repeating the question.

I hope it will be understood that Rachel was quite a novice at this piece of work which she now had in hand.

It must be the case that very many girls are not novices. A young lady who has rejected the first halfdozen

suitors who have asked for her love must probably feel herself mistress of the occasion when she rejects the

seventh, and will not be quite astray when she accepts the eighth. There are, moreover, young ladies who,

though they may have rejected and accepted none, have had so wide an advantage in society as to be able,

when the moment comes, to have their wits about them. But Rachel had known nothing of what is called

society, and had never before known either the trouble or the joy of being loved. So when the question was

pressed upon her, she trembled, and felt that her breath was failing her. She had filled herself full of

resolutions as to what she would do when this moment cameas to how she would behave and what words

she would utter. But all that was gone from her now. She could only stand still and tremble. Of course he

might call her Rachelmight call her what he pleased. To him, with his wider experience, that now became

manifest enough.

``You must give me leave for more than that, Rachel, if you would not send me away wretched. You must let

me call you my own.'' Then he moved round the table towards her; and as he moved, though she retreated

from him, she did not retreat with a step as rapid as his own. ``Rachel,'and he put out his hand to her``I

want you to be my wife.'' She allowed the tips of her fingers to turn themselves toward him, as though unable

altogether to refuse the greeting which he offered her, but as she did so she turned away from him, and bent

down her head. She had heard all she wanted to hear. Why did he not go away, and leave her to think of it?

He had named to her the word so sacred between man and woman. He had said that he sought her for his

wife. What need was there that he should stay longer?

He got her hand in his, and then passed his arm round her waist. ``Say, love; say, Rachelshall it be so?

Nay, but I will have an answer from you. You shall look it to me, if you will not speak it;'' and he got his

head round over her shoulder, as though to look into her eyes.

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``But, dearest, say a word to me. You must say some word. Can you learn to love me, Rachel?''

Learn to love him! The lesson had come to her very easily. How was it possible, she had once thought, not to

love him.

``Say a word to me,'' said Rowan. still struggling to look into her face; ``one word, and then I will let you go.''

``What word?''

``Say to me, `Dear Luke, I will be your wife'.''

She remained for a moment quite passive in his hands, trying to say it, but the words would not come. Of

course she would be his wife. Why need he trouble her further?

``Nay, but, Rachel, you shall speak, or I will stay with you here till your mother comes, and she shall answer

for you. If you had disliked me I think you would have said so.''

``I don't dislike you,'' she whispered.

``And do you love me?'' She slightly bowed her head. ``And you will be my wife?'' Again she went through

the same little piece of acting. ``And I may call you Rachel now?'' In answer to this question she shook

herself free from his slackened grasp, and escaped away across the room.

``You cannot forbid me now. Come and sit down by me, for of course I have got much to say to you. Come

and sit down, and indeed I will not trouble you again.''

Then she went to him very slowly, and sat with him, leaving her hand in his, listening to his words, and

feeling in her heart the full delight of having such a lover. Of the words that were then spoken, but very few

came from her lips; he told her all his story of the brewery quarrel, and was very eloquent and droll in

describing Tappitt as he brandished the poker.

``And was he going to hit you with it?'' said Rachel, with all her eyes open.

``Well, he didn't hit me,'' said Luke; ``but to look at him he seemed mad enough to do anything.'' Then he told

her how at the present moment he was living at the inn, and how it became necessary, from this unfortunate

quarrel, that he should go at once to London. ``But under no circumstances would I have gone'', said he,

pressing her hand very closely, ``without an answer from you.''

``But you ought not to think of anything like that when you are in such trouble.''

``Ought I not? Well, but I do, you see.'' Then he explained to her that part of his project consisted in his

marrying her out of handat once. He would go up to London for a week or two, and then, coming back, be

married in the course of the next month.

``Oh, Mr Rowan, that would be impossible.''

``You must not call me Mr Rowan, or I shall call you Miss Ray.''

``But indeed it would be impossible.''

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``Indeed it would. You can ask mammaor rather, you had better give over thinking of it. I haven't had time

yet even to make up my mind what you are like.''

``But you say that you love me.''

``So I do, but I suppose I ought not; for I'm sure I don't know what you are like yet. It seems to me that you're

very fond of having your own way, sirand so you ought,'' she added; ``but really you can't have your own

way in that. Nobody ever heard of such a thing. Everybody would think we were mad

``I shouldn't care one straw for that.''

``Ah, but I shoulda great many straws.''

He sat there for two hours, telling her of all things appertaining to himself. He explained to her that,

irrespective of the brewery, he had an income sufficient to support a wife``though not enough to make her

a fine lady like Mrs Cornbury,'' he said.

``If you can give me bread and cheese, it's as much as I have a right to expect,'' said Rachel.

``I have over four hundred a year,'' said he: and Rachel, hearing it, thought that he could indeed support a

wife. Why should a man with four hundred a year want to brew beer?

``But I have got nothing,'' said Rachel; ``not a farthing.''

``Of course not,'' said Rowan; ``it is my theory that unmarried girls never ought to have anything. If they

have, they ought to be considered as provided for, and then they shouldn't have husbands. And I rather think

it would be better if men didn't have anything either, so that they might be forced to earn their bread, only

they would want capital.''

Rachel listened to it all with the greatest content, and most unalloyed happiness. She did not quite understand

him, but she gathered from his words that her own poverty was not a reproach in his eyes, and that he under

no circumstances would have looked for a wife with a fortune. Her happiness was unalloyed at all she heard

from him, till at last he spoke of his mother.

``And does she dislike me?'' asked Rachel, with dismay,

``It isn't that she dislikes you, but she's staying with that Mrs Tappitt, who is furious against me becauseI

suppose it's because of this brewery row. But indeed I can't understand it. A week ago I was at home there;

now I daren't show my nose in the house, and have been turned out of the brewery this morning with a

poker.''

``I hope it's nothing about me,'' said Rachel.

``How can it be about you?''

``Because I thought Mrs Tappitt looked at the ball as thoughBut I suppose it didn't mean anything.''

``It ought to be a matter of perfect indifference whether it meant anything or not.''

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``Lead to anything! What it will lead to is quite settled.''

``You know what I mean. But how could I become your wife if your mother did not wish it?''

``Look here, Rachel; that's all very proper for a girl, I dare say. If your mother thought I was not fit to be your

husband, I won't say but what you ought to take her word in such a matter. But it isn't so with a man. It will

make me very unhappy if my mother cannot be friends with my wife; but no threats of hers to that effect

would prevent me from marrying, nor should they have any effect upon you. I'm my own master, and from

the nature of things I must look out for myself.''

This was all very grand and masterful on Rowan's part, and might in theory be true; but there was that in it

which made Rachel uneasy, and gave to her love its first shade of trouble. She could not be quite happy as

Luke's promised bride, if she knew that she would not be welcomed to that place by Luke's mother. And then

what right had she to think it probable that Luke's mother would give her such a welcome? At that first

meeting, however, she said but little herself on the subject. She had pledged to him her troth, and she would

not attempt to go back from her pledge at the first appearance of a difficulty. She would talk to her own

mother, and perhaps his mother might relent. But throughout it all there ran a feeling of dismay at the idea of

marrying a man whose mother would not willingly receive her as a daughter!

``But you must go,'' she said at last. ``Indeed you must. I have things to do, if you have nothing.''

``I'm the idlest man in the world at the present moment. If you turn me out I can only go and sit at the inn.''

``Then you must go and sit at the inn. If you stay any longer mamma won't have any dinner.''

``If that's so, of course I'll go. But I shall come back to tea.''

As Rachel gave no positive refusal to this proposition, Rowan took his departure on the understanding that he

might return.

``Goodbye,'' said he. ``When I come this evening I shall expect you to walk with me.''

``Oh, I don't know,'' said she.

``Yes, you will; and we will see the sun set again, and you will not run from me this evening as though I were

an ogre.'' As he spoke he took her in his arms and held her, and kissed her before she had time to escape from

him. ``You're mine altogether now,'' said he, ``and nothing can sever us. God bless you, Rachel!''

``Goodbye, Luke,'' and then they parted.

She had told him to go, alleging her household duties as her ground for dismissing him; but when he was

gone she did not at once betake herself to her work. She sat on the seat which he had shared with her,

thinking of the thing which she had done. She was now betrothed to this man as his wife, the only man

towards whom her fancy had ever turned with the slightest preference. So far love for her had run very

smoothly. From her first meetings with him, on those evenings in which she had hardly spoken to him, his

form had filled her eye, and his words had filled her mind. She had learned to love to see him before she

understood what her heart was doing for her. Gradually, but very quickly, all her vacant thoughts had been

given to him, and he had become the hero of her life. Now, almost before she had had time to question herself

on the matter, he was her affianced husband. It had all been so quick and so very gracious that she seemed to

tremble at her own good fortune. There was that one little cloud in the skythat frown on his mother's brow;

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storm. So she sat there dreaming of her happiness, and longing for her mother's return that she might tell it

allthat it might be talked of hour after hour, and that Luke's merits might receive their fitting mention. Her

mother was not a woman who on such an occasion would stint the measure of her praise, or refuse her child

the happiness of her sympathy.

But Rachel knew that she must not let the whole morning pass by in idle dreams, happy as those dreams

were, and closely as they were allied to her waking life. After a while she jumped up with a start. ``I declare

there will be nothing done. Mamma will want her dinner though I'm ever so much going to be married.''

But she had not been long on foot, or done much in preparation of the cold lamb which it was intended they

should eat that day, before she heard her mother's footsteps on the gravel path. She ran out to the front door

full of her own news, though hardly knowing as yet in what words she would tell it; but of her mother's news,

of any tidings which there might be to tell as to that interview which had just taken place in Baslehurst,

Rachel did not think much. Nothing that Dorothea could say would now be of moment. So at least Rachel

flattered herself. And as for Dorothea and all her growlings, had they not chiefly ended in thisthat the

young man did not intend to present himself as a husband? But he had now done so in a manner which

Rachel felt to be so satisfactory that even Dorothea's criticism must be disarmed. So Rachel, as she met her

mother, thought only of the tale which she had to tell, and nothing of that which she was to hear.

But Mrs Ray was so full of her tale, was so conscious of the fact that her tidings were entitled to the

immediate and undivided attention of her daughter, and from their first greeting on the gravel path was so

ready with her words, that Rachel, with all the story of her happiness, was for a while obliterated.

``Oh, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray, ``I have such news for you!''

``So have I, mamma, news for you,'' said Rachel, putting out her hand to her mother.

``I never was so warm in my life. Do let me get in; oh dear, oh dear! It's no good looking in the basket, for

when I came away from Dorothea I was too full of what I had just heard to think of buying anything.''

``What have you heard, mamma?''

``I'm sure I hope she'll be happy; I'm sure I do. But it's a great venture, a terribly great venture.''

``What is it, mamma?'' And Rachel, though she could not yet think that her mother's budget could be equal in

importance to her own, felt that there was that which it was necessary that she should hear.

``Your sister is going to be married to Mr Prong.''

``Dolly?''

``Yes, my dear. It's a great venture; but if any woman can live happy with such a man, she can do so. She's

troubled about her moneythat's all.''

``Marry Mr Prong! I suppose she may if she likes. Oh dear! I can't think I shall ever like him.''

``I never spoke to him yet, so perhaps I oughtn't to say; but he doesn't look a nice man to my eyes. But what

are looks, my dear? They're only skin deep; we ought all of us to remember that always, Rachel; they're only

skin deep; and if, as she says, she only wants to work in the vineyard, she won't mind his being so short. I

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``I should think he's honest, at any rate, or he wouldn't be what he is.''

``There's some of them are so very fond of moneythat is, if all that we hear is true. Perhaps he mayn't care

about it; let us hope that he doesn't; but if so he's a great exception. However, she means to have it tied up as

close as possible, and I think she's right. Where would she be if he was to go away some fine morning and

leave her? You see, he's got nobody belonging to him. I own I do like people who have got people belonging

to them; you feel sure, in a sort of way, that they'll go on living in their own houses.''

Rachel immediately reflected that Luke Rowan had people belonging to himvery nice peopleand that

everybody knew who he was and from whence he came.

``But she has quite made up her mind about it,'' continued Mrs Ray; ``and when I saw that I didn't say very

much against it. What was the use? It isn't as though he wasn't quite respectable. He is a clergyman, you

know, my dear, though he never was at any of the regular colleges; and he might be a bishop, just as much as

if he had been; so they tell me. And I really don't think that she would ever have come back to the

cottagenot unless you had promised to have been ruled by her in everything.''

``I certainly shouldn't have done that;'' and Rachel, as she made this assurance with some little obstinacy in

her voice, told herself that for the future she meant to be ruled by a very different person indeed.

``No, I suppose not; and I'm sure I shouldn't have asked you, because I think it isn't the thing, dragging people

away out of their own parishes, here and there, to anybody's church. And I told her that though I would of

course go and hear Mr Prong now and then if she married him, I wouldn't leave Mr Comfort, not as a regular

thing. But she didn't seem to mind that now, much as she used always to be saying about it.''

``And when is it to be, mamma?

``On Friday; that is, tomorrow.''

``Tomorrow!''

``That is, she's to go and tell him tomorrow that she means to take himor he's to come to her at Miss

Pucker's lodgings. It's not to be wondered at when one sees Miss Pucker, really: and I'm not sure I'd not have

done the same if I'd been living with her too; only I don't think I ever should have begun. I think it's living

with Miss Pucker has made her do it; I do indeed, my dear. Well, now that I have told you, I suppose I may as

well go and get ready for dinner.''

``I'll come with you, mamma. The potatoes are strained, and Kitty can put the things on the table.

Mamma,'and now they were on the stairs``I've got something to tell also.''

We'll leave Mrs Ray to eat her dinner, and Rachel to tell her story, merely adding a word to say that the

mother did not stint the measure of her praise, or refuse her child the happiness of her sympathy. That

evening was probably the happiest of Rachel's existence, although its full proportions of joy were marred by

an unforeseen occurrence. At four o'clock a note came from Rowan to his ``Dearest Rachel'saying that he

had been called away by telegraph to London about that ``horrid brewery business''. He would write from

there. But Rachel was almost as happy without him, talking about him, as she would have been in his

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On the Friday morning there was a solemn conference at the brewery between Mrs Tappitt and Mrs Rowan.

Mrs Rowan found herself to be in some difficulty as to the line of action which she ought to take, and the

alliances which she ought to form. She was passionately attached to her son, and for Mrs Tappitt she had no

strong liking. But then she was very averse to this proposed marriage with Rachel Ray, and was willing for a

while to make a treaty with Mrs Tappitt, offensive and defensive, as against her own son, if by doing so she

could put a stop to so outrageous a proceeding on his part. He had seen her before he started for London, and

had told her both the occurrences of the day. He had described to her how Tappitt had turned him out of the

brewery, poker in hand, and how, in consequence of Tappitt's ``pigheaded obstinacy'', it was now necessary

that their joint affairs should be set right by the hand of the law. He had then told her also that there was no

longer any room for doubt or argument between them as regarding Rachel. He had gone out to Bragg's End

that morning, had made his offer, and had been accepted. His mother therefore would seeso he

surmisedthat, as any opposition on her part must now be futile, she might as well take Rachel to her heart

at once. He went so far as to propose to her that she should go over to Rachel in his absence``it would be

very gracious if you could do it tomorrow, mother,'' he saidand go through that little process of taking her

future daughterinlaw to her heart. But in answer to this Mrs Rowan said very little. She said very little, but

she looked much. ``My dear, I cannot move so quick as you do; I am older. I am afraid, however, that you

have been rash.'' He said something, as on such occasions young men do, as to his privilege of choosing for

himself, as to his knowing what wife would suit him, as to his contempt for money, and as to the fact``the

undoubted fact'', as he declared itand in that declaration I am prepared to go handinhand with himthat

Rachel Ray was a lady. But he was clearheaded enough to perceive that his mother did not intend to agree

with him. ``When we are married she will come round,'' he said to himself, and then he took himself off by

the night mail train to London.

Under these circumstances Mrs Rowan felt that her only chance of carrying on the battle would be by means

of a treaty with Mrs Tappitt. Had the affair of the brewery stood alone, Mrs Rowan would have ranged

herself loyally on the side of her son. She would have resented the uplifting of that poker, and shown her

resentment by an immediate withdrawal from the brewery. She would have said a word or twoa stately

word or twoas to the justice of her son's cause, and have carried herself and her daughter off to the inn. As

things were now, her visit to the brewery must no doubt be curtailed in its duration; but in the meantime

might not a blow be struck against that foolish matrimonial projectan opportune blow, and by the aid of

Mrs Tappitt? Therefore on that Friday morning, when Mr Prong was listening with enraptured ears to Mrs

Prime's acceptance of his suitunder certain pecuniary conditionsMrs Rowan and Mrs Tappitt were

sitting in conference at the brewery.

They agreed together at that meeting that Rachel Ray was the head and front of the whole offence, the source

of all the evil done and to be done, and the one great sinner in the matter. It was clear to Mrs Rowan that

Rachel could have no just pretensions to look for such a lover or such a husband as her son; and it was

equally clear to Mrs Tappitt that she could have had no right to seek a lover or a husband out of the brewery.

If Rachel Ray had not been there all might have gone smoothly for both of them. Mrs Tappitt did not,

perhaps, argue very logically as to the brewery business, or attempt to show either to herself or to her ally that

Luke Rowan would have made himself an agreeable partner if he had kept himself free from all love

vagaries; but she was filled with an indefinite woman's idea that the mischief, which she felt, had been done

by Rachel Ray, and that against Rachel and Rachel's pretensions her hand should be turned.

They resolved therefore that they would go out together and call at the cottage. Mrs Tappitt knew, from long

neighbourhood, of what stuff Mrs Ray was made. ``A very good sort of woman,'' she said to Mrs Rowan,

``and not at all headstrong and perverse like her daughter. If we find the young lady there we must ask her

mamma to see us alone.'' To this proposition Mrs Rowan assented, not eagerly, but with a slow, measured,

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led by such a one as Mrs Tappitt. It was needful that on this occasion she should act with Mrs Tappitt and

connect herself with the Tappitt interests; but all this she did with an air that distinctly claimed for herself a

personal superiority. If Mrs Tappitt did not perceive and understand this, it was her fault, and not Mrs

Rowan's.

At two o'clock they stepped into a fly at the brewery door and had themselves driven out to Bragg's End.

``Mamma, there's a carriage,'' said Rachel,

``It can't be coming here,'' said Mrs Ray.

``But it is; it's the fly from the Dragon. I know it by the man's white hat. And, oh dear, there's Mrs Rowan and

Mrs Tappitt! Mamma, I shall go away.'' And Rachel, without another word, escaped out into the garden. She

escaped, utterly heedless of her mother's little weak prayer that she would remain. She went away quickly, so

that not a skirt of her dress might be visible. She felt instantly, by instinct, that these two women had come

out there especially as her enemies, as upsetters of her happiness, as opponents of her one great hope in life;

and she knew that she could not fight her battle with them face to face. She could not herself maintain her

love stoutly and declare her intention of keeping her lover to his word; and yet she did intend to maintain her

love, not doubting that he would be true to his word without any effort on her part. Her mother would make a

very poor fightof that she was quite well aware. It would have been well if her mother could have run

away also. But, as that could not be, her mother must be left to succumb, and the fight must be carried on

afterwards as best it might. The two ladies remained at the cottage for about an hour, and during that time

Rachel was sequestered in the garden, hardening her heart against all enemies to her love. If Luke would only

stand by her, she would certainly stand by him.

There was a good deal of ceremony between the three ladies when they first found themselves together in

Mrs Ray's parlour. Mrs Rowan and Mrs Tappitt were large and stiff in their draperies, and did not fit

themselves easily in among Mrs Ray's small belongings; and they were stately in their demeanour, conscious

that they were visiting an inferior, and conscious also that they were there on no friendly mission. But the

interview was commenced with a show of much civility. Mrs Tappitt introduced Mrs Rowan in due form, and

Mrs Rowan made her little bow, if with some selfasserting supremacy, still with fitting courtesy. Mrs Ray

hoped that Mrs Tappitt and the young ladies were quite well, and then there was a short silence, very

oppressive to Mrs Ray, but refreshing rather than otherwise to Mrs Rowan. It gave a proper business aspect to

the visit, and paved the way for serious words.

``Miss Rachel is out, I suppose,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``Yes, she is out,'' said Mrs Ray. ``But she's about the

place somewhere, if you want to see her.'' This she added in her weakness, not knowing how she was to

sustain the weight of such an interview alone.

``Perhaps it is as well that she should be away just at present,'' said Mrs Rowan, firmly but mildly.

``Quite as well,'' said Mrs Tappitt, as firmly, but less mildly.

``Because we wish to say a few words to you, Mrs Ray,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``That is what has brought us out so early,'' said Mrs Tappitt. It was only half past two now, and company

visiting was never done at Baslehurst till after three. ``We want to say a few words to you, Mrs Ray, about a

very serious matter. I'm sure you know how glad I've always been to see Rachel with my girls, and I had her

at our party the other night, you know. It isn't likely therefore that I should be disposed to say anything

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``At any rate not to me, I hope,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Not to anybody. Indeed I'm not given to say unkind things about people. No one in Baslehurst would give

me that character. But the fact is, Mrs Ray''

``Perhaps, Mrs Tappitt, you'll allow me,'' said Mrs Rowan. ``He's my son.''

``Oh, yes, certainlythat is, if you.wish it,'' said Mrs Tappitt, drawing herself up in her chair; ``but I thought

that perhaps, as I knew Miss Ray so well.''

``If you don't mind, Mrs Tappitt'' and Mrs Rowan, as she again took the words out of her friend's mouth,

smiled upon her with a smile of great efficacy.

``Oh, dear, certainly not,'' said Mrs Tappitt, acknowledging by her concession the superiority of Mrs Rowan's

nature.

``I believe you are aware, Mrs Ray,'' said Mrs Rowan, ``that Mr Luke Rowan is my son.''

``Yes, I'm aware of that.''

``And I'm afraid you must be aware also that there have been somesomesome talkings as it were,

between him and your daughter.''

``Oh, yes. The truth is, ma'am, that he has offered himself to my girl, and that she has accepted him. Whether

it's for good or for bad, the open truth is the best, Mrs Tappitt.''

``Truth is truth,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``and deception is not truth.''

``I didn't think it had gone anything so far as that,'' said Mrs Rowanwho at the moment, perhaps, forgot

that deception is not truth; ``and in saying that he has actually offered himself, you may perhapswithout

meaning it, of coursebe attributing a more positive significance to his word than he has intended.''

``God forbid!'' said Mrs Ray very solemnly. ``That would be a very sad thing for my poor girl. But I think,

Mrs Rowan, you had better ask him. If he says he didn't intend it, of course there will be an end of it, as far as

Rachel is concerned.''

``I can't ask him just at present,'' said Mrs Rowan, ``because he has gone up to London. He went away

yesterday afternoon, and there's no saying when he may be in Baslehurst again.''

``If ever'' said Mrs Tappitt, very solemnly. ``Perhaps he has not told you, Mrs Ray, that that partnership

between him and Mr T. is all over.''

``He did tell us that there had been words between him and Mr Tappitt.''

``Words indeed!'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``And therefore it isn't so easy to ask him,'' said Mrs Rowan, ignoring Mrs Tappitt and the partnership. ``But

of course, Mrs Ray, our object in this matter must be the same. We both wish to see our children happy and

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``As to my girl, I've no fear whatever but what she'll be respectable,'' said Mrs Ray, with more heat than Mrs

Tappitt had thought her to possess.

``No doubt; no doubt. But what I'm coming to is this, Mrs Ray; here has this boy of mine been behaving

foolishly to your daughter, as young men will do. It may be that he has really said something to her of the

kind you suppose''

``Said something to her! Why, ma'am, he came out here and asked my permission to pay his addresses to her,

which I didn't answer because just at that moment Rachel came in from Farmer Sturt's opposite''

``Farmer Sturt's'' said Mrs Tappitt to Mrs Rowan, in an under voice and nodding her head. Whereupon Mrs

Rowan nodded her head also. One of the great accusations made against Mrs Ray had been that she lived on

the Farmer Sturt level, and not on the Tappitt levelmuch less on the Rowan level.

``Yesfrom Farmer Sturt's,'' continued Mrs Ray, not at all understanding this byplay. ``So I didn't give him

any answer at all.''

``You wouldn't encourage him,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``I don't know about that; but at any rate he encouraged himself, for he came again the next morning when I

was in Baslehurst.';

``I hope Miss Rachel didn't know he was coming in your absence,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``It would look so slywouldn't it?'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``No, she didn't, and she isn't sly at all. If she had known anything she would have told me. I know what my

girl is, Mrs Rowan, and I can depend on her.'' Mrs Ray's courage was up, and she was inclined to fight

bravely, but she was sadly impeded by tears, which she now found it impossible to control.

``I'm sure it isn't my wish to distress you,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``It does distress me very much, then, for anybody to say that Rachel is sly.''

``I said I hoped she wasn't sly,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``I heard what you said,'' continued Mrs Ray; ``and I don't see why you should be speaking against Rachel in

that way. The young man isn't your son.''

``No,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``indeed he's notnor yet he ain't Mr Tappitt's partner.''

``Nor wishes to be,'' said Mrs Rowan, with a toss of her head. It was a thousand pities that Mrs Ray had not

her wits enough about her to have fanned into a fire of battle the embers which glowed hot between her two

enemies. Had she done so they might probably have been made to consume each otherto her great comfort.

``Nor wishes to be!'' Then Mrs Rowan paused a moment, and Mrs Tappitt assumed a smile which was

intended to indicate incredulity. ``But, Mrs Ray,'' continued Mrs Rowan, ``that is neither here nor there. Luke

Rowan is my son, and I certainly have a right to speak. Such a marriage as this would be very imprudent on

his part, and very disagreeable to me. From the way in which things have turned out it's not likely that he'll

settle himself at Baslehurst.''


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``The most unlikely thing in the world'', said Mrs Tappitt. ``I don't suppose he'll ever show himself in

Baslehurst again.''

``As for showing himself, Mrs Tappitt, my son will never be ashamed of showing himself anywhere''

``But he won't have any call to come to Baslehurst, Mrs Rowan. That's what I mean.''

``If he's a gentleman of his word, as I take him to be,'' said Mrs Ray, ``he'll have a great call to show himself.

He never can have intended to come out here, and speak to her in that way, and ask her to marry him, and

then never to come back and see her any more! I wouldn't believe it of him, not though his own mother said

it!''

``I don't say anything,'' said Mrs Rowan, who felt that her position was one of some difficulty. ``But we all do

know that in affairs of that kind young men do allow themselves to go great lengths. And the greater lengths

they go, Mrs Ray, the more particular the young ladies ought to be.''

``But what's a young lady to do? How's she to know whether a young man is in earnest, or whether he's only

going lengths, as you call it?'' Mrs Ray's eyes were still moist with tears; and, I grieve to say that though, as

far as immediate words are concerned, she was fighting Rachel's battle not badly, still the blows of the enemy

were taking effect upon her. She was beginning to wish that Luke Rowan had never been seen, or his name

heard, at Bragg's End.

``I think it's quite understood in the world'', said Mrs Rowan, ``that a young lady is not to take a gentleman at

his first word.''

``Oh, quite,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``We've all of us daughters,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``Yes, all of us,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``That's what makes it so fitting that we should discuss this matter together

in a friendly feeling.''

``My son is a very good young mana very good young man indeed.''

``But a little hasty, perhaps?'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``If you'll allow me, Mrs Tappitt.''

``Oh, certainly. Mrs Rowan.''

``A very good young man indeed; and I don't think it at all probable that in such a matter as this he will act in

opposition to his mother's wishes. He has his way to make in the world.''

``Which will never be in the brewery line,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``He has his way to make in the world.'' continued Mrs Rowan, with much severity; ``and if he marries in

four or five years' time, that will be quite as soon as he ought to think of doing. I'm sure you will agree with

me, Mrs Ray, that long engagements are very bad, particularly for the lady.''

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``Ah, yes; that shows that the whole thing couldn't come to much. If there was an engagement at all, it must

be a very long one. Years must roll by.'' From the artistic manner in which Mrs Rowan allowed her voice to

dwell upon the words which signified duration of space, any hope of a marriage between Luke and Rachel

seemed to be put off at any rate to some future century. ``Years must roll by, and we all know what that

means. The lady dies of a broken heart, while the gentleman lives in a bachelor's rooms, and dines always at

his club. Nobody can wish such a state of things as that, Mrs Ray.''

``I knew a girl who was engaged for seven years,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``and she wore herself to a

threadpaperso she did. And then he married his housekeeper after all,''

``I'd sooner see my girl make up her mind to be an old maid than let her have a long engagement,'' said Mrs

Rowan.

``And so would I, my girls, all three. If anybody comes, I say to them, `Let your papa see them. He'll know

what's the meaning of it.' It don't do for young girls to manage those things all themselves. Not but what I

think my girls have almost as much wit about them as I have. I won't mention any names, but there's a young

man about here as welltodo as any young man in the South Hams, but Cherry won't as much as look at

him.'' Mrs Rowan again tossed her head. She felt her misfortune in being burthened with such a colleague as

Mrs Tappitt.

``What is it you want me to do, Mrs Rowan?'' asked Mrs Ray.

``I want you and your daughter, who I am sure is a very nice young lady, and goodlooking too

``Oh, quite so,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``I want you both to understand that this little thing should be allowed to drop. If my boy has done anything

foolish I'm here to apologise for him. He isn't the first that has been foolish, and I'm afraid he won't be the

last. But it can't be believed, Mrs Ray, that marriages should be run up in this thoughtless sort of way. In the

first place the young people don't know anything of each other; absolutely nothing at all. And thenbut I'm

sure I don't want to insist on any differences that there may be in their positions in life. Only you must be

aware of this, Mrs Ray, that such a marriage as that would be very injurious to a young man like my son

Luke.''

``My child wouldn't wish to injure anybody.''

``And therefore, of course, she won't think any more about it. All I want from you is that you should promise

me that.''

``If Rachel will only just say that,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``my daughters will be as happy to see her out walking

with them as ever.''

``Rachel has had quite enough of such walkings, Mrs Tappitt; quite enough.''

``If harm has come of it, it hasn't been the fault of my girls,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

Then there was a pause among the three ladies, and it appeared that Mrs Rowan was waiting for Mrs Ray's

answer. But Mrs Ray did not know what answer she should make. She was already disposed to regard the

coming of Luke Rowan to Baslehurst as a curse rather than a blessing. She felt all but convinced that Fate

would be against her and hers in that matter. She had ever been afraid of young men, believing them to be

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Since she had first heard of Luke Rowan in connection with her daughter she had been trembling. If she

could have acted in accordance with her own feelings at this moment, she would have begged that Luke

Rowan's name might never again be mentioned in her presence. It would be better for them, she thought, to

bear what had already come upon them, than to run further risk. But she could not give any answer to Mrs

Rowan without consulting Rachelshe could not at least give any such answer as that contemplated without

doing so. She had sanctioned Rachel's love, and could not now undertake to oppose it. Rachel had probably

been deceived, and must bear her misfortune. But, as the question stood at present between her and her

daughter, she could not at once accede to Mrs Rowan's views in the matter. ``I will talk to Rachel,'' she said.

``Give her my kindest respects,'' said Mrs Rowan; ``and pray make her understand that I wouldn't interfere if

I didn't think it was for both their advantages. Goodbye, Mrs Ray,'' And Mrs Rowan got up.

``Goodbye, Mrs Ray,'' said Mrs Tappitt, putting out her hand. ``Give my love to Rachel. I hope that we shall

be good friends yet, for all that has come and gone.''

But Mrs Ray would not accept Mrs Tappitt's hand, nor would she vouchsafe any answer to Mrs Tappitt's

amenities. ``Goodbye, ma'am,'' she said to Mrs Rowan. ``I suppose you mean to do the best you can by your

own child.''

``And by yours too,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``If so, I can only say that you must think very badly of your own son. Goodbye, ma'am.'' Then Mrs Ray

curtseyed them outnot without a certain amount of dignity, although her eyes were red with tears, and her

whole body trembling with dismay.

Very little was said in the fly between the two ladies on their way back to the brewery, nor did Mrs Rowan

remain very long as a visitor at Mrs Tappitt's house. She had found herself compelled by circumstances to

take a part inimical to Mrs Ray, but she felt in her heart a much stronger animosity to Mrs Tappitt. With Mrs

Ray she could have been very friendly, only for that disastrous love affair; but with Mrs Tappitt she could not

again put herself into pleasant relations. I must point out how sadly unfortunate it was that Mrs Ray had not

known how to fan that flame of anger to her own and her daughter's advantage.

``Well, mamma,'' said Rachel, returning to the room as soon as she heard the wheels of the fly in motion upon

the road across the green. She found her mother in tearshardly able to speak because of her sobs. ``Never

mind it, mamma; of course I know the kind of things they have been saying. It was what I expected. Never

mind it.''

``But, my dear, you will be brokenhearted.''

``Brokenhearted! Why?''

``I know you will. Now that you have learned to love him, you'll never bear to lose him.''

``And must I lose him?''

``She says so. She says that he doesn't mean it, and that it's all nonsense.''

``I don't believe her. Nothing shall make me believe that, mamma.''

``She says it would be ruinous to all his prospects, especially just now when he has quarrelled about this

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``Ruinous to him!''

``His mother says so.''

``I will never wish him to do anything that shall be ruinous to himself; nevernot though I were

brokenhearted, as you call it.''

``Ah, that is it, Rachel, my darling; I wish he had not come here.''

Rachel went away across the room and looked out of the window upon the green. There she stood in silence

for a few minutes while her mother was wiping her eyes and suppressing her sobs. Tears also had run down

Rachel's cheeks; but they were silent tears, few in number and very salt. ``I cannot bring myself to wish that

yet,'' said she.

``But he has gone away, and what can you do if he does not come again?''

``Do! Oh, I can do nothing. I could do nothing, even though he were here in Baslehurst every day of his life.

If I once thought that he didn't wish metobehis wife, I should not want to do anything. But, mamma,

I can't believe it of him. It was only yesterday that he was here.''

``They say that young men don't care what they say in that way nowadays,''

``I don't believe it of him, mamma; his manner is so steadfast, and his voice sounds so true.''

``But then she is so terribly against it.''

Then again they were silent for a while, after which Rachel ended the conversation. ``It is clear, at any rate,

that you and I can do nothing, mamma. If she expects me to say that I will give him up, she is mistaken. Give

him up! I couldn't give him up, without being false to him. I don't think I'll ever be false to him. If he's false

to me, thenthen, I must bear it, Mamma, don't say anything to Dolly about this just at present.'' In answer

to which request Mrs Ray promised that she would not at present say anything to Mrs Prime about Mrs

Rowan's visit.

The following day and the Sunday were not passed in much happiness by the two ladies at Bragg's End.

Tidings reached them that Mrs Rowan and her daughter were going to London on the Monday, but no letter

came to them from Luke. By the Monday morning Mrs Ray had quite made up her mind that Luke Rowan

was lost to them for ever, and Rachel had already become worn with care. During that Saturday and Sunday

nothing was seen of Mrs Prime at Bragg's End.

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On the Monday evening, after tea, Mrs Prime came out to the cottage. It was that Monday on which Mrs

Rowan and her daughter had left Baslehurst and had followed Luke up to London. She came out and sat with

her mother and sister for about an hour, restraining herself with much discretion from the saying of

disagreeable things about her sister's lover. She had heard that the Rowans had gone away, and she had also

heard that it was probable that they would be no more seen in Baslehurst. Mr Prong had given it as his

opinion that Luke would not trouble them again by his personal appearance among them. Under these

circumstances Mrs Prime had thought that she might spare her sister. For had she said much about her own

love affairs. She had never mentioned Mr Prong's offer in Rachel's presence; nor did she do so now. As long

as Rachel remained in the room the conversation was very innocent and very uninteresting. For a few minutes

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yet quite arranged between herself and Mr Prong.

``You see, mother,'' said Mrs Prime, ``as this money has been committed to my charge, I do not think it can

be right to let it go altogether out of my own hands.''

In answer to this Mrs Ray had uttered a word or two agreeing with her daughter, she was afraid to say much

against Mr Prongwas afraid, indeed, to express any very strong opinion about this proposed marriage; but

in her heart she would have been delighted to hear that the Prong alliance was to be abandoned. There was

nothing in Mr Prong to recommend him to Mrs Ray.

``And is she going to marry him?'' Rachel asked, as soon as her sister was gone.

``There's nothing settled as yet. Dorothea wants to keep her money in her own hands.''

``I don't think that can be right. If a woman is married the money should belong to the husband.''

``I suppose that's what Mr Prong thinksat any rate, there's nothing settled. It seems to me that we know so

little about him. He might go away any day to Australia, you know.''

``And did she say anything aboutMr Rowan?''

``Not a word, my dear.''

And that was all that was then said about Luke even between Rachel and her mother. How could they speak

about him? Mrs Ray also believed that he would be no more seen in Baslehurst; and Rachel was well aware

that such was her mother's belief, although it had never been expressed. What could be said between them

nowor ever afterwardsunless, indeed, Rowan should take some steps to make it necessary that his

doings should be discussed?

The Tuesday passed and the Wednesday, without any sign from the young man; and during these two sad

days nothing was said at the cottage. On that Wednesday his name was absolutely not mentioned between

them, although each of them was thinking of him throughout the day. Mrs Ray had now become almost sure

that he had obeyed his mother's behests, and had resolved not to trouble himself about Rachel any further;

and Rachel herself had become frightened if not despondent. Could it be that all this should have passed over

her and that it should mean nothing?that the man should have been standing there, only three or four days

since, in that very room, with his arm round her waist, begging for her love, and calling her his wifeand

that all of it should have no meaning? Nothing amazed her so much as her mother's firm belief in such an

ending to such an affair. What must be her mother's thoughts about men and women in general if she could

expect such conduct from Luke Rowanand yet not think of him as one whose falsehood was marvellous in

its falseness!

But on the Thursday morning there came a letter from Luke addressed to Rachel. On that morning Mrs Ray

was up when the postman passed by the cottage, and though Rachel took the letter from the man's hand

herself, she did not open it till she had shown it to her mother.

``Of course it's from him,'' said Rachel.

``I suppose so,'' said Mrs Ray, taking the unopened letter in her hand and looking at it. She spoke almost in a

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``Is it not odd,'' said Rachel, ``but I never saw his handwriting before? I shall know it now for ever and ever.''

She also spoke in a whisper, and still held the letter as though she dreaded to open it.

``Well, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray.

``If you think you ought to read it first, mamma, you may.''

``No, Rachel. It is your letter. I do not wish you to imagine that I distrust you.''

Then Rachel sat herself down, and with extreme care opened the envelope. The letter, which she read to

herself very slowly, was as follows:

MY OWN DEAREST RACHEL,

``It seems so nice having to write to you, though it would be much nicer if I could see you and be sitting with

you at this moment at the churchyard stile. That is the spot in all Baslehurst that I like the best. I ought to

have written sooner, I know, and you will have been very angry with me; but I have had to go down into

Northamptonshire to settle some affairs as to my father's property, so that I have been almost living in

railway carriages ever since I saw you. I am resolved about the brewery business more firmly than ever, and

as it seems that ``T'' [Mrs Tappitt would occasionally so designate her lord, and her doing so had been a joke

between Luke and Rachel] will not come to reason without a lawsuit, I must scrape together all the capital I

have, or I shall be fifty years old before I can begin. He is a pigheaded old fool, and I shall be driven to ruin

him and all his family. I would have doneand still would doanything for him in kindness; but if he

drives me to go to law to get what is as much my own as his share is his own, I will build another brewery

just under his nose. All this will require money, and therefore I have to run about and get my affairs settled.

``But this is a nice loveletteris it not? However, you must take me as I am. Just now I have beer in my

very soul. The grand object of my ambition is to stand and be fumigated by the smoke of my own vats. It is a

fat, prosperous, moneymaking business, and one in which there is a clear line between right and wrong. No

man brews bad beer without knowing itor sells short measure. Whether the fatness and the honesty can go

togetherthat is the problem I want to solve.

``You see I write to you exactly as if you were a man friend, and not my own dear sweet girl. But I am a very

bad hand at lovemaking. I considered that that was all done when you nodded your head over my arm in

token that you consented to be my wife. It was a very little nod, but it binds you as fast as a score of oaths.

And now I think I have a right to talk to you about all my affairs, and expect you at once to get up the price of

malt and hops in Devonshire. I told you, you remember, that you should be my friend, and now I mean to

have my own way.

``You must tell me exactly what my mother has been doing and saying at the cottage. I cannot quite make it

out from what she says, but I fear that she has been interfering where she had no business, and making a

goose of herself. She has got an idea into her head that I ought to make a good bargain in matrimony, and sell

myself at the highest price going in the marketthat I ought to get money, or if not money, family

connection. I'm very fond of moneyas is everybody, only people are such liarsbut then I like it to be my

own; and as to what people call connection, I have no words to tell you how I despise it. If I know myself I

should never have chosen a woman as my companion for life who was not a lady; but I have not the remotest

wish to become second cousin by marriage to a baronet's grandmother. I have told my mother all this, and

that you and I have settled the matter together; but I see that she trusts to something that she has said or done

herself to upset our settling. Of course, what she has said can, have no effect on you. She has a right to speak

to me but she has none to speak to younot as yet. But she is the best woman in the world, and as soon as

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``You know I spoke of our being married in August. I wish it could have been so. If we could have settled it

when I was at Bragg's End, it might have been done. I don't, however, mean to scold you, though it was your

fault. But as it is, it must now be put off till after Christmas. I won't name a day yet for seeing you, because I

couldn't well go to Baslehurst without putting myself into Tappitt's way. My lawyer says I had better not go

to Baslehurst just at present. Of course you will write to me constantlyto my address here; say, twice a

week at least. And I shall expect you to tell me everything that goes on. Give my kind love to your mother.

``Yours, dearest Rachel, ``Most affectionately, `` LUKE ROWAN

The letter was not quite what Rachel had expected, but, nevertheless, she thought it very nice. She had never

received a loveletter before, and probably had never read oneeven in print; so that she was in possession

of no strong preconceived notions as to the nature or requisite contents of such a document. She was a little

shocked when Luke called his mother a gooseshe was a little startled when he said that people were

``liars'', having an idea that the word was one not to be lightly usedshe was amused by the allusion to the

baronet's grandmother, feeling, however, that the manner and language of his letter was less pretty and

loveladen than she had expectedand she was frightened when he so confidently called upon her to write

to him twice a week. But, nevertheless, the letter was a genial one, joyous, and, upon the whole, comforting.

She read it very slowly, going back over much of it twice and thrice, so that her mother became impatient

before the perusal was finished.

``It seems to be very long,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Yes, mamma, it is long. It's nearly four sides.''

``What can he have to say so much?''

``There's a good deal of it is about his own private affairs.''

``I suppose, then, I mustn't see it.''

``Oh yes, mamma!'' And Rachel handed her the letter. ``I shouldn't think of having a letter from him and not

showing it to younot as things are now.'' Then Mrs Ray took the letter and spent quite as much time in

reading it as Rachel had done. ``He writes as though he meant to have everything quite his own way,'' said

Mrs Ray.

``That's what he does mean. I think he will do that always. He's what people call imperious; but that isn't bad

in a man, is it?''

Mrs Ray did not quite know whether it was bad in a man or no. But she mistrusted the letter, not construing it

closely so as to discover what might really be its full meaning, but perceiving that the young man took, or

intended to take, very much into his own hands; that he demanded that everything should be surrendered to

his will and pleasure, without any guarantee on his part that such surrendering should be properly

acknowledged. Mrs Ray was disposed to doubt people and things that were at a distance from her. Some

check could be kept over a lover at Baslehurst; or, if perchance the lover had removed himself only to Exeter,

with which city Mrs Ray was personally acquainted, she could have believed in his return. He would not, in

that case, have gone utterly beyond her ken. But she could put no confidence in a lover up in London. Who

could say that he might not marry someone else tomorrowthat he might not be promising to marry half a

dozen? It was with her the same sort of feeling which made her think it possible that Mr Prong might go to

Australia. She would have liked as a lover for her daughter a young man fixed in businessif not at

Baslehurst, then at Totnes, Dartmouth, or Brixhamunder her own eye as it werea young man so fixed

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to marry him, must mean what he said. If he did not there would be no escape for him from the punishment of

his neighbours' eyes and tongues. But a young man up in Londona young man who had quarrelled with his

natural friends in Baslehursta young man who was confessedly masterful and impetuousa young man

who called his own mother a goose, and all the rest of the world liars, in his first letter to his ladylovewas

that a young man in whom Mrs Ray could place confidence as a lover for her pet lamb? She read the letter

very slowly, and then, as she gave it back to Rachel, she groaned.

For nearly half an hour after that nothing was said in the cottage about the letter. Rachel had perceived that it

had not been thought satisfactory by her mother; but then she was inclined to believe that her mother would

have regarded no letter as satisfactory until arguments had been used to prove to her that it was so. This, at

any rate, was clearmust be clear to Mrs Ray as it was clear to Rachelthat Luke had no intention of

shirking the fulfilment of his engagement. And after all, was not that the one thing as to which it was

essentially necessary that they should be confident? Had she not accepted Luke, telling him that she loved

him? and was it not acknowledged by all around her that such a marriage would be good for her? The danger

which they feared was the expectation of such a marriage without its accomplishment. Even the forebodings

of Mrs Prime had shown that this was the evil to which they pointed. Under these circumstances what better

could be wished for than a ready, quick, warm assurance on Luke's part, that he did intend all that he had

said?

With Rachel now, as with all girls under such circumstances, the chief immediate consideration was as to the

answer which should be given. Was she to write to him, to write what she pleased; and might she write at

once? She felt that she longed to have the pen in her hand, and that yet, when holding it, she would have to

think for hours before writing the first word. ``Mamma,'' she said at last, ``don't you think it's a good letter?''

``I don't know what to think, my dear. I doubt whether any letters of that sort are good for much.''

``Of what sort, mamma?''

``Letters from men who call themselves lovers to young girls. It would be safer, I think, that there shouldn't

be anyvery much safer.''

``But if he hadn't written we should have thought that he had forgotten all about us. That would not have been

good. You said yourself that if he did not write soon, there would be an end of everything,''

``A hundred years ago there wasn't all this writing between young people, and these things were managed

better then than they are now, as far as I can understand.''

``People couldn't write so much then,'' said Rachel, ``because there were no railways and no postage stamps. I

suppose I must answer it, mamma?'' To this proposition Mrs Ray made no immediate answer. ``Don't you

think I ought to answer it, mamma?''

``You can't want to write at once.''

``In the afternoon would do.''

``In the afternoon! Why should you be in so much hurry, Rachel? It took him four or five days to write to

you.''

``Yes; but he was down in Northamptonshire on business. Besides he hadn't any letter from me to answer. I

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``To think what, Rachel?''

``That I had forgotten him.''

``Psha!''

``Or that I didn't treat his letter with respect.''

``He won't think that. But I must turn it over in my mind; and I believe I ought to ask somebody.''

``Not Dolly,'' said Rachel, eagerly.

``No; not your sister. I will not ask her. But if you don't mind, my dear, I'll take the young man's letter out to

Mr Comfort, and consult him. I never felt myself so much in need of somebody to advise me. Mr Comfort is

an old man, and you won't mind his seeing the letter.''

Rachel did mind it very much, but she had no means of saving herself from her fate. She did not like the idea

of having her loveletter submitted to the clergyman of the parish. I do not know any young lady who would

have liked it. But bad as that was, it was preferable to having the letter submitted to Mrs Prime. And then she

remembered that Mr Comfort had advised that she might go to the ball, and that he was father to her friend

Mrs Butler Cornbury.

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And now, in these daysthe days immediately following the departure of Luke Rowan from

Baslehurstthe Tappitt family were constrained to work very hard at the task of defaming the young man

who had lately been living with them in their house. They were constrained to do this by the necessities of

their position; and in doing so by no means showed themselves to be such monsters of iniquity as the readers

of the story will feel themselves inclined to call them. As for Tappitt himself, he certainly believed that

Rowan was so base a scoundrel that no evil words against him could be considered as malicious or even

unnecessary. Is it not good to denounce a scoundrel? And if the rascality of any rascal be specially directed

against oneself and one's own wife and children, is it not a duty to denounce that rascal, so that his rascality

may be known and thus made of no effect? When Tappitt declared in the readingroom at the Dragon, and

afterwards in the little room inside the bar at the King's Head, and again to a circle of respectable farmers and

tradesmen in the Corn Market, that young Rowan had come down to the brewery and made his way into the

breweryhouse with a ready prepared plan for ruining himhim, the head of the firmhe thought that he

was telling the truth. And again, when he spoke with horror of Rowan's intention of setting up an opposition

brewery, his horror was conscientious. He believed that it would be very wicked in a man to oppose the

Bungall establishment with money left by Bungall, that it would be a wickedness than which no commercial

rascality could be more iniquitous. His very soul was struck with awe at the idea. That anything was due in

the matter to the consumer of beer, never occurred to him. And it may also be said in Tappitt's favour that his

opinionas a general opinionwas backed by those around him. His neighbours could not be made to hate

Rowan as he hated him. They would not declare the young man to be the very Mischief, as he did. But that

idea of a rival brewery was distasteful to them all. Most of them knew that the beer was almost too bad to be

swallowed; but they thought that Tappitt had a vested interest in the manufacture of bad beerthat as a

manufacturer of bad beer he was a fairly honest and useful manand they looked upon any change as the

work, or rather the suggestion of a charlatan.

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``He'll soon find where he'll be if he tries to undersell me,'' said young Griggs. ``All the same, I hope he'll

come back, because he has left a little bill at our place.''

And then to other evil reports was added that special evil reportthat Rowan had gone away without paying

his debts. I am inclined to think that Mr Tappitt can be almost justified in his evil thoughts and his evil words.

I cannot make out quite so good a case for Mrs Tappitt and her two elder daughtersfor even Martha,

Martha the just, shook her head in these days when Rowan's name was mentionedbut something may be

said even for them. It must not be supposed that Mrs Tappitt's single grievance was her disappointment as

regarded Augusta. Had there been no Augusta on whose behalf a hope had been possible, the predilection of

the young moneyed stranger for such a girl as Rachel Ray would have been a grievance to such a woman as

Mrs Tappitt. Had she not been looking down on Rachel Ray and despising her for the last ten years? Had she

not been wondering among her friends, with charitable volubility, as to what that poor woman at Bragg's End

was to do with her daughter? Had she not been regretting that the young girl should be growing up so big,

and promising to look so coarse? Was it not natural that she should be miserable when she saw her taken in

hand by Mrs Butler Cornbury, and made the heroine at her own party, to the detriment of her own daughters,

by the fashionable lady in catching whom she had displayed so much unfortunate ingenuity? Under such

circumstances how could she do other than hate Luke Rowanthan believe him to be the very

Mischiefthan prophesying all manner of bad things for Racheland assist her husband tooth and nail in

his animosity against the sinner?

Augusta was less strong in her feelings than her parents, but of course she disliked the man who could admire

Rachel Ray. As regards Martha, her dislike to himor rather her judicial disapprovalwas founded on his

social and commercial improprieties. She understood that he had threatened her father about the

businessand she had been scandalised in that matter of the champagne. Cherry was very brave, and still

stood up for him before her mother and sistersbut even Cherry did not dare to say a word in his favour

before her father. Mr Tappitt had been driven to forget himself, and to take a poker in his hand as a weapon

of violence! After that let no one speak a word on the offender's behalf in Tappitt's house and within Tappitt's

hearing!

In that affair of the champagne Rowan was most bitterly injured. He had ordered it, if not at the request, at

least at the instigation of Mrs Tappittand he had paid for it. When he left Baslehurst he owed no shilling to

any man in it; and, indeed, he was a man by no means given to owing money to any one. He was of a spirit

masterful, selfconfident, and perhaps selfgloriousbut he was at the same time honest and independent.

That wine had been ordered in some unusual waynot at the regular counter, and in the same way the bill

for it had been paid. Griggs, when he made his assertion in the barroom at the King's Head, had stated what

he believed to be the truth. The next morning he chanced to hear that the account had been settled, but not, at

the moment, duly marked off the books. As far as Griggs went that was the end of it. He did not again say

that Rowan owed money to him; but he never contradicted his former assertion, and allowed the general

report to go onthat report which had been founded on his own first statement. Thus before Rowan had

been a week out of the place it was believed all over the town that he had left unpaid bills behind him.

``I am told that young man is dreadfully in debt,'' said Mr Prong to Mrs Prime. At this time Mr Prong and

Mrs Prime saw each other daily, and were affectionate in their intercoursewith a serious, solemn affection;

but affairs were by no means settled between them. That affection was, however, strong enough to induce Mr

Prong to take a decided part in opposing the Rowan alliance. ``They say he owes money all over the town.''

``So Miss Pucker tells me,'' said Mrs Prime.

``Does your mother know it?''


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``Mother never knows anything that other people know. But he has gone now, and I don't suppose we shall

hear of him or see him again.''

``He has not written to her, Dorothea?''

``Not that I know of.''

``You should find out. You should not leave them in this danger. Your mother is weak, and you should give

her the aid of your strength. The girl is your sister, and you should not leave her to grope in darkness. You

should remember, Dorothea, that you have a duty in this matter.''

Dorothea did not like being told of her duty in so pastoral a manner, and resolved to be more than ever

particular in the protection of her own pecuniary right before she submitted herself to Mr Prong's marital

authority once and for ever. By Miss Pucker she was at any rate treated with great respect, and was allowed

perhaps some display of pastoral manner on her own part. It began to be with her a matter of doubt whether

she might not be of more use in that free vineyard which she was about to leave, than in that vineyard with

closed doors and a pastoral overseer, which she was preparing herself to enter. At any rate she would be

careful about the money. But, in the mean time, she did agree with Mr Prong that Rowan's proper character

should be made known to her mother, and with this view she went out to the cottage and whispered into Mrs

Ray's astonished ears the fact that Luke was terribly in debt.

``You don't say so!''

``But I do say so, mother. Everybody in Baslehurst is talking about it. And they all say that he has treated Mr

Tappitt shamefully. Has anything come from him since he went?''

Then Mrs Ray told her elder daughter of the letter, and told her also that she intended to consult Mr Comfort.

``Oh, Mr Comfort!'' said Mrs Prime, signifying her opinion that her mother was going to a very poor

counsellor. ``And what sort of a letter was it?'' said Mrs Prime, with a not unnatural desire to see it.

``It was an honest letter enoughvery honest to my thinking; and speaking as though everything between

them was quite settled.''

``That's nonsense, mother.''

``Perhaps it may be nonsense, Dorothea; but I am only telling you what the letter said. He called his mother a

goose; that was the worst thing in it.''

``You cannot expect that such a one as he should honour his parents.''

``But his mother thinks him the finest young man in the world. And I must say this for him, that he has

always spoken of her as though he loved her very dearly; and I believe he has been a most excellent son. He

shouldn't have said gooseat any rate in a letternot to my way of thinking. But perhaps they don't mind

those things up in London.''

``I never knew a young man so badly spoken of at a place he'd left as he is in Baslehurst. I think it right to tell

you; but if you have made up your mind to ask Mr Comfort''

``Yes; I have made up my mind to ask Mr Comfort. He has sent to say he will call the day after tomorrow.''

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It may be remembered that an election was impending over the town of Baslehurst, the coming necessities of

which had induced Mrs Butler Cornbury to grace Mrs Tappitt's ball. It was now nearly the end of July, and

the election was to be made early in September. Both candidates were already in the field, and the politicians

of the neighbourhood already knew to a nicety how the affair would go. Mr Hart, the great clothier from

Houndsditch and Regent StreetMessrs Hart and Jacobs of from 110 to 136 Houndsditch, and about as

many more numbers in Regent Streetwould come in at the top of the poll with 173 votes, and Butler

Cornbury, whose forefathers had lived in the neighbourhood for the last four hundred years and been returned

for various places in Devonshire to dozens of parliaments, would be left in the lurch with 171 votes. A

petition might probably unseat the Jew clothier; but then, as was well known, the Cornbury estate could not

bear the expenditure of the necessary five thousand pounds for the petition, in addition to the twelve hundred

which the election itself was computed to cost. It was all known and thoroughly understood; and men in

Baslehurst talked about the result as though the matter were past a doubt. Nevertheless there were those who

were ready to bet on the Cornbury side of the question.

But though the thing was thus accurately settled, and though its termination was foreseen by so many and

with so perfect a certainty, still the canvassing went on. In fact there were votes that had not even yet been

asked, much less promisedand again, much less purchased. The Hart people were striving to frighten the

Cornbury people out of the field by the fear of the probable expenditure; and had it not been for the good

courage of Mrs Butler Cornbury would probably have succeeded in doing so. The old squire was very fidgety

about the money, and the young squire declared himself unwilling to lean too heavily upon his father. But the

lady of the household declared her conviction that there was more smoke than fire, and more threats of

bribery than intention of bribing. She would go on, she declared; and as her word passed for much at

Cornbury grange, the battle was still to be fought.

Among the votes which certainly had not as yet been promised was that of Mr Tappitt. Mr Hart in person had

called upon him, but had not been quite satisfied with his reception. Mr Tappitt was a man who thought much

of his local influence and local privileges, and was by no means disposed to make a promise of his vote on

easy terms, at a moment when his vote was becoming of so much importance. He was no doubt a liberal as

was also Mr Hart; but in small towns politics become split, and a man is not always bound to vote for a

Liberal candidate because he is a Liberal himself. Mr Hart had been confident in his tone, and had not

sufficiently freed himself from all outer taint of his ancient race to please Mr Tappitt's taste. ``He's an

impudent low Jew,'' he had said to his wife. ``As for Butler Cornbury he gives himself airs, and is too grand

even to come and ask. I don't think I shall vote at all.'' His wife had reminded him how civil to them Mrs

Cornbury had beenthis was before the morning of the pokerbut Tappitt had only sneered, and declared

he was not going to send a man to Parliament because his wife had come to a dance.

But we, who know Tappitt best, may declare now that his vote was to have been had by anyone who would

have joined him energetically in abuse of Luke Rowan. His mind was full of his grievance. His heart was

laden with hatred of his enemy. His very soul was heavy with that sorrow. Honyman, whom he had not yet

dared to desert, had again recommended submission to him, submission to one of the three terms proposed.

Let him take the thousand a year and go out from the brewery. That was Honyman's first advice. If not that,

then let him admit his enemy to full partnership. If that were too distasteful to be possible, then let him raise

ten thousand pounds on a mortgage on the whole property, and buy Rowan out. Honyman thought that the

money might be raised if Tappitt were willing to throw into the lump the moderate savings of his past life.

But in answer to either proposal Tappitt only raved. Had Mr Hart known all about this, he might doubtless

have secured Tappitt's vote.

Butler Cornbury refused to call at the brewery. ``The man's a Liberal,'' he said to his wife, ``and what's the

use? Besides he's just the man I can't stand. We've always hated each other.''


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Whereupon Mrs B Cornbury determined to call on Mrs Tappitt, and to see Tappitt himself if it were possible.

She had heard something of the Rowan troubles, but not all. She had heard, too, of Rowan's liking for Rachel

Ray, having also seen something of it, as we know. But, unfortunately for her husband's parliamentary

interests, she had not learned that the two things were connected together. And, very unfortunately also for

the same interests, she had taken it into her head that Rachel should be married to young Rowan. She had

conceived a liking for Rachel; and being by nature busy, fond of employment, and apt at managing other

people's affairs, she had put her finger on that match as one which she would task herself to further. This, I

say, was unfortunate as regards her husband's present views. Her work, now in hand, was to secure Tappitt's

vote; and to have carried her point in that quarter, her surest method would have been to have entered the

brewery openmouthed against Luke Rowan and Rachel Ray.

But the conversation, almost at once, led to a word in praise of Rachel, and to following words in praise of

Luke. Martha only was in the room with her mother. Mrs Cornbury did not at once begin about the vote, but

made, as was natural, certain complimentary speeches about the ball. Really she didn't remember when she

had seen anything better done; and the young ladies looked so nice. She had indeed gone away early; but she

had done so by no means on her own account, but because Rachel Ray had been tired. Then she said a nice

goodnatured genial word or two about Rachel Ray and her performance on that occasion. ``It seemed to

me'', she added, ``that a certain young gentleman was quite smitten.''

Then Mrs Tappitt's brow became black as thunder, and Mrs Cornbury knew at once that she had trodden on

unsafe groundon ground which she should specially have avoided.

``We are all aware'', Mrs Tappitt said, ``that the certain young gentleman behaved very badlydisgracefully,

I may saybut it wasn't our fault, Mrs Cornbury.''

``Upon my word, Mrs Tappitt, I didn't see anything amiss.''

``I'm afraid everybody saw it. Indeed, everybody has been talking of it ever since. As regards him, what he

did then was only of a piece with his general conduct, which it doesn't become me to name in the language

which it deserves. His behaviour to Mr T. has been shamefulquite shameful.''

``I had heard something, but I did not know there was anything like that. I'm so sorry I mentioned his name.''

``He has disagreed with papa about the brewery business,'' said Martha.

``It's more than that Martha, as you know very well,'' continued Mrs Tappitt, still speaking in her great heat.

``He has shown himself bad in every waygiving himself airs all over the town, and then going away

without paying his debts.''

``I don't think we know that, mamma.''

``Everybody says so. Your own father heard Sam Griggs say with his own ears that there was a shop bill left

there of I don't know how long. But that's nothing to us. He came here under false pretences, and now he's

been turned out, and we don't want to have any more to do with him. But, Mrs Cornbury, I am sorry about

that poor foolish girl.''

``I didn't think her poor or foolish at all,'' said Mrs Cornbury, who had quite heart enough to forget the vote

her husband wanted in her warmth for her young friend.

``I must say, then, I didI thought her very foolish, and I didn't at all like the way she went on in my house

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he's engaged to another girl.''

``We are not quite sure that he's engaged mamma,'' said Martha.

``I don't know what you call being sure, my dear. I can't say I've ever heard it sworn to, on oath. But his sister

Mary told your sister Augusta that he was. I think that's pretty good evidence. But, Mrs Cornbury, he's one of

those that will be engaged to twenty, if he can find twenty foolish enough to listen to him. And for her, who

never was at a dance before, to go on with him like thatI must say that I thought it disgraceful!''

``Well, Mrs Tappitt,'' said Mrs Cornbury, speaking with much authority in her voice, ``I can only say that I

didn't see it. She was under my charge, and if it was as you say I must be very much to blame very much

indeed.''

``I'm sure I didn't mean that,'' said Mrs Tappitt, frightened.

``I don't suppose you didbut I mean it. As for the young gentleman, I know very little about him. He may

be everything that is bad.''

``You'll find that he is, Mrs Cornbury.''

``But as to Miss Ray, whom I've known all my life, and whose mother my father has known for all her life, I

cannot allow anything of the kind to be said. She was under my charge; and when young ladies are under my

charge I keep a close eye upon themfor their own comfort's sake. I know how to manage for them, and I

always look after them. On the night of your party I saw nothing in Miss Ray's conduct that was not nice,

ladylike, and wellbehaved. I must say so; and if I hear a whisper to the contrary in any quarter, you may be

sure that I shall say so openmouthed. How d'you do, Mr Tappitt? I'm so glad you've come in, as I specially

wanted to see you.'' Then she shook hands with Mr Tappitt, who entered the room at the moment, and the

look and manner of her face was altered.

Mrs Tappitt was cowed. If her husband has not come in at that moment she might have said a word or two in

her own defence, being driven to do so by the absence of any other mode of retreating. But as he came in so

opportunely, she allowed his coming to cover her defeat. Strong as was her feeling on the subject, she did not

dare to continue her attack upon Rachel in opposition to the defiant bravery which came full upon her from

Mrs Cornbury's eyes. The words had been bad, but the determined fire of those eyes had been worse. Mrs

Tappitt was cowed, and allowed Rachel's name to pass away without further remark.

Mrs Cornbury saw it all at a glancesaw it all and understood it. The vote was probably lost; but it would

certainly be lost if Tappitt and his wife discussed the matter before he had pledged himself. The vote would

probably be lost, even though Tappitt should, in his ignorance of what had just passed, pledge himself to give

it. All that Mrs Cornbury perceived, and knew that she could lose nothing by an immediate request.

``Mr Tappitt,'' said she. ``I have come canvassing. The fact is this: Mr Cornbury says you are a Liberal, and

that therefore he has not the face to ask you. I tell him that I think you would rather support a neighbour from

the county, even though there may be a shade of difference in politics between you, than a stranger, whose

trade and religion cannot possibly recommend him, and whose politics, if you really knew them, would

probably be quite as much unlike your own as are my husband's.''

The little speech had been prepared beforehand, but was brought out quite as naturally as though Mrs

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Mr Tappitt grunted. The attack came upon him so much by surprise that he knew not what else to do but to

grunt. If Mr Cornbury had come with the same speech in his mouth, and could have then sided off into some

general abuse of Luke Rowan, the vote would have been won.

``I'm sure Mrs Tappitt will agree with me,'' said Mrs Cornbury, smiling very sweetly upon the foe she had so

lately vanquished.

``Women don't know anything about it,'' said Tappitt, meaning to snub no one but his own wife, and

forgetting that Mrs Cornbury was a woman. He blushed fiery red when the thought flashed upon him, and

wished that his own drawingroom floor would open and receive him; nevertheless he was often afterwards

heard to boast how he had put down the politician in petticoats when she came electioneering to the brewery.

``Well, that is severe,'' said Mrs Cornbury, laughing.

``Oh, T.! you shouldn't have said that before Mrs Cornbury!''

``I only meant my own wife, ma'am; I didn't indeed.''

``I'll forgive your satire if you'll give me your vote,'' said Mrs Cornbury, with her sweetest smile. ``He owes it

me now; doesn't he, Mrs Tappitt?''

``WellI really think he do.'' Mrs Tappitt, in her double troublein her own defeat and her shame on behalf

of her husband's rudenesswas driven back, out of all her latterday conventionalities, into the thoughts and

even into the language of old days. She was becoming afraid of Mrs Cornbury, and submissive, as of old, to

the rank and station of Cornbury Grange. In her terror she was becoming a little forgetful of niceties learned

somewhat late in life. ``I really think he do.'' said Mrs Tappitt.

Tappitt grunted again.

``It's a very serious thing,'' he said.

``So it is,'' said Mrs Cornbury, interrupting him. She knew that her chance was gone if the man were allowed

to get himself mentally upon his legs. ``It is very serious; but the fact that you are still in doubt shows that

you have been thinking of it. We all know how good a churchman you are, and that you would not willingly

send a Jew to Parliament.''

``I don't know,'' said Tappitt. ``I'm not for persecuting the Jews evennot when they pay their way and push

themselves honourably in commerce.''

``Oh, yes; commerce! There is nobody who has shown himself more devoted to the commercial interests than

Mr Cornbury. We buy everything in Baslehurst. Unfortunately our people won't drink beer because of the

cider.''

``Tappitt doesn't think a bit about that, Mrs Cornbury.''

``I'm afraid I shall be called upon in honour to support my party,'' said Tappitt.

``Exactly; but which is your party? Isn't the Protestant religion of your country your party? These people are

creeping down into all parts of the kingdom, and where shall we be if leading men like you think more of

shades of difference between Liberal and Conservative than of the fundamental truths of the Church of

England? Would you depute a Jew to get up and speak your own opinions in your own vestryroom?''


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``That you wouldn't, T.,'' said Mrs Tappitt, who was rather carried away by Mrs Cornbury's eloquence.

``Not in a vestry, because it's joined on to a church,'' said Tappitt.

``Or would you like a Jew to be mayor in Baslehursta Jew in the chair where you yourself were sitting

only three years ago?''

``That wouldn't be seemly, because our mayor is expected to attend in church on Roundabout Sunday,''

Roundabout Sunday, so called for certain local reasons which it would be long to explain, followed

immediately on the day of the mayor's inauguration.

``Would you like to have a Jew partner in your own business?''

Mrs Butler Cornbury should have said nothing to Mr Tappitt as to any partner in the brewery, Jew or

Christian.

``I don't want any partner, and what's more, I don't mean to have any.''

``Mrs Cornbury is in favour of Luke Rowan; she takes his side,'' said Mrs Tappitt, some portion of her

courage returning to her as this opportunity opened upon her. Mr Tappitt turned his head full round and

looked upon Mrs Cornbury with an evil eye. That lady knew that the vote was lost, lost unless she would

denounce the man whom Rachel loved; and she determined at once that she would not denounce him. There

are many things which such a woman will do to gain such an object. She could smile when Tappitt was

offensive; she could smile again when Mrs Tappitt talked like a kitchenmaid. She could flatter them both, and

pretend to talk seriously with them about Jews and her own Church feelings. She could have given up to them

Luke Rowanif he had stood alone. But she could not give up the girl she had chaperoned, and upon whom,

during that chaperoning, her goodwill and kindly feelings had fallen. Rachel had pleased her eye, and

gratified her sense of feminine nicety. She felt that a word said against Rowan would be a word said also

against Rachel; and therefore, throwing her husband over for the nonce, she resolved to sacrifice the vote and

stand up for her friend, ``Well, yes; I do,'' said she, meeting Tappitt's eye steadily. She was not going to be

looked out of countenance by Mr Tappitt.

``She thinks he'll come back to marry that young woman at Bragg's End,'' said Mrs Tappitt; ``but I say that

he'll never dare to show his face in Baslehurst again.''

``That young woman is making a great fool of herself,'' said Tappitt, ``if she trusts to a swindler like him.''

``Perhaps, Mrs Tappitt,'' said Mrs Cornbury, ``we needn't mind discussing Miss Ray. It's not good to talk

about a young lady in that way, and I'm sure I never said that I thought she was engaged to Mr Rowan. Had I

done so I should have been very wrong, for I know nothing about it. What little I saw of the gentleman I

liked;'' and as she used the word gentleman she looked Tappitt full in the face; ``and for Miss Ray, I've a

great regard for her, and think very highly of her. Independently of her acknowledged beauty and pleasant,

ladylike manners, she's a very charming girl. About the vote, Mr Tappitt at any rate you'll think of it.''

But had he not been defied in his own house? And as for her, the mother of those three finely educated girls,

had not every word said in Rachel's favour been a dagger planted in her own maternal bosom? Whose

courage would not have risen under such provocation?

Mrs Cornbury had got up to go, but the indignant, injured Tappitts resolved mutually, though without

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``I'm an honest man, Mrs Cornbury,'' said the brewer, ``and I like to speak out my mind openly. Mr Hart is a

Liberal, and I mean to support my party. Will you tell Mr Cornbury so with my compliments? It's all

nonsense about Jews not being in Parliament. It's not the same as being mayors or churchwardens, or

anything like that. I shall vote for Mr Hart; and, what's more, we shall put him in.''

``And, Mrs Cornbury, if you have so much regard for Miss Rachel, you'd better advise her to think no more

of that young man. He's no good; he's not indeed. If you ask, you'll find he's in debt everywhere.''

``Swindler!'' said Tappitt.

``I don't suppose it can be very bad with Miss Rachel yet, for she only saw him about three timesthough

she was so intimate with him at our party.''

Mrs Butler Cornbury curtsied and smiled, and got herself out of the room. Mrs Tappitt, as soon as she

remembered herself, rang the bell, and Mr Tappitt, following her down to the hall door, went through the

pretence of putting her into her carriage.

``She's a nasty meddlesome woman,'' said Tappitt, as soon as he got back to his wife.

``And however she can stand up and say all those things for that girl, passes me!'' said Mrs Tappitt, holding

up both her hands. ``She was flighty herself, when young; she was, no doubt; and now I suppose she likes

others to be the same. If that's what she calls manners, I shouldn't like her to take my girls about.''

``And him a gentleman!'' said Tappitt. ``If those are to be our gentlemen I'd sooner have all the Jews out of

Jerusalem. But they'll find out their gentleman; they'll find him out! He'll rob that old mother of his before

he's done; you mark my words else.'' Comforting himself with this hope he took himself back to his

countinghouse.

Mrs Cornbury had smiled as she went, and had carried herself through the whole interview without any sign

of temper. Even when declaring that she intended to take Rachel's part openmouthed, she had spoken in a

halfdrolling way which had divested her words of any tone of offence. But when she got into her carriage,

she was in truth very angry. ``I don't believe a word of it,'' she said to herself; ``not a word of it.'' That in

which she professed to herself her own disbelief was the general assertion that Rowan was a swindler,

supported by the particular assertion that he had left Baslehurst over head and ears in debt. ``I don't believe

it.'' And she resolved that it should be her business to find out whether the accusation were true or false. She

knew the ins and outs of Baslehurst life and Baslehurst doings with tolerable accuracy, and was at any rate

capable of unravelling such a mystery as that. If the Tappitts in their jealousy were striving to rob Rachel Ray

of her husband by spreading false reports, she would encourage Rachel Ray in her love by spreading the

truthif, as she believed, the truth should speak in Rowan's favour. She would have considerable pleasure in

countermining Mr and Mrs Tappitt.

As to Mr Tappitt's vote for the electionthat was gone!

DR HARFORD

The current of events forced upon Rachel a delay of three or four days in answering her letter, or rather

forced upon her that delay in learning whether or no she might answer it; and this was felt by her to be a

grievous evil. It had been arranged that she should not write until such writing should have received what

might almost be called a parochial sanction, and no idea of acting in opposition to that arrangement ever

occurred to her; but the more she thought of it the more she was vexed; and the more she thought of it the

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a great change came upon the girl's character. When first Mrs Prime had brought home tidings that Miss

Pucker had seen her walking and talking with the young man from the brewery, angry as she had been with

her sister, and disgusted as she had been with Miss Pucker, she had acknowledged to herself that such talking

and walking were very dangerous, if not very improper, and she had half resolved that there should be no

more of them. And when Mrs Prime had seen her standing at the stile, and had brought home that second

report, Rachel, knowing what had occurred at that stile, had then felt sure that she was in danger. At that time,

though she had thought much of Luke Rowan, she had not thought of him as a man who could possibly be

her husband. She had thought of him as having no right to call her Rachel, because he could not possibly

become so. There had been great dangerthere had been conduct which she believed to be improper though

she could not tell herself that she had been guilty. In her outlook into the world nothing so beautiful had

promised itself to her as having such a man to love her as Luke Rowan. Though her mother was not herself

asceticliking tea and buttered toast dearly, and liking also little soft laughter with her childshe had

preached asceticisms till Rachel had learned to think that the world was all either ascetic or reprobate. The

Dorcas meetings had become distasteful to her because the women were vulgar; but yet she had half believed

herself to be wrong in avoiding the work and the vulgarity together. Idle she had never been. Since a needle

had come easy to her hand, and the economies of a household had been made intelligible to her, she had

earned her bread and assisted in works of charity. She had read no love stories, and been taught to expect no

lover. She was not prepared to denydid not deny even to herselfthat it was wrong that she should even

like to talk to Luke Rowan.

Then came the ball; or, rather, first came the little evening party, which afterwards grew to be a ball. She had

been very desirous of going, not for the sake of any pleasure that she promised herself; not for the sake of

such pleasure as girls do promise themselves at such gatherings; but because her female pride told her that it

was well for her to claim the right of meeting this young manwell for her to declare that nothing had

passed between them which should make her afraid to meet him. That some other hopes had crept in as the

evening had come nigh at handhopes of which she had been made aware only by her efforts in repressing

themmay not be denied. She had been accused because of him; and she would show that no such

accusation had daunted her. But would hewould he give occasion for further accusation? She believed he

would not; nay, she was sure: at any rate she hoped he would not. She told herself that such was her hope; but

had he not noticed her she would have been wretched.

We know now in what manner he had noticed her, and we know also whether she had been wretched. She

had certainly fled from him. When she left the breweryhouse, inducing Mrs Cornbury to bring her away, she

did so in order that she might escape from him. But she ran from him as one runs from some great joy in

order that the mind may revel over it in peace. Then, little as she knew it, her love had been given. Her heart

was his. She had placed him upon her pinnacle, and was prepared to worship him. She was ready to dress

herself in his eyes, to believe that to be good which he thought good, and to repudiate that which he

repudiated. When she bowed her head over his breast a day or two afterwards, she could have spoken to him

with the full words of passionate love had not maiden fear repressed her.

But she had not even bowed her head for him, she had not acknowledged to herself that such love was

possible to her, till her mother had consented. That her mother's consent had been wavering, doubtful,

expressed without intention of such expressionso expressed that Mrs Ray hardly knew that she had

expressed itwas not understood by Rachel. Her mother had consented, and, that consent having been

given, Rachel was not now disposed to allow of any steps backwards. She seemed to have learned her rights,

or to have assumed that she had rights. Hitherto her obedience to her mother had been pure and simple,

although, from the greater force of her character, she had in many things been her mother's leader. But now,

though she was ill inclined to rebel, though in this matter of the letter she had obeyed, she was beginning to

feel that obedience might become a hardship. She did not say to herself, ``They have let me love him, and

now they must not put out their hands to hold back my love;'' but the current of her feelings ran as though

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she could insist on them in opposition to her mother or her mother's advisers, she knew that she would be

wronged if those rights were withheld from her. The chief of those rights was the possession of her lover. If

he was taken from her she would be as one imprisoned unjustlyas one robbed by those who should have

been his friendsas one injured, wounded, stricken in the dark, and treacherously mutilated by hands that

should have protected him. During these days she was silent, and sat with that look upon her brow which her

mother feared.

``I could not make Mr Comfort come any sooner, Rachel,'' said Mrs Ray.

``No, mamma.''

``I can see how impatient you are.''

``I don't know that I'm impatient. I'm sure that I haven't said anything.''

``If you said anything I shouldn't mind it so much; but I can't bear to see you with that unhappy look. I'm sure

I only wish to do what's best. You can't think it right that you should be writing letters to a gentleman without

being sure that it is proper.''

``Oh, mamma, don't talk about it!''

``You don't like me to ask your sister; and I'm sure it's natural I should want to ask somebody. He's nearly

seventy years old, and he has known you ever since you were born. And then he's a clergyman, and therefore

he'll be sure to know what's right. Not that I should have liked to have said a word about it to Mr Prong,

because there's a difference when they come from one doesn't know where.''

``Pray, mamma, don't. I haven't made any objection to Mr Comfort. It isn't nice to be talked over in that way

by anybody, that's all.''

``But what was I to do? I'm sure I liked the young man very much. I never knew a young man who took his

tea so pleasant. And as for his manners and his way of talking, I had it in my heart to fall in love with him

myself. I had indeed. As far as that goes, he's just the young man that I could make a son of.''

``Dear mamma! my own dearest mamma!'' and Rachel, jumping up, threw herself upon her mother's neck.

``Stop there. You shan't say another word.''

``I'm sure I didn't mean to say anything unpleasant.''

``No, you did not; and I won't be impatient.''

``Only I can't bear that look. And you know what his mother saidand Mrs Tappitt. Not that I care about

Mrs Tappitt; only a person's mother is his mother, and he shouldn't have called her a goose.''

It must be acknowledged that Rachel's position was not comfortable; and it certainly would not have been

improved had she known how many people in Baslehurst were talking about her and Rowan. That Rowan

was gone everybody knew; that he had made love to Rachel everybody said; that he never meant to come

back any more most professed to believe. Tappitt's tongue was loud in proclaiming his iniquities; and her

follies and injuries Mrs Tappitt whispered into the ears of all her female acquaintances.

``I'm sorry for her,'' Miss Harford said, mildly. Mrs Tappitt was calling at the rectory, and had made her way

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them.

``Oh, yesvery sorry for her,'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``Very sorry indeed,'' said Augusta, who was with her mother.

``She always seemed to me a pretty, quiet, wellbehaved girl,'' said Miss Harford.

``Still waters run deepest, you know, Miss Harford, said Mrs Tappitt. ``I should never have imagined it of

hernever. But she certainly met him halfway.''

``But we all thought he was respectable, you know,'' said Miss Harford.

Miss Harford was thoroughly goodnatured; and though she had never gone halfway herself, and had

perhaps lost her chance from having been unable to go any part of the way, she was not disposed to condemn

a girl for having been willing to be admired by such a one as Luke Rowan.

``Wellyes; at first we did. He had the name of money, you know, and that goes so far with some girls. We

were on our guard,'and she looked proudly round on Augusta``till we should hear what the young man

really was. He has thrown off his sheep's clothing now with a vengeance. Mr Tappitt feels quite ashamed that

he should have introduced him to any of the people here; he does indeed.''

``That may be her misfortune and not her fault,'' said Miss Harford, who in defending Rachel was enough

inclined to give up Luke. Indeed, Baslehurst was beginning to have a settled mind that Luke was a wolf.

``Oh, quite so,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``The poor girl has been very unfortunate no doubt.''

After that she took her leave of the rectory.

On that evening Mr Comfort dined with Dr Harford, as did also Butler Cornbury and his wife, and one or two

others. The chances of the election formed, of course, the chief subject of conversation both in the

drawingroom and at the dinnertable; but in talking of the election they came to talk of Mr Tappitt, and in

talking of Tappitt they came to talk of Luke Rowan.

It has already been said that Dr Harford had been rector of Baslehurst for many years at the period to which

this story refers. He had nearly completed half a century of work in that capacity, and had certainly been

neither an idle nor an inefficient clergyman. But, now in his old age, he was discontented and disgusted by

the changes which had come upon him; and though some bodily strength for further service still remained to

him, he had no longer any aptitude for useful work. A man cannot change as men change. Individual men are

like the separate links of a rotatory chain. The chain goes on with continuous easy motion as though every

part of it were capable of adapting itself to a curve, but not the less is each link as stiff and sturdy as any other

piece of wrought iron. Dr Harford had in his time been an active, popular mana man possessing even some

Liberal tendencies in politics, though a country rector of nearly half a century's standing. In his parish he had

been more than a clergyman. He had been a magistrate, and a moving man in municipal affairs. He had been

a politician, and though now for many years he had supported the Conservative candidate, he had been loudly

in favour of the Reform Bill when Baslehurst was a close borough in the possession of a great duke, who held

property hard by. But Liberal politics had gone on and had left Dr Harford high and dry on the

standingground which he had chosen for himself in the early days of his manhood. And then had come that

Pestilent act of the Legislature under which his parish had been divided. Not that the Act of Parliament itself

had been violently condemned by the doctor on its becoming law. I doubt whether he had then thought much

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But when men calling themselves Commissioners came actually upon him and his, and separated off from

him a district of his own town, taking it away altogether from his authority, and giving it over to such

inexperienced hands as chance might send thitherthen Dr Harford became a violent Tory. And my readers

must not conceive that this was a question touching his pocket. One might presume that his pocket would be

in some degree benefited, seeing that he was saved from the necessity of supplying the spiritual wants of a

certain portion of his parish. No shilling was taken from his own income, which, indeed, was by no means

excessive. His whole parish gave him barely six hundred a year, out of which he had kept always one, and

latterly two curates. It was no question of money in any degree. Sooner than be invaded and mutilated he

would have submitted to an order calling upon him to find a third curatecould any power have given such

order. His parish had been invaded and his clerical authority mutilated. He was no longer totus teres atque

rotundus. The beauty of his life was over, and the contentment of his mind was gone. He knew that it was

only left for him to die, spending such days as remained to him in vague prophecies of evil against his

devoted countrya country which had allowed its ancient parochial landmarks to be moved, and its

ecclesiastical fastnesses to be invaded!

But perhaps hatred of Mr Prong was the strongest passion of Dr Harford's heart at the present moment. He

had ever hated the dissenting ministers by whom he was surrounded. In Devonshire dissent has waxed strong

for many years, and the pastors of the dissenting flocks have been thorns in the side of the Church of England

clergymen. Dr Harford had undergone his full share of suffering from such thorns. But they had caused him

no more than a pleasant irritation in comparison with what he endured from the presence of Mr Prong in

Baslehurst. He would sooner have entertained all the dissenting ministers of the South Hams together than

have put his legs under the same mahogany with Mr Prong. Mr Prong was to him the evil thing! Anathema!

He believed all bad things of Mr Prong with an absolute faith, but without any ground on which such faith

should have been formed. He thought that Mr Prong drank spirits; that he robbed his parishionersDr

Harford would sooner have lost his tongue than have used such a word with reference to those who attended

Mr Prong's chapelthat he had left a deserted wife on some parish; that he was probably not in truth

ordained. There was nothing which Dr Harford could not believe of Mr Prong. Now all this was, to say the

least of it, a pity, for it disfigured the close of a useful and conscientious life.

Dr Harford of course intended to vote for Mr Cornbury, but he would not join loudly in condemnation of Mr

Tappitt. Tappitt had stood staunchly by him in all parochial contests regarding the new district. Tappitt

opposed the Prong faction at all points. Tappitt as churchwarden had been submissive to the doctor. Church

of England principles had always been held at the brewery, and Bungall had been ever in favour with Dr

Harford's predecessor.

``He calls himself a Liberal, and always has done,'' said the doctor. ``You can't expect that he should desert

his own party.''

``But a Jew!'' said old Mr Comfort.

``Well; why not a Jew?'' said the doctor. Whereupon Mr Comfort, and Butler Cornbury, and Dr Harford's

own curate, young Mr Calclough, and Captain Byng, an old bachelor, who lived in Baslehurst, all stared at

him; as Dr Harford had intended that they should. ``Upon my word,'' said he, ``I don't see the use for caring

for that kind of thing any longer; I don't indeed. In the way we are going on now, and for the sort of thing we

do, I don't see why Jews shouldn't serve us as well in Parliament as Christians. If I am to have my brains

knocked out, I'd sooner have it done by a declared enemy than by one who calls himself my friend.''

``But our brains are not knocked out yet,'' said Butler Cornbury.

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``I don't think the world's coming to an end yet,'' said the captain.

``Nor do I. I said nothing about the world coming to an end. But if you saw a part of your ship put under the

command of a landlubber, who didn't know one side of the vessel from the other, you'd think the world had

better come to an end than be carried on in that way.''

``It's not the same thing, you know,'' said the captain. ``You couldn't divide a ship.''

``Oh, well; you'll see.''

``I don't think any Christian should vote for a Jew,'' said the curate. ``A verdict has gone out against them,

and what is man that he should reverse it?''

``Are you quite sure that you are reversing it by putting them into Parliament?'' said Dr Harford. ``May not

that be a carrying on of the curse?''

``There's consolation in that idea for Butler if he loses his election,'' said Mr Comfort.

``Parliament isn't what it was,'' said the doctor. ``There's no doubt about that.''

``And who is to blame?'' said Mr Comfort, who had never supported the Reform Bill as his neighbour had

done.

``I say nothing about blame. It's natural that things should get worse as they grow older.''

``Dr Harford thinks Parliament is worn out,'' said Butler Cornbury.

``And what if I do think so? Have not other things as great fallen and gone into decay? Did not the Roman

senate wear out, as you call it? And as for these Jews, of whom you are speaking, what was the curse upon

them but the wearing out of their grace and wisdom? I am inclined to think that we are wearing out; only I

wish the garment could have lasted my time without showing so many thin places.''

``Now I believe just the contrary,'' said the captain, ``I don't think we have come to our full growth yet.''

``Could we lick the French as we did at Trafalgar and Waterloo?'' said the doctor.

The captain thought a while before he answered, and then spoke with much solemnity. ``Yes,'' said he, ``I

think we could. And I hope the time will soon come when we may.''

``We shan't do it if we send Jews to Parliament,'' said Mr Comfort.

``I must say I think Tappitt wrong,'' said young Cornbury. ``Of course, near as the thing is going, I' m sorry to

lose his vote; but I' m not speaking because of that. He has always pretended to hold on to the Church party

here, and the Church party has held on to him. His beer is none of the best, and I think he'd have been wise to

stick to his old friends.''

``I don't see the argument about the beer,'' said the doctor.

``He shouldn't provoke his neighbours to look at his faults.''

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``The truth is'', said Cornbury, ``that Tappitt thinks he has a personal grievance against me. He's as cross as a

bear with a sore head at the present moment, because this young fellow who was to have been his partner has

turned against him. There's some love affair, and my wife has been there and made a mess of it. It's hard upon

me, for I don't know that I ever saw the young man in my life.''

``I believe that fellow is a scamp,'' said the doctor.

``I hope not,'' said Mr Comfort, thinking of Rachel and her hopes.

``We all hope he isn't, of course,'' said the doctor. ``But we can't prevent men being scamps by hoping. There

are other scamps in this town in whom, if my hoping would do any good, a very great change would be

made.'Everybody present knew that the doctor alluded especially to Mr Prong, whose condition, however,

if the doctor's hopes could have been carried out, would not have been enviable.``But I fear this fellow

Rowan is a scamp, and I think he has treated Tappitt badly. Tappitt told me all about it only this morning.''

`` Audi alteram partem,'' said Mr Comfort.

``The scamp's party you mean,'' said the doctor. ``I haven't the means of doing that. If in this world we

suspend our judgement till we've heard all that can be said on both sides of every question, we should never

come to any judgement at all. I hear that he's in debt; I believe he behaved very badly to Tappitt himself, so

that Tappitt was forced to use personal violence to defend himself; and he has certainly threatened to open a

new brewery here. Now that's bad, as coming from a young man related to the old firm.''

``I think he should leave the brewery alone,'' said Mr Comfort.

``Of course he should,'' said the doctor. ``And I hear, moreover, that he is playing a wicked game with a girl

in your parish.''

``I don't know about a wicked game,'' said the other. ``It won't be a wicked game if he marries her.''

Then Rachel's chances of matrimonial success were discussed with a degree of vigour which must have been

felt by her to be highly complimentary, had she been aware of it. But I grieve to say that public opinion, as

expressed in Dr Harford's diningroom, went against Luke Rowan. Mr Tappitt was not a great man, either as

a citizen or as a brewer: he was not one to whom Baslehurst would even rejoice to raise a monument; but

such as he was he had been known for many years. No one in that room loved or felt for him anything like

real friendship; but the old familiarity of the place was in his favour, and his form was known of old upon the

High Street. He was not a drunkard, he lived becomingly with his wife, he had paid his way, and was a

fellowtownsman. What was it to Dr Harford, or even to Mr Comfort, that he brewed bad beer? No man was

compelled to drink it. Why should not a man employ himself, openly and legitimately, in the brewing of bad

beer, if the demand for bad beer were so great as to enable him to live by the occupation? On the other hand,

Luke Rowan was personally known to none of them; and they were jealous that a change should come among

them with any view of teaching them a lesson or improving their condition. They believed, or thought they

believed, that Mr Tappitt had been illtreated in his countinghouse. It was grievous to them that a man with

a wife and three daughters should have been threatened by a young unmarried manby a man whose

shoulders were laden with no family burden. Whether Rowan's propositions had been in truth good or evil,

just or unjust, they had not inquired, and would not probably have ascertained had they done so. But they

judged the man and condemned him. Mr Comfort was brought round to condemn him as thoroughly as did

Dr Harfordnot reflecting, as he did so, how fatal his condemnation might be to the happiness of poor

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``The fact is, Butler,'' said the doctor, when Mr Comfort had left them and gone to the drawingroom``the

fact is, your wife has not played her cards at the brewery as well as she usually does play them. She has been

taking this young fellow's part; and after that I don't know how she was to expect that Tappitt would stand by

you.''

``No general can succeed always,'' said Cornbury, laughing.

``Well; some generals do. But I must confess your wife is generally very successful. Come; we'll go upstairs;

and don't you tell her that I've been finding fault. She's as good as gold, and I can't afford to quarrel with her;

but I think she has tripped here.''

When the old doctor and Butler Cornbury reached the drawingroom the names of Rowan and Tappitt had

not been as yet banished from the conversation; but to them had been added some others. Rachel's name had

been again mentioned, as had also that of Rachel's sister.

``Papa, who do you think is going to be married?'' said Miss Harford.

``Not you, my dear, is it?'' said the doctor.

``Mr Prong is going to be married to Mrs Prime,'' said Miss Harford, showing by the solemnity of her voice

that she regarded the subject as one which should by its nature repress any further joke.

Nor was Dr Harford inclined to joke when he heard such tidings as these. ``Mr Prong!'' said he, ``Nonsense;

who told you?''

``Well, it was Baker told me.'' Mrs Baker was the housekeeper at the Baslehurst rectory, and had been so for

the last thirty years. ``She learned it at Drabbit's in the High Street, where Mrs Prime had been living since

she left her mother's cottage.''

``If that's true, Comfort,'' said the doctor, ``I congratulate you on your parishioner.''

``Mrs Prime is no parishioner of mine,'' said the vicar of Cawston. ``If it's true, I'm very sorry for her

mothervery sorry.''

``I don't believe a word of it,'' said Mrs Cornbury.

``Poor, wretched, unfortunate woman!'' said the doctor, ``Her little bit of money is all in her own hands; is it

not?''

``I believe it is,'' said Mr Comfort.

``Ah, yes; I dare say it's true,'' said the vicar. ``She's been running after him ever since he's been here. I don't

doubt it's true. Poor creature!poor creature! poor thing!'' And the doctor absolutely sighed as he thought of

the misery in store for Mr Prong's future bride. ``It's an ill wind that blows nobody any good,'' he said after a

while. ``He'll go off, no doubt, when he has got the money in his hand, and we shall be rid of him. Poor

thingpoor thing!''

Before the evening was over Mrs Cornbury and her father had again discussed the question of Rachel's

possible engagement with Luke Rowan. Mr Comfort had declared his conviction that it would be dangerous

to encourage any such hopes; whereas his daughter protested that she would not see Rachel thrown over if

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``I don't condemn him at all, my dear; but I hardly think we shall see him back at Baslehurst. And he

shouldn't have gone away without paying his debts, Patty!''

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Mrs Ray, in her trouble occasioned by Luke's letter, had walked up to Mr Comfort's house, but had not found

him at home. Therefore she had written to him, in his own study, a few very simple words, telling the matter

on which she wanted his advice. Almost any other woman would have half hidden her real meaning under a

cloud of ambiguous words; but with her there was no question of hiding anything from her clergyman.

``Rachel has had a letter from young Mr Rowan,'' she said, ``and I have begged her not to answer it till I have

shown it to you.'' So Mr Comfort sent word down to Bragg's End that he would call at the cottage, and fixed

an hour for his coming. This task was to be accomplished by him on the morning after Dr Harford's dinner;

and he had thought much of the coming conference between himself and Rachel's mother while Rowan's

character was being discussed at Dr Harford's house; but on that occasion he had said nothing to anyone, not

even to his daughter, of the application which had been made to him by Mrs Ray. At eleven o'clock he

presented himself at the cottage door, and, of course, found Mrs Ray alone. Rachel had taken herself over to

Mrs Sturt, and greatly amazed that kindhearted person by her silence and confusion. ``Why, my dear,'' said

Mrs Sturt, ``you hain't got a word today to throw at a dog.'' Rachel acknowledged that she had not; and then

Mrs Sturt allowed her to remain in her silence.

``Oh, Mr Comfort, this is so good of you!'' Mrs Ray began as soon as her friend was inside the parlour.

``When I went up to the parsonage I didn't think of bringing you down here all the wayI didn't indeed.'' Mr

Comfort assured her that he thought nothing of the trouble, declared that he owed her a visit, and then asked

after Rachel.

``To tell you the truth, then, she's just stepped across the green to Mrs Sturt's, so as to be out of the way. It's a

trying time to her, Mr Comfortvery; and whatever way it goes, she's a good girla very good girl.''

``You needn't tell me that, Mrs Ray.''

``Oh! but I must. There's her sister thinks she's encouraged this young man too freely, but''

``By the by, Mrs Ray, I've been told that Mrs Prime is engaged to be married herself.''

``Have you, now?''

``Well, yes; I heard it in Baslehurst yesterdayto Mr Prong.''

``She's kept it so close, Mr Comfort, I didn't think anybody had heard it.''

``It is true, then?''

``I can't say she has accepted him yet. He has offered to herthere's no doubt about that, Mr Comfortand

she hasn't said him no.''

``Do let her look sharp after her money,'' said Mr Comfort.

``Well, that's just it. She's not a bit inclined to give it up to him, I can tell you.''

``I can't say, Mrs Ray, that the connection is one that I like very much, in any way. There's no reason at all

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``What can I do, Mr Comfort? Of course I know he's not just what he should bethat is, for a clergyman.

When I knew he hadn't come from any of the colleges, I never had any fancy for going to hear him myself.

But of course I should never have left your church, Mr Comfortnot if anybody had come there. And if I

could have had my way with Dorothea, she would never have gone near himnever. But what could I do,

Mr Comfort? Of course she can go where she likes.''

``Mr Prime was a gentleman and a Christian,'' said the vicar.

``That he was, Mr Comfort; and a husband for a young woman to be proud of. But he was soon taken away

from hervery soon! and she hasn't thought much of this world since.''

``I don't know what she's thinking of now.''

``It isn't of herself, Mr Comfort; not a bit. Dorothea is very stern; but, to give her her due, it's not herself she's

thinking of.''

``Why does she want to marry him, then?''

``Because he's lonely without someone to do for him.''

``Lonely!and he should be lonely for me, Mrs Ray.''

``And because she says she can work in the vineyard better as a clergyman's wife.''

``Pshaw! work in the vineyard, indeed! But it's no business of mine; and, as you say, I suppose you can't help

it.''

``Indeed I can't. She'd never think of asking me.''

``I hope she'll look after her money, that's all. And what's all this about my friend Rachel? I'd a great deal

sooner hear that she was going to be marriedif I knew that the man was worthy of her.''

Then Mrs Ray put her hand into her pocket, and taking out Rowan's letter, gave it to the vicar to read. As she

did so, she looked into his face with eyes full of the most intense anxiety. She was he greatly frightened by

the magnitude of this marriage question. She feared the enmity of Mrs Rowan; and she doubted the firmness

of Luke. She could not keep herself from reflecting that a young man from London was very dangerous; that

he might probably be a wolf; that she could not be safe in trusting her one lamb into such custody. But,

nevertheless, she most earnestly hoped that Mr Comfort's verdict might be in the young man's favour. If he

would only say that the young man was not a wolfif he would only take upon his own clerical shoulders

the responsibility of trusting the young manMrs Ray would become for the moment one of the happiest

women in Devonshire. With what a beaming facewith what a true joywith what smiles through her

tears, would she then have welcomed Rachel back from the farmhouse! How she would have watched her as

she came across the green, beckoning to her eagerly, and telling all her happy tale beforehand by the signs of

her joy! But there was to be no such happy tale as that told on this morning. She watched the vicar's face as

he read the letter, and soon perceived that the verdict was to be given against the writer of it. I do not know

that Mrs Ray was particularly quick at reading the countenances of men, but, in this instance, she did read the

countenance of Mr Comfort. We, all of us, read more in the faces of those with whom we hold converse, than

we are aware of doing. Of the truth, or want of truth, in every word spoken to us, we judge, in great part, by

the face of the speaker. By the face of every man and woman seen by us, whether they speak or are silent, we

form a judgementand in nine cases out of ten our judgement is true. It is because our tenth

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that we teach ourselves to say that appearances cannot be trusted. If we did not trust them we should be

walking ever in doubt, in darkness, and in ignorance. As Mr Comfort read the letter, Mrs Ray knew that it

would not be allowed to her a speak words of happiness to Rachel on that day. She knew that the young man

was to be set down as dangerous; but she was by no means aware that she was reading the vicar's face with

precise accuracy. Mr Comfort had been slow in his perusal, weighing the words of the letter; and when he

had finished it he slowly refolded the paper and put it back into its envelope. ``He means what he says,'' said

he, as he gave the letter back to Mrs Ray.

``Yes; I think he means what he says.''

``But we cannot tell how long he may mean it; nor can we tell as yet whether such a connection would be

good for Rachel, even if he should remain steadfast in such meaning. If you ask me, Mrs Ray''

``I do ask you, Mr Comfort.''

``Then I think we should all of us know more about him, before we allow Rachel to give him

encouragementI do indeed.''

Mrs Ray could not quite repress in her heart a slight feeling of anger against the vicar. She remembered the

wordsso different not only in their meaning, but in the tone in which they were spokenin which he had

sanctioned Rachel's going to the ball: ``Young people get to think of each other,'' he had then said, speaking

with goodhumoured, cheery voice, as though such thinking were worthy of all encouragement. He had

spoken then of marriage being the happiest condition for both men and women, and had inquired as to

Rowan's means. Every word that had then fallen from him had expressed his opinion that Luke Rowan was

an eligible lover. But now he was named as though he were undoubtedly a wolf. Why had not Mr Comfort

said then, at that former interview, when no harm had as yet been done, that it would be desirable to know

more of the young man before any encouragement was given to him? Mrs Ray felt that she was injured; but,

nevertheless, her trust in her counsellor was not on that account the less.

``I suppose it must be answered,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Oh, yes; of course it should be answered.''

``And who should write it, Mr Comfort?''

``Let Rachel write it herself. Let her tell him that she is not prepared to correspond with him as yet, any

further that is, you understand, than the writing of that letter.''

``And aboutaboutabout what he says as to loving her, you know? There has been a sort of promise

between them, Mr Comfort, and no young man could have spoken more honestly than he did.''

``And he meant honestly, no doubt; but you see, Mrs Ray, it is necessary to be so careful in these matters! It

is quite evident his mother doesn't wish this marriage.''

``And he shouldn't have called her a goose; should he?''

``I don't think much about that.''

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``It was all meant in goodhumour. But she thinks it a bad marriage for him as regards money, and money

considerations always go so far, you know. And then he's away, and you've got no hold upon him.''

``That's quite true, Mr Comfort.''

``He has quarrelled with the people here. And upon my word I'm inclined to think he has not behaved very

well to Mr Tappitt.''

``Hasn't he, now?''

``I'm afraid not, Mrs Ray. They were talking about him last night in Baslehurst, and I'm afraid he has behaved

badly at the brewery. There were words between him and Mr Tappittvery serious words.''

``Yes; I know that. He told Rachel as much as that. I think he said he was going to law with Mr Tappitt.''

``And if so, the chances are that he may never be seen here again. It's ill coming to a place where one is

quarrelling with people. And as to the lawsuit, it seems to me, from what I hear, that he would certainly lose

it. No doubt he has a considerable property in the brewery; but he wants to be master of everything, and that

can't be reasonable, you know. And then, Mrs Ray, there's worse than that behind.''

``Worse than that!'' said Mrs Ray, in whose heart every gleam of comfort was quickly being extinguished by

darkening shadows.

``They tell me that he has gone away without paying his debts. If that is so, it shows that his means cannot be

very good.'' Then why had Mr Comfort taken upon himself expressly to say that they were good at that

interview before Mrs Tappitt's party? That was the thought in the widow's mind at the present moment. Mr

Comfort, however, went on with his caution. ``And then, when the happiness of such a girl as Rachel is

concerned, it is impossible to be too careful. Where should we all be if we found that we had given her to a

scamp?''

``Oh dear, oh dear! I don't think he can be a scamphe did take his tea so nicely.''

``I don't say he isI don't judge him. But then we should be careful. Why didn't he pay his debts before he

went away? A young man should always pay his debts.''

``Perhaps he's sent it down in a money order,'' said Mrs Ray. ``They are so very convenientthat is if you've

got the money.''

``If he hasn't I hope he will, for I can assure you I don't want to think badly of him. Maybe he will turn out all

right. And you may be sure of this, Mrs Ray, that if he is really attached to Rachel he won't give her up,

because she doesn't throw herself into his arms at his first word. There's nothing becomes a young woman

like a little caution, or makes a young man think more of her. If Rachel fancies that she likes him let her hold

back a while and find out what sort of stuff he's made of. If I were her I should just tell him that I thought it

better to wait a little before I made any positive engagement.''

``But, Mr Comfort, how is she to begin it? You see he calls her Dearest Rachel.''

``Let her say Dear Mr Rowan. There can't be any harm in that.''

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``I think she'd better not. Young men think so much of those things.''

``And she's not to say `Yours affectionately' at the end?''

``She'll understand all that when she comes to write the letter better than we can tell her. Give her my love;

and tell her from me I'm quite sure she's a dear, good girl, and that it must be a great comfort to you to know

that you can trust her so thoroughly.'' Then, having spoken these last words, Mr Comfort took himself away.

Rachel, sitting in the window of Mrs Sturt's large front kitchen on the other side of the green, could see Mr

Comfort come forth from the cottage and get into his low fourwheeled carriage, which, with his boy in

livery, had been standing at the garden gate during the interview. Mrs Sturt was away among the milkpans,

scalding cream or preparing butter, and did not watch either Rachel or the visitor at the cottage. But she knew

with tolerable accuracy what was going on, and with all her heart wished that her young friend might have

luck with her lover. Rachel waited for a minute or two till the little carriage was out of sight, till the sound of

the wheels could be no longer heard, and then she prepared to move. She slowly got herself up from her chair

as though she were afraid to show herself upon the green, and paused still a few moments longer before she

left the kitchen.

``So, thou's off,'' said Mrs Sturt, coming in from the back regions of her territory, with the sleeves of her

gown tucked up, enveloped in a large roundabout apron which covered almost all her dress. Mrs Sturt would

no more have thought of doing her work in the front kitchen than I should think of doing mine in the

drawingroom. ``So thou's off home again my lass,'' said Mrs Sturt.

``Yes, Mrs Sturt. Mr Comfort has been with mammaabout business; and as I didn't want to be in the way I

just came over to you.''

``Thou art welcome, as flowers in May, morning or evening; but thee knowest that, girl. As for Mr

Comfortit's cold comfort he is, I always say. It's little I think of what clergymen says, unless it be out of

the pulpit or the like of that. What does they know about lads and lasses?''

``He's a very old friend of mamma's.''

``Old friends is always the best, I'll not deny that. But, look thee here, my girl; my man's an old friend too.

He's know'd thee since he lifted thee in his arms to pull the plums off that bough yonder; and he's seen thee

these ten years a deal oftener than Mr Comfort. If they say anything wrong of thy joe there, tell me, and

Sturt'll find out whether it be true or no. Don't let ere a parson in Devonshire rob thee of thy sweetheart. It's

passing sweet, when true hearts meet. But it breaks the heart, when true hearts part,'' With the salutary advice

contained in these ancient local lines Mrs Sturt put her arms round Rachel, and having kissed her, bade her

go.

With slow step she made her way across the green, hardly daring to look to the door of the cottage. But there

was no figure standing at the door; and let her have looked with all her eyes, there was nothing there to have

told her anything. She walked very slowly, thinking as she went of Mrs Sturt's words``Don't let ere a

parson in Devonshire rob thee of thy sweetheart.'' Was it not hard upon her that she should be subjected to the

misery of such discussion, seeing that she had given no hope, either to her lover or to herself, till she had

received full warranty for doing so? She would do what her mother should bid her, let it be what it might; but

she would be wrongedshe felt that she would be wronged and injured, grievously injured, if her mother

should now bid her think of Rowan as one thinks of those that are gone.

She entered the cottage slowly, and turning into the parlour, found her mother seated there on the old sofa,

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was no customary place of hers, and she was a woman who, in the ordinary occupations of her life, never

deserted her customary places. She had an old easy chair near the fireplace, and another smaller chair close to

the window, and in one of these she might always be found, unless when, on special occasions like the

present, some great thing had occurred to throw her out of the grooves of her life.

``Well, mamma?'' said Rachel, coming in and standing before her mother. Mrs Ray, before she spoke, looked

up into her child's face, and was afraid. ``Well, mamma, what has Mr Comfort said?''

Was it not hard for Mrs Ray that at such a moment she should have had no sort of husband on whom to lean?

Does the reader remember that in the opening words of this story Mrs Ray was described as a woman who

specially needed some standingcorner, some post, some strong prop to bear her weightsome marital

authority by which she might be guided? Such prop and such guiding she had never needed more sorely than

she needed them now. She looked up into Rachel's face before she spoke, and was afraid. ``He has been here,

my dear,'' she said, ``and has gone away.''

``Yes, mamma, I knew that,'' said Rachel. ``I saw his phaeton drive off; that's why I came over from Mrs

Sturt's.''

Rachel's voice was hard, and there was no comfort in it. It was so hard that Mrs Ray felt it to be unkind. No

doubt Rachel suffered; but did not she suffer also? Would not she have given blood from her breast, like the

maternal pelican, to have secured from that clerical counsellor a verdict that might have been comforting to

her child? Would she not have made any sacrifice of self for such a verdict, even though the effecting of it

must have been that she herself would have been left alone and deserted in the world? Why, then, should

Rachel be stern to her? If misery was to fall on both of them, it was not of her doing.

``I know you will think it's my fault, Rachel; but I cannot help it, even though you should say so. Of course I

was obliged to ask someone; and who else was there that would be able to tell me so well as Mr Comfort?

You would not have liked it at all if I had gone to Dorothea; and as for Mr Prong''

``Oh! mamma, mamma, don't! I haven't said anything. I haven't complained of Mr Comfort. What has he said

now? You forget that you have not told me.''

``No, my dear, I don't forget; I wish I could. He says that Mr Rowan has behaved badly to Mr Tappitt, and

that he hasn't paid his debts, and that the lawsuit will be sure to go against him, and that he will never show

his face in Baslehurst again; and he says, too, that it would be very wrong for you to correspond with

himvery; because a young girl like you must be so careful about such things; and he says he'll be much

more likely to respect you if you don'tdon'tdon't just throw yourself into his arms like. Those were his

very words; and then he says that if he really cares for you, he'll be sure to come back again, and so you're to

answer the letter, and you must call him ``Dear Mr Rowan.'' Don't call him Luke, because young men think

so much about those things. And you are to tell him that there isn't to be any engagement, or any

letterwriting, or anything of that sort at all. But you can just say something friendlyabout hoping he's

quite well, or something of that kind. And then when you come to the end, you had better sign yourself

``Yours truly''. It won't do to say anything about affection, because one never knows how it may turn out.

Andlet me see; them was only one thing more. Mr Comfort says that you are a good girl, and that he is

sure you have done nothing wrongnot even in a word or a thought; and I say so too. You are my own

beautiful child; and, RachelI do so wish I could make it all right between you''

Nobody can deny that Mrs Ray had given, with very fair accuracy, an epitome of Mr Comfort's words; but

they did not leave upon Rachel's mind a very clear idea of what she was expected to do. ``Go away in debt!

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``Mr Comfort told me so just now. But perhaps he'll send the money in a money order you know.''

``I don't think he would go away in debt. And why should the lawsuit go against him if he's got right on his

side? He does not wish to do any harm to Mr Tappitt.''

``I don't know about that, my dear; but at any rate they've quarrelled.''

``But why shouldn't that be Mr Tappitt's fault as much as his? And as for not showing his face in Baslehurst

! Oh, mamma! don't you know him well enough to be sure that he will never be ashamed of showing his

face anywhere? He not show his face! Mamma, I don't believe a word of it allnot a word.''

``Mr Comfort said so; he did indeed.'' Then Mrs Sturt's words came back upon Rachel. ``Don't let ere a

parson in Devonshire rob thee of thy sweetheart.'' This lover of hers was her only possessionthe only thing

of her own winning that she had ever valued. He was her great triumph, the rich upshot of her own

prowessand now she felt that this parson was indeed robbing her. Had he been then present, she would

have risen up and spoken at him, as she had never spoken before. The spirit of rebellion against all the world

was strong within heragainst all the world except that one weak woman who now sat before her on the

sofa. Her eyes were full of anger, and Mrs Ray saw that it was so; but still she was minded to obey her

mother.

``It's no good talking,'' said Rachel; ``but when they say that he's afraid to show himself in Baslehurst, I don't

believe them. Does he look like a man afraid to show himself?''

``Looks are so deceitful, Rachel.''

``And as for debtspeople, if they're called away by telegraph in a minute, can't pay all that they owe. There

are plenty of people in Baslehurst that owe a deal more than he does, I'm sure. And he's got his share in the

brewery, so that nobody need be afraid.''

``Mr Comfort didn't say that you were to quarrel with him altogether.''

``Mr Comfort ! What's Mr Comfort to me, mamma?'' This was said in such a tone that Mrs Ray absolutely

started up from her seat.

``But, Rachel, he is my oldest friend. He was your father's friend.''

``Why did he not say it before then? Whywhywhy? Mamma, I can't throw him off now. Didn't I tell

him thatthatthat I wouldlove him? Didn't you say that it might be soyou yourself? How am I to

show my face, if I go back now? Mamma, I do love him, with all my heart and all my strength, and nothing

that anybody can say can make any difference. If he owed ever so much money I should love him the same. If

he had killed Mr Tappitt it wouldn't make any difference.''

``Oh, Rachel!''

``No more it would. If Mr Tappitt began it first, it wasn't his fault.''

``But Rachel, my darlingwhat can we do? If he has gone away we cannot make him come back again.''

``But he wrote almost immediately.''

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``Yesbut what sort of an answer, mamma? How can I expect that he will ever want to see me again when I

have written to him in that way? I won't say anything about hoping that he's very well. If I may not tell him

that he's my own, own, own Luke, and that I love him with all my heart, I'll bid him stay away and not

trouble himself any further. I wonder what he'll think of me when I write in that way!''

``If he's constanthearted he'll wait a while and then he'll come back again.''

``Why should he come back when I've treated him in that way? What have I got to give him? Mamma, you

may write the letter yourself and put in it what you please.''

``Mr Comfort said that you had better write it.''

``Mr Comfort! I don't know why I'm to do all that Mr Comfort tells me,'' and then those other words of Mrs

Sturt's recurred to her, ``It's little I think of what a clergyman says unless it be out of a pulpit''. After that there

was nothing further said for some minutes. Mrs Ray still sat on the sofa, and as she gazed upon the table

which stood in the middle of the room, she wiped her eyes with her handkerchief. Rachel was now seated in a

chair with her back almost turned to her mother, and was beating with her impatient fingers on the table. She

was very angryangry even with her mother; and she was half brokenhearted, believing that such a letter

as that which she was desired to write would estrange her lover from her for ever. So they sat, and for a few

minutes no word was spoken between them.

``Rachel,'' said Mrs Ray at last, ``if wrong has been done, is it not better that it should be undone?''

``What wrong have I done?'' said Rachel, jumping up.

``It is I that have done itnot you.''

``No, mamma; you have done no wrong.''

``I should have known more before I let him come here and encouraged you to think of him. It has been my

fault. My dear, will you not forgive me?''

``Mamma, there has been no fault. There is nothing to forgive.''

``I have made you unhappy, my child,'' and then Mrs Ray burst out into open tears.

``No, mamma, I won't be unhappyor if I am I will bear it.'' Then she got up and threw her arms round her

mother's neck, and embraced her. ``I will write the letter, but I will not write it now. You shall see it before it

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Rachel, as soon as she had made her mother the promise that she would write the letter, left the parlour and

went up to her own room. She had many thoughts to adjust in her mind which could not be adjusted

satisfactorily otherwise than in solitude, and it was clearly necessary that they should be adjusted before she

could write her letter. It must be remembered, not only that she had never before written a letter to a lover,

but that she had never before written a letter of importance to anyone. She had threatened at one moment that

she would leave the writing of it to her mother; but there came upon her a feeling, of which she was hardly

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would be likely to adopt. That her lover would be gone from her for ever she felt almost assured; but still it

would be much to her that, on going, he should so leave her that his respect might remain, though his love

would be a thing of the past. In her estimation he was a noble being, to have been loved by whom even for a

few days was more honour than she had ever hoped to win. For a few days she had been allowed to think that

her great fortune intended him to be her husband. But Fate had interposed, and now she feared that all her joy

was at an end. But her joy should be so relinquished that she herself should not be disgraced in the giving of

it up. She sat there alone for an hour, and was stronger, when that hour was over, than she had been when she

left her mother. Her pride had supported her, and had been sufficient for her support in that first hour of her

sorrow. It is ever so with us in our misery. In the first flush of our wretchedness, let the outward signs of our

grief be what they may, we promise to ourselves the support of some inner strength which shall suffice to us

at any rate as against the eyes of the outer world. But anon, and that inner staff fails us; our pride yields to our

tears; our dignity is crushed beneath the load with which we have burdened it, and then with loud wailings we

own ourselves to be the wretches which we are. But now Rachel was in the hour of her pride, and as she

came down from her room she resolved that her sorrow should be buried in her own bosom. She had known

what it was to lovehad known it, perhaps, for one whole weekand now that knowledge was never to

avail her again. Among them all she had been robbed of her sweetheart. She had been bidden to give her

heart to this manher heart and hand; and now, when she had given all her heart, she was bidden to refuse

her hand. She had not ventured to love till her love had been sanctioned. It had been sanctioned, and she had

loved; and now that sanction was withdrawn! She knew that she was injureddeeply, cruelly injured, but

she would bear it, showing nothing, and saying nothing. With this resolve she came down from her room, and

began to employ herself on her household work.

Mrs Ray watched her carefully, and Rachel knew that she was watched; but she took no outward notice of it,

going on with her work, and saying a soft, gentle word now and again, sometimes to her mother and

sometimes to the little maiden who attended them. ``Will you come to dinner, mamma?'' she said with a

smile, taking her mother by the hand.

``I shouldn't mind if I never sat down to dinner again,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Oh, mamma! don't say that; just when you are going to thank God for the good things he gives you.''

Then Mrs Ray, in a low voice, as though rebuked, said the grace, and they sat down together to their meal.

The afternoon went with them very slowly and almost in silence. Neither of them would now speak about

Luke Rowan; and to neither of them was it as yet possible to speak about aught else. One word on the subject

was said during those hours. ``You won't have time for your letter after tea,'' Mrs Ray said.

``I shall not write it till tomorrow,'' Rachel answered; ``another day will do no harm now.''

At tea Mrs Ray asked her whether she did not think that a walk would do her good, and offered to accompany

her; but Rachel, acceding to the proposition of a walk, declared that she would go alone. ``It's very bad of me

to say so, isn't it, when you're so good as to offer to go with me?'' But Mrs Ray kissed her; saying, with many

words, that she was satisfied that it should be so. ``You want to think of things, I know,'' said the mother.

Rachel acknowledged, by a slight motion of her head, that she did want to think of things, and soon after that

she started.

``I believe I'll call on Dolly,'' she said. ``It would be bad to quarrel with her; and perhaps now she'll come

back here to live with usonly I forgot about Mr Prong.'' It was agreed, however, that she should call on her

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She walked along the road straight into Baslehurst, and went at once to her sister's lodgings. She had another

place to visit before she returned home but it was a place for which a later hour in the evening would suit her

better. Mrs Prime was at home; and Rachel, on being shown up into the sittingrooma room in which

every piece of furniture had become known to her during those Dorcas meetingsfound not only her sister

sitting there, but also Miss Pucker and Mr Prong. Rachel had not seen that gentleman since she had learned

that he was to become her brotherinlaw, and hardly knew in what way to greet him; but it soon became

apparent to her that no outward show of regard was expected from her at that moment.

``I think you know my sister, Mr Prong,'' said Dorothea. Whereupon Mr Prong rose from his chair, took

Rachel's hand, pressing it between his own, and then sat down again. Rachel, judging from his countenance,

thought that some cloud had passed also across the sunlight of his love. She made her little speech, giving her

mother's love, and adding her own assurance that she hoped her sister would come out and dine at the

cottage.

``I really don't know,'' said Mrs Prime. ``Such goings about do cut up one's time so much, I shouldn't be here

again till''

``Of course you'd stay for tea with us,'' said Rachel.

``And lose the whole afternoon,'' said Mrs Prime.

``Oh do!'' said Miss Pucker. ``You have been working so hard; hasn't she now, Mr Prong? At this time of the

year a sniff of fresh air among the flowers do a body so much good'' And Miss Pucker looked and spoke as

though she also would like the sniff of fresh air.

``I'm very well in health, and am thankful for it. I can't say that it's needed in that way,'' said Mrs Prime,

``But mamma will be so glad to see you,'' said Rachel.

``I think you ought to go, Dorothea,'' said Mr Prong; and even Rachel could perceive that there was some

slight touch of authority in his voice. It was the slightest possible intonation of a command; but, nevertheless,

it struck Rachel's ears.

Mrs Prime merely shook her head and sniffed. It was not for a supply of air that she used her nostrils on this

occasion, but that she might indicate some grain of contempt for the authority which Mr Prong had attempted

to exercise. ``I think I'd rather not, Rachel, thank younot to dinner, that is. Perhaps I'll walk out in the

evening after tea, when the work of the day is over. If I come then, perhaps my friend, Miss Pucker, may

come with me.''

``And if your esteemed mamma will allow me to pay my respects,'' said Mr Prong, ``I shall be most happy to

accompany the ladies.''

It will be acknowledged that Rachel had no alternative left to her. She said that her mother would be happy to

see Mr Prong, and happy to see Miss Pucker also. As to herself, she made no such assertion, being in her

present mood too full of her own thoughts to care much for the ordinary courtesies of life.

``I'm very sorry you won't come to dinner, Dolly,'' she said; but she abstained from any word of asking the

others to tea.

``If it had only been Mr Prong,'' she said to her mother afterwards, ``I should have asked him; for I suppose

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wanted to see her, for I'm sure you don't.''

``But we must give them some cake and a glass of sweet wine,'' said Mrs Ray.

``She won't have to take her bonnet off for that as she would for tea, and it isn't so much like making herself

at home here. I couldn't bear to have to ask her up to my room.''

On leaving the house in the High Street, which she did about eight o'clock, she took her way towards the

churchyardnot passing down Brewery Lane, by Mr Tappitt's house, but taking the main street which led

from the High Street to the church. But at the corner, just as she was about to leave the High Street, she was

arrested by a voice that was familiar to her, and, turning round, she saw Mrs Cornbury seated in a low

carriage, and driving a pair of ponies. ``How are you, Rachel?'' said Mrs Cornbury, shaking hands with her

friend, for Rachel had gone out into the street up to the side of the carriage, when she found that Mrs

Cornbury had stopped. ``I'm going by the cottageto papa's. I see you are turning the other way; but if

you've not much delay, I'll stay for you and take you home.''

But Rachel had before her that other visit to make, and she was not minded to omit it or postpone it. ``I

should like it so much,'' said Rachel, ``but''

``Ah! well; I see. You've got other fish to fry. But, Rachel, look here, dear'' and Mrs Cornbury almost

whispered into her ear across the side of the pony carriage``don't you believe quite all you hear, I'll find

out the truth, and you shall know. Goodbye.''

``Goodbye, Mrs Cornbury,'' said Rachel, pressing her friend's hand as she parted from her. This allusion to

her lover had called a blush up over her whole face, so that Mrs Cornbury well knew that she had been

understood. ``I'll see to it,'' she said, driving away her ponies.

See to it! How could she see to it when that letter should have been written? And Rachel was well aware that

another day must not pass without the writing of it.

She went down across the churchyard, leaving the path to the brewery on her left, and that leading out under

the elm trees to her right, and went on straight to the stile at which she had stood with Luke Rowan, watching

the reflection of the setting sun among the clouds. This was the spot which she had determined to visit; and

she had come hither hoping that she might again see some form in the heavens which might remind her of

that which he had shown her. The stile, at any rate, was the same, and there were the trees beneath which they

had stood, There were the rich fields, lying beneath her, over which they two had gazed together at the fading

lights of the evening. There was no arm in the clouds now, and the perverse sun was retiring to his rest

without any of that royal pageantry and illumination with which the heavens are wont to deck themselves

when their king goes to his couch. But Rachel, though she had come thither to look for these things and had

not found them, hardly marked their absence. Her mind became so full of him and of his words, that she

required no outward signs to refresh her memory, she thought so much of his look on that evening, of the

tones of his voice, and of every motion of his body, that she soon forgot to watch the clouds, she sat herself

down upon the stile with her face turned away from the fields, telling herself that she would listen for the

footsteps of strangers, so that she might move away if any came near her; but she soon forgot also to listen,

and sat there thinking of him alone. The words that had been spoken between them on that occasion had been

but triflingvery few and of small moment; but now they seemed to her to have contained all her destiny. It

was there that love for him had first come upon herhad come over her with broad outspread wings like an

angel; but whether as an angel of darkness or of light, her heart had then been unable to perceive. How well

she remembered it all; how he had taken her by the hand, claiming the right of doing so as an ordinary

farewell greeting; and how he had held her, looking into her face, till she had been forced to speak some word

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heart was going from her. The warm friendliness of his touch, the firm, clear brightness of his eye, and the

eager tone of his voice, were even then subduing her coy unwillingness to part with her maiden love. She had

declared to herself then that she was angry with him; but, since that, she had declared to herself that nothing

could have been better, finer, sweeter than all that he had said and done on that evening. It had been his right

to hold her, if he intended afterwards to claim her as his own. ``I like you so very much,'' he had said; ``why

should we not be friends?'' She had gone away from him then, fleeing along the path, bewildered, ignorant as

to her own feelings, conscious almost of a sin in having listened to him; but still filled with a wondrous

delight that anyone so good, so beautiful, so powerful as he, should have cared to ask for her friendship in

such pressing words. During all her walk home she had been full of fear and wonder and mysterious delight.

Then had come the ball, which in itself had hardly been so pleasant to her, because the eyes of many had

watched her there. But she thought of the moment when he had first come to her in Mrs Tappitt's

drawingroom, just as she was resolving that he did not intend to notice her further, she thought of those

repeated dances which had been so dear to her, but which, in their repetition, had frightened her so

grievously. She thought of the supper, during which he had insisted on sitting by her; and of that meeting in

the hall, during which he had, as it were, forced her to remain and listen to himforced her to stay with him

till, in her agony of fear, she had escaped away to her friend and begged that she might be taken home! As

she sat by Mrs Cornbury in the carriage, and afterwards as she had thought of it all while lying in her bed, she

had declared to herself that he had been very wrongbut since that, during those few days of her permitted

love, she had sworn to herself as often that he had been very right.

And he had been right. She said so to herself now again, though the words which he had spoken and the

things which he had done had brought upon her all this sorrow. He had been right. If he loved her it was only

manly and proper in him to tell his love. And for herselfseeing that she had loved, had it not been proper

and womanly in her to declare her love? What had she done; when, at what point, had she gone astray, that

she should be brought to such a pass as this? At the beginning, when he had held her hand on the spot where

she was now sitting, and again when he had kept her prisoner in Mr Tappitt's hall, she had been

halfconscious of some sin, halfashamed of her own conduct; but that undecided fear of sin and shame had

been washed out, and everything had been made white as snow, as pure as running water, as bright as

sunlight, by the permission to love this man which had been accorded to her. What had she since done that

she should be brought to such a pass as that in which she now found herself?

As she thought of this she was bitter against all the world except himalmost bitter against her own mother.

She had said that she would obey in this matter of the letter, and she knew well that she would in truth do as

her mother bade her. But, sitting there, on the churchyard stile, she hatched within her mind plans of

disobediencedreadful plans! She would not submit to this usage. She would go away from Baslehurst

without knowledge of anyone, and would seek him out in his London home. It would be unmaidenlybut

what cared she now for thatunless, indeed, he should care? All her virgin modesty and young maiden

fearswas it not for him that she would guard them, for his delight and his pride? And if she were to see him

no more, if she were to be forced to bid him go from her, of what avail would it be now to her to cherish and

maintain the unsullied brightness of her woman's armour? If he were lost to her, everything was lost. She

would go to him, and throwing herself at his feet would swear to him that life without his love was no longer

possible for her. If he would then take her as his wife she would strive to bless him with all that the

tenderness of a wife could give. If he should refuse herthen she would go away and die. In such case what

to her would be the judgement of any man or any woman? What to her would be her sister's scorn and the

malignant virtue of such as Miss Pucker and Mr Prong? What the upturned hands and amazement of Mr

Comfort? It would have been they who had driven her to this.

But how about her mother when she should have thus thrown herself overboard from the ship and cast herself

away from the pilotage which had hitherto been the guide of her conduct ? Whywhywhy had her mother

deserted her in her need? As she thought of her mother she knew that her plan of rebellion was nothing; but

whywhy had her mother deserted her?


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As for him, and these new tidings which had come to the cottage respecting him, she would have cared for

them not a jot. Mrs Cornbury had cautioned her not to believe all that she heard; but she had already

declinedhad altogether declined to believe any of it. It was to her, whether believed or disbelieved, matter

altogether irrelevant. A wife does not cease to love her husband because he gets into trouble. She does not

turn against him because others have quarrelled with him. She does not separate her lot from his because he is

in debt! Those are the times when a wife, a true wife, sticks closest to her husband, and strives the hardest to

lighten the weight of his cares by the tenderness of her love! And had she not been permitted to place herself

in that position with regard to him when she had been permitted to love him? In all her thoughts she

recognised the right of her mother to have debarred her from the privilege of loving this man, if such

embargo had been placed on her before her love had been declared. She had never, even within her own

bosom, assumed to herself the right of such privilege without authority expressed. But her very soul revolted

against this withdrawal of the sanction that had been given to her. The spirit within her rebelled, though she

knew that she would not carry on that rebellion by word or deed. But she had been injuredinjured almost to

death; injured even to death itself as regarded all that life could give her worth her taking! As she thought of

this injury that fierce look of which I have spoken came across her brow! She would obey her pastors and

masters. Yes; she would obey them. But she could never again be soft and pliable within their hands.

Obedience in this matter was a necessity to her. In spite of that wild thought of throwing off her maiden

bonds and allowing her female armour to be splashed and sullied in the gutter, she knew that there was that

which would hinder her from the execution of such scheme. She was bound by her woman's lot to maintain

her womanly purity. Let her suffer as she might, there was nothing for her but obedience. She could not go

forth as though she were a man, and claim her right to stand or fall by her love. She had been injured in being

brought to such plight as this, but she would bear her injury as best might be within her power.

She was still thinking of all this, and still sitting with her eyes turned towards the tower of the church, when

she was touched on the back by a light hand. She turned round quickly, startled by the touchfor she had

heard no footstepand saw Martha Tappitt and Cherry. It was Cherry who had come close upon her, and it

was Cherry's voice that she first heard, ``A penny for your thoughts,'' said Cherry.

``Oh, you have so startled me!'' said Rachel.

``Then I suppose your thoughts were worth more than a penny. Perhaps you were thinking of an absent

knight.'' And then Cherry began to sing``Away, away, away. He loves and he rides away.''

Poor Rachel blushed and was unable to speak, ``Don't be so foolish,'' said Martha to her sister. ``It's ever so

long since we've seen you, Rachel. Why don't you come and walk with us?''

``Yes, indeedwhy don't you?'' said Cherry, whose good nature was quite as conspicuous as her bad taste.

She knew now that she had vexed Rachel, and was thoroughly sorry that she had done so. If any other girl

had quizzed her about her lover it would not have annoyed her, and she had not understood at first that

Rachel Ray might be different from herself, ``I declare we have hardly seen you since the night of the party,

and we think it very illnatured in you not to come to us. Do come and walk tomorrow.''

``Oh, thank younot tomorrow, because my sister is coming out from Baslehurst, to spend the evening with

us.''

``Wellon Saturday, then,'' said Cherry, persistingly.

But Rachel would make no promise to walk with them on any day. She felt that she must henceforth be

divided from the Tappitts. Had not he quarrelled with Mr Tappitt; and could it be fitting that she should keep

up any friendship with the family that was hostile to him? She was also aware that Mrs Tappitt was among

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asked herself no question as to that duty of forgiving them the injuries they had done her, but she felt that she

was divided from themfrom Mr and Mrs Tappitt, and also from the girls. And, moreover, in her present

strait she wanted no friend. She could not talk to any friend about her lover, and she could not bring herself

even to think on any other subject.

``It's late'', she said, ``and I must go home, as mamma will be expecting me.''

Cherry had almost replied that she had not been in so great a hurry once before, when she had stood in the

churchyard with another companion; but she thought of Rachel's reproachful face when her last little joke had

been uttered, and she refrained.

``She's over head and ears in love,'' said Cherry to her sister, when Rachel was gone.

``I'm afraid she has been very foolish,'' said Martha, seriously.

``I don't see that she has been foolish at all. He's a very nice fellow, and as far as I can see he's just as fond of

her as she is of him.''

``But we know what that means with young men,'' said Martha, who was sufficiently serious in her way of

thinking to hold by that doctrine as to wolves in sheep's clothing in which Mrs Ray had been educated.

``But young men do marrysometimes,'' said Cherry.

``But not merely for the sake of a pretty face or a good figure. I believe mamma is right in that, and I don't

think he'll come back again.''

``If he were my lover I'd have him back,'' said Cherry, stoutlyand so they went away to the brewery.

Rachel on her way home determined that she would write her letter that night. Her mother was to read it

when it was written; that was understood to be the agreement between them; but there would be no reason

why she should not be alone when she wrote it. She could word it very differently, she thought, if she sat

alone over it in her own bedroom, than she could do immediately under her mother's eye. She could not pause

and think and perhaps weep over it, sitting at the parlour table, with her mother in her armchair, close by,

watching her. It needed that she should write it with tears, with many struggles, with many baffled attempts

to find the words that would be wantedwith her very heart's blood. It must not be tender. No; she was

prepared to omit all tenderness. And it must probably be shortbut if so its very shortness would be another

difficulty. As she walked along she could not tell herself with what words she would write it; but she thought

that the words would perhaps come to her if she waited long enough for them in the solitude of her own

chamber.

She reached home by nine o'clock and sat with her mother for an hour, reading out loud some book on which

they were then engaged.

``I think I'll go to bed now, mamma,'' she said.

``You always want to go to bed so soon,'' said Mrs Ray. ``I think you are getting tired of reading out loud.

That will be very sad for me with my eyes.''

``No, I'm not, mamma, and I'll go on again for half an hour, if you please; but I thought you liked going to

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The watch was consulted, and as it was not quite ten Rachel did go on for another halfhour, and then she

went up to her bedroom.

She sat herself down at her open window and looked out for a while upon the heavens. The summer moon

was at its full, so that the green before the cottage was as clear before her as in the day, and she could see

over into the gloom of Mr Sturt's farmyard across it. She had once watched Rowan as he came over the turf

towards the cottage swinging his stick in his hand, and now she gazed on the spot where the Baslehurst road

came in as though she expected that his figure might again appear. She looked and looked, thinking of this,

till she would hardly have been surprised had that figure really come forth upon the road. But no figure was

to be seen, and after awhile she withdrew from the window and sat herself down at the little table. It was very

late when she undressed herself and went to her bed, and later still when her eyes, red with many tears, were

closed in sleepbut the letter had been written and was ready for her mother's inspection, This was the letter

as it stood after many struggles in the writing of it:

``Bragg's End ``Thursday, 186.

`` MY DEAR MR. ROWAN,

``I am much obliged to you for having written the letter which I received from you the other day, and I should

have answered it sooner, only mamma thought it best to see Mr Comfort first, as he is our clergyman here,

and to ask his advice. I hope you will not be annoyed because I showed your letter to mamma, but I could not

receive any letter from you without doing so, and I may as well tell you that she will read this before it goes.

``And now that I have begun I hardly know how to write what I have to say. Mr Comfort and mamma have

determined that there must be nothing fixed as an engagement between us, and that for the present, at least, I

may not correspond with you. This will be my first and last letter. As that will be so, of course I shall not

expect you to write any more, and I know that you will be very angry. But if you understood all my feelings I

think that perhaps you would not be very, very angry. I know it is true that when you asked me that question,

I nodded my head as you say in your letter. If I had sworn the twenty oaths of which you speak they would

not, as you say, have bound me tighter. But neither could bind me to anything against mamma's will. I

thought that you were very generous to come to me as you didoh, so generous! I don't know why you

should have looked to such a one as me to be your wife. But I would have done my best to make you happy,

had I been able to do as I suppose you then wished me. But you well know that a man is very different from a

girl, and of course I must do as mamma wishes.

``They say that as the business here about the brewery is so very unsettled they think it probable that you will

not have to come back to Baslehurst any more; and that as our acquaintance has been so very short, it is not

reasonable to suppose that you will care much about me after a little while. Perhaps it is not reasonable, and

after this I shall have no right to be angry with you if you forget me. I don't think you will quite forget me;

but I shall never expect or even hope to see you again. [Twice in writing her letter Rachel cut out this latter

assertion, but at last, sobbing in despair, she restored the words. What right would she have to hope that he

would come to her, after she had taken upon herself to break that promise which had been conveyed to him,

when she bent her head over his arm?] I shall not forget you, and I will always be your friend, as you said I

should be. Being friends is very different to anything else, and nobody can say that I may not do that.

``I will always remember what you showed me in the clouds; and, indeed, I went there this very evening to

see if I could see another arm. But there was nothing there, and I have taken that as an omen that you will not

come back to Baslehurst. [``To me,'' had been the words as she had first written them; but there was

tenderness in those words, and she found it necessary to alter them.] I will now say goodbye to you, for I

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``May God bless you and protect you always!

``Believe me to be ``Your sincere friend, `` RACHEL RAY

In the morning she took down the letter in her hand and gave it to her mother. Mrs Ray read it very slowly

and demurred over it at sundry places. She especially demurred at that word about the omen, and even

declared that it ought to be expunged. But Rachel was very stern and held her ground. She had put into the

letter, she said, all that she had been bidden to say. Such a word from herself to one who had been so dear to

her must be allowed to her.

The letter was not altered and was taken away by the postman that evening.

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Six weeks passed over them at Bragg's End, and nothing was heard of Luke Rowan. Rachel's letter, a copy of

which was given in our last chapter, was duly sent away by the postman, but no answer to it came to Bragg's

End. It must, however, be acknowledged that it not only required no answer, but that it even refused to be

answered. Rachel had told her lover that he was not to correspond with her, and that she certainly would not

write to him again. Having so said, she had no right to expect an answer; and she protested over and over

again that she did expect none. But still she would watch, as she thought unseen, for the Postman's coming;

and her heart would sink within her as the man would pass the gate without calling. ``He has taken me at my

word,'' she said to herself very bitterly. ``I deserve nothing else from him; butbutbut'' In those days

she was ever silent and stern. She did all that her mother bade her, but she did little or nothing from love.

There were no more banquets, with clotted cream brought over from Mrs Sturt's. She would speak a word or

two now and then to Mrs Sturt, who understood the whole case perfectly; but such words were spoken on

chance occasions, for Rachel now never went over to the farm. Farmer Sturt's assistance had been offered to

her; but what could the farmer do for her in such trouble as hers?

During the whole of these six weeks she did her household duties; but gradually she became slower in them

and still more slow, and her mother knew that her disappointment was becoming the source of permanent

misery. Rachel never said that she was ill; nor, indeed, of any special malady did she show signs: but

gradually she became thin and wan, her cheeks assumed a haggard look, and that aspect of the brow which

her mother feared had become habitual to her. Mrs Ray observed her closely in all that she did. She knew

well of those watchings for the postman. She was always thinking of her child, and, after a while, longing that

Luke Rowan might come back to them, with a heart almost as sore with longing as was that of Rachel herself.

But what could she do? She could not bring him back. In all that she had donein giving her sanction to this

lover, and again in withdrawing it, she had been guided by the advice of her clergyman. Should she go again

to him and beg him to restore that young man to them? Ah! no; great as was her trust in her clergyman she

knew that even he could not do that for her.

During all these weeks hardly a word was spoken openly between the mother and daughter about the matter

that chiefly occupied the thoughts of them both. Luke Rowan'sname was hardly mentioned between them.

Once or twice some allusion was made to the subject of the brewery, for it was becoming generally known

that the lawyers were already at work on behalf of Rowan's claim; but even on such occasions as these Mrs

Ray found that her speech was stopped by the expression of Rachel's eyes, and by those two lines which on

such occasions would mark her forehead. In those days Mrs Ray became afraid of her younger

daughteralmost more so than she had ever been afraid of the elder one. Rachel, indeed, never spoke as Mrs

Prime would sometimes speak. No word of scolding ever passed her mouth; and in all that she did she was

gentle and observant. But there was ever on her countenance that look of reproach which by degrees was

becoming almost unendurable. And then her words during the day were so few! She was so anxious to sit

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to her so manifestly a task, difficult and distasteful!

It may be remembered that Mrs Prime, with her lover, Mr Prong, and her friend Miss Pucker, had promised to

call at Bragg's End on the evening after Rachel's walk into Baslehurst. They did come as they had promised,

about half an hour after Rachel's letter to Luke had been carried away by the postman. They had come, and

had remained at Bragg's End for an hour, eating cake and drinking currant wine, but not having, on the

whole, what our American friends call a good time of it. That visit had been terrible to Mrs Ray. Rachel had

sat there cold, hard, and speechless. Not only had she not asked Miss Pucker to take off her bonnet, but she

had absolutely declined to speak to that lady. It was wonderful to her mother that she should thus, in so short

a time, have become wilful, masterful, and resolved in following out her own purposes. Not one word on that

occasion did she speak to Miss Pucker; and Mrs Prime, observing this, had grown black and still blacker, till

the horror of the visit had become terrible to Mrs Ray. Miss Pucker had grinned and smiled, and striven

gallantly, poor woman, to make the best of it. She had declared how glad she had been to see Miss Rachel on

the previous evening, and how well Miss Rachel had looked, and had expressed quite voluminous hopes that

Miss Rachel would come to their Dorcas meetings. But to all this Rachel answered not a syllable. Now and

then she addressed a word or two to her sister. Now and then she spoke to her mother. When Mr Prong

specially turned himself to her, asking her some question, she would answer him with one or two

monosyllables, always calling him Sir; but to Miss Pucker she never once opened her mouth. Mrs Prime

became very angryvery black and very angry; and the time of the visit was a terrible time to Mrs Ray.

But this visit is to be noticed in our story chiefly on account of a few words which Mr Prong found an

opportunity of saying to Mrs Ray respecting his proposed marriage. Mrs Ray knew that there were difficulties

about the money, and was disposed to believe, and perhaps to hope, that the match would be broken off. But

on this occasion Mr Prong was very marked in his way of speaking to Mrs Ray, as though everything were

settled. Mrs Ray was thoroughly convinced by this that it was so, and her former beliefs and possible hopes

were all dispersed. But then Mrs Ray was easily convinced by any assertion. In thus speaking to his future

motherinlaw he had contrived to turn his back round upon the other three ladies, so as to throw them

together for the time, and thus make their position the more painful. It must be acknowledged that Rachel was

capable of something great, after her determined resistance to Miss Pucker's blandishments under such

circumstances as these.

``Mrs Ray,'' Mr Prong had saidand as he spoke his voice was soft with mingled love and sanctity``I

cannot let this moment pass without expressing one word of what I feel at the prospect of connecting myself

with your amiable family.''

``I'm sure I'm much obliged,'' Mrs Ray had answered.

``Of course I am aware that Dorothea has mentioned the matter to you.''

``Oh yes; she has mentioned it, certainly.''

``And therefore I should be remiss, both as regards duty and manners, if I did not take this opportunity of

assuring you how much gratification I feel in becoming thus bound up in family affection with you and Miss

Rachel. Family ties are sweet bonds of sanctified love; and as I have none of my ownnearer, that is, than

Geelong, the colony of Victoria, where my mother and brother and sisters have located themselvesI shall

feel the more pleasure in taking you and Miss Rachel to my heart.''

This was complimentary to Mrs Ray; but with her peculiar feelings as to the expediency of people having

their own belongings, she almost thought that it would have been better for all parties if Mr Prong had gone

to Geelong with the rest of the Prong family; this opinion, however, did she not express. As to taking Mr

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her to love a soninlaw. She had loved Mr Prime very dearly, and trusted him thoroughly. She would have

been prepared to love Luke Rowan, had fate been propitious in that quarter. But she could not feel secure as

to loving Mr Prong. Such love, moreover, should come naturally, of its own growth, and not be demanded

categorically as a right. It certainly was a pity that Mr Prong had not made himself happy, with that happiness

for which he sighed, in the bosom of his family at Geelong. ``I'm sure you are very kind,'' Mrs Ray had said.

``And when we are thus united in the bonds of this world'', continued Mr Prong, ``I do hope that other bonds,

more holy in their nature even than those of family, more needful even than them, may join us together.

Dorothea has for some months past been a constant attendant at my church''

``Oh, I couldn't leave Mr Comfort; indeed I couldn't,'' said Mrs Ray in alarm. ``I couldn't go away from my

own parish church was it ever so.''

``No, no; not altogether, perhaps. I am not sure that it would be desirable. But will it not be sweet, Mrs Ray,

when we are bound together as one family, to pour forth our prayers in holy communion together?''

``I think so much of my own parish church, Mr Prong,'' Mrs Ray replied. After that Mr Prong did not, on that

occasion, press the matter further, and soon turned round his chair so as to relieve the three ladies behind him.

``I think we had better be going, Mr Prong,'' said Mrs Prime, rising from her seat with a display of anger in

the very motion of her limbs. ``Good evening, mother: good evening to you, Rachel. I'm afraid our visit has

put you out. Had I guessed as much, we would not have come.''

``You know, Dolly, that I am always glad to see youonly you come to us so seldom,'' said Rachel. Then

with a very cold bow to Miss Pucker, with a very warm pressure of the hand from Mr Prong, and with a

sisterly embrace for Dorothea, that was not cordial as it should have been, she bade them goodbye. It was felt

by all of them that the visit had been a failureit was felt so, at least, by all the Ray family. Mr Prong had

achieved a certain object in discussing his marriage as a thing settled; and as regarded Miss Pucker, she also

had achieved a certain object in eating cake and drinking wine in Mrs Ray's parlour.

For some weeks after that but little had been seen of Mrs Prime at the cottage; and nothing had been said of

her matrimonial prospects. Rachel did not once go to her sister's lodgings; and, on the few occasions of their

meeting, asked no questions as to Mr Prong. Indeed, as the days and weeks went on, her heart became too

heavy to admit of her asking any questions about the love affairs of others. She still went about her work, as I

have before said. She was not illnot ill so as to demand the care due to an invalid. But she moved about the

house slowly, as though her limbs were too heavy for her. She spoke little, unless when her mother addressed

her. She would sit for hours on the sofa doing nothing, reading nothing, and looking at nothing. But still, at

the postman's morning hours, she would keep her eye upon the road over which he came, and that dull look

of despair would come across her face when he passed on without calling at the cottage.

But on a certain morning towards the end of the six weeks the postman did callas indeed he had called on

other days, though bringing with him no letter from Luke Rowan. Neither now, on this occasion, did he bring

a letter from Luke Rowan. The letter was addressed to Mrs Ray; and, as Rachel well knew from the

handwriting, it was from the gentleman who managed her mother's little money mattersthe gentleman who

had succeeded to the business left by Mr Ray when he died. So Rachel took the letter up to her mother and

left it, saying that it was from Mr Goodall.

Mrs Ray's small income arose partly from certain cottages in Baslehurst, which had been let in lump to a

Baslehurst tradesman, and partly from shares in a gas company at Exeter. Now the gas company at Exeter

was the better investment of the two, and was considered to be subject to less uncertainty than the cottages.

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Building ground near the town was rising in value; and she had been advised by Mr Goodall to part with her

little estate. Both Mrs Ray and Rachel were aware that this business, to them very important, was imminent;

and now had come a letter from Mr Goodall, saying that Mrs Ray must go to Exeter to conclude the sale.

``We should only bungle matters,'' Mr Goodall had said, ``if I were to send the deeds down to you; and as it is

absolutely necessary that you should understand all about it, I think you had better come up on Tuesday; you

can get back to Baslehurst easily on the same day.''

``My dear,'' said Mrs Ray, coming into the parlour, ``I must go to Exeter.''

``Today, mamma?''

``No, not today, but on Tuesday. Mr Goodall says I must understand all about the sale. It is a dreadful

trouble.''

But, dreadful as the trouble was, it seemed that Mrs Ray was not made unhappy by the prospect of the little

expedition. She fussed and fretted as ladies do on such occasions, butas is also common with ladiesthe

excitement of the journey was, upon the whole, a gratification to her. She asked Rachel to accompany her,

and at first pressed her to do so strongly; but such work at the present moment was not in accord with

Rachel's mood, and at last she escaped from it under the plea of expense.

``I think it would be foolish, mamma,'' she said. ``Now that Dolly has gone you will be run very close; and

when Mr Goodall first spoke of selling the cottages, he said that perhaps you might be without anything from

them for a quarter.''

``But he has sold them now, my dear; and there will be the money at once.''

``I don't see why you should throw away ten and sixpence, mamma,'' said Rachel.

And as she spoke in that resolved and masterful tone, her mother, of course, gave up the point. So when the

Tuesday morning came, she went with her mother only as far as the station.

``Don't mind meeting me, because I can't be sure about the train,'' said Mrs Ray. ``But I shall be back tonight,

certainly.''

``And I'll wait tea for you,'' said Rachel. Then, when her mother was gone, she walked back to the cottage by

herself.

She walked back at once, but took a most devious course. She was determined to avoid the length of the High

Street, and she was determined also to avoid Brewery Lane; but she was equally determined to pass through

the churchyard. So she walked down from the railway station to the hamlet at the bottom of the hill below the

church, and from thence went up by the fieldpath to the stile. In order to accomplish this she went fully two

miles out of her way, and now the sun over her head was very hot. But what was the distance or the heat of

the sun to her when her object was to stand for a few moments in that place? Her visit, however, to the spot

which was so constantly in her thoughts did her no good. Why had she been so injured? Why had this

sacrifice of herself been demanded from her? As she sat for a moment on the stile this was the matter that

filled her breast. She had been exalted to the heavens when she first heard her mother speak of Mr Rowan as

an acceptable suitor. She had been filled with joy as though Paradise had been opened to her, when she found

herself to be the promised bride of Luke Rowan. Then had come her lover's letter, and the clergyman's

counsel, and her own reply; and after that the gates of her Paradise had been closed against her! ``I wonder

whether it's the same thing to him,'' she said to herself. ``But I suppose not. I don't think it can be the same

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then walked on between the elms at a quick pace, with a sore heartsore almost to breaking. She would

never have been brought to this condition had not her mother told her that she might love him! Thence came

her vexation of spirit. There was the cruelty. All the world knew that this man had been her loverall her

world knew it. Cherry Tappitt had sung her little witless song about it. Mrs Tappitt had called at the cottage

about it. Mr Comfort had given his advice about it. Mrs Cornbury had whispered to her about it out of her

pony carriage. Mrs Sturt had counselled her about it. Mr Prong had thought it very wrong on her part to love

the man. Mr Sturt had thought it very right, and had offered his assistance. All this would have been as

nothing had her lover remained to her. Cherry might have sung till her little throat was tired, and Mr Prong

might have expressed his awe with outspread hands, and have looked as though he expected the skies to fall.

Had her Paradise not been closed to her, all this talking would have been a thing of course. But such

talkingsuch widespread knowledge of her condition, with the gates of her Paradise closed against her, was

very hard to bear! And who had closed the gates? Her own hands had done it. He, her lover, had not deserted

her. He had done for her all that truth and earnestness demanded, and perhaps as much as love required. Men

were not so soft as girls, she argued within her own breast. Let a man be ever so true it could not be expected

that he should stand by his love after he had been treated with such cold indifference as had been shown in

her letter! She would have stood by her love, let his letter have been as cold as it might. But then she was a

woman, and her love, once encouraged, had become a necessity to her. A man, she said to herself, would be

more proud but less stanch. Of course she would hear no more from him. Of course the gates of her Paradise

were shut. Such were her thoughts as she walked home, and such the thoughts over which she sat brooding

alone through the entire day.

At half past seven in the evening Mrs Ray came back home, wearily trudging across the green. She was very

weary, for she had now walked above two miles from the station. She had also been on her feet half the day,

and, which was probably worse than all the rest had she known it, she had travelled nearly eighty miles by

railway. She was very tired, and would under ordinary circumstances have been disposed to reckon up her

grievances in the evening quite as accurately as Rachel had reckoned hers in the morning. But something had

occurred in Exeter, the recollection of which still overcame the sense of weariness which Mrs Ray

feltovercame it, or rather overtopped it; so that when Rachel came out to her at the cottage door she did not

speak at once of her own weariness, but looked lovingly into her daughter's facelovingly and anxiously,

and said some little word intended to denote affection.

``You must be very tired,'' said Rachel, who, with many selfreproaches and much communing within her

own bosom, had for the time vanquished her own hard humour.

``Yes, I am tired, my dear; very. I thought the train never would have got to the Baslehurst station. It stopped

at all the little stations, and really I think I could have walked as fast.'' A dozen years had not as yet gone by

since the velocity of these trains had been so terrible to Mrs Ray that she had hardly dared to get into one of

them!

``And whom have you seen?'' said Rachel.

``Seen!'' said Mrs Ray. ``Who told you that I had seen anybody?''

``I suppose you saw Mr Goodall.''

``Oh yes, I saw him of course. I saw him, and the cottages are all sold. We shall have seven pounds ten a year

more than before. I'm sure it will be a very great comfort. Seven pounds ten will buy so many things.''

``But ten pounds would buy more.''


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``Of course it would, my dear. And I told Mr Goodall I wished he could make it ten, as it would make it

sound so much more regular like; but he said he couldn't do it because the gas has gone up so much. He could

have done it if I had sixty pounds, but of course I hadn't.''

``But, mamma, whom did you see except Mr Goodall? I know you saw somebody, and you must tell me.''

``That's nonsense, Rachel. You can't know that I saw anybody.'' It may, however, be well to explain at once

the cause of Mrs Ray's hesitation, and that this may be done in the proper course, we will go back to her

journey to Exeter. All the incidents of her day may be told very shortly; but there was one incident in her day

which filled her with so much anxiety, and almost dismay, that it must be narrated.

On arriving at Exeter she got into an omnibus which would have taken her direct to Mr Goodall's office in the

Close; but she was minded to call at a shop in the High Street, and had herself put down at the corner of one

of those passages which lead from the High Street to the Close. She got down from the step of the vehicle,

very carefully, as is the wont with middleaged ladies from the country, and turned round to walk directly

into the shop; but before her, on the pavement, she saw Luke Rowan. He was standing close to her, so that it

was impossible that they should have pretended to miss seeing each other, even had they been so minded.

Any such pretence could have been impossible to Mrs Ray, and would have been altogether contrary to Luke

Rowan's nature. He had been coming out of the shop, and had been arrested at once by Mrs Ray's figure as he

saw it emerging from the door of the omnibus.

``How d'you do?'' said he, coming forward with outstretched hand, and speaking as though there was nothing

between him and Mrs Ray which required any peculiar word or tone.

``Oh, Mr Rowan! is this you?'' said she. ``Dear, dear! I'm sure I didn't expect to see you in Exeter.''

``I dare say not, Mrs Ray; and I didn't expect to see you. But the odd thing is I've come here about the same

business as you, though I didn't know anything about it till yesterday.''

``What business, Mr Rowan?''

``I've bought your cottages in Baslehurst.''

``No!''

``But I have, and I've paid for them too, and you're going this very minute to Mr Goodall to sign the deed of

sale. Isn't that true? So you see I know all about it.''

``Well, that is strange! Isn't it, now?''

``The fact is I must have a bit of land at Baslehurst for building. Tappitt will go on fighting; and as I don't

mean to be beaten, I'll have a place of my own there.''

``And you'll pull down the cottages?''

``If I don't pull him down first, so as to get the old brewery. I was obliged to buy your bit of ground now, as I

might not have been able to get any just when I wanted it. You've sold it a deal too cheap. You tell Mr

Goodall I say so.''

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``Does he? If it is so, I'm very glad of it. I only came down from London yesterday to finish this piece of

business, and I'm going back today.''

During all this time not a word had been said about Rachel. He had not even asked after her in the ordinary

way in which men ask after their ordinary acquaintance. He had not looked as though he were in the least

embarrassed in speaking to Rachel's mother, and now it seemed as though he were going away, as though all

had been said between them that he cared to say. Mrs Ray at the first moment had dreaded any special word;

but now, as he was about to leave her, she felt disappointed that no special word had been spoken. But he was

not as yet gone.

``I literally haven't a minute to spare,'' he said, offering her his hand for a second time; ``for I've two or three

people to see before I get to the train.''

``Goodbye,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Goodbye, Mrs Ray. I don't think I've been very well treated among you. I don't indeed. But I won't say any

more about that at present. Is she quite well?''

``Pretty well, thank you,'' said she, all of a tremble.

``I won't send her any message. As things are at present, no message would be of any service. Goodbye.'' And

so saying he went from her.

Mrs Ray at that moment had no time for making up her mind as to what she would do or say in consequence

of this meetingor whether she would do or say anything. She looked forward to all the leisure time of her

journey home for thinking of that; so she finished her shopping and hurried on to Mr Goodall's office without

resolving whether or no she would tell Rachel of the encounter. At Mr Goodall's she remained some little

time, dining at that gentleman's house as well as signing the deed, and asking questions about the gas

company. He had grateful recollections of kindnesses received from Mr Ray, and always exercised his

hospitality on those rare occasions which brought Mrs Ray up to Exeter. As they sat at table he asked

questions about the young purchaser of the property which somewhat perplexed Mrs Ray. Yes, she said, she

did know him. She had just met him in the street and heard his news. Young Rowan, she told her friend, had

been at the cottage more than once, but no mention had been made of his desire to buy these cottages. Was he

well spoken of in Baslehurst? Wellshe was so little in Baslehurst that she hardly knew. She had heard that

he had quarrelled with Mr Tappitt, and she believed that many had said that he was wrong in his quarrel. She

knew nothing of his property; but certainly had heard somebody say that he had gone away without paying

his debts. It may easily be conceived how miserable and ineffective she would be under this

crossexamination, although it was made by Mr Goodall without any allusion to Rachel.

``At any rate we have got our money,'' said Mr Goodall; ``and I suppose that's all we care about. But I should

say he's rather a harumscarum sort of fellow. Why he should leave his debts behind him I can't understand,

as he seems to have plenty of money.''

All this made Mrs Ray's task the more difficult. During the last two or three weeks she had been wishing that

she had not gone to Mr Comfortwishing that she had allowed Rachel to answer Rowan's letter in any terms

of warmest love that she might have chosenwishing, in fact, that she had permitted the engagement to go

on. But now she began again to think that she had been right. If this man were in truth a harumscarum

fellow was it not well that Rachel should be quit of himeven with any amount of present sorrow? Thinking

of this on her way back to Baslehurst she again made up her mind that Rowan was a wolf. But she had not

made up her mind as to what she would, or what she would not tell Rachel about the meeting, even when she

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would be of service.'' What had he meant by this? What purpose on his part did these words indicate? These

questions Mrs Ray had asked herself, but had failed to answer them.

But no resolution on Mrs Ray's part to keep the meeting secret would have been of avail, even had she made

such resolution. The fact would have fallen from her as easily as water falls from a sieve. Rachel would have

extracted from her the information, had she been ever so determined not to impart it. As things had turned out

she had at once given Rachel to understand that she had met someone in Exeter whom she had not expected

to meet.

``But, mamma, whom did you see except Mr Goodall?'' Rachel asked. ``I know you saw somebody and you

must tell me.''

``That's nonsense, Rachel; you can't know that I saw anybody.''

After that there was a pause for some moments, and then Rachel persisted in her inquiry. ``But, mamma, I do

know that you met somebody.'Then there was another pause.``Mamma, was it Mr Rowan?''

Mrs Ray stood convicted at once. Had she not spoken a word, the form of her countenance when the question

was asked would have answered it with sufficient clearness. But she did speak a word. ``Well; yes, it was Mr

Rowan. He had come down to Exeter on business.''

``And what did he say, mamma?''

``He didn't say anythingat least, nothing particular. It is he that has bought the cottages, and he had come

down from London about that. He told me that he wanted some ground near Baslehurst, because he couldn't

get the brewery.''

``And what else did he say, mamma?''

``I tell you that he said nothing else.''

``He didn'tdidn't mention me then?''

Mrs Ray had been looking away from Rachel during this conversationhad been purposely looking away

from her. But now there was a tone of agony in her child's voice which forced her to glance round. Ah me!

She beheld so piteous an expression of woe in Rachel's face that her whole heart was melted within her, and

she began to wish instantly that they might have Rowan back again with all his faults.

``Tell me the truth, mamma; I may as well know it.''

``Well, my dear, he didn't mention your name, but he did say a word about you.''

``What word, mamma?''

``He said he would send no message because it would be no good.''

``He said that, did he?''

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``No, mamma; he didn't mean quite that. I understand what he meant. As it is to be so, he was quite right. No

message could be of any use. It has been my own doing, and I have no right to blame him. Mamma, if you

don't mind, I think I'll go to bed.''

``My dear, you're wrong. I'm sure you're wrong. He didn't mean that.''

``Didn't he, mamma?'' And as she spoke a sad, weary, woebegone smile came over her facea smile so sad

and piteous that it went to her mother's heart more keenly than would have done any sound of sorrow, any

sobs, or wail of grief. ``But I think he did mean that, mamma. It's no good doubting or fearing any longer. It's

all over now.''

``And it has been my fault!''

``No, dearest. It has not been your fault, nor do I think that it has been mine. I think we'd better not talk of

faults. Ah dearI do wish he had never come here!''

``Perhaps it may be all well yet, Rachel.''

``Perhaps it mayin another world. It will never be well again for me in this. Goodnight, mamma. You must

never think that I am angry with you.''

Then she went upstairs, leaving Mrs Ray alone with her sorrow.

DOMESTIC POLITICS AT THE BREWERY

In the mean time things were not going on very pleasantly at the brewery, and Mr Tappitt was making

himself unpleasant in the bosom of his family. A lawsuit will sometimes make a man extremely pleasant

company to his wife and children. Even a losing lawsuit will sometimes do so, if he be well backed up in his

pugnacity by his lawyer, and if the matter of the battle be one in which he can take a delight to fight. ``Ah,'' a

man will say, ``though I spend a thousand pounds over it, I'll stick to him like a burr. He shan't shake me off.''

And at such times he is almost sure to be in a good humour, and in a generous mood. Then let his wife ask

him for money for a dinnerparty, and his daughters for new dresses. He has taught himself for the moment

to disregard money, and to think that he can sow fivepound notes broadcast without any inward pangs. But

such was by no means the case with Mr Tappitt. His lawyer Honyman was not backing him up; and as cool

reflection came upon him he was afraid of trusting his interests to those other men, Sharpit and Longfite. And

Mrs Tappitt, when cool reflection came on her, had begun to dread the ruin which it seemed possible that

terrible young man might inflict upon them. She had learned already, though Mrs Ray had not, how false had

been that report which had declared Luke Rowan to be frivolous, idle, and in debt. To her it was very

manifest that Honyman was afraid of the young man; and Honyman, though he might not be as keen as some

others, was at any rate honest. Honyman also thought that if the brewery were given up to Rowan that

thousand a year which had been promised would be paid regularly; and to this solution of the difficulty Mrs

Tappitt was gradually bending herself to submit as the best which an untoward fate offered to them.

Honyman himself had declared to her that Mr Tappitt, if he were well advised, would admit Rowan in as a

partner, on equal terms as regarded power and ultimate possession, but with that lion's share of the immediate

concern for himself which Rowan offered. But this she knew that Tappitt would not endure; and she knew,

also, that if she were brought to endure it for a while, it would ultimately lead to terrible sorrows. ``They

would be knocking each other about with the pokers, Mr Honyman,'' she had said; ``and where would the

custom be when that got into the newspapers?'' ``If I were Mr Tappitt, I would just let him have his own

way,'' Honyman had replied. ``That shows that you don't know Tappitt,'' had been Mrs Tappitt's rejoinder.

Nothe thousand a year and dignified retirement in a villa had recommended itself to Mrs Tappitt's mind.

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thousand a year would be forthcoming.

As to Tappitt himself, he was by no means so anxious to prolong the battle as he had been at the time of

Rowan's departure. His courage for fighting was not maintained by good backing. Had Honyman clapped

him on the shoulder and bade him put ready money in his purse, telling him that all would come out right

eventually, and that Rowan would be crushed, he would have gone about Baslehurst boasting loudly, and

would have been happy. Then Mrs T. and the girls would have had a merry time of it; and the Tappitts would

have come out of the contest with four or five hundred a year for life instead of the thousand now offered to

them, and nobody would have blamed anybody for such a result. But Honyman had not spirit for such

backing. In his dull, slow, droning way he had shaken his head and said that things were looking badly. Then

Tappitt had cursed and had sworn, and had half resolved to go to Sharpit and Longfite. Sharpit and Longfite

would have clapped him on the back readily enough, and have bade him put plenty of money in his purse.

But we may suppose that Fate did not intend the ruin of Tappitt, seeing that she did not make him mad

enough to seek the counsels of Sharpit and Longfite. Fate only made him very cross and unpleasant in the

bosom of his family. Looking out himself for some mode of escape from this terrible enemy that had come

upon him, he preferred the raising of the sum of money which would be necessary to buy off Rowan

altogether. Rowan had demanded ten thousand pounds, but Tappitt still thought that seven, or, at any rate,

eight thousand would do it.

``I don't think he'll take less than ten'', said Honyman, ``because his share is really worth as much as that.''

This was very provoking; and who can wonder that Tappitt was not pleasant company in his own house?

On the day after Mrs Ray's visit to Exeter, Tappitt, as was now his almost daily practice, made his way into

Mr Honyman's little back room, and sat there with his hat on, discussing his affairs.

``I find that Mr Rowan has bought those cottages of the widow Ray's,'' said Honyman.

``Nonsense!'' shouted Tappitt, as though such a purchase on Rowan's part was a new injury done to himself.

``Oh, but he has,'' said Honyman. ``There's not a doubt in life about it. If he does mean to build a new

brewery, it wouldn't be a bad place. You see it's out of the thoroughfare of the town, and yet, as one may say,

within a stone's throw of the High Street.''

I will not repeat Mr Tappitt's exclamation as he listened to these suggestions of his lawyer, but it was of a

nature to show that he had not heard the news with indifference.

``You see he's such a fellow that you don't know where to have him,'' continued Honyman. ``It's not only that

he don't mind ruining you, but he don't mind ruining himself either.''

``I don't believe he's got anything to lose.''

``Ah! that's where you're wrong. He has paid ready money for this bit of land to begin with, or Goodall would

never have let him have it. Goodall knows what he's about as well as any man.''

``And do you mean to tell me that he's going to put up buildings there at once?'' And Tappitt's face as he

asked the question would have softened the heart of any ordinary lawyer. But Honyman was one whom

nothing could harden and nothing soften.

``I don't know what he's going to put up, Mr Tappitt, and I don't know when. But I know this well enough;

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``If he had twenty thousand pounds, he'd lose it all.''

``That's very likely; but the question is, How would you fare in the mean time? If he hadn't this claim upon

you, of course you'd let him build what he liked, and only laugh at him.'' Then Mr Tappitt uttered another

exclamation, and pulling his hat tighter on his head, walked out of the lawyer's office and returned to the

brewery.

They dined at three o'clock at the brewery, and during dinner on this day the father of the family made

himself very disagreeable. He scolded the maidservant till the poor girl didn't know the spoons from the

forks. He abused the cook's performances till that valuable old retainer declared that if ``master got so

rumpageous he might suit hisself, the sooner the better; she didn't care how soon; she'd cooked victuals for

his betters and would again''. He snarled at his daughters till they perked up their faces and came silently to a

mutual agreement that they would not condescend to notice him further while he held on in his present mood.

And he replied to his wife's questionsquestions intended to be soothing and kindly conjugalin such a

tone that she determined to have it out with him before she allowed him to go to bed. ``She knew her duty'',

she said to herself, ``and she could stand a good deal. But there were some things she couldn't stand and some

things that weren't her duty.'' After dinner Tappitt took himself out at once to his office in the brewery, and

then, for the first time, saw the `` Baslehurst Gazette and Totnes Chronicle'' for that week. The `` Baslehurst

Gazette and Totnes Chronicle'' was an enterprising weekly newspaper, which had been originally intended to

convey on Sunday mornings to the inhabitants of South Devonshire the news of the past week, and the paper

still bore the dates of successive Sundays. But it had gradually pushed itself out into the light of its own

world before its own date, gaining first a night and then a day, till now, at the period of which I am speaking,

it was published on the Friday morning.

``You ought just to look at this,'' a burly old foreman had said, handing him the paper in question, with his

broad thumb placed upon a certain column. This foreman had known Bungall, and though he respected

Tappitt, he did not fear him. ``You should just look at this. Of course it don't amount to nothing; but it's as

well to see what folks say.'' And he handed the paper to his master, almost making a hole in it by screwing his

thumb on to the spot he wished to indicate.

Tappitt read the article, and his spirit was very bitter within him. It was a criticism on his own beer written in

no friendly tone. ``There is no reason'', said the article, ``why Baslehurst should be flooded with a liquor

which no Christian ought to be asked to drink. Baslehurst is as capable of judging good beer from bad as any

town in the British Empire. Let Mr Tappitt look to it, or some young rival will spring up beneath his feet and

seize from his brow the hopleaf wreath which Bungall won and wore.'' This attack was the more cruel

because the paper had originally been established by Bungall's money, and had, in old days, been altogether

devoted to the Bungall interest. That this paper should turn against him was very hard. But what else had he a

right to expect? It was known that he had promised his vote to the Jew candidate, and the paper in question

supported the Cornbury interest. A man that lives in a glass house should throw no stones. The brewer who

brews bad beer should vote for nobody.

But Tappitt would not regard this attack upon him in its proper political light. Every evil at present falling

upon him was supposed to come from his present enemy. ``It's that dirty underhand blackguard,'' he said to

the foreman.

``I don't think so, Mr Tappitt,'' said the foreman. ``I don't think so indeed.''

``But I tell you it is,'' said Tappitt, ``and I don't care what you think.''

``Just as you please, Mr Tappitt,'' said the foreman, who thereupon retired from the office, leaving his master

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It was a very bitter time for the poor brewer. He was one of those men whose spirit is not wanting to them

while the noise and tumult of contest are around them, but who cannot hold on by their own convictions in

the quiet hours. He could storm, and talk loud, and insist in his own way while men stood around him,

listening and perhaps admiring; but he was cowed when left by himself to think of things which seemed to be

adverse. What could he do, if those around him, who had known him all his life as those newspaper people

had known himwhat could he do if they turned against him, and talked of bad beer as Rowan had talked?

He was not man enough to stand up and face this new enemy unless he were backed by his old friends.

Honyman had told him that he would be beaten. How would it fare with him and his family if he were

beaten? As he sat in his little office, with his hat low down over his eyes, balancing himself on the hind legs

of his chair, he abused Honyman roundly. Had Honyman been possessed of wit, of skill, of professional

crafthad he been the master of any invention, all might have been well. But the attorney was a fool, an ass,

a coward. Might it not be that he was a knave? But luckily for Honyman, and luckily also for Mr Tappitt

himself, this abuse did not pass beyond the precincts of Tappitt's own breast. We all know how delightful is

the privilege of abusing our nearest friends after this fashion; but we generally satisfy ourselves with that

limited audience to which Mr Tappitt addressed himself on the present occasion.

In the mean time Mrs Tappitt was sitting upstairs in the brewery drawingroom with her daughters, and she

also was not happy in her mind. She had been snubbed, and almost browbeaten, at dinner time, and she also

had had a little conversation in private with Mr Honyman. She had been snubbed, and, if she did not look

well about her, she was going to be ruined. ``You mustn't let him go on with this lawsuit,'' Mr Honyman had

said. ``He'll certainly get the worst of it if he does, and then he'll have to pay double. She disliked Rowan

quite as keenly as did her husband, but she was fully alive to the folly of spiting Rowan by doing an injury to

her own face. She would speak to Tappitt that night very seriously, and in the meantime she turned the

Rowan controversy over in her own mind, endeavouring to look at it from all sides. It had never been her

custom to make critical remarks on their father's conduct to any of the girls except Martha; but on the present

great occasion she waived that rule, and discussed the family affairs in full female family conclave. ``I don't

know what's come over your papa,'' she began by saying. ``He seems quite beside himself today.''

``I think he is troubled about Mr Rowan and this lawsuit,'' said the sagacious Martha.

``Nasty man! I wish he'd never come near the place,'' said Augusta.

``I don't know that he's very nasty either,'' said Cherry. ``We all liked him when he was staying here.''

``But to be so false to papa!'' said Augusta. ``I call it swindling, downright swindling.''

``One should know and understand all about it before one speaks in that way,'' said Martha. ``I dare say it is

very vexatious to papa; but after all perhaps Mr Rowan may have some right on his side.''

``I don't know about right,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``I don't think he can have any right to come and set himself up

here in opposition, as one may say, to the very ghost of his own uncle. I agree with Augusta, and think it is a

very dirty thing to do.''

``Quite shameful,'' said Augusta, indignantly.

``But if he has got the law on his side'', continued Mrs Tappitt, ``it's no good your papa trying to go against

that. Where should we be if we were to lose everything and be told to pay more money than your papa has

got? It wouldn't be very pleasant to be turned out of the house.''

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``I declare, Cherry, I think you are in love with the man,'' said Augusta.

``If I ain't I know who was,'' said Cherry.

``As for love,'' said Mrs Tappitt, ``we all know who is in love with himnasty little sly minx! In the whole

matter nothing makes me so angry as to think that she should have come here to our dance.''

``That was Cherry's doing,'' said Augusta. This remark Cherry noticed only by a grimace addressed specially

to her sister. A battle in Rachel's favour under present circumstances would have been so losing an affair that

Cherry had not pluck enough to adventure it on her friend's behalf.

``But the question iswhat are we to do about the lawsuit?'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``It is easy to see from your

papa's manner that he is very much harassed. He won't admit him as a partnerthat's certain.''

``Oh dear! I should hope not,'' said Augusta.

``That's all very well,'' said Martha; ``but if the a young man can prove his right, he must have it. Mamma, do

you know what Mr Honyman says about it?''

``Yes, my dear, I do.'' Mrs Tappitt's manner became very solemn, and the girls listened with all their ears.

``Yes, my dear, I do. Mr Honyman thinks your father should give way.''

``And take him in as a partner?'' said Augusta. ``Papa has got that spirit that he couldn't do it.''

``It doesn't follow that your papa should take Mr Rowan in as a partner because he gives up the lawsuit. He

might pay him the money that he asks.''

``But has he got it?'' demanded Martha.

``Besides, it's such a deal; isn't it?'' said Augusta.

``Or,'' continued Mrs Tappitt, ``your papa might accept his offer by retiring with a very handsome income for

us all. Your papa has been in business for a great many years, working like a galleyslave. Nobody knows

how he has toiled and moiled, except me. It isn't any joke being a brewerand having it all on himself as he

has had. And if young Rowan ever begins it, I wish him joy of it.''

``But would he pay the income?'' Martha asked.

``Mr Honyman says that he would; and if he did not, there would be the property to fall back upon.''

``And where should we live?'' said Cherry.

``That can't be settled quite yet. It must be somewhere near, so that your papa might keep an eye on the

concern, and know that it was going all right. Perhaps Torquay would be the best place.''

``Torquay would be delicious,'' said Cherry.

``And would that man come and live at the brewery?'' said Augusta.

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``And bring Rachel Ray with him as his wife?'' said Cherry.

``He'll never do that,'' said Mrs Tappitt with energy.

``Never; never!'' said Augustawith more energy. In this way the large and influential feminine majority of

the family at the brewery was brought round to look at one of the propositions made by Rowan without

disfavour. It was not that that young man's sins had been in any degree forgiven, but that they all perceived,

with female prudence, that it would be injudicious to ruin themselves because they hated him. And then to

what lady living in a dingy brick house, close adjoining to the smoke and smells of beerbrewing, would not

the idea of a marine villa at Torquay be delicious? None of the family, not even Mrs Tappitt herself, had ever

known what annual profit had accrued to Mr T. as the reward of his life's work. But they had been required to

live in a modest, homely wayas though that annual profit had not been great. Under the altered

circumstances, as now proposed, they would all know that papa had a thousand a year to spendand what

might not be done at Torquay with a thousand a year? Before Mr Tappitt came home for the eveningwhich

he did not do on that day till past ten, having been detained, by business, in the bar of the Dragon Innthey

had all resolved that the combined ease and dignity of a thousand a year should be accepted.

Mr Tappitt was still perturbed in spirit when he took himself to the marital chamber. What had been the

nature of the business which had detained him at the bar of the Dragon he did not condescend to say, but it

seemed to have been of a nature not well adapted to smooth his temper. Mrs Tappitt perhaps guessed what

that business had been; but if so, she said nothing of the subject in direct words. One little remark she did

make, which may perhaps have had allusion to that business.

``Bah!'' she exclaimed, as Mr Tappitt came near her; ``if you must smoke at all, I wish to goodness you'd

smoke good tobacco.''

``So I do,'' said Tappitt, turning round to her sharply. ``It's best mixed bird'seye. As if you could know the

difference, indeed!''

``So I do, T. I know the difference very well. It's all poison tomeabsolute poisonas you're very well

aware. But that filthy strong stuff that you've taken to lately, is enough to kill anybody.''

``I haven't taken to any filthy strong stuff,'' said Tappitt.

This was the beginning of that evening's conversation. I am inclined to think that Mrs Tappitt had made her

calculations and had concluded that she could put forth her coming observations more efficaciously by

having her husband in bad humour, than she could, if she succeeded in coaxing him into a good humour. I

think that she made the above remarks, not solely because the fumes of tobacco were distasteful to her, but

because the possession of a grievance might give her an opportunity of commencing the forthcoming debate

with some better amount of justified indignation on her own side. It was not often that she begrudged Tappitt

his pipe, or made illnatured remarks about his gin and water.

``T.,'' she said, when Tappitt had torn off his coat in some anger at the allusion to ``filthy strong stuff,'``T.

what do you mean to do about this lawsuit?''

``I don't mean to do anything.''

``That's nonsense, T.; you must do something, you know. What does Mr Honyman say?''

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``Nonsense, T.; he's not a fool. Or if he is, why have you let him manage your affairs so long? But I don't

believe he's a fool at all. I believe he knows what he's talking about, quite as well as some others, who

pretend to be so clever. As to your going to Sharpit and Longfite, it's quite out of the question.''

``Who's talking of going to them?''

``You did talk of it.''

``No I didn't. You heard me mention their names; but I never said that I should go to them at all. I almost

wish I had.''

``Now, T., don't talk in that way, or you'll really put me beside myself.''

``I don't want to talk of it at all. I only want to go to bed.''

``But we must talk of it, T. It's all very well for you to say you don't want to talk of things; but what is to

become of me and my girls if everything goes astray at the brewery? You can't expect me to sit by quiet and

see you ruined.''

``Who talks about my being ruined?''

``Well, I believe all Baslehurst pretty well is talking about it. If a man will go on with a lawsuit when his own

lawyer says he oughtn't, what else can come to him but ruin?''

``You don't know anything about it. I wish you'd hold your tongue, and let me go to bed.''

``I do know something about it, Mr Tappitt; and I won't hold my tongue. It's all very well for you to bid me

hold my tongue; but am I to sit by and see you ruined, and the girls left without a bit to eat or a thing to wear?

Goodness knows I've never thought much about myself. Nobody will ever say that of me. But it has come to

this, T.; that something must be settled about Rowan's claim. If he hasn't got justice, he's got law on his side;

and he seems to be one of those who don't care much as long as he's got that. If you ask me, T.''

``But I didn't ask you,'' said Tappitt.

Tappitt never actually succumbed in these matrimonial encounters, and would always maintain courage for a

sharp word, even to the last.

``No, I know you didn'tand more shame to you, not to consult the wife of your bosom and the mother of

your children, when such an affair as this has to be settled. But if you think I'm going to hold my tongue,

you're mistaken. I know very well how things are going. You must either let this young man come in as a

partner''

``I'll be''

Tappitt would not have disgraced himself by such an exclamation in his wife's bedroom as he then used if his

business in the bar of the Dragon had been legitimate.

``Very well, sir. I say nothing about the coarseness of your language on the present occasion, though I might

say a great deal if I pleased. But if you don't choose to have him for a partnerwhy then you must do

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``Of course I must.''

``Exactlyand therefore the only thing is for you to take the offer of a thousand a year that he has made.

Now, T., don't begin cursing and swearing again, because you know that can't do any good. Honyman says

that he'll pay the incomeand if he don'tif he gets into arrear with it, then you can come down upon him

and turn him out. Think how you'd like that! You've only just to keep a little ready money by you, so that

you'll have something for six months or so, if he should get into arrear.''

``And I'm to give up everything myself?''

``No, T.; you would not give up anything; quite the other way. You would have every comfort found you that

any man can possibly want. You can't go on at it always, toiling and moiling as you're doing now. It's quite

dreadful for a man never to have a moment to himself at your time of life, and of course it must tell on any

constitution if it's kept up too long. You're not the man you were, T.; and of course you couldn't expect it.''

``Oh, bother!''

``That's all very well; but it's my duty to see these things, and to think of them, and to speak of them too.

Where should I be, and the girls, if you was hurried into your grave by working too hard?'' Mrs Tappitt's

voice, as this terrible suggestion fell from her, was almost poetic, through the depth of its solemnity. ``Do you

think I don't know what it is that takes you to the Dragon so late at night?''

``I don't go to the Dragon late at night.''

``I'm not finding fault, T.; and you needn't answer me so sharp. It's only natural you should want something

to sustain you after such slavery as you have to go through. I'm not unreasonable. I know very well what a

man is, and what it is he can do, and what he can't. It would be all very well your going on if you had a

partner you could trust.''

``Nothing on earth shall induce me to carry on with that fellow.''

``And therefore you ought to take him at his word and retire. It would be the gentlemanlike thing to do. Of

course you'd have the power of going over and seeing that things was straight. And if we was living

comfortable at some genteel place, such as Torquay or the like, of course you wouldn't want to be going out

to Dragons every evening then. I shouldn't wonder if, in two or three years, you didn't find yourself as strong

as ever again.''

Tappitt, beneath the clothes, insisted that he was strong; and made some virile remark in answer to that

further allusion to the Dragon. He by no means gave way to his wife, or uttered any word of assent; but the

lady's scheme had been made known to him; the ice had been broken; and Mrs Tappitt, when she put out the

candle, felt that she had done a good evening's work.

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Another fortnight went by, and still nothing further was heard at Bragg's End from Luke Rowan. Much was

heard of him in Baslehurst. It was soon known by everybody that he had bought the cottages; and there was a

widelyspread and wellcredited rumour that he was going to commence the necessary buildings for a new

brewhouse at once. Nor were these tidings received by Baslehurst with all that horrorwith that loud

clamour of indignationwhich Tappitt conceived to be due to them. Baslehurst, I should say, as a whole,

received the tidings with applause. Why should not Bungall's nephew carry on a brewery of his own?

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Tappitt beer were to be heard in all barrooms, and were reechoed with vehemence in the kitchens of the

Baslehurst aristocracy.

``It ain't beer,'' said Dr Harford's cook, who had come from the midland counties, and knew what good beer

was. ``It's a nasty muddle of stuff, not fit for any Christian who has to earn her victuals over a kitchen fire.''

It came to pass speedily that Luke Rowan was expected to build a new brewery, and that the event of the first

brick was looked for with anxious expectation. And that false report which had spread itself through

Baslehurst respecting him and his debts had taken itself off. It had been banished by a contrary report; and

there now existed in Baslehurst a very general belief that Rowan was a man of meansof very considerable

meansa man of substantial capital, whom to have settled in the town would be very beneficial to the

community. That false statement as to the bill at Griggs's had been sifted, and the truth made knownand

somewhat to the disgrace of the Tappitt faction. The only article supplied by Griggs to Rowan's order had

been the champagne consumed at Tappitt's supper, and for this Rowan had paid ready money within a week

of the transaction. It was Mrs Cornbury who discovered all this, and who employed means for making the

truth known in Baslehurst. This truth also became known at last to Mrs Raybut of what avail was it then?

She had desired her daughter to treat the young man as a wolf, and as a wolf he had been hounded off from

her little sheepcot. She heard now that he was expected back at Baslehurstthat he was a wealthy man; that

he was thought well of in the town; that he was going to do great things. With what better possible husband

could any young woman have been blessed? And yet she had turned him away from her cottage as though he

had been a wolf!

It was from Mrs Sturt that Mrs Ray first learned the truth. Mr Sturt was a tenant on the Cornbury estate, and

Mrs Sturt was of course well known to Mrs Cornbury. That lady, when she had sifted to the bottom the story

of Griggs's bill, and had assured herself that Rowan was by no means minded to surrender his interest in

Baslehurst, determined that the truth should be made known to Mrs Ray. But she was not willing to call on

Mrs Ray herself, nor did she wish to present herself before Rachel at the cottage, unless she could bring with

her some more substantial comfort than could be afforded by simple evidence as to Rowan's good character.

She therefore took herself to Mrs Sturt, and discussed the matter with her.

``I suppose she does care about him,'' said Mrs Cornbury, sitting in Mrs Sturt's little parlour that opened out

upon the kitchen garden. Mrs Sturt was also seated, leaning on the corner of the table, with the sleeves of her

gown tucked up, ready for work when the Squire's lady should be gone, but very willing to postpone her

work as long as the Squire's lady would stay and gossip with her.

``Oh! that she do, Mrs Butlerin her heart of hearts. If I know anything of true love, she do love that young

man.''

``And he did offer to her? There can be no doubt about that, I suppose.''

``Not a doubt on earth, Mrs Butler. She never told me so outrightnor yet didn't her motherbut if he

didn't, I'll give my head for a cream cheese. Laws love you, Mrs Butler, I know what's what well enough. I

know when a girl's wild and flighty, and thinks of things as she oughtn'tand I know when she's proper

behaved, and gives a young man encouragement only when it becomes her.''

``Of course you do, Mrs Sturt.''

``It isn't for me, Mrs Butler, to say anything against your papa. Nobody can have more respect for their

clergyman than Sturt has and I; and before it was all settled like, Sturt never had a word with Mr Comfort

about tithes; but, Mrs Butler, I think your papa was wrong here. As far as I can learn, it was he that told Mrs

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``Papa meant it for the best. There were strange things said about him, you know.''

``I never believes one word of what I hears, and never will. People are such liars; bean't they, Mrs Butler?

And I didn't believe a word again him. He's as fine a young man as you'd wish to see in a hundred years, and

of course that goes a long way with a young woman. Well, Mrs Butler, I'll tell Mrs Ray what you say, but I'm

afeard it's too late; I'm afeard it is. He's of a stubborn sort, I think. He's one of them that says, `If you will not

when you may, when you will you shall have nay''.''

Mrs Cornbury still entertained hope that the stubbornness of the stubborn man might be overcome; but as to

that she said nothing to Mrs Sturt.

Mrs Sturt, with what friendly tact she possessed, made her communication to Mrs Ray, but it may be doubted

whether more harm than good was not thus done. ``And he didn't owe a shilling then?'' asked Mrs Ray.

``Not a shilling,'' said Mrs Sturt.

``And he is going to come back to Baslehurst about this brewery business?''

``There's not a doubt in life about that,'' answered Mrs Sturt. If these tidings could have come in time they

would have been very salutary; but what was Mrs Ray to do with them now? She felt that she could not

honestly withhold them from Rachel; and yet she knew not how to tell them without adding to Rachel's

misery. It was very improbable that Rachel should hear anything about Rowan from other lips than her own.

It was clear that Mrs Sturt did not intend to speak to her, and also clear that Mrs Sturt expected that Mrs Ray

would do so.

Rachel's demeanour at this time was cause of great sorrow to Mrs Ray. She never smiled. She sought no

amusement. She read no books. She spoke but little, and when she did speak her words were hard and cold,

and confined almost entirely to household affairs. Her mother knew that she was not ill, because she ate and

drank and worked. Even Dorothea must have been satisfied with the amount of needlework which she

produced in these days. But though not ill, she was thin and pale, and unlike herself. But perhaps of all the

signs which her mother watched so carefully, the signs which tormented her most were those everpresent

lines on her daughter's foreheadlines which Mrs Ray had now learned to read correctly, and which

indicated some settled inward purpose, and an inward resolve that that purpose should become the subject of

no outward discussion. Rachel had formerly been everything to her motherher friend, her minister, her

guide, her great comfortthe subject on which could be lavished all the soft tenderness of her nature, the

loving object to whom could be addressed all the little innocent petulances of her life. But now Mrs Ray did

not dare to be either tender with Rachel, or petulant. She hardly dared to speak to her on subjects that were

not indifferent. On this matter of Luke Rowan she did not dare to speak to her. Rachel never upbraided her

with wordshad never spoken one word of reproach. But every moment of their passing life was an

unspoken reproach, so severe and heavy that the poor mother hardly knew how to bear the burden of her

fault.

As Mrs Ray became more afraid of her younger daughter she became less afraid of the elder. This was

occasioned partly, no doubt, by the absence of Mrs Prime from the cottage. When there she only came as a

visitor; and no visitor to a house can hold such dominion there as may be held by a domestic tyrant, present at

all meals, and claiming an ascendancy in all conversations. But it arose in part also from the overwhelming

solicitude which filled Mrs Ray's heart from morning to night, as she watched poor Rachel in her misery. Her

bowels yearned towards her child, and she longed to give her relief with an excessive longing. Had the man

been a very wolf indeedsuch were her feelings at presentI think that she would have welcomed him to

the cottage. In ordering his repulse she had done a deed of which she had by no means anticipated the

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could she do to relieve that oppressed one! So thoroughly did this desire override all others in her breast, that

she would snub Mrs Prime without dreading or even thinking of the consequences. Her only hopes and her

only fears at the present moment had reference to Rachel. Had Rachel proposed to her that they should both

start off to London and there search for Luke Rowan, I doubt whether she would have had the heart to decline

the journey.

In these days Mrs Prime came to the cottage regularly twice a weekon Wednesdays and Saturdays. On

Wednesdays she came after tea, and on Saturday she drank tea with her mother. On these occasions much

was, of course, said as to the prospect of her marriage with Mr Prong. Nothing was as yet settled, and Rachel

had concluded, in her own mind, that there would be no such wedding. As to Mrs Ray's opinion, she, of

course, thought there would be a wedding or that there would not, in accordance with the last words spoken

by Mrs Prime to herself on the occasion of that special conversation.

``She'll never give up her money,'' Rachel had said, ``and he'll never marry her unless she does.''

Mrs Prime at this period acknowledged to her mother that she was not happy.

``I want'', said she, ``to do what's right. But it's not always easy to find out what is right.''

``That's very true,'' said Mrs Ray, thinking that there were difficulties in the affairs of other people quite as

embarrassing as those of which Mrs Prime complained.

``He says'', continued the younger widow, ``that he wants nothing for himself, but that it is not fitting that a

married woman should have a separate income.''

``I think he's right there,'' said Mrs Ray.

``I quite believe what he says about himself,'' said Mrs Prime. ``It is not that he wants my money for the

money's sake, but that he chooses to dictate to me how I shall use it.''

``So he ought if he's to be your husband,'' said Mrs Ray.

These conversations usually took place in Rachel's absence. When Mrs Prime came Rachel would remain

long enough to say a word to her, and on the Saturdays would pour out the tea for her and would hand to her

the breadandbutter with the courtesy due to a visitor; but after that she would take herself to her own

bedroom, and only come down when Mrs Prime had prepared herself for going. At last, on one of these

evenings, there came a proposition from Mrs Prime, that she should return to the cottage, and live again with

her mother and sister. She had not said that she had absolutely rejected Mr Prong, but she spoke of her return

as though it had become expedient because the cause of her going away had been removed. Very little had

been said between her and her mother about Rachel's love affair, nor was Mrs Prime inclined to say much

about it now; but so much as that she did say: ``No doubt it's all over now about that young man, and

therefore, if you like it. I don't see why I shouldn't come back.''

``I don't at all know about it's being all over,'' said Mrs Ray, in a hurried quick tone, and as she spoke she

blushed with emotion.

``But I suppose it is, mother. From all that I can hear he isn't thinking of her; and I don't suppose he ever did

much.''

``I don't know what he's thinking about, Dorothea; and I ain't sure that there's any good talking about it.

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``If I did, mother, it needn't prevent my coming here for a month or two first. It wouldn't be quite yet

certainlyif at all. And I thought that perhaps, if I am going to settle myself in that way, you'd be glad that

we should be altogether again for a little while.''

``So I should, Dorotheaof course. I have never wanted to be divided from my children. Your going away

was your own doing, not mine. I'm sure it made me so wretched I didn't know what to do at the time. Only

other things have come since, that have pretty nearly put all that out of my mind.''

``But you can't think I was wrong to go when I felt it to be right.''

``I don't know how that may be,'' said Mrs Ray. ``If you thought it right to go I suppose you were right to go;

but perhaps you shouldn't have had such thoughts.''

``Well, mother, we won't go back to that.''

``No; we won't, if you please.''

``This at any rate is certain, that Rachel, in departing from our usual ways of life, has brought great

unhappiness upon herself. I'm afraid she is thinking of this young man now more than she ought to do.''

``Of course she is thinking of him. Why should she not think of him?''

``Why, mother! Surely it cannot be good that any a girl should think of a man who thinks nothing of her!''

Then Mrs Ray spoke outas perhaps she had never spoken before.

``What right have you to say that he thinks nothing of her? Who can tell? He did think of heras honestly as

any man ever thought of the woman he wished to mate with. He came to her fairly, and asked her to be his

wife. What can any man do more by a girl than that? And she didn't say a word to him to encourage him till

those she had a right to look to had encouraged him too. So she didn't. And I don't believe any woman ever

had a child that behaved better, or truer, or more maidenly than she has done. And I was a fool, and worse

than a fool, when I allowed anyone to have an evil thought of her for a moment.

``Do you mean me, mother?''

``I don't mean anybody except myself; so I don't.'' Mrs Ray as she spoke was weeping bitterly, and rubbing

the tears from her red eyes with her apron. ``I've behaved like a fool to herworse than a fooland I've

broken her heart. Not think of him! How's a girl not to think of a man day and night when she loves him

better than herself? Think of him! She'll think of him till she's in her grave. She'll think of him till she's past

all other thinking. I hate such cruelty, and I hate myself for having been cruel. I shall never forgive myself,

the longest day I have to live.''

``You only did your duty, mother.''

``No; I didn't do my duty at all. It can't be a mother's duty to break her child's heart and to be set against her

by what anybody else can say. She was ever and always the best child that ever lived; and she came away

from him, and strove to banish him from her thoughts, and wouldn't own to herself that she cared for him the

least in the world, till he'd come here and spoken out straight, like a man as he is. I tell you what, Dorothea.

I'd go to London, on my knees to him, if I could bring him back to her! I would. And if he comes here, I will

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``Oh, mother!''

``I know he loves her. He's not one of your inconstant ones that take up with a girl for a week or so and then

forget her. But she has offended him, and he's stubborn. She has offended him at my bidding, and it's my

doingand I'd humble myself in the dust to bring him back to herso I would. Never tell me of her not

thinking of him. I tell you, Dorothea, she'll think of him always; not because she has loved him, but because

she has been brought to confess her love.''

Mrs Ray was so strong in her mingled passion and grief, that Mrs Prime made no attempt to rebuke her. The

daughter was indeed quelled by her mother's vehemence, and felt that for the present the subject of Rachel's

love and Rachel's lover was not a fitting one for the exercise of her own talents as a preacher. The tragedy

had progressed beyond the reach of her preaching. Mrs Ray protested that Rachel had been right throughout,

and that she herself had been wrong only when she had opposed Rachel's wishes. Such a view of the matter

was altogether at variance with that entertained by Mrs Prime, who was still of opinion that young people

shouldn't be allowed to please themselves, and who feared the approach of any lover who came with lute in

hand, and with light, soft, loving, worldly words. Men and women, according to her theory, were right to

marry and have children; but she thought that such marriages should be contracted not only in a solemn spirit,

but with a certain dinginess of solemnity, with a painstaking absence of mirth, that would divest love of its

worldly alloy. Rachel had gone about her business in a different spirit, and it may almost be said that Mrs

Prime rejoiced that she had failed. She did not believe in broken hearts; she did believe in the efficacy of

chastisement; and she thought that on the whole the present state of affairs would be beneficial to her sister.

Had she been possessed of sufficient power she would now, on this occasion, have preached her sermon

again as she had preached it before; but her mother's passion had overcome her, and she was unable to

express her convictions.

``I hope that she will be better soon,'' she said.

``I hope she will,'' said Mrs Ray.

At this moment Rachel came down from her own room and joined them in the parlour. She came in with that

same look of sad composure on her face, as though she was determined to speak nothing of her thoughts to

anyone, and sat herself down near to her sister. In doing so, however, she caught a glimpse of her mother's

face, and saw that she had been cryingsaw, indeed, that she was still crying at that moment.

``Mamma,'' she said, ``what is the matterhas anything happened?''

``No, dear, nothingnothing has happened.''

``But you would not cry for nothing. What is it, Dolly?''

``We have been talking,'' said Dorothea. ``Things in this world are not so pleasant in themselves that they can

always be spoken of without tearseither outward tears or inward. People are too apt to think that there is no

true significance in their words when they say that this world is a vale of tears.''

``All the same. I don't like to see mamma crying like that.''

``Don't mind it, Rachel,'' said Mrs Ray. ``If you will not regard me I shall be better soon.''

``I was saying that I thought I would come back to the cottage,'' said Mrs Prime; ``that is, if mother likes it.''

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``There were other things arose out of my saying so.'' Then Rachel asked no further questions, but sat silent

waiting till her sister should go.

``Of course we shall be very glad to have you back again if it suits you to come,'' said Mrs Ray. ``I don't think

it at all nice that a family should be dividedthat is, as long as they are the same family.'' Having received so

much encouragement with reference to her proposed return, Mrs Prime took her departure and walked back to

Baslehurst.

For some minutes after they had been so left, neither Mrs Ray nor Rachel spoke. The mother sat rocking

herself in her chair, and the daughter remained motionless in the seat which she had taken when she first

came into the room. Their faces were not turned to each other, but Rachel was so placed that she could watch

her mother without being observed. Every now and again Mrs Ray would put her hand up to her eyes to

squeeze away the tears, and a low gurgling sound would come from her, as though she were striving without

success to repress her sobs. She had thought that she would speak to Rachel when Mrs Prime was gonethat

she would confess her error in having sent Rowan away, and implore her child to pardon her and to love her

once again. It was not, however, that she doubted Rachel's lovethat she feared that Rachel was casting her

out from her heart, or that she was learning to hate her. She knew well enough that her child still loved her. It

was thisthat her life had become barren to her, cold, and altogether tasteless without those thousand little

signs of everpresent affection to which she had been accustomed. If it was to be always thus between them,

what would the world be to her for the remainder of her days? She could have borne to part with Rachel, had

Rachel married, as in parting with her she would have looked forward to some future return of her girl's

caresses; and in such case she would at least have felt that her loss had come from no cessation of the sweet

loving nature of their mutual connection. She would have wept as she gave Rachel over to a husband, but her

tears would have been sweet as well as bitter. But there was nothing of sweetness in her tears as she shed

them nownothing of satisfaction in her sorrow. If she could get Rachel to talk with her freely on the

matter, if she could find an opportunity for confessing herself to have been wrong, might it not be that the

soft caresses would be restored to hercaresses that would be soft, though moistened with salt tears? But she

feared to speak to her child. She knew that Rachel's face was still hard and stern, and that her voice was not

the voice of other days. She knew that her daughter brooded over the injury that had been done to

herthough she knew also that no accusation was made, even in the girl's own bosom, against herself. She

thoroughly understood the state of Rachel's mind, but she was unable to find the words that might serve to

soften it.

``I suppose we may as well go to bed,'' she said at last, giving the matter up, at any rate for that evening.

``Mamma, why were you crying when I came into the room?'' said Rachel.

``Was I crying, my dear?''

``You are crying still, mamma. Is it I that make you unhappy?''

Mrs Ray was anxious to declare that the reverse of that was truethat it was she who had made the other

unhappy; but even now she could not find the words in which to say this. ``No,'' she said; ``it isn't you. It isn't

anybody. I believe it's true what Mr Comfort has told us so often when he's preaching. It's all vanity and

vexation. There isn't anything to make anybody happy. I suppose I cry because I'm foolisher than other

people. I don't know that anybody is happy. I'm sure Dorothea is not, and I'm sure you ain't.''

``I don't want you to be unhappy about me, mamma.''

``Of course you don't. I know that. But how can I help it when I see how things have gone? I tried to do for

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got as far as that, and bursting out into a flood of tears, hid her face in her apron.

Rachel still kept her seat, and her face was still hard and unmoved. Her mother did not see it; she did not dare

to look upon it; but she knew that it was so; she knew her daughter would have been with her, close to her,

embracing her, throwing her arms round her, had that face relented. But Rachel still kept her chair, and Mrs

Ray sobbed aloud.

``I wish I could be a comfort to you, mamma,'' Rachel said after another pause, ``but I do not know how. I

suppose in time we shall get over this, and things will be as they used to be.''

``They'll never be to me as they used to be before he came to Baslehurst,'' said Mrs Ray, through her tears.

``At any rate that is not his fault,'' said Rachel, almost angrily. ``Whoever may have done wrong, no one has a

right to say that he has done wrong.''

``I'm sure I never said so. It is I that have done wrong,'' exclaimed Mrs Ray. ``I know it all now, and I wish

I'd never asked anybody but just my own heart. I didn't mean to say anything against him, and I don't think it.

I'm sure I liked him as I never liked any young man the first time of seeing him, that night he came out here

to tea; and I know that what they said against him was all false. So I do.''

``What was all false, mamma?''

``About his going away in debt, and being a ne'erdowell, and about his going away from Baslehurst and

not coming back any more. Everybody has a good word for him now.''

``Have they, mamma?'' said Rachel. And Mrs Ray learned in a moment, from the tone of her daughter's

voice, that a change had come over her feeling. She asked her little question with something of the softness of

her old manner, with something of the longing loving wishfulness which used to make so many of her

questions sweet to her mother's ears. ``Have they, mamma?''

``Yes they have, and I believe it was those wicked people at the brewery who spread the reports about him.

As for owing anybody money, I believe he's got plenty. Of course he has, or how could he have bought our

cottages and paid for them all in a minute? And I believe he'll come back and live at Baslehurst; so I do;

only''

``Only what, mamma?''

``If he's not to come back to you I'd rather that he never showed his face here again.''

``He won't come to me, mamma. Had he meant it, he would have sent me a message.''

``Perhaps he meant that he wouldn't send the message till he came himself,'' said Mrs Ray.

But she made the suggestion in a voice so full of conscious doubt that Rachel knew that she did not believe in

it herself.

``I don't think he means that, mamma. If he did why should he keep me in doubt? He is very true and very

honest, but I think he is very hard. When I wrote to him in that way after accepting the love he had offered

me, he was angered, and felt that I was false to him. He is very honest, but I think he must be very hard.''

``I can't think that if he loved you he would be so hard as that.''


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``Men are different from women, I suppose. I feel about him that whatever he might do I should forgive it.

But then I feel, also, that he would never do anything for me to forgive.''

``I'll never forgive him, never, if he doesn't come back again.''

``Don't say that, mamma. You've no right even to be angry with him, because it was we who told him that

there was to be no engagementafter I had promised him.''

``I didn't think he'd take you up so at the first word,'' said Mrs Rayand then there was again silence for a

few minutes.

``Mamma,'' said Rachel.

``Well, Rachel.''

Mrs Ray was still rocking her chair, and had hardly yet repressed that faint gurgling sound of halfcontrolled

sobs.

``I am so glad to hear you say that yourespect him, and don't believe of him what people have said.''

``I don't believe a word bad of him, except that he oughtn't to take huff in that way at one word that a girl

says to him. He ought to have known that you couldn't write just what letter you liked, as he could.''

``We won't say anything more about that. But as long as you don't think him bad''

``I don't think him bad. I don't think him bad at all. I think him very good. I'd give all I have in the world to

bring him back again. So I would.''

``Dear mamma!''

And now Rachel moved away from her chair and came up to her mother.

``And I know it's been all my fault. Oh, my child, I am so unhappy! I don't get half an hour's sleep at night

thinking of what I have doneI, that would have given the very blood out of my veins to make you happy.''

``No, mamma; it wasn't you.''

``Yes, it was. I'd no business going away to other people after I had told him he might come here. You who

had always been so good too!''

``You mustn't say again that you wish he hadn't come here.''

``Oh! but I do wish it, because then he would have been nothing to you. I do wish he hadn't ever come, but

now I'd do anything to bring him back again. I believe I'll go to him and tell him that it was my doing.''

``No, mamma, you won't do that.''

``Why should I not? I don't care what people say. Isn't your happiness everything to me?''

``But I shouldn't take him if he came in that way. What! beg him to come and have compassion on me, as if I

couldn't live without him! No, mother; that wouldn't do. I do love him. I do love him. I sometimes think I


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cannot live without his love. I sometimes feel as though stories about broken hearts might be true. But I

wouldn't have him in that way. How could he love me afterwards, when I was his wife? But, mamma, we'll

be friends againshall we not? I've been so unhappy that you should have thought ill of him!''

That night the mother and daughter shared the same bed together, and Mrs Ray was able to sleep. She would

not confess to herself that her sorrow had been lightened, because nothing had been said or done to lessen

that of her daughter; but on the morrow Rachel came and hovered round her again, and the bitterness of Mrs

Ray's grief was removed.

THE ELECTION AT BASLEHURST

Towards the end of September the day of the election arrived, and with it arrived Luke Rowan at Baslehurst.

The vacancy had been occasioned by the acceptance of the then sitting member of that situation under the

crown which is called the stewardship of the manor of Helpholme. In other words an old gentleman who had

done his life's work retired and made room for someone more young and active. The old member had kept his

seat till the end of the session, just leaving time for the moving for a new writ, and now the election was

about to be held, almost at the earliest day possible. It had been thought that a little reflection would induce

the Baslehurst people to reject the smiles of the Jew tailor from London, and therefore as little time for

reflection was given to them as possible. The wealth, the Liberal politics, the generosity, and the successes of

Mr Hart were dinned into their ears by a succession of speeches, and by an overpowering flight of enormous

posters; and then the Jewish hero, the tailor himself, came among them, and astonished their minds by the

ease and volubility of his speeches. He did not pronounce his words with any of those soft slushy Judaic

utterances by which they had been taught to believe he would disgrace himself. His nose was not hookey,

with any especial hook, nor was it thicker at the bridge than was becoming. He was a dapper little man, with

bright eyes, quick motion, ready tongue, and a very new hat. It seemed that he knew well how to canvass. He

had a smile and a good word for allenemies as well as friends. The task of abusing the Cornbury party he

left to his committee and backers. He spent a great deal of moneythrowing it away in every direction in

which he could do so, without laying himself open to the watchful suspicion of the other side. He ate and

drank like a Christian, and only laughed aloud when some true defender of the Protestant faith attempted to

scare him away out of the streets by carrying a gammon of bacon up on high. Perhaps his strength as a

popular candidate was best shown by his drinking a pint of Tappitt's beer in the little parlour behind the bar at

the Dragon.

``He beats me there,'' said Butler Cornbury, when he heard of that feat.

But the action was a wise one. The question as to Tappitt's brewery and Tappitt's beer was running high at

Baslehurst, and in no stronger way could Mr Hart have bound to him the Tappitt faction than by swallowing

in public that pint of beer. ``Let me have a small glass of brandy at once,'' said Mr Hart to his servant, having

retired to his room immediately after the performance of the feat. His constitution was good, and I may as

well at once declare that before half an hour had passed over his head he was again himself, and at his work.

The question of Tappitt's beer and Tappitt's brewery was running high in Baslehurst, and had gotten itself

involved in the mouths of the people of Baslehurst, not only with the loves and sorrows of poor Rachel Ray,

but with the affairs of this election. We know how Tappitt had been driven to declare himself a stanch

supporter of the Jew. He has become very stanchstanch beyond the promising of his own votestanch

even to a final sitting on the Jew's committee, and an active canvasser on the Jew's behalf. His wife, whose

passions were less strong than his own and her prudence greater, had remonstrated with him on the matter.

``You can vote against Cornbury, if you please,'' she had said, ``but do it quietly. Keep your toe in your pump

and say nothing. Just as we stand at present about the business of Rowan's, it would almost be better that you

shouldn't vote at all.'' But Tappitt was an angry man, at this moment uncontrollable by the laws of prudence,

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Butler Cornburyit was all the same to him whichhad openly taken up Rowan's part in the brewery

controversy. A rumour had reached Tappitt that the inmates of Cornbury Grange had loudly expressed a

desire for good beer! Under such circumstances it was not possible for him not to rush to the fight. He did

rush in to the thick of it, and boasted among his friends that the Jew was safe. I think he was rightright at

any rate as regarded his own peace of mind. Nothing gives a man such spirit for a fight, as the act of fighting.

During these election days he was almost regardless of Rowan. He was to second the nomination of the Jew,

and so keen was he as to the speech that he would make, and as to the success of what he was doing against

Mr Cornbury, that he was able to talk down his wife, and browbeat Honyman in his own office. Honyman

was about to vote for Butler Cornbury, was employed in the Cornbury interest, and knew well on which side

his bread was buttered. Sharpit and Longfite were local attorneys for the Jew, and in this way Tappitt was

thrown into close intercourse with that eminent firm. ``Of course we wouldn't interfere,'' said Sharpit

confidently to the brewer. ``We never do interfere with the clients of another firm. We never did such a thing

yet, and don't mean to begin. We find people drop into us quick enough without that. But in a friendly way,

Mr Tappitt, let me caution you, not to let your fine business be injured by that young sharper.''

Mr Tappitt found this to be very kindand very sensible too. He gave no authority to Sharpit on that

occasion to act for him; but he thought of it, resolving that he would set his shoulders firmly to that wheel as

soon as he had carried through this business of the election.

But even in the matter of the election everything did not go well with Tappitt. He had appertaining to his

establishment a certain foreman of the name of Worts, a heavy, respectable, useful man, educated on the

establishment by Bungall and bequeathed by Bungall to Tappitta man by no means ambitious of good

beer, but very ambitious of profits to the firm, a servant indeed almost invaluable in such a business. But

Tappitt had ever found him deficient in thisthat he had a certain objectionable pride in having been

Bungall's servant, and that as such he thought himself absolved from the necessity of subserviency to his

latter master. Once a day indeed he did touch his cap, but when that was done he seemed to fancy that he was

almost equal to Mr Tappitt upon the premises. He never shook in his shoes if Tappitt were angry, nor affected

to hasten his steps if Tappitt were in a hurry, nor would he even laugh at Tappitt's jokes, ifas was too

usualsuch jokes were not mirthmoving in their intrinsic nature. Clearly he was not at all points a good

servant, and Tappitt in some hours of his prosperity had ventured to think that the brewery could go on

without him. Now, since the day in which Rowan's treachery had first loomed upon Tappitt, he had felt much

inclined to fraternise on easier terms with his foreman. Worts when he touched his cap had been received

with a smileand his advice had been asked in a flattering tonenot demanded as belonging to the

establishment by right. Then Tappitt began to talk of Rowan to his man, and to speak evil things of him, as

was natural, expecting a reciprocity of malignity from Worts. But Worts on such occasions had been

ominously silent. ``Hm, I bean't so sure o' that,'' Worts had once said, thus differing from his master on

some fundamental point of Tappitt strategy as opposed to Rowan strategy. ``Ain't you?'' said Tappitt,

showing his teeth. ``You'd better go now and look after those men at the carts.'' Worts had looked after the

men at the carts, but he had done so with an idea in his head that perhaps he would not long look after

Tappitt's men or Tappitt's carts. He had not himself been ambitious of good beer, but the idea had almost

startled him into acquiescence by its brilliancy.

Now Worts had a vote in the borough, and it came to Tappitt's ears that his servant intended to give that vote

to Mr Cornbury. ``Worts,'' said he, a day or two before the election, ``of course you intend to vote for Mr

Hart?''

Worts touched his cap, for it was the commencement of the day.

``I don't jest know,'' said he. ``I was thinking of woting for the young squoire. I've know'd him ever since he

was born, and I ain't never know'd the Jew gentleman; never at all.''


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``Look here, Worts; if you intend to remain in this establishment I shall expect you to support the Liberal

interest, as I support it myself. The Liberal interest has always been supported in Baslehurst by Bungall and

Tappitt ever since Bungall and Tappitt have existed.''

``The old maister, he wouldn't a woted for ere a Jew in Christendomnot agin the squoire. The old maister

was allays for the Protestant religion.''

``Very well, Worts; there can't be two ways of thinking here, that's all; especially not at such a time as this,

when there's more reason than ever why those connected with the brewery should all stand shoulder to

shoulder. You've had your bread out of this establishment, Worts, for a great many years.''

``And I've 'arned it hardno man can't say otherwise. The sweat o' my body belongs to the brewery, but I

didn't ever sell 'em my woteand I don't mean.'' Saying which words, with an emphasis that was by no

means servile, Worts went out from the presence of his master.

``That man's turning against me,'' said Tappitt to his wife at breakfast time, in almost mute despair.

``What? Worts?'' said Mrs Tappitt.

``Yesthe ungrateful hound. He's been about the place almost ever since he could speak, for more than forty

years. He's had two pound a week for the last ten yearsand now he's turning against me.''

``Is he going over to Rowan?''

``I don't know where the d he's going. He's going to vote for Butler Cornbury, and that's enough for me.''

``Oh, T., I wouldn't mind that; especially not just now. Only think what a help he'll be to that man!''

``I tell you he shall walk out of the brewery the week after this, if he votes for Cornbury. There isn't room for

two opinions here, and I won't have it.''

For a moment or two Mrs Tappitt sat mute, almost in despair. Then she took courage and spoke out.

``T.,'' said she, ``it won't do.''

``What won't do?''

``All this won't do. We shall be ruined and left without a home. I don't mind myself; I never did; but think of

the girls! What would they do if we was turned out of this?''

``Who's to turn you out?''

``I know. I see it. I am beginning to understand. T., that man would not go against you and the brewery if he

didn't know which way the wind is blowing. Worts is wide awakequite wide; he always was. T., you must

take the offer Rowan has made of a regular income and live retired. If you don't do itI shall!'' And Mrs

Tappitt, as she spoke the audacious words, rose up from her chair, and stood with her arms leaning upon the

table.

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``Yes, T.; if you don't think of your family I must. What I'm saying Mr Honyman has said before; and indeed

all Baslehurst is saying the same thing. There's an offer made to you that will put your family on a footing

quite genteelno gentlefolks in the county more so; and you, too, that are getting past your work!''

``I ain't getting past my work.''

``I shouldn't say so, T., if it weren't for your own goodand if I'm not to know about that, who is? It's all

very well going about electioneering; and indeed it's just what gentlefolks is fit for when they're past their

regular work. And I'm sure I shan't begrudge it so long as it don't cost anything; but that's not work you know,

T.''

``Ain't I in the brewery every day for seven or eight hours, and often more?''

``Yes, T., you are; and what's like to come of it if you go on so? What would be my feelings if I saw you

brought into the house struck down with apoplepsy and paralepsy because I let you go on in that way when

you wasn't fit? No, T.; I know my duty and I mean to do it. You know Dr Haustus said only last month that

you were that bilious''

``Pshaw! bilious! it's enough to make any man bilious!''

``Or any dog,'' he would have added, had he thought of it. Thereupon Tappitt rushed away from his wife,

back into his little office, and from that soon made his way to the Jew's committeeroom at the Dragon, at

which he was detained till nearly eleven o'clock at night.

``It's a kind of work in which one has to do as much after dinner as before,'' he said to his wife when he got

back.

``For the matter of that,'' said she, ``I think the afterdinner work is the chief part of it.''

* * * *

On the day of the election Luke Rowan was to be seen standing in the High Street talking to Butler Cornbury

the candidate. Rowan was not an elector, for the cottages had not been in his possession long enough to admit

of his obtaining from them a qualification to vote; but he was a declared friend of the Cornbury party. Mrs

Butler Cornbury had sent a message to him saying that she hoped to see him soon after the election should be

over: on the following day or on the next, and Butler Cornbury himself had come to him in the town. Though

absent from Baslehurst Rowan had managed to declare his opinions before that time, and was suspected by

many to have written those articles in ``the Baslehurst Gazette'' which advocated the right of any constituency

to send a Jew to Parliament if it pleased, but which proved at the same time that any constituency must be

wrong to send any Jew to Parliament, and that the constituency of Baslehurst would in the present instance be

specially wrong to send Mr Hart to Parliament. ``We have always advocated'', said one of these articles, ``the

right of absolute freedom of choice for every borough and every county in the land; but we trust that the day

is far distant in which the electors of England shall cease to look to their nearest neighbours as their best

representatives.'' There wasn't much in the argument but it suited the occasion, and added strength to Rowan's

own cause in the borough. All the staunch Protestants began to feel a want of good beer. Questions very

illnatured as toward Tappitt were asked in the newspapers. ``Who owns the Spotted Dog at Busby

Porcorum; and who compels the landlord to buy his liquor at Tappitt's brewery?'' There were scores of

questions of the same nature, all of which Tappitt attributed, wrongly, to Luke Rowan. Luke had written that

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And there was another quarrel taking place in Baslehurst, on the score of that election, between persons with

whom we are connected in this story. Mr Prong had a vote in the borough, and was disposed to make use of

it; and Mrs Prime, regarding her own position as Mr Prong's affianced bride, considered herself at liberty to

question Mr Prong as to the use which he proposed to make of that vote. To Mrs Prime it appeared that

anything done in any direction for the benefit of a Jew was a sin not to be forgiven. To Mr Prong it seemed to

be as great a sin not to do anything in his power for the hindrance and vexation of those with whom Dr

Harford and Mr Comfort were connected by ties of friendship. Mrs Prime, who, of the two, was the more

logical, would not disjoin her personal and her scriptural hatreds. She also hated Dr Harford; but she hated

the Jews more. She was not disposed to support a Jew in Baslehurst because Mr Comfort, in his doctrines,

had fallen away from the purity of his early promise. Her idea was that a just man and a good Christian could

not vote for either of the Baslehurst candidates under the present unhappy local circumstancesbut that

under no cimumstances should a Christian vote for a Jew. All this she said, in a voice not so soft as should be

the voice of woman to her betrothed.

``Dorothea,'' said Mr Prong very solemnlythey were sitting at the time in his own little front parlour, as to

the due arrangement of the furniture in which Mrs Prime had already ventured to make some slight alterations

which had not been received favourably by Mr Prong``Dorothea, in this matter you must allow me to be

the best judge. Voting for Members of Parliament is a thing which ladies naturally are not called upon to

understand.''

``Ladies can understand as well as gentlemen'', said Mrs Prime, ``that a curse has gone out from the Lord

against that people; and gentlemen have no more right than ladies to go against the will of the Lord.''

It was in vain that Mr Prong endeavoured to explain to her that the curse attached to the people as a nation,

and did not necessarily follow units of that people who had adopted other nationalities.

``Let the units become Christians before they go into Parliament,'' said Mrs Prime.

``I wish they would,'' said Mr Prong. ``I heartily wish they would: and Mr Hart, if he be returned, shall have

my prayers.''

But this did not at all suffice for Mrs Prime, who, perhaps, in the matter of argument had the best of it. She

told her betrothed to his face that he was going to commit a great sin, and that he was tempted to this sin by

grievous worldly passions. When so informed Mr Prong closed his eyes, crossed his hands meekly on his

breast, and shook his head.

``Not from thee, Dorothea,'' said he, ``not from thee should this have come.''

``Who is to speak out to you if I am not?'' said she.

But Mr Prong sat in silence, and with closed eyes again shook his head.

``Perhaps we had better part,'' said Mrs Prime, after an interval of five minutes. ``Perhaps it will be better for

both of us.''

Mr Prong, however, still shook his head in silence; and it was difficult for a lady in Mrs Prime's position to

read accurately the meaning of such shakings under such circumstances. But Mrs Prime was a woman

sufficiently versed in the world's business to be able to resolve that she would have an answer to her question

when she required an answer.

``Mr Prong,'' she said, ``I remarked just now that perhaps we had better part.''


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``I heard the words ,'' said Mr Prong``I heard the cruel words.'' But even then he did not open his eyes, or

remove his hands from his breast. ``I heard the words, and I heard those other words, still more cruel. You

had better leave me now that I may humble myself in prayer.''

``That's all very well, Mr Prong, and I'm sure I hope you will; but situated as we are, of course I should

choose to have an answer. It seems to me that you dislike that kind of interference which I regard as a wife's

best privilege and sweetest duty. If this be so, it will be better for us to partas friends of course.''

``You have accused me of a great sin,'' he said; ``of a great sinof a great sin!''

``And so in my mind it would be.''

``Judge not, lest ye be judged, Dorothea; remember that.''

``That doesn't mean, Mr Prong, that we are not to have our opinions, and that we are not to warn those that

are near us when we see them walking in the wrong path. I might as well say the same to you, when you''

``No, Dorothea; it is my bounden duty. It is my work. It is that to which I am appointed as a minister. If you

cannot see the difference I have much mistaken your characterhave much mistaken your character.''

``Do you mean to say that nobody but a clergyman is to know what's right and what's wrong? That must be

nonsense, Mr Prong. I'm sorry to say anything to grieve you'' Mr Prong was now shaking his head again,

with his eyes most pertinaciously closed``but there are some things which really one can't bear.''

But he only shook his head. His inward feelings were too many for him, so that he could not at the present

moment bring himself to give a reply to the momentous proposition which his betrothed had made him. Nor,

indeed had he at this moment fixed his mind as to the step which Duty and Wisdom combined would call

upon him to take in this matter. The temper of the lady was not certainly all that he had desired. As an

admiring member of his flock she had taken all his ghostly counsels as infallible; but now it seemed to him as

though most of his words and many of his thoughts and actions were made subject by her to a bitter criticism.

But in this matter he was inclined to rely much upon his own strength. Should he marry the lady, as he was

still minded to do for many reasons, he would be to her a loving, careful husband; but he would also be her

lord and masteras was intended when marriage was made a holy ordinance. In this respect he did not doubt

himself or his own powers. Hard words he could bear, and, as he thought, after a time control. So thinking, he

was not disposed to allow the lady to recede from her troth to him, simply because in her anger she expressed

a wish to do so. Therefore he had wisely been silent, and had shaken his head in reproach. But unfortunately

the terms of their compact had not been finally settled with reference to another heading. Mrs Prime had

promised to be his wife, but she had burdened her promise with certain pecuniary conditions which were

distasteful to himwhich were much opposed to that absolute headship and perfect mastery, which, as he

thought, should belong to the husband as husband. His views on this subject were very strong. and he was by

no means inclined to abate one jot of his demand. Better remain single in his work than accept the name of

husband without its privileges! But he had hoped that by mingled firmness and gentle words he might bring

his Dorothea round to a more womanly way of thinking. He had flattered himself that there was a power of

eloquence in him which would have prevailed over her. Once or twice he thought that he was on the brink of

success. He knew well that there were many points in his favour. A woman who has spoken of herself, and

been spoken of as being on the point of marriage, does not like to recede; and his Dorothea, though not

specially womanly among women, was still a woman. Moreover he had the law on his sidethe old law as

coming from the Scriptures. He could say that such a pecuniary arrangement as that proposed by his

Dorothea was sinful. He had said soas he had then thought not without effect; but now she retaliated upon

him with accusation of another sin! It was manifestly in her power to break away from him on that money

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He began to fear that he must lose his wife, seeing that he was resolved never to yield on the money question;

but he did not choose to be entrapped into an instant resignation of his engagement by Dorothea's indignation

on a point of abstruse Scripturopolitical morality. His Dorothea had assumed her indignation as a cloak for

her pecuniary obstinacy. It might be that he must yield; but he would not surrender thus at the sound of a

false summons. So he closed his eyes very pertinaciously and shook his head.

``I think upon the whole'', said she again, ``that we had better make up our minds to part.'' Then she stood up,

feeling that she should thus employ a greater power in forcing an answer from him. He must have seen her

motion through some cranny of his pertinaciously closed eyes, for he noticed it by rising from his own chair,

with both his hands firmly fixed upon the table; but still he did not open his eyesunless it might be to the

extent of that small cranny.

``Goodbye, Mr Prong,'' said she.

Then he altered the form of his hands, and taking them from the table he dashed them together before his

face. ``God bless you, Dorothea!'' said he. ``God bless you! God bless you!'' And he put out his hands as

though blessing her in his darkness. She, perceiving the inutility of endeavouring to shake hands with a man

who wouldn't open his eyes, moved away from her chair towards the door, purposely raising a sound of

motion with her dress, so that he might know that she was going. In that I think she took an unnecessary

precaution, for the cranny at the corner of his eye was still at his disposal.

``Goodbye, Mr Prong,'' she said again, as she opened the door for herself.

``God bless you, Dorothea!'' said he. ``May God bless you!''

Then, without assistance at the front door she made her way out into the street, and as she stepped along the

pavement, she formed a resolvewhich no eloquence from Mr Prong could ever overcomethat she would

remain a widow for the rest of her days.

* * * *

At twelve o'clock on the morning of the election Mr Hart was declared by his own committee to be nine

ahead, and was admitted to be six ahead by Mr Cornbury's committee. But the Cornbury folk asserted

confidently that in this they saw certain signs of success. Their supporters were not men who could be

whipped up to the poll early in the day, whereas Hart's voters were all, more or less, under control, and had

been driven up hurriedly to the hustings so as to make this early show of numbers. Mr Hart was about

everywhere speaking, and so was Butler Cornbury; but in the matters of oratory I am bound to acknowledge

that the Jew had by much the mastery over the Christian. There are a class of menor rather more than a

class, a section of mankindto whom a power of easy expression by means of spoken words comes

naturally. English country gentlemen, highly educated as they are, undaunted as they usually are,

selfconfident as they in truth are at the bottom, are clearly not in this section. Perhaps they are further

removed from it, considering the advantages they have for such speaking, than any other class of men in

Englandor I might almost say elsewhere. The fact, for it is a fact, that some of the greatest orators whom

the world has known have been found in this class, does not in any degree affect the truth of my proposition.

The best grapes in the world are perhaps grown in England, though England is not a land of grapes. And for

the same reason. The value of the thing depends upon its rarity, and its value instigates the efforts for

excellence. The power of vocal expression which seems naturally to belong to an American is to an ordinary

Englishman very marvellous; but in America the talking man is but little esteemed. ``Very wonderful power

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``Guess we don't think much of that kind of thing here,'' says the Yankee. ``There's a deal too much of that

coin in circulation.''

English country gentlemen are not to be classed among that section of mankind which speaks easily in public,

but Jews, I think, may be so classed. The men who speak thus easily and with natural fluency, are also they

who learn languages easily. They are men who observe rather than think, who remember rather than create,

who may not have great mental powers, but are ever ready with what they have, whose best word is at their

command at a moment, and is then serviceable though perhaps incapable of more enduring service.

At any rate, as regarded oratory in Baslehurst the dark little man with the bright new hat from London was

very much stronger than his opponentso much stronger that poor Butler Cornbury began to sicken of

elections and to wish himself comfortably at home at Cornbury Grange. He knew that he was talking himself

down while the Israelitish clothier was talking himself up. ``It don't matter,'' Honyman said to him

comfortably. ``It's only done for the show of the thing and to fill up the day. If Gladstone were here he

wouldn't talk a vote out of them one way or the othernor yet the devil himself.'' This consoled Butler

Cornbury, but nevertheless he longed that the day might be over.

And Tappitt spoke too more than onceas did also Luke Rowan, in spite of various noisy interruptions in

which he was told that he was not an elector, and in spite also of an early greeting with a dead cat. Tappitt, in

advocating the claims of Mr Hart to be returned to Parliament as member for Baslehurst, was clever enough

to introduce the subject of his own wrongs. And so important had this brewery question become that he was

listened to with every sign of interest when he told the people for how many years Bungall and Tappitt had

brewed beer for them, there in Baslehurst. Doubtless he was met by sundry interruptions from the Rowanites.

``What sort of tipple has it been, T.?'' was demanded by one voice.

``Do you call that beer?'' said a second.

``Where do you buy your hops?'' asked a third.

But he went on manfully, and was buoyed up by a strong belief that he was fighting his own battle with

success.

Nor was Rowan slow to answer him. He was proud to say that he was Bungall's heir, and as such he intended

to continue Bungall's business. Whether he could improve the quality of the old tap he didn't know, but he

would try. People had said a few weeks ago that he had been hounded out of Baslehurst, and did not mean to

come back again. Here he was. He had bought property in Baslehurst. He meant to live in Baslehurst. He

pledged himself to brew beer in Baslehurst. He already regarded himself as belonging to Baslehurst. And,

being a bachelor, he hoped that he might live to marry a wife out of Baslehurst. This last assurance was

received with unqualified applause, from both factions and went far in obtaining for Rowan that local

popularity which was needful to him. Certainly the Rowan contest added much to the popular interest of that

election.

At the close of the poll on that evening it was declared by the mayor that Mr Butler Cornbury had been

elected to serve the borough in Parliament by a majority of one vote.

``THE BASLEHURST GAZETTE'';

By one vote! Old Mr Cornbury when he heard of it gasped with dismay, and in secret regretted that his son

had not been beaten. What seat could be gained by one vote and not be contested, especially when the beaten

candidate was a Jew clothier rolling in money? And what sums would not a petition and scrutiny cost? Butler


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Cornbury himself was dismayed, and could hardly participate in the exultation of his more enthusiastic wife.

Mr Hart of course declared that he would petition, and that he was as sure of the seat as though he already

occupied it. But as it was known that every possible electioneering device had been put in practice on his

behalf during the last two hours of the poll, the world at large in Baslehurst believed that young Cornbury's

position was secure. Tappitt and some few others were of a different opinion. At the present moment Tappitt

could not endure to acknowledge to himself that he has been beaten. Nothing but the prestige and inward

support of immediate success could support him in that contest, so much more important to himself, in which

he was now about to be engaged. That matter of the petition, however, can hardy be brought into the present

story. The political world will understand that it would be carried on with great vigour.

The news of the election of Butler Cornbury reached the cottage at Bragg's End by the voice of Mr Sturt on

the same evening; and Mrs Ray, in her quiet way, expressed much joy that Mr Comfort's soninlaw should

have been successful, and that Baslehurst should not have disgraced itself by any connection with a Jew. To

her it had appeared monstrous that such a one should have been even permitted to show himself in the town

as a candidate for its representation. To such she would have denied all civil rights, and almost all social

rights. For a true spirit of persecution one should always go to a woman; and the milder, the sweeter, the

more loving, the more womanly the woman, the stronger will be that spirit within her. Strong love for the

thing loved necessitates strong hatred for the thing hated, and thence comes the spirit of persecution. They in

England who are now keenest against the Jews, who would again take from them rights that they have lately

won, are certainly those who think most of the faith of a Christian. The most deadly enemies of the Roman

Catholics are they who love best their religion as Protestants. When we look to individuals we always find it

so, though it hardly suits us to admit as much when we discuss these subjects broadly. To Mrs Ray it was

wonderful that a Jew should have been entertained in Baslehurst as a future member for the borough, and that

he should have been admitted to speak aloud within a few yards of the church tower!

On the day but one after the election Mrs Sturt brought over to the cottage an extra sheet of ``the Baslehurst

Gazette,'' which had been published out of its course, and which was devoted to the circumstances of the

election. I am not sure that Mrs Sturt would have regarded this somewhat dull report of the election speeches

as having any peculiar interest for Mrs Ray and her daughter had it not been for one special passage. Luke

Rowan's speech about Baslehurst was given at length, and in it was contained that public promise as to his

matrimonial intentions. Mrs Sturt came into the cottage parlour with the paper doubled into four, and with her

finger on a particular spot. To her it had seemed that Rowan's promise must have been intended for Rachel,

and it seemed also that nothing could be more manly, straightforward, or gallant than that assurance. It suited

her idea of chivalry. But she was not quite sure that Rachel would enjoy the publicity of the declaration, and

therefore she was prepared to point the passage out more particularly to Mrs Ray. ``I've brought'ee the

account of it all,'' said she, still holding the paper in her hand. ``The gudemanhe's done with t' paper, and

you'll keep it for good and all. One young man that we know of has made t' finest speech of 'em all to my

mind. Luik at that, Mrs Ray.'' Then, with a knowing wink at the mother, and a poke at the special words with

her finger, she left the sheet in Mrs Ray's hand, and went her way.

Mrs Ray, who had not quite understood the pantomime, and whose eye had not caught the words relating to

marriage, saw, however, that the column indicated contained the report of a speech made by Luke Rowan,

and she began it at the beginning and read it throughout. Luke had identified himself with the paper, and

therefore received from it almost more than justice. His words were given at very full length, and for some

ten minutes she was reading before she came to the words which Mrs Sturt had hoped would be so delightful.

``What is it, mamma?'' Rachel asked.

``A speech, my dear, made at the election.''

``And who made it, mamma?''


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Mrs Ray hesitated for a moment before she answered, thereby letting Rachel know full well who made the

speech before the word was spoken. But at last she did speak the word``Mr Rowan, my dear.''

``Oh!'' said Rachel; she longed to get hold of the newspaper, but she would utter no word expressive of such

longing. Since that evening on which she had been bidden to look at the clouds she had regarded Luke as a

special hero, cleverer than other men around her, as a man born to achieve things and make himself known. It

was not astonishing to her that a speech of his should be reported at length in the newspaper. He was a man

certain to rise, to make speeches, and to be reported. So she thought of him; and so thinking had almost

wished that it were not so. Could she expect that such an one would stoop to her? or that if he did so that she

could be fit for him? He had now perceived that himself, and therefore had taken her at her word, and had left

her. Had he been more like other men around hermore homely, less prone to rise, with less about him of

fire and genius, she might have won him and kept him. The prize would not have been so precious; but still,

she thought, it might have been sufficient for her heart. A young man who could find printers and publishers

to report his words in that way, on the first moment of his coming among them would he turn aside from his

path to look after her? Would he not bring with him some grand lady down from London as his wife?

``Dear me!'' said Mrs Ray, quite startled. ``Oh, dear! What do you think he says?''

``What does he say, mamma?,''

``Well, I don't know. Perhaps he mayn't mean it. I don't think I ought to have spoken of it.''

``If it's in the newspaper I suppose I should have heard of it, unless you sent it back without letting me see it.''

``She said we were to keep it, and it's because of that, I'm sure. She was always the most goodnatured

woman in the world. I don't know what we should have done if we hadn't found such a neighbour as Mrs

Sturt.''

``But what is it, mamma, that you are speaking of in the newspapers?''

``Mr Rowan saysOh, dear! I wish I'd let you come to it yourself. How very odd that he should get up and

say that kind of thing in public before all the people. He saysbut anyway I know he means it because he's

so honest. And after all if he means it, it doesn't much matter where he says it. Handsome is that handsome

does. There, my dear; I don't know how to tell it you, so you had better read it yourself.''

Rachel with eager hands took the paper, and began the speech as her mother had done, and read it through.

She read it through till she came to those words, and then she put the paper down beside her. ``I understand

what you mean, mamma, and what Mrs Sturt meant; but Mr Rowan did not mean that.''

``What did he mean, my dear?''

``He meant them to understand that he intended to become a man of Baslehurst like one of themselves.''

``But then why did he talk about finding a wife there?

``He wouldn't have said that, mamma, if he had meant anything particular. If anything of that sort had been at

all in his mind, it would have kept him from saying what he did say.''

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``He meant it in that sort of way in which men do mean such things. It was his way to make them think well

of him. But don't let us talk any more about it, mamma. It isn't nice.''

``Well, I'm sure I can't understand it,'' said Mrs Ray. But she became silent on the subject, and the reading of

the newspaper was passed over to Rachel.

This had not been completed when a step was heard on the gravel walk outside, and Mrs Ray, jumping up,

declared it to be the step of her eldest daughter. It was so, and Mrs Prime was very soon in the room. It was at

this time about four o'clock in the afternoon, and therefore, as the hour for tea at the cottage was half past

five, it was naturally understood that Mrs Prime had come there to join them at their evening meal. After their

first greeting she had seated herself on the sofa, and there was that in her manner which showed both to her

mother and sister that she was somewhat confusedthat she had something to say as to which there was

some hesitation. ``Do take off your bonnet, Dorothea,'' said her mother.

``Will you come upstairs, Dolly'', said her sister, ``and put your hair straight after your walk?''

But Dolly did not care whether her hair was straight or tossed, as the Irish girls say when the smoothness of

their locks has been disarranged. She took off her bonnet, however, and laid it on the sofa beside her.

``Mother,'' she said, ``I've got something particular that I want to say to you.''

``I hope it's not anything serious the matter,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Well, mother, it is serious. Things are serious mostly, I thinkor should be.''

``Shall I go into the garden while you are speaking to mamma?'' said Rachel.

``No, Rachel; not on my account. What I've got to say should be said to you as well as to mother. It's all over

between me and Mr Prong.''

``No!'' said Mrs Ray.

``I thought it would be,'' said Rachel.

``And why did you think so?'' said Mrs Prime, turning round upon her sister, almost angrily.

``I felt that he wouldn't suit you, Dolly; that's why I thought so. If it's all over now, I suppose there's no harm

in saying that I didn't like him well enough to hope he'd be my brotherinlaw.''

``But that couldn't make you think it. However, it's all over between us. We agreed that it should be so this

morning; and I thought it right to come out and let you know at once.''

``I'm glad you've told us,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Was there any quarrel?'' asked Rachel.

``No, Rachel, there was no quarrel; not what you call a quarrel, I suppose. We found there were subjects of

disagreement between usmatters on which we had adverse opinions; and therefore it was better that we

should part.''

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``Well, yes; it was in part about the money. Had I known then as much as I do now about the law in such

matters, I should have told Mr Prong from the first that it could not be. He is a good man, and I hope I have

not disturbed his happiness.''

``I used to be afraid that he would disturb yours,'' said Rachel, ``and therefore I cannot pretend to regret it.''

``That's not charitable, Rachel. But if you please we won't say anything more about it. It's over, and that is

enough. And now, mother, I want to know if you will object to my returning here and living at the cottage

again.''

Mrs Ray could not bethink herself at the moment what answer she might best make, and therefore for some

moments she made none. For herself she would have been delighted that her eldest daughter should return to

the cottage. Under no circumstances could she refuse her own child a home under her own roof. But at the

present moment she could not forget the circumstances under which Mrs Prime had gone, and it militated

sorely against Mrs Ray's sense of justice that the return should be made to depend on other circumstances.

Mrs Prime had gone away in loud disapproval of Rachel's conduct; and now she proposed to return, on this

breaking up of her own matrimonial arrangements, as though she had left the cottage because of her proposed

marriage. Mrs Prime should be welcomed back, but her return should be accompanied by a withdrawal of her

accusation against Rachel. Mrs Ray did not know how to put her demand into words, but her mind was clear

on the subject.

``Well, mother,'' said Mrs Prime; ``is there any objection?''

``No, my dear; no objection at all: of course not. I shall be delighted to have you back, and so, I'm sure, will

Rachel; but''

``But what? Is it about money?''

``Oh, dear, no! Nothing about money at all. If you do come backand I'm sure I hope you will; and indeed it

seems quite unnatural that you should be staying in Baslehurst, while we are living here. But I think you

ought to say, my dear, that Rachel behaved just as she ought to behave in all that matter aboutabout Mr

Rowan, you know.''

``Don't mind me, mamma,'' said Rachelwho could, however, have smothered her mother with kisses, on

hearing these words.

``But I think we all ought to understand each other, Rachel. You and your sister can't go on comfortably

together, if there's to be more black looks about that.''

``I don't know that there have been any black looks,'' said Mrs Prime, looking very black as she spoke.

``At any rate we should understand each other,'' continued Mrs Ray, with admirable courage. ``I've thought a

great deal about it since you've been away. Indeed I haven't thought about much else. And I don't think I shall

ever forgive myself for having let a hard word be said to Rachel about it.''

``Oh, mamma, don'tdon't,'' said Rachel. But those meditated embraces were continued in her imagination.

``I don't want to say any hard words,'' said Mrs Prime.

``No; I'm sure you don'tonly they were saidweren't they, now? Didn't we blame her about being out

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``Mamma!'' exclaimed Rachel.

``Well, my dear, I won't say any moreonly this. Your sister went away because she thought you weren't

good enough for her to live with; and if she comes back againwhich I'm sure I hope she willI think she

ought to say that she's been mistaken.''

Mrs Prime looked very black, and no word fell from her. She sat there silent and gloomy while Mrs Ray

looked at the fireplace, lost in wonder at her own effort. Whether she would have given way or not, had she

and Mrs Prime been alone, I cannot say. That Mrs Prime would have uttered no outspoken recantation I feel

sure. It was Rachel at last who settled the matter.

``If Dolly comes back to live here, mamma,'' said she, ``I shall take that as an acknowledgement on her part

that she thinks I am good enough to live with.''

``Well, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray, ``Perhaps that'll do; only there should be an understanding, you know.''

Mrs Prime at the moment said nothing; but when next she spoke her words showed her intention of having

her things brought back to the cottage on the next day. I think it must be felt that Rachel had won the victory.

She felt it so herself, and was conscious that no further attempt would be made to carry her off to Dorcas

meetings against her own will.

CORNBURY GRANGE

Luke Rowan had been told that Mrs Butler Cornbury wished to see him when the election should be over;

and on the evening of the election the victorious candidate, before he returned home, asked Luke to come to

the Grange on the following Monday and stay till the next Wednesday. Now it must be understood that

Rowan during this period of the election had become, in a public way, very intimate with Cornbury. They

were both young men, the new Member of Parliament not being over thirty, and for the time they were

together employed on the same matter. Luke Rowan was one with whom such a man as Mr Cornbury could

not zealously cooperate without reaching a considerable extent of personal intimacy. He was

pleasantmannered, free in speech, with a bold eye, assuming though not asserting his equality with the best

of those with whom he might be brought in contact. Had Cornbury chosen to consider himself by reason of

his social station too high for Rowan's fellowship, he might of course have avoided him; but he could not

have put himself into close contact with the man, without submitting himself to that temporary equality

which Rowan assumed, and to that temporary familiarity which sprung from it. Butler Cornbury had thought

little about it. He had found Rowan to be a pleasant associate and an able assistant, and had fallen into that

mode of fellowship which the other man's ways and words had made natural to him. When his wife begged

him to ask Rowan up to the Grange, he had been startled for a moment, but had at once assented.

``Well,'' said he; ``he's an uncommon pleasant fellow. I don't see why he shouldn't come.''

``I've a particular reason,'' said Mrs Butler.

``All right,'' said the husband. ``Do you explain it to my father.'' And so the invitation had been given.

But Rowan was a man more thoughtful than Cornbury, and was specially thoughtful as to his own position.

He was a radical at heart if ever there was a radical. But in saying this I must beg my reader to understand

that a radical is not necessarily a revolutionist or even a republican. He does not, by reason of his social or

political radicalism, desire the ruin of thrones, the degradation of nobles, the spoliation of the rich, or even

the downfall of the bench of bishops. Many a young man is frightened away from the just conclusions of his

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favoured ones of fortune. A radical may be as ready as any aristocrat to support the crown with his blood, and

the church with his faith. It is in this that he is a radical; that he desires, expects, works for, and believes in,

the gradual progress of the people. No doctrine of equality is his. Liberty he must have, and such position,

high or low, for himself and others, as each man's individual merits will achieve for him. The doctrine of

outward equality he eschews as a barrier to all ambition, and to all improvement. The idea is as mean as the

thing is impracticable. But withinis it in his soul or in his heart?within his breast there is a manhood that

will own no inferiority to the manhood of another. He retires to a corner that an earl with his suite may pass

proudly through the doorway, and he grudges the earl nothing of his pride. It is the earl's right. But he also

has his right; and neither queen, nor earl, nor people shall invade it. That is the creed of a radical.

Rowan, as I have said, was a man thoughtful as to his own position. He had understood well the nature of the

league between himself and Butler Cornbury. It was his intention to become a brewer in Baslehurst; and a

brewer in Baslehurst would by no means be as the mighty brewers of great name, who marry lords' daughters,

and give their daughters in marriage to mighty lords. He would simply be a tradesman in the town. It might

well be that he should not find the society of the Tappitts and the Griggses much to his taste, but such as it

was he would make the best of it. At any rate he would make no attempt to force his way into other society. If

others came to him let that be their look out. Now, when Cornbury asked him thus to come to Cornbury

Grange, as though they two were men living in the same class of lifeas though they were men who might

be bound together socially in their homes as well as politically on the hustings, the red colour came to his

face and he hesitated for a moment in his answer.

``You are very kind,'' said he.

``Oh! you must come,'' said Cornbury. ``My wife particularly desires it.''

``She is very kind,'' said he. ``But if you ask all your supporters over to the Grange you'll get rather a mixed

lot.''

``I suppose I should; but I don't mean to do that. I shall be very glad, however, to see youvery glad.''

``And I shall be very happy to come,'' said Rowan, having again hesitated as he gave his answer.

``I wish I hadn't promised that I'd go there,'' he said to himself afterwards. This was on the Sunday, after

evening churchan hour or more after the people had all gone home, and he was sitting on that stile, looking

to the west, and thinking, as he looked, of that sunset which he and another had seen as they stood there

together. He did wish that he had not undertaken to go to Mr Cornbury's house. What to him would be the

society of such people as he should find thereto him who had laid out for himself a career that would

necessarily place his life among other associates? ``I'll send and excuse myself,'' he said. ``I'll be called away

to Exeter. I have things to do there. I shall only get into a mess by knowing people who will drop me when

this ferment of the election is over.'' And yet the idea of an intimacy at such a house as Cornbury

Grangewith such people as Mrs Butler Cornbury, was very sweet to him; only this, that if he associated

with them or such as them it must be on equal terms. He could acknowledge them to be people apart from

him, as ice creams and sponge cakes are things apart from the shillingless schoolboy. But as the schoolboy, if

brought within the range of cakes and creams, must devour them with unchecked relish, as though his pocket

were lined with coin; so must he, Rowan, carry himself with these curled darlings of society if he found

himself placed among them. He liked cakes and creams, but had made up his mind that other viands were as

wholesome and more comfortably within his reach. Was it worth his while to go to this banquet which would

unsettle his taste, and at which perhaps if he sat there at his ease, he might not be wholly welcome? All his

thoughts were not noble. He had declared to himself that a certain thing could not be his except at a cost

which he would not pay, and yet he hankered for that thing. He had declared to himself that no social position

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and now he feared to go among these people, lest he should find himself an inferior among superiors. It was

not all noble; but there was beneath it a basis of nobility. ``I will go,'' he said at last, fearing that if he did not,

there would have been some grain of cowardice in the motives of his action. ``If they don't like me it's their

fault for asking me.''

Of course as he sat there he was thinking of Rachel. Of course he had thought of Rachel daily, almost hourly,

since he had been with her at the cottage, when she had bent her head over his shoulder, and submitted to

have his arm round her waist. But his thoughts of her were not as hers of him. Nor is it often that a man's love

is like a woman'srestless, fearful, uncomfortable, sleepless, timid, and allpervading. Not the less may it

be passionate, constant, and faithful. He had been angered by Rachel's letter to himgreatly angered. Of a

truth when Mrs Ray met him in Exeter he had no message to send back to Cawston. He had done his part, and

had been rejectedhad been rejected too clearly because on the summing up of his merits and demerits at

the cottage, his demerits had been found to be the heavier. He did not suspect that the calculation had been

made by Rachel herself; and therefore he had never said to himself that all should be over between them. He

had never determined that there should be a quarrel between them. But he was angered, and he would stand

aloof from her. He would stand aloof from her, and would no longer acknowledge that he was in anyway

bound by the words he had spoken. All such bonds she had broken. Nevertheless I think he loved her with a

surer love after receiving that letter than he had ever felt before.

He had been here, at this spot, every evening since his return to Baslehurst; and here had thought much of his

future life, and something, too, of the days that were past. Looking to the left he could see the trees that stood

in front of the old brewery, hiding the building from his eyes. That was the house in which old Bungall had

lived, and there Tappitt had lived for the last twenty years. ``I suppose'', said he, speaking to himself, ``it will

be my destiny to live there too, with the vats and beer barrels under my nose. But what farmer ever throve

who disliked the muck of his own farmyard?'' Then he had thought of Tappitt and of the coming battle, and

had laughed as he remembered the scene with the poker. At that moment his eye caught the bright colours of

women's bonnets coming into the field beneath him, and he knew that the Tappitt girls were returning home

from their walk. He had retired quickly round the chancel of the church, and had watched, thinking that

Rachel would be with them. But Rachel, of course, was not there. He said to himself that they had thrown her

off; and said also that the time should come when they should be glad to win from her a kind word and an

encouraging smile. His love for Rachel was as true and more strong than ever; but it was of that nature that he

was able to tell himself that it had for the present moment been set aside by her act, and that it became him to

leave it for a while in abeyance.

``What on earth shall I do with myself all Tuesday?'' he said again as he walked away from the churchyard on

the Sunday evening. ``I don't know what these people do with themselves when there's no hunting and

shooting. It seems unnatural to me that a man shouldn't have his bread to earnor a woman either in some

form.'' After that he went back to his inn.

On the Monday he went out to Cornbury Grange late in the afternoon. Butler Cornbury drove into Baslehurst

with a pair of horses, and took him back in his phaeton.

``Give my fellow your portmanteau. That's all right. You never were at the Grange, were you? It's the

prettiest five miles of a drive in Devonshire; but the walk along the river is the prettiest walk in

Englandwhich is saying a great deal more.''

``I know the walk well,'' said Rowan, ``though I never was inside the park.''

``It isn't much of a park. Indeed there isn't a semblance of a park about it. Grange is just the name for it, as it's

an upperclass sort of homestead for a gentleman farmer. We've lived there since long before Adam, but

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``That's just the sort of place that I should like to have myself.''

``If you had it you wouldn't be content. You'd want to pull down the house and build a bigger one. It's what I

shall do some day, I suppose. But if I do it will never be so pretty again. I suppose that fellow will petition;

won't he?''

``I should say he wouldthough he won't get anything by it.''

``He knows his purse is longer than ours, and he'll think to frighten usand, by George, he will frighten us

too! My father is not a rich man by any means.''

``You should stand to your guns now.''

``I mean to do so, if I can. My wife's father is made of money.''

``What! Mr Comfort?''

``Yes. He's been blessed with the most surprising number of unmarried uncles and aunts that ever a man had.

He's rather fond of me, and likes the idea of my being in Parliament. I think I shall hint to him that he must

pay for the idea. Here we are. Will you come and take a turn round the place before dinner?''

Rowan was then taken into the house and introduced to the old squire, who received him with the stiff

urbanity of former days.

``You are welcome to the Grange, Mr Rowan. You'll find us very quiet here; which is more, I believe, than

can have been said of Baslehurst these last two or three days. My daughterinlaw is somewhere with the

children. She'll be here before dinner. Butler, has that tailor fellow gone back to London yet?''

Butler told his father that the tailor had at least gone away from Baslehurst; and then the two younger men

went out and walked about the grounds till dinner time.

It was Mrs Butler Cornbury who gave soul and spirit to daily life at Cornbury Grangewho found the salt

with which the bread was quickened, and the wine with which the heart was made glad. Marvellous is the

power which can be exercised, almost unconsciously, over a company, or an individual, or even upon a

crowd by one person gifted with good temper, good digestion, good intellects, and good looks. A woman so

endowed charms not only by the exercise of her own gifts, but she endows those who are near her with a

sudden conviction that it is they whose temper, health, talents, and appearance is doing so much for society.

Mrs Butler Cornbury was such a woman as this. The Grange was a popular house. The old squire was not

found to be very dull. The young squire was thought to be rather clever. The air of the house was lively and

bracing. Men and women did not find the days there to be over long. And Mrs Butler Cornbury did it all.

Rowan did not see her till he met her in the diningroom, just before dinner, when he found that two or three

other ladies were also staying there. She came up to him when he entered the room, and greeted him as

though he were an old friend. All conversation at that moment of course had reference to the election. Thanks

were given and congratulations received; and when old Mr Cornbury shook his head, his daughter, inlaw

assured him that there would be nothing to fear.

``I don't know what you call nothing to fear, my dear. I call two thousand pounds a great deal to fear.''

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The old man uttered a long sigh. ``It seems to me'', said he, ``that no gentleman ought to stand for a seat in

Parliament since these people have been allowed to come up. Purity of election, indeed! It makes me sick.

Come along, my dear.'' Then he gave his arm to one of the young ladies, and toddled into the diningroom.

Mrs Butler Cornbury said nothing special to Luke Rowan on that evening, but she made the hours very

pleasant to him. All those halfmorbid ideas as to social difference between himself and his host's family

soon vanished. The house was very comfortable, the girls were very pretty, Mrs Cornbury was very kind, and

everything went very well. On the following morning it was nearly ten when they sat down to breakfast, and

half the morning before lunch had passed away in idle chat before the party bethought itself of what it should

do for the day. At last it was agreed that they would all stroll out through the woods up to a special reach of

the river which ran through a ravine of rock, called Cornbury Cleeves. Many in those parts declared that

Cornbury Cleeves was the prettiest spot in England. I am not prepared to bear my testimony to the truth of

that very wide assertion. I can only say that I know no prettier spot. The river here was rapid and sparkling;

not rapid because driven into small compass, for its breadth was greater and more regular in its passage

through the Cleeves than it was either above or below, but rapid from the declivity of its course. On one side

the rocks came sheer down to the water, but on the other there was a strip of meadow, or rather a grassy

amphitheatre, for the wall of rocks at the back of it was semicircular, so as to enclose the field on every side.

There might be four or five acres of green meadow here; but the whole was so interspersed with old stunted

oak trees and thorns standing alone that the space looked larger than it was. The rocks on each side were

covered here and there with the richest foliage; and the spot might be taken to be a valley from which, as

from that of Rasselas, there was no escape. Down close upon the margin of the water a bathinghouse had

been built, from which a plunge could be taken into six or seven feet of the coolest, darkest, cleanest water

that a bather could desire in his heart.

``I suppose you never were here before,'' said Mrs Cornbury to Rowan.

``Indeed I have,'' said he. ``I always think it such a grand thing that you landed magnates can't keep all your

delights to yourself. I dare say I've been here oftener than you have during the last three months.''

``That's very likely, seeing that it's my first visit this summer.''

``And I've been here a dozen times. I suppose you'll think I'm a villainous trespasser when I tell you that I've

bathed in that very house more than once.''

``Then you've done more than I ever did; and yet we had it made thinking it would do for ladies. But the

water looks so black.''

``Ah! I like that, as long as it's a clear black.''

``I like bathing where I can see the bright stones like jewels at the bottom. You can never do that in fresh

water. It's only in some nook of the sea, where there is no sand, when the wind outside has died away, and

when the tide is quiet and at its full. Then one can drop gently in and almost fancy that one belongs to the sea

as the mermaids do. I wonder how the idea of mermaids first came?''

``Someone saw a crowd of young women bathing.''

``But then how came they to have looking glasses and fishes' tails?''

``The fishes' tails were taken as granted because they were in the sea, and the lookingglasses because they

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``And the one with as much reason as the other. By the by, Mr Rowan, talking of women, and fishes' tails,

and lookingglasses, and all other feminine attractions, when did you see Miss Ray last?''

Rowan paused before he answered her, and looking round perceived that he had strayed with Mrs Cornbury

to the farthest end of the meadow, away from their companions. It immediately came across his mind that this

was the matter on which Mrs Cornbury wished to speak to him, and by some combative process he almost

resolved that he would not be spoken to on that matter.

``When did I see Miss Ray?'' said he, repeating her question. ``Two or three days after Mrs Tappitt's party. I

have not seen her since that.''

``And why don't you go and see her?'' said Mrs Cornbury.

Now this was asked him in a tone which made it necessary that he should either answer her question or tell

her simply that he would not answer it. The questioner's manner was so firm, so eager, so incisive, that the

question could not be turned away.

``I am not sure that I am prepared to tell you,'' said he.

``Ah! but I want you to be prepared,'' said she; ``or rather, perhaps, to tell the truth, I want to drive you to an

answer without preparation. Is it not true that you made her an offer, and that she accepted it?''

Rowan thought a moment, and then he answered her, ``It is true.''

``I should not have asked the question if I had not positively known that such was the case. I have never

spoken a word to her about it, and yet I knew it. Her mother told my father.''

``Well?''

``And as that is so, why do you not go and see her? I am sure you are not one of those who would play such a

trick as that upon such a girl with the mere purpose of amusing yourself.''

``Upon no girl would I do so, Mrs Cornbury.''

``I feel sure of it. Therefore why do you not go to her?'' They walked along together for a few minutes under

the rocks in silence, and then Mrs Cornbury again repeated her question, ``Why do you not go to her?''

``Mrs Cornbury,'' he said, ``you must not be angry with me if I say that that is a matter which at the present

moment I am not willing to discuss.''

``Nor must you be angry with me if, as Rachel's friend, I say something further about it. As you do not wish

to answer me, I will ask no other question; but at any rate you will be willing to listen to me. Rachel has

never spoken to me on this subjectnot a word; but I know from others who see her daily that she is very

unhappy.''

``I am grieved that it should be so.''

``Yes, I knew you would be grieved. But how could it be otherwise? A girl, you know, Mr Rowan, has not

other things to occupy her mind as a man has. I think of Rachel Ray that she would have been as happy there

at Bragg's End as the day is long, if no offer of love had come in her way. She was not a girl whose head had

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loss of it when the offer has come in her way. I think, perhaps, you hardly know the depth of her character

and the strength of her love.''

``I think I know that she is constant.''

``Then why do you try her so hardly?''

Mrs Cornbury had promised that she would ask no more questions; but the asking of questions was her

easiest mode of saying that which she had to say. And Rowan, though he had declared that he would answer

no question, could hardly avoid the necessity of doing so.

``It may be that the trial is the other way.''

``I knowI understand. They made her write a letter to you. It was my father's doing. I will tell you the

whole truth. It was my father's doing, and therefore it is that I think myself bound to speak to you. Her mother

came to him for advice, and he had heard evil things spoken of you in Baslehurst. You will see that I am very

frank with you. And I will take some credit to myself too. I believed such tidings to be altogether false, and I

made inquiry which proved that I was right. But my father had given the advice which he thought best. I do

not know what Rachel wrote to you, but a girl's letter under such circumstances can hardly do more than

express the will of those who guide her. It was sad enough for her to be forced to write such a letter. but it

will be sadder still if you cannot be brought to forgive it.''

Then she paused, standing under the grey rock and looking up eagerly into his face. But he made her no

answer. nor gave her any sign. His heart was very tender at that moment towards Rachel, but there was that in

him of the stubbornness of manhood which would not let him make any sign of his tenderness.

``I will not press you to say anything, Mr Rowan,'' she continued, ``and I am much obliged to you for having

listened to me. I've known Rachel Ray for many years, and that must be my excuse.''

``No excuse is wanting,'' he said. ``If I do not say anything it is not because I am offended. There are things

on which a man should not allow himself to speak without considering them.''

``Oh, certainly. Come; shall we go back to them at the bathing house? They'll think we've lost ourselves.''

Thus Mrs Cornbury said the words which she had desired to speak on Rachel Ray's behalf.

When they reached the Grange there were still two hours left before the time of dressing for dinner should

come, and during these hours Luke returned by himself to the Cleeves. He escaped from his host, and

retraced his steps, and on reaching the river sat himself down on the margin, and looked into the cool dark

running water. Had he been severe to Rachel? He would answer no such question when asked by Mrs

Cornbury, but he was very desirous of answering it to himself. The women at the cottage had doubted

himMrs Ray and her daughter, with perhaps that other daughter of whom he had only heard; and he had

resolved that they should see him no more and hear of him no more till there should be no further room for

doubt. Then he would show himself again at the cottage, and again ask Rachel to be his wife. There was some

manliness in this; but there was also a hardness in his pride which deserved the rebuke which Mrs Cornbury's

words had conveyed to him. He had been severe to Rachel. Lying there. with his full length stretched upon

the grass, he acknowledged to himself that he had thought more of his own feelings than of hers. While Mrs

Cornbury had been speaking he could not bring himself to feel that this was the case. But now in his solitude

he did acknowledge it. What amount of sin had she committed against him that she should be so punished by

him who loved her? He took out her letter from his pocket, and found that her words were loving, though she

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``Spoken ill of me, have they?'' said he to himself, as he got up to walk back to the Grange. ``Well, that was

natural too. What an ass a man is to care for such things as that!''

On that evening and the next morning the Cornburys were very gracious to him; and then he returned to

Baslehurst, on the whole well pleased with his visit.

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During the day or two immediately subsequent to the election, Mr Tappitt found himself to be rather

downhearted. The excitement of the contest was over. He was no longer buoyed up by the consoling and

almost triumphant assurances of success for himself against his enemy Rowan, which had been administered

to him by those with whom he had been acting on behalf of Mr Hart. He was alone and thoughtful in his

countinghouse, or else subjected to the pressure of his wife's arguments in his private dwelling. He had

never yet been won over to say that he would agree to any proposition, but he knew that he must now form

some decision. Rowan would not even wait till the lawsuit should be decided by legal means. If Mr Tappitt

would not consent to one of the three propositions made to him, Rowan would at once commence the

building of his new brewery. ``He is that sort of man,'' said Honyman, ``that if he puts a brick down nothing

in the world will prevent him from going on.''

``Of course it won't,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``Oh dear, oh dear, T.! if you go on in this way we shall all be ruined;

and then people will say that it was my fault, and that I ought to have had you inquired into about your

senses.''

Tappitt gnashed his teeth and rushed out of the diningroom back into his brewery. Among all those who

were around him there was not one to befriend him. Even Worts had turned against him, and had received

notice to go with a stern satisfaction which Tappitt had perfectly understood.

Tappitt was in this frame of mind, and was seated on his office stool, with his hat over his eyes, when he was

informed by one of the boys about the place that a deputation from the town had come to wait upon himso

he pulled off his hat, and begged that the deputation might be shown into the countinghouse. The deputation

consisted of three tradesmen who were desirous of convening a meeting with the view of discussing the

petition against Mr Cornbury's return to Parliament, and they begged that Mr Tappitt would take the chair.

The meeting was to be held at the Dragon, and it was proposed that after the meeting there should be a little

dinner. Mr Tappitt would perhaps consent to take the chair at the dinner also. Mr Tappitt did consent to both

propositions, and when the deputation withdrew, he felt himself to be himself once more. His courage had

returned to him, and he would at once rebuke his wife for the impropriety of the words she had addressed to

him. He would rebuke his wife, and would then proceed to meet Mr Sharpit the attorney, at the Dragon, and

to take the chair at the meeting. It could not be that a young adventurer such as Rowan could put down an

oldestablished firm, such as his own, or banish from the scene of his labours a man of such standing in the

town as himself! It was all the fault of Honymanof Honyman, who never was firm on any matter. When

the meeting should be over he would say a word or two to Sharpit, and see if he could not put the matter into

better training.

With a heavy tread, a tread that was intended to mark his determination, he ascended to the drawingroom,

and from thence to the bedroom above in which Mrs Tappitt was then seated. She understood the meaning of

the footfall, and knew well that it indicated a purpose of marital authority. A woman must have much less of

natural wit than had fallen to Mrs Tappitt's share, who has not learned from the experience of thirty years the

meaning of such marital signs and sounds. So she sat herself firmly in her seat, caught hold of the petticoat

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``Margaret,'' said he, when he had carefully closed the door behind him, ``I have come up to say that I do not

intend to dine at home today.''

``Oh, indeed,'' said she. ``At the Dragon, I suppose then?''

``Yes; at the Dragon. I've been asked to take the chair at a popular meeting which is to be held with reference

to the late election.''

``Take the chair!''

``Yes, my dear, take the chair at the meeting and at the dinner.''

``Now, T., don't you make a fool of yourself.''

``No, I won't; but, Margaret, I must tell you once for all that that is not the way in which I like you to speak to

me. Why you should have so much less confidence in my judgement than other people in Baslehurst, I cannot

conceive; but''

``Now, T., look here; as for your taking the chair as you call it, of course you can do it if you like it.''

``Of course I canand I do like it, and I mean to do it. Put it isn't only about that I've come to speak to you.

You said something to me today, before Honyman, that was very improper.''

``What I say always is improper, I know.''

``I don't suppose you could have intended to insinuate that you thought that I was a lunatic.''

``I didn't say so.''

``You said something like it.''

``No, I didn't, T.''

``Yes you did, Margaret.''

``If you'll allow me for a moment, T., I'll tell you what I did say, and if you wish it, I'll say it again.''

``No; I'd rather not hear it said again.''

``But, T., I don't choose to be misunderstood, nor yet misrepresented.''

``I haven't misrepresented you.''

``But I say you have misrepresented me. If I ain't allowed to speak a word, of course it isn't any use for me to

open my mouth. I hope I know what my duty is and I hope I've done itboth by you, T., and by the children.

I know I'm bound to submit, and I hope I have submitted. Very hard it has been sometimes when I've seen

things going as they have gone; but I've remembered my duty as a wife, and I've held my tongue when any

other woman in England would have spoken out. But there are some things which a woman can't stand and

shouldn't; and if I'm to see my girls ruined and left without a roof over their heads, or a bit to eat, or a thing to

wear, it shan't be for want of a word from me.''


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``Didn't they always have plenty to eat?''

``But where is it to come from if you're going to rush openmouthed into the lion's jaws in this way? I've

done my duty by you, T., and no man nor yet no woman can say anything to the contrary. And if it was

myself only I'd see myself on the brink of starvation before I'd say a word; but I can't see those poor girls

brought to beggary without telling you what everybody in Baslehurst is talking about; and I can't see you, T.,

behaving in such a way and sit by and hold my tongue.''

``Behave in what way? Haven't I worked like a horse? Do you mean to tell me that I am to give up my

business, and my position, and everything I have in the world, and go away because a young scoundrel comes

to Baslehurst and tells me that he wants to have my brewery? I tell you what, Margaret, if you think I'm that

sort of man, you don't know me yet.''

``I don't know about knowing you, T.''

``No; you don't know me.''

``If you come to that, I know very well that I have been deceived. I didn't want to speak of it, but now I must.

I have been made to believe for these last twenty years that the brewery was all your own, whereas it now

turns out that you've only got a share in it, and for aught I can see, by no means the best share. Why wasn't I

told all that before?''

``Woman!'' shouted Mr Tappitt.

``Yes; woman indeed! I suppose I am a woman, and therefore I'm to have no voice in anything. Will you

answer me one question, if you please? Are you going to that man, Sharpit?''

``Yes, I am.''

``Then, Mr Tappitt, I shall consult my brothers.'' Mrs Tappitt's brothers were grocers in Plymouth; men whom

Mr Tappitt had never loved. ``They mayn't hold their heads quite as high as you door rather as you used to

do when people thought that the establishment was all your own; but such as it is nobody can turn them out

of their shop in the Market Place. If you are going to Sharpit, I shall consult them.''

``You may consult the devil, if you like it.''

``Oh, oh! very well, Mr Tappitt. It's clear enough that you're not yourself any longer, and that somebody must

take up your affairs and manage them for you. If you'll follow my advice you'll stay at home this evening and

take a dose of physic and see Dr Haustus quietly in the morning.''

``I shall do nothing of the kind.''

``Very well. Of course I can't make you. As yet you're your own master. If you choose to go to this silly

meeting and then to drink gin and water and to smoke bad tobacco till all hours at the Dragon, and you in the

dangerous state you are at present, I can't help it. I don't suppose that anything I could do now, that is quite

immediately, would enable me to put you under fitting restraint.''

``Put me where?'' Then Mr Tappitt looked at his wife with a look that was intended to annihilate her, for the

time beingseeing that no words that he could speak had any such effectand he hurried out of the room

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Mrs Tappitt remained where she was for about half an hour and then descended among her daughters.

``Isn't papa going to dine at home? said Augusta.

``No, my dear; your papa is going to dine with some friends of Mr Hart's, the candidate who was beaten.''

``And has he settled anything about the brewery?'' Cherry asked.

``No; not as yet. Your papa is very much troubled about it, and I fear he is not very well. I suppose he must

go to this electioneering dinner. When gentlemen take up that sort of thing, they must go on with it. And as

they wish your father to preside over the petition, I suppose he can't very well help himself.

``Is papa going to preside over the petition?'' asked Augusta.

``Yes, my dear.''

``I hope it won't cost him anything.'' said Martha. ``People say that those petitions do cost a great deal of

money.''

``It's a very anxious time for me, girls; of course, you must all of you see that. I'm sure when we had our party

I didn't think things were going to be as anxious as this, or I wouldn't have had a penny spent in such a way as

that. If your papa could bring himself to give up the brewery, everything would be well.''

``I do so wish he would,'' said Cherry, ``and let us all go and live at Torquay. I do so hate this nasty dirty old

place.

``I shall never live in a house I like so well,'' said Martha.

``The house is well enough, my dears, and so is the brewery: but it can't be expected that your father should

go on working for ever as he does at present. It's too much for his strengtha great deal too much. I can see

it, though I don't suppose anyone else can. No one knows, only me, what your father has gone through in that

brewery.''

``But why doesn't he take Mr Rowan's offer? said Cherry.

``Everybody seems to say now that Rowan is ever so rich,'' said Augusta.

``I suppose papa doesn't like the feeling of being turned out,'' said Martha.

``He wouldn't be turned out, my dear; not the least in the world,'' said Mrs Tappitt. ``I don't choose to

interfere much myself because, perhaps. I don't understand it; but certainly I should like your papa to retire. I

have told him so; but gentlemen sometimes don't like to be told of things.''

Mrs Tappitt could be very severe to her husband, could say to him terrible words if her spirit were put up, as

she herself was wont to say. But she understood that it did not become her to speak ill of their father before

her girls. Nor would she willingly have been heard by the servants to scold their master. And though she said

terrible things she said them with a conviction that they would not have any terrible effect. Tappitt would

only take them for what they were worth, and would measure them by the standard which his old experience

had taught him to adopt. When a man has been long consuming red pepper, it takes much red pepper to

stimulate his palate. Had Mrs Tappitt merely advised her husband, in proper conjugal phraseology, to

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on the subject, feeling convinced that this plan of retirement was for the good of the family generally, and

therefore she had advocated it with energy. There may be those who think that a wife goes too far in

threatening a husband with a commission of lunacy, and frightening him with a prospect of various fatal

diseases; but the dose must be adapted to the constitution, and the palate that is accustomed to large quantities

of red pepper must have quantities larger than usual whenever some special culinary effect is to be achieved.

On the present occasion Mrs Tappitt went on talking to the girls of their father in language that was quite

eulogistic. No threat against the absent brewer passed her mouthor theirs. But they all understood each

other, and were agreed that everything was to be done to induce papa to accept Mr Rowan's offer.

``Then'', said Cherry, ``he'll marry Rachel Ray, and she'll be mistress of the brewery house.''

``Never!'' said Mrs Tappitt, very solemnly. ``Never! He'll never be such a fool as that.''

``Never!'' said Augusta. ``Never!''

In the meantime the meeting went on at the Dragon. I can't say that Mr Tappitt was on this occasion called

upon to preside over the petition. He was simply invited to take the chair at a meeting of a dozen men at

Baslehurst who were brought together by Mr Sharpit in order that they might be induced by him to

recommend Mr Hart to employ him, Mr Sharpit, in getting up the petition in question; and in order that there

might be some sufficient temptation to these twelve men to gather themselves together, the dinner at the

Dragon was added to the meeting. Mr Tappitt took the chair in the big, uncarpeted, fusty room upstairs, in

which masonic meetings were held once a month and in which the farmers of the neighbourhood dined once

a week, on market days. He took the chair and some seven or eight of his townsmen clustered round him. The

others had sent word that they would manage to come in time for the dinner. Mr Sharpit, before he put the

brewer in his place of authority, prompted him as to what he was to do, and in the course of a quarter of an

hour two resolutions, already prepared by Mr Sharpit, had been passed unanimously. Mr Hart was to be told

by the assembled people of Baslehurst that he would certainly be seated by a scrutiny, and he was to be

advised to commence his proceedings at once. These resolutions were duly committed to paper by one of Mr

Sharpit's clerks, and Mr Tappitt, before he sat down to dinner, signed a letter to Mr Hart on behalf of the

electors of Baslehurst. When the work of the meeting was completed it still wanted half an hour to dinner,

during which the nine electors of Baslehurst sauntered about the yard of the inn, looked into the stables,

talked to the landlady at the bar, indulged themselves with gin and bitters, and found the time very heavy on

their hands. They were nine decentlooking, middleaged men, dressed in black not of the newest, in

swallowtailed coats and black trousers, with chimneypot hats, and red faces; and as they pottered about the

premises of the Dragon they seemed to be very little at their ease.

``What's up, Jim?'' said one of the postboys to the ostler.

``Sharpit's got 'em all here to get some more money out of that 'ere Jew gentthat's about the ticket,'' said the

ostler.

``He's a clever un,'' said the postboy.

At last the dinner was ready; and the total number of the party having now completed itself, the Liberal

electors of Baslehurst prepared to enjoy themselves. No bargain had been made on the subject, but it was

understood by them all that they would not be asked to pay for their dinner. Sharpit would see to that. He

would probably know how to put it into his little bill; and if he failed in that the risk was his own.

But while the body of the Liberal electors was peeping into the stables and drinking gin and bitters, Mr

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``If you come to me,'' said Sharpit, ``of course I must take it up. The etiquette of the profession don't allow

me to decline.''

``But why should you wish to decline?'' said Tappitt, not altogether pleased by Mr Sharpit's manner.

``Oh, by no means; no. It's just the sort of work I likenot much to be made by it, but there's injury to be

redressed and justice to be done. Only you see poor Honyman hasn't got much of a practice left to him, and I

don't want to take his bread out of his mouth.''

``But I'm not to be ruined because of that!''

``As I said before, if you bring the business to me I must take it up. I can't help myself, if I would. And if I do

take it up I'll see you through it. Everybody who knows me knows that of me.''

``I suppose I shall find you at home about ten tomorrow?''

``Yes; I'll be in my office at tenonly you should think it well over, you know, Mr Tappitt. I've nothing to

say against Mr Honymannot a word. You'll remember that, if you please, if there should be anything about

it afterwards. Ah! you're wanted for the chair, Mr Tappitt. I'll come and sit alongside of you, if you'll allow

me.''

The dinner itself was decidedly bad, and the company undoubtedly dull. I am inclined to think that every

individual there would have dined more comfortably at home. A horrid mess concocted of old gravy, catsup,

and bad wine was distributed under the name of soup. Then there came upon the table half a huge hakethe

very worst fish that swims, a fish with which Devonshire is peculiarly infested. Some hard dark brown

mysterious balls were handed round, which on being opened with a knife were found to contain

sausagemeat, very greasy and by no means cooked through. Even the dura ilia of the Liberal electors of

Baslehurst declined to make acquaintance with these dainties. After that came the dinner, consisting of a

piece of roast beef very raw, and a leg of parboiled mutton, absolutely blue in its state of rawness. When the

gory mess was seen which displayed itself on the first incision made into these lumps of meat, the

vicepresident and one or two of his friends spoke out aloud. That hard and greasy sausagemeat might have

been all right for anything they knew to the contrary, and the soup they had swallowed without complaint.

But they did know what should be the state of a joint of meat when brought to the table, and therefore they

spoke out in their anger. Tappitt himself said nothing that was intended to be carried beyond the waiter,

seeing that beer from his own brewery was consumed in the tap of the Dragon: but the vicepresident was a

hardware dealer with whom the Dragon had but small connection of trade, and he sent terrible messages

down to the landlady, threatening her with the Blue Boar, the Mitre, and even with that nasty little pothouse

the Chequers. ``What is it they expects for their threeandsixpence?'' said the landlady, in her wrath; for it

must be understood that Sharpit knew well that he was dealing with one who understood the value of money,

and that he did not feel quite sure of passing the dinner in Mr Hart's bill. Then came a pie with crust an inch

thick, which nobody could eat, and a cabinet pudding, so called, full of lumps of suet. I venture to assert that

each Liberal elector there would have got a better dinner at home, and would have been served with greater

comfort; but a public dinner at an inn is the recognised relaxation of a middleclass Englishman in the

provinces. Did he not attend such banquets his neighbours would conceive him to be constrained by domestic

tyranny. Others go to them, and therefore he goes also. He is bored frightfully by every speech to which he

listens. He is driven to the lowest depths of dismay by every speech which he is called upon to make. He is

thoroughly disgusted when he is called on to make no speech. He has no point of sympathy with the

neighbours between whom he sits. The wine is bad. The hot water is brought to him cold. His seat is hard and

crowded. No attempt is made at the pleasures of conversation. He is continually called upon to stand up that

he may pretend to drink a toast in honour of some person or institution for which he cares nothing, for the

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army, which he regards as a hotbed of aristocratic insolence; or for the Queen, whom he reveres and loves by

reason of his nature as an Englishman, but against whose fulsome praises as repeated to him ad nauseam in

the chairman's speech his very soul unconsciously revolts. It is all a bore, trouble, ennui, nastiness, and

discomfort. But yet he goes againand againbecause it is the relaxation natural to an Englishman. The

Frenchman who sits for three hours tilted on the hind legs of a little chair with his back against the

windowsill of the cafe, with first a cup of coffee before him and then a glass of sugar and water, is perhaps

as much to be pitied as regards his immediate misery; but the liquids which he imbibes are not so injurious to

him.

Mr Tappitt with the eleven other liberal electors of Baslehurst went through the ceremony of their dinner in

the usual way. They drank the health of the Queen, and of the volunteers of the county because there was

present a podgy little grocer who had enrolled himself in the corps and who was thus enabled to make a

speech; and then they drank the health of Mr Hartwhose ultimate return for the borough they pledged

themselves to effect. Having done so much for business, and having thus brought to a conclusion the political

work of the evening, they adjourned their meeting to a cosy little parlour near the bar and then they began to

be happy. Some few of the number including the angry vicepresident who sold hardware, took themselves

home to their wives. ``Mrs Tongs keeps him sharp enough by the ears,'' said Sharpit, winking to Tappitt.

``Come along, old fellow. and we'll get a drop of something really hot.'' Tappitt winked back again and shook

his head with an affected laugh; but as he did so he thought of Mrs T. at home, and the terrible words she had

spoken to himand at the same moment an idea came across him that Mr Sharpit was a very dangerous

companion.

About half a dozen entered the cosy little parlour and there they remained for a couple of hours. While sitting

in that cosy little parlour they really did enjoy themselves. About nine o'clock they had a bit of the raw beef

broiled, and in that guise it was pleasant enough; and the water was hot, and the tobacco was grateful and the

stiffness of the evening was gone. The men chatted together and made no more speeches, and they talked of

matters which bore a true interest to them. Sharpit explained to them how each man might be assisted in his

own business if this rich London tailor could be brought in for the borough. And by degrees they came round

to the affairs of the brewery, and Tappitt, as the brandy warmed him, spoke loudly against Rowan.

``By George!'' said the podgy grocer. ``if anybody would offer me a thousand a year to give up, I'd take it

hopping.''

``Then I wouldn't,'' said Tappitt. ``and what's more, I won't. But brewing ain't like other businessesthere's

more in it than in most others.''

``Of course there is,'' said Sharpit; ``it isn't like any common trade.''

``That's true too.'' said the podgy grocer.

A man usually receives some compensation for having gone through the penance of the chairman's duties.

For the remainder of the evening he is entitled to the battery of his companions, and generally receives it till

they become tipsy and insubordinate. Tappitt had not the character of an intemperate man, but on this

occasion he did exceed the bounds of a becoming moderation. The room was hot and the tobacco smoke was

thick. The wine had been bad and the brandy was strong. Sharpit, too, urged him to new mixtures and

stronger denunciations against Rowan till at last, at eleven o'clock, when he took himself to the brewery, he

was not in a condition proper for the father of such daughters or for the husband of such a wife.

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Tappitt, with the suspicious quickness of a drunken man, turned sharply upon the podgy and abashed grocer,

and abused him for his insolence. He then made his way out of the innyard, and along the High Street, and

down Brewery Lane to his own door, knowing the way as well as though he had been sober, and passing over

it as quickly. Nor did he fall or even stumble, though now and again he reeled slightly. And as he went the

idea came strongly upon him that Sharpit was a dangerous man, and that perhaps at this very moment he,

Tappitt, was standing on the brink of a precipice. Then he remembered that his wife would surely be

watching for him, and as he made his first attempt to insert the latchkey into the door his heart became

forgetful of the brandy, and sank low within his breast.

How affairs went between him and Mrs Tappitt on that night I will not attempt to describe. That she used her

power with generosity I do not doubt. That she used it with discretion I am quite convinced. On the following

morning at ten o'clock Tappitt was still in bed; but a note had been written by Mrs T to Messrs Sharpit and

Longfite, saying that the projected visit had under altered circumstances become unnecessary. That Tappitt's

head was racked with pain, and his stomach disturbed with sickness, there can be no doubt, and as little that

Mrs T. used the consequent weakness of her husband for purposes of feminine dominion; but this she did

with discretion and even with kindness. Only a word or two was said as to the state in which he had returned

homea word or two with the simple object of putting that dominion on a firm basis. After that Mrs Tappitt

took his condition as an established fact, administered to him the comforts of her medicinechest and teapot,

excused his illness to the girls as having been produced by the fish, and never left his bedside till she had

achieved her purpose. If ever a man got tipsy to his own advantage, Mr Tappitt did so on that occasion. And

if ever a man in that condition was treated with forbearing kindness by his wife, Mr Tappitt was so treated

then.

``Don't disturb yourself, T.,'' she said; ``there's nothing wants doing in the brewery, and if it did what would it

signify in comparison with your health? The brewery won't be much to you now, thank goodness; and I'm

sure you've had enough of it. Thirty years of such work as that would make any man sick and weak. I'm sure I

don't wonder at your being illnot the least. The wonder is that you've ever stood up against it so long as

you have. If you'll take my advice you'll just turn round and try to sleep for an hour or so.''

Tappitt took her advice at any rate, so far that he turned round and closed his eyes. Up to this time he had not

given way about the brewery. He had uttered no word of assent. But he was gradually becoming aware that

he would have to yield before he would be allowed to put on his clothes. And now, in the base and weak

condition of his head and stomach, yielding did not seem to him to be so very bad a thing. After all, the

brewery was troublesome, the fight was harassing. Rowan was young and strong, and Mr Sharpit was very

dangerous. Rowan, too, had risen in his estimation as in that of others, and he could not longer argue, even to

himself, that the stipulated income would not be paid. He did not sleep, but got into that halfdrowsy state in

which men think of their existing affairs, but without any power of active thought. He knew that he ought to

be in his countinghouse and at work. He half feared that the world was falling away from him because he

was not there. He was ashamed of himself, and sometimes almost entertained a thought of rising up and

shaking off his lethargy. But his stomach was bad, and he could not bring himself to move. His head was

tormented, and his pillow was soft; and therefore there he lay. He wondered what was the time of day, but did

not think of looking at his watch which was under his head. He heard his wife's steps about the room as she

shaded some window from his eyes, or crept to the door to give some household order to one of her girls

outside; but he did not speak to her, nor she to him. She did not speak to him as long as he lay there

motionless, and when he moved with a small low groan she merely offered him some beef tea.

It was nearly six o'clock, and the hour of dinner at the brewery was long passed, when Mrs Tappitt sat herself

down by the bedside determined to reap the fruit of her victory. He had just raised himself in his bed and

announced his intention of getting updeclaring, as he did so, that he would never again eat any of that

accursed fish. The moment of his renovation had come upon him, and Mrs Tappitt perceived that if he

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``It wasn't only the fish, T.,'' she said, with somewhat of sternness in her eye.

``I hardly drank anything,'' said Tappitt.

``Of course I wasn't there to see what you took,'' said she; ``but you were very bad when you came home last

nightvery bad indeed. You couldn't have got in at the door only for me.''

``That's nonsense.''

``But it is quite true. It's a mercy, T., that neither of the girls saw you. Only think! But there'll be nothing

more of that kind, I'm sure, when we are out of this horrid place; and it wouldn't have happened now, only for

all this trouble.''

To this Tappitt made no answer, but he grunted, and again said that he thought he would get up.

``Of course it's settled now, T., that we're to leave this place.''

``I don't know that at all.''

``Then, T., you ought to know it. Come now; just look at the common sense of the thing. If we don't give up

the brewery what are we to do? There isn't a decent respectable person in the town in favour of our staying

here, only that rascal Sharpit. You desired me this morning to write and tell him you'd have nothing more to

do with him: and so I did.'' Tappitt had not seen his wife's letter to the lawyerhad not asked to see it, and

now became aware that his only possible supporter might probably have been driven away from him. Sharpit,

too, though dangerous as an enemy, was ten times more dangerous as a friend!

``Of course you'll take that young man's offer. Shall I sit down and write a line to Honyman, and tell him to

come in the morning?''

Tappitt groaned again and again, said that he would get up but Mrs T. would not let him out of bed till he had

assented to her proposition that Honyman should be again invited to the brewery. He knew well that the battle

was gone from himhad in truth known it through all those halfcomatose hours of his bedridden day. But a

man, or a nation, when yielding must still resist even in yielding. Tappitt fumed and fussed under the clothes,

protesting that his sending for Honyman would be useless. But the letter was written in his name and sent

with his knowledge; and it was perfectly understood that that invitation to Honyman signified an

unconditional surrender on the part of Mr Tappitt. One word Mrs T. said as she allowed her husband to

escape from his prison amidst the blankets, one word by which to mark that the thing was done, and one word

only. ``I suppose we needn't leave the house for about a month or sobecause it would be inconvenient

about the furniture.''

``Who's to turn you out if you stay for six months?'' said Tappitt.

The thing was marked enough then, and Mrs Tappitt retired in muffled triumphretired when she had made

all things easy for the simplest ceremony of dressing.

``Just sponge your face, my dear,'' she said, ``and put on your dressinggown, and come down for half an

hour or so.''

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``Oh! quite sobut I wouldn't go to the trouble, of much dressing.'' Then she left him, descended the stairs,

and entered the parlour among her daughters. When there she could not abstain from one blast of the trumpet

of triumph. ``Well, girls,'' she said, ``it's all settled, and we shall be in Torquay now before the winter.''

``No!'' said Augusta.

``That'll be a great change,'' said Martha.

``In Torquay before the winter!'' said Cherry. . ``Oh, mamma, how clever you have been!''

``And now your papa is coming down, and you should thank him for what he's doing for you. It's all for your

sake that he's doing it.''

Mr Tappitt crept into the room, and when he had taken his seat in his accustomed armchair, the girls went up

to him and kissed him. Then they thanked him for his proposed kindness in taking them out of the brewery.

``Oh, papa, it is so jolly!'' said Cherry.

Mr Tappitt did not say much in answer to thisbut luckily there was no necessity that he should say

anything. It was an occasion on which silence was understood as giving a perfect consent.

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When Mrs Tappitt had settled within her own mind that the brewery should be abandoned to Rowan, she was

by no means, therefore, ready to assent that Rachel Ray should become the mistress of the brewery house.

``Never,'' she had exclaimed when Cherry had suggested such a result; ``never!'' And Augusta had echoed the

protestation, ``Never, never!'' I will not say that she would have allowed her husband to remain in his

business in order that she might thus exclude Rachel from such promotion, but she could not bring herself to

believe that Luke Rowan would be so fatuous, so ignorant of his own interests, so deluded as to marry that

girl from Bragg's End! It is thus that the Mrs Tappitts of the world regard other women's daughters when they

have undergone any disappointment as to their own. She had no reason for wishing well to Rowan, and

would not have cared if he had taken to his bosom a harpy in marriage: but she could not endure to hear of

the success of the girl whose attractions had foiled her own little plan. ``I don't believe that the man can even

be such a fool as that!'' she said again to Augusta, when on the evening of the day following Tappitt's

abdication, a rumour reached the brewery that Luke Rowan had been seen walking out upon the Cawston

Road.

Mr Honyman, in accordance with his instruction, called at the brewery on that morning. and was received by

Mr Tappitt with a sullen and almost savage submission. Mrs T. had endeavoured to catch him first, but in that

she had failed; she did, however, manage to see the attorney as he came out from her husband.

``It's all settled'', said Honyman: ``and I'll see Rowan myself before half an hour is over.''

``I'm sure it's a great blessing, Mr Honyman,'' said the ladynot on that occasion assuming any of the glory

to herself.

``It was the only thing for him.'' said Mr Honyman``that is if he didn't like to take the young man in as

acting partner.''

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In the meantime Tappitt sat sullen and wretched in the countinghouse. Such moments occur in the lives of

most of usmoments in which the real work of life is brought to an endand they cannot but be sad. It is

very well to talk of ease and dignity; but ease of spirit comes from action only, and the world's dignity is

given to those who do the world's work. Let no man put his neck from out of the collar till in truth he can no

longer draw the weight attached to it. Tappitt had now got rid of his collar, and he sat very wretched in his

brewery countinghouse.

``Be I to go, sir?''

Tappitt in his meditation was interrupted by these words, spoken not in a rough voice, and looking up he saw

Worts standing in the countinghouse before him. Worts had voted for Butler Cornbury, whereas had he

voted for Mr Hart, Mr Hart would have been returned; and, upon that, Worts, as a rebellious subject, had

received notice to quit the premises. Now his time was out, and he came to ask whether he was to leave the

scene of his forty years of work. But what would be the use of sending Worts away even if the wish to punish

his contumacy still remained? In another week Worts would be brought back again in triumph, and would

tread those brewery floors with the step almost of a master, while he, Tappitt, could tread them only as a

stranger, if he were allowed to tread them at all.

``You can stay if you like,'' said Tappitt, hardly looking up at the man.

``I know you be a going, Mr Tappitt,'' said the man; ``and I hear you be a going very handsome like.

Gentlefolk such as you needn't go on working always like us. If so be you be a going, Mr Tappitt, I hope you

and me'll part friendly. We've been together a sight o' yearstoo great a sight for us to part unfriendly.''

Mr Tappitt admitted the argument, shook hands with the man, and then of course took him into his immediate

confidence with more warmth than he would have done had there been no quarrel between them. And I think

he found some comfort in this. He walked about the premises with Worts, telling him much that was true, and

some few things that were not strictly accurate. For instance, he said that he had made up his mind to leave

the place, whereas that action of decisive resolution which we call making up our minds had perhaps been

done by Mrs Tappitt rather than by him. But Worts took all these assertions with an air of absolute belief

which comforted the brewer. Worts was very wise in his discretion on that day, and threw much oil on the

troubled waters; so that Tappitt when he left him bade God bless him, and expressed a hope that the old place

might still thrive for his sake.

``And for your'n too, master,'' said Worts, ``for yeu'll allays have the best egg still. The young master, he'll

only be a working for you.''

There was comfort in this thought: and Tappitt, when he went into his dinner, was able to carry himself like a

man.

The tidings which had reached Mrs Tappitt as to Rowan having been seen on that evening walking on the

Cawston road with his face towards Bragg's End were true. On that morning Mr Honyman had come to him,

and his career in life was at once settled for him.

``Mr Tappitt is quite in time, Mr Honyman,'' he had said. ``But he would not have been in time this day week

unless he had consented to pay for what work had been already done; for I had determined to begin at once.''

``The truth is, Mr Rowan, you step into an uncommon good thing; but Mr Tappitt is tired of the work, and

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Thus the matter was arranged between them, and before nightfall everybody in Baslehurst knew that Tappitt

and Rowan had come to terms, and that Tappitt was to retire upon a pension. There was some little

discrepancy as to the amount of Tappitt's annuity, the Liberal faction asserting that he was to receive two

thousand a year, and those of the other side cutting him down to two hundred.

On the evening of that dayin the cool of the eveningLuke Rowan sauntered down the High Street of

Baslehurst, and crossed over Cawston Bridge. On the bridge he was all alone, and he stood there for a

moment or two leaning upon the parapet looking down upon the little stream beneath the arch. During the day

many things had occupied him, and he had hardly as yet made up his mind definitely as to what he would do

and what he would say during the hours of the evening. From the moment in which Honyman had announced

to him Tappitt's intended resignation he became aware that he certainly should go out to Bragg's End before

that day was over. It had been with him a settled thing, a thing settled almost without thought ever since the

receipt of Rachel's letter, that he would take this walk to Bragg's End when he should have put his affairs at

Baslehurst on some stable footing; but that he would not take that walk before he had so done.

``They say,'' Rachel had written in her letter, ``they say that as the business here about the brewery is so very

unsettled, they think it probable that you will not have to come back to Baslehurst any more.''

In that had been the offence. They had doubted his stability, and, beyond that, had almost doubted his

honesty. He would punish them by taking them at their word till both should be put beyond all question. He

knew well that the punishment would fall on Rachel, whereas none of the sin would have been Rachel's sin;

but he would not allow himself to be deterred by that consideration.

``It is her letter,'' he said to himself, ``and in that way will I answer her. When I do go there again they will all

understand me better.''

It had been, too, a matter of pride to him that Mr Comfort and Mrs Butler Cornbury should thus be made to

understand him. He would say nothing of himself and his own purposes to any of them. He would speak

neither of his own means nor his own steadfastness. But he would prove to them that he was steadfast, and

that he had boasted of nothing which he did not possess. When Mrs Butler Cornbury had spoken to him down

by the Cleeves, asking him of his purpose, and struggling to do a kind thing by Rachel, he had resolved at

once that he would tell her nothing. She would find him out. He liked her for loving Rachel; but neither to

her, nor even to Rachel herself, would he say more till he could show them that the business about the

brewery was no longer unsettled.

But up to this momentthis moment in which he was standing on the bridge, he had not determined what he

would say to Rachel or to Rachel's mother. He had never relaxed in his purpose of making Rachel his wife

since his first visit to the cottage. He was one who, having a fixed resolve, feels certain of their ultimate

success in achieving it. He was now going to Bragg's End to claim that which he regarded as his own; but he

had not as yet told himself in what terms he would put forward his claim. So he stood upon the bridge

thinking.

He stood upon the bridge thinking, but his thoughts would only go backwards, and would do nothing for him

as to his future conduct. He remembered his first walk with her, and the churchyard elms with the setting sun,

and the hot dances in Mrs Tappitt's house; and he remembered them without much of the triumph of a

successful lover. It had been very sweet, but very easy. In so saying to himself he by no means threw blame

upon Rachel. Things were easy, he thought, and it was almost a pity that they should be so. As for Rachel,

nothing could have been more honest or more to his taste, than her mode of learning to love him. A girl who,

while intending to accept him, could yet have feigned indifference, would have disgusted him at once.

Nevertheless he could not but wish that there had been some castles for him to storm in his career. Tappitt

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nature to make any pretence. He passed from the bridge at last without determining what he would say when

be reached the cottage, but he did not pass on till he had been seen by the scrutinising eyes of Miss Pucker.

``If there ain't young Rowan going out to Bragg's End again!'' she said to herself, comforting herself, I fear, or

striving to comfort herself, with an inward assertion that he was not going there for any good. Striving to

comfort herself, but not effectually; for though the assertion was made by herself to herself, yet it was not

believed. Though she declared, with wellpronounced mental words, that Luke Rowan was going on that

path for no good purpose, she felt a wretched conviction at her heart's core that Rachel Ray would be made to

triumph over her and her early suspicions by a happy marriage. Nevertheless she carried the tidings up into

Baslehurst, and as she repeated it to the grocer's daughters and the baker's wives she shook her head with as

much apparent satisfaction as though she really believed that Rachel oscillated between a ruined name and a

broken heart.

He walked on very slowly towards Bragg's End, as though he almost dreaded the interview, swinging his

stick as was his custom, and keeping his feet on the grassy edges of the road till he came to the turn which

brought him on to the green. When on the green he did not take the highway, but skirted along under Farmer

Sturt's hedge, so that he had to pass by the entrance of the farmyard before he crossed over to the cottage.

Here, just inside her own gate, he encountered Mrs Sturt standing alone. She had been intent on the cares of

her poultryyard till she had espied Luke Rowan; but then she had forgotten chickens and ducks and all, and

had given herself up to thoughts of Rachel's happiness in having her lover back again.

``It's he as sure as eggs,'' she had said to herself when she first saw him; ``how mortal slow he do walk, to be

sure! If he was coming as joe to me I'd soon shake him into quicker steps than them.''

``Oh, Mrs Sturt!'' said he, ``I hope you're quite well,'' and he stopped short at her gate.

``Pretty bobbish, thankee, Mr Rowan; and how's yourself? Are you going over to the cottage this evening?''

``Who's at home there, Mrs Sturt?''

``Well, they're all at home; Mrs Ray, and Rachel, and Mrs Prime. I doubt whether you know the eldest

daughter, Mr Rowan?''

Luke did not know Mrs Prime, and by no means wished to spend any of the hours of the present evening in

making her acquaintance.

``Is Mrs Prime there?'' he asked.

``Deed she is. Mr Rowan. She's come back these last two days.''

Thereupon Rowan paused for a moment, having carefully placed himself inside the gateposts of the farmyard

so that he might not be seen by the inmates of the cottage, if haply he had hitherto escaped their eyes.

``Mrs Sturt,'' said he, ``I wonder whether you'd do me a great favour.''

``That depends,'' said Mrs Sturt. ``If it's to do any good to any of them over there, I will.''

``If I wanted to do harm to any of them I shouldn't come to you.''

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``It shan't be my fault if we're not,'' said Rowan.

``That's spoken honest,'' said the lady; ``and now I'll do anything in my power to bring you together. If you'll

just go into my little parlour, I'll bring her to you in five seconds; I will indeed, Mr Rowan. You won't mind

going through the kitchen for once, will you?''

Luke did not mind going through the kitchen, and immediately found himself shut up in Mr Sturt's back

parlour, looking out among the mingled roses and cabbages.

Mrs Sturt walked quickly across the road to the cottage door, and went at once to the open window of the

sittingroom. Mrs Ray was there with a book in her handa serious book, the perusal of which I fear was in

some degree due to the presence of her elder daughter; and Mrs Prime was there with another book, evidently

very serious; and Rachel was there too, seated on the sofa, deeply buried in the manipulation of a dress

belonging to her mother. Mrs Sturt was sure at once that they had not seen Luke Rowan as he passed inside

the farmyard gate, and that they did not suspect that he was near them.

``Oh, Mrs Sturt, is that you?'' said the widow looking up. ``You'll just come in for a minute, won't you?'' and

Mrs Ray showed by a suppressed yawn that her attention had not been deeply fixed by that serious book.

Rachel looked up, and bade the visitor welcome with a little nod; but it was not a cheery nod as it would have

been in old days, before her sorrow had come upon her.

``I'll have the cherries back in her cheeks before the evening's over.'' said Mrs Sturt to herself, as she looked

at the palefaced girl. Mrs Prime also made some little salutation to their neighbour; but she did so with the

very smallest expenditure of thoughts or moments. Mrs Sturt was all very well, but Mrs Prime had greater

work on hand than gossiping with Mrs Sturt.

``I'll not just come in, thankee, Mrs Ray; but if it ain't troubling you I want to speak a word to you outside;

and a word to Rachel too, if she don't mind coming.

``A word to me!'' said Rachel getting up and putting down her dress. Her thoughts nowadays were always

fixed on the same subject, and it seemed that any special word to her must have reference to that. Mrs Ray

also got up, leaving her mark in her book. Mrs Prime went on reading, harder than ever. There was to be

some conference of importance from which she could not but feel herself to be excluded in a very special

way. Something wicked was surely to be proposed, or she would have been allowed to hear it. She said

nothing, but her head was almost shaken by the vehemence with which she read the book in her lap.

Mrs Sturt retired beyond the precincts of the widow's front garden before she said a word. Rachel had

followed her first through the gate, and Mrs Ray came after with her apron turned over her head. ``What is it,

Mrs Sturt?'' said Rachel. ``Have you heard anything?''

``Heard anything? Well; I'm always ahearing of something. Do you slip across the green while I speak just

one word to your mother. And, Rachel, wait for me at the gate. Mrs Ray, he's in my little parlour.''

``Who? not Luke Rowan?''

``But he is though: that very young man! He's come over to make it up with her. He's told me so with his own

mouth. You may be as sure of it asasas anything. You leave 'em to me, Mrs Ray; I wouldn't bring them

together if it wasn't for good. It's my belief our pet would a' died if he hadn't come back to herit is then.''

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Rachel having paused for a moment, as she looked first at her mother and then at Mrs Sturt, had done as she

was bidden, and had walked quickly across the green. Mrs Ray, when she heard her neighbour's tidings, stood

fixed by dismay and dread, mingled with joy. She had longed for his coming back; but now that he was there,

close upon them, intending to do all that she had wished him to do, she was half afraid of him! After all was

he not a young man; and might he not, even yet, be a wolf? She was horrorstricken at the idea of sending

Rachel over to see a lover and looked back at the cottage window, towards Mrs Prime, as though to see

whether she was being watched in her iniquity. ``Oh, Mrs Sturt!'' she said, ``why didn't you give us time to

think about it?''

``Give you time! How could I give you time, and he here on the spot? There's been too much time to my

thinking. When young folk are agreeable and the old folk are agreeable too, there can't be too little time.

Come along over and we'll talk of it in the kitchen while they talks in the parlour. He'd a been in there among

you all only for Mrs Prime. She is so dour like for a young man to have to say anything before her, of the

likes of that. That's why I took him into our place.''

They overtook Rachel at the house door and they all went through together into the great kitchen. ``Oh,

Rachel!'' said Mrs Ray. ``Oh, dear!''

``What is it, mamma?'' said Rachel. Then looking into her mother's face, she guessed the truth. ``Mamma,''

she said, ``he's here! Mr Rowan is here!'' And she took hold of her mother's arm, as though to support herself.

``And that's just the truth,'' said Mrs Sturt, triumphantly. ``He's through there in the little parlour, and you

must just go to him, my dear, and hear what he's got to say to you.''

``Oh, mamma!'' said Rachel.

``I suppose you must do what she tells you,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Of course she must,'' said Mrs Sturt.

``Mamma, you must go to him,'' said Rachel,

``That won't do at all,'' said Mrs Sturt.

``And why has he come here?'' said Rachel.

``Ah! I wonder why,'' said Mrs Sturt. ``I wonder why any young man should come on such an errand! But it

won't do to leave him there standing in my parlour by himself, so do you come along with me.''

So saying Mrs Sturt took Rachel by the arm to lead her away. Mrs Ray in this great emergency was perfectly

helpless. She could simply look at her with imploring, loving eyes, and stand quivering in doubt against the

dresser. Mrs Sturt had very decided views on the matter. She had put Luke Rowan into the parlour with a

promise that she would bring Rachel to him there, and she was not going to break her word through any mock

delicacy. The two young people liked one another, and they should have this opportunity of saying so in each

other's hearing. So she took Rachel by the arm, and opening the door of the parlour led her into the room.

``Mr Rowan,'' she said, ``when you and Miss Rachel have had your say out, you'll find me and her mamma in

the kitchen.'' Then she closed the door and left them alone.

Rachel, when first summoned out of the cottage, had felt at once that Mrs Sturt's visit must have reference to

Luke Rowan. Indeed everything with her in her present moods had some reference to himsome reference

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there in the same house with her, and that she was taken to him in order that she might hear his words and

speak her own. It was very sudden: and for the space of a few moments she would have fled away from Mrs

Sturt's kitchen had such flight been possible. Since Rowan had gone from her there had been times in which

she would have fled to him, in which she would have journeyed alone any distance so that she might tell him

of her love, and ask whether she had got any right to hope for his. But all that seemed to be changed. Though

her mother was there with her and her friend, she feared that this seeking of her lover was hardly maidenly.

Should he not have come to herevery foot of the way to her feet, and there have spoken if he had aught to

say, before she had been called on to make any sign? Would he like her for thus going to him? But then she

had no chance of escape. She found herself in Mrs Sturt's kitchen under her mother's sanction, before she had

been able to form any purpose; and then an idea did come to her, even at that moment, that poor Luke would

have had a hard task of it in her sister's presence. When she was first told that he was there in the farmhouse

parlour, her courage left her and she dreaded the encounter; but she was able to collect her thoughts as she

passed out of the kitchen, and across the passage, and when she followed Mrs Sturt into the room she had

again acquired the power to carry herself as a woman having a soul of her own.

``Rachel!'' Rowan said, stepping up to her and tendering his hand to her. ``I have come to answer your letter

in person.''

``I knew'', she said, ``when I wrote it, that my letter did not deserve any answer. I did not expect an answer.''

``But am I wrong now to bring you one in person? I have thought so much of seeing you again! Will you not

say a word of welcome to me?''

``I am glad to see you, Mr Rowan.''

``Mr Rowan! Nay; if it is to be Mr Rowan I may as well go back to Baslehurst. It has come to that, that it

must be Luke now, or there must be no naming of names between us. You chided me once when I called you

Rachel.''

``You called me so once, sir, when I should have chided you and did not. I remember it well. You were very

wrong, and I was very foolish.''

``But I may call you Rachel now?'' Then when she did not answer him at the moment, he asked the question

again in that imperious way which was common with him. ``May I not call you now as I please? If it be not

so my coming here is useless. Come, Rachel, say one word to me boldly. Do you love me well enough to be

my wife?''

She was standing at the open window, looking away from him, while he remained at a little distance from her

as though he would not come close to her till he had exacted from her some positive assurance of her love as

a penance for the fault committed by her letter. He certainly was not a soft lover, nor by any means inclined

to abate his own privileges. He paused a moment as though he thought that his last question must elicit a

plain reply. But no reply to it came. She still looked away from him through the window, as though resolved

that she would not speak till his mood should have become more tender.

``You said something in your letter'', he continued, ``about my affairs here in Baslehurst being unsettled. I

would not show myself here again till that matter was arranged.''

``It was not I,'' she said, turning sharply round upon him. ``It was not I who thought that.''

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``Do you know so little of a girl like me as to suppose that what was written there came from me, myself?

Did I not tell you that I said what I was told to say? Did I not explain to you that mamma had gone to Mr

Comfort? Did yon not know that all that had come from him?''

``I only know that I read it in your letter to methe only letter you had ever written to me.''

``You are unfair to me, Mr Rowan. You know that you are unfair.''

``Call me Luke,'' he said. ``Call me by my own name.''

``Luke,'' she said, ``you are unfair to me.''

``Then by heavens it shall be for the last time. May things in this world and the next go well with me as I am

fair to you for the future!'' So saying he came up close to her, and took her at once in his arms.

``Luke, Luke: don't. You frighten me; indeed you do.''

``You shall give me a fair open kiss, honestly, before I leave youin truth you shall. If you love me, and

wish to be my wife, and intend me to understand that you and I am now pledged to each other beyond the

power of any person to separate us by his advice, or any mother by her fears, give me a bold, honest kiss, and

I will understand that it means all that.''

Still she hesitated for a moment, turning her face away from him while he held her by the waist. She hesitated

while she was weighing the meaning of his words, and taking them home to herself as her own. Then she

turned her neck towards him, still holding back her head till her face was immediately under his own, and

after another moment's pause she gave him her pledge as he had asked it. Mrs Sturt's words had come true,

and the cherries had returned to her cheek.

``My own Rachel! And now tell me one thing: are you happy?''

``So happy!''

``My own one!''

``But, LukeI have been wretchedso wretched! I thought you would never come back to me.''

``And did that make you wretched?''

``Ah!did it? What do you think yourself! When I wrote that letter to you I knew I had no right to expect

that you would think of me again.''

``But how could I help thinking of you when I loved you?''

``And then when mamma saw you in Exeter, and you sent me no word of message!''

``I was determined to send none till this business was finished.''

``Ah! that was cruel. But you did not understand. I suppose no man can understand. I couldn't have believed

it myself tilltill after you had gone away. It seemed as though all the sun had deserted us, and that

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They stood at the open window looking out upon the roses and cabbages till the patience of Mrs Sturt and of

Mrs Ray was exhausted. What they said, beyond so much of their words as I have repeated, need not be told.

But when a low halfabashed knock at the door interrupted them, Luke thought that they had hardly been

there long enough to settle the preliminaries of the affair which had brought him to Bragg's End.

``May we come in?'' said Mrs Sturt very timidly.

``Oh, mamma, mamma!'' said Rachel, and she hid her face upon her mother's shoulder.

MRS PRIME READS HER RECANTATION

Above an hour had passed after the interruption mentioned at the end of the last chapter before Mrs Ray and

Rachel crossed back from the farmhouse to the cottage, and when they went they went alone. During that

hour they had been sitting in Mrs Sturt's parlour; and when at last they got up to go they did not press Luke

Rowan to go with them. Mrs Prime was at the cottage, and it was necessary that everything should be

explained to her before she was asked to give her hand to her future brotherinlaw. The farmer had come in

and had joked his joke, and Mrs Sturt had clacked over them as though they were a brood of chickens of her

own hatching; and Mrs Ray had smiled and cried, and sobbed and laughed till she had become almost

hysterical. Then she had jumped up from her seat, saying, ``Oh, dear, what will Dorothea think has become of

us?'' After that Rachel insisted upon going, and the mother and daughter returned across the green, leaving

Luke at the farmhouse, ready to take his departure as soon as Mrs Ray and Rachel should have safely reached

their home.

``I knew thee was minded steadfast to take her'', said Mrs Sturt, ``when it came out upon the newspaper how

thou hadst told them all in Baslehurst that thou wouldst wed none but a Baslehurst lass.''

In answer to this Luke protested that he had not thought of Rachel when he was making that speech, and tried

to explain that all that was ``soft sawder,'' as he called it, for the election. But the words were too apposite to

the event, and the sentiment too much in accordance with Mrs Sturt's chivalric views to allow of her

admitting the truth of any such assurance as this.

``I know,'' she said; ``I know. And when I read them words in the newspaper I said to the gudeman there, we

shall have bridecake from the cottage now before Christmas.''

``For the matter of that, so you shall,'' said Luke, shaking hands with her as he went, ``or the fault will not be

mine.''

Rachel, as she followed her mother out from the farmyard gate, had not a word to say. Could it have been

possible she would have wished to remain silent for the remainder of the evening and for the night, so that

she might have time to think of this thing which she had done, and a enjoy the full measure of her happiness.

Hitherto she had hardly had any joy in her love. The cup had been hardly given to her to drink before it had

been again snatched away, and since then she had been left to think that the draught for which she longed

would never again be offered to her lips. The whole affair had now been managed so suddenly, and the action

had been so quick, that she had hardly found a moment for thought. Could it be that things were so fixed that

there was no room for further disappointment? She had been scalded so cruelly that she still feared the hot

water. Her heart was sore with the old hurt, as the head that has ached will be still sore when the actual

malady has passed away. She longed for hours of absolute quiet, in which she might make herself sure that

her malady had also passed away, and that the soreness which remained came only from the memory of

former pain. But there was no such perfect rest within her reach as yet.

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``You had better tell her, mamma.''

``I suppose she won't set herself against it; will she?''

``I hope not, mamma. I shall think her very illnatured if she does. But it can t make any real difference now,

you know.''

``No; it can't make any difference. Only it will be so uncomfortable.''

Then with halffrightened, muffled steps they entered their own house, and joined Mrs Prime in the

sittingroom.

Mrs Prime was still reading the serious book; but I am bound to say that her mind had not been wholly intent

upon it during the long absence of her mother and sister. She had struggled for a time to ignore the slight fact

that her companions were away gossiping with the neighbouring farmer's wife: she had made a hard fight

with her book, pinning her eyes down upon the page over and over again, as though in pinning down her eyes

she could pin down her mind also. But by degrees the delay became so long that she was tantalised into

surmises as to the subject of their conversation. If it were not wicked, why should not she have been allowed

to share it? She did not imagine it to be wicked according to the world's ordinary wickednessbut she feared

that it was wicked according to that tone of morals to which she was desirous of tying her mother down as a

bond slave. They were away talking about love and pleasure, and those heartthrobbings in which her sister

had so unfortunately been allowed to indulge. She felt all but sure that some tidings of Luke Rowan had been

brought in Mrs Sturt's budget of news, and she had never been able to think well of Luke Rowan since the

evening on which she had seen him standing with Rachel in the churchyard. She knew nothing against him;

but she had then made up her mind that he was pernicious, and she could not bring herself to own that she

had been wrong in that opinion. She had been loud and defiant in her denunciation when she had first

suspected Rachel of having a lover. Since that she had undergone some troubles of her own by which the tone

of her remonstrances had been necessarily moderated; but even now she could not forgive her sister such a

lover as Luke Rowan. She would have been quite willing to see her sister married, but the lover should have

been dingy, blackcoated, lugubrious, having about him some true essence of the tears of the valley of

tribulation. Alas, her sister's taste was quite of another kind!

``I'm afraid you will have been thinking that we were never coming back again,'' said Mrs Ray, as she entered

the room.

``No, mother. I didn't think that. But I thought you were staying late with Mrs Sturt.''

``So we wereand really I didn't think we had been so long. But, Dorothea, there was someone else over

there besides Mrs Sturt, and be kept us.''

``He! What he?'' said Mrs Prime. She had not even suspected that the lover had been over there in prison.

``Mr Rowan, my dear. He has been at the farm.''

``What! the young man that was dismissed from Mr Tappitt's?''

It was ill said of hervery ill said, and so she was herself aware as soon as the words were out of her mouth.

But she could not help it. She had taken a side against Luke Rowan, and could not restrain herself from

illnatured words. Rachel was still standing in the middle of the room when she heard her lover thus

described; but she would not condescend to plead in answer to such a charge. The colour came to her cheeks,

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``It seems to me, Dorothea,'' she said, ``that you are mistaken there. I think he has dismissed Mr Tappitt.''

``I don't know much about it,'' said Mrs Prime; ``I only know that they've quarrelled.''

``But it would be well that you should learn, because I'm sure you will be glad to think as well of your

brotherinlaw as possible.''

``Do you mean that he is engaged to marry Rachel?''

``Yes, Dorothea. I think we may say that it is all settled nowmayn't we, Rachel? And a very excellent

young man he isand as for being well off, a great deal better than what a child of mine could have

expected. And a fine comely fellow he is, as a woman's eye would wish to rest on.''

``Beauty is but skin deep,'' said Mrs Prime, with no little indignation in her tone, that a thing so vile as

personal comeliness should have been mentioned by her mother on such an occasion.

``When he came out here and drank tea with us that evening,'' continued Mrs Ray, ``I took a liking to him

most unaccountable, unless it was that I had a foreshadowing that he was going to be so near and dear to me.''

``Mother, there can have been nothing of the kind. You should not say such things. The Lord in His

providence allows us no foreshadowing of that kind.''

``At any rate I liked him very much; didn't I, Rachel?from the first moment I set eyes on him. Only I don't

think he'll ever do away with cider in Devonshire, because of the apple trees. But if people are to drink beer it

stands to reason that good beer will be better than bad.''

All this time Rachel had not spoken a word, nor had her sister uttered anything expressive of congratulation

or good wishes. Now, as Mrs Ray ceased, there came, a silence in the room, and it was incumbent on the

elder sister to break it.

``If this matter is settled, Rachel''

``It is settledI think,'' said Rachel.

``If it is settled I hope that it may be for your lasting happiness and eternal welfare.''

``I hope it will,'' said Rachel.

``Marriage is a most important step.''

``That's quite true, my dear,'' said Mrs Ray.

``A most important step, and one that requires the most exact circumspectionespecially on the part of the

young woman. I hope you may have known Mr Rowan long enough to justify your confidence in him.''

It was still the voice of a raven! Mrs Prime as she spoke thus knew that she was croaking, and would have

divested herself of her croak and spoken joyously, had such mode of speech been possible to her. But it was

not possible. Though she would permit no such foreshadowings as those at which her mother had hinted, she

had committed herself to forebodings against this young man, to such extent that she could not wheel her

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``God bless you, Rachel!'' she said, when they parted for the night. ``You have my best wishes for your

happiness. I hope you do not doubt my love because I think more of your welfare in another world than in

this.'' Then she kissed her sister and they parted for the night.

Rachel now shared her mother's room; and from her mother, when they were alone together, she received

abundance of that sympathy for which her heart was craving.

``You mustn't mind Dorothea,'' the widow said.

``No, mamma; I do not.''

``I mean that you mustn't mind her seeming to be so hard. She means well through it all and is as affectionate

as any other woman.''

``Why did she say that he had been dismissed when she knew that it wasn't true?''

``Ah, my dear! can't you understand? When she first heard of Mr Rowan''

``Call him Luke, mamma.''

``When she first heard of him she was taught to believe that he was giddy, and that he didn't mean anything.''

``Why should she think evil of people? Who taught her?''

``Miss Pucker, and Mr Prong, and that set.''

``Yes; and they are the people who talk most of Christian charity!''

``But, my dear, they don't mean to be uncharitable. They try to do good. If Dorothea really thought that this

young man was a dangerous acquaintance what could she do but say so? And you can't expect her to turn

round all in a minute. Think how she has been troubled herself about this affair of Mr Prong's.''

``But that's no reason she should say that Luke is dangerous. Dangerous! What makes me so angry is that she

should think everybody is a fool except herself. Why should anybody be more dangerous to me than to

anybody else?''

``Well, my dear, I think that perhaps she is not so wrong there. Of course everything is all right with you

now, and I'm sure I'm the happiest woman in the world to feel that it is so. I don't know how to be thankful

enough when I think how things have turned outbut when I first heard of him I thought he was dangerous

too.''

``But you don't think he is dangerous now, mamma?''

``No, my dear; of course I don't. And I never did after he drank tea here that night; only Mr Comfort told me

it wouldn't be safe not to see how things went a little before youyou understand, dearest?''

``Yes, I understand. I ain't a bit obliged to Mr Comfort, though I mean to forgive him because of Mrs

Cornbury. She has behaved best through it allnext to you, mamma.''

I am afraid it was late before Mrs Ray went to sleep that night, and I almost doubt whether Rachel slept at all.

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month past she had envied those who slept while she was kept awake by her sorrow. She had often struggled

to sleep as she sat in her chair, so that she might escape for a few moments from the torture of her waking

thoughts. But why need she sleep now that every thought was a new pleasure? There was no moment that she

had ever passed with him that had not to be recalled. There was no word of his that had not to be reweighed.

She remembered, or fancied that she remembered, her idea of the man when her eye first fell upon his outside

form. She would have sworn that her first glance of him had conveyed to her far more than had ever come to

her from many a day's casual looking at any other man. She could almost believe that he had been specially

made and destined for her behoof. She blushed even while lying in bed as she remembered how the gait of

the man, and the tone of his voice, had taken possession of her eyes and ears from the first day on which she

had met him. When she had gone to Mrs Tappitt's party, so consciously alive to the fact that he was to be

there, she had told herself that she was sure she thought no more of him than of any other man that she might

meet; but she now declared to herself that she had been a weak fool in thus attempting to deceive herself; that

she had loved him from the firstor at any rate from that evening when he had told her of the beauty of the

clouds; and that from that day to the present hour there had been no other chance of happiness to her but that

chance which had now been so wondrously decided in her favour. When she came down to breakfast on the

next morning she was very quietso quiet that her sister almost thought she was frightened at her future

prospects; but I think that there was no such fear. She was so happy that she could afford to be tranquil in her

happiness.

On that day Rowan came out to the cottage in the evening and was formally introduced to Mrs Prime. Mrs

Ray, I fear, did not find the little teaparty so agreeable on that evening as she had done on the previous

occasion. Mrs Prime did make some effort at conversation; she did endeavour to receive the young man as

her future brotherinlaw; she was gracious to him with such graciousness as she possessedbut the

duration of their meal was terribly long, and even Mrs Ray herself felt relieved when the two lovers went

forth together for their evening walk. I think there must have been some triumph in Rachel's heart as she tied

on her hat before she started. I think she must have remembered the evening on which her sister had been so

urgent with her to go to the Dorcas meetingwhen she had so obstinately refused that invitation, and had

instead gone out to meet the Tappitt girls, and had met with them the young man of whom her sister had

before been speaking with so much horror. Now he was there on purpose to take her with him, and she went

forth with him, leaning lovingly on his arm, while yet close under her sister's eyes. I think there must have

been a gleam of triumph in her face as she put her hand with such confidence well round her lover's arm.

Girls do triumph in their loversin their acknowledged and permitted lovers, as young men triumph in their

loves which are not acknowledged or perhaps permitted. A man's triumph is for the most part over when he is

once allowed to take his place at the family table, as a right, next to his betrothed. He begins to feel himself to

be a sacrificial victimdone up very prettily with blue and white ribbons round his horns, but still an ox

prepared for sacrifice. But the girl feels herself to be exalted for those few weeks as a conqueror, and to be

carried along in an ovation of which that bucolic victim, tied round with blue ribbons on to his horns, is the

chief grace and ornament. In this mood, no doubt, both Rachel and Luke Rowan went forth, leaving the two

widows together in the cottage.

``It is pretty to see her so happy, isn't it now?'' said Mrs Ray.

The question for the moment made Mrs Prime uncomfortable and almost wretched, but it gave her the

opportunity which in her heart she desired of recanting her error in regard to Luke Rowan's character. She

wished to give in her adhesion to the marriageto be known to have acknowledged its fitness so that she

could, with some true word of sisterly love, wish her sister well. In Rachel's presence she could not have first

made this recantation. Though Rachel spoke no triumph, there was a triumph in her eye, which prevented

almost the possibility of such yielding on the part of Dorothea. But when the thing should have been once

done, when she should once have owned that Rachel was not wrong, then gradually she could bring herself

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``Pretty,'' she said; ``yes, it is pretty. I do not know that anybody ever doubted its prettiness.''

``And isn't it nice too? Dear girl! It does make me so happy to see her lighthearted again. She has had a sad

time of it. Dorothea, since we made her write that letter to him; a very sad time of it.''

``People here, mother, do mostly have what you call a sad time of it. Are we not taught that it is better for us

that it should be so? Have not you and I, mother, had a sad time of it? It would be all sad enough if this were

to be the end of it.''

``Yes, just so; of course we know that. But it can't be wrong that she should be happy now, when things are

so bright all around her. You wouldn't have thought it better for her, or for him either, that they should be

kept apart, seeing that they really love each other?''

``No; I don't say that. If they love one another of course it is right that they should marry. I only wish we had

known him longer.''

``I am not sure that these things always go much better because young people have known each other all their

lives. It seems to be certain that he is an industrious, steady young man. Everybody seems to speak well of

him now.''

``Well, mother, I have nothing to say against himnot a word. And if it will give Rachel any

pleasurethough I don't suppose it will, the least in the world; but if it would, she may know that I think she

has done wisely to accept him.''

``Indeed it will; the greatest pleasure.''

``And I hope they will be happy together for very many years. I love Rachel dearly, though I fear she does

not think so, and anything I have said, I have said in love, not in anger.''

``I'm sure of that, Dorothea.''

``Now that she is to be settled in life as a married woman, of course she must not look for counsel either to

you or to me. She must obey him, and I hope that God may give him grace to direct her steps aright.''

``Amen!'' said Mrs Ray, solemnly. It was thus, that Mrs Prime read her recantation, which was repeated on

that evening to Rachel with some little softening touches. ``You won't be living together in the same house

after a bit,'' said Mrs Ray, thinking, with some sadness, that those little evening festivities of buttered toast

and thick cream were over for her now``but I do hope you will be friends.''

``Of course we will, mamma. She has only to put out her hand the least little bit in the world, and I will go

the rest of the way. As for her living, I don't know what will be best about that, because Luke says that of

course you'll come and live with us.''

* * * *

It was two or three days after this that Rachel saw the Tappitt girls for the first time since the fact of her

engagement had become known. It was in the evening, and she had been again walking with Luke, when she

met them; but at that moment she was alone. Augusta would have turned boldly away, though they had all

come closely together before either had been aware of the presence of the other. But to this both Martha and

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``We have heard of your engagement,'' said Martha, ``and we congratulate you. You have heard, of course,

that we are going to move to Torquay, and we hope that you will be comfortable at the brewery.''

``Yes,'' said Augusta, ``the place isn't what it used to be, and so we think it best to go. Mamma has already

looked at a villa near Torquay, which will suit us delightfully.''

Then they passed on, but Cherry remained behind to say another word. ``I am so happy'', said Cherry ``that

you and he have hit it off. He's a charming fellow, and I always said he was to fall in love with you. After the

ball of course there wasn't a doubt about it. Mind you send us cake, dear; and by and by we'll come and see

you at the old place, and be better friends than ever we were.''

CONCLUSION

Early in November Mr Tappitt officially announced his intention of abdicating, and the necessary forms and

deeds and parchment obligations were drawn out signed and sealed, for the giving up of the brewery to Luke

Rowan. Mr Honyman's clerk revelled in thinly covered folio sheets to the great comfort and profit of his

master; while Mr Sharpit went about Baslehurst declaring that Tappitt was an egregious ass, and hinting that

Rowan was little better than a clever swindler. What he said, however, had but little effect on Baslehurst. It

had become generally under stood that Rowan would spend money in the town, employing labour and

struggling to go ahead, and Baslehurst knew that such a man was desirable as a citizen. The parchments were

prepared, and the signatures were written with the necessary amount of witnessing, and Tappitt and Rowan

once more met each other on friendly terms. Tappitt had endeavoured to avoid this, pleading, both to

Honyman and to his wife, that his personal dislike to the young man was as great as ever; but they had not

permitted him thus to indulge his wrath. Mr Honyman pointed out to Mrs Tappitt that such ill humour might

be very detrimental to their future interests, and Tappitt had been made to give way. We may as well declare

at once that the days of Tappitt's domestic dominion were over, as is generally the case with a man who

retires from work and allows himself to be placed, as a piece of venerable furniture, in the chimney corner.

Hitherto he, and he only, had known what funds could be made available out of the brewery for household

purposes; and Mrs Tappitt had been subject, at every turn of her life, to provoking intimations of. reduced

profits: but now there was the clear thousand a year, and she could demand her rights in accordance with that

sum. Tappitt, too, could never again stray away from home with mysterious hints that matters connected with

malt and hops must be discussed at places in which beer was consumed. He had no longer left to him any

excuse for deviating from the regular course of his life even by a hair's breadth; and before two years were

over he had learned to regard it almost as a favour to be allowed to take a walk with one of his own girls. No

man should abdicateunless, indeed, he does so for his soul's advantage. As to happiness in this life it is

hardly compatible with that diminished respect which ever attends the relinquishing of labour. Otium cum

dignitate is a dream. There is no such position at any rate for the man who has once worked. He may have the

ease or he may have the dignity; but he can hardly combine the two. This truth the unfortunate Tappitt

learned before he had been three months settled in the Torquay villa.

He was called upon to meet Rowan on friendly terms, and he obeyed. The friendship was not very cordial,

but such as it was it served its purpose. The meeting took place in the diningroom of the brewery, and Mrs

Tappitt was present on the occasion. The lady received her visitor with some little affectation of grandeur,

while T., standing with his hands in his pockets on his own rug, looked like a whipped hound. The right hand

he was soon forced to bring forth, as Rowan demanded it that he might shake it.

``I am very glad that this affair has been settled between us amicably.'' said Luke, while he still held the hand

of the abdicating brewer.

``Yes; well I suppose it's for the best,'' said Tappitt, bringing out his words uncomfortably and with

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``There'll be no fear of that, I think,'' said Rowan.

``I hope not,'' said Mrs Tappitt, with a tone that showed that she was much better able to master the occasion

than her husband. ``I hope not; but this is a great undertaking for so young a man, and I trust you feel your

responsibility. It would be disagreeable to us, of course, to have to return to the brewery after having settled

ourselves pleasantly at Torquay; but we shall have to do so if things go wrong with you.''

``Don't be frightened, Mrs Tappitt; you shall never have to come back here.''

``I hope not; but it is always well to be on one's guard. I am sure you must be aware that Mr Tappitt has

behaved to you very generously; and if you have the high principle for which we are willing to give you

credit, and which you ought to possess for the management of such an undertaking as the brewery, you will

be careful that me and my daughters shan't be put to inconvenience by any delay in paying up the income

regularly.''

``Don't be afraid about that, Mrs Tappitt.''

``Into the bank on quarter day, if you please, Mr Rowan. Short accounts make long friends. And as Mr T.

won't want to be troubled with letters and suchlike, you can send me a line to Montpellier Villa, Torquay, just

to say that it's done.''

``Oh, I'll see to that,'' said Tappitt.

``My dear, as Mr Rowan is so young for the business there'll be nothing like getting him to write a letter

himself, saying that the money is paid. It'll keep him up to the mark like, and I'm sure I shan't mind the

trouble.''

``Don't you be alarmed about the money, Mrs Tappitt,'' said Rowan, laughing; ``and in order that you may

know how the old shop is going on, I'll always send you at Christmas sixteen gallons of the best stuff we're

brewing.''

``That will be a very proper little attention, Mr Rowan, and we shall be happy to drink success to the

establishment. Here's some cake and wine on the table, and perhaps you'll do us the favour to take a

glassso as to bury any past unkindness. T., my love, will you pour out the wine?''

It was twelve o'clock in the day, and the port wine, which had been standing for the last week in its decanter,

was sipped by Luke Rowan without any great relish. But it also served its purposeand the burial service

over past unkindness was performed with as much heartiness as the nature of the entertainment admitted. It

was not as yet full four months since Rowan had filled Rachel's glass with champagne in that same room.

Then he had made himself quite at home in the house as a member of Mr Tappitt's family; but now he was

going to be at home there as master of the establishment. As he put down the glass he could not help looking

round the room, and suggesting to himself the changes he would make. As seen at present, the parlour of the

brewery was certainly a dull room. It was very long since the wainscoting had been painted, longer since the

curtains or carpets had been renewed. It was dark and dingy. But then so were the Tappitts themselves.

Before Rachel should be brought there he would make the place as bright as herself.

They said to him no word about his marriage. As for Tappitt he said few words about anything; and Mrs

Tappitt, with all her wish to be gracious, could not bring herself to mention Rachel Ray. Even between her

and her daughters there was no longer any utterance of Rachel's name. She had once declared to Augusta,

with irrepressible energy, that the man was a greater fool than she had ever believed possible, but after that it

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When that interview in the dining room was over, Rowan saw no more of Mrs Tappitt. Business made it

needful that he should be daily about the brewery, and there occasionally he met the poor departing man

wandering among the vats and empty casks like a brewer's ghost. There was no word spoken between them

as to business. The accounts, the keys, and implements were all handed over through Worts; and Rowan

found himself in possession of the whole establishment with no more trouble than would have been settling

himself in a new lodging.

That promise which he had half made of sending bridecake to Mrs Sturt before Christmas was not kept, but

it was broken only by a little. They were married early in January. In December Mrs Rowan came back to

Baslehurst, and became the guest of her son, who was then keeping a bachelor's house at the brewery. This

lady's first visit to the cottage after her return was an affair of great moment to Rachel. Everything now had

gone well with her except that question of her motherinlaw. Her lover had come back to her a better lover

than ever; her mother petted her to her heart's content, speaking of Luke as though she had never suspected

him of lupine propensities; Mr Comfort talked to her of her coming marriage as though she had acted with

great sagacity through the whole affair, addressing her in a tone indicating much respect, and differing greatly

from that in which he had been wont to catechise her when she was nothing more than Mrs Ray's girl at

Bragg's End; and even Dolly had sent in her adhesion, with more or less cordiality. But still she had feared

Mrs Rowan's enmity, and when Luke told her that his mother was coming to Baslehurst for the

Christmasso that she might also be present at the marriageRachel felt that there was still a cloud in her

heavens. ``I know your mother won't like me,'' she said to Luke. ``She made up her mind not to like me when

she was here before.'' Luke assured her that she did not understand his mother's characterasserting that his

mother would certainly like any woman that he might choose for his wife as soon as she should have been

made to understand that his choice was irrevocable. But Rachel remembered too well the report as to that

former visit to the cottage which Mrs Rowan had made together with Mrs Tappitt; and when she heard that

Luke's mother was again in the parlour she went down from her bedroom with hesitating step and an uneasy

heart. Mrs Rowan was seated in the room with her mother and sister when she entered it, and therefore the

first words of the interview had been already spoken. To Mrs Ray the prospect of the visit had not been

pleasant, for she also remembered how grand and distant the lady had been when she came to the cottage on

that former occasion; but Rachel observed, as she entered the room, that her mother's face did not wear that

look of dismay which was usual to her when she was in any presence that was disagreeable to her.

``My dear child!'' said Mrs Rowan rising from her seat, and opening her arms for an embrace. Rachel

underwent the embrace, and kissed the lady by whom she found herself to be thus enveloped. She kissed Mrs

Rowan, but she could not, for the life of her, think of any word to speak which would be fitting for the

occasion.

``My own dear child!'' said Mrs Rowan again; ``for you know that you are to be my child now as well as your

own mamma's.''

``It is very kind of you to say so,'' said Mrs Ray.

``Very kind, indeed,'' said Mrs Prime; ``and I'm sure that you will find Rachel dutiful as a daughter.'' Rachel

herself did not feel disposed to give any positive assurance on that point. She intended to be dutiful to her

husband, and was inclined to think that obedience in that direction was quite enough for a married woman.

``Now that Luke is going to settle himself for life,'' continued Mrs Rowan. ``it is so very desirable that he

should be married at once. Don't you think so, Mrs Ray?''

``Indeed, yes, Mrs Rowan. I always like to hear of young men getting married; that is when they've got

anything to live upon. It makes them less harumscarum like.''


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``I don't think Luke was ever what you call harumscarum,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``Mother didn't mean to say he was,'' said Mrs Prime; ``but marriage certainly does steady a young man, and

generally makes him much more constant at divine service.''

``My Luke always did go to church very regularly,'' said Mrs Rowan.

``I like to see young men in church,'' said Mrs Ray. ``As for the girls they go as a matter of course; but young

men are allowed so much of their own way. When a man is a father of a family it becomes very different.''

Hereupon Rachel blushed, and then was kissed again by Luke's mother; and was made the subject of certain

very interesting prophecies, which embarrassed her considerably and which need not be repeated here. After

that interview she was never again afraid of her motherinlaw.

``You'll love mamma, when you know her,'' said Mary Rowan to Rachel a day or two afterwards. ``Strangers

and acquaintances generally think that she is a very tremendous personage, but she always does what she is

asked by those who belong to herand as for Luke, she's almost a slave to him.'' I won't say that Rachel

resolved that Mrs Rowan should be a slave to her also, but she did resolve that she would not be a slave to

Mrs Rowan. She intended henceforward to serve one person and one person only.

Mrs Butler Cornbury also called at the cottage; and her visit was very delightful to Rachelnot the less so

perhaps because Mrs Prime was away at a Dorcas meeting. Had she been at the cottage all those pleasant

allusions to the transactions at the ball would hardly have been made.

``Don't tell me,'' said Mrs Cornbury. ``Do you think I couldn't see how it was going to be with half an eye? I

told Walter that very night that he was a goose to suppose that you would go down to supper with him.''

``But, Mrs Cornbury, I really intended it; only they had another dance, and I was obliged to stand up with Mr

Rowan because I was engaged to him.''

``I don't doubt you were engaged to him, my dear.''

``Only for that dance, I mean.''

``Only for that dance, of course. But now you are engaged to him for something else, and I tell you that I

knew it was going to be so.''

All this was very pretty and very pleasant; and when Mrs Cornbury, as she went away, made a special request

that she might be invited to the wedding, Rachel, was supremely happy.

``Mamma,'' she said, ``I do love that woman. I hardly know why, but I do love her so much.''

``It was always the same with Patty Comfort,'' said Mrs Ray. ``She had a way of making people fond of her.

They say that she can do just what she likes with the old gentleman at the Grange.''

It may be well that I should declare here that there was no scrutiny as to the return of Butler Cornbury to

Parliamentto the great satisfaction both of old Mr Cornbury and of old Mr Comfort. They had been

brought to promise that the needful funds for supporting the scrutiny should be forthcoming; but the promise

had been made with heavy hearts, and the tidings of Mr Hart's quiescence had been received very gratefully

both at Cornbury and at Cawston.


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Luke and Rachel were married on New Year's Day at Cawston Church, and afterwards made a short marriage

trip to Penzance and the Land's End. It was cold weather for pleasuretravelling; but snow and winds and

rain affect young married people less, I think, than they do other folk. Rachel when she returned could not

bear to be told that it had been cold. There was no winter, she said, at Penzanceand so she continued to say

ever afterwards.

Mrs Ray would not consent to abandon the cottage at Bragg's End. She still remained its occupier in

conjunction with Mrs Prime, but she passed more than half her time at the brewery. Mrs Prime is still Mrs

Prime; and will, I think, remain so, although Mr Prong is occasionally seen to call at the cottage.

It is, I think, now universally admitted by all Devonshire and Cornwall that Luke Rowan has succeeded in

brewing good beer; with what results to himself I am not prepared to say. I do not, however, think it probable

that he will succeed in his professed object of shutting up the apple orchards of the county.


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1. Table of Contents, page = 3

2. Rachel Ray, page = 4

   3. Anthony Trollope, page = 4

   4. THE RAY FAMILY, page = 4

   5. THE YOUNG MAN FROM THE BREWERY, page = 10

   6. THE ARM IN THE CLOUDS, page = 16

   7. WHAT SHALL BE DONE ABOUT IT?, page = 25

   8. MR COMFORT GIVES HIS ADVICE, page = 31

   9. PREPARATIONS FOR MRS TAPPITT'S PARTY, page = 37

   10. AN ACCOUNT OF MRS TAPPITT'S BALL--COMMENCED, page = 44

   11. AN ACCOUNT OF MRS TAPPITT'S BALL--CONCLUDED, page = 52

   12. MR PRONG AT HOME, page = 61

   13. LUKE ROWAN DECLARES HIS PLANS AS TO THE BREWERY, page = 68

   14. LUKE ROWAN TAKES HIS TEA QUITE LIKE A STEADY YOUNG MAN, page = 74

   15. RACHEL RAY THINKS ``SHE DOES LIKE HIM'', page = 81

   16. MR TAPPITT IN HIS COUNTING-HOUSE, page = 88

   17. LUKE ROWAN PAYS A SECOND VISIT TO BRAGG'S END, page = 95

   18. MATERNAL ELOQUENCE, page = 104

   19. RACHEL RAY'S FIRST LOVE-LETTER, page = 111

   20. ELECTIONEERING, page = 116

   21. DR HARFORD, page = 124

   22. MR COMFORT CALLS AT THE COTTAGE, page = 132

   23. SHOWING WHAT RACHEL THOUGHT WHEN SHE SAT ON THE STILE, AND HOW  SHE WROTE HER LETTER AFTERWARDS, page = 139

   24. MRS RAY GOES TO EXETER AND MEETS A FRIEND, page = 147

   25. DOMESTIC POLITICS AT THE BREWERY, page = 155

   26. MRS RAYS PENITENCE, page = 162

   27. THE ELECTION AT BASLEHURST, page = 171

   28. ``THE BASLEHURST GAZETTE'';, page = 178

   29. CORNBURY GRANGE, page = 183

   30. IN WHICH THE QUESTION OF THE BREWERY IS SETTLED, page = 190

   31. WHAT TOOK PLACE AT BRAGG'S END FARM, page = 199

   32. MRS PRIME READS HER RECANTATION, page = 207

   33. CONCLUSION, page = 213