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A Hazard of New Fortunes V5

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Superficially, the affairs of 'Every Other Week' settled into their  wonted form again, and for Fulkerson they

seemed thoroughly  reinstated.  But March had a feeling of impermanency from what had  happened, mixed

with a fantastic sense of shame toward Lindau.  He did  not sympathize  with Lindau's opinions; he thought his

remedy for  existing evils as  wildly impracticable as Colonel Woodburn's.  But  while he thought this,  and

while he could justly blame Fulkerson for  Lindau's presence at  Dryfoos's dinner, which his zeal had brought

about in spite of March's  protests, still he could not rid himself of  the reproach of uncandor with  Lindau.  He

ought to have told him  frankly about the ownership of the  magazine, and what manner of man  the man was

whose money he was taking.  But he said that he never could  have imagined that he was serious in his

preposterous attitude in  regard to a class of men who embody half the  prosperity of the  country; and he had

moments of revolt against his own  humiliation  before Lindau, in which he found it monstrous that he should

return  Dryfoos's money as if it had been the spoil of a robber.  His wife  agreed with him in these moments,

and said it was a great relief not  to  have that tiresome old German coming about.  They had to account  for his

absence evasively to the children, whom they could not very  well tell  that their father was living on money

that Lindau disdained  to take, even  though Lindau was wrong and their father was right.  This heightened

Mrs.  March's resentment toward both Lindau and  Dryfoos, who between them had  placed her husband in a

false position.  If anything, she resented  Dryfoos's conduct more than Lindau's.  He  had never spoken to March

about  the affair since Lindau had renounced  his work, or added to the  apologetic messages he had sent by

Fulkerson.  So far as March knew,  Dryfoos had been left to suppose  that Lindau had simply stopped for some

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reason that did not personally  affect him.  They never spoke of him, and  March was too proud to ask  either

Fulkerson or Conrad whether the old man  knew that Lindau had  returned his money.  He avoided talking to

Conrad,  from a feeling that  if be did he should involuntarily lead him on to  speak of his  differences with his

father.  Between himself and Fulkerson,  even, he  was uneasily aware of a want of their old perfect

friendliness.  Fulkerson had finally behaved with honor and courage; but his  provisional  reluctance had given

March the measure of Fulkerson's  character in one  direction, and he could not ignore the fact that it  was

smaller than he  could have wished. 

He could not make out whether Fulkerson shared his discomfort or  not.  It certainly wore away, even with

March, as time passed, and with  Fulkerson, in the bliss of his fortunate love, it was probably far  more

transient, if it existed at all.  He advanced into the winter as  radiantly as if to meet the spring, and he said that

if there were any  pleasanter month of the year than November, it was December,  especially  when the weather

was good and wet and muddy most of the  time, so that you  had to keep indoors a long while after you called

anywhere. 

Colonel Woodburn had the anxiety, in view of his daughter's  engagement,  when she asked his consent to it,

that such a dreamer must  have in regard  to any reality that threatens to affect the course of  his reveries.  He

had not perhaps taken her marriage into account,  except as a remote  contingency; and certainly Fulkerson

was not the  kind of soninlaw that  he had imagined in dealing with that  abstraction.  But because he had

nothing of the sort definitely in  mind, he could not oppose the selection  of Fulkerson with success; he  really

knew nothing against him, and he  knew, many things in his  favor; Fulkerson inspired him with the liking  that

every one felt for  him in a measure; he amused him, he cheered him;  and the colonel had  been so much used

to leaving action of all kinds to  his daughter that  when he came to close quarters with the question of a

soninlaw he  felt helpless to decide it, and he let her decide it, as if  it were  still to be decided when it was

submitted to him.  She was  competent  to treat it in all its phases: not merely those of personal  interest,  but

those of duty to the broken Southern past, sentimentally  dear to  him, and practically absurd to her.  No such

South as he  remembered  had ever existed to her knowledge, and no such civilization as  he  imagined would

ever exist, to her belief, anywhere.  She took the  world as she found it, and made the best of it.  She trusted in

Fulkerson; she had proved his magnanimity in a serious emergency; and  in  small things she was willing

fearlessly to chance it with him.  She  was  not a sentimentalist, and there was nothing fantastic in her

expectations; she was a girl of good sense and right mind, and she  liked  the immediate practicality as well as

the final honor of  Fulkerson.  She  did not idealize him, but in the highest effect she  realized him; she did  him

justice, and she would not have believed  that she did him more than  justice if she had sometimes known him

to  do himself less. 

Their engagement was a fact to which the Leighton household  adjusted  itself almost as simply as the lovers

themselves; Miss  Woodburn told the  ladies at once, and it was not a thing that  Fulkerson could keep from

March very long.  He sent word of it to Mrs.  March by her husband; and  his engagement perhaps did more

than  anything else to confirm the  confidence in him which had been shaken  by his early behavior in the

Lindau episode, and not wholly restored  by his tardy fidelity to March.  But now she felt that a man who

wished  to get married so obviously and  entirely for love was full of all  kinds of the best instincts, and only

needed the guidance of a wife,  to become very noble.  She interested  herself intensely in balancing  the

respective merits of the engaged  couple, and after her call upon  Miss Woodburn in her new character she

prided herself upon recognizing  the worth of some strictly Southern  qualities in her, while  maintaining the

general average of New England  superiority.  She could  not reconcile herself to the Virginian custom

illustrated in her  having been christened with the surname of Madison;  and she said that  its pet form of Mad,

which Fulkerson promptly invented,  only made it  more ridiculous. 

Fulkerson was slower in telling Beaton.  He was afraid, somehow, of  Beaton's taking the matter in the cynical

way; Miss Woodburn said she  would break off the engagement if Beaton was left to guess it or find  it  out by

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of melancholy meekness  that strongly moved Fulkerson's sympathy, and made him wish that  Beaton  was

engaged, too. 

It made Beaton feel very old; it somehow left him behind and  forgotten;  in a manner, it made him feel trifled

with.  Something of  the  unfriendliness of fate seemed to overcast his resentment, and he  allowed  the sadness

of his conviction that he had not the means to  marry on to  tinge his recognition of the fact that Alma Leighton

would  not have  wanted him to marry her if he had.  He was now often in that  martyr mood  in which he wished

to help his father; not only to deny  himself Chianti,  but to forego a furlined overcoat which he intended  to

get for the  winter, He postponed the moment of actual sacrifice as  regarded the  Chianti, and he bought the

overcoat in an anguish of  selfreproach.  He wore it the first evening after he got it in going  to call upon the

Leightons, and it seemed to him a piece of ghastly  irony when Alma  complimented his picturesqueness in it

and asked him  to let her sketch  him. 

"Oh, you can sketch me," he said, with so much gloom that it made  her  laugh. 

"If you think it's so serious, I'd rather not." 

"No, no! Go ahead! How do you want me?" 

Oh, fling yourself down on a chair in one of your attitudes of  studied  negligence; and twist one corner of your

mustache with  affected absence  of mind." 

"And you think I'm always studied, always affected?" 

"I didn't say so." 

"I didn't ask you what you said." 

"And I won't tell you what I think." 

"Ah, I know what you think." 

"What made you ask, then?"  The girl laughed again with the  satisfaction  of her sex in cornering a man. 

Beaton made a show of not deigning to reply, and put himself in the  pose  she suggested, frowning. 

"Ah, that's it.  But a little more animation 

"'As when a great thought strikes along the brain,  And flushes all  the cheek.'" 

She put her forehead down on the back of her hand and laughed  again.  "You ought to be photographed.  You

look as if you were sitting  for it." 

Beaton said: "That's because I know I am being photographed, in one  way.  I don't think you ought to call me

affected.  I never am so with  you; I  know it wouldn't be of any use." 

"Oh, Mr. Beaton, you flatter." 

"No, I never flatter you." 

"I meant you flattered yourself." 


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"How?" 

"Oh, I don't know.  Imagine." 

"I know what you mean.  You think I can't be sincere with anybody." 

"Oh no, I don't." 

"What do you think?" 

"That you can'ttry."  Alma gave another victorious laugh. 

Miss Woodburn and Fulkerson would once have both feigned a great  interest  in Alma's sketching Beaton,

and made it the subject of talk,  in which  they approached as nearly as possible the real interest of  their lives.

Now they frankly remained away in the diningroom, which  was very cozy  after the dinner had disappeared;

the colonel sat with  his lamp and paper  in the gallery beyond; Mrs. Leighton was about her  housekeeping

affairs,  in the content she always felt when Alma was  with Beaton. 

"They seem to be having a pretty good time in there," said  Fulkerson,  detaching himself from his own

absolute good time as well  as he could. 

"At least Alma does," said Miss Woodburn. 

"Do you think she cares for him?" 

"Quahte as moch as he desoves." 

"What makes you all down on Beaton around here?  He's not such a  bad  fellow." 

"We awe not all doan on him.  Mrs. Leighton isn't doan on him." 

"Oh, I guess if it was the old lady, there wouldn't be much  question  about it." 

They both laughed, and Alma said, "They seem to be greatly amused  with  something in there." 

"Me, probably," said Beaton.  "I seem to amuse everybody tonight." 

"Don't you always?" 

"I always amuse you, I'm afraid, Alma." 

She looked at him as if she were going to snub him openly for using  her  name; but apparently she decided to

do it covertly.  "You didn't  at  first.  I really used to believe you could be serious, once." 

"Couldn't you believe it again?  Now?" 

"Not when you put on that windharp stop." 

"Wetmore has been talking to you about me.  He would sacrifice his  best  friend to a phrase.  He spends his

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"He's made some very pretty ones about you." 

"Like the one you just quoted?" 

"No, not exactly.  He admires you ever so much.  He says" She  stopped,  teasingly. 

"What?" 

"He says you could be almost anything you wished, if you didn't  wish to  be everything." 

"That sounds more like the school of Wetmore.  That's what you say,  Alma.  Well, if there were something

you wished me to be, I could be  it." 

"We might adapt Kingsley: 'Be good, sweet man, and let who will be  clever.'"  He could not help laughing.

She went on: "I always thought  that was the most patronizing and exasperating thing ever addressed to  a

human girl; and we've had to stand a good deal in our time.  I  should  like to have it applied to the other 'sect' a

while.  As if any  girl that  was a girl would be good if she had the remotest chance of  being clever." 

"Then you wouldn't wish me to be good?"  Beaton asked. 

"Not if you were a girl." 

"You want to shock me.  Well, I suppose I deserve it.  But if I  were one  tenth part as good as you are, Alma, I

should have a lighter  heart than I  have now.  I know that I'm fickle, but I'm not false, as  you think I am." 

"Who said I thought you were false?" 

"No one," said Beaton.  "It isn't necessary, when you look itlive  it." 

"Oh, dear!  I didn't know I devoted my whole time to the subject." 

"I know I'm despicable.  I could tell you somethingthe history of  this  day, eventhat would make you

despise me."  Beaton had in mind  his  purchase of the overcoat, which Alma was getting in so  effectively, with

the money he ought to have sent his father.  "But,"  he went on, darkly,  with a sense that what he was that

moment  suffering for his selfishness  must somehow be a kind of atonement,  which would finally leave him to

the  guiltless enjoyment of the  overcoat, "you wouldn't believe the depths of  baseness I could descend  to." 

"I would try," said Alma, rapidly shading the collar, "if you'd  give me  some hint." 

Beaton had a sudden wish to pour out his remorse to her, but he was  afraid of her laughing at him.  He said to

himself that this was a  very  wholesome fear, and that if he could always have her at hand he  should  not make

a fool of himself so often.  A man conceives of such  an office  as the very noblest for a woman; he worships

her for it if  he is  magnanimous.  But Beaton was silent, and Alma put back her head  for the  right distance on

her sketch.  "Mr. Fulkerson thinks you are  the  sublimest of human beings for advising him to get Colonel

Woodburn  to  interview Mr. Dryfoos about Lindau.  What have you ever done with  your  Judas?" 

"I haven't done anything with it.  Nadel thought he would take hold  of it  at one time, but he dropped it again.

After all, I don't  suppose it  could be popularized.  Fulkerson wanted to offer it as a  premium to  subscribers for

'Every Other Week,' but I sat down on  that." 


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Alma could not feel the absurdity of this, and she merely said,  "'Every  Other Week' seems to be going on just

the same as ever." 

"Yes, the trouble has all blown over, I believe.  Fulkerson," said  Beaton, with a return to what they were

saying, "has managed the whole  business very well.  But he exaggerates the value of my advice." 

"Very likely," Alma suggested, vaguely.  "Or, no! Excuse me! He  couldn't,  he couldn't!" She laughed

delightedly at Beaton's foolish  look of  embarrassment. 

He tried to recover his dignity in saying, "He's 'a very good  fellow, and  he deserves his happiness." 

"Oh, indeed!" said Alma, perversely.  "Does any one deserve  happiness?" 

"I know I don't," sighed Beaton. 

"You mean you don't get it." 

"I certainly don't get it." 

"Ah, but that isn't the reason." 

"What is?" 

"That's the secret of the universe," She bit in her lower lip, and  looked  at him with eyes, of gleaming fun. 

"Are you never serious?"  he asked. 

"With serious people always." 

"I am serious; and you have the secret of my happiness"  He threw  himself impulsively forward in his

chair. 

"Oh, pose, pose!" she cried. 

"I won't pose," he answered, " and you have got to listen to me.  You  know I'm in love with you; and I know

that once you cared for me.  Can't  that timewon't itcome back again?  Try to think so, Alma!" 

"No," she said, briefly and seriously enough. 

"But that seems impossible.  What is it I've done what have you  against  me?" 

"Nothing.  But that time is past.  I couldn't recall it if I  wished.  Why  did you bring it up?  You've broken your

word.  You know  I wouldn't have  let you keep coming here if you hadn't promised never  to refer to it." 

"How could I help it?  With that happiness near usFulkerson" 

"Oh, it's that?  I might have known it!" 

"No, it isn't thatit's something far deeper.  But if it's nothing  you  have against me, what is it, Alma, that

keeps you from caring for  me now  as you did then?  I haven't changed." 


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"But I have.  I shall never care for you again, Mr. Beaton; you  might as  well understand it once for all.  Don't

think it's anything  in yourself,  or that I think you unworthy of me.  I'm not so  selfsatisfied as that;  I know

very well that I'm not a perfect  character, and that I've no claim  on perfection in anybody else.  I  think women

who want that are fools;  they won't get it, and they don't  deserve it.  But I've learned a good.  deal more about

myself than I  knew in St. Barnaby, and a life of work, of  art, and of art alone  that's what I've made up my

mind to." 

"A woman that's made up her mind to that has no heart to hinder  her!" 

"Would a man have that had done so?" 

"But I don't believe you, Alma.  You're merely laughing at me.  And,  besides, with me you needn't give up art.

We could work  together.  You  know how much I admire your talent.  I believe I could  help itserve it;  I

would be its willing slave, and yours, Heaven  knows!" 

"I don't want any slavenor any slavery.  I want to be free  always.  Now  do you see?  I don't care for you, and

I never could in  the old way; but  I should have to care for some one more than I  believe I ever shall to  give up

my work.  Shall we go on?"  She looked  at her sketch. 

"No, we shall not go on," he said, gloomily, as he rose. 

"I suppose you blame me," she said, rising too. 

"Oh no! I blame no oneor only myself.  I threw my chance away." 

"I'm glad you see that; and I'm glad you did it.  You don't believe  me,  of course.  Why do men think life can be

only the one thing to  women?  And if you come to the selfish view, who are the happy women?  I'm sure  that

if work doesn't fail me, health won't, and happiness  won't." 

"But you could work on with me" 

"Second fiddle.  Do you suppose I shouldn't be woman enough to wish  my  work always less and lower than

yours?  At least I've heart enough  for  that!" 

"You've heart enough for anything, Alma.  I was a fool to say you  hadn't." 

"I think the women who keep their hearts have an even chance, at  least,  of having heart" 

"Ah, there's where you're wrong!" 

"But mine isn't mine to give you, anyhow.  And now I don't want you  ever  to speak to me about this again." 

"Oh, there's no danger!" he cried, bitterly.  "I shall never  willingly  see you again." 

"That's as you like, Mr. Beaton.  We've had to be very frank, but I  don't  see why we shouldn't be friends.  Still,

we needn't, if you  don't like." 

"And I may comeI may come hereasas usual?" 

"Why, if you can consistently," she said, with a smile, and she  held out  her hand to him. 


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He went home dazed, and feeling as if it were a bad joke that had  been  put upon him.  At least the affair went

so deep that it estranged  the  aspect of his familiar studio.  Some of the things in it were not  very  familiar; he

had spent lately a great deal on rugs, on stuffs, on  Japanese bricabrac.  When he saw these things in the

shops he had  felt  that he must have them; that they were necessary to him; and he  was  partly in debt for them,

still without having sent any of his  earnings to  pay his father.  As he looked at them now he liked to  fancy

something  weird and conscious in them as the silent witnesses of  a broken life.  He felt about among some of

the smaller objects on the  mantel for his  pipe.  Before he slept he was aware, in the luxury of  his despair, of a

remote relief, an escape; and, after all, the  understanding he had come  to with Alma was only the explicit

formulation of terms long tacit  between them.  Beaton would have been  puzzled more than he knew if she  had

taken him seriously.  It was  inevitable that he should declare  himself in love with her; but he was  not

disappointed at her rejection of  his love; perhaps not so much as  he would have been at its acceptance,  though

he tried to think  otherwise, and to give himself airs of tragedy.  He did not really feel  that the result was worse

than what had gone  before, and it left him  free. 

But he did not go to the Leightons again for so long a time that  Mrs.  Leighton asked Alma what had

happened.  Alma told her. 

"And he won't come any more?"  her mother sighed, with reserved  censure. 

"Oh, I think he will.  He couldn't very well come the next night.  But he  has the habit of coming, and with Mr.

Beaton habit is  everythingeven  the habit of thinking he's in love with some one." 

"Alma," said her mother, "I don't think it's very nice for a girl  to let  a young man keep coming to see her after

she's refused him." 

"Why not, if it amuses him and doesn't hurt the girl?" 

"But it does hurt her, Alma.  Itit's indelicate.  It isn't fair  to him;  it gives him hopes." 

"Well, mamma, it hasn't happened in the given case yet.  If Mr.  Beaton  comes again, I won't see him, and you

can forbid him the  house." 

"If I could only feel sure, Alma," said her mother, taking up  another  branch of the inquiry, "that you really

knew your own mind, I  should be  easier about it." 

"Then you can rest perfectly quiet, mamma.  I do know my own mind;  and,  what's worse, I know Mr. Beaton's

mind." 

"What do you mean?" 

"I mean that he spoke to me the other night simply because Mr.  Fulkerson's engagement had broken him all

up." 

"What expressions!" Mrs. Leighton lamented. 

"He let it out himself," Alma went on.  "And you wouldn't have  thought it  was very flattering yourself.  When

I'm made love to, after  this,  I prefer to be made love to in an offyear, when there isn't  another  engaged

couple anywhere about." 

"Did you tell him that, Alma?" 


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"Tell him that! What do you mean, mamma?  I may be indelicate, but  I'm  not quite so indelicate as that." 

"I didn't mean you were indelicate, really, Alma, but I wanted to  warn  you.  I think Mr. Beaton was very much

in earnest." 

"Oh, so did he!" 

"And you didn't?" 

"Oh yes, for the time being.  I suppose he's very much in earnest  with  Miss Vance at times, and with Miss

Dryfoos at others.  Sometimes  he's a  painter, and sometimes he's an architect, and sometimes he's a  sculptor.

He has too many giftstoo many tastes." 

"And if Miss Vance and Miss Dryfoos" 

"Oh, do say Sculpture and Architecture, mamma! It's getting so  dreadfully  personal!" 

"Alma, you know that I only wish to get at your real feeling in the  matter." 

"And you know that I don't want to let youespecially when I  haven't got  any real feeling in the matter.  But

I should  thinkspeaking in the  abstract entirelythat if either of those arts  was ever going to be in  earnest

about him, it would want his exclusive  devotion for a week at  least." 

"I didn't know," said Mrs. Leighton, "that he was doing anything  now at  the others.  I thought he was entirely

taken up with his work  on 'Every  Other Week.'" 

"Oh, he is! he is!" 

"And you certainly can't say, my dear, that he hasn't been very  kind  very useful to you, in that matter." 

"And so I ought to have said yes out of gratitude?  Thank you,  mamma! I  didn't know you held me so cheap." 

"You know whether I hold you cheap or not, Alma.  I don't want you  to  cheapen yourself.  I don't want you to

trifle with any one.  I want  you  to be honest with yourself." 

"Well, come now, mamma! Suppose you begin.  I've been perfectly  honest  with myself, and I've been honest

with Mr. Beaton.  I don't  care for him,  and I've told him I didn't; so he may be supposed to  know it.  If he

comes here after this, he'll come as a plain,  unostentatious friend of  the family, and it's for you to say whether

he shall come in that  capacity or not.  I hope you won't trifle with  him, and let him get the  notion that he's

coming on any other basis." 

Mrs. Leighton felt the comfort of the critical attitude far too  keenly to  abandon it for anything constructive.

She only said, "You  know very  well, Alma, that's a matter I can have nothing to do with." 

"Then you leave him entirely to me?" 

"I hope you will regard his right to candid and open treatment." 

"He's had nothing but the most open and candid treatment from me,  mamma.  It's you that wants to play fast

and loose with him.  And, to  tell you  the truth, I believe he would like that a good deal better; I  believe  that, if

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could not help  laughing a little, too. 

II.

The winter did not renew for Christine and Mela the social  opportunity  which the spring had offered.  After

the musicale at Mrs.  Horn's, they  both made their partycall, as Mela said, in due season;  but they did not

find Mrs. Horn at home, and neither she nor Miss  Vance came to see them  after people returned to town in

the fall.  They tried to believe for a  time that Mrs. Horn had not got their  cards; this pretence failed them,  and

they fell back upon their pride,  or rather Christine's pride.  Mela  had little but her goodnature to  avail her in

any exigency, and if Mrs.  Horn or Miss Vance had come to  call after a year of neglect, she would  have

received them as amiably  as if they had not lost a day in coming.  But Christine had drawn a  line beyond

which they would not have been  forgiven; and she had  planned the words and the behavior with which she

would have punished  them if they had appeared then.  Neither sister  imagined herself in  anywise inferior to

them; but Christine was  suspicious, at least, and  it was Mela who invented the hypothesis of the  lost cards.  As

nothing  happened to prove or to disprove the fact, she  said, "I move we put  Coonrod up to gittun' it out of

Miss Vance, at some  of their  meetun's." 

"If you do," said Christine, " I'll kill you." 

Christine, however, had the visits of Beaton to console her, and,  if  these seemed to have no definite aim, she

was willing to rest in  the  pleasure they gave her vanity; but Mela had nothing.  Sometimes  she even  wished

they were all back on the farm. 

"It would be the best thing for both of you," said Mrs. Dryfoos, in  answer to such a burst of desperation.  "I

don't think New York is any  place for girls." 

"Well, what I hate, mother," said Mela, "is, it don't seem to be  any  place for young men, either."  She found

this so good when she had  said  it that she laughed over it till Christine was angry. 

"A body would think there had never been any joke before." 

"I don't see as it's a joke," said Mrs. Dryfoos.  "It's the plain  truth." 

"Oh, don't mind her, mother," said Mela.  "She's put out because  her old  Mr. Beaton ha'r't been round for a

couple o' weeks.  If you  don't watch  out, that fellow 'll give you the slip yit, Christine,  after all your  pains." 

"Well, there ain't anybody to give you the slip, Mela," Christine  clawed  back. 

"No; I ha'n't ever set my traps for anybody."  This was what Mela  said  for want of a better retort; but it was

not quite true.  When  Kendricks  came with Beaton to call after her father's dinner, she used  all her  cunning to

ensnare him, and she had him to herself as long as  Beaton  stayed; Dryfoos sent down word that he was not

very well and  had gone to  bed.  The novelty of Mela had worn off for Kendricks, and  she found him,  as she

frankly told him, not half as entertaining as he  was at Mrs.  Horn's; but she did her best with him as the only

flirtable material  which had yet come to her hand.  It would have been  her ideal to have the  young men stay

till past midnight, and her  father come downstairs in his  stockingfeet and tell them it was time  to go.  But

they made a visit of  decorous brevity, and Kendricks did  not come again. She met him  afterward, once, as she

was crossing the  pavement in Union Square to get  into her coupe, and made the most of  him; but it was

necessarily very  little, and so he passed out of her  life without having left any trace in  her heart, though Mela

had a  heart that she would have put at the  disposition of almost any young  man that wanted it.  Kendricks

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he had been kept a prisoner in New York society  all his days,  perceived a property in her which forbade him

as a man of  conscience  to trifle with her; something earthly good and kind, if it was  simple  and vulgar.  In

revising his impressions of her, it seemed to him  that  she would come even to better literary effect if this were

recognized  in her; and it made her sacred, in spite of her willingness to  fool  and to be fooled, in her merely

human quality.  After all, he saw  that  she wished honestly to love and to be loved, and the lures she threw  out

to that end seemed to him pathetic rather than ridiculous; he  could  not join Beaton in laughing at her; and he

did not like Beaton's  laughing  at the other girl, either.  It seemed to Kendricks, with the  code of  honor which

he mostly kept to himself because he was a little  ashamed to  find there were so few others like it, that if

Beaton cared  nothing for  the other girland Christine appeared simply detestable  to Kendricks  he had

better keep away from her, and not give her the  impression he was  in love with her.  He rather fancied that this

was  the part of a  gentleman, and he could not have penetrated to that  aesthetic and moral  complexity which

formed the consciousness of a  nature like Beaton's and  was chiefly a torment to itself; he could not  have

conceived of the  wayward impulses indulged at every moment in  little things till the  straight highway was

traversed and wellnigh  lost under their tangle.  To do whatever one likes is finally to do  nothing that one

likes, even  though one continues to do what one will;  but Kendricks, though a sage of  twentyseven, was still

too young to  understand this. 

Beaton scarcely understood it himself, perhaps because he was not  yet  twentyseven.  He only knew that his

will was somehow sick; that  it spent  itself in caprices, and brought him no happiness from the  fulfilment of

the most vehement wish.  But he was aware that his  wishes grew less and  less vehement; he began to have a

fear that some  time he might have none  at all.  It seemed to him that if he could  once do something that was

thoroughly distasteful to himself, he might  make a beginning in the right  direction; but when he tried this on a

small scale, it failed, and it  seemed stupid.  Some sort of expiation  was the thing he needed, he was  sure; but

he could not think of  anything in particular to expiate; a man  could not expiate his  temperament, and his

temperament was what Beaton  decided to be at  fault.  He perceived that it went deeper than even fate  would

have  gone; he could have fulfilled an evil destiny and had done  with it,  however terrible.  His trouble was that

he could not escape from  himself; and, for the most part, he justified himself in refusing to  try.  After he had

come to that distinct understanding with Alma  Leighton,  and experienced the relief it really gave him, he

thought  for a while  that if it had fallen out otherwise, and she had put him  in charge of her  destiny, he might

have been better able to manage his  own.  But as it  was, he could only drift, and let all other things  take their

course.  It was necessary that he should go to see her  afterward, to show her that  he was equal to the event; but

he did not  go so often, and he went rather  oftener to the Dryfooses; it was not  easy to see Margaret Vance,

except  on the society terms.  With much  sneering and scorning, he fulfilled the  duties to Mrs. Horn without

which he knew he should be dropped from her  list; but one might go to  many of her Thursdays without

getting many  words with her niece.  Beaton hardly knew whether he wanted many; the  girl kept the charm of

her innocent stylishness; but latterly she wanted  to talk more about  social questions than about the psychical

problems  that young people  usually debate so personally.  Son of the working  people as he was,  Beaton had

never cared anything about such matters;  he did not know  about them or wish to know; he was perhaps too

near them.  Besides,  there was an embarrassment, at least on her part, concerning the  Dryfooses.  She was too

highminded to blame him for having tempted  her  to her failure with them by his talk about them; but she

was  conscious of  avoiding them in her talk.  She had decided not to renew  the effort she  had made in the

spring; because she could not do them  good as fellow  creatures needing food and warmth and work, and she

would not try to  befriend them socially; she had a horror of any such  futile  sentimentality.  She would have

liked to account to Beaton in  this way  for a course which she suspected he must have heard their  comments

upon,  but she did not quite know how to do it; she could not  be sure how much  or how little he cared for

them.  Some tentative  approaches which she  made toward explanation were met with such eager  disclaim of

personal  interest that she knew less than before what to  think; and she turned the  talk from the sisters to the

brother, whom  it seemed she still continued  to meet in their common work among the  poor. 

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"Oh, quite," said Beaton.  "He's the kind of person that you might  suppose gave the Catholics a hint for the

cloistral life; he's a  cloistered naturethe nature that atones and suffers for.  But he's  awfully dull company,

don't you think?  I never can get anything out  of  him." 

"He's very much in earnest." 

"Remorselessly.  We've got a profane and mundane creature there at  the  office who runs us all, and it's

shocking merely to see the  contact of  the tyro natures.  When Fulkerson gets to joking  Dryfooshe likes to

put  his joke in the form of a pretence that  Dryfoos is actuated by a selfish  motive, that he has an eye to office,

and is working up a political  interest for himself on the East  Sideit's something inexpressible." 

"I should think so," said Miss Vance, with such lofty disapproval  that  Beaton felt himself included in it for

having merely told what  caused it.  He could not help saying, in natural rebellion, "Well, the  man of one  idea

is always a little ridiculous." 

"When his idea is right?"  she demanded.  "A right idea can't be  ridiculous." 

"Oh, I only said the man that held it was.  He's flat; he has no  relief,  no projection." 

She seemed unable to answer, and he perceived that he had silenced  her to  his own, disadvantage.  It appeared

to Beaton that she was  becoming a  little too exacting for comfort in her idealism.  He put  down the cup of  tea

he had been tasting, and said, in his solemn  staccato: "I must go.  Goodbye!" and got instantly away from

her, with  an effect he had of  having suddenly thought of something imperative. 

He went up to Mrs. Horn for a moment's hail and farewell, and felt  himself subtly detained by her through

fugitive passages of  conversation  with half a dozen other people.  He fancied that at  crises of this  strange

interview Mrs. Horn was about to become  confidential with him,  and confidential, of all things, about her

niece.  She ended by not  having palpably been so.  In fact, the  concern in her mind would have  been difficult

to impart to a young  man, and after several experiments  Mrs. Horn found it impossible to  say that she wished

Margaret could  somehow be interested in lower  things than those which occupied her.  She had watched with

growing  anxiety the girl's tendency to various kinds  of selfdevotion.  She  had dark hours in which she even

feared her entire  withdrawal from the  world in a life of good works.  Before now, girls had  entered the

Protestant sisterhoods, which appeal so potently to the young  and  generous imagination, and Margaret was of

just the temperament to be  influenced by them.  During the past summer she had been unhappy at  her

separation from the cares that had engrossed her more and more as  their  stay in the city drew to an end in the

spring, and she had  hurried her  aunt back to town earlier in the fall than she would have  chosen to come.

Margaret had her correspondents among the  workingwomen whom she  befriended.  Mrs. Horn was at one

time alarmed  to find that Margaret was  actually promoting a strike of the  buttonhole workers.  This, of

course,  had its ludicrous side, in  connection with a young lady in good society,  and a person of even so  little

humor as Mrs. Horn could not help seeing  it.  At the same time,  she could not help foreboding the worst from

it;  she was afraid that  Margaret's health would give way under the strain,  and that if she did  not go into a

sisterhood she would at least go into a  decline.  She  began the winter with all such counteractive measures as

she could  employ.  At an age when such things weary, she threw herself  into the  pleasures of society with the

hope of dragging Margaret after  her; and  a sympathetic witness must have followed with compassion her

course  from ball to ball, from reception to reception, from parlor  reading  to parlorreading, from musicale

to musicale, from play to play,  from  opera to opera.  She tasted, after she had practically renounced  them,  the

bitter and the insipid flavors of fashionable amusement, in the  hope that Margaret might find them sweet, and

now at the end she had  to  own to herself that she had failed.  It was coming Lent again, and  the  girl had only

grown thinner and more serious with the diversions  that did  not divert her from the baleful works of

beneficence on which  Mrs. Horn  felt that she was throwing her youth away.  Margaret could  have borne  either

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for her,  but she could not  forego the other duties in which she found her only  pleasure. 

She kept up her music still because she could employ it at the  meetings  for the entertainment, and, as she

hoped, the elevation of  her working  women; but she neglected the other aesthetic interests  which once

occupied her; and, at sight of Beaton talking with her,  Mrs. Horn caught  at the hope that he might somehow

be turned to  account in reviving  Margaret's former interest in art.  She asked him  if Mr. Wetmore had his

classes that winter as usual; and she said she  wished Margaret could be  induced to go again:  Mr. Wetmore

always said  that she did not draw very  well, but that she had a great deal of  feeling for it, and her work was

interesting.  She asked, were the  Leightons in town again; and she  murmured a regret that she had not  been

able to see anything of them,  without explaining why; she said  she had a fancy that if Margaret knew  Miss

Leighton, and what she was  doing, it might stimulate her, perhaps.  She supposed Miss Leighton was  still

going on with her art?  Beaton said,  Oh yes, he believed so. 

But his manner did not encourage Mrs. Horn to pursue her aims in  that  direction, and she said, with a sigh,

she wished he still had a  class;  she always fancied that Margaret got more good from his  instruction than

from any one else's. 

He said that she was very good; but there was really nobody who  knew half  as much as Wetmore, or could

make any one understand half as  much.  Mrs. Horn was afraid, she said, that Mr. Wetmore's terrible  sincerity

discouraged Margaret; he would not let her have any  illusions about the  outcome of what she was doing; and

did not Mr.  Beaton think that some  illusion was necessary with young people?  Of  course, it was very nice of

Mr. Wetmore to be so honest, but it did  not always seem to be the wisest  thing.  She begged Mr. Beaton to try

to think of some one who would be a  little less severe.  Her tone  assumed a deeper interest in the people who

were coming up and going  away, and Beaton perceived that he was  dismissed. 

He went away with vanity flattered by the sense of having been  appealed  to concerning Margaret, and then he

began to chafe at what  she had said  of Wetmore's honesty, apropos of her wish that he still  had a class

himself.  Did she mean, confound her? that he was  insincere, and would  let Miss Vance suppose she had more

talent than  she really had?  The more  Beaton thought of this, the more furious he  became, and the more he

was  convinced that something like it had been  unconsciously if not  consciously in her mind.  He framed some

keen  retorts, to the general  effect that with the atmosphere of illusion  preserved so completely at  home, Miss

Vance hardly needed it in her  art studies.  Having just  determined never to go near Mrs. Horn's  Thursdays

again, he decided to go  once more, in order to plant this  sting in her capacious but somewhat  callous bosom;

and he planned how  he would lead the talk up to the point  from which he should launch it. 

In the mean time he felt the need of some present solace, such as  only  unqualified worship could give him; a

cruel wish to feel his  power in  some direction where, even if it were resisted, it could not  be overcome,  drove

him on.  That a woman who was to Beaton the  embodiment of  artificiality should intimate, however

innocentlythe  innocence made it  all the worsethat he was less honest than Wetmore,  whom he knew to

be  so much more honest, was something that must be  retaliated somewhere  before his selfrespect could be

restored.  It  was only five o'clock, and  he went on uptown to the Dryfooses',  though he had been there only

the  night before last.  He asked for the  ladies, and Mrs. Mandel received  him. 

"The young ladies are downtown shopping," she said, "but I am very  glad  of the opportunity of seeing you

alone, Mr. Beaton.  You know I  lived  several years in Europe." 

"Yes," said Beaton, wondering what that could have to do with her  pleasure in seeing him alone.  "I believe

so?"  He involuntarily gave  his  words the questioning inflection. 

"You have lived abroad, too, and so you won't find what I am going  to ask  so strange.  Mr. Beaton, why do

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Beaton frowned.  "Why do I come so much?" 

"Yes." 

"Why do IExcuse me, Mrs. Mandel, but will you allow me to ask why  you  ask?" 

"Oh, certainly.  There's no reason why I shouldn't say, for I wish  you to  be very frank with me.  I ask because

there are two young  ladies in this  house; and, in a certain way, I have to take the place  of a mother to  them.  I

needn't explain why; you know all the people  here, and you  understand.  I have nothing to say about them, but

I  should not be  speaking to you now if they were not all rather helpless  people.  They do  not know the world

they have come to live in here,  and they cannot help  themselves or one another.  But you do know it,  Mr.

Beaton, and I am sure  you know just how much or how little you  mean by coming here.  You are  either

interested in one of these young  girls or you are not.  If you  are, I have nothing more to say.  If you  are not"

Mrs. Mandel continued  to smile, but the smile had grown  more perfunctory, and it had an icy  gleam. 

Beaton looked at her with surprise that he gravely kept to himself.  He  had always regarded her as a social

nullity, with a kind of pity,  to be  sure, as a civilized person living among such people as the  Dryfooses,  but

not without a humorous contempt; he had thought of her  as Mandel, and  sometimes as Old Mandel, though

she was not half a  score of years his  senior, and was still well on the sunny side of  forty.  He reddened, and

then turned an angry pallor.  "Excuse me  again, Mrs. Mandel.  Do you ask  this from the young ladies?" 

"Certainly not," she said, with the best temper, and with something  in  her tone that convicted Beaton of

vulgarity, in putting his  question of  her authority in the form of a sneer.  "As I have  suggested, they would

hardly know how to help themselves at all in  such a matter.  I have no  objection to saying that I ask it from the

father of the young ladies.  Of course, in and for myself I should have  no right to know anything  about your

affairs.  I assure you the duty  of knowing isn't very  pleasant."  The little tremor in her clear voice  struck

Beaton as  something rather nice. 

"I can very well believe that, Mrs. Mandel," he said, with a dreamy  sadness in his own.  He lifted his eyes and

looked into hers.  "If I  told  you that I cared nothing about them in the way you intimate?" 

"Then I should prefer to let you characterize your own conduct in  continuing to come here for the year past,

as you have done, and  tacitly  leading them on to infer differently."  They both mechanically  kept up  the

fiction of plurality in speaking of Christine, but there  was no doubt  in the mind of either which of the young

ladies the other  meant.  A good many thoughts went through Beaton's mind, and none of  them were  flattering.

He had not been unconscious that the part he  had played  toward this girl was ignoble, and that it had grown

meaner  as the fancy  which her beauty had at first kindled in him had grown  cooler.  He was  aware that of late

he had been amusing himself with  her passion in a way  that was not less than cruel, not because he  wished to

do so, but because  he was listless and wished nothing.  He  rose in saying: "I might be a  little more lenient than

you think, Mrs.  Mandel; but I won't trouble you  with any palliating theory.  I will  not come any more." 

He bowed, and Mrs. Mandel said, "Of course, it's only your action  that I  am concerned with." 

She seemed to him merely triumphant, and he could not conceive what  it  had cost her to nerve herself up to

her too easy victory.  He left  Mrs.  Mandel to a far harder lot than had fallen to him, and he went  away  hating

her as an enemy who had humiliated him at a moment when he  particularly needed exalting.  It was really

very simple for him to  stop  going to see Christine Dryfoos, but it was not at all simple for  Mrs.  Mandel to

deal with the consequences of his not coming.  He only  thought  how lightly she had stopped him, and the poor

woman whom he  had left  trembling for what she had been obliged to do embodied for  him the  conscience

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"By heavens! this is piling it up," he said to himself through his  set  teeth, realizing how it had happened right

on top of that stupid  insult  from Mrs. Horn.  Now he should have to give up his place on  'Every Other  Week;

he could not keep that, under the circumstances,  even if some  pretence were not made to get rid of him; he

must hurry  and anticipate  any such pretence; he must see Fulkerson at once; he  wondered where he  should

find him at that hour.  He thought, with  bitterness so real that  it gave him a kind of tragical satisfaction,  how

certainly he could find  him a little later at Mrs. Leighton's; and  Fulkerson's happiness became  an added

injury. 

The thing had, of course, come about just at the wrong time.  There  never  had been a time when Beaton

needed money more, when he had spent  what he  had and what he expected to have so recklessly.  He was in

debt to  Fulkerson personally and officially for advance payments of  salary.  The  thought of sending money

home made him break into a  scoffing laugh, which  he turned into a cough in order to deceive the  passers.

What sort of  face should he go with to Fulkerson and tell  him that he renounced his  employment on 'Every

Other Week;' and what  should he do when he had  renounced it?  Take pupils, perhaps; open a  class?  A lurid

conception of  a class conducted on those principles of  shameless flattery at which Mrs.  Horn had hintedhe

believed now she  had meant to insult himpresented  itself.  Why should not he act upon  the suggestion?  He

thought with  loathing for the whole race of  womendabblers in art.  How easy the  thing would be: as easy as

to  turn back now and tell that old fool's girl  that he loved her, and  rake in half his millions.  Why should not

he do  that?  No one else  cared for him; and at a year's end, probably, one  woman would be like  another as far

as the love was concerned, and  probably he should not  be more tired if the woman were Christine Dryfoos

than if she were  Margaret Vance.  He kept Alma Leighton out of the  question, because at  the bottom of his

heart he believed that she must be  forever unlike  every other woman to him. 

The tide of his confused and aimless reverie had carried him far  down  town, he thought; but when he looked

up from it to see where he  was he  found himself on Sixth Avenue, only a little below Thirtyninth  Street,

very hot and blown; that idiotic fur overcoat was stifling.  He could not  possibly walk down to Eleventh; he

did not want to walk  even to the  Elevated station at Thirtyfourth; he stopped at the  corner to wait for a

surfacecar, and fell again into his bitter  fancies.  After a while he  roused himself and looked up the track, but

there was no car coming.  He  found himself beside a policeman, who was  lazily swinging his club by its  thong

from his wrist. 

"When do you suppose a car will be along?"  he asked, rather in a  general  sarcasm of the absence of the cars

than in any special belief  that the  policeman could tell him. 

The policeman waited to discharge his tobaccojuice into the  gutter.  "In about a week," he said,

nonchalantly. 

"What's the matter?"  asked Beaton, wondering what the joke could  be. 

"Strike," said the policeman.  His interest in Beaton's ignorance  seemed  to overcome his contempt of it.

"Knocked off everywhere this  morning  except Third Avenue and one or two crosstown lines."  He spat  again

and  kept his bulk at its incline over the gutter to glance at a  group of men  on the corner below: They were

neatly dressed, and looked  like something  better than workingmen, and they had a holiday air of  being in

their best  clothes. 

"Some of the strikers?"  asked Beaton. 

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"There won't be any trouble till we begin to move the cars," said  the  policeman. 

Beaton felt a sudden turn of his rage toward the men whose action  would  now force him to walk five blocks

and mount the stairs of the  Elevated  station.  "If you'd take out eight or ten of those fellows,"  he said,

ferociously, "and set them up against a wall and shoot them,  you'd save a  great deal of bother." 

"I guess we sha'n't have to shoot much," said the policeman, still  swinging his locust.  "Anyway, we shant

begin it.  If it comes to a  fight, though," he said, with a look at the men under the scooping rim  of  his helmet,

"we can drive the whole six thousand of 'em into the  East  River without pullin' a trigger." 

"Are there six thousand in it?" 

"About." 

"What do the infernal fools expect to live on?" 

"The interest of their money, I suppose," said the officer, with a  grin  of satisfaction in his irony.  "It's got to

run its course.  Then  they'll  come back with their heads tied up and their tails between  their legs,  and plead to

be taken on again." 

"If I was a manager of the roads," said Beaton, thinking of how  much he  was already inconvenienced by the

strike, and obscurely  connecting it as  one of the series with the wrongs he had suffered at  the hands of Mrs.

Horn and Mrs. Mandel, "I would see them starve  before I'd take them back  every one of them." 

"Well," said the policeman, impartially, as a man might whom the  companies allowed to ride free, but who

had made friends with a good  many  drivers and conductors in the course of his free riding, "I guess  that's

what the roads would like to do if they could; but the men are  too many  for them, and there ain't enough other

men to take their  places." 

"No matter," said Beaton, severely.  "They can bring in men from  other  places." 

"Oh, they'll do that fast enough," said the policeman. 

A man came out of the saloon on the corner where the strikers were  standing, noisy drunk, and they began, as

they would have said, to  have  some fun with him.  The policeman left Beaton, and sauntered  slowly down

toward the group as if in the natural course of an  afternoon ramble.  On  the other side of the street Beaton

could see  another officer sauntering  up from the block below.  Looking up and  down the avenue, so silent of

its horsecar bells, he saw a policeman  at every corner.  It was rather  impressive. 

III.

The strike made a good deal of talk in it he office of 'Every Other  Week'  that is, it made Fulkerson talk a good

deal.  He congratulated  himself  that he was not personally incommoded by it, like some of the  fellows who

lived uptown, and had not everything under one roof, as it  were.  He  enjoyed the excitement of it, and he kept

the office boy  running out to  buy the extras which the newsmen came crying through  the street almost  every

hour with a lamentable, unintelligible noise.  He read not only the  latest intelligence of the strike, but the

editorial comments on it,  which praised the firm attitude of both  parties, and the admirable  measures taken by

the police to preserve  order.  Fulkerson enjoyed the  interviews with the police captains and  the leaders of the

strike; he  equally enjoyed the attempts of the  reporters to interview the road  managers, which were so

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of  direct expression from  them, though it seemed that they had resolutely  refused to speak.  He  said, at

secondhand from the papers, that if the  men behaved  themselves and respected the rights of property, they

would  have  public sympathy with them every time; but just as soon as they began  to interfere with the roads'

right to manage their own affairs in  their  own way, they must be put down with an iron hand; the phrase  "iron

hand"  did Fulkerson almost as much good as if it had never been  used before.  News began to come of

fighting between the police and the  strikers when  the roads tried to move their cars with men imported  from

Philadelphia,  and then Fulkerson rejoiced at the splendid courage  of the police.  At  the same time, he believed

what the strikers said,  and that the trouble  was not made by them, but by gangs of roughs  acting without their

approval.  In this juncture he was relieved by  the arrival of the State  Board of Arbitration, which took up its

quarters, with a great many  scareheads, at one of the principal  hotels, and invited the roads and  the strikers

to lay the matter in  dispute before them; he said that now  we should see the working of the  greatest piece of

social machinery in  modern times.  But it appeared  to work only in the alacrity of the  strikers to submit their

grievance.  The road; were as one road in  declaring that there was  nothing to arbitrate, and that they were

merely  asserting their right  to manage their own affairs in their own way.  One of the presidents  was reported

to have told a member of the Board,  who personally  summoned him, to get out and to go about his business.

Then, to  Fulkerson's extreme disappointment, the august tribunal, acting  on  behalf of the sovereign people in

the interest of peace, declared  itself powerless, and got out, and would, no doubt, have gone about  its  business

if it had had any.  Fulkerson did not know what to say,  perhaps  because the extras did not; but March laughed

at this result. 

"It's a good deal like the military manoeuvre of the King of France  and  his forty thousand men.  I suppose

somebody told him at the top of  the  hill that there was nothing to arbitrate, and to get out and go  about his

business, and that was the reason he marched down after he  had marched up  with all that ceremony.  What

amuses me is to find that  in an affair of  this kind the roads have rights and the strikers have  rights, but the

public has no rights at all.  The roads and the  strikers are allowed to  fight out a private war in our midst as

thoroughly and precisely a  private war as any we despise the Middle  Ages for having tolerated  as any

street war in Florence or  Veronaand to fight it out at our pains  and expense, and we stand by  like sheep

and wait till they get tired.  It's a funny attitude for a  city of fifteen hundred thousand  inhabitants." 

"What would you do?" asked Fulkerson, a good deal daunted by this  view of  the case. 

"Do?  Nothing.  Hasn't the State Board of Arbitration declared  itself  powerless?  We have no hold upon the

strikers; and we're so  used to being  snubbed and disobliged by common carriers that we have  forgotten our

hold  on the roads and always allow them to manage their  own affairs in their  own way, quite as if we had

nothing to do with  them and they owed us no  services in return for their privileges." 

"That's a good deal so," said Fulkerson, disordering his hair.  "Well,  it's nuts for the colonel nowadays.  He

says if he was boss of  this town  he would seize the roads on behalf of the people, and man  'em with

policemen, and run 'em till the managers had come to terms  with the  strikers; and he'd do that every time

there was a strike." 

"Doesn't that rather savor of the paternalism he condemned in  Lindau?"  asked March. 

"I don't know.  It savors of horse sense." 

"You are pretty far gone, Fulkerson.  I thought you were the most  engaged  man I ever saw; but I guess you're

more fatherinlawed.  And  before  you're married, too." 

"Well, the colonel's a glorious old fellow, March.  I wish he had  the  power to do that thing, just for the fun of

looking on while he  waltzed  in.  He's on the keen jump from morning till night, and he's  up late and  early to

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haven't  seen a brickbat  shied or a club swung yet.  Have you?" 

"No, I find I can philosophize the situation about as well from the  papers, and that's what I really want to do, I

suppose.  Besides, I'm  solemnly pledged by Mrs. March not to go near any sort of crowd, under  penalty of

having her bring the children and go with me.  Her theory  is  that we must all die together; the children haven't

been at school  since  the strike began.  There's no precaution that Mrs. March hasn't  used.  She watches me

whenever I go out, and sees that I start straight  for this  office." 

Fulkerson laughed and said: "Well, it's probably the only thing  that's  saved your life.  Have you seen anything

of Beaton lately?" 

"No.  You don't mean to say he's killed!" 

"Not if he knows it.  But I don't know What do you say, March?  What's  the reason you couldn't get us up a

paper on the strike?" 

"I knew it would fetch round to 'Every Other Week,' somehow." 

"No, but seriously.  There 'll be plenty of news paper accounts.  But you  could treat it in the historical

spiritlike something that  happened  several centuries ago; De Foe's Plague of London style.  Heigh?  What

made me think of it was Beaton.  If I could get hold of  him, you two  could go round together and take down

its aesthetic  aspects.  It's a big  thing, March, this strike is.  I tell you it's  imposing to have a private  war, as you

say, fought out this way, in  the heart of New York, and New  York not minding, it a bit.  See?  Might take that

view of it.  With your  descriptions and Beaton's  sketcheswell, it would just be the greatest  card!  Come!

What do  you say?" 

"Will you undertake to make it right with Mrs. March if I'm killed  and  she and the children are not killed with

me?" 

"Well, it would be difficult.  I wonder how it would do to get  Kendricks  to do the literary part?" 

"I've no doubt he'd jump at the chance.  I've yet to see the form  of  literature that Kendricks wouldn't lay down

his life for." 

"Say!" March perceived that Fulkerson was about to vent another  inspiration, and smiled patiently.  "Look

here!  What's the reason we  couldn't get one of the strikers to write it up for us?" 

"Might have a symposium of strikers and presidents," March  suggested. 

"No; I'm in earnest.  They say some of those fellowsespecially the  foreignersare educated men.  I know

one fellowa Bohemianthat  used  to edit a Bohemian newspaper here.  He could write it out in his  kind of

Dutch, and we could get Lindau to translate it." 

"I guess not," said March, dryly. 

"Why not?  He'd do it for the cause, wouldn't he?  Suppose you put  it up  on him the next time you see him." 

"I don't see Lindau any more," said March.  He added, "I guess he's  renounced me along with Mr. Dryfoos's

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"He came for a while, but he's left off coming now.  I don't feel  particularly gay about it," March said, with

some resentment of  Fulkerson's grin.  "He's left me in debt to him for lessons to the  children." 

Fulkerson laughed out.  "Well, he is the greatest old fool!  Who'd  'a'  thought he'd 'a' been in earnest with those

'brincibles' of his?  But I  suppose there have to be just such cranks; it takes all kinds  to make a  world." 

"There has to be one such crank, it seems," March partially  assented.  "One's enough for me." 

"I reckon this thing is nuts for Lindau, too," said Fulkerson.  "Why, it  must act like a schooner of beer on him

all the while, to  see 'gabidal'  embarrassed like it is by this strike.  It must make old  Lindau feel like  he was

back behind those barricades at Berlin.  Well,  he's a splendid old  fellow; pity he drinks, as I remarked once

before." 

When March left the office he did not go home so directly as he  came,  perhaps because Mrs. March's eye was

not on him.  He was very  curious  about some aspects of the strike, whose importance, as a great  social

convulsion, he felt people did not recognize; and, with his  temperance in  everything, he found its negative

expressions as  significant as its more  violent phases.  He had promised his wife  solemnly that he would keep

away ,from these, and he had a natural  inclination to keep his promise;  he had no wish to be that peaceful

spectator who always gets shot when  there is any firing on a mob.  He  interested himself in the apparent

indifference of the mighty city,  which kept on about its business as  tranquilly as if the private war  being

fought out in its midst were a  vague rumor of Indian troubles on  the frontier; and he realized how there  might

once have been a street  feud of forty years in Florence without  interfering materially with  the industry and

prosperity of the city.  On Broadway there was a  silence where a jangle and clatter of horsecar  bells and

hoofs had  been, but it was not very noticeable; and on the  avenues, roofed by  the elevated roads, this silence

of the surface tracks  was not  noticeable at all in the roar of the trains overhead.  Some of  the  crosstown cars

were beginning to run again, with a policeman on the  rear of each; on the Third Avenge line, operated by

nonunion men, who  had not struck, there were two policemen beside the driver of every  car,  and two beside

the conductor, to protect them from the strikers.  But  there were no strikers in sight, and on Second Avenue

they stood  quietly  about in groups on the corners.  While March watched them at a  safe  distance, a car laden

with policemen came down the track, but  none of the  strikers offered to molest it.  In their simple Sunday

best, March  thought them very quiet, decentlooking people, and he  could well believe  that they had nothing

to do with the riotous  outbreaks in other parts of  the city.  He could hardly believe that  there were any such

outbreaks; he  began more and more to think them  mere newspaper exaggerations in the  absence of any

disturbance, or the  disposition to it, that he could see.  He walked on to the East River 

Avenues A, B, and C presented the same quiet aspect as Second  Avenue;  groups of men stood on the corners,

and now and then a  policeladen car  was brought unmolested down the tracks before them;  they looked at it

and  talked together, and some laughed, but there was  no trouble. 

March got a crosstown car, and came back to the West Side.  A  policeman,  looking very sleepy and tired,

lounged on the platform. 

"I suppose you'll be glad when this cruel war is over," March  suggested,  as he got in. 

The officer gave him a surly glance and made him no answer. 

His behavior, from a man born to the joking give and take of our  life,  impressed March.  It gave him a fine

sense of the ferocity which  he had  read of the French troops putting on toward the populace just  before the

coup d'etat; he began to feel like the populace; but he  struggled with  himself and regained his character of

philosophical  observer.  In this  character he remained in the car and let it carry  him by the corner where  he

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where so much of the fighting was  reported to have taken place.  But  everything on the way was as quiet as  on

the East Side. 

Suddenly the car stopped with so quick a turn of the brake that he  was  half thrown from his seat, and the

policeman jumped down from the  platform and ran forward. 

IV

Dryfoos sat at breakfast that morning with Mrs. Mandel as usual to  pour  out his coffee.  Conrad had gone

downtown; the two girls lay  abed much  later than their father breakfasted, and their mother had  gradually

grown  too feeble to come down till lunch.  Suddenly  Christine appeared at the  door.  Her face was white to the

edges of  her lips, and her eyes were  blazing. 

Look here, father! Have you been saying anything to Mr. Beaton?" 

The old man looked up at her across his coffeecup through his  frowning  brows.  "No." 

Mrs. Mandel dropped her eyes, and the spoon shook in her hand. 

"Then what's the reason he don't come here any more?"  demanded the  girl;  and her glance darted from her

father to Mrs. Mandel.  "Oh, it's  you, is  it?  I'd like to know who told you to meddle in other people's

business?" 

"I did," said Dryfoos, savagely.  "I told her to ask him what he  wanted  here, and he said he didn't want

anything, and he stopped  coming.  That's  all.  I did it myself." 

"Oh, you did, did you?"  said the girl, scarcely less insolently  than she  had spoken to Mrs. Mandel.  "I should

like to know what you  did it for?  I'd like to know what made you think I wasn't able to take  care of  myself.  I

just knew somebody had been meddling, but I didn't  suppose it  was you.  I can manage my own affairs in my

own way, if you  please, and  I'll thank you after this to leave me to myself in what  don't concern  you." 

"Don't concern me?  You impudent jade!" her father began. 

Christine advanced from the doorway toward the table; she had her  hands  closed upon what seemed trinkets,

some of which glittered and  dangled  from them.  She said, "Will you go to him and tell him that  this

meddlesome minx, here, had no business to say anything about me  to him,  and you take it all back?" 

"No!" shouted the old man.  "And if" 

"That's all I want of you!" the girl shouted in her turn.  "Here  are your  presents."  With both hands she flung

the jewelspins and  rings and  earrings and braceletsamong the breakfastdishes, from  which some of  them

sprang to the floor.  She stood a moment to pull  the intaglio ring  from the finger where Beaton put it a year

ago, and  dashed that at her  father's plate.  Then she whirled out of the room,  and they heard her  running

upstairs. 

The old man made a start toward her, but he fell back in his chair  before  she was gone, and, with a fierce,

grinding movement of his  jaws,  controlled himself.  "Taketake those things up," he gasped to  Mrs.  Mandel.

He seemed unable to rise again from his chair; but when  she  asked him if he were unwell, he said no, with an

air of offence,  and got  quickly to his feet.  He mechanically picked up the intaglio  ring from  the table while he

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suppose she found it  out?"  he asked, after a moment. 

"She seems to have merely suspected it," said Mrs. Mandel , in a  tremor,  and with the fright in her eyes which

Christine's violence had  brought  there. 

"Well, it don't make any difference.  She had to know, somehow, and  now  she knows."  He started toward the

door of the library, as if to  go into  the hall, where his hat and coat hung. 

"Mr. Dryfoos," palpitated Mrs. Mandel, "I can't remain here, after  the  language your daughter has used to

meI can't let you leave  meII'm  afraid of her" 

"Lock yourself up, then," said the old man, rudely.  He added, from  the  hall before lie went out, "I reckon

she'll quiet down now." 

He took the Elevated road.  The strike seemed a vary faroff thing,  though the paper he bought to look up the

stockmarket was full of  noisy  typography about yesterday's troubles on the surface lines.  Among the  millions

in Wall Street there was some joking and some  swearing, but not  much thinking, about the six thousand men

who had  taken such chances in  their attempt to better their condition.  Dryfoos heard nothing of the  strike in

the lobby of the Stock  Exchange, where he spent two or three  hours watching a favorite stock  of his go up

and go down under the  betting.  By the time the Exchange  closed it had risen eight points, and  on this and

some other  investments he was five thousand dollars richer  than he had been in  the morning.  But he had

expected to be richer still,  and he was by no  means satisfied with his luck.  All through the  excitement of his

winning and losing had played the dull, murderous rage  he felt toward  they child who had defied him, and

when the game was over  and he  started home his rage mounted into a sort of frenzy; he would  teach  her, he

would break her.  He walked a long way without thinking,  and  then waited for a car.  None came, and he

hailed a passing coupe. 

"What has got all the cars?"  he demanded of the driver, who jumped  down  from his box to open the door for

him and get his direction. 

"Been away?"  asked the driver.  "Hasn't been any car along for a  week.  Strike." 

"Oh yes," said Dryfoos.  He felt suddenly giddy, and he remained  staring  at the driver after he had taken his

seat. 

The man asked, "Where to?" 

Dryfoos could not think of his street or number, and he said, with  uncontrollable fury: "I told you once! Go

up to West Eleventh, and  drive  along slow on the south side; I'll show you the place." 

He could not remember the number of 'Every Other Week' office,  where he  suddenly decided to stop before

he went home.  He wished to  see  Fulkerson, and ask him something about Beaton: whether he had been  about

lately, and whether he had dropped any hint of what had happened  concerning Christine; Dryfoos believed

that Fulkerson was in the  fellow's  confidence. 

There was nobody but Conrad in the countingroom, whither Dryfoos  returned after glancing into

Fulkerson's empty office.  "Where's  Fulkerson?"  he asked, sitting down with his hat on. 

"He went out a few moments ago," said Conrad, glancing at the  clock.  "I'm afraid he isn't coming back again

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Dryfoos twisted his head sidewise and upward to indicate March's  room.  "That other fellow out, too?" 

"He went just before Mr. Fulkerson," answered Conrad. 

"Do you generally knock off here in the middle of the afternoon ?"  asked  the old man. 

"No," said Conrad, as patiently as if his father had not been there  a  score of times and found the whole staff

of Every Other leek at work  between four and five.  "Mr. March, you know, always takes a good deal  of  his

work home with him, and I suppose Mr. Fulkerson went out so  early  because there isn't much doing today.

Perhaps it's the strike  that  makes it dull." 

"The strikeyes! It's a pretty piece of business to have everything  thrown out because a parcel of lazy hounds

want a chance to lay off  and  get drunk."  Dryfoos seemed to think Conrad would make some answer  to  this,

but the young man's mild face merely saddened, and he said  nothing.  "I've got a coupe out there now that I

had to take because I  couldn't get  a car.  If I had my way I'd have a lot of those vagabonds  hung.  They're

waiting to get the city into a snarl, and then rob the  housespack of  dirty, worthless whelps.  They ought to

call out the  militia, and fire  into 'em.  Clubbing is too good for them."  Conrad  was still silent, and  his father

sneered, "But I reckon you don't  think so." 

"I think the strike is useless," said Conrad. 

"Oh, you do, do you?  Comin' to your senses a little.  Gettin'  tired  walkin' so much.  I should like to know what

your gentlemen over  there on  the East Side think about the strike, anyway." 

The young fellow dropped his eyes.  "I am not authorized to speak  for  them." 

"Oh, indeed! And perhaps you're not authorized to speak for  yourself?" 

"Father, you know we don't agree about these things.  I'd rather  not  talk" 

"But I'm goin' to make you talk this time!" cried Dryfoos, striking  the  arm of the chair he sat in with the side

of his fist.  A maddening  thought of Christine came over him.  "As long as you eat my bread, you  have got to

do as I say.  I won't have my children telling me what I  shall do and sha'n't do, or take on airs of being holier

than me.  Now,  you just speak up!  Do you think those loafers are right, or  don't you?  Come!" 

Conrad apparently judged it best to speak.  "I think they were very  foolish to strikeat this time, when the

Elevated roads can do the  work." 

"Oh, at this time, heigh!  And I suppose they think over there on  the  East Side that it 'd been wise to strike

before we got the  Elevated."  Conrad again refused to answer, and his father roared,  "What do you  think?" 

"I think a strike is always bad business.  It's war; but sometimes  there  don't seem any other way for the

workingmen to get justice.  They say  that sometimes strikes do raise the wages, after a while." 

"Those lazy devils were paid enough already," shrieked the old man. 

"They got two dollars a day.  How much do you think they ought to  'a'  got?  Twenty?" 

Conrad hesitated, with a beseeching look at his father.  But he  decided  to answer.  "The men say that with

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"They lie, and you know they lie," said his father, rising and  coming  toward him.  "And what do you think the

upshot of it all will  be, after  they've ruined business for another week, and made people  hire hacks, and  stolen

the money of honest men?  How is it going to  end?" 

"They will have to give in." 

"Oh, give in, heigh!  And what will you say then, I should like to  know?  How will you feel about it then?

Speak!" 

"I shall feel as I do now.  I know you don't think that way, and I  don't  blame youor anybody.  But if I have

got to say how I shall  feel, why, I  shall feel sorry they didn't succeed, for I believe they  have a righteous

cause, though they go the wrong way to help  themselves." 

His father came close to him, his eyes blazing, his teeth set.  "Do  you  dare so say that to me?" 

"Yes.  I can't help it.  I pity them; my whole heart is with those  poor  men." 

"You impudent puppy!" shouted the old man.  He lifted his hand and  struck  his son in the face.  Conrad caught

his hand with his own left,  and,  while the blood began to trickle from a wound that Christine's  intaglio  ring

had made in his temple, he looked at him with a kind of  grieving  wonder, and said, " Father!" 

The old man wrenched his fist away and ran out of the house.  He  remembered his address now, and he gave it

as he plunged into the  coupe.  He trembled with his evil passion, and glared out of the  windows at the  passers

as he drove home; he only saw Conrad's mild,  grieving, wondering  eyes, and the blood slowly trickling from

the  wound in his temple. 

Conrad went to the neatset bowl in Fulkerson's comfortable room  and  washed the blood away, and kept

bathing the wound with the cold  water  till it stopped bleeding.  The cut was not deep, and he thought  he would

not put anything on it.  After a while he locked up the  office and  started out, be hardly knew where.  But he

walked on, in  the direction he  had taken, till he found himself in Union Square, on  the pavement in  front of

Brentano's.  It seemed to him that he heard  some one calling  gently to him, "Mr. Dryfoos!" 

V.

Conrad looked confusedly around, and the same voice said again,  "Mr.  Dryfoos!" and he saw that it was a

lady speaking to him from a  coupe  beside the curbing, and then he saw that it was Miss Vance. 

She smiled when, he gave signs of having discovered her, and came  up to  the door of her carriage.  "I am so

glad to meet you.  I have  been  longing to talk to somebody; nobody seems to feel about it as I  do.  Oh,  isn't it

horrible?  Must they fail?  I saw cars running on  all the lines  as I came across; it made me sick at heart.  Must

those  brave fellows  give in?  And everybody seems to hate them soI can't  bear it."  Her  face was estranged

with excitement, and there were  traces of tears on it.  "You must think me almost crazy to stop you in  the

street this way; but  when I caught sight of you I had to speak.  I  knew you would sympathize  I knew you

would feel as I do.  Oh, how  can anybody help honoring those  poor men for standing by one another  as they

do?  They are risking all  they have in the world for the sake  of justice! Oh, they are true heroes!  They are

staking the bread of  their wives and children on the dreadful  chance they've taken! But no  one seems to

understand it.  No one seems to  see that they are willing  to suffer more now that other poor men may  suffer

less hereafter.  And  those wretched creatures that are coming in  to take their  placesthose traitors" 

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"No, no!  I don't blame them.  Who am I, to do such a thing?  It's  we  people like me, of my classwho

make the poor betray one  another.  But this dreadful fightingthis hideous paper is full of  it!"  She held  up an

extra, crumpled with her nervous reading.  "Can't  something be done  to stop it?  Don't you think that if some

one went  among them, and tried  to make them see how perfectly hopeless it was  to resist the companies  and

drive off the new men, he might do some  good?  I have wanted to go  and try; but I am a woman, and I

mustn't!  I shouldn't be afraid of the  strikers, but I'm afraid of what people  would say!"  Conrad kept pressing

his handkerchief to the cut in his  temple, which he thought might be  bleeding, and now she noticed this.  "Are

you hurt, Mr. Dryfoos?  You look so pale." 

"No, it's nothinga little scratch I've got." 

"Indeed, you look pale.  Have you a carriage?  How will you get  home?  Will you get in here with me and let

me drive you?" 

"No, no," said Conrad, smiling at her excitement.  "I'm perfectly  well" 

"And you don't think I'm foolish and wicked for stopping you here  and  talking in this way?  But I know you

feel as I do!" 

"Yes, I feel as you do.  You are rightright in every wayI  mustn't  keep youGoodbye."  He stepped

back to bow, but she put her  beautiful  hand out of the window, and when he took it she wrung his  hand hard. 

"Thank you, thank you!  You are good and you are just! But no one  can do  anything.  It's useless!" 

The type of irreproachable coachman on the box whose respectability  had  suffered through the strange

behavior of his mistress in this  interview  drove quickly off at her signal, and Conrad stood a moment  looking

after  the carriage.  His heart was full of joy; it leaped; he  thought it would  burst.  As he turned to walk away it

seemed to him as  if he mounted upon  the air.  The trust she had shown him, the praise  she had given him, that

crush of the hand: he hoped nothing, he formed  no idea from it, but it  all filled him with love that cast out the

pain and shame he had been  suffering.  He believed that he could never  be unhappy any more; the  hardness

that was in his mind toward his  father went out of it; he saw  how sorely he had tried him; he grieved  that he

had done it, but the  means, the difference of his feeling  about the cause of their quarrel,  he was solemnly glad

of that since  she shared it.  He was only sorry for  his father.  "Poor father!" he  said under his breath as he went

along.  He explained to her about his  father in his reverie, and she pitied his  father, too. 

He was walking over toward the West Side, aimlessly at first, and  then at  times with the longing to do

something to save those mistaken  men from  themselves forming itself into a purpose.  Was not that what  she

meant  when she bewailed her woman's helplessness?  She must have  wished him to  try if he, being a man,

could not do something; or if  she did not, still  he would try, and if she heard of it she would  recall what she

had said  and would be glad he had understood her so.  Thinking of her pleasure in  what he was going to do, he

forgot almost  what it was; but when he came  to a streetcar track he remembered it,  and looked up and down

to see if  there were any turbulent gathering of  men whom he might mingle with and  help to keep from

violence.  He saw  none anywhere; and then suddenly, as  if at the same moment, for in his  exalted mood all

events had a dream  like simultaneity, he stood at  the corner of an avenue, and in the middle  of it, a little way

off,  was a streetcar, and around the car a tumult of  shouting, cursing,  struggling men.  The driver was lashing

his horses  forward, and a  policeman was at their heads, with the conductor, pulling  them;  stones, clubs,

brickbats hailed upon the car, the horses, the men  trying to move them.  The mob closed upon them in a body,

and then a  patrolwagon whirled up from the other side, and a squad of policemen  leaped out and began to

club the rioters.  Conrad could see how they  struck them under the rims of their hats; the blows on their skulls

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One of the officers rushed up toward the corner where Conrad stood,  and  then he saw at his side a tall, old

man, with a long, white beard,  who  was calling out at the policemen: "Ah, yes! Glup the  strikerssgif it to

them!  Why don't you co and glup the bresidents  that insoalt your lawss,  and gick your Boart of Arpidration

outoftoors?  Glup the strikerss  they cot no friendts!  They cot no  money to pribe you, to dreat you!" 

The officer lifted his club, and the old man threw his left arm up  to  shield his head.  Conrad recognized

Zindau, and now he saw the  empty  sleeve dangle in the air over the stump of his wrist.  He heard  a shot in  that

turmoil beside the car, and something seemed to strike  him in the  breast.  He was going to say to the

policeman: "Don't  strike him!  He's  an old soldier!  You see he has no hand!" but he  could not speak, he  could

not move his tongue.  The policeman stood  there; he saw his face:  it was not bad, not cruel; it was like the

face of a statue, fixed,  perdurablea mere image of irresponsible and  involuntary authority.  Then Conrad

fell forward, pierced through the  heart by that shot fired  from the car. 

March heard the shot as he scrambled out of his car, and at the  same  moment he saw Lindau drop under the

club of the policeman, who  left him  where he fell and joined the rest of the squad in pursuing  the rioters.  The

fighting round the car in the avenue ceased; the  driver whipped his  horses into a gallop, and the place was left

empty. 

March would have liked to run; he thought how his wife had implored  him  to keep away from the rioting; but

he could not have left Lindau  lying  there if he would.  Something stronger than his will drew him to  the  spot,

and there he saw Conrad, dead beside the old man. 

VI.

In the cares which Mrs. March shared with her husband that night  she was  supported partly by principle, but

mainly by the, potent  excitement which  bewildered Conrad's family and took all reality from  what had

happened.  It was nearly midnight when the Marches left them  and walked away toward  the Elevated station

with Fulkerson.  Everything had been done, by that  time, that could be done; and  Fulkerson was not without

that satisfaction  in the businesslike  despatch of all the details which attends each step  in such an affair  and

helps to make death tolerable even to the most  sorely stricken.  We are creatures of the moment; we live from

one little  space to  another; and only one interest at a time fills these.  Fulkerson  was  cheerful when they got

into the street, almost gay; and Mrs. March  experienced a rebound from her depression which she felt that she

ought  not to have experienced.  But she condoned the offence a little  in  herself, because her husband remained

so constant in his gravity;  and,  pending the final accounting he must make her for having been  where he

could be of so much use from the first instant of the  calamity, she was  tenderly, gratefully proud of all the use

he had  been to Conrad's family,  and especially his miserable old father.  To  her mind, March was the  principal

actor in the whole affair, and much  more important in having  seen it than those who had suffered in it.  In fact,

he had suffered  incomparably. 

"Well, well," said Fulkerson.  "They'll get along now.  We've done  all we  could, and there's nothing left but for

them to bear it.  Of  course it's  awful, but I guess it 'll come out all right.  I mean," he  added,  "they'll pull

through now." 

"I suppose," said March, "that nothing is put on us that we can't  bear.  But I should think," he went on,

musingly, "that when God sees  what we  poor finite creatures can bear, hemmed round with this eternal

darkness  of death, He must respect us." 

"Basil!" said his wife.  But in her heart she drew nearer to him  for the  words she thought she ought to rebuke

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"Oh, I know," he said, "we school ourselves to despise human  nature.  But God did not make us despicable,

and I say, whatever end He  meant us  for, He must have some such thrill of joy in our adequacy to  fate as a

father feels when his son shows himself a man.  When I think  what we can  be if we must, I can't believe the

least of us shall  finally perish." 

"Oh, I reckon the Almighty won't scoop any of us," said Fulkerson,  with a  piety of his own. 

"That poor boy's father!" sighed Mrs. March.  "I can't get his face  out  of my sight.  He looked so much worse

than death." 

"Oh, death doesn't look bad," said March.  "It's life that looks so  in  its presence.  Death is peace and pardon.  I

only wish poor old  Lindau  was as well out of it as Conrad there." 

"Ah, Lindau!  He has done harm enough," said Mrs. March.  "I hope  he will  be careful after this." 

March did not try to defend Lindau against her theory of the case,  which  inexorably held him responsible for

Conrad's death. 

"Lindau's going to come out all right, I guess," said Fulkerson.  "He was  firstrate when I saw him at the

hospital tonight."  He  whispered in  March's ear, at a chance he got in mounting the station  stairs: "I didn't

like to tell you there at the house, but I guess  you'd better know.  They  had to take Lindau's arm off near the

shoulder.  Smashed all to pieces by  the clubbing." 

In the house, vainly rich and foolishly unfit for them, the  bereaved  family whom the Marches had just left

lingered together, and  tried to get  strength to part for the night.  They were all spent with  the fatigue  that

comes from heaven to such misery as theirs, and they  sat in a torpor  in which each waited for the other to

move, to speak. 

Christine moved, and Mela spoke.  Christine rose and went out of  the room  without saying a word, and they

heard her going upstairs.  Then Mela  said: 

"I reckon the rest of us better be goun' too, father.  Here, let's  git  mother started." 

She put her arm round her mother, to lift her from her chair, but  the old  man did not stir, and Mela called

Mrs. Mandel from the next  room.  Between them they raised her to her feet. 

"Ain't there anybody agoin' to set up with it?"  she asked, in her  hoarse  pipe.  "It appears like folks hain't got

any feelin's in New  York.  Woon't some o' the neighbors come and offer to set up, without  waitin' to  be

asked?" 

"Oh, that's all right, mother.  The men 'll attend to that.  Don't  you  bother any," Mela coaxed, and she kept her

arm round her mother,  with  tender patience. 

"Why, Mely, child! I can't feel right to have it left to hirelin's  so.  But there ain't anybody any more to see

things done as they ought.  If  Coonrod was on'y here" 

"Well, mother, you are pretty mixed!" said Mela, with a strong  tendency  to break into her large guffaw.  But

she checked herself and  said:  "I know just how you feel, though.  It keeps acomun' and agoun';  and it's  so and

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"I'm goin' to stay, Mela," said the old man, gently, without  moving.  "Get your mother to bed, that's a good

girl." 

"You goin' to set up with him, Jacob?"  asked the old woman. 

"Yes, 'Liz'beth, I'll set up.  You go to bed." 

"Well, I will, Jacob.  And I believe it 'll do you good to set up.  I wished I could set up with you; but I don't

seem to have the  stren'th  I did when the twins died.  I must git my sleep, so's toI  don't like  very well to have

you broke of your rest, Jacob, but there  don't appear  to be anybody else.  You wouldn't have to do it if

Coonrod was here.  There I go ag'in!  Mercy!  mercy!" 

"Well, do come along, then, mother," said Mela; and she got her out  of  the room, with Mrs. Mandel's help,

and up the stairs. 

From the top the old woman called down, "You tell Coonrod" She  stopped,  and he heard her groan out,

"My Lord! my Lord!" 

He sat, one silence in the diningroom, where they had all lingered  together, and in the library beyond the

hireling watcher sat, another  silence.  The time passed, but neither moved, and the last noise in  the  house

ceased, so that they heard each other breathe, and the  vague,  remote rumor of the city invaded the inner

stillness.  It grew  louder  toward morning, and then Dryfoos knew from the watcher's deeper  breathing  that he

had fallen into a doze. 

He crept by him to the drawingroom, where his son was; the place  was  full of the awful sweetness of the

flowers that Fulkerson had  brought,  and that lay above the pulseless breast.  The old man turned  up a burner  in

the chandelier, and stood looking on the majestic  serenity of the dead  face. 

He could not move when he saw his wife coming down the stairway in  the  hall.  She was in her long, white

flannel bed gown, and the candle  she  carried shook with her nervous tremor.  He thought she might be

walking  in her sleep, but she said, quite simply, "I woke up, and I  couldn't git  to sleep ag'in without comin' to

have a look."  She stood  beside their  dead son with him.  "well, he's beautiful, Jacob.  He was  the prettiest

baby!  And he was always good, Coonrod was; I'll say  that for him.  I don't believe he ever give me a minute's

care in his  whole life.  I reckon I liked him about the best of all the children;  but I don't know  as I ever done

much to show it.  But you was always  good to him, Jacob;  you always done the best for him, ever since he

was a little feller.  I used to be afraid you'd spoil him sometimes in  them days; but I guess  you're glad now for

every time you didn't cross  him.  I don't suppose  since the twins died you ever hit him a lick."  She stooped and

peered  closer at the face.  "Why, Jacob, what's that  there by his pore eye  Dryfoos saw it, too, the wound that

he had  feared to look for, and that  now seemed to redden on his eight.  He  broke into a low, wavering cry,  like

a child's in despair, like an  animal's in terror, like a soul's in  the anguish of remorse. 

VII.

The evening after the funeral, while the Marches sat together  talking it  over, and making approaches, through

its shadow, to the  question of their  own future, which it involved, they were startled by  the twitter of the

electric bell at their apartment door.  It was  really not so late as the  children's having gone to bed made it

seem;  but at nine o'clock it was  too late for any probable visitor except  Fulkerson.  It might be he, and  March

was glad to postpone the  impending question to his curiosity  concerning the immediate business  Fulkerson

might have with him.  He went  himself to the door, and  confronted there a lady deeply veiled in black  and

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"Are you alone, Mr. Marchyou and Mrs. March ?"  asked the lady,  behind  her veil; and, as he hesitated, she

said: "You don't know me!  Miss  Vance"; and she threw back her veil, showing her face wan and  agitated in

the dark folds.  "I am very anxious to see youto speak  with you both.  May I come in?" 

"Why, certainly, Miss Vance," he answered, still too much stupefied  by  her presence to realize it. 

She promptly entered, and saying, with a glance at the hall chair  by the  door, "My maid can sit here?"

followed him to the room where  he had left  his wife. 

Mrs. March showed herself more capable of coping with the fact.  She  welcomed Miss Vance with the liking

they both felt for the girl,  and with  the sympathy which her troubled face inspired. 

"I won't tire you with excuses for coming, Mrs. March," she said,  "for it  was the only thing left for me to do;

and I come at my aunt's  suggestion."  She added this as if it would help to account for her  more  on the

conventional plane, and she had the instinctive good taste  to  address herself throughout to Mrs. March as

much as possible,  though what  she had to say was mainly for March.  "I don't know how to  beginI don't

know how to speak of this terrible affair.  But you  know what I mean.  I feel as if I had lived a whole lifetime

since it  happened.  I don't  want you to pity me for it," she said, forestalling  a politeness from  Mrs. March.  "I'm

the last one to be thought of, and  you mustn't mind me  if I try to make you.  I came to find out all of  the truth

that I can,  and when I know just what that is I shall know  what to do.  I have read  the inquest; it's all burned

into my brain.  But I don't care for that  for myself: you must let me say such  things without minding me.  I

know  that your husbandthat Mr. March  was there; I read his testimony; and I  wished to ask himto ask

him" She stopped and looked distractedly  about.  "But what folly! He  must have said everything he

knewhe had  to."  Her eves wandered to  him from his wife, on whom she had kept them  with instinctive

tact. 

"I said everythingyes," he replied.  "But if you would like to  know" 

"Perhaps I had better tell you something first.  I had just parted  with  himit couldn't have been more than

half an hourin front of  Brentano's; he must have gone straight to his death.  We were talking,  and II said,

Why didn't some one go among the strikers and plead  with  them to be peaceable, and keep them from

attacking the new men.  I knew  that he felt as I did about the strikers: that he was their  friend.  Did  you

seedo you know anything that makes you think he had  been trying to  do that?" 

"I am sorry," March began, "I didn't see him at all tilltill I  saw him  lying dead." 

"My husband was there purely by accident," Mrs. March put in.  "I  had  begged and entreated him not to go

near the striking anywhere.  And he  had just got out of the car, and saw the policeman strike that  wretched

Lindauhe's been such an anxiety to me ever since we have  had anything  to do with him here; my husband

knew him when he was a  boy in the West.  Mr. March came home from it all perfectly prostrated;  it made us

all  sick! Nothing so horrible ever came into our lives  before.  I assure you  it was the most shocking

experience." 

Miss Vance listened to her with that look of patience which those  who  have seen much of the real suffering

of the worldthe daily  portion of  the poorhave for the nervous woes of comfortable people.  March hung

his head; he knew it would be useless to protest that his  share of the  calamity was, by comparison,

infinitesimally small. 

After she had heard Mrs. March to the end even of her repetitions,  Miss  Vance said, as if it were a mere

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"My husband goes every day to see him," Mrs. March interrupted, to  give.  a final touch to the conception of

March's magnanimity  throughout. 

"The poor man seems to have been in the wrong at the time," said  Miss  Vance. 

"I could almost say he had earned the right to be wrong.  He's a  man of  the most generous instincts, and a high

ideal of justice, of  equitytoo  high to be considered by a policeman with a club in his  hand," said  March,

with a bold defiance of his wife's different  opinion of Lindau.  "It's the policeman's business, I suppose, to

club  the ideal when he  finds it inciting a riot." 

"Oh, I don't blame Mr. Lindau ; I don't blame the policeman; he was  as  much a mere instrument as his club

was.  I am only trying to find  out how  much I am to blame myself.  I had no thought of Mr. Dryfoos's  going

thereof his attempting to talk with the strikers and keep them  quiet;  I was only thinking, as women do, of

what I should try to do if  I were a  man. 

But perhaps he understood me to ask him to goperhaps my words  sent him  to his death." 

She had a sort of calm in her courage to know the worst truth as to  her  responsibility that forbade any wish to

flatter her out of it.  "I'm  afraid," said March, "that is what can never be known now."  After a  moment he

added: "But why should you wish to know?  If he  went there as a  peacemaker, he died in a good cause, in

such a way as  he would wish to  die, I believe." 

"Yes," said the girl; " I have thought of that.  But death is  awful; we  must not think patiently, forgivingly of

sending any one to  their death  in the best cause."  "I fancy life was an awful thing to  Conrad Dryfoos,"  March

replied.  "He was thwarted and disappointed,  without even pleasing  the ambition that thwarted and

disappointed him.  That poor old man, his  father, warped him from his simple, lifelong  wish to be a minister,

and  was trying to make a business man of him.  If it will be any consolation  to you to know it, Miss Vance, I

can  assure you that he was very unhappy,  and I don't see how he could ever  have been happy here." 

"It won't," said the girl, steadily.  "If people are born into this  world, it's because they were meant to live in it.

It isn't a  question  of being happy here; no one is happy, in that old, selfish  way, or can  be; but he could have

been of great use." 

"Perhaps he was of use in dying.  Who knows?  He may have been  trying to  silence Lindau." 

"Oh, Lindau wasn't worth it!" cried Mrs. March. 

Miss Vance looked at her as if she did not quite understand.  Then  she  turned to March.  "He might have been

unhappy, as we all are; but  I know  that his life here would have had a higher happiness than we  wish for or

aim for."  The tears began to run silently down her  cheeks. 

"He looked strangely happy that day when he left me.  He had hurt  himself  somehow, and his face was

bleeding from a scratch; he kept his  handkerchief up; he was pale, but such a light came into his face when  he

shook handsah, I know he went to try and do what I said!"  They  were  all silent, while she dried her eyes

and then put her  handkerchief back  into the pocket from which she had suddenly pulled  it, with a series of

vivid, youngladyish gestures, which struck March  by their incongruity  with the occasion of their talk, and

yet by their  harmony with the rest  of her elegance.  "I am sorry, Miss Vance)" be  began, "that I can't  really tell

you anything more" 

"You are very kind," she said, controlling herself and rising  quickly.  "I thank youthank you both very

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know  that there wasn't anything more for you to tell.  But at least I've found  out from you that there was

nothing, and now  I can begin to bear what I  must.  How are those poor creatureshis  mother and father, his

sisters?  Some day, I hope, I shall be ashamed  to have postponed them to the  thought of myself; but I can't

pretend  to be yet.  I could not come to  the funeral; I wanted to." 

She addressed her question to Mrs. March, who answered: "I can  understand.  But they were pleased with the

flowers you sent; people  are,  at such times, and they haven't many friends." 

"Would you go to see them?"  asked the girl.  "Would you tell them  what  I've told you?" 

Mrs. March looked at her husband. 

"I don't see what good it would do.  They wouldn't understand.  But  if it  would relieve you" 

"I'll wait till it isn't a question of selfrelief," said the girl.  "Goodbye!" 

She left them to long debate of the event.  At the end Mrs. March  said,  "She is a strange being; such a mixture

of the society girl and  the  saint." 

Her husband answered: "She's the potentiality of several kinds of  fanatic.  She's very unhappy, and I don't see

how she's to be happier  about that poor fellow.  I shouldn't be surprised if she did inspire  him  to attempt

something of that kind." 

"Well, you got out of it very well, Basil.  I admired the way you  managed.  I was afraid you'd say something

awkward." 

"Oh, with a plain line of truth before me, as the only possible  thing,  I can get on pretty well.  When it comes

to anything  decorative, I'd  rather leave it to you, Isabel." 

She seemed insensible of his jest.  "Of course, he was in love with  her.  That was the light that came into his

face when he was going to  do what  he thought she wanted him to do." 

"And shedo you think that she was" 

"What an idea!  It would have been perfectly grotesque!" 

VIII.

Their affliction brought the Dryfooses into humaner relations with  the  Marches, who had hitherto regarded

them as a necessary evil, as  the  odious means of their own prosperity.  Mrs. March found that the  women of

the family seemed glad of her coming, and in the sense of her  usefulness  to them all she began to feel a

kindness even for  Christine.  But she  could not help seeing that between the girl and  her father there was an

unsettled account, somehow, and that it was  Christine and not the old man  who was holding out.  She thought

that  their sorrow had tended to refine  the others.  Mela was much more  subdued, and, except when she

abandoned  herself to a childish interest  in her mourning, she did nothing to shock  Mrs. March's taste or to

seem unworthy of her grief.  She was very good  to her mother, whom the  blow had left unchanged, and to her

father, whom  it had apparently  fallen upon with crushing weight.  Once, after visiting  their house,  Mrs. March

described to March a little scene between Dryfoos  and Mela,  when he came home from Wall Street, and the

girl met him at the  door  with a kind of country simpleness, and took his hat and stick, and  brought him into

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dwelt on the  sort of  stupefaction there was in it; he must have loved his son more  than they  ever realized.  "

Yes," said March, " I suspect he did.  He's never been  about the place since that day; he was always  dropping

in before, on his  way uptown.  He seems to go down to Wall  Street every day, just as  before, but I suppose

that's mechanical; he  wouldn't know what else to  do; I dare say it's best for him.  The  sanguine Fulkerson is

getting a  little anxious about the future of  'Every Other Week.'  Now Conrad's  gone, he isn't sure the old man

will  want to keep on with it, or whether  he'll have to look up another  Angel.  He wants to get married, I

imagine,  and he can't venture till  this point is settled." 

"It's a very material point to us too, Basil," said Mrs. March. 

"Well, of course.  I hadn't overlooked that, you may be sure.  One  of the  things that Fulkerson and I have

discussed is a scheme for  buying the  magazine.  Its success is pretty well assured now, and I  shouldn't be

afraid to put money into itif I had the money." 

"I couldn't let you sell the house in Boston, Basil!" 

"And I don't want to.  I wish we could go back and live in it and  get the  rent, too!  It would be quite a support.

But I suppose if  Dryfoos won't  keep on, it must come to another Angel.  I hope it won't  be a literary  one, with

a fancy for running my department." 

"Oh, I guess whoever takes the magazine will be glad enough to keep  you!" 

"Do you think so?  Well, perhaps.  But I don't believe Fulkerson  would  let me stand long between him and an

Angel of the right  description." 

"Well, then, I believe he would.  And you've never seen anything,  Basil,  to make you really think that Mr.

Fulkerson didn't appreciate  you to the  utmost." 

"I think I came pretty near an undervaluation in that Lindau  trouble.  I shall always wonder what put a

backbone into Fulkerson just  at that  crisis.  Fulkerson doesn't strike me as the stuff of a moral  hero." 

"At any rate, he was one," said Mrs. March, "and that's quite  enough for  me." 

March did not answer.  "What a noble thing life is, anyway!  Here I  am,  well on the way to fifty, after

twentyfive years of hard work,  looking  forward to the potential poorhouse as confidently as I did in  youth.

We might have saved a little more than we have saved; but the  little more  wouldn't avail if I were turned out

of my place now; and  we should have  lived sordidly to no purpose.  Some one always has you  by the throat,

unless you have some one else in your grip.  I wonder  if that's the  attitude the Almighty intended His

respectable creatures  to take toward  one another!  I wonder if He meant our civilization,  the battle we fight  in,

the game we trick in!  I wonder if He  considers it final, and if the  kingdom of heaven on earth, which we  pray

for" 

"Have you seen Lindau today?"  Mrs. March asked. 

"You inferred it from the quality of my piety?"  March laughed, and  then  suddenly sobered.  "Yes, I saw him.

It's going rather hard with  him,  I'm afraid.  The amputation doesn't heal very well; the shock was  very  great,

and he's old.  It 'll take time.  There's so much pain  that they  have to keep him under opiates, and I don't think

he fully  knew me.  At  any rate, I didn't get my piety from him today." 

"It's horrible! Horrible!" said Mrs. March.  "I can't get over it!  After losing his hand in the war, to lose his

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But you oughtn't to have been there, either,  Basil." 

"Well, I wasn't exactly advising the police to go and club the  railroad  presidents." 

"Neither was poor Conrad Dryfoos." 

"I don't deny it.  All that was distinctly the chance of life and  death.  That belonged to God; and no doubt it

was law, though it seems  chance.  But what I object to is this economic chanceworld in which we  live, and

which we men seem to have created.  It ought to be law as  inflexible in  human affairs as the order of day and

night in the  physical world that if  a man will work he shall both rest and eat, and  shall not be harassed  with

any question as to how his repose and his  provision shall come.  Nothing less ideal than this satisfies the

reason.  But in our state of  things no one is secure of this.  No one  is sure of finding work; no one  is sure of not

losing it.  I may have  my work taken away from me at any  moment by the caprice, the mood, the  indigestion

of a man who has not the  qualification for knowing whether  I do it well, or ill.  At my time of  lifeat every

time of lifea  man ought to feel that if he will keep on  doing his duty he shall not  suffer in himself or in

those who are dear to  him, except through  natural causes.  But no man can feel this as things  are now; and so

we  go on, pushing and pulling, climbing and crawling,  thrusting aside and  trampling underfoot; lying,

cheating, stealing; and  then we get to the  end, covered with blood and dirt and sin and shame,  and look back

over  the way we've come to a palace of our own, or the  poorhouse, which is  about the only possession we

can claim in common  with our brothermen,  I don't think the retrospect can be pleasing." 

"I know, I know!" said his wife.  "I think of those things, too,  Basil.  Life isn't what it seems when you look

forward to it.  But I  think people  would suffer less, and wouldn't have to work so hard, and  could make all

reasonable provision for the future, if they were not  so greedy and so  foolish." 

"Oh, without doubt!  We can't put it all on the conditions; we must  put  some of the blame on character.  But

conditions make character;  and  people are greedy and foolish, and wish to have and to shine,  because  having

and shining are held up to them by civilization as the  chief good  of life.  We all know they are not the chief

good, perhaps  not good at  all; but if some one ventures to say so, all the rest of  us call him a  fraud and a

crank, and go moiling and toiling on to the  palace or the  poorhouse.  We can't help it.  If one were less greedy

or less foolish,  some one else would have and would shine at his  expense.  We don't moil  and toil to ourselves

alone; the palace or the  poorhouse is not merely  for ourselves, but for our children, whom  we've brought up

in the  superstition that having and shining is the  chief good.  We dare not  teach them otherwise, for fear they

may  falter in the fight when it comes  their turn, and the children of  others will crowd them out of the palace

into the poorhouse.  If we  felt sure that honest work shared by all  would bring them honest food  shared by

all, some heroic few of us, who  did not wish our children to  rise above their fellowsthough we could  not

bear to have them fall  belowmight trust them with the truth.  But  we have no such  assurance, and so we go

on trembling before Dryfooses and  living in  gimcrackeries." 

"Basil, Basil! I was always willing to live more simply than you.  You  know I was!" 

"I know you always said so, my dear.  But how many bellratchets  and  speakingtubes would you be willing

to have at the street door  below?  I remember that when we were looking for a flat you rejected  every  building

that had a bellratchet or a speakingtube, and would  have  nothing to do with any that had more than an

electric button; you  wanted  a hallboy, with electric buttons all over him.  I don't blame  you.  I  find such

things quite as necessary as you do." 

"And do you mean to say, Basil," she asked, abandoning this  unprofitable  branch of the inquiry, "that you are

really uneasy about  your place?  that you are afraid Mr. Dryfoos may give up being an  Angel, and Mr.

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"Play me false?  Oh, it wouldn't be playing me false.  It would be  merely  looking out for himself, if the new

Angel had editorial tastes  and wanted  my place.  It's what any one would do." 

"You wouldn't do it, Basil!" 

"Wouldn't I?  Well, if any one offered me more salary than 'Every  Other  Week' payssay, twice as

muchwhat do you think my duty to my  suffering  family would be?  It's give and take in the business world,

Isabel;  especially take.  But as to being uneasy, I'm not, in the  least.  I've  the spirit of a lion, when it comes to

such a chance as  that.  When I see  how readily the sensibilities of the passing  stranger can be worked in  New

York, I think of taking up the role of  that desperate man on Third  Avenue who went along looking for

garbage  in the gutter to eat.  I think  I could pick up at least twenty or  thirty cents a day by that little  game, and

maintain my family in the  affluence it's been accustomed to." 

"Basil!" cried his wife.  "You don't mean to say that man was an  impostor!  And I've gone about, ever since,

feeling that one such case  in  a million, the bare possibility of it, was enough to justify all  that  Lindau said

about the rich and the poor!" 

March laughed teasingly.  "Oh, I don't say he was an impostor.  Perhaps  he really was hungry; but, if he

wasn't, what do you think of  a  civilization that makes the opportunity of such a fraud? that gives  us  all such a

bad conscience for the need which is that we weaken to  the  need that isn't?  Suppose that poor fellow wasn't

personally  founded on  fact: nevertheless, he represented the truth; he was the  ideal of the  suffering which

would be less effective if realistically  treated.  That  man is a great comfort to me.  He probably rioted for  days

on that  quarter I gave him; made a dinner very likely, or a  champagne supper; and  if 'Every Other Week'

wants to get rid of me, I  intend to work that  racket.  You can hang round the corner with Bella,  and Tom can

come up to  me in tears, at stated intervals, and ask me if  I've found anything yet.  To be sure, we might be

arrested and sent up  somewhere.  But even in that  extreme case we should be provided for.  Oh no, I'm not

afraid of losing  my place!  I've merely a sort of  psychological curiosity to know how men  like Dryfoos and

Fulkerson  will work out the problem before them." 

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It was a curiosity which Fulkerson himself shared, at least  concerning  Dryfoos.  "I don't know what the old

man's going to do," he  said to March  the day after the Marches had talked their future over.  "Said anything  to

you yet?" 

"No, not a word." 

"You're anxious, I suppose, same as I am.  Fact is," said  Fulkerson,  blushing a little, "I can't ask to have a day

named till I  know where I  am in connection with the old man.  I can't tell whether  I've got to look  out for

something else or somebody else.  Of course,  it's full soon yet." 

"Yes," March said, "much sooner than it seems to us.  We're so  anxious  about the future that we don't

remember how very recent the  past is." 

"That's something so.  The old man's hardly had time yet to pull  himself  together.  Well, I'm glad you feel that

way about it, March.  I guess  it's more of a blow to him than we realize.  He was a good  deal bound up  in

Coonrod, though he didn't always use him very well.  Well, I reckon  it's apt to happen so oftentimes; curious

how cruel  love can be.  Heigh?  We're an awful mixture, March!" 

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"Why, that poor boy himself," pursued Fulkerson, had streaks of the  mule  in him that could give odds to

Beaton, and he must have tried the  old man  by the way he would give in to his will and hold out against  his

judgment.  I don't believe he ever budged a hairsbreadth from his  original position about wanting to be a

preacher and not wanting to be  a  business man.  Well, of course!  I don't think business is all in  all;  but it must

have made the old man mad to find that without saying  anything, or doing anything to show it, and after

seeming to come over  to  his ground, and really coming, practically, Coonrod was just  exactly  where he first

planted himself, every time." 

"Yes, people that have convictions are difficult.  Fortunately,  they're  rare." 

"Do you think so?  It seems to me that everybody's got convictions.  Beaton himself, who hasn't a principle to

throw at a dog, has got  convictions the size of a barn.  They ain't always the same ones, I  know,  but they're

always to the same effect, as far as Beaton's being  Number  One is concerned.  The old man's got convictions

or did have,  unless this  thing lately has shaken him all upand he believes that  money will do  everything.

Colonel Woodburn's got convictions that he  wouldn't part  with for untold millions.  Why, March, you got

convictions yourself!" 

"Have I?"  said March.  "I don't know what they are." 

"Well, neither do I; but I know you were ready to kick the trough  over  for them when the old man wanted us

to bounce Lindau that time." 

"Oh yes," said March; he remembered the fact; but he was still  uncertain  just what the convictions were that

he had been so stanch  for. 

"I suppose we could have got along without you," Fulkerson mused  aloud.  "It's astonishing how you always

can get along in this world  without the  man that is simply indispensable.  Makes a fellow realize  that he could

take a day off now and then without deranging the solar  system a great  deal.  Now here's Coonrodor, rather,

he isn't.  But  that boy managed  his part of the schooner so well that I used to  tremble when I thought of  his

getting the better of the old man and  going into a convent or  something of that kind; and now here he is,

snuffed out in half a second,  and I don't believe but what we shall be  sailing along just as chipper as  usual

inside of thirty days.  I  reckon it will bring the old man to the  point when I come to talk with  him about who's

to be put in Coonrod's  place.  I don't like very well  to start the subject with him; but it's  got to be done some

time." 

"Yes," March admitted.  "It's terrible to think how unnecessary  even the  best and wisest of us is to the

purposes of Providence.  When  I looked at  that poor young fellow's face sometimesso gentle and  true and

pure  I used to think the world was appreciably richer for  his being in it.  But are we appreciably poorer for

his being out of it  now?" 

"No, I don't reckon we are," said Fulkerson.  "And what a lot of  the raw  material of all kinds the Almighty

must have, to waste us the  way He  seems to do.  Think of throwing away a precious creature like  Coonrod

Dryfoos on one chance in a thousand of getting that old fool  of a Lindau  out of the way of being clubbed!  For

I suppose that was  what Coonrod was  up to.  Say!  Have you been round to see Lindau  today?" 

Something in the tone or the manner of Fulkerson startled March.  "No!  I haven't seen him since yesterday." 

"Well, I don't know," said Fulkerson.  "I guess I saw him a little  while  after you did, and that young doctor

there seemed to feel kind  of worried  about him. 

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"He's worse?"  asked March. 

"Oh, he didn't say so.  But I just wondered if you'd seen him  today." 

"I think I'll go now," said March, with a pang at heart.  He had  gone  every day to see Lindau, but this day he

had thought he would not  go, and  that was why his heart smote him.  He knew that if he were in  Lindau's

place Lindau would never have left his side if he could have  helped it.  March tried to believe that the case

was the same, as it  stood now; it  seemed to him that he was always going to or from the  hospital; he said  to

himself that it must do Lindau harm to be visited  so much.  But be  knew that this was not true when he was

met at the  door of the ward where  Lindau lay by the young doctor, who had come to  feel a personal interest  in

March's interest in Lindau. 

He smiled without gayety, and said, " He's just going." 

"What! Discharged?" 

"Oh no.  He has been failing very fast since you saw him yesterday,  and  now" They had been walking

softly and talking softly down the  aisle  between the long rows of beds.  "Would you care to see him?" 

The doctor made a slight gesture toward the white canvas screen  which in  such places forms the

deathchamber of the poor and  friendless.  "Come  round this wayhe won't know you! I've got rather  fond

of the poor old  fellow.  He wouldn't have a clergymansort of  agnostic, isn't he?  A  good many of these

Germans arebut the young  lady who's been coming to  see him" 

They both stopped. Lindau's grand, patriarchal head, foreshortened  to  their view, lay white upon the pillow,

and his broad, white beard  flowed  upon the sheet, which heaved with those long last breaths.  Beside his  bed

Margaret Vance was kneeling; her veil was thrown back,  and her face  was lifted; she held clasped between

her hands the hand  of the dying man;  she moved her lips inaudibly. 

X.

In spite of the experience of the whole race from time immemorial,  when  death comes to any one we know

we helplessly regard it as an  incident of  life, which will presently go on as before.  Perhaps this  is an

instinctive perception of the truth that it does go on  somewhere; but we  have a sense of death as absolutely

the end even for  earth only if it  relates to some one remote or indifferent to us.  March tried to project  Lindau

to the necessary distance from himself  in order to realize the  fact in his case, but he could not, though the  man

with whom his youth  had been associated in a poetic friendship had  not actually reentered the  region of his

affection to the same degree,  or in any like degree.  The  changed conditions forbade that.  He had a  soreness of

heart concerning  him; but he could not make sure whether  this soreness was grief for his  death, or remorse

for his own uncandor  with him about Dryfoos, or a  foreboding of that accounting with his  conscience which

he knew his wife  would now exact of him down to the  last minutest particular of their  joint and several

behavior toward  Lindau ever since they had met him in  New York. 

He felt something knock against his shoulder, and he looked up to  have  his hat struck from his head by a

horse's nose.  He saw the horse  put his  foot on the hat, and he reflected, "Now it will always look  like an

accordion," and he heard the horse's driver address him some  sarcasms  before he could fully awaken to the

situation.  He was  standing  bareheaded in the middle of Fifth Avenue and blocking the  tide of  carriages

flowing in either direction.  Among the faces put  out of the  carriage windows he saw that of Dryfoos looking

from a  coupe.  The old  man knew him, and said, "Jump in here, Mr. March"; and  March, who had

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will never  trust me on the street  again without her," mechanically obeyed.  Her  confidence in him had been

undermined by his being so near Conrad when  he was shot; and it went  through his mind that he would get

Dryfoos to  drive him to a hatter's,  where he could buy a new hat, and not be  obliged to confess his narrow

escape to his wife till the incident was  some days old and she could bear  it better.  It quite drove Lindau's

death out of his mind for the moment;  and when Dryfoos said if he was  going home he would drive up to the

first  crossstreet and turn back  with him, March said he would be glad if he  would take him to a  hatstore.

The old man put his head out again and  told the driver to  take them to the Fifth Avenue Hotel.  "There's a hat

store around  there somewhere, seems to me," he said; and they talked of  March's  accident as well as they

could in the rattle and clatter of the  street  till they reached the place.  March got his hat, passing a joke  with

the hatter about the impossibility of pressing his old hat over  again,  and came out to thank Dryfoos and take

leave of him. 

"If you ain't in any great hurry," the old man said, "I wish you'd  get in  here a minute.  I'd like to have a little

talk with you." 

"Oh, certainly," said March, and he thought: "It's coming now about  what  he intends to do with 'Every Other

Week.'  Well, I might as well  have all  the misery at once and have it over." 

Dryfoos called up to his driver, who bent his head down sidewise to  listen: "Go over there on Madison

Avenue, onto that asphalt, and keep  drivin' up and down till I stop you.  I can't hear myself think on  these

pavements," he said to March.  But after they got upon the  asphalt, and  began smoothly rolling over it, he

seemed in no haste to  begin.  At last  he said, "I wanted to talk with you about thatthat  Dutchman that was at

my dinnerLindau," and March's heart gave a jump  with wonder whether he  could already have heard of

Lindau's death; but  in an instant he  perceived that this was impossible.  "I been talkin'  with Fulkerson about

him, and he says they had to take the balance of  his arm off." 

March nodded; it seemed to him he could not speak.  He could not  make out  from the close face of the old

man anything of his motive.  It was set,  but set as a piece of broken mechanism is when it has  lost the power

to  relax itself.  There was no other history in it of  what the man had  passed through in his son's death. 

"I don't know," Dryfoos resumed, looking aside at the cloth  windowstrap,  which he kept fingering, "as you

quite understood what  made me the  maddest.  I didn't tell him I could talk Dutch, because I  can't keep it  up

with a regular German; but my father was Pennsylvany  Dutch, and I  could understand what he was saying to

you about me.  I  know I had no  business to understood it, after I let him think I  couldn't but I did,  and I didn't

like very well to have a man callin'  me a traitor and a  tyrant at my own table.  Well, I look at it  differently

now, and I reckon  I had better have tried to put up with  it; and I would, if I could have  known" He stopped

with a quivering  lip, and then went on: "Then, again,  I didn't like his talkin' that  paternalism of his.  I always

heard it was  the worst kind of thing for  the country; I was brought up to think the  best government was the

one  that governs the least; and I didn't want to  hear that kind of talk  from a man that was livin' on my money.

I couldn't bear it from him.  Or I thought I couldn't beforebefore"  He stopped again, and  gulped.  "I

reckon  now there ain't anything I  couldn't bear."  March  was moved by the blunt words and the mute stare

forward with which  they ended.  "Mr. Dryfoos, I didn't know that you  understood Lindau's  German, or I

shouldn't have allowed him he wouldn't  have allowed  himselfto go on.  He wouldn't have knowingly

abused his  position of  guest to censure you, no matter how much he condemned you."  "I don't  care for it

now," said Dryfoos.  "It's all past and gone, as far  as  I'm concerned; but I wanted you to see that I wasn't tryin'

to punish  him for his opinions, as you said." 

"No; I see now," March assented, though he thought, his position  still  justified.  "I wish" 

"I don't know as I understand much about his opinions, anyway; but  I  ain't ready to say I want the men

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that  particular case out there I took on all the old hands just  as fast as  they left their Union.  As for the game I

came on them, it  was dog eat  dog, anyway." 

March could have laughed to think how far this old man was from  even  conceiving of Lindau's point'of view,

and how he was saying the  worst of  himself that Lindau could have said of him.  No one could  have

characterized the kind of thing he had done more severely than he  when he  called it dog eat dog. 

"There's a great deal to be said on both sides," March began,  hoping to  lead up through this generality to the

fact of Lindau's  death; but the  old man went on: 

"Well, all I wanted him to know is that I wasn't trying to punish  him for  what he said about things in general.

You naturally got that  idea, I  reckon; but I always went in for lettin' people say what they  please and  think

what they please; it's the only way in a free  country." 

"I'm afraid, Mr. Dryfoos, that it would make little difference to  Lindau  now" 

"I don't suppose he bears malice for it," said Dryfoos, " but what  I want  to do is to have him told so.  He could

understand just why I  didn't want  to be called hard names, and yet I didn't object to his  thinkin' whatever  he

pleased.  I'd like him to know" 

"No one can speak to him, no one can tell him," March began again,  but  again Dryfoos prevented him from

going on. 

"I understand it's a delicate thing; and I'm not askin' you to do  it.  What I would really like to doif you think

he could be prepared  for it,  some way, and could stand itwould be to go to him myself,  and tell him  just

what the trouble was.  I'm in hopes, if I done that,  he could see  how I felt about it." 

A picture of Dryfoos going to the dead Lindau with his vain regrets  presented itself to March, and he tried

once more to make the old man  understand.  "Mr. Dryfoos," be said, "Lindau is past all that  forever,"  and he

felt the ghastly comedy of it when Dryfoos continued,  without  heeding him 

"I got a particular reason why I want him to believe it wasn't his  ideas  I objected tothem ideas of his about

the government carryin'  everything  on and givin' work.  I don't understand 'em exactly, but I  found a

writin'amongmy son'sthings" (he seemed to force the words  through  his teeth), "and I reckon

hethoughtthat way.  Kind of a  diarywhere  he put downhis thoughts.  My son and mewe differed

about a good  many things."  His chin shook, and from time to time he  stopped.  "I  wasn't very good to him, I

reckon; I crossed him where I  guess I got no  business to cross him; but I thought everything  ofCoonrod.

He was the  best boy, from a baby, that ever was; just so  patient and mild, and done  whatever he was told.  I

ought to 'a' let  him been a preacher!  Oh, my  son! my son!" The sobs could not be kept  back any longer; they

shook the  old man with a violence that made  March afraid for him; but he controlled  himself at last with a

series  of hoarse sounds like barks.  "Well, it's  all past and gone!  But as I  understand you from what you saw,

when  Coonrod waskilled, he was  tryin' to save that old man from trouble?" 

Yes, yes! It seemed so to me." 

"That 'll do, then! I want you to have him come back and write for  the  book when he gets well.  I want you to

find out and let me know if  there's anything I can do for him.  I'll feel as if I done itfor  my  son.  I'll take

him into my own house, and do for him there, if  you say  so, when he gets so he can be moved.  I'll wait on

him myself.  It's what  Coonrod 'd do, if he was here.  I don't feel any hardness  to him because  it was him that

got Coonrod killed, as you might say,  in one sense of the  term; but I've tried to think it out, and I feel  like I

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Coonrod, and that's  enough for me."  He seemed to  have finished, and he turned to March as  if to hear what he

had to say. 

March hesitated.  "I'm afraid, Mr. DryfoosDidn't Fulkerson tell  you  that Lindau was very sick?" 

"Yes, of course.  But he's all right, he said." 

Now it had to come, though the fact had been latterly playing fast  and  loose with March's consciousness.

Something almost made him  smile; the  willingness he had once felt to give this old man pain;  then he

consoled  himself by thinking that at least he was not obliged  to meet Dryfoos's  wish to make atonement with

the fact that Lindau had  renounced him, and  would on no terms work for such a man as he, or  suffer any

kindness from  him.  In this light Lindau seemed the harder  of the two, and March had  the momentary force to

say 

"Mr. Dryfoosit can't be.  LindauI have just come from himis  dead." 

XI.

"How did he take it?  How could he bear it?  Oh, Basil! I wonder  you  could have the heart to say it to him.  It

was cruel!" 

"Yes, cruel enough, my dear," March owned to his wife, when they  talked  the matter over on his return home.

He could not wait till the  children  were out of the way, and afterward neither he nor his wife  was sorry that  he

had spoken of it before them.  The girl cried  plentifully for her old  friend who was dead, and said she hated

Mr.  Dryfoos, and then was sorry  for him, too; and the boy listened to all,  and spoke with a serious sense  that

pleased his father.  "But as to  how he took it," March went on to  answer his wife's question about

Dryfoos"how do any of us take a thing  that hurts?  Some of us cry  out, and some of us don't.  Dryfoos drew

a  kind of long, quivering  breath, as a child does when it grievesthere's  something curiously  simple and

primitive about himand didn't say  anything.  After a  while he asked me how he could see the people at the

hospital about  the remains; I gave him my card to the young doctor there  that had  charge of Lindau.  I suppose

he was still carrying forward his  plan of  reparation in his mindto the dead for the dead.  But how  useless!  If

he could have taken the living Lindau home with him, and  cared for  him all his days, what would it have

profited the gentle  creature  whose life his worldly ambition vexed and thwarted here?  He might as  well offer

a sacrifice at Conrad's grave.  Children," said  March,  turning to them, "death is an exile that no remorse and

no love  can  reach.  Remember that, and be good to every one here on earth, for  your longing to retrieve any

harshness or unkindness to the dead will  be  the very ecstasy of anguish to you.  I wonder," he mused, "if one

of the  reasons why we're shut up to our ignorance of what is to be  hereafter  isn't because if we were sure of

another world we might be  still more  brutal to one another here, in the hope of making  reparation somewhere

else.  Perhaps, if we ever come to obey the law  of love on earth, the  mystery of death will be taken away." 

"Well"the ancestral Puritanism spoke in Mrs. March" these two  old men  have been terribly punished.

They have both been violent and  wilful, and  they have both been punished.  No one need ever tell me  there is

not a  moral government of the universe!" 

March always disliked to hear her talk in this way, which did both  her  head and heart injustice.  "And

Conrad," he said, "what was he  punished  for?" 

"He?"  she answered, in an exaltation" he suffered for the sins  of  others." 

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He fell to brooding on it, and presently he heard his son saying,  "I suppose, papa, that Mr. Lindau died in a

bad cause?" 

March was startled.  He had always been so sorry for Lindau, and  admired  his courage and generosity so

much, that he had never fairly  considered  this question.  "Why, yes," he answered; "he died in the  cause of

disorder; he was trying to obstruct the law.  No doubt there  was a wrong  there, an inconsistency and an

injustice that he felt  keenly; but it  could not be reached in his way without greater wrong." 

"Yes; that's what I thought," said the boy.  "And what's the use of  our  ever fighting about anything in

America?  I always thought we  could vote  anything we wanted." 

"We can, if we're honest, and don't buy and sell one another's  votes,"  said his father.  "And men like Lindau,

who renounce the  American means  as hopeless, and let their love of justice hurry them  into sympathy with

violenceyes, they are wrong; and poor Lindau did  die in a bad cause, as  you say, Tom." 

"I think Conrad had no business there, or you, either, Basil," said  his  wife. 

"Oh, I don't defend myself," said March.  "I was there in the cause  of  literary curiosity and of conjugal

disobedience.  But Conradyes,  he had  some business there: it was his business to suffer there for  the sins of

others.  Isabel, we can't throw aside that old doctrine of  the Atonement  yet.  The life of Christ, it wasn't only in

healing the  sick and going  about to do good; it was suffering for the sins of  others.  That's as  great a mystery

as the mystery of death.  Why  should there be such a  principle in the world?  But it's been felt,  and more or

less dumbly,  blindly recognized ever since Calvary.  If we  love mankind, pity them,  we even wish to suffer

for them.  That's what  has created the religious  orders in all timesthe brotherhoods and  sisterhoods that

belong to our  day as much as to the mediaeval past.  That's what is driving a girl like  Margaret Vance, who

has everything  that the world can offer her young  beauty, on to the work of a Sister  of Charity among the

poor and the  dying." 

"Yes, yes!" cried Mrs. March.  "Howhow did she look there,  Basil?"  She  had her feminine misgivings; she

was not sure but the  girl was something  of a poseuse, and enjoyed the picturesqueness, as  well as the pain;

and  she wished to be convinced that it was not so. 

"Well," she said, when March had told again the little there was to  tell,  "I suppose it must be a great trial to a

woman like Mrs. Horn to  have her  niece going that way." 

"The way of Christ?"  asked March, with a smile. 

"Oh, Christ came into the world to teach us how to live rightly in  it,  too.  If we were all to spend our time in

hospitals, it would be  rather  dismal for the homes.  But perhaps you don't think the homes  are worth

minding?"  she suggested, with a certain note in her voice  that he knew. 

He got up and kissed her.  "I think the gimcrackeries are."  He  took the  hat he had set down on the parlor table

on coming in, and  started to put  it in the hall, and that made her notice it. 

"You've been getting a new hat!" 

"Yes," he hesitated; " the old one had gotwas decidedly shabby." 

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"Well, the hatter seemed to think it was hardly worth pressing,"  said  March.  He decided that for the present

his wife's nerves had  quite all  they could bear. 

XII.

It was in a manner grotesque, but to March it was all the more  natural  for that reason, that Dryfoos should

have Lindau's funeral  from his  house.  He knew the old man to be darkly groping, through the  payment of

these vain honors to the dead, for some atonement to his  son, and he  imagined him finding in them such

comfort as comes from  doing all one  can, even when all is useless. 

No one knew what Lindau's religion was, and in default they had had  the  Anglican burial service read over

him; it seems so often the  refuge of  the homeless dead.  Mrs. Dryfoos came down for the ceremony.  She

understood that it was for Coonrod's sake that his father wished  the  funeral to be there; and she confided to

Mrs. March that she  believed  Coonrod would have been pleased.  "Coonrod was a member of  the 'Piscopal

Church; and fawther's doin' the whole thing for Coonrod  as much as for  anybody.  He thought the world of

Coonrod, fawther did.  Mela, she kind  of thought it would look queer to have two funerals  from the same

house,  handrunnin', as you might call it, and one of  'em no relation, either;  but when she saw how fawther

was bent on it,  she give in.  Seems as if  she was tryin' to make up to fawther for  Coonrod as much as she

could.  Mela always was a good child, but nobody  can ever come up to Coonrod." 

March felt all the grotesqueness, the hopeless absurdity of  Dryfoos's  endeavor at atonement in these vain

obsequies to the man for  whom he  believed his son to have died; but the effort had its  magnanimity, its

pathos, and there was a poetry that appealed to him  in the reconciliation  through death of men, of ideas, of

conditions,  that could only have gone  warring on in life.  He thought, as the  priest went on with the solemn

liturgy, how all the world must come  together in that peace which,  struggle and strive as we may, shall  claim

us at last.  He looked at  Dryfoos, and wondered whether he would  consider these rites a sufficient  tribute, or

whether there was enough  in him to make him realize their  futility, except as a mere sign of  his wish to

retrieve the past.  He  thought how we never can atone for  the wrong we do; the heart we have  grieved and

wounded cannot kindle  with pity for us when once it is  stilled; and yet we can put our evil  from us with

penitence, and somehow,  somewhere, the order of loving  kindness, which our passion or our  wilfulness has

disturbed, will be  restored. 

Dryfoos, through Fulkerson, had asked all the more intimate  contributors  of 'Every Other Week' to come.

Beaton was absent, but  Fulkerson had  brought Miss Woodburn, with her father, and Mrs.  Leighton and Alma,

to  fill up, as he said.  Mela was much present, and  was official with the  arrangement of the flowers and the

welcome of  the guests.  She imparted  this impersonality to her reception of  Kendricks, whom Fulkerson met

in  the outer hall with his party, and  whom he presented in whisper to them  all.  Kendricks smiled under his

breath, as it were, and was then mutely  and seriously polite to the  Leightons.  Alma brought a little bunch of

flowers, which were lost in  those which Dryfoos had ordered to be  unsparingly provided. 

It was a kind of satisfaction to Mela to have Miss Vance come, and  reassuring as to how it would look to

have the funeral there; Miss  Vance  would certainly not have come unless it had been all right; she  had come,

and had sent some Easter lilies. 

"Ain't Christine coming down?"  Fulkerson asked Mela. 

"No, she ain't a bit well, and she ain't been, ever since Coonrod  died.  I don't know, what's got over her," said

Mela.  She added,  "Well, I  should 'a' thought Mr. Beaton would 'a' made out to 'a'  come!" 

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him." 

"Well, goodness knows, I don't want him," said the girl. 

Christine kept her room, and for the most part kept her bed; but  there  seemed nothing definitely the matter

with her, and she would not  let them  call a doctor.  Her mother said she reckoned she was  beginning to feel

the spring weather, that always perfectly pulled a  body down in New York;  and Mela said if being as cross as

two sticks  was any sign of spring  fever, Christine had it bad.  She was  faithfully kind to her, and  submitted

to all her humors, but she  recompensed herself by the freest  criticism of Christine when not in  actual

attendance on her.  Christine  would not suffer Mrs. Mandel to  approach her, and she had with her father  a

sullen submission which  was not resignation.  For her, apparently,  Conrad had not died, or had  died in vain. 

"Pshaw!" said Mela, one morning when she came to breakfast, "I  reckon if  we was to send up an old card of

Mr. Beaton's she'd rattle  downstairs  fast enough.  If she's sick, she's lovesick.  It makes me  sick to see  her." 

Mela was talking to Mrs. Mandel, but her father looked up from his  plate  and listened.  Mela went on: "I don't

know what's made the  fellow quit  comun'.  But he was an aggravatun' thing, and no more  dependable than

water.  It's just like Air.  Fulkerson said, if he  thinks you want him  he'll take a pleasure in not lettun' you have

him.  I reckon that's  what's the matter with Christine.  I believe in my  heart the girl 'll die  if she don't git him." 

Mela went on to eat her breakfast with her own good appetite.  She  now  always came down to keep her father

company, as she said, and she  did her  best to cheer and comfort him.  At least she kept the talk  going, and she

had it nearly all to herself, for Mrs.  Mandel was now  merely staying on  provisionally, and, in the absence of

any regrets or  excuses from  Christine, was looking ruefully forward to the moment  when she must leave  even

this ungentle home for the chances of the  ruder world outside. 

The old man said nothing at table, but, when Mela went up to see if  she  could do anything for Christine, he

asked Mrs. Mandel again about  all the  facts of her last interview with Beaton. 

She gave them as fully as she could remember them, and the old man  made  no comment on them.  But he

went out directly after, and at the  'Every  Other Week' office he climbed the stairs to Fulkerson's room  and

asked  for Beaton's address.  No one yet had taken charge of  Conrad's work, and  Fulkerson was running the

thing himself, as he  said, till he could talk  with Dryfoos about it.  The old man would not  look into the empty

room  where he had last seen his son alive; he  turned his face away and hurried  by the door. 

XIII.

The course of public events carried Beaton's private affairs beyond  the  reach of his simple first intention to

renounce his connection  with  'Every Other Week.'  In fact, this was not perhaps so simple as  it  seemed, and

long before it could be put in effect it appeared still  simpler to do nothing about the matterto remain

passive and leave  the  initiative to Dryfoos, to maintain the dignity of unconsciousness  and let  recognition of

any change in the situation come from those who  had caused  the change.  After all, it was rather absurd to

propose  making a purely  personal question the pivot on which his relations  with 'Every Other  Week' turned.

He took a hint from March's position  and decided that he  did not know Dryfoos in these relations; he knew

only Fulkerson, who had  certainly had nothing to do with Mrs. Mandel's  asking his intentions.  As he reflected

upon this he became less eager  to look Fulkerson up and  make the magazine a partner of his own  sufferings.

This was the soberer  mood to which Beaton trusted that  night even before he slept, and he  awoke fully

confirmed in it.  As he  examined the offence done him in the  cold light of day, he perceived  that it had not

come either from Mrs.  Mandel, who was visibly the  faltering and unwilling instrument of it,  or from

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place.  He could only punish  Fulkerson by that, and  Fulkerson was innocent.  Justice and interest  alike dictated

the  passive course to which Beaton inclined; and he  reflected that he  might safely leave the punishment of

Dryfoos to  Christine, who would  find out what had happened, and would be able to  take care of herself  in any

encounter of tempers with her father. 

Beaton did not go to the office during the week that followed upon  this  conclusion; but they were used there

to these sudden absences of  his,  and, as his work for the time was in train, nothing was made of  his  staying

away, except the sarcastic comment which the thought of  him was  apt to excite in the literary department.  He

no longer came  so much to  the Leightons, and Fulkerson was in no state of mind to  miss any one  there except

Miss Woodburn, whom he never missed.  Beaton  was left, then,  unmolestedly awaiting the course of destiny,

when he  read in the morning  paper, over his coffee at Maroni's, the deeply  scareheaded story of  Conrad's

death and the clubbing of Lindau.  He  probably cared as little  for either of them as any man that ever saw

them; but he felt a shock,  if not a pang, at Conrad's fate, so out of  keeping with his life and  character.  He did

not know what to do; and  he did nothing.  He was not  asked to the funeral, but he had not  expected that, and,

when Fulkerson  brought him notice that Lindau was  also to be buried from Dryfoos's  house, it was without

his usual  sullen vindictiveness that he kept away.  In his sort, and as much as a  man could who was

necessarily so much taken  up with himself, he was  sorry for Conrad's father; Beaton had a peculiar  tenderness

for his  own father, and he imagined how his father would feel  if it were he  who had been killed in Conrad's

place, as it might very  well have  been; he sympathized with himself in view of the possibility;  and for  once

they were mistaken who thought him indifferent and merely  brutal  in his failure to appear at Lindau's

obsequies. 

He would really have gone if he had known how to reconcile his  presence  in that house with the terms of his

effective banishment from  it; and he  was rather forgivingly finding himself wronged in the  situation, when

Dryfoos knocked at the studio door the morning after  Lindau's funeral.  Beaton roared out, "Come in!" as he

always did to a  knock if he had not  a model; if he had a model he set the door  slightly ajar, and with his

palette on his thumb frowned at his  visitor and told him he could not  come in.  Dryfoos fumbled about for  the

knob in the dim passageway  outside, and Beaton, who had experience  of people's difficulties with it,

suddenly jerked the door open.  The  two men stood confronted, and at  first sight of each other their  quiescent

dislike revived.  Each would  have been willing to turn away  from the other, but that was not possible.  Beaton

snorted some sort of  inarticulate salutation, which Dryfoos did  not try to return; he asked  if he could see him

alone for a minute or  two, and Beaton bade him  come in, and swept some paintblotched rags from  the chair

which he  told him to take.  He noticed, as the old man sank  tremulously into  it, that his movement was like

that of his own father,  and also that  he looked very much like Christine.  Dryfoos folded his  hands

tremulously on the top of his hornhandled stick, and he was rather  finely haggard, with the dark hollows

round his black eyes and the  fall  of the muscles on either side of his chin.  He had forgotten to  take his  soft,

widebrimmed hat off; and Beaton felt a desire to  sketch him just  as he sat. 

Dryfoos suddenly pulled himself together from the dreary absence  into  which he fell at first.  "Young man,"

he began, "maybe I've come  here on  a fool's errand," and Beaton rather fancied that beginning. 

But it embarrassed him a little, and he said, with a shy glance  aside, "I  don't know what you mean."  "I

reckon," Dryfoos answered,  quietly, "you got your notion, though.  I set that woman on to speak to  you the

way she done.  But if there was  anything wrong in the way she  spoke, or if you didn't feel like she had  any

right to question you up  as if we suspected you of anything mean, I  want you to say so." 

Beaton said nothing, and the old man went on. 

"I ain't very well up in the ways of the world, and I don't pretend  to  be.  All I want is to be fair and square with

everybody.  I've made  mistakes, though, in my time" He stopped, and Beaton was not proof  against the

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more, if I can  help  it.  I don't know but what you had a right to keep on comin', and  if you  had I want you to

say so.  Don't you be afraid but what I'll  take it in  the right way.  I don't want to take advantage of anybody,

and I don't  ask you to say any more than that." 

Beaton did not find the humiliation of the man who had humiliated  him so  sweet as he could have fancied it

might be.  He knew how it had  come  about, and that it was an effect of love for his child; it did  not matter  by

what ungracious means she had brought him to know that  he loved her  better than his own will, that his wish

for her happiness  was stronger  than his pride; it was enough that he was now somehow  brought to give  proof

of it.  Beaton could not be aware of all that  dark coil of  circumstance through which Dryfoos's present action

evolved itself;  the worst of this was buried in the secret of the old  man's heart, a worm  of perpetual torment.

What was apparent to  another was that he was  broken by the sorrow that had fallen upon him,  and it was this

that  Beaton respected and pitied in his impulse to be  frank and kind in his  answer. 

"No, I had no right to keep coming to your house in the way I did,  unlessunless I meant more than I ever

said."  Beaton added: "I don't  say that what you did was usualin this country, at any rate; but I  can't say you

were wrong.  Since you speak to me about the matter,  it's  only fair to myself to say that a good deal goes on in

life  without much  thinking of consequences.  That's the way I excuse  myself." 

"And you say Mrs. Mandel done right?"  asked Dryfoos, as if he  wished  simply to be assured of a point of

etiquette. 

"Yes, she did right.  I've nothing to complain of." 

"That's all I wanted to know," said Dryfoos; but apparently he had  not  finished, and he did not go, though the

silence that Beaton now  kept gave  him a chance to do so.  He began a series of questions which  had no

relation to the matter in hand, though they were strictly  personal to  Beaton.  "What countryman are you?"  he

asked, after a  moment. 

"What countryman?"  Beaton frowned back at him. 

"Yes, are you an American by birth?" 

"Yes; I was born in Syracuse." 

"Protestant?" 

"My father is a Scotch Seceder." 

"What business is your father in?" 

Beaton faltered and blushed; then he answered: 

"He's in the monument business, as he calls it.  He's a tombstone  cutter."  Now that he was launched, Beaton

saw no reason for not  declaring, "My father's always been a poor man, and worked with his  own  hands for his

living."  He had too slight esteem socially for  Dryfoos to  conceal a fact from him that he might have wished to

blink  with others. 

"Well, that's right," said Dryfoos.  "I used to farm it myself.  I've got  a good pile of money together, now.  At

first it didn't come  easy; but  now it's got started it pours in and pours in; it seems like  there was no  end to it.

I've got well on to three million; but it  couldn't keep me  from losin' my son.  It can't buy me back a minute of

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He grieved this out as if to himself rather than to Beaton, who,  scarcely  ventured to say, "I knowI am very

sorry" 

"How did you come," Dryfoos interrupted, "to take up paintin'?" 

"Well, I don't know," said Beaton, a little scornfully.  "You  don't.  take a thing of that kind up, I fancy.  I

always wanted to  paint." 

"Father try to stop you?" 

"No.  It wouldn't have been of any use.  Why" 

"My son, he wanted to be a preacher, and I did stop him or I  thought I  did.  But I reckon he was a preacher, all

the same, every  minute of his  life.  As you say, it ain't any use to try to stop a  thing like that.  I reckon if a child

has got any particular bent, it  was given to it;  and it's goin' against the grain, it's goin' against  the law, to try to

bend it some other way.  There's lots of good  business men, Mr. Beaton,  twenty of 'em to every good

preacher?" 

"I imagine more than twenty," said Beaton, amused and touched  through his  curiosity as to what the old man

was driving at by the  quaint simplicity  of his speculations. 

"Father ever come to the city?" 

"No; he never has the time; and my mother's an invalid." 

"Oh! Brothers and sisters?" 

"Yes; we're a large family." 

"I lost two little fellerstwins," said Dryfoos, sadly.  "But we  hain't  ever had but just the five.  Ever take

portraits?" 

"Yes," said Beaton, meeting this zigzag in the queries as seriously  as  the rest.  "I don't think I am good at it." 

Dryfoos got to his feet.  "I wish you'd paint a likeness of my son.  You've seen him plenty of times.  We won't

fight about the price,  don't  you be afraid of that." 

Beaton was astonished, and in a mistaken way he was disgusted.  He  saw  that Dryfoos was trying to undo

Mrs. Mandel's work practically,  and get  him to come again to his house; that he now conceived of the  offence

given him as condoned, and wished to restore the former  situation.  He  knew that he was attempting this for

Christine's sake,  but he was not the  man to imagine that Dryfoos was trying not only to  tolerate him, but to

like him; and, in fact, Dryfoos was not wholly  conscious himself of this  end.  What they both understood was

that  Dryfoos was endeavoring to get  at Beaton through Conrad's memory; but  with one this was its dedication

to a purpose of self sacrifice, and  with the other a vulgar and shameless  use of it. 

"I couldn't do it," said Beaton.  "I couldn't think of attempting  it." 

"Why not?"  Dryfoos persisted.  "We got some photographs of him; he  didn't like to sit very well; but his

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"I couldn't do itI couldn't.  I can't even consider it.  I'm very  sorry.  I would, if it were possible.  But it isn't

possible." 

"I reckon if you see the photographs once" 

"It isn't that, Mr. Dryfoos.  But I'm not in the way of that kind  of  thing any more." 

"I'd give any price you've a mind to name" 

"Oh, it isn't the money!" cried Beaton, beginning to lose control  of  himself. 

The old man did not notice him.  He sat with his head fallen  forward, and  his chin resting on his folded hands.

Thinking of the  portrait, he saw  Conrad's face before him, reproachful, astonished,  but all gentle as it  looked

when Conrad caught his hand that day after  he struck him; he heard  him say, "Father!" and the sweat

gathered on  his forehead.  "Oh, my God!"  he groaned.  "No; there ain't anything I  can do now." 

Beaton did not know whether Dryfoos was speaking to him or not.  He  started toward him.  "Are you ill?" 

"No, there ain't anything the matter," said the old man.  "But I  guess  I'll lay down on your settee a minute."  He

tottered with  Beaton's help  to the aesthetic couch covered with a tigerskin, on  which Beaton had  once

thought of painting a Cleopatra; but he could  never get the right  model.  As the old man stretched himself out

on  it, pale and suffering,  he did not look much like a Cleopatra, but  Beaton was struck with his  effectiveness,

and the likeness between him  and his daughter; she would  make a very good Cleopatra in some ways.  All the

time, while these  thoughts passed through his mind, he was  afraid Dryfoos would die.  The old man fetched

his breath in gasps,  which presently smoothed and  lengthened into his normal breathing.  Beaton got him a

glass of wine,  and after tasting it he sat up. 

"You've got to excuse me," he said, getting back to his  characteristic  grimness with surprising suddenness,

when once he began  to recover  himself.  "I've been through a good deal lately; and  sometimes it ketches  me

round the heart like a pain." 

In his life of selfish immunity from grief, Beaton could not  understand  this experience that poignant sorrow

brings; he said to  himself that  Dryfoos was going the way of angina pectoris; as he began  shuffling off  the

tigerskin he said: "Had you better get up?  Wouldn't you like me to  call a doctor?" 

"I'm all right, young man."  Dryfoos took his hat and stick from  him, but  he made for the door so uncertainly

that Beaton put his hand  under his  elbow and helped him out, and down the stairs, to his coupe. 

"Hadn't you better let me drive home with you?"  he asked. 

"What?"  said Dryfoos, suspiciously. 

Beaton repeated his question. 

"I guess I'm able to go home alone," said Dryfoos, in a surly tone,  and  he put his head out of the window and

called up "Home!" to the  driver,  who immediately started off and left Beaton standing beside  the  curbstone. 

XIV.

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that they continuously  occupied him,  but they broke up the train of other thoughts, and  spoiled him for work;

a very little spoiled Beaton for work; he  required just the right mood  for work.  He comprehended perfectly

well  that Dryfoos had made him that  extraordinary embassy because he wished  him to renew his visits, and

he  easily imagined the means that had  brought him to this pass.  From what  he knew of that girl he did not

envy her father his meeting with her when  he must tell her his mission  had failed.  But had it failed?  When

Beaton  came to ask himself this  question, he could only perceive that he and  Dryfoos had failed to  find any

ground of sympathy, and had parted in the  same dislike with  which they had met.  But as to any other failure,

it  was certainly  tacit, and it still rested with him to give it effect.  He could go  back to Dryfoos's house, as

freely as before, and it was  clear that he  was very much desired to come back.  But if he went back it  was also

clear that he must go back with intentions more explicit than  before,  and now he had to ask himself just how

much or how little he had  meant  by going there.  His liking for Christine had certainly not  increased,  but the

charm, on the other hand, of holding a leopardess in  leash had  not yet palled upon him.  In his life of

inconstancies, it was  a  pleasure to rest upon something fixed, and the man who had no control  over himself

liked logically enough to feel his control of some one  else.  The fact cannot other wise be put in terms, and the

attraction  which  Christine Dryfoos had for him, apart from this, escapes from all  terms,  as anything purely

and merely passional must.  He had seen from  the first  that she was a cat, and so far as youth forecasts such

things, he felt  that she would be a shrew.  But he had a perverse  sense of her beauty,  and he knew a sort of life

in which her power to  molest him with her  temper could be reduced to the smallest  proportions, and even

broken to  pieces.  Then the consciousness of her  money entered.  It was evident  that the old man had

mentioned his  millions in the way of a hint to him  of what he might reasonably  expect if he would turn and

be his sonin  law.  Beaton did not put it  to himself in those words; and in fact his  cogitations were not in

words at all.  It was the play of cognitions,  of sensations,  formlessly tending to the effect which can only be

very  clumsily  interpreted in language.  But when he got to this point in them,  Beaton rose to magnanimity and

in a flash of dramatic reverie disposed  of  a part of Dryfoos's riches in placing his father and mother, and  his

brothers and sisters, beyond all pecuniary anxiety forever.  He  had no  shame, no scruple in this, for he had

been a pensioner upon  others ever  since a Syracusan amateur of the arts had detected his  talent and given  him

the money to go and study abroad.  Beaton had  always considered the  money a loan, to be repaid out of his

future  success; but he now never  dreamt of repaying it; as the man was rich,  he had even a contempt for  the

notion of repaying him; but this did  not prevent him from feeling  very keenly the hardships he put his  father

to in borrowing money from  him, though he never repaid his  father, either.  In this reverie he saw  himself

sacrificed in marriage  with Christine Dryfoos, in a kind of  admiring selfpity, and he was  melted by the

spectacle of the dignity  with which he suffered all the  lifelong trials ensuing from his  unselfishness.  The

fancy that Alma  Leighton came bitterly to regret him,  contributed to soothe and  flatter him, and he was not

sure that Margaret.  Vance did not suffer a  like loss in him. 

There had been times when, as he believed, that beautiful girl's  high  thoughts had tended toward him; there

had been looks, gestures,  even  words, that had this effect to him, or that seemed to have had  it; and  Beaton

saw that he might easily construe Mrs. Horn's  confidential appeal  to him to get Margaret interested in art

again as  something by no means  necessarily offensive, even though it had been  made to him as to a master  of

illusion.  If Mrs. Horn had to choose  between him and the life of good  works to which her niece was visibly

abandoning herself, Beaton could not  doubt which she would choose; the  only question was how real the

danger  of a life of good works was. 

As he thought of these two girls, one so charming and the other so  divine, it became indefinitely difficult to

renounce them for  Christine  Dryfoos, with her sultry temper and her earthbound ideals.  Life had been  so

flattering to Beaton hitherto that he could not  believe them both  finally indifferent; and if they were not

indifferent, perhaps he did not  wish either of them to be very  definite.  What he really longed for was  their

sympathy; for a man who  is able to walk round quite ruthlessly on  the feelings of others often  has very tender

feelings of his own, easily  lacerated, and eagerly  responsive to the caresses of compassion.  In this  frame

Beaton  determined to go that afternoon, though it was not Mrs.  Horn's day,  and call upon her in the hope of

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fall out at once as he wished, but he got Mrs. Horn to talking  again about her niece, and Mrs. Horn again

regretted that nothing  could  be done by the fine arts to reclaim Margaret from good works. 

"Is she at home?  Will you let me see her?"  asked Beacon, with  something  of the scientific interest of a

physician inquiring for a  patient whose  symptoms have been rehearsed to him.  He had not asked  for her

before. 

"Yes, certainly," said Mrs. Horn, and she went herself to call  Margaret,  and she did not return with her.  The

girl entered with the  gentle grace  peculiar to her; and Beaton, bent as he was on his own  consolation,  could

not help being struck with the spiritual exaltation  of her look.  At sight of her, the vague hope he had never

quite  relinquished, that  they might be something more than aesthetic  friends, died in his heart.  She wore

black, as she often did; but in  spite of its fashion her dress  received a nunlike effect from the  pensive

absence of her face.  "Decidedly," thought Beaton, "she is far  gone in good works." 

But he rose, all the same, to meet her on the old level, and he  began at  once to talk to her of the subject he had

been discussing  with her aunt.  He said frankly that they both felt she had  unjustifiably turned her back  upon

possibilities which she ought not  to neglect. 

"You know very well," she answered, " that I couldn't do anything  in that  way worth the time I should waste

on it.  Don't talk of it,  please.  I suppose my aunt has been asking you to say this, but it's no  use.  I'm sorry it's

no use, she wishes it so much; but I'm not sorry  otherwise.  You can find the pleasure at least of doing good

work in  it;  but I couldn't find anything in it but a barren amusement.  Mr.  Wetmore  is right; for me, it's like

enjoying an opera, or a ball." 

"That's one of Wetmore's phrases.  He'd sacrifice anything to  them." 

She put aside the whole subject with a look.  "You were not at Mr.  Dryfoos's the other day.  Have you seen

them, any of them, lately?" 

"I haven't been there for some time, no," said Beaton, evasively.  But he thought if he was to get on to

anything, he had better be  candid.  "Mr. Dryfoos was at my studio this morning.  He's got a queer  notion.  He

wants me to paint his son's portrait." 

She started.  "And will you" 

"No, I couldn't do such a thing.  It isn't in my way.  I told him  so.  His son had a beautiful face an antique

profile; a sort of early  Christian type; but I'm too much of a pagan for that sort of thing." 

"Yes." 

"Yes," Beaton continued, not quite liking her assent after he had  invited  it.  He had his pride in being a pagan,

a Greek, but it failed  him in her  presence, now; and he wished that she had protested he was  none.  "He was  a

singular creature; a kind of survival; an exile in  our time and place.  I don't know: we don't quite expect a saint

to be  rustic; but with all  his goodness Conrad Dryfoos was a country person.  If he were not dying  for a cause

you could imagine him milking."  Beaton intended a contempt  that came from the bitterness of having  himself

once milked the family  cow. 

His contempt did not reach Miss Vance.  "He died for a cause," she  said.  "The holiest." 

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"Of peace.  He was there to persuade the strikers to be quiet and  go  home." 

"I haven't been quite sure," said Beaton.  "But in any case he had  no  business there.  The police were on hand

to do the persuading." 

"I can't let you talk so!" cried the girl.  "It's shocking!  Oh, I  know  it's the way people talk, and the worst is that

in the sight of  the world  it's the right way.  But the blessing on the peacemakers is  not for the  policemen with

their clubs." 

Beaton saw that she was nervous; he made his reflection that she  was  altogether too far gone in good works

for the fine arts to reach  her;  he began to think how he could turn her primitive Christianity to  the  account of

his modern heathenism.  He had no deeper design than to  get  flattered back into his own favor far enough to

find courage for  some  sort of decisive step.  In his heart he was trying to will  whether he  should or should not

go back to Dryfoos's house.  It could  not be from  the caprice that had formerly taken him; it must be from a

definite  purpose; again he realized this.  "Of course; you are right,"  he said.  "I wish I could have answered that

old man differently.  I  fancy he was  bound up in his son, though he quarrelled with him, and  crossed him.  But

I couldn't do it; it wasn't possible."  He said to  himself that if she  said " No," now, he would be ruled by her

agreement with him; and if she  disagreed with him, he would be ruled  still by the chance, and would go  no

more to the Dryfooses'.  He found  himself embarrassed to the point of  blushing when she said nothing,  and

left him, as it were, on his own  hands.  "I should like to have  given him that comfort; I fancy he hasn't  much

comfort in life; but  there seems no comfort in me." 

He dropped his head in a fit attitude for compassion; but she  poured no  pity upon it. 

"There is no comfort for us in ourselves," she said.  "It's hard to  get  outside; but there's only despair within.

When we think we have  done  something for others, by some great effort, we find it's all for  our own  vanity." 

"Yes," said Beaton.  "If I could paint pictures for righteousness'  sake,  I should have been glad to do Conrad

Dryfoos for his father.  I  felt  sorry for him.  Did the rest seem very much broken up?  You saw  them  all?" 

"Not all.  Miss Dryfoos was ill, her sister said.  It's hard to  tell how  much people suffer.  His mother seemed

bewildered.  The  younger sister is  a simple creature; she looks like him; I think she  must have something of

his spirit." 

"Not much spirit of any kind, I imagine," said Beaton.  "But she's  amiably material.  Did they say Miss

Dryfoos was seriously ill?" 

"No.  I supposed she might be prostrated by her brother's death." 

"Does she seem that kind of person to you, Miss Vance?"  asked  Beaton. 

"I don't know.  I haven't tried to see so much of them as I might,  the  past winter.  I was not sure about her

when I met her; I've never  seen  much of people, except in my own set, and thevery poor.  I have  been

afraid I didn't understand her.  She may have a kind of pride  that would  not let her do herself justice." 

Beaton felt the unconscious dislike in the endeavor of praise.  "Then she  seems to you like a person whose

lifeits trials, its  chanceswould  make more of than she is now?" 

"I didn't say that.  I can't judge of her at all; but where we  don't  know, don't you think we ought to imagine the

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"Oh yes," said Beaton.  "I didn't know but what I once said of them  might  have prejudiced you against them.  I

have accused myself of it."  He  always took a tone of conscientiousness, of selfcensure, in  talking with  Miss

Vance; he could not help it. 

"Oh no.  And I never allowed myself to form any judgment of her.  She is  very pretty, don't you think, in a

kind of way?" 

"Very." 

"She has a beautiful brunette coloring: that floury white and the  delicate pink in it.  Her eyes are beautiful." 

"She's graceful, too," said Beaton.  "I've tried her in color; but  I  didn't make it out." 

"I've wondered sometimes," said Miss Vance, "whether that elusive  quality  you find in some people you try

to paint doesn't characterize  them all  through.  Miss Dryfoos might be ever so much finer and better  than we

would find out in the society way that seems the only way." 

"Perhaps," said Beaton, gloomily; and he went away profoundly  discouraged  by this last analysis of

Christine's character.  The  angelic  imperviousness of Miss Vance to properties of which his own  wickedness

was so keenly aware in Christine might have made him laugh,  if it had not  been such a serious affair with

him.  As it was, he  smiled to think how  very differently Alma Leighton would have judged  her from Miss

Vance's  premises.  He liked that clear vision of Alma's  even when it pierced his  own disguises.  Yes, that was

the light he  had let die out, and it might  have shone upon his path through life.  Beaton never felt so

poignantly  the disadvantage of having on any  given occasion been wanting to his own  interests through his

selflove  as in this.  He had no one to blame but  himself for what had happened,  but he blamed Alma for what

might happen  in the future because she  shut out the way of retrieval and return.  When  be thought of the

attitude she had taken toward him, it seemed  incredible, and he was  always longing to give her a final chance

to  reverse her final  judgment.  It appeared to him that the time had come  for this now, if  ever. 

XV.

While we are still young we feel a kind of pride, a sort of fierce  pleasure, in any important experience, such

as we have read of or  heard  of in the lives of others, no matter how painful.  It was this  pride,  this pleasure,

which Beaton now felt in realizing that the  toils of fate  were about him, that between him and a future of

which  Christine Dryfoos  must be the genius there was nothing but the will,  the mood, the fancy of  a girl who

had not given him the hope that  either could ever again be in  his favor.  He had nothing to trust to,  in fact, but

his knowledge that  he had once had them all; she did not  deny that; but neither did she  conceal that he had

flung away his  power over them, and she had told him  that they never could be his  again.  A man knows that

he can love and  wholly cease to love, not  once merely, but several times; he recognizes  the fact in regard to

himself, both theoretically and practically; but in  regard to women he  cherishes the superstition of the

romances that love  is once for all,  and forever.  It was because Beaton would not believe  that Alma  Leighton,

being a woman, could put him out of her heart after  suffering him to steal into it, that he now hoped anything

from her,  and  she had been so explicit when they last spoke of that affair that  he did  not hope much.  He said

to himself that he was going to cast  himself on  her mercy, to take whatever chance of life, love, and work

there was in  her having the smallest pity on him.  If she would have  none, then there  was but one thing he

could do: marry Christine and go  abroad.  He did not  see how he could bring this alternative to bear  upon

Alma; even if she  knew what he would do in case of a final  rejection, he had grounds for  fearing she would

not care; but he  brought it to bear upon himself, and  it nerved him to a desperate  courage.  He could hardly

wait for evening  to come, before he went to  see her; when it came, it seemed to have come  too soon.  He had

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answer to him, but  it was not  till he found himself in her presence, and alone with her,  that he  realized the

truth of his conviction.  Then the influences of her  grace, her gayety, her arch beauty, above all, her good

sense,  penetrated  his soul like a subtle intoxication, and he said to himself  that he was  right; he could not live

without her; these attributes of  hers were what  he needed to win him, to cheer him, to charm him, to  guide

him.  He  longed so to please her, to ingratiate himself with  her, that he  attempted to be light like her in his

talk, but lapsed  into abysmal  absences and gloomy recesses of introspection. 

"What are you laughing at?"  he asked, suddenly starting from one  of  these. 

"What you are thinking of." 

"It's nothing to laugh at.  Do you know what I'm thinking of?" 

"Don't tell, if it's dreadful." 

"Oh, I dare say you wouldn't think it's dreadful," he said, with  bitterness.  "It's simply the case of a man who

has made a fool of  himself and sees no help of retrieval in himself." 

"Can any one else help a man unmake a fool of himself?"  she asked,  with  a smile. 

"Yes.  In a case like this." 

"Dear me! This is very interesting." 

She did not ask him what the case was, but he was launched now, and  he  pressed on.  "I am the man who has

made a fool of himself" 

"Oh!" 

"And you can help me out if you will.  Alma, I wish you could see  me as I  really am." 

"Do you, Mr. Beacon?  Perhaps I do." 

"No; you don't.  You formulated me in a certain way, and you won't  allow  for the change that takes place in

every one.  You have changed;  why  shouldn't I?" 

"Has this to do with your having made a fool of yourself?" 

"Yes." 

"Oh! Then I don't see how you have changed." 

She laughed, and he too, ruefully.  "You're cruel.  Not but what I  deserve your mockery.  But the change was

not from the capacity of  making  a fool of myself.  I suppose I shall always do that more or  lessunless  you

help me.  Alma! Why can't you have a little  compassion?  You know  that I must always love you." 

"Nothing makes me doubt that like your saying it, Mr. Beaton.  But  now  you've broken your word" 

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"Yes, I'm to blame.  I was wrong to let you comeafter that.  And  so I  forgive you for speaking to me in that

way again.  But it's  perfectly  impossible and perfectly useless for me to hear you any more  on that  subject;

and sogoodbye!" 

She rose, and he perforce with her.  "And do you mean it?"  he  asked.  "Forever?" 

"Forever.  This is truly the last time I will ever see you if I can  help  it.  Oh, I feel sorry enough for you!" she

said, with a glance at  his  face.  "I do believe you are in earnest.  But it's too late now.  Don't  let us talk about it

any more! But we shall, if we meet, and  so," 

"And so goodbye ! Well, I've nothing more to say, and I might as  well  say that.  I think you've been very

good to me.  It seems to me  as if you  had beenshall I say it?trying to give me a chance.  Is  that so?"  She

dropped her eyes and did not answer. 

"You found it was no use! Well, I thank you for trying.  It's  curious to  think that I once had your trust, your

regard, and now I  haven't it.  You  don't mind my remembering that I had?  It'll be some  little consolation,  and I

believe it will be some help.  I know I  can't retrieve the past  now.  It is too late.  It seems too

preposterousperfectly luridthat I  could have been going to tell  you what a tangle I'd got myself in, and

to  ask you to help untangle  me.  I must choke in the infernal coil, but I'd  like to have the  sweetness of your

pity in itwhatever it is." 

She put out her hand.  "Whatever it is, I do pity you; I said  that." 

"Thank you."  He kissed the band she gave him and went. 

He had gone on some such terms before; was it now for the last  time?  She  believed it was.  She felt in herself

a satiety, a fatigue,  in which his  good looks, his invented airs and poses, his real  trouble, were all alike

repulsive.  She did not acquit herself of the  wrong of having let him  think she might yet have liked him as she

once  did; but she had been  honestly willing to see whether she could.  It  had mystified her to find  that when

they first met in New York, after  their summer in St.  Barnaby,  she cared nothing for him; she had  expected to

punish him for his  neglect, and then fancy him as before,  but she did not.  More and more  she saw him selfish

and mean,  weakwilled, narrowminded, and hard  hearted; and aimless, with all  his talent.  She admired his

talent in  proportion as she learned more  of artists, and perceived how uncommon it  was; but she said to

herself  that if she were going to devote herself to  art, she would do it at  firsthand.  She was perfectly serene

and happy  in her final rejection  of Beaton; he had worn out not only her fancy, but  her sympathy, too. 

This was what her mother would not believe when Alma reported the  interview to her; she would not believe

it was the last time they  should  meet; death itself can hardly convince us that it is the last  time of  anything, of

everything between ourselves and the dead.  "Well, Alma,"  she said, "I hope you'll never regret what you've

done." 

"You may be sure I shall not regret it.  If ever I'm lowspirited  about  anything, I'll think of giving Mr. Beaton

his freedom, and that  will  cheer me up." 

"And don't you expect to get married?  Do you intend to be an old  maid?"  demanded her mother, in the bonds

of the superstition women  have so long  been under to the effect that every woman must wish to  get married,

if  for no other purpose than to avoid being an old maid. 

"Well, mamma," said Alma, "I intend being a young one for a few  years  yet; and then I'll see.  If I meet the

right person, all well  and good;  if not, not.  But I shall pick and choose, as a man does; I  won't merely  be

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"You can't help yourself; you may be very glad if you are picked  and  chosen." 

"What nonsense, mamma! A girl can get any man she wants, if she  goes  about.  it the right way.  And when

my 'fated fairy prince' comes  along,  I shall just simply make furious love to him and grab him.  Of  course,  I

shall make a decent pretence of talking in my sleep.  I  believe it's  done that way more than half the time.  The

fated fairy  prince wouldn't  see the princess in nine cases out of ten if she  didn't say something;  he would go

mooning along after the maids of  honor." 

Mrs. Leighton tried to look unspeakable horror; but she broke down  and  laughed.  " Well, you are a strange

girl, Alma." 

"I don't know about that.  But one thing I do know, mamma, and that  is  that Prince Beaton isn't the F. F. P. for

me.  How strange you are,  mamma! Don't you think it would be perfectly disgusting to accept a  person you

didn't care for, and let him go on and love you and marry  you?  It's sickening." 

"Why, certainly, Alma.  It's only because I know you did care for  him  once" 

"And now I don't.  And he didn't care for me once, and now he does.  And  so we're quits." 

"If I could believe" 

"You had better brace up and try, mamma; for as Mr. Fulkerson says,  it's  as sure as guns.  From the crown of

his head to the sole of his  foot,  he's loathsome to me; and he keeps getting loathsomer.  Ugh!  Goodnight!" 

XVI.

"Well, I guess she's given him the grand bounce at last," said  Fulkerson  to March in one of their moments of

confidence at the  office.  "That's  Mad's inference from appearancesand disappearances;  and some little

hints from Alma Leighton." 

"Well, I don't know that I have any criticisms to offer," said  March.  "It may be bad for Beaton, but it's a very

good thing for Miss  Leighton.  Upon the whole, I believe I congratulate her." 

"Well, I don't know.  I always kind of hoped it would turn out the  other  way.  You know I always had a

sneaking fondness for the fellow." 

"Miss Leighton seems not to have had." 

"It's a pity she hadn't.  I tell you, March, it ain't so easy for a  girl  to get married, here in the East, that she can

afford to despise  any  chance." 

"Isn't that rather a low view of it?" 

"It's a commonsense view.  Beaton has the making of a firstrate  fellow  in him.  He's the raw material of a

great artist and a good  citizen.  All  he wants is somebody to take him in hand and keep him  from makin' an

ass  of himself and kickin' over the traces generally,  and ridin' two or three  horses bareback at once." 

"It seems a simple problem, though the metaphor is rather  complicated,"  said March.  "But talk to Miss

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He began to turn over the manuscripts on his table, and Fulkerson  went  away.  But March found himself

thinking of the matter from time  to time  during the day, and he spoke to his wife about it when he went  home.

She  surprised him by taking Fulkerson's view of it. 

"Yes, it's a pity she couldn't have made up her mind to have him.  It's  better for a woman to be married." 

"I thought Paul only went so far as to say it was well.  But what  would  become of Miss Leighton's artistic

career if she married?" 

"Oh, her artistic career!" said Mrs. March, with matronly contempt  of it. 

"But look here!" cried her husband.  "Suppose she doesn't like  him?" 

"How can a girl of that age tell whether she likes any one or not?" 

"It seems to me you were able to tell at. that age, Isabel.  But  let's  examine this thing.  (This thing!  I believe

Fulkerson is  characterizing  my whole parlance, as well as your morals.) Why  shouldn't we rejoice as  much at

a nonmarriage as a marriage?  When we  consider the enormous  risks people take in linking their lives

together, after not half so much  thought as goes to an ordinary horse  trade, I think we ought to be glad

whenever they don't do it.  I  believe that this popular demand for the  matrimony of others comes  from our

novelreading.  We get to thinking  that there is no other  happiness or goodfortune in life except marriage;

and it's offered in  fiction as the highest premium for virtue, courage,  beauty, learning,  and saving human life.

We all know it isn't.  We know  that in reality  marriage is dog cheap, and anybody can have it for the

askingif he  keeps asking enough people.  Byandby some fellow will  wake up and  see that a firstclass

story can be written from the anti  marriage  point of view; and he'll begin with an engaged couple, and

devote his  novel to disengaging them and rendering them separately happy  ever  after in the denouement.  It

will make his everlasting fortune." 

"Why don't you write it, Basil?"  she asked.  "It's a delightful  idea.  You could do it splendidly." 

He became fascinated with the notion.  He developed it in detail;  but at  the end he sighed and said: "With this

'Every Other Week' work  on my  hands, of course I can't attempt a novel.  But perhaps I sha'n't  have it  long." 

She was instantly anxious to know what he meant, and the novel and  Miss  Leighton's affair were both

dropped out of their thoughts.  "What  do you  mean?  Has Mr. Fulkerson said anything yet?" 

"Not a word.  He knows no more about it than I do.  Dryfoos hasn't  spoken, and we're both afraid to ask him.

Of course, I couldn't ask  him." 

"No." 

"But it's pretty uncomfortable, to be kept hanging by the gills so,  as  Fulkerson says." 

"Yes, we don't know what to do." 

March and Fulkerson said the same to each other; and Fulkerson said  that  if the old man pulled out, he did

not know what would happen.  He  had no  capital to carry the thing on, and the very fact that the old  man had

pulled out would damage it so that it would be hard to get  anybody else  to put it.  In the mean time Fulkerson

was running  Conrad's officework,  when he ought to be looking after the outside  interests of the thing; and

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"I don't know which it's worse for, March: you or me.  I don't  know,  under the circumstances, whether it's

worse to have a family or  to want  to have one.  Of courseof course! We can't hurry the old man  up.  It

wouldn't be decent, and it would be dangerous.  We got to  wait." 

He almost decided to draw upon Dryfoos for some money; he did not  need  any, but, he said maybe the

demand would act as a hint upon him.  One  day, about a week after Alma's final rejection of Beaton, Dryfoos

came  into March's office.  Fulkerson was out, but the old man seemed  not to  have tried to see him. 

He put his hat on the floor by his chair, after he sat down, and  looked  at March awhile with his old eyes,

which had the vitreous  glitter of old.  eyes stimulated to sleeplessness.  Then he said,  abruptly, "Mr. March,

how would you like to take this thing off my  hands?" 

"I don't understand, exactly," March began; but of course he  understood  that Dryfoos was offering to let him

have 'Every Other  Week' on some  terms or other, and his heart leaped with hope. 

The old man knew he understood, and so he did not explain.  He  said:  "I am going to Europe, to take my

family there.  The doctor  thinks it  might do my wife some good; and I ain't very well myself,  and my girls

both want to go; and so we're goin'.  If you want to take  this thing off  my hands, I reckon I can let you have it

in 'most any  shape you say.  You're all settled here in New York, and I don't  suppose you want to  break up,

much, at your time of life, and I've  been thinkin' whether you  wouldn't like to take the thing." 

The word, which Dryfoos had now used three times, made March at  last  think of Fulkerson; he had been

filled too full of himself to  think of  any one else till he had mastered the notion of such  wonderful good

fortune as seemed about falling to him.  But now he did  think of  Fulkerson, and with some shame and

confusion; for he  remembered how, when  Dryfoos had last approached him there on the  business of his

connection  with 'Every Other Week,' he had been very  haughty with him, and told him  that he did not know

him in this  connection.  He blushed to find how far  his thoughts had now run  without encountering this

obstacle of etiquette. 

"Have you spoken to Mr. Fulkerson?"  he asked. 

"No, I hain't.  It ain't a question of management.  It's a question  of  buying and selling.  I offer the thing to you

first.  I reckon  Fulkerson  couldn't get on very well without you." 

March saw the real difference in the two cases, and he was glad to  see  it, because he could act more

decisively if not hampered by an  obligation  to consistency.  "I am gratified, of course, Mr. Dryfoos;  extremely

gratified; and it's no use pretending that I shouldn't be  happy beyond  bounds to get possession of 'Every Other

Week.'  But I  don't feel quite  free to talk about it apart from Mr. Fulkerson." 

"Oh, all right!" said the old man, with quick offence. 

March hastened to say: "I feel bound to Mr. Fulkerson in every way.  He  got me to come here, and I couldn't

even seem to act without him." 

He put it questioningly, and the old man answered: 

"Yes, I can see that.  When 'll he be in?  I can wait."  But he  looked  impatient. 

"Very soon, now," said March, looking at his watch.  "He was only  to be  gone a moment," and while he went

on to talk with Dryfoos, he  wondered  why the old man should have come first to speak with him, and

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or dislike of Fulkerson.  Whichever light he  looked at it in, it was flattering. 

"Do you think of going abroad soon?"  he asked. 

"What?  YesI don't knowI reckon.  We got our passage engaged.  It's  on one of them French boats.  We're

goin' to Paris." 

"Oh! That will be interesting to the young ladies." 

"Yes.  I reckon we're goin' for them.  'Tain't likely my wife and  me  would want to pull up stakes at our age,"

said the old man,  sorrowfully. 

"But you may find it do you good, Mr. Dryfoos," said March, with a  kindness that was real, mixed as it was

with the selfish interest he  now  had in the intended voyage. 

"Well, maybe, maybe," sighed the old man; and he dropped his head  forward.  "It don't make a great deal of

difference what we do or we  don't do, for the few years left." 

"I hope Mrs. Dryfoos is as well as usual," said March, finding the  ground  delicate and difficult. 

"Middlin', middlin'," said the old man.  "My daughter Christine,  she  ain't very well." 

"Oh," said March.  It was quite impossible for him to affect a more  explicit interest in the fact.  He and

Dryfoos sat silent for a few  moments, and he was vainly casting about in his thought for something  else

which would tide them over the interval till Fulkerson came, when  he  heard his step on the stairs. 

"Hello, hello!" he said.  "Meeting of the clans!"  It was always a  meeting of the clans, with Fulkerson, or a

field day, or an extra  session, or a regular conclave, whenever he saw people of any common  interest

together.  "Hain't seen you here for a good while, Mr.  Dryfoos.  Did think some of running away with 'Every

Other Week' one  while, but  couldn't seem to work March up to the point." 

He gave Dryfoos his hand, and pushed aside the papers on the corner  of  March's desk, and sat down there,

and went on briskly with the  nonsense  he could always talk while he was waiting for another to  develop any

matter of business; he told March afterward that he  scented business in  the air as soon as he came into the

room where he  and Dryfoos were  sitting. 

Dryfoos seemed determined to leave the word to March, who said,  after an  inquiring look at him, "Mr.

Dryfoos has been proposing to let  us have  'Every Other Week,' Fulkerson." 

"Well, that's good; that suits yours truly; March Fulkerson,  publishers  and proprietors, won't pretend it don't,

if the terms are  all right." 

"The terms," said the old man, "are whatever you want 'em.  I  haven't got  any more use for the concern"  He

gulped, and stopped;  they knew what  he was thinking of, and they looked down in pity.  He  went on: "I won't

put any more money in it; but what I've put in  a'ready can stay; and you  can pay me four per cent." 

He got upon his feet; and March and Fulkerson stood, too. 

"Well, I call that pretty white," said Fulkerson.  "It's a bargain  as far  as I'm concerned.  I suppose you'll want to

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"Yes; I shall," said March.  "I can see that it's a great chance;  but I  want to talk it over with my wife." 

"Well, that's right," said the old man.  "Let me hear from you  tomorrow." 

He went out, and Fulkerson began to dance round the room.  He  caught  March about his stalwart girth and

tried to make him waltz; the  office  boy came to the door and looked on with approval. 

"Come, come, you idiot!" said March, rooting himself to the carpet. 

"It's just throwing the thing into our mouths," said Fulkerson.  "The  wedding will be this day week.  No cards!

Teedlelumptydiddle!  Teedle  lumptydee!  What do you suppose he means by it, March ?"  he  asked,

bringing himself soberly up, of a sudden.  "What is his little  game?  Or  is he crazy?  It don't seem like the

Dryfoos of my previous  acquaintance." 

"I suppose," March suggested, "that he's got money enough, so that  he  don't care for this" 

"Pshaw!  You're a poet!  Don't you know that the more money that  kind of  man has got, the more he cares for

money?  It's some fancy of  hislike  having Lindau's funeral at his houseBy Jings, March, I  believe you're

his fancy!" 

"Oh, now!  Don't you be a poet, Fulkerson!" 

"I do!  He seemed to take a kind of shine to you from the day you  wouldn't turn off old Lindau; he did, indeed.

It kind of shook him  up.  It made him think you had something in you.  He was deceived by  appearances.  Look

here!  I'm going round to see Mrs. March with you,  and explain the thing to her.  I know Mrs. March!  She

wouldn't  believe  you knew what you were going in for.  She has a great respect  for your  mind, but she don't

think you've got any sense.  Heigh?" 

"All right," said March, glad of the notion; and it was really a  comfort  to have Fulkerson with him to develop

all the points; and it  was  delightful to see how clearly and quickly she seized them; it made  March  proud of

her.  She was only angry that they had lost any time in  coming  to submit so plain a case to her. 

Mr. Dryfoos might change his mind in the night, and then everything  would  be lost.  They must go to him

instantly, and tell him that they  accepted;  they must telegraph him. 

"Might as well send a district messenger; he'd get there next  week," said  Fulkerson.  "No, no!  It 'll all keep till

tomorrow, and  be the better  for it.  If he's got this fancy for March, as I say, he  ain't agoing to  change it in a

single night.  People don't change  their fancies for March  in a lifetime.  Heigh?" 

When Fulkerson turned up very early at the office next morning, as  March  did, he was less strenuous about

Dryfoos's fancy for March.  It  was as if  Miss Woodburn might have blown cold upon that theory, as

something unjust  to his own merit, for which she would naturally be  more jealous than he. 

March told him what he had forgotten to tell him the day before,  though  he had been trying, all through their

excited talk, to get it  in, that  the Dryfooses were going abroad. 

"Oh, ho!" cried Fulkerson.  "That's the milk in the cocoanut, is  it?  Well, I thought there must be something." 

But this fact had not changed Mrs. March at all in her conviction  that it  was Mr. Dryfoos's fancy for her

husband which had moved him to  make him  this extraordinary offer, and she reminded him that it had  first

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changedsoftened; and doesn't  find money all in  all any more.  He's had enough to change him, poor  old

man!" 

"Does anything from without change us?"  her husband mused aloud.  "We're  brought up to think so by the

novelists, who really have the  charge of  people's thinking, nowadays.  But I doubt it, especially if  the thing

outside is some great event, something cataclysmal, like  this tremendous  sorrow of Dryfoos's." 

"Then what is it that changes us?"  demanded his wife, almost angry  with  him for his heresy. 

"Well, it won't do to say, the Holy Spirit indwelling.  That would  sound  like cant at this day.  But the old

fellows that used to say  that had  some glimpses of the truth.  They knew that it is the still,  small voice  that the

soul heeds, not the deafening blasts of doom.  I  suppose I  should have to say that we didn't change at all.  We

develop.  There's  the making of several characters in each of us; we  are each several  characters, and

sometimes this character has the lead  in us, and  sometimes that.  From what Fulkerson has told me of

Dryfoos, I should say  he had always had the potentiality of better  things in him than he has  ever been yet; and

perhaps the time has come  for the good to have its  chance.  The growth in one direction has  stopped; it's

begun in another;  that's all.  The man hasn't been  changed by his son's death; it stunned,  it benumbed him; but

it  couldn't change him.  It was an event, like any  other, and it had to  happen as much as his being born.  It was

forecast  from the beginning  of time, and was as entirely an effect of his coming  into the world" 

"Basil!  Basil!" cried his wife.  "This is fatalism!" 

"Then you think," he said, "that a sparrow falls to the ground  without  the will of God?"  and he laughed

provokingly.  But he went on  more  soberly: "I don't know what it all means Isabel though I believe  it means

good.  What did Christ himself say?  That if one rose from  the dead it  would not avail.  And yet we are always

looking for the  miraculous!  I believe that unhappy old man truly grieves for his son,  whom he treated  cruelly

without the final intention of cruelty, for he  loved him and  wished to be proud of him; but I don't think his

death  has changed him,  any more than the smallest event in the chain of  events remotely working  through his

nature from the beginning.  But  why do you think he's changed  at all?  Because he offers to sell me  Every

Other Week on easy terms?  He says himself that he has no further  use for the thing; and he knows  perfectly

well that he couldn't get  his money out of it now, without an  enormous shrinkage.  He couldn't  appear at this

late day as the owner,  and sell it to anybody but  Fulkerson and me for a fifth of what it's cost  him.  He can sell

it to  us for all it's cost him; and four per cent.  is  no bad interest on  his money till we can pay it back.  It's a

good thing  for us; but we  have to ask whether Dryfoos has done us the good, or  whether it's the  blessing of

Heaven.  If it's merely the blessing of  Heaven, I don't  propose being grateful for it." 

March laughed again, and his wife said, "It's disgusting." 

"It's business," he assented.  "Business is business; but I don't  say it  isn't disgusting.  Lindau had a low opinion

of it." 

"I think that with all his faults Mr. Dryfoos is a better man than  Lindau," she proclaimed. 

"Well, he's certainly able to offer us a better thing in 'Every  Other  Week,'" said March. 

She knew he was enamoured of the literary finish of his cynicism,  and  that at heart he was as humbly and

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XVII.

Beaton was at his best when he parted for the last time with Alma  Leighton, for he saw then that what had

happened to him was the  necessary  consequence of what he had been, if not what he had done.  Afterward he

lost this clear vision; he began to deny the fact; he  drew upon his  knowledge of life, and in arguing himself

into a  different frame of mind  he alleged the case of different people who  had done and been much worse

things than he, and yet no such  disagreeable consequence had befallen  them.  Then he saw that it was  all the

work of blind chance, and he said  to himself that it was this  that made him desperate, and willing to call  evil

his good, and to  take his own wherever he could find it.  There was  a great deal that  was literary and factitious

and tawdry in the mood in  which he went to  see Christine Dryfoos, the night when the Marches sat  talking

their  prospects over; and nothing that was decided in his  purpose.  He knew  what the drift of his mind was,

but he had always  preferred to let  chance determine his events, and now since chance had  played him such  an

ill turn with Alma, he left it the whole  responsibility.  Not in  terms, but in effect, this was his thought as he

walked on uptown to  pay the first of the visits which Dryfoos had  practically invited him  to resume.  He had

an insolent satisfaction in  having delayed it so  long; if he was going back he was going back on his  own

conditions,  and these were to be as hard and humiliating as he could  make them.  But this intention again was

inchoate, floating, the stuff of  an  intention, rather than intention; an expression of temperament  chiefly. 

He had been expected before that.  Christine had got out of Mela  that her  father had been at Beaton's studio;

and then she had gone at  the old man  and got from him every smallest fact of the interview  there.  She had

flung back in his teeth the goodwill toward herself  with which he had  gone to Beaton.  She was furious with

shame and  resentment; she told him  he had made bad worse, that he had made a  fool of himself to no end; she

spared neither his age nor his  griefbroken spirit, in which his will  could not rise against hers.  She filled the

house with her rage,  screaming it out upon him; but  when her fury was once spent, she began to  have some

hopes from what  her father had done.  She no longer kept her  bed; every evening she  dressed herself in the

dress Beaton admired the  most, and sat up till  a certain hour to receive him.  She had fixed a day  in her own

mind  before which, if he came, she would forgive him all he  had made her  suffer: the mortification, the

suspense, the despair.  Beyond this, she  had the purpose of making her father go to Europe; she  felt that she

could no longer live in America, with the double disgrace  that had  been put upon her. 

Beaton rang, and while the servant was coming the insolent caprice  seized  him to ask for the young ladies

instead of the old man, as he  had  supposed of course he should do.  The maid who answered the bell,  in the

place of the reluctant Irishman of other days, had all his  hesitation in  admitting that the young ladies were at

home. 

He found Mela in the drawingroom.  At sight of him she looked  scared;  but she seemed to be reassured by

his calm.  He asked if he  was not to  have the pleasure of seeing Miss Dryfoos, too; and Mela  said she

reckoned  the girl had gone upstairs to tell her.  Mela was  in black, and Beaton  noted how well the solid sable

became her rich  redblonde beauty; he  wondered what the effect would be with  Christine. 

But she, when she appeared, was not in mourning.  He fancied that  she  wore the lustrous black silk, with the

breadths of white Venetian  lace  about the neck which he had praised, because he praised it.  Her  cheeks

burned with a Jacqueminot crimson; what should be white in her  face was  chalky white.  She carried a plumed

ostrich fan, black and  soft, and  after giving him her hand, sat down and waved it to and fro  slowly, as he

remembered her doing the night they first met.  She had  no ideas, except  such as related intimately to herself,

and she had no  gabble, like Mela;  and she let him talk.  It was past the day when she  promised herself she

would forgive him; but as he talked on she felt  all her passion for him  revive, and the conflict of desires, the

desire to hate, the desire to  love, made a dizzying whirl in her  brain.  She looked at him, half  doubting

whether he was really there  or not.  He had never looked so  handsome, with his dreamy eyes  floating under

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modulated,  mysterious voice lulled her; when Mela made an errand  out of the room,  and Beaton crossed to

her and sat down by her, she  shivered. 

"Are you cold?"  he asked, and she felt the cruel mockery and  exultant  consciousness of power in his tone, as

perhaps a wild thing  feels  captivity in the voice of its keeper.  But now, she said she  would still  forgive him if

he asked her. 

Mela came back, and the talk fell again to the former level; but  Beaton  had not said anything that really

meant what she wished, and  she saw that  he intended to say nothing.  Her heart began to burn like  a fire in her

breast. 

"You been tellun' him about our goun' to Europe?"  Mela asked. 

"No," said Christine, briefly, and looking at the fan spread out on  her  lap. 

Beaton asked when; and then he rose, and said if it was so soon, he  supposed he should not see them again,

unless he saw them in Paris; he  might very likely run over during the summer.  He said to himself that  he  had

given it a fair trial with Christine, and he could not make it  go. 

Christine rose, with a kind of gasp; and mechanically followed him  to the  door of the drawingroom; Mela

came, too; and while he was  putting on his  overcoat, she gurgled and bubbled in goodhumor with  all the

world.  Christine stood looking at him, and thinking how still  handsomer he was  in his overcoat; and that fire

burned fiercer in her.  She felt him more  than life to her and knew him lost, and the frenzy,  that makes a

woman  kill the man she loves, or fling vitriol to destroy  the beauty she cannot  have for all hers, possessed her

lawless soul.  He gave his hand to Mela,  and said, in his windharp stop,  "Goodbye." 

As he put out his hand to Christine, she pushed it aside with a  scream of  rage; she flashed at him, and with

both hands made a feline  pass at the  face he bent toward her.  He sprang back, and after an  instant of

stupefaction he pulled open the door behind him and ran out  into the  street. 

"Well, Christine Dryfoos!" said Mela, "Sprang at him like a  wildcat!" 

"I, don't care," Christine shrieked.  "I'll tear his eyes out!"  She flew  upstairs to her own room, and left the

burden of the  explanation to  Mela, who did it justice. 

Beaton found himself, he did not know how, in his studio, reeking  with  perspiration and breathless.  He must

almost have run.  He struck  a match  with a shaking hand, and looked at his face in the glass.  He  expected to

see the bleeding marks of her nails on his cheeks, but he  could see  nothing.  He grovelled inwardly; it was all

so low and  coarse and vulgar;  it was all so just and apt to his deserts. 

There was a pistol among the dusty bricabrac on the mantel which  he had  kept loaded to fire at a cat in the

area.  He took it and sat  looking  into the muzzle, wishing it might go off by accident and kill  him.  It slipped

through his hand and struck the floor, and there was a  report;  he sprang into the air, feeling that he had been

shot.  But he  found  himself still alive, with only a burning line along his cheek,  such as  one of Christine's

fingernails might have left. 

He laughed with cynical recognition of the fact that he had got his  punishment in the right way, and that his

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The Marches, with Fulkerson, went to see the Dryfooses off on the  French  steamer.  There was no longer any

business obligation on them  to be  civil, and there was greater kindness for that reason in the  attention  they

offered.  'Every Other Week' had been made over to the  joint  ownership of March and Fulkerson, and the

details arranged with  a  hardness on Dryfoos's side which certainly left Mrs. March with a  sense  of his

incomplete regeneration.  Yet when she saw him there on  the  steamer, she pitied him; he looked wearied and

bewildered; even  his wife,  with her twitching head, and her prophecies of evil, croaked  hoarsely  out, while

she clung to Mrs. March's hand where they sat  together till  the leavetakers were ordered ashore, was less

pathetic.  Mela was  looking after both of them, and trying to cheer them in a  joyful  excitement.  "I tell 'em it's

goun' to add ten years to both  their  lives," she said.  "The voyage 'll do their healths good; and  then, we're

gittun' away from that miser'ble pack o' servants that was  eatun' us up,  there in New York.  I hate the place!"

she said, as if  they had already  left it.  "Yes, Mrs. Mandel's goun', too," she added,  following the  direction of

Mrs. March's eyes where they noted Mrs.  Mandel, speaking to  Christine on the other side of the cabin.  "Her

and Christine had a kind  of a spat, and she was goun' to leave, but  here only the other day,  Christine offered

to make it up with her, and  now they're as thick as  thieves.  Well, I reckon we couldn't very well  'a' got along

without her.  She's about the only one that speaks French  in this family." 

Mrs. March's eyes still dwelt upon Christine's face; it was full of  a  furtive wildness.  She seemed to be

keeping a watch to prevent  herself  from looking as if she were looking for some one.  "Do you  know," Mrs.

March said to her husband as they jingled along homeward  in the  Christopher Street bobtail car, "I thought

she was in love  with that  detestable Mr. Beaton of yours at one time; and that he was  amusing  himself with

her." 

"I can bear a good deal, Isabel," said March, " but I wish you  wouldn't  attribute Beaton to me.  He's the

invention of that Mr.  Fulkerson of  yours." 

"Well, at any rate, I hope, now, you'll both get rid of him, in the  reforms you're going to carry out." 

These reforms were for a greater economy in the management of  'Every  Other Week;' but in their very nature

they could not include  the  suppression of Beaton.  He had always shown himself capable and  loyal to  the

interests of the magazine, and both the new owners were  glad to keep  him.  He was glad to stay, though he

made a gruff  pretence of  indifference, when they came to look over the new  arrangement with him.  In his

heart he knew that he was a fraud; but at  least he could say to  himself with truth that he had not now the

shame  of taking Dryfoos's  money. 

March and Fulkerson retrenched at several points where it had  seemed  indispensable to spend, as long as they

were not spending their  own:  that was only human.  Fulkerson absorbed Conrad's department into  his,  and

March found that he could dispense with Kendricks in the  place of  assistant which he had lately filled since

Fulkerson had  decided that  March was overworked.  They reduced the number of  illustrated articles,  and they

systematized the payment of  contributors strictly according to  the sales of each number, on their  original plan

of cooperation: they  had got to paying rather lavishly  for material without reference to the  sales. 

Fulkerson took a little time to get married, and went on his  wedding  journey out to Niagara, and down the St.

Lawrence to Quebec  over the line  of travel that the Marches had taken on their wedding  journey.  He had  the

pleasure of going from Montreal to Quebec on the  same boat on which  he first met March. 

They have continued very good friends, and their wives are almost  without  the rivalry that usually embitters

the wives of partners.  At  first Mrs.  March did not like Mrs. Fulkerson's speaking of her husband  as the

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predominant quality in  each, and was meant  neither to affirm nor to deny anything.  Colonel  Woodburn

offered as his  contribution to the celebration of the  copartnership, which Fulkerson  could not be prevented

from dedicating  with a little dinner, the story of  Fulkerson's magnanimous behavior in  regard to Dryfoos at

that crucial  moment when it was a question  whether he should give up Dryfoos or give  up March.  Fulkerson

winced  at it; but Mrs. March told her husband that  now, whatever happened,  she should never have any

misgivings of Fulkerson  again; and she asked  him if he did not think he ought to apologize to him  for the

doubts  with which he had once inspired her.  March said that he  did not think  so. 

The Fulkersons spent the summer at a seaside hotel in easy reach of  the  city; but they returned early to Mrs.

Leighton's, with whom they  are to  board till spring, when they are going to fit up Fulkerson's  bachelor

apartment for housekeeping.  Mrs. March, with her Boston  scruple, thinks  it will be odd, living over the

'Every Other Week'  offices; but there  will be a separate street entrance to the  apartment; and besides, in New

York you may do anything. 

The future of the Leightons promises no immediate change.  Kendricks goes  there a good deal to see the

Fulkersons, and Mrs.  Fulkerson says he comes  to see Alma.  He has seemed taken with her  ever since he first

met her at  Dryfoos's, the day of Lindau's funeral,  and though Fulkerson objects to  dating a fancy of that kind

from an  occasion of that kind, he justly  argues with March that there can be  no harm in it, and that we are

liable  to be struck by lightning any  time.  In the mean while there is no proof  that Alma returns  Kendricks's

interest, if he feels any.  She has got a  little bit of  color into the fall exhibition; but the fall exhibition is  never

so  good as the spring exhibition.  Wetmore is rather sorry she has  succeeded in this, though he promoted her

success.  He says her real  hope  is in black and white, and it is a pity for her to lose sight of  her  original aim of

drawing for illustration. 

News has come from Paris of the engagement of Christine Dryfoos.  There  the Dryfooses met with the

success denied them in New York;  many American  plutocrats must await their apotheosis in Europe, where

society has them,  as it were, in a translation.  Shortly after their  arrival they were  celebrated in the news

papers as the first  millionaire American family of  naturalgas extraction who had arrived  in the capital of

civilization;  and at a French wateringplace  Christine encountered her fatea nobleman  full of present debts

and  of duels in the past.  Fulkerson says the old  man can manage the  debtor, and Christine can look out for the

duellist.  "They say those  fellows generally whip their wives.  He'd better not try  it with  Christine, I reckon,

unless he's practised with a panther." 

One day, shortly after their return to town in the autumn from the  brief  summer outing they permitted

themselves, the Marches met  Margaret Vance.  At first they did not know her in the dress of the  sisterhood

which she  wore; but she smiled joyfully, almost gayly, on  seeing them, and though  she hurried by with the

sister who accompanied  her, and did not stay to  speak, they felt that the peace that passeth  understanding had

looked at  them from her eyes. 

"Well, she is at rest, there can't be any doubt of that," he said,  as he  glanced round at the drifting black robe

which followed her  free, nun  like walk. 

"Yes, now she can do all the good she likes," sighed his wife.  "I  wonderI wonder if she ever told his father

about her talk with poor  Conrad that day he was shot?" 

"I don't know.  I don't care.  In any event, it would be right.  She did  nothing wrong.  If she unwittingly sent him

to his death, she  sent him to  die for God's sake, for man's sake." 

"Yesyes.  But still" 

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