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Table of Contents

Through Russia...................................................................................................................................................1

Maxim Gorky ...........................................................................................................................................1

THE BIRTH OF A MAN........................................................................................................................1

THE ICEBREAKER ..............................................................................................................................10

GUBIN ...................................................................................................................................................30

NILUSHKA...........................................................................................................................................51

THE CEMETERY.................................................................................................................................70

ON A RIVER STEAMER.....................................................................................................................82

A WOMAN ..........................................................................................................................................101

IN A MOUNTAIN DEFILE ................................................................................................................128

KALININ .............................................................................................................................................156

THE DEAD MAN...............................................................................................................................178


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Through Russia

Maxim Gorky

Translated by CJ Hogarth

THE BIRTH OF A MAN

The year was the year '92 the year of leannessthe scene a  spot between Sukhum and Otchenchiri, on the

river Kodor, a spot  so near to the sea that amid the joyous babble of a sparkling  rivulet the ocean's

deepvoiced thunder was plainly  distinguishable. 

Also, the season being autumn, leaves of wild laurel were  glistening and gyrating on the white foam of the

Kodor like a  quantity of mercurial salmon fry. And as I sat on some rocks  overlooking the river there

occurred to me the thought that, as  likely as not, the cause of the gulls' and cormorants' fretful  cries where the

surf lay moaning behind a belt of trees to the  right was that, like myself, they kept mistaking the leaves for

fish, and as often finding themselves disappointed. 

Over my head hung chestnut trees decked with gold; at my feet  lay a mass of chestnut leaves which

resembled the amputated  palms of human hands; on the opposite bank, where there waved,  tanglewise, the

stripped branches of a hornbeam, an  orangetinted woodpecker was darting to and fro, as though  caught in

the mesh of foliage, and, in company with a troupe of  nimble titmice and blue treecreepers (visitors from the

fardistant North), tapping the bark of the stem with a black  beak, and hunting for insects. 

To the left, the tops of the mountains hung fringed with dense,  fleecy clouds of the kind which presages rain;

and these clouds  were sending their shadows gliding over slopes green and  overgrown with boxwood and that

peculiar species of hollow  beechstump which once came near to effecting the downfall of  Pompey's host,

through depriving his ironbuilt legions of the  use of their legs as they revelled in the intoxicating sweetness

of the " mead " or honey which wild bees make from the blossoms  of the laurel and the azalea, and travellers

still  gather from those hollow stems to knead into lavashi or thin  cakes of millet flour. 

On the present occasion I too (after suffering sundry stings  from infuriated bees) was thus engaged as I sat on

the rocks  beneath the chestnuts. Dipping morsels of bread into a potful of  honey, I was munching them for

breakfast, and enjoying, at the  same time, the indolent beams of the moribund autumn sun. 

In the fall of the year the Caucasus resembles a gorgeous  cathedral built by great craftsmen (always great

craftsmen are  great sinners) to conceal their past from the prying eyes of  conscience. Which cathedral is a

sort of intangible edifice of  gold and turquoise and emerald, and has thrown over its hills  rare carpets

silkembroidered by Turcoman weavers of Shemi and  Samarkand, and contains, heaped everywhere, plunder

brought from  all the quarters of the world for the delectation of the sun.  Yes, it is as though men sought to say

to the Sun God: " All  things here are thine. They have been brought hither for thee by  thy people." 

Yes, mentally I see longbearded, greyheaded supermen, beings  possessed of the rounded eyes of happy

children, descending from  the hills, and decking the earth, and sowing it with sheerly  kaleidoscopic treasures,

and coating the tops of the mountains  with massive layers of silver, and the lower edges with a living  web of

trees. Yes, I see those beings decorating and fashioning  the scene until, thanks to their labours, this gracious

morsel  of the earth has become fair beyond all conception. 

And what a privilege it is to be human! How much that is  wonderful leaps to the eyehow the presence of

beauty causes.  the heart to throb with a voluptuous rapture that is almost pain! 

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And though there are occasions when life seems hard, and the  breast feels filled with fiery rancour, and

melancholy dries and  renders athirst the heart's blood, this is not a mood sent us in  perpetuity. For at times

even the sun may feel sad as he  contemplates men, and sees that, despite all that he has done  for them, they

have done so little in return. . . . 

No, it is not that good folk are lacking. It is that they need  to be rounded offbetter still, to be made anew. 

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Suddenly there came into view over the bushes to my left a file  of dark heads, while through the surging of

the waves and the  babble of the stream I caught the sound of human voices, a sound  emanating from a party

of " famine people " or folk who were  journeying from Sukhum to Otchenchiri to obtain work on a local  road

then in process of construction. 

The owners of the voices I knew to be immigrants from the  province of Orlov. I knew them to be so for the

reason that I  myself had lately been working in company with the male members  of the party, and had taken

leave of them only yesterday in  order that I might set out earlier than they, and, after walking  through the

night, greet the sun when he should arise above the  sea. 

The members of the party comprised four men and a womanthe  latter a young female with high

cheekbones, a figure swollen  with manifest pregnancy, and a pair of greyishblue eyes that  had fixed in

them a stare of apprehension. At the present moment  her head and yellow scarf were just showing over the

tops of the  bushes; and while I noted that now it was swaying from side to  side like a sunflower shaken by the

wind, I recalled the fact  that she was a woman whose husband had been carried off at  Sukhum by a surfeit of

fruitthis fact being known to me through  the circumstance that in the workmen's barraque where we had

shared quarters these folk had observed the good old Russian  custom of confiding to a stranger the whole of

their troubles,  and had done so in tones of such amplitude and penetration that  the querulous words must have

been audible for five versts  around. 

And as I had talked to these forlorn people, these human beings  who lay crushed beneath the misfortune

which had uprooted them  from their barren and exhausted lands, and blown them, like  autumn leaves,

towards the Caucasus where nature's luxuriant,  but unfamiliar, aspect had blinded and bewildered them, and

with  its onerous conditions of labour quenched their last spark of  courage; as I had talked to these poor

people I had seen them  glancing about with dull, troubled, despondent eyes, and  heard them say to one

another softly, and with pitiful smiles: 

"What a country!" 

"Aye, that it is !a country to make one sweat!" 

"As hard as a stone it is!" 

"Aye, an evil country! " 

After which they had gone on to speak of their native haunts,  where every handful of soil had represented to

them the dust of  their ancestors, and every grain of that soil had been watered  with the sweat of their brows,

and become charged with dear and  intimate recollections. 

Previously there had joined the party a woman who, tall and  straight, had had breasts as flat as a board, and

jawbones like  the jawbones of a horse, and a glance in her dull, sidelong  black eyes like a gleaming,

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And every evening this woman had been wont to step outside the  barraque with the woman in the yellow

scarf and to seat herself  on a rubbish heap, and, resting her cheeks on the palms of her  hands, and inclining

her head sideways, to sing in a high and  shrewish voice: 

Behind the graveyard wall,

Where fair green bushes stand.

I'll spread me on the sand

A shroud as white as snow.

And not long will it be

Before my heart's adored,

My master and my lord,

Shall answer my curtsey low.

Usually her companion, the woman in the yellow scarf, had, with  head bent forward and eyes fixed upon her

stomach, remained  silent; but on rare, unexpected occasions she had, in the  hoarse, sluggish voice of a

peasant, sung a song with the  sobbing refrain: 

Ah, my beloved, sweetheart of mine,

Never again will these eyes seek thine!

Nor amid the stifling blackness of the southern night had these  voices ever failed to bring back to my memory

the snowy wastes  of the North, and the icy, wailing stormwind, and the distant  howling of unseen wolves. 

In time, the squinteyed woman had been taken ill of a fever, and  removed to the town in a tilted ambulance;

and as she had lain  quivering and moaning on the stretcher she had seemed still to  be singing her little ditty

about the graveyard and the sand. 

The head with the yellow scarf rose, dipped, and disappeared. 

After I had finished my breakfast I thatched the honeypot with  some leaves, fastened down the lid, and

indolently resumed my  way in the wake of the party, my blackthorn staff tiptapping  against the hard tread of

the track as I proceeded. 

The track loomed a grey, narrow strip before me, while  on my right the restless, dark blue sea had the

air of being  ceaselessly planed by thousands of invisible carpenters; so  regularly did the stress of a wind as

moist and sweet and warm  as the breath of a healthy woman cause everrustling curls of  foam to drift

towards the beach. Also, careening on to its port  quarter under a full set of bellying sails, a Turkish felucca

was  gliding towards Sukhum; and, as it held on its course, it put me  in mind of a certain pompous engineer of

the town who had  been wont to inflate his fat cheeks and say: " Be quiet, you,  or I will have you locked up! "

This man had, for some reason  or another, an extraordinary weakness for causing arrests to  be made; and,

exceedingly do I rejoice to think that by now the  worms of the graveyard must have consumed him down to

the  very marrow of his bones. Would that certain other acquaintances  of mine were similarly receiving

beneficent attention! 

Walking proved an easy enough task, for I seemed to be borne on  air, while a chorus of pleasant thoughts, of

manycoloured  recollections, kept singing gently in my breasta chorus  resembling, indeed, the

whitemaned billows in the regularity  with which now it rose, and now it fell, to reveal in, as it  were, soft,

peaceful depths the bright, supple hopes of youth,  like so many silver fish cradled in the bosom of the ocean. 

Suddenly, as it trended seawards, the road executed a halfturn,  and skirted a strip of the sandy margin to

which the waves kept  rolling in such haste. And in that spot even the bushes seemed  to have a mind to look

the waves in the eyesso strenuously did  they lean across the ribandlike path, and nod in the direction  of

the blue, watery waste, while from the hills a wind was  blowing that presaged rain. 


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But hark! From some point among the bushes a low moan arosethe  sound which never fails to thrill the

soul and move it to  responsive quivers! 

Thrusting aside the foliage, I beheld before me the woman in the  yellow scarf. Seated with her back resting

against the stem of a  hazelbush, she had her head sunken deeply between her  shoulders, her mouth

hideously agape, her eyes staring vaguely  before her, her hands pressed to her swollen stomach, her breath

issuing with unnatural vehemence, and her abdomen convulsively,  spasmodically rising and falling.

Meanwhile from her throat were  issuing moans which at times caused her yellow teeth to show  bare like

those of a wolf. 

"What is the matter?" I said as I bent over her. "Has anyone  assaulted you?" 

The only result was that, shuffling bare feet in the sand like a  fly, she shook her nerveless hand, and gasped: 

"Away, villain! Away with you!" 

Then I understood what was the matter, for I had seen a similar  case before. Yet for the moment a certain

feeling of shyness  made me edge away from her a little; and as I did so, she uttered  a prolonged moan, and

her almost bursting eyeballs vented hot,  murky tears which trickled down her tense and livid features. 

Thereupon I turned to her again, and, throwing down cookingpot,  teapot, and wallet, laid her on her back,

and strove to bend her  knees upwards in the direction of her body. Meanwhile she sought  to repel me with

blows on face and breast, and at length rolled  on to her stomach. Then, raising herself on all fours, she,

sobbing, gasping, and cursing in a breath, crawled away like a  bear into a remoter portion of the thicket. 

"Beast!" she panted. "Oh, you devil!" 

Yet, even as the words escaped her lips, her arms gave way beneath  her, and she collapsed upon her face,

with legs stretched out,  and her lips emitting a fresh series of convulsive moans. 

Excited now to fever pitch, I hurriedly recalled my small store  of knowledge of such cases and finally

decided to turn her on  her back, and, as before, to strive to bend her knees upwards in  the direction of her

body. Already signs of imminent parturition  were not wanting. 

"Lie still," I said, "and if you do that it will not be long  before you are delivered of the child." 

Whereafter, running down to the sea, I pulled up my sleeves,  and, on returning, embarked upon my role, of

accoucheur. 

Scoring the earth with her fingers, uprooting tufts of withered  grass, and struggling to thrust them into her

mouth, scattering  soil over her terrible, inhuman face and bloodshot eyes, the  woman writhed like a strip of

birch bark in a wood fire. Indeed,  by this time a little head was coming into view, and it needed  all my efforts

to quell the twitchings of her legs, to help the  child to issue, and to prevent its mother from thrusting grass

down her distorted, moaning throat. Meanwhile we cursed one  another she through her teeth, and I in an

undertone; she, I  should surmise, out of pain and shame, and I, I feel certain,  out of nervousness, mingled

with a perfect agony of compassion. 

"O Lord!" she gasped with blue lips flecked with foam as her  eyes (suddenly bereft of their colour in the

sunlight) shed  tears born of the intolerable anguish of the maternal function,  and her body writhed and


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twisted as though her frame had been  severed in the middle. 

"Away, you brute!" was her oftrepeated cry as with her weak  hands, hands seemingly dislocated at the

wrists, she strove to  thrust me to a distance. Yet all the time I kept saying  persuasively: "You fool! Bring

forth as quickly as you can!"  and, as a matter of fact, was feeling so sorry for her that  tears continued to spurt

from my eyes as much as from hers, and  my very heart contracted with pity. Also, never did I cease to  feel

that I ought to keep saying something; wherefore, I  repeated, and again repeated: "Now then! Bring forth as

quickly  as ever you can!" 

And at last my hands did indeed hold a human creature in all its  pristine beauty. Nor could even the mist of

tears prevent me  from seeing that that human creature was red in the face, and  that to judge from the manner

in which it kept kicking and  resisting and uttering hoarse wails (while still bound to its  mother by the

ligament), it was feeling dissatisfied in advance  with the world. Yes, blueeyed, and with a nose absurdly

sunken  between a pair of scarlet, rumpled cheeks and lips which  ceaselessly quivered and contracted, it kept

bawling: "Aaah!  Aaah!" 

Moreover, so slippery was it that, as I knelt and looked at it  and laughed with relief at the fact that it had

arrived safely,  I came near to letting it fall upon the ground: wherefore I  entirely forgot what next I ought to

have done. 

"Cut it!" at length whispered the mother with eyes closed, and  features suddenly swollen and resembling

those of a corpse. 

"A knife!" again she whispered with her livid lips. "Cut it!" 

My pocketknife I had had stolen from me in the workmen's  barraque; but with my teeth I severed the caul,

and then the  child gave renewed tongue in true Orlovian fashion, while the  mother smiled.  Also, in some

curious fashion, the mother's  unfathomable eyes regained their colour, and became filled as  with blue fire as,

plunging a hand into her bodice and feeling  for the pocket, she contrived to articulate with raw and

bloodflecked lips: 

"I have not a single piece of string or riband to bind the caul  with." 

Upon that I set to, and managed to produce a piece of riband,  and to fasten it in the required position. 

Thereafter she smiled more brightly than ever. So radiantly did  she smile that my eyes came near to being

blinded with the  spectacle. 

"And now rearrange yourself," I said, "and in the meanwhile I  will go and wash the baby." 

"Yes, yes," she murmured uneasily. "But be very careful with  himbe very gentle." 

Yet it was little enough care that the rosy little homunculus  seemed to require, so strenuously did he clench

his fists, and  bawl as though he were minded to challenge the whole world to  combat. 

"Come, now!" at length I said. "You must have done, or your  very head will drop off." 

Yet no sooner did he feel the touch of the ocean spray, and  begin to be sprinkled With its joyous caresses,

than he lamented  more loudly and vigorously than ever, and so continued  throughout the process of being

slapped on the back and breast  as, frowning and struggling, he vented squall after squall while  the waves

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"Shout, young Orlovian!" said I encouragingly. "Let fly with  all the power of your lungs!" 

And with that, I took him back to his mother. I found her with  eyes closed and lips drawn between her teeth

as she writhed in  the torment of expelling the afterbirth. But presently I  detected through the sighs and

groans a whispered: 

"Give him to me! Give him to me!" 

"You had better wait a little," I urged. 

"Oh no! Give him to me now!" 

And with tremulous, unsteady hands she unhooked the bosom of her  bodice, and, freeing (with my

assistance) the breast which  nature had prepared for at least a dozen children, applied the  mutinous young

Orlovian to the nipple. As for him, he at once  understood the matter, and ceased to send forth further

lamentation. 

"O pure and holy Mother of God!" she gasped in a longdrawn,  quivering sigh as she bent a dishevelled head

over the little  one, and, between intervals of silence, fell to uttering soft,  abrupt exclamations. Then, opening

her ineffably beautiful blue  eyes, the hallowed eyes of a mother, she raised them towards the  azure heavens,

while in their depths there was coming and going  a flame of joy and gratitude. Lastly, lifting a languid hand,

she with a slow movement made the sign of the cross over both  herself and her babe. 

"Thanks to thee O purest Mother of God!" she murmured.  "Thanks indeed to thee!" 

Then her eyes grew dim and vague again, and after a pause  (during which she seemed to be scarcely

breathing) she said in a  hard and matteroffact tone: 

"Young fellow, unfasten my satchel." 

And whilst I was so engaged she continued to regard me with a  steady gaze; but, when the task was

completed she smiled  shamefacedly, and on her sunken cheeks and sweatflecked temples  there dawned the

ghost of a blush. 

"Now," said she, "do you, for the present, go away." 

"And if I do so, see that in the meanwhile you do not move  about too much." 

"No, I will not. But please go away." 

So I withdrew a little. In my breast a sort of weariness was  lurking, but also in my breast there was echoing a

soft and  glorious chorus of birds, a chorus so exquisitely in accord with  the neverceasing splash of the sea

that for ever could I have  listened to it, and to the neighbouring brook as it purled on  its way like a maiden

engaged in relating confidences about her  lover. 

Presently, the woman's yellowscarfed head (the scarf now tidily  rearranged) reappeared over the bushes. 

"Come, come, good woman!" was my exclamation. "I tell you  that you must not move about so soon." 

And certainly her attitude now was one of utter languor, and she  had perforce to grasp the stem of a bush with

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where her eyes had been two  lakes of blue. 

"See how he is sleeping!" she murmured. 

And, true enough, the child was sound asleep, though to my eyes  he looked much as any other baby might

have done, save that the  couch of autumn leaves on which he was ensconced consisted of  leaves of a kind

which could not have been discovered in the  faraway forests of Orlov. 

"Now, do you yourself lie down awhile," was my advice. 

"Oh, no," she replied with a shake of her head on its sinuous  neck; "for I must be collecting my things before

I move on  towards" 

"Towards Otchenchiri" 

"Yes. By now my folk will have gone many a verst in that  direction." 

"And can you walk so far? " 

"The Holy Mother will help me." 

Yes, she was to journey in the company of the Mother of God. So  no more on the point required to be said. 

Glancing again at the tiny, inchoate face under the bushes, her  eyes diffused rays of warm and kindly light as,

licking her  lips, she, with a slow movement, smoothed the breast of the  little one. 

Then I arranged sticks for a fire, and also adjusted stones to  support the kettle. 

"Soon I will have tea ready for you," I remarked. 

"And thankful indeed I shall be," she responded, "for my breasts  are dried up." 

"Why have your companions deserted you?" I said next. 

"They have not deserted me. It was I that left them of my own  accord. How could I have exposed myself in

their presence?" 

And with a glance at me she raised a hand to her face as,  spitting a gout of blood, she smiled a sort of bashful

smile. 

"This is your first child, I take it?" 

"It is. . . . And who are you?" 

"A man." 

"Yes, a man, of course; but, are you a MARRIED man? " 

"No, I have never been able to marry." 

"That cannot be true." 


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"Why not?" 

With lowered eyes she sat awhile in thought. 

"Because, if so, how do you come to know so much about women's  affairs?" 

This time I DID lie, for I replied: 

"Because they have been my study. In fact, I am a medical  student." 

"Ah! Our priest's son also was a student, but a student for the  Church." 

"Very well. Then you know what I am. Now I will go and fetch  some water." 

Upon this she inclined her head towards her little son and  listened for a moment to his breathing. Then she

said with a  glance towards the sea: 

"I too should like to have a wash, but I do not know what the  water is like. What is it? Brackish or salt?" 

"No; quite good waterfit for you to wash in." 

"Is it really?" 

"Yes, really. Moreover, it is warmer than the water of the  streams hereabouts, which is as cold as ice." 

"Ah! Well, you know best." 

Here a shaggyeared pony, all skin and bone, was seen  approaching us at a foot's pace. Trembling, and

drooping its  head, it scanned us, as it drew level, with a round black eye,  and snorted. Upon that, its rider

pushed back a ragged fur cap,  glanced warily in our direction, and again sank his head. 

"The folk of these parts are ugly to look at," softly commented  the woman from Orlov. 

Then I departed in quest of water. After I had washed my face  and hands I filled the kettle from a stream

bright and lively as  quicksilver (a stream presenting, as the autumn leaves tossed in  the eddies which went

leaping and singing over the stones, a  truly enchanting spectacle), and, returning, and peeping through  the

bushes, perceived the woman to be crawling on hands and  knees over the stones, and anxiously peering

about, as though in  search of something. 

"What is it? " I inquired, and thereupon, turning grey in the  face with confusion she hastened to conceal some

article under  her person, although I had already guessed the nature of the  article. 

"Give it to me," was my only remark. "I will go and bury it." 

"How so? For, as a matter of fact, it ought to be buried under  the floor in front of some stove." 

"Are we to build a stove HERE?  Build it in five minutes?" I  retorted. 

"Ah, I was jesting. But really, I would rather not have it  buried here, lest some wild beast should come and

devour it. . .  Yet it ought to be committed only to the earth." 


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That said, she, with averted eyes, handed me a moist and heavy  bundle; and as she did so she said under her

breath, with an air  of confusion: 

"I beg of you for Christ's sake to bury it as well, as deeply,  as you can. Out of pity for my son do as I bid

you." 

I did as she had requested; and, just as the task had been  completed, I perceived her returning from the

margin of the sea  with unsteady gait, and an arm stretched out before her, and a  petticoat soaked to the

middle with the sea water. Yet all her  face was alight with inward fire, and as I helped her to regain  the spot

where I had prepared some sticks I could not help  reflecting with some astonishment: 

"How strong indeed she is!" 

Next, as we drank a mixture of tea and honey, she inquired: 

"Have you now ceased to be a student?" 

"Yes." 

"And why so? Through too much drink? " 

"Even so, good mother." 

"Dear me! Well, your face is familiar to me. Yes, I remember  that I noticed you in Sukhum when once you

were arguing with the  barraque superintendent over the question of rations. As I did  so the thought occurred

to me: 'Surely that bold young fellow  must have gone and spent his means on drink? Yes, that is how it  must

be.'" 

Then, as from her swollen lips she licked a drop of honey, she  again bent her blue eyes in the direction of the

bush under  which the slumbering, newlyarrived Orlovian was couched. 

"How will he live?" thoughtfully she said with a sighthen  added: 

"You have helped me, and I thank you. Yes, my thanks are yours,  though I cannot tell whether or not your

assistance will have  helped HIM." 

And, drinking the rest of her tea, she ate a morsel of bread,  then made the sign of the cross. And

subsequently, as I was  putting up my things, she continued to rock herself to and fro,  to give little starts and

cries, and to gaze thoughtfully at  the ground with eyes which had now regained their original  colour. At last

she rose to her feet. 

"You are not going yet? " I queried protestingly. 

"Yes, I must." 

"But" 

"The Blessed Virgin will go with me. So please hand me over the  child." 

"No, I will carry him." 


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And, after a contest for the honour, she yielded, and we walked  away side by side. 

"I only wish I were a little steadier on my feet," she remarked  with an apologetic smile as she laid a hand

upon my shoulder, 

Meanwhile, the new citizen of Russia, the little human being of an  unknown future, was snoring soundly in

my arms as the sea  plashed and murmured, and threw off its white shavings, and the  bushes whispered

together, and the sun (now arrived at the  meridian) shone brightly upon us all. 

In calm content it was that we walked; save that now and then  the mother would halt, draw a deep breath,

raise her head, scan  the sea and the forest and the hills, and peer into her son's  face. And as she did so, even

the mist begotten of tears of  suffering could not dim the wonderful brilliancy and clearness  of her eyes. For

with the sombre fire of inexhaustible love were  those eyes aflame. 

Once, as she halted, she exclaimed: 

"O God, O Mother of God, how good it all is! Would that for  ever I could walk thus, yes, walk and walk unto

the very end of  the world! All that I should need would be that thou, my son, my  darling son, shouldst, borne

upon thy mother's breast, grow and  wax strong!" 

And the sea murmured and murmured. 

THE ICEBREAKER

On a frozen river near a certain Russian town, a gang of seven  carpenters were hastily repairing an icebreaker

which the  townsfolk had stripped for firewood. 

That year spring happened to be late in arriving, and youthful  March looked more like October, and only at

noon, and that not  on every day, did the pale, wintry sun show himself in the  overcast heavens, or,

glimmering in blue spaces between clouds,  contemplate the earth with a squinting, malevolent eye. 

The day in question was the Friday in Holy Week, and, as night  drew on, drippings were becoming congealed

into icicles half an  arshin long, and in the snowstripped ice of the river only the  dun hue of the wintry clouds

was reflected. 

As the carpenters worked there kept mournfully, insistently  echoing from the town the coppery note of bells;

and at  intervals heads would raise themselves, and blue eyes would gleam  thoughtfully through the same grey

fog in which the town lay  enveloped, and an axe uplifted would hover a moment in the air  as though fearing

with its descent to cleave the luscious flood  of sound. 

Scattered over the spacious rivertrack were dark pine branches,  projecting obliquely from the ice, to mark

paths, open spaces,  and cracks on the surface; and where they reared themselves  aloft, these branches looked

like the cramped, distorted arms of  drowning men. 

From the river came a whiff of gloom and depression. Covered  over with sodden slush, it stretched with

irksome rigidity  towards the misty quarter whence blew a languid, sluggish, damp,  cold wind. 

Suddenly the foreman, one Ossip, a cleanly built, upright  little peasant with a neatly curling, silvery beard,

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"Look alive there, my hearties!" 

Presently he turned his attention to myself, and smiled  insinuatingly. 

"Inspector," he said, "what are you trying to poke out of  the sky with that squat nose of yours? And why are

you here at  all? You come from the contractor, you say?  from Vasili  Sergeitch? Well, well! Then your job

is to hurry us up, to keep  barking out,' Mind what you are doing, suchandsuch gang! ' Yet  there you

standblinking over your task like an object dried  stiff! It's not to blink that you're here, but to play the

watchdog upon us, and to keep an eye open, and your tongue on  the wag. So issue your commands, young

cockerel." 

Then he shouted to the workmen: 

"Now, then! No shirking!  Is the job going to be finished  tonight, or is it not? " 

As a matter of fact, he himself was the worst shirker in the  artel [Workman's union].  True, he was also a

firstrate hand at  his trade, and a man who could work quickly and well and with  skill and concentration; but,

unfortunately, he hated putting  himself out, and preferred to spend his time spinning  arresting yarns. For

instance, on the present occasion he chose  the moment when work was proceeding with a swing, when

everyone  was busily and silently and wholeheartedly labouring with the  object of running the job through to

the end, to begin in his  musical voice: 

"Look here, lads. Once upon a time" 

And though for the first two or three minutes the men appeared  not to hear him, and continued their planing

and chopping as  before, the moment came when the soft tenor accents caught and  held the men's attention, as

they trickled and burbled forth.  Then, screwing up his bright eyes with a humorous air, and  twisting his curly

beard between his fingers, Ossip gave a  complacent click of his tongue, and continued measuredly, and  with

deliberation: 

"So he seized hold of the tench, and thrust it back into the  cave. And as he turned to proceed through the

forest he thought  to himself: 'Now I must keep my eyes about me.' And suddenly,  from somewhere (no one

could have said where), a woman's voice  shrieked: 'Elesiaah! Elesiaah!'" 

Here a tall, lanky Morduine named Leuka, with, as surname,  Narodetz, a young fellow whose small eyes

wore always an  expression of astonishment, laid aside his axe, and stood gaping. 

"And from the cave a deep bass voice replied: 'Elesiaah!'  while at the same moment the tench sprang from

the cave, and,  champing its jaws, wriggled and wriggled back to the slough." 

Here an old soldier named Saniavin, a morose man, a tippler,  and a sufferer from asthma and an inexplicable

grudge against  life in general, croaked out: 

"How could your tench have wriggled across dry land if it was a  fish?" 

"Can, for that matter, a fish speak?" was Ossip's  goodhumoured retort. 

All of which inspired Mokei Budirin, a greyheaded muzhik of a  cast of countenance canine in the

prominence of his jaws and the  recession of his forehead, and taciturn withal, though not  otherwise

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"That is true enough," he said. 

For never could anything be spoken of that was grim or  marvellous or lewd or malicious, but Budirin at once

reechoed  softly, but in a tone of unshakable conviction: "That is true  enough." 

Thereafter he would tap me on the breast with his hard and  ponderous fist. 

Presently work again underwent an interruption through the fact  that Yakov Boev, a man who possessed both

a stammer and a  squint, became similarly filled with a desire to tell us  something about a fish. Yet from the

moment that he began his  narrative everyone declined to believe it, and laughed at his  broken verbiage as,

frequently invoking the Deity, and cursing,  and brandishing his awl, and viciously swallowing spittle, he

shouted amid general ridicule: 

"Onceonce upon a time there lived a man. Yes, other folk  before YOU have believed my tale. Indeed, it is

no more than the  truth that I'm going to tell you. Very well! Cackle away, and be  damned!" 

Here everyone without exception dropped his work to shout with  merriment and clap his hands: with the

result that, doffing his  cap, and thereby disclosing a silvered, symmetrically shaped  head with one bald spot

amid its one dark portion, Ossip was  forced to shout severely: 

"Hi, you Budirin! You've had your say, and given us some fun,  and there must be no more of it." 

"But I had only just begun what I want to say," the old soldier  grumbled, spitting upon the palms of his

hands. 

Next, Ossip turned to myself. 

"Inspector," he began . . . 

It is my opinion that in thus hindering the men from work  through his taletelling, Ossip had some definite

end in view. I  could not say precisely what that end was, but it must have been  the object either of cloaking

his own laziness or of giving the  men a rest. On the other hand, whenever the contractor was  present he,

Ossip, bore himself with humble obsequiousness , and  continued to assume a guise of simplicity which none

the less  did not prevent him, on the advent of each Saturday, from  inducing his employer to bestow a

pourboire upon the artel. 

And though this same Ossip was an artelui, and a director of the  artel, his senior comembers bore him no

affection, but, rather,  looked upon him as a wag or trifler, and treated him as of no  importance. And,

similarly, the younger members of the artel  liked well enough to listen to his tales, but declined to take  him

seriously, and, in some cases, regarded him with  illconcealed, or openly expressed, distrust. 

Once the Morduine, a man of education with whom, on occasions, I  held discussions on intimate subjects,

replied to a question of  mine on the subject of Ossip: 

"I scarcely know. Goodness alone knows! No, I do not know  anything about him." 

To which, after a pause, he added: 

"Once a fellow named Mikhailo, a clever fellow who is now dead,  insulted Ossip by saying to him: 'Do you

call yourself a man?  Why, regarded as a workman, you're as lifeless as a doornail,  while, seeing that you

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end of a string!' Yes, and that was true enough." 

Lastly. after another pause the Morduine concluded: 

"No matter. He is not such a bad sort." 

My own position among these men was a position of some  awkwardness, for, a young fellow of only fifteen,

I had been  appointed by the contractor, a distant relative of mine, to the  task of superintending the

expenditure of material. That is to  say, I had to see to it that the carpenters did not make away  with nails, or

dispose of planks in return for drink. Yet all  the time my presence was practically useless, seeing that the  men

stole nails as though I were not even in existence and  strove to show me that among them I was a person too

many, a  sheer incubus, and seized every opportunity of giving me covert  jogs with a beam, and similarly

affronting me. 

This, of course, made my relations with them highly difficult,  embarrassing, and irksome; and though

moments occurred when I  longed to say something that might ingratiate me, and  endeavoured to effect an

advance in that direction, the words  always failed me at the necessary juncture, and I found myself  lying

crushed as before under a burdensome sense of the  superfluity of my existence. 

Again, if ever I tried to make an entry as to some material  which had been used, Ossip would approach me,

and, for instance,  say: 

"Is it jotted down, eh? Then let me look at it." 

And, eyeing the notebook with a frown, he would add vaguely: 

"What a nice hand you write!" (He himself could write only in  printing fashion, in the large scriptory

characters of the  Ecclesiastical Rubric, not in those of the ordinary kind.) 

"For example, that scoop therewhat does IT say?" 

"It is the word 'Good.'" 

"'Good'? But what a slipknot of a thing! And what are those  words THERE, on THAT line?" 

"They say, 'Planks, 1 vershok by 9 arshini, 5.'" 

"No, six was the number used." 

"No, five." 

"Five? Why, the soldier broke one, didn't he?" 

"Yes, but never mindat least it wasn't a plank that was  wanted." 

"Oh! Well, I may tell you that he took the two pieces to the  tavern to get drink with." 

Then, glancing into my face with his cornflowerblue eyes and  quiet, quizzical smile, he would say without

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"Put down '6.' And see here, young cockerel. The weather has  turned wet and cold, and the work is hard, and

sometimes folk  need to have their spirits cheered and raised with a drop of  liquor. So don't you be too hard

upon us, for God won't think  the more of you for being strict." 

And as he thus talked to me in his slow and kindly, but  semiaffected, fashionbespattering me, as it were,

with wordy  sawdustI would suddenly grow blind of an eye and silently show  him the corrected figure. 

"That's itthat's right. And how fine the figure looks now, as  it squats there like a merchant's buxom,

comely dame!" 

Then he would be seen triumphantly telling his mates of his  success; then, I would find myself feeling

acutely conscious of  the fact that everyone was despising me for my complacence Yes,  grown sick beyond

endurance with a yearning for some thing which  it could not descry, my fifteenyearold heart would

dissolve in  a flood of mortified tears, and there would pass through my  brain the despondent, aching thought: 

"Oh, what a sad, uncomfortable world is this! How should Ossip  have known so well that I should not

recorrect the 6 into a 5,  or that I should not tell the contractor that the men have  bartered a plank for liquor?" 

Again, there befell an occasion when the men stole two pounds'  weight of five vershok mandrels and bolts. 

"Look here," I said to Ossip warningly. "I am going to report  this." 

"All right," he agreed with a twitch of his grey eyebrows.  "Though what such a trifle can matter I fail to see.

Yes, go  and report every mother's son of them." 

And to the men themselves he shouted: 

"Hi, boobies! Each of you now stands docked for some mandrels  and bolts." 

"Why?" was the old soldier's grim inquiry. 

"Because you DO so stand," carelessly retorted the other. 

With snarls thereafter, the men eyed me covertly, until I began  to feel that very likely I should not do as I had

threatened,  and even that so to do might not be expedient. 

"But look here," said I to Ossip. "I am going to give the  contractor notice, and let all of you go to the devil.

For if I  were to remain with you much longer I too should become a thief." 

Ossip stroked his beard awhile, and pondered. Then he seated  himself beside me, and said in an undertone: 

"That is true." 

"Well?" 

"But things are always so. The truth is that it's time you  departed. What sort of a watchman, of a checker, are

you? In  jobs of this kind what a man needs to know is the meaning of  property. He needs to have in him the

spirit of a dog, so that  he shall look after his master's stuff as he would look after  the skin which his mother

has put on to his own body. But you,  you young puppy, haven't the slightest notion of what property  means.

In fact, were anyone to go and tell Vasili Sergeitch  about the way in which you keep letting us off, he'd give

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he ought, do you  understand, to be PROFITABLE to that master." 

He rolled and handed me a cigarette. 

"Smoke this," said he, "and perhaps it'll make your brain work  easier. If only you had been of a less awkward,

uncomfortable  nature, I should have said to you, 'Go and join the priests;  but, as things are, you aren't the

right sort for thatyou're  too stiff and unbending, and would never make headway even with  an abbot. No,

you're not the sort to play cards with. A monk is  like a jackdawhe chatters without knowing what he is

chattering  about, and pays no heed to the root of things, so busy is he  with stuffing himself full with the grain.

I say this to you  with absolute earnestness, for I perceive you to be strange to  our waysa cuckoo that has

blundered into the wrong nest." 

And, doffing his cap, a gesture which he never failed to execute  when he had something particularly

important to say, he added  humbly and sonorously as he glanced at the grey firmament: 

"In the sight of the Lord our ways are the ways of thieves, and  such as will never gain of Him salvation." 

"And that is true enough," responded Mokei Budirin after the  fashion of a clarionet. 

From that time forth, Ossip of the curly, silvered head, bright  eyes, and shadowy soul became an object of

agreeable interest  for me. Indeed, there grew up between us a species of  friendship, even though I could see

that a civil bearing towards  me in public was a thing that it hurt him to maintain. At all  events, in the presence

of others he avoided my glance, and his  eyes, clear, unsullied, and fight blue in tint, wavered  unsteadily, and

his lips twitched and assumed an artificially  unpleasant expression, while he uttered some such speech as: 

"Hi, you Makarei, see that you keep your eyes open, and cam  your pay, or that pig of a soldier will be making

away with more  nails!" 

But at other times, when we were alone together, he would speak  to me kindly and instructively, while his

eyes would dance and  gleam with a faint, grave, knowing smile, and dart blue rays  direct into mine, while for

my part, as I listened to his words,  I took every one of them to be absolutely true and balanced,  despite their

strange delivery. 

"A man's duty consists in being good," I remarked on one  occasion. 

"Yes, of course," assented Ossip, though the next moment he  veiled his eyes with a smile, and added in an

undertone:  "But what do you understand by the term 'good'? In my opinion,  unless virtue be to their

advantage, folk spit upon that  'goodness,' that 'honourableness,' of yours. Hence, the better  plan is to pay folk

court, and be civil to them, and flatter and  cajole every mother's son of them. Yes, do that, and your

'goodness' will have a chance of bringing you in some return. Not  that I do not say that to be 'good,' to be able

to look your  own ugly jowl in the face in a mirror, is pleasant enough; but,  as I see the matter, it is all one to

other people whether you  be a cardsharper or a priest so long as you're polite, and let  down your neighbours

lightly. That's what they want." 

For my part I never, at that period, grew weary of watching my  fellows, for it was my constant idea that some

day one of them  would be able to raise me to a higher level, and to bring me to  an understanding of this

unintelligible and complicated  existence of ours. Hence I kept asking myself the restless, the  importunate

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Certain souls, I thought, existed which seemed like balls of  copper, for, solid and immovable, they reflected

things from  their own point of view alone, in a dull and irregular and  distorted fashion. And souls, I thought,

existed which seemed as  flat as mirrors, and, for all intents and purposes, had no  existence at all. 

And in every case the human soul seemed formless, like a cloud,  and as murkily mutable as an imitation opal,

a thing which  altered according to the colour of what adjoined it. 

Only as regarded the soul of the intelligent Ossip was I  absolutely at a loss, absolutely unable to reach a

conclusion. 

Pondering these and similar matters in my mind, I, on the day of  which I speak, stood gazing at the river, and

at the town under  the hill, as I listened to the bells. Rearing themselves aloft  like the organ pipes in my

favourite PolishRoman Catholic  church, the steeples of the town had their crosses dimly  sparkling as though

the latter had been stars imprisoned in a  murky sky. Yet it was as though those stars hoped eventually to

ascend into the purer firmament above the windtorn clouds that  they sparkled; and as I stood watching the

clouds glide onward,  and momentarily efface with their shadows, the town's  multifarious hues, I marked the

fact that although, whenever  darkblue cavities in their substance permitted the beams of the  sun to

illuminate the buildings below, those buildings' roofs  assumed tints of increased cheerfulness. The clouds

seemed to  glide the faster to veil the beams, while the humid shadows grew  more opaque and the scene

darkened as though only for a moment  had it assumed a semblance of joy. 

The buildings of the town (looking like heaps of muddy snow),  the black, naked earth around those buildings,

the trees in the  gardens, the hummocks of piledup soil, the dull grey glimmer of  the window panes of the

housesall these things reminded me of  winter, even though the misty breath of the northern spring was

beginning to steal over the whole. 

Presently a young fellow with flaxen hair, a pendent underlip,  and a tall, ungainly figure, by name Mishuk

Diatlov, essayed to  troll the stanza: 

"That morn to him the maiden came,

To find his soul had fled."

Whereupon the old soldier shouted: 

"Hi, you! Have you forgotten the day?" 

And even Boev saw fit to take umbrage at the singing, and,  threatening Diatlov with his fist, to rap out: 

"Ah, sobatchnia dusha!" ["Soul of a dog."] 

"What a rude, rough, primitive lot we Russians are!" commented  Ossip, seating himself atop of the

icebreaker, and screwing up  his eyes to measure its fall. "To speak plainly, we Russians  are sheer barbarians.

Once upon a time, I may tell you, an  anchorite happened to be on his travels; and as the people came  pressing

around him, and kneeling to him, and tearfully  beseeching him with the words, 'Oh holy father, intercede for

us  with the wolves which are devouring our substance!' he replied:  'Ha! Are you, or are you not, Orthodox

Christians? See that I  assign you not to condign perdition!' Yes, angry, in very truth  he was. Nay, he even

spat in the people's faces. Yet in reality  he was a kindly old man, for his eyes kept shedding tears  equally with

theirs." 

Twenty sazheni below the icebreaker was a gang of barefooted  sailors, engaged in hacking out the floes from

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and the sharp blades of the  icecutters gleamed as they thrust the broken fragments under the  surface.

Meanwhile, there could be heard a bubbling of water, and  the sound of rivulets trickling down to the sandy

margin of the  river. And similarly among our own gang was there audible a  scraping of planes, and a

screeching of saws, and a clattering  of iron braces as they were driven into the smooth yellow wood,  while

through all the web of these sounds there ran the  ceaseless song of the bells, a song so softened by distance as

to thrill the soul, much as though dingy, burdensome labour were  holding revel in honour of spring, and

calling upon the latter  to spread itself over the starved, naked surface of the  gradually thawing ground. 

At this point someone shouted hoarsely: 

"Go and fetch the German. We have not got hands enough." 

And from the bank someone bawled in reply: 

"Where IS he?" 

"In the tavern. That is where you must go and look for him." 

And as they made themselves heard, the voices floated up  turgidly into the sodden air, spread themselves

over the river's  mournful void, and died away, 

Meanwhile our men worked with industry and speed, but not  without a fault or two, for their thoughts were

fixed upon the  town and its washhouses and churches. And particularly restless  was Sashok Diatlov, a man

whose hair, as flaxen as that of his  brother, seemed to have been boiled in lye. At intervals,  glancing

upriver, this wellbuilt, sturdy young fellow would  say softly to his brother: 

"It's cracking now, eh?" 

And, certainly, the ice had "moved" two nights ago, so that  since yesterday morning the river watchmen had

refused to permit  horsed vehicles to cross, and only a few beadlike pedestrians  now were making their way

along the markedout ice paths, while,  as they proceeded, one could hear the water slapping against the

planks as the latter bent under the travellers' weight. 

"Yes, it IS cracking," at length Mishuk replied with a hoist  of his ginger eyebrows. 

Ossip too scanned the river from under his hand. Then he said to  Mishuk: 

"Pah! It is the dry squeak of the planes in your own hand that  you keep hearing, so go on with your work, you

son of a beldame.  And as for you, Inspector, do you help me to speed up the men  instead of burying your

nose in your notebook." 

By this time there remained only two more hours for work, and  the arch of the icebreaker had been wholly

sheathed in  buttertinted scantlings, and nothing required to be added to it  save the great iron braces.

Unfortunately, Boev and Saniavin,  the men who had been engaged upon the task of cutting out the  sockets

for the braces, had worked so amiss, and run their lines  so straight, that, when it came to the point, the arms

of the  braces refused to sink properly into the wood. 

"Oh, you cockeyed fool of a Morduine!" shouted Ossip, smiting  his fist against the side of his cap. "Do you

call THAT sort of  thing work?" 

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"Ah! NOW it's giving way!" 

And almost at the same moment, there stole over the river a sort  of rustle, a sort of quiet crunching which

made the projecting  pine branches quiver as though they were trying to catch at  something, while,

shouldering their mattocks, the barefooted  sailors noisily hastened aboard their barges with the aid of  rope

ladders. 

And then curious indeed was it to see how many people suddenly  came into view on the riverto see how

they appeared to issue  from below the very ice itself, and, hurrying to and fro like  jackdaws startled by the

shot of a gun, to dart hither and  thither, and to seize up planks and boathooks, and to throw them  down again,

and once more to seize them up. 

"Put the tools together," Ossip shouted. "And look alive  there, and make for the bank." 

"Aye, and a fine Easter Day it will be for us on THAT bank!"  growled Sashok. 

Meanwhile, it was the river rather than the town that seemed to  be motionlessthe latter had begun, as it

were, to quiver and  reel, and, with the hill above it, to appear to be gliding  slowly up stream, even as the grey,

sandy bank some ten sazheni  from us was beginning to grow tremulous, and to recede. 

"Run, all of you!" shouted Ossip, giving me a violent push as  he did so. Then to myself in particular he

added: "Why stand  gaping there?" 

This caused a keen sense of danger to strike home in my heart,  and to make my feet feel as though already the

ice was escaping  their tread. So, automatically picking themselves up, those feet  started to bear my body in

the direction of a spot on the sandy  bank where the winterstripped branches of a willow tree were  writhing,

and whither there were betaking themselves also Boev,  the old soldier, Budirin, and the brothers Diatlov.

Meanwhile  the Morduine ran by my side, cursing vigorously as he did so,  and Ossip followed us, walking

backwards. 

"No, no, Narodetz," he said. 

"But, my good Ossip" 

"Never mind. What has to be, has to be." 

"But, as likely as not, we may remain stuck here for two days!" 

"Never mind even if we DO remain stuck here." 

"But what of the festival?" 

"It will have, for this year at least, to be kept without you." 

Seating himself on the sand, the old soldier lit his pipe and  growled: 

"What cowards you all are! The bank was only fifteen sazheni  from us, yet you ran as though possessed!" 

"With you yourself as leader," put in Mokei. 

The old soldier took no notice, but added: 


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"What were you all afraid of? Once upon a time Christ Himself,  Our Little Father, died." 

"And rose again," muttered the Morduine with a tinge of  resentment. Which led Boev to exclaim: 

"Puppy, hold your tongue! What right have you to air your  opinions?" 

"Besides, this is Good Friday, not Easter Day," the old soldier  concluded with severe, didactical mien. 

In a gap of blue between the clouds there was shining the March  sun, and everywhere the ice was sparkling as

though in derision  of ourselves. Shading his eyes, Ossip gazed at the dissolving  river, and said: 

"Yes, it IS risingbut that will not last for long." 

"No, but long enough to make us miss the festival," grumbled  Sashok. 

Upon this the smooth, beardless face of the youthful Morduine, a  face dark and angular like the skin of an

unpeeled potato,  assumed a resentful frown, and, blinking his eyes, he muttered: 

"Yes, here we may have to sithere where there's neither food  nor money! Other folk will be enjoying

themselves, but we shall  have to remain hugging our hungry stomachs like a pack of dogs! " 

Meanwhile Ossip's eyes had remained fixed upon the river, for  evidently his thoughts were far away, and it

was in absentminded  fashion that he replied: 

"Hunger cannot be considered where necessity impels. By  the way, what use are our damned icebreakers?

For the protection  of barges and such? Why, the ice hasn't the sense to care. It  just goes sliding over a barge,

and farewell is the word to THAT  bit of property! " 

"Damn it, but none of us have a barge for property, have we? 

"You had better go and talk to a fool." 

"The truth is that the icebreaker ought to have been taken in  hand sooner." 

Finally, the old soldier made a queer grimace, and ejaculated: 

"Blockhead!" 

From a barge a knot of sailors shouted something, and at the  same moment the river sent forth a sort of whiff

of cruel  chilliness and brooding calm. The disposition of the pine boughs  now had changed. Nay, everything

in sight was beginning to  assume a different air, as though everything were charged with  tense expectancy. 

One of the younger men asked diffidently, beneath his breath: 

"Mate Ossip, what are we going to do?" 

"What do you say?" Ossip queried absentmindedly. 

"I say, what are we going to do? Just to sit here?" 

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"Yes, my lad, for the Lord has seen fit to prevent you from  participating in His most holy festival." 

And the old soldier, in support of his mate, extended his pipe  towards the river, and muttered with a grin: 

"You want to cross to the town, do you? Well, be off with  you, and though the ice may give way beneath

your feet  and drown you, at least you'll be taken to the police station,  and so get to your festival. For that's

what you want, I  suppose?" 

"True enough," Mokei reechoed. 

Then the sun went in, and the river grew darker, while the  town stood out more clearly. Ceaselessly, the

younger men gazed  towards the town with wistful, gloomy eyes, though silently they  remained where they

were. 

Similarly, I myself was beginning to find things irksome and  uncomfortable, as always happens when a

number of companions are  thinking different thoughts, and contain in themselves none of  that unity of will

which alone can join men into a direct,  uniform force. Rather, I felt as though I could gladly leave my

companions and start out upon the ice alone. 

Suddenly Ossip recovered his faculties. Rising, then doffing his  cap and making the sign of the cross in the

direction of the  town, he said with a quiet, simple, yet somehow authoritative,  air: 

"Very well, my mates. Go in peace, and may the Lord go with  you!" 

"But whither?" asked Sashok, leaping to his feet. "To the  town? " 

"Whither else?" 

The old soldier was the only one not to rise, and with  conviction he remarked: 

"It will result but in our getting drowned." 

"Then stay where you are." 

Ossip glanced around the party. Then he continued: 

"Bestir yourselves! Look alive!" 

Upon which all crowded together, and Boev, thrusting the tools  into a hole in the bank, groaned: 

"The order 'go' has been given, so go we MUST, well though a  man in receipt of such an order might ask

himself, 'How is it  going to be done?'" 

Ossip seemed, in some way, to have grown younger and more  active, while the habitually shy, though

goodhumoured,  expression of his countenance was gone from his ruddy features,  and his darkened eyes had

assumed an air of stern activity. Nay,  even his indolent, rolling gait had disappeared, and in his step  there was

more firmness, more assurance, than had ever before  been the case. 

"Let every man take a plank," he said, "and hold it in front  of him. Then, should anyone fall in (which God

forbid!), the  plankends will catch upon the ice to either side of him, and  hold him up. Also, every man must

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everyone ready? I will walk first, and next  there must comewell, which is the heaviest?you, soldier, and

then Mokei, and then the Morduine, and then Boev, and then  Mishuk, and then Sashok, and then Makarei, the

lightest of all.  And do you all take off your caps before starting, and say a  prayer to the Mother of God. Ha!

Here is Old Father Sun coming  out to greet us." 

Readily did the men bare their tousled grey or flaxen heads as  momentarily the sun glanced through a bank of

thin white vapour  before again concealing himself, as though averse to arousing  any false hopes. 

"Now!" sharply commanded Ossip in his newfound voice. "And  may God go with us! Watch my feet, and

don't crowd too much upon  one another, but keep each at a sazhen's distance or morein  fact, the more the

better. Yes, come, mates!" 

With which, stuffing his cap into his bosom, and grasping the  spiritlevel in his hands, Ossip set foot upon

the ice with a  sliding, cautious, shuffling gait. At the same moment, there came  from the bank behind us a

startled cry of: 

"Where are you off to, you fools?" 

"Never mind," said Ossip to ourselves. "Come along with you,  and don't stand staring." 

"You blockheads!" the voice repeated. "You had far better  return." 

"No, no! come on!" was Ossip's countercommand. "And as you  move think of God, or you'll never find

yourselves among the  invited guests at His holy festival of Eastertide." 

Next Ossip sounded a police whistle, which act led the old  soldier to exclaim: 

"Oh, that's the way, mate! Good! Yes, you know what to do.  Now  notice will have been given to the police

on the further bank,  and, if we're not drowned, we shall find ourselves clapped in  gaol when we get there.

However, I'm not responsible." 

In spite of this remonstrance, Ossip's sturdy voice drew his  companions after him as though they had been

tied to a rope. 

"Watch your feet carefully," once more he cried. 

Our line of march was directed obliquely, and in the opposite  direction to the current. Also, I, as the rearmost

of the party,  found it pleasant to note how the wary little Ossip of the  silvery head went looping over the ice

with the deftness of a  hare, and practically no raising of the feet, while behind him  there trailed, in

wildgoose fashion, and as though tied to a  single invisible string, six dark and undulating figures the

shadows of which kept making themselves visible on the ice, from  those figures' feet to points indefinitely

remote. And as we  proceeded, all of us kept our heads lowered as though we had been  descending from a

mountain in momentary fear of a false step. 

Also, though the shouting in our rear kept growing in volume,  and we could tell that by this time a crowd had

gathered, not a  word could we distinguish, but only a sort of ugly din. 

In time our cautious march became for me a mere, mechanical,  wearisome task, for on ordinary occasions it

was my custom to  maintain a pace of greater rapidity. Thus, eventually I sank into  the semiconscious

condition amid which the soul turns to  vacuity, and one no longer thinks of oneself, but, on the  contrary

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unwonted  precision. Under my feet the seams in the bluegrey, leaden ice  lay full of water, while as for the

ice itself, it was blinding  in its expansive glitter, even though in places it had come to  be either cracked or

bulbous, or had ground itself into powder  with its own movement, or had become heaped into slushy

hummocks  of pumicelike sponginess and the consistency of broken glass.  And everywhere around me I

could discern the chilly, gaping  smile of blue crevices which caught at my feet, and rendered the  tread of my

bootsoles unstable. And ever, as we marched, could  the voices of Boev and the old soldier be heard

speaking in  antiphony, like two pipes being fluted by one and the same pair  of lips. 

"I won't be responsible," said the one voice. 

"Nor I," responded the other. 

"The only reason why I have come is that I was told to do so.  That's all about it." 

"Yes, and the same with me." 

"One man gives an order, and another man, perhaps a man a  thousand times more sensible than he, is forced

to obey it." 

"Is any man, in these days, sensible, seeing what a racket we  have to live among?" 

By this time Ossip had tucked the skirts of his greatcoat into  his belt, while beneath those skirts his legs (clad

in grey  cloth gaiters of a military pattern) were shuffling along as  lightly and easily as springs, and in a

manner that suggested  that there was turning and twisting in front of him some person  whom, though

desirous of barring to him the direct course, the  shortest route, Ossip successfully opposed and evaded by dint

of  dodges and deviations to right and left, and occasional turns  about, and the execution of dance steps and

loops and  semicircles. Meanwhile in the tones of Ossip's voice there was a  soft, musical ring that struck

agreeably upon the ear, and  harmonised to admiration with the song of the bells just when we  were

approaching the middle of the river's breadth of four  hundred sazheni. There resounded over the surface of

the ice a  vicious rustle ' while a piece of ice slid from under my feet.  Stumbling, and powerless to retain my

footing, I blundered down  upon my knees in helpless astonishment; and then, as I glanced  upstream, fear

gripped at my throat, deprived me of speech, and  darkened all my vision. For the whole substance of the grey

icecore had come to life and begun to heave itself upwards!  Yes, the hitherto level surface was thrusting

forth sharp  angular ridges, and the air seemed full of a strange sound like  the trampling of some heavy being

over broken glass. 

With a quiet trickle there came a swirl of water around me,  while an adjacent pine bough cracked and

squeaked as though it  too had come to life. My companions shouted, and collected into  a knot; whereupon, at

once dominating and quelling the tense,  painful hubbub of sounds, there rang forth the voice of Ossip. 

"Mother of God!" he shouted. "Scatter, lads! Get away from  one another, and keep each to himself! Now!

Courage!" 

With that, springing towards us as though wasps had been after  him, and grasping the spiritlevel as though it

had been a  weapon, he jabbed it to every side, as though fighting invisible  foes, while, just as the quivering

town began, seemingly, to  glide past us, and the ice at my feet gave a screech and  crumbled to fragments

beneath me, so that water bubbled to my  knees. I leapt up from where I was, and rushed blindly in  Ossip's

direction. 

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Indeed, Ossip seemed no longer to be Ossip at all, but a person  curiously younger, a person in whom all that

had been familiar  in Ossip had become effaced. Yes, the once blue eyes had turned  to grey, and the figure

added half an arshin to its stature as,  standing as erect as a newly made nail, and pressing both feet  together,

the foreman stretched himself to his full height, and  shouted with his mouth open to its widest extent: 

"Don't shuffle about, nor crowd upon one another, or I'll break  your heads!" 

Whereafter, of myself in particular, he inquired as he raised the  spiritlevel: 

"What is the matter with YOU, pray?" 

"I am feeling frightened," I muttered in response. 

"Feeling frightened of WHAT, indeed?" 

"Of being drowned." 

"Pooh! Just you hold your tongue." 

Yet the next moment he glanced at me, and added in a gentler,  quieter tone: 

"None but a fool gets drowned. Pick yourself up and come along." 

Then once more he shouted fullthroated words of encouragement  to his men; and as he did so, his chest

swelled and his  head rocked with the effort. 

Yet, crackling and cracking, the ice was breaking up; and soon  it began slowly to bear us past the town.

'Twas as though some  unknown force ashore had awakened, and was striving to tear the  banks of the river in

two, so much did the portion of the  landscape downstream seem to be standing still while the portion  level

with us seemed to be receding in the opposite direction,  and thus causing a break to take place in the middle

of the  picture. 

And soon this movement, a movement agonisingly slow, deprived me  of my sense of being connected with

the rest of the world,  until, as the whole receded, despair again gripped my heart and  unnerved my limbs.

Roseate clouds were gliding across the sky  and causing stray fragments of the ice, which, seemingly,  yearned

to engulf me, to assume reflected tints of a similar  hue. Yes, it was as though the birth of spring had

reawakened  the universe, and was causing it to stretch itself, and to emit  deep, hurried, broken pants that

cracked its bones as the river,  embedded in the earth's stout framework, revivified the whole  with thick,

turbulent, ebullient blood. 

And this sense of littleness, of impotence amid the calm,  assured movement of the earth's vast bulk, weighed

upon my soul,  and evoked, and momentarily fanned to flame in me, the shameless  human question: "What if

I should stretch forth my hand and lay  it upon the hill and the banks of the river, and say, 'Halt  until I come to

you!'? " 

Meanwhile the bells continued the mournful moaning of their  resonant, coppery notes; and that moaning led

me to reflect that  within two days (on the night of the morrow) they would be  pealing a joyous welcome to

the Resurrection Feast. 

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Before my vision there kept quavering seven dark figuresfigures  shuffling over the ice, and brandishing

planks like oars. And,  wriggling like a lamprey in front of them was a little old  fellow, an old fellow

resembling Saint Nicholas the  WonderWorker, an old fellow who kept crying softly, but  authoritatively: 

"Do not stare about you!" 

And ever the river was growing rougher and ruder; ever its  backbone was beginning to puiver and flounder

like a whale  underfoot, with its liquescent body of cold, grey, murky water  bursting with increasing

frequency from its shell of ice, and  lapping hungrily at our feet. 

Yes, we were human beings traversing, as it were, a slender pole  over a bottomless abyss; and as we walked,

the water's soft,  cantabile splash set me in mind of the depths below, of the  infinite time during which a body

would continue sinking through  dense, chilly bulk until sight faded and the heart stopped  beating. Yes, before

my mind's eye there arose men drowned and  devoured by crayfish, men with crumbling skulls and swollen

features, and glassy, bulging eyes and puffy hands and  outstretched fingers and palms of which the skin had

rotted off  with the damp. 

The first to fall in was Mokei Budirin. He had been walking next  ahead of the Morduine, and, as a man

habitually silent and  absorbed, proceeding on his way more quietly than the rest.  Suddenly something had

seemed to catch at his legs, and he had  disappeared until only his head and his hands, as the latter  clutched at

his plank, had been left abovelevel. 

"Run and help him, somebody!" was Ossip's instant cry. "Yes,  but not all of youjust one or two. Help him

I say!" 

The spluttering Mokei, however, said to the Morduine and myself: 

"No; do you move away, mates, for I shall best help myself.  Never you mind." 

And, sure enough, he did succeed in drawing himself out on to  the ice without assistance. Whereafter he

remarked as he shook  himself: 

"A nice pickle, this, to be in! I might as well have been  drowned!" 

And, in fact, at the moment he looked, with his chattering teeth  and great tongue licking a dripping

moustache, precisely like a  large, goodnatured dog. 

Then I remembered how, a month earlier, he had accidentally  driven the blade of his axe through the joint of

his left thumb,  and, merely picking up the white fragment of flesh with the nail  turning blue, and scanning it

with his unfathomable eyes, had  remarked, as though it was he himself that had been at fault: 

"How often before I have injured that thumb, I could not say.  And when once I dislocated it, I went on

working with it longer  than was right. . . . Now I will go and bury it." 

With which, carefully wrapping up the fragment in some shavings,  he had thrust the whole into his pocket,

and bandaged the  wounded hand, 

Similarly, after that, did Boev, the man next in order behind  Mokei, contrive to wrest himself from the grasp

of the ice,  though, on immersion, he started bawling, "Mates, I shall  drown! I am dead already! Help me, help

me!" and became so  cramped with terror as to be extricated only with great  difficulty, while amid the general

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"A narrow shave of saying Vespers tonight with the devils in  Hell!" he remarked as he clambered back, and

stood grinning  with an even more angular and attenuated appearance than usual. 

The next moment Boev achieved a second plunge, and screamed, as  before, for help. 

"Don't shout, you goat of a Yashka!" Ossip exclaimed as he  threatened him with the spiritlevel. "Why scare

people? I'll  give it you! Look here, lads. Let every man take off his belt  and turn out his pockets. Then he'll

walk lighter." 

Toothed jaws gaped and crunched at us at every step, and  vomited thick spittle; at every tenth step their keen

blue fangs  reached for our lives. Meanwhile, the soaked condition of our  boots and clothes had rendered us as

slimy as though smeared  with paste. Also, it so weighed us down as to hinder any active  movement, and to

cause each step to be taken cautiously, slowly,  silently, and with ponderous diffidence. 

Yet, soaked though we were, Ossip might verily have known the  number of cracks in advance, so smooth and

harelike was his  progress from floe to floe as at intervals he faced about,  watched us, and cried sonorously: 

"That's the way to do it, eh?" 

Yes, he absolutely played with the river, and though it kept  catching at his diminutive form, he always evaded

it,  circumvented its movements, and avoided its snares. Nay, capable  even of directing its trend did he seem,

and of thrusting under  our feet only the largest and firmest floes. 

"Lads, there is no need to be downhearted," he would cry at  intervals. 

"Ah, that brave Ossip!" the Morduine once ejaculated. "In very  truth is he a man, and no mistake! Just look at

him!" 

The closer we approached the further shore, the thinner and the  more brittle did the ice become, and the more

liable we to  break through it. By this time the town had nearly passed us,  and we were bidding fair to be

carried out into the Volga, where  the ice would still be sound, and, as likely as not, draw us  under itself. 

"By your leave, we are going to be drowned," the Morduine  murmured as he glanced at the blue shadow of

eventide on our  left. 

And simultaneously, as though compassionating our lot, a large  floe grounded upon the bank, glided upwards

with a cracking and  a crashing, and there held fast! 

"Run, all of you!" came a furious shout from Ossip.  "Hurry up, now! Put your very best legs foremost!" 

For myself, as I sprang upon the floe I lost my footing, and,  falling headlong and remaining seated on the

hither end of the  floe amid a shower of spray, saw five of my seven comrades rush  past, pushing and jostling,

as they made for the shore. But  presently the Morduine turned and halted beside me, with the  intention of

rendering Ossip assistance. 

"Run, you young fools!" the latter exclaimed. "Come! Be off  with you!" 

Somehow in his face there was now a livid, uncertain air, while  his eyes had lost their fire, and his mouth was

curiously agape. 

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"Unfortunately, I have hurt my leg," he replied with his head  bent down. "In fact, I am not sure that I can get

up." 

However, we contrived to raise him and carry him ashore with an  arm of his resting on each of our necks.

Meanwhile he growled  with chattering teeth: 

"Aha, you river devils! Drown me if you can! But I've not given  you a chance, the Lord be thanked! Hi, look

out! The ice won't  bear the three of us. Mind how you step, and choose places where  the ice is bare of snow.

There it's firmer. No, a better plan  still would be to leave me where I am." 

Next, with a frowning scrutiny of my face, he inquired: 

"That notebook of our misdeedshasn't it had a wetting and got  done for?" 

That very moment, as we stepped from the stranded floe (in  grounding, it had crushed and shattered a small

boat), such part  of it as lay in the water gave a loud crack, and, swaying to and  fro, and emitting a gurgling

sound, floated clear of the rest. 

"Ah!" was the Morduine's quizzical comment. "YOU knew well  enough what needed to be done." 

Wet, and chilled to the bone, though relieved in spirit, we  stepped ashore to find a crowd of townspeople in

conversation  with Boev and the old soldier. And as we deposited our charge  under the lea of a pile of logs he

shouted cheerfully: 

"Mates, Makarei's notebook is done for, soaked through!"  And  since the notebook in question was weighing

upon my breast like  a brick, I pulled it out unseen, and hurled it far into the  river with a plop like that of a

frog. 

As for the Diatlovs, they lost no time in setting out in search  of vodka in the tavern on the hill, and slapped

one another on  the back as they ran, and could be heard shouting, "Hurrah,  hurrah!" 

Upon this, a tall old man with the beard of an apostle and the  eyes of a brigand muttered: 

"Infidels, why disturb peaceful folk like this? You ought to be  thrashed!" 

Whereupon Boev, who was changing his clothes, retorted: 

"What do you mean by 'disturb'?" 

"Besides," put in the old soldier, " even though we are  Christians like yourself, we might as well have been

drowned for  all that you did to help us." 

"What could we have done?" 

Meanwhile Ossip had remained lying on the ground with one leg  stretched out at full length, and tremulous

hands fumbling at  his greatcoat as under his breath he muttered: 

"Holy Mother, how wet I am! My clothes, though I have only worn  them a year, are ruined for ever!" 

Moreover, he seemed now to have shrunken again in statureto  have become crumpled up like a man run

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But suddenly he raised himself to a sitting posture, groaned,  and exclaimed in highpitched, wrathful accents: 

"May the devil take you all! Be off with you to your washhouses  and churches! Yes, be off, for it seems that,

as God couldn't  keep His holy festival without you, I've had to stand within an  ace of death and to spoil my

clothesyes, all that you fellows  should be got out of your fix!" 

Nevertheless, the men merely continued taking off their boots,  and wringing out their clothes, and conversing

with sundry  gasps and grunts with the bystanders. So presently Ossip  resumed: 

"What are you thinking of, you fools? The washhouse is the best  place for you, for if the police get you,

they'll soon find you  a lodging, and no mistake!" 

One of the townspeople put in officiously: 

"Aye, aye. The police have been sent for." 

And this led Boev to exclaim to Ossip: 

"Why pretend like that?" 

"Pretend? I?" 

"Yesyou." 

"What do you mean?" 

"I mean that it was you who egged us on to cross the river." 

"You say that it was I?" 

"I do." 

"Indeed?" 

"Aye," put in Budirin quietly, but incisively. And him the  Morduine supported by saying in a sullen

undertone: 

"It was you, mate. By God it was. It would seem that you have  forgotten." 

"Yes, you started all this business," the old soldier  corroborated, in dour, ponderous accents. 

"Forgotten, indeed? HE? " was Boev's heated exclamation. 

"How can you say such a thing? Well, let him not try to shift  the responsibility on to othersthat's all!

WE'LL see, right  enough, that he goes through with it!" 

To this Ossip made no reply, but gazed frowningly at his  dripping, halfclad men. 

All at once, with a curious outburst of mingled smiles and tears  (it would be hard to say which), he shrugged

his shoulders,  threw up his hands, and muttered: 


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"Yes, it IS true. If it please you, it was I that contrived the  idea." 

"Of COURSE it was! " the old soldier cried triumphantly. 

Ossip turned his eyes again to where the river was seething like  a bowl of porridge, and, letting his eyes fall

with a frown,  continued: 

"In a moment of forgetfulness I did it. Yet how is it that we  were not all drowned? Well, you wouldn't

understand even if I  were to tell you. No, by God, you wouldn't! . . . Don't be angry  with me, mates. Pardon

me for the festival's sake, for I am  feeling uneasy of mind. Yes, I it was that egged you on to cross  the river,

the old fool that I was!" 

"Aha!" exclaimed Boev. "But, had I been drowned, what should  you have said THEN?" 

In fact, by this time Ossip seemed conscious to the full of the  futility and the senselessness of what he had

done: and in his  state of sliminess, as he sat nodding his head, picking at the  sand, looking at no one, and

emitting a torrent of remorseful  words, he reminded me strongly of a newborn calf. 

And as I watched him I thought to myself: 

"Where now is the leader of men who could draw his fellows in  his train with so much care and skill and

authority?" 

And into my soul there trickled an uneasy sense of something  lacking. Seating myself beside Ossip (for I

desired still to  retain a measure of my late impression of him), I said to him in  an undertone: 

"Soon you will be all right again." 

With a sideways glance he muttered in reply, as he combed his  beard: 

"Well, you saw what happened just now. Always do things so  happen." 

While for the benefit of the men he added: 

"That was a good jest of mine, eh?" 

The summit of the hill which lay crouching, like a great beast,  on the brink of the river was standing out

clearly against the  fast darkening sky; while a clump of trees thereon had grown  black, and everywhere blue

shadows of the spring eventide were  coming into view, and looming between the housetops where the  houses

lay pressed like scabs against the hill's opaque surface,  and peering from the moist, red jaws of the ravine

which, gaping  towards the river, seemed as though it were stretching forth for  a draught of water. 

Also, by now the rustling and crunching of the ice on the  similarly darkening river was beginning to assume a

deeper note,  and at times a floe would thrust one of its extremities into the  bank as a pig thrusts its snout into

the earth, and there remain  motionless before once more beginning to sway, tearing itself  free, and floating

away down the river as another such floe  glided into its place. 

And ever more and more swiftly was the water rising, and washing  away soil from the bank, and spreading a

thick sediment over the  dark blue surface of the river. And as it did so, there resounded  in the air a strange

noise as of chewing and champing, a noise  as though some huge wild animal were masticating, and licking

itself with its great long tongue. 


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And still there continued to come from the town the melancholy,  distancesoftened, sweettoned song of the

bells. 

Presently, the brothers Diatlov appeared descending from the hill  with bottles in their hands, and sporting like

a couple of  joyous puppies, while to intercept them there could be seen  advancing along the bank of the river

a greycoated police  sergeant and two blackcoated constables. 

"Oh Lord!" groaned Ossip as he rubbed his knee. 

As for the townsfolk, they had no love for the police, so  hastened to withdraw to a little distance, where they

silently  awaited the officers' approach. Before long the sergeant, a  little, withered sort of a fellow with

diminutive features and a  sandy, stubby moustache, called out in gruff, stern, hoarse,  laboured accents: 

"So here you are, you rascals!" 

Ossip prised himself up from the ground with his elbow, and said  hurriedly: 

"It was I that contrived the idea of the thing, your  Excellency; but, pray let me off in honour of the festival." 

"What do you say, you?" the sergeant began, but his bluster  was lost amid the swift flow of Ossip's further

conciliatory  words. 

"We are folk of this town," Ossip continued, "who tonight  found ourselves stranded on the further bank, with

nothing to  buy bread with, even though the day after tomorrow will be  Christ's day, the day when Christians

like ourselves wish to  clean themselves up a little, and to go to church. So I said to  my mates, 'Be off with

you, my good fellows, and may God send  that no mishap befall you!' And for this presumptuousness of  mine

I have been punished already, for, as you can see, have as  good as broken my leg." 

"Yes," ejaculated the sergeant grimly. "But if you had been  drowned, what then?" 

Ossip sighed wearily. 

"What then, do you say, your Excellency? Why, then, nothing,  with your permission." 

This led the officer to start railing at the culprit, while the  crowd listened as silently and attentively as though

he had been  saying something worthy to be heard and heeded, rather than  foully and cynically miscalling

their mothers. 

Lastly, our names having been noted, the police withdrew, while  each of us drank a dram of vodka (and

thereby gained a measure  of warmth and comfort), and then began to make for our several  homes. Ossip

followed the police with derisive eyes; whereafter,  he leapt to his feet with a nimble, adroit movement, and

crossed  himself with punctilious piety. 

"That's all about it, thank God!" he exclaimed. 

"What?" sniggered Boev, now both disillusioned and astonished.  "Do you really mean to say that that leg of

yours is better  already? Or do you mean that it never was injured at all? " 

"Ah! So you wish that it HAD been injured, eh?" 

"The rascal of a Petrushka!" the other exclaimed. 


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"Now," commanded Ossip, "do all of you be off, mates." And  with that he pulled his wet cap on to his head. 

I accompanied himwalking a little behind the rest. As he limped  along, he said in an undertonesaid

kindly and as though he were  communicating a secret known only to himself: 

"Whatsoever one may do, and whithersoever one may turn, one  will find that life cannot be lived without a

measure of fraud  and deceit. For that is what life IS, Makarei, the devil fly  away with it! . . . I suppose you're

making for the hill? Well,  I'll keep you company." 

Darkness had fallen, but at a certain spot some red and yellow  lamps, lamps the beams of which seemed to be

saying, "Come up  hither!" were shining through the obscurity. 

Meanwhile, as we proceeded in the direction of the bells that  were ringing on the hill, rivulets of water

flowed with a murmur  under our feet, and Ossip's kindly voice kept mingling with  their sound. 

"See," he continued, "how easily I befooled that sergeant!  That is how things have to be done, Makareione

has to keep folk  from knowing one's business, yet to make them think that they  are the chief persons

concerned, and the persons whose wit has  put the cap on the whole." 

Yet as I listened to his speech, while supporting his steps, I  could make little of it. 

Nor did I care to make very much of it, for I was of a simple  and easygoing nature. And though at the

moment I could not have  told whether I really liked Ossip, I would still have followed  his lead in any

directionyes, even across the river again,  though the ice had been giving way beneath me. 

And as we proceeded, and the bells echoed and reechoed, I  thought to myself with a spasm of joy: 

"Ah, many times may I thus walk to greet the spring!" 

While Ossip said with a sigh: 

"The human soul is a winged thing. Even in sleep it flies." 

*********************** 

A winged thing? Yes, and a thing of wonder. 

GUBIN

The place where I first saw him was a tavern wherein, ensconced  in the chimneycorner, and facing a table,

he was exclaiming  stutteringly, "Oh, I know the truth about you all! Yes, I know  the truth about you!" while

standing in a semicircle in front  of him, and unconsciously rendering him more and more excited  with their

sarcastic interpolations, were some tradesmen of the  superior sortfive in number. One of them remarked

indifferently: 

"How should you NOT know the truth about us, seeing that you do  nothing but slander us?" 

Shabby, in fact in rags, Gubin at that moment reminded me of a  homeless dog which, having strayed into a

strange street, has  found itself held up by a band of dogs of superior strength,  and, seized with nervousness, is

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its fangs, and sundry barkings, attempting  now to intimidate its adversaries, and now to conciliate them.

Meanwhile, having perceived the stranger's helplessness and  insignificance, the native pack is beginning to

moderate its  attitude, in the conviction that, though continued maintenance  of dignity is imperative, it is not

worthwhile to pick a  quarrel so long as an occasional yelp be vented in the  stranger's face. 

"To whom are you of any use?" one of the tradesmen at length  inquired. 

"Not a man of us but may be of use." 

"To whom, then?" . . . 

I had long since grown familiar with tavern disputes concerning  verities, and not infrequently seen those

disputes develop into  open brawls; but never had I permitted myself to be drawn into  their toils, or to be set

wandering amid their tangles like a  blind man negotiating a number of hillocks. Moreover, just  before this

encounter with Gubin, I had arrived at a dim surmise  that when such differences were carried to the point of

madness  and bloodshed. Really,they constituted an expression of the  unmeaning, hopeless, melancholy life

that is lived in the wilder  and more remote districts of Russiaof the life that is lived on  swampy banks of

dingy rivers, and in our smaller and more  Godforgotten towns. For it would seem that in such places men

have nothing to look for, nor any knowledge of how to look for  anything; wherefore, they brawl and shout in

vain attempts to  dissipate despondency. . . . 

I myself was sitting near Gubin, but on the other side of the  table. Yet, this was not because his outbursts and

the  tradesmen's retorts thereto were a pleasure to listen to, since  to me both the one and the other seemed

about as futile as  beating the air. 

"To whom are YOU of use?" 

"To himself every man can be useful." 

"But what good can one do oneself?" . . . 

The windows of the tavern were open, while in the pendent,  undulating cloud of blue smoke that the flames

of the lamps  emitted, those lamps looked like so many yellow pitchers floating  amid the waters of a stagnant

pond. Out of doors there was  brooding the quiet of an August night, and not a rustle, not a  whisper was there

to be heard. Hence, as numbed with melancholy,  I gazed at the inky heavens and limpid stars I thought to

myself: 

"Surely, never were the sky and the stars meant to look down  upon a life like this, a life like this?" 

Suddenly someone said with the subdued assurance of a person  reading aloud from a written document: 

"Unless the peasants of Kubarovo keep a watch upon their timber  lands, the sun will fire them tomorrow, and

then the Birkins'  forest also will catch alight." 

For a moment the dispute died down. Then, as it were cleaving  the silence, a voice said stutteringly: 

"Who cares about the significance of the word 'truth'?" 

And the words heavy, jumbled, and clumsy filled me with  despondent reflections. Then again the

voices rosethis time in  louder and more venomous accents, and with their din recalled to  me, by some

accident, the foolish lines: 


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The gods did give men water

To wash in, and to drink;

Yet man has made it but a pool

In which his woes to sink.

Presently I moved outside and, seating myself on the steps of  the veranda, fell to contemplating the dull,

blurred windows of  the Archpriest's house on the other side of the square, and to  watching how black

shadows kept flitting to and fro behind their  panes as the faint, lugubrious notes of a guitar made themselves

heard. And a highpitched, irritable voice kept repeating at  intervals: "Allow me. Pray, permit me to speak,"

and being  answered by a voice which intermittently shot into the silence,  as into a bottomless sack, the

words: "No, do you wait a  moment, do you wait a moment." 

Surrounded by the darkness, the houses looked stunted like  gravestones, with a line of black trees above their

roofs that  loomed shadowy and cloudlike. Only in the furthest corner of  the expanse was the light of a

solitary street lamp bearing a  resemblance to the disk of a stationary, resplendent dandelion. 

Over everything was melancholy. Far from inviting was the  general outlook. So much was this the case that,

had, at that  moment, anyone stolen upon me from behind the bushes and dealt  me a sudden blow on the head,

I should merely have sunk to earth  without attempting to see who my assailant had been. 

Often, in those days, was I in this mood, for it clave to me as  faithfully as a dognever did it wholly leave

me. 

"It was for men like THOSE that this fair earth of ours was  bestowed upon us!" I thought to myself. 

Suddenly, with a clatter, someone ran out of the door of the  tavern, slid down the steps, fell headlong at their

foot,  quickly regained his equilibrium, and disappeared in the  darkness after exclaiming in a threatening

voice: 

"Oh, I'LL pay you out! I'LL skin you, you damned... !" 

Whereafter two figures that also appeared in the doorway said as  they stood talking to one another: 

"You heard him threaten to fire the place, did you not?" 

"Yes, I did. But why should he want to fire it? " 

"Because he is a dangerous rascal." 

Presently, slinging my wallet upon my back, I pursued my onward  way along a street that was fenced on

either side with a tall  palisade. As I proceeded, long grasses kept catching at my feet  and rustling drily. And

so warm was the night as to render the  payment of a lodging fee superfluous; and the more so since in  the

neighbourhood of the cemetery, where an advanced guard of  young pines had pushed forward to the cemetery

wall and littered  the sandy ground, with a carpet of red, dry cones, there were  sleepingplaces prepared in

advance. 

Suddenly from the darkness there emerged, to recoil again, a  man's tall figure. 

"Who is that? Who is it?" asked the hoarse, nervous voice of  Gubin in dissipation of the deathlike stillness. 

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why I was still  abroad. Whereafter he extended to me, as to an old acquaintance,  the invitation: 

"Will you come and sleep at my place? My house is near here,  and as for work, I will find you a job

tomorrow. In fact, as it  happens, I am needing a man to help me clean out a well at the  Birkins' place. Will

the job suit you? Very well, then. Always I  like to settle things overnight, as it is at night that I can  best see

through people." 

The "house" turned out to be nothing more than an old  oneeyed, hunchbacked washhouse or shanty which,

bulging of  wall, stood wedged against the clayey slope of a ravine as  though it would fain bury itself amid the

boughs of the  neighbouring arbutus trees and elders. 

Without striking a light, Gubin flung himself upon some mouldy  hay that littered a threshold as narrow as the

threshold of a  dogkennel, and said to me with an air of authority as he did so: 

"I will sleep with my head towards the door, for the atmosphere  here is a trifle confined." 

And, true enough, the place reeked of elderberries, soap, burnt  stuff, and decayed leaves. I could not conceive

why I had come  to such a spot. 

The twisted branches of the neighbouring trees hung motionless  athwart the sky, and concealed from view the

golden dust of the  Milky Way, while across the Oka an owl kept screeching, and the  strange, arresting

remarks of my companion pelted me like  showers of peas. 

"Do not be surprised that I should live in a remote ravine," he  said. "I, whose hand is against every man, can

at least feel  lord of what I survey here." 

Too dark was it for me to see my host's face, but my memory  recalled his bald cranium, and the yellow light

of the lamps  falling upon a nose as long as a woodpecker's beak, a pair of  grey and stubbly cheeks, a pair of

thin lips covered by a  bristling moustache, a mouth sharpcut as with a knife, and full  of black, evillooking

stumps, a pair of pointed, sensitive,  mouselike ears, and a cleanshaven chin. The last feature in no  way

consorted with his visage, or with his whole appearance; but  at least it rendered him worthy of remark, and

enabled one to  realise that one had to deal with neither a peasant nor a  soldier nor a tradesman, but with a

man peculiar to himself.  Also, his frame was lanky, with long arms and legs, and pointed  knees and elbows.

In fact, so like a piece of string was his  body that to twist it round and round, or even to tie it into a  knot,

would, seemingly, have been easy enough. 

For awhile I found his speech difficult to follow; wherefore,  silently I gazed at the sky, where the stars

appeared to be  playing at followmyleader. 

"Are you asleep?" at length he inquired. 

"No, I am not. Why do you shave your beard?" 

"Why do you ask?" 

"Because, if you will pardon me, I think your face would look  better bearded." 

With a short laugh he exclaimed: 

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To which he added more gravely: 

"Both Peter the Great and Nicholas I were wiser than you, for  they ordained that whosoever should be

bearded should have his  nose slit, and be fined a hundred roubles. Did you ever hear of  that? " 

"No." 

"And from the same source, from the beard, arose also the Great  Schism." 

His manner of speaking was too rapid to be articulate, and, in  leaving his mouth, his words caused his lips to

bare stumps and  gums amid which they lost their way, became disintegrated, and  issued, as it were, in an

incomplete state. 

"Everyone," he continued, "knows that life is lived more  easily with a beard than without one, since with a

beard lies  are more easily toldthey can be told, and then hidden in the  masses of hair. Hence we ought to

go through life with our faces  naked, since such faces render untruthfulness more difficult,  and prevent their

owners from prevaricating without the fact  becoming plain to all." 

"But what about women?" 

"What about women? Well, women can always lie to their husbands  successfully, but not to all the town, to

all the world, to folk  in general. Moreover, since a woman's real business in life is  the same as that of the hen,

to rear young, what can it matter  if she DOES cackle a few falsehoods, provided that she be  neither a priest

nor a mayor nor a tchinovnik, and does not  possess any authority, and cannot establish laws? For the really

important point is that the law itself should not lie, but ever  uphold truth pure and simple. Long has the

prevalent illegality  disgusted me." 

The door of the shanty was standing open, and amid the outer  darkness, as in a church, the trees looked like

pillars, and the  white stems of the birches like silver candelabra tipped with a  thousand lights, or dimlyseen

choristers with faces showing  pale above sacramental vestments of black. All my soul was full  of a sort of

painful restlessness. It was a feeling as though I  should live to rise and go forth into the darkness, and offer

battle to the terrors of the night; yet ever, as my companion's  torrential speech caught and held my attention,

it detained me  where I was. 

"My father was a man of no little originality and character," he  went on. "Wherefore, none of the townsfolk

liked him. By the age  of twenty he had risen to be an alderman, yet never to the end  could get the better of

folk's stubbornness and stupidity, even  though he made it his custom to treat all and sundry to food and  drink,

and to reason with them. No, not even at the last did he  attain his due. People feared him because he

revolutionised  everything, revolutionised it down to the very roots; the truth  being that he had grasped the

one essential fact that law and  order must be driven, like nails, into the people's very vitals." 

Mice squeaked under the floor, and on the further side of the  Oka an owl screeched, while amid the

pitchblack heavens I could  see a number of blotches intermittently lightening to an elusive  red and blurring

the faint glitter of the stars. 

"It was one o'clock in the morning when my father died," Gubin  continued." And upon myself, who was

seventeen and had just  finished my course at the municipal school of Riazan, there  devolved, naturally

enough, all the enmity that my father had  incurred during his lifetime. 'He is just like his sire,' folk  said. Also,

I was alone, absolutely alone, in the world, since  my mother had lost her reason two years before my father's

death, and passed away in a frenzy. However, I had an uncle, a  retired unterofficier who was both a

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in a manner which had induced paralysis,  and his breast adorned with the military cross and a set of  medals).

And sometimes, this uncle of mine would rally me on my  learning. For instance, 'Scholar,' he would say,

'what does  "tiversia " mean?' 'No such word exists,' would be my reply,  and thereupon he would seize me by

the hair, for he was rather  an awkward person to deal with. Another factor as concerned  making me ashamed

of my scholarship was the ignorance of the  townspeople in general, and in the end I became the common butt,

a sort of 'holy idiot.'" 

So greatly did these recollections move Gubin that he rose and  transferred his position to the door of the hut,

where, a dark  blur against the square of blue, he lit a gurgling pipe, and  puffed thereat until his long, conical

nose glowed. Presently  the surging stream of words began again: 

"At twenty I married an orphan, and when she fell ill and died  childless I found myself alone once more, and

without an adviser  or a friend. However, still I continued both to live and to look  about me. And in time, I

perceived that life is not lived wholly  as it should be." 

"What in life is 'not lived wholly as it should be'?" 

"Everything in life. For life is mere folly, mere fatuous  nonsense. The truth is that our dogs do not bark

always at the  right moment. For instance, when I said to folk, 'How would it  be if we were to open a technical

school for girls?' They  merely laughed and replied, 'Trade workers are hopeless  drunkards. Already have we

enough of them. Besides, hitherto  women have contrived to get on WITHOUT education.' And when next  I

conceived a scheme for instituting a match factory, it befell  that the factory was burnt down during its first

year of  existence, and I found myself once more at a loose end. Next a  certain woman got hold of me, and I

flitted about her like a  martin around a belfry, and so lost my head as to live life as  though I were not on earth

at allfor three years I did not know  even what I was doing, and only when I recovered my senses did I

perceive myself to be a pauper, and my all, every single thing  that I had possessed, to have passed into HER

white hands. Yes,  at twentyeight I found myself a beggar. Yet I have never wholly  regretted the fact, for

certainly for a time I lived life as few  men ever live it. 'Take my alltake it!' I used to say to her.  And, truly

enough, I should never have done much good with my  father's fortune, whereas shewell, so it befell.

Somehow I  think that in those days my opinions must have been different  from nownow that I have lost

everything. . . . Yet the woman  used to say, 'You have NOT lost everything,' and she had wit  enough to fit out

a whole townful of people." 

"This womanwho was she? " 

"The wife of a merchant. Whenever she unrobed and said, 'Come!  What is this body of mine worth?' I used to

make reply, 'A price  that is beyond compute.' . . . So within three years everything  that I possessed vanished

like smoke. Sometimes, of course, folk  laughed at and jibed at me; nor did I ever refute them. But now  that I

have come to have a better understanding of life's  affairs, I see that life is not wholly lived as it should be. For

that matter, too, I do not hold my tongue on the subject, for  that is not my waystill left to me I have a

tongue and my soul.  The same reason accounts for the fact that no one likes me, and  that by everyone I am

looked upon as a fool." 

"How, in your opinion, ought life to be lived?" 

Without answering me at once, Gubin sucked at his pipe until  his nose made a glowing red blur in the

darkness. Then he  muttered slowly: 

"How life ought to be lived no one could say exactly. And this  though I have given much thought to the

subject, and still am  doing so." 


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I found it no difficult matter to form a mental picture of the  desolate existence which this man must be

leadingthis man whom  all his fellows both derided and shunned. For at that time I too  was bidding fair to

fail in life, and had my heart in the grip  of ceaseless despondency. 

The truth is that of futile people Russia is overfull. Many  such I myself have known, and always they have

attracted me as  strongly and mysteriously as a magnet. Always they have struck me  more favourably than the

provincialminded majority who live for  food and work alone, and put away from them all that could

conceivably render their breadwinning difficult, or prevent  them from snatching bread out of the hands of

their weaker  neighbours. For most such folk are gloomy and selfcontained,  with hearts that have turned to

wood, and an outlook that ever  reverts to the past; unless, indeed, they be folk of spurious  good nature, an

addition to talkativeness, and an apparent  bonhomie which veils a frigid, grey interior, and conveys an

impression of cruelty and greed of all that life contains. 

Always, in the end, I have detected in such folk something  wintry, something that makes them seem, as it

were, to be  spending spring and summer in expectation solely of the winter  season, with its long nights, and

its cold of an austerity which  forces one for ever to be consuming food. 

Yet seldom among this distasteful and wearisome crowd of wintry  folk is there to be encountered a man who

has altogether proved  a failure. But if he has done so, he will be found to be a man  whose nature is of a more

thoughtful, a more truly existent, a  more clearsighted cast than that of his fellowsa man who at  least can

look beyond the boundaries of the trite and  commonplace, and whose mentality has a greater capacity for

attaining spiritual fulfilment, and is more desirous of doing  so, than the mentality of his compeers. That is to

say, in such  a man one can always detect a striving for space, as a man who,  loving light, carries light in

himself. 

Unfortunately, all too often is that light only the fugitive  phosphorescence of putrefaction; wherefore as one

contemplates  him one soon begins to realise with bitterness and vexation and  disappointment that he is but a

sluggard, but a braggart, but  one who is petty and weak and blinded with conceit and distorted  with envy, but

one between whose word and whose deed there gapes  a disparity even wider and deeper than the disparity

which  divides the word from the deed of the man of winter, of the man  who, though he be as tardy as a snail,

at least is making some  way in the world, in contradistinction from the failure who  revolves ever in a single

spot, like some barren old maid before  the reflection in her lookingglass. 

Hence, as I listened to Gubin, there recurred to me more than  one instance of his type. 

"Yes, I have succeeded in observing life throughout," he  muttered drowsily as his head sank slowly upon his

breast. 

And sleep overtook myself with similar suddenness. Apparently  that slumber was of a few minutes' duration

only, yet what  aroused me was Gubin pulling at my leg. 

"Get up now," he said. "It is time that we were off." 

And as his bluishgrey eyes peered into my face, somehow I  derived from their mournful expression a sense

of  intellectuality. Beneath the hair on his hollow cheeks were  reddish veins, while similar veins, bluish in tint,

covered with  a network his temples, and his bare arms had the appearance of  being made of tanned leather. 

Dawn had not yet broken when we rose and proceeded through the  slumbering streets beneath a sky that was

of a dull yellow, and  amid an atmosphere that was full of the smell of burning. 

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Presently the establishment of the merchants Birkin lay before  us, an establishment of curious aspect, since it

constituted,  rather, a conglomeration of appendages to a main building of  ground floor and attics, with four

windows facing on to the  street, and a series of underpropping annexes. That series  extended to the wing, and

was solid and permanent, and bade fair  to overflow into the courtyard, and through the entrancegates,  and

across the street, and to the very kitchengarden and  flowergarden themselves. Also, it seemed to have been

stolen  piecemeal from somewhere, and at different periods, and from  different localities, and tacked at

haphazard on to the walls of  the parent erection. Moreover, all the windows of the latter  were small, and in

their green panes, as they confronted the  world, there was a timid and suspicious air, while, in  particular, the

three windows which faced upon the courtyard had  iron bars to them. Lastly, there were posted, sentinellike

on  the entrancesteps, two waterbutts as a precaution against fire. 

"What think you of the place?" Gubin muttered as he peered into  the well. "Isn't it a barbarous hole? The

right thing would be  to pull it down wholesale, and then rebuild it on larger and  less restricted lines. Yet these

fools merely go tacking new  additions on to the old." 

For awhile his lips moved as in an incantation. Then he frowned,  glanced shrewdly at the structures in

question, and continued  softly: 

"I may say in passing that the place is MINE." 

"YOURS? " 

"Yes, mine. At all events, so it used to be." 

And he pulled a grimace as though he had got the toothache  before adding with an air of command: 

"Come! I will pump out the water, and YOU shall carry it to the  entrancesteps and fill the waterbutts. Here

is a pail, and  here a ladder." 

Whereafter, with a considerable display of strength, he set  about his portion of the task, whilst I myself took

pail in hand  and advanced towards the steps to find that the waterbutts  were so rotten that, instead of

retaining the water, they let it  leak out into the courtyard. Gubin said with an oath: 

"Fine masters thesemasters who grudge one a groat, and  squander a rouble! What if a fire WERE to break

out? Oh, the  blockheads!" 

Presently, the proprietors in person issued into the courtyard  the stout, bald Peter Birkin, a man whose face

was flushed even  to the whites of his shifty eyes, and, close behind him, eke his  shadow, Jonah Birkin a

person of sandy, sullen mien, and  overhanging brows, and dull, heavy eyes. 

"Good day, dear sir," said Peter Birkin thinly, as with a puffy  hand he raised from his head a cloth cap, while

Jonah nodded.  And then, with a sidelong glance at myself, asked in a deep bass  voice: 

"Who is this young man?" 

Large and important like peacocks, the pair then shuffled across  the wet yard, and in so doing, went to much

trouble to avoid  soiling their polished shoes. Next Peter said to his brother: 

"Have you noticed that the waterbutts are rotted? Oh, that  fine Yakinika! He ought long ago to have been

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"Who is that young man over there?" Jonah repeated with an air  of asperity. 

"The son of his father and mother," Gubin replied quietly, and  without so much as a glance at the brothers. 

"Well, come along," snuffled Peter with a drawling of his  vowels. "It is high time that we were moving. It

doesn't matter  who the young man may be." 

And with that they slipslopped across to the entrance gates,  while Gubin gazed after them with knitted

brows, and as the  brothers were disappearing through the wicket said carelessly: 

" The old sheep! They live solely by the wits of their  stepmother, and if it were not for her, they would long

ago have  come to grief. Yes, she is a woman beyond words clever. Once  upon a time there were three

brothersPeter, Alexis, and Jonah;  but, unfortunately, Alexis got killed in a brawl. A fine, tall  fellow HE

was, whereas these two are a pair of gluttons, like  everyone else in this town. Not for nothing do three loaves

figure on the municipal arms! Now, to work again! Or shall we  take a rest?" 

Here there stepped on to the veranda a tall, wellgrown young  woman in an open pink bodice and a blue skirt

who, shading blue  eyes with her hand, scanned the courtyard and the steps, and  said with some diffidence: 

"Good day, Yakov Vasilitch." 

With a goodhumoured glance in response, and his mouth open,  Gubin waved a hand in greeting: 

"Good day to YOU, Nadezhda Ivanovna," he replied. "How are you  this morning? " 

Somehow this made her blush, and cross her arms upon her  ample bosom, while her kindly, rounded,

eminently Russian face  evinced the ghost of a shy smile. At the same time, it was a  face wherein not a single

feature was of a kind to remain fixed  in the memory, a face as vacant as though nature had forgotten  to stamp

thereon a single wish. Hence, even when the woman smiled  there seemed to remain a doubt whether the

smile had really  materialised. 

"How is Natalia Vasilievna?" continued Gubin. 

"Much as usual," the woman answered softly. 

Whereafter hesitantly, and with downcast eyes, she essayed to  cross the courtyard. As she passed me I caught

a whiff of  raspberries and currants. 

Disappearing into the grey mist through a small door with iron  staples, she soon reissued thence with a

hencoop, and, seating  herself on the steps of the doorway, and setting the coop on her  knees, took between

her two large palms some fluttering,  chirping, downy, golden chicks, and raised them to her ruddy  lips and

cheeks with a murmur of: 

"Oh my little darlings! Oh my little darlings!" 

And in her voice, somehow, there was a note as of intoxication,  of abandonment. Meanwhile dull, reddish

sunbeams were beginning  to peer through the fence, and to warm the long, pointed staples  with which it was

fastened together. While in a stream of water  that was dripping from the eaves, and trickling over the floor  of

the court, and around the woman's feet, a single beam was  bathing and quivering as though it would fain

effect an advance  to the woman's lap and the hencoop, and, with the soft, downy  chicks, enjoy the caresses of

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"Ah, little things!" again she murmured. "Ah, little children  of mine!" 

Upon that Gubin suddenly desisted from his task of hauling up  the bucket, and, as he steadied the rope with

his arms raised  above his head, said quickly: 

"Nadezhda Ivanovna, you ought indeed to have had some  childrensix at the least! " 

Yet no reply came, nor did the woman even look at him. 

The rays of the sun were now spreading, smokelike and  greyishyellow, over the silver river. Above the

river's calm  bed a muslin texture of mist was coiling. Against the nebulous  heavens the blue of the forest was

rearing itself amid the  fragrant, pungent fumes from the burning timber. 

Yet still asleep amid its sheltering halfcircle of forest was  the quiet little town of Miamlin, while behind it,

and  encompassing it as with a pair of dark wings, the forest in  question looked as though it were ruffling its

feathers in  preparation for further flight beyond the point where, the  peaceful Oka reached, the trees stood

darkening, overshadowing  the water's clear depths, and looking at themselves therein. 

Yet, though the hour was so early, everything seemed to have  about it an air of sadness, a mien as though the

day lacked  promise, as though its face were veiled and mournful, as though,  not yet come to birth, it

nevertheless were feeling weary in  advance. 

Seating myself by Gubin on some trampled straw in the hut  ordinarily used by the watchman of the Birkins'

extensive  orchard, I found that, owing to the orchard being set on a  hillside, I could see over the tops of the

apple and pear and  fig trees, where their tops hung bespangled with dew as with  quicksilver, and view the

whole town and its multicoloured  churches, yellow, newlypainted prison, and yellowpainted bank. 

And while in the town's lurid, foursquare buildings I could  trace a certain resemblance to the aces of clubs

stamped upon  convicts' backs, in the grey strips of the streets I could trace  a certain resemblance to a number

of rents in an old, ragged,  faded, dusty coat. Indeed, that morning all comparisons seemed  to take on a tinge

of melancholy; the reason being that  throughout the previous evening there had been moaning in my  soul a

mournful dirge on the future life. 

With nothing, however, were the churches of the town of which I  am speaking exactly comparable, for many

of them had attained a  degree of beauty the contemplation of which caused the town to  assume throughout

a different, a more pleasing and seductive,  aspect. Thought I to myself: "Would that men had fashioned all

other buildings in the town as the churches have been fashioned!" 

One of the latter, an old, squat edifice the blank windows of  which were deeply sunken in the stuccoed walls,

was known as the  "Prince's Church," for the reason that it enshrined the remains  of a local Prince and his

wife, persons of whom it stood  recorded that "they did pass all their lives in kindly,  unchanging love." . . . 

The following night Gubin and I chanced to see Peter Birkin's  tall, pale, timid young wife traverse the garden

on her way to a  tryst in the washhouse with her lover, the precentor of the  Prince's Church. And as clad in a

simple gown, and  barefooted, and having her ample shoulders swathed in an  old, gold jacket or shawl of

some sort, she crossed the orchard  by a path running between two lines of apple trees; she walked  with the

unhasting gait of a cat which is crossing a yard after  a shower of rain, and from time to time, whenever a

puddle is  encountered, lifts and shakes fastidiously one of its soft paws.  Probably, in the woman's case, this

came of the fact that things  kept pricking and tickling her soles as she proceeded. Also, her  knees, I could see,

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Meanwhile, bending over the garden from the warm night sky, the  moon's kindly visage, though on the wane,

was shining brightly;  and when the woman emerged from the shadow of the trees I could  discern the dark

patches of her eyes, her rounded, halfparted  lips, and the thick plait of hair which lay across her bosom.

Also, in the moonlight her bodice had assumed a bluish tinge, so  that she looked almost phantasmal; and

when soundlessly, moving  as though on air, she stepped back into the shadow of the trees,  that shadow

seemed to lighten. 

All this happened at midnight, or thereabouts, but neither of us  was yet asleep, owing to the fact that Gubin

had been telling me  some interesting stories concerning the town and its families  and inhabitants. However,

as soon as he descried the woman  looming like a ghost, he leapt to his feet in comical terror,then  subsided on

to the straw again, contracted his body as though he  were in convulsions, and hurriedly made the sign of the

cross. 

"Oh Jesus our Lord!" he gasped. "Tell me what that is, tell me  what that is!" 

"Keep quiet, you," I urged. 

Instead, lurching in my direction, he nudged me with his arm, 

"Is it Nadezhda, think you?" he whispered. 

"It is." 

"Phew! The scene seems like a dream. Just in the same way, and  in the very same place, did her

motherinlaw, Petrushka's  stepmother, use to come and walk. Yes, it was just like this." 

Then, rolling over, face downwards, he broke into subdued,  malicious chuckles; whereafter, seizing my hand

and sawing it up  and down, he whispered amid his exultant pants: 

"I expect Petrushka is asleep, for probably he has taken too  much liquor at the Bassanov's smotrini. [A

festival at which a  fiance pays his first visit to the house of the parents of his  betrothed.]  Aye, he will be

asleep. And as for Jonah, HE will  have gone to Vaska Klochi. So tonight, until morning, Nadezhda  will be

able to kick up her heels to her heart's content." 

I too had begun to surmise that the woman was come thither for  purposes of her own. Yet the scene was

almost dreamlike in its  beauty. It thrilled me to the soul to watch how the woman's blue  eyes gazed about

hergazed as though she were ardently,  caressingly whispering to all living creatures, asleep or awake: 

"Oh my darlings! Oh my darlings!" 

Beside me the uncouth, brokendown Gubin went on in hoarse  accents: 

"You must know that she is Petrushka's THIRD wife, a woman whom  he took to himself from the family of a

merchant of Murom. Yet  the town has it that not only Petrushka, but also Jonah, makes  use of herthat she

acts as wife to both brothers, and therefore  lacks children. Also has it been said of her that one Trinity  Sunday

she was seen by a party of women to misconduct herself in  this garden with a police sergeant, and then to sit

on his lap  and weep. Yet this last I do not wholly believe, for the  sergeant in question is a veteran scarcely

able to put one foot  before the other. Also, Jonah, though a brute, lives in abject  fear of his stepmother." 

Here a wormeaten apple fell to the ground, and the woman  paused; whereafter, with head a little raised, she

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As for Gubin, he continued, unchecked, though with a trifle less  animosity, rather as though he were reading

aloud a manuscript  which he found wearisome: 

"See how a man like Peter Birkin may pride himself upon his  wealth, and receive honour during his lifetime,

yet all the  while have the devil grinning over his shoulder!" 

Then he, Gubin, kept silent awhile, and merely breathed  heavily, and twisted his body about. But suddenly,

he resumed in  a strange whisper: 

"Fifteen years agono, surely it was longer ago than that?  Madame Nadkin, Nadezhda's motherinlaw,

made it her practice  to come to this spot to meet her lover. And a fine gallant HE  was!" 

Somehow, as I watched the woman creeping along, and looking as  though she were intending to commit a

theft, or as though she  fancied that at any moment she might see the plump brothers  Birkin issue from the

courtyard into the garden and come  shuffling ponderously over the darkened ground, with ropes and  cudgels

grasped in coarse, red hands which knew no pity;  somehow, as I watched her, I felt saddened, and paid little

heed  to Gubin's whispered remarks, so intently were my eyes fixed  upon the granary wall as, after gliding

along it awhile, the  woman bent her head and disappeared through the dark blue of the  washhouse door. As

for Gubin, he went to sleep with a last  drowsy remark of: 

"Life is all falsity. Husbands, wives, fathers, childrenall of  them practise deceit." 

In the east, portions of the sky were turning to light purple,  and other portions to a darker hue, while from

time to time I  could see, looming black against those portions, coils of smoke  the density of which kept being

stabbed with fiery spikes of  flame, so that the vague, towering forest looked like a hill on  the top of which a

fiery dragon was crawling about, and  writhing, and intermittently raising tremulous, scarlet wings,  and as

often relapsing into, becoming submerged in, the bank  of vapour. And, in contemplating the spectacle, I

seemed  actually to be able to hear the cruel, hissing din of combat  between red and black, and to see pale,

frightened rabbits  scudding from underneath the roots of trees amid showers of  sparks, and panting,

halfsuffocated birds fluttering wildly  amid the branches as further and further afield, and more and  more

triumphantly, the scarlet dragon unfurled its wings, and  consumed the darkness, and devoured the

rainsoaked timber. 

Presently from the dark, blurred doorway in the wall of the  washhouse there emerged a dark figure which

went flitting away  among the trees, while after it someone called in a sharp,  incisive whisper: 

"Do not forget. You MUST come." 

"Oh, I shall be only too glad!" 

"Very well. In the morning the lame woman shall call upon you.  Do you hear?" 

And as the woman disappeared from view the other person  sauntered across the garden, and scaled the fence

with a clatter. 

That night I could not sleep, but, until dawn, lay watching the  burning forest as gradually the weary moon

declined, and the  lamp of Venus, cold and green as an emerald, came into view over  the crosses on the

Prince's Church. Indeed was the latter a  fitting place for Venus to illumine if really it had been the  case that

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Gradually, the dew cleared the trees of the night darkness, and  caused the damp, grey foliage to smile once

more with aniseed  and red raspberry, and to sparkle with the gold of their mildew.  Also, there came hovering

about us goldfinches with their little  redhooded crests, and fussy tomtits in their cravats of yellow,  while a

nimble,dark, blue woodpecker scaled the stem of an  apple tree. And everywhere, yellow leaves fluttered to

earth,  and, in doing so, so closely resembled birds as to make it not  always easy to distinguish whether a leaf

or a tomtit had  glimmered for a moment in the air. 

Gubin awoke, sighed, and with his gnarled knuckles gave his  puffy eyes a rub. Then he raised himself upon

allfours, and,  crawling, much dishevelled with sleep, out of the watchman's  hut, snuffed the air (a process in

which his movements  approximated comically to those of a keennosed watchdog).  Finally he rose to his

feet, and, in the act, shook one of the  trees so violently as to cause a bough to shed its burden of  ripe fruit, and

disperse the apples hither and thither over the  dry surface of the ground, or cause them to bury themselves

among the long grass. Three of the juiciest apples he duly  recovered, and, after examination of their exterior,

probed with  his teeth, while kicking away from him as many of the remainder  as he could descry. 

"Why spoil those apples?" I queried 

"Oh, so you are NOT asleep?" he countered with a nod of his  melonshaped cranium. "As a matter of fact, a

few apples won't  be missed, for there are too many of them about. My own father  it was that planted the trees

which have grown them." 

Then, turning upon me a keen, goodhumoured eye, and chuckling,  he added: 

"What about that Nadezhda? Ah, she is a clever woman indeed!  Yet I have a surprise in store for her and her

lover." 

"Why should you have?" 

"Because I desire to benefit mankind at large" (this was said  didactically, and with a frown). "For, no matter

where I detect  evil or underhandedness, it is my duty I feel it to be my duty  to expose that evil, and to

lay it bare. There exist people who  need to be taught a lesson, and to whom I long to cry: 'Sinners  that you

are, do you lead more righteous lives!'" 

From behind some clouds the sun was rising with a disk as murky  and mournful as the face of an ailing child.

It was as though he  were feeling conscious that he had done amiss in so long  delaying to shed light upon the

world, in so long dallying on  his bed of soft clouds amid the smoke of the forest fire. But  gradually the

cheering beams suffused the garden throughout, and  evoked from the ripening fruit an intoxicating wave of

scent in  which there could be distinguished also the bracing breath of  autumn. 

Simultaneously there rose into the sky, in the wake of the sun,  a dense stratum of cloud which, blue and

snowwhite in colour,  lay with its soft hummocks reflected in the calm Oka, and so  wrought therein a

secondary firmament as profound and impalpable  as its original. 

"Now then, Makar!" was Gubin's command, and once more I posted  myself at the bottom of the well. About

three sazheni in depth,  and lined with cold, damp mud to above the level of my middle,  the orifice was

charged with a stifling odour both of rotten  wood and of something more intolerable still. Also, whenever I

had filled the pail with mud, and then emptied it into the  bucket and shouted "Right away!" the bucket would

start  swinging against my person and bumping it, as unwillingly it  went aloft, and thereafter discharge upon

my head and shoulders  clots of filth and drippings of watermeanwhile screening, with  its circular bottom,

the glowing sun and now scarce visible  stars. In passing, the spectacle of those stars' waning both  pained and

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neck felt  almost fractured, and my spine and the nape of my neck were  aching as though clamped in a cast of

plaster of paris, that I  kept my eyes turned aloft. Yes, anything to gain a sight of the  stars! From them I could

not remove my vision, for they seemed  to exhibit the heavens in a new guise, and to convey to me the  joyful

tidings that in the sky there was present also the sun. 

Yet though, meanwhile, I tried to ponder on something great, I  never failed to find myself cherishing the

absurd, obstinate  apprehension that soon the Birkins would leave their beds, enter  the courtyard, and have

Nadezhda betrayed to them by Gubin. 

And throughout there kept descending to me from above the  latter's inarticulate, as it were dampsodden,

observations. 

"Another rat!" I heard him exclaim. "To think that those two  fellows, men of money, should neglect for two

whole years to  clean out their well! Why, what can the brutes have been  drinking meanwhile? Look out

below, you!" 

And once more, with a creaking of the pulley, the bucket would  descendbumping and thudding against the

lining of the well as  it did so, and bespattering afresh my head and shoulders with  its filth. Rightly speaking,

the Birkins ought to have cleared  out the well themselves! 

"Let us exchange places," I cried at length. 

"What is wrong?" inquired Gubin in response 

"Down here it is coldI can't stand it any longer." 

"Gee up!" exclaimed Gubin to the old horse which supplied the  leverage power for the bucket; whereupon I

seated myself upon  the edge of the receptacle and went aloft, where everything was  looking so bright and

warm as to bear a new and unwontedly  pleasing appearance. 

So now it was Gubin's turn to stand at the bottom of the well.  And soon, in addition to the odour of decay,

and a subdued sound  of splashing, and the rumblings and bumpings of the iron bucket  against its chain, there

began to come up from the damp, black  cavity a perfect stream of curses. 

"The infernal skinflints!" I heard my companion exclaim. 

"Hullo, here is something! A dog or a baby, eh? The damned old  barbarians!" 

And the bucket ascended with, among its contents, a sodden and  most ancient hat. With the passage of time

Gubin's temper grew  worse and worse. 

"If I SHOULD find a baby here," next he exclaimed, "I shall  report the matter to the police, and get those

blessed old  brothers into trouble." 

Each movement of the leathernhided, walleyed steed which did  our bidding was accompanied by a

swishing of a sandy tail which  had for its object the brushing away of autumn's harbingers, the  bluebottles.

Almost with the tranquil gait of a religious did  the animal accomplish its periodical journeys from the wall to

the entrance gates and back again; after which it always heaved  a profound sigh, and stood with its bony crest

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Presently, from a corner of the yard that lay screened behind  some rank, pale, withered, trampled herbage a

door screeched.  Into the yard there issued Nadezhda Birkin, carrying a bunch  of keys, and followed by a lady

who, elderly and rotund of  figure, had a few dark hairs growing on her full and rather  haughty upper lip. As

the two walked towards the cellar  (Nadezhda being clad only in an underpetticoat, with a chemise

halfcovering her shoulders, and slippers thrust on to bare  feet), I perceived from the languor of the younger

woman's gait  that she was feeling weary indeed. 

"Why do you look at us like that?" her senior inquired of me  as she drew level. And as she did so the eyes

that peered at me  from above the full and, somehow, displacedlooking cheeks bid  in them a dim, misty,

halfblind expression. 

"That must be Peter Birkin's motherinlaw," was my unspoken  reflection. 

At the door of the cellar Nadezhda handed the keys to her  companion, and with a slow step which set her

ample bosom  swaying, and increased the disarray of the bodice on her round,  but broad, shoulders,

approached myself, and said quietly: 

"Please open the guttersluice and let out the water into the  street, or the yard will soon be flooded. Oh, the

smell of it!  What is that thing there? A rat? Oh batinshka, what a horrible  mess!" 

Her face had about it a drawn look, and under her eyes there  were a pair of dark patches, and in their depths

the dry glitter  of a person who has spent a night of waking. True, it was a face  still fresh of hue; yet beads of

sweat were standing on the  forehead, and her shoulders looked grey and heavyas grey and  heavy as

unleavened bread which the fire has coated with a thin  crust, yet failed to bake throughout. 

"Please, also, open the wicket," she continued. "And, in case  a lame old beggarwoman should call, come

and tell me. I am the  Nadezhda Ivanovna for whom she will inquire. Do you understand?" 

From the well, at this point, there issued the words: 

"Who is that speaking?" 

"It is the mistress," I replied. 

"What? Nadezhda? With her I have a bone to pick." 

"What did he say?" the woman asked tensely as she raised her  dark, thinly pencilled brows, and made as

though to go and lean  over the well. Independently of my own volition I forestalled  what Gubin might next

have been going to say by remarking: 

"I must tell you that last night he saw you walking in the  garden here." 

"Indeed? " she ejaculated, and drew herself to her full height.  Yet in doing so she blushed to her shoulders,

and, clapping  plump hands to her bosom, and opening dark eyes to their  fullest, said in a hasty and confused

whisper as, again paling  and shrinking in stature, she subsided like a piece of pastry  that is turning heavy: 

"Good Lord! WHAT did he see? . . . If the lame woman should  call, you must not admit her. No, tell her that

she will not be  wanted, that I cannot, that I must notBut see here. Here is a  rouble for you. Oh, good

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By this time even louder and more angry exclamations had begun  to ascend from Gubin. Yet the only sound

to reach my ears was  the woman's muttered whispering, and as I glanced into her face  I perceived that its

hitherto highcoloured and rounded contours  had fallen in, and turned grey, and that her flushed lips were

trembling to such an extent as almost to prevent the  articulation of her words. Lastly, her eyes were frozen

into an  expression of pitiful, doglike terror. 

Suddenly she shrugged her shoulders, straightened her form, put  away from her the expression of terror, and

said quietly, but  incisively: 

"You will not need to say anything about this. Allow me." 

And with a swaying step she departeda step so short as almost  to convey the impression that her legs were

bound together. Yet  while the gait was the gait of a person full of suppressed fury,  it was also the gait of a

person who can scarcely see an inch in  advance. 

"Haul away, you!" shouted Gubin. 

I hauled him up in a state of cold and wet; whereafter he fell  to stamping around the coping of the well,

cursing, and waving  his arms. 

"What have you been thinking of all this time?" he  vociferated. "Why, for ever so long I shouted and shouted

to  you!" 

"I have been telling Nadezhda that last night you saw her  walking in the garden." 

He sprang towards me with a vicious scowl. 

"Who gave you leave to do so?" he exclaimed. 

"Wait a moment. I said that it was only in a dream, that you  saw her crossing the garden to the washhouse." 

"Indeed? And why did you do that? " 

Somehow, as, barelegged and dripping with mud, he stood  blinking his eyes at me with a most disagreeable

expression, he  looked extremely comical. 

"See here," I remarked, "you have only to go and tell her  husband about her for me to go and tell him the

same story about  your having seen the whole thing in a dream." 

"Why?" cried Gubin, now almost beside himself. Presently, however, he  recovered sufficient selfpossession

to grin and ask in an  undertone: 

"HOW MUCH DID SHE GIVE YOU?" 

I explained to him that my sole reason for what I had done had  been that I pitied the woman, and feared lest

the brothers  Birkin should do an injury to one who at least ought not to be  betrayed. Gubin began by

declining to believe me, but  eventually, after the matter had been thought out, said: 

"Acceptance of money for doing what is right is certainly  irregular; but at least is it better than acceptance of

money  for conniving at sin. Well, you have spoilt my scheme, young  fellow. Hired only to clean out the well,

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Then once more he relapsed into fury, and muttered as he  scurried round and round the well: 

"How DARED you poke your nose into other people's affairs? Who  are YOU in this establishment?" 

The air was hot and arid, yet still the sky was as dull as  though coated throughout with the dust of summer,

and, as yet,  one could gaze at the sun's purple, rayless orb without  blinking, and as easily as one could have

gazed at the glowing  embers of a wood fire. 

Seated on the fence, a number of rooks were directing  intelligent black eyes upon the heaps of mud which lay

around  the coping of the well. And from time to time they fluttered  their wings impatiently, and cawed. 

"I got you some work," Gubin continued in a grumbling tone,  "and put heart into you with the prospect of

employment. And now  you have gone and treated me like " 

At this point I caught the sound of a horse trotting towards the  entrancegates, and heard someone shout, as

the animal drew  level with the house: 

"YOUR timber too has caught alight!" 

Instantly, frightened by the shout, the rooks took to their  wings and flew away. Also, a window sash

squeaked, and the  courtyard resounded with sudden bustlethe culinary regions  vomiting the elderly lady

and the tousled, halfclad Jonah; and  an open window the upper half of the redheaded Peter. 

"Men, harness up as quickly as possible!" the latter cried,  his voice charged with a plaintive note. 

And, indeed, he had hardly spoken before Gubin led out a fat  roan pony, and Jonah pulled from a shelter a

light buggy or  britchka. Meanwhile Nadezhda called from the veranda to Jonah: 

"Do you first go in and dress yourself! " 

The elderly lady then unfastened the gates; whereupon a stunted,  oldish muzhik in a red shirt limped into the

yard with a  foamflecked steed, and exclaimed: 

"It is caught in two placesat the Savelkin clearing and near  the cemetery!" 

Immediately the company pressed around him with groans and  ejaculations, and Gubin alone continued to

harness the pony with  swift and dexterous handssaying to me through his teeth as he  did so, and without

looking at anyone: 

"That is how those wretched folk ALWAYS defer things until too  late." 

The next person to present herself at the entrance gates was a  beggarwoman. Screwing up her eyes in a

furtive manner, she  droned: 

"For the sake of Lord Jeeesus!" 

"God will give you alms! God will give you alms!" was  Nadezhda's reply as, turning pale, she flung out her

arms in the  old woman's direction. "You see, a terrible thing has happened  our timber lands have caught

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Upon that Peter's bulky form (which had entirely filled the  window from which it had been leaning),

disappeared with a jerk,  and in its stead there came into view the figure of a woman.  Said she

contemptuously: 

"See the visitation with which God has tried us, you men of  faint hearts and indolent hands!" 

The woman's hair was grey at the temples, and had resting upon  it a silken cap which so kept changing colour

in the sunlight as  to convey to one. the impression that her head was bonneted with  steel, while in her face,

picturesque but dark (seemingly  blackened with smoke), there gleamed two pupilless blue eyes of  a kind

which I had never before beheld. 

"Fools," she continued, "how often have I not pointed out to  you the necessity of cutting a wider space

between the timber  and the cemetery?" 

From a furrow above the woman's small but prominent nose, a  pair of heavy brows extended to temples that

were silvered over.  As she spoke there fell a strange silence amid which save for  the pony's pawing of the

mire no sound mingled with the  sarcastic reproaches of the deep, almost masculine voice. 

"That again is the motherinlaw," was my inward reflection. 

Gubin finished the harnessingthen said to Jonah in the tone of  a superior addressing a servant: 

"Go in and dress yourself, you object!" 

Nevertheless, the Birkins drove out of the yard precisely as they  were, while the peasant mounted his

belathered steed and  followed them at a trot; and the elderly lady disappeared from  the window, leaving its

panes even darker and blacker than they  had previously been. Gubin, slipslopping through the puddles  with

bare feet, said to me with a sharp glance as he moved to  shut the entrance gates: 

"I presume that I can now take in hand the little affair of  which you know." 

"Yakov!" at this juncture someone shouted from the house. 

Gubin straightened himself a la militaire. 

"Yes, I am coming," he replied. 

Whereafter, padding on bare soles, he ascended the steps.  Nadezhda, standing at their top, turned away with a

frown of  repulsion at his approach, and nodded and beckoned to myself, 

"What has Yakov said to you? " she inquired 

"He has been reproaching me." 

"Reproaching you for what?" 

"For having spoken to you." 

She heaved a sigh. 

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As she pouted her displeasure her round and vacant face looked  almost childlike. 

"Good Lord!" she added. "What DO such men as he want?" 

Meanwhile the heavens were becoming overspread with dark grey  clouds, and presaging a flood of autumn

rain, while from the  window near the steps the voice of Peter's motherinlaw was  issuing in a steady stream.

At first, however, nothing was  distinguishable save a sound like the humming of a spindle. 

"It is my mother that is speaking," Nadezhda explained softly.  "She'll give it him! Yes, SHE will protect me!" 

Yet I scarcely heard Nadezhda's words, so greatly was I feeling  struck with the quiet forcefulness, the

absolute assurance, of  what was being said within the window. 

"Enough, enough! " said the voice. "Only through lack of  occupation have you joined the company of the

righteous." 

Upon this I made a move to approach closer to the window;  whereupon Nadezhda whispered: 

"Whither are you going? You must not listen." 

While she was yet speaking I heard come from the window: 

"Similarly your revolt against mankind has come of idleness, of  lack of an interest in life. To you the world

has been  wearisome, so, while devising this revolt as a resource, you  have excused it on the ground of service

of God and love of  equity, while in reality constituting yourself the devil's  workman." 

Here Nadezhda plucked at my sleeve, and tried to pull me away,  but I remarked: 

"I MUST learn what Gubin has got to say in answer." 

This made Nadezhda smile, and then whisper with a confiding  glance at my face: 

"You see, I have made a full confession to her. I went and said  to her: 'Mamenka, I have had a misfortune.'

And her only reply  as she stroked my hair was, 'Ah, little fool! ' Thus you see  that she pities me. And what

makes her care the less that I  should stray in that direction is that she yearns for me to bear  her a child, a

grandchild, as an heir to her property." 

Next, Gubin was heard saying within the room: 

"Whensoever an offence is done against the law I..." 

At once a stream of impressive words from the other drowned his  utterance: 

"An offence is not always an offence of moment, since sometimes  a person outgrows the law, and finds it too

restrictive. No one  person ought to be rated against another. For whom alone ought  we to fear? Only the God

in whose sight all of us have erred!" 

And though in the elderly lady's voice there was weariness and  distaste, the words were spoken slowly and

incisively. Upon this  Gubin tried to murmur something or another, but again his  utterance failed to edge its

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"No great achievement is it," she said, "to condemn a fellow  creature. For always it is easy to sit in judgment

upon our  fellows. And even if a fellow creature be allowed to pursue an  evil course unchecked, his offence

may yet prove productive of  good. Remember how in every case the Saints reached God. Yet how  truly

sanctified, by the time that they did so reach Him, were  they? Let this ever be borne in mind, for we are

overapt to  condemn and punish!" 

"In former days, Natalia Vassilievna, you took away from me my  substance, you took my all. Also, let me

recount to you how we  fell into disagreement." 

"No; there is no need for that." 

"Thereafter, I ceased to be able to bear the contemplation of  myself; I ceased to consider myself as of any

value." 

"Let the past remain the past. That which must be is not to be  avoided." 

"Through you, I say, I lost my peace of mind." 

Nadezhda nudged me, and whispered with gay malice: 

"That is probably true, for they say that once he was one of  her lovers." 

Then she recollected herself and, clapping her hands to her  face, cried through her fingers: 

"Oh good Lord! What have I said? No, no, you must not believe  these tales. They are only slanders, for she is

the best of  women." 

"When evil has been done," continued the quiet voice within the  window, "it can never be set right by

recounting it to others.  He upon whom a burden has been laid should try to bear it. And,  should he fail to bear

it, the fact will mean that the burden  has been beyond his strength." 

"It was through you that I lost everything. It was you that  stripped me bare." 

"But to that which you lost I added movement. Nothing in life  is ever lost; it merely passes from one hand to

anotherfrom  the unskilled hand to the experienced so that even the bone  picked of a dog may ultimately

become of value." 

"Yes, a bonethat is what I am." 

"Why should you say that? You are still a man." 

"Yes, a man, but a man useful for what?" 

"Useful, even though the use may not yet be fully apparent." 

To this, after a pause, the speaker added: 

"Now, depart in peace, and make no further attempt against this  woman. Nay, do not even speak ill of her if

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"Ah!" was Gubin's contrite cry. "It shall be as you say. Yet,  though I should hate, I could not bear, to grieve

you, I must  confess that the height whereon you stand is" 

"Is what, Oh friend of mine?" 

"Nothing; save that of all souls in this world you are, without  exception, the best." 

"Yakov Petrovitch, in this world you and I might have ended our  lives together in honourable partnership.

And even now, if God  be willing, we might do so." 

"No. Rather must farewell be said." 

All became quiet within the window, except that after a  prolonged silence there came from the woman a deep

sigh, and  then a whisper of, "Oh Lord!" 

Treading softly, like a cat, Nadezhda darted away towards the  steps; whereas I, less fortunate, was caught by

the departing  Gubin in the very act of leaving the neighbourhood of the  window. Upon that he inflated his

cheeks, ruffled up his sandy  hair, turned red in the face like a man who has been through a  fight, and cried in

strange, querulous, highpitched accents: 

"Hi! What were you doing just now? Longlegged devil that you  are, I have no further use for youI do not

intend to work with  you any more. So you can go." 

At the same moment the dim face, with its great blue eyes,  showed itself at the window, and the stem voice

inquired: 

"What does the noise mean?" 

"What does it mean? It means that I do not intend" 

"You must not, if you wish to create a disturbance, do it  anywhere but in the street. It must not be created

here." 

"What is all this? " Nadezhda put in with a stamp of her foot.  "What" 

At this point, the cook rushed out with a toastingfork and  militantly ranged herself by Nadezhda's side,

exclaiming: 

"See what comes of not having a single muzhik in the house!" 

I now prepared to withdraw, but, in doing so, glanced once more  at the features of the elderly lady, and saw

that the blue  pupils were dilated so as almost to fill the eyes in their  entirety, and to leave only a bluish

margin. And strange and  painful were those eyeseyes fixed blindly, eyes which seemed to  have strayed

from their orbits through yielding to emotion and a  consequent overstrain while the apple of the throat had

swelled  like the crop of a bird, and the sheen of the silken headdress  become as the sheen of metal.

Involuntarily, I thought to myself: 

"It is a head that must be made of iron." 

By this time Gubin had penitently subsided, and was exchanging  harmless remarks with the cook, while

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"Good day to you, madame," at length I said as I passed the  window. 

Not at once did she reply, but when she did so she said kindly: 

"And good day to YOU, my friend. Yes, I wish you good day." 

To which she added an inclination of the head which resembled  nothing so much as a hammer which much

percussion upon an anvil  has wrought to a fine polish. 

NILUSHKA

The timberbuilt town of Buev, a town which has several times  been burnt to the ground, lies huddled upon a

hillock above the  river Obericha. Its houses, with their manycoloured shutters,  stand so crowded together as

to form around the churches and  gloomy law courts a perfect mazethe streets which intersect the  dark

masses of houses meandering aimlessly hither and thither,  and throwing off alleyways as narrow as sleeves,

and feeling  their way along plotfences and warehouse walls, until, viewed  from the hillock above, the town

looks as though someone has  stirred it up with a stick and dispersed and confused everything  that it contains.

Only from the point where Great Zhitnaia  Street takes its rise from the river do the stone mansions of  the

local merchants (for the most part German colonists) cut a  grim, direct line through the packed clusters of

buildings  constructed of wood, and skirt the green islands of gardens, and  thrust aside the churches;

whereafter, continuing its way  through Council Square (still running inexorably straight), the  thoroughfare

stretches to, and traverses, a barren plain of  scrub, and so reaches the pine plantation belonging to the

Monastery of St. Michael the Archangel where the latter is  lurking behind a screen of old red spruces of

which the  denseness seems to prop the very heavens, and which on clear,  sunny days can be seen rising to

mark the spot whence the  monastery's crosses, like the gilded birds of the forest of  eternal silence, scintillate

a constant welcome. 

At a distance of some ten houses before Zhitnaia Street  debouches upon the plain which I have mentioned

there begin to  diverge from the street and to trend towards a ravine, and  eventually to lose themselves in the

latter's recesses, the  small, squat shanties with one or two windows apiece which  constitute the suburb of

Tolmachikha. This suburb, it may be  said, had as its original founders the menials of a landowner  named

Tolmacheva landowner who, after emancipating his serfs  some thirteen years before all serfs were legally

emancipated,  [In the year 1861] was, for his action, visited with such  bitter revilement that, in dire offence at

the same, he ended by  becoming an inmate of the monastery, and there spending ten  years under the vow of

silence, until death overtook him amid a  peaceful obscurity born of the fact that the authorities had  forbidden

his exhibition to pilgrims or strangers. 

It is in the very cots originally apportioned to Tolmachev's  menials, at the time, fifty years ago, when those

menials were  converted into citizens, that the present inhabitants of the  suburb dwell. And never have they

been burnt out of those homes,  although the same period has seen all Buev save Zhitnaia Street  consumed,

and everywhere that one may delve within the township  one will be sure to come across undestroyed

hearthstones. 

The suburb, as I have said, stands at the hither end and on the  sloping side of one of the arms of a deep,

wooded ravine, with  its windows facing towards the ravine's yawning mouth, and  affording a view direct to

the Mokrie (certain marshes beyond  the Obericha) and the swampy forest of firs into which the dim  red sun

declines. Further on, the ravine trends across the  plain,then bends round towards the western side of the town,

cats away the clayey soil with an appetite which each spring  increases, and which, carrying the soil down to

the river, is  gradually clogging the river's flow, diverting the muddy  water towards the marshes, and

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has its steep flanks so overgrown with chestnuts  and laburnums that even in summertime its recesses are cool

and  moist, and so serve as a convenient trysting place for the  poorer lovers of the suburb and the town, and

witness their  tea drinkings and frequently fatal quarrels, as well as being  used by the more welltodo for a

dumping ground for rubbish of  the nature of deceased dogs, cats, and horses. 

Pleasantly singing, there scours the bottom of the ravine the  brook known as the Zhandarmski Spring, a

brook celebrated  throughout Buev for its crystalcold water, which is so icy of  temperature that even on a

burning day it will make the teeth  ache. This water the denizens of Tolmachikha account to be their  peculiar

property; wherefore they are proud of it, and drink it  to the exclusion of any other, and so live to a green old

age  which in some cases cannot even reckon its years. And by way of  a livelihood, the men of the suburb

indulge in hunting, fishing,  fowling, and thieving (not a single artisan proper does the  suburb contain, save

the cobbler Gorkova thin, consumptive  skeleton of surname Tchulan); while, as regards the women, they,

in winter, sew and make sacks for Zimmel's mill, and pull tow,  and in summer they scour the plantation of

the monastery for  truffles and other produce, and the forest on the other side of  the river for huckleberries.

Also, two of the suburb's women  practise as fortune tellers, while two others conduct an easy  and highly

lucrative trade in prostitution. 

The result is that the town, as distinguished from the suburb,  believes the men of the latter to be one and all

thieves, and  the women and girls of the suburb to be one and all disreputable  characters. Hence the town

strives always to restrict and  extirpate the suburb, while the suburbans retaliate upon the  townsfolk with

robbery and arson and murder, while despising  those townsfolk for their parsimony, decorum, and avarice,

and  detesting the settled, comfortable mode of life which they lead. 

So poor, for that matter, is the suburb that never do even  beggars resort thither, save when drunk. No, the

only creatures  which resort thither are dogs which subsist no one knows how as  predatorily they roam from

court to court with tails tucked  between their flanks, and bloodless tongues hanging down, and  legs ever

prepared, on sighting a human being, to bolt into the  ravine, or to let down their owners upon subservient

bellies in  expectation of a probable kick or curse. 

In short, every cranny of every cot in the place, with the grimy  panes of their windows, and their lathed roofs

overgrown with  velvety moss, breathes forth the universal, deadly hopelessness  induced by Russia's crushing

poverty. 

In the Tolmachikhans' backyards grow only alders, elders, and  weeds. Everywhere docks thrust up heads

through cracks in the  fences to catch at the legs or the skirts of passersby, while  masses of nettles squeeze

their way under fences to sting little  children. Apropos, the latter are all thin and hungry, in the  highest degree

quarrelsome, and addicted to prolonged  lamentation. Also, each spring sees a certain proportion of  their

number carried off by diphtheria, while scarlatina and  measles are as epidemic among them as is typhoid

among their  elders. 

Thus the sounds of life most to be heard throughout the suburb  are the sounds either of weeping or of mad

cursing. In general,  however, life in Tolmachikha is lived quietly and lethargically.  So much is this the case

that in spring even the cats forbear to  squall save in crushed and subdued accents. The only local  person to

sing is Felitzata; and even she does so only when she  is drunk. It may be said that Felitzata is a saucy,

cunning  procuress, and does her singing in a peculiarly thick and  rasping voice which, with many croaks and

hiatuses, necessitates  much closing of the eyes, and a great protruding of the apple of  the throat. Indeed, it is

only the women of the place who,  turbulently quarrelsome and hysterically noisy, spend most of  the day in

scouring the streets with skirts tucked up, and never  cease begging for pinches of salt or flour or spoonfuls of

oil  as they rail and screech at and beat their children, and thrust  withered breasts into their babies' mouths,

and rush and fling  themselves about, and bawl in a constant endeavour to right  their woebegone condition.

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indeed, is a woman plump of figure, save at the period  when she is ill, and her eyes are dim, and her gait is

laboured.  Yet until they are forty, the majority of the women become  pregnant with every winter, and on the

arrival of spring may be  seen walking abroad with large stomachs and blue hollows under  the eyes. And even

this does not prevent them from working with  the same desperate energy as when they are not with child. In

short, the inhabitants of the place resemble needles and threads  with which some rough, clumsy, and

impatient hand is for ever  trying to darn a ragged cloth which as constantly parts and  rends. 

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The chief person of repute in the suburb is my landlord, one  Antipa Vologonova little old man who keeps

a shop of "odd  wares," and also lends money on pledge. 

Unfortunately, Antipa is a sufferer from a longstanding tendency  to rheumatism, which has left him

bowlegged, and has twisted and  swollen his fingers to the extent that they will not bend. Hence,  he always

keeps his hands tucked into his sleeves, though  seemingly he has the less use for them in that, even when he

withdraws them from their shelter, he does so as cautiously as  though he were afraid of their becoming

dislocated. 

On the other hand, he never loses his temper, and he never grows  excited. 

"Neither of those things suits me," he will say, "for my heart  is dilated, and might at any moment fail." 

As for his face, it has high cheekbones which in places blossom  into dark red blotches; an expression as calm

as that of the  face of a Khirghiz; a chin whence dangle wisps of mingled grey,  red, and flaxen hair of a

perpetually moist appearance; oblique  and everchanging eyes which are permanently contracted; a pair  of

thick, particoloured eyebrows which cast deep shadows over  the eyes; and temples whereon a number of

blue veins struggle  with an irregular, sparse coating of bristles. Finally, about  his whole personality there is

something ever variable and  intangible. 

Also, his gait is irritatingly slow; and the more so owing to  his coat, which, of a cut devised by himself,

consists, as it  were, of cassock, sarafan [jacket], and waistcoat in one. As  often as not he finds the skirts of the

garment cumbering his  legs; whereupon he has to stop and give them a kick. And thus it  comes about that

permanently the skirts are ragged and torn. 

"No need for hurry," is his customary remark. "Always, in  time, does one win to one's pitch in the

marketplace." 

His speech is cast in rounded periods, and displays a great love  for ecclesiastical terms. On the occurrence of

one such term, he  pauses thereafter as though mentally he were adding to the term  a very thick, a very black,

full stop. Yet always he will  converse with anyone, and at great lengthhis probable motive  being a desire

to leave behind him the reputation of a wise old  man. 

In his shanty are three windows facing on to the street, and a  partitionwall which divides it into two rooms

of unequal size.  In the larger room, which contains a Russian stove, he himself  lives; in the smaller room I

have my abode. By a passage the two  are separated from a storeroom where, closeted behind a door to  which

there are a heavy, oldfashioned bolt and many iron and  brass screws, Antipa preserves pledges left by his

neighbours,  such as samovars, ikons, winter clothing and the like. Of this  storeroom he always carries the

great indentated key at the back  of the strap which upholds his cloth breeches; and, whenever the  police call

to ascertain whether he is harbouring any stolen  goods, a long time ensues whilst he is shifting the key round

to  his stomach, and again a long time whilst he is unfastening it  from the belt. Meanwhile, he says pompously

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"Never do I take in goods of that kind. Of the truth of what I  say, your honour, you have more than once

assured yourself in  person." 

Also, whenever Antipa sits down the key rattles against the back  or the seat of his chair; whereupon he bends

his arm with  difficulty, and feels to see whether or not the key has come  unslung. This I know for the reason

that the partitionwall is  not so thick but that I can hear his every breath drawn, and  divine his every

movement. 

Of an evening, when the misty sun is slanting across the river  towards the auburn belt of pines, and distilling

pink vapours  from the sombre vista to be seen through the shaggy mouth of the  ravine, Antipa Vologonov

sets out a squat samovar that is dinted  of side, and plated with green oxide on handle, turncock, and  spout.

Then he seats himself at his table by the window. 

At intervals I hear the evening stillness broken by questions  put in a tone which implies always an

expectation of a precise  answer. 

"Where is Darika?" 

"He has gone to the spring for water." The answer is given  whiningly, and in a thin voice. 

"And how is your sister? 

"Still in pain." 

"Yes? Well, you can go now." 

Giving a slight cough to clear his throat, the old man begins to  sing in a quavering falsetto: 

Once a bullet smote my breast,  And scarce the pang I felt.  But ne'er the pang could be express'd  Which love's

flame since hath dealt! 

As the samovar hisses and bubbles, heavy footsteps resound in the  street, and an indistinct voice says: 

"He thinks that because he is a Town Councillor he is also  clever." 

"Yes; such folk are apt to grow very proud." 

"Why, all his brains put together wouldn't grease one of my  boots!" 

And as the voices die away the old man's falsetto trickles forth  anew, humming: 

"The poor man's anger... Minika! Hi, you! Come in here, and I  will give you a bit of sugar. How is your

father getting on? Is  he drunk at present?" 

"No, sober, for he is taking nothing but kvas and cabbage soup." 

"And what is he doing for a living?" 

"Sitting at the table, and thinking." 

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"Nonot again." 

"And shehow is she?" 

"Obliged to keep indoors." 

"Well, run along with you." 

Softly there next presents herself before the window Felitzata,  a woman of about forty with a hawklike

gleam in her coldly  civil eyes, and a pair of handsome lips compressed into a covert  smile. She is well known

throughout the suburb, and once had a  son, Nilushka, who was the local " God's fool." Also she has the

reputation of knowing what is correct procedure on all and  sundry occasions, as well as of being skilled in

lamentations,  funeral rites, and festivities in connection with the musterings  of recruits. Lastly she has had a

hip broken, so that she walks  with an inclination towards the left. 

Her fellow women say of her that her veins contain "a drop of  gentle blood";  but probably the statement is

inspired by no  more than the fact that she treats everyone with the same cold  civility. Nevertheless, there is

something peculiar about her,  for her hands are slender and have long fingers, and her head  is haughtily

poised, and her voice has a metallic ring, even  though the metal has, as it were, grown dull and rusty. Also,

she speaks of everyone, herself included, in the most rough and  downright terms, yet terms which are so

simple that, though her  talk may be disconcerting to listen to, it could never be called  obscene. 

For instance, once I overheard Vologonov reproach her for not  leading a more becoming life: 

"You ought to have more selfrestraint," said he, "seeing that  you are a lady, and also your own mistress." 

"That is played out, my friend," she replied. "You see, I have  had very much to bear, for there was a time

when such hunger  used to gnaw at my belly as you would never believe. It was then  that my eyes became

dazzled with the tokens of shame. So I took  my fill of love, as does every woman. And once a woman has

become a lighto'love she may as well doff her shift  altogether, and use the body which God has given her.

And, after  all, an independent life is the best life; so I hawk myself  about like a pot of beer, and say, 'Drink of

this, anyone who  likes, while it still contains liquor.'" 

"It makes one feel ashamed to hear such talk," said Vologonov  with a sigh. In response she burst out

laughing. 

"What a virtuous man!" was her comment upon his remark. 

Until now Antipa had spoken cautiously, and in an undertone,  whereas the woman had replied in loud accents

of challenge. 

"Will you come in and have some tea? " he said next as he leant  out of the window. 

"No, I thank you. In passing, what a thing I have heard about  you!" 

"Do not shout so loud. Of what are you speaking?" 

"Oh, of SUCH a thing!" 

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"Yes, of EVERYTHING." 

"God, who created all things, alone knows everything." 

Whereafter the pair whispered together awhile. Then Felitzata  disappeared as suddenly as she had come,

leaving the old man  sitting motionless. At length he heaved a profound sigh, and  muttered to himself. 

"Into that Eve's ears be there poured the poison of the asp! .  . . Yet pardon me, Oh God! Yea, pardon me!" 

The words contained not a particle of genuine contrition.  Rather, I believe, he uttered them because he had a

weakness not  for words which signified anything, but for words which, being  out of the way, were not used

by the common folk of the suburb. 

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Sometimes Vologonov knocks at the partitionwall with a  superannuated arshin measure which has only

fifteen vershoki of  its length remaining. He knocks, and shouts: 

"Lodger, would you care to join me in a pot of tea? " 

During the early days of our acquaintanceship he regarded me  with marked and constant suspicion. Clearly

he deemed me to be a  police detective. But subsequently he took to scanning my face  with critical curiosity,

until at length he said with an air of  imparting instruction: 

"Have you ever read Paradise Lost and Destroyed?" 

"No," I replied. "Only Paradise Regained." 

This led him to wag his particoloured beard in token that 'be  disagreed with my choice', and to observe: 

"The reason why Adam lost Paradise is that he allowed Eve to  corrupt him. And never did the Lord permit

him to regain it. For  who is worthy to return to the gates of Paradise? Not a single  human being." 

And, indeed, I found it a waste of time to dispute the matter, for  he merely listened to what I had to say, and

then, without  an attempt at refutation, repeated in the same tone as before,  and exactly in the same words, his

statement that " Adam lost  Paradise for the reason that he allowed Eve to corrupt him." 

Similarly did women constitute our most usual subject of  conversation. 

"You are young," once he said, " and therefore a human being  bound to find forbidden fruit blocking your

way at every step.  This because the human race is a slave to its love of sin, or,  in other words, to love of the

Serpent. Yes, woman constitutes  the prime impediment to everything in life, as history has many  times

affirmed. And first and foremost is she the source of  restlessness. 'Charged with poison, the Serpent shall

plunge in  thee her fangs.' Which Serpent is, of course, our desire of the  flesh, the Serpent at whose instigation

the Greeks razed towns  to the ground, and ravaged Troy and Carthagena and Egypt, and  the Serpent which

caused an amorous passion for the sister of  Alexander Pavlovitch [The Emperor Alexander I] to bring about

Napoleon's invasion of Russia. On the other hand, both the  Mohammedan nations and the Jews have from

earliest times grasped  the matter aright, and kept their women shut up in their back  premises; whereas WE

permit the foulest of profligacy to exist,  and walk hand in hand with our women, and allow them to graduate

as female doctors and to pull teeth, and all the rest of it.  The truth is that they ought not to be allowed to

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to be called neiskusobrachnaia  neviesta [Maid who hast never tasted of marriage.] Yes, woman's  business

should end there." 

Near the stove there ticks and clicks on the grimy wall that is  papered with "rules and regulations " and sheets

of yellow  manuscript the pendulum of a small clock, with, hanging to one  of its weights, a hammer and a

horseshoe, and, to the other, a  copper pestle. Also, in a corner of the room a number of ikons  make a

glittering show with their silver applique and the gilded  halos which surmount their figures' black visages,

while a stove  with a ponderous grate glowers out of the window at the greenery  in Zhitnaia Street and beyond

the ravine (beyond the ravine  everything looks bright and beautiful), and the dusty, dimly  lighted storeroom

across the passage emits a perennial odour of  dried mushroom, tobacco leaves, and hemp oil. 

Vologonov stirs his strong, stewed tea with a battered old  teaspoon, and says with a sigh as he sips a little: 

"All my life I have been engaged in gaining experience so that  now I know most things, and ought to be

listened to with  attention. Usually folk do so listen to me, but though here and  there one may find a living

soul, of the rest it may be said: 'In  the House of David shall terrible things come to pass, and  fire shall

consume the spirit of lechery.'" 

The words resemble bricks in that they seem, if possible, to  increase the height of the walls of strange and

extraneous  events, and even stranger dramas, which loom for ever around, me. 

"For example," continues the old man, "why is Mitri Ermolaev  Polukonov, our exmayor, lying dead before

his time? Because he  conceived a number of arrogant projects. For example, he sent  his eldest son to study at

Kazan with the result that during  the son's second year at the University he, the son, brought  home with

him a curlyheaded Jewess, and said to his father:  'Without this woman I cannot livein her are bound up

my whole  soul and strength.' Yes, a pass indeed! And from that day forth  nothing but misfortune befell in that

Yashka took to drink, the  Jewess gave way to repining, and Mitri had to go perambulating  the town with

piteous invitations to 'come and see, my brethren,  to what depths I have sunk!' And though, eventually, the

Jewess  died of a bloody flux, of a miscarriage, the past was beyond  mending, and, while the son went to the

bad, and took to drink  for good and all, the father 'fell a victim by night to untimely  death.' Yes, the lives of

two folk were thus undone by 'the  thornbearing company of Judaea.' Like ourselves, the Hebrew has  a

destiny of his own. And destiny cannot be driven out with a  stick. Of each of us the destiny is unhasting. It

moves slowly  and quietly, and can never be avoided. 'Wait,' it says. ' Seek  not to press onward.'" 

As he discourses, Vologonov's eyes ceaselessly change colournow  turning to a dull grey, and wearing a

tired expression, and now  becoming blue, and assuming a mournful air, and now (and most  frequently of all)

beginning to emit green flashes of an  impartial malevolence. 

"Similarly, the Kapustins, once a powerful family, came at  length to dustbecame as nothing. It was a family

the members of  which were ever in favour of change, and devoted to anything  that was new. In fact, they

went and set up a piano! Well, of  them only Valentine is still on his legs, and he (he is a doctor  of less than

forty years of age) is a hopeless drunkard, and  saturated with dropsy, and fallen a prey to asthma, so that his

cancerous eyes protrude horribly. Yes, the Kapustins, like the  Polukonovs, may be 'written down as dead.'" 

Throughout, Vologonov speaks in a tone of unassailable  conviction, in a tone implying that never could

things happen,  never could things have happened, otherwise than as he has  stated. In fact, in his hands even

the most inexplicable, the  most grievous, phenomena of life become such as a law has  inevitably decreed. 

"And the same thing will befall the Osmukhins," he next  remarks. "Let them be a warning to you never to

make friends  with Germans, and never to engage in business with them. In  Russia any housewife may brew

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object in drinking AT ONCE; and a shkalik of  vodka will do more to sap wit than five kruzhki of beer. Once

our people liked uniform simplicity; but now they are  become like a man who was born blind, and has

suddenly acquired  sight. A change indeed! For thirtythree years did Ilya of Murom  [Ilya Murometz, the

legendary figure most frequently met with In  Russian bilini (folk songs), and probably identical with Elijah

the Prophet, though credited with many of the attributes proper,  rather, to the pagan god Perun the

Thunderer.] sit waiting for  his end before it came; and all who cannot bide patiently in a  state of humility..." 

Meanwhile clouds shaped like snowwhite swans are traversing the  roseate heavens and disappearing into

space, while below them,  on earth, the ravine can be seen spread out like the pelt of a  bear which the broad

shoulders of some fabulous giant have  sloughed before taking refuge in the marshes and forest. In fact  the

landscape reminds me of sundry ancient tales of marvels, as  also does Antipa Vologonov, the man who is so

strangely  conversant with the shortcomings of human life, and so  passionately addicted to discussing them. 

For a moment or two he remains silent as sibilantly he purses  his lips and drinks some saffroncoloured tea

from the saucer  which the splayed fingers of his right hand are balancing on  their tips. Whereafter, when his

wet moustache has been dried,  his level voice resumes its speech in tones as measured as those  of one reading

aloud from the Psalter. 

"Have you noticed a shop in Zhitnaia Street kept by an old man  named Asiev? Once that man had ten sons.

Six of them, however,  died in infancy. Of the remainder the eldest, a fine singer, was  at once extravagant and

a bookworm; wherefore, whilst an  officer's servant at Tashkend, he cut the throats of his master  and mistress,

and for doing so was executed by shooting. As a  matter of fact, the tale has it that he had been making love to

his mistress, and then been thrown over in favour of his master  once more. And another son, Grigori, after

being given a high  school education at St. Petersburg, became a lunatic. And  another, Alexei, entered the

army as a cavalryman, but is now  acting as a circus rider, and probably has also become a  drunkard. And the

youngest son of all, Nikolai, ran away as a  boy, and, eventually arriving in Norway with a precious scheme

for catching fish in the Arctic Ocean, met with failure through  the fact that he had overlooked the

circumstance that we  Russians have fish of our own and to spare, and had to have his  interest assigned by his

father to a local monastery. So much  for fish of the Arctic Seas! Yet if Nikolai had only waited, if  he had

only been more patient, he" 

Here Vologonov lowers his voice, and continues with something of  the growl of an angry dog: 

"I too have had sons, one of whom was killed at Kushka (a  document has certified to that effect), another was

drowned  whilst drunk, three more died in infancy, and only two are still  alive. Of these last, I know that one

is acting as a waiter in a  hotel at Smolensk, while the other, Melenti, was educated for  the Church, sent to

study in a seminary, induced to abscond and  get into trouble, and eventually dispatched to Siberia. There

now! Yes, the Russian is what might be called a 'lightweighted'  individual, an individual who, unless he holds

himself down by  the head, is soon carried off by the wind like a chicken's  feather for we are too

selfconfident and restless. Before now,  I myself have been a gull, a man lacking balance: for never does

youth realise its own insignificance, or know how to wait." 

Dissertations of the kind drop from the old man like water from  a leaky pipe on a cold, blustery day in

autumn. Wagging his grey  beard, he talks and talks, until I begin to think that he must  be an evil wizard, and

master of this remote, barren, swampy,  ravinepitted regionthat he it is who originally planted the  town in

this uncomfortable, clayey hollow, and has thrown the  houses into heaps, and entangled the streets, and

wantonly  created the town's unaccountably rude and rough and deadly  existence, and addled men's brains

with disconnected nonsense,  and consumed their hearts with a fear of life. Yes, it comes to  me that it must be

he who, during the long six months of winter,  causes cruel snowstorms from the plain to invade the town, and

with frost compresses the buildings of the town until their  rafters crack, and stinging cold brings birds to the

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town in those terrible  visitations of heat by night which seem almost to cause the  houses to melt. 

However, as a rule he maintains complete silence, and merely  makes chewing motions with his

strongtoothed jaws as he sits  wagging his beard from side to side. At such times there is in  his eyes a bluish

fire like the gleam of charcoal, while his  crooked fingers writhe like worms, and his outward appearance

becomes sheerly that of a magician of iniquity. 

Once I asked him: 

"What in particular ought men to wait for? " 

For a while he sat clasping his beard, and, with contracted  eyes, gazing as at something behind me. Then he

said quietly and  didactically: 

"Someday there will arise a Strange Man who will proclaim to  the world the Word to which there never was a

beginning. But to  which of us is the hour when that Man will arise known? To none  of us.. And to which of

us are known the miracles which that  Word will perform? To none of us." 

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Once upon a time there used to glide past the window of my room  the fair, curly, wavering, golden head of

Nilushka the idiot, a  lad looking like a thing which the earth has begotten of love.  Yes, Nilushka was like an

angel in some sacred picture adorning  the southern or the northern gates of an ancient church, as,  with his

flushed face smeared with waxsmoke and oil, and his  light blue eyes gleaming in a cold, unearthly smile,

and a frame  clad in a red smock reaching to below his knees, and the soles  of his feet showing black (always

he walked on tiptoe), and his  thin calves, as straight and white as the calves of a woman,  covered with golden

down, he walked the streets. 

Sometimes hopping along on one leg, and smiling, and waving his  arms, and causing the ample folds and

sleeves of his smock to  flutter until he seemed to be moving in the midst of a nimbus,  Nilushka would sing in

a halting whisper the childish ditty: 

Oh Loord, pardon me!

Woolves run,

And doogs run,

And the hunters wait

To kill the wolves.

Oh Loord, pardon me!

Meanwhile, he would diffuse a cheering atmosphere of happiness  with which no one in the locality had

anything in common. For he  was ever a lighthearted, winning, essentially pure innocent of  the type which

never fails to evoke goodnatured smiles and  kindly emotions. Indeed, as he roamed the streets, the suburb

seemed to live its life with less clamour, to appear more decent  of outward guise, since the local folk looked

upon the imbecile  with far more indulgence than they did upon their own children;  and he was intimate with,

and beloved by, even the worst.  Probably the reason for this was that the semblance of flight  amid an

atmosphere of golden dust which was his combined with  his straight, slender little figure to put all who

beheld him in  mind of churches, angels, God, and Paradise. At all events, all  viewed him in a manner

contemplative, interested, and more than  a little deferential. 

A curious fact was the circumstance that whenever Nilushka  sighted a stray gleam from a piece of glass, or

the glitter of a  morsel of copper in sunlight, he would halt dead where he was ,  turn grey with the ashiness of

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his whole form distorted with horror, and his thin  hand crossing himself, and his knees trembling, and his

smock  fluttering around his frail wisp of a body, and his features  growing stonelike, he would, for an hour or

more, continue to  stand, until at length someone laid a hand in his, and led him  home. 

The tale had it that, in the first instance, born "softheaded,"  he finally lost his reason, five years before the

period of which I am writing, when a great fire occurred, and  that thenceforth anything, save sunlight, that in

any way  resembled fire plunged him into this torpor of dumb dread.  Naturally the people of the suburb

devoted to him a great deal  of attention. 

"There goes God's fool," would be their remark. "It will not  be long before he dies and becomes a Saint, and

we fall down and  worship him." 

Yet there were persons who would go so far as to crack rude  jests at his expense. For instance, as he would be

skipping  along, with his childish voice raised in his little ditty, some  idler or another would shout from a

window, or through the  cranny of a fence: 

"Hi, Nilushka! Fire! Fire!" 

Whereupon the angelfaced imbecile would sink to earth as though  his legs had been cut away at the knee

from under him, and he  would huddle, frantically clutching his golden head in his  permanently soiled hands,

and exposing his youthful form to the  dust, under the nearest house or fence. 

Only then would the person who had given him the fright repent,  and say with a laugh: 

"God in heaven, what a stupid lad this is!" 

And, should that person have been asked why he had thus  terrified the boy, he would probably have replied: 

"Because it is such sport to do so. As a lad who cannot feel  things as other human beings do, he inclines folk

to make fun of  him." 

As for the omniscient Antipa Vologonov, the following was his  frequent comment on Nilushka: 

"Christ also had to walk in terror. Christ also was persecuted.  Why so? Because ever He endured in rectitude

and strength. Men  need to learn what is real and what is unreal. Many are the  sins of earth come of the fact

that the seeming is mistaken for  the actual, and that men keep pressing forward when they ought  to be

waiting, to be proving themselves." 

Hence Vologonov, like the rest, bestowed much attention upon  Nilushka, and frequently held conversations

with him. 

"Do you now pray to God," he said once as he pointed to heaven  with one of his crooked fingers, and with

the disengaged hand  clasped his dishevelled, variously coloured beard. 

Whereupon Nilushka glanced fearfully at the mysteriously  pointing finger, and, plucking sharply at his

forehead,  shoulders, and stomach with two fingers and a thumb, intoned in  thin, plaintive accents: 

"Our Father in Heaven" 

"WHICH ART in Heaven." 


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"Yes, in the Heaven of Heavens." 

"Ah, well! God will understand. He is the friend of all blessed  ones." [Idiots; since persons mentally deficient

are popularly  deemed to stand in a peculiarly close relation to the Almighty.] 

Again, great was Nilushka's interest in anything spherical.  Also, he had a love for handling the heads of

children; when,  softly approaching a group from behind, he would, with his  bright, quiet smile, lay slender,

bony fingers upon a  closecropped little poll; with the result that the children,  not relishing such fingering,

would take alarm at the same, and,  bolting to a discreet distance, thence abuse the idiot, put out  their tongues

at him, and drawl in a nasal chorus: 

"Nilka, the bottleneck, the neck without a nape to it"  [Probably the attractiveness of this formula lay rather

in the  rhyming of the Russian words: "Nilka, butilka, bashka bez  zatilka!" than in their actual meaning]. 

Yet their fear of him was in no way reciprocated, nor, for that  matter, did they ever assault him, despite the

fact that  occasionally they would throw an old boot or a chip of wood in  his directionthrow it aimlessly, and

without really desiring to  hit the mark aimed at. 

Also, anything circularfor example, a plate or the wheel of a  toy, engaged Nilushka's attention and led him

to caress it as  eagerly as he did globes and balls. Evidently the rotundity of  the object was the point that

excited his interest. And as he  turned the object over and over, and felt the flat part of it,  he would mutter: 

"But what about the other one?" 

What "the other one " meant I could never divine. Nor could  Antipa. Once, drawing the idiot to him, he said: 

"Why do you always say 'What about the other one'?" 

Troubled and nervous, Nilushka merely muttered some  unintelligible reply as his fingers turned and turned

about the  circular object which he was holding. 

"Nothing," at length he replied. 

"Nothing of what? 

"Nothing here." 

"Ah, he is too foolish to understand," said Vologonov with a  sigh as his eyes darkened in meditative fashion. 

"Yes, though it may seem foolish to say so," he added, "some  people would envy him." 

"Why should they?" 

"For more than one reason. To begin with, he lives a life free  from carehe is kept comfortably, and even

held in respect.  Since no one can properly understand him, and everyone fears  him, through a belief that folk

without wit, the 'blessed ones  of God,' are more especially the Almighty's favourites than  persons possessed

of understanding. Only a very wise man could  deal with such a matter, and the less so in that it must be

remembered that more than one 'blessed one' has become a Saint,  while some of those possessed of

understanding have gonewell,  have gone whither? Yes, indeed!" 


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And, thoughtfully contracting the bushy eyebrows which looked as  though they had been taken from the face

of another man,  Vologonov thrust his hands up his sleeves, and stood eyeing  Nilushka shrewdly with his

intangible gaze. 

Never did Felitzata say for certain who the boy's father had  been, but at least it was known to me that in

vague terms she  had designated two men as suchthe one a young " survey  student," and the other a

merchant by name Viporotkov, a man  notorious to the whole town as a most turbulent rake and bully.  But

once when she and Antipa and I were seated gossiping at the  entrancegates, and I inquired of her whether

Nilushka's father  were still surviving, she replied in a careless way: 

"He is so, damn him!" 

"Then who is he? " 

Felitzata, as usual, licked her faded, but still comely, lips  with the tip of her tongue before she replied: 

"A monk." 

"Ah!" Vologonov exclaimed with unexpected animation. "That,  then, explains things. At all events, we have

in it an  intelligible THEORY of things." 

Whereafter, he expounded to us at length, and with no sparing of  details, the reason why a monk should have

been Nilushka's  father rather than either the merchant or the young "survey  student." And as Vologonov

proceeded he grew unwontedly  enthusiastic, and went so far as to clench his fists until  presently he heaved a

sigh, as though mentally hurt, and said  frowningly and reproachfully to the woman: 

"Why did you never tell us this before? It was exceedingly  negligent of you." 

Felitzata looked at the old man with sarcasm and sauciness  gleaming in her brown eyes. Suddenly, however,

she contracted  her brows, counterfeited a sigh, and whined: 

"Ah, I was goodlooking then, and desired of all. In those days  I had both a good heart and a happy nature." 

"But the monk may prove to have been an important factor in the  question," was Antipa's thoughtful remark. 

"Yes, and many another man than he has run after me for his  pleasure," continued Felitzata in a tone of

reminiscence. This  led Vologonov to cough, rise to his feet, lay his hand upon the  woman's claretcoloured

sleeve of satin, and say sternly: 

"Do you come into my room, for I have business to transact with  you." 

As she complied she smiled and winked at me. And so the pair  departedhe shuffling carefully with his

bandy legs, and she  watching her steps as though at any moment she might collapse on  to her left side. 

Thenceforth, Felitzata visited Vologonov almost daily; and once  during the time of two hours or so that the

pair were occupied  in drinking tea I heard, through the partitionwall, the old man  say in vigorous, level,

didactical tones: 

"These tales and rumours ought not to be dismissed save with  caution. At least ought they to be given the

benefit of the  doubt. For, though all that he says may SEEM to us unintelligible,  there may yet be enshrined

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"You say a meaning?" 

"Yes, a meaning which, eventually, will be vouchsafed to you in  a vision. For example, you may one day see

issue from a dense  forest a man of God, and hear him cry aloud: Felitzata, Oh  servant of God, Oh sinner most

dark of soul" 

"What a croaking, to be sure!" 

"Be silent! No nonsense! Do you blame yourself rather than sing  your own praises. And in that vision you

may hear the man of God  cry: 'Felitzata, go you forth and do that which one who shall  meet you may request

you to perform!' And, having gone forth,  you may find the man of God to be the monk whom we have

spoken  of." 

"Aaah!" the woman drawled with an air of being about to say  something more. 

"Come, fool!" 

"You see" 

"Have I, this time, abused you?" 

"No, but" 

"I have an idea that the man of God will be holding a crook." 

"Of course," assented Felitzata. 

Similarly, on another occasion, did I hear Antipa mutter  confidentially to his companion: 

"The fact that all his sayings are so simple is not a  favourable sign. For, you see, they do not harmonise with

the  affair in its entiretyin such a connection words should be  mysterious, and so, able to be interpreted in

more than one  way, seeing that the more meanings words possess, the more are  those words respected and

heeded by mankind." 

"Why so?" queried Felitzata. 

"Why so?" reechoed Vologonov irritably. "Are we not, then,  to respect ANYONE or ANYTHING? Only he

is worthy of respect who  does not harm his fellows; and of those who do not harm their  fellows there are but

few. To this point you must pay  attentionyou must teach him words of variable import, words  more

abstract, as well as more sonorous." 

"But I know no such words." 

"I will repeat to you a few, and every night, when he goes to  bed, you shall repeat them to HIM. For example:

'Adom ispolneni,  pokaites'[Do ye people who are filled with venom repent].  And  mark that the exact words

of the Church be adhered to. For  instance, 'Dushenbitzi, pozhaleite Boga, okayannie,' [Murderers  of the soul,

accursed ones, repent ye before God.] must be said  rather than 'Dushenbitzi, pozhaleite Boga, okayanni,'

since the  latter, though the shorter form, is also not the correct one.  But perhaps I had better instruct the lad

myself." 

"Certainly that would be the better plan." 


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So from that time onwards Vologonov fell to stopping Nilushka in  the street, and repeating to him something

or another in his  kindly fashion. Once he even took him by the hand, and, leading  him to his room, and giving

him something to cat, said  persuasively: 

"Say this after me. 'Do not hasten, Oh ye people.' Try if you  can say that." 

"'A lantern,'" began Nilushka civilly. 

"'A lantern?' Yes. Well, go on, and say, 'I am a lantern unto  thee" 

"I want to sing, it." 

"There is no need for that, though presently you shall sing it.  For the moment your task is to learn the correct

speaking of  things. So say after me" 

"O Loord, have mercy!" came in a quiet, thoughtful chant from  the idiot. Whereafter he added in the

coaxing tone of a child: 

"We shall all of us have to die." 

"Yes, but come, come! " expostulated Vologonov. " What are you  blurting out NOW? That much I know

without your telling  mealways have I known, little friend, that each of us is  hastening towards his death.

Yet your want of understanding  exceeds what should be." 

"Dogs run" 

"Dogs? Now, enough, little fellow." 

"Dogs run like chickens. They run here, in the ravine,"  continued Nilushka in the murmuring accents of a

child of three. 

"Nevertheless," mused Vologonov, "even that seeming nothing of  his may mean something. Yes, there may

lie in it a great deal.  Now, say: 'Perdition will arise before him who shall hasten.'" 

"No, I want to SING something." 

With a splutter Vologonov said: 

"Truly you are a difficult subject to deal with!" 

And with that he fell to pacing the floor with long, thoughtful  strides as the idiot's voice cried in quavering

accents: 

"O Loord, have meercy upon us!" 

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Thus the winsome Nilushka proved indispensable to the foul,  mean, unhealthy life of the suburb. Of that life

he coloured and  rounded off the senselessness, the ugliness, the superfluity.  He  resembled an apple hanging

forgotten on a gnarled old wormeaten  tree, whence all the fruit and the leaves have fallen until only  the

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soiled old book  which has neither a beginning nor an ending, and therefore can  no longer be read, is no

longer worth the reading, since now its  pages contain nothing intelligible. 

And as smiling his gracious smile, the lad's pathetic,  legendary figure flitted past the mouldy buts and

cracked fences  and riotous beds of nettles, there would readily recur to the  memory, and succeed one another,

visions of some of the finer  and more reputable personages of Russian lorethere would file  before one's

mental vision, in endless sequence, men whose  biographies inform us how, in fear for their souls, they left  the

life of the world, and, hieing them to the forests and the  caves, abandoned mankind for the wild things of

nature. And at  the same time would there recur to one's memory poems concerning  the blind and the poorin

particular, the poem concerning Alexei  the Man of God, and all the multitude of other fair, but  unsubstantial,

forms wherein Russia has embodied her sad and  terrified soul, her humble and protesting grief. Yet it was a

process to depress one almost to the point of distraction. 

Once, forgetting that Nilushka was imbecile, I conceived an  irrepressible desire to talk with him, and to read

him good  poetry, and to tell him both of the world's youthful hopes and  of my own personal thoughts. 

The occasion happened on a day when, as I was sitting on the  edge of the ravine, and dangling my legs over

the ravine's  depths, the lad came floating towards me as though on air. In  his hands, with their fingers as

slender as a girl's, he was  holding a large leaf; and as he gazed at it the smile of his  clear blue eyes was, as it

were, pervading him from head to foot. 

"Whither, Nilushka?" said I. 

With a start he raised his head and eyes heavenward. Then  timidly he glanced at the blue shadow of the

ravine, and  extended to me his leaf, over the veins of which there was  crawling a ladybird. 

"A bukan," he observed. 

"It is so. And whither are you going to take it?" 

"We shall all of us die. I was going to take and bury it." 

"But it is alive; and one does not bury things before they are  dead." 

Nilushka closed and opened his eyes once or twice. 

"I should like to sing something," he remarked. 

"Rather, do you SAY something." 

He glanced at the ravine againhis pink nostrils quivering and  dilating then sighed as though he was

weary, and in all  unconsciousness muttered a foul expression. As he did so I  noticed that on the portion of his

neck below his right ear  there was a large birthmark, and that, covered with golden down  like velvet, and

resembling in shape a bee, it seemed to be  endowed with a similitude of life, through the faint beating of  a

vein in its vicinity. 

Presently the ladybird raised her upper wings as though she were  preparing for flight; whereupon Nilushka

sought with a finger to  detain her, and, in so doing, let fall the leaf, and enabled the  insect to detach itself and

fly away at a low level. Upon that,  bending forward with arms outstretched, the idiot went softly in  pursuit,

much as though he himself were launching his body into  leisurely flight, but, when ten paces away, stopped,

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though resting on something  which I could not see, remained fixed and motionless. 

From the ravine there were tending upwards towards the sunlight  some green sprigs of willow, with dull

yellow flowers and a  clump of grey wormwood, while the damp cracks which seamed the  clay of the ravine

were lined with round leaves of the  "motherstepmother plant," and round about us little birds were  hovering,

and from both the bushes and the bed of the ravine  there was ascending the moist smell of decay. Yet over

our heads  the sky was clear, as the sun, now sole occupant of the heavens,  declined slowly in the direction of

the dark marshes across the  river; only above the roofs of Zhitnaia Street could there be  seen fluttering about

in alarm a flock of snowwhite pigeons,  while waving below them was the black besom which had, as it

were, swept them into the air, and from afar one could hear the  sound of an angry murmur, the mournful,

mysterious murmur of the  town. 

Whiningly, like an old man, a child of the suburb was raising  its voice in lamentation; and as I listened to the

sound, it put  me in mind of a clerk reading Vespers amid the desolation of an  empty church. Presently a

brown dog passed us with shaggy head  despondently pendent, and eyes as beautiful as those of a  drunken

woman. 

And, to complete the picture, there was standing outlined  against the nearest shanty of the suburb, a shanty

which lay at  the extreme edge of the ravinethere was standing, face to the  sun, and back to the town, as

though preparing for flight, the  straight, slender form of the boy who, while alien to all,  caressed all with the

eternally incomprehensible smile of his  angellike eyes. Yes, that golden birthmark so like a bee I can  see to

this day! 

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Two weeks later, on a Sunday at midday, Nilushka passed into  the other world. That day, after returning

home from late Mass,  and handing to his mother a couple of wafers which had been  given him as a mark of

charity, the lad said: 

"Mother, please lay out my bed on the chest, for I think that I  am going to lie down for the last time." 

Yet the words in no way surprised Felitzata, for he had often  before remarked, before retiring to rest: 

"Some day we shall all of us have to die." 

At the same time, whereas, on previous occasions, Nilushka had  never gone to sleep without first of all

singing to himself his  little song, and then chanting the eternal, universal "Lord,  have mercy upon us! " he, on

this occasion, merely folded his  hands upon his breast, closed his eyes, and relapsed into  slumber. 

That day Felitzata had dinner, and then departed on business of  her own; and when she returned in the

evening, she was astonished  to find that her son was still asleep. Next, on looking closer  at him, she perceived

that he was dead. 

"I looked," she related plaintively to some of the suburban  residents who came running to her cot, "and

perceived his  little feet to be blue; and since it was only just before Mass  that I had washed his hands with

soap, I remarked the more  readily that his feet were become less white than his hands. And  when I felt one of

those hands, I found that it had stiffened." 

On Felitzata's face, as she recounted this, there was manifest a  nervous expression. Likewise, her features

were a trifle  flushed. Yet gleaming also through the tears in her languorous  eyes there was a sense of

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"Next," continued she, "I looked closer still, and then fell  on my knees before the body, sobbing: 'Oh my

darling, whither  art thou fled? Oh God, wherefore hast Thou taken him from me?' " 

Here Felitzata inclined her head upon her left shoulder  contracted her brows over her mischievous eyes,

clasped her  hands to her breast, and fell into the lament: 

Oh, gone is my dove, my radiant moon!  O star of mine eyes, thou hast set too soon!  In darksome depths thy

light lies drown'd,  And time must yet complete its round,  And the trump of the Second Advent sound,  Ere

ever my 

"Here, you! Hold your tongue!" grunted Vologonov irritably. 

For myself, I had, that day, been walking in the forest, until,  as I returned, I was brought up short before the

windows of  Felitzata's cot by the fact that some of the erstwhile turbulent  denizens of the suburb were

whispering softly together as, with  an absence of all noise, they took turns to raise themselves on  tiptoe, and,

craning their necks, to peer into one of the black  windowspaces. Yes, like bees on the step of a hive did they

look, and on the great majority of faces, and in the great  majority of eyes, there was quivering an air of tense,

nervous  expectancy. 

Only Vologonov was nudging Felitzata, and saying to her in a  loud, authoritative tone: 

"Very ready are you to weep, but I should like first to hear  the exact circumstances of the lad's death." 

Thus invited, the woman wiped her eyes with the sleeve of her  bodice, licked her lips, heaved a prolonged

sigh, and fell to  regarding Antipa's red, hardbitten face with the cheerful,  unabashed glance of a person who

is under the influence of  liquor. From under her white headband there had fallen over her  temples and her

right cheek a few wisps of golden hair; and  indeed, as she drew herself up, and tossed her head and bosom,

and smoothed out and stretched the creases in her bodice, she  looked less than her years. Everyone now fell

to eyeing her in  an attentive silence, though not, it would seem, without a touch  of envy. 

Abruptly, sternly, the old man inquired: 

"Did the lad ever complain of illhealth?" 

"No, never," Felitzata replied. "Never once did he speak of  itnever once." 

"And he had not been beaten?" 

"Oh, how can you ask me such a thing, and especially seeing  that, that?" 

"I did not say beaten by YOU." 

"Well, I cannot answer for anyone else, but at least had he no  mark on his body, seeing that when I lifted the

smock I could  find nothing save for scratches on legs and back." 

Her tone now had in it a new ring, a ring of increased  assurance, and when she had finished she closed her

bright eyes  languidly before heaving a soft, as it were, voluptuous, and,  withal, very audible sigh. 

Someone here murmured: 

"She DID use to beat him." 


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"What?" 

"At all events she used to lose her temper with him." 

This led to the putting of a further dozen or so of leading  questions; whereafter Antipa, for a while, preserved

a  suggestive silence, and the crowd too remained silent, as though  it had suddenly been lulled to slumber.

Only at long last, and  with a clearing of his throat, did Antipa say: 

"Friends, we must suppose that God, of His infinite Mercy, has  vouchsafed to us here a special visitation, in

that, as all of  us have perceived, a lad bereft of wit, the same radiant lad  whom all of us have known, has here

abided in the closest of  communion with the Blessed Dispenser of life on earth." 

Then I moved away, for upon my heart there was pressing a burden  of unendurable sorrow, and I was

yearning, oh, so terribly, to  see Nilushka once more. 

The back portion of Felitzata's cot stood a little sunken into  the ground, so that the front portion had its cold

window panes  and raised sash tilted a trifle towards the remote heavens. I  bent my head, and entered by the

open door. Near the threshold  Nilushka was lying on a narrow chest against the wall. The folds  of a darkred

pillow of fustian under the head set off to  perfection the pale blue tint of his round, innocent face under  its

corona of golden curls; and though the eyes were closed, and  the lips pressed tightly together, he still seemed

to be smiling  in his old quiet, but joyous, way. In general, the tall, thin  figure on the mattress of dark felt,

with its bare legs, and its  slender hands and wrists folded across the breast, reminded me  less of an angel than

of a certain image of the Holy Child with  which a blackened old ikon had rendered me familiar from my

boyhood upwards. 

Everything amid the purple gloom was still. Even the flies were  forbearing to buzz. Only from the street was

there grating  through the shaded window the strong, roguish voice of Felitzata  as it traced the strange,

lugubrious wordpattern: 

With my bosom pressed to the warm, grey earth,

To thee, grey earth, to thee, Oh my mother of old,

I beseech thee, I who am a mother like thee,

And a mother in pain, to enfold in thy arms

This my son, this my dead son, this my ruby,

This my drop of my heart's blood, this my

Suddenly I caught sight of Antipa standing in the doorway. He  was wiping his eyes with the back of his hand.

Presently in a  gruff and unsteady voice he said: 

"It is all very fine for you to weep, good woman, but the  present is not the right moment to sing such verses

as  thosethey were meant, rather, to be sung in a graveyard at the  side of a tomb. Well, tell me everything

without reserve.  Important is it that I should know EVERYTHING." 

Whereafter, having crossed himself with a faltering hand, he  carefully scrutinised the corpse, and at last let

his eyes halt  upon the lad's sweet features. Then he muttered sadly: 

"How extraordinarily he has grown! Yes, death has indeed  enlarged him! Ah, well, so be it! Soon I too shall

have to be  stretching myself out. Oh that it were now!" 

Then with cautious movements of his deformed fingers he  straightened the folds of the lad's smock, and drew

it over the  legs. Whereafter he pressed his flushed lips to the hem of the  garment. 


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Said I to him at that moment: 

"What is it that you have been wanting of him? Why is it that  you have been trying to teach him strange

words?" 

Straightening himself, and glancing at me with dim eyes, Antipa  repeated: 

"What is it that I have been wanting of him?" To the repetition  he added with manifest sincerity, though also

with a  selfdepreciatory movement of the head: 

"To tell the truth, I scarcely know WHAT it is that I have been  wanting of him. By God I do not. Yet, as one

speaking the truth  in the presence of death, I say that never during my long  lifetime had I so desired aught

else. . . . Yes, I have waited  and waited for fortune to reveal it to me; and ever has fortune  remained mute and

tongueless. Foolish was it of me to have  expected otherwise, to have expected, for instance, that some  day

there might occur something marvellous, something  unlookedfor." 

With a short laugh, he indicated the corpse with his eyes, and  continued more firmly: 

"Yes, bootless was it to have expected anything from such a  source as that. Never, despite one's wishes, was

anything  possible of acquisition thence. . . This is usually the case.  Felitzata, as a clever woman indeed (albeit

one cold of heart),  was for having her son accounted a God's fool, and thereby  gaining some provision against

her old age." 

"But you yourself were the person who suggested that? You  yourself wished it? " 

"I?" 

Presently. thrusting his hands up his sleeves, he added dully  and brokenly: 

"Yes, I DID wish it. Why not, indeed, seeing that at least it  would have brought comfort to the poor people of

this place?  Sometimes I feel very sorry for them with their bitter,  troublous liveslives which may be the

lives of rogues and  villains, yet are lives which have produced amongst us a  pravednik," [A "just person," a

human being without sin]. 

All the evening sky was now aflame. Upon the ear there fell the  mournful lament: 

When snow has veiled the earth in white,

The snowy plain the wild wolves tread.

They wail for the cheering warmth of spring

As I bewail the bairn that's dead.

Vologonov listened for a moment. Then he said firmly: 

"These are mere accesses of impulse which come upon her. And  that is only what might be expected. Even as

in song or in vice  there is no holding her, so remorse, when it has fastened upon  such a woman's heart, will

know no bounds. I may tell you that  on one occasion two young merchants took her, stripped her stark  naked,

and drove her in their carriage down Zhitnaia Street,  with themselves sitting on the seats of the vehicle, and

Felitzata standing upright between themyes, in a state of  nudity! Thereafter they beat her almost to death." 

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"Such a lament as hers could come only of genuine grief." 

We found Felitzata in front of the hut, with her back covering  the window. There, with hands pressed to her

bosom, and her  skirt all awry, she was straining her dishevelled head towards  the heavens, while the evening

breeze, stirring her fine auburn  hair, scattered it promiscuously over her flushed,  sharplydefined features

and wildly protruding eyes. A bizarre,  pitiable, and extraordinary figure did she cut as she wailed in  a throaty

voice which constantly gathered strength: 

Oh winds of ice, winds cruel and rude,

Press on my heart till its throbbings fail!

Arrest the current of my blood!

Turn these hot melting tears to hail!

Before her there was posted a knot of women, compassionate  contemplators of the singer's distracted,

griefwrought  features. Through the ravine's dark opening I could see the sun  sinking below the suburb

before plunging into the marshy forest  and having his disk pierced by sharp, black tips of pine trees.  Already

everything around him was red. Already, seemingly, he  had been wounded, and was bleeding to death. 

THE CEMETERY

In a town of the steppes where I found life exceedingly dull, the  best and the brightest spot was the cemetery.

Often did I use to  walk there, and once it happened that I fell asleep on some  thick, rich, sweetsmelling

grass in a cradlelike hollow  between two tombs. 

From that sleep I was awakened with the sound of blows being  struck against the ground near my head. The

concussion of them  jarred me not a little, as the earth quivered and tinkled like a  bell. Raising myself to a

sitting posture, I found sleep still  so heavy upon me that at first my eyes remained blinded with  unfathomable

darkness, and could not discern what the matter  was. The only thing that I could see amid the golden glare of

the June sunlight was a wavering blur which at intervals seemed  to adhere to a grey cross, and to make it give

forth a  succession of soft creaks. 

Presently, howeveragainst my wish, indeedthat wavering blur  resolved itself into a little, elderly man.

Sharpfeatured, with  a thick, silvery tuft of hair beneath his under lip, and a bushy  white moustache curled in

military fashion, on his upper, he  was using the cross as a means of support as, with his  disengaged hand

outstretched, and sawing the air, he dug his  foot repeatedly into the ground, and, as he did so, bestowed  upon

me sundry dry, covert glances from the depths of a pair of  dark eyes. 

"What have you got there?" I inquired. 

"A snake," he replied in an educated bass voice, and with a  rugged forefinger he pointed downwards;

whereupon I perceived  that wriggling on the path at his feet and convulsively  whisking its tail, there was an

echidna. 

"Oh, it is only a grassworm," I said vexedly. 

The old man pushed away the dull, iridescent, ropelike thing  with the toe of his boot, raised a straw hat in

salute, and  strode firmly onwards. 

"I thank you," I called out; whereupon, he replied without  looking behind him: 

"If the thing really WAS a grassworm, of course there was no  danger." 


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Then he disappeared among the tombstones. 

Looking at the sky, I perceived the time to be about five  o'clock. 

The steppe wind was sighing over the tombs, and causing long  stems of grass to rock to and fro, and

freighting the heated air  with the silken rustling of birches and limes and other trees,  and leading one to detect

amid the humming of summer a note of  quiet grief eminently calculated to evoke lofty, direct thoughts

concerning life and one's fellowmen. 

Veiling with greenery, grey and white tombstones worn with the  snows of winter, crosses streaked with

marks of rain, and the  wall with which the graveyard was encircled, the rank vegetation  served to also

conceal the propinquity of a slovenly, clamorous  town which lay coated with rich, sooty grime amid an

atmosphere  of dust and smells. 

As I set off for a ramble among the tombs and tangled grass, I  could discern through openings in the curtain

of verdure a  belfry's gilded cross which reared itself solemnly over crosses  and memorials. At the foot of

those memorials the sacramental  vestment of the cemetery was studded with a kaleidoscopic sheen  of flowers

over which bees and wasps were so hovering and  humming that the grass's sad, prayerful murmur seemed

charged  with a song of life which yet did not hinder reflections on  death. Fluttering above me on noiseless

wing were birds the  flight of which sometimes made me start, and stand wondering  whether the object before

my gaze was really a bird or not: and  everywhere the shimmer of gilded sunlight was setting the

closepacked graveyard in a quiver which made the mounds of its  tombs reminiscent of a sea when, after a

storm, the wind has  fallen, and all the green level is an expanse of smooth,  foamless billows. 

Beyond the wall of the cemetery the blue void of the firmament  was pierced with smoky chimneys of

oilmills and soap factories,  the roofs of which showed up like particoloured stains against  the darker rags

and tatters of other buildings; while blinking  in the sunlight I could discern clatteremitting, windows which

looked to me like watchful eyes. Only on the nearer side of the  wall was a sparse strip of turf dotted over with

ragged,  withered, tremulous stems, and beyond this, again, lay the site  of a burnt building which constituted a

black patch of  earthheaps, broken stoves, dull grey ashes, and coal dust. To  heaven gaped the black,

noisome mouths of burningpits wherein  the more economical citizens were accustomed nightly to get rid  of

the contents of their dustbins. Among the tall stems of  steppe grass waved large, glossy leaves of ergot; in the

sunlight splinters of broken glass sparkled as though they were  laughing; and, from two spots in the dark

brown plot which formed  a semicircle around the cemetery, there projected, like teeth,  two buildings the new

yellow paint of which nevertheless made  them look mean and petty amid the tangle of rubbish, pigweed,

groundsel, and dock. 

Indolently roaming hither and thither, a few speckled hens  resembled female pedlars, and some pompous red

cockerels a  troupe of firemen; in the orifices of the burningpits a number  of mournfuleyed, homeless dogs

were lying sheltered; among the  shoots of the steppe scrub some lean cats were stalking  sparrows; and a band

of children who were playing hideandseek  among the orifices abovementioned presented, a pitiful sight

as  they went skipping over the filthy earth, disappearing in  the crevices among the piles of heapedup dirt. 

Beyond the site of the burntout building there stretched a  series of mean, closepacked huts which,

crammed exclusively  with needy folk, stood staring, with their dim, humble eyes of  windows, at the

crumbling bricks of the cemetery wall, and the  dense mass of trees which that wall enclosed. Here, in one

such  hut, had I myself a lodging in a diminutive attic, which not  only smelt of lampoil, but stood in a

position to have wafted  to it the least gasp or ejaculation on the part of my landlord,  Iraklei Virubov, a clerk

in the local treasury. In short, I  could never glance out of the window at the cemetery on the  other side of the

strip of dead, burnt, polluted earth without  reflecting that, by comparison, that cemetery was a place of  sheer

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And ever, that day, as though he had been following me, could  there be sighted among the tombs the dark

figure of the old man  who had so abruptly awakened me from slumber; and since his  straw hat reflected the

sunlight as brilliantly as the disk of a  sunflower as it meandered hither and thither, I, in my turn,  found myself

following him, though thinking, all the while, of  Iraklei Virubov. Only a week was it since Iraklei's wife, a

thin, shrewish, longnosed woman with green and catlike eyes,  had set forth on a pilgrimage to Kiev, and

Iraklei had hastened  to import into the hut a stout, squinteyed damsel whom he had  introduced to me as his "

niece by marriage." 

"She was baptised Evdokia," he had said on the occasion  referred to. "Usually, however, I call her Dikanka.

Pray be  friendly with her, but remember, also, that she is not a person  with whom to take liberties." 

Large, roundshouldered, and cleanshaven like a chef, Virubov  was for ever hitching up breeches which

had slipped from a  stomach ruined with surfeits of watermelon. And always were his  fat lips parted as though

athirst, and perpetually had he in his  colourless eyes an expression of insatiable hunger. 

One evening I overheard a dialogue to the following effect. 

"Dikanka, pray come and scratch my back. Yes, between the  shoulderblades. Oooh, that is it. My word,

how strong you  are!" 

Whereat Dikanka had laughed shrilly. And only when I had moved  my chair, and thrown down my book, had

the laughter and unctuous  whispering died away, and given place to a whisper of: 

"Holy Father Nicholas, pray for us unto God! Is the supper kvas  ready, Dikanka?" 

And softly the pair had departed to the kitchenthere to grunt  and squeal once more like a couple of pigs.... 

The old man with the grey moustache stepped over the turf with  the elastic stride of youth, until at length he

halted before a  large monument in drab granite, and stood reading the  inscription thereon. Featured not

altogether in accordance with  the Russian type, he had on a darkblue jacket, a turneddown  collar, and a

black stock finished off with a large bowthe  latter contrasting agreeably with the thick, silvery, as it were

molten, chintuft. Also, from the centre of a fierce moustache  there projected a long and gristly nose, while

over the grey  skin of his cheeks there ran a network of small red veins. In  the act of raising his hand to his hat

(presumably for the  purpose of saluting the dead), he, after conning the dark  letters of the inscription on the

tomb, turned a sidelong eye  upon myself; and since I found the fact embarrassing, I frowned,  and passed

onward, full, still, of thoughts of the street where  I was residing and where I desired to fathom the mean

existence  eked out by Virubov and his "niece." 

As usual, the tombs were also being patrolled by Pimesha,  otherwise Pimen Krozootov, a bibulous,

brokendown exmerchant  who used to spend his time in stumbling and falling about the  graves in search of

the supposed restingplace of his wife. Bent  of body, Pimesha had a small, birdlike face overgrown with

grey down, the eyes of a sick rabbit, and, in general, the  appearance of having undergone a chewing by a set

of sharp  teeth. For the past three years he had thus been roaming the  cemetery, though his legs were too weak

to support his  undersized, shattered body; and whenever he caught his foot he  fell, and for long could not rise,

but lay gasping and fumbling  among the grass, and rooting it up, and sniffing with a nose as  sharp and red as

though the skin had been flayed from it. True,  his wife had been buried at Novotchevkassk, a thousand versts

away, but Pimen refused to credit the fact, and always, on being  told it, stuttered with much blinking of his

wet, faded eyes:  "Natasha? Natasha is here." 

Also, there used to visit the spot, wellnigh daily, a Madame  Christoforov, a tall old lady who, wearing black

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between her abnormally long  fingers. Wizened of face, with cheeks hanging down like bags,  and a knot of

grey, rather, greygreen, hair combed over her  temples from under a lace scarf, and almost concealing her

ears,  this lady pursued her way with deliberation, and entire  assurance, and yielded the path to no one whom

she might  encounter. I have an idea that there lay buried there a son who  had been killed in a roisterers'

brawl. 

Another habitual visitor was thinlegged, shortsighted Aulic  Councillor Praotzev, exschoolmaster. With a

book stuffed into  the pocket of his canvas peajacket, a white umbrella grasped in  his red hand, and a smile

extending to ears as sharp and pointed  as a rabbit's, he could, any Sunday after dinner, be seen  skipping from

tomb to tomb, with his umbrella brandished like a  white flag soliciting terms of peace with death. 

And, on returning home before the bell rang for Vespers, he  would find that a crowd of boys had collected

outside his garden  wall; whereupon, dancing about him like puppies around a stork,  they would fall to

shouting in various merry keys: 

"The Councillor, the Councillor! Who was it that fell in love  with Madame Sukhinikh, and then fell into the

pond? " 

Losing his temper, and opening a great mouth, until he looked  like an old rook which is about to caw, the

Councillor would  stamp his foot several times, as though preparing to dance to  the boys' shouting, and lower

his head, grasp his umbrella like  a bayonet, and charge at the lads with a panting shout of: 

"I'll tell your fathers! Oh, I'll tell your mothers!" 

As for the Madame Sukhinikh, referred to, she was an old  beggarwoman who, the year round, and in all

weathers, sat on a  little bench beside the cemetery wicket, and stuck to it like a  stone. Her large face, a face

rendered bricklike by years of  inebriety, was covered with dark blotches born of frostbite,  alcoholic

inflammation, sunburn, and exposure to wind, and her  eyes were perpetually in a state of suppuration. Never

did  anyone pass her but she proffered a wooden cup in a suppliant  hand, and cried hoarsely, rather as though

she were cursing the  person concerned: 

"Give something for Christ's sake! Give in memory of your  kinsfolk there!" 

Once an unexpected storm blew in from the steppes, and brought a  downpour which, overtaking the old

woman on her way home, caused  her, her sight being poor, to fall into a pond, whence Praotzev  attempted to

rescue her, and into which, in the end, he slipped  himself. From that day onwards he was twitted on the

subject by  the boys of the town. 

Other frequenters of the cemetery I see before medark, silent  figures, figures of persons whom still

unsevered cords of memory  seemed to have bound to the place for the rest of their lives,  and compelled to

wander, like unburied corpses, in quest of  suitable tombs. Yes, they were persons whom life had rejected,  and

death, as yet, refused to accept. 

Also, at times there would emerge from the long grass a homeless  dog with large, sullen eyes, eyes startling

at once in their  intelligence and in their absolute Ishmaelitism until one  almost expected to hear issue from

the animal's mouth reproaches  couched in human language. 

And sometimes the dog would still remain halted in the cemetery  as, with tail lowered, it swayed its

shelterless, shaggy head to  and fro with an air of profound reflection, while occasionally  venting a subdued,

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Again, among the dense old lime trees, there would be scurrying  an unseen mob of starlings and jackdaws

whose young would,  meanwhile, maintain a soft, hungry piping, a sort of gently  persuasive, chirruping

chorus; until in autumn, when the wind  had stripped bare the boughs, these birds' black nests would  come to

look like mouldy, ragswathed heads of human beings  which someone had torn from their bodies and flung

into the  trees, to hang for ever around the white, sugarloafshaped  church of the martyred St. Barbara.

During that autumn season,  indeed, everything in the cemetery's vicinity looked sad and  tarnished, and the

wind would wail about the place, and sigh  like a lover who has been driven mad through bereavement . . . . 

Suddenly the old man halted before me on the path, and, sternly  extending a hand towards a white stone

monument near us, read  aloud: 

"'Under this cross there lies buried the body of the respected  citizen and servant of God, Diomid Petrovitch

Ussov,'" etc.,  etc. 

Whereafter the old man replaced his hat, thrust his hands into  the pockets of his peajacket, measured me

with eyes dark in  colour, but exceptionally clear for his time of life, and said: 

"It would seem that folk could find nothing to say of this man  beyond that he was a 'servant of God.' Now,

how can a servant  be worthy of honour at the hand of 'citizens'?" 

"Possibly he was an ascetic," was my hazarded conjecture;  whereupon the old man rejoined with a stamp of

his foot: 

"Then in such case one ought to write" 

"To write what?" 

"To write EVERYTHING, in fullest possible detail." 

And with the long, firm stride of a soldier my interlocutor  passed onwards towards a more remote portion of

the  cemeterymyself walking, this time, beside him. His stature  placed his head on a level with my shoulder

only, and caused his  straw hat to conceal his features. Hence, since I wished to look  at him as he discoursed, I

found myself forced to walk with head  bent, as though I had been escorting a woman. 

"No, that is not the way to do it," presently he continued in  the soft, civil voice of one who has a complaint to

present.  "Any such proceeding is merely a mark of barbarismof a complete  lack of observation of men and

life." 

With a hand taken from one of his pockets, he traced a large  circle in the air. 

"Do you know the meaning of that?" he inquired. 

"Its meaning is death," was my diffident reply, made with a  shrug of the shoulders. 

A shake of his head disclosed to me a keen, agreeable, finely  cut face as he pronounced the following

Slavonic words: 

"'Smertu smert vsekonechnie pogublena bwist.'" [Death hath  been for ever overthrown by death."] 

"Do you know that passage?" he added presently. 


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Yet it was in silence that we walked the next ten paceshe  threading his way along the rough, grassy path at

considerable  speed. Suddenly he halted, raised his hat from his head, and  proffered me a hand. 

"Young man," he said, "let us make one another's better  acquaintance. I am Lieutenant Savva Yaloylev

Khorvat, formerly  of the State Remount Establishment, subsequently of the  Department of Imperial Lands. I

am a man who, after never having  been found officially remiss, am living in honourable  retirementa man

at once a householder, a widower, and a person  of hasty temper." 

Then, after a pause, he added: 

"ViceGovernor Khorvat of Tambov is my brothera younger  brother; he being fiftyfive, and I sixtyone,

siiixty one." 

His speech was rapid, but as precise as though no mistake was  permissible in its delivery. 

"Also," he continued, "as a man cognisant of every possible  species of cemetery, I am much dissatisfied with

this one. In  fact, never satisfied with such places am I." 

Here he brandished his fist in the air, and described a large  arc over the crosses. 

"Let us sit down," he said, "and I will explain things." 

So, after that we had seated ourselves on a bench beside a white  oratory, and Lieutenant Khorvat had taken

off his hat, and with  a blue handkerchief wiped his forehead and the thick silvery  hair which bristled from the

knobs of his scalp, he continued: 

"Mark you well the word kladbistche." [The word, though  customarily used for cemetery, means, primarily, a

treasurehouse.]  Here he nudged me with his elbowcontinuing,  thereafter, more softly: "In a kladbisiche

one might reasonably  look for kladi, for treasures of intellect and enlightenment.  Yet what do we find? Only

that which is offensive and insulting.  All of us does it insult, for thereby is an insult paid to all  who, in life,

are bearing still their 'cross and burden.' You  too will, one day, be insulted by the system, even as shall I.  Do

you understand? I repeat, 'their cross and burden'the sense  of the words being that, life being hard and

difficult, we ought  to honour none but those who STILL are bearing their trials, or  bearing trials for you and

me. Now, THESE folk here have ceased  to possess consciousness." 

Each time that the old man waved his hat in his excitement, its  small shadow, birdlike, flew along the

narrow path, and over  the cross, and, finally, disappeared in the direction of the  town. 

Next, distending his ruddy cheeks, twitching his moustache, and  regarding me covertly out of boylike eyes,

the Lieutenant  resumed: 

"Probably you are thinking, 'The man with whom I have to deal  is old and halfwitted.' But no, young fellow;

that is not so,  for long before YOUR time had I taken the measure of life.  Regard these memorials. ARE they

memorials? For what do they  commemorate as concerns you and myself? They commemorate, in  that

respect, nothing. No, they are not memorials; they are  merely passports or testimonials conferred upon itself

by human  stupidity. Under a given cross there may lie a Maria, and under  another one a Daria, or an Alexei,

or an Evsei, or someone  elseall 'servants of God,' but not otherwise particularised. An  outrage this, sir! For

in this place folk who have lived their  difficult portion of life on earth are seen robbed of that  record of their

existences, which ought to have been preserved  for your and my instruction. Yes, A DESCRIPTION OF THE

LIFE  LIVED BY A MAN is what matters. A tomb might then become even  more interesting than a novel.

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"Not altogether," I rejoined. 

He heaved a very audible sigh. 

"It should be easy enough," was his remark. "To begin with, I  am NOT a 'servant of God.' Rather, I am a man

intelligently, of  set purpose, keeping God's holy commandments so far as lies  within my power. And no one,

not even God, has any right to  demand of me more than I can give. That is so, is it not?" 

I nodded. 

"There!" the Lieutenant cried briskly as, cocking his hat, he  assumed a still more truculent air. Then,

spreading out his  hands, he growled in his flexible bass: 

"What is this cemetery? It is merely a place of show." 

At this moment, for some reason or another, there occurred to me  an incident which involved the figure of

Iraklei Virubov, the  figure which had carpet slippers on its ponderous feet, thick  lips, a greedy mouth,

deceitful eyes, and a frame so huge and  cavernous that the dapper little Lieutenant could have stepped  into it

complete. 

The day had been a Sunday, and the hour eventide. On the burnt  plot of ground some broken glass had been

emitting a reddish  gleam, shoots of ergot had been diffusing their gloss, children  shouting at play, dogs

trotting backwards and forwards, and all  things, seemingly, faring well, sunken in the stillness of the  portion

of the town adjoining the rolling, vacant steppe, with,  above them, only the sky's level, dullblue canopy, and

around  them, only the cemetery, like an island amidst a sea. 

With Virubov, I had been sitting on a bench near the wicketgate  of his hut, as intermittently he had screwed

his lecherous eyes  in the direction of the stout, oxeyed lacemaker, Madame Ezhov,  who, after disposing of

her form on a bank hardby, had fallen  to picking lice out of the curls of her eightyearold Petka

Koshkodav. Presently, as swiftly she had rummaged the boy's hair  with fingers grown used to such rapid

movement, she had said to  her husband (a dealer in secondhand articles), who had been  seated within doors,

and therefore rendered invisibleshe had  said with oily derision: 

"Oh, yes, you baldheaded old devil, you! Of course you got  your price. Yees. Then, fool, you ought to

have had a slipper  smacked across that Kalmuck snout of yours. Talk of my price,  indeed!" 

Upon this Virubov had remarked with a sigh, and in sluggish,  sententious tones: 

"To grant the serfs emancipation was a sheer mistake. I am a  humble enough servant of my country, yet I can

see the truth of  what I have stated, since it follows as a matter of course. What  ought to have been done is that

all the estates of the  landowners should have been conveyed to the Tsar. Beyond a doubt  that is so. Then both

the peasantry and the townsfolk, the whole  people, in short, would have had but a single landlord. For  never

can the people live properly so long as it is ignorant of  the point where it stands; and since it loves authority,

it  loves to have over it an autocratic force, for its control.  Always can it be seen seeking such a force." 

Then, bending forward, and infusing into each softly uttered  word a perfect lusciousness of falsity, Virubov

had added to his  neighbour: 

"Take, for example, the workingwoman who stands free of every  tie." 

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"Oh, I am not speaking in your despite, Pavlushka, but to your  credit," hastily Virubov had protested. 

"Then keep your blandishments for that heifer, your 'niece,'"  had been Madame Ezhov's response. 

Upon this Virubov had risen heavily, and remarked as he moved  away towards the courtyard: 

"All folk need to be supervised by an autocratic eye." 

Thereafter had followed a bout of choice abuse between his  neighbour and his " niece,"while Virubov

himself, framed in the  wicketgate, and listening to the contest, had smacked his lips  as he gazed at the pair,

and particularly at Madame Ezhov. At  the beginning of the bout Dikanka had screeched: 

"It is my opinion, it is my opinion, that" 

"Don't treat me to any of YOUR slop!" the longfanged Pavla  had interrupted for the benefit of the street in

general. And  thus had the affair continued.... 

Lieutenant Khorvat blew the fagend of his cigarette from his  mouthpiece, glanced at me, and said with

seemingly, a not  overcivil, twitch of his bushy moustache: 

"Of what are you thinking, if I might inquire?" 

"I am trying to understand you." 

"You ought not to find that difficult," was his rejoinder as  again he doffed his hat, and fanned his face with it.

"The  whole thing may be summed up in two words. It is that we lack  respect both for ourselves and for our

fellow men. Do you follow  me NOW?" 

His eyes had grown once more young and clear, and, seizing my  hand in his strong and agreeably warm

fingers, he continued: 

"Why so? For the very simple reason that I cannot respect  myself when I can learn nothing, simply nothing,

about my  fellows." 

Moving nearer to me, he added in a mysterious undertone: 

"In this Russia of ours none of us really knows why he has come  into existence. True, each of us knows that

he was born, and  that he is alive, and that one day he will die; but which of us  knows the reason why all that

is so?" 

Through renewed excitement, its colour had come back to the  Lieutenant's face, and his gestures became so

rapid as to cause  the ring on his finger to flash through the air like the link of  a chain. Also, I was able to

detect the fact that on the  small, neat wrist under his left cuff, there was a bracelet  finished with a medallion. 

"All this, my good sir, is because (partially through the fact  that men forget the point, and partially through

the fact that  that point fails to be understood aright) the WORK done by a  man is concealed from our

knowledge. For my own part, I have an  idea, a schemeyes, a schemein two words, a, a" 

"Nnou, nnou!" the bell of the monastery tolled over the  tombs in languid, chilly accents. 


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"a scheme that every town and every village, in fact, every  unit of homogeneous population, should keep a

record of the  particular unit's affairs, a, so to speak, 'book of life.' This  'book of life' should be more than a list

of the results of the  unit's labour; it should also be a living narrative of the  workaday activities accomplished

by each member of the unit. Eh?  And, of course, the record to be compiled without official

interferencesolely by the town council or district  administration, or by a special 'board, of life and works'

or  some such body, provided only that the task be not carried out  by nominees of the GOVERNMENT. And

in that record there should  be entered everythingthat is to say, everything of a nature  which ought to be

made public concerning every man who  has lived among us, and has since gone from our midst." 

Here the Lieutenant stretched out his hand again in the  direction of the tombs. 

"My right it is," he added, "to know how those folk there  spent their lives. For it is by their labours and their

thoughts, and even on the product of their bones, that I myself  am now subsisting. You agree, do you not?" 

In silence I nodded; whereupon he cried triumphantly: 

"Ah! You see, do you? Yes, an indispensable point is it, that  whatsoever a man may have done, whether good

or evil, should be  recorded. For example, suppose he has manufactured a stove  specially good for heating

purposes; record the fact. Or  suppose he has killed a mad dog; record the fact. Or suppose he  has built a

school, or cleansed a dirty street, or been a  pioneer in the teaching of sound farming, or striven, by word  and

deed, his life long, to combat official irregularities...  record the fact.  Again, suppose a woman has borne ten,

or  fifteen, healthy children; record the fact. Yes, and this last  with particular care, since the conferment of

healthy children  upon the country is a work of absolute importance." 

Further, pointing to a grey headstone with a worn inscription,  he shouted (or almost did so): 

"Under that stone lies buried the body of a man who never in  his life loved but one woman, but ONE woman.

Now, THAT is a fact  which ought to have been recorded about him for it is not  merely a string of names that

is wanted, but a narrative of  deeds. Yes, I have not only a desire, but a RIGHT, to know the  lives which men

have lived, and the works which they have  performed; and whenever a man leaves our midst we ought to

inscribe over his tomb full particulars of the 'cross and  burden' which he bore, as particulars ever to be held in

remembrance, and inscribed there both for my benefit and for the  benefit of life in general, as constituting a

clear and  circumstantial record of the given career. Why did that man  live? To the question write down,

always, the answer in large  and conspicuous characters. Eh?" 

"Most certainly." 

This led the Lieutenant's enthusiasm to increase still more as,  for the third time waving his hand in the

direction of the  tombs, and mouthing each word, he continued: 

"The folk of that town are liars pure and simple, for of set  purpose they conceal the particulars of careers that

they may  depreciate those careers in our eyes, and, while showing us the  insignificance of the dead, fill the

living with a sense of  similar insignificance, since insignificant folk are the easiest  to manage. Yes, it is a

scheme thought out with diabolical  ingenuity. Yet, for myselfwell, try and make me do what I don't  intend

to do!" 

To which, with his face wrinkled with disgust, he added in a  tone like a shot from a pistol: 

"Machines are we! Yes, machines, and nothing else!" 


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Curious was it to watch the old man's excitement as one listened  to the strong bass voice amid the stillness of

the cemetery.  Once more over the tombs, there came floating the languid,  metallic notes of " Nnou!

Nnou!" 

The oily gloss on the withered grass had vanished, faded, and  everything turned dull, though the air remained

charged with the  spring perfume of the geraniums, stocks, and narcissi which  encircled some of the graves. 

"You see," continued the Lieutenant, "one could not deny that  each of us has his value. By the time that one

has lived  threescore years, one perceives that fact very clearly. Never  CONCEAL things, since every life

lived ought to be set in the  light. And is capable of being so, in that every man is a  workman for the world at

large, and constitutes an instructor in  good or in evil, and that life, when looked into, constitutes,  as a whole,

the sum of all the labour done by the aggregate of  us petty, insignificant individuals. That is why we ought

not to  hide away a man's work, but to publish it abroad, and to  inscribe on the cross over his tomb his deeds,

his services, in  their entirety. Yes, however negligible may have been those  deeds, those services, hold them

up for the perusal of those who  can discover good even in what is negligible. NOW do you  understand me?" 

"I do," I replied. "Yes, I do." 

"Good!" 

The bell of the monastery struck two hasty beatsthen became  silent, so that only the sad echo of its voice

remained  reverberating over the cemetery. Once more my interlocutor drew  out his cigarettecase, silently

offered it to myself, and  lighted and puffed industriously at another cigarette. As he did  so his hands, as small

and brown as the claws of a bird, shook a  little, and his head, bent down, looked like an Easter egg in  plush. 

Still smoking, he looked me in the eyes with a selfdiffident  frown, and muttered: 

"Only through the labour of man does the earth attain  development. And only by familiarising himself with,

and  remembering, the past can man obtain support in his work on  earth." 

In speaking, the Lieutenant lowered his arm; whereupon on to his  wrist there slipped the broad golden

bracelet adorned with a  medallion, and there gazed at me thence the miniature of a  fairhaired woman: and

since the hand below it was freckled, and  its flexible fingers were swollen out of shape, and had lost  their

symmetry, the woman's finedrawn face looked the more full  of life, and, clearly picked out, could be seen to

be smiling a  sweet and slightly imperious smile. 

"Your wife or your daughter?" I queried. 

"My God! My God!" was, with a subdued sigh, the only response  vouchsafed. Then the Lieutenant raised his

arm, and the bracelet  slid back to its resting place under his cuff. 

Over the town the columns of curling smoke were growing redder,  and the clattering windows blushing to a

tint of pink that  recalled to my memory the livid cheeks of Virubov's "niece," of  the woman in whom, like her

uncle, there was nothing that could  provoke one to "take liberties." 

Next, there scaled the cemetery wall and stealthily stretched  themselves on the ground, so that they looked

not unlike the  farflung shadows of the cemetery's crosses, a file of dark,  tattered figures of beggars, while on

the further side of the  slowly darkening greenery a cantor drawled in sluggish, careless  accents: 

"Eeternal mee" 


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"Eternal memory of what?" exclaimed Lieutenant Khorvat with an  angry shrug of his shoulders. "Suppose, in

his day, a man has  been the best cucumbersalter or mushroompickler in a given  town. Or suppose he has

been the best cobbler there, or that  once he said something which the street wherein he dwelt can  still

remember. Would not THAT man be a man whose record should  be preserved, and made accessible to my

recollection?" 

And again the Lieutenant's face wreathed itself in solid rings  of pungent tobacco smoke. 

Blowing softly for a moment, the wind bent the long stems of  grass in the direction of the declining sun, and

died away. All  that remained audible amid the stillness was the peevish voices  of women saying: 

"To the left, I say." 

"Oh, what is to be done, Tanechka?" 

Expelling a fresh cloud of tobacco smoke in cylindrical form,  the old man muttered: 

"It would seem that those women have forgotten the precise spot  where their relative or friend happens to lie

buried." 

As a hawk flew over the sunreddened belfrycross, the bird's  shadow glided over a memorial stone near the

spot where we were  sitting, glanced off the corner of the stone, and appeared anew  beyond it. And in the

watching of this shadow, I somehow found a  pleasant diversion. 

Went on the Lieutenant: 

"I say that a graveyard ought to evince the victory of life,  the triumph of intellect and of labour, rather than

the power of  death. However, imagine how things would work out under my  scheme. Under it the record of

which I have spoken would  constitute a history of a town's life which, if anything, would  increase men's

respect for their fellows. Yes, such a history as  THAT is what a cemetery ought to be. Otherwise the place is

useless. Similarly will the past prove useless if it can give us  nothing. Yet is such a history ever compiled? If

it is, how can  one say that events are brought about by, forsooth, 'servants of  God'?" 

Pointing to the tombs with a gesture as though he were swimming,  he paused for a moment or two. 

"You are a good man," I said, "and a man who must have lived a  good and interesting life." 

He did not look at me, but answered quietly and thoughtfully: 

"At least a man ought to be his fellows' friend, seeing that to  them he is beholden for everything that he

possesses and for  everything that he contains. I myself have lived" 

Here, with a contraction of his brows, he fell to gazing about  him, as though he were seeking the necessary

word; until,  seeming to fail to find it, he continued gravely: 

"Men need to be brought closer together, until life shall have  become better adjusted. Never forget those who

are departed,  for anything and everything in the life of a 'servant of God'  may prove instructive and of

profound significance." 

On the white sides of the memorialstones, the setting sun was  casting warm lurid reflections, until the

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curiously to have swelled and grown  larger and softer and less cold of outline; the whole scene,  though as

motionless as ever, appeared to have taken on a sort  of brightred humidity, and deposited that humidity in

purple,  scintillating, quivering dew on the turf's various spikes and  tufts. Gradually, also, the shadows were

deepening and  lengthening, while on the further side of the cemetery wall a  cow lowed at intervals, in a gross

and drunken fashion, and a  party of fowls cackled what seemed to be curses in response, and  a saw grated

and screeched. 

Suddenly the Lieutenant burst into a peal of subdued laughter,  and continued to do so until his shoulders

shook. At length he  said through the paroxysms, as, giving me a push, he cocked his  hat boyishly: 

"I must confess that, thatthat the view which I first took of  you was rather a tragic one. You see, when I

saw a man lying  prone on the grass I said to myself: 'H'm! What is that?' Next I  saw a young fellow roaming

about the cemetery with a frown  settled on his face, and his breeches bulging; and again I said  to myself" 

"A book is lying in my breeches pocket," I interposed. 

"Ah! Then I understand. Yes, I made a mistake, but a very,  welcome one. However, as I say, when I first saw

you, I said to  myself: 'There is a man lying near that tomb. Perhaps he has a  bullet, a wound, in his temple?'

And, as you know" 

He stopped to wink at me with another outburst of soft,  goodhumoured laughter. Then he continued. 

"Nevertheless, the scheme of which I have told you cannot really  be called a scheme, since it is merely a

fancy of my own. Yet I  SHOULD like to see life lived in better fashion." 

He sighed and paused, for evidently he was becoming lost in  thought. 

"Unfortunately," he continued at last, "the latter is a desire  which I have conceived too late. If only I had done

so fifteen  years ago, when I was filling the post of Inspector of the  prison at Usman" 

His left arm stretched itself out, and once more there slid on  to his wrist the bracelet. For a moment he

touched its gold with  a rapid, but careful, delicate, movementthen he restored the  trinket to its retreat, rose

suddenly, looked about him for a  second or two with a frown, and said in dry, brisk tones as he  gave his

irongrey moustache an energetic twist: 

"Now I must be going." 

For a while I accompanied him on his way, for I had a keen  desire to hear him say something more in that

pleasant, powerful  bass of his; but though he stepped past the gravestones with  strides as careful and regular

as those of a soldier on parade,  he failed again to break silence. 

Just as we passed the chapel of the monastery there floated  forth into the fair evening stillness, from the bars,

of a  window, while yet not really stirring that stillness, a hum of  gruff, lazy, peevish ejaculations. Apparently

they were uttered  by two persons who were engaged in a dispute, since one of them  muttered: 

"What have you done? What have you done?" 

And the other responded carelessly: 

"Hold your tongue, now! Pray hold your tongue!" 


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ON A RIVER STEAMER

The water of the river was smooth, and dull silver of tint.  Also, so barely perceptible was the current that it

seemed to be  almost stagnant under the mist of the noontide heat, and only by  the changes in the aspect of the

banks could one realise how  quietly and evenly the river was carrying on its surface the old  yellowhulled

steamer with the whiterimmed funnel, and also the  clumsy barge which was being towed in her wake. 

Dreamily did the floats of the paddlewheels slap the water.  Under the planks of the deck the engines toiled

without ceasing.  Steam hissed and panted. At intervals the engineroom bell  jarred upon the car. At intervals,

also, the tillerchains slid  to and fro with a dull, rattling sound. Yet, owing to the  somnolent stillness settled

upon the river, these sounds  escaped, failed to catch one's attention. 

Through the dryness of the summer the water was low.  Periodically, in the steamer's bow, a deck hand like a

king, a  man with a lean,, yellow, blackavised face and a pair of  languishing eyes, threw overboard a

polished log as in tones of  melting melancholy he chanted: 

"Seem, seem, shest!" 

["Seven, seven, six!"(the depth of water, reckoned in sazheni  or fathoms)] 

It was as though he were wailing: 

"Seyem, seyem, a yestNISHEVO" 

[Let us eat, let us eat, but to eat there isnothing] 

Meanwhile, the steamer kept turning her stearletlike [The  stearlet is a fish of the salmon species] prow

deliberately and  alternately towards either bank as the barge yawed behind her,  and the grey hawser kept

tautening and quivering, and sending  out showers of gold and silver sparkles. Ever and anon, too, the  captain

on the bridge kept shouting, hoarsely through a  speakingtrumpet: 

"About, there!" 

Under the stem of the barge a wave ran which, divided into a  pair of white wings, serpentined away towards

either bank. 

In the meadowed distance peat seemed to be being burnt, and over  the black forest there had gathered an

opalescent cloud of smoke  which also suffused the neighbouring marshes. 

To the right, the bank of the river towered up into lofty,  precipitous, clayey slopes intersected with ravines

wherein  aspens and birches found shelter. 

Everything ashore had about it a restful, sultry, deserted look.  Even in the dull blue, torrid sky there was

nought save a  whitehot sun. 

In endless vista were meadows studded with treestrees sleeping  in lonely isolation, and, in places,

surmounted with either the  cross of a rural church which looked like a day star or the  sails of a windmill;

while further back from the banks lay the  tissue cloths of ripening crops, with, here and there, a human

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Throughout, the scene was indistinct. Everything in it was calm,  touchingly simple, intimate, intelligible,

grateful to the soul.  So much so that as one contemplated the slowlyvarying vistas  presented by the loftier

bank, the immutable stretches of  meadowland, and the green, timbered dancerings where the forest

approached the river, to gaze at itself in the watery mirror,  and recede again into the peaceful distance; as one

gazed at all  this one could not but reflect that nowhere else could a spot  more simply, more kindly, more

beautiful be found, than these peaceful  shores of the great river. 

Yet already a few shrubs by the river's margin were beginning to  display yellow leaves, though the landscape

as a whole was  smiling the doubtful, meditative smile of a young bride who,  about to bear her first child, is

feeling at once nervous and  delighted at the prospect. 

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The hour was past noon, and the thirdclass passengers, languid  with fatigue induced by the heat, were

engaged in drinking  either tea or beer. Seated mostly on the bulwarks of the  steamer, they silently scanned

the banks, while the deck  quivered, crockery clattered at the buffet, and the deck hand in  the bows sighed

soporifically: 

Six! Six! Sixandahalf! 

From the engineroom a grimy stoker emerged. Rolling along, and  scraping his bare feet audibly against the

deck, he approached  the boatswain's cabin, where the said boatswain, a fairhaired,  fairbearded man from

Kostroma was standing in the doorway. The  senior official contracted his rugged eyes quizzically, and

inquired: 

"Whither in such a hurry?" 

"To pick a bone with Mitka." 

"Good!" 

With a wave of his black hand the stoker resumed his way, while  the boatswain, yawning, fell to casting his

eyes about him. On a  locker near the companion of the engineroom a small man in a  buff peajacket, a new

cap, and a pair of boots on which there  were clots of dried mud, was seated. 

Through lack of diversion the boatswain began to feel inclined  to hector somebody, so cried sternly to the

man in question: 

"Hi there, chawbacon!" 

The man on the locker turned aboutturned nervously, and much as  a bullock turns. That is to say, he turned

with his whole body. 

"Why have you gone and put yourself THERE?" inquired the  boatswain. "Though there is a notice to tell you

NOT to sit  there, it is there that you must go and sit! Can't you read?" 

Rising, the passenger inspected not the notice, but the locker.  Then he replied: 

"Read? Yes, I CAN read." 

"Then why sit there where you oughtn't to?" 


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"I cannot see any notice." 

"Well, it's hot there anyway, and the smell of oil comes up  from the engines. . . . Whence have you come?" 

"From Kashira." 

"Long from home?" 

"Three weeks, about." 

"Any rain at your place?" 

"No. But why?" 

"How come your boots are so muddy?" 

The passenger lowered his head, extended cautiously first one  foot, and then the other, scrutinised them both,

and replied: 

"You see, they are not my boots." 

With a roar of laughter that caused his brilliant beard to  project from his chin, the boatswain retorted: 

"I think you must drink a bit." 

The passenger said nothing more, but retreated quietly, and with  short strides, to the stem. From the fact that

the sleeves of  his peajacket reached far below his wrists, it was clear that  the garment had originated from

the shoulders of another man. 

As for the boatswain, on noting the circumspection and  diffidence with which the passenger walked, he

frowned, sucked  at his beard, approached a sailor who was engaged in vigorously  scrubbing the brass on the

door of the captain's cabin with a  naked palm, and said in an undertone: 

"Did you happen to notice the gait of that little man there in  the light peajacket and dirty boots? " 

"I did." 

"Then see here. Do keep an eye upon him." 

"But why? Is he a bad lot?" 

"Something like it, I think." 

"I will then." 

At a table near the hatchway of the firstclass cabin, a fat man  in grey was drinking beer. Already he had

reached a state of  moderate fuddlement, for his eyes were protruding sightlessly  and staring unwinkingly at

the opposite wall. Meanwhile, a number  of flies were swarming in the sticky puddles on the table, or  else

crawling over his greyish beard and the brickred skin of  his motionless features. 

The boatswain winked in his direction, and remarked: 


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"Halfseas over, HE is." 

"'Tis his way," a pockmarked, eyebrowless sailor responded. 

Here the drunken man sneezed: with the result that a cloud of  flies were blown over the table. Looking at

them, and sighing as  his companion had done, the boatswain thoughtfully observed: 

"Why, he regularly sneezes flies, eh?" 

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The restingplace which I myself had selected was a stack of  firewood over the stokehole shoot; and as I lay

upon it I could  see the hills gradually darkening the water with a mourning veil  as calmly they advanced to

meet the steamer; while in the  meadows, a last lingering glow of the sunset's radiance was  reddening the

stems of the birches, and making the newly mended  roof of a hut look as though it were cased in red

fustian  communicating to everything else in the vicinity a semblance of  floating amid fire and effacing

all outline, and causing the  scene as a whole to dissolve into streaks of red and orange and  blue, save where,

on a hill above the hut, a black grove of firs  stood thrown into tense, keen, and clearcut relief. 

Under a hill a party of fishermen had lit a wood fire, the  flames of which could be seen playing upon, and

picking out, the  white hull of a boat the dark figure of a man therein, a  fishing net suspended from some

stakes, and a woman in a yellow  bodice who was sitting beside the fire. Also, amid the golden  radiance there

could be distinguished a quivering of the leaves  on the lower branches of the tree whereunder the woman sat

shaded. 

All the river was calm, and not a sound occurred to break the  stillness ashore, while the air under the awning

of the  thirdclass portion of the vessel felt as stifling as during the  earlier part of the day. By this time the

conversation of the  passengers, damped by the shadow of dusk, had merged into a  single sound which

resembled the humming of bees; and amid it  one could not distinguish nor divine who was speaking, nor the

subject of discussion, since every word therein seemed  disconnected, even though all appeared to be talking

amicably,  and in order, concerning a common topic. At one moment a  suppressed laugh from a young woman

would reach the ear; in the  cabin, a party who had agreed to sing a song of general  acceptation were failing to

hit upon one, and disputing the  point in low and dispassionate accents; and in each, such sound  there was

something vespertinal, gently sad, softly prayerlike. 

From behind the firewood near me a thick, rasping voice said in  deliberate tones: 

"At first he was a useful young fellow enough, and clean and  spruce; but lately, he has become shabby and

dirty, and is going  to the dogs." 

Another voice, loud and gruff, replied: 

"Aha! Avoid the ladies, or one is bound to go amiss." 

"The saying has it that always a fish makes for deeper water." 

"Besides, he is a fool, and that is worse still. By the way, he  is a relative of yours, isn't he?" 

"Yes. He is my brother." 

"Indeed? Then pray forgive me." 


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"Certainly; but, to speak plainly, he is a fool." 

At this moment I saw the passenger in the buff peajacket  approach the sallyport, grasp with his left hand a

stanchion,  and step on to the grating under which one of the paddlewheels  was churning the water to foam.

There he stood looking over the  bulwarks with a swinging motion akin to that of a bat when,  grappling some

object or another with its wings, it hangs  suspended in the air. The fact that the man's cap was drawn  tightly

over his ears caused the latter to stick out almost to  the point of absurdity. 

Presently he turned and peered into the gloom under the awning,  though, seemingly, he failed to distinguish

myself reposing on  the firewood. This enabled me to gain a clear view of a face  with a sharp nose, some tufts

of lightcoloured hair on cheeks  and chin, and a pair of small, muddylooking eyes. He stood  there as though

he were listening to something. 

All of a sudden he stepped firmly to the sallyport, swiftly  unlashed from the iron toprail a mop, and threw

it overboard.  Then he set about unlashing a second article of the same species. 

"Hi!" I shouted to him. "What are you doing there?" 

With a start the man turned round, clapped a hand to his  forehead to discover my whereabouts, and replied

softly and  rapidly, and with a stammer in his voice: 

"How is that your business? Get away with you!" 

Upon this I approached him, for I was astonished and amused at  his impudence. 

"For what you have done the sailors will make you pay right  enough," I remarked. 

He tucked up the sleeves of his peajacket as though he were  preparing for a fight. Then, stamping his foot

upon the slippery  grating, he muttered: 

"I perceived the mop to have come untied, and to be in danger  of falling into the water through the vibration.

Upon that I  tried to secure it, and failed, for it slipped from my hands as  I was doing so." 

"But," I remarked in amazement, "my belief is that you  WILLFULLY untied the mop, to throw it overboard!" 

"Come, come!" he retorted. "Why should I have done that? What  an extraordinary thing it would have been

to do! How could it  have been possible?" 

Here he dodged me with a dexterous movement, and, rearranging  his sleeves, walked away. The length of the

peajacket made his  legs look absurdly short, and caused me to notice that in his  gait there was a tendency to

shuffle and hesitate. 

Returning to my retreat, I stretched myself upon the firewood  once more, inhaled its resinous odour, and fell

to listening to  the slowmoving dialogue of some of the passengers around me. 

"Ah, good sir," a gruff, sarcastic voice began at my side but  instantly a yet gruffer voice intervened with: 

"Well?" 

"Oh, nothing, except that to ask a question is easy, and to  answer it may be difficult." 


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"True." 

From the ravines a mist was spreading over the river. 

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At length night fell, and as folk relapsed into slumber the  babel of tongues became stilled. The car, as it grew

used to the  boisterous roar of the engines and the measured rhythm of the  paddlewheels, did not at first

notice the new sound born of the  fact that into the sounds previously made familiar there began  to intrude the

snores of slumberers, and the padding of soft  footsteps, and an excited whisper of: 

"I said to himyes, I said: 'Yasha, you must not, you shall  not, do this.'" 

The banks had disappeared from view. Indeed, one continued to be  reminded of their existence only by the

slow passage of the  scattered fires ashore, and the fact that the darkness lay  blacker and denser around those

fires than elsewhere. Dimly  reflected in the river, the stars seemed to be absolutely  motionless, whereas the

trailing, golden reproductions of the  steamer's lights never ceased to quiver, as though striving to  break adrift,

and float away into the obscurity. Meanwhile, foam  like tissue paper was licking our dark hull, while at our

stern,  and sometimes overtaking it, there trailed a barge with a couple  of lanterns in her prow, and a third on

her mast, which at one  moment marked the reflections of the stars, and at another  became merged with the

gleams of firelight on one or the other  bank. 

On a bench under a lantern near the spot where I was lying a  stout woman was asleep. With one hand resting

upon a small  bundle under her head, she had her bodice torn under the armpit,  so that the white flesh and a

tuft of hair could be seen  protruding. Also, her face was large, dark of brow, and full of  jowl to a point that

caused the cheeks to roll to her very ears.  Lastly, her thick lips were parted in an ungainly, corpselike  smile. 

From my own position on a level higher than hers, I looked  dreamily down upon her, and reflected: "She is a

little over  forty years of age, and (probably) a good woman. Also, she is  travelling to visit either her daughter

and soninlaw, or her  son and daughterinlaw, and therefore is taking with her some  presents. Also, there

is in her large heart much of the  excellent and maternal." 

Suddenly something near me flashed as though a match had been  struck, and, opening my eyes, I perceived

the passenger in the  curious peajacket to be standing near the woman spoken of, and  engaged in shielding a

lighted match with his sleeve. Presently,  he extended his hand and cautiously applied the particle of  flame to

the tuft of hair under the woman's armpit. There  followed a faint hiss, and a noxious smell of burning hair

was  wafted to my nostrils. 

I leapt up, seized the man by the collar, and shook him soundly. 

"What are you at?" I exclaimed. 

Turning in my grasp he whispered with a scarcely audible, but  exceedingly repulsive, giggle: 

"Haven't I given her a good fright, eh?" 

Then he added: 

"Now, let me go! Let go, I say!" 

"Have you lost your wits?" I retorted with a gasp. 


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For a moment or two his blinking eyes continued to glance at  something over my shoulder. Then they

returned to me, while he  whispered: 

"Pray let me go. The truth is that, unable to sleep, I  conceived that I would play this woman a trick. Was there

any  harm in that? See, now. She is still asleep." 

As I thrust him away his short legs, legs which might almost  have been amputated, staggered under him.

Meanwhile I reflected: 

"No, I was NOT wrong. He DID of set purpose throw the mop  overboard. What a fellow! " 

A bell sounded from the engineroom. 

"Slow!" someone shouted with a cheerful hail. 

Upon that, steam issued with such resounding shrillness that the  woman awoke with a jerk of her head; and as

she put up her left  hand to feel her armpit, her crumpled features gathered  themselves into wrinkles. Then she

glanced at the lamp, raised  herself to a sitting position, and, fingering the place where  the hair had been

destroyed, said softly to herself: 

"Oh, holy Mother of God!" 

Presently the steamer drew to a wharf, and, with a loud  clattering, firewood was dragged forth and cast into

the  stokehole with uncouth, warning cries of " Truussha! " [The  word means ship' s hold or stokehole, but

here is, probably,  equivalent to the English " Heads below!"] 

Over a little town which had its back pressed against a hill the  waning moon was rising and brightening all

the black river,  causing it to gather life as the radiance laved, as it were, the  landscape in warm water. 

Walking aft, I seated myself among some bales and contemplated  the town's frontage. Over one end of it

rose, tapering like a  walkingstick, a factory chimney, while at the other end, as  well as in the middle, rose

belfries, one of which had a gilded  steeple, and the other one a steeple either green or blue, but  looking black

in the moonlight, and shaped like a ragged  paintbrush. 

Opposite the wharf there was stuck in the wide gable of a  twostoried building a lantern which, flickering,

diffused but a  dull, anaemic light from its dirty panes, while over the long  strip of the broken signboard of the

building there could be  seen straggling, and executed in large yellow letters, the  words, "Tavern and " No

more of the legend than this was  visible. 

Lanterns were hanging in two or three other spots in the drowsy  little town; and wherever their murky stains

of light hung  suspended in the air there stood out in relief a medley of  gables, drabtinted trees, and false

windows in white paint,  on walls of a dull slate colour. 

Somehow I found contemplation of the scene depressing. 

Meanwhile the vessel continued to emit steam as she rocked to  and fro with a creaking of wood, a

slapslapping of water,  and a scrubbing of her sides against the wharf. At length  someone ejaculated surlily: 

"Fool, you must be asleep! The winch, you say? Why, the winch  is at the stern, damn you!" 


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"Off again, thank the Lord!" added the rasping voice already  heard from behind the bales, while to it an

equally familiar  voice rejoined with a yawn: 

"It's time we WERE off!" 

Said a hoarse voice: 

"Look here, young fellow. What was it he shouted?" 

Hastily and inarticulately, with a great deal of smacking of the  lips and stuttering, someone replied: 

"He shouted: 'Kinsmen, do not kill me! Have some mercy, for  Christ's sake, and I will make over to you

everythingyes,  everything into your good hands for ever! Only let me go away,  and expiate my sins, and

save my soul through prayer. Aye, I  will go on a pilgrimage, and remain hidden my life long, to the  very end.

Never shall you hear of me again, nor see me.' Then  Uncle Peter caught him a blow on the head, and his

blood  splashed out upon me. As he fell Iwell, I ran away, and made  for the tavern, where I knocked at the

door and shouted:  'Sister, they have killed our father!' Upon that, she put her  head out of the window, but

only said: 'That merely means that  the rascal is making an excuse for vodka.' . . . Aye, a terrible  time it

waswas that night! And how frightened I felt! At first,  I made for the garret, but presently thought to

myself: 'No;  they would soon find me there, and put me to an end as well, for  I am the heir direct, and should

be the first to succeed to the  property.' So I crawled on to the roof, and there lay hidden  behind the

chimneystack, holding on with arms and legs,  while unable to speak for sheer terror." 

"What were you afraid of?" a brusque voice interrupted. 

"What was I afraid of?" 

"At all events, you joined your uncle in killing your father,  didn't you?" 

"In such an hour one has not time to thinkone just kills a man  because one can't help oneself, or because it

seems so easy to  kill." 

"True," the hoarser voice commented in dull and ponderous  accents. "When once blood has flowed the fact

leads to more  blood, and if a man has started out to kill, he cares nothing  for any reasonhe finds good

enough the reason which comes first  to his hand." 

"But if this young fellow is speaking the truth, he had a  BUSINESS reasonthough, properly speaking, even

property ought  not to provoke quarrels." 

"Similarly one ought not to kill just when one chooses. Folk  who commit such crimes should have justice

meted out to them." 

"Yes, but it is difficult always to obtain such justice. For  instance, this young fellow seems to have spent over

a year in  prison for nothing." 

"'For nothing'? Why, did he not entice his father into the  hut, and then shut the door upon him, and throw a

coat over his  head? He has said so himself. 'For nothing,' indeed!" 

Upon this the rapid stream of sobbed, disconnected words, which I  had heard before from some speaker

poured forth anew. Somehow, I  guessed that it came from the man in the dirty boots, as once  more he

recounted the story of the murder. 


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"I do not wish to justify myself," he said. "I say merely  that, inasmuch as I was promised a reprieve at the

trial, I told  everything, and was therefore allowed to go free, while my uncle  and my brother were sentenced

to penal servitude." 

"But you KNEW that they had agreed to kill him?" 

"Well, it is my idea that at first they intended only to give  him a good fright. Never did my father recognise

me as his  sonalways he called me a Jesuit." 

The gruffer of the two voices pulled up the speaker. 

"To think," it said, "that you can actually talk about it all!" 

"Why shouldn't I? My father brought tears to the eyes of many  an innocent person." 

"A fig for people's tears! If our causes of tears were one and  all to be murdered, what would the state of

things become? Shed  tears, but never blood; for blood is not yours to shed. And even  if you should believe

your own blood to be your own, know that  it is not so, that your blood does not belong to you, but to

Someone Else." 

"The point in question was my father's property. It all shows  how a man may live awhile, and earn his living,

and then  suddenly go amiss, and lose his wits, and even conceive a grudge  against his own father. . . . Now I

must get some sleep." 

Behind the bales all grew quiet. Presently I rose to peer in  that direction. The passenger in the buff peajacket

was sitting  huddled up against a coil of rope, with his hands thrust into  his sleeves, and his chin resting upon

his arms. As the moon was  shining straight into his face, I could see that the latter was  as livid as that of a

corpse, and had its brows drawn down over  its narrow, insignificant eyes. 

Beside him, and close to my head, there was lying stretched on  the top of the coil of rope a broadshouldered

peasant in a  short smock and a pair of patched boots of white felt. The  ringlets of the wearer's curly beard

were thrust upwards, and  his hands clasped behind his head, and with oxlike eyes he  stared at the zenith

where a few stars were shining, and the moon  was beginning to sink. 

At length, in a trumpetlike voice (though he seemed to do his  best to soften it) the peasant asked: 

"Your uncle is on that barge, I suppose?" 

"He is. And so is my brother." 

"Yet you are here! How strange!" 

The dark barge, towed against the steamer's bluesilver wash of  foam, was cleaving it like a plough, while

under the moon the  lights of the barge showed white, and the hull and the  prisoners' cage stood raised high

out of the water as to our  right the black, indentated bank glided past in sinuous  convolutions. 

From the whole, soft, liquescent fluid scene, the impression which I derived was melancholy.  It evoked in my

spirit a sense of instability, a lack of restfulness. 

"Why are you travelling?" 


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"Because I wish to have a word with him." 

"With your uncle?" 

"Yes." 

"About the property?" 

"What else?" 

"Then look here, my young fellow. Drop it allboth your uncle  and the property, and betake yourself to a

monastery, and there  live and pray. For if you have shed blood, and especially if you  have shed the blood of a

kinsman, you will stand for ever  estranged from all, while, moreover, bloodshed is a dangerous  thingit

may at any time come back upon you." 

"But the property?" the young fellow asked with a lift of his  head. 

"Let it go," the peasant vouchsafed as he closed his eyes. 

On the younger man's face the down twitched as though a wind had  stirred it. He yawned, and looked about

him for a moment. Then,  descrying myself, he cried in a tone of resentment: 

"What are you looking at? And why do you keep following me  about?" 

Here the big peasant opened his eyes, and, with a glance first  at the man, and then at myself, growled: 

"Less noise there, you mittenface!" 

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As I retired to my nook and lay down, I reflected that what the  big peasant had said was apposite enoughthat

the young fellow's  face did in very truth resemble an old and shabby woollen mitten. 

Presently I dreamt that I was painting a belfry, and that, as I  did so, huge, goggleeyed jackdaws kept flying

around the  belfry's gables, and flapping at me with their wings and  hindering my work: until, as I sought to

beat them off, I missed  my footing, fell to earth, and awoke to find my breath choking  amid a dull, sick,

painful feeling of lassitude and weakness,  and a kaleidoscopic mist quavering before my eyes till it  rendered

me dizzy. From my head, behind the car, a thin stream  of blood was trickling. 

Rising with some difficulty to my feet, I stepped aft to a pump,  washed my head under a jet of cold water,

bound it with my  handkerchief, and, returning, inspected my restingplace in a  state of bewilderment as to

what could have caused the accident  to happen. 

On the deck near the spot where I had been asleep, there was  standing stacked a pile of small logs prepared

for the cook's  galley; while, in the precise spot where my head had rested there  was reposing a birch faggot of

which the withytie had come  unfastened. As I raised the fallen faggot I perceived it to be  clean and

composed of silky loppings of birchbark which rustled  as I fingered them; and, consequently, I reflected that

the  ceaseless vibration of the steamer must have caused the faggot  to become jerked on to my head. 

Reassured by this plausible explanation of the unfortunate, but  absurd, occurrence of which I have spoken, I

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was obtainable. 

The hour was the turn of the night, the hour of maximum tension  before dawn, the hour when all the world

seems plunged in a  profundity of slumber whence there can be no awakening, and when  the completeness of

the silence attunes the soul to special  sensibility, and when the stars seem to be hanging strangely  close to

earth, and the morning star, in particular, to be  shining as brightly as a miniature sun. Yet already had the

heavens begun to grow coldly grey, to lose their nocturnal  softness and warmth, while the rays of the stars

were drooping  like petals, and the moon, hitherto golden, had turned pale and  become dusted over with silver,

and moved further from the earth  as intangibly the water of the river sloughed its thick, viscous  gleam, and

swiftly emitted and withdrew, stray, pearly  reflections of the changes occurring in the heavenly tints. 

In the east there was rising, and hanging suspended over the  black spears of the pine forest, a thin pink mist

the sensuous  hue of which was glowing ever brighter, and assuming a density  ever greater, and standing forth

more boldly and clearly, even  as a whisper of timid prayer merges into a song of exultant  thankfulness.

Another moment, and the spiked tops of the pines  blazed into points of red fire resembling festival candles in

a  sanctuary. 

Next, an unseen hand threw over the water, drew along its  surface, a transparent and manycoloured net of

silk. This was  the morning breeze, herald of dawn, as with a coating of  tissuelike, silvery scales it rippled

the river until the eye  grew weary of trying to follow the play of gold and  motherofpearl and purple and

bluishgreen reflected from the  sunrenovated heavens. 

Next, like a fan there unfolded themselves the first  swordshaped beams of day, with their tips blindingly

white;  while simultaneously one seemed to hear descending from an  iilimitable height a dense soundwave

of silver bells, a  soundwave advancing triumphantly to greet the sun as his  roseate rim became visible over

the forest like the rim of a cup  that, filled with the essence of life, was about to empty its  contents upon the

earth, and to pour a bounteous flood of  creative puissance upon the marshes whence a reddish vapour as  of

incense was arising. Meanwhile on the more precipitous of the  two banks some of the trees near the river's

margin were  throwing soft green shadows over the water, while giltlike dew  was sparkling. on the herbage,

and birds were awakening, and as  a white gull skimmed the water's surface on level wings, the pale  shadow

of those wings followed the bird over the tinted expanse,  while the sun, suspended in flame behind the forest,

like the  Imperial bird of the fairytale, rose higher and higher into the  greenishblue zenith, until silvery

Venus, expiring, herself  looked like a bird. 

Here and there on the yellow strip of sand by the river's margin,  longlegged snipe were scurrying about.

Two fishermen were  rocking in a boat in the steamer's wash as they hauled their  tackle. Floating from the

shore there began to reach us such  vocal sounds of morning as the crowing of cocks, the lowing of  cattle, and

the persistent murmur of human voices. 

Similarly the buffcoloured bales in the steamer's stem  gradually reddened, as did the grey tints in the beard

of the  large peasant where, sprawling his ponderous form over the deck,  he was lying asleep with mouth

open, nostrils distended with  stertorous snores, brows raised as though in astonishment, and  thick moustache

intermittently twitching. 

Someone amid the piles of bales was panting as he fidgeted, and  as I glanced in that direction I encountered

the gaze of a pair  of small, narrow, inflamed eyes, and beheld before me the  ragged, mittenlike face, though

now it looked even thinner and  greyer than it had done on the previous evening. Apparently its  owner was

feeling cold, for he had hunched his chin between his  knees, and clasped his hirsute arms around his legs, as

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"Yes,you have found me. And now you can thrash me if you wish  to do soyou can give me a blow, for I

gave you one, and,  consequently, it's your turn to do the hitting." 

Stupefied with astonishment, I inquired in an undertone. 

"It was you, then, that hit me?" 

"It was so, but where are your witnesses?" 

The words came in hoarse, croaked, suppressed accents, with a  separation of the hands, and an upthrow of the

head and  projecting cars which had such a comical look of being crushed  beneath the weight of the

batteneddown cap. Next, thrusting his  hands into the pockets of his peajacket, the man repeated in a  tone

of challenge: 

"Where, I say, are your witnesses? You can go to the devil!" 

I could discern in him something at once helpless and froglike  which evoked in me a strong feeling of

repulsion; and since,  with that, I had no real wish to converse with him, or even to  revenge myself upon him

for his cowardly blow, I turned away in  silence. 

But a moment later I looked at him again, and saw that he was  seated in his former posture, with his arms

embracing his knees,  his chin resting upon them, and his red, sleepless eyes gazing  lifelessly at the barge

which the steamer was towing between  wide ribbons of foaming waterribbons sparkling in the sunlight

like mash in a brewer's vat. 

And those eyes, that dead, alienated expression, the gay  cheerfulness of the morning, and the clear radiance

of the  heavens, and the kindly tints of the two banks, and the vocal  sounds of the June day, and the bracing

freshness of the air,  and the whole scene around us served but to throw into the more  tragic relief. 

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Just as the steamer was leaving Sundir the man threw himself  into the water;in the sight of everybody he

sprang overboard.  Upon that all shouted, jostled their neighbours as they rushed  to the side, and fell to

scanning the river where from bank to  bank it lay wrapped in blinding glitter. 

The whistle sounded in fitful alarm, the sailors threw lifebelts  overboard, the deck rumbled like a drum under

the crowd's  surging  rush, steam hissed afflightedly, a woman vented an  hysterical cry, and the captain bawled

from the bridge the  imperious command: 

"Avast heaving lifebelts! By now the fool will have got one!  Damn you, calm the passengers!" 

An unwashed, untidy priest with timid, staring eyes thrust back  his long, dishevelled hair, and fell to

repeating, as his fat  shoulder jostled all and sundry, and his feet tripped people up. 

"A muzhik, is it, or a woman? A muzhik, eh?" 

By the time that I had made my way to the stern the man had  fallen far behind the stern of the barge, and his

head looked as  small as a fly on the glassy surface of the water. However,  towards that fly a fishingboat was

already darting with the  swiftness of a water beetle, and causing its two oars to show  quiveringly red and

grey, while from the marshier of the two  banks there began hastily to put out a second boat which leapt  in the

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Suddenly there broke into the painful hubbub on the steamer's  deck a faint, heartrending cry of "Aaah!" 

In answer to it a sharpnosed, blackbearded, welldressed  peasant muttered with a smack of his lips: 

"Ah! That is him shouting. What a madman he must have been! And  an ugly customer too, wasn't he?" 

The peasant with the curly beard rejoined in a tone of  conviction engulfing all other utterances: 

"It is his conscience that is catching him. Think what you  like, but never can conscience be suppressed." 

Therewith, constantly interrupting one another, the pair betook  themselves to a public recital of the tragic

story of the  fairhaired young fellow, whom the fishermen had now lifted from  the water, and were

conveying towards the steamer with oars that  oscillated at top speed. 

The bearded peasant continued: 

"As soon as it was seen that he was but running after the  soldier's wife." 

"Besides," the other peasant interrupted, "the property was  not to be divided after the death of the father." 

With which the bearded muzhik eagerly recounted the history of  the murder done by the brother, the nephew,

and a son, while the  spruce, spare, welldressed peasant interlarded the general buzz  of conversation with

words and comments cheerfully and  stridently delivered, much as though he were driving in stakes  for the

erection of a fence. 

"Every man is drawn most in the direction whither he finds it  easiest to go." 

"Then it will be the Devil that will be drawing him, since the  direction of Hell is always the easiest." 

"Well, YOU will not be going that way, I suppose? You don't  altogether fancy it?" 

"Why should I?" 

"Because you have declared it to be the easiest way." 

"Well, I am not a saint." 

"No, haha! you are not." 

"And you mean that?" 

"I mean nothing. If a dog's chain be short, he is not to be  blamed." 

Whereupon, setting nose to nose, the pair plunged into a quarrel  still more heated as they expounded in

simple, but often  curiously apposite, language opinions intelligible to themselves  alone. The one peasant, a

lean fellow with lengthy limbs, cold,  sarcastic eyes, and a dark, bony countenance, spoke loudly and

sonorously, with frequent shrugs of the shoulders, while the  other peasant, a man stout and broad of build

who until now had  seemed calm, selfassured of demeanour, and a man of settled  views, breathed heavily,

while his oxlike eyes glowed with an  ardour causing his face to flush patchily, and his beard to  stick out from

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"Look here, for instance," he growled as he gesticulated and  rolled his dull eyes about. "How can that be?

Does not even God  know wherein a man ought to restrain himself?" 

"If the Devil be one's master, God doesn't come into the  matter." 

"Liar! For who was the first who raised his hand against his  fellow?" 

"Cain." 

"And the first man who repented of a sin? " 

"Adam." 

"Ah! You see!" 

Here there broke into the dispute a shout of: "They are just  getting him aboard!" and the crowd, rushing away

from the  stern, carried with it the two disputantsthe sparer peasant;  lowering his shoulders, and buttoning

up his jacket as he went;  while the bearded peasant, following at his heels, thrust his  head forward in a surly

manner as he shifted his cap from the  one ear to the other. 

With a ponderous beating of paddles against the current the  steamer heaved to, and the captain shouted

through a  speakingtrumpet, with a view to preventing a collision between  the barge and the stem of the

vessel: 

"Put her over! Put her ooover!" 

Soon the fishingboat came alongside, and the halfdrowned man,  with a form as limp as a halfempty sack,

and water exuding from  every stitch, and his hitherto haggard face grown smooth and  simplelooking, was

hoisted on board. 

Next, on the sailors laying him upon the hatchway of the baggage  hold, he sat up, leaned forward, smoothed

his wet hair with the  palms of his hands, and asked dully, without looking at anyone: 

"Have they also recovered my cap?" 

Someone among the throng around him exclaimed reprovingly: 

"It is not about your cap that you ought to be thinking, but  about your soul." 

Upon this he hiccuped loudly and freely, like a camel, and  emitted a stream of turgid water from his mouth.

Then, looking  at the crowd with lacklustre eyes, he said in an apathetic tone: 

"Let me be taken elsewhere." 

In answer, the boatswain sternly bade him stretch himself out,  and this the young fellow did, with his hands

clasped under his  head, and his eyes closed, while the boatswain added brusquely  to the onlookers: 

"Move away, move away, good people. What is there to stare at?  This is not a show. . . . Hi, you muzhik!

Why did you play us  such a trick, damn you?" 

The crowd however, was not to be suppressed, but indulged in  comments. 


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"He murdered his father, didn't he?" 

"What? THAT wretched creature?" 

As for the boatswain, he squatted upon his heels, and proceeded  to subject the rescued man to a course of

strict interrogation. 

"What is the destination marked on your ticket?" 

"Perm." 

"Then you ought to leave the boat at Kazan. And what is your  name?" 

"Yakov." 

"And your surname?" 

"Bashkinthough we are known also as the Bukolov family." 

"Your family has a DOUBLE surname, then?" 

With the full power of his trumpetlike lungs the bearded  peasant (evidently he had lost his temper) broke in: 

"Though his uncle and his brother have been sentenced to penal  servitude and are travelling together on that

barge, hewell,  he has received his discharge! That is only a personal matter,  however. In spite of what

judges may say, one ought never to  kill, since conscience cannot bear the thought of blood. Even  nearly to

become a murderer is wrong." 

By this time more and more passengers had collected as they awakened from sleep and emerged from the

first and  secondclass cabins. Among them was the mate, a man with  a black moustache and rubicund

features who inquired of  someone amid the confusion: "You are not a doctor, I suppose?"  and received the

astonished, highpitched reply: "No,  sir, nor ever have been one." 

To this someone added with a drawl: 

"Why is a doctor needed? Surely the man is a fellow of no  particular importance?" 

Over the river the radiance of the summer daylight had gathered  increased strength, and, since the date was a

Sunday, bells were  sounding seductively from a hill, and a couple of women in gala  apparel who were

following the margin of the river waved  handkerchiefs towards the steamer, and shouted some greeting. 

Meanwhile the young fellow lay motionless, with his eyes closed.  Divested of his peajacket, and wrapped

about with wet, clinging  underclothing, he looked more symmetrical than previouslyhis  chest seemed

better developed, his body plumper, and his face  more rotund and less ugly. 

Yet though the passengers gazed at him with compassion or  distaste or severity or fear, as the case might be,

all did so  without ceremony, as though he had not been a  living man at all. 

For instance, a gaunt gentleman in a grey frockcoat said to a  lady in a yellow straw hat adorned with a pink

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"At our place, in Riazan, when a certain masterwatchmaker went  and hanged himself to a ventilator, he first

of all stopped  every watch and clock in his shop. Now, the question is, why did  he stop them?" 

"An abnormal case indeed!" 

On the other hand, a darkbrowed woman who had her hands hidden  beneath her shawl stood gazing at the

rescued man in silence,  and with her side turned towards him. As she did so tears were  welling in her

greyblue eyes. 

Presently two sailors appeared. One of them bent over the young  fellow, touched him on the shoulder, and

said: 

"Hi! You are to get up." 

Whereupon the young fellow rose, and was removed elsewhither. 

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When, after an interval, he reappeared on deck, he was clean and  dry, and clad in a cook's white jumper and a

sailor's blue serge  trousers. Clasping his hands behind his back, hunching his  shoulders, and bending his head

forward, he walked swiftly to  the stern, with a throng of idlersat first one by one, and then  in parties of

from three to a dozenfollowing in his wake. 

The man seated himself upon a coil of rope, and, craning his  neck in wolflike fashion to eye the bystanders,

frowned, let  fall his temples upon hands thrust into his flaxen hair, and  fixed his gaze upon the barge. 

Standing or sitting about in the hot sunshine, people stared at  him without stint. Evidently they would have

liked, but did not  dare, to engage him in conversation. Presently the big peasant  also arrived on the scene,

and, after glancing at all present,  took off his hat, and wiped his perspiring face. Next, a  greyheaded old man

with a red nose, a thin wisp of beard, and  watery eyes cleared his throat, and in honeyed tones took the

initiative. 

"Would you mind telling us how it all happened?" he began. 

"Why should I do so?" retorted the young fellow without moving. 

Taking a red handkerchief from his bosom, the old man shook it  out and applied it cautiously to his eyes.

Then he said through  its folds in the quiet accents of a man who is determined to  persevere: 

"Why, you say? For the reason that the occasion is one when all  ought to know the tru" 

Lurching forward, the bearded peasant interposed with a rasp: 

"Yes, do you tell us all about it, and things will become  easier for you. For a sin always needs to be made

known." 

While, like an echo, a voice said in bold and sarcastic accents: 

"It would be better to seize him and tie him up." 

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"Let me bide." 

"The rascal!" the crowd commented, while the old man, neatly  folding and replacing his handkerchief, raised

a hand as dry as  a cock's leg, and remarked with a sharp, knowing smile: 

"Possibly it is not merely out of idle curiosity that folk are  making this request." 

"Go and be damned to you!" the young fellow exclaimed with a  grim snap. Whereupon the big peasant

bellowed out in a blustering fashion: 

"What? Then you will not tell us at least your destination?" 

Whereafter the same speaker continued to hold forth on humanity,  God, and the human consciencestaring

wildly around him as he  did so, waving his arms about, and growing ever more  frantic, until really it was

curious to watch him. 

At length the crowd grew similarly excited, and took to  encouraging the speaker with cries of "True! That is

so!" 

As for the young fellow, he listened awhile in silence, without  moving. Then, straightening his back, he rose,

thrust his hands  into the pockets of his trousers, and, swaying his body to and  fro, began to glare at the crowd

with greenish eyes which were  manifestly lightening to a vicious gleam. At length, thrusting  forth his chest,

he cried hoarsely: 

"So you ask me whither I am bound? I am bound for the  brigands' lair, for the brigands' lair, where, unless

you first  take and put me in fetters, I intend to cut the throat of every  man that I meet. Yes, a hundred murders

will I commit, for all  folk will be the same to me, and not a soul will I spare. Aye,  the end of my tether is

reached, so take and fetter me whilst  you can." 

His breath was issuing with difficulty, and as he spoke his  shoulders heaved, and his legs trembled beneath

him. Also, his  face had turned grey and become distorted with tremors. 

Upon this, the crowd broke into a gruff, ugly, resentful roar,  and edged away from the man. Yet, in doing so,

many of its  members looked curiously like the man himself in the way that  they lowered their heads, caught

at their breath, and let their  eyes flash. Clearly the man was in imminent danger of being  assaulted. 

Suddenly he recovered his subdued demeanourhe, as it were,  thawed in the sunlight: until, as suddenly, his

legs gave way  beneath him, and, narrowly escaping injury to his face from the  corner of a bale, he fell

forward upon his knees as though  felled with an axe. Thereafter, clutching at his throat, he  shouted in a

strange voice, and crowding the words upon one  another: 

"Tell me what I am to do. Is all of it my fault? Long I lay in  prison before I was tried and told to go free...

yet" 

Tearing at his ears and cheeks, he rocked his head to and fro as  though seeking to rend it from its socket.

Then he continued: 

"Yet I am NOT free. Nor is it in my power to say what will  become of me. For me there remains neither life

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"Aha!" exclaimed the big peasant; and at the sound the crowd  drew back as in consternation, while some

hastened to depart  altogether. As for the remainder (numbering a dozen or so), they  herded sullenly,

nervously, involuntarily into a mass as the young  fellow continued in distracted tones and with a trembling

head: 

"Oh that I could sleep for the next ten years! For then could I  prove myself, and decide whether I am guilty or

not. Last night  I struck a man with a faggot. As I was walking about I saw  asleep a man who had angered me,

and thereupon thought, 'Come! I  should like to deal him a blow, but can I actually do it?' And  strike him I

did. Was it my fault? Always I keep asking myself,  'Can I, or can I not, do a thing?' Aye, lost, lost am I!" 

Apparently this outburst caused the man to reach the end of his  power, for presently he sank from knees to

heelsthen on to his  side, with hands clasping his head, and his tongue finally  uttering the words, "Better

had you kill me!" 

A hush fell, for all now stood confounded and silent, with,  about them, a greyer, a more subdued, look which

made all more  resemble their fellows. In fact, to all had the atmosphere  become oppressive, as though

everyone's breast had had clamped  into it a large, soft clod of humid, viscid earth. Until at last  someone said

in a low, shamefaced, but friendly, tone: 

"Good brother, we are not your judges." 

To which someone else added with an equal measure of gentleness: 

"Indeed, we may be no better than you." 

"We pity you, but we must not judge you. Only pity is  permitted." 

As for the welldressed peasant, his loud, triumphant utterance  was: 

"Let God judge him, but men suffer him. Of judging of one  another there has been enough." 

And a fifth man remarked to a friend as he walked away: 

"What are we to make of this? To judge by the book, the young  fellow is at once guilty and not guilty." 

"Bygones ought to be bygones. Of all courses that is the best." 

"Yes, for we are too quick. What good can that do?" 

"Aye, what?" 

At length the darkbrowed woman stepped forward. Letting her  shawl to her shoulders, straightening hair

streaked with grey  under a bright blue scarf, and deftly putting aside a skirt she  so seated herself beside the

young fellow as to screen from the  crowd with the height of her figure. Then, raising kindly face,  she said

civilly, but authoritatively, to the bystanders: 

"Do all of you go away." 

Whereupon the crowd began to depart,the big peasant saying as he  went: 

"There! Just as I foretold has the matter turned out.  Conscience HAS asserted itself." 


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Yet the words were spoken without selfcomplacency, rather,  thoughtfully, and with a sense of awe. 

As for the rednosed old man who was walking like a shadow  behind the last speaker, he opened his

snuffbox, peered therein  with his moist eyes, and drawled to no one in particular: 

"How often does one see a man play with conscience, yes, even  though he be a rogue! He erects that

conscience as a screen to  his knaveries and tricks and wiles, and masks the whole with a  cloud of words. Yes,

we know how it is done, even though folk  may stare at him, and say to one another, 'How fervently his  soul is

glowing!' Aye, all the time that he is holding his hand  to his heart he will be dipping the other hand into your

pocket." 

The lover of proverbs, for his part, unbuttoned his jacket,  thrust his hands under his coattails, and said in a

loud voice: 

"There is a saying that you can trust any wild beast, such as a  fox or a hedgehog or a toad, but not" 

"Quite so, dear sir. The common folk are exceedingly  degenerate." 

"Well, they are not developing as they ought to do." 

"No, they are overcramped," was the big peasant's raspedout  comment. "They have no room for

GROWTH." 

"Yes, they DO grow, but only as regards beard and moustache, as  a tree grows to branch and sap." 

With a glance at the purveyor of proverbs the old man assented  by remarking: "Yes, true it is that the

common folk are  cramped." Whereafter he thrust a pinch of snuff into his  nostrils, and threw back his head in

anticipation of the sneeze  which failed to come. At length, drawing a deep breath through  his parted lips, he

said as he measured the peasant again with  his eyes: 

"My friend, you are of a sort calculated to last." 

In answer the peasant nodded. 

"SOME day," he remarked, "we shall get what we want." 

In front of us now, was Kazan, with the pinnacles of its  churches and mosques piercing the blue sky, and

looking like  garlands of exotic blooms. Around them lay the grey wall of the  Kremlin, and above them soared

the grim Tower of Sumbek. 

Here one and all were due to disembark. 

I glanced towards the stern once more. The darkbrowed woman was  breaking off morsels from a wheaten

scone that was lying in her  lap, and saying as she did so: 

"Presently we will have a cup of tea, and then keep together as  far as Christopol." 

In response the young fellow edged nearer to her, and  thoughtfully eyed the large hands which, though inured

to hard  work, could also be very gentle. 

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"Trodden upon by whom?" 

"By all. And I am afraid of them." 

"Why so?" 

"Because I am." 

Breathing upon a morsel of the scone, the woman offered it him  with the quiet words: 

"You have had much to bear. Now, shall I tell you my history,  or shall we first have tea? " 

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On the bank there was now to be seen the frontage of the gay,  wealthy suburb of Uslon, with its

brightlydressed,  rainbowtinted women and girls tripping through the streets, and  the water of its foaming

river sparkling hotly, yet dimly, in  the sunlight. 

It was a scene like a scene beheld in a vision. 

A WOMAN

The wind is scudding over the steppe, and beating upon the  rampart of the Caucasian heights until their

backbone seems to be  bellying like a huge sail, and the earth to be whirling and  whizzing through

unfathomable depths of blue, and leaving behind  it a rack of windtorn clouds which, as their shadows glide

over  the surface of the land, seem ever to be striving to keep in  touch with the onrush of the gale, and, failing

to maintain the  effort, dissolving in tears and despondency. 

The trees too are bending in the attitude of flighttheir boughs  are brandishing their foliage as a dog worries

a fleece, and  littering the black soil with leaves among which runs a constant  querulous hissing and rustling.

Also, storks are uttering their  snapping cry, sleek rooks cawing, steppe grasshoppers maintaining  their tireless

chirp, sturdy, wellgrown husbandmen uttering  shouts like words of command, the threshingfloors of the

rolling steppe diffusing a rain of golden chaff, and eddying  whirlwinds catching up stray poultry feathers,

driedonion  strips, and leaves yellowed with the heat, to send them dancing  again over the trim square of the

little Cossack hamlet. 

Similarly does the sun keep appearing and disappearing as though  he were pursuing the fugitive earth, and

ever and anon halting  through weariness before his decline into the dark, shadowy vista  where the snowclad

peaks of the western mountains are rearing  their heads, and fastreddening clouds are reminding one of the

surface of a ploughed field. 

At times those clouds part their bulk to reveal in blinding  splendour the silvery saddle of Mount Elburz, and

the crystal  fangs of other peaksall, apparently, striving to catch and  detain the scudding vapours. And to

such a point does one come to  realise the earth's flight through space that one can scarcely  draw one's breath

for the tension, the rapture, of the thought  that with the rush of that dear and beautiful earth oneself is  keeping

pace towards, and ever tending towards, the region where,  behind the eternal, snowclad peaks, there lies a

boundless ocean  of bluean ocean beside which there may lie stretched yet other  proud and marvellous

lands, a void of azure amid which one may  come to descry fardistant, manytinted spheres of planets as yet

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Meanwhile from the steppe slow, ponderous grey oxen with sharp  horns are drawing an endless succession of

wagonloads of  threshed grain through rich, black, sootlike dust. Patiently the  beasts' round eyes regard the

earth, while on the top of each  load there lolls a Cossack who, with face sunburnt to the last  pitch of

swarthiness, and eyes reddened with exposure to the  wind, and beard matted, seemingly solidified, with dust

and  sweat, is clad in a shirt drab with grime, and has a shaggy  Persian cap thrust to the back of his head.

Occasionally, also,  he may he seen riding on the pole in front of his team, and being  buffeted from behind by

the wind which inflates his shirt. And as  sleek and comfortable as the carcasses of the bullocks are these

Cossacks' frames in proportion their eyes are sluggishly  intelligent, and in their every movement is the

deliberate air of  men who know precisely what they have to do. 

"Tsob, tsobe!" such fellows shout to their teams. This year  they are reaping a splendid harvest. 

Yet though these folk, one and all, look fat and prosperous,  their mien is dour, and they speak reluctantly, and

through their  teeth. Possibly this is because they are overweary with toil.  However that may be, the fullfed

country people of the region  laugh but little, and seldom sing. 

In the centre of the hamlet soars the red brick church of the  placean edifice which, with its five pinnacles,

its belfry over  its porch, and its yellow plaster windowmouldings, looks like an  edifice that has been

fashioned of meat, and cemented with  grease. Nay, its very shadow seems so richly heavy as to be the

shadow of a fane erected by men endowed with a plethora of this  world's goods to a god otiose in his

grandeur. Ranged around the  building in ring fashion, the hamlet's squat white huts stand  girdled with belts of

plaited wattle, shawled in the gorgeous  silken scarves of gardens, and crowned with a flowered  brocadework

of reedthatched roofs. In fact, they resemble a bevy  of buxom babi, [Peasant women] as over and about

them wave  silver poplar trees, with quivering, lacelike leaves of acacias,  and darkleaved chestnuts (the

leaves of the latter like the  palms of human hands) which rock to and fro as though they would  fain seize, and

detain the driving clouds. Also, from court to  court scurry Cossack women who, with skirttails tucked up to

reveal muscular legs bare to the knee, are preparing to array  themselves for the morrow's festival, and,

meanwhile, chattering  to one another, or shouting to plump infants which may be seen  bathing in the dust like

sparrows, or picking up handfuls of  sand, and tossing them into the air. 

Sheltered from the wind by the churchyard wall, there may be seen  also, as they sprawl on the dry, faded

herbage, a score of "  strollers for work "that is to say, of folk who, a community  apart, consist of "nowhere

people," of dreamers who live  constantly in expectation of some stroke of luck, some kindly  smile from

fortune, and of wastrels who, intoxicated with the  abundant bounty of the opulent region, have fallen passive

victims to the Russian craze for vagrancy. These folk tramp from  hamlet to hamlet in parties of two or three,

and, while  purporting to seek employment, merely contemplate that employment  lethargically, express

astonishment at the plenitude which it  produces, and then decline to put their hands to toil save when  dire

necessity renders it no longer possible to satisfy hunger's  pangs through the expedients of mendicancy and

theft. Dull, or  cowed, or timid, or furtive of eye, these folk have lost all  sense of the difference between that

which constitutes honesty  and that which does not. 

The morrow being the Feast of the Assumption, these people have,  in the present instance, gathered from

every quarter of the  country, for the reason that they hope to be provided with food  and drink without first

being made to earn their entertainment. 

For the most part they are Russians from the central provinces,  vagabonds whose faces are blackened, and

heads blanched with the  unaccustomed sunshine of the South, but whose bodies are clad  merely in rags

tossed and tumbled by the wind. True, the wearers  of those rags declare themselves to be peaceful,

respectable  citizens whom toil and life's buffetings have exhausted, and  compelled to seek temporary rest and

prayer; yet never does a  creaking, groaning, ponderous grain wagon, with its Cossack  driver, pass them by

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to raise his cap, the man glances at them askance and with  contempt, or, more frequently, does not even

descry these  tattered, grimy hulks between whom and himself there is  absolutely nothing in common. 

Lower even, and more noticeably, more pretentiously, than the  rest does a certain " needy " native of Tula

named Konev salute  each Cossack. A hardbitten muzhik as sunburnt as a stick of  ergot, he has a black beard

distributed irregularly over a lean  face, a fawning smile, and eyes deepsunken in their sockets. 

Most of these persons I have met for the first time today; but  Konev is an old acquaintance of mine, for he

and I have more than  once encountered one another on the road between Kursk and the  province of Ter. An

"artelni," that is to say, a member of a  workman's union, he cultivates his fellows' good graces for the  reason

that he is also an arrant coward, and accustomed,  everywhere save in his own village (which lies buried

among the  sands of Alexin), to assert that: 

"Certainly, this countryside is rich, yet I cannot hit things  off with its inhabitants. In my own part of the

country folk are  more spiritual, more truly Russian, by far than herethey are  folk with whom the natives of

this region are not to be compared,  since in the one locality the population has a human soul,  whereas in the

other locality it is a flintstone." 

And with a certain quiet reflectiveness, he loves also to recount  a marvellous example of unlookedfor

enrichment. He will say to  you: 

"Maybe you do not believe in the virtue of horseshoes? Yet I  tell YOU that once, when a certain peasant of

Efremov found a  horseshoe, the next three weeks saw it befall that that peasant's  uncle, a tradesman of

Efremov, was burnt to death with all his  family, and the property devolved to the peasant. Did you ever  hear

of such a thing? What is going to happen CANNOT be foretold,  for at any moment fortune may pity a man,

and send him a  windfall." 

As Konev says this his dark, pointed eyebrows will go shooting up  his forehead, and his eyes come

protruding out of their sockets,  as though he himself cannot believe what he has just related. 

Again, should a Cossack pass him without returning his salute, he  will mutter as he follows the man with his

eyes: 

"An overfed fellow, thata fellow who can't even look at a human  being! The souls of these folk, I tell you,

are withered." 

On the present occasion he has arrived on the scene in company  with two women. One of them, aged about

twenty, is gentle  looking, plump, and glassy of eye, with a mouth perpetually half  open, so that the face

looks like that of an imbecile, and though  the exposed teeth of its lower portion may seem to be set in a  smile,

you will perceive, should you peer into the motionless  eyes under the overhanging brows, that she has

recently been  weeping in the terrified, hysterical fashion of a person of weak  intellect. 

I have come here with that man and other strangers thus I heard  her narrate in low, querulous tones as with a

stumpy finger she  rearranged the faded hair under her yellow and green scarf. 

A fatfaced youth with high cheekbones and the small eyes of a  Mongol here nudged her, and said

carelessly: 

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"Aye," Konev drawled thoughtfully as he felt in his wallet.  Nowadays folk need think little of deserting a

woman, since in  this year of grace women are no good at all." 

Upon this the woman frownedthen blinked her eyes timidly, and  would have opened her lips to reply, but

that her companion  interrupted her by saying in a brisk, incisive tone: 

"Do not listen to those rascals!" 

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The woman's companion, some five or six years her senior, has a  face exceptional in the constant change and

movement of its great  dark eyes as at one moment they withdraw themselves from the  street of the Cossack

hamlet, to gaze fixedly and gravely towards  the steppe where it lies scoured with the scudding breeze, and at

another moment fall to scanning the faces of the persons around  her, and, at another, frown anxiously, or send

a smile flitting  across her comely lips as she bends her head, until her features  are concealed. Next, the head

is raised again, for the eyes have  taken on another phase, and become dilated with interest, while a  sharp

furrow is forming between the slender eyebrows, and the  finely moulded lips and trim mouth have

compressed themselves  together, and the thin nostrils of the straight nose are snuffing  the air like those of a

horse. 

In fact, in the woman there is something nonpeasant in its  origin. For instance, let one but watch her sharply

clicking feet  as, in walking, they peep from under her blue skirt, and one  will perceive that they are not the

splayed feet of a villager,  but, rather, feet arched of instep, and at one time accustomed to  the wearing of

boots. Or, as the woman sits engaged in  embroidering a blue bodice with a pattern of white peas, one will

perceive that she has long been accustomed to plying the needle  so dexterously; swiftly do the small,

sunburnt hands fly in and  out under the tumbled material, eagerly though the wind may  strive to wrest it from

her. Again, as she sits bending over her  work, one will descry through a rent in her bodice a small, firm

bosom which might almost have been that of a virgin, were it not  for the fact that a projecting teat proclaims

that she is a woman  preparing to suckle an infant. In short, as she sits among her  companions she looks like a

fragment of copper flung into the  midst of some rusty old scrapiron. 

Most of the people in whose society I wander neither rise to  great heights nor sink to great depths, but are as

colourless as  dust, and wearisomely insignificant. Hence is it that whenever I  chance upon a person whose

soul I can probe and explore for  thoughts unfamiliar to me and words not hitherto heard I  congratulate

myself, seeing that though it is my desire to see  life grow more fair and exalted, and I yearn to bring about

that  end, there constantly reveals itself to me merely a vista of  sharp angles and dark spaces and poor crushed,

defrauded people.  Yes, never do I seek to project a spark of my own fire into the  darkness of my neighbour's

soul but I see that spark disappear,  become lost, in a chaos of dumb vacuity. 

Hence the woman of whom I have just spoken particularly excites  my fancy, and leads me to attempt

divinations of her past, until  I find myself evolving a story which is not only of vast  complexity, but has got

painted into it merely the colours of my  own hopes and aspirations. It is a story necessarily illusory,

necessarily bound to make life seem even worse than before. Yet  it is a grievous thing NEVER to distort

actuality, NEVER to  envelop actuality in the wrappings of one's imagination . . . . 

Closing his eyes, and picking his words with difficulty, a tall,  fair peasant drawls in thick, gluelike tones: 

"'Very well,' I said: and off we set. On the way I said again:  'Gubin, though you may not like to be told so,

you are no better  than a thief.'" 


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The o's uttered by this peasant are uniformly round and firmthey  roll forward as a cartwheel trundles along

a hot, dusty country  road. 

The youth with the high cheekbones fixes the whites of his  porcine eyes (eyes the pupils of which are as

indeterminate as  the eyes of a blind man) upon the woman in the green scarf.  Then, having, like a calf,

plucked and chewed some stalks of the  withered grass, he rolls up the sleeves of his shirt, bends one  fist into

the crook of the elbow, and says to Konev with a glance  at the welldeveloped muscle: 

"Should you care to hit me?" 

"No, you can hit yourself. Hit yourself over the head. Then,  perhaps, you'll grow wiser." 

Stolidly the young fellow looks at Konev, and inquires: 

"How do you know me to be a fool? " 

"Because your personality tells me so." 

"Eh?" cries the young fellow truculently as he raises himself  to a kneeling posture. "How know you what I

am?" 

"I have been told what you are by the Governor of your  province." 

The young fellow opens his mouth, and stares at Konev. Then he  asks: 

"To what province do I belong?" 

"If you yourself have forgotten to what province you belong, you  had better try and loosen your wits." 

"Look here. If I were to hit you, I" 

The woman who has been sewing drops her work to shrug one rounded  shoulder as though she were cold,

and ask conciliatorily: 

"Well, WHAT province do you belong to?" 

"I? " the young fellow reechoes as he subsides on to his heels.  "I belong to Penza. Why do you ask?" 

"Oh never mind why." 

Presently, with a strangely youthful laugh, the woman adds in a  murmur: 

"I ask because I too belong to that province." 

"And to which canton?" 

"To that of Penza." In the woman's tone is a touch of pride. 

The young fellow squats down before her, as before a wood fire,  stretches out his hands, and says in an

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"What a fine place is our cantonal town! What churches and shops  and stone houses there are in it! In fact,

one shop sells a  machine on which you can play anything you like, any sort of a  tune!" 

"As well as, probably, the fool," comments Konev in an  undertone, though the young fellow is too enthralled

with the  memory of the amenities of his cantonal capital to notice the  remark. Next, smacking his lips, and

chewing his words, he  continues in a murmur: 

"In those stone houses." 

Here the woman drops her sewing a second time to inquire: "Is  there a convent there?" 

"A convent?" 

And the young fellow pauses uncouthly to scratch his neck. Only  after a while does he answer: 

"A convent? Well, I do not know, for only once, to tell the  truth, have I been in the town, and that was when

some of us  famine folk were set to a job of roadmaking." 

"Well, well!" gasps Konev, as he rises and takes his departure. 

The vagabonds, huddled against the churchyard wall, look like  litter driven thither by the steppe wind, and as

liable to be  whirled away again whenever the wind shall choose. Three of the  party are sleeping, and the

remainder either mending their  clothing, or killing fleas, or lethargically munching bread  collected at the

windows of the Cossacks' huts. I find the sight  of them weary me as much as does the young fellows fatuous

babble. Also, I find that whenever the elder of the two women  lifts her eyes from her work, and half smiles,

the faint half  smile in question vexes me intensely. Consequently, I end by  departing in Konev's wake. 

Guarding the entrance of the churchyard, four poplar trees stand  erect, save when, as the wind harries them,

they bow alternately  to the arid, dusty earth and towards the dim vista of tow  coloured steppe and

snowcapped mountain peaks. Yet, oh how that  steppe, bathed in golden sunshine, draws one to itself and its

smooth desolation of sweet, dry grasses as the parched, fragrant  expanse rustles under the soughing wind! 

"You ask about that woman, eh? " queries Konev, whom I find  leaning against one of the poplar trunks, and

embracing it with  an arm. 

"Yes. From where does she hail?" 

"From Riazan, she says. Another story of hers is that her name  is Tatiana." 

"Has she been with you long?" 

"No. In fact, it was only this morning, some thirty versts from  here, that I overtook her and her companion.

However, I have seen  her before, at MaikoponLaba, during the season of hay harvest,  when she had with

her an elderly, smoothfaced muzhik who might  have been a soldier, and certainly was either her lover or an

uncle, as well as a bully and a drunkard of the type which,  before it has been two days in a place, starts about

as many  brawls. At present, however, she is tramping with none but this  female companion, for, after that the

'uncle' had drunk away his  very bellyband and reins, he was clapped in gaol. The Cossack,  you know, is an

awkward person to deal with." 

Although Konev speaks without constraint, his eyes are fixed upon  the ground in a manner suggestive of

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robbing his head of his cap of the tattered, peakless  clout which, with rents in its lining, so closely

resembles a  tchepchik [Woman's mobcap], as to communicate to the  picturesque features of its wearer an

appearance comically  feminine. 

"Yees," expectorating, and drawling the words between his  teeth, he continues: "She is a remarkable

woman, a regular, so  to speak, highstepper. Yet it must have been the Devil himself  that blew this young oaf

with the bloated jowl on to the scene.  Otherwise I should soon have fixed up matters with her. The cur  that he

is!" 

"But once you told me that you had a wife already?" 

Darting at me an angry glance, he turns away with a mutter of: 

"AM I to carry my wife about with me in my wallet? " 

Here there comes limping across the square a moustachioed  Cossack. In one hand he is holding a bunch of

keys, and in the  other hand a battered Cossack cap, peak in front. Behind him,  sobbing and applying his

knuckles to his eyes, there is creeping  a curlyheaded urchin of eight, while the rear is brought up by a

shaggy dog whose dejected countenance and lowered tail would seem  to show that he too is in disgrace. Each

time that the boy  whimpers more loudly than usual the Cossack halts, awaits the  lad's coming in silence, cuffs

him over the head with the peak of  the cap, and, resuming his way with the gait of a drunken man,  leaves the

boy and the dog standing where they arethe boy  lamenting, and the dog wagging its tail as its old black

muzzle  sniffs the air. Somehow I discern in the dog's mien of holding  itself prepared for anything that may

turn up, a certain  resemblance to Konev's bearing, save that the dog is older in  appearance than is the

vagabond. 

"You mentioned my wife, I think?" presently he resumes with a  sigh. "Yes, I know, but not EVERY malady

proves mortal, and I  have been married nineteen years! " 

The rest is wellknown to me, for all too frequently have I heard  it and similar tales. Unfortunately, I cannot

now take the  trouble to stop him; so once more I am forced to let his  complaints come oozing tediously into

my ears. 

"The wench was plump," says Konev, "and panting for love; so we  just got married, and brats began to come

tumbling from her like  bugs from a bunk." 

Subsiding a little, the breeze takes, as it were, to whispering. 

"In fact, I could scarcely turn round for them. Even now seven  of them are alive, though originally the stud

numbered thirteen.  And what was the use of such a gang? For, consider: my wife is  fortytwo, and I am

fortythree. She is elderly, and I am what  you behold. True, hitherto I have contrived to keep up my  spirits;

yet poverty is wearing me down, and when, last winter,  my old woman went to pieces I set forth (for what

else could I  do?) to tour the towns. In fact, folk like you and myself have  only one job availablethe job of

licking one's chops, and  keeping one's eyes open. Yet, to tell you the truth, I no sooner  perceive myself to be

growing superfluous in a place than I spit  upon that place, and clear out of it." 

Never to this sturdy, inveterate rascal does it seem to occur to  insinuate that he has been doing work of any

kind, or that he in  the least cares to do any; while at the same time all selfpity  is eschewed in his narrative,

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Presently, as the Cossack and the boy draw level with us, the  former, fingering his moustache, inquires

thickly: 

"Whence are you come?" 

"From Russia." 

"All such folk come from there." 

Thereafter, with a gesture of disdain, this man of the abnormally  broad nose, eyes floating in fat, and flaxen

head shaped like a  flounder's, resumes his way towards the porch of the church. As  for the boy, he wipes his

nose and follows him while the dog  sniffs at our legs, yawns, and stretches itself by the churchyard  wall. 

"Did you see?" mutters Konev. "Oh yes, I tell you that the  folk here are far less amiable than our own folk in

Russia. . .  But hark! What is that?" 

To our ears there have come from behind the corner of the  churchyard wall a woman's scream and the sound

of dull blows.  Rushing thither, we behold the fairheaded peasant seated on the  prostrate form of the young

fellow from Penza, and methodically,  gruntingly delivering blow after blow upon the young fellow's  ears

with his ponderous fists, while counting the blows as he  does so. Vainly, at the same time, the woman from

Riazan is  prodding the assailant in the back, whilst her female companion  is shrieking, and the crowd at large

has leapt to its feet, and,  collected into a knot, is shouting gleefully, "THAT'S the way!  THAT'S the way!" 

"Five!" the fairheaded peasant counts. 

"Why are you doing this?" the prostrate man protests. 

"Six!" 

"Oh dear!" ejaculates Konev, dancing with nervousness. "Oh  dear, oh dear!" 

The smacking, smashing blows fall in regular cadence as, prone on  his face, the young fellow kicks, struggles

and puffs up the  dust. Meanwhile a tall, dour man in a straw hat is rolling up a  shirtsleeve, and alternately

bending and stretching a long arm,  whilst a lithe, whiteheaded young stripling is hopping, sparrow  like,

from one onlooker to another, and exclaiming in suppressed,  cautious tones: 

"Stop it, pray stop it, or we shall be arrested for creating a  disturbance!" 

Presently the tall man strides towards the fairheaded peasant,  deals him a single blow which knocks him

from the back of the  young fellow, and, turning to the crowd, says with an informing  air: 

"THAT'S how we do it in Tambov!" 

"Brutes! Villains!" screams the woman from Riazan, as she bends  over the young fellow. Her cheeks are

livid, and as she wipes the  flushed face of the beaten youth with the hem of her gown, her  dark eyes are

flashing with dry wrath, and her lips quivering so  painfully as to disclose a set of fine, level teeth. 

Konev, pecking up to her, says with an air of advice: 

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Upon this the fairheaded muzhik, rising to his knees, stretches  a fist towards the man from Tambov, and

exclaims: 

"Why should he have gone and bragged of his strength, pray?" 

"Was that a good reason for thrashing him?" 

"And who are you?" 

"Who am I?" 

"Yes, who are YOU?" 

"Never mind. See that I don't give you another swipe!" 

Upon this the onlookers plunge into a heated debate as to who  was actually the beginner of the disturbance,

while the lithe  young fellow continues to wring his hands, and cry imploringly: 

"DON'T make so much noise about it! Remember that we are in a  strange land, and that the folk hereabouts

are strict." 

So queerly do his ears project from his head that he would seem  to be able, if he pleased, to fold them right

over his eyes. 

Suddenly from the roseate heavens comes the vibrant note of a  bell; whereupon, the hubbub ceases and at the

same moment a young  Cossack with a face studded with freckles, and, in his hands, a  cudgel, makes his

appearance among the crowd. 

"What does all this mean?" he inquires not uncivilly. 

"They have been beating a man," the woman from Riazan replies.  As she does so she looks comely in spite of

her wrath. 

The Cossack glances at herthen smiles. 

"And where is the party going to sleep?" he inquires of the  crowd. 

"Here," someone ventures. 

"Then you must notsomeone might break into the church. Go,  rather, to the Ataman [Cossack headman or

mayor], and you will  be billeted among the huts." 

"It is a matter of no consequence," Konev remarks as he paces  beside me. "Yet" 

"They seem to be taking us for robbers," is my interruption. 

"As is everywhere the way," he comments. "It is but one thing  more laid to our charge. Caution decides

always that a stranger  is a thief." 

In front of us walks the woman from Riazan, in company with the  young fellow of the bloated features. He is

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her head, and says in a distinct, maternal  tone: 

"You are too young to associate with such brutes." 

The bell of the church is slowly beating, and from the huts there  keep coming neat old men and women who

make the hitherto deserted  street assume a brisk appearance, and the squat huts take on a  welcoming air. 

In a resonant, girlish voice there meets our ears: 

"Maam! Maamka! Where is the key of the green box? I want my  ribands!" 

While in answer to the bell's summons, the oxen low a deep echo. 

The wind has fallen, but reddish clouds still are gliding over  the hamlet, and the mountain peaks blushing

until they seem,  thawing, to be sending streams of golden, liquid fire on to the  steppes, where, as though cast

in stone, a stork, standing on one  leg, is listening, seemingly, to the rustling of the heat  exhausted herbage. 

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In the forecourt of the Ataman's hut we are deprived of our  passports, while two of our number, found to be

without such  documents, are led away to a night's lodging in a dark storehouse  in a corner of the premises.

Everything is executed quietly  enough, and without the least fuss, purely as a matter of  routine; yet Konev

mutters, as dejectedly he contemplates the  darkening sky: 

"What a surprising thing, to be sure!" 

"What is?" 

"A passport. Surely a decent, peaceable man ought to be able to  travel WITHOUT a passport? So long as he

be harmless, let him" 

"You are not harmless," with angry emphasis the woman from  Riazan interposes. 

Konev closes his eyes with a smile, and says nothing more. 

Almost until the vigil service is over are we kept kicking our  heels about that forecourt, like sheep in a

slaughterhouse. Then  Konev, myself, the two women, and the fatfaced young fellow are  led away towards

the outskirts of the village, and allotted an  empty hut with brokendown walls and a cracked window. 

"No going out will be permitted," says the Cossack who has  conducted us thither. "Else you will be arrested." 

"Then give us a morsel of bread," Konev says with a stammer.  "Have you done any work here?" the Cossack

inquires. 

"Yesa little." 

"For me?" 

"No. It did not so happen." 

"When it does so happen I will give you some bread." 


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And like a waterbutt the fat kindlylooking man goes rolling out  of the yard. 

"What else was to be expected?" grumbles Konev with his  eyebrows elevated to the middle of his forehead.

"The folk  hereabouts are knaves. Ah, well!" 

As for the women, they withdraw to the darkest corner of the hut,  and lie down, while the young fellow

disappears after probing the  walls and floor, and returns with an armful of straw which he  strews upon the

hard, beaten clay. Then he stretches himself  thereon with hands clasped behind his battered head. 

"See the resourcefulness of that fellow from Penza!" comments  Konev enviously. "Hi, you women! There is,

it would seem, some  straw about." 

To this comes from the women's corner the acid reply: 

"Then go and fetch some." 

"For you?" 

"Yes, for us." 

"Then I must, I suppose." 

Nevertheless Konev merely remains sitting on the windowsill, and  discoursing on the subject of certain needy

folk who do but  desire to go and say their prayers in church, yet are banded into  barns. 

"Yes, and though you may say that folk, the world over, have a  soul in common, I tell you that this is not

sothat, on the  contrary, we Russian strangers find it a hard matter here to get  looked upon as respectable." 

With which he slips out quietly into the street, and disappears  from view. 

The young fellow's sleep is restlesshe keeps tossing about, with  his fat arms and legs sprawling over the

floor, and grunting, and  snoring. Under him the straw makes a crackling sound, while the  two women

whisper together in the darkness, and the reeds of the  dry thatch on the roof rustle (the wind is still drawing

an  occasional breath), and ever and anon a twig brushes against an  outside wall. The scene is like a scene in a

dream. 

Out of doors the myriad tongues of the pitchblack, starless  night seem to be debating something in soft, sad,

pitiful tones  which ever keep growing fainter; until, when the hour of ten has  been struck on the watchman's

gong, and the metal ceases to  vibrate, the world grows quieter still, much as though all living  things, alarmed

by the clang in the night, have concealed  themselves in the invisible earth or the equally invisible  heavens. 

I seat myself by the window, and watch how the earth keeps  exhaling darkness, and the darkness enveloping,

drowning the  grey, blurred huts in black, tepid vapour, though the church  remains invisibleevidently

something stands interposed between  it and my viewpoint. And it seems to me that the wind, the seraph  of

many pinions which has spent three days in harrying the land,  must now have whirled the earth into a

blackness, a denseness, in  which, exhausted, and panting, and scarcely moving, it is  helplessly striving to

remain within the encompassing, all  pervading obscurity where, helpless and weary in like degree, the  wind

has sloughed its thousands of wingfeathersfeathers white  and blue and golden of tint, but also broken,

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And as I think of our petty, grievous human life, as of a  drunkard's tune on a sorry musical instrument, or as

of a  beautiful song spoilt by a witless, voiceless singer, there  begins to wail in my soul an insatiable longing

to breathe forth  words of sympathy with all mankind, words of burning love for all  the world, words of

appreciation of, for example, the sun's  beauty as, enfolding the earth in his beams, and caressing and

fertilising her, he bears her through the expanses of blue. Yes,  I yearn to recite to my fellowmen words

which shall raise their  heads. And at length I find myself compounding the following  jejune lines: 

To our land we all are born

In happiness to dwell.

The sun has bred us to this land

Its fairness to excel.

In the temple of the sun

We high priests are, divine.

Then each of us should claim his life,

And cry, " This life is mine!"

Meanwhile from the women's corner there comes a soft,  intermittent whispering; and as it continues to filter

through  the darkness, I strain my ears until I succeed in catching a few  of the words uttered, and can

distinguish at least the voices of  the whisperers. 

The woman from Riazan mutters firmly, and with assurance: 

"Never ought you to show that it hurts you." 

And with a sniff, in a tone of dubious acquiescence, her  companion replies: 

"Yeesso long as one can bear it." 

"Ah, but never mind. PRETEND. That is to say, when he beats you,  make light of it, and treat it as a joke." 

"But what if he beats me very much indeed?" 

"Continue still to make light of it, still to smile at him  kindly." 

"Well, YOU can never have been beaten, for you do not seem to  know what it is like." 

"Oh, but I have, my dearI do know what it is like, for my  experience of it has been large. Do not be afraid,

however. HE  won't beat you." 

A dog yelps, pauses a moment to listen, and then barks more  angrily than ever. Upon that other dogs reply,

and for a moment  or two I am annoyed to find that I cannot overhear the women's  conversation. In time,

however, the dogs cease their uproar, for  want of breath, and the suppressed dialogue filters once more to  my

ears. 

"Never forget, my dear, that a muzhik's life is a hard one. Yes,  for us plain folk life is hard. Hence, one ought

to make nothing  of things, and let them come easy to one." 

"Mother of God!" 

"And particularly should a woman so face things; for upon her  everything depends. For one thing, let her take

to herself, in  place of her mother, a husband or a sweetheart. Yes, try that,  and see. And though, at first, your

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can do everything, and remain ever as bright and  loving as the month of May. Never does she give in; never

WOULD  she give inno, not if you were to cut off her head!" 

"Indeed? " 

"Yes. And see if that will not come to be your opinion as much  as mine." 

Again, to my annoyance, the dialogue is interruptedthis time by  the sound of uncertain footsteps in the

street without. Thus the  next words of the women's conversation escape me. Then I hear: 

"Have you ever read 'The Vision of the Mother of God'?" 

"Nno, I have not." 

"Then you had better ask some older woman than myself to tell  you about it, for it is a good book to become

acquainted with.  Can you read?" 

"No, I cannot. But tell me, yourself, what the vision was?" 

"Listen, and I will do so." 

From outside the window Konev's voice softly inquires: 

"Is that our lot in there? Yes? Thank God, then, for I had  nearly lost my way after stirring up a lot of dogs,

and being  forced to use my fists upon them. Here, you! Catch hold!" 

With which, handing me a large watermelon, he clambers through  the window with a great clattering and

disturbance. 

"I have managed also to gee a good supply of bread," he  continues. "Perhaps you believe that I stole it? But

no. Indeed,  why should one steal when one can bega game at which I am  particularly an old hand, seeing

that always, on any  occasion, I  can make up to people? It happened like this. When I went out I  saw a fire

glowing in a hut, and folk seated at supper. And  since, wherever many people are present, one of them at

least has  a kind heart, I ate and drank my fill, and then managed to make  off with provender for you as well.

Hi, you women!" 

There follows no answer. 

"I believe those daughters of whores must be asleep," he  comments. "Hi, women!" 

"What is it?" drily inquires the woman from Riazan. 

"Should you like a taste of watermelon?" 

"I should, thank you." 

Thereupon, Konev begins to make his way towards the voice. 

"Yes, bread, soft wheaten bread such as you" 

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"And give ME a taste, too." 

"Oh, yes, I will. But where the devil are you?" 

"And a taste of melon as well?" 

"Yes, certainly. Hullo! Who is this?" 

From the woman from Riazan comes a cry of pain. 

"Mind how you step, wretch!" she exclaims. 

"All right, but you needn't make so much noise about it. You see  how dark it is, and I" 

"You ought to have struck a match, then." 

"I possess but a quarter of a match, for matches are not over  plentiful, and even if I did catch hold of you no

great harm can  have been done. For instance, when your husband used to beat you  he must have hurt you far

worse than I. By the way, DID he beat  you?" 

"What business is that of yours?" 

"None; only, I am curious to know. Surely a woman like you" 

"See here. Do not dare to touch me, or I" 

"Or you what?" 

There ensues a prolonged altercation amid which I can hear  epithets of increasing acerbity and opprobrium

being applied;  until the woman from Riazan exclaims hoarsely: 

"Oh, you coward of a man, take that!" 

Whereupon follows a scrimmage amid which I can distinguish  slappings, gross chuckles from Konev, and a

muffled cry from the  younger woman of: 

"Oh, do not so behave, you wretch!" 

Striking a match, I approach the spot, and pull Konev away. He is  in no way abashed, but merely cooled in

his ardour as, seated on  the floor at my feet, and panting and expectorating, he says  reprovingly to the

woman: 

"When folk wish merely to have a game with you, you ought not to  let yourself lose your temper. Fie, fie!" 

"Are you hurt?" the woman inquires quietly. 

"What do you suppose? You have cut my lip, but that is the worst  damage." 

"Then if you come here again I will lay the whole of your face  open." 

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Konev turns to myself. 

"And as for you, you go catching at the first thing you find,  and have torn my coat." 

"Then do not insult people." 

"INSULT people, fool? The idea of anyone insulting a woman like  THAT!" 

Whereafter, with a mean chuckle, the fellow goes on to discourse  upon the ease with which peasant women

err, and upon their love  of deceiving their husbands. 

"The impudent rascal!" comments the woman from Penza sleepily. 

After a while the young fellow springs to his feet, and grates  his teeth. Then, reseating himself, and clutching

at his head, he  says gloomily: 

"I intend to leave here tomorrow, and go home. I do not care  WHAT becomes of me." 

With which he subsides on to the floor as though exhausted. 

"The blockhead!" is Konev's remark. 

Amid the darkness a black shape rises. It does so as soundlessly  as a fish in a pond, glides to the door, and

disappears. 

"That was she," remarks Konev. "What a strong woman! However, if  you had not pulled me away, I should

have got the better of her.  By God I should!" 

"Then follow her, and make another attempt." 

"No," after a moment's reflection he rejoins. "Out there she  might get hold of a stick, or a brick, or some such

thing.  However, I'LL get even with her. As a matter of fact, you wasted  your time in stopping me, for she

detests me like the very  devil." 

And he renews his wearisome boastings of his conquests; until  suddenly, he stops as though he has

swallowed his tongue. 

All becomes quiet; everything seems to have come to a halt, and  to be pressing close in sleep to the

motionless earth. I too grow  drowsy, and have a vision amid which my mind returns to the  donations which I

have received that day, and sees them swell and  multiply and increase in weight until I feel their bulk

pressing  upon me like a tumulus of the steppes. Next, the coppery notes of  a bell jar in my ears, and, struck at

random intervals, go  floating away into the darkness. 

It is the hour of midnight. 

Soon, scattered drops of rain begin to patter down upon the dry  thatch of the hut and the dust in the street

outside, while a  cricket continues chirping as though it were hurriedly relating  a tale. Also, I hear filtering

forth into the darkness a softly  gulped, eager whispering. 

"Think," says one of the voices, " what it must mean to have to  go tramping about without work, or only with

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The young fellow who has been so soundly thrashed replies in a  dull voice: 

"I know nothing of you." 

"More softly, more softly!" urges the woman. 

"What is it you want?" 

"I want NOTHING. It is merely that I am sorry for you as a man  yet young and strong. You seewell, I

have not lived with my eyes  shut. That is why I say, come with me." 

"But come whither?" 

"To the coast, where I know there to be beautiful plots of land  for the asking. You yourself can see how good

the land hereabout  is. Well, there land better still is to be obtained." 

"Liar!" 

"More softly, more softly!" again urges the woman. "Moreover,  I am not badlooking, and can manage

things well, and do any sort  of work. Hence you and I might live quite peacefully and happily,  and come,

eventually, to have a place of our own. Yes, and I  could bear and rear you a child. Only see how fit I am.

Only feel  this breast of mine." 

The young fellow snorts, and I begin to find the situation  oppressive, and to long to let the couple know that I

am not  asleep. Curiosity, however, prevents me, and I continue listening  to the strange, arresting dialogue. 

"Wait a little," whispers the woman with a gasp. "Do not play  with me, for I am not that sort of woman. Yes,

I mean what I say.  Let be!" 

Rudely, roughly the young fellow replies: 

"Then don't run after me. A woman who runs after a man, and  plays the whore with him, is" 

"Less noise, pleaseless noise, I beg of you, or we shall be  heard, and I shall be put to shame!" 

"Doesn't it put you to shame to be offering yourself to me like  this?" 

A silence ensues, save that the young fellow goes on snorting and  fidgeting, and the raindrops continue to fall

with the same  reluctance, the same indolence, as ever. Then once more the  woman's voice is heard through

the pattering. 

"Perhaps," says the voice, "you have guessed that I am seeking  a husband? Yes, I AM seeking onea good,

steady muzhik." 

"But I am NOT a good, steady muzhik." 

"Fie, fie!" 

"What?" he sniggers. "A husband for you? The impudence of you!  A 'husband'! Go along!" 

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"Then go home." 

This time there ensues a long pause. Then the woman says very  softly: 

"I have neither home nor kindred." 

"A lie!" ejaculates the young fellow. 

"No, by God it is not a lie! The Mother of God forget me if it  is." 

In these last words I can detect the note of tears. By this time  the situation has become intolerable, for I am

yearning to rise  and kick the young fellow out of the hut, and then to have a long  and earnest talk with his

companion. "Oh that I could take her  to my arms," I reflect, "and cherish her as I would a poor lost  child!" 

After a while the sounds of a new struggle between the pair are  heard. 

"Don't put me off like that!" growls the young fellow. 

"And don't you make any attempt upon me! I am not the sort of  woman to be forced." 

The next moment there arises a cry of pain and astonishment. 

"What was that for? What was that for?" the woman wails. 

With an answering exclamation I spring to my feet, for my  feelings have become those of a wild beast. 

At once everything grows quiet again, save that someone, crawls  over the floor and, in leaving the hut, jars

the latch of the  crazy, singlehinged portal. 

"It was not my fault," grumbles the young fellow. "It all came  of that stinking woman offering herself to me.

Besides, the place  is full of bugs, and I cannot sleep." 

"Beast!" pants someone in the vicinity. 

"Hold your tongue, bitch!" is the fellow's retort. 

By now the rain has ceased, and such air as filters through the  window seems increasedly stifling.

Momentarily the hush grows  deeper, until the breast feels filled with a sense of oppression,  and the face and

eyes as though they were glued over with a web.  Even when I step into the yard I find the place to be like a

cellar on a summer's day, when the very ice has melted in the  dark retreat, and the latter's black cavity is

charged with hot,  viscous humidity. 

Somewhere near me a woman is gulping out sobs. For a moment or  two I listen; then I approach her, and

come upon her seated in a  corner with her head in her hands, and her body rocking to and  fro as though she

were doing me obeisance. 

Yet I feel angry, somehow, and remain standing before her without  speaking until at length I ask: 

"Are you mad?" 

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"I heard all that you said to that young fellow." 

"Oh, did you? Then what business is it of yours? Are you my  brother?" 

Yet she speaks the words absentmindedly rather than angrily.  Around us the dim, blurred walls are peering

in our direction  with sightless eyes, while in the vicinity a bullock is drawing  deep breaths. 

I seat myself by her side. 

"Should you remain much longer in that position," I remark, "you  will have a headache." 

There follows no reply. 

"Am I disturbing you? " I continue. 

"Oh no; not at all." And, lowering her hands, she looks at me.  "Whence do you come?" 

"From Nizhni Novgorod." 

"Oh, from a long way off!" 

"Do you care for that young fellow?" 

Not for a moment or two does she answer; and when she does so she  answers as though the words have been

rehearsed. 

"Not particularly. It is that he is a strong young fellow who  has lost his way, and is too much of a fool (as you

too must have  seen) to find it again. So I am very sorry for him. A good muzhik  ought to be well placed." 

On the bell of the church there strikes the hour of two. Without  interrupting herself, the woman crosses her

breast at each  stroke. 

"Always," she continues, "I feel sorry when I see a fine young  fellow going to the dogs. If I were able, I

would take all such  young men, and restore them to the right road." 

"Then you are not sorry FOR YOURSELF? " 

"Not for myself? Oh yes, for myself as well." 

"Then why flaunt yourself before this booby, as you have been  doing?" 

"Because I might reform him. Do you not think so? Ah, you do not  know me." 

A sigh escapes her. 

"He hit you, I think?" I venture. 

"No, he did not. And in any case you are not to touch him." 

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Suddenly she leans towards me, and says: 

"Yes, he did strike mehe struck me on the breast, and would  have overpowered me had it not been that I

cannot, I will not, do  things heartlessly, like a cat. Oh, the brutes that men can be!" 

Here the conversation undergoes an interruption through the fact  that someone has come out to the hut door,

and is whistling  softly, as for a dog. 

"There he is!" whispers the woman. 

"Then had I not best send him about his business?" 

"No, no!" she exclaims, catching at my knees. "No need is  there for that, no need is there for that!" 

Then with a low moan she adds: 

"Oh Lord, how I pity our folk and their lives! Oh God our Father!" 

Her shoulders heave, and presently she bursts into tears, with a  whisper, between the pitiful sobs, of: 

"How, on such a night as this, one remembers all that one has  ever seen, and the folk that ever one has

known! And oh, how  wearisome, wearisome it all is! And how I should like to cry  throughout the

worldBut to cry what? I know notI have no  message to deliver." 

That feeling I can understand as well as she, for all too often  has it seemed to crush my soul with voiceless

longing. 

Then, as I stroke her bowed head and quivering shoulder, I ask  her who she is; and presently, on growing a

little calmer, she  tells me the history of her life. 

She is, it appears, the daughter of a carpenter and beekeeper.  On her mother's death, this man married a

young woman, and  allowed her, as stepmother, to persuade him to place the  narrator, Tatiana, in a convent,

where she (Tatiana) lived from  the age of nine till adolescence, and, meanwhile, was taught her  letters, and

also a certain amount of manual labour; until,  later, her father married her off to a friend of his, a wellto  do

exsoldier, who was acting as forester on the convent's estate. 

As the woman relates this, I feel vexed that I cannot see her  faceonly a dim, round blur amid which there

looms what appears  to be a pair of closed eyes. Also, so complete is the stillness,  that she can narrate her

story in a barely audible whisper; and I  gain the impression that the pair of us are sitting plunged in a  void of

darkness where life does not exist, yet where we are  destined to begin life. 

"However, the man was a libertine and a drunkard, and many a  riotous night did he spend with his cronies in

the porter's lodge  of the convent. Also, he tried to arouse a similar taste in  myself; and though for a time I

resisted the tendency, I at  length, on his taking to beating me, yielded. Only for one man,  however, had I

really a liking; and with him it was, and not with  my husband, that I first learnt the meaning of spousehood. .

. .  Unfortunately, my lover himself was married; and in time his wife  came to hear of me, and procured my

husband's dismissal. The  chief reason was that the lady, a person of great wealth, was  herself handsome,

albeit stout, and did not care to see her place  assumed by a nobody. Next, my husband died of drink; and as

my  father had long been dead, and I found myself alone, I went to  see and consult my stepmother. All that

she said, however, was:  'Why come to me? Go and think things out for yourself.' And I too  then reflected:

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left for me, and eventually old Mother Taisia, who had once  been my governess, said: 'Tatiana, do you return

to the world,  for there, and only there, will you have a chance of happiness.  So to the world I returned and

still am roaming it." 

"Your quest of happiness is not following an easy road!" 

"It is following the road that it best can." 

By now the darkness has ceased to keep spread over us, as it  were, the stretched web of a heavy curtain, but

has grown thinner  and more transparent with the tension, save that, in places (for  instance, in the window of

the hut), it still lies in thick folds  or clots as it peers at us with its sightless eyes. 

Over the hummocklike roofs of the huts rise the church's steeple  and the poplar trees; while hither and

thither on the wall of the  hut, the cracks and holes in the crumbling plaster have caused the  wall to resemble

the map of an unknown country. 

Glancing at the woman's dark eyes, I perceive them to be shining  as pensively, innocently as the eyes of a

young maiden. 

"You are indeed a curious woman!" I remark. 

"Perhaps I am," she replies as she moistens her lips with a  slender, almost feline tongue. 

"What are you really seeking?" 

"I have considered the matter, and know, at last, my mind. It is  this: I hope some day to fall in with a good

muzhik with whom to  go in search of land. Probably land of the kind, I mean, is to be  found in the

neighbourhood of New Athos, [A monastery in the  Caucasus, built on the reputed site of a cave tenanted by

Simeon  the Canaanite] for I have been there already, and know of a  likely spot for the purpose. And there we

shall set our place in  order, and lay out a garden and an orchard, and prepare as much  plough land as we may

need for our working." 

Her words are now firmer, more assured. 

"And when we have put everything in order, other folk may join  us; and then, as the oldest settlers in the

place, we shall hold  the position of honour. And thus things will continue until a new  village, really a fine

settlement, will have become formeda  settlement of which my husband will be selected the warden until

such time as I shall have made of him a barin [Gentleman or  squire] outright. Also, children may one day

play in that  garden, and a summerhouse be built there. Ah, how delightful  such a life appears!" 

In fact, she has planned out the future so thoroughly that  already she can describe the new establishment in as

much detail  as though she has long been a resident in it. 

"Yes, I yearn indeed for a nice home!" she continues. "Oh that  such a home could fall to my lot! But the first

requisite, of  course, is a muzhik." 

Her gentle face and eyes peer into the waning night as though  they aspire to caress everything upon which

they may light. 

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"Should I myself suit you?" 

She gives a faint laugh. 

"No." 

"Why not?" 

"Because the ideas in your mind are different from mine." 

"How do you know what my ideas are?" 

She edges away from me a little,then says drily: 

"Because I can see them in your eyes. To be plain, I could never  consent." 

With a finger tapping upon the mouldy, gnarled old oaken stump on  which we are sitting, she adds: 

"The Cossacks, for instance, live comfortably enough; yet I do  not like them." 

"What in them is it that displeases you?" 

"Somehow they repel me. True, much of everything is theirs; yet  also they have ways which alienate me." 

Unable any longer to conceal from her my pity, I say gently: 

"Never, I fear, will you discover what you are seeking." 

She shakes her head protestingly. 

"And never ought a woman to be discouraged," she retorts.  "Woman's proper round is to wish for a child, and

to nurse it,  and, when it has been weaned, to get herself ready to have  another one. That is how woman

should live.  She should live as  pass spring and summer, autumn and winter." 

I find it a pleasure to watch the play of the woman's  intellectual features; and though, also, I long to take her

in my  arms, I feel that my better plan will be to seek once more the  quiet, empty steppe, and, bearing in me

the recollection of this  woman, to resume my lonely journey towards the region where the  silver wall of the

mountains merges with the sky, and the dark  ravines gape at the steppe with their chilly jaws. At the moment,

however, I cannot so do, for the Cossacks have temporarily  deprived me of my passport. 

"What are you yourself seeking?" she asks suddenly as again she  edges towards me. 

"Simply nothing. My one desire is to observe how folk live." 

"And are you travelling alone?" 

"I am." 

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By this time the cattle are awakening from slumber, and, with  their soft lowings, reminding one of a pipe

which I used to hear  played by a certain blind old man. Next, four times, with  unsteady touch, the drowsy

watchman strikes his gongtwice  softly, once with a vigour that clangs the metal again, and a  fourth time

with a mere tap of the iron hammer against the copper  plate. 

"What sort of lives do the majority of folk lead?" 

"Sorry lives." 

"Yes, that is what I too have found." 

A pause follows. Then the woman says quietly: 

"See, dawn is breaking, yet never this night have my eyes  closed. Often I am like that; often I keep thinking

and thinking  until I seem to be the only human being in the world, and the  only human being destined to

reorder it." 

"Many folk live unworthy lives. They live them amid discord,  abasement, and wrongs innumerable, wrongs

born of want and  stupidity." 

And as the words leave my lips my mind loses itself in  recollections of all the dark and harrowing and

shameful scenes  that I have beheld. 

"Listen," I say. "You may approach a man with nothing but good  in your heart, and be prepared to surrender

both your freedom and  your strength; yet still he may fail to understand you aright.  And how shall he be

blamed for this, seeing that never may he  have been shown what is good?" 

She lays a hand upon my shoulder, and looks straight into my eyes  as she parts her comely lips. 

"True," she rejoins"But, dear friend, it is also true that  goodness never bargains." 

Together she and I seem to be drifting towards a vista which is  coming to look, as it sloughs the shadow of

night, ever clearer  and clearer. It is a vista of white huts, silvery trees, a red  church, and dewbespangled

earth. And as the sun rises he reveals  to us clustered, transparent clouds which, like thousands of  snowwhite

birds, go gliding over our heads. 

"Yes," she whispers again as gently she gives me a nudge. "As one  pursues one's lonely way one thinks and

thinksbut of  what? Dear friend, you have said that no one really cares what is  the matter. Ah, HOW true

that is! " 

Here she springs to her feet, and, pulling me up with her, glues  herself to my breast with a vehemence which

causes me momentarily  to push her away. Upon this, bursting into tears, she tends  towards me again, and

kisses me with lips so dry as almost to cut  meshe kisses me in a way which penetrates to my very soul. 

"You have been oh, so good!" she whispers softly. As she speaks,  the earth seems to be sinking under my

feet. 

Then she tears herself away, glances around the courtyard, and  darts to a corner where, under a fence, a

clump of herbage is  sprouting. 

"Go now," she adds in a whisper. "Yes, go." 


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Then, with a confused smile, as, crouching among the herbage as  though it had been a small cave, she

rearranges her hair, she  adds: 

"It has befallen so. Ah, me! May God grant unto me His pardon!" 

Astonished, feeling that I must be dreaming, I gaze at her with  gratitude, for I sense an extraordinary

lightness to be present  in my breast, a radiant void through which joyous, intangible  words and thoughts keep

flying as swallows wheel across the  firmament. 

"Amid a great sorrow," she adds, "even a small joy becomes a  great felicity." 

Yet as I glance at the woman's bosom, whereon moist beads are  standing like dewdrops on the outer earth; as

I glance at that  bosom, whereon the sun's rays are finding a roseate reflection,  as though the blood were

oozing through the skin, my rapture dies  away, and turns to sorrow, heartache, and tears. For in me there  is a

presentiment that before the living juice within that bosom  shall have borne fruit, it will have become dried

up. 

Presently, in a tone almost of selfexcuse, and one wherein the  words sound a little sadly, she continues: 

"Times there are when something comes pouring into my soul which  makes my breasts ache with the pain of

it. What is there for me  to do at such moments save reveal my thoughts to the moon, or, in  the daytime, to a

river? Oh God in Heaven! And afterwards I feel  as ashamed of myself! . . . Do not look at me like that. Why

stare at me with those eyes, eyes so like the eyes of a child?" 

"YOUR face, rather, is like a child's," I remark. 

"What? Is it so stupid?" 

"Something like that." 

As she fastens up her bodice she continues: 

"Soon the time will be five o'clock, when the bell will ring for  Mass. To Mass I must go today, for I have a

prayer to offer to  the Mother of God. . . Shall you be leaving here soon?" 

"Yesas soon, that is to say, as I have received back my  passport." 

"And for what destination?" 

"For Alatyr. And you?" 

She straightens her attire, and rises. As she does so I perceive  that her hips are narrower than her shoulders,

and that  throughout she is wellproportioned and symmetrical. 

"I? As yet I do not know. True, I had thought of proceeding to  Naltchik, but now, perhaps, I shall not do so,

for all my future  is uncertain." 

Upon that she extends to me a pair of strong, capable arms, and  proposes with a blush: 

"Shall we kiss once more before we part?" 


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She clasps me with the one arm, and with the other makes the sign  of the cross, adding: 

"Goodbye, dear friend, and may Christ requite you for all your  words, for all your sympathy!" 

"Then shall we travel together?" 

At the words she frees herself, and says firmly, nay, sternly: 

"Not so. Never would I consent to such a plan. Of course, had  you been a muzhikbut no. Even then what

would have been the use  of it, seeing that life is to be measured, not by a single hour,  but by years?" 

And, quietly smiling me a farewell, she moves away towards the  hut, whilst I, remaining seated, lose myself

in thoughts of her.  Will she ever overtake her quest in life? Shall I ever behold her  again? 

The bell for early Mass begins, though for some time past the  hamlet has been astir, and humming in a sedate

and nonfestive  fashion. 

I enter the hut to fetch my wallet, and find the place empty.  Evidently the whole party has left by the gap in

the brokendown  wall. 

I repair, next, to the Ataman's office, where I receive back my  passport before setting out to look for my

companions in the  square. 

In similar fashion to yesterday those "folk from Russia " are  lolling alongside the churchyard wall, and also

have seated among  them, leaning his back against a log, the fatjowled youth from  Penza, with his bruised

face looking even larger and uglier than  before, for the reason that his eyes are sunken amid purple

protuberances. 

Presently there arrives a newcomer in the shape of an old man  with a grey head adorned with a faded velvet

skullcap, a pointed  beard, a lean, withered frame, prominent cheekbones, a red,  porouslooking, cunningly

hooked nose, and the eyes of a thief. 

Him a flaxenhaired youth from Orel joins with a similar youth in  accosting. 

"Why are YOU tramping?" inquires the former. 

"And why are YOU? " the old man retorts in nasal tones as,  looking at no one, he proceeds to mend the

handle of a battered  metal teapot with a piece of wire. 

"We are travelling in search of work, and therefore living as we  have been commanded to live." 

"By WHOM commanded?" 

"By God. Have you forgotten?" 

Carelessly, but succinctly, the old man retorts: 

"Take heed lest upon you, some day, God vomit all the dust and  litter which you are raising by tramping His

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"Were not Christ and His Apostles also tramps?" 

"Yes, CHRIST," is the old man's meaning reply as he raises his  sharp eyes to those of his opponent. "But

what are you talking  of, you fools? With whom are you daring to compare yourselves?  Take care lest I report

you to the Cossacks!" 

I have listened to many such arguments, and always found them  distasteful, even as I have done discussions

regarding the soul.  Hence I feel inclined to depart. 

At this moment, however, Konev makes his appearance. His mien is  dejected, and his body perspiring, while

his eyes keep blinking  rapidly. 

"Has any one seen Tankathat woman from Riazan?" he inquires.  "No? Then the bitch must have bolted

during the night. The fact is  that, overnight, someone gave me a drop or two to drink, a mere  dram, but

enough to lay me as fast asleep as a bear in winter  time. And in the meantime, she must have run away with

that Penza  fellow." 

"No, HE is here," I remark. 

"Oh, he is, is he? Well, as what has the company registered  itself? As a set of ikonpainters, I should think!" 

Again he begins to look anxiously about him. 

"Where can she have got to? " he queries. 

"To Mass, maybe." 

"OF course! Well, I am greatly smitten with her. Yes, my word I  am!" 

Nevertheless, when Mass comes to an end, and, to the sound of a  merry peal of bells, the welldressed local

Cossacks file out of  church, and distribute themselves in gaudy streams about the  hamlet, no Tatiana makes

her appearance. 

"Then she IS gone," says Konev ruefully. "But I'll find her  yet! I'LL come up with her!" 

That this will happen I do not feel confident. Nor do I desire  that it should. 

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Five years later I am pacing the courtyard of the Metechski  Prison in Tiflis, and, as I do so, trying to imagine

for what  particular offence I have been incarcerated in that place of  confinement. 

Picturesquely grim without, the institution is, inwardly, peopled  with a set of cheerful, but clumsy,

humourists. That is to say,  it would seem as though, " by order of the authorities," the  inmates are presenting

a stage spectacle in which they are  playing, willingly and zealously, but with a complete lack of  experience,

imperfectly comprehended roles as prisoners, warders,  and gendarmes. 

For instance, today, when a warder and a gendarme came to my  cell to escort me to exercise, and I said to

them, " May I be  excused exercise today? I am not very well, and do not feel like,  etcetera, etcetera," the

gendarme, a tall, handsome man with a  red beard, held up to me a warning finger. 


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"NO ONE," he said, "has given you permission to feel, or not to  feel, like doing things." 

To which the warder, a man as dark as a chimneysweep, with large  blue "whites" to his eyes, added

stutteringly: 

"To no one here has permission been given to feel, or not to  feel, like doing things. You hear that?" 

So to exercise I went. 

In this stonepaved yard the air is as hot as in an oven, for  overhead there lours only a small, flat patch of

dull, drab  tinted sky, and on three sides of the yard rise high grey walls,  with, on the fourth, the

entrancegates, topped by a sort of  lookout post. 

Over the roof of the building there comes floating the dull roar  of the turbulent river Kura, mingled with

shouts from the  hucksters of the Avlabar Bazaar (the town's Asiatic quarter) and  as a cross motif thrown into

these sounds, the sighing of the  wind and the cooing of doves. In fact, to be here is like being  in a drum

which a myriad drumsticks are beating. 

Through the bars of the double line of windows on the second and  the third stories peer the murky faces and

towsled heads of some  of the inmates. One of the latter spits his furthest into the  yardevidently with the

intention of hitting myself: but all his  efforts prove vain. Another one shouts with a mordant expletive: 

"Hi, you! Why do you keep tramping up and down like an old hen?  Hold up your head!" 

Meanwhile the inmates continue to intone in concert a strange  chant which is as tangled as a skein of wool

after serving as a  plaything for a kitten's prolonged game of sport. Sadly the chant  meanders, wavers, to a

high, wailing note. Then, as it were, it  soars yet higher towards the dull, murky sky, breaks suddenly  into a

snarl, and, growling like a wild beast in terror, dies  away to give place to a refrain which coils, trickles forth

from  between the bars of the windows until it has permeated the free,  torrid air. 

As I listen to that refrain, long familiar to me, it seems to  voice something intelligible, and agitates my soul

almost to a  sense of agony. . . . 

Presently, while pacing up and down in the shadow of the  building, I happen to glance towards the line of

windows. Glued  to the framework of one of the iron windowsquares, I can discern  a blueeyed face.

Overgrown with an untidy sable beard it is, as  well as stamped with a look of perpetually grieved surprise. 

"That must be Konev," I say to myself aloud. 

Konev it isKonev of the wellremembered eyes. Even at this  moment they are regarding me with puckered

attention. 

I throw around me a hasty glance. My own warder is dozing on a  shady bench near the entrance. Two more

warders are engaged in  throwing dice. A fourth is superintending the pumping of water by  two convicts, and

superciliously marking time for their lever  with the formula, "Mashkam, dashkam! Dashkam, mashkam!" 

I move towards the wall. 

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"It is," he mutters as he thrusts his head a little further  through the grating. "Yes, Konev I am, but who you

are I have  not a notion." 

"What are you here for?" 

"For a matter of base coin, though, to be truthful, I am here  accidentally, without genuine cause." 

The warder rouses himself, and, with his keys jingling like a set  of fetters, utters drowsily the command: 

"Do not stand still. Also, move further from the wall. To  approach it is forbidden." 

"But it is so hot in the middle of the yard, sir!" 

"Everywhere it is hot," retorts the man reprovingly, and his  head subsides again. From above comes the

whispered query: 

"Who ARE you?" 

"Well, do you remember Tatiana, the woman from Riazan?" 

"DO I remember her?" Konev's voice has in it a touch of subdued  resentment. "DO I remember her? Why, I

was tried in court  together with her!" 

"Together with HER? Was she too sentenced for the passing of  base coin?" 

"Yes. Why should she not have been? She was merely the victim of  an accident, even as I was." 

As I resume my walk in the stifling shade I detect that, from the  windows of the basement there is issuing a

smell of, in equal  parts, rotten leather, mouldy grain, and dampness. To my mind  there recur Tatiana's words:

"Amid a great sorrow even a small  joy becomes a great felicity," and, "I should like to build a  village on

some land of my own, and create for myself a new and  better life." 

And to my recollection there recur also Tatiana's face and  yearning, hungry breast. As I stand thinking of

these things,  there come dropping on to my head from above the lowspoken,  ashengrey words: 

"The chief conspirator in the matter was her lover, the son of a  priest. He it was who engineered the plot. He

has been sentenced  to ten years penal servitude." 

"And she? " 

"Tatiana Vasilievna? To the same, and I also. I leave for Siberia  the day after tomorrow. The trial was held at

Kutair. In Russia  I should have got off with a lighter sentence than here, for the  folk in these parts are, one

and all, evil, barbaric scoundrels." 

"And Tatiana, has she any children?" 

"How could she have while living such a rough life as this? Of  course not! Besides, the priest's son is a

consumptive." 

"Indeed sorry for her am I!" 


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"So I expect." And in Konev's tone there would seem to be a  touch of meaning. "The woman was a foolof

that there can be no  doubt; but also she was comely, as well as a person out of the  common in her pity for

folk." 

"Was it then that you found her again?" 

"When?" 

"On that Feast of the Assumption?" 

"Oh no. It was only during the following winter that I came up  with her. At the time she was serving as

governess to the  children of an old officer in Batum whose wife had left him." 

Something snaps behind mesomething sounding like the hammer of a  revolver. However, it is only the

warder closing the lid of his  huge watch before restoring the watch to his pocket, giving  himself a stretch, and

yawning to the utmost extent of his jaws. 

"You see, she had money, and, but for her restlessness, might  have lived a comfortable life enough. As it was,

her  restlessness" 

"Time for exercise is up!" shouts the warder. 

"Who are you?" adds Konev hastily. "Somehow I seem to remember  your face; but 1 cannot place it." 

Yet so stung am I with what I have heard that I move away in  silence: save that just as I reach the top of the

steps I turn to  cry: 

"Goodbye, mate, and give her my greeting." 

"What are you bawling for? " blusters the warder. . . . 

The corridor is dim, and filled with an oppressive odour. The  warder swings his keys with a dry, thin clash,

and I, to dull the  pain in my heart, strive to imitate him. But the attempt proves  futile; and as the warder

opens the door of my cell he says  severely: 

"In with you, tenyears man!" 

Entering, I move towards the window. Between some grey spikes on  a wall I can just discern the boisterous

current of the Kura,  with sakli [warehouses] and houses glued to the opposite bank,  and the figures of some

workmen on the roof of a tanning shed.  Below, with his cap pushed to the back of his head,a sentry is pacing

backwards and forwards. 

Wearily my mind recalls the many scores of Russian folk whom it  has seen perish to no purpose. And as it

does so it feels  crushed, as in a vice, beneath the burden of great and inexorable  sorrow with which all life is

dowered. 

IN A MOUNTAIN DEFILE

In a mountain defile near a little tributary of the Sunzha, there  was being built a workman's barraque a low,

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The building was approaching completion, and, meanwhile, a score  of carpenters were employed in

fashioning thin planks into doors  of equal thinness, knocking together benches and tables, and  fitting

windowframes into the small windowsquares. 

Also, to assist these carpenters in the task of protecting the  barraque from tribesmen's nocturnal raids, the

shrillvoiced  young student of civil engineering who had been set in charge of  the work had sent to the place,

as watchman, an exsoldier named  Paul Ivanovitch, a man of the Cossack type, and myself. 

Yet whereas we were outatelbows, the carpenters were sleek,  respectable, monied, wellclad fellows.

Also, there was something  dour and irritating about them, since, for one thing, they had  failed to respond to

our greeting on our first appearance, and  eyed us with nothing but dislike and suspicion. Hence, hurt by  their

chilly attitude, we had withdrawn from their immediate  neighbourhood, constructed a causeway of stepping

stones to the  eastern bank of the rivulet, and taken up our abode beneath the  chaotic grey mists which

enveloped the mountain side in that  direction. 

Also, over the carpenters there was a foremana man whose bony  frame, clad in a white shirt and a pair of

white trousers, looked  always as though it were readyattired for death. Moreover, he  wore no cap to conceal

the yellow patch of baldness which covered  most of his head, and, in addition, his nose was squat and grey,

his neck and face had over them skin of a porous, pumicelike  consistency, his eyes were green and dim, and

upon his features  there was stamped a dead and disagreeable expression. To be  candid, however, behind the

dark lips lay a set of fine, close  teeth, while the hairs of the grey beard (a beard trimmed after  the Tartar

fashion) were thick and, seemingly, soft. 

Never did this man put a hand actually to the work; always he  kept roaming about with the large,

rigidlooking fingers of his  hands tucked into his belt, and his fixed and expressionless eyes  scanning the

barraque, the men, and the work as his lips vented  some such lines as: 

Oh God our Father, bound hast Thou

A crown of thorns upon my brow!

Listen to my humble prayer!

Lighten the burden which I bear!

"What on earth can be in the man's mind?" once remarked the ex  soldier, with a frowning glance at the

singer. 

As for our duties, my mates and I had nothing to do, and soon  began to find the time tedious. For his part, the

man with the  Cossack physiognomy scaled the mountain side; whence he could be  heard whistling and

snapping twigs with his heavy feet, while the  exsoldier selected a space between two rocks for a shelter of

acerose boughs, and, stretching himself on his stomach, fell to  smoking strong mountain tobacco in his large

meerschaum pipe as  dimly, dreamily he contemplated the play of the mountain torrent.  Lastly, I myself

selected a seat on a rock which overhung the  brook, dipped my feet in the coolness of the water, and

proceeded  to mend my shirt. 

At intervals, the defile would convey to our ears a dull echo of  sounds so wholly at variance with the locality

as muffled hammer  blows, a screeching of saws, a rasping of planes, and a confused  murmur of human

voices. 

Also, a moist breeze blew constantly from the darkblue depths of  the defile, and caused the stiff, upright

larches on the knoll  behind the barraque to rustle their boughs, and distilled from  the rank soil the voluptuous

scents of acerose and pitchpine,  and evoked in the trees' quiet gloom a soft, crooning, somnolent  lullaby. 


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About a sazhen [Fathom] below the level of the barraque there  coursed noisily over its bed of stones a rivulet

white with foam.  Yet though of other sounds in the vicinity there were but few,  the general effect was to

suggest that everything in the  neighbourhood was speaking or singing a tale of such sort as to  shame the

human species into silence. 

On our own side of the valley the ground lay bathed in sunshine  lay scorched to the point of seeming to

have spread over it a  tissuecloth. Old gold in colour, while from every side arose the  sweet perfume of dried

grasses, and in dark clefts there could be  seen sprouting the long, straight spears and fiery, reddish,

coneshaped blossoms of that bold, hardy plant which is known to  us as saxifragethe plant of which the

contemplation makes one  long to burst into music, and fills one's whole body with  sensuous languor. 

Laced with palpitating, snowwhite foam, the beautiful rivulet  pursued its sportive way over tessellated

stones which flashed  through the eddies of the glassy, sunlit, ambercoloured water  with the silken sheen of a

patchwork carpet or costly shawl of  Cashmir. 

Through the mouth of the defile one could reach the valley of the  Sunzha, whence, since men were ther,

building a railway to  Petrovsk on the Caspian Sea, there kept issuing and breaking  against the crags a dull

rumble of explosions, of iron rasped  against stone, of whistles of works locomotives, and of animated  human

voices. 

From the barraque the distance to the point where the defile  debouched upon the valley was about a hundred

paces, and as one  issued thence one could see, away to the left, the level steppes  of the CisCaucasus, with a

boundary wall of blue hills, topped  by the silverhewn saddle of Mount Elburz behind it. True, for  the most

part the steppes had a dry, yellow, sandy look, with  merely here and there dark patches of gardens or black

poplar  clumps which rendered the golden glare more glaring still; yet  also there could be discerned on the

expanse farm buildings  shaped like lumps of sugar or butter, with, in their vicinity,  toylike human beings and

diminutive cattle  the whole shimmering  and melting in a mirage born of the heat. And at the mere sight  of

those steppes, with their embroidery of silk under the blue of  the zenith, one's muscles tightened, and one felt

inspired with a  longing to spring to one's feet, close one's eyes, and walk for  ever with the soft, mournful

song of the waste crooning in one's  ears. 

To the right also of the defile lay the winding valley of the  Sunzha, with more hills; and above those hills

hung the blue sky,  and in their flanks were clefts which, full of grey mist, kept  emitting a ceaseless din of

labour, a sound of dull explosions, as  a great puissant force attained release. 

Yet almost at the same moment would that hurlyburly so merge  with the echo of our defile, so become

buried in the defile's  verdure and rock crevices, that once more the place would seem to  be singing only its

own gentle, gracious song. 

And, should one turn to glance up the defile, it could be seen to  grow narrower and narrower as it ascended

towards the mists, and  the latter to grow thicker and thicker until the whole defile was  swathed in a dark blue

pall. Higher yet there could be discerned  the brilliant gleam of blue sky. Higher yet one could distinguish  the

icecapped peak of Kara Dagh, floating and dissolving amid  the ( from here) invisible sunlight. Highest of all

again brooded  the serene, steadfast peace of heaven. 

Also, everything was bathed in a strange tint of bluish grey: to  which circumstance must have been due the

fact that always one's  soul felt filled with restlessness, one's heart stirred to  disquietude, and fired as with

intoxication, charged with  incomprehensible thoughts, and conscious as of a summons to set  forth for some

unknown destination. 

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The foreman of the carpenters shaded his eyes to gaze in our  direction; and as he did so, he drawled and

rasped out in tedious  fashion: 

"Some shall to the left be sent,

And in the pit of Hell lie pent.

While others, holding palm in hand,

Shall on God's right take up their stand."

"DID you hear that?" the exsoldier growled through clenched  teeth. "'Palm in hand' indeed! Why, the fellow

must be a  Mennonite or a Molokan, though the two, really, are one, and  absolutely indistinguishable, as well

as equally foolish. Yes,  'palm in hand' indeed!" 

Similarly could I understand the exsoldier's indignation, for,  like him, I felt that such dreary, monotonous

singing was  altogether out of place in a spot where everything could troll a  song so delightful as to lead one

to wish to hear nothing more,  to hear only the whispering of the forest and the babbling of the  stream. And

especially out of place did the terms "palm" and  "Mennonite" appear. 

Yet I had no great love for the exsoldier. Somehow he jarred  upon me. Middleaged, squat, square, and

bleached with the sun,  he had faded eyes, flattenedout features, and an expression of  restless moroseness.

Never could I make out what he really  wanted, what he was really seeking. For instance, once, after

reviewing the Caucasus from KhassavUrt to Novorossisk, and from  Batum to Derbent, and, during the

review, crossing the mountain  range by three different routes at least, he remarked with a  disparaging smile: 

"I suppose the Lord God made the country." 

"You do not like it, then? How should I? Good for nothing is  what I call it." 

Then, with a further glance at me, and a twist of his sinewy  neck, he added: 

"However, not bad altogether are its forests." 

A native of Kaluga, he had served in Tashkend, and, in fighting  with the Chechintzes of that region,had been

wounded in the head  with a stone. Yet as he told me the story of this incident, he  smiled shamefacedly, and,

throughout, kept his glassy eyes fixed  upon the ground. 

"Though I am ashamed to confess it," he said, "once a woman  chipped a piece out of me. You see, the women

of that region are  shrieking devilsthere is no other word for it; and when we  captured a village called

AkhalTiapa a number of them had to be  cut up, so that they lay about in heaps, and their blood made

walking slippery. Just as our company of the reserve entered the  street, something caught me on the head.

Afterwards, I learnt that  a woman on a roof had thrown a stone, and, like the rest, had had  to be put out of the

way." 

Here, knitting his brows, the exsoldier went on in more serious  vein: 

"Yet all that folk used to say about those women, about their  having beards to shave, turned out to be so

much gossip, as I  ascertained for myself. I did so by lifting the woman's skirt on  the point of my bayonet,

when I perceived that, though she was  lean, and smelt like a goat, she was quite as regular as, as" 

"Things must have been indeed terrible on that expedition!" I  interposed. 

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said that they were so  (the Chechintze is a vicious brute, and never gives in), I myself  know but little of the

affair, since I spent my whole time in the  reserve, and never once did my company advance to the assault.

No, it merely lay about on the sand, and fired at long range. In  fact, nothing but sand was to be seen

thereabouts; nor did we  ever succeed in finding out what the fighting was for. True, if a  piece of country be

good, it is in our interest to take it; but  in the present case the country was poor and bare, with never a  river in

sight, and a climate so hot that all one thought of was  one's mortal need of a drink. In fact, some of our

fellows died  of thirst outright. Moreover, in those parts there grows a sort  of millet called dzhugar  millet

which not only has a horrible  taste, but proves absolutely delusive, since the more one eats of  it, the less one

feels filled." 

As the exsoldier told me the tale colourlessly and reluctantly,  with frequent pauses between the sentences

(as though either he  found it difficult to recall the experience or he were thinking  of something else), he never

once looked me straight in the face,  but kept his eyes shamefacedly fixed upon the ground. 

Unwieldily and unhealthily stout, he always conveyed to me the  impression of being charged with a vague

discontent, a sort of  captious inertia. 

"Absolutely unfit for settlement is this country " he continued as  he glanced around him. "It is fit only to do

nothing in. For  that matter, one doesn't WANT to do anything in it, save to live  with one's eyes bulging like a

drunkard's for the climate is too  hot, and the place smells like a chemist's shop or a hospital." 

Nevertheless, for the past eight years had he been roaming this  "too hot" country, as though fascinated! 

"Why not return to Riazan?" I suggested. 

"Nothing would there be there for me to do," he replied through  his teeth, and with an odd division of his

words. 

My first encounter with him had been at the railway station at  Armavir, where, purple in the face with

excitement, he had been  stamping like a horse, and, with distended eyes, hissing, or,  rather, snarling, at a

couple of Greeks: 

"I'll tear the flesh from your bones!" 

Meanwhile the two lean, withered, ragged, identically similar  denizens of Hellas had been baring their sharp

white teeth at  intervals, and saying apologetically: 

"What has angered you, sir?" 

Finally, regardless of the Greeks' words, the exsoldier had beat  his breast like a drum, and shouted in

accents of increased  venom: 

"Now, where are you living? In Russia, do you say? Then who is  supporting you there? Ahaaa! Russia, it

is said, is a good  fostermother. I expect you say the same." 

And, lastly, he had approached a fat, greyheaded, bemedalled  gendarme, and complained to him: 

"Everyone curses us born Russians, yet everyone comes to live  with usGreeks, Germans, Songs, and the

lot. And while they get  their livelihood here, and cat and drink their fill, they  continue to curse us. A scandal,

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The third member of our party was a man of about thirty who wore  a Cossack cap over his left ear, and had a

Cossack forelock,  rounded features, a large nose, a dark moustache, and a retrousse  lip. When the volatile

young engineering student first brought  him to us and said, "Here is another man for you," the newcomer

glanced at me through the lashes of his elusive eyesthen plunged  his hands into the pockets of his Turkish

overalls. Just as we  were departing, however, he withdrew one hand from the left  trouser pocket, passed it

slowly over the dark bristles of his  unshaven chin, and asked in musical tones: 

"Do you come from Russia?" 

"Whence else, I should like to know?" snapped the exsoldier  gruffly. 

Upon this the newcomer twisted his righthand moustache then  replaced his hand in his pocket.

Broadshouldered, sturdy, and  wellbuilt throughout, he walked with the stride of a man who is  accustomed

to cover long distances. Yet with him he had brought  neither wallet nor gripsack, and somehow his

supercilious,  retrousse upper lip and thickly fringed eyes irritated me, and  inclined me to be suspicious of,

and even actively to dislike,  the man. 

Suddenly, while we were proceeding along the causeway by the side  of the rivulet, he turned to us, and said,

as he nodded towards  the sportively coursing water: 

"Look at the matchmaker!" 

The exsoldier hoisted his bleached eyebrows, and gazed around  him for a moment in bewilderment. Then he

whispered: 

"The fool!" 

But, for my own part, I considered that what the man had said was  apposite; that the rugged, boisterous little

river did indeed  resemble some fussy, lighthearted old lady who loved to arrange  affaires du coeur both for

her own private amusement and for the  purpose of enabling other folk to realise the joys of affection  amid

which she was living, and of which she would never grow  weary, and to which she desired to introduce the

rest of the  world as speedily as possible. 

Similarly, when we arrived at the barraque this man with the  Cossack face glanced at the rivulet, and then at

the mountains  and the sky, and, finally, appraised the scene in one pregnant,  comprehensive exclamation of "

Slavno! " [How splendid!] 

The exsoldier, who was engaged in ridding himself of his  knapsack, straightened himself, and asked with

his arms set  akimbo: 

"WHAT is it that is so splendid?" 

For a moment or two the newcomer merely eyed the squat figure of  his questionera figure upon which

hung drab shreds as lichen  hangs upon a stone. Then he said with a smile: 

"Cannot you see for yourself? Take that mountain there, and that  cleft in the mountain are they not good to

look at?" 

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"The fool!" 

To which presently he added in a louder, as well as a mysterious,  tone: 

"I have heard that occasionally they send fever patients hither  for their health." 

The same evening saw two sturdy women arrive with supper for the  carpenters; whereupon the clatter of

labour ceased, and therefore  the rustling of the forest and the murmuring of the rivulet  became the more

distinct. 

Next, deliberately, and with many coughs, the exsoldier set to  work to collect some twigs and chips for the

purpose of lighting  a fire. After which, having arranged a kettle over the flames, he  said to me suggestively: 

"You too should collect some firewood, for in these parts the  nights are dark and chilly." 

I set forth in search of chips among the stones which lay around  the barraque, and, in so doing, stumbled

across the newcomer, who  was lying with his body resting on an elbow, and his head on his  hand, as he

conned a manuscript spread out before him. As he  raised his eyes to gaze vaguely, inquiringly into my face, I

saw  that one of his eyes was larger than the other. 

Evidently he divined that he interested me, for he smiled. Yet so  taken aback by this was I, that I passed on

my way without  speaking. 

Meanwhile the carpenters, disposed in two circles around the  barraque (a circle to each woman), partook of a

silent supper. 

Deeper and deeper grew the shadow of night over the defile.  Warmer and warmer, denser and denser, grew

the air, until the  twilight caused the slopes of the mountains to soften in outline,  and the rocks to seem to

swell and merge with the bluish  blackness which overhung the bed of the defile, and the  superimposed

heights to form a single apparent whole, and the  scene in general to resolve itself into, become united into,

one  compact bulk. 

Quietly then did tints hitherto red extinguish their tremulous  glowsoftly there flared up, dusted purple in

the sunset's sheen,  the peak of Kara Dagh. Vice versa, the foam of the rivulet now  blushed to red, and,

seemingly, assuaged its vehemenceflowed  with a deeper, a more pensive, note; while similarly the forest

hushed its voice, and appeared to stoop towards the water while  emitting ever more powerful, intoxicating

odours to mingle with  the resinous, cloyingly sweet perfume of our wood fire. 

The exsoldier squatted down before the little blaze, and  rearranged some fuel under the kettle. 

"Where is the other man?" said he. "Go and fetch him." 

I departed for the purpose, and, on my way, heard one of the  carpenters in the neighbourhood of the barraque

say in a thick,  unctuous, singsong voice. 

"A great work is it indeed!" 

Whereafter I heard the two women fall to drawling in low, hungry  accents: 

"With the flesh I'll conquer pain;

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Allsupreme the soul shall reign;

And carnal vices lure in vain."

True, the women pronounced their words distinctly enough; yet  always they prolonged the final "u" sound of

the stanza's first  and third lines until, as the melody floated away into the  darkness, and, as it were, sank to

earth, it came to resemble the  longdrawn howl of a wolf. 

In answer to my invitation to come to supper, the newcomer sprang  to his feet, folded up his manuscript,

stuffed it into one of the  pockets of his ragged coat, and said with a smile: 

"I had just been going to resort to the carpenters, for they  would have given us some bread, I suppose? Long

is it since I  tasted anything." 

The same words he repeated on our approaching the exsoldier;  much as though he took a pleasure in their

phraseology. 

"You suppose that they would have given us bread?" echoed the ex  soldier as he unfastened his wallet. "Not

they! No love is lost  between them and ourselves." 

"Whom do you mean by 'ourselves'?" 

"Us hereyou and myselfall Russian folk who may happen to be in  these parts. From the way in which

those fellows keep singing  about palms, I should judge them to be sectarians of the sort  called Mennonites." 

"Or Molokans, rather?" the other man suggested as he seated  himself in front of the fire. 

"Yes, or Molokans. Molokans or Mennonites they're all one. It is  a German faith and though such fellows

love a Teuton, they do not  exactly welcome US." 

Upon this the man with the Cossack forelock took a slice of bread  which the exsoldier cut from a loaf, with

an onion and a pinch  of salt. Then, as he regarded us with a pair of goodhumoured  eyes, he said, balancing

his food on the palms of his hands: 

"There is a spot on the Sunzha, near here, where those fellows  have a colony of their own. Yes, I myself have

visited it. True,  those fellows are hard enough, but at the same time to speak  plainly, NO ONE in these parts

has any regard for us since only  too many of the sort of Russian folk who come here in search of  work are not

overlydesirable." 

"Where do you yourself come from?" The exsoldier's tone was  severe. 

"From Kursk, we might say." 

"From Russia, then?" 

"Yes, I suppose so. But I have no great opinion even of myself." 

The exsoldier glanced distrustfully at the newcomer. Then he  remarked: 

"What you say is cant, sheer Jesuitism. It is fellows like  THOSE, rather, that ought to have a poor opinion of

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To this the other made no replymerely he put a piece of bread  into his mouth. For a moment or two the

exsoldier eyed him  frowningly. Then he continued: 

"You seem to me to be a native of the Don country? " 

"Yes, I have lived on the Don as well." 

"And also served in the army?" 

"No. I was an only son." 

"Of a miestchanin? " [A member of the small commercial class.] 

"No, of a merchant." 

"And your name?" 

"Is Vasili." 

The last reply came only after a pause, and reluctantly;  wherefore, perceiving that the Kurskan had no

particular desire  to discuss his own affairs, the exsoldier said no more on the  subject, but lifted the kettle

from the fire. 

The Molokans also had kindled a blaze behind the corner of the  barraque, and now its glow was licking the

yellow boards of the  structure until they seemed almost to be liquescent, to be about  to dissolve and flow over

the ground in a golden stream. 

Presently, as their fervour increased, the carpenters, invisible  amid the obscurity, fell to singing hymnsthe

basses intoning  monotonously, " Sing, thou Holy Angel! " and voices of higher  pitch responding, coldly and

formally. 

"Sing ye!  Sing glory unto Christ, thou Angel of Holiness!  Sing ye!  Our singing will we add unto Thine,  Thou

Angel of Holiness!" 

And though the chorus failed altogether to dull the splashing of  the rivulet and the babbling of the bycut

over a bed of stones,  it seemed out of place in this particular spot;it aroused  resentment against men who

could not think of a lay more atune  with the particular living, breathing objects around us. 

Gradually darkness enveloped the defile until only over the mouth  of the pass, over the spot where, gleaming

a brilliant blue, the  rivulet escaped into a cleft that was overhung with a mist of a  deeper shade, was there not

yet suspended the curtain of the  Southern night. 

Presently, the gloom caused one of the rocks in our vicinity to  assume the guise of a monk who, kneeling in

prayer, had his head  adorned with a pointed skullcap, and his face buried in his  hands. Similarly, the stems

of the trees stirred in the firelight  until they developed the semblance of a file of friars entering,  for early

Mass, the porch of their chapelofease. 

To my mind there then recurred a certain occasion when, on just  such a dark and sultry night as this, I had

been seated tale  telling under the boundarywall of a row of monastic cells in the  Don country. Suddenly I

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"The Mother of God be blessed for all this goodly world of ours!" 

And though the window had closed again before I had had time to  discern the speaker, I had known that there

was resident in the  monastery a friar who had large eyes, and a limp, and just such a  face as had Vasili here;

wherefore, in all probability it had been  he who had breathed the benediction upon mankind  at large, for the

reason that moments there are when all humanity  seems to be one's own body, and in oneself there seems to

beat  the heart of all humanity. . . . 

Vasili consumed his food deliberately as, breaking off morsels  from his slice, and neatly parting his

moustache, he placed the  morsels in his mouth with a curious stirring of two globules  which underlay the

skin near the ears. 

The exsoldier, however, merely nibbled at his foodhe ate but  little, and that lazily. Then he extracted a

pipe from his breast  pocket, filled it with tobacco, lit it with a faggot taken from  the fire, and said as he set

himself to listen to the singing of  the Molokans: 

"They are filled full, and have started bleating. Always folk  like them seek to be on the right side of the

Almighty." 

"Does that hurt you in any way?" Vasili asked with a smile. 

"No, but I do not respect themthey are less saints than  humbugs, than prevaricators whose first word is

God, and second  word rouble." 

"How do you know that?" cried Vasili amusedly. "And even if  their first word IS God, and their second word

rouble, we had  best not be too hard upon them, since if they chose to be hard  upon US, where should WE be?

Yes, we have only to open our mouths  to speak a word or two for ourselves, and we should find every  fist at

our teeth." 

" Quite so," the exsoldier agreed as, taking up a square of  scantling, he examined it attentively. 

"Whom DO you respect?" Vasili continued after a pause. 

"I respect," the exsoldier said with some emphasis, "only the  Russian people, the true Russian people, the

folk who labour on  land whereon labour is hard. Yet who are the folk whom you find  HERE? In this part of

the world the business of living is an easy  one. Much of every sort of natural produce is to be had, and the

soil is generous and lightyou need but to scratch it for it to  bear, and for yourself to reap. Yes, it is

indulgent to a fault.  Rather, it is like a maiden. Do but touch her, and a child will  arrive." 

"Agreed," was Vasili's remark as he drank tea from a tin mug.  "Yet to this very part of the world is it that I

should like to  transport every soul in Russia." 

"And why?" 

"Because here they could earn a living." 

"Then is not that possible in Russia? " 

"Well, why are you yourself here?" 

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"And why are you lacking ties?" 

"Because it has been so orderedit is, so to speak, my lot." 

"Then had you not better consider WHY it is your lot?" 

The exsoldier took his pipe from his mouth, let fall the hand  which held it, and smoothed his plain features

in silent  amazement. Then he exclaimed in uncouth, querulous tones: 

"Had I not better consider WHY it is my lot, and so forth? Why,  damn it, the causes are many. For one thing,

if one has  neighbours who neither live nor see things as oneself does, but  are uncongenial, what does one do?

One just leaves them, and  clears outmore especially if one be neither a priest nor a  magistrate. Yet YOU

say that I had better consider why this is my  lot. Do you think that YOU are the only man able to consider

things, possessed of a brain? " 

And in an access of fury the speaker replaced his pipe, and sat  frowning in silence. Vasili eyed his

interlocutor's features as  the firelight played red upon them, and, finally, said in an  undertone: 

"Yes, it is always so. We fail to get on with our neighbours,  yet lack a charter of our own, so, having no roots

to hold us,  just fall to wandering, troubling other folk, and earning  dislike!" 

"The dislike of whom?" gruffly queried the exsoldier. 

"The dislike of everyone, as you yourself have said!" 

In answer the exsoldier merely emitted a cloud of smoke which  completely concealed his form. Yet Vasili's

voice had in it an  agreeable note, and was flexible and ingratiating, while  enunciating its words roundly and

distinctly. 

A mountain owl, one of those splendid brown creatures which have  the crafty physiognomy of a cat, and the

sharp grey ears of a  mouse, made the forest echo with its obtrusive cry. A bird of  this species I once

encountered among the defile's crags, and as  the creature sailed over my head it startled me with the glassy

eyes which, as round as buttons, seemed to be lit from within  with menacing fire. Indeed, for a moment or

two I stood half  stupefied with terror, for I could not conceive what the creature  was. 

"Whence did you get that splendid pipe?" next asked Vasili as  he rolled himself a cigarette. "Surely it is a

pipe of old  German make?" 

"You need not fear that I stole it," the exsoldier responded as  he removed it from his lips and regarded it

proudly. "It was  given me by a woman." 

To which, with a whimsical wink, he added a sigh. 

"Tell me how it happened," said Vasili softly. Then he flung up  his arms, and stretched himself with a

despondent cry of: 

"Ah, these nights here! Never again may God send me such bad  ones! Try to sleep as one may, one never

succeeds. Far easier,  indeed, is it to sleep during the daytime, provided that one can  find a shady spot. During

such nights I go almost mad with  thinking, and my heart swells and murmurs." 


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The exsoldier, who had listened with mouth agape and eyebrows  raised even higher than usual, responded

to this: 

"It is the same with me. If one could onlyWhat did you say?" 

This last was addressed to myself, who had been about to remark,  "The same with me also," but on seeing the

pair exchanging a  strange glance (as though involuntarily they had surprised one  another), had left the words

unspoken. My companions then set  themselves to a mutually eager questioning with respect to their

respective identities, past experiences, places of origin, and  destinations, even as though they had been two

kinsmen who,  meeting unexpectedly, had discovered for the first time their  bond of relationship. 

Meanwhile the black, fringed boughs of the pine trees hung  stretched over the flames of the Molokans' fire as

though they  would catch some of the fire's glow and warmth, or seize it  altogether, and put it out. And when,

at times, their red tongues  projected beyond the corner of the barraque, they made the  building look as though

it had caught alight, and extended their  glow even to the rivulet. Constantly the night was growing denser  and

more stifling; constantly it seemed to embrace the body more  and more caressingly, until one bathed in it as

in an ocean.  Also, much as a wave removes dirt from the skin, so the softly  vocal darkness seemed to refresh

and cleanse the soul. For it is  on such nights as that that the soul dons its finest raiment, and  trembles like a

bride at the expectation of something glorious. 

"You say that she had a squint?" presently I heard Vasili  continue in an undertone, and the exsoldier slowly

reply: 

"Yes, she had one from childhood upwardsshe had one from the  day when a fall from a cart caused her to

injure her eyes. Yet,  if she had not always gone about with one of her eyes shaded, you  would never have

guessed the fact. Also, she was so neat and  practical! And her kindnesswell, it was kindness as

inexhaustible as the water of that rivulet there; it was kindness  of the sort that wished well to all the world,

and to all  animals, and to every beggar, and even to myself!  So at last  there gripped my heart the thought,

'Why should I not try a  soldier's luck? She is the master's favouritetrue; yet none the  less the attempt shall

be made by me.' However, this way or that,  always the reply was 'No'; always she put out at me an elbow,

and  cut me short." 

Vasili, lying prone upon his back, twitched his moustache, and  chewed a stalk of grass. His eyes were fully

open, and for the  second time I perceived that one of them was larger than the  other. The exsoldier, seated

near Vasili's shoulder, stirred the  fire with a bit of charred stick, and sent sparks of gold flying  to join the

midges which were gliding to and fro over the blaze.  Ever and anon nightmoths subsided into the flames

with a plop,  crackled, and became changed into lumps of black. For my own  part, I constructed a couch on a

pile of pine boughs, and there  lay down. And as I listened to the exsoldier's familiar story, I  recalled persons

whom I had on one and another occasion  remembered, and speeches which on one and another occasion had

made an impression upon me. 

"But at last," the exsoldier continued, "I took heart of  grace, and caught her in a barn. Pressing her into a

corner, I  said: 'Now let it be yes or no. Of, course it shall be as you  wish, but remember that I am a soldier

with a small stock of  patience.' Upon that she began to struggle and exclaim: 'What do  you want? What do

you want?' until, bursting into tears like a  girl, she said through her sobs: 'Do not touch me. I am not the  sort

of woman for you. Besides, I love anothernot our master,  but another, a workman, a former lodger of ours.

Before he  departed he said to me: "Wait for me until I have found you a  nice home, and returned to fetch

you"; and though it is  seventeen years since I heard speech or whisper of him, and maybe  he has since

forgotten me, or fallen in love with someone else,  or come to grief, or been murdered, you, who are a map,

will  understand that I must bide a little while longer.' True, this  offended me (for in what respect was I any

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thinking her frivolous, when all the time  there had been THIS at her heart. I drew back, thereforeI could

not lay a finger upon her, though she was in my power. And at  last I said: 'Goodbye! I am going away.' 'Go,'

she replied.  'Yes, go for the love of Christ!' . . . Wherefore, on the  following evening I settled accounts with

our master, and at dawn  of a Sunday morning packed my wallet, took with me this pipe, and  departed. 'Yes,

take the pipe, Paul Ivanovitch,' she said before  my departure. 'Perhaps it will serve to keep you in

remembrance  of meyou whom henceforth I shall regard as a brother, and whom I  thank.' . . . As I walked

away I was very nigh to tears, so keen  was the pain in my heart. Aye, keen it was indeed! " 

"You did right," Vasili remarked softly after a pause. 

"Things must always so befall. Always must it be a case either  of 'Yes?' 'Yes,' and of folk coming together, or

of 'No' 'No,'  and of folk parting. And invariably the one person in the case  grieves the other. Why should that

be?" 

Emitting a cloud of grey smoke, the exsoldier replied  thoughtfully: 

"Yes, I know I did right; but that right was done only at a  great cost." 

"And always that too is the case," Vasili agreed. Then he added: 

"Generally such fortune falls to the lot of people who have  tender consciences. He who values himself also

values his  fellows; but, unfortunately a man all too seldom values even  himself." 

"To whom are you referring? To you and myself?" 

"To our Russian folk in general." 

"Then you cannot have very much respect for Russia." The ex  soldier's tone had taken on a curious note. He

seemed to be  feeling both astonished at and grieved for his companion. 

The other, however, did not reply; and after a few moments the  exsoldier softly concluded: 

"So now you have heard my story." 

By this time the carpenters had ceased singing around the  barraque, and let their fire die down until quivering

on the wall  of the edifice there was only a fieryred patch, a patch barely  sufficient to render visible the

shadows of the rocks; while  beside the fire there was seated only a tall figure with a black  beard which had,

grasped in its hands, a heavy cudgel, and, lying  near its right foot, an axe. The figure was that of a watchman

set by the carpenters to keep an eye upon ourselves, the  appointed watchmen; though the fact in no way

offended us. 

Over the defile, in a ragged strip of sky, there were gleaming  stars, while the rivulet was bubbling and

purling, and from the  obscurity of the forest there kept coming to our ears, now the  cautious, rustling tread of

some night animal, and now the  mournful cry of an owl, until all nature seemed to be instinct  with a secret

vitality the sweet breath of which kept moving the  heart to hunger insatiably for the beautiful. 

Also, as I lay listening to the voice of the exsoldier, a voice  reminiscent of a distant tambourine, and to

Vasili's pensive  questions, I conceived a liking for the men, and began to detect  that in their relations there

was dawning something good and  human. At the same time, the effect of some of Vasili's dicta on  Russia

was to arouse in me mingled feelings which impelled me at  once to argue with him and to induce him to

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that night for the visions  which it brought to mevisions which still come back to me like a  dear, familiar

tale. 

I thought of a student of Kazan whom I had known in the days of  the past, of a young fellow from Viatka

who, palebrowed, and  sententious of diction, might almost have been brother to the ex  soldier himself.

And once again I heard him declare that "before  all things must I learn whether or not there exists a God;

pre  eminently must I make a beginning there." 

And I thought, too, of a certain accoucheuse named Velikova who  had been a comely, but reputedly gay,

woman. And I remembered a  certain occasion when, on a hill overlooking the river Kazan and  the Arski

Plain, she had stood contemplating the marshes below,  and the far blue line of the Volga; until suddenly

turning pale,  she had, with tears of joy sparkling in her fine eyes, cried  under her breath, but sufficiently

loudly for all present to hear  her: 

"Ah, friends, how gracious and how fair is this land of ours!  Come, let us salute that land for having deemed

us worthy of  residence therein!" 

Whereupon all present, including a deaconstudent from the  Ecclesiastical School, a Morduine from the

Foreign College, a  student of veterinary science, and two of our tutors, had done  obeisance. At the same time

I recalled the fact that subsequently  one of the party had gone mad, and committed suicide. 

Again, I recalled how once, on the Piani Bor [Liquor Wharf] by  the river Kama, a tall, sandy young fellow

with intelligent eyes  and the face of a ne'erdowell had caught my attention. The day  had been a hot,

languorous Sunday on which all things had seemed  to be exhibiting their better side, and telling the sun that it

was not in vain that he was pouring out his brilliant potency,  and diffusing his living gold; while the man of

whom I speak had,  dressed in a new suit of blue serge, a new cap cocked awry, and a  pair of brilliantly

polished boots, been standing at the edge of  the wharf, and gazing at the brown waters of the Kama, the

emerald expanse beyond them and the silverscaled pools left  behind by the tide. Until, as the sun had begun

to sink towards  the marshes on the other side of the river, and to become  dissolved into streaks, the man had

smiled with increasing  rapture, and his face had glowed with creasing eagerness and  delight; until finally he

had snatched the cap from his head,  flung it, with a powerful throw far out into the russet waters,  and

shouted: "Kama, O my mother, I love you, and never will  desert you!" 

And the last, and also the best, recollection of things seen  before the night of which I speak was the

recollection of an  occasion when, one late autumn, I had been crossing the Caspian  Sea on an old

twomasted schooner laden with dried apricots,  plums, and peaches. Sailing on her also she had had some

hundred  fishermen from the Bozhi Factory, men who, originally forest  peasants of the Upper Volga, had been

wellbuilt, bearded,  healthy, goodhumoured, animalspirited young fellows, youngsters  tanned with the

wind, and salted with the sea water; youngsters  who, after working hard at their trade, had been rejoicing at

the  prospect of returning home. And careering about the deck like  youthful bears as ever and anon lofty,

sharppointed waves had  seized and tossed aloft the schooner, and the yards had cracked,  and the tautrun

rigging had whistled, and the sails had bellied  into globes, and the howling wind had shaved off the white

crests  of billows, and partially submerged the vessel in clouds of foam. 

And seated on the deck with his broad back resting against the  mainmast there had been one young giant in

particular. Clad in a  white linen shirt and a pair of blue serge trousers, and innocent  alike of beard and

moustache, this young fellow had had full, red  lips, blue, boyish, and exceedingly translucent eyes, and a face

intoxicated in excelsis with the happiness of youth; while  leaning across his knees as they had rested

sprawling over the  deck there had been a young female trimmer of fish, a wench as  massive and tall as the

young man himself, and a wench whose face  had become tanned to roughness with the sun and wind,

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as they projected from the  folds of a red bodice, there had lain a pattern of blue veins. 

The broad, ironblack palm of the young fellow's long, knotted  hand had been resting on the woman's left

breast, with the arm  bare to the elbow; while in his right hand, as he had sat gazing  pensively at the woman's

robust figure, there had been grasped a  tin mug from which some of the red liquor had scattered stains  over

the front of his linen shirt. 

Meanwhile, around the pair there had been hovering some of the  youngster's comrades, who, with coats

buttoned to the throat, and  caps gripped to prevent their being blown away by the wind, had  employed

themselves with scanning the woman's figure with envious  eyes, and viewing her from either side. Nay, the

shaggy green  waves themselves had been stealing occasional glimpses at the  picture as clouds had swirled

across the sky, gulls had uttered  their insatiable scream, and the sun, dancing on the foamflecked  waters,

had vested the billows, now in tints of blue, now in  natural tints as of flaming jewels. 

In short, all the passengers on the schooner had been shouting  and laughing and singing, while the great

bearded peasants had  also been paying assiduous court to a large leathern bottle which  had lain ensconced on

a heap of peachsacks, with the result that  the scene had come to have about it something of the antique,

legendary air of the return of Stepan Razin from his Persian  campaign. 

At length the buffeting of the wind had caused an old man with a  crooked nose set on a hairy, faunlike face

to stumble over one  of the woman's feet; whereupon he had halted, thrown up his head  with nonsenile vigour,

and exclaimed: 

"May the devil fly away with you, you shameless hussy! Why lie  sprawling about the deck like this? See, too,

how exposed you  are!" 

The woman had not stirred at the wordsshe had not even opened an  eye; only over her lips there had

passed a faint tremor. Whereas  the young fellow had straightened himself, deposited his tin mug  upon the

deck, and cried loudly as he laid his disengaged hand  upon the woman's breast. 

"Ah, you envy me, do you, Yakim Petrov? Never mind, though you  have done no great harm. But run no

risks; do not look for  needless trouble, for your day for sucking sugarplums is past." 

Whereafter, raising both his hands, the young fellow had softly  let them sink again upon the woman's bosom

as he added  triumphantly: 

"These breasts could feed all Russia! " 

Then, and only then, had the woman smiled a long, slow smile. And  as she had done so everything in the

vicinity had seemed to smile  in unison, and to rise and fall in harmony with her bosomyes,  the whole

vessel, and the vessel's freight. And at the moment  when a particularly large wave had struck the bulwarks,

and  besprinkled all on board with spray, the woman had opened her  dark eyes, looked kindly at the old man,

and at the young fellow,  and at the scene in generalthen set herself to recover her  bosom. 

"Nay," the young fellow had cried as he interposed to remove her  hands. "There is no need for that, there is

no need for that.  Let them ALL look." 

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Such the memories that came back to my recollection that night.  Gladly I would have recounted them to my

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sitting posture, and snoring loudly, had  his back prised against his wallet, his head sloped sideways, and  his

hands clasped upon his knees, while Vasili was lying on his  back with his face turned upwards, his hands

clasped behind his  head, his dark, finely moulded brows raised a little, and his  moustache erect. Also, he was

weeping in his sleeptears were  coursing down his brown, sunburnt cheeks; tears which, in the  moonlight,

had in them something of the greenish tint of a  chrysolite or sea water, and which, on such a manly face,

looked  strange indeed! 

Still the rivulet was purling as it flowed, and the fire  crackling; while bathed in the red glow of the flames

there was  sitting, bent forward, the dark, stonelike figure of the  Molokans' watchman, with the axe at his feet

reflecting the  radiant gleam of the moon in the sky above us. 

All the earth seemed to be sleeping as ever the waning stars  seemed to draw nearer and nearer. . . . 

The slow length of the next day was dragged along amid an inertia  born of the moist heat, the song of the

river, and the  intoxicating scents of forest and flowers. In short, one felt  inclined to do nothing, from morn till

night, save roam the  defile without the exchanging of a word, the conceiving of a  desire, or the formulating of

a thought. 

At sunset, when we were engaged in drinking tea by the fire, the  exsoldier remarked: 

"I hope that life in the next world will exactly resemble life  in this spot, and be just as quiet and peaceful and

immune from  work. Here one needs but to sit and melt like butter and suffer  neither from wrong nor anxiety." 

Then, as carefully he withdrew his pipe from his lips, and  sighed, he added: 

"Aye! If I could but feel sure that life in the next world will  be like life here, I would pray to God: 'For

Christ's sake take  my soul at the earliest conceivable moment.'" 

"What might suit YOU would not suit ME," Vasili thoughtfully  observed. "I would not always live such a life

as this. I might  do so for a time, but not in perpetuity." 

"Ah, but never have you worked hard," grunted the exsoldier. 

In every way the evening resembled the previous one; there were  to be observed the same luscious flooding

of the defile with  dovecoloured mist, the same flashing of the silver crags in the  roseate twilight, the same

rocking of the dense, warm forest's  soft, leafy treetops, the same softening of the rocks' outlines  in the

gloom, the same gradual uplift of shadows, the same  chanting of the "matchmaking" river, the same routine

on the  part of the big, sleek carpenters around the barraquea routine  as slow and ponderous in its course as

the movements of a drove  of wild boars. 

More than once during the off hours of the day had we sought to  make the carpenters' acquaintance, to start a

conversation with  them, but always their answers had been given reluctantly, in  monosyllables, and never had

a discussion seemed likely to get  under way without the whiteheaded foreman shouting to the  particular

member of the gang concerned: " Hi, you, Pavlushka!  Get back to work, there! " Indeed, he, the foreman, had

outdone  all in his manifestations of dislike for our friendship, and as  monotonously as though he had been

minded to rival the rivulet as  a songster, he had hummed his pious ditties, or else raised his  snuffling voice to

sing them with an everimportunate measure of  insistence, so that all day long those ditties had been

coursing  their way in a murky, melancholycompelling flood. Indeed, as the  foreman had stepped cautiously

on thin legs from stone to stone  during his ceaseless inspection of the work of his men, he had  come to seem

to have for his object the describing of an  invisible, circular path, as a means of segregating us more  securely

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Personally, however, I had no desire to converse with him, for  his frozen eyes chilled and repelled me and

from the moment when  I had approached him, and seen him fold his hands behind him, and  recoil a step as he

inquired with suppressed sternness, "What do  you want?" there had fallen away from me all further ambition

to  learn the nature of the songs which he sang. 

The exsoldier gazed at him resentfully, then said with an oath: 

"The old wizard and pilferer! Take my word for it that a lump of  piety like that has got a pretty store put

away somewhere." 

Whereafter, as he lit his pipe and squinted in the direction of  the carpenters, he added with stifled wrath: 

"The airs that the 'elect' give themselvesthe sons of  bitches! " 

"It is always so," commented Vasili with a resentment equal to  the last speaker's. "Yes, no sooner, with us,

does a man  accumulate a little money than he sticks his nose in the air, and  falls to thinking himself a real

barin." 

"Why is it that you always say 'With us,' and 'Among us,' and so  on?" 

"Among us Russians, then, if you like it better." 

"I do like it better. For you are not a German, are you, nor a  Tartar?" 

"No. It is merely that I can see the faults in our Russian  folk." 

Upon that (not for the first time) the pair plunged into a  discussion which had come so to weary them that

now they spoke  only indifferently, without effort. 

"The word 'faults' is, I consider, an insult," began the ex  soldier as he puffed at his pipe. "Besides, you don't

speak  consistently. Only this moment I observed a change in your  terms." 

"To what?" 

"To the term 'Russians.'" 

"What should you prefer?" 

A new sound floated into the defile as from some point on the  steppe the sound of a bell summoning folk to

the usual Saturday  vigil service. Removing his pipe from his mouth, the exsoldier  listened for a moment or

two. Then, at the third and last stroke  of the bell, he doffed his cap, crossed himself with punctilious  piety,

and said: 

"There are not very many churches in these parts." 

Whereafter he threw a glance across the river, and added  venomously: 

"Those devils THERE don't cross themselves, the accursed Serbs!" 

Vasili looked at him, twisted a lefthand moustache, smoothed it  again, regarded for a moment the sky and

the defile, and sank his  head. 


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"The trouble with me," he remarked in an undertone, "is that I  can never remain very long in one

placealways I keep fancying  that I shall meet with better things elsewhere, always I keep  hearing a bird

singing in my heart, 'Do you go further, do you  go further.'" 

"That bird sings in the heart of EVERY man," the exsoldier  growled sulkily. 

With a glance at us both, Vasili laughed a subdued laugh. 

"'In the heart of every man'? " he repeated. "Why, such a  statement is absurd. For it means, does it not, that

every one of  us is an idler, every one of us is constantly waiting for  something to turn upthat, in fact, no

one of us is any better  than, or able to do any better than, the folk whose sole  utterance is 'Give unto us, pray

give unto us'? Yes, if that be  the case, it is an unfortunate case indeed!" 

And again he laughed. Yet his eyes were sorrowful, and as the  fingers of his right hand lay upon his knee

they twitched as  though they were longing to grasp something unseen. 

The exsoldier frowned and snorted. For my own part, however, I  felt troubled for, and sorry for, Vasili.

Presently he rose,  broke into a soft whistle, and moved away by the side of the  stream. 

"His head is not quite right," muttered the exsoldier as he  winked in the direction of the retreating figure.

"Yes, I tell  you that straight, for from the first it was clear to me.  Otherwise, what could his words in

depredation of Russia mean,  when of Russia nothing the least hard or definite can be said?  Who really knows

her? What is she in reality, seeing that each of  her provinces is a soul to itself, and no one could state which

of the two Holy Mothers stands nearest to Godthe Holy Mother of  Smolensk, or the Holy Mother of

Kazan? " 

For a while the speaker sat scraping greasy deposit from the  bottom and sides of the kettle; and all that while

he grumbled as  though he had a grudge against someone. At length, however, he  assumed an attitude of

attention, with his neck stretched out as  though to listen to some sound. 

"Hist!" was his exclamation. 

What then followed, followed as unexpectedly as when, like an  evil bird, a summer whirlwind suddenly

sweeps up from the  horizon, and discharges a bluishblack cloud in torrents of rain  and hail, until everything

is overwhelmed and battered to mud. 

That is to say, with much din of whistling and other sounds there  now came pouring into the defile, and

began to ascend the trail  beside the stream, a straggling procession of some thirty workmen  with, gleaming

dully in the hands of their leading files, flagons  of vodka, and, suspended on the backs and shoulders of

others,  wallets and bags of bread and other comestibles, and, in two  instances, poised on the heads of yet

other processionists, large  black cauldrons the effect of which was to make their bearers  look like

mushrooms. 

"A vedro [2 3/4 gallons] and a half to the cauldron!" whispered  the exsoldier with a computative grunt as he

gained his feet. 

"Yes, a vedro and a half," he repeated. As he spoke the tip of  his tongue protruded until it rested on the

underlip of his  halfopened mouth. In his face there was a curiously thirsty,  gross expression, and his

attitude, as he stood there, was that  of one who had just received a blow, and was about to cry out in

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Meanwhile the defile rumbled like a barrel into which heavy  weights are being dropped, for one of the

newcomers was beating  an empty tin pail, and another one whistling in a manner the  tossed echoes of which

drowned even the rivulet's murmur as  nearer and nearer came the mob of men, a mob clad variously in  black,

grey, or russet, with sleeves rolled up, and heads, in  many cases, bare save for their own towsled, dishevelled

locks,  and bodies bent with fatigue, or carried stumblingly along on  legs bowed outwards. Meanwhile, as the

dull, polyphonous roar of  voices swept through the neck of the defile, a man shouted in  broken, but truculent,

accents: 

"I say no! Fiddlesticks! Not a man is there who could drink more  than a vedro of 'bloodandsweat' in a

day." 

"A man could drink a lake of it." 

"No, a vedro and a half. That is the proper reckoning." 

"Aye, a vedro and a half." And the exsoldier, as he repeated  the words, spoke both as though he were an

expert in the matter  and as though he felt for the matter a touch of respect. Then,  lurching forward like a man

pushed by the scruff of the neck, he  crossed the rivulet, intercepted the crowd, and became swallowed  up in

its midst. 

Around the barraque the carpenters (the foreman ever glimmering  among them) were hurriedly collecting

tools. Presently Vasili  returnedhis right hand thrust into his pocket, and his left  holding his cap. 

"Before long those fellows will be properly drunk! " he said  with a frown. "Ah, that vodka of ours! It is a

perfect curse!"  Then to me: "Do YOU drink?" 

"No," I replied. 

"Thank God for that! If one does not drink one will never really  get into trouble." 

For a moment he gazed gloomily in the direction of the newcomers.  Then he said without moving, without

even looking at me: 

"You have remarkable eyes, young fellow. Also, they seem  familiar to meI have seen them somewhere

before. Possibly that  happened in a dream, though I cannot be sure. Where do you come  from?" 

I answered, but, after scanning me perplexedly, he shook his  head. 

"No," he remarked. "I have never visited that part of the  country, or indeed, been so far from home." 

"But this place is further still?" 

"Further still?" 

"Yesfrom Kursk." 

He laughed. 

"I must tell you the truth," he said. "I am not a Kurskan at  all, but a Pskovian. The reason why I told the

exsoldier that I  was from Kursk was that I neither liked him nor cared to tell him  the whole truthhe was not

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marked on my passport (for a passport, and a passport quite in  order, I have got)." 

"And why are you on your travels? " 

"For the reason that I am soI can say no more. I look back from  a given place, and wave my hand, and am

gone again as a feather  floats before the wind." 

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"Silence!" a threatening voice near the barraque broke in. "I  am the foreman here." 

The voice of the exsoldier replied: 

"What workmen are these of yours? They are mere sectarians,  fellows who are for ever singing hymns." 

To which someone else added: 

"Besides, old devil that you are, aren't you bound to finish all  building work before the beginning of a

Sunday?" 

"Let us throw their tools into the stream." 

"Yes, and start a riot," was Silantiev's comment as he squatted  before the embers of the fire. 

Around the barraque, picked out against the yellow of its  framework, a number of dark figures were surging

to and fro as  around a conflagration. Presently we heard something smashed to  piecesat all events, we

heard the cracking and scraping of wood  against stone, and then the strident, hilarious command: 

"Hold on there! I'LL soon put things to rights! Carpenters, just  hand over the saw!" 

Apparently there were three men in charge of the proceedings: the  one a redbearded muzhik in a seaman's

blouse; the second a tall  man with hunched shoulders, thin legs, and long arms who kept  grasping the

foreman by the collar, shaking him, and bawling,  "Where are your lathes? Bring them out!" (while noticeable

also  was a broadshouldered young fellow in a ragged red shirt who  kept thrusting pieces of scantling

through the windows of the  barraque, and shouting, "Catch hold of these! Lay them out in a  row!"); and the

third the exsoldier himself. The lastnamed, as  he jostled his way among the crowd, kept vociferating,

viciously,  virulently, and with a curious system of division of his  syllables: 

"Ahaa, raabble, sectaarians. Yoou would have nothing to say  to me, you Seerbs! Yet I say to YOU: Go

along, my chickens, for  the reest of us are tiired of you, and come to saay so!" 

"What does he want?" asked Silantiev quietly as he lit a  cigarette. "Vodka? Oh, THEY'LL give him vodka! . .

. Yet are you  not sorry for fellows of that stamp?" 

Through the blue tobaccosmoke he gazed into the glowing embers;  until at last he took a charred stick, and

collected the embers  into a heap glowing redgold like a bouquet of fiery poppies; and  as he did so, his

handsome eyes gleamed with just such a reverent  affection, such a prayerful kindliness, as must have lurked

in  the eyes of primeval, nomadic man in the presence of the dancing,  beneficent source of light and heat. 

"At least I am sorry for such fellows," Vasili continued.  "Aye, the very thought of the many, many folk who

have come to  nothing! The very thought of it! Terrible, terrible!" 


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A touch of daylight was still lingering on the tops of the  mountains, but in the defile itself night was

beginning to loom,  and to lull all things to sleepto incline one neither to speak  oneself nor to listen to the

dull clamour of those others on the  opposite bank, where even to the murmur of the rivulet the  distasteful din

seemed to communicate a note of anger. 

There the crowd had lit a huge bonfire, and then added to it a  second one which, crackling, hissing, and

emitting coils of  bluishtinted smoke, had fallen to vying with its fellow in  lacing the foam of the rivulet with

muslinlike patterns in red.  As the mass of dark figures surged between the two flares an  hilarious voice

shouted to us the invitation: 

"Come over here, you! Don't be backward! Come over here, I say!" 

Upon which followed a clatter as of the smashing of a drinking  vessel, while from the redbearded muzhik

came a thick, raucous  shout of: 

"These fellows needed to be taught a lesson!" 

Almost at the same moment the foreman of the carpenters broke his  way clear of the crowd, and, carefully

crossing the rivulet by  the steppingstones which we had constructed, squatted down upon  his heels by the

margin, and with much puffing and blowing fell  to rinsing his face, a face which in the murky firelight looked

flushed and red. 

"I think that someone has given him a blow," hazarded Silantiev  sotto voce. 

And when the foreman rose to approach us this proved to be the  case, for then we saw that dripping from his

nose, and meandering  over his moustache and soaked white beard, there was a stream of  dark blood which

had spotted and streaked his shirtfront. 

"Peace to this gathering!" he said gravely as, pressing his  left hand to his stomach, he bowed. 

"And we pray your indulgence," was Silantiev's response, though  he did not raise his eyes as he spoke. "Pray

be seated." 

Small, withered, and, for all but his bloodstained shirt,  scrupulously clean, the old man reminded me of

certain pictures  of oldtime hermits, and the more so since either pain or shame  or the gleam of the firelight

had caused his hitherto dead eyes  to gather life and grow brighteraye, and sterner. Somehow, as I  looked at

him, I felt awkward and abashed. 

A cough twisted his broad nose. Then he wiped his beard on the  palm of his hand, and his hand on his knee;

whereafter, as he  stretched forth the pair of senile, darkcoloured hands, and held  them over the embers, he

said: 

"How cold the water of the rivulet is! It is absolutely icy." 

With a glance from under his brows Silantiev inquired: 

"Are you very badly hurt?" 

"No. Merely a man caught me a blow on the bridge of the nose,  where the blood flows readily. Yet, as God

knows, he will gain  nothing by his act, whereas the suffering which he has caused me  will go to swell my

account with the Holy Spirit." 


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As the man spoke he glanced across the rivulet. On the opposite  bank two men were staggering along, and

drunkenly bawling the  tipsy refrain: 

"In the duuuok let me die,

In the auautumn time!"

"Aye, long is it since I received a blow," the old man  continued, scanning the two revellers from under his

hand.  "Twenty years it must be since last I did so. And now the blow was  struck for nothing, for no real

fault.. You see, I have been  allowed no nails for the doing of the work, and have been obliged  to make use of

wooden clamps for most of it, while battens also  have not been forthcoming; and, this being so, it was

through no  remissness of mine that the work could not be finished by sunset  tonight. I suspect, too, that, to

eke out its wages, that rabble  has been thieving, with the eldest leading the rest. And that,  again, is not a thing

for which I can be held responsible. True,  this is a Government job, and some of those fellows are young,  and

young, hungry fellows such as they will (may they be  forgiven!) steal, since everyone hankers to get

something in  return for a very little. But, once more, how is that my fault?  Yes, that rabble must be a regular

set of rascals! Just now they  deprived my eldest son of a saw, of a brandnew saw; and  thereafter they spilt

my blood, the blood of a greybeard!" 

Here his small, grey face contracted into wrinkles, and, closing  his eyes, he sobbed a dry, grating sob. 

Silantiev fidgetedthen sighed. Presently the old man looked at  him, blew his nose, wiped his hand upon his

trousers, and said  quietly: 

"Somewhere, I think, I have seen you before." 

"That is so. You saw me one evening when I visited your  settlement for the mending of a thresher." 

"Yes, yes. That is where I DID see you. It was you, was it not?  Well, do you still disagree with me? " 

To which the old man added with a nod and a smile: 

"See how well I remember your words! You are, I imagine, still  of the same opinion?" 

"How should I not be?" responded Silantiev dourly. 

"Ah, well! Ah, well!" 

And the old man stretched his hands over the fire once more,  discoloured hands the thumbs of which were

curiously bent  outwards and splayed, and, seemingly, unable to move in harmony  with the fingers. 

The exsoldier shouted across the river: 

"The land here is easy to work, and makes the people lazy. Who  would care to live in such a region? Who

would care to come to  it? Much rather would I go and earn a living on difficult land." 

The old man paid no heed, but said to Silantievsaid to him with  an austere, derisive smile: 

"Do you STILL think it necessary to struggle against what has  been ordained of God? Do you STILL think

that longsuffering is  bad, and resistance good? Young man, your soul is weak indeed:  and remember that it

is only the soul that can overcome Satan." 


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In response Silantiev rose to his feet, shook his fist at the old  man, and shouted in a rough, angry voice, a

voice that was not  his own: 

"All that I have heard before, and from others besides yourself.  The truth is that I hold all you

fatherconfessors in abhorrence.  "Moreover," (this last was added with a violent oath) "it is not  Satan that

needs to be resisted, but such devil's ravens, such  devil's vampires, as YOU." 

Which said, he kicked a stone away from the fire, thrust his  hands into his pockets, and turned slowly on his

heel, with his  elbows pressed close to his sides. Nevertheless the old man,  still smiling, said to me in an

undertone: 

"He is proud, but that will not last for long." 

"Why not?" 

"Because I know in advance that" 

Breaking off short, he turned his head upon his shoulder, and sat  listening to some shouting that was going on

across the river.  Everyone in that quarter was drunk, and, in particular, someone  could be heard bawling in a

tone of challenge: 

"Oh? I, you say? Aaah! Then take that!" 

Silantiev, stepping lightly from stone to stone, crossed the  river. Then he mingleda conspicuous figure

(owing to his  apparent handlessness)with the crowd. Somehow, on his departure,  I felt ill at ease. 

Twitching his fingers as though performing a conjuring trick, the  old man continued to sit with his hands

stretched over the  embers. By this time his nose had swollen over the bridge, and  bruises risen under his eyes

which tended to obscure his vision.  Indeed, as he sat there, sat mouthing with dark, bestreaked lips  under a

covering of hoary beard and moustache, I found that his  bloodstained, disfigured, wrinkled, as it were

"antique" face  reminded me more than ever of those of great sinners of ancient  times who abandoned this

world for the forest and the desert. 

"I have seen many proud folk," he continued with a shake of his  hatless head and its sparse hairs. "A fire may

burn up quickly,  and continue to burn fiercely, yet, like these embers, become  turned to ashes, and. so lie

smouldering till dawn. Young man,  there you have something to think of. Nor are they merely my  words.

They are the words of the Holy Gospel itself." 

Ever descending, ever weighing more heavily upon us, the night  was as black and hot and stifling as the

previous one had been,  albeit as kindly as a mother. Still the two fires on the opposite  bank of the rivulet were

aflame, and sending hot blasts of vapour  across a seeming brook of gold. 

Folding his arms upon his breast, the old man tucked the palms of  his hands into his armpits, and settled

himself more comfortably.  Nevertheless, when I made as though to add more twigs and  shavings to the

embers he exclaimed imperiously: 

"There is no need for that." 

"Why is there not? " 

"Because that would cause the fire to be seen, and bring some of  those men over here." 


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Again, as he kicked away some boughs which I had just broken up,  he repeated: 

"There is no need for that, I tell you." 

Presently, there approached us through the shimmering fire light  on the opposite bank two carpenters with

boxes on their backs,  and axes in their hands. 

"Are all the rest of our men gone?" inquired the foreman of the  newcomers. 

"Yes," replied one of them, a tall man with a drooping moustache  and no beard. 

"Well, 'shun evil, and good will result.'" 

"Aye, and we likewise wish to depart." 

"But a task ought not to be left unfinished. At dinnertime I  sent Olesha to say that none of those fellows had

better be  released from work; but released they have been, and now the  result is apparent! Presently, when

they have drunk a little more  of their poison, they will fire the barraque." 

Every time that the first of the two carpenters inhaled the smoke  of my cigarette he spat into the embers,

while the other man, a  young fellow as plump as a female baker, sank his towsled head  upon his breast as

soon as he sat down, and fell asleep. 

Next, the clamour across the rivulet subsided for awhile. But  suddenly I heard the exsoldier exclaim in

drunken, singsong  accents which came from the very centre of the tumult: 

"Hi, do you answer me! How comes it that you have no respect for  Russia? Is not Riazan a part of Russia?

What is Russia, then, I  should like to know? " 

"A tavern," the foreman commented quietly; whereafter, turning  to me, he added more loudly: 

"I say this of such fellows that a tavern... But what a noise  those roisterers are making, to be sure!" 

The young fellow in the red shirt had just shouted: 

"Hi, there, soldier! Seize him by the throat! Seize him, seize  him!" 

While from Silantiev had come the gruff retort: 

"What? Do you suppose that you are hunting a pack of hounds?" 

"Here, answer me!" was the next shouted utteranceit came from  the exsoldier whereupon the old man

remarked to me in an  undertone: 

"It would seem that a fight is brewing." 

Rising, I moved in the direction of the uproar. As I did so, I  heard the old man say softly to his companions: 

"He too is gone, thank God!" 


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Suddenly there surged towards me from the opposite bank a crowd  of men. Belching, hiccuping, and

grunting, they seemed to be  carrying or dragging in their midst some heavy weight. Presently  a woman's

voice screamed, "Yaavsha!" and other voices raised  mingled shouts of "Throw him in! Give him a

thrashing!" and  "Drag him along!" 

The next moment we saw Silantiev break out of the crowd,  straighten himself, swing his right fist in the air,

and hurl  himself at the crowd again. As he did so the young fellow in the  red shirt raised a gigantic arm, and

there followed the sound of  a muffled, grisly blow. Staggering backwards, Silantiev slid  silently into the

water, and lay there at my feet. 

"That's right!" was the comment of someone. 

For a moment or two the clamour subsided a little, and during  that moment or two one's ears once more

became laved with the  sweet singsong of the river. Shortly afterwards someone threw  into the water a huge

stone, and someone else laughed in a dull  way. 

As I was bending to look at Silantiev some of the men jostled me.  Nevertheless, I continued to struggle to

raise him from the spot  where, half in and half out of the water, he lay with his head  and breast resting against

the steppingstones. 

"You have killed him!" next I shoutednot because I believed  the statement to be true, but because I had a

mind to frighten  into sobriety the men who were impeding me. 

Upon this someone exclaimed in a faltering, sobered tone: 

"Surely not?" 

As for the young fellow in the red shirt, he passed me by with a  braggart, resentful shout of: 

"Well? He had no right to insult me. Why should he have said  that I was a nuisance to the whole country?" 

And someone else shouted: 

"Where is the exsoldier? Who is the watchman here?" 

"Bring a light," was the cry of a third. 

Yet all these voices were more sober, more subdued, more  restrained than they had been, and presently a little

muzhik  whose poll was swathed in a red handkerchief stooped and raised  Silantiev's head. But almost as

instantly he let it fall again,  and, dipping his hands into the water, said gravely: 

"You have killed him. He is dead." 

At the moment I did not believe the words; but presently, as I  stood watching how the water coursed between

Silantiev's legs,  and turned them this way and that, and made them stir as though  they were striving to divest

themselves of the shabby old boots,  I realised with all my being that the hands which were resting in  mine

were the hands of a corpse. And, true enough, when I  released them they slapped down upon the surface like

wet dish  cloths. 

Until now, about a dozen men had been standing on the bank to  observe what was toward, but as soon as the

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tones, cries of: 

"Who was it first struck him?" 

"This will lose us our jobs." 

"It was the soldier that first started the racket." 

"Yes, that is true." 

"Let us go and denounce him." 

As for the young fellow in the red shirt, he cried: 

"I swear on my honour, mates, that the affair was only a  quarrel." 

"To hit a man with a bludgeon is more than a quarrel." 

"It was a stone that was used, not a bludgeon." 

"The soldier ought to" 

A woman's highpitched voice broke in with a plaintive cry of: 

"Good Lord! Always something happens to us! " 

As for myself, I felt stunned and hurt as I seated myself upon  the steppingstones; and though everything was

plain to my sight,  nothing was plain to my understanding, while in my breast a  strange emptiness was

present, save that the clamour of the  bystanders aroused me to a certain longing to outshout them all,  to send

forth my voice into the night like the voice of a brazen  trumpet. 

Presently two other men approached us. In the hand of the first  was a torch which he kept waving to and fro

to prevent its being  extinguished, and whence, therefore, he kept strewing showers of  golden sparks. A

fairheaded little fellow, he had a body as thin  as a pike when standing on its tail, a grey, stonelike

countenance that was deeply sunken between the shoulders, a mouth  perpetually halfagape, and round,

owlishlooking eyes. 

As he approached the corpse he bent forward with one hand upon  his knee to throw the more light upon

Silantiev's bruised head  and body. That head was resting turned upon the shoulder, and no  longer could I

recognise the once handsome Cossack face, so  buried was the jaunty forelock under a clot of blackred mud,

and  concealed by a swelling which had made its appearance above the  left ear. Also, since the mouth and

moustache had been bashed  aside the teeth lay bared in a twisted, truly horrible smile,  while, as the most

horrible point of all, the left eye was  hanging from its socket, and, become hideously large, gazing,

seemingly, at the inner pocket of the flap of Silantiev's pea  jacket, whence there was protruding a white

edging of paper. 

Slowly the torch holder described a circle of fire in the air,  and thereby sprinkled a further shower of sparks

over the poor  mutilated face, with its streaks of shining blood. Then he  muttered with a smack of the lips: 

"You can see for yourselves who the man is."


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As he spoke a few more sparks descended upon Silantiev's scalp  and wet cheeks, and went out, while the

flare's reflection so  played in the ball of Silantiev's eye as to communicate to it an  added appearance of death. 

Finally the torch holder straightened his back, threw his torch  into the river, expectorated after it, and said to

his companion  as he smoothed a flaxen poll which, in the darkness, looked  almost greenish: 

"Do you go to the barraque, and tell them that a man has been  done to death." 

"No; I should be afraid to go alone." 

"Come, come! Nothing is there to be afraid of. Go, I tell you." 

"But I would much rather not." 

"Don't be such a fool!" 

Suddenly there sounded over my head the quiet voice of the  foreman. 

"I will accompany you," he said. Then he added disgustedly as he  scraped his foot against a stone: 

"How horrible the blood smells! It would seem that my very foot  is smeared with it." 

With a frown the fairheaded muzhik eyed him, while the foreman  returned the muzhik's gaze with a scrutiny

that never wavered.  Finally the elder man commented with cold severity: 

"All the mischief has come of vodka and tobacco, the devil's  drugs." 

Not only were the pair strangely alike, but both of them  strangely resembled wizards, in that both were short

of stature,  as sharpfinished as gimlets, and as greentinted by the darkness  as tufts of lichen. 

"Let us go, brother," the foreman said. "Go we with the Holy  Spirit." 

And, omitting even to inquire who had been killed, or even to  glance at the corpse, or even to pay it the last

salute demanded  of custom, the foreman departed down the stream, while in his  wake followed the

messenger, a man who kept stumbling as he  picked his way from stone to stone. Amid the gloom the pair

moved  as silently as ghosts. 

The narrowchested, fairheaded little muzhik then raked me with  his eyes; whereafter he produced a

cigarette from a tin box,  snappedto the lid of the box, struck a match (illuminating once  more the face of the

dead man), and applied the flame to the  cigarette. Lastly he said: 

"This is the sixth murder which I have seen one thing and  another commit." 

"One thing and another commit?" I queried. 

The reply came only after a pause; when the little muzhik asked:  " What did you say? I did not quite catch it." 

I explained that human beings, not inanimate entities, murdered  human beings. 

"Well, be they human beings or machinery or lightning or  anything else, they are all one. One of my mates

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crushed against the bucket in a coal mine.  Another one was" 

Carefully though the man counted, he ended by erring in his  reckoning to the extent of making his total

"five." Accordingly  he recomputed the listand this time succeeded in making the  total amount to "seven." 

"Never mind," he remarked with a sigh as he blew his cigarette  into a red glow which illuminated the whole

of his face. "The  truth is that I cannot always repeat the list correctly, just as  I should like. Were I older than I

am, I too should contrive to  get finished off; for oldage is a far from desirable thing. Yes,  indeed! But, as

things are, I am still alive, nor, thank the  Lord, does anything matter very much." 

Presently, with a nod towards Silantiev, he continued: 

"Even now HIS kinsfolk or his wife may be looking for news of  him, or a letter from him. Well, never again

will he write, and  as likely as not his kinsfolk will end by saying to themselves:  'He has taken to bad ways,

and forgotten his family.' Yes, good  sir." 

By this time the clamour around the barraque had ceased, and the  two fires had burnt themselves out, and

most of the men  dispersed. From the smooth yellow walls of the barraque dark,  round, knotholes were

gazing at the rivulet like eyes. Only in a  single window without a frame was there visible a faint light,  while

at intervals there issued thence fragmentary, angry  exclamations such as: 

"Look sharp there, and deal! Clubs will be the winners." 

"Ah! Here is a trump!" 

"Indeed? What luck, damn it!" 

The fairheaded muzhik blew the ashes from his cigarette, and  observed: 

"No such thing is there at cards as luckonly skill." 

At this juncture we saw approaching us softly from across the  rivulet a young carpenter who wore a

moustache. He halted beside  us, and drew a deep breath. 

"Well, mate?" the fairheaded muzhik inquired. 

"Would you mind giving me something to smoke?" the carpenter  asked. The obscurity caused him to look

large and shapeless,  though his manner of speaking was bashful and subdued. 

"Certainly. Here is a cigarette." 

"Christ reward you! Today my wife forgot to bring my tobacco,  and my grandfather has strict ideas on the

subject of smoking." 

"Was it he who departed just now? It was." 

As the carpenter inhaled a whiff he continued: 

"I suppose that man was beaten to death?" 

"He wasto death." 


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For a while the pair smoked in silence. The hour was past  midnight. 

Over the defile the jagged strip of sky which roofed it looked  like a river of blue flowing at an immense

height above the  nightenveloped earth, and bearing the brilliant stars on its  smooth current. 

Quieter and quieter was everything growing; more and more was  everything becoming part of the night.... 

One might have thought that nothing particular had happened. 

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Whistling from off the sea, the wind was charged with moist, salt  spray, and dashing foaming billows ashore

with their white manes  full of snakelike, gleaming black ribands of seaweed, and causing  the rocks to rumble

angrily in response, and the trees to rustle  with a dry, agitated sound as their tops swayed to and fro, and  their

trunks bent earthwards as though they would fain reeve up  their roots, and betake them whither the mountains

stood veiled  in a toga of heavy, dark mist. 

Over the sea the clouds were hurrying towards the land as ever  and anon they rent themselves into strips, and

revealed  fathomless abysses of blue wherein the autumn sun burned  uneasily, and sent cloudshadows

gliding over the puckered waste  of waters, until, the shore reached, the wind further harried the  masses of

vapour towards the sharp flanks of the mountains, and,  after drawing them up and down the slopes, relegated

them to  clefts, and left them steaming there. 

There was about the whole scene a louring appearance, an  appearance as though everything were contending

with everything,  as now all things turned sullenly dark, and now all things  emitted a dull sheen which almost

blinded the eyes. Along the  narrow road, a road protected from the sea by a line of wave  washed dykes,

some withered leaves of oak and wild cherry were  scudding in mutual chase of one another; with the general

result  that the combined sounds of splashing and rustling and howling  came to merge themselves into a single

din which issued as a song  with a rhythm marked by the measured blows of the waves as they  struck the

rocks. 

"Zmiulan, the King of the Ocean, is abroad!" shouted my fellow  traveller in my ear. He was a tall,

roundshouldered man of  childishly chubby features and boyishly bright, transparent eyes. 

"WHO do you say is abroad?" I queried. 

"King Zmiulan." 

Never having heard of the monarch, I made no reply. 

The extent to which the wind buffeted us might have led one to  suppose that its primary objective was to

deflect our steps, and  turn them in the direction of the mountains. Indeed, at times its  pressure was so strong

that we had no choice but to halt, to turn  our backs to the sea, and, with feet planted apart, to prise  ourselves

against our sticks, and so remain, poised on three  legs, until we were past any risk of being overwhelmed

with the  soft incubus of the tempest, and having our coats torn from our  shoulders. 

At intervals such gasps would come from my companion that he  might well have been standing on the

dryingboard of a bath. Nor,  as they did so, was his appearance aught but comical, seeing that  his ears,

appendages large and shaggy like a dog's, and  indifferently shielded with a shabby old cap, kept being pushed

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the  resemblance, his long and massive nose, a feature grossly  disproportionate to the rest of his diminutive

face, might  equally well have passed for the spout of the receptacle  indicated. 

Yet a face out of the common it was, like the whole of his  personality. And this was the fact which had

captivated me from  the moment when I had beheld him participating in a vigil service  held in the

neighbouring church of the monastery of New Athos.  There, spare, but with his withered form erect, and his

head  slightly tilted, he had been gazing at the Crucifix with a  radiant smile, and moving his thin lips in a sort

of whispered,  confidential, friendly conversation with the Saviour. Indeed, so  much had the man's smooth,

round features (features as beardless  as those of a Skopetz [A member of the Skoptzi, a nonOrthodox  sect

the members of which "do make of themselves eunuchs for the  Lord's sake."], save for two bright tufts at the

corners of the  mouth) been instinct with intimacy, with a consciousness of  actually being in the presence of

the Son of God, that the  spectacle, transcending anything of the kind that my eyes had  before beheld, had led

me, with its total absence of the  customary laboured, servile, pusillanimous attitude towards the  Almighty

which I had generally found to be the rule, to accord  the man my whole interest, and, as long as the service

had  lasted, to keep an eye upon one who could thus converse with God  without rendering Him constant

obeisance, or again and again  making the sign of the cross, or invariably making it to the  accompaniment of

groans and tears which had always hitherto  obtruded itself upon my notice. 

Again had I encountered the man when I had had supper at the  workmen's barraque, and then proceeded to

the monastery's guest  chamber. Seated at a table under a circle of light falling from a  lamp suspended from

the ceiling, he had gathered around him a  knot of pilgrims and their women, and was holding forth in low,

cheerful tones that yet had in them the telling, incisive note of  the preacher, of the man who frequently

converses with his fellow  men. 

"One thing it may be best always to disclose," he was saying,  "and another thing to conceal. If aught in

ourselves seems harmful  or senseless, let us put to ourselves the question: 'Why is this  so?' Contrariwise

ought a prudent man never to thrust himself  forward and say: 'How discreet am I!' while he who makes a

parade  of his hard lot, and says, 'Good folk, see ye and hear how bitter  my life is,' also does wrong." 

Here a pilgrim with a black beard, a brigand's dark eyes, and the  wasted features of an ascetic rose from the

further side of the  table, straightened his virile frame, and said in a dull voice: 

"My wife and one of my children were burnt to death through the  falling of an oil lamp. On THAT ought I to

keep silence?" 

No answer followed. Only someone muttered to himself: 

"What? Again?": until the first speaker, the speaker seated  near the corner of the table, launched into the

oppressive lull  the unhesitating reply: 

"That of which you speak may be taken to have been a punishment  by God for sin." 

"What? For a sin committed by one three years of age (for,  indeed, my little son was no more)? The accident

happened of his  pulling down a lamp upon himself, and of my wife seizing him, and  herself being burnt to

death. She was weak, too, for but eleven  days had passed since her confinement." 

"No. What I mean is that in that accident you see a punishment  for sins committed by the child's father and

mother." 

This reply from the corner came with perfect confidence. The  blackbearded man, however, pretended not to

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detail the manner in which his wife  and little one had met their deaths. And all the time that he was  doing so

one had an inkling that often before had he recounted  his narrative of horror, and that often again would he

repeat it.  His shaggy black eyebrows, as he delivered his speech, met in a  single strip, while the whites of his

eyes  grew bloodshot, and their dull, black pupils never ceased their  nervous twitching. 

Presently the gloomy recital was once more roughly,  unceremoniously broken in upon by the cheerful voice

of the  Christloving pilgrim. 

"It is not right, brother," the voice said, "to blame God for  untoward accidents, or for mistakes and follies

committed by  ourselves." 

"But if God be God, He is responsible for all things." 

"Not so. Concede to yourself the faculty of reason." 

"Pah! What avails reason if it cannot make me understand?" 

"Cannot make you understand WHAT?" 

"The main point, the point why MY wife had to be burnt rather  than my neighbour's?" 

Somewhere an old woman commented in spitefully distinct tones: 

"Oh ho, ho! This man comes to a monastery, and starts railing as  soon as he gets there!" 

Flashing his eyes angrily, the blackbearded man lowered his head  like a bull. Then, thinking better of his

position, and  contenting himself with a gesture, he strode swiftly, heavily  towards the door. Upon this the

Christloving pilgrim rose with a  swaying motion, bowed to everyone present, and set about  following his

late interlocutor. 

"It has all come of a broken heart," he said with a smile as he  passed me. Yet somehow the smile seemed to

lack sympathy. 

With a disapproving air someone else remarked: 

"That fellow's one thought is to enlarge and to enlarge upon his  tale." 

"Yes, and to no purpose does he do so," added the Christloving  pilgrim as he halted in the doorway. "All

that he accomplishes by  it is to weary himself and others alike. Such experiences are far  better put behind

one." 

Presently I followed the pair into the forecourt, and near the  entrancegates heard a voice say quietly: 

"Do not disturb yourself, good father." 

"Nevertheless" (the second voice was that of the porter of the  monastery, Father Seraphim, a strapping

Vetlugan) "a spectre  walks here nightly." 

"Never mind if it does. As regards myself, no spectre would  touch me." 

Here I moved in the direction of the gates. 


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"Who comes there?" Seraphim inquired as he thrust a hairy and  uncouth, but infinitely kindly, face close to

mine. "Oh, it is  the young fellow from Nizhni Novgorod! You are wasting your time,  my good sir, for the

women have all gone to bed." 

With which he laughed and chuckled like a bear. 

Beyond the wall of the forecourt the stillness of the autumn  night was the languid inertia of a world exhausted

by summer, and  the withered grass and other objects of the season were exhaling  a sweet and bracing odour,

and the trees looking like fragments  of cloud where motionless they hung in the moist, sultry air.  Also, in the

darkness the halfslumbering sea could be heard  soughing as it crept towards the shore while over the sky lay

a  canopy of mist, save at the point where the moon's opallike blur  could be descried over the spot where that

blur's counterfeit  image glittered and rocked on the surface of the dark waters. 

Under the trees there was set a bench whereon I could discern  there to be resting a human figure.

Approaching the figure, I  seated myself beside it. 

"Whence, comrade?" was my inquiry. 

"From Voronezh. And you?" 

A Russian is never adverse to talking about himself. It would seem  as though he is never sure of his

personality, as though he is  ever yearning to have that personality confirmed from some source  other than,

extraneous to, his own ego. The reason for this must  be that we Russians live diffused over a land of such

vastness  that, the more we grasp the immensity of the same, the smaller do  we come to appear in our own

eyes; wherefore, traversing, as we  do, roads of a length of a thousand versts, and constantly losing  our way,

we come to let slip no opportunity of restating  ourselves, and setting forth all that we have seen and thought

and done. 

Hence, too, must it be that in conversations one seems to hear  less of the note of "I am I" than of the note of

"Am I really  and truly myself?" 

"What may be your name?"  next I inquired of the figure on the  bench. 

"A name of absolute simplicitythe name of Alexei Kalinin." 

"You are a namesake of mine, then." 

"Indeed? Is that so?" 

With which, tapping me on the knee, the figure added: 

"Come, then, namesake. 'I have mortar, and you have water, so  together let us paint the town.'" 

Murmuring amid the silence could be heard small, light waves that  were no more than ripples. Behind us the

busy clamour of the  monastery had died down, and even Kalinin's cheery voice seemed  subdued by the

influence of the nightit seemed to have in it  less of the note of selfconfidence. 

"My mother was a wetnurse," he went on to volunteer, and I her  only child. When I was twelve years of age

I was, owing to my  height, converted into a footman. It happened thus. One day, on  General Stepan (my

mother's then employer) happening to catch  sight of me, he exclaimed: 'Evgenia, go and tell Fedor' (the

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boy is at least tall  enough for the work.' And for nine years I served the General in  this capacity. And then,

and thenoh, THEN I was seized with an  illness. . . . Next, I obtained a post under a merchant who was  then

mayor of our town, and stayed with him twentyone months.  And next I obtained a situation in an hotel at

Kharkov, and held  it for a year. And after that I kept changing my places, for,  steady and sober though I was,

I was beginning to lack taste for  my profession, and to develop a spirit of the kind which deemed  all work to

be beneath me, and considered that I had been created  to serve only myself, not others." 

Along the high road to Sukhum which lay behind us there were  proceeding some invisible travellers whose

scraping of feet as  they walked proclaimed the fact that they were not overused to  journeying on foot. Just

as the party drew level with us, a  musical voice hummed out softly the line "Alone will I set forth  upon the

road," with the word "alone" plaintively stressed.  Next, a resonant bass voice said with a sort of indolent

incisiveness: 

"Aphon or aphonia means loss of speech to the extent of, to the  extent ofoh, to WHAT extent, most

learned Vera Vasilievna?" 

"To the extent of total loss of power of articulation," replied  a voice feminine and youthful of timbre. 

Just at that moment we saw two dark, blurred figures, with a  paler figure between them, come gliding into

view. 

"Strange indeed is it that, that" 

"That what?" 

"That so many names proper to these parts should also be so  suggestive. Take, for instance, Mount

Nakopioba. Certainly folk  hereabouts seem to have " amassed " things, and to have known how  to do so."

[The verb nakopit means to amass, to heap up.] 

"For my part, I always fail to remember the name of Simon the  Canaanite. Constantly I find myself calling

him 'the Cainite.'" 

"Look here," interrupted the musical voice in a tone of  chastened enthusiasm. "As I contemplate all this

beauty, and  inhale this restfulness, I find myself reflecting: 'How would it  be if I were to let everything go to

the devil, and take up my  abode here for ever?'" 

At this point all further speech became drowned by the sound of  the monastery's bell as it struck the hour.

The only utterance  that came borne to my ears was the mournful fragment: 

Oh, if into a single word

I could pour my inmost thoughts!

To the foregoing dialogue my companion had listened with his head  tilted to one side, much as though the

dialogue had deflected it  in that direction: and now, as the voices died away into the  distance, he sighed,

straightened himself, and said: 

"Clearly those people were educated folk. And see too how, as  they talked of one thing and another, there

cropped up the old  and everpersistent point." 

"To what point are you referring?" 


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My companion paused a moment before he replied. Then he said: 

"Can it be that you did not hear it? Did you not hear one of  those people remark: 'I have a mind to surrender

everything '?" 

Whereafter, bending forward, and peering at me as a blind man  would do, Kalinin added in a halfwhisper: 

"More and more are folk coming to think to themselves: 'Now must  I forsake everything.' In the end I myself

came to think it. For  many a year did I increasingly reflect: 'Why should I be a  servant? What will it ever

profit me? Even if I should earn  twelve, or twenty, or fifty roubles a month, to what will such  earnings lead,

and where will the man in me come in? Surely it  would be better to do nothing at all, but just to gaze into

space  (as I am doing now), and let my eyes stare straight before me?'" 

"By the way, what were you talking to those people about?" 

"Which people do you mean?" 

"The bearded man and the rest, the company in the guestchamber?" 

"Ah, THAT man I did not likeI have no fancy at all for fellows  who strew their grief about the world, and

leave it to be  trampled upon by every chancecomer. For how can the tears of my  neighbour benefit me?

True, every man has his troubles; but also  has every man such a predilection for his particular woe that he

ends by deeming it the most bitter and remarkable grief in the  universeyou may take my word for that." 

Suddenly the speaker rose to his feet, a tall, lean figure. 

"Now I must seek my bed," he remarked. "You see, I shall have  to leave here very early tomorrow." 

"And for what point?" 

"For Novorossisk." 

Now, the day being a Saturday, I had drawn my week's earnings  from the monastery's payoffice just before

the vigil service.  Also, Novorossisk did not really lie in my direction. Thirdly, I  had no particular wish to

exchange the monastery for any other  lodging. Nevertheless, despite all this, the man interested me to  such an

extent (of persons who genuinely interest one there never  exist but two, and, of them, oneself is always one)

that  straightway I observed: 

"I too shall be leaving here tomorrow." 

"Then let us travel together." 

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At dawn, therefore, we set forth to foot the road in company. At  times I mentally soared aloft, and viewed the

scene from that  vantagepoint. Whenever I did so, I beheld two tall men traversing  a narrow track by a

seashorethe one clad in a grey military  overcoat and a hat with a broken crown, and the other in a drab

kaftan and a plush cap. At their feet the boundless sea was  splashing white foam, saltdried ribands of

seaweed were strewing  the path, golden leaves were dancing hither and thither, and the  wind was howling at,

and buffeting, the travellers as clouds  sailed over their heads. Also, to their right there lay stretched  a chain of

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whitelaced expanse over the surface of which a roaring wind kept  ceaselessly driving transparent columns

of spray. 

On such stormy days in autumn everything near a seashore looks  particularly cheerful and vigorous, seeing

that, despite the  soughing of wind and wave, and the swift onrush of cloud, and the  fact that the sun is only

occasionally to be seen suspended in  abysses of blue, and resembles a drooping flower, one feels that  the

apparent chaos has lurking in it a secret harmony of mundane,  but imperishable, forcesso much so that in

time even one's puny  human heart comes to imbibe the prevalent spirit of revolt, and,  catching fire, to cry to

all the universe: " I love you! " 

Yes, at such times one desires to taste life to the full, and so  to live that the ancient rocks shall smile, and the

sea's white  horses prance the higher, as one's mouth acclaims the earth in  such a paean that, intoxicated with

the laudation, it shall  unfold its riches with added bountifulness and display more and  more manifest beauty

under the spur of the love expressed by one  of its creatures, expressed by a human being who feels for the

earth what he would feel for a woman, and yearns to fertilise the  same to everincreasing splendour. 

Nevertheless,words are as heavy as stones, and after felling  fancy to the ground, serve but to heap her grey

coffinlid, and  cause one, as one stands contemplating the tomb, to laugh in  sheer selfderision. . . . 

Suddenly, plunged in dreams as I walked along, I heard through  the plash of the waves and the sizzle of the

foam the unfamiliar  words: 

"Hymen, Demon, Igamon, and Zmiulan. Good devils are these, not  bad." 

"How does Christ get on with them?" I asked. 

"Christ? He does not enter into the matter." 

"Is He hostile to them?" 

"Is He HOSTILE to them? How could He be? Devils of that kind are  devils to themselvesdevils of a decent

sort. Besides, to no one  is Christ hostile"  ..............................  . . . . . .  [In the Russian this hiatus occurs as

marked.] 

As though unable any longer to brave the assault of the billows,  the path suddenly swerved towards the

bushes on our right, and,  in doing so, caused the cloudwrapped mountains to shift  correspondingly to our

immediate front, where the masses of  vapour were darkening as though rain were probable. 

Kalinin's discourse proved instructive as with his stick he from  time to time knocked the track clear of

clinging tendrils. 

"The locality is not without its perils," once he remarked.  "For hereabouts there lurks malaria. It does so

because long ago  Maliar of Kostroma banished his evil sister, Fever, to these  parts. Probably he was paid to

do so, but the exact circumstances  escape my memory." 

So thickly was the surface of the sea streaked with cloudshadows  that it bore the appearance of being in

mourning, of being decked  in the funeral colours of black and white. Afar off, Gudaout lay  lashed with foam,

while constantly objects like snowdrifts kept  gliding towards it. 

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"Well, if you wish. But what exactly am I to tell you about  them?" 

"All that you may happen to know." 

"Oh, I know EVERYTHING about them." 

To this my companion added a wink. Then he continued: 

"I say that I know everything about those devils for the reason  that for my mother I had a most remarkable

woman, a woman  cognisant of each and every species of proverb, anathema, and  item of hagiology. You

must know that, after spreading my bed  beside the kitchen stove each night, and her own bed on the top  of the

stove (for, after her wetnursing of three of the  General's children, she lived a life of absolute ease, and did

no  work at all)" 

Here Kalinin halted, and, driving his stick into the ground,  glanced back along the path before resuming his

way with firm,  lengthy strides. 

"I may tell you that the General had a niece named Valentina  Ignatievna. And she too was a most remarkable

woman." 

"Remarkable for what?" 

"Remarkable for EVERYTHING." 

At this moment there came floating over our heads through the  dampsaturated air a cormorantone of

those voracious birds which  so markedly lack intelligence. And somehow the whistling of its  powerful

pinions awoke in me an unpleasant reminiscent thought. 

"Pray continue," I said to my fellow traveller. 

And each night, as I lay on the floor (I may mention that never  did I climb on to the stove, and to this day I

dislike the heat  of one), it was her custom to sit with her legs dangling over the  edge of the top, and tell me

stories. And though the room would  be too dark for me to see her face, I could yet see the things of  which she

would be speaking. And at times, as these tales came  floating down to me, I would find them so horrible as to

be  forced to cry out, 'Oh, Mamka, Mamka, DON'T! . . .' To this hour  I have no love for the bizarre, and am

but a poor hand at  remembering it. And as strange as her stories was my mother.  Eventually she died of an

attack of bloodpoisoning and, though  but forty, had become greyheaded. Yes, and so terribly did she  smell

after her death that everyone in the kitchen was  constrained to exclaim at the odour." 

"Yes, but what of the devils?" 

"You must wait a minute or two." 

Ever as we proceeded, clinging, fantastic branches kept closing  in upon the path, so that we appeared to be

walking through a sea  of murmuring verdure. And from time to time a bough would flick  us as though to say:

"Speed, speed, or the rain will be upon  you!" 

If anything, however, my companion slackened his pace as in  measured, singsong accents he continued: 

"When Jesus Christ, God's Son, went forth into the wilderness to  collect His thoughts, Satan sent devils to

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desert, He pondered upon one thing and  another, and played with a handful of pebbles which He had

collected. Until presently from afar, there descried Him the  devils Hymen, Demon, Igamon, and

Zmiulandevils of equal age with  the Saviour. 

"Drawing near unto Him, they said, 'Pray suffer us to sport with  Thee.' Whereupon Christ answered with a

smile: 'Pray be seated.'  Then all of them did sit down in a circle, and proceed to  business, which business was

to see whether or not any member of  the party could so throw a stone into the air as to prevent it  from falling

back upon the burning sand.  ..............................  . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .  . . . . . . . 

[In the original Russian this hiatus occurs as given.] 

"Christ Himself was the first to throw a stone; whereupon His  stone became changed into a sixwinged dove,

and fluttered away  towards the Temple of Jerusalem. And, next, the impotent devils  strove to do the same;

until at length, when they saw that Christ  could not in any wise be tempted, Zmiulan, the senior of the  devils,

cried: 

"'Oh Lord, we will tempt Thee no more; for of a surety do we  avail not, and, though we be devils, never shall

do so!' 

"'Aye, never shall ye!' Christ did agree. 'And, therefore, I  will now fulfil that which from the first I did

conceive. That ye  be devils I know right well. And that, while yet afar off, ye  did, on beholding me, have

compassion upon me I know right well.  While also ye did not in any wise seek to conceal from me the  truth

as concerning yourselves. Hence shall ye, for the remainder  of your lives, be GOOD devils; so that at the last

shall matters  be rendered easier for you. Do thou, Zmiulan, become King of the  Ocean, and send the winds of

the sea to cleanse the land of foul  air. And do thou, Demon, see to it that the cattle shall eat of  no poisonous

herb, but that all herbs of the sort be covered with  prickles. Do thou, Igamon, comfort, by night, all

comfortless  widows who shall be blaming God for the death of their husbands?  And do thou, Hymen, as the

youngest devil of the band, choose for  thyself wherein shall lie thy charge.' 

"'Oh Lord,' replied Hymen, 'I do love but to laugh.' 

"And the Saviour replied: 

"'Then cause thou folk to laugh. Only, mark thou, see to it  that they laugh not IN CHURCH.' 

"'Yet even in church would I laugh, Oh Lord,' the devil objected. 

" 'Jesus Christ Himself laughed. 

" 'God go with you!' at length He said. 'Then let folk laugh even  in churchbut QUIETLY.' 

"In such wise did Christ convert those four evil devils into  devils of goodness." 

Soaring over the green, bushy sea were a number of old oaks. On  them the yellow leaves were trembling as

though chilled; here  and there a sturdy hazel was doffing its withered garments, and  elsewhere a wild cherry

was quivering, and elsewhere an almost  naked chestnut was politely rendering obeisance to the earth. 

"Did you find that story of mine a good one?" my companion  inquired. 

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"Always and everywhere He is so," Kalinin proudly rejoined. "But  do you also know what an old woman of

Smolensk used to sing  concerning Him?" 

" I do not." 

Halting, my strange traveller chanted in a feignedly senile and  tremulous voice, as he beat time with his foot: 

In the heavens a flow'r doth blow,

It is the Son of God.

From it all our joys do flow,

It is the Son of God.

In the sun's red rays He dwells

He, the Son of God.

His light our every ill dispels.

Praised be the Son of God!

Each successive line seemed to inspire Kalinin's voice with added  youthfulness, until, indeed, the concluding

words "The One and  Only God" issued in a high, agreeable tenor. 

Suddenly a flash of lightning blazed before us, while dull  thunder crashed among the mountains, and sent its

hundredvoiced  echoes rolling over land and sea. In his consternation, Kalinin  opened his mouth until a set

of fine, even teeth became bared to  view. Then, with repeated crossings of himself, he muttered. 

"Oh dread God, Oh beneficent God, Oh God who sittest on high, and  on a golden throne, and under a gilded

canopy, do Thou now punish  Satan, lest he overwhelm me in the midst of my sins!" 

Whereafter, turning a small and terrified face in my direction,  and blinking his bright eyes, he added with

hurried diction: 

"Come, brother! Come! Let us run on ahead, for thunderstorms are  my bane. Yes, let us run with all possible

speed, run ANYWHERE,  for soon the rain will be pouring down, and these parts are full  of lurking fever." 

Off, therefore, we started, with the wind smiting us behind, and  our kettles and teapots jangling, and my

wallet, in particular,  thumping me about the middle of the body as though it had been  wielding a large, soft

fist. Yet a far cry would it be to the  mountains, nor was any dwelling in sight, while ever and anon  branches

caught at our clothes, and stones leapt aloft under our  tread, and the air grew steadily darker, and the

mountains seemed  to begin gliding towards us. 

Once more from the black cloudmasses, heaven belched a fiery dart  which caused the sea to scintillate with

blue sapphires in  response, and, seemingly, to recoil from the shore as the earth  shook, and the mountain

defiles emitted a gigantic scrunching  sound of their rockhewn jaws. 

"Oh Holy One! Oh Holy One! Oh Holy One!" screamed Kalinin as he  dived into the bushes. 

In the rear, the waves lashed us as though they had a mind to  arrest our progress; from the gloom to our front

came a sort of  scraping and rasping; long black hands seemed to wave over our  heads; just at the point where

the mountain crests lay swathed in  their dense coverlet of cloud ,there rumbled once more the  deafening iron

chariot of the thundergod; more and more  frequently flashed the lightning as the earth rang, and rifts  cleft

by the blue glare disclosed, amid the obscurity, great  trees that were rustling and rocking and, to all

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The occasion was a harassing but bracing one, for as the fine  bands of rain beat upon our faces, our bodies

felt filled with a  heady vigour of a kind to fit us to run indefinitelyat all  events to run until this storm of

rain and thunder should be  outpaced, and clear weather be reached again. 

Suddenly Kalinin shouted: "Stop! Look!" 

This was because the fitful illumination of a flash had just  shown up in front of us the trunk of an oak tree

which had a  large black hollow let into it like a doorway. So into that  hollow we crawled as two mice might

have donelaughing aloud in  our glee as we did so. 

"Here there is room for THREE persons," my companion remarked.  "Evidently it is a hollow that has been

burnt outthough rascals  indeed must the burners have been to kindle a fire in a living  tree!" 

However, the space within the hollow was both confined and  redolent of smoke and dead leaves. Also, heavy

drops of rain  still bespattered our heads and shoulders, and at every peal of  thunder the tree quivered and

creaked until the strident din  around us gave one the illusion of being afloat in a narrow  caique. Meanwhile at

every flash of the lightning's glare, we  could see slanting ribands of rain cutting the air with a network  of

blue, glistening, vitreous lines. 

Presently, the wind began to whistle less loudly, as though now it  felt satisfied at having driven so much

productive rain into the  ground, and washed clean the mountain tops, and loosened the  stony soil. 

"Uoh! Uoh!" hooted a grey mountain owl just over our heads. 

"Why, surely it believes the time to be night!" Kalinin  commented in a whisper. 

"Uoh! Uuuoh!" hooted the bird again, and in response my  companion shouted: 

"You have made a mistake, my brother!" 

By this time the air was feeling chilly, and a bright grey fog  had streamed over us, and wrapped a

semitransparent veil about  the gnarled, barrellike trunks with their outgrowing shoots and  the few

remaining leaves still adhering. 

Far and wide the monotonous din continued to rageit did so until  conscious thought began almost to be

impossible. Yet even as one  strained one's attention, and listened to the rain lashing the  fallen leaves, and

pounding the stones, and bespattering the  trunks of the trees, and to the murmuring and splashing of  rivulets

racing towards the sea, and to the roaring of torrents  as they thundered over the rocks of the mountains, and

to the  creaking of trees before the wind, and to the measured thudthud  of the waves; as one listened to all

this, the thousand sounds  seemed to combine into a single heaviness of hurried clamour, and  involuntarily

one found oneself striving to disunite them, and to  space them even as one spaces the words of a song. 

Kalinin fidgeted, nudged me, and muttered: 

"I find this place too close for me. Always I have hated  confinement." 

Nevertheless he had taken far more care than I to make himself  comfortable, for he had edged himself right

into the hollow, and,  by squatting on his haunches, reduced his frame to the form of a  ball. Moreover, the

raindrippings scarcely or in no wise touched  him, while, in general, he appeared to have developed to the

full  an aptitude for vagrancy as a permanent condition, and for the  allowing of no unpleasant circumstance to

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he continued: 

"Yes; despite the rain and cold and everything else, I consider  life to be not quite intolerable." 

"Not quite intolerable in what?" 

"Not quite intolerable in the fact that at least I am bound to  the service of no one save God. For if

disagreeablenesses have to  be endured, at all events they come better from Him than from  one's own species." 

"Then you have no great love for your own species?" 

"One loves one's neighbour as the dog loves the stick." To  which, after a pause, the speaker added: 

For WHY should I love him?" 

It puzzled me to cite a reason offhand, but, fortunately,  Kalinin did not wait for an answerrather, he went

on to ask: 

"Have you ever been a footman?" 

"No," I replied. 

"Then let me tell you that it is peculiarly difficult for a  footman to love his neighbour." 

"Wherefore?" 

"Go and be a footman; THEN you will know. In fact, it is never  the case that, if one serves a man, one can

love that man. . . .  How steadily the rain persists!" 

Indeed, on every hand there was in progress a trickling and a  splashing sound as though the weeping earth

were venting soft,  sorrowful sobs over the departure of summer before winter and its  storms should arrive. 

"How come you to be travelling the Caucasus?" I asked at  length. 

"Merely through the fact that my walking and walking has brought  me hither," was the reply. "For that

matter, everyone ends by  heading for the Caucasus." 

"Why so?" 

"Why NOT, seeing that from one's earliest years one hears of  nothing but the Caucasus, the Caucasus? Why,

even our old General  used to harp upon the name, with his moustache bristling, and his  eyes protruding, as he

did so. And the same as regards my mother,  who had visited the country in the days when, as yet, the General

was in command but of a company. Yes, everyone tends hither. And  another reason is the fact that the

country is an easy one to live  in, a country which enjoys much sunshine, and produces much food,  and has a

winter less long and severe than our own winter, and  therefore presents pleasanter conditions of life." 

"And what of the country's people?" 

"What of the country's people? Oh, so long as you keep yourself  to yourself they will not interfere with you." 

"And why will they not?" 


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Kalinin paused, stared at me, smiled condescendingly, and,  finally, said: 

"What a dullard you are to ask about such simple things! Were  you never given any sort of an education?

Surely by this time you  ought to be able to understand something?" 

Then, with a change of subject, and subduing his tone to one of  snuffling supplication, he added in the

singsong chant of a  person reciting a prayer: 

"'Oh Lord, suffer me not to become bound unto the clergy the  priesthood, the diaconate, the tchinovstvo, [The

official class]  or the intelligentsia!' This was a petition which my mother used  often to repeat." 

The raindrops now were falling more gently, and in finer lines  and more transparent network, so that one

could once more descry  the great trunks of the blackened oaks, with the green and gold  of their leaves. Also,

our own hollow had grown less dark, and  there could be discerned its smoky, satinbright walls. From  those

walls Kalinin picked a bit of charcoal with finger and  thumb, saying: 

"It was shepherds that fired the place. See where they dragged  in hay and dead leaves! A shepherd's fife

hereabouts must be a  truly glorious one!" 

Lastly, clasping his head as though he were about to fall asleep,  he sank his chin between his knees, and

relapsed into silence. 

Presently a brilliant, sinuous little rivulet which had long been  laving the bare roots of our tree brought

floating past us a red  and fawn leaf. 

"How pretty," I thought, "that leaf will look from a distance  when reposing on the surface of the sea! For, like

the sun when  he is in solitary possession of the heavens, that leaf will stand  out against the blue, silky

expanse like a lonely red star." 

After awhile my companion began, catlike, to purr to himself a  song. Its melody, the melody of "the moon

withdrew behind a  cloud," was familiar enough, but not so the words, which ran: 

Oh Valentina, wondrous maid,

More comely thou than e'er a flow'r!

The nurse's son doth pine for thee,

And yearn to serve thee every hour!

"What does that ditty mean?" I inquired. 

Kalinin straightened himself, gave a wriggle to a form that was  as lithe as a lizard's, and passed one hand over

his face. 

"It is a certain composition," he replied presently. "It is a  composition that was composed by a military clerk

who afterwards  died of consumption. He was my friend his life long, and my only  friend, and a true one,

besides being a man out of the common." 

"And who was Valentina?" 

"My onetime mistress," Kalinin spoke unwillingly. 

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"Oh dear no!" 

Evidently Kalinin had no particular wish to discuss the subject,  for he hugged himself together, buried his

face in his hands, and  muttered: 

"I should like to kindle a fire, were it not that everything in  the place is too damp for the purpose." 

The wind shook the trees, and whistled despondently, while the  fine, persistent rain still whipped the earth. 

"I but humble am, and poor,

Nor fated to be otherwise,"

sang Kalinin softly as, flinging up his head with an unexpected  movement, he added meaningly: 

"Yes, it is a mournful song, a song which could move to tears.  Only to two persons has it ever been known; to

my friend the  clerk and to myself. Yes, and to HER, though I need hardly add  that at once she forgot it." 

And Kalinin's eyes flashed into a smile as he added: 

"I think that, as a young man, you had better learn forthwith  where the greatest danger lurks in life. Let me

tell you a  story." 

And upon that a very human tale filtered through the silken  monotonous swish of the downpour, with, for

listeners to it, only  the rain and myself. 

"Lukianov was NEVER in love with her," he narrated. "Only I was  that. All that Lukianov did in the matter

was to write, at my  request, some verses. When she first appeared on the scene (I  mean Valentina Ignatievna)

I was just turned nineteen years of  age; and the instant that my eyes fell upon her form I realised  that in her

alone lay my fate, and my heart almost stopped  beating, and my vitality stretched out towards her as a speck

of  dust flies towards a fire. Yet all this I had to conceal as best  I might; with the result that in the company's

presence I felt  like a sentry doing guard duty in the presence of his commanding  officer. But at last, though I

strove to pull myself together, to  steady myself against the ferment that was raging in my breast,  something

happened. Valentina Ignatievna was then aged about  twentyfive, and very beautifulmarvellous, in fact!

Also, she  was an orphan, since her father had been killed by the  Chechentzes, and her mother had died of

smallpox at Samarkand. As  regards her kinship with the General, she stood to him in the  relation of niece by

marriage. Goldenlocked, and as skinfair as  enamelled porcelain, she had eyes like emeralds, and a figure

wholly symmetrical, though as slim as a wafer. For bedroom she  had a little corner apartment situated next to

the kitchen (the  General possessed his own house, of course), while, in addition,  they allotted her a bright

little boudoir in which she disposed  her curios and knickknacks, from cutglass bottles and goblets to  a

copper pipe and a glass ring mounted on copper. This ring, when  turned, used to emit showers of glittering

sparks, though she was  in no way afraid of them, but would sing as she made them dance: 

"Not for me the spring will dawn!

Not for me the Bug will spate!

Not for me love's smile will wait!

Not for me, ah, not for me!

"Constantly would she warble this. 

"Also, once she flashed an appeal at me with her eyes, and said: 

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"Sure enough, in HER presence ANYTHING might have fallen from my  hands! 

"Meanwhile her song about 'Not for me' used to make me feel  sorry for her. 'Not for you? ' I used to say to

myself. 'Ought  not EVERYTHING to be for you? ' And this reflection would cause  my heart to yearn and

stretch towards her. Next, I bought a  guitar, an instrument which I could not play, and took it for  instruction

to Lukianov, the clerk of the Divisional Staff, which  had its headquarters in our street. In passing I may say

that  Lukianov was a little Jewish convert with dark hair, sallow  features, and gimletsharp eyes, but beyond

all things a fellow  with brains, and one who could play the guitar unforgettably. 

"Once he said: 'In life all things are attainablenothing need  we lose for want of trying. For whence does

everything come? From  the plainest of mankind. A man may not be BORN in the rank of a  general, but at

least he may attain to that position. Also, the  beginning and ending of all things is woman. All that she

requires for her captivation is poetry. Hence, let me write you  some verses, that you may tender them to her

as an offering.' 

"These, mind you, were the words of a man in whom the heart was  absolutely single, absolutely

dispassionate." 

Until then Kalinin had told his story swiftly, with animation;  but thereafter he seemed, as it were, to become

extinguished.  After a pause of a few seconds he continuedcontinued in slower,  to all appearances more

unwilling, accents 

"At the time I believed what Lukianov said, but subsequently I  came to see that things were not altogether as

he had  representedthat woman is merely a delusion, and poetry merely  fiddlefaddle; and that a man

cannot escape his fate, and that,  though good in war, boldness is, in peace affairs, but naked  effrontery. In

this, brother, lies the chief, the fundamental law  of life. For the world contains certain people of high station,

and certain people of low; and so long as these two categories  retain their respective positions, all goes well;

but as soon as  ever a man seeks to pass from the upper category to the inferior  category, or from the inferior

to the upper, the fat falls into  the fire, and that man finds himself stuck midway, stuck neither  here nor there,

and bound to abide there for the remainder of his  life, for the remainder of his life. . . . Always keep to your

own position, to the position assigned you by fate.. . . . Will  the rain NEVER cease, think you?" 

By this time, as a matter of fact, the raindrops. were falling  less heavily and densely than hitherto, and the wet

clouds were  beginning to reveal bright patches in the moisturesoaked  firmament, as evidence that the sun

was still in existence. 

"Continue," I said. 

Kalinin laughed. 

"Then you find the story an interesting one," he remarked. 

Presently he resumed: 

"As I have said, I trusted Lukianov implicitly, and begged of  him to write the verses. And write them he

didhe wrote them the  very next day. True, at this distance of time I have forgotten  the words in their

entirety, but at least I remember that there  occurred in them a phrase to the effect that 'for days and weeks

have your eyes been consuming my heart in the fire of love, so  pity me, I pray.' I then proceeded to copy out

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"The next morning, when I was tidying her boudoir, she made an  unexpected entry, and, clad in a loose, red

dressinggown, and  holding a cigarette between her lips, said to me with a kindly  smile as she produced my

precious paper of verses: 

"'Alexei, did YOU write these?' 

"'Yes,' was my reply. 'And for Christ's sake pardon me for the  same.' 

"'What a pity that such a fancy should have entered your head!  For, you see, I am engaged alreadymy

uncle is intending to marry  me to Doctor Kliachka, and I am powerless in the matter.' 

"The very fact that she could address me with so much sympathy  and kindness struck me dumb. As regards

Doctor Kliachka, I may  mention that he was a goodlooking, blotchyfaced, heavyjowled  fellow with a

moustache that reached to his shoulders, and lips  that were for ever laughing and vociferating. 'Nothing has

either a beginning or an end. The only thing really existent is  pleasure.' 

"Nay, even the General could, at times, make sport of the  fellow, and say as he shook with merriment: 

"'A doctorcomedian is the sort of man that you are.' 

"Now, at the period of which I am speaking I was as straight as  a dart, and had a shock of luxuriant hair over

a set of ruddy  features. Also, I was living a life clean in every way, and  maintaining a cautious attitude

towards womenfolk, and holding  prostitutes in a contempt born of the fact that I had higher  views with regard

to my life's destiny. Lastly, I never indulged  in liquor, for I actually disliked it, and gave way to its  influence

only in days subsequent to the episode which I am  narrating. Yes, and, last of all, I was in the habit of taking

a  bath every Saturday. 

"The same evening Kliachka and the rest of the party went out to  the theatre (for, naturally, the General had

horses and a  carriage of his own), and I, for my part, went to inform Lukianov  of what had happened. 

"He said: 'I must congratulate you, and am ready to wager you  two bottles of beer that your affair is as good

as settled. In a  few seconds a fresh lot of verses shall be turned out, for poetry  constitutes a species of

talisman or charm.' 

"And, sure enough, he then and there composed the piece about  'the wondrous Valentina.' What a tender

thing it is, and how full  of understanding! My God, my God!" 

And, with a thoughtful shake of his bead, Kalinin raised his  boyish eyes towards the blue patches in the

rainwashed sky. 

"Duly she found the verses," he continued after a while, and  with a vehemence that seemed wholly

independent of his will. "And  thereupon she summoned me to her room. 

"'What are we to do about it all?' she inquired. 

"She was but halfdressed, and practically the whole of her  bosom was visible to my sight. Also, her naked

feet had on them  only slippers, and as she sat in her chair she kept rocking one  foot to and fro in a maddening

way. 

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"'What am I to say about it, at length I replied, 'save that I  feel as though I were not really existing on earth?' 

"'Are you one who can hold your tongue?' was her next question. 

"I noddednothing else could I compass, for further speech had  become impossible. Whereupon, rising with

brows puckered, she  fetched a couple of small phials, and, with the aid of  ingredients thence, mixed a powder

which she wrapped in paper,  and handed me with the words: 

"'Only one way of escape offers from the Plagues of Egypt. Here  I have a certain powder. Tonight the doctor

is to dine with us.  Place the powder in his soup, and within a few days I shall be  free!yes, free for you!' 

"I crossed myself, and duly took from her the paper, whilst a  mist rose, and swam before my eyes, as I did so,

and my legs  became perfectly numb. What I next did I hardly know, for  inwardly I was swooning. Indeed,

until Kliachka's arrival the  same evening I remained practically in a state of coma." 

Here Kalinin shudderedthen glanced at me with drawn features and  chattering teeth, and stirred uneasily. 

"Suppose we light a fire?" he ventured. "I am growing shivery  all over. But first we must move outside." 

The torn clouds were casting their shadows wearily athwart the  sodden earth and glittering stones and

silverdusted herbage.  Only on a single mountain top had a blur of mist settled like an  arrested avalanche,

and was resting there with its edges  steaming. The sea too had grown calmer under the rain, and was

splashing with more gentle mournfulness, even as the blue patches  in the firmament had taken on a softer,

warmer look, and stray  sunbeams were touching upon land and sea in turn, and, where they  chanced to fall

upon herbage, causing pearls and emeralds to  sparkle on every leaf, and kaleidoscopic tints to glow where the

darkblue sea reflected their generous radiance. Indeed, so  goodly, so full of promise, was the scene that one

might have  supposed autumn to have fled away for ever before the wind and  the rain, and beneficent summer

to have been restored. 

Presently through the moist, squelching sound of our footsteps,  and the cheerful patter of the raindrippings,

Kalinin's  narrative resumed its languid, querulous course: 

"When, that evening, I opened the door to the doctor I could not  bring myself to look him in the faceI

could merely hang my head;  whereupon, taking me by the chin, and raising it, he inquired: 

"Why is your face so yellow? What is the matter with you?' 

"Yes, a kindhearted man was he, and one who had never failed to  tip me well, and to speak to me with as

much consideration as  though I had not been a footman at all. 

"'I am not in very good health,' I replied. 'I, I' 

"'Come, come!' was his interjection. 'After dinner I must look  you over, and in the meanwhile, do keep up

your spirits.' 

"Then I realised that poison him I could not, but that the  powder must be swallowed by myselfyes, by

myself! Aye, over my  heart a flash of lightning had gleamed, and shown me that now I  was no longer

following the road properly assigned me by fate. 

"Rushing away to my room, I poured out a glass of water, and  emptied into it the powder; whereupon the

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mixture. Yet no burning sensation  ensued, and though I listened to my vitals, nothing was to be  heard in that

quarter, but, on the contrary, my head began to  lighten, and I found myself losing the sense of selfpity

which  had brought me almost to the point of tears. . . . Shall we  settle ourselves here?" 

Before us a large stone, capped with green moss and climbing  plants, was goodhumouredly thrusting

upwards a broad, flat face  beneath which the body had, like that of the hero Sviatogov,  sunken into the earth

through its own weight until only the face,  a visage worn with aeons of meditation, was now visible. On

every  side, also, had oaktrees overgrown and encompassed the bulk of  the projection, as though they too

had been made of stone, with  their branches drooping sufficiently low to brush the wrinkles of  the ancient

monolith. Kalinin seated himself on his haunches  under the overhanging rim of the stone, and said as he

snapped  some twigs in half: 

"This is where we ought to have been sitting whilst the rain was  coming down." 

"And so say I," I rejoined. "But pray continue your story." 

"Yes, when you have put a match to the fire." 

Whereafter, further withdrawing his spare frame under the stone,  so that he might stretch himself at full

length, Kalinin  continued: 

"I walked to the pantry quietly enough, though my legs were  tottering beneath me, and I had a cold sensation

in my breast.  Suddenly I heard the diningroom echo to a merry peal of  laughter from Valentina Ignatievna,

and the General reply to that  outburst: 

"'Ah, that man! Ah, these servants of ours! Why, the fellow would  do ANYTHING for a piatak '[A silver

fivekopeck piece, equal in  value to 2 1/4 pence.] 

"To this my beloved one retorted: 

"'Oh, uncle, uncle! Is it only a piatak that I am worth? 

And then I heard the doctor put in: 

"'What was it you gave him?' 

"'Merely some soda and tartaric acid. To think of the fun that we  shall have!'" 

Here, closing his eyes, Kalinin remained silent for a moment,  whilst the moist breeze sighed as it drove

dense, wet mist  against the black branches of the trees. 

"At first my feeling was one of overwhelming joy at the thought  that at least not DEATH was to be my fate.

For I may tell you  that, so far from being harmful, soda and tartaric acid are  frequently taken as a remedy

against drunken headache. Then the  thought occurred to me: 'But, since I am not a tippler, why  should such a

joke have been played upon ME?' However, from that  moment I began to feel easier, and when the company

had sat down  to dinner, and, amid a general silence, I was handing round the  soup, the doctor tasted his

portion, and, raising his head with a  frown, inquired: 

"'Forgive me, but what soup is this? ' 

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"Aloud I repliedreplied with complete boldness: 

"'Do not fear, sir. I have taken the powder myself.' 

Upon this the General and his wife, who were still in ignorance  that the jest had gone amiss, began to titter,

but the others  said nothing, though Valentina Ignatievna's eyes grew rounder and  rounder, until in an

undertone she murmured: 

"'Did you KNOW that the stuff was harmless?' 

"'I did not,' I replied. 'At least, not at the moment of my  drinking it.' 

"Whereafter falling headlong to the floor, I lost  consciousness." 

Kalinin's small face had become painfully contracted, and grown  old and haggardlooking. Rolling over on

to his breast before the  languishing fire, he waved a hand to dissipate the smoke which  was lazily drifting

slantwise. 

"For seventeen days did I remain stretched on a sickbed, and  was attended by the doctor in person. One day,

when sitting by my  side, he inquired: 

"'I presume your intention was to poison yourself, you foolish  fellow?' 

"Yes, merely THAT was what he called mea 'foolish fellow.' Yet  indeed, what was I to him? Only an

entity which might become food  for dogs, for all he cared. Nor did Valentina Ignatievna herself  pay me a

single visit, and my eyes never again beheld her. Before  long she and Dr. Kliachka were duly married, and

departed to  Kharkov, where he was assigned a post in the Tchuguerski Camp.  Thus only the General

remained. Rough and ready, he was,  nevertheless, old and sensible, and for that reason, did not  matter;

wherefore I retained my situation as before. On my  recovery, he sent for me, and said in a tone of reproof: 

"'Look here. You are not wholly an idiot. What has happened is  that those vile books of yours have corrupted

your mind' (as a  matter of fact, I had never read a book in my life, since for  reading I have no love or

inclination). 'Hence you must have seen  for yourself that only in tales do clowns marry princesses. You

know, life is like a game of chess. Every piece has its proper  move on the board, or the game could not be

played at all.'" 

Kalinin rubbed his hands over the fire (slender, nonworkmanlike  hands they were), and winked and smiled. 

"I took the General's words very seriously, and proceeded to ask  myself: 'To what do those words amount?

To this: that though I  may not care actually to take part in the game, I need not waste  my whole existence

through a disinclination to learn the best use  to which that existence can be put.' 

With a triumphant uplift of tone, Kalinin continued: 

"So, brother, I set myself to WATCH the game in question; with  the result that soon I discovered that the

majority of men live  surrounded with a host of superfluous commodities which do but  burden them, and have

in themselves no real value. What I refer  to is books, pictures, china, and rubbish of the same sort.  Thought I

to myself: 'Why should I devote my life to tending and  dusting such commodities while risking, all the time,

their  breakage? No more of it for me! Was it for the tending of such  articles that my mother bore me amid the

agonies of childbirth?  Is it an existence of THIS kind that must be passed until the  tomb be reached? No,

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as may be best for me, and as may happen to be my pleasure.'" 

Now, as Kalinin spoke, his eyes emitted green sparks, and as he  waved his hands over the fire, as though to

lop off the red  tongues of flame, his fingers twisted convulsively. 

"Of course, not all at a stroke did I arrive at this conclusion;  I did so but gradually. The person who finally

confirmed me in my  opinion was a friar of Baku, a sage of preeminent wisdom,  through his saying to me:

'With nothing at all ought a man to  fetter his soul. Neither with bondservice, nor with property,  nor with

womankind, nor with any other concession to the  temptations of this world ought he to constrain its action.

Rather ought he to live alone, and to love none but Christ. Only  this is true. Only this will be for ever lasting.' 

"And," added Kalinin with animation and inflated cheeks and  flushed, suppressed enthusiasm, "many lands

and many peoples  have I seen, and always have I found (particularly in Russia)  that many folk already have

reached an understanding of  themselves, and, consequently, refused any longer to render  obeisance to

absurdities. 'Shun evil, and you will evolve good.'  That is what the friar said to me as a parting wordthough

long  before our encounter had I grasped the meaning of the axiom. And  that axiom I myself have since

passed on to other folk, as I hope  to do yet many times in the future." 

At this point the speaker's tone reverted to one of querulous  anxiety. 

"Look how low the sun has sunk!" he exclaimed. 

True enough, that luminary, large and round, was declining into  rather, towardsthe sea, while suspended

between him and the  water were low, dark, whitetopped cumuli. 

"Soon nightfall will be overtaking us," continued Kalinin as he  fumbled in his kaftan. "And in these parts

jackals howl when  darkness is come." 

In particular did I notice three clouds that looked like Turks in  white turbans and robes of a dusky red colour.

And as these cloud  Turks bent their heads together in private converse, suddenly  there swelled up on the back

of one of the figures a hump, while  on the turban of a second there sprouted forth a pale pink  feather which,

becoming detached from its base, went floating  upwards towards the zenith and the now rayless, despondent,

moonlike sun. Lastly the third Turk stooped forward over the sea  to screen his companions, and as he did so,

developed a huge red  nose which comically seemed to dip towards, and sniff at, the  waters. 

"Sometimes," continued Kalinin's even voice through the  crackling and hissing of the wood fire, "a man who

is old and  blind may cobble a shoe better than cleverer men than he, can  order their whole lives." 

But no longer did I desire to listen to Kalinin, for the threads  which had drawn me, bound me, to his

personality had now parted.  All that I desired to do was to contemplate in silence the sea,  while thinking of

some of those subjects which at eventide never  fail to stir the soul to gentle, kindly emotion. Bombers,

Kalinin's words continued dripping into my ear like belated  raindrops. 

"Nowadays everybody is a busybody. Nowadays everyone inquires of  his fellowman, 'How is your life

ordered?' To which always  there is added didactically, 'But you ought not to live as you  are doing. Let me

show you the way.' As though anyone can tell me  how best my life may attain full development, seeing that

no one  can possibly have such a matter within his knowledge! Nay, let  every man live as best he pleases,

without compulsion. For  instance, I have no need of you. In return, it is not your  business either to require or

to expect aught of me. And this I  say though Father Vitali says the contrary, and avers that  throughout should

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In the vague, wide firmament a bloodred cluster of clouds was  hanging, and as I contemplated it there

occurred to me the  thought, "May not those clouds be erstwhile righteous worldfolk  who are following an

unseen path across that expanse, and dyeing  it red with their good blood as they go, in order that the earth

may be fertilised?" 

To right and left of that strip of living flame the sea was of a  curious wine tint, while further off, rather, it was

as soft and  black as velvet, and in the remote east sheetlightning was  flashing even as though some giant

hand were fruitlessly  endeavouring to strike a match against the sodden firmament. 

Meanwhile Kalinin continued to discourse with enthusiasm on the  subject of Father Vitali, the Labour

Superintendent of the  monastery of New Athos, while describing in detail the monk's  jovial, clever features

with their pearly teeth and contrasting  black and silver beard. In particular he related how  once Vitali had

knitted his fine, almost womanlike eyes, and said  in a bass which stressed its "o's": 

"On our first arrival here, we found in possession only  prehistoric chaos and demoniacal influence.

Everywhere had  clinging weeds grown to rankness; everywhere one found one's feet  entangled among

bindweed and other vegetation of the sort. And  now see what beauty and joy and comfort the hand of man

has  wrought!" 

And, having thus spoken, the monk had traced a great circle with  his eye and doughty hand, a circle which

had embraced as in a  frame the mount, and the gardens fashioned and developed by  ridgings of the rock, and

the downy soil which had been beaten  into those ridgings, and the silver streak of waterfall playing  almost at

Vitali's feet, and the stonehewn staircase leading to  the cave of Simeon the Canaanite, and the gilded

cupolas of the  new church where they had stood flashing in the noontide sun, and  the snowwhite,

shimmering blocks of the guesthouse and the  servants' quarters, and the glittering fishponds, and the trees  of

uniform trimness, yet a uniformly regal dignity. 

"Brethren," the monk had said in triumphant conclusion,  "wheresoever man may be, he will, as he so desires,

be given power  to overcome the desolation of the wilds." 

"And then I pressed him further," Kalinin added. " Yes, I said  to him: 'Nevertheless Christ, our Lord, was not

like you, for He  was homeless and a wanderer. He was one who utterly rejected your  life of intensive

cultivation of the soil'" (as he related the  incident Kalinin gave his head sundry jerks from side to side  which

made his ears flap, to and fro). "'Also neither for the  lowly alone nor for the exalted alone did Christ exist.

Rather,  He, like all great benefactors, was one who had no particular  leaning. Nay, even when He was

roaming the Russian Land in  company with Saints Yuri and Nikolai, He always forbore to  intrude Himself

into the villages' affairs, just as, whenever His  companions engaged in disputes concerning mankind, He

never  failed to maintain silence on the subject.' Yes, thus I plagued  Vitali until he shouted at my head, 'Ah,

impudence, you are a  heretic!'" 

By this time, the air under the lee of the stone was growing smoky  and oppressive, for the fire, with its flames

looking like a  bouquet compounded of red poppies or azaleas and blooms of an  aureate tint, had begun fairly

to live its beautiful existence,  and was blazing, and diffusing warmth, and laughing its bright,  cheerful,

intelligent laugh. Yet from the mountains and the  cloudmasses evening was descending, as the earth emitted

profound gasps of humidity, and the sea intoned its vague,  thoughtful, resonant song. 

"I presume we are going to pass the night here?" Kalinin at  length queried. 

"No, for my intention is, rather, to continue my journey." 

"Then let us make an immediate start." 


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"But my direction will not be the same as yours, I think?" 

Previously to this, Kalinin had squatted down upon his haunches,  and taken some bread and a few pears from

his wallet; but now, on  hearing my decision, he replaced the viands in his receptacle,  snappedto the lid of it

with an air of vexation and asked: 

"Why did you come with me at all?" 

"Because I wanted to have a talk with youI had found you an  interesting character." 

"Yes. At least I am THAT; many like me do not exist." 

"Pardon me; I have met several." 

"Perhaps you have." After which utterance, doubtfully drawled,  the speaker added more sticks to the fire. 

Eventide was falling with tardy languor, but, as yet, the sun,  though become a gigantic, dull, red lentil in

appearance, was not  hidden, and the waves were still powerless to besprinkle his  downward road of fire.

Presently, however, he subsided into a  cloud bank; whereupon darkness flooded the earth like water  poured

from an empty basin, and the great kindly stars shone  forth, and the nocturnal profundity, enveloping the

world, seemed  to soften it even as a human heart may be rendered gentle. 

"Goodbye!" I said as I pressed my companion's small, yielding  hand: whereupon he looked me in the eyes

in his open, boyish way,  and replied: 

"I wish I were going with you!" 

"Well, come with me as far as Gudaout." 

"Yes, I will." 

So we set forth once more to traverse the land which I, so alien  to its inhabitants, yet so at one with all that it

contained,  loved so dearly, and of which I yearned to fertilise the life in  return for the vitality with which it

had filled my own  existence. 

For daily, the threads with which my heart was bound to the world  at large were growing more numerous;

daily my heart was storing  up something which had at its root a sense of love for life, of  interest in my

fellowman. 

And that evening,as we proceeded on our way, the sea was  singing its vespertinal hymn, the rocks were

rumbling as the  water caressed them, and on the furthermost edge of the dark void  there were floating dim

white patches where the sunset's glow had  not yet faded though already stars were glowing in the zenith.

Meanwhile every slumbering treetop was aquiver, and as I  stepped across the scattered rainpools, their

water gurgled  dreamily, timidly under my feet. 

Yes, that night I was a torch unto myself, for in my breast a red  flame was smouldering like a living beacon,

and leading me to  long that some frightened, belated wayfarer should, as it were,  sight my little speck of

radiancy amid the darkness. 


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THE DEAD MAN

One evening I was sauntering along a soft, grey, dusty track  between two breasthigh walls of grain. So

narrow was the track  that here and there tarbesmeared cars were lyingtangled,  broken, and crushedin

the ruts of the cartway. 

Field mice squeaked as a heavy car first swayedthen bent  forwards towards the sunbaked earth. A

number of martins and  swallows were flitting in the sky, and constituting a sign of the  immediate proximity

of dwellings and a river; though for the  moment, as my eyes roved over the sea of gold, they encountered

naught beyond a belfry rising to heaven like a ship's mast, and  some trees which from afar looked like the

dark sails of a ship.  Yes, there was nothing else to be seen save the brocaded,  undulating steppe where gently

it sloped away southwestwards.  And as was the earth's outward appearance, so was that of the  skyequally

peaceful. 

Invariably, the steppe makes one feel like a fly on a platter.  Invariably, it inclines one to believe, when the

centre of the  expanse is reached, that the earth lies within the compass of the  sky, with the sun embracing it,

and the stars hemming it about  as, halfblinded, they stare at the sun's beauty. 

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Presently the sun's huge, rosyred disk impinged upon the blue  shadows of the horizon before preparing to

sink into a snowwhite  cloudbank; and as it did so it bathed the ears of grain around  me in radiance and

caused the cornflowers to seem the darker by  comparison; and the stillness, the herald of night, to accentuate

more than ever the burden of the earth's song. 

Fanwise then spread the ruddy beams over the firmament; and, in  so doing, they cast upon my breast a shaft

of light like Moses'  rod, and awoke therein a flood of calm, but ardent, sentiments  which set me longing to

embrace all the evening world, and to  pour into its ear great, eloquent, and never previously voiced,

utterances. 

Now, too, the firmament began to spangle itself with stars; and  since the earth is equally a star, and is peopled

with humankind,  I found myself longing to traverse every road throughout the  universe, and to behold,

dispassionately, all the joys and  sorrows of life, and to join my fellows in drinking honey mixed  with gall. 

Yet also there was upon me a feeling of hunger, for not since the  morning had my wallet contained a morsel

of food. Which  circumstance hindered the process of thought, and intermittently  vexed me with the reflection

that, rich though is the earth, and  much thence though humanity has won by labour, a man may yet be  forced

to walk hungry. . . . 

Suddenly the track swerved to the right, and as the walls of  grain opened out before me, there lay revealed a

steppe valley,  with, flowing at its bottom, a blue rivulet, and spanning the  rivulet, a newlyconstructed bridge

which, with its reflection in  the water, looked as yellow as though fashioned of rope. On the  further side of

the rivulet some seven white huts lay pressed  against a small declivity that was crowned with a cattlefold,

and amid the silvergrey trunks of some tall black poplars whose  shadows, where they fell upon the hamlet,

seemed as soft as down  a kneehaltered horse, was stumping with swishing tail. And though  the air, redolent

of smoke and tar and hemp ensilage, was filled  with the sounds of poultry cackling and a baby crying during

the process of being put to bed, the hubbub in no way served to  dispel the illusion that everything in the

valley was but part of  a sketch executed by an artistic hand, and cast in soft tints  which the sun had since

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In the centre of the semicircle of huts there stood a brick  kiln, and next to it, a high, narrow red chapel

which resembled a  oneeyed watchman. And as I stood gazing at the scene in general,  a crane stooped with a

faint and raucous cry, and a woman who had  come out to draw water looked as though, as she raised bare

arms  to stretch herself upwards cloudlike, and whiterobed from  head to foot she were about to float

away altogether. 

Also, near the brickkiln there lay a patch of black mud in the  glistening, crumpledvelvet blue substance of

which two urchins  of five and three were, breechless, and naked from the waist  upwards, kneading yellow

feet amid a silence as absorbed as  though their one desire in life had been to impregnate the mud  with the red

radiance of the sun. And so much did this laudable  task interest me, and engage my sympathy and attention,

that I  stopped to watch the strapping youngsters, seeing that even in  mire the sun has a rightful place, for the

reason that the deeper  the sunlight's penetration of the soil, the better does that soil  become, and the greater

the benefit to the people dwelling on its  surface. 

Viewed from above, the scene lay, as it were, in the palm of  one's hand. True, by no manner of means could

such lowly farm  cots provide me with a job, but at least should I, for that  evening, be able to enjoy the luxury

of a chat with the cots'  kindly inhabitants. Hence, with, in my mind, a base and  mischievous inclination to

retail to those inhabitants tales of  the marvellous kind of which I knew them to stand wellnigh as  much in

need as of bread, I resumed my way, and approached the  bridge. 

As I did so, there arose from the groundlevel an animated clod of  earth in the shape of a sturdy individual.

Unwashed and unshaven,  he had hanging on his frame an open canvas shirt, grey with dust,  and baggy blue

breeches. 

"Good evening," I said to the fellow. 

"I wish you the same," he replied. "Whither are you bound?" 

"First of all, what is the name of this river?" 

"What is its name? Why, it is the Sagaidak, of course." 

On the man's large, round head there was a shock of bristling,  grizzled curls, while pendent to the moustache

below it were ends  like those of the moustache of a Chinaman. Also, as his small  eyes scanned me with an air

of impudent distrust, I could detect  that they were engaged in counting the holes and dams in my  raiment.

Only after a long interval did he draw a deep breath as  from his pocket he produced a clay pipe with a cane

mouthpiece,  and, knitting his brows attentively, fell to peering into the  pipe's black bowl. Then he said: 

"Have you matches?" 

I replied in the affirmative. 

"And some tobacco?" 

For awhile he continued to contemplate the sun where that  luminary hung suspended above a cloudbank

before finally  declining. Then he remarked: 

"Give me a pinch of the tobacco. As for matches, I have some." 

So both of us lit up; after which he rested his elbows upon the  balustrade of the bridge, leant back against the

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wrinkled, and he expectorated. 

"Muscovite tobacco is it?" he inquired. 

"NoRoman, Italian." 

"Oh!" And as the wrinkles of his nose straightened themselves  again he added: "Then of course it is good

tobacco." 

To enter a dwelling in advance of one's host is a breach of  decorum; wherefore, I found myself forced to

remain standing where  I was until my interlocutor's tale of questions as to my precise  identity, my exact place

of origin, my true destination, and my  real reasons for travelling should tardily win its way to a  finish.

Greatly the process vexed me, for I was eager, rather, to  learn what the steppe settlement might have in store

for my  delectation. 

"Work?" the fellow drawled through his teeth. "Oh no, there is  no work to be got here. How could there be at

this season of the  year?" 

Turning aside, he spat into the rivulet. 

On the further bank of the latter, a goose was strutting  importantly at the head of a string of round, fluffy,

yellow  goslings, whilst driving the brood were two little girlsthe one  a child but little larger than the goose

itself, dressed in a red  frock, and armed with a switch; and the other one a youngster  absolutely of a size with

the bird, pale of feature, plump of  body, bowed of leg, and grave of expression. 

"Ufim!" came at this moment in the strident voice of a woman  unseen, but incensed; upon which my

companion bestowed upon me a  sidelong nod, and muttered with an air of appreciation: 

"THERE'S lungs for you!" 

Whereafter, he fell to twitching the toes of a chafed and  blackened foot, and to gazing at their nails. His next

question  was: 

"Are you, maybe, a scholar?" 

"Why do you ask?" 

"Because, if you are, you might like to read the Book over a  corpse." 

And so proud, apparently, was he of the proposal that a faint  smile crossed his flaccid countenance. 

"You see, it would be work," he added with his brown eyes  veiled, "whilst, in addition, you would be paid ten

kopecks for  your trouble, and allowed to keep the shroud." 

"And should also be given some supper, I suppose?" 

"Yesand should also be given some supper." 

"Where is the corpse lying?" 

"In my own hut. Shall we go there?" 


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Off we set. En route we heard once more a strident shout of: 

"Ufiiim!" 

As we proceeded, shadows of trees glided along the soft road to  meet us, while behind a clump of bushes on

the further bank of  the rivulet some children were shouting at their play. Thus, what  with the children's

voices, and the purling of the water, and the  noise of someone planing a piece of wood, the air seemed full of

tremulous, suspended sound. Meanwhile, my host said to me with a  drawl: 

"Once we did have a reader here. An old woman she was, a regular  old witch who at last had to be removed

to the town for  amputation of the feet. They might well have cut off her tongue  too whilst they were about it,

since, though useful enough, she  could rail indeed!" 

Presently a black puppy, a creature of about the size of a toad,  came ambling, threelegged fashion, under our

feet. Upon that it  stiffened its tail, growled, and snuffed the air with its tiny  pink nose. 

Next there popped up from somewhere or another a barefooted young  woman. Clapping her hands, she

bawled: 

"Here, you Ufim, how I have been calling for you, and calling  for you!" 

"Eh? Well, I never heard you." 

"Where were you, then?" 

By way of reply, my conductor silently pointed in my direction  with the stem of his pipe. Then he led me into

the forecourt of  the hut next to the one whence the young woman had issued, whilst  she proceeded to project

fresh volleys of abuse, and fresh  expressions of accentuated nonamiability. 

In the little doorway of the dwelling next to hers, we found  seated two old women. One of them was as

rotund and dishevelled  as a battered, leathern ball, and the other one was a woman bony  and crooked of back,

swarthy of skin, and irritable of feature.  At the women's feet lay, lolling out a raglike tongue, a shaggy  dog

which, red and pathetic of eye, could boast of a frame nearly  as large as a sheep's. 

First of all, Ufim related in detail how he had fallen in with  myself. Then he stated the purpose for which he

conceived it  was possible that I might prove useful. And all the time that he  was speaking, two pairs of eyes

contemplated him in silence;  until, on the completion of his recital, one of the old women  gave a jerk to a

thin, dark neck, and the other old dame invited  me to take a seat whilst she prepared some supper. 

Amid the tangled herbage of the forecourt, a spot overgrown with  mallow and bramble shoots, there was

standing a cart which,  lacking wheels, had its axlepoints dark with mildew. Presently a  herd of cattle was

driven past the hut, and over the hamlet there  seemed to arise, drift, and float, a perfect wave of sound.  Also,

as evening descended, I could see an everincreasing number  of grey shadows come creeping forth from the

forecourt's  recesses, and overlaying and darkening the turf. 

"One day all of us must die," remarked Ufim, with empressement  as he tapped the bowl of his pipe against a

wall. 

The next moment the barefooted, redcheeked young woman showed  herself at the gate, and asked in tones

rather less vehement than  recently: 


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"Are you coming, or are you not?" 

"Presently," replied Ufim. "One thing at a time." 

For supper I was given a hunch of bread and a bowl of milk;  whereupon the dog rose, laid its aged,

slobbering muzzle upon my  knee, and gazed into my face with its dim eyes as though it were  saying, "May I

too have a bite?" 

Next, like an eventide breeze among withered herbage, there  floated across the forecourt the hoarse voice of

the crookbacked  old woman. 

"Let us pray," she said. "Oh God, take away from us all sorrow,  and receive therefore requitement in twofold

measure!" 

As she recited the prayer with a mien as dark as fate, the  supplicant rolled her long neck from side to side,

and nodded her  ophidianshaped head in accordance with a sort of regular,  lethargic rhythm. Next I heard

sink to earth, at my feet, some  senile words uttered in a sort of singsong. 

"Some folk need work just as much as they wish, and others need  do no work at all. Yet OUR folk have to

work beyond their  strength, and to work without any recompense for the toil which  they undergo." 

Upon this the smaller of the old crones whispered: 

"But the Mother of God will recompense them. She recompenses  everyone." 

Then a dead silence fella weighty silence, a silence seemingly  fraught with matters of import, and inspiring

in one an assurance  that presently there would be brought forth impressive  reflections there would reach

the ear words of mark. 

"I may tell you," at length the crookbacked old woman remarked  as she attempted to straighten herself, "that

though my husband  was not without enemies, he also had a particular friend named  Andrei, and that when

failing strength was beginning to make life  difficult for us in our old home on the Don, and folk took to

reviling and girding at my husband, Andrei came to us one day,  and said: 'Yakov, let not your hands fail you,

for the earth is  large, and in all parts has been given to men for their use. If  folk be cruel, they are so through

stupidity and prejudice, and  must not be judged for being so. Live your own life. Let theirs  be theirs, and

yours yours, so that, dwelling in peace, while  yielding to none, you shall in time overcome them all.'" 

"That is what Vasil too used to say. He used to say: 'Let theirs  be theirs, and ours ours.'" 

"Aye, never a good word dies, but, wheresoever it be uttered,  flies thence through the world like a swallow." 

Ufim corroborated this with a nod. 

"True indeed!" he remarked. "Though also it has been said that  a good word is Christ's, and a bad word the

priest's." 

One of the old women shook her head vigorously at this, and  croaked: 

"The badness lies not in any word of a priest, but in what you  yourself have just said. You are greyheaded,

Ufim, yet often you  speak without thought." 


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Presently Ufim's wife reappeared, and, waving her hands as though  she were brandishing a sieve, began to

vent renewed volleys of  virulent abuse. 

"My God," she cried, "what sort of a man is that? Why, a man  who neither speaks nor listens, but for ever

keeps baying at the  moon like a dog!" 

"NOW she's started!" Ufim drawled. 

Westward there were arising, and soaring skyward, clouds of such  a similarity to blue smoke and bloodred

flame that the steppe  seemed almost to be in danger of catching fire thence. Meanwhile  a soft evening breeze

was caressing the expanse as a whole, and  causing the grain to bend drowsily earthward as goldenred

ripples skimmed its surface. Only in the eastern quarter whence  night's black, sultry shadow was stealthily

creeping in our  direction had darkness yet descended. 

At intervals there came vented from the window above my head the  hot odour of a dead body; and, whenever

that happened, the dog's  grey nostrils and muzzle would quiver, and its eyes would blink  pitifully as it gazed

aloft. Glancing at the heavens, Ufim  remarked with conviction: 

"There will be no rain tonight." 

"Do you keep such a thing as a Psalter here?" I inquired. 

"Such a thing as a what?" 

"As a Psalter a book?" 

No answer followed. 

Faster and faster the southern night went on descending, and  wiping the land clean of heat, as though that

heat had been dust.  Upon me there came a feeling that I should like to go and bury  myself in some

sweetsmelling hay, and sleep there until sunrise. 

"Maybe Panek has one of those things?" hazarded Ufim after a  long pause. "At any rate he has dealings with

the Molokans." 

After that, the company held further converse in whispers. Then  all save the more rotund of the old women

left the forecourt,  while its remaining occupant said to me with a sigh: 

"You may come and look at him if you wish." 

Small and gentle looked the woman's meekly lowered head as,  folding her hands across her breast, she added

in a whisper: 

"Oh purest Mother of God! Oh Thou of spotless chastity!" 

In contrast to her expression, that on the face of the dead man  was stem and, as it were, fraught with

importance where thick  grey eyebrows lay parted over a large nose, and the latter curved  downwards towards

a moustache which divided introspective,  partially closed eyes from a mouth that was set halfopen.  Indeed,

it was as though the man were pondering something of  annoyance, so that presently he would make shift to

deliver  himself of a final and urgent injunction. The blue smoke of a  meagre candle quivered meanwhile,

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furrows lay uneffaced, and the dark hands and  wrists, disposed, lumplike, on the front of the greyishblue

shroud, seemed to have had their fingers twisted in a manner  which even death had failed to rectify. And ever

and anon,  streaming from door to window, came a draught variously fraught  with the odours of wormwood,

mint, and corruption. 

Presently the old woman's whispering grew more animated and  intelligible, while constantly, amid the

wheezed mutterings,  sheet lightning cut the black square of the window space with  menacing flashes, and

seemed, with their blue glare, as it shot  through the tomblike hut, to cause the candle's flickering flame  to

undergo a temporary extinction, a temporary withdrawal, and  the grey bristles on the dead man's face to

gleam like the scales  of a fish, and his features to gather themselves into a grim  frown. Meanwhile, like a

stream of cold, bitter water dripping  upon my breast, the old woman's whispered soliloquy maintained  its

uninterrupted flow. 

At length there recurred, somehow, to my mind the words which,  impressive though they be, never can

assuage sorrowthe words: 

"Weep not for me, Martha, nor gaze into the tomb, for, lo, I am  risen!" 

Nay, and never would THIS man rise again. . . . 

Presently the bony old woman returned with a report that nowhere  among the huts could a Psalter be found,

but only a book of  another kind. Would it do? 

The other book turned out to be a grammar of the Church Slavonic  dialect, with the first pages torn out, and

beginning with the  words, "Drug, drugi, druzhe." ["A friend, of a friend, O  friend."] 

"What, then, are we to do? " vexedly asked the smaller of the  dames when I had explained to her that a

grammar could work no  benefit to a corpse. As she put the query, her small, childlike  face quivered with

disappointment, and her eyes swelled and  overflowed with tears. 

"My man has lived his life," she said with a sob, "and now he  cannot even be given proper burial! " 

And, similarly, when next I offered to recite over her husband  each and every prayer and psalm that I could

contrive to recall  to my recollection, on condition that all present should  meanwhile leave the hut (for I felt

that, since the task would be  one novel to me, the attendance of auditors might hinder me from  mustering my

entire stock of petitions), she so disbelieved me,  or failed to understand me, that for long enough she could

only  stand tottering in the doorway as, with twitching nose, she drew  her sleeve across her worn, diminutive

features. 

Nevertheless she did, at last, take her departure. 

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Low over the steppe, stray flashes of summer lightning still  gleamed against the jet black sky as they flooded

the hut with  their lurid shimmer; and each time that the darkness of the  sultry night swept back into the room,

the candle flickered, and  the corpse's prone figure seemed to open its halfclosed eyes  and glance at the

shadows which palpitated on its breast, and  danced over the white walls and ceiling. 

Similarly did I glance from time to time at HIM, yet glance with  a guarded eye, and with a feeling in me that

when a corpse is  present anything may happen; until finally I rallied conscience  to my aid, and recited under

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"Pardon Thou all who have sinned, whether they be men, or  whether they, being not men, do yet stand higher

than the beasts  of the field." 

However, the only result of the recitation was to bring to my  mind a thought directly at variance with the

import of the words,  the thought that "it is not sin that is hard and bitter to  ensue, but righteousness." 

"Sins wilful and of ignorance," I continued. "Sins known and  unknown. Sins committed through imprudence

and evil example. Sins  committed through forwardness and sloth." 

"Though to YOU, brother," mentally I added to the corpse, "none  of this, of course, applies." 

Again, glancing at the blue stars, where they hung glittering in  the fathomless obscurity of the sky, I

reflected: 

"Who in this house is looking at them save myself?" 

Presently, with a pattering of claws over the beaten clay of the  floor, there entered the dog. Once or twice it

paced the length  of the room. Then, with a sniff at my legs, and a grumble to  itself, it departed as it had come.

Perhaps the creature felt too  old to bay a dirge to its master after the manner of its kind. In  any case, as it

vanished through the doorway, the shadows so I  fanciedsought to slip out after it, and, floating in that

direction, fanned my face with a breath as of ice, while the  flame of the candle flickered the more as

though it too were  seeking to wrest itself from the candlestick, and go floating  upwards to join the band of

stars a band of luminaries which it  might well have deemed to be of a brilliance as small and as  pitiful as

its own. And I, for my part, since I had no wish to  see what light there was disappear, followed the struggles

of the  tiny flame with a tense anxiety which made my eyes ache.  Oppressed and uneasy all over as I stood by

the dead man's  shoulder, I strained my ears and listened, listened ever, to the  silence encompassing the hut. 

Eventually, drowsiness began to steal over me, and proved a  feeling hard to resist. Yet still with an effort did

I contrive  to recall the beautiful prayers of Saints Makari Veliki,  Chrysostom, and Damarkin, while at the

same time something  resembling a swarm of mosquitos started to hum in my head, the  words wherein the

Sixth Precept issues its injunction to: " all  persons about to withdraw to a couch of rest." 

And next, to escape falling asleep, I fell to reciting the kondak  [Hymn for the end of the day] which begins: 

"Oh Lord, refresh my soul thus grievously made feeble with wrong  doing." 

Still engaged in this manner, suddenly I heard something rustle  outside the door. Then a dry whisper

articulated: 

"Oh God of Mercy, receive unto Thyself also my soul!" 

Upon that, the fancy occurred to me that probably the old woman's  soul was as grey and timid as a linnet, and

that when it should  fly up to the throne of the Mother of God, and the Mother should  extend to that little soul

her tender, white, and gracious hand,  the newcomer would tremble all over, and flutter her gentle wings  until

well nigh death should supervene. 

And then the Mother of God would say to Her Son: 

"Son, pray see the fearfulness of Thy people on earth, and their  estrangement from joy! Oh Son, is that well?" 

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He would make answer to Her, and say I know not what. 

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And suddenly, so I fancied, a voice answered mine out of the  brooding hush, as though it too were reciting a

prayer. Yet so  complete, so profound, was the stillness, that the voice seemed  far away, submerged,

unreala mere phantom of an echo, of the  echo of my own voice. Until, on my desisting from my recital,

and  straining my cars yet more, the sound seemed to approach and grow  clearer as shuffling footsteps also

advanced in my direction, and  there came a mutter of: 

"Nay, it CANNOT be so!" 

"Why is it that the dogs have failed to bark?" I reflected,  rubbing my eyes, and fancying as I did so that the

dead man's  eyebrows twitched, and his moustache stirred in a grim smile. 

Presently a deep, hoarse, rasping voice vociferated in the  forecourt: 

"What do you say, old woman? Yes, that he must die I knew all  along,so you can cease your chattering?

Men like him keep up to  the last, then lay them down to rise to more... WHO is with him? A  stranger?

Aah!" 

And, the next moment, a bulk so large and shapeless that it might  well have been the darkness of the night

embodied, stumbled  against the outer side of the door, grunted, hiccuped, and  lurching head foremost into the

hut, grew wellnigh to the  ceiling. Then it waved a gigantic hand, crossed itself in the  direction of the candle,

and, bending forward until its forehead  almost touched the feet of the corpse, queried under its breath: 

"How now, Vasil?" 

Thereafter, the figure vented a sob whilst a strong smell of  vodka arose in the room, and from the doorway

the old woman said  in an appealing voice: 

"Pray give HIM the book, Father Demid." 

"No indeed! Why should I? I intend to do the reading myself." 

And a heavy hand laid itself upon my shoulder, while a great  hairy face bent over mine, and inquired: 

"A young man, are you not? A member of the clergy, too, I  suppose?" 

So covered with tufts of auburn hair was the enormous head above  metufts the sheen of which even the

semiobscurity of the pale  candlelight failed to render inconspicuousthat the mass, as a  whole, resembled

a mop. And as its owner lurched to and fro, he  made me lurch responsively by now drawing me towards

himself, now  thrusting me away. Meanwhile he continued to suffuse my face with  the hot, thick odour of

spirituous liquor. 

"Father Demid!" again essayed the old woman with an imploring  wail, but he cut her short with the menacing

admonition: 

"How often have I told you that you must not address a deacon as  'Father'? Go to bed! Yes, be off with you,

and let me mind my  affairs myself! GO, I say! But first light me another candle, for  I cannot see a single

thing in front of me." 


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With which, throwing himself upon a bench, the deacon slapped his  knee with a book which he had in his

hands, and put to me the  query: 

"Should you care to have a dram of gorielka? [Another name for  vodka.] 

"No," I replied. "At all events, not here." 

"Indeed?" the deacon cried, unabashed. "But come, a bottle of  the stuff is here, in my very pocket." 

"This is no place in which to be drinking." 

For a moment the deacon said nothing. Then he muttered: 

"True, true. So let us adjourn to the forecourt. . . . Yes, what  you say is no more than the truth." 

"Had you not better remain seated where you are, and begin the  reading? " 

"No, I am going to do no such thing. YOU shall do the reading.  Tonight I, Iwell I am not very well, for I

have been drinking a  little." 

And, thrusting the book into my stomach, he sank his head upon  his breast, and fell to swaying it ponderously

up and down. 

"Folk die," was his next utterance, "and the world remains as  full of grief as ever. Yes, folk die even before

they have seen a  little good accrue to themselves." 

"I see that your book is not a Psalter," here I interposed after  an inspection of the volume. 

"You are wrong." 

"Then look for yourself." 

He grabbed the book by its cover, and, by dint of holding the  candle close to its pages, discovered,

eventually, that matters  were as I had stated. 

This took him aback completely. 

"What can the fact mean?" he exclaimed. "Oh, I know what has  happened. The mistake has come of my

being in such a hurry. The  other book, the true Psalter, is a fat, heavy volume, whereas  this one is" 

For a moment he seemed sobered by the shock. At all events, he  rose and, approaching the corpse, said, as he

bent over the bed  with his beard held back: 

"Pardon me, Vasil, but what is to be done?" 

Then he straightened himself again, threw back his curls, and,  drawing a bottle from his pocket, and thrusting

the neck of the  bottle into his mouth, took a long draught, with a whistling of  his nostrils as he did so. 

"Well?" I said. 

"Well, I intend to go to bedmy idea is to drink and enjoy  myself awhile." 


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"Go, then." 

"And what of the reading?" 

"Who would wish you to mumble words which you would not be  comprehending as you uttered them?" 

The deacon reseated himself upon the bench, leaned forward,  buried his face in his hands and remained

silent. 

Fast the July night was waning. Fast its shadows were dissolving  into corners, and allowing a whiff of fresh

dewy morningtide to  enter at the window. Already was the combined light of the two  candles growing paler,

with their flames looking like the eyes of  a frightened child. 

"You have lived your life, Vasi," at length the deacon  muttered, "and though once I had a place to which to

resort, now  I shall have none. Yes, my last friend is dead. Oh Lord where is  Thy justice?" 

For myself, I went and took a seat by the window, and, thrusting  my head into the open air, lit a pipe, and

continued to listen  with a shiver to the deacon's wailings. 

"Folk used to gird at my wife," he went on, "and now they are  gnawing at me as pigs might gnaw at a

cabbage. That is so, Vasil.  Yes that is so." 

Again the bottle made its appearance. Again the deacon took a  draught. Again he wiped his beard. Then he

bent over the dead man  once more, and kissed the corpse's forehead. 

"Goodbye, friend of mine!" he said. Then to myself he added  with unlookedfor clarity and vigour: 

"My friend here was but a plain mana man as inconspicuous among  his fellows as a rook among a flock of

rooks. Yet no rook was he.  Rather, he was a snowwhite dove, though none but I realised the  fact. And now

he has been withdrawn from the 'grievous bondage of  Pharaoh.' Only I am left. Verily, after my passing, shall

my soul  torment and vomit spittle upon his adversaries!" 

"Have you known much sorrow?" 

The deacon did not reply at once. When he did so he said dully: 

"All of us have known much sorrow. In some cases we have known  more than was rightfully our due. I

certainly, have known much.  But go to sleep, for only in sleep do we recover what is ours." 

And he added as he tripped over his own feet, and lurched heavily  against me: 

"I have a longing to sing something. Yet I feel that I had best  not, for song at such an hour awakens folk, and

starts them  bawling . . . But beyond all things would I gladly sing." 

With which he buzzed into my ear: 

"To whom shall I sing of my grief?

To whom resort for relief?

To the One in whose haaand"

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"You do not like me?" he queried. "Then go to sleep, and to  the devil too!" 

"It was your beard that was tickling me." 

"Indeed? Ought I to have shaved for your benefit before I came?" 

He reflected awhilethen subsided on to the floor with a sniff  and an angry exclamation of: 

"Read, you, whilst I sleep. And see to it that you do not make  off with the book, for it belongs to the church,

and is very  valuable. Yes. I know you hardups! Why do you go roaming about  as you dowhat is it you

hope to gain by your tramping? . . .  However, tramp as much as you like. Yes, be off, and tell people  that a

deacon has come by misfortune, and is in need of some good  person to take pity upon his plight. . . . Diomid

Kubasov my name  isthat of a man lost beyond recall." 

With which he fell asleep. Opening the book at random, I read the  words: 

"A land unapportioned that shall produce a nourisher of  humanity, a being that shall put forth the bounty of

his hand to  feed every creature." 

"A nourisher of humanity." Before my eyes that "nourisher" lay  outspread, a nourisher overlaid with dry and

fragrant herbage.  And as I gazed, in the haze of a vision, upon that nourisher's  dark and enigmatical face, I

saw also the thousands of men who  have seamed this earth with furrows, to the end that dead things  should

become things of life. And in particular, there uprose  before me a picture strange indeed. In that picture I saw

marching over the steppe, where the expanse lay bare and voidyes,  marching in circles that increasingly

embraced a widening areaa  gigantic, thousandhanded being in whose train the dead steppe  gathered unto

itself vitality, and became swathed in juicy,  waving verdure, and studded with towns and villages. And ever,

as  the being receded further and further into the distance, could I  see him sowing with tireless hands that

which had in it life, and  was part of himself, and human as, with thoughts intent upon the  benefiting of

humanity, he summoned all men to put forth the  mysterious force that is in them, and thus to conquer death,

and  eternally and invincibly to convert, dead things into things of  life, while traversing in company the road

of death towards that  which has no knowledge of death, and ensuring that, in swallowing  up mankind, the

jaws of death should not close upon death's  victims. 

And this caused my heart to beat with emotions the pulsing wings  of which at once gladdened me, and cooled

my fervour... And how  greatly, at that moment, did I feel the need of someone able to  respond to my

questions without passion, yet with truth, and in  the language of simplicity! For beside me there lay but a

man  dead and a man drunken, while without the threshold there was  stationed one who had far outlived her

span of years. No matter,  however. If not today, then tomorrow, should I find a fellow  creature with whom

my soul might commune. 

Mentally I left the hut, and passed on to the steppe, that I  might contemplate thence the little dwelling in

which alone,  though lost amid the earth's immensity, the windows were not  blind and black as in its fellow

huts, but showed, burning over  the head of a dead human being, the fire which humanity had  conquered for

humanity's benefit. 

And that heart which had ceased to beat in the dead manhad  everything conceived in life by that heart

found due expression  in a world poverty, stricken of heartconceived ideas? I knew that  the man just passed

away had been but a plain and insignificant  mortal, yet as I reflected upon even the little that he had done,  his

labour loomed before me as greater than prowess of larger  magnitude. Yes, to my mind there recurred the

immature, battered  ears of corn lying in the ruts of the steppe track, the swallows  traversing the blue sky

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And along with these thoughts, there struck upon my ears a  whistling of pinions as the shadow of a bird

flitted across the  brilliant, dewbespangled green of the forecourt, and five cocks  crowed in succession, and a

flock of geese announced the fact of  their awakening, and a cow lowed, and the gate of the cattlepen

creaked. 

And with that I fell to thinking how I should like really to go  out on to the steppe, and there to fall asleep

under a warm, dry  bank. 

As for the deacon, he was still slumbering at my feetslumbering  with his breast, the breast of a

prizefighter, turned uppermost,  and his fine, golden shock of hair falling like a nimbus around  his head, and

hot, fat, flushed red features and gaping mouth and  ceaselessly twitching moustache. In passing, I had noticed

that  his hands were long, and that they were set upon shovelshaped  wrists. 

Next I found myself imagining the scene as the powerful figure of  this man embraced a woman. Probably her

face would become lost to  sight in his beard, until nothing of her features remained  visible. Then, when the

beard began to tickle her, she would  throw back her head, and laugh. And the children that such a man  might

have begotten! 

All this only made it the more painful and disagreeable to me to  reflect that the breast of a human being of

such a type should be  bearing a burden of sorrow. Surely naught but joy should have  been present therein! 

Meanwhile, the old woman's gentle face was still peering at me  through the doorway, and presently the first

beam of sunlight  came glancing through the windowspace. Above the rivulet's silky  glimmer, a transparent

mist lay steaming, while trees and herbage  alike were passing through that curiously inert stage when at any

moment (so one fancied) they might give themselves a shake, and  burst into song, and in keys intelligible to

the soul alone, set  forth the wondrous mystery of their existence. 

"What a good man he is!" the old woman whispered plaintively as  she gazed at the deacon's gigantic frame.

Whereafter, as though  reading aloud from a book invisible to my sight, she proceeded  quietly and simply to

relate the story of his wife. 

"You see," she went on "his lady committed a certain sin with a  certain man; and folk remarked this, and,

after setting the  husband on to the couple, derided himyes, him, our Demid!for  the reason that he

persisted in forgiving the woman her fault. At  length the jeers made her take to her room and him to liquor,

and for two years past he has been drinking, and soon is going to  be deprived of his office. One who scarcely

drank at all, my poor  husband, used to say: 'Ah, Demid, yield not to these folk, but  live your own life, and let

theirs be theirs, and yours, yours.'" 

With the words, tears welled from the old woman's dim, small eyes,  and became merged with the folds and

wrinkles on her grief  stained cheeks. And in the presence of that little head, a head  shaking like a dead leaf

in the autumn time, and of those kindly  features so worn with age and sorrow, my eyes  fell, and I felt smitten

with shame to find that, on searching my  soul for at least a word of consolation to offer to the poor

fellowmortal before me, I could discover none that seemed  suitable. 

But at length there recurred to my mind some strange words which  I had encountered in I know not what

antique volume words which  ran: 

"Let not the servants of the Gods lament but, rather, rejoice,  in that weeping and lamentation grieve both the

Gods and  mankind." 

Thereafter, I muttered confusedly: 


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"It is time that I was going." 

"What?" was her hasty exclamation, an exclamation uttered as  though the words had affrighted her.

Whereafter, with quivering  lips, she began hesitantly and uncertainly to fumble in her  bodice. 

"No, I have no need of money," I interposed. "Only, if you  should be so willing, give me a piece of bread." 

"You have no need of money? " she reechoed dubiously. 

"No, none. For that matter, of what use could it be to me?" 

"Well, well!" she said after a thoughtful pause. "Then be it  as you wish, andand I thank you." 

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The sun, as he rose and ascended towards the blue of the  firmament, was spreading over the earth a braggart,

peacocklike  tail of beams. And as he did so, I winked at him, for by  experience I knew that some two hours

later his smiles would be  scorching me with fire. Yet for the time being he and I had no  fault to find with one

another. Wherefore, I set myself to search  for a bank whence I might sing to him, as to the Lord of Life: 

Oh Thou of intangible substance,

Reveal now that substance to me!

Enwrap me within the great vestment

Of light which encompasseth Thee!

That with Thy uprising, my substance

May Come allprevailing to be!

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"Let us live our lives unto ourselves. Let theirs be theirs, and  ours, ours." 


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